#there are days i wish i was a guy and gay
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does this lineart make me look nervous
#oh medic oh medic#oh brother this guy STINKS#fun pen! shaky hand#my art#traditional art#sona art#doodlings#anthro art#furry art#also friend asked the other day if my rat boy was a sona or#an oc AND IF UR EVER CURIOUS I HTAG sona art as sona art and oc art as oc art#sorry for fifty billion sonas i’m gay#also i WISH kyle was a sona because they’re eli’s ghoul so that means#that means i
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"Innocence died screaming, Honey ask me, I should know. I slithered here from Eden; Just to sit outside your door"
-From Eden, Hozier
aka: au where they grow old in the dungeon together in their monster forms.
#my art#fanart#strawberridraws#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#farcille#marcille donato#farlyn thorden#fallin tourden#fallin touden#guys what is her name the anime / manga got me confused lmao#anyways#had fun with this piece!#I always stress-make fan art during my finals/important times oop#got a super important bfa portfolio due in like three days yipeee#wish me luck#OH YEAH about the “au” lol#basically what if marcille realized that keeping fallin in her monster form would make her have the same life span as a dragon/her#so she like. steals her and they hide away#and for some reason laois gives up#(he would never but this is my special lesbian angst au so shh)#so then they just rot in the dungeon together with dungeon master marcille and monster fallin hehe#I love gay people !!!!!
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Couple of halloweenies I drew last year!!
#animaniacs#animaniacs pinky#animaniacs brain#animaniacs fanart#pinky and the brain#pinky and the brain fanart#patb#patb fanart#brinky#gay mice#fanart#digitalart#old art#art#artist on tumblr#doodles#Halloween#Imma post some halloweenies from last year for the next few days cause I still enjoy these a lot#this was a redraw based on some breakfast box#I wished I had that breakfast box#or lunch box? idk headache doesn't make me speak good English today lol#I love old patb merch sm you guys😞
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“I am never getting inside that head again”
“I need your word, Erik”
IM STILL THINKING ABOUT THAT LONG STRETCH OF SILENCE BEFORE HE NODDED
I NEED TO SEE WHATS IN HIS HEAD GIVE ME UR TELEPATHY CHARLES
Erik probably tried to talk to Charles despite what he just said 🙁
i need to ask more creative people to come up with what he might’ve said my brain is not working
“Charles..?” “Please listen to me, Charles” “I missed you so much, it hurts to think of it” “Can you hear me?” “Why won’t you talk to me?” “You’ve changed so much” “Who are these people? Charles?”
hmm something like that
i’m craving angst for these guys honestly
Sad wet dog!Charles x Touch-Starved!Erik i miss you
sighh these guys make me crazy 😔
#gonna punt them to pluto#they’re subjecting pietro and logan to their gayness#have some consideration guys! geez!#staring at the moon rn woahh#dofp cherik oh how i miss you#that look on erik’s face damn#he’s taking in everything new about charles and immediately loving them#YOU’RE GAY#my wrist hurts 🙁#might read dofp script and see how much they changed 👀#i like reading scripts#it’s like reading a fanfic but it’s canon 😼#thats so stupid 😭😭#gonna go to bed!!#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#x men#professor x#magneto#xmcu#wish does not shut up#xmen days of future past#dofp
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Me cuz I just bought two sweaters from the Conan gray store
#conan gray heather#wish i were heather#heather day#heather#bungou stray dogs#bsd#bungou gay dogs#bsd dazai#bored#dazai osamu#silly little guy#ahhahhahahah#you gave her your sweater
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i know i haven’t posted in forever, but ive been wanting to draw arcane fanart so so bad!! Ive has these drawings in my doc for a while (drew this pre-season 2) and went back to change some anatomical errors
hoping ill get the motivation to draw more stuff again
#arcane#vi arcane#jinx#this was the first time ive drawn either of them and i was gay panicking the whole time#i love vi sm i wish i could capture her features better#i would love to draw vi and cait one of these days#anyways i hope you guys like the drawings#volaeart
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I miss you Lorna… this is such a mess
This is an old message and I had several other similar messages, but I miss you guys and hope you’re all doing well!! I’m sorry to see nothing has improved.
I saw I was kindly mentioned by @awesomefringey and some other commenters the other day, so just wanted to log in and say hello and log back out for a few more months. 💕
Sending so so much love to all of you. Take care of yourselves and each other, please.
The video is still on YT.
