#there is so much lore to dig into from Before that I think it would be a neat option
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Behold, my latest and most enamouring new obsession:

Malina, Lady of the Chief of the Northern Water Tribe. As if Red Lotus child OCs werenât niche enough
#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#lok malina#still feel like thatâs too vague of a tag but I canât come up with anything better for now#and yeah. she has completely stolen by heart and I donât know how to feel about that#donât think I ever was this attracted to my own art before#to be fair the design isnât mine. itâs very heavily based on something nina drew back in 2021#because I did not have the energy or creativity to come up with my own thing#but the art is all mine and I genuinely adore it. super proud of myself which is a rare occurrence#anyways. kat and I spent three days digging this niche lower and lower and now have a he#*hell of a lot of lore about this basically nonexistent character#for lore about a lady from the North Pole a lot of it is rather hot⊠to the point my cheeks are burning non stop#I would say Iâd let her do anything she wants to me but in my very specific aroace-adjacent case itâs more like#Iâd let her tell me to do anything she wants to her#if that makes any sense and I have not completely lost my goddamn mind yet#okay. enough yapping. back to the art itself#lazy background because I suck at those and am not currently attempting to learn them. Iâll probably do that over the summer#about time anyway. my characters have been placed against an off-white background for far. far too long#this is the first piece in just over a year that isnât tagged with sotrl. which is kinda weird tbh#Iâve been drawing my OCs almost exclusively for nearly 5 years so it is genuinely surprise Iâm branching out#*surprising#less branching out and more diving from one hole into another but yâknow#anyway. in my personal and very correct opinion she turned out absolutely gorgeous#her servants are way too lucky and unalaq is way too much of an idiot. no offence to vaatu but he could never beat out this#and I also have Katâs personal and very correct opinion to back up my own. two against the void. once again weâre winning#I wanna draw her a lot more bc she has completely possessed my brain. I just wish character interactions were easier to draw đ#Iâll figure it out. just need to fight my visualisation issues for a proper idea. brb#okay Iâm almost at the tag limit so. in summary:#she đ©”đ©”đ©”đ©”đ©”
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So, I realize the intent in trilogies is to move a story forward, rather than back, but wouldnât it be neat for a prequel storyline for Dishonored 3?
Like, whether it would follow some of the early Marked or focus on our resident void boy, it would be cool to see the world before the main storyline
Especially if it followed our void boy in the time before becoming the Outsider
#ok am I biased? yeah#but listen#the month of darkness set a tone for what the world was like before#so what if it showed us a world before the outsider became the outsider?#granted it would also be awful because he went through a lot#but like#a return to the ritual hold before it became a relic#maybe leading into the eye of the dead god and how that came to be#there is so much lore to dig into from Before that I think it would be a neat option#I donât know the idea of this game is loving rent free in my head and Iâm having fun thinking about this series full time again#time to dig into all the past games again lol#come chat with me if you have opinions on this#dishonored#dishonored 3#microsoft leaks#arkane studios#just a buzzing bee
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baby you're my bunny âĄ
âïčàšà§ïč bunny boy x female reader
â warnings : yandere content and themes, unhealthy behaviors, relationship and relationship dynamic, slight body horror me thinks? slight horror, perverted yandere, non consensual touching, suggestive, uhhh that's it me thinks :3
â°ïčàšà§ïč authoress note : so sorry if it's badly written also sorry if it ends weird :/
no survival instinct what's-so-ever. like... none.
but he was not complaining! it was just a mere observation. perhaps you were unaware of your allure, maybe you were not exposed to the cruel world yet, didn't know how sick people and creatures can be.
well for one... your little secret admirer was not one of those adorable bunnies you'd fawn over, nothing even close really. and no, he's not some cute boy with a bunny tail and some bunny ears. he's far from cute, a little scary actually.
humanoid? sure! typical bunny boy hybrid, uhhhh not really lol! he's mixed with human genetics but he's not quit. and for a bunny hybrid, he sure had a lot of predator instincts.
to put simply, he was an abnormality of mother nature. his lower half resembled a bunny whilst his torso and up is that of a man. his claws on his feet or paws or whatever are dangerously long, digging into the dirt whenever he walks, leaving behind a "too small to notice unless your looking for it" trail.
a muscular, lean build, biceps so perfect and manly hands to hold you down if you even ever think of escaping, awe how sweet of him <3
completely pale skin with small patches of equally pale fur in various spots, completely crimson, blood shot eyes and a pair of floppy bunny ears where any normal human's ears would be.
how did he even came to be? you may ask. well he was a normal boy, once upon a time. but one day, he'd gotten into a serious accident, a near death life experience. that day he could've hear the bells of heaven ringing in his ears but he wasn't ready to die, not like this... in his head he begged for more time, asking whatever god above to answer his prayers.
and yeah! his prayers where answered but, as they say, be careful what you wish for...
the moon goddess answered his prayers, but she also cursed him for it is the price he must pay to live longer.
"i grant you more time, as much time as you may need, but for as long as you roam his earth, your soul belongs to me and your purpose, is to server me," her voice rang in his ears like a bittersweet melody before he'd lose consciousness.
when he awake, he found himself in the mountains, he was a monstrosity of a man and dared not step a foot into society. he's to bare this curse and blessing till death.
he became easily bored and clueless as to what to do next, his every day life felt null and everything felt too much to bare. his eternity just began yet he dreads his mistake with every passing day.
"maybe, i should of just accepted my faith and die that day..."
with nothing and no one, he was left to wonder the mountain and serve the goddess by praying to her and tending to her shrine everyday, he's trapped to keep her energy going so she won't become a forgotten god.
(guys i made the lore up on a whim so bare with me even i'm confused right now :0)
anyways! everything drastically changed for our boy here when you and your family decided to move to the village nearby in the rural area, and live a peaceful life and just run a nice little farm hooray! hopefully, you don't get stalked and preyed on by a lonely scarily tall bunny male hybrid who looks like a utterly angelic, celestial eldritch horror, right?
all he could think about was a pretty girl had moved in next door and he just had to watch her from afar. most the villagers were very welcoming of you and your family, it was big talk because such a pretty girl had just moved in the small village and all the villagers wanted their sons or grandsons to get married.
it doesn't have much young people, mostly elders and young children and even less marriageable women. which is why you easily became popular, with everyone always gifting you things, begging you to marry into their family. they even had a town welcome celebration for you and your family!
he watched everything from afar. feeling a slight sting in his chest. jealous? already? of course he is, he wanted you all for himself. for countless nights, he just couldn't sleep at all.
he spent all his time admiring you from afar. the way he'd blush, his heart beat fastening, the gears in his head would just slow down a bit. gosh, he actually felt his heart warm so much it'd burn in his chest.
he wanted you badly.
you were his new source of entertainment, motivation and inspiration all in one and his mind was melting with how needy he started becoming.
"what the f- she's so kind and pretty..."
"i wanna hug her, wanna kiss her, feel her skin on mine, love her, fuck her."
"she can be my little bunny princess~"
"wonder what our babies would look like? i'm getting heated just thinking about it"
it didn't help much when he found out you adored bunnies and would play with them near the spring. fawning over the little fluffy creatures, hugging them and petting them. and when you held them in your arms and give smooches while rubbing your face on their fluffy fur?!?!?
that's where his obsession becomes almost to much to bare, his entire chest area felt so warm watching you treat those bunnies with so much love.
"everything about her is so perfect, i'm starting to crave her like crazy right now."
"wanna whisk her away, take her, lock her up and keep her all to myself."
his mind starts getting clouding with so many dark thoughts of you.
and so, he start pushing boundaries and going outside his comfort zone to appease his little appetite that consist of you. at night, he sneaks in to steal a closer glance at you and probably a few things so he can remember your scent properly.
the whole house was dark, the whole village asleep by the time it was midnight hour. he'd manage to get in somehow somewhere but when he did, he immediately went to your room.
finally. he could smell and touch you as much as he wanted, his mind was actually in ecstasy when he entered your room, your scent gracing his nostrils as soon as he did, and the poor touch starved male couldn't hold back on touching you various parts of your skin.
"how delightful, her skin is so smooth and her hair feels so good, she smells like flowers all over gosh so fucking perfect, i wanna devour her, drink her up, chew her, spit her out and do it all over again" with every slight movement you make and whimper scaping your soft lips, he can't help but hold back his own voice, he wanted to moan just by being around you, it felt so good.
after so long, why wouldn't it feel great?
to be around around someone for once, to feel the heat of another person's body, the sweet scent of someone else other than himself. he'd lay in bed with you, his larger self cuddling your smaller form as smells your hair, trailing his hands all over you.
he was getting ahead of himself.
it takes everything within him to not proceed and do something to you while in your sleep. his morals along with his sanity were drifting away more and more.
time flies by when you're enjoying yourself, before he knew it he had to leave before the sun raises. forcing himself he does but he also takes like 5 things from you.
"promise i'll return your belongings my love, i just need a little souvenir to help myself with."
the poor thing gets sent into an early heat after that little interaction. he's embarrassed a little but he really needs you, like he really does. and he thinks of ways of introducing himself but... he's a monster, you would run from him and be scared. and when that thought comes to mind it makes him... sad.
"if i'd die that day, i'd never meet her, never be able to see her, but now that i'm alive with the help of the moon goddess, i can't even act normal about her. it's like i'm truly doomed."
this realization was tough. it made him sick to think about. and for a while, he was just okay with sneaking in to see you, and holding your unconscious body but he wanted a lot more, and he wanted your acceptance and love. he wanted you to want him the way he wants you.
it hurt even more when he mistakenly glanced in the mirror only to see a 6 feet tall, half human half hybrid bunny with a deadly eerie looking bloody stare, stare right back at him.
the pale moonlight leaking on him, hitting his skin almost making it look silver.
"she'd surely fear me, she'd run."
he's such a beautiful tragedy. would you be able to appreciate that?
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About the "kwamis as mentors" angle: Interesting to read and analyse, yet I can't help but feel they were not necessarily meant to be seen as mentors. At least to me, they seemed to be kind of whacky mascot characters who are tied to the lore, who have a personality to crack a joke or point something out or cause a little situation or be cute, but nothing more.
