#there is still love n joy in the world bc furries are my friends now or ehateverr

[lichenbug]

hi hi !!!! since everything is. so shit lately i wanted to do a quick little thank you for everyone whose commissioned me or interacts w me at all !!

me n my gf have been planning to move once our current lease is over to a state that isnt unbelievably evil and ive been thinkin abt how lucky ive been to have ANY side income from commissions. everything ive made from that has gone directly into making sure we've got some padding for when that happens. no matter how much i try i Cannot properly express how thankful i am that i have just that little bit less to worry about.

so thank you and thank mlp and thank furries and thank art in general and thank everything thats put me here right now. commissions were something i dreamed of doing since i was a baby on the internet and its wild ive been able to do even one.

things suck so much right now. but i find solace in knowing that theres so many people willing and wanting to help each other. and i find even more solace in the fact that i get to draw furries in return for that help. yippeeeee :3!

[aiwobonappetit]

I love being your wife and caring for + about you all the time 💛 You make my life easier, and I love being with you, Natsuki.

(long sappy ramble under the cut, ok2rb)

so.....Natsuki and I are each other's wives, no surprise there /j

I just. I'm soooooOooooOo in love with this big farmer grandpa and I never get tired of looking at his sexy, adorable face EVER. And I'm so happy that I don't.

tw: mentions of death and me saying weird shit bc i love natsuki

Even when UtaPri makes a weird 40-years-into-the-future spinoff I'm gonna be right next to my husband cus I love him no matter what. Even if he's an old man 🚹 ok? shit, I'm a grandpa too, that means nothing to me.

Natsuki just makes me so happy. His voice echoes in my brain when I need dopamine. His sweet demeanor is TO DIE FOR. No matter what, I know he's a sweet man who loves to love and be loved.

And being told by him time and time again that he loves me is a gift from the asshole of the universe.

He floats off into his own world sometimes but I'm always there to catch him when he's over his head about anything. When my sugar pumpkin is sad, I feel honored to be trusted with his fragile vulnerability and just want to make him laugh and ease the pain. Not forget and act like it's not there–ease it.

When he's sad, I'm sad and we're going to burn in it together. When Natsuki's happy, I'm also happy because I get to see him enjoy life in his own special way.

I try to be there for him and he makes me want to be a better person SO BADLY. I can't let him be with someone who's a shitty asshole. I want to be better for both of us. And oh my god, kill me if I ever hurt him. EVER. I will die. On sight.

And y'know [being into UtaPri just for one character is so lame yuor not a real fan yadda yadda bodyodoyodyodoy] is just smth I'm over 🙄 ummm ok? I still care abt the rest of STARISH bc they're my husband's bestest friends in the whole world.

Sure, I'm not particularly close with any of them except for Cecil and Otoya but I know how much they mean to Natsuki. I might not like canon at all but I would never rob Natsuki of the original joys he had from the source material. His friends, his ambitions, his strive to stand up for himself—I know I coddle him all the time but he's so strong and intelligent on his own.

He's a wonderful man and I can't shove aside what made him that way (not that I want to? Yeah, I'm not besties with STARISH but they're still my friends anyways 💀) (and y'know. Already conquered the G*m*n* S*ndr*m* issue 🙂)

I appreciate the relationship I have with Natsuki and I also deeply adore and appreciate him..His body, his personality, and all his interests and passions, and oh god do I love his flaws. If it's Natsuki, then I love it. If he's drawn as a furry, then DAMN I guess I need a fursona now. It's that bad GREAT

It's intimidating to passerby when I describe how aggressively I love Natsuki and Satsuki but that's only a piece of what I manage to slip out. These two are frolicking in an ocean of my attention and passion for them.

I take great care of Natsuki and make him feel so valued, appreciated, loved and everything on that list. I make him more confident in his ideas and we push each other to grow and EVOLVE. EVOLUTION EVE IN THIS BITCH 😫😫😫

He gives me everything I want, which is mostly giving him what he wants bc I don't have any interests 💀💀💀 but ofc it's in moderation and I know when to dial back. I AM A DRIVING FORCE IN NATSUKI'S LIFE AND YOU CAN'T TAKE THAT FROM ME 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️

I'm slow, dumb and an idiot but phew Natsuki makes me shape up immediately. There's so much more I can say, but I will save it for another time. The point is:

I LOVE NATSUKI SHINOMIYA 💛💛💛

(and for those wondering, yes satsuki will get his own big juicy post when I get a burst of tender love for him that I want to share ☺️)

[loveg1rl-remade]

write short descriptions of your favourite mutuals/friends and then tag them (but not next to their descriptions) and try to make them guess which one is theirs!

i did two parts bc i did a lot of ppl! ppl are tagged in alphabetical order dfjskfn also i hope y'all can guess your number 🚶🚶🚶

p1. 

