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Its Always Been You
alexia x reader
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The stadium lights cast a soft glow over the pitch as you and Alexia jogged toward the center circle. Training had ended hours ago, but the two of you lingered, just like you had so many times before. The empty stands echoed with the faint sounds of your laughter as you passed the ball back and forth, the simplicity of it grounding you in a way few things could.
It had been this way for as long as you could remember. You and Alexia, side by side, growing up in the small fields of Mollet del Vallès, dreaming of someday making it big. Youâd shared everythingâtrophies, heartbreaks, and countless late-night talks under the stars about life and love. But it wasnât until this past year that you truly understood how much she meant to you.
"Still got it," Alexia teased, nudging the ball toward you with a grin.
"Always," you replied, stopping it effortlessly under your foot. "But youâre slowing down, old lady."
Alexia laughed, rolling her eyes. "Iâm six months older than you. Donât push your luck."
You smirked, but the familiar ease between you made your chest ache. You werenât sure when it startedâthis shift in your feelings for herâbut now it was undeniable. The way her laugh lit up your world. The way her eyes held yours a second too long. The way being around her felt like coming home.
âRemember when we were kids and used to stay out here until it was too dark to see the ball?â she asked, a wistful smile tugging at her lips.
You nodded. âYour mom would come yelling, telling us to get inside before we caught a cold.â
âShe always thought you were the bad influence.â
âMe? Youâre the one who insisted on practicing corners for hours,â you shot back.
Alexia shrugged, her smile turning softer. âMaybe. But look where we are now.â
Her words hung in the air, and for a moment, everything stilled. Time, space, the years youâd spent as teammates, friendsâeverything came rushing back. You thought about all the people youâd dated, all the moments youâd tried to fill the void that only she could seem to occupy. It had taken you thirty years to realize it, but Alexia had been right there all along.
The silence stretched too long, so you nudged the ball toward her and said, âHow about a little one-on-one? Letâs see if youâve still got it.â
Alexia grinned, accepting the challenge. You both fell into the rhythm of the drill, laughter mixing with the sound of your feet pounding the turf. She was quick, as always, and for a second, you forgot about the feelings bubbling beneath the surface. You were just two players, pushing each other like youâd done your whole lives.
Then you lunged to steal the ball, and your foot caught hers. Alexia stumbled, and before you could stop your momentum, you fell on top of her.
âLex! Are you okay?â you asked, heart pounding as you scrambled to brace yourself, your hands on either side of her head.
âYeah, Iâm fine,â she said, laughing breathlessly. Her hands instinctively landed on your waist to steady you.
You looked down, your faces only inches apart, and froze. Her eyes met yours, wide and glinting under the lights. Time seemed to stand still. You could feel the rise and fall of her chest beneath you, her warmth radiating against you in the cool night air.
âY/NâŚâ she said softly, her voice almost trembling.
Before you even registered what you were doing, you leaned in. Your lips brushed hers, tentative at first, as if you were testing the waters. But the moment her mouth moved against yours, the hesitation melted away. You kissed her like she was the only thing tethering you to the earth, pouring years of unspoken emotions into that single moment.
When you finally pulled back, your heart was racing, and so was hers. Her cheeks were flushed, her gaze searching yours for somethingâreassurance, maybe, or an explanation.
âIââ you started, but Alexiaâs hand moved to your cheek, her thumb brushing against your skin.
âYou donât have to say anything,â she said, her voice barely above a whisper. âJust⌠was that real? Because Iâve been dreaming about it for a while.â
Your lips parted in surprise. âYou have?â
Alexia nodded, her hand still resting on your face. âIâve loved you for as long as I can remember. I just didnât think you felt the same way.â
A shaky laugh escaped you, more disbelief than humor. âAre you kidding? Lex, youâve been my whole world. I justâ I didnât realize it until recently.â
She smiled then, a slow, breathtaking smile that made your chest ache in the best way. âI guess weâve been wasting a lot of time, huh?â
âMaybe,â you admitted. âBut weâve got forever now.â
She nodded, her forehead pressing against yours as she whispered, âPromise me something?â
âAnything.â
âPromise youâll hold me close,â she murmured. âDonât let me go.â
You smiled, leaning into her touch. âI promise.â
The two of you stayed there for what felt like hours, tangled together in the center circle under the Barcelona sky. For the first time in your life, everything felt exactly as it should.
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FALLING OUT OF FRAME | Part 3
pairing: you x drew starkey
The night Drew came back from his so-called ânight out with the boysâ, the tension was thick in the apartment. The sound of the front door creaking open felt like a bomb going off. You had been sitting on the couch for the last hour, alternatives between staring at your phone and looking out the window, hoping that something â anything â would make the ache in your chest fade. But the pain only deepened, and as the door clicked closed behind him, your stomach churned in a mix for dread and anger.
Drew walked in, his usual confident stride slowing when he saw you sitting there. There was a slight hesitation in his step, a quiet sign that he knew something was off. His eyes immediately darted to you, a mix of concern and something else that you couldnât quite read. But the moment he stepped further into the room, your frustration broke free.
You didnât even give him a chance to greet you, the words spilling out before he could say a word. âYouâre late,â you said, your voice flat but filled with an edge he hadnât heard in a long time.
Drew stopped in his tracks, glancing at his watch. âI told you, it was just a night out with the guys. Nothing big.â He said, his tone light, almost too casual. But you saw right through it. His words didnât feel genuine anymore. You had heard the excuses before, and they were getting old.
You stood up, not wanting to be so passive about it anymore. âA night out with the guys? Really? Thatâs what youâre going with?â The bitterness in your voice caught you off guard, but there was no going back now.
Drew looked taken aback by the sharpness in your voice. âWhatâs going on, y/n?â he asked, his brow furrowing. âYouâve been acting strange ever since you saw those photos.â
You narrowed your eyes at him, unable to contain the words that had been bubbling up inside for days. âYeah, I saw the photos, Drew. You and Odessa. Out in public again. Walking around like everything is fine. What the hell is that supposed to mean?â
He opened his mouth to explain, but you didnât give him the chance.
âNo. Donât you dare try to explain it away. Iâm not stupid. I can see exactly whatâs going on.â You could feel the anger rising in your chest, a mix of hurt and frustration that you couldnât keep bottled up any longer. âYouâre out with her, looking all cozy, like sheâs the one you want. Not me. And I just ⌠I donât get it. You told me it was all fake, just for the cameras, but I canât keep pretending that I believe you.â
Drewâs face hardened, and the disappointment in his eyes stung more than anything. He took a deep breath, clearly trying to keep his cool, but you saw the tension in his jaw, the way his hands clenched into fists.
âY/N,â he said, his voice barely above a whisper. âYouâre making something out of nothing. Itâs just part of the job, I swear. Sheâs just a co-star, and this is all for publicity. You know that. I thought you understood that.â
âUnderstand?â you laughed bitterly, but the sound came out more like a sob. âYou think I understand? You think Iâm supposed to just sit here and watch you with her while pretending like everything is fine? No, Drew. I canât do that. I canât keep pretending that this isnât hurting me. That Iâm not losing you, piece by piece.â
Drew stepped closer to you, his expression softening as if trying to reach you, but you were too far gone. Too far past the point of no return.
âIâm trying okay?â His voice cracked slightly, and for a moment, you thought he was being honest, but it didnât change anything. âIâm trying to make this work, but this whole thing is a mess. I never wanted it to be like this.â
You shook your head, feeling the sting of his words like a slap across your face. âMake it work? How do you expect me to trust you when I see you out there with her, smiling like nothingâs wrong? How do you expect me to keep believing you when I know that every word youâve said about us was just... Â just a lie?â
Drewâs face darkened at your accusation, his voice rising as the frustration that had been simmering inside him for days boiled over. âIâm not lying to you, Y/N! I never wanted this to happen either, but this is the way things are right now. Iâm doing what I have to do, for both of us.â
âFor both of us?â you scoffed, the tears that had been building in your eyes finally breaking free. âThis is for you, Drew. Itâs always been for you. For your career, for your image. And Iâm just supposed to sit here and be okay with it? Youâre asking me to pretend like Iâm okay with being second to her, to everything youâre doing for the cameras. You know what, Drew? I canât do that anymore. Iâm done pretending.â
There was a long, tense silence between you, both of you staring at each other as if trying to make sense of the chaos you had created. Drew ran a hand through his hair, his expression pained but you were beyond caring. You had tried so hard to hold on, to believe him and in what you had, but every day felt like a betrayal.
You stepped back, your voice barely a whisper. âI canât trust you anymore, Drew. Not after everything. Youâve lied to me over and over, and I donât even know who you are anymore. Iâm not going to keep living in this lie, this lie that both of you have created for the world.â
Drew looked like he was about to say something, but instead, he just closed his eyes, the weight of your words crashing over him. He didnât speak for a long moment, and for the first time, you realized he was just as lost as you were. But that didnât change the fact it was too late.
Without another word, you grabbed your jacket, your heart pounding in your chest. You didnât know where you were going, but you couldnât stay in that apartment with him. Not like this. You needed space, you needed to breathe.
You walked the streets aimlessly, tears still wet on your cheeks as the cold air bit at your skin. Every step felt like a weight, each one dragging you further from the man you thought you knew. The city lights flickered in the distance, but they did nothing to brighten the darkness in your heart.
You didnât even know how far you had walked until you found yourself standing in front of a quiet park by the water. The silence felt both comforting and unbearable, as if the world around you had completely disappeared. You collapsed onto a bench, hugging your arms to your chest to stave off the cold, but it did little to ease the storm inside of you.
The moments from earlier replayed in your mind â the fight, Drewâs words, your own pain â and all you could do was sit there and feel the weight of it all.
Thatâs when the flash of camera lights caught your attention.
At first, you didnât react, too numb to care about the photographers who had followed you. But then, the flashes intensified. You wiped your face quickly, but it didnât stop them. The tears you had tried to hide were now on full display, and you felt like your privacy, your pain was being exposed to the world.
âY/N! Over here! A little smile for us!â A photographer called out, but you couldnât. You didnât have the strength to smile, not when everything felt so broken.
Your heart thudded in your chest as more flashes went off, capturing the raw emotion on your face â the hurt, the betrayal, the confusion. You could hear their voices, the jarring sound of camera clicks, as they shouted for you to look at the camera. But you couldnât. You couldnât bring yourself to perform for them. Not anymore.
You turned away, trying to escape their prying eyes, but you knew it was futile. The pictures will be everywhere tomorrow. The world would see you in this vulnerable state, and it felt like another punch to the gut.
You couldnât stop the tears now. You couldnât stop the feeling of being exposed, of being broke, of being so utterly alone in a world that seemed to move on without you.