#Anywayyyyy#The fandom added a whole lot more C to my C-PTSD#So a nice random message every few months instead of a freshly posted death wish is LOVELY.#Don’t fret. On meds and therapied but fresh tf out of money from it so @ L and H… lornasaurusrexx at g*ail is the PayPal if ur bored 🙃#I hate to be like this but protect your hearts. They’ll never be able to look out for you guys and they feed these trolls ammo for snacks#and it seems to have only gotten worse. Gotta keep them hets hetbaited for their money whilst actively encouraging them to bully yall? Why?#STILL!? At this point it feels like they’ve both chosen that path deliberately now and I find it quite gross. but I’m also very far removed#So don’t worry about my opinions. Keep trusting your own intuition!!! You all see it. I love you guys and your beautiful hearts and empathy#But I hope they can sleep at night knowing the absolute fucking genuine WRECKAGE they left across the Big Gay War generation/era of Larries#Don’t worry guys I’m just as dramatic as ever. None of this has anything to do with them coming out or anything. Just how we were treated.#But trust I fuckin mean that shit from the deepest darkest pit of my Demon Larrie™️ heart. They encouraged this. 🤷🏼♀️#Anyone who cares about my actual life updates: I’m a school nurse now and will be working at a bougie summer camp over break#Had a surgery I needed. Got new tattoos and piercings. In a happy and healthy relationship with the best dude for almost a year now.#OH and I went to New Zealand last year with Prettytruthsandlies!!!! We made a pact back in our Big Gay War/college days to go. And we DID!!#I got overstimulated and overfed and puked in Hobbiton. 🤣 (It was the best time of my LIFE GENUINELY🥰🥰🥰🥰🥹🥹🥹)#Okay BYE LOVE YOU GUYS#There are better and more humane ways to maintain a closet ..like literally STFU entirely. Ignoring it and not exploiting a kid is FREE#🇵🇸
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Not only have several of my former classmates gotten married, just found out that now one is having a kid?? 😭😭 just reiterating: i cant believe some people my age are doing that dklsldls. Where do they find time to work/study AND develop intricate crown prince rudolf headcanons once they do that
#married people and parents still have hobbies yadda yadda. you dont need to tell me that kslsld its a joke#its interesting how strong an emotional reaction of Otherness i have to these types of news dkkdld. like its always 'good for them but i#dont think i could ever want this'#i mean im not opposed to gay marriage in my future depending on how life plays out but i would not want to do it to 'settle down' i think#dont necessarily want a big house a garden a golden retriever or a car 😭#and def no kids#i guess its partly a reaction to kind of.... idk at a younger age more people are more 'restless' like me and then many change their minds#so its invalidating to be 'left alone' when you used to have allies who could relate to your life choices/wishes haha#i think being gay complicates this... i used to think it was a blessing for making it less of an expectation but actually turns out soooo#many girls on dating apps and online have or really want kids 😭 and i'm just like. good for you but this doesnt work for me#ugh anyway yeah. you guys better still be following me for rudolf posting when i'm 45 with a mortgage and an evil day job x#xD#you can take time off from your spouse and kids to log onto tumblr com and look at this shit 🥰🥰 for md ☺️#me*
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some durgles ( durge doodles)
#my art#bg3#durge#it has been like 30000 years since ive played bg3 bc it takes up so much damn space on my laptop and i. refuse to allow that#BUT I STILL LOVE MY GUY... wish i could finish act 3 one day. sad!#</3 he deserves his happy gay little ending but alas!
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Is that character gay? *points at Mine*
Allegedly.
#snap chats#depends on what day you check the wiki. schrodinger's homosexual#i couldnt FATHOM showing mine to my mom i know she'd be so annoying 😭😭😭#actually i cant even imagine what'd happen. 'is he gay' 'yeah' 'oh-' LIKE WHAT. WHAT NOW MOTHER WHAT HAVE YOU SAY TO THAT#like i think my mom asks that so much as a cope for my existence when i dont even like men mom As Per Usual mother you got it wrong#she's so weird because her. 'best work friend(? boss?)' is gay so she doesnt care about gay people she just doesnt like. me LMAO#but my moms selective hating aside i do wish i could show her characters i like#not because i want to bond with her but because it always seems funny when everyone else does it with their parents#but id just be too embarrassed ... or i can just imagine her saying like. every other chara is scary lookin. or ugly. liek my grandma did 💀#my sisters keep telling me to show her daigo since they think he looks like our dad and im always tempted to#god wait that just reminds me how when i did a daigo cosplay last year my dad saw me and he was like 'you're like a mini me :)'#like .... cmon dawg youre not helping LCKAEJLKCJAE love him. hope to see him again soon <- literally just saw him#wait while im rambling my dad came over and our 'uncle' (no actual relation just dad's friend) gave us. 12 fucking bottles of wine#when no one in this house drinks enough to warrant TWELVE BOTTLES ?? so funny. at least my sis and her husband drink#and i have one (1) friend who drinks LOL so thats cute. do i have any other unnecessary lore bits to drop before i disappear for a week#our ac broke and its been hot as balls. yeah thats it thats the end of it see you guys next week