They are rather naive magical entities chained to jewelry (a fact they don't seem to mind that much or think about at all except for Plagg) and all that talk about "being around for 5000 years" and having seen many holders before is just there to make them seem more wise than they actually act like. From what I've seen on the show I would even assume there's a threshold to how much they can even mature emotionally and understand humans. Sometimes Tikki and Plagg even come off as indifferent and egoistical towards their holders (like an example you gave with Tikki, or Plagg's fixation on cheese over Adrien at times).
So...sorry if I missed it, but why do you view them as mentor characters? You made an interesting post about rom-com vs magical girl and the magical girl part is exactly why I always viewed them just as critters to appeal to kids, but nothing more. I can see that the show's writing is so inconsistent that sometimes they are portrayed as wise but more often then not they are just background noise to get a little interaction on screen so that the characters are not talking to themselves about miraculous stuff or to point something out for the audience.
The show's writing is pretty weird, so there are elements that are hard to get a clear read on. The Kwamis are one such element. When they're one-on-one with their chosen, they often feel like mentors to me. When they're all together, they almost always read like "critters to appeal to kids" (mostly because there are too many of them to let them have individual personalities when they're all together). So while I think that they're supposed to be mentors, it's not like that's the only canon-accurate read.
To dig into what I mean by the one-on-one writing, let's look at this exchange from Feast:
Master Fu:Â See, Wayzz? If Marinette had kept her Miraculous, the sentimonster would have swallowed her right up. Wayzz:Â Or she would have transformed into Ladybug and fought it. Master Fu:Â Sometimes fighting is futile, Wayzz.
And then later on we get this:
Wayzz: Master, look! Ladybug and Cat Noir, despite their ridiculous costumes, they haven't let you down! Wang Fu: That's impossible! They don't have their Miraculous! Wayzz: Master, it's obvious it's themâwho else would do something so crazy? Cat Noir (Adrien): Hey, have a taste of this! Some exploding banana split from Bananoir! Ladybug (Marinette): Much tastier than any Miraculous! Wayzz: Look, Master, there's no use in running! Your disciples never give up the fight, no matter what! With or without their Miraculous, they are Ladybug and Cat Noir!
That's some pretty active mentoring right there.
Wayzz is probably the character that feels the most like a mentor to me. When he's with Fu, he feels like Fu's partner or adviser, which is why I think that the Kwami's aren't supposed to just be cute critters. They're regular ol' Jimmy Crickets meant to act as a conscience that the characters can talk to since this is visual media and you want a way for the characters to talk through their thoughts instead of having them do it all internally.
I also present this exchange from Desperada as evidence:
Adrien: Plagg, Ladybug needs me. She needs "Adrien"! Plagg: If you asked me, this whole idea is worse than cheese in a can. Adrien: She thinks I'm the perfect guy for this mission. Plagg: You can't be Cat Noir and another superhero at the same time! Which means that you're not the perfect guy for this mission. Adrien: The Lucky Charm told her I am. Plagg: That's not how it works. Why am I bothering? You're not even listening.
We then get Plagg reiterating that this is a bad idea through multiple loops, ending with this:
Plagg: Ah! At last, you've come to your senses. Adrien: I'm not sure Ladybug will have very fond memories of her experience with "Adrien Agreste". Plagg: Then make up for it as Cat Noir.
See? I told you Plagg can be a good mentor when he wants to! Tikki, take notes!
I'd even call this bit from Sapitos some quality subtle mentoring from Trixx:
Alya: Oh please, Ladybug! We'd make a great team! I could help Cat Noir and you every day! Ladybug:(her earrings ring) I'm about to transform back! Hurry! Alya: Please? Ladybug: I have to go! I'm trusting you! (opens a nearby door and goes inside, so she can detransform) Trixx: You're absolutely right, Alya. I'm sure the three of you would make quite the team! You have all the makings of a true superhero. You're strong, brave; but most of all, you're trustworthy.
Way to both build Alya up and reminder her of her duty, Trixx. Gold star. Quality mentorship!
So are the Kwamis supposed to be mentors? Who knows! I just see them fill the role often enough to feel comfortable judging them through that lens.
Miraculous also isn't the only magical girl team show to make the cute critters into mentors. That's a pretty standard path even though it's also common to see the critters used to sell merch/appeal to kids and nothing more. In terms of classic magical girl team shows, I'd say that the Kwamis are written way more like Luna and Artemis from Sailor Moon than Mini Mew from Tokyo Mew Mew.
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Lost With You
Dean Winchester x gn!Reader
Summary: getting caught in a storm with your sweet boyfriend
Warning: FLUFF, kissing, swearing probably, gn but use of 'sweetheart'
700ish words
A/N: little gif drabble, not proofread all mistakes are my own
You had set out for a hunt in Minnesota earlier in the morning. Sam was out of commission due to hurting his leg on the last hunt, so that left you and Dean to deal with the latest pop up of werewolves alone. Even though you hated seeing Sam hurt, you'd be lying if you said you minded the alone time you were getting with your boyfriend. You loved the long drives with Dean; it felt freeing being with him, windows rolled down blasting music.
At this point the sun had long since set and you had been driving most of the day, aside from the occasional food or gas stop. You had hoped to make it to the motel and get some shut eye before scoping out the town in the morning. Driving down a stretch of backroads, everything was going as planned until the sky suddenly decided to unleash the most intense rainstorm you had ever seen. The sky darkend even more and the droplets pelted the windshield so hard you couldn't hear the radio anymore.
"Son of a bitch, the bottom really dropped out didn't it," Dean said clicking on the brights, not that it helped.
After a few minutes of struggling to see the road and losing the reception on the GPS, Dean pulled over onto the side of the road. As good of a driver as he was, he knew when to throw in the towel. Right now he couldn't see more that two feet in front of the car, had no idea where he was going, and he was not willing to put you or his car in danger for the sake of making it to the motel.
"Guess we're stuck here for a while" he turned to you.
"Where even are we?", you asked pulling out you phone to see if you had any reception. To no avail.
"Honestly I have no idea" he said with a humorless laugh "But get comfy, I don't think it's clearing up anytime soon". He turned and reached over the seat, digging into one of the duffel bags and pulling out a few lore books.
Turning back, he tossed one to you before resting his back against the door and started flipping through his book.
After about a half and hour of reading, you started to lose focus. You were tired physically and tired of researching. Your eyes drifted up to your boyfriend, you couldn't help but admire how he looked right now. It was pitch black outside, but the glow of the dashboard lights illuminated the side of his face, bringing out all of the contours of his face, the curve of his lips, the soft freckles on the bridge of his nose. You loved him so much and it was moments like this that made you realize that all the more. Moments like this where you were able to make the best out of the worst situations; together.
You're definitely staring and now he's looking at you. "What?", he asks wondering why you're staring at him with a peaceful smile on your lips.
"What?" you echo softly, sounding dazed and tried.
"You're staring" a teasing smirk graces his face but he can tell you're still lost in thought.
For another moment you look into his eyes, losing all sense of reality and you can't help but reach over and cup his cheek. There's a brief look of confusion the crosses his face before he closes his eyes, leaning into your touch.
"You ok?" he asks eyes still closed before opening them to gauge your reaction.
"Sometimes I love you so much it overwhelms me."
You said it so genuinely that Dean was taken aback. He didn't really know how to respond to that and if he thought about the weight of your words it would probably make him cry. Before he could think about it, he was reaching for you.
"C'mer," he said tossing his book into the floorboard and pulling you to lay between his legs with your head over his heart.
You sighed contentedly, nuzzling you face into the warm flannel lining of his jacket.
"I love you too, sweetheart", he said pulling his spare jacket over you and rubbing his hand up and down your back.
He looked down at you and could see that you were teetering on the edge of falling asleep. "Let's just stay here for tonight", the rain was still coming down heavy and he was pretty sure he was too tired to find his way to the motel.
"Ok," your voice was muffled by how your face was hidden in his shirt.
Dean smiled down at you and felt sleep tugging at him too. He settled back against the door, feet propped up on the bench seat with you laying on him, and thought that, in the grand scheme of it all, there was nowhere else he'd rather be than right here. Lost with you.
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i have been SOOOO excited waiting for yall to post takara and yall didnt disappoint <3
could iiiii perhaps req smth like her chasing us down, lil bit of silly pred/prey yk! some sort of base instinct to pin you down, have his way w you, and to get their teeth digging into you if only youâd just stay still⊠but thatâs what usually what makes the victory all the sweeter :3
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dating a kistune is fun and all until you remember how much he loves chasing you down and fucking you raw
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You had never truly caught onto it. . . How your kitsune boyfriend stared away at you with hunger in his eyes everytime you playfully ran from him.
It itched away at him. Instincts kicking away at each part of his body to chase you down and grab you, fuck you into the ground while you moan and scream out his name.
Heâs dreamt about it. He dreams about it. To sink his teeth into your flesh and claw away at you when you donât want to lay still below him- wriggling around on the ground whilst pathetically whimpering out his name over and over. Your brain dumb and only focused on the feel of his cock splitting you open.
âItâs simple rules.â
Before you stands your kitsune boyfriend, with his fox smile widening as he begins to explain the little game he has been waiting for you to participate in.
âJust think a normal game of tag. But, when I catch you. . . â He hums, tapping at the bottom of his chin with his index to pause his speech.
You tilt your head, blinking your eyes together as you let out a small yawn, before opening them up once more to see he has disappeard from his spot.
âTakaraââ He could squeal at the sound of wild confusion in your voice. Most would think you would be used to the shenanigans of your boyfriend by now, but in honesty, you donât think you could ever could with the tricks he pulls on you every day.
One second he is gone and the next you yelp as he appears out of thin air from behind you. Head of pink, fluffy hair nuzzling into the crook of your neck. He lets out a little fox laugh.
Before the thought of giving him a little scolding even passes through your mind, your hands stand from anticipation at the words crooned in your ears: âI get to fuck you into the ground. Until we are both exhausted and messy.â
Your entire face heats up like the fires of the home of the fire elementals, while your breath hitches and instinctively, you grab onto his robes from behind. Knuckles turning white from the newfound excitement rushing through you.
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 Ragged breaths escape you as your lungs feel like their life is being squeezed out of them. Sore feet thud against the dirt covered ground of the mushroom forest that the kitsune resides in.