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dancing phantoms on the terrace; are they second-hand embarrassed, that i can't get out of bed? cause something counterfeit's dead; it was legendary; it was momentary; it was unnecessary âââ PBâľ
⢠â đ°đ¨đŤđ đđ¨đŽđ§đ | 6.4k
⢠â đŹđŽđŚđŚđđŤđ˛ | you and paige have always danced around each otherâan intricate waltz of unspoken words and fleeting touches, each step pulling you closer to the edge of something you both feared to define. but when your feelings finally bubble over, paigeâs silence cuts sharper than anything you could have imagined. in the wake of her denial, you vow to let her go, but itâs hard to sever the bond when she keeps lingering in the corners of your world, drawing you back like gravity. what happens when you canât be friends, but letting go feels impossible?
⢠â đ°đđŤđ§đ˘đ§đ đŹ | angst w/ no happy ending. weird fwb, cheating (kinda?), toxic relationships, emotional manipulation, unhealthy attachment, and cycles of miscommunication and unresolved feelings.
⢠â đđŻ'đŹ đ§đ¨đđđŹ | this is lowkey just a word vomit... idk how to feel about it. i've been on an angst kick lately and i'm apologizing for this fic right now, it's EMOTIONALLY DAMAGING. um anyway, don't even ask how i am right now... enjoy?
The gym smells like worn leather and ambitionâPaigeâs favorite cocktail, if you had to guess. The echo of bouncing basketballs fills the cavernous space, and there she is, effortlessly commanding the court like itâs her birthright. Youâd think the sight of herâgolden hair slicked back, sharp focus slicing through the roomâwould dull with time, but it hasnât. If anything, itâs worse.
You donât mean to stare, but when itâs her, you always do.
âHey,â her voice cuts through your thoughts, soft but with a rasp thatâs always felt like a secret shared just between the two of you. Paige jogs toward you, her smile easy, but her eyes? Complicated. Like she knows. Like sheâs always known.
âHey,â you manage, though your throat feels tight, your body betraying you with a spark of something youâve tried to douse for months.
She stops just short of you, close enough that you can smell the faint citrus of her shampoo. âThought you were too busy to come by anymore.â
You shrug, trying to play it cool, but the weight of her gaze makes it impossible. âIâm not staying long. Just⌠passing through.â
Itâs a lie. Youâve never been able to just pass through when it comes to her.
Paige grins, wiping sweat from her brow with the hem of her jersey. Itâs a fleeting movement, but it leaves your pulse racing, and you hate yourself for it. She doesnât noticeâor maybe she does, and thatâs worse.
âYouâre a bad liar,â she says, her tone teasing but gentle. She tilts her head, like sheâs reading something written on your face. âYou okay?â
Itâs such a simple question, but the weight of it threatens to shatter your resolve.
âIâm fine,â you say too quickly. Too sharply.
Her brows knit together, but she doesnât push. Paige never pushes. Itâs you who always falls, silently hoping sheâll be there to catch you.
But youâre tired of hoping.
âI should go,â you mutter, turning before the cracks in your chest start to show. But her hand wraps around your wrist, stopping you.
âWait.â
Itâs a single word, but it roots you in place, her touch burning like truth against your skin. You turn back to her, and for a moment, thereâs nothing but the sound of your breath and the ache of everything youâll never say.
And Paige, looking at you like she wants to say it too.
SIX MONTHS AGO
The party was already half a blur when Paige walked in, but her presence made everything snap into focus. You hadnât been looking for herâyouâd told yourself you wouldnâtâbut there she was, a magnet pulling every molecule of you in her direction. She wasnât dressed for the occasion like everyone else, no glittering dresses or expensive heels. Just a hoodie, sneakers, and that disarming grin.
You were nursing a drink, not for the taste, but for the illusion of control. People were scattered across the house in little clusters, and you were tucked into a corner of the living room, balancing somewhere between tipsy and regretfully sober. That is, until Paige caught sight of you.
Her gaze found you through the crowd like it was the easiest thing in the world, and you felt itâreally felt it. That invisible thread between the two of you, taut and unyielding.
âHey, stranger.â Her voice carried over the low hum of music and chatter as she slid into the empty space beside you on the couch.
You laughed softly, but it came out more nervous than amused. âStranger? I didnât know you even remembered my name.â
She tilted her head, her grin shifting into something softer. âI remember a lot more than that.â
The comment shouldnât have sent a shiver down your spine, but it did. Paige had a way of saying things like they were just words when they were anything but.
âDidnât expect to see you here,â you admitted, your fingers tightening around the red Solo cup in your hand.
âYeah, wellâŚâ Paigeâs eyes dropped to your drink before returning to your face, and it made you feel naked somehow. âNeeded a break. Thought Iâd find you.â
Thought Iâd find you.
The words hung in the air, charged, and you couldnât tell if she was teasing or telling the truth. Maybe both.
The night blurred after that, the two of you falling into a rhythm that felt far too natural for how often you tried to keep your distance. Drinks were passed back and forth, jokes were made, her laughter melted into yours. Every time her knee brushed yours, your pulse spiked. Every time her fingers lingered on your arm, your stomach flipped.
At one point, someone turned up the music, and people started dancing in the center of the room. You didnât want to, but Paige grabbed your hand, her touch electrifying. âCâmon,â she coaxed, her eyes gleaming with something dangerous.
You followed, of course.
The two of you didnât so much dance as sway, caught in your own little bubble amidst the chaos. Her hands found your hips, and she pulled you closer, so close you could smell the faint tang of beer on her breath. The way she looked at youâdark, intent, unflinchingâmade the air between you too thick to breathe.
âHaving fun yet?â she asked, her voice low.
You nodded, though fun wasnât the word for what you were feeling. It was something else entirely.
âGood,â she murmured, leaning in. Her lips brushed your ear as she spoke, sending a shiver through your entire body. ââCause you deserve it.â
When you pulled back to meet her gaze, you saw it: the crack in her armor. That small, fleeting look of hesitation before she leaned in and kissed you.
It wasnât gentle. It wasnât shy. Paige kissed you like sheâd been holding back for years, and maybe she had. Your drink slipped from your hand, forgotten, as your fingers found their way into her hair. The rest of the world vanished, the party, the music, the people. There was only herâher lips, her hands, the heat of her against you.
Somehow, the two of you stumbled your way upstairs, her hand firmly gripping yours as she led you to a bedroom. The door clicked shut behind you, and suddenly it was just the two of you, no distractions, no pretense.
You shouldnât have let it happen, but you did. And it wasnât just the alcohol, wasnât just the heat of the moment. It was years of longing packed into a single night.
When it was over, you lay tangled together, the glow of the moon casting soft light across her face. Paige was quiet, her fingers drawing absent patterns on your bare shoulder. You wanted to say somethingâanythingâbut the words caught in your throat.
âI canât do this,â she finally whispered, her voice breaking the fragile silence.
Your chest tightened. âWhat do you mean?â
She turned to face you, and the conflict in her eyes was enough to make your heart ache. âIâm⌠Iâm trying to focus on basketball. Thisâusâitâs too much.â
Her words felt like a slap, but the way she looked at youâregretful, hesitant, almost desperateâkept you from walking out right then and there. Instead, you forced a nod. âOkay.â
âButââ she added quickly, her hand finding yours, âthis doesnât have to be it. We can figure something out. Later.â
It was a promise she had no right to make, and deep down, you knew that. But when she kissed you again, softer this time, you let yourself believe it.
That was the beginning of the end.
Paige had a way of engulfing your life without even trying, and the worst part was, you let her. She wasnât yoursâyou werenât hersâbut she consumed you, seeped into the quiet corners of your world until there wasnât a part of you she hadnât touched.
She made it look so easy, too. Like you were the one complicating things.
Every time you tried to pull away, sheâd reel you back in with a text, a glance, a late-night phone call that started with âI was just thinking about you.â It was never enough to feel like a relationship, but it was always just enough to keep you tethered to her.
You told yourself it didnât matter, that you didnât need a label, that you could handle the messiness of it all. But then youâd see her with someone else at a party, her arm slung around a teammateâs shoulders, her laughter spilling over like champagne, and itâd feel like your chest was being hollowed out with a dull spoon.
Still, you stayed.
You stayed because of the way she looked at you when no one else was around, like you were the only person in the world who mattered. You stayed because of the fleeting moments when she let her guard down, her fingers lingering on yours a second too long, her voice soft when she whispered your name.
And you stayed because of the promises.
âI just need time,â sheâd say, her hand brushing a strand of hair from your face. âYou understand, right?â
And youâd nod, swallowing the lump in your throat, because of course you understood. What else could you do? Tell her no? Walk away? The thought of losing her entirely was worse than the slow, aching heartbreak of being caught in her orbit.
But it was exhausting, being held at armâs length while she continued to live her life exactly the way she wanted.
There were nights when sheâd come over, late and unannounced, her hair still damp from the shower after a long practice. Sheâd climb into your bed, curling into your side like it was the most natural thing in the world, her hand slipping under your shirt to rest against your stomach.
âI missed you,â sheâd murmur, her voice drowsy.
And for those moments, youâd believe her. Youâd let yourself believe that she meant it, that maybe this time things would be different.
But the mornings always came.
Sheâd wake before you, slipping out of your bed as quietly as sheâd slipped in. By the time you stirred, sheâd be gone, her spot cold, the faint scent of her shampoo lingering on your pillow. She never left a note, never sent a text. Youâd see her later that day, laughing with someone else, like the night before had been nothing more than a shared dream.
It wasnât fair. You knew that. But Paige wasnât the kind of person who played fair, at least not when it came to this. She played basketball like her life depended on it, with precision and purpose, but with you? She was reckless, careless, and sometimes it felt like she didnât even realize it.
âYouâre overthinking it,â sheâd say when you finally mustered the courage to confront her, her tone light, dismissive. âWeâre good, arenât we?â
And every time, youâd cave. Youâd tell her what she wanted to hear, because the alternativeâcalling her out, forcing her to make a choiceâfelt too dangerous.
So you kept waiting.
For the next stolen moment, the next broken promise, the next time sheâd pull you in and push you away all over again.
It was a slow unraveling, and you didnât know how much more you could take. But as much as you hated yourself for it, you knew one thing for sure:
Youâd keep waiting. For her love. For her to choose you. For something you were terrified might never come.
The gym was cavernous, every dribble of the ball echoing like a drumbeat in your skull as you stormed in. You didnât stop to think. Logic and restraint had abandoned you the second you saw the picture. Paige, her hands on someone elseâs waist, her lips pressed to theirs in a way that made your stomach churn.
Her laugh was unmistakable even above the squeak of sneakers and the occasional shout from her teammates. It grated on you now, sharp and mocking. She didnât see you at first. She was mid-layup, her ponytail flying behind her, the sweat on her brow catching the fluorescent lights. The picture was still fresh on your phone, the brightness of the screen almost taunting you.