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traitor to the cause forgets national holiday every year KILL HIM
#just realized i wrote may instead of marsh lmao. fuck it#trans day of visibility#trans day of eating food#tdov#tdov 2024#transgender day of visibility#trans#transgender#lgbt#gay#my art#another year eh#still in pretransition purgatory (get me tf out!!!)#idk man past year's been bad. last time i showered was july i'm goin 9 months strong 9 months weak 9 months decrepit#i manage to go through the motions with not much else in the way of progress. eat sleap shit piss rinse reuse recycle#trans day of eating food is shaky too this year. just found out yesterday i can't eat a snack anymore that i've liked since i was a kid#discovered a new love for green beans though. everything in balance#with my living situation getting more unsafe i've been thinking a lot about asking my neighbor if i can stay with him and his family#cause i don't like... see people other than them anymore so i don't know anyone else i can ask lol#and maybe i can get my shit together and start transitioning if i get out..... it's the least i need to do anyways#at least i gotta ask if he would be willing to oversee my funeral in the event of it cause i do nnnnot trust my next of kin with that shit#go watch youtube “Protecting Trans Bodies in Death” by Caitlin Doughty. contains important info for anyone really but#especially so for the titular transengendered individual#write your will... OK?#it doesn't have to be a bummer do it with a friend make it a girls night boys night hotties sleepover#death mention cw#wish i had more to say on the topic this year that wasn't a downer. i'll see what the next year holds#and hey... if a guy like me isn't giving up a motherfucker like you sure as hell shouldn't... adios & bon voyage my compatriots. SALUTE
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I love and cherish by edits and stuff of my dramatic high fantasy guys, my minecraft guys, my silly little monsters, my dramatic sci-fi guys, my animated guys
But can we please also normalize making edits and stuff of like regular ass sitcom guys
Like where are the badass edits of Rosa Diaz, the crush edits of Tahani al Jamil, the ship edits of David and Patrick, the comfort edits of Chidi Anagonye
I say this as a person who lives in fantasy and whimsy content
I feel like we deserve both
(Ps I rambled a lot about this in the tags so maybe check them out :3 👀👀👀)
#I mean it though#like I rewatched schitts creek recently and David and Patrick are so sweet they make me sick#and as like a realizstic world sitcom their relationship gives me so much hope for the future as a queer person#like ughh my god it’s beautiful#and like#THE GOOD PLACE???#this brilliant absurdism hopeful goofy thing like actually changed by Brian chemistry when I was 11 or 12#the friendships are so beautiful#and like the end always have me crying#also back to schitts creek the cabaret episode is such a comfort episode to me#and maybe that’s because I’m such a theater kid but I feel like it’s a really good Stevie episode and who doesn’t love Stevie budd#and like the growth of Alexis#also Moira rose is a gay icon#and b99 may be your more stereotypical ‘office’ type show but I know so many people who love it#for good reason like the characters are stereotypical in some ways but they are so unique and lovely#like the positive rep of queer people and people of color#and Jake’s constant feminism (AND SUPPORT OF TRANS WOMEN!)#guys tag any of your favorite day to day normal ass sitcoms that you wish you had cute dramatic or fluffy or simpy or motivational edits fo#also back to schitts creek one last time- a Stevie and David platonic soulmates edit please I’m begging#anyway#I digress#I hope this gets seen by at least a few people that agree lmao#hopefully it makes sense#sitcoms#schitts creek#b99#the good place#ramblings#GUYS ABBOT ELEMENTARY#ariana speaks
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hrrmm first class cherik
thinking about specifically while they’re at the CIA
“what an adorable lab rat you make, Charles”
“don’t spoil this for me, Erik”
“Oh i’ve been a lab rat, i know when i see one 😏”
you’ve know this man for a minimum few days why are you already flirting with him
“what do you know about me?”
“everything”
GIRL NOW IS NOT THE TIME TO BE PULLING OUT POETRY WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU
they just met each other and they both knew they were soulmates 🤨
i really want to know what went through Erik’s head after Charles convinced him to stay
what made this different Erik? you have the file on schmidt and you’ve never needed anybody else’s help for these past eighteen years. What made you stay?
