#there is a knife in my chest

[lamoureg]

cooking up a jayvik fic heavily inspired by doomsday by lizzy mcalpine. None of you are safe. i'm killing the masses. ur all going to be sobbing and begging for me to get my hands off the keyboard.

[yunogf]

J VHS HORROR COLLECTION inspo x x

[watchmegetobsessed]

i cannot do this any longer

credit: youbringmeeehome

[mceraki]

Ok am I the only one who doesn’t really like how the fandom treats suitcase? Specifically some of the people who want her to win.

Everywhere I look I’m seeing “suitcase deserves to win because she’s been through a lot”, “suitcase should win she had hallucinations” etc, when her ENTIRE ARC was centered around rising above that.

In episode 16, Baseball went easy on her when she revealed she was having hallucinations, and that’s basically how a lot of suitcase fans are treating her, as if her trauma is a reason for her to win/give her a break, like it’s a REWARD or something. Nickel didn’t treat her like a friend and took advantage of her, and her arc was becoming confident and standing up for herself, BREAKING FREE OF THE EXPECTATIONS EVERYONE HAD OF HER, and now so many people are just ignoring that & belittling her character, putting those expectations BACK on her like nothing changed, and it’s just so infuriating??

ofc the majority of suitcase fans aren’t like this. But I’ve seen a lot of youtube comments especially do this. And it’s sad bc it’s just COMPLETELY fundamentally misunderstanding her entire character. By saying suitcase should win PURELY bc she went through a lot of shit you are running over her character development with a bull dozer and it is Not Okay.

Suitcase is my bbg and u should take to heart what MePhone said at the end of ii16, (might not be exact) “who will win, the strong one or the weak one? Which is which?” Both Knife and Suitcase went through very different things, their arcs mirror each other and that is what is beautiful about it!! ppl should recognize that although she isn’t perfect she should NOT be patronized just because of her character. She is there to WIN and COMPETE, she is on equal level to Knife, and is not there to be pitied by her fans.

[venusandsaturnsrings]

cw: dubcon, n0ncon, needles, knives, painplay, n power dynamics

it was petty theft that got you here. an impulsive decision and lack of pocket change had you not so subtly snatching some silly product and in seconds you were dragged off by a member of the Gardes. the trial was speedy and you were handed a single month sentence to the fortress that turned into several though you had honestly lost count. due to the dukes own interest, he plucked you from the general prison populace and kept you tucked away in his own quarters permanently.

you weren’t a hardened criminal and didn’t get the chance to learn any tips or tricks from other prisoners so trying to pick a lock was a foolish idea but desperation leads to such stupidity. it was a brash attempt at some sort of tool combined with wiggling the knob and banging against the door obviously too loud that had Wriothesley whipping it open and knocking your skull against it. his scowl was fierce and you honestly wished looks could kill knowing a cruel punishment was to come.

teary eyed and shaking, you couldn’t even beg for mercy as the first cries were soon stifled with his tie in your mouth. he wasted no time stripping you and tying you firmly to a cold medical cot, grumbling out curses and other irritated verbiage. he opened and slammed a variety of drawers and cabinets, pulling out different tools he kept out of your line of sight, always preying on the fear he could build inside you. Wriothesley took his sweet time in gathering all he’d need before slamming a metal tray on the table next to you and contemplating his first choice in inflicting unforgettable pain. he settled on a thick needle. a wicked grin spread across his face.

hands coming to crudely slap, massage, and pull at your tits, he warmed you up before bringing the metal to your chest. ignoring the rapid shakes of your head and sobs, he made quick work of harshly threading it through the flesh of your left nipple. his fingers jostled it around and seemed to imitate the way he’d certainly be roughly taking you later as he slipped it in and out numerous times to maximize the pain and border on brutalizing your once clean chest. a thick piece of jewellery followed before he gave the other nipple the same treatment as blood dripped down, pooling against your sides and sternum. as if that wasn’t enough his hands returned to the tray once more to retrieve a clean and sharp blade.