You didnât care who was watching.
âPaige!â you barked, your voice cutting through the gymâs rhythm like a knife.
The ball thudded against the floor, rolling away as she froze mid-turn. The laughter stopped. Heads turned.
Her eyes found yours, widening slightly before narrowing. A flicker of annoyance crossed her faceâthen something else. Panic? Regret? It didnât matter.
She jogged over, wiping her hands on her shorts. âWhat are you doing here?â she hissed, keeping her voice low.
âWhat am I doing here?â Your laugh was humorless, loud enough for the whole team to hear. âWhat the hell are you doing, Paige?â
âLetâs talk outside.â Her voice was tight now, her eyes darting toward her teammates, who were whispering among themselves.
You ignored the way she grabbed your arm, the way her fingers pressed a little too hard against your skin as she dragged you toward the double doors. The moment you were outside, the cold air slapping your face, you yanked yourself free.
âI saw the picture,â you snapped.
âWhat picture?â Her face was the picture of practiced innocence, but her tone was wary.
âDonât play dumb, Paige. You know exactly what Iâm talking about. You were kissing her!â
Her jaw tightened, and her eyes flicked away for just a secondâlong enough for you to catch it. âItâs not what you think,â she said, her voice measured, like she was trying to calm a storm.
âNot what I think?â You could feel the heat rising in your chest, your hands trembling. âYou had your hands all over her. What is there to think, Paige?â
She took a step closer, lowering her voice. âYouâre making this a bigger deal than it is.â
âA bigger deal? Are you serious?â Your voice cracked, the anger spilling over, loud and raw. âYou told meâno, you promised meâyou werenât seeing anyone else!â
âIâm not,â she shot back, her own voice rising now. âIt was just a stupid kiss, alright? It didnât mean anything.â
Your laugh was bitter, cutting. âIt didnât mean anything? Do you even hear yourself? You think that makes it better?â
Her frustration boiled over, her hands running through her hair as she paced a tight circle. âYouâre acting like weâre in some committed relationship or something!â
The words hit you like a slap, your chest tightening as your breath caught. âSo, what? Thisâusâitâs just nothing to you?â
âI didnât say that!â she yelled, her voice echoing off the empty hallway. Her eyes blazed as she stepped closer, her finger pointing at you. âBut you keep pushing me, and I donât know what you want from me!â
âI want you to stop messing with my head!â Your voice cracked, raw and thick with something you couldnât quite name. âYou canât keep pulling me in and then acting like I donât exist whenever itâs convenient for you, Paige!â
She blinked, the words hitting her harder than you expected. For a moment, the anger on her face faltered, replaced by something softer, something youâd almost call guilt.
But just as quickly, her defenses snapped back into place. âI told you I needed space,â she said, her voice quieter but still edged with steel. âI told you from the start this wasnât going to be easy.â
âEasy?â You shook your head, a humorless laugh bubbling up. âNo, Paige, this isnât hardâitâs cruel. Youâre cruel.â
Her face fell, the anger draining from her expression. âI didnât mean to hurt you,â she said, her voice barely above a whisper.
But the words felt hollow, like a script sheâd practiced too many times. Your fists clenched, nails digging into your palms, trying to anchor yourself in something, anything, besides the spiraling frustration.
âYeah?â Your voice was low, trembling under the weight of restrained fury. âYou didnât mean to hurt me, Paige, but you knew. You knew how I feltâhow I feelâand you kissed her anyway.â
Her eyes darted away, lips pressed into a tight line. âI told you this wasnât... I told you I didnât want anything serious.â
You laughed, sharp and bitter, the sound bouncing off the cold concrete walls. âNo, you didnât want anything serious, but you didnât want to let me go either. You wanted me close enough to have whenever you felt like it, but not so close that you had to be accountable for it.â
âThatâs not fair,â she snapped, her voice cutting through your words. She squared her shoulders, looking at you like you were the unreasonable one, like this was all spiraling because you couldnât control your emotions. âYouâre acting like Iâm the bad guy when youâre the one who stormed into my practice and made a scene.â
âA scene?â Your voice rose, the sharp edge of disbelief slicing through the tension. âYou kissed someone else, Paige. What the hell am I supposed to do? Just sit at home, pretend it didnât happen, and wait for you to toss me a few scraps of affection when itâs convenient?â
âThatâs not what this is!â she shouted, the crack in her voice betraying her frustration. âI didnât mean for it to happen, alright? I didnât plan it! God, why canât you just trust me?â
âTrust you?â The words tore from you, laced with incredulity. âHow the hell am I supposed to trust you when you do things like this and then try to make me feel crazy for reacting?â
âIâm not making you feel crazy!â she fired back, but the flicker of guilt in her eyes betrayed her. She stepped closer, her hands gesturing wildly as if she could will you to calm down. âI just... I didnât think this would turn into... into this.â
âThis?â Your voice broke, the vulnerability slipping through the cracks in your anger. âPaige, I let you have all of me. You knew that, and youâre acting like Iâm the one who crossed a line.â
Her face softened for a split second, and you saw the Paige you thought you knew, the one who made you laugh so hard you cried, the one who looked at you like you were the most fascinating thing in the room.
But then she sighed, pinching the bridge of her nose. âI didnât ask for this to get so complicated,â she muttered, almost to herself.
âComplicated?â The word fell from your lips like venom. âYou made it complicated. You wanted me enough to keep me on a leash, but not enough toââ
âStop,â she cut you off, her voice sharp. âJust stop. Youâre spiraling, and youâre putting all of this on me like you donât have a choice in any of it.â
The sheer audacity of her words made your chest tighten, heat flooding your face. âA choice? Paige, I chose you. I keep choosing you, even when it hurts.â
For a moment, you thought she might say somethingâan apology, an admission, anything to make this feel less like a freefall. Instead, she just stepped closer, her voice softening. âYouâre overthinking this. You always do.â
Your body went rigid, the casual dismissal slicing through you like a blade. âDonât do that,â you warned, your voice trembling. âDonât make this about me being too much.â
âIâm not,â she said quickly, her tone too smooth, too rehearsed. âIâm just saying... maybe weâre both a little out of line here.â
âOut of line?â You scoffed, the hurt morphing back into anger, fueling the fire between you. âYou kissed someone else, and Iâm out of line for calling you out on it?â
Her jaw clenched, her shoulders squaring as her frustration boiled over. âWhat do you want me to say? That Iâm sorry? That Iâll never do it again? Because I canât promise that, alright? I canât promise to be someone Iâm not!â
The admission knocked the wind out of you, the raw honesty of it cutting deeper than any excuse ever could. You stared at her, your heart pounding so loud it drowned out everything else.
And then, without thinking, you grabbed her face and kissed her.
It wasnât soft or tenderâit was a collision of lips and teeth, anger and desperation crashing together in a way that felt like drowning and breathing at the same time.
She didnât hesitate. Her hands found your waist, pulling you closer, her frustration melting into something else entirely. For a moment, the world disappearedâthe hurt, the anger, the confusionâand all that was left was her, her lips moving against yours like she was trying to prove something, to take back control.
When you finally pulled apart, both of you were breathless, your foreheads pressed together.
âThis doesnât fix anything,â you whispered, your voice trembling.
Her lips brushed yours again, softer this time, almost apologetic. âI know,â she murmured.
But it didnât stop her, or you, from letting it happen again. And again. And again.
This was the beginning of a vicious style. Paige would do something â something reckless or selfish or dismissive, something that cracked the fragile balance you were barely holding together. You would crash out, spinning into anger or heartbreak or desperation. Then, when the storm was at its peak, youâd collide in a mess of kisses and tangled limbs, pretending the hurt didnât exist. And for a little while, it would work.
Rinse, repeat.
It was like a drug. The highs were euphoric â the way sheâd whisper your name in the dark, the way her hands knew the map of your body like theyâd been there a thousand lifetimes. But the lows were brutal. Paige wasnât just in your life; she engulfed it. Even when she wasnât physically there, she was everywhere â in your thoughts, in your chest, in the hollow ache that came from wanting more than she would ever give.
And yet, every time you told yourself this was the last time, sheâd reel you back in.
It was always the same. Sheâd make promises she couldnât keep. Iâll do better. Iâll be better. I donât want to lose you. They were just words, fragile and insubstantial, but you clung to them like a lifeline. Because even if Paige didnât love you the way you needed her to, she made you feel.
But feelings werenât enough. Not when the cycle kept repeating, each round leaving you a little more frayed, a little less whole.
Looking back, you didnât see it at first. How could you? In those early days, it all still felt new, like you were learning each other in ways no one else ever had. The tension, the passion, even the arguments â it all felt alive.
But what you didnât know then was that this wasnât building toward something better. It wasnât growth or healing or progress. It was just a loop, and the more you gave, the more it took.
And it all started here â in a practice gym with her teammates staring after you, with a kiss that should have been an apology but felt more like a warning.
This was how it was going to be. You just didnât know it yet.
It was over long before she said it. That was the truth youâd been carrying for weeks, maybe even months, like a stone in your chest. The late nights tangled together, the whispered promises that never quite landed, the explosive fights that burned hot and fast â they were all just delaying the inevitable.
Paige didnât love you. Not the way you loved her.
And even though youâd told yourself a hundred times that youâd walk away first, that youâd save yourself the heartbreak, there was a part of you that had been waiting for this moment. Waiting for her to finally say the words so you wouldnât have to.
When she said them, she was sitting on the edge of the bed, her hair messy and her lips still swollen from the argument-turned-kiss that had just played out like a broken record. Her voice was quiet, careful, like she thought if she said it gently enough, it wouldnât hurt.
âI think we should just stay friends.â
Friends. As if that word hadnât already been stretched beyond recognition between the two of you.
You didnât cry. You didnât yell. You didnât say anything at all. You just nodded, a single dip of your head that felt like letting go of a thousand unspoken words.
Because by then, you were too tired to argue. Too numb to care. Youâd given everything you had to Paige Bueckers â your heart, your time, your trust. And in the end, sheâd left you with nothing but empty promises and the ache of what could have been.
She watched you, her expression unreadable, maybe expecting a reaction. But there was nothing left to give. No anger, no tears, not even the kind of hope that had once kept you tethered to her.
And thatâs when you knew.
It had been over long before it was over.
The first few days after Paige walked away, you told yourself you were fine. Numbness had a way of masquerading as strength, and for a brief, fleeting moment, you believed it. You went about your routine mechanically, ignoring the ghost of her laugh that seemed to echo in every corner of your mind, or the phantom sensation of her fingertips trailing down your skin.
But it didnât last.