he probably just found Charles hot or something 😒
it was either here or on their roadtrip they found out about each others love for chess
Raven and Hank side eyeing them. they know what they are 🤨
“Erik, you decided to stay 😊”
“👀😏”
gawd damn these guys are messing me up 😭
#i stole that gif off twitter lol#idk whats wrong with these guys#WHY ARE YOU GAY#honestly shocked they didn’t kiss in this movie like what?? 🤨🤨🤨#my delusions are keeping me alive#thats it you’re going out the window 😾#you’ve know this man for a day why are you already offering to spend nearly all your time with him now#‘i don’t know you but you’re hot so lets go on a roadtrip together 😻’#gonna whack him upside the head honestly#erik lehnsherr giggling kicking his feet and twirling his hair because of this man JESUS#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#x men#professor x#magneto#xmcu#xmfc#xmen first class#wish does not shut up
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do you guys think cash tankinson liked men
#dc#the batman 2004#sorry i thought about that guy again. i kindof miss him i should rewatch the batman#hes only in like 2 fcking episodes but i just want to rewatch the batman in general this aint about him anymore#hell i miss their robin 🥺🥺 <- will love anything if theres a robin#but like the batman is actually pretty good it can carry itself w/o robin hes just awesome bonus. and cash cuz i like accidentally gay shit#what was i talking about. i literally said it i think cash would like men bruce could teach him#thats also a thing NEVER CANON i think is funny cash would be like oh fuck im gay bruce wouldnt give a shit he already forgot what they did#i dont think theres any fic of them that should be a fic. free fic idea 4 any1 who gets my vision or one day i might be crazy enough 2 do i#there should be one of those like. identity love triangles but its completely one-sided bruce/batman dont even know that its happening#^ could be the same fic or separate i just think the concept of brucecash. cashbruce is funny i wish ppl could see this.......
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https://www.webtoons.com/en/canvas/alma-four-spirits/list?title_no=503378
its only half a chapter... oh well
#art#oc#family#webtoon#comic#gay#it gets worse from here#hopefully the art gets better#ill figure out how to draw quickly and well one day#queer#werewolf#dragon oc#werewolf oc#original character#original comic#web comic#comic art#comic strip#sad comic#horror comics#romance comic#fantasy comic#ongoing story#lgbtq#i wish i could have it all drawn already#siblings#silly little guy#enemies to friends#enemies to lovers#alma:4spirits
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pro: ran into a coworker at a bar last night who I don’t really talk to usually (he works upstairs, I work downstairs) and we talked and im pretty sure we were highkey flirting and he bought me a drink and the bar merch shirt i was interested in and thanks to the power of alcohol i guess i asked for his number and he gladly gave it to me and. yeah
con: i have the second worst hangover i have ever had and have been fighting for my fucking life just to eat saltines
#it’s getting better but only now that it’s like. 6pm#as weird as it sounds part of why this sucks is that I volunteered to come into work today cause there’s a concert going on nearby which#usually means we’re at least somewhat busy -> make better tips#and I couldn’t go in because well. you know#I’ve been sick and dying in bed all day unable to move or eat or anything#let alone take the bus and go to work#but. as much as I wish I didn’t go this overboard I don’t totally regret last night cause.#yeah. potential thing going on with cute coworker guy. OH and potential job opportunity at my favorite bar in town#apparently said coworker Also has a job at the bar in addition to where we both work and the bar is hiring barbacks at entry-level#so I have someone to vouch for me and the bartender we were talking to seemed to really want me to apply too#one thing that’s kinda funny to me about all this is that the first two places (a bar then a club) we were at felt really mid because they#were packed with way too many straight people (at a gay bar and a gay club)#but the bar we ended up at (where we ALWAYS end up at. it is the oasis. it is the only thing I can rely on) felt. like. not overwhelmingly#straight? at all? I mean part of it’s just luck in a way with just who happened to be there and all that but it’s also that the staff seem#pretty significantly populated with queer ppl#I complained to the bartender about how the club we were at (one of the biggest gay clubs in the city- if not The biggest) just felt kinda#meh because yeah maybe there were some guys dancing in jockstraps and whatever but the crowd itself like. did not feel largely queer#or at least didn’t have the spirit I’d hope for in a queer space if that makes sense. felt very conventional. not enough wild outfits and#makeup and gender fuckery and so on#and the bartender was like dude I KNOW right? I went off outside there once about the invasion of cishets when this space isn’t FOR them#and so on and so forth. and god that was So real.#so the experience at my beloved bar last night was like. 1) guy comes up behind me just to order a drink but i was saving a seat for my#friend who was in the bathroom and mentioned that in case he was looking to take the seat. chatted a little. ended with him pointing out#that a guy nearby was trying to holla at me.#2) I look over and yes. the dj is. in fact. looking directly at me and mouthing the lyrics to whatever song was playing pointed my way.#it was pretty sweet honestly I think it was partly cause I looked like I was shy and alone#3) whatever gay shit was going on with my coworker and i. amusingly he seems to get more flamboyant when he drinks just like i do.#im not 100% sure what his sexuality is but i Am 100% sure it is Not straight. but yeah. if it hadn’t been so close to closing time ive been#hardcore wondering where that would’ve gone. maybe its for the best that i had to go when i did cause i was pretty drunk and who knows when#I could’ve hit the amount of drunk it takes to like outright say hey just so you know i’d suck your dick right now if you wanted
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