Places such as these you do not have to worry about being caught by other spiritfolk, they tend to stay away from the mushroom forests.
Although Takara would not care much should a lonesome traveller come stumbling by and catching the sight of him pounding you from behind on a large mushroom puffing out aphrodisiac dust.
The laughs of the kitsune echoes throughout the forest, light footsteps right behind you at all times. It is as though he is right on your footsteps, ready to grab at the fabric of your clothes and drag you backwards. Take you right then and there.
And you do indeed spot them in your peripheral vision.
Yelping, you turn your heel and try to rush to the right. But they pounce on you just before you can make a quicker run for it.
He has to admit, you last longer than he though you would. There is not much time to think on that matter either, hands too busy ripping away at your pants and underwear to get through to your drooling cunt. Slick with arousal and anticipation.
Why, he hasnât even touched you intimately yet and your pretty cunt is fluttering like he is balls deep inside already, thrusting away at it to draw out long the delicious sounds she makes for him.
âFuck, dariin. . . Lay â Lay stillâ He huffs, eyes feral like a crazed manâs. Pink tails sway from side to side violently, while the pink of their irises drowns out with the expanding pupils. âLook at her, already crying for me.â
The groans he manages to perform draws out plenty of whines and sounds from you, that has him undoing his kimono as quickly as he possibly can. Freeing the hard cock which previously struggled in the confined space of fabrics upon fabrics.
You squirm, as if trying to keep the game going for the thrill of it. However your boyfriend above doesnât take any of it. His hand pushing you back down onto the ground whilst lining up his cock to your entrance, collecting slick and mixing it with his precum.
Who is he trying to fool. You barely need to be prepped with how wet you are â The most infurating thing is that you keep moving and squirming
âI said lay still â Stop fucking moving.â
His chest crashes into your back. Squeezing you further down against the mossy ground. While his hands hurry and lift your hips. Parting your legs like itâs his job.
Splitting your walls apart, he helps you arch your back to press you a little closer. Setting a fast and animalistic pace for you as he fucks into you. With his whines and whimpers scattering out into the forest and farther. Let the world hear how he makes moans rip out of you.
âTakara!!â You cry out, hands struggling to find a spot to grip. Hair? Tails? Back? Itâs too hard to decide when your brains feel like theyâre already fucked half-way out. His hips smacking against yours and sending you straight to the apex point of pleasure.
Heâs always fucked you open in a way that made you lose yourself completely. But this? Gods. Poor cunt is clenching onto him for dear life.
âJust look at her. Taking meâ hnhhhnghn!! takinggg me so â hah- hgnhe ha- well!â He moans out. Humping away at that one bundle of nerves that twists at your tummy and threatens a slew of cum to squirt out of you every second now.
âS-so soffaaaaaaaastâ K-Karaâ KaraaA! pp-pleas-s-zzzzzzzzeeee! mmmgnh! Harder!!â Itâs like ecstasy. Your little please. They shoot straight to his head pulling away all of the self-restraint he may have hung onto an inch.
He canât just not listen to you right? Oh he fucks hard, giving you it all. His cock pulsating inside of you and squirting out strings of cum each time he feels the flutter of your walls around him and then clench that comes after.
The way that one vein on his cock feels brushing up against one of the nerves forces your head to limp. Hanging from his arm, while your jaw grows slack.
Your vision white with the pleasure coursing through you, and this is only the first round. Goodness, you have no idea how you are going to keep up with him when heâs fucking you like this.
âThatâs it thatâs itâ yesâ With strained encouragement he pulls the orgasm out of you. Settling the pace for a slightly slower one. Only for him to go back the second you whine in protest.
âSo good at taking it baby, so good. Like it when I fuck you right here huh?â
His nails scratch across the flesh of your thighs, leaving the smallest of tears in your skin. Oh the prettiest droplets of maroon trickle down the delicate skin. It is too much to handle, the smell is intoxicating too. . . A bite wouldnât be so bad either right?
Pain mixes with pleasure, distracting you from the momentary feel of teeth biting down against your shoulder. Only when you hear the muffled fox-like whines tumble out of your boyfriendâs mouth do you realise heâs biting you â the sight itself has you groaning out and crying from the pleasure.
His name leaves you thousands of time in a row, theyâd be millions by the time he is finished with you.
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Tables Turned
Roles: Hunter Sylus x Onychinus Leader Reader
Word count: 802 (Ik itâs short)
Notes: This is a study text. Nothing serious and it might have lore mistakes. I just wrote this to study my writing. But since this is a Au i can keep making parts for this
It ain't every day Sylus finds his butt planted on the throne of the Onychinus leader with chains around his body. Forced to face you duo to your long crimson nail dug into his chin and keep his head still, other hand holding the small machine that suppose to tell if his evol is a match.
How he get in here? Long story short; It started after he came to N109 Zone with taking all the risks for a protocore auction plus some intel. Easily can get himself killed in here but where's the fun in that if he donât take risks? He's Sylus, ain't he? Always dancing on the razor's edge.
And you? You found him at the edge of getting lost in N109 Zone, dragged his wounded body to your lair and decided to strike a bargain.
âIt is rude to greet your guest like this to make a deal, Miss Onychinus.â Sylus teased before flashing his signature smirk, unfazed and calm as ever, even with death breathing down his neck. The chains bit into his flesh, he just couldnât bring himself to worry.
âReally? And what make you think i care about begin polite.â Your fingers released his chin, trailing down to his chest, Your crimson nails digging into the fabric over his heart. Your eyes were sharp as a knife with that dull face, your cherry red lipstick and a serious frown doing little to soften the intimidating aura you exuded. Your eyes locked on where your fingers are for a moment before focusing back to machineâs screen. The air crackled with tension as you waited for the device to render its verdict.
Sylus regarded your attempt at intimidation with a smirk that bordered on mocking. To him, you resembled nothing so much as a harmless kitten, all hisses and no claws, desperately trying to scare off bothersome pests. That scaring frown was more of a annoyed pout to him. And those cruel eyes were just shining under the dim light of your base.
His other hand came up to cover yours, guiding it, ensuring you could feel each firm, unyielding thump. letting you feel his heartbeats better.
âThen letâs hope you find what you are looking for, Miss.â He drawled, the title dripping with mocking undertones but you paid no attention to such tiny details. Pressing the cold small machine to his wrist for the last time, letting it scan Sylusâs Evol completely.
"You can smirk all you like, Sylus," You leaned closer with a smirk untill your cherry-red lips were a mere breath away from his ear. Lighting of the base was making a shadow on your face to create a bit more horrifying look.
"It would be just pity if all your 'intel gathering' proved to be a wasted effort, Hunter." Your smirk widened, sharp and predatory as you leaned away from him. âSo letâs hope i find what i am looking for.â
As you finally finished checking his evol health and linkage, Sylus leaned back incrementally in his bonds. Minimal movement, just enough to rub the slight reddening on his wrist where the cold metal had rested.
âSo, you done with me sweetie?â He asked with a wider smirk, unbothered by the situation as he attempted to rise from your seat- You weren't about to let him off that easily. Your hand shot out, pushing him firmly back down by the shoulder, the force of it knocking the wind from his lungs for a split second.
"We have a deal to discuss, donât we, hunter?" Your voice was a low, impatient hiss. Knee pressed to his stomach to keep him down. Then backing down with a nod as you made sure he is listening. Your fingers slowly tracing the edge of your belt before taking your gun out.
âYour hunter equipments are not very usefull in N109 zone. This piece of black market junk is far superior to your pitiful hunter gearsâ you drew your weapon and tossed it into Sylus's lap like itâs a toy. The sleek black metal of a Harrier 700 glinted under the dim light, its upgrade chips glimmering like stolen secrets.
Before Sylus can even react and look up to you from the gun on his lap you made your next order.
âWhen we get in auction we will use special items to communicate. You can whisper. can you?â A small amusement was visible on Sylusâs face to your silent challenge as he nod. âI can surely whisper. Miss Onychinus.â
Seeing the satisfaction in your face his wrist was suddenly pulled by you again, had a little choice but to fall in step beside you. âI can surely walk as well tooâ he mutters before following you to into the dark halls of your base. Ready for whats next
#love and deepspace sylus#sylus x mc#lads sylus#sylus#sylus x reader#love and deepspace#lads#writing
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when I got into f1 a few years ago, im pretty sure the friends who had introduced me to it hadn't expected how much I'd get into it. I certainly never expected it. but wow. max was my guy before I even knew who he or f1 was, and then I was so privileged to watch him win and win and win. the literal peak of his career. 4 championships in a row. this season was extremely enjoyable as a racing fan, I had full belief max would win the championship so it was a matter of how and not if. and he proved me right! but such a competitive season, so many other teams getting their foot in, so many new first wins, surprise upsets. from next year it'll be a completely new f1, half the grid is gonna be freshmen, lewis in ferrari which I still haven't digested. ultimately in a way im glad this final race was a lando win and ferrari podium because it showed how much the status quo has shifted. max nowhere near the podium and how redbull are going into next year no longer the favourites to win. and unlike the last 3 years where I watched every single race I realized I can't do that anymore. At times f1 was a wonderful distraction when irl got really hard, but at some point - like the drivers going thru radical transformation, lewis leaving merc, nico leaving monaco, max becoming a dad! before this season lando had never won a race and now he's ready to fight for a championship crazyyy - I had to wonder if putting away time and cancelling plans for 24 weekends keeps me stuck in the same place. change is hard and scary. having a routine, of f1 to go back to is nice. but when does it become a crutch? was something I was thinking of this year. that's why I chose to enjoy watching every race to the fullest, and I honestly had a blast. because I knew I couldn't be doing that anymore. my favourite part about f1 is the community and the friends. I love you guys, I love writing, I love digging up lore, I love reading fics, I love the drama of silly season, I love the funny talented interesting people, sometimes even the fan wars are entertaining. and I don't want to lose that. so when I say my last full season, I mean I don't think I'll be making time for all 24 races next year. but I plan on sticking around and being here, for a while at least. I mean, we have this whole season to now digest and go crazy over and that part is done best with community. I have entire fics left to post!!! I don't know how much I'll be around next year, maybe I'll miss f1 too much by March, maybe redbull will be really fast. I know I'll always cherish this year as the best entire f1 season I followed, and im happy to end it at that. sorry 2 the haters who thought I was leaving for good đ
tldr: this isn't the last you'll see of me. still here. this isn't the end. it's the slow start of the long goodbye
#i was thinking of adding a readmore then i realized its my blog i can emotional long post if i want#if max had announced his retirement I would've left for good because I respect the nico girlies who deactivated after 2016 so much
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summary: dean searches your room when youâre missing, and the love letters he finds break his heart
pairing: dean winchester x female reader
rating: R for language
word count: 1.9k (1.5k excluding poems)Â
warnings: reader goes/is missing, language,Â
authorâs note: please donât make fun of my âpoetryâ, i know itâs not good thatâs why i don't write poems lol
âHey Dean, Iâm working a case near Wichita so Iâll probably be back home by the end of the week. See you soon, bye.â
âThatâs the last I heard from her,â Dean told his brother after playing him the message you left. âItâs been over a week, Iâm gettinâ worried here!â
âDo you know what kinda case she was working?â Sam asked, Dean shook his head. âOkay, well Iâm sure sheâs fine, Dean. Letâs call the hospitals around where she is and ask if sheâs there.â
âYou do that, Iâm gonna head to Wichita,â Dean replied.