The cracks began to show in the quiet moments, the ones you couldnât fill with distractions. Youâd see her everywhere â not in person, but in the lingering memories that clung to every inch of your life. The way she used to leave her hoodie draped over your chair. The playlist she made you that now sat like a ticking time bomb on your phone. Even the way the air smelled after it rained reminded you of her, of those late-night walks when the world felt small and it was just the two of you against everything.
Now, it was just you.
The nights were the worst. That was when the realization hit hardest, settling in your chest like a lead weight. She wasnât coming back. And not only that, she seemed fine. Perfectly fine without you.
Social media became your own personal form of torture. Paige smiling with her teammates, Paige at practice, Paige at a party with her arm slung casually around someone elseâs shoulders. She looked radiant, unbothered. And why wouldnât she be? You were the one left unraveling, trying to pick up the pieces of something that had already been broken long before it officially ended.
You tried to bury yourself in distractions, in work, in friends, in anything that could occupy the space she used to fill. But nothing worked. Everywhere you turned, there she was, in your mind, in your heart, like she had embedded herself into the very fabric of your being.
The worst part was the silence. Paige hadnât reached out â not once. Not to check on you, not to see if you were okay, not even to pretend that she cared. She had moved on seamlessly, like you were just a chapter she had finished reading. But you? You were stuck. Stuck rereading the same lines over and over, trying to figure out where it all went so wrong.
You hated her for it. And you hated yourself more for still wanting her, for craving the sound of her voice even when it was the last thing you should want to hear.
Sleep became elusive. Youâd lie awake, staring at the ceiling, replaying every argument, every kiss, every unspoken promise. Your mind refused to let go, clinging to the hope that maybe, just maybe, this wasnât the end. But deep down, you knew better. Paige had already moved on. And she wasnât coming back.
It was a cruel kind of clarity, realizing how little you seemed to matter to her now. While you were drowning, she was breathing just fine.
And so, you began to sink. Not all at once, but slowly, steadily, as the days turned into weeks and the weight of her absence pressed down on you. You stopped checking your phone, stopped looking at her social media, stopped pretending you were okay. Because you werenât. You were a mess, and she was gone, and there was no fixing what had been broken.
For the first time, you understood what it meant to lose yourself in someone. Paige had taken pieces of you when she left, pieces you werenât sure youâd ever get back. And as much as you hated it, as much as you hated her for making you feel this way, you couldnât deny the truth.
You still loved her. And that was the hardest part of all.
The first time you saw the picture, it felt like the air had been knocked out of your lungs. Paige stood there, her arm draped casually over a girl you didnât recognize, her smile so effortlessly carefree it made your stomach churn. It wasnât just the pictureâit was what it represented.
She wasnât hiding anymore.
For months, you had clung to the idea that Paigeâs reluctance to be with you had been about timing, about her career, about her focus on basketball. Youâd told yourself over and over that it wasnât about youâthat she wasnât ready for anything, not just you. But seeing her like this, so at ease, so perfectly content in someone elseâs arms, shattered that illusion into a thousand irreparable pieces.
It wasnât that she wasnât ready. She just didnât want you.
The realization hit you harder than any of the fights, any of the cold silences, any of the times she had pushed you away only to pull you back in. This was different. This was final. And it sent you crashing in a way you hadnât thought possible.
The next few days passed in a haze. You couldnât bring yourself to eat, to sleep, to function like a normal person. Every time you closed your eyes, the image of her with that girl played on a loop in your mind. Her hand resting on her shoulder. The easy grin that you used to think was just for you. The sickening thought that this new girl got the version of Paige youâd always wanted but could never have.
Your friends tried to help. They texted, called, even showed up at your apartment uninvited, but nothing seemed to pull you out of the spiral. You were stuck, trapped in the memories of what could have been, haunted by the ghost of what never was.
And Paige? She was fine. She was more than fine. While you were unraveling, she was out there, living her life like nothing had happened, like you had never happened.
It wasnât fair.
You replayed every moment in your head, dissecting every word, every touch, every promise she had made and broken. You thought about the nights sheâd held you, the mornings when sheâd whispered things you now realized she didnât mean. You thought about the times sheâd called you "important," like that word was supposed to mean something, like it was enough to keep you tethered to her while she gave you nothing in return.
The more you thought about it, the angrier you got. Not just at Paige, but at yourself. How had you let it get this far? How had you let her take so much of you, only to leave you with nothing?
But even as the anger simmered beneath the surface, it couldnât erase the pain. Because no matter how much she hurt you, no matter how many times she let you down, a part of you still wanted her. You hated yourself for it, but it was the truth.
She was the love of your lifeâor at least, thatâs what you had convinced yourself. And now, as you watched her move on so effortlessly, it felt like you had lost not just her, but a part of yourself.
You thought about the nights youâd spent together, the dreams youâd secretly dared to have, the way she had made you feel like the center of her universe, even if it was only for a fleeting moment. You thought about the way sheâd look at you sometimes, like you were the only person in the room, and you wondered if she ever looked at her new girlfriend like that.
The jealousy burned, but it was nothing compared to the ache of knowing you werenât enough.
And that was the hardest part. Not the fights, not the breakups, not even seeing her with someone else. The hardest part was realizing that no matter how much you loved her, it was never going to be enough. She was gone, and she wasnât coming back.
But you still saw her everywhere. In the songs that played on the radio. In the basketball games you couldnât bring yourself to watch anymore. In the small, stupid things that reminded you of herâlike the way she used to steal the last piece of pizza or the way sheâd hum under her breath when she thought no one was listening.
You wanted to hate her, to erase her from your mind and move on with your life. But how could you hate the person who had been your everything, even if only for a little while?
So you sat with the pain, let it wash over you like a tidal wave, drowning in the memories of a love that had never really been yours. And for the first time, you let yourself admit the truth: Paige had been the loss of your life. And no amount of time, no amount of distance, was ever going to change that.
PRESENT
Youâre standing there, caught in the pull of her gaze, the space between you both charged with unspoken words. It feels like youâve been here a thousand times before, standing on the edge, your heart teetering between wanting to stay and knowing you should walk away.
Paigeâs hand still grips your wrist, and the simple touch feels like a tether. A lifeline. But you know better than to think itâs something more. Sheâs always been like thisâholding on just enough to make you feel wanted, but never enough to pull you all the way in.
âAre you really fine?â she asks, her voice lower now, softer, like sheâs trying to break through your walls. Her thumb moves in slow, deliberate circles against your skin, and for a brief moment, you feel the weight of the last few monthsâhow everything has spiraled, how much you've tried to hold it all together.
You want to scream, to ask her why itâs always been this way, why she makes you feel like youâre the one losing the fight when you never even had a chance to begin with. But instead, you swallow it all down, pushing the rawness deep inside, out of sight.
âIâm fine,â you repeat, and this time, it sounds almost like a plea. A hope that if you say it enough, youâll start to believe it.
Paige doesnât let go. She studies your face like sheâs looking for somethingâsome crack in the surface that would make everything make sense.
You hate how easily she does it. How she makes you feel like you could fall apart right here, and sheâd still somehow be the one holding it all together.
But sheâs not the one holding the pieces anymore.
âDonât do that,â Paige says, her voice a little rougher now, her grip tightening just slightly. âDonât close off from me. Weâve never been good at that.â
You canât help the bitter laugh that escapes you. âWeâve never been good at anything,â you snap, but the words feel too raw, too real for this moment.
She flinches, just barely, but you see it. You see the way her shoulders tense, the way her jaw clenches. Itâs a reaction youâre so used to by nowâthe shift in her, the way she pulls back whenever you push too hard, whenever you force her to confront the mess between you two.
But this time, thereâs something else in her eyes. Something you canât quite place. Maybe itâs guilt, or maybe itâs regret. But itâs there, lurking beneath the surface, and it stirs something in you.
âI didnât mean that,â you add quickly, your voice softer now, almost apologetic. But the damage is already done. The walls between you, the ones youâve spent months building and reinforcing, are beginning to crumble.
Paige shakes her head, a wry smile tugging at her lips. âYou never do.â
You donât know what to say to that. The truth is, youâve always known. Youâve always known that Paige was never going to be the one who could fix this. Fix you.
âIâm sorry,â she says after a beat, and the words hang in the air between you like a promise you both know she canât keep.
Itâs the same thing sheâs always said. The same thing she said when she left. The same thing she said when she came back. And each time, it meant less and less.
You swallow hard, blinking away the sting in your eyes. âItâs fine,â you whisper, but the words feel hollow. Because it isnât fine. It never will be.
Paige looks like sheâs about to say something, but she doesnât. Instead, she leans in, her lips brushing against your cheek in a fleeting, soft kiss.
Itâs nothing. Itâs everything.
And just like that, everything falls back into place, if only for a moment. She pulls away, her hand still around your wrist, keeping you there, keeping you closeâbut not close enough.
You donât know whatâs worse: the way she makes you feel like youâre everything sheâs ever wanted, or the way she makes you feel like you were never really a part of her at all.
You look into her eyes one last time, and for a moment, you see something thereâsomething that makes you think maybe, just maybe, she feels it too.
But before you can get lost in it, sheâs already pulling back, walking away. And youâre left standing there, once again, at the edge of it all.
The gym feels cold now. The bouncing basketballs echo through the space like the rhythm of your own heartbeatâdistant, unsteady, and out of sync with everything else.
And in that moment, you realize something.
Youâre never going to be okay with this. Not really.
But youâll keep pretending, even if she has a girlfriend. Even if you've "moved on". Because thatâs all you know how to do.
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under the neon lights
Lando Norris x Amelie Dayman
Summary: As the Las Vegas Grand Prix looms, Amelie supports Lando through the mounting pressure of his seasonâs defining race. Amid the electric atmosphere of the night race, she becomes his anchor, helping him find calm and confidence despite his self-doubt. Their connection deepens in these intimate moments, showcasing the unshakable bond that fuels their journey together.
Wordcount: 2.1 k
Warnings: fluff, smau
November 23rd, 2024 - Las Vegas, NV
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amelieupdates: Amelie is BACK in the paddock! đ After wrapping up the North American leg of her Short n Sweet tour, sheâs here to support Lando at the Las Vegas GP đď¸đ¨ Spotted at the McLaren garage since yesterday, looking absolutely stunning as always!
