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woundfuckerhusband · 8 days ago

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she definitely likes gorillaz

from skewed perspectives on pinterest

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woundfuckerhusband · 9 days ago

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im not a girl i just need to do this

hole invented girl rotting

#courtney love #hole band #hole #there is a hole that burns through me #girl rotting #you are not “femcel core” you have depression #stg

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inklore · 1 year ago

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no thoughts just jordan staring at marie <3

#i'm going bat shit #i'm trying to be so normal about them #like so so hard but i can't #the third one had me pausing the episode #like jordan really burned a hole through girlies head #down bad isn't even close #gen v #gen v spoilers #jordan li #marie moreau #jordanmarie #jordan x marie #THEMM <333

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cyberdragoninfinity · 1 month ago

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putting yuya in the severance program would just be so cruel

let's give this poor clown ANOTHER PERSONALITY. IDENTITY BREAKDOWNS FOR DAYYYS.

LIKE. HANG ON. i got so haunted by this concept i blinked and spawned an entire arc-v severance AU in my brain WHOOPS. AS IF IT'S MY FAULT SEVERING YUYA WORKS REALLY WELL AND ALSO WOULD BE CATASTROPHIC. IT'S NOT MY FAULT ARC-V SEVERANCE AU GOES HARD AS HELL

IM HAVING THOUGHTS. IM HAVING VISIONS. MAKE THAT CLOWN GET A JOB (what happens next will.. .. . well . it will be something !!)

#TY FOR THE INSPIRATION. BITES THROUGH A WOOD PLANK #not pictured but also outie yuto/innie yugo because that one's hysterical to me #ygo posting #asks #rampantlytyping #yugioh arc v #arc v severance au #<--for if some reason this burns another hole in my brain #ygoart #dana art

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woundfuckerhusband · 9 days ago

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romanticize this more so I can fix the hole burning through me

and the sky was all violet i want it again, but violent, more violent ⋅☆⋅

#hole band #hole #there is a hole that burns through me #courtney love #courtney love cobain #grunge #90s aesthetic

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ageless-aislynn · 10 months ago

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The one thing I regret the most is that I can't support everybody as much as I wish I could. I want to comment on everything my mutuals say because whatever they posted is important to them, so it's important to me, too! I want to comment on and reblog every fic they write, everything they draw, every GIFset they make, every headcanon post, every theory they put forth. I just want them to know how much I value them and their opinions and the things they create and I just inevitably miss so much and it makes me sad.

#mutuals my beloved #honestly you don't even have to be one of my mutuals for me to feel this way #i want to support everybody #i want all fics to be read and have comments #i want all creative posts whatever they are to feel appreciated #if you post about your day i want to like that post so you know someone saw it and they care #it just... burns me that i can't do this for everybody #i can't even do it consistently for a handful of people #i know nobody expects that #it's just how i feel #i feel helpless sometimes in life #and this makes me feel like i can support somebody and can maybe make their day a little better in this way #and i want to do it #you ought to see my list of to-be-read fics #i WANT to be reading them all #but if i don't have the time or the energy to comment i don't want to read and then forget to comment you know?#commenting on fics and vids and art posts is important to me #anyway i'm just rambling #i just wanted to let you know if i've failed to comment on or interact with in someway something of yours it's not because i don't care #i just didn't get there yet #or it slipped through the swiss cheese holes in my brain somehow #but i love you and support you and you're so important and i want you to always know that okay?#ageless aislynn

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annefic · 1 year ago

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LOTS OF PEOPLE BUSYBODIES up in my notes very CURIOUS and NOSY about the video of tim adjusting himself that was brought up (NOT BY ME!!! I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW IT EXISTED!!!) in response to the message I got about tim's... size

So here, ya filthy animals:

@thiziri sent me this! Don't fuckin' @ me!!!

#it's so obvious (even without this evidence) that he prefers traditional loose boxer shorts #and idk what is wrong with me (it clearly runs deep) but for some reason I think that's kind of cute #just feels... kinda old fashioned I guess? I feel like most guys these days don't? so probably a result of his dad being older #and y'all know that any mention of daddy laurence gets me FERAL #paniniseller in particular your use of the phrase ''plum shuffles'' has been BURNING A HOLE THROUGH MY BRAIN since I read it

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woundfuckerhusband · 7 days ago

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unforch

#kinderwhore #courtney love #courtney love cobain #hole #hole band #there is a hole that burns through me #grunge #grunge music #rock #women in rock #messy girl #female hysteria #dark femininity #this is a girlblog #run by a dude #how crazy