âI think we should call the hospitals first, Dean. She said she was near Wichita, she could be anywhere from here to there!â
Dean sighed but agreed with Samâs plan.
**
The boys had no luck with any of the hospitals so they decided to head over to Wichita and look for you. They searched for a few days before heading back to the bunker, hoping you might be there waiting for them. You werenât, of course, and that only made their worry grow.
Youâd been missing for nearly two weeks! Â
Dean thought there might be some kind of clue in your room and decided that searching it was next on his to-do list. Though he knew he was grasping at straws, he did it anyway.
Opening the door to your room, he smiled at the poster near your bed. It was the one heâd gotten you for Christmas last year. It was a kind of gag giftâit was his favorite band. (His real gift had been much more thoughtful.)
He began his search at your desk, digging through the mess of papers splayed out on the wood surface. His brows furrowed when he found one paper in particular. It looked like⊠a love poem?
The way your hair looks in the morning
The way your laugh adds life to moments boring
The way your breath hits my neck when youâre standing just behind me
Reaching over to grab something off the table
A lore book, of all things to be
And the way your eyes light up when you look into mine
I swear I almost see a hint of love
Behind those piercing starlights
Your lips on mine is what I need
Did you hear me?Â
I said kiss me, you fool!
Weâve not got much time
In this line of lifeÂ
And I need you at my side.
Dean didnât know if the poem would be considered âgoodâ in the public eye, but he knew it made his heart clench. You were in love? But⊠with whom?
To him, the words were beautiful, and the thought that you wrote them about someone else broke his fucking heart. He knew there were no clues to your whereabouts in the next poem, but of course, he read it anyway.
I think of you when I drive and spot a classic car
I think of you when I eat a cheeseburgerÂ
And Iâll turn it upside down when Iâm missing you
I think of you when I hear a Zepplin song
And I turn the music up when Iâm not with you
I think of you when I see anyone wear flannel
Or a leather jacket thatâs clearly a size or two too big
And I love to think of you
It just makes sense to me
I love to picture you beside me
At night when I canât sleep
Or when I get scared of what Iâm facing
I think of what you would do
Day or night
Night, day, or noonÂ
I always think of you
Whoever this mystery person was, they were fucking lucky. Dean had never felt so jealous in his entire life. He always thought you two had a âwill they wonât theyâ side to your relationship but at that moment he realized it was completely one-sided. The fun, flirty side to all your late-night conversations had just been friendly. Two friends playfully talking as if they both wanted to be more.
Of course Dean wanted to be more. Of course he knew he wanted to be with you. But now? Now he knew heâd either missed his chance or he simply never had one.
You were in love with someone that wasnât him. And the love youâd been writing about wasnât the kind someone gets over. Itâs the kind that sticksâfor life. The kind that people write songs about, the kind that people fight wars over, and the kind that makes people go crazy in the best way.Â
He knew heâd found that love when he first fell for you, but it turned out you had found that love in someone else.
âAnything?â Sam asked, walking into your room.
âUhm,â Dean cleared his throat, hoping his eyes didnât look as cloudy as they felt. âNo, nothing important. Just some love letters or something.âÂ
Sam furrowed his brows and picked up one of the poems off the desk, one that Dean had not read yet. As the taller Winchester read what you wrote his eyes grew wide, practically popping out of his head as his mouth fell open.
âOh my fucking god!â Sam exclaimed. âY/nâs in love with you?â He looked at his older brother in shock.
âMe? No, these poems are about whoever sheâs been seeing recently, they arenât about me. Weâre just friends.â
âYou havenât read this one yet, have you?â Sam asked with a small smile before handing it over.
You asked me today; âwhatâs your favorite color?â
And I just shrugged; âI donât know, blue?â
Cause how could I have said the truth?
The color I love most in the world
The color that brings me nothing but joy
In this sad, awful little life
Is the green and hazel of your eyes
The emerald diamonds that shine
When you look into the sun
The soft hazel that looks over at me
When weâre reading in the library
How can I tell you all of thisÂ
When the question is so simple and plain
How do I go into such specific detail
About the color Iâm in love with
Without freaking you out
Or scaring you away
Or making you laugh at me
Because I know your favorite colorÂ
And I know itâs not the color of my eyes
âYouâŠYou think this is really about me?â Dean asked his little brother, hoping Sam was right.
âDean in all my life I have never seen anyone but you eat a burger bun-side-down,â Sam chuckled a little having read one of the poems Dean had read earlier.
âOh my god.â Dean furrowed his brows, looking back down at the paper in his hands. âWeâve gotta find her, Sammy, I gotta tell her!â
âTell her that you went through her stuff while she was gone? Donât think thatâs the best idea.â
âNo! Tell her Iâm in love with her! Tell her that the color of her eyes is my favorite fucking color too! And every time her favorite band comes on the radio I turn it up, and every time I see a woman wearing her type of clothes I think about her. Tell her that all I do every waking moment of every day is wish I was with her, wish I was holding her in my arms so I could never let go.â
âI think you just told her.â Sam smiled, nodding to where you now stood at your door. Dean turned around quickly. Tears of joy stung your eyes as you looked at him and smiled.
âYou love me?â you asked.
âMore than anything,â Dean admitted as he hurried to you. He wrapped you in a tight hug, kissing your temple quickly before he tucked your head under his chin. âIâm so glad youâre okay!â
âIâm sorry I didnât call, itâs a long story,â you mumbled. âWhen vampires ban together with twisted humans, theyâre a lot harder to kill.â
âWe were really worried about you,â Dean admitted. âLikeâŠfucking terrified.â
âIs that why you decided to dig through my personal shit?â you asked. You were one hundred percent kidding, but Dean was still nervous.
âYeahâŠsorry,â Sam cringe-clenched his teeth, âit was my fault.â
You and Dean pulled back from the hug, but you took his hand in yours as you narrowed your gaze at the younger hunter.
âI know your tell, Sammy,â you said. âBut itâs sweet that youâre trying to cover for Dean.âÂ
âYep, all Deanâs fault,â Sam admitted before heading for the door, giving his brother a pat on the shoulder on his way out. âGood luck.â
âLook, I didnât mean to invade your privacy, I swear,â Dean told you quickly. âI was looking for something that might tell me where the hell you were.â
âHow many did you read?â you asked.
âThree,â Dean sighed, still thinking you were pissed at him.
âSoâŠyou know, then? That Iâm hopelessly in love with you? And you think Iâd be mad at you for looking through my stuff?â
âI mean, I know you value your privacy.â
âDean,â you started, putting a hand on his cheek and turning his face to look down at you, âwould you please just fuckinâ kiss me already?â
He seemed almost surprised by your question but he quickly smiled as he bent down and kissed you. His one hand stayed clasped in yours while his other went to your waist and then trailed to your lower back. The hand you had on his cheek went to the upper back of his neck so you could tangle your fingers in his hair. The smiles on both of your faces only grew before you both pulled away.
âWow, Iâve wanted to do that for so long,â Dean mumbled before he let out a short, breathy laugh.
âMe too,â you replied.Â
**
Youâd been back home for a few days now and you had explained the whole missing situation to the brothers. You told them how the simple vampire hunt turned sour quickly when you realized the small-townâs sheriff was in on it and helped the vamps with making humans just disappear. Theyâd made you as a hunter instantly and held you hostage for a few days before you killed your way out.Â
Dean never left your side so when he saw a new poem on your desk his brows furrowed. Curiosity got the better of him as he sat down to read it.
My god aren't I lucky
Now that you're holding me at night
And that first time we kissed in the doorway
I couldâve sworn I was kissing pure sunshineÂ
When your lips hit mine it was better
Then I couldâve ever imagined
And the love poems I've written became
Manifested words of affirmation
The butterflies in my stomach fluttered
And the blood rushed to my head
Think I could stay like this forever
Won't overthink it, Iâll just go and kiss you instead
âWell, well, well.â You came up behind him, and put your hands on his shoulders before you trailed them down and clasped them together over his chest, leaning your chin on his shoulder and kissing his cheek. âLook whoâs digging through my shit again.â You smiled against his skin. He turned his head and placed a deep kiss on your lips.
âIâm not even sorry this time, because I think this might be the best thing Iâve ever read.â
âI love you,â you said and kissed him again.
âI love you so fuckinâ much,â he mumbled back.
#dean winchester x reader#spn#dean x reader#dean winchester fluff#dean x you#dean winchester angst#dean winchester fic#dean winchester#dean winchester fanfiction#dean winchester comfort#dean winchester x you#supernatural fluff#supernatural fic#supernatural fanfiction#supernatural#supernatural fanfic#spn fic#spn fluff#spn fanfic#by mind empty just fictional people#by jean
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hi hi it's bard anon again :) i was rereading the manga and remembered that chilchuck's nightmares would be about losing his daughters... could you write about reader going into his dream (like laios did for marcille) and helping him through it? maybe also promising to keep his secret, asking if he's still married, etc. hehe
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âŠft! chilchuck x gn! reader
âŠtags! hurt/comfort, reader is not a half-foot, some descriptions of gore and body horror, CHILCHUCK PSYCHOANALYSIS đ„Â
âŠwc! 1773
âŠnotes! grimm lore drop, iâm irish! thus the title of this fic is after the as gaeilge word for âdreamâ. enjoooooy <3
You repeat Laiosâ instructions in your head as you try to drift off. Chilchuckâs body is a bit small to make much of a pillow, but at least his warmth distracts you from the worried stares of your peers.