he hummed a tune you didn’t recognize as he seemed to ponder over what design would be best along your stomach and collar bones. no amount of bracing yourself could’ve prepared you for the sting as he dragged the metal deep enough to scar. clean cuts of a W landed themselves on each collarbone before he carved a heart paired with some intricate swirls along your lower stomach, spitting on them once satisfied. Wriothesley dragged his fingers harshly over the fresh wounds smearing the blood everywhere. he once more turned to the tray.

spots danced across your vision from the searing pain and you almost missed the sight of the next item, a small vial of dark indigo liquid. he pulled the tie from your mouth and used one hand to keep it open before pouring the entirety to the back of your throat before snapping your jaw shut forcing you to sputter uselessly and swallow. his smile almost seemed sweet as he explained the purpose; enhancing sensations. quickly the pain you felt snapped tenfold and you were past the point of crying and launched straight into shock. the pets that landed along your head, soft coos, and condescending praise imitated that of a real lover and you wanted to throw up. Wriothesley moved himself to kneel atop the cot and spread your numb legs. you knew what was to come.

[angryteapott]

holy fuck when Zhuo Yichen wipes Xiao Jiu's tears and says "The sea of suffering is endless. As long as you return to the shore in time, there will still be a brilliant sunset waiting for you." and it cuts to Zhao Yuanzhou's face subtly breaking apart

[chaoticcoven]

Whenever Fina says "your house" instead of "our house"

[andrew-rannells-mustache]

Too tired to write a deep analysis post rn but do you think there’s some significance in EC carving EC on his sea chest (maybe/possibly at the beginning of the voyage) -> “Hickey” carving Hickey and CH on the Hickey knife (maybe/possibly sometime in mutiny camp/after the walkout)?? Like he carves his old name/initials on stuff when he’s becoming someone new or starting a new chapter. Carves EC into his sea chest as they set off -> casts off EC’s identity to become Cornelius Hickey. Carves Hickey onto his knife once he’s in mutiny camp -> casts off any name/identity to (attempt and obviously fail to) become Tuunbaq’s shaman. Reconfigure reinvent rearrange etc etc. Does this make any sense or is this just a bunch of words thrown together

[theinfinitedivides]

I, Carrion followed right by Eat Your Young. Icarus is the young and the carrion, the dinner cooking and the edges starting to burn this now turns into some kind of eucharist this is his body and blood. this makes no f*cking sense ik but the actual f*ck Andrew this is evil and cruel

[the---hermit]

03|04|2025

After a few days from my exam of the season, and the start of my break I would expect a more positive update, but I have not been doing well. My anxiety has spiked up, I am struggling to actually relax, and I feel like I am on the verge of a panic attack all of the time. I am not sure it's only the consequence of all the accumulated stress finally being released. I am regretting having emailed my thesis supervisor so fast, I should have given myself actual rest time before opening a new academic quest and it's weighing down on me badly. In the hopes of eliminating my procrastination anxiety right away, I simply given myself another mental burden I don't have control over, which was the last thing I needed right at this moment. There is no going back now and I feel like I will be unable to actually make the most of my long awaited break. Idk I just wish I could shut my brain off for a while and lock the world out for a bit. To help with the situation I have been keeping myself distracted as best as I could with audiobooks. They do not require the mental energy of physically reading a book, but they do provide the escapism I desperately need now. The one thing I need now is a manual task to keep me busy. I might reorganize my bookshelves for the millionth time, or find something to craft. I just need to keep myself busy enough not to let my anxiety take over.

📖: The Hunger Games by Suzanne Collins

[mostly-imagines]

I wanted an argument x fluff that accidentally in anger Jason would say this.

"And yeah, sometimes I regret marrying you. I regret being tied down, having to worry about someone else's safety. It'd make my life a lot easier if I didn't have to deal with your constant complaints and nagging."

What do you think would happen to the couple after the fight and he said that?

Please 😭

i thought about it and i cant write this because if a man said this to me i would kill him where he stands

[waltricia]

My heart hurts so much.

[mask4rah]

I think carving my name into her chest with the sharpest blade I own would cure me

[akirathedramaqueen]

So Stolas has got some competition huh

[toxycodone]

Apparently it's easier for my mom to remember Kabru as "guy number 2" instead of his name

I think if Kabru could read this he would cry about it alone in his room

[livelaughghoul]

Logan changing his instagram bio is my 13th reason.