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woundfuckerhusband · 7 days ago

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me tbh

comechetos on pinterest

#sims 4 #sims 4 screenshots #don't ask me the cc I don't play sims #basemental drugs #courtney love #hole band #hole #grunge #jack off jill #angel #fiona apple #live through this #music #there is a hole that burns through me #sims 4 basemental #kinderwhore

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downtherabbitholewithlucy · 2 years ago

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🫦His shaggy hair & thick sideburns🫦

#it's that kind of hair where you would gladly let him lay his head over your lap and run your fingers through it for hours #like pet his hair - caress his head - massage his scalp until he just falls asleep on your lap like the adorable sleepy boi he is #and those bushy side burns just give you something rest your palms against as you go in and kiss the ever living daylights outta him #baby boy is so dreamy and looking at him just gives me an instant boost of serotonin #Wes Borland #Limp Bizkit #nu-metal #Black Light Burns #down the rabbit hole

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sherlock-is-ace · 9 months ago

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#i'm done i'm so fucking tired #i want to burn the internet to the ground #i want to destroy my computer chuck my phone into a river and go live in the middle of nowhere #no wifi no 4g no nothing #i want to die because we cannot fucking escape this shit #meta using my art to train ai and refusing my request to stop #my computer not being able to run glaze or nightshade or any of those ai poisoning thingies #spam emails and text messages and whatsapp messages and bots in the comments #and just EVERYTHING TRYING TO SELL ME THINGS WHILE ALSO STEALING WHAT'S ALREADY MINE #i hate it i hate it i can't fucking stand it anymore #and you'll be like ''then why don't you go offline then... nobody's making you have an instagram account''#and you'd be right... if it weren't for the fact that i chose the one fucking career that DEMANDS online presence #i already struggle to find work as an illustrator WITH social media and POSTING MY ART ONLINE #how the fuck would I do it if people don't see my art?!#and sure people have illustrated books way before the internet existed... sure... BUT IT DOESN'T WORK LIKE THAT ANYMORE #i'm so fucking angry and tired and frustrated that there's no way out of this #the internet is becoming unusable yet life demands it #my only option right now it to fuck myself and my beliefs and let companies steal my hardwork for the benefit of..?#having no notes in my posts except for the bots commenting ''see 👀my hole 🍑 daddy 💦 kitten 😻 ready 4 u 🤤 subscribe🔥 pay 💲 me''#i'm sick of this #i don't want to delete everything i ever posted online because A. at this point that's useless and B. again. how the fuck would i get work?#also even then... emailing my clients their finished illustrations goes through google drive or gmail...#do we think google is nice and doesn't steal images to train generative AI?#''talk to your representatives they need to make laws about this'' my fucking president is currently chumming it up with elon fucking musk #while people here are starving to death #we're literally going to freeze this winter because the genius goverment has fucked up our gas supply and that's used not only for heating #but for ELECTRICITY PRODUCTION #so we won't have a wat to heat our houses cook or even fucking SEE AT NIGHT #and you want me to ask them to make copyright laws?!#i want to die

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taltwee · 22 days ago

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“Huh?” But in the context of like anytime anyone says anything at all and “what?” As in speak the fuck up please,

#icantfuckinghearworthashit #speak up please I have a gun #I burned a hole through my head with earbuds at 12 because I was actually cool #iblamenightcore #talk to me #hearing #thought daughter #dumbfuckassears #im just a girl #mumblings #go fuck yourself #funny #what #what if I started slapping you?

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thr4shit · 2 months ago

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I'm tired of the memories of being looked on in pity...

I don't want us PITIED.

Stop reminding me of Her pathetic, false PITY.

#the clowns are rambling instead of dancing #random posts #I'm not signing off. But god fucking damnit...#The day people stop pitying someone they don't try to understand is the day the world ends. And it makes me SICK.#(in our case it is our “Mother” pitying us opening up about our dissociation but not believing us when we try to get help)#cw dissociation #cw fakeclaiming #she contributed to the “uglier” side of our mind just as much as our father's temper did. SHE is not GUILTLESS.#no matter how GUILTLESS She acts. do not believe it. EVER.#Even in memories She just PITIES us falsely. I want to burn a hole through that patch of memory. Block it out.#Remove the pity and just BE. Memories to the wind. Still in pain maybe. But no longer PITIED and FALSE CODDLED by a false Mother #fuck your pity.#cw family issues #cw childhood trauma #< ?#if I'm being honest. she contributed more than he ever did. she made the habits that we started relying on unwillingly in response to him #She broke us. and I will never NOT blame Her for it #vent #personal vent #mental health vent

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secondpersonpoetry · 4 months ago

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you’ve probably already read it before, but the poem Party by Kim Addonizio really got me tonight. first thought was “oh man. yeah” and then my second thought was “how can i make this about my hockey guys somehow………..”anyway! have a good one!

oh. oh.