@01bri @1aju @1oveful @2blushy @chanilovehours @doyoung @fruittxt @himlo @jenolees @junghwasgf

01 - omg we were JUST talking today… we always hit each other up for drama its p funny sjdfksldj i love hearing them talk just in general. they have a lot of good energy and it makes me happy that they like me enough to like. willingly hit me up i think thats really cute and i love that… also theyre always going to concerts and i think thats really cute i hope they hve a really good time :( they always have my back n i love talking to them !! angel 

02 - my sweetheart!!! they’re really the funniest we used to talk ALL the time before school started :( i miss them a lot but honestly i love when they spam me with notifs :’) jsdfkjsd i remember when we first met n we talked about divergent and the bts visual novel it was HONESTLY really iconic… they’re a year under me but honestly it feels like we’ve known each other for a while !! they have a lot of love in their heart and their love for a certain few ppl (starting w t) is so sweet :( i love how we both procrastinate and stay up until like 2 for everything anyway ily and i miss u! 

03 -  omg.. i feel like they’re my younger sister… i really don’t deserve such a ray of sunshine! whenever i’m down they always send me the sweetest asks and messages and once they even told me abt their day out of nowhere i just thought that was really cute :( they’re ALWAYS cheering me on and it is really really sweet !! they make me rlly happy nsdfkjsd even just seeing their asks that start with “GIRL!!!” yea :’) they’re the brightest star w the cutest personality

04. we talked for like four hours about grapes once and that’s how we became friends… uhh i love them a LOT !!! they are really so kind and supportive and we get along really well?? they have a callout list for me kjdfdsf honestly we have a lot of inside jokes and it’s really cute. they changed my opinion abt taureans (U SHOULD KNOW WHO U ARE BY NOW .. ) and i just love how we can talk about anythin????? also your sleep schedule is SUPER screwed up but its chill bc that means we can talk more ndfkjsdkf i love you angel !! 

05. i will LITERALLY never forget the time i was feeling like absolute SHIT and they took the time to write out like an ESSAY for me and it’s saved and screenshotted and immortalized forever in my heart it really meant a lot for someone to like. take the time out to do that for me and im so grateful…we don’t even post the same content anymore but they always interact w my posts and check up on me and send me asks… i love them a lot lot lot! on my old blog they’d send me the cutest asks too im grateful and lucky to have them in my life :’) 

06. they know who they are !! my one n only!! we talk every single day and somehow they don’t get sick of me which is a feat in of itself. super creative and caring and empathetic and strong and selfless and just? a really good person. they have the biggest heart and the most love to give. they’re also really hard on themselves :( my biggest cheerleader n the love of my life.. if you haven’t figured out who you are yet i’ll send jeno over to talk some sense into you (*tell you he loves you)

07. soooo soft :( everything about them is soft!! they hav a lot of love for a certain bunny boy and they’re always always tagging ppl in things i think it’s so unbelievably kind. they’re always spreading kindness and joy and is such a ray of sunshine!! i really really lov them a lot ! 

08. o man where do i start?? they’re really full of a lot of love… they’re always love posting abt their best friend and that really makes me so happy that they have such a positive good person in their life… anyway we always send each other cute asks periodically to check on each other & we’re always helping each other out when we go through emo moods… anyway they’re applying to college at the same time i am and i remember stressing out abt it with them but i KNOW we’ll both be fine i lovve them :’)

09. seriously a big source of support for me even if we don’t talk on the daily!! they always have really good advice to give and even when like. No Advice Can Be Given they’re always lending an listening ear. they’re really cute i love how mature they are !! besides giving rlly insightful n thoughtful advice.. uh they’re just a rockstar! they’re a little bit younger than me but they always try their best and help others out and it’s really admirable. plus they said they love making playlists and i just thought that was the cutest thing :/

10. we haven’t had a lot of conversations together but theyre really just the sweetest :( ever :( i was going through a hard time n they sent me so many sweet asks and messages. its always nice to know there are ppl who care abt u and this person is just SO caring in general!! they’re always tagging ppl in sweet things and doing their best and it is much appreciated !! much like their name they rlly are. the best and the brightest

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p2. 