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f1lover_24: Amelie really said âitâs Vegas, letâs pretend itâs not freezingâ đĽśđ â racingfanatic_99: @f1lover_24 Iâm honestly just trying to figure out how sheâs standing in heels in this weather đ
vibesinvegas: Amelieâs outfit got me more worried about her freezing than him racing đĽśđ
racingtrash: Max about to be world champ for the fourth time, but can we talk about how Lando's been looking at Amelie like sheâs the trophy? đ â whynotboth: @racingtrash Ugh, if thatâs not the most romantic thing ever đŠđĽ
landoismyking_: Landoâs gotta finish P1 today, or Iâm gonna lose my mind!! đ
f1fashionpolice: Girl, are we sure itâs cold? Because Amelie is out here like itâs a summer day in Vegas đ
fanforlandonorris: Lando better keep Max behind today or we riot 𼴠But also, the way Amelie always shows up for him⌠too cute đĽş
emilia_and_lando: The moment they walk in together, you know Landoâs ready to show off for her. Letâs pray he gets P1 so they can celebrate together đžđĽ
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The neon lights of the Las Vegas Strip blazed against the ink-black sky, casting a surreal glow over the entire paddock. The buzz of the night race was inescapableâthe air thick with excitement, the hum of electric engines and music reverberating through the open space. It felt almost like a dream, the city alive with anticipation, each pulse of light on the horizon syncing with the heartbeat of Formula 1.
Amelie stepped out of the car, the cool desert air biting at her skin. She shivered slightly in her outfitâa cropped top, a jean jacket thrown over it, and a skirt that barely reached her knees. High heels clicked sharply against the pavement as she and Stella made their way toward the paddock entrance. The cold night air didn't seem to faze her too much; she'd lived through enough chilly nights in Monaco with Lando, but it was definitely sharper in the desert, and she regretted not bringing something warmer.
âAre you sure you donât want to borrow my jacket?â Stella teased, eyeing Amelieâs outfit with a raised eyebrow.
âIâm fine,â Amelie replied, flashing her sister-in-law a quick smile. âI just didnât expect this cold in Vegas.â
Stella rolled her eyes but let the comment slide. âYou and your outfits... youâre lucky youâre pretty enough to pull them off.â
Amelie chuckled, her thoughts already on Lando. She had been so excited to be here with him, especially after everything theyâd been through together over the last year. The time theyâd spent traveling, racing, laughing, and of course, dealing with the media circus surrounding their relationship now that they were officially public. Ever since the Miami Grand Prix, where Lando had secured his first win, things had been different between them. They had gone from being the kind of friends who couldnât stop teasing each other to full-blown partners. Even though it had been almost a year since theyâd started dating, their chemistry hadnât changed. If anything, it was stronger than ever.
They arrived at the paddock, the rows of trailers and team hubs lined up against the backdrop of the circuit. The atmosphere was buzzing with activityâdrivers and team members rushing around, making final adjustments, and last-minute prep for the night ahead. Amelie could feel the weight of the tension in the air, a nervous energy she knew all too well.
Stella had disappeared into the Red Bull garage to catch up with Checo, who was already in the thick of his pre-race routine. Amelie, however, was heading straight for the McLaren Team Hub. She had been to the paddock before, but tonight felt different. She had grown so used to being at the races with Lando, cheering him on, helping him unwind, being his rockâbut today was going to be tough. He had finished 6th in qualifying, far from where he needed to be, and Max had secured 5th. The thought of Max becoming World Champion tonight was looming over them both, and Amelie could feel the weight of it.
As she approached the McLaren teamâs area, she noticed a slight shift in the atmosphereâsomething off. Lando wasnât at the usual pre-race debrief, and the energy in the hub was tense. She saw Adam, Landoâs dad, standing near the door to Landoâs driver room, his expression serious.
âAmelie!â Adam greeted her, walking toward her with a hint of worry in his eyes. âIâm glad youâre here. Can you... can you talk to Lando? Heâs not answering the door, and Iâm getting really worried.â
Her stomach flipped. Adam never looked like this unless something was seriously wrong. âWhatâs going on?â she asked, her voice laced with concern.
Adam ran a hand through his hair. âHeâs locked himself in, doesnât want to talk to anyone. I know heâs anxious, but heâs not responding to anyone. I think he just needs you to calm him down. He listens to you.â
Amelieâs heart tightened as she nodded, trying to keep her cool. She had seen Lando anxious before, but this felt different. She could tell from the tone in Adam's voice that something more serious was at play, and her mind raced with worry as she made her way to Landoâs driver room.
âOkay, Iâll try to get through to him, Adam,â she said, her voice firm, though her stomach churned with nerves. She wasnât just walking into a room to console her boyfriend; she was walking into the room of someone who was carrying the weight of the world on his shoulders, who might be on the verge of losing everything he had worked for.
The closer she got to the door, the more she felt the tension in the air. Lando had always been a person who wore his heart on his sleeve, but his insecurities were often masked by his quick wit and playful demeanor. Today, however, all of that seemed to be gone. All that remained was the man who had put his heart and soul into this season, knowing that everything was riding on tonightâs race.
She knocked gently on the door. âLan? Itâs me.â Her voice was soft but carried a quiet strength, the kind that had always been able to cut through his defenses.
The door clicked open after a brief moment, and Landoâs tired face appeared in the crack, his eyes red-rimmed and exhausted. The sight of him like this made Amelieâs heart ache. His hair was messy, and he looked like he hadnât slept at all.
âHey, love,â she said, her voice low, her hands instinctively reaching out to smooth the worry lines from his forehead. âYou okay?â
Lando gave her a weak smile, but it didnât quite reach his eyes. âHey, Ames. Just... tired. Nothing new, right?â
Amelie didnât buy it. She stepped closer, her arms wrapping around him in a tight embrace. The cold from the night air still clung to her skin, but it didnât matter. All that mattered was being there for him, the way she always had.
âYouâve been working so hard, Lan. Youâre gonna be fine, you know that, right?â she whispered, pressing a soft kiss to the top of his head.
Lando sighed deeply, his body tense in her arms. âI know, but... yesterday was shit, Ames. I shouldâve done better in qualifying. Max is right there, and if I canât finish ahead of him... I donât know, I just...â His voice faltered, his frustration clear.
Amelie pulled back slightly to look him in the eyes. Her heart hurt seeing him like this, so vulnerable and uncertain. But she knew the only thing that could really help him now was to just listen, to let him say what he needed to say.
âYou know what you need to do, Lan. Donât focus on Max, just focus on yourself, on your race. Youâve been incredible all season, and one bad qualifying isnât going to change that. Youâre ready for this, okay? Youâre not alone in this. Iâm here, Iâll always be here.â She gave him a soft smile, one that she hoped conveyed everything she felt without needing words.
He closed his eyes, letting out another deep breath, his arms tightening around her. âI just... itâs scary, Ames. Iâve worked so hard for this. And if I fail... what if I fail? What if I canât do it?â
Amelieâs heart broke a little more at the rawness in his voice. She cupped his face gently, tilting it upward so that their eyes met. âYouâre not going to fail, Lan. Youâre going to give it everything youâve got, and thatâs all anyone can ask for. Youâve already proven how amazing you are, and youâve come so far. One race isnât going to define you. Youâve already won, just by getting here.â
Landoâs eyes softened, and for a moment, Amelie saw a flicker of the confident, cheeky guy she knew and loved. But the weight of the situation was still heavy, pressing down on him.
âThanks, Ames,â he murmured, his voice barely above a whisper. He leaned in, his forehead resting against hers. âI donât know what Iâd do without you.â
Amelie smiled softly, brushing her thumb over his cheek. âWell, you donât have to worry about that, Lan. Iâm not going anywhere. Now, letâs get you out of this room and into the race. Youâve got this, okay?â
Lando nodded slowly, taking a deep breath and pulling away from her embrace. But Amelie could see the unease still lingering in his eyes, the battle between his nerves and his determination.
âBut⌠before we goâ Amelieâs voice dropped a little lower, a playful glint in her eyes as she stepped closer to him, her fingers trailing along the collar of his McLaren jacket. âLet me distract you for a second.â
Lando raised an eyebrow, a hint of mischief returning to his face. âDistract me? How exactly?â
Before he could respond, Amelie kissed him, her lips capturing his with a gentle, teasing pressure. Landoâs body seemed to relax under her touch, the tension slowly melting away as he kissed her back, his arms instinctively wrapping around her waist.
Amelie deepened the kiss slightly, feeling the heat between them build as her hands wandered up to thread through his messy hair. She could feel the moment shift, the rush of adrenaline and passion flooding in to replace the fear and anxiety that had been holding him back. The kiss was a promiseâone of support, of love, and of an unspoken understanding between them.
Landoâs hands slid down to her hips, pulling her closer as he kissed her more urgently, a need for comfort and connection overwhelming him. Amelie responded in kind, her body pressed against his as they lost themselves in the kiss, the noise of the paddock and the world outside fading away.
Finally, they pulled apart, both of them breathless, their foreheads resting against each other. Landoâs hands remained on her hips, grounding him.
âYouâre good at that, Ames,â he murmured with a grin, his anxiety momentarily forgotten.
âYouâre welcome,â Amelie teased back, her lips curling into a smile. âNow letâs go show everyone just how amazing you are, Lan. Youâve got this.â
Lando gave her a small, but genuine smile, the spark in his eyes reigniting. âYeah... I do, donât I?â
Amelie smiled softly, her fingers brushing against Lando's as she stood beside him. The quiet moment they shared in the driver room felt like a temporary escape from the chaos of the race, but she knew they both had to face the intense pressure that awaited them in the paddock and the track. It was a reminder of just how much was riding on tonightâs raceânot just for Lando, but for their entire team.
Amelie gave him a wink, watching as a renewed sense of determination sparked in his eyes. She gently cupped his face, brushing his hair back out of his eyes as she felt the soft, lingering buzz from their kiss.
âGo kick some ass out there, Lan,â she said, her voice filled with affection. âIâll be cheering for you, as always. And donât even think about letting Max get the better of you. Youâve got this in the bag.â
Landoâs smile widened, but his gaze softened, the weight of the race still hovering over them. He gave a small nod, his fingers finding the hem of her jacket, tugging her just a little closer.
âYouâre right. Iâve got this,â he murmured, leaning down for one last kiss. It was quick, soft, but the promise of it lingered in the air as he pulled away.
Amelie chuckled lightly, her heart racing with both pride and love for him.
âGood luck, baby,â she whispered, her lips brushing his cheek.
As Lando turned to head toward his car, Amelie watched him with a feeling of deep pride and admiration. He was ready. He always was, even when his nerves tried to get the best of him.
She stayed by the door of his driver room for a moment longer, her arms crossed against the chill. Just as she started to turn to leave, someone from the McLaren team approached with a jacket in hand.
âLando said to bring this to you,â they said, handing over a warm McLaren team jacket. âHe noticed you were cold, and asked me to get it for you.â
Amelie smiled softly, slipping her arms into the jacket. It was warm, and she instantly felt the chill of the desert air ease away. She took a deep breath, steadying herself before heading back toward the garage. Tonight was big, and as much as she wanted to stay close to Lando, she knew he needed space to focus.
She spotted Adam again as she walked back, her heart still racing. He gave her a nod of appreciation, and she gave him a reassuring smile.