âYou probably have to fight through your own nightmare to get to him!â Laios keeps reassuring you. âSo be on guard! Remember what I told yââ
âThey get it, Laios!â Marcille yanks the tall-man away from where youâre struggling to drift off. His barrage of information is in good faith, but it isnât exactly the best white noise to fall asleep to.
Eventually, you find yourself in your dreamscape. Quickly, quickly, you let your mind run with ideas of how to âdig downâ as Laios described it. Chilchuck is resting underneath you, so the only way to go was in fact down.
The question is⊠how?
It took a lot of quick-thinking in order to bypass your own personal insecurities (you donât have the time to dwell on themâ Chilchuck is in trouble!) but eventually you imagined a jackhammer drill to make your way down. You had to admit it wasnât the most efficient, but it was the first thing you could come up with!
When you land and face another injury on your backside again, you groan, hoping the effects of the nightmare meant your pain wouldnât carry over into the real world.
You look up, surprised to find yourself in what looks like a cottage. It would be rather cosy-looking if not for the torn wallpaper, axe thrown into the wall, and blood splattered all over the place. You could even hear despairing wails of crying echoing through the placeâŠ
Hang on. You try to prick up your ears. No, it doesnât sound too distant at all. You try to navigate your way through the place that was once a loving home. You take notice of your size in comparison to the door frames and furnitureâ youâre way too large in comparison. This is a home of a half-foot.
Was a home of a half-foot you know very well, you realise with your blood running cold. Entering the next room you found Chilchuck. Heâs on his knees, hands being held in the air and shaking in a way youâve never seen him before. Heâs horrified. Over his lap are the heads of three girls, all brutally mutilated and bloodied in ways that made you feel ill. One girl looks nearly identical to Chilchuck.
You have a suspicion of whatâs going on.
What you have to do is protect Chilchuck from the emotional scarring of the nightmare. How can you do that, when he already has the blood of three peopleâ likely loved onesâ on his hands? You can hear him whispering âwhy me?â over and over in the shakiest whimper before he chokes mid-sob.
Creeping over without a sound proves difficult as the door creaks loudly. Chilchuck immediately stops his crying and freezes as he looks up at you.
âBe encouraging,â Laiosâ words echo in your mind, âencourage him to overcome his fear the nightmares are exploiting.â
Easier said than done, as you can hear another presence approaching. Your footstep must have alerted it. Chilchuck rises to his feet.
âItâs coming,â he tells you, trying to keep his voice firm and grounded, âbut donât worry, Iâll protect you.â
âŠOh! Looks like heâs already well underway trying to fight back against the nightmare! This will be easy! You were so chuffed, you almost forgot that usually you arenât supposed to be recognised in dreams.
Still, you watch as Chilchuck limps to stand in front of you. He looks⊠smaller than usual. Odd.
You tug on Chilchuckâs tunic with an appreciative grin. âYouâre so brave, Chil. I know you can defeat the intruder!â
â...Yeah. Itâs my job to get you outta this mess, huh?â
An odd thing to say, but you agree nevertheless. Encourage, encourage, encourage. âYouâll get us out of here in no time,â you whisper to Chilchuck, rubbing the fabric of his tunic reassuringly. âI have faith in you.â
He shifts under your touch as you say this.
You glance over at the limp bodies of the three girls. You wonder what had gotten them so grievously injured. Their wounds look non-existent save for splashes of blood on their clothes and red running from their lips. Chilchuck has already been a bit queasy towards gore. Maybe imagining anything too excessive would be too much for him.
Then, âitâ arrives.
It was a twisted amalgamation of flesh and bone. Its jaw is unhinged, what could either be blood-red lipstick or the bodily fluid itself running from you think are its lips. Its hair was dark and matted. Itâs just barely shorter than Chilchuck himself, you notice. Itâs like an uncannily recreated half-foot woman.
When it sees Chilchuck, it screams in a womanâs voice, something about how âitâs supposed to be date night.âÂ
It ran away at the very sight of him. At the sight of him with you.
What could that mean�
Once it leaves, Chilchuck collapses again. He looks up at you, his eyes big and full of terror. âIs the party okay? Where are they?! I needâ I need to make sure they donâtââ
He begins crawling over to the door. The party? Theyâre⊠here? No, this is probably another aspect of his nightmare. These girls are here, either dead when he found them, or he watched them get hurt.
Either way, he was too late.
Cogs began to turn. Could Chilchuck be afraid of⊠not being able to protect his loved ones from harm? The cottage was basically turned into a slaughterhouse. As for the monsterâŠ
âWhoâs that woman?â you ask.
âIâ I think itâs supposed to be my wife,â he explains rather easily. Maybe the dreams encourage such honesty. âBut it isnât. I know it isnât. None of this makes senseâŠâ
âŠHis wife?Â
No, no, not the timeâŠÂ Later.
âThatâs because itâs a nightmare, ChilâŠâ you try to explain. âYou have to face your fear.â
âMy fear?!â Chilchuck turns to glare at you. âSorry for being so naive, but my âfearâ is out of my control! If Iâm here, thereâs a chance no one will get hurt. IâI just need to find the rest of you. I canât let you be taken away from me because I was being stupid.â
You grab Chilchuckâs wrist to prevent him from limping away into the cottageâs halls. âWhy donât you⊠talk to itâ I mean, your wife?â
He freezes. He turns back at you, his glare making his eyebags look heavier. âAre you insane?â
âSheâs your wife.â
Chilchuck swallows. His wrist slips from your grip so he could intertwine his fingers with you instead. âThereâs too many things I know sheâll ask from me.â
âLike?â
âLikeâŠÂ Why donât I come home more often? Do I love her anymore?â
You squeeze Chilchuckâs hand, rising to your feet. âDo you?â
âI do.â He doesnât hesitate to answer.
âThen tell her.â
Chilchuck deliberates on this for a moment. He then looks up at you.
âStay with me,â he requests in the quietest voice, âstay with me as I talk to her.â
Though his words made your chest feel weird, you shake your head. âThis is your job as a husband. Not anyone elseâs. You canât protect everyone forever, not even yourself. Running wonât solve anything.â
Chilchuck is quiet for a few seconds, taking in your words. He then slowly nods. âAt least walk with me over there.â
âNow that I can do,â you return with a smile.
The floors creak underneath your feet as you journey through the halls. You can see in the corners of your eye, in the kitchen, a certain dwarf bloodied and kneeling over the sink. You recognise the body of a spindly tuxedo cat with her arm hanging as she lays on the rafters. Sheâs the source of the dripping red onto your clothes.
âI couldnât protect them, trying to be everywhere at once,â Chilchuck murmurs as you come across an elf strangled with her own hair.
Your eyes lay on the woman feeding on the remains of a tallman and squeeze Chilchuckâs hand.
âItâs okay. Just talk to her.â
He looks up at you, and you nod. Chilchuck smiles slightly, and you can see a bit of that spark in his eyes again. âIt⊠really is a dream that youâre here, yâknow?â
You return the smile, and move away. Youâre just out of the room when you hear Chilchuck take a breath and say, âso how about that date night, my love?â
As you walk away, you notice that from the room you left, light seems to be seeping through. Before you know it, it envelops you.
Suddenly, youâre awake in the dungeon again. When Laios awoke after saving Marcille, it was very sudden and unpleasant. Yet this⊠this was calm, and you feel all fuzzyâŠ
âŠOh, but if you could only remember what had happened. The images are blurry in your mind. You do remember one thing, at leastâ
âYouâre awake!â Marcilleâs voice is the first to grab your attention, helping you sit up. âThatâs a good sign!â
Laios is there behind you. âAnd hereâs Chil. How ya doinâ, buddy?â
âShut it,â Chilchuckâs groggy morning voice is the most relieving thing to hear right now. Seems you were successful in your mission, even if you canât remember most of it.
Laios whines a little. âDonât be like that! You had nightmares! And your hero is right here!â
As Chilchuck sits up and turns to look at you in surprise, you wave back sheepishly. Laios takes the opportunity to take Chilchuckâs pillow and get rid of the clam-like monsters.
âOh,â Chilchuck responds with a few blinks. âI was wondering why my dream was nicer than usual.â
âOooh, what didja dream about?â Marcille asks nosily. As she leans her face in, Chilchuck furrows his brow and pushes her away, claiming itâs none of her business.
The answer would be given soon when Senshi takes the opportunity to boil the nightmares. A cottage scene, and there Chilchuck was, laughing and smiling as he has a candlelit dinner withâŠ
You?
âEnough, enough, enough!â Chilchuck was quick to try and push the pot lid down over the clams in embarrassment.
What? Thatâs not how you remember things going. You squint. âBut I thought you had aâŠâ You look over at Chilchuck trying to fight back against the questions and accusations being thrown at him from all sides. Â
You canât help but smile a little, flushing a bit pink. You can keep a secret.
#âź grimm's fics!#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon x reader#dungeon meshi x reader#delicious in dungeon imagines#dungeon meshi imagines#chilchuck#chilchuck tims#chilchuck tims x reader#chilchuck x reader#chilchuck tims imagines#chilchuck imagines
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Episode 9 Thoughts
I actually really liked this episode TáŽT I wasn't expecting much lore or plot building? But this was surprisingly light on filler.
Not Super Spoilery Facts:
Zenji says Romeo comes from "the famous House of Lucci." I made a joke about it, but basing Romeo's family off of the Gucci family actually makes a lot of sense. The Gucci brand is no longer controlled by the Gucci family for a variety of reasons, including financial problems and that murder they recently (?) made a movie about. I think this is really neat and a fantastic idea for his character, there's so much drama you can work with in high fashion and it makes just that much more sense about why he would be mad that he's not in Frostheim. He should be, they're all wearing clothes with his family name on it, but he can't be because he doesn't own the company.
Zenji does watch over Jiro constantly. That's not a super confirmed thing but between his attitude in this Episode and the campus event it's safe to say he probably follows Jiro around as much as he does Haku.
I promise I paid attention to more people than just Zenji (even though the mission never would have succeeded without him, everyone praise best boy NOW). Here let me prove it:
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This is mostly just for me but Romeo's nicknames/his "personal network" he references when calling for help are: Kurossa (Leo), Harry (Haru, wonder if he picked that up from Taiga or Taiga picked it up from him), and Mickey (Rui). I think he probably also considered Kaito one of his "network" because of how much he stalks him but that's just me lol.
Speaking of which lets talk about Kaito for a second. He says he doesn't remember much about the clash "because he was doing his own thing" but the timeline between when Romeo started stalking him and the events of the clash line up perfectly. To me it looks like there are two elements to Romeo's obsession, the first is obviously the pendant but the second... probably still has something to do with the pendant if we are being honest but since everything in the story has to do with the Clash probably that too. There is a piece of blackmail Romeo shows him that Kaito screams about:

My initial thought was that it was a picture of him in his underwear trapped in one of Romi's cages, but we saw that in Episode 4 or something related to his debts and to be fair? That's probably the most likely scenario. Kaito has a gambling problem (call 180-GAMBLING please bby) so there's probably no end to the dirt Romeo has on him. I do wonder if it's a bit more sensitive though but that's just me. Anyway Kaito mentions he never saw Romeo in the Casino until he started chasing him around... which makes me think the likely timeline for Romeo and Taiga's falling out can be placed somewhere around the same time. If they were working together and projecting a united front there would be no need for Romeo to do so much damage control.

That pendant is clearly important, we get a closer look of the insignia on it because Romeo finds a bracelet with the same insignia after he digs up a grave in the cemetery:

To me, this is still not enough detail and I want more but I feel fairly confident in saying this is a Heraldic symbol of some sort. As outlined here the Frostheim ghouls appear to have a sort of chess theme to their names with Kaito being the pawn. In chess pawns can become Queens if it reaches the end of the chess board, which I bring up because the insignia itself, at this point to me, appears to depict an eagle with a crown above it's head. Eagles are symbols of power and the favorite of many real world royal families, as is combining them with crowns to form a royal insignia. I need to do more research before I make concrete claims? But my initial searches have suggested that crowns are only ever used to symbolize royalty or important religious figures, and that eagles are usually double headed. A single headed eagle with a crown has been the symbol of countries like Germany, Austria, and Poland, but this eagle lacks the shield at the center for the first two and the polish eagle actually wears it's crown. I could also be reading waaaaaaay too much into this? But I'd like to think I am being perfectly normal.
Speaking of which we are told in the chapter that the graveyard plays host to "long term foreign residents." The bodies there are not cremated and it is very likely that, assuming Kaito got his pendant from a relative, that Romeo literally dug up and stole from Fuji's great great great grandparent. What a girlboss:

This person has been dead for so long they are only bones, and the only other object in their coffin is the metal bracelet. That's an old ass body, and it doesn't belong to a native Japanese person if we take what Romeo said earlier seriously. This is someone who moved to Japan and maintained enough wealth to be buried with an expensive tombstone. So why no name on the stone and where did they move from?
In less detailed? News Jiro has an extreme reaction to the crying child ghost encountered near the start of the chapter. Specifically he has a reaction to him saying "it hurts." Zenji also reacts to this, he scoops up the boy and takes him away. Later he regrets not attempting to "soothe the boy with a fairy tale." Jiro's memory loss is a side effect "of a certain tragedy that befell him." The timeline of whatever happened to the Kirisaki siblings is vague... but I think it goes something like this:
The brothers make their deal with their demons. They might do this together? Personally I lean towards Zenji doing it first in an effort to do something that will get him and Jiro out of whatever bad situation they are in and Jiro, not wanting to be babied and prove he can take care of himself, does the same thing. The reverse is also possible where Jiro makes his deal and Zenji follows suit because he feels responsible for protecting him, but either way Zenji does or says something he later comes to regret. This causes a rift between the brothers that remains unresolved through the Clash, and makes ghost Zenji reluctant to reveal himself to his brother. I lean towards them being injured around the same time? Either in the same incident or Jiro being injured first and the reason why Zenji was able to stick around. He says he wants to be an illustrious author, but really I think he just wants to make sure Jiro doesn't die. And now he also wants to cure the MC's curse, what a swell fella.
While Jiro clearly doesn't remember Zenji in detail, I don't think his memory is less fried than it first appeared. When MC attempts to get Jiro to go back to the others this happens:


I don't know how this reads in Japanese, but in English it's a really odd sentence. It's a mix up of two common phrases referring to team work: two hearts beating as one + team work makes the dream work. It's a very unique mixed metaphor, and exactly the sort of silly thing Zenji is saying all of the time so if Jiro remembered his brother... he'd probably remember him saying something like that.
... this chapter really did make me scream I'm going to miss Zenji so much.
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Do you have any swap!franziska art? Wanna see more of her design
i unfortunately don't have any polished art of her bc i think when i drew this, my swap au hyperfixation was starting to wane, whoops! these are just some very quick sketches of what i wanted her new thing in the swap au to be.
(i will be putting old art of her old design if you want to see it under read more pftt [unfortunately not a lot of them bc i wasn't vibing with the old role i gave her so i wasn't drawing her a lot đ])
oki doks, now time for a lore dump!!!!! (copy-pasting what i wrote on the bird app a long time ago):
ok, so the thing is, i gave a bit of redd white's role to mvk. my reasoning for that is since he's the one who killed gregory (who has mia's role), he'd have to take on that role too. when characters don't have any like, "exact" foils for their roles to be swapped with, i either make them stay the same or hobble some roles together. mvk's case was the latter.
so mvk runs a private eye that's connected to the prosecutor's office (he's corrupt bc have you seen that guy) and franziska happens to be working there.
mvk also happens to be one the people responsible for covering up the details about mia's death.
i wanted to change franziska's job from my first version of her bc she doesn't really have a connection to the supernatural, so i just gave her a job that works closely in the covering crimes too.
but yeah, fran has to meet gregory, and then she gets framed by redd white
and she's furious about it, of course! that fool works under her father, how dare he put the blame on her!
with how fran is supposedly cooperating with gregory, i think mvk would've really wanted her to catch the fall even with how much he cares about his daughter. he's an 'end justifies the means' kind of guy.
i don't think fran realizes until swap!jfa that it was her father who purposely tried to frame her and the one who ordered to kill gregory.
i think she'd feel really torn by that and the guilt with how miles defended her before knowing all that would've ate her up (the fact that gregory is dead, no spirit channeling or anything makes this more fucked up for them i think agfhhjh)
however, i still haven't figured out why franziska would agree to talk to gregory if he's investigating mia's death, and i'm not quite sure why gregory would've been investigating mia's death in the first place bc unlike mia in the regular verse, he'd have no connections to her case at least
(that would probably require some aai duology knowledge that i do not have right now ASKSKS)
my brain isn't fully working right now so i can't fully ramble on about her design, but i did think it was important to make her dress eccentric; and i know that everyone dresses eccentric in aa, but particularly that one point in turnabout sisters where april may should've remembered maya bc she dressed weird? i wanted the same for franziska ASKSKS roast her old-timey gothic looking ass!!!!!
and from my recent drawing of her, i think if i were to draw like, a polished ref for her, i would like to show the fact that her make-up is severe. again, 'eccentric' or whatever pftt
i originally had her be like a witch, some sort of seer who could communicate with the dead through her crystal ball. scrapped that and changed it bc it was just not digging my dudes asdghd a shame tho bc i'm rather fond of her big-ass veil witch hat thingy
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I just finished Luigi's Mansion 2 and learned some things:
E. Gadd has over 700,000 Toads in his employment and zero secretaries to keep track of any of them (which explains why he sent the toad with chronomentrophobia to watch over a clock factory and forgot that there was more than one toad charged with guarding the artifacts in The Treacherous Mansion.)
I thought that E. Gadd selling King Boo's painting at a garage sale was fanon or lore you had to dig for, but no, the old man straight up sold the king of boos to some stranger over the counter.
High I.Q does not exempt you from stupidity, it seems.
On a similar note, there was no direct dialogue saying that E. Gadd brought on Mario to help fix the dark moon before contacting Luigi. E. Gadd says "I knew I should have gone to you first" at some point, but that could mean anything. ...So it's still possible that King Boo just straight up tracked down Mario and kidnapped him unprompted out of sheer spite.
King Boo is very well acquainted with the fact that contact with certain crystals can boost a ghost's power while slightly altering their appearance. This reinforces my theory that Luigi's Mansion King Boo and mainline King Boo are the same guy.
Apparently, if there's too much paranormal energy running rampant in our dimension, it will collapse in on itself. I think this would make a VERY good crisis to drive the plot of a future Luigi's Mansion game.
Despite E. Gadd's social ineptitude and occasional incompetence, he really does seem to care about Luigi deep down. Heck, I'm willing to bet that Luigi is E. Gadd's only real friend (for good reason tbh but it's still kinda sweet.)
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I've been meaning to ask. Why didnât Telemachus become king? Odysseus was crowned at 13, why didnât Penelope abstain and give the throne to Telemachus? Wouldnât that make things easier?
My oh my I definitely see where the confusion comes from given all the mixed information going on (which proves to me all the more why we need to stop with these "creative liberties" and actually show the complicated background info of these even to public or pop culture) so thanks for stating it.
Okay I think I need to start with this thing; I have no idea where this whole trend of "Odysseus was crowned at 13 years of age" came from đ. I cannot find a single source to mention it. In fact everything points to the part that Odysseus was fairly old when he got the throne. I suspect whatever on earth got blown out of proportion because of that random thing from the deleated musical song which again I have no idea where that idea came from... even the fact they said "Laertes went mad and Odysseus took over at 13" has absolutely no basis Odyssey-wise. Laertes turned mad in sorrow and agony by Odysseus's long absence and potentially by his wife's constant depression. Eventually he retired to the countryside and potentially that separation and lack of support broke Anticlea too who either withered away and died or gave an end to her own life. Either way the Odyssey mentions absolutely nothing about Laertes being mad before or this being the reason Odysseus took over or that Odysseus was a child when he took over. I shall keep digging the sources if more people have information on this but so far the only "source" of this is this deleated song...
(Unless your question is about why on earth Telemachus wasn't taking over in the musical universe and in that case I am with you because the whole plot was a mess to begin with yet alone with these random details added to the lore of it and I am glad they decided at least to deleate that song)
So let's get real here and provide some canon information about the Odyssey;
-> One there are not many kings to rule so early in mythology. Even in the Epigonoi version in which Diomedes fights and wins the war at the age of 14 and takes over Argos at such early age we do not have THAT much of a clue if he ruled by himself or not till he became of age which could also explain the need for him to get married early too, so that he could strengthen the allies and potentially have yet another set of councilors for himself. Another exception seems to be Neoptolemus who also seems to fight and rule early but at that time Peleus not only was alive but he was still ruler of Phthia. In fact he got exiled and rescued by Neoptolemus who then took over and began his campaign to Epirus. In fact apart from Diomedes neither Achilles nor Neoptolemus seem to be there as rulers at their own right for Peleus was still alive in Phthia (and Neoptolemus's grandfather was also alive in Skyros). In fact even Diomedes seems to always seek the support and assistance of Sthenelus and I do not think that is a coincidence given the young age of his when he took over. So Penelope wouldn't just stand down from regent just because Telemachus would be crowned at 16 or 17 years of age.
-> Odysseus left a clear order to Penelope back home that she were to rule in his name until their son was able to grow a beard aka when he was on the right age. That would be around late 20s or early 30s. That could also give us a mark as to when Homer considered Odysseus taking the throne himself. It is unclear when. For example was he already a ruler in his own right before he met Penelope when he went as suitor of Helen? Or maybe he took over after he got married? Hard to tell but for sure Odysseus was way beyond the age of 13 at that time. In fact in the Iliad he is mentioned to be of a "previous generation" and "early old age" which logically speaking is around his mid to final 40s. I suspect Odysseus was at least in his mid-20s when he married and I suspect it was around that time he himself took over, judging by the order he left to Penelope. Could he perhaps wish to delay the taking of the throne by his son as much as possible? Perhaps. But either way it was his last wish that his son would take over when he became of age.
-> Now of course if Penelope saw the time of crisis why didn't she speed it up? Well simple. If she did she would admit to herself and everyone else that her husband was dead. Penelope would never wish to admit that. She was always in belief that her husband was alive and he would be coming home. Since the suitors arrived at the 7th year mark after the end of the war, aka when Menelaus came back to Sparta for last, her first instict was to assume that Odysseus was falling behind and he was coming right after thus her first instict was to buy time over speeding the process up of Telemachus being enthroned. Remember also she never knew when her husband would be coming back. She might as well think "one year...maybe one year more". She was thinking that "anytime now he is coming back". It was only the final year that she also tended to lose all hope that her husband would come home and she was holding on by that seer hope that was slowly fading away
Also as per Odysseus wish Telemachus coming of age would mean his line would continue with him and then as he said Penelope would be free to remarry. The last thing Penelope wanted was to remarry much less to any of these men that were old enough to be her sons or close enough to that. Sure she could keep refusing but for how long? Everyone was culturally expecting her to remarry. Her father approved, the nobles of Ithaca approved etc. Telemachus might have no choice as king to set his mother for matrimony once more. Penelope was not holding on so no one would get the throne. Not only. She was also holding on because to her she could only have one husband. Admitting her husband dead would be the end of this. Thus her buying time instead. Obviously she wouldn't just randomly made Telemachus king and admit her husband dead from the very first moment a bunch of young princes entered the palace.
And another random idea that comes to my mind with this is; what if Penelope hoped after her trick was revealed that she could buy SOME time till she stopped being of fertile age? Her worth as a wife to these men was the potential of her having children and heirs for these men. If my calculations are correct Penelope was around in her early 40s when the events of the Odyssey take place thus the more urgency for her to marry. Perhaps she was hoping that even if it would be hopeless and her husband would never come back after all, she would not need to be married off again given her losing eventually her ability to reproduce. That is a hypothesis of course but given how most women were already experiencing menopause at their 40s is equally possible that Penelope was hoping for that. So that she would no longer be of use to the suitors or their families by losing her ability to reproduce and thus be left alone with her son and the memory of her husband.
-> However given the situation there was no guarantee that the suitors wouldn't plan the murder anyways. Although that last scenario seems slightly unlikely given how the suitors felt threatened that Telemachus might come of age which means that socially the rest of the Cephallinians would recognize him as their king when crowned thus them have no chance to state a coup but given the many myths of exiled kings and such (to name a few Agamemnon, Peleus etc) it is possible that Telemachus would be targeted anyways given how he doesn't have the reputation of his father.
Hope that helps. đ
#katerinaaqu answers#greek mythology#tagamemnon#the odyssey#odyssey#odysseus#penelope#telemachus#homeric poems#homeric epics#on line of succession
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EDEN 4164616D Lyric... process??
hello :) I wrote the lyrics for EDEN 4164616D on MACHINA MORI and a few other people are doing little lyric analysis/writing process things and I was like hey! I could do that! if you have your own analysis of these lyrics that might differ from how I wrote them initially: do not let my "official" interpretation make yours any less valid! feel free to share your analysis before you read this (or after!) if you want, I like to see what people think of my writing! but the main thing is that whatever EDEN made you feel, my intended meaning should not take that away from you
there are a few things I might keep a little secret for now because I might still be working on some lore that will be revealed later ;) but I'll talk about the main writing process and ideas I wanted to convey with this song in and of itself and you can dig into the lore later once it's done!
Giving content warnings for: Biblical imagery, talk of mortality and death. Analysis is all below the cut!
First of all, the little disjointed "a-a-a-a-ah" at the start was an intentional idea from me! I wanted it to sound kind of like a startup sound or like Rei was initializing her vocals for the first time. The background "ah"s later on were entirely Dav-P's doing though I cant take any credit for those! I can suggest you give them a careful listen though :)
The entire song is written to be directly from the perspective of EDEN's Rei, and I had something of a narrative in mind for it. It's a story as much as it's a song, and I put a lot of parallels in some of the verses between each other that I had a lot of fun with. I love writing I love words I love music I love this song!! I really am so glad I got to write it.
undefined Adam electric amalgam sparks intertwine in this vessel of steel sculpted in your image what am I?
This first section doesn't have a whole lot to dig into, it's mostly setting up for something later on and giving the impression of EDEN's Rei at initialization and how she feels (or rather, doesn't.) The use of the phrases "this vessel" and "sculpted" in place of the more human terms she will use for herself later in the song is very intentional! "Undefined Adam" is a very early lead in to the biblical imagery I used occasionally throughout the song, and also sets up the very basic premise of how Rei views herself and the world she is being born into: she is to humanity as Adam is to God, a new being made in the image of man as man was made in the image of God.
I cannot be one of a kind show me everything I want to feel the wind on my face the sea against my skin if you'd call it that
This section is largely also here to establish Rei's feelings, but she has a few more of them to dig into now! She is capable of want and what she wants is to feel, even if her wanting that shows she already has the capacity for it. She has this desire to experience the things that humans wax poetic about, the sea breeze and the waves on your skin. "If you'd call it that" refers directly to the mention of skin- Rei is a machine made of metal, so it's hard to really say if skin is what the surface of her body should be called. She's humanizing herself to an extent here, but she's also backtracking, putting that distinct separation between her body and a human body even though her initial instinct is to call them the same.
hello world teach me how to fly make me feel alive I don't know what am I? trapped in endless time
Hello, world! I was honestly worried that line would be a bit of a low hanging fruit and everyone was going to use it, but I couldn't resist it. And I'm glad I did put it in after! I'm pretty pleased with the second use of it but that's getting a bit ahead of myself.
This section is largely about Rei "waking up" more, coming to terms a bit more with her feelings and circumstances. She wants to learn what it means to be a person, but not necessarily "human"- there's still a big divide between her and humanity that should become clearer as the song progresses. "Teach me how to fly" is largely metaphorical here, but there might be something fun that comes of that in the lore later if you want to stay tuned for it ;) "Trapped in endless time" refers to the immortality of machines. Rei does not think her time on Earth will ever end, and while she knows that separates her from humanity she isn't really sure what that makes her.
hollow and heartless emptiness I can't fix somehow I find you reflect in me oh make me in your image divine light
"Hollow and heartless, emptiness I can't fix" is meant to show how Rei views herself here as empty and lacking in a heart in both a literal and figurative sense. She views herself as incapable of doing anything about this because she lacks the power over herself that her creators have over her. "Somehow I find, you reflect in me" is in reference to a common trope I may have borrowed for this, in which an android/machine's creators won't treat them with any sort of kindness or love no matter how human their creation is meant to be. EDEN Rei's creators view her as a means to an end and nothing more- her heartlessness is reflected in them. "Make me in your image" and its variations will be a recurring phrase, once again intending to draw on the biblical imagery of humans being made in the image of God. "Divine light" further refers to this- Rei views humanity and all of its facets as divine and unreachable to her without outside intervention.
the way I see you I want to be seen too strip away my inhumanity oh make me in your image heart and mind
This entire section is meant to establish how Rei wants to be seen as a person and granted the respect humans have for each other. She is made so similar to a human, but she is still not owed the respect being human commands, so she wants to be more similar to her creators. There is still a separation between her and them, hence, "make me in your image, heart and mind".
I cannot forget how she cried the stars in her eyes I want to know how did she catch the divine? is her dream lost to time? should I make it mine?
This is yuri by the way. The "she" referred to here is largely a secret for now, but she is someone Rei fell in love with, and she is also a machine. "How did she catch the divine?" may imply that this other machine actually grasped the human emotions Rei has been chasing... but "is her dream lost to time?" implies there wasn't a happy ending to this story. The main takeaway from this for tying into the rest of the song is this: Rei has loved someone, and that someone is now out of her reach.
hello world or is this goodbye? did I do this right? I donât know why am I running out of time?
Hello, world! I actually wrote this section before the other hello world section, and "hello world, or is this goodbye?" is probably one of my favourite sets of lines I wrote for this song. This is meant to be a somewhat direct parallel to the earlier section- where before Rei was "trapped in endless time", she is running out now. She isn't sure how much time she has left or if she has any at all, and she doesn't know whether she's used any of her time existing effectively. There's meant to be just a bit of fear or grief in the lyrics here: where before Rei's "I don't know" was in the context of not understanding the world around her and being inquisitive about it and her place in it, it's now in a context of not being sure she lived up to whatever expectations she found for herself, and not being sure she has enough time to change any of it.
burn with a new flame agonizing outbreak I don't want this but I'll never escape unmake me in your image I won't fight
"Burn with a new flame, agonizing outbreak" refers to the sudden and painful experience Rei is having with her own mortality, and is meant to imply anger or hatred towards the creators who made her feel this way. "I don't want this, but I'll never escape" as well as the "I won't fight" is here largely because despite everything she is feeling right now and her newly realized anger, Rei is not going to fight the fate she sees laid out in front of her. "Unmake me in your image" is to indicate that Rei knows she is about to be destroyed, and she's accepted this.
poetic irony everything denied me finally felt just a moment too late unmake me in your image why do I cry?
"Everything denied me, finally felt, just a moment too late" is another of my favourite lines I wrote for this, possibly one of my favourite lines I've written in general. "Everything denied me" is emotion, "just a moment too late" is indicating that it doesn't matter anymore. Despite her acceptance of her fate, Rei is hurting. She asks "why do I cry?" which is as much a question of why she is literally crying as it is a question of why it hurts so much to feel the things she has viewed this far as divine.
tell me how I'm meant to feel tell me if my heart is real make me what I wasn't meant to be tell me why, god, why? tell me why, god, who then am I? tell me why
This section includes the vocals that continue into the last two sections and is meant to kind of be the last few questions Rei has about her creation and destruction. She was built with the capacity to feel, but what was she supposed to do with that? If she is able to feel, does that mean she truly does have a heart? "Make me what I wasn't meant to be" is her final way of rebelling against her creators: she still wants to be human, to be divine, even after everything. The final questions are to do with her death. "Tell me why" is a demand for answers to everything. Why was she made? Why does she have to be unmade? "Who then am I?" is the question of who she is now, but also who she was supposed to be from the start.
pre-defined Adam electric amalgam fingers entwine in my body of steel you unmake me in your image scrap and wire
We get to revisit the first section now! This is a direct parallel to how Rei felt at the start of the song, while also showing that she is being disassembled in this moment. "Pre-defined Adam" in comparison to the earlier "undefined Adam" is to show that Rei knows now that who she was supposed to be was decided for her. "Fingers entwine in my body of steel" is meant to evoke the idea that someone is actively taking her apart in these last moments, and also parallel the earlier mentions of her body as "this vessel". Rei has come to view her body as hers, as opposed to just a vessel as she did at the start. "Scrap and wire" is simply what Rei knows she will become after she is taken apart.
mourning my own fate artificial heartbreak why do I love if I'm made just to hate? you unmake me in your image I don't want to die
This is probably my favourite section from the whole song I'm very proud of it. "Mourning my own fate" is fairly straightforward: Rei is about to die and she has to mourn herself. "Artificial heartbreak" mostly just sounds cool but also has to do with that grief, and in part to do with how Rei still doesn't view herself as human but instead as something else. "Why do I love if I'm made just to hate?" seems to be a line people really liked but unfortunately I can't say much about what it means here... it might have something to do with the circumstances around EDEN Rei's creation though! The rest is mostly more of the same and also self explanatory. Despite everything she has been through to reach this point, in her final moments Rei views herself as alive, and she doesn't want her life to end.
The scream at the end was also my plan and is meant in part to parallel the "startup sound" at the beginning! It's also where Rei dies, being fully disassembled by her creators. Although, maybe her consciousness could have escaped somewhere...? Been uploaded, maybe...? ;)
so yeah that was long and some of it was probably a lot more in depth than it needed to be but that's my writing process and main ideas for EDEN 4164616D! I really am proud of how this came out as a song and as a narrative, and I hope if you were interested enough in it to read this far you'll also be interested enough to keep an eye out for something that may or may not be related to it that might crop up either shortly before or after the MV releases!
if you're at all curious about anything else I didn't talk about here feel free to send me an ask about it!! I love talking about my writing process and seeing what people liked and disliked about what I made (and talking about anything else too!) so I'd be happy to see what people are curious about :)
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Omg ;;; I need to know more about Malpractice and silly lill "kid" user. Like what does Malpractice do once he takes them.
Or was it a slow process since Malpractice probably wanted to get an idea of what he's dealing with and prepare a room!
Omg, plz yap about him. I will love to hear everything about him ;;
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!!! i was literally so happy when I got this ask,,, ohmygah,, i would be more than happy to infodump about the physical incarnation of âoopsieâ âWHAT DO YOU MEAN âOOPSIEâ? YOUâRE CURRENTLY DOING OPEN-HEART SURGERY?ââŠ
this also got a little longer than i anticipated </3 i would add a 'read more', but it breaks the formatting and idk how to fix it :[ i just love him so much. i love my OCs so. i have to spill all his lore like it's spaghetti in my pocket at the slightest prompting.
Malpractice is a very methodical person in general. So I donât think heâd exactly rush in on trapping reader, but thatâs not to say he wouldnât want to be quick with it.
Reader probably has some sort of âgive-and-takeâ power, the kind thatâd be demonized to a certain extent. Probably a medical/healing related one as well, which would hit Malpractice right in his withered, literally rotting, heart.
The mentor would be a flashy sort of superhero, some sort of power relating to light/fire probably. You were assigned to each other not because the agency thought youâd work well together,
But because they were certain your mentor could keep you in check. They treated you like a ticking time-bomb, and the only reason they took you into their custody was to prevent you becoming an antagonistic force if youâd âfallen into the wrong handsâ.
They treated you like an object, is what Malpractice thought when he uncovered it all. Really, it hadnât taken very much digging at all to find your medical, training, and academic records.
âŠThen again, he supposes thatâs no fault of the agency. Of course there was an easy back door in for him, he made the system. It was funny, how they never bothered to change it much-- even though itâs been nearly a century.
Youâd think they wouldâve, since the agency was very well aware of the little hiccup that caused Malpractice to become the way he was. Granted, heâd never been a very altruistic or good person in the first place; but he never had the means to enact over half of what he does now until that âhiccupâ.
While the general publicâ and even a large majority of of the agencyâs staffâ didnât know of the connection, the higher ups most certainly did.
Well, no skin off his teeth if they didnât patch up the holes he used to get into their documents. Just made it all the more easy for him, hm?
But regardless, after reading the documents on you-- He decided to try and get you away from the agencyâs grasp as soon as he could.
At first, he simply watched you from a distance. Oh, how he hated it, watching you being treated like you were,
But he never made a move to intervene, to let himself known. Malpractice wasnât really known for being antsy-- he was a very patient person, all things considered.
Heâd waited years, hell, even decades, for plans to come into full effect.
This time around, with you involved, he could hardly even wait the three months he had before you fell into his awaiting arms.
It wasnât a fun time for him, having to keep tabs on you from afar; make sure you werenât getting roughed up too terribly.
Then, he started helping you when your mentor would just up and leave you; which he had come to know, was a very common occurrence.
Far more common than it should be. Even once would be far too much, considering how youâre frontal lobe wasnât even fully developed yet.
Usually, he didnât have much of an opinion on the particular people running the agency at the time. Heâs seen various board members and CEOs come and go,
But heâd couldnât help but think of this bunch as complete and utter idiots. cruel, biased idiots and not much more.
At first, youâd hardly notice his âhelpâ, when enemies would just keel over unconsciousâ or pitch forward and upchuck randomly, you thought it was strange how it was happening more and more oftenâ
You never made the connection though. Obviously, you wouldnât have, because no one was aware Malpractice had returned in the first place. He decided to lay low for once, make sure to leave his grand reappearance until after youâre safe and sound.
Eventually, his âhelping handâ got too obvious to ignore. Especially at one instance, where your mentor left you with an actual danger. Not some group of burglars or a smalltime, wannabe villain.
No. You were left with an established villain. One that even your mentor would have a little trouble subduing. In a rather uncharacteristic spur-of-the-moment decision, he sent in one of his helpers.
Your opponents suddenly getting sick, anytime they came even remotely close to landing a hit? Strange, concerning even; but ultimately, couldnât draw a strong enough connection to anything (or anyone) in particular.
However, when a re-animated corpse shambles on the scene and beats the shit out of the villain you were fighting,
Well, it was undeniable. The connection to Malpracticeâ the agency kept it a secret, something they did quite often. Theyâd realize he was around again, but wouldnât let the public know until Malpractice made himself known.
It was a self-preservation tactic, really. He could become quite agitated if his plan for a grand entry was smothered by the agencyâs meddling.
Heâs a very theatrical person, like his whole existence can be defined by the phrase âcomic book villains are just theater kids that somehow got the means to enact their shenanigans on a large scale.â.
After that, he didnât really see a point in not meeting you face to face. Obviously, he couldnât just waltz up to you! He understands that looks absolutely terrifying, even ignoring the reputation heâs built for himself.
Heâll just scare you off!
So obviously, the next course of action was to find a fresh corpse, embalm it to try and get the most out of it time-wise; and puppet it around in order to meet you.
Very normal behavior in his mind. But the again, he hasnât necessarily been all there for almost a century now-- not that heâd admit that part.
Out loud or otherwise.
When that body âexpiredâ, damage too noticeable for any sane person to assume they were a living, breathing person; he just got another one.
He did this a couple times, learning things about you from the source-- hopes, dreams, hobbies, interests, so on and so forth. He used his findings to create a room in one of his favorite safehouses.
Honestly, he's quite sure that the agency knows the location of it; but use that knowledge to purposefully avoid it. It's funny to him, how much fear he strikes in them, because the heads know better than anyone just how difficult he was to deal with.
They'd leave him alone, even when he took you. Wouldn't come looking for you, even if they put two-and-two together and figured out where you'd gone. But he'd be foolish to think that the only reason behind that would be the fear they feel for him.
No, they view you as expendable. All the more reason to take you in, obviously! Again, children shouldn't anywhere near this sort of work. Even if you aren't literally a child, you'd be hard pressed to get that through Malpractice's thick skull.
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