#don’t think i’ve read this kim addonizio poem and it just blindsided me like a truck thank you so much #i. oh god. like yeah.#pour me shitfaced into your car i feel like you own a comforter extremely dysfunctional only in surface details like which person was the #black hole and the distant spark in space that might’ve been a star there’s something too with unrelenting mist / many-headed mist / missed #who knew mis(t)/sed had undone so many. while you keep an eye on the burner here’s hoping this flame doesn’t go out #the flame as in the spark as in don’t let me have pinned my hopes on you to watch it burn out again but also me. like please let me not go #and i think there’s something there too with the repetitive ‘i have just met you’ and i already love you that reminds me both of a story #colman domingo told abt meeting his partner i cry everytime i hear it right when he says ‘i think i love u &you’re about to change my life’#and i KNOW there’s another poem. and i feel like it maybe has a dog and it talks about how they don’t even know you but they love you #OH IT’S ALSO. OH MY GOD THAT’S IT. i mean not exactly so maybe i have read this before & it’s what has been haunting me for so long but #the opening line to tim seibles naïve is ‘i love you but i don’t know you’ - mennonite woman #the odds of that dog poem being a carl phillips poem is non-zero btw. his poems about dogs make me see shrimp colors (bertuzzi thesis)#ANYWAY. agreed. this is incredibly hockey and incredibly hurtful because they DO bond like this in 0.0001 seconds because if you can’t #you’re fucked. you have to just find somebody and fall in love with them and it’s the salmon and the triple cream brie like they got taken #out to some fancy meet the donors team night in their suits and one of them is dealing with a heartbreak and a trade and are the things #they think true or are they just missing what the used to have. jamie who used to empty and refill the ice tray YES sorry i have been a #little bit thinking that about the trevor dealing so poorly with the breakup and i wish i had another narrative (which i do) but it fits #trade deadline tragedy #and also the formation of a codependent rookies like. two guys that get drafted and brought up together and suddenly they’re doing #everything together and it’s your first time in the big show and none of your old college friends understand because they’re not there #and you can’t get it. like you think you know but they can’t understand and the loneliness and it IS guys taking care of each other #(alexa play harriet by hey rosetta! but specifically the bridge) and it’s just. i just!!! trying to fill up the missing pieces of your life #like i cannot convey WHOMST i am trying to pin this narrative to this is going to rotate for a long while i think #because it’s not a wild i fell in love with you at first sight it’s a you were kind to me when i was broken. and i love you for that.#like who is FALLING APART &happens to fall into someone else’s arms. purely for the partygirl aspect the devil (old hrpf) says ‘13 bennguin #who among us hasn’t fallen mildly briefly brilliantly in love with a stranger and imagined a future where you get everything you want #sometimes we love people for who they are and sometimes we love them for what we’re not and sometimes for who we think they’ll be #this was a very long way to say thank you for sharing <3 i will also be making this about my hockey guys <3 #OH MY GOD IT’S DPAIRS. WHO’S BEEN THROUGH SEVERAL DPAIRS #nonny <3

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soupbtch · 5 months ago

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I don’t know what possessed me to write this fic I’m currently working on but please allow me to apologize in advance

#actually I do know what it is: I love writing angst and I haven’t done it in months #it has been burning a hole through me and now I’m projectile vomiting it all into gdocs #there’s not even gonna be SEX in this one can you believe it!!! just pain #danny writes

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outeremissary · 8 months ago

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Very dumb how you can't out-logic mental illness because it always seems to have something factually true to throw at you when you go "this breakdown is all stupid and made up."

#many things in my life would be better with stable irl connections but at this point it's hard to believe it's possible #especially if you don't want to go on dates.#and I am finding that more and more I don't trust myself to make any connections I won't inevitably burn to the ground #either of my own volition or during a breakdown #everything is unbalanced but what can you do? not much #drown yourself in fiction and hope it all disappears #I don't like being the creature that I am.#venting #if I could at least go through life without envy. but it's not possible. the feeling is there to remind me of what I lack #and I can try to shove down the feeling but I can't fill the hole #sometimes I wonder if it would be easier if people just pretended I didn't exist #I feel like I'm always being teased by the joke my company might be worthwhile and then feeling it yanked away. idk why I fall for it

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