âHeâs going to be okay,â she said softly, her voice confident now. âHeâs got his head in the game. Just needed a little reminder of why heâs here. Heâs ready.â
Adam sighed in relief, a grateful smile tugging at his lips. âI hope so. Thanks, Amelie. Heâs lucky to have you.â
Amelie just smiled, her gaze flicking back toward the track, where the lights glimmered in the distance. She hoped he knew how proud she was of him, no matter what.
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ameliedayman: Vegas was freezing, but my outfit said desert chic đĽśâ¨
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landonorris: Desert chic or desert tease? đ Frostbite never looked this good, though. đĽ â f1fanatic_: @landonorris LANDO đ not in the public comments. â ameliesnumber1_: @landonorris Heâs fighting for the championship, but this man is SIMPING here instead. Iconic behavior.
minniemills: Vegas called; they want their main character back ⨠â ameliedayman: @minniemills You know I had to steal the show!
hayesgrier: This post is giving âI bet it all on black and wonâ energy
stelladayman: You had me worried in that outfit, but you survived. Power to you, sis đ
â ameliedayman: @stelladayman Survival of the hottest đ
fanaccountforever: When the drip is so good, you forget hypothermia exists đ â ameliesnumber1_: @fanaccountforever She said âfreeze or slay,â and clearly chose slay.
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jorgepatino_: Amelie, eso no es clima de crop tops, pero respeto el compromiso đ§ â ameliedayman: @jorgepatino_ El frĂo no entra si lo ignoras.
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Wow..i saw the leaks and just. Wow.
I was hoping they were fake and its everything i hate in a series. I was biting my tongue until i saw the episodes but here we are.
Before i go into spoilers i do want to say that i AM grateful that we even got anymore of Arcane, but sometimes less is more.
Spoilers underneath
Edit: these are kinda messy thoughts.
My biggest gripes:
Too many plot points for a finale
Family trade in ( Bio sister for found sister for bio sister again )
Vander dying, Alive but fucked up, okay, fucked up again, dead, alive but fucked up, dead.
Not bringing up Isha at all??? Not even a quick funeral?
People being brought back to life but Isha and Jinx has to die.
Jinx has to sacrifice herself to save Vi and herself. đ
The SEX scene.
Better explaination:
Too many Plot points:
I knew it was gonna be too many. I KNOW we needed answers/resolved plots, as well as needing things to make sense. But it.. was too much. Like most media at this point.
Family Trade In:
So... no one really talks about this trope? Or whatever you want to call it. But it bugs me, so much. If you don't know what I'm talking about..
To me a family trade in is when a Character, no matter their role, has family, turns evil or gets lost and finds a family of their own, and then when it seems perfect for them, they end up back with their original family because the new family died for them/their old family or they just.. don't belong/want to go.
Perfect example that isn't Arcane: Amphibia. Anne has to leave her adoptive found family from another universe and can never go back ( until she dies basically ). As well as her friends have to leave their found families as well and also cannot go back. Anne loves both her families..
And while i understand life isn't fair, and that people are allowed to not want to stay here or there.. it just bugs me the trope is to always trade back in for the old.
With Jinx, she "loses" Vi ( and yes Silco but it isn't about him right now ), And gets Isha. I KNEW the second i saw her she was gonna die ( this isn't a bash against those who didn't see it coming ( /genuine ) at some point. While i adore Isha and i am fine with Jinx adopting her, i am not okay with the writers choice of adding her just to kill her and be practically a trade in for Vi later on.
It sucks. I'll just say it out right.
And i want to be very clear. By trade in i do NOT mean replace. I know Isha was never a replacement for Vi ( or Powder ).
Again, i know life sucks, and you just don't get everything you want in this world, especially when it comes to war. But since this is a trope or at least a thing i see constantly, whether its in a pg way or an R rated way... its annoying.
Which brings me to....
People dying / Jinx / Vander:
Why? Other than shock value?
Jinx Dies, and it felts uncomfortable to me as a Psychotic/Schizospec person like her. She should have lived, she should have been able to find her own happiness after properly grieving Isha.
Isha Dies, happy to do so for her big sister(s), but like.. it ends up not being worth it. It both does and doesn't. She saved them time but then-
Vander. Vander is killed, then brought back to life in a fucked up way, then okay for awhile, then fucked up again, then dies ( by Isha ) and then is fucked up again and alive, and then dead.......... and then fucked up and alive again! And then dies, with Jinx!
It doesn't feel satisfying. Of course that one moment was very sweet and worth it. But oh my god? Why do it at all if you're just gonna kill and reanimate him again and again. Its not shocking its annoying by the third time and a joke by the fourth.
Viktor.. Same deal with him? And I'm not even clear if he is dead or just fucked off to space-time with Jayce, but still. It wasn't shocking anymore. Or thrilling. Just like "ah. Okay. Cool mask".
Heimerdinger... when i read the leaks i thought he was gonna die. Then i was watching and thought "oh no okay, he's gonna stay in that universe. Thats nice he deserves that". Nope. He's either also dead or also in space time. I just sighed really hard rather than be sad.
And finally.. The Doctor's daughter gets to live- AND HIMSELF- even he gets a happy ending? Over Jinx or Vi? What.. i mean yes Vi gets Caitlyn , but.. ? Ugh
The Sex scene:
I'm glad for Sapphic rep i really really am. I like Caitvi a lot as well. But this didn't feel comfortable for me. Not because it was an intimate moment, but because neither of them talked things out properly. On top of that it was really random.
Vi was upset, then suddenly horny for i guess.. make up or grief sex? Or both? And Cait was obviously fine with it, but then to suddenly try and talk about Maddie. I'm glad Vi wasn't the typical ">:( you fucked someone else while i was hurting?!" It was so... random. This is why they needed to talk before hand. At LEAST say it before getting into it.
And doing it in Jinx's cell? It feels so.. weird and wrong in a way? I don't know how to describe it.
TLDR: what in the five marvel hells was that other than visuals pretty
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There is something oddly satisfying by queueing innocent and look what you made me do right after eachother
#taylor swift#ts#reputation#speak now#speak now (tv)#speak now (taylorâs version)#the girls that get it get it#the girls that donât donât#but Iâm a girl that gets it so for context innocent is just full of forgiveness and sympathy (even if she basically called Kanye a man child#and she released it after the drama of the speech interruption as a sort of like hey letâs leave it in the past âyouâre still an innocentâ#then she thought everything was fine and they were cool now#then the drama with the phone call and shortly after the snake thing and shit happened#Taylor disappears for years#comes back and drops look what you made me do#which was the biggest f u ever#she reclaims every bit of slander against her and instead of forgiveness you got lyrics just filled with revenge#now I feel the need to emphasis what a total turn around this was because she prior just took all the sh*t to avoid making an enemy#out of Kanye who was a grown man established in the music business and she was like a teenager when it all started#so for years she had the perfect good girl girl next door image until Kanye tried to paint her as a âsnakeâ then she turns around#with a complete 360 of her prior public image and takes on this sort of âvillainâ role#anyways I overexplained considering I think most of the internet knows the drama that happened but I will never shut up about how much of a#power move the rep album was like just from a business and pr view that sh!t earns respect
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examining a seemingly normal image only to slowly realize the clear signs of AI generated art.... i know what you are... you cannot hide your true nature from me... go back where you came from... out of my sight with haste, wretched and vile husk
#BEGONE!!! *wizard beam blast leaving a black smoking crater in the middle of the tumblr dashboard*#I think another downside to everyone doing everything on phone apps on shitty tiny screens nowadays is the inability to really see details#of an image and thus its easier to share BLATANTLY fake things like.. even 'good' ai art has pretty obvious tells at this point#but especially MOST of it is not even 'good' and will have details that are clearly off or lines that dont make sense/uneven (like the imag#of a house interior and in the corner there's a cabinet and it has handles as if it has doors that open but there#are no actual doors visible. or both handles are slightly different shapes. So much stuff that looks 'normal' at first glance#but then you can clearly tell it's just added details with no intention or thought behind it. a pattern that starts and then just abruptly#doesn't go anywhere. etc. etc. )#the same thing with how YEARS ago when I followed more fashion type blogs on tumblr and 'colored hair' was a cool ''''New Thing''' instead#of being the norm now basically. and people would share photos of like ombre hair designs and stuff that were CLEARLY photoshop like#you could LITERally see the coloring outside of the lines. blurs of color that extend past the hair line to the rest of the image#or etc. But people would just share them regardless and comment like 'omg i wish I could do this to my hair!' or 'hair goallzzzz!! i#wonder what salon they went to !!' which would make me want to scream and correct them everytime ( i did not lol)#hhhhhhggh... literally view the image on anything close to a full sized screen and You Will SEe#I don't know why it's such a pet peeve of mine. I think just as always I'm obsessed with the reality and truth of things. most of the thing#that annoy me most about people are situations in which people are misinterpreting/misunderstanding how something works or having a misconc#eption about somehting thats easily provable as false or etc. etc. Even if it's harmless for some random woman on facebook to believe that#this AI generated image of a cat shaped coffee machine is actually a real product she could buy somewhere ... I still urgently#wish I could be like 'IT IS ALL AN ILLUSION. YOU SEE???? ITS NOT REALL!!!!! AAAAA' hjhjnj#Like those AI shoes that went around for a while with 1000000s of comments like 'omg LOVE these where can i get them!?' and it's like YOU#CANT!!! YOU CANT GET THEM!!! THEY DONT EXIST!!! THE EYELETS DONT EVEN LINE UP THE SHOES DONT EVEN#MATCH THE PATTERNS ARE GIBBERISH!! HOW CAN YOU NOT SEE THEY ARE NOT REAL!??!!' *sobbing in the rain like in some drama movie*#Sorry I'm a pedantic hater who loves truth and accuracy of interpretation and collecting information lol#I think moreso the lacking of context? Like for example I find the enneagram interesting but I nearly ALWAYS preface any talking about it#with ''and I know this is not scientifically accurate it's just an interesting system humans invented to classify ourselve and our traits#and I find it sociologically fascinating the same way I find religion fascinating'. If someone presented personality typing information wit#out that sort of context or was purporting that enneagram types are like 100% solid scientific truth and people should be classified by the#unquestionaingly in daily life or something then.. yeah fuck that. If these images had like disclaimers BIG in the image description somewh#re like 'this is not a real thing it's just an AI generated image I made up' then fine. I still largely disagree with the ethics behind AI#art but at least it's informed. It's the fact that people just post images w/o context or beleive a falsehood about it.. then its aAAAAAA
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why won't my brain shut up why won't my brain shut up why won't my brain shut up why won't my brain shut up
#i'm overthinking something that i did and was told off for doing by my director#and on my way home i was thinking when was the last time i was even talked to like that during a production#and then i remembered the costume experience from hell of only a couple months ago that i've already began blocking out#but the thing is that that person was someone i knew i'd never have to work with again#i mean at first i thought i would have to work with them more. then they announced they were moving away immediately#so i only had to deal with them face to face for another weekish after that point and anytime they yelled at me#i was like 'cool. i'll do exactly what you say to do. and nothing more.' but then of course me being me#i did some extra stuff and they initially were like 'oh that's pretty' and then days later told me to cut everything i added#and like sure i get that the show was frozen but girl. that costume was unfinished. i was trying to finish it. it was frozen but looked bad#anyway. whenever they yelled at me and had actual malice in their heart i was like whatever. i was hurt. but i didn't care as much.#but this time it's someone i've worked with many many times before and it was about a habit i have that i know isn't great#but at the same time the thing that prompted it wasn't even me doing this habit it was something else#but she interpreted it as that habit and said that i can't do that on a production she's directing#and that if i couldn't stop then i could pull out from the production and there'd be no hard feelings between us#and honestly i think her reassuring that she knows i'm valuable and that she wants me there while also telling me not to do this thing#and the fact that she's someone i like working with and will continue to work with just made it all hurt so much more#especially since she referenced another past production we've done where i didn't even realize she had noticed that i do this.#and i found myself in near tears. and still am kind of in near tears. i can't decide if i need to cry or not.#and i had NO sleep last night so i was looking forward to sleeping tonight but now i'm just overthinking EVERYTHING#and like. i know everything will be fine. if i just stop inserting myself and stick to just my specific tasks. it'll be fine.#but this is one of the ways my ocd manifests. i feel like i have to personally fix something i notice going wrong. or it'll be bad.#because every single time i choose to sit back and not be nosy when i notice something it ends up bad in a way i could have prevented#if i just inserted myself in a situation i technically wasn't part of but knew i could help or fix. so i just need to not do that.#but then i feel guilt if it does go wrong in the ways i immediately assumed it would and in a way i could prevent.#and i've been trying to work on this for like 6 months and aaaahhhh it's hard and being called out on it from her just really really hurt#i still may or may not cry. i don't know. the irony of me telling my therapist THIS MORNING that it's been a while since i last cried.#and the universe being like 'i took that as a challenge' and handing me this situation for me to spiral over.#i need to leave things alone. i need to stare straight ahead. and ignore whatever isn't specifically for me to do. but ahhh i want to help#and then of course my mom has this same habit and it annoys me when she does it yet i do it to other people and ahhhhhhhh#brain please just shut up. i need to sleep. i have to work tomorrow.
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ok yeah i know rwrb is a longer book, just over 400 pages, i understand that. i get things would need to be cut for the movie, i'm no fool.
i just don't... i'm not understanding the creative decision behind cutting a major supporting character completely. in fact, i'm baffled. like????
#june? JUNE? JUNE????????????#THEY CUT HIS SISTER???????#JUNE?????????#i just thought she wasn't in the trailers or smth not that they took her out of the movie entirely!!!!!#have i been living under a rock?#how is this going to work????#and his parents are still together???#tf??? fine don't include leo but just leave them divorced what in gods name#i can't figure out if percy is in this or not and at this point im not sure i want to know#i heard they're shifting a lot of junes stuff to nora which ok fine but#THEY COULD HAVE JUST LEFT JUNE IN THE DAMN MOVIE#why is this bothering me so much#sarah.pdf#seriously though how long has this been common knowledge#i'm still gonna watch the movie but i'm honestly confused how a lot of...... everything is going to go down now#edit pez is in the movie at least there's that i guess#edit edit oh cool they took out raf luna too#who made these choices turn on your location. i just wanna talk#did casey actually like. approve these choices? were they even involved?
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ring pop proposal âĄ
fem reader, pure fluff, childhood friends to lovers lemme alone do not perceive me yk the drill by now, lil self indulgent fic cus i love childhood friends to lovers and puppy crushes, polar oppositeâs trope, this reeks of my oc x canon katsu ship sooooo shh shh do not perceive.
the first person who realizes katsuki has a crush on you is his mom because when she comes to pick him up one day from kindergarten he suddenly mentions you. itâs an innocent little interaction he had with you that mitsuki doesnât think much about at first, simply surprised her son managed to befriend someone outside of his little group of friends until he starts mentioning you more and more.
soon youâre the only thing he talks about and katsuki even starts begging her to have you come over to play. mitsuki is extremely curious to know what kind of person you are to have been able to enchant her son the way you have, she says itâs fine as long as your parents agree.
youâre a sweet little thing, almost the complete opposite of her little devilâs spawn. youâre polite and a little shy when you ask â is it okay if i come to play at katsuâs house, please miss katsukiâs mom ?â and how could she say no to you ? she pulls at your cheek lovingly and her son almost snarls at her.
âno touchinâ !â he snarks, pulling you against him like you were his teddy bear.
mitsuki was the first to realize her son had a crush on you when you were always around. when he found something cool during a class trip you were there and whenever he was upset it was always because you had argued about something irrelevant that seemed so much bigger in the eyes of a child.
she realized because katsuki had, and in some ways, will always be rowdy. heâs rough and temperamental and moodyâbasically, he can be quite the brat. (she wonders where he gets that from a lot) but heâs different with you.
heâll always be a little rough around the edges but itâs the thought that counts. he drags you around a little too hard but it's to show you something he knows you'd like and you repay him by being patient with him and letting him drag you around to his hearts content. he letâs you use the crayons heâd just denied another classmate seconds ago and when itâs really early in the morning and youâre still sleepy unlike your more energetic friend, he waits for you. sitting with you in the reading corner quietly commenting on a little bit of everything in the book youâre sharing until youâre awake enough to start the day because katsuki wanted you to be together through anything no matter what, starting the day without you was simply unimaginable.
you offer him your kindness and he repays you with his loyalty. acting like your guard dog, protecting you from everything and everyone he considers a threat to you. he goes a bit overboard but itâs the thought that counts and heâs definitely got the right intentions.
â iâm gânna marry yn when i grow up !â katsuki proclaims from the backseat of the car after mitsuki had come to pick him up. she looks at him through the rear view mirror only to see heâs not even looking at her, looking out the window somewhat longingly, watching as his school fades away from his sight, further and further and further away from you. she smiles to herself.
âyeah ?â she asks âyeah !â he responds proudly, crossing his arms â i asked yn if she wanted to be my wife anâ she said yeah, so weâre gettinâ married !â
âhuh. howâd you propose ? you donât have a ring.â she jests.
katsuki responds immediately and exclaims he does have one, shuffling around to reach for something in his pocket. he pulls out a plastic ring pop holder, the candy on top is missing and mitsuki can imagine what happened to it.
âgave her one of these !â
âso thatâs why you had me buy those from the store last time,â she hums. â you ate it, though.â
katsuki tries to roll his eyes but just ends up looking up and to the side, mitsuki recognizes it as him trying to mimic what she does a lot and she snorts.
âwell duh, we both did ! âf i kept it in my pocket it woulda gotten gross !â he defends. mitsuki simply responds with a hum, smile on her face growing larger as she hears her son happily chatting about the rest of his day with you.
she knows her katsuki is hard to handle. extremely so. but when she sees the way you both interact she can tell something is there. you donât âhandleâ him. you like being around him. you like playing and talking with him, she sees how happy you make him whenever you come over for playdates. he holds your hand when you get scared and you hug him tight and beam when you see him again after heâs gotten over a nasty cold.
she can tell you make her son happy and he does the same for you in the way children do with pinky promises and shy cheek kisses, kisses over tiny wounds and refusing to be separated whenever the rowdier one of you both gets his recess time taken away for being naughty.
mitsuki hopes this crush, this love you have for her son can grow along with you. she hopes youâll stick around as katsuki grows up more and potentially more rowdy and rougher around the edges but even more enamored with you. and with the way her son is squirming around in his seat and tugging at his seatbelt, giddy about you accepting his ring pop proposal, she has a funny feeling youâll be sticking around for a long time.
#another childhood friends one whats new#can you tell this is my fav trope teehee<3#Idk if you can tell but it is#bakugou katsuki x reader#bakugo fluff#bakugou imagine#katsuki bakugou x reader#bakugou katsuki#bakugou x reader#katsuki x reader#katsuki bakugo x reader#bakugou katuski x reader#bakugou fluff#katsuki x y/n#katsuki x you#bakugou x you#bakugou x y/n#bakugo x reader#bakugou drabble#katsuki bakugo fluff#you can take this as a prequel for like two of my childhood friends to lvrs fics lololol
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number one sorcerer (and virgin) .
synopsis: req! in which your boyfriend â notorious for boasting about how good he is in bed â turns out to be all bark and no bite (until you give him some guidance, at least).
pairing: virgin!switch!gojo x f!reader
wc: est. 6k?
incl: unprotected sex, pull-out method, lots of dirty talk, a bit of teaching gojo, petnames, manhandling, size kink, clit play, praise kink, edging (himself), teasing, mocking, fingering, oral (f + slight m), cum swallowing
a/n: ty for awakening smtn in me anon it was nice to be writing a full fic again!! hope im not too rusty,, this is straight up filth tho so mdni
back when satoru and you were just friends, he liked to make it very clear to your circle of peers that he wasnât just good at sex.
no, according to himself, he was some kind of sex god â to match his power level in sorcery, of course.
and obviously, who was anyone to think otherwise? the great gojo satoru; such a cocky and confident demeanour paired with angelic white hair, piercing blue eyes, and a tall sculpted body that other guys at the gym double-take at. him..? a virgin? hah! good one.
satoru believes that heâs done a rather spectacular job at keeping his reputation sky-high.
the only problem was.. now he had a girlfriend with high expectations to please.
since the day youâd gotten together â going multiple months strong â satoru was starting to sweat more and more knowing that his rather crucial fabrication was bound to be brought up sooner or later. you had your needs just like him, and satoru wouldnât blame you if you were a bit worried about why he hasnât initiated anything; yâknow, since he was supposedly eros in human form and all that.
little did you know your boyfriend felt equally frustrated. for slightly different reasons.
âbro, itâd be hot if she was a virgin, but me?!â flopping back against the armrest, gojo lets out a theatrical groan while his best friend â the only other person to know of his dark secret â snickers against the cushions nearby.
âeverythingâd be fine if you didnât pretend to be some incubus that makes girls cum with a snap of his finger,â geto quips unhelpfully.
satoru lifts his head, sneering when he realizes that the raven-haired man was much too busy scrolling on his phone to notice how heâs resting a pair of dirty shoes on his white couch. âthat would be pretty cool..â when he only receives a disgusted glance, he huffs, suddenly feeling a bit vulnerable as his thoughts wander further. âhowâm i even gonna tell her? what if she doesnât trust me anymore?â
at last, suguru looks up with a hint of sympathy in his eyes. âyou know y/n isnât like that. just.. wait for her to initiate something and go with the flow,â he advises, lips curling into a knowing smirk.
âyou find a way to be good at everything, anyway, toru. sheâll be begging for you in no time.â
as usual, geto knows him too well, because those last few words have gojo shooting up from the sofa with a grin. âya think so?â
âhell yeah, man.â the two idiots end the discussion by dapping each other up, a confident gleam in both of their eyes.
only a couple days later, satoru discovers that going with the flow isnât as easy as suguru advised. with your plush lips sucking his bottom one through occasional moans, along with a delicate pair of nails scratching perfectly at his undercut, he already felt himself getting breathless and aroused like a teenager.
perhaps youâve put him under a spell; how is it that he lasts through prolonged battles while barely breaking a sweat, but having your cute hand move to rub up on his abs and pecs send his nerves into overdrive? it wasnât like making out wasnât uncommon for the two of you, this time it just felt so passionate with the way your hips moved to straddle his, tongue practically begging for entrance while the movie on screen was left long forgotten.
gojo canât help but groan as your muscle explores his mouth, core ever so smoothly grinding on his bulge and igniting heat through his entire body. even as you pull away to take a breath, his grip on your waist remains stable as if youâd disappear at any momentâ growing even tighter with the way you bore into his eyes hungrily. âsatoru..â
your unusually seductive voice makes him audibly gulp. âyâ yeah?â he whispers, glancing to the hand thats now moving down over his grey sweats. shit, this was too much, was he dreaming? he should do something, pinch himself beforeâ
âtouch me, please?â as you voice your request, you squeeze his dick so nicely that satoru swears he nearly explodes in his boxers.
he swallows, words getting lost in his throat. âiâ i uh...â
for the first time in history, satoru has been rendered speechless, and you visibly panic at this realization. yet when you try to carefully maneuver off his lap and give him space, the clutch on your waist intensifies. âwhatâ are you okay? whatâs wrong?â you murmur, brows creasing with concern.
though you never brought it up, satoruâs worry about your confusion was correct; youâd been expecting him to jump your bones a week into your relationship, but seeing how he never forced anything and remained respectful was cute.. at first. after a month of rejection and being pushed away whenever things got too heated, insecurities were bound to start brewing inside you.
he better have a damn good explanation.
âiâm fine,â he reassures, âitâs justâ i should probably tell you something..â refusing to meet your eyes, the sorcerer resorts to drawing shapes against the skin under your t-shirt. in other situations, this would feel soothing, relaxing even â but currently, his lacking and lingering touch made you want to rip the hairs off your head.
all you wanted was to finally get a taste of your steaming hot boyfriend. what could he possibly need to say right now? you ponder, hasnât he been dying to finally show off how amazing he is in bed?
âyes..?â
âitâs actually a funny story, ahaha..â he stalls, chuckling nervously as you turn his jaw to make eye contact. a feeling of impatience and neediness pulls through you, but you contain yourself with a deep breath.
âspit it out, satoru.â
there was no going back now, right? âso.. iâve uhâ iâve never actually done this before.â
you blink.
âyouâre a virgin?â
it was difficult to believe your own words; it sounded wrong no matter how hard you tried to wrap your head around it. satoru being inexperienced? the satoru with a rock hard 6 pack? the satoru with biceps that bulge out of his shirts and a face sharp enough to be sculpted by aphrodite herself? your satoru?
it sounded ridiculous, but the ugly pout rising across his lips tells you that it wasnât a prank after all. âhey, donât call me that, now it sounds way worse!â
a sigh escapes your lips, arms folded across your chest. âso all those never have i ever games and stories you told about one night stands wereâ mph!" before you know it, a large hand is covering your mouth.
âlisten, how about we talk about this after having some fun?â a surprisingly determined gleam shines in your boyfriendâs icy blue eyes, making your thighs clench together in excitement.
who were you to say no to that?
â
next thing you know, pillows support your back as a shirtless satoru lies directly in front of your clothed crotch, hot breath making you wiggle around impatiently.
âjusâ just take it off me, toru. so damn slowââ
âbaby,â he scolds, looking genuinely upset, âthis is my first time seeing a pussy in real life and youâre ruining it with your lack of patience.â
you can only roll your eyes and groan, head flopping back against the cushions in boredom. there was no way to predict how satoruâs first time would go, but you never expected itâd be this agonizing on your end â nor that heâd be so bossy.
though luckily, after another deep breath, your panties are gently tugged down your legs, and satoru can only inhale as he watches your poor hole clench around nothing. it only made sense that after all that dry humping and making out that your neediness increased, and it didnât help that you could clearly see the way satoru was not only rock hard, but much bigger than average through his grey sweats.
âooh.. oh shit..â like the invasive pervert he is, satoru moves even closer to the point where your thighs rest on his muscular shoulders before taking two fingers to spread your lips apart. this way, he has a clear view of the place that needs him most, and it makes a furious blush blossom on your cheeks.
âsâ satoru.. what are you doing?â now you felt like the virgin, desperately attempting to shut your legs with no avail. damn this big idiot and his strength.
suddenly, his piercing eyes snap up to you, a feral look in his gaze. âshit, howâm i gonna fit in this little hole?â
you canât deny the way his dirty words does something to you â not that youâd ever admit it. âthatâs why you gotta prep me, toru. yâknow..â you gulp, âfingering, or like.. eating me out.â
in response, you get a cheshire grin. âsounds fun. show me how you do it, sweets.â
âw-what?â
satoru leans back, attemping to hold in a mischievous smile. âhow else am i gonna learn?â
even masturbating alone makes you flush in slight embarassment, so doing it in front of someone else â your cheeky, shamleess boyfriend no less â had you drowning in nerves. the bigger problem was that his words held a strong point; youâre supposed to be teaching him for his first time and ensuring itâs as enjoyable as possible.
these reminders make you mumble out a gentle fine, breath stuttering as you spread your legs further for the man in front of you.
satoru is now resting his weight on the palms of his hands, looking laid back and relaxed, but evidently still focused at the way your fingers move to unclasp your bra with skill. âdamn..â as your tits are freed, he finds himself needing to adjust his sweatpants and nearly letting out a pathetic noise you would definitely tease him for.
you gulp, trying to ignore his blatant gawking. âitâs good to.. yâknow, tease a bit before getting straight to it. makes it feel better â for me, at least,â you explain while massaging your chest, hiding surprise at the way he sternly nods in understanding.
now that you think about it, something tells you this is the most focused satoru has ever been in a learning environment.
after a bit more pinching and fondling, your hands slide down to your stomach and thighs, trying to get your breathing to relax. having gojo watch you do something so private was.. surreal, but you know for a fact youâve never been this wet before, if that meant anything.
once you finally move down to your most intimate part, satoru takes a deep breath. he watches as you use your fingers to reveal a small bundle of nerves, pulsing and desperate for attention. âthis is the clit, toru. sâvery important.â
his eyes light up. âoh, i know that one!â he announces proudly, âi remember suguru saying i have to.. uh, worship it or something.â
you snicker at the thought of geto giving out sex pointers. âmhm, sometimes penetration isnât enough, so you need to give it attention or i canât really finish.â
gently, you start massaging the bud in circles, humming at the feeling of finally getting some type of relief. you move down to your hole to collect some of your wetness before bringing it back up, letting out a moan in satisfaction.
the way satoru licks his lips as you finally plunge a finger into your wetness has you shivering, but you remind yourself that for now, this was simply a demonstration and that youâd get a taste of him later.
after adding another, you attempt to reach your sweet spot by curling upwards, but it seems that even your hopelessly inexperienced boyfriend could tell that it was getting nowhere.
âaw,â he pouts teasingly, âlilâ fingers canât reach anything, huh?â
âshutâ shut up, satoru.â
before you know it, heâs moved onto his stomach again, face to face with your pussy and gripping your now soaked fingers. âyou use these pathetic things when yâmasturbate, huh? imagining my dick while having such tiny fingers up your cunt? kinda offended, babe..â
you feel your tummy flip, where did he learn to talk like that?
âdo you have to be so vulgââ youâre cut off by a choking gasp as a warm, wet muscle licks a stripe from your hole all the way to your clit.
âthanks for the lesson. âthink i got it from here,â is all satoru says before heâs diving in, slurping up as much of your essence as possible before latching his plush lips right onto your poor little clit.
you canât help but wiggle around at the jump in stimulation, but that only lasts about five seconds before a muscular arm presses you firmly against the mattress, rendering you trapped and unable to escape to his ministrations.
âhey, slow down!â your words are coincidentally yelped out right as he wiggles a much bigger finger into you. it explores your insides eagerly, caressing and feeling up what satoru believes will be his new favourite place.
âwow..â sluuurp, âso warm nâ soft in here..â he happily mumbles against your pussy. the vibrations of his now deeper voice shoot through you like electricity, eliciting another choked whine from your throat.
it felt like he was just toying with you; looking way too content drinking up everything you offered, fluid rushing down his chin and nose pushed firmly against your pelvis to inhale your scent.
suddenly, heâs jabbing his fingertip right into that pocket of sunshine that makes your eyes roll back, a loud whimper leaving your throat before you could stop it. âsatoru, right there!â he swiftly seperates from your clit just to mumble out a here? in confirmation, prodding your sweet spot over and over in record breaking speed.
when you nod, he grins smugly, now adding another finger to stretch you further. âmmmph, this is pretty fun. could lie here all night.â
luckily, you barely process his words, much too busy enjoying the best finger-fuck of your life â and this was only his first time, you remember, what will the bastard do to you once heâs got some practice in?
a shaking hand tumbles into his snowy locks, attempting to pull him back weakly. âwait, mâgonna cum, toruââ
gojo growls almost animalistically, tugging your hand back onto the sheets. âthen fuckinâ do it,â he demands. âcâmon, iâve earned it, right?â then, he sucks even harder, fingers slamming and curling and making the loudest squelch youâve ever heard.
âsee?â he continues, âlilâ cunt wants to cum so bad for me. knows who 'er owner is already.â his filthy words definitely take part in the way your orgasm hits like a train, body shaking and toes curling as you let the feeling of bliss take over you. you flinch at how swiftly his tongue licks up everything you give him, the fingers in his hair tugging harder in overstimulation.
âtoruuuuu..â
he simpers, tasting his cum-covered lips. âyeeees?â
âthisâ this is your first time, i should be making you feel good.â
slowly but surely, your eyes reopen, meeting your boyfriendâs relaxed gaze as he rubs your thigh affectionately. âdunno what youâre talking about, i felt pretty good just now.â when you only pout further, he snickers, pushing some of his bangs back smoothly. âcâmon, thereâs lots of time for you to get me off later. mâ too excited for the main event..â
at last, he reaches for his sweatpants, more than excited to tug them down and finally give his aching cock some freedