#theres alot coming of this one so stay tuned !

[allimili]

Round 1

[cameoliob]

Please tell me more about Anya kallus

ASK AND YOU SHALL RECEIVE

For anyone hesring about Anya for the 1st time theres also this post about her with all kinds of background info BUT I DIGRESS

Alright, so I want you to imagine the sweetest, most hard-working, lovable girl in the whole wide world

Yeah thats Anya

Now, Anya was a victim of a VERY unfourtunate series of events; her father dies, her pregnant mother crashes tf out and leaves her with her baby brother, the Coruscanti foster care/adoption system is SHIT so no way in hell is she subjecting her brother OR herself to that shit, so, DESPITE THE FACT THAT SHE GRADUATED EARLY WITH SEEVVVERRRALLL OFFERS TO FANTASTIC COLLEGES, decides to raise her brother full-time because thats just the kind of person that she is.

Somewhere along the line she realizes that she's become Mum which is insane because Anya has the self awareness to recognize that she is a CHILD raising another CHILD, all because their Mother just FUCKED OFF and for WHAT

But she does her best. And her best is ALOT.

Working 112 hours a week, living in the lower levels, raising a kid, trying not to LOSE said kid every time they go somewhere because he just WANDERS (Alex was a leash kid, prove me wrong)

She works at 2 diners (an 8 hr shift at each, every single day), mostly because the tip money helps her save up for Alex's birthday every year

And even though she works 16 hours a day, she finds time for the little things, like helping Alex with his homework or reading him a book before bed.

And when she gets time to herself (which is not often), she likes to sit down and play the guitar (or whatever the Star Wars equivalent is). The one she has is old, and beaten, but it was her Dads, and she just misses the days when she'd come home from school and he'd be sitting on the couch, strumming a tune that her mother would hum from the kitchen. And Anya would sit down and ask him to teach her how to play the chords because her homework could wait.

She's not shocked when she learns that she's sick. Everyone in the lower levels does at some point. She had just hoped that he's see Alex get off of Coruscant before she did, but this planet had never been kind to her, and that was not a luxury that it allowed her to have.

She just hoped that she raised Alex right. Right enough that, even when she was gone, he'd stay as kind and as hardworking as he'd always been. She just hoped that-- even if she didnt get to see it-- he'd live a life free of the burdens that she'd had.

As she laid dying at 33, she just hoped that Alex would live a life longer and happier than hers had been.

[lexpupz]

i know you haven't posted for months but i just want to say that i've been looking forward to part two of the g!p bada somno fic <3

ahhhh, i have been going on here atleast once a week to read some fics if theres some new ones and check my notifications. ive lost interest in writing but actually, very very recently decided i might try getting back to it, so this is very nice to hear, genuinely thanks alot anon love you <3. we'll see where the future brings me, im currently not in the best condition mentally, (and the dude ive been pining over never responds to me, if anyone cares lol) but i recently asked my followers on twt who i should write for, ill try my best to come up with some good idea in the part 2 for that blurb or whatever that was. i had an idea for it back when i wrote the first part but it didnt work out well. PLEASE STAY TUNED I REALLY APPRECIATE THE FEEDBACK ILL TRY TO GET TO WORK AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!!!!! ALL LOVE 🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶

[hetaliareposts]

Hetalia CANON Couples (Hetalia Debunks)

Alright! Couples of the characters? Which couples are canon?

(This is more of a funny/joke one but these are actually canon)

Only one Sexuality is confirmed in the entirety of Hetalia and that is Sweden. Sweden is homosexual/gay. He shows clear feelings to Finland and only to Finland.

First of all Sweden calls him `` M'Wife `` May I say more? It shows both in the anime and the manga. Finland does not claim or show that he returns these feelings to Sweden. Theres more but my laziness can only go so far.

Hi Lithuania Glad to see you? Oh wait? Did-- No you said Belarus? No yeah I swear he said Belarus.

He likes Belarus and finds her very Beautiful and Cute. It shows in the manga and twice in the Anime. Lithuania gets the girl but only for five minutes and that's when Belarus cracks all of his fingers and Lithuania is completely okay with that?

What have we learned today? Lithuania is a SIMP!

Belarus obviously does not return these feelings and has someone else in Mind.

Hi! Remember when Holy Roman Empire existed? I don't.

HRE had fallen in love with Chibitalia Italy thinking that he was a girl. I mean I would to be honest if I saw Italy. He had feminine clothing and a squeaky voice. Chibitalia Italy Returned these feelings to HRE and had fallen in love with him. Italy first feared HRE until they had grew closer. HRE had to leave to go to war and promised he'd visit back. Then, they had their first kiss to show that they truly loved each other. To be honest it's kind of creepy writing this cause they're kids but It's canon so.

Speaking of Germany, He thought Italy had feelings for him once France had given him a book on relationships/love/etc.

To be honest, I never cared for GerIta one bit so I won't put much because of my laziness to write about a Ship I don't care for. It's the same with DenNor, to be honest I just find DenNor Abusive, Please don't go attacking me in the comments. @ellawritesficssometimes has written a whole article dedicated to GerIta so i'll just explain the basics. After reading the book France had given, Germany feels as if Italy treats him more than a friend and more like a romantic partner which leaves Germany as a Closeted Bisexual Distress. For a whole 69420 seasons haha im so quirky. Anyways, Germany has asked Italy to marry him even getting him a tomato shaped ring but Italy declines the offer then Germany realizing maybe he was just overthinking.

Hey Romano?? Wait a minute you said Spain?? No you didn't say Spain

Well Spamano. BAHAHA YOU THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO CLAIM IT CANON BAHAHAH IN YOUR DREAMS. Okay, I actually do love this ship and it's in my top three considering I love Romano's character. But there's little hints that Romano and Spain may or may not have feelings for each other. Romano's character description actually tells us his relationship status with Spain having it called a Love/Hate relationship. Spain on the other hand adores Romano and on his character description he is weirdly affectionate to Romano and described as " Strange" Which could possibly mean anything. I know yall spamano shippers getting hyped up. Either spain is seen as the one who holds affection or Romano trying to hide his feelings because of how Catholic he is. Romano usually stays away from other characters and is very close to Spain then others and keeps in contact with him, like when he had gotten captured by Britain. He called Spain but Spain was too busy making 10,000 paper roses at the time.

Do you know how mad it makes me to show how much time I spent on Spamano which isn't even confirmed canon. There is alot more ships I'll be talking about in my next part of the series which will include much of Hungary. :eyes: Stay tuned!

PART 2 COMES SOON!

[jkajournals]

Back in the stuuuuu (which is my room)

It feels good to be painting again.

Its fall now and its been chilly. Ive always loved painting during this time. I find myself painting more during the cold seasons and I go out more during the summer.

Ive always said that i collect stories in the summer, and I paint in the winter.

It makes sense, but with my color choices, you would think i paint more in the summer. But no its all during the cold seasons. Maybe its my way of reconnecting with the warmth when its cold outside.

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It feels good.

It feels great.

Ive been kinda lost lately. There has been situationships and such that has been distracting me. I find myself waiting for responses while there are out and about and now even putting any effort on me.

So im really glad that Im back.

Im back to my old ways, to my artists ways.

I feel like myself again.

After seeing what i created, I feel alot better. I feel in tune with myself again, and i feel reconnected and grounded.

I can feel myself coming back to reality, back to who i really am and how i’ve been this whole time.

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Theres something so comforting about the cold.

Ive always said that Im a summer girl- but maybe im a fall girl just as i am a summer girl.

Im a summer girl bc i grew up in the tropics, but since moving here, ive learned to appreciate that as well.

The rainy season is the one that reminds me of the Philippines the most, and its the one i forget about all the time.

The rainy season is a big part of living in the PH, but i think w the trauma, i tend to bury that in my head and only think about the good stuff and sunny skies.

I didnt use to tak wthat well jn the past, and j get panic attacks and i get depressed. But now i learned to embrace it, again, this is the time where i paint and pour all the things back inot myself and process it. It really comforts me and help me feel better.

Thats when everything settles down and it becomes quiet. Thats when i go back to spending time with myself after hanging out w friends all summer.

During the summee i dont really get to paint cuz im out and about. Im literally jumping from one event to another.

And during cold seasons i stay home and watch cozy netflix shows and paint.

I have the best time doing that.

So nice and cozy.

I like spending my time painting rather than doing other things. Thats me being productive and doing self love. Pouring back into myself.

~art girl healing season~

[simple-ponderings]

Universal Guidance- Pick a Card

Welcome back to another pick a card. This is one is mostly centered on where you are on your journey right now and the advice The Divine wants to relay to you. This time Ive done something different. Ive done some shufflemancy and added songs for you to listen for any additional messages. These messages may or may not resonate as its a general reading and thats ok. There are always messages being sent but they wont always be for you. Close your eyes, take a deep breath, and ask God or whoever you feel a bond most strongly with, to help you choose a pile. 

+++PLEASE READ! Before you go down to your reading, I wanted to say that the most prevalent theme happening for all groups is that you’re all going through significant change. The Death card and The Last Judgement card came out for all three readings. All of us are experiencing change in different ways. I believe this is something being Divinely orchestrated. Things that need to end and also come to fruition will come to pass, whether you are ready or not. Hang in there everyone. We will get through this.++++++

 Pile 1: 

While shuffling I saw and got the notion of a journey, or the beginning of one. Traveling. There were sperm whales, mermaid tails, deep sea. Traveling on a rocky mountain, like in LOTR. I also saw a volcano. There was a weird wooden gate, with black bolts that looked like the Dolce & Gabana logo. 

Im getting the feeling of stubbornness. Almost as if there is something you know you need to be doing or not doing, and then you dont do it or do it anyway. The Death card was overall energy and then when I went to clarify Princess of Pentacles it came out again- quite quickly too. Is there an ending you are hesitant to release? Maybe it has to do with your habits, mindsets, aspects of yourself, or the people who have served their purpose in your spiritual journey. Regardless, something needs to come to close so that other cycles in your life-whether its having new friends, obtaining a new job, or learning something new, or anything, may begin. It can even be so simple as “The New You” emerging. Its like youre stuck in the past I think, with memories of someone or how you used to be, and now that that has been taken away youre kind of unsure of yourself and where to go. Maybe you feel a little ungrounded and not really confident?...Im really starting to get the feeling that this was a person you were dealing with, and they just couldnt really deliver. Its like being around them for so long has sucked you into weird environments that arent really in your best interests. I know this is a general reading but this is a feeling I cant shake, I apologize if this message does not resonate with you. If it doesnt resonate then it is not for you. This person, was most likely sent for your activation and transformation. Im sorry that its so unpleasant :(. You need to break free from this. Its like youve experienced both the really dark aspects, and now are coming to experience the really light aspects. I think this is what new cycle awaits you, but you are hesitant to let it because you’ve been exposed to that darkness for sometime. Maybe you even comfortable in it because it may be what you expect? This is just one stop on your journey, even though it feels as if it’ll stretch on and on and on. Give yourself time to grieve that which was lost. But remember you must get back up eventually, and begin building your new reality. You arent alone in this. You will soon leave the desolate rocky terrain and move into beautiful meadows filled with flowers. But its up to YOU to go out there and create your reality- your life, your legacy that makes you happy and is for your highest good. You are being pointed in the right direction, you are always being guided. Believe that for yourself no matter what others tell you, or no matter how things seem, or no matter what even you think. Dont let the negativity of others stop your abundance, your uniqueness, and most of all the beauty of your soul. There are some important things for you to consider: 777 and Volcanoes. Also you might wanna give the song “No Running Water” by The Flashbulb a listen for additional messages. Thank you for reading Feedback would be greatly appreciated!! 

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Pile 2:

 While shuffling, I saw an open path with wild grass on either side. The road was made of dirt. There was the word DATE written in red with other words. It looked like some sort of official document. I saw Space, and a blue light being. This pile felt a little dark, like some heavy energy but not too heavy- more like somberness. 

I feel like theres this onset of spiritual power, but you may feel as if youre not ready for it or its too much. Or it could even be that you experience emotion very deeply. And so you kind of focus on the material and logical aspects of yourself, almost kind of “rejecting” that spiritual and emotional side. I think you have alot of spiritual gifts, but you dont want to go “too deep”. You are comfortable with seeing tangibility and are used to seeing whats right in front of you. But I believe the doors to the Unknown are being revealed to you. You see all these phenomena happening and you just “Observe” it kind of. Theres this feeling of not wanting to get too involved so you just keep your distance. By that I mean, you just watch and observe things and try to remain unaffected. Its almost as if you putting your spiritual self at arms length is your way of self-defense if that makes sense? Its like youre trying hard to cling to the old you, how you and your life used to be, before all THIS happened. What are you afraid of? Perhaps you are a person who wonders if there is any merit or tangible reward for diving deep and I think if you do decide to dive deep it will feel that way. “Whats the point of it all?” But its to help you embrace your Fire, your gifts so to speak. If you do decide to walk this path of spirituality and embracing yourself, getting comfortable with the unknown, I feel you will be a completely different person. A Complete Rebirth so to speak. And maybe you are scared of that. I think The Divine is trying to point you in this direction. It will get easier. As you begin to walk this path, things will become Clearer. And I feel you will feel so much more “In Tune” with The Divine or whoever you believe in. I see a link, essences intertwining. Whats meant to happen will happen. Fate. Be kind to yourself during this period. Make sure you take the time to ground yourself and even go outside and get a breath of fresh air. It will help clear your head and balance yourself. You are Loved no matter what. You arent alone, you can let your guard down. Important things to consider: Angel Number 66. Pay attention to how you feel, whether it be around others or the emotions you feel in general. I think being near bodies of water, or even moon gazing may help you. I even think carrying selenite around may be of help to you. Remember to take care of yourself mentally and physically! Keep yourself balanced. Also give “Severed” by The Flashbulb a listen for any additional messages. I hope you enjoyed this reading and feedback is always appreciated!

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Pile 3:

I felt bliss and happiness. I saw a plant growing. There is this feeling of building something thats here to stay.

Im thinking you guys went through hell and back despite that feeling of bliss I felt when shuffling. Overall theres a overarching theme of having everything in life be on track, but when it comes to love it seems that thats where you begin to run into problems. It could even just be relationships in general. Or rather everything is finally going right, but theres this feeling of something coming to “haunt” you. Something that you’ve thought was over with and finished but manages to come back into your life. I feel like you’ve been through some tough shit and have tried your damned best to make the situation better. Like you’ve broken free from some sort of attachment or restriction but there is still a lingering feeling of obligation, almost as if you still feel the need to give it your energy. Maybe things didnt end on the right foot. Maybe there were things left unsaid. There is a message of unfinished business. But this part of your life will soon be wrapping up. After this hurdle, something new will arise from it. An opportunity that will sprout its way into the physical world. Its very weird, theres this notion of finally seeing the light of day after being surrounded by the night. The first light of the Dawn. Its as if youre running a marathon and youve made it through all these obstacles to reach the finish line.  Youre almost there, just a little more. This experience you went through, gave you the wisdom you needed to be where you are in life. It made you who are you are. You have gone through much transformation. Im really proud of you. But The Divine is saying you have to go through this for just a little longer. To Be who you were meant to Be. Understand that whatever happens, it is always within your power to decide how you want to act. You always have the power to choose differently. Always choose what feels right for you. Always choose what you know to be true. What has this journey taught you so far? What lessons have you learned? How have you changed? Use these teachings and apply them to your life and how you want to live. Important things for you to consider: 1010 is significant for you. I believe after this ordeal things will only get better for you. When you feel things are getting out of control or too much, take deep breaths and bring yourself back to the present- back to balance. Remember you are in control of how you respond, you always have a choice. Take it one step at a time too, its ok if you dont get it right away. We have the utmost patience and love for you. Also give “Home” by Brian Mcknight a listen as there may be additional messages for you. I hope you enjoyed this reading. I really hope I was able to offer you some clarity. Feedback is always appreciated!  

[survivormetaverse]

Episode 1 - "I know the game will pick up eventually" ~Shaad

chile lemme not get thrown out for making all these stan twitter bitch references I'M LICHERALLY HARMLESS I DON'T MEAN MOST OF WHAT I SAY DKJFHASJKLDG

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ngl tho i'm kinda shitting myself over these challenges bc i don't wanna get tossed on the first round JKAHFSJKDGHJ my ant eye et tea is through the ROOF

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oh girl, first impressions? ngl, the gays and girls here seem quite lovely, hopefully they won't have to carry me the entire time LMAO

Okay like the only person I like/talked to is Jodi but she seems like a smart cookie so ima sleep with one eye open. But idk I'm ready to put on my fake ass smile and my fake ass kind words and get through this part. It's interesting with 6 people per tribe like if we lose I don't have that solid "core" yet but theres a chance that it would be me, jodi, amy because we were the first three on and active so idk. the immunity challenge is cool, the hunt challenge is cool too. im not good at timed puzzles, so I don't think I'm gonna go for it but a part of me feels like everyone across the tribes isnt gonna do it becsuse theyre scared so thats a good opportunity to sneak in and play with less people against me? idk idk idk ahhh

🎶Oh my god we're back again🎶 Hey peeps!! :DDD Here I am againnnn, how fun! Tbh I forgot this was today lowkey and Dylan reminded me and I was like oop 😳 also I am so sorry to everyone that I cannot help but sprinkle the fact that we are now dating in all of my first convos bc IM VERY GAY apologies✨ for how often I'm mentioning it I mean 😂 My tribemates seems so cool, Jennifer and Babs are newbies but seem up to the challenge, Jay A and Colin already giving off immaculate vibes✨ Me and Dyl are hosting Ingary in a month and I do have like work and everything so I don't know exaclty how active I'll be in this game/ how far I'll make it but we'll see won't we!!

not me being a leader of whateva

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it's the lack of reading comprehension for me (that was shade directed towards myself)

In the fools tribe !!! Moth is in my tribe which is good because we have played together before. The immunity challenge is divide and conquer! So I believe I will be doing the endurance one. I think I’ll be okay... and the hunt announcement is a good twist !!! I’m not sure if I’ll participate in the first one.. but I’ll probably change my mind. ANYWAYS, I’m ready to kick some ass 

Hey guys it's me Brayden and I am so here. I'm so excited to be playing again and stuff and I have already predicted the future that I'll be the winner. Anyways I was at an award ceremony for like the first 3 hours of the game which is kind of scary bc I feel like I missed alot but I'm trying to talk to people and stuff and see what's going on. I've briefly talked to Jodi, Amy, and Ginnifer (who is so hard to talk to btw I like send her messages trying to start a real conversation and she will just respond being like same or something). Anyways the other 2 people on my tribe are offline rn so ig I missed my chance to talk to them tonight so I'll do that tomorrow. Anyways I signed up to do counting and I'm so excited bc I literally KILLED the counting challenge on Kyoshi Islands so I'm so excited to hopefully kill it again. I also decided to play the hunt challenge even though I only have 3 chances bc I'm hoping alot of people will be scared to use one of their three chances to play in the first round and I can have a better chance of winning it. But I think I'm bad at puzzles. I didn't think it through that hard I think I got excited to play a challenge but whatever I'll probably win the advantage then in a few weeks win the whole game anyways see u later.

SO its the morning after the premiere!! Everyone's settled in!! and I kinda don't know how to feel?? Overall the premiere was kinda quiet, nothing happened worth noting tbh. Everyone on the tribe showed up, so thats good, but i think we're all just feeling each other out at the moment as for the people on my tribe! everyone seems chill but also i can't put my finger on it but SOMEHOW this tribe radiates chaotic energy. I don't know HOW or WHY but I just know it DOES. The way we're interacting in the tribe chat it seems like there's a very wide range of personalities and vibes. They're either gonna complement each other or clash, and I guess we're just gonna have to wait to find out which one!!! here are my quick night 1 first impressions that no one asked for :) Anastasia - she showed up kinda late bc she had life happening, understandable. BUT she kinda just jumped right in and started vibing with everyone!! so I think she's gonna be a strong social player. I talked to her and she seems really funny, I think I might really get close with her if I'm able to talk to her more Babs - IF our tribe does end up being chaotic, it's going to be because of Babs. They're definitely the most talkative and prominent person on the tribe, but I think they might come off as messy to others. they're really funny though!! so again I can see myself wanting to work with them if I can get to know them more. They are the biggest question mark on the tribe for me currently Elle - AH. I LOVE THEM ALREADY. Within minutes of us talking they mentioned Dylan and then I found out that they're DATING and I was SCREECHING. cutest shit i've ever heard. I'm so excited to meet and play with them. Dylan is one of my fave people in the org community so ofc I wanna get to know Elle and connect with them as well!! Jay - I think Jay seems like just a very genuine open person?? Like we talked for quite a while yesterday just about games and he was asking me questions about my experience with them and all that. idk if it's because he sees me as a threat or if its because he just actually wanted to get to know me. He lowkey gives me heterosexual vibes and idk if thats true or not but idk how to bring it up. but I def wanna keep talking to him and getting to know him!! I think he might be someone I can form a genuine friendship with Jennifer - kinda have no opinion so far. I think shes the quietest on the tribe. at least for me I didn't get the chance to hear from her much. kinda gives catfish vibes. kinda gives early boot vibes. idk. we'll see what happens!

Not too much yet tbh. Just finding my footing. People are loving my energy so hopefully they’ll keep me around

So i realized Amy is runner up from the season before mine in another org and so we connected over that... of course we are not going to tell anyone else but we did have that going for us to get started. brayden is only 16 but he told me he loves magic and wanted to learn more about it so i told him id teach him some stuff! dennis and i called and connected well BUT hes kinda playing SUPER hard and wanting to throw challenges already to vote people out.. this has never worked out for anybody!! josh is cool, he works at a grocery store so he's gonna kill the "b" challenge. ginnifer has been the most MIA but i have faith that we'll work together well for the popularity contest. yall know i cant play the reverse flirt game i so badly want to coin, but i do have romance tea for yall tomorrow. stay tuned........

Jay and I talked last night so i guess we're best friends. We decided to make an alliance and try to get Elle in it. But everyone has been pretty inactive besides Jay and Collin. I've only slightly talked to Jessica this whole game and Babs hasn't even said one thing to me and I texted them hi. And apperently Babs has left Jay on opened too so they might just suck at talking right now. Hopefully Babs will talk to me they seem so funny and cool D:

I won endurance 👑!!!! Hopefully the fools tribe wins this!!!! I played against Jennifer and Dennis. I could see myself playing with Dennis down the line if we merge. I haven’t talked to anyone but Moth. So I messaged my whole tribe Introducing myself. Hopefully things work out for me! 

Thoughts after the first 24hrs: https://youtu.be/I62bDSzgf68

You hear something ??? Same. Why is my tribe so quiet 😂😂😂😂 I’m trying to read off the vibes but I see nothing. 

I really love my tribe and the fact that they don’t know I played last season is a good strategy to play on my end

tbh i wish we lost i wanted to go to tribal and vote one of these people out :(

Welp we got second place in the first challenge :| which isn't bad!! But it's not first place 😂😂. But I had a fun day taking pictures so whateverssss. I said I would be chaotic in this game but the opportunity hasn't presented itself yet... Guess we'll have to wait and see✨

I think at this point, my team is shady and won't say anything to me so I am nervous.

The challenges were way harder than I thought. I didn't do well at all and let my tribe down. I feel like I will be the first to get voted out if we have a tribal hearing.

We lost yay. I had a feeling. Hopefully the tribe will keep me around for now since I won endurance.... lhsisowjshwowpwpwheowowhfiwpqpqpjw. Jared thinks we can vote Bri out. Which I’m fine with, I haven’t really talked to her at all. Jared and I are going to message the others and see where everyone’s head is at. Honestly I don’t care who goes home as long as I’m safe. Everyone is quiet which is so annoying. Blahhhhhhhhhh 

Well it’s my 3rd time playing and it’s not off to the best start, no one seems to be talking to anyone. And we lost meaning we are going to tribal council. So fuck- I have no idea what about to happen. I’m just hoping it’s not me or Jess

if i must confess, my strategy is to have a 4-3-2 alliance. i need a 4 to have a majority, but i dont have a 4 yet. within the 4, theres a three person alliance w me jodi and amy, but within that three i believe that the core 2 is myself and jodi. i really dont care who the 4th is. i like having jodi and amy as an alliance because theyre both doing wayy too much which is great for me :) i dont think any of these people have idols but who knows. i would love to throw the next immunity i wanna go to tribal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Looks like we’ve got something good. We’ve got an alliance that’s set to (hopefully) vote out bri due to inactivity. Let’s just pray it works

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Trying to talk in this tribe is so difficult In both my other seasons I was pretty quiet all the time It is like that x10000 I was hoping to stay under the radar but that doesn’t work if no one talks at all I suppose it depends on if I’m being played or if everyone just doesn’t talk. I think there’s a plan. Let’s hope it goes well 

OKAY SO. Moth, Jared and I have a little alliance going on. We are set on voting out Bri. I just talked to Danny and Shaad and they are down with voting Bri out. I have high hopes that I’ll be safe at tribal. 

Better communication.. in sticking with that fact, our communication in my team could be better and we need to put more effort into what we do, I believe in us!

https://youtu.be/595h7hmL6VY

The start to this game has been a freaking snails pace...it’s unbelievable to me that these people do not want to talk that much, especially when it’s a tribe of 6. Colin and I talk the most, I’ve gotten a decent amount out of Anastasia, and to me it feels like those 2 wants to work with me and I am fine with working with them. Usually in a larger group you want to figure out who you can work with long term and use the first few tribals to establish trust, I may throw that out the window since there’s only 5 other people on this tribe. My strategy needs to be who the hell can get me past these first few votes before a swap happens, and I feel like I can rely on Colin and Anastasia for that. I’d like to pull in Elle, because she’s the one who’s talked to me the most out of her, Babs, and Jennifer. Everyone seems nice, but it would be lovely if people would be more active. 

I’m enjoying the fact our tribe won the first challenge everyone is very nice I love it :)

This round has been pretty smooth sailing. I know the game will pick up eventually but for now, we are just going with the flow as a tribe

https://youtu.be/UZVzZ6d6GRU

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ok so apparently ginnifer isn't famous. she's just a bit quiet and mysterious. ok with me, just gonna take a while because I'm a loud and outspoken person (and player). amy, dennis and I have an alliance called "fang gang" (it's really just 3 emojis of vampires) and we're going to run the premerge hopefully. I do like brayden a lot, and maybe I'll propose a 3 with him, amy and myself to have a solid 4 control the votes until a swap. round 1 not bad so far!

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Edgics:

Power Rankings:

Phantom

Jodi: I believe Jodi is thriving on this tribe. She is very obviously a social player who picks up on the littlest details. I’m sure she can sniff out a plot if it comes down to it. However, Jodi is the plot. She is the leader of her tribe and is easily the most active person in the game at the moment. So long as she keeps a smile on her face and doesn’t overextend to do something messy, she will find that she will make it safely to merge. Allying with Amy could be dangerous however since Amy has stated she needs to be voted out before a certain date. This means that Jodi needs to socialize with other members of her tribe and get new allies before hers will inevitably be voted out of the game.

Amy: Even though she wants to get voted out, Amy has set herself up perfectly at Jodi’s side. She can take the heat off of herself using Jodi and is able to hide better than others. As always, her UTR game has come out to shine. She hasn’t had anyone call her out and even though Jodi has seen her play she is still able to gain her trust.

Josh: Doing so well in the challenge has earned Josh’s place here. He makes his worth known early and has a great personality as well. This makes him very safe for any early tribal councils as no one is going to want to take him out; they want him on their side. Similar to Amy, he just seems to be using an under the radar social game which he is executing well at the present moment. And, as the star of the challenge, he makes himself safe for future tribals before the swap. However, I do fear that this early impression of competition prowess will come back to haunt him if he makes it to the merge.

Dennis: I would put Dennis higher, but Jodi, his ally, already is suspicious of him. She seems to think of him as a bit of a sneak and, as the tribe leader, her opinions matter the most. It is good that he is able to be Jodi’s ally so she might stray away from voting him out. However, his desire to go to tribal and play the game so early may bite him in the butt later down the line. I can definitely see him being called out for trying to play too hard too fast. At the moment, he remains high because he seems to be decently social and no one except Jodi has sniffed him out.

Brayden: There’s not much to say on Brayden’s game. He doesn’t seem to have any allies, his challenge performance wasn’t as good as others on his tribe, and he is not in any alliances yet. This spells disaster for Brayden if his tribe goes to consecutive tribal councils. Additionally, even though he was one of the few to play in the Hunt, he didn’t win and wasn’t even close to doing so. He even gave up part way through to do the immunity challenge. I would be saving them if I were Brayden, but hindsight is 20/20. If Brayden can squeeze into being the fourth of the Jodi, Amy, Dennis alliance instead of Josh then maybe his game forecast will be better.

Ginnifer: The thing that lands Ginnifer on the bottom is that she said that her tribe could vote her out if they lost the challenge. This primes people to already be willing to get rid of her in this game. Additionally, some people have expressed difficulty with talking to Ginny such as Jodi and Amy. The former still wants to give Ginny a try at being an ally while the latter was ready to vote her out if necessary. Ginny just needs to pick up social steam and outperform in the next comp if she’s going to have longevity in this game.

Fools

Jessica: In lieu of a clear leader, Jessica has stepped up as she started the first alliance on her tribe with Moth and Jared. No doubt, Jessica’s prior relationship with Moth helped facilitate. Additionally, this seems to paint them as the “active” members of this not active tribe. Therefore, it will be very easy for Jessica to dictate votes without getting labelled as a threat since her tribe is not active enough to do so. I can definitely see her leaning on Moth as a crutch, but for now she is the topdog of her tribe. Especially so since she was the only member of her tribe to win a challenge in Divide and Conquer.

Moth: As Jessica’s right-hand person, Moth is a secure spot. It also helped that they have played this game before and is on a not active tribe. This vibes well with Moth’s gameplay style since they aren’t a social powerhouse like Jodi or Colin. Instead, she keeps it more lowkey which makes this tribe in particular a great tribe for her to thrive in.

Jared: While he hasn’t provided a confessional yet, it’s clear he’s positioned himself well with Moth and Jessica. As the topdogs of the tribe, they are key people to get in with. Besides that, he seems to be a little more active than some others, but there’s not much else to say as of right now.

Danny/Shaad: Him and Shaad can trade spots on this ranking because they are playing similar games at the moment. They are both quiet and inactive, yet are not part of the core alliance of this tribe. This could spell danger for them in upcoming tribal councils if they don’t start working on people now. They seem to be safe for now based solely on Bri’s inactivity, but, otherwise, they need to pick up their socio-strategic game before it is too late.

Bri: She seems to be the most likely person to get voted out. She was not online at all for the first two days of the game and has since remained inactive. She is easy pickings for the top 3 of this tribe which really hurts my heart. I know her in real life and she is very sociable and easy to get along with. I have no doubt that in a real life game of Survivor or Big Brother, she would kill the social game.

S.E.E.S.

Colin: Similar to Jodi, Colin is the most social person on his tribe at the moment. However, unlike Jodi, he has not taken a leader position which works to his benefit. Despite being social, Colin has been able to slip under the radar of most people with a lot of them wanting to work with him. Colin is easily going to survive until the swap, but I will caution him from getting too many allies too quickly. This tribe in particular has a wildcard willing to blow things like that up so he needs to be careful.

Elle: Similar to her previous games, Elle plays an extraordinary social game and becomes very well-liked very easily. They have no problem fitting into any situation and I foresee them making it far if they gain the right allies. What puts her at number 2 as opposed to number 1 is that she hasn’t made any strategic comments yet. Instead, she is focusing on a social game which is not a bad thing. Colin has just shown more of his gameplay in these rounds.

Anastasia: Anastasia, despite being late to the premiere, has been able to socialize with key people such as Colin and Jay. Her prior connection with Elle has also sparked an interest in Colin in working with the two of them as an alliance. Overall, her and Elle sort of share the 2 and 3 spot since they are both well-liked, did well in the challenge, and are prime allies for Colin whose word will feel like law if this tribe ever goes to tribal.

Jay: Jay is neither here nor there. He isn’t in the bottom, but he is not calling the shots either. It is good that Colin wants him as his number 1 and that Anastasia likes him. Out of the three outside of this potential Elle, Colin, Anastasia alliance, he seems like he will be most likely to be saved until a swap occurs. His calls with people have certainly been helping with that as people are able to bond more with him through there. His activity could use work, but he doesn’t need to be active if he’s liked.

Babs: With another Jodi comparison, Babs has taken the leadership position of their tribe. However, they are not as social and, in fact, considered a big threat since they are so willing to talk freely and openly in the tribe chat. Their gameplay is going to be Messy, and people have already pointed that out, making them a clear target if this tribe goes to tribal council. Despite that, they aren’t at the bottom since some people, like Colin, have expressed interest in working with that kind of player as a sort of shield. If Babs were to tone it down and be more social with people (another problem with their game), they may be able to crawl up these rankings.

Jennifer: Sadly I have to put another phonetic Jennifer at the bottom. She did the worst in the challenge across her tribe and isn’t active either. For this round, it seems she would be the easy vote if this tribe had gone to tribal. She needs to start being more social and be more of a presence in people’s minds.

[clacy2812]

i like to think Brute and Beats singing together, cause Brute actually like to sing QwQ

staring intensifies

Kin @bun-bunmuse

Beats @phaunicier

Dezor and Brute belongs to me

keep reading if you want to know the music and read my horrible fic on how these drawings came to be X3 

"I-i want to go with you Kin" "I do too, but the only thing we forgot to buy was oil. Look, Beats, stay here, it would be faster if i go, besides, that store is crowded as hell, wouldnt want you to get lost."

The little skeleton nodded as the tall one parted with him, "i'll be back soon, i promise" The tall one reassured, he watches him gone into the store until he disappeared from sight. The little one then quickly looked around, avoiding as much eye contact as possible then saw a two sided bench with a wall in the middle, it was empty and only the left side already had a person. He ran to the bench as quickly as a squirrel, almost tripping in the process, then seated on the right side. He then let out a breath, he held the groceries close to him. He eyed the store, waiting for Kin's return. It was Kin and Beats’s turn to buy the supplies for the team, they gone to ENDER!Tale cause there has the most supplies, unfortunately, theres alot of people. It took them more than an hour to get them, Beats the whole time stayed by Kin, nearly fainted when he saw a butcher holding a knife in front of him and cried when he lost Kin in the crowd. Beats looked at the scenery around him, his eyes landed on a street performer playing "You are the reason" on the guitar. He listens to the tune, humming quietly to the music.

“...There goes my heart beating..”

The little skeleton stopped humming.

“..'Cause you are the reason..”

The voice came from behind him, it was calm, the person's soul sounded in peace

“I'm losing my sleep Please come back now”

He had no idea how, but he start to find himself singing along, but his voice was at first hesitant and quiet.

“There goes my mind racing And you are the reason That I'm still breathing I'm hopeless now”

The person started to sing more confidently, and so did Beats.

“I'd climb every mountain And swim every ocean Just to be with you And fix what I've broken Oh, 'cause I need you to see That you are the reason...”

They both sung in harmony, the world fade around him, only the sound of music is heard.

“There goes my hand shaking And you are the reason My heart keeps bleeding I need you now If I could turn back the clock I'd make sure the light defeated the dark I'd spend every hour, of every day Keeping you safe And I'd climb every mountain And swim every ocean Just to be with you And fix what I've broken Oh, 'cause I need you to see That you are the reason, oh I don't wanna fight no more I don't wanna hurt no more I don't wanna cry no more Come back, I need you to hold me closer now You are the reason, oh Just a little closer now Come a little closer now I need you to hold me tonight I'd climb every mountain And swim every ocean Just to be with you And fix what I've broken 'Cause I need you to see That you are the reason..”

Beats opened his eyes, and smiled. "Nice voice" "You too" Beats froze, he then became flustered and embarrass for a moment, he fidget with his fingers for a moment. "Well, cya later, say hi to floof king for me". Beats start to slowly look behind him "Wait, you know..." the left side of the bench was empty, "...Abyss..". "Beats!" the little skeleton looked up "Kin!" they reunited with a hug, Kin pulled apart showing a bag "I got what we needed, i hope you didnt wait too long". Beats looked back at the left side of the bench, where the stranger that sung with him sat "Actually..” he smiled once more “..i had fun".

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=207X6DTY4LY&index=5&list=LLZV8GdAkcctNQZDGv8Ft_fA&t=0s

[wherestarsfallaway]

I think... its pathetic im here again. Ive been doing better but also so much worse in alot of different ways. I think its been... 4 years since I’ve said anything on here. Maybe because Im just better at swallowing it all up. I think it is less painful than the last time i was here. But sometimes it just aches and doesn’t seem to go away. It’s different from the intense cracking I felt I was under at times. But somehow this one cuts deeper. I dont know how to describe this sense of alone. Mostly because I still dont know how to ask for help. I know its because when Ive asked for help before.. in my most desperate hours.. ive been utterly rejected.

Im embarassed of needing help. Im unable to reconcile that sometimes I need help and I cant even begin to describe what I want or what I need. I still like things to come out pretty. Even explanations of my hurting self. I can’t show it in all its ugliness. It has to be controlled chaos.

Im just tired of pretending mostly. And I can never seem to stop doing it. Even when I think im being raw and vulnerable and really looking deep into myself, the reality is I will literally explain to myself my own darkness. I used to think it was harmless. Trying to make meaning out of it meant I could also try to begin healing it... or understand it.

This is why this place is so cathartic. I dont have to make sense. I dont even know what my point is. I just say whats in my head. Even if its three million thoughts at once.

I always do this thing where I pull away and test to see if someone notices. But im always disappointed. Its this fine line between pretending enough that it isnt immediately obvious to that person Im upset, but also making sure I make an action every time that pulls me further away. But most of the time, I find myself just floating adrift in my own loneliness with only myself to blame and myself feeling that way. And that makes that space all the more apparent and painful. And most of the times, Im so far out. Im so far invested. I refuse to try to pull myself to shore. Even when I know no one else is trying to tug me back to the dock.

I know im destroying something. But id rather destroy it all than stop. I’m not sure myself why it is. Maybe Im still just afraid of asking for help. Maybe Im embarrassed I thought so highly of myself that anyone would care to notice or pull me back. Maybe Im just being a fucking idiot and playing the “im fine” card so hard, genuinely no one knows something is wrong and of course its my fault im feeling lonely because I literally gave no other sign otherwise.

I just realize... that Im so in tune to other ppls emotions (not saying that im always right. Im sure theres ppl who fooled me) but I am consciously trying hard to make sure I am in tune to people... that of course no one is in that tune with me. Its abnormal to care this much and put this much thought into any singular person. I just do it out of defense mechanisms.

The thing is. I feel like I drift from most everyone. But alot of times its my own accord. So why do i feel like ive lost so much when Im the one that started it all.

Maybe im just tired of hoping and being disappointed. Sometimes its not even that persons fault. Sometimes its entirely mine. But that feeling of losing... sucks.

I just want someone to stay

My fantasies are filled with people who would just... be with me more than I would ever want to be with them. I know its selfish. But havent I given up enough to want... just dream of one thing. Its not like Ill have it anyway... whats wrong with a little dream anyway.

I guess its when i try to turn that dream into a reality and realize... it was all fake. I cant actually find that life. I feel undeserving of love. How can I find someone to love me unconditionally...

Im tired. I dont know if thatll ever stop. I dont know if itll ever go away. Its hard for me to understand. I cant rationalize it. Im hitting higher peaks than before in terms of life goals. And yet in someways im more emotionally stunted.

I dont know how to trust people. And yet i crave relying on people...

I dont make sense

Im tired.

I used to be so angry. I cant even find the energy to be angry. Im just so over it all. I just want to sleep for a millon years.

Gnight

[iwanna-knowy0u]

Okay everyone!!!

Here's the pretext: I am currently having a VERY (not the worst) Bad High 😁

This Will Be A Movie Review- Not Really (of the movie i am currently watching): My Neighbor Totoro

Ok so far this is all i know since i haven't finished the movie yet

2 lil girls and their father have moved into a new house out in the countryside

Its a fixer upper !

They played around alot and almost made that wooden structure come barreling down on them

Good thoughts good thoughts

Ok so then they went into a room that had lots of "soot sprites" that scattered everywhere (ew)

And they called for their dad to come look at it. He didnt find anything (i find that suspicious)

This happened many more times

Here's where i begin to suspect that these "soot sprites" are just figments of those girls' imagination (hm..)

Then they run into an old lady who probably works at the house, i think she's a cleaning lady 🧹🧽🧼 yk

Ohhhh ok nvm they run into her after the youngest girl finds and CATCHES one of those soot sprites

Bad vibes ugh

Ok so they meet the old lady (and after a lot of running around) she hides behind the older sister

This is all leading up to my theory about the imagination hold on

And the sprite left their hands and feet really dirty but the grandma notices (but does she really 🤔 think about that for a sec)

She tells them about the soot sprites and haunted stuff about the house and that to get rid of them you gotta banish them by cleaning the house

This is clearly a ploy to have the girls help clean

They do a very good job

Ok then i think the girls went and visited the hospital? For their mom who is sick?

Seriously is she ok 🥺

And its all really touching 😢

Ok anyway, the older girl (idk know her name but i just remembered that the younger one's name is may) starts going to school

Oooh yeah she walked with her friends!!!!

Anyway the little one, may, is very bored without her sister around

She finds acorns and follows the trail which leads her to a spirit bunny

She chases it and finds another one now theres two

So that leads her down like 3 more trails and suddenly big tree

V. BIG TREE WOW

It cant be real (are those bunnies and that big tree part of may's imagination?)

And then more tunnels and suddenly she's in what looks like a burrow/nest

SNORING BEAR

its kinda cute

Good thoughts good thoughts

May and bear nap time

Okay so thennnn the older sister returns from school and she and the father go searching for may

May is found sleeping on the grass in a perfectly normal non-burrow like place sans the cute bear

Interesting how did she get back 🤔

This adds to my theory that those creatures and that amazing tree and the chunky bear are part of her imagination and not real

There's more tho

When May wakes up she tries to show them what she found and... its not there

She can't find it (think about that)

But then she does!

I think this is the moment when the older sister and dad decide to indulge in May's imagination and pretend they also found it (same as the old lady)

And dad praises the "tree"

Again there is no tree its probably a normal tree but you guys r pretending for the sake of a little kid that you c- nvm

Anyway, i cant really remember what happened after that

I'm feeling a little bit better tho, its been a whole hour

Wtf thats a long time

I might change the title but my thoughts are slowing down. Guys, if i do change it then the original title looks like this:

Anyway where was I

It's almost been 2 hours since i decided to 🍃 🍃 AND I FEEL A LITTLE BETTER (just realized that was on caps lock, but i will not be changing it)

hey i'm not breathing weird anymore 😊

My sister is-

I felt a bit better but my sister came and ruined it 😕

"I believe in myself and i can calm down and feel better" say it with me now

Why can i hear music from outside

Who is playing piano rn

I will not try to peice that together right now

This post is getting long and its now 6 o'clock i should stop here

Hopefully there is no part 2 but stay tuned for if there is 😋🥲

[novellar1582145-blog]

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