@kimjunnoodle @lazy-gudetama @pastelunnie @rapgodkth @rosehyuck @snowedjin @taehn @taeilsgrl @taeyyongs

11. UGH another sweetheart … they’re always sending me the sweetest long asks checking up on me and they’re always interacting n communicating and talking abt stuff they’re passionate abt it i really love it ?????? i miss talking to them !! they would send me the cutest dog pictures :( i always see them around spreading love and happiness and warmth .. they have a lot of love and compassion in their heart. i always look forward to their asks and replies!!

12.  my EVERYTHING!!!! i saw their selfies like yesterday n they rlly knocked my socks off imagine being so pretty!!!! they are really an icon it was so cute talking to them abt our wedding :/ they’re a lot of fun they go from super soft to super funny and like, theyre either loveposting or talking about furries i think its the funniest thing ever. anyway they’re a total sweetheart n the best hyuck stan so yeah ! i love love

13. omg …. they’re SO considerate they’re always tagging me in those “associate ur mutuals with” posts and it’s honestly really cute ??? they have my kidneys and my left lung and my Whole heart :( the biggest sweetest tae stan ! super sweet and lovely and funny !!! we don’t talk a lot but i’m always cheering them on behind the scenes!! they always interact w my not funny stupid posts and hype me up theyre just. really great to be with and im grateful to b mutuals 

14. i’ve known you the longest!!!!!!!! i have all ur jk fics saved omg :( you’re the sweetest bean and i love talking to you.. even tho we don’t talk on the regular anymore it’s always so sweet hearing from you and i love how we always update each other when smthing important happens in our lives!!!! i love watching the videos u send ur voice is rlly the cutest n i remember the first tme i heard it i started crying anyway i still have your christmas card saved and i love you a whole freaking lot im still waiting to go on a date with u :( my tall gf

15. UH we literally talk and just. gush over how cute girls are …. jsfdasdf we ALWAYS tell each other beef no matter what sfjdsk they really have such a caring n chill personality. we think alike so it’s really nice telling them abt things i need help with because i always get a good second perspective on it… they’re always here to listen to me (even late at night when they have work the next day)… they’re a bit like my older sister i trust them a lot !! i really love how they always update me on things even tho i SUCK ass at messaging so :) anyway i love them a lot (move to california sooner!) 

16. one of the funniest most down to earth ppl i’ve ever met. memes are iconic and every single conversation we have i always manage to laugh bc their comedic timing is amazing and yea they’re just an all around great person. they’re my movie buddy and we can also really talk abt anything??? like we’re super comfortable around each other which is super cool n i’m grateful. we can talk for hours n hours … and yeah .. they’re also super sweet and always support me through everything! we have a lot of inside joke its cute & i’m glad i met this person i really am :’)

17. hdfsfn.. really. they really own my heart.. honestly i couldn’t have asked for a better mutual???????? they are Top Tier quality one of kind…they have like thousands upon thousands of followers and they always always promo me … im so undeserving of their love… AND AND THEY ALWAYS SEND ME ASKS …. even when like. im being annoying and ask stupid questions no one wants to answer they always write out a whole paragraph and it makes my WHOLE world ten times over im so grateful for them … i have the strawberry emoji on like all of their asks bc i want to keep all of them thats how much i appreciate the time n effort they show me … wrow… the cutest and best ever i love them a LOT! 

18. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! they’re so motherly to me …. they’re always looking out for me and making sure i’m doing ok and i think that’s just the sweetest best thing ever :( they’re really sweet n pretty AND funny i always love seein their posts… they’re one of my few exo mutuals and i LOVE IT ! I LOVE THEM! they are sosososo soft their tags for their man are really the cutest too… they’re one of those mutuals who switch from loveposting to toesucking and it’s the best and funniest i love them! once i was sick n they sent me like two asks making sure i was ok and . wrow. i couldnt have asked for anyone better

19.  mMmMmMm i remember i thought they hated me and then it turns out they didn’t and i was SO relieved bc they’re so sweet and funny and :( just a really great person. they did a lil astrology analysis for me and it was so spot on i’d trust them with my life and my savings and my posterity…. uhhh they have a heart of gold they’re always looking out for others and trying their best n it’s really admirable. they also have such a good sense of humor!! a treasured mutual who owns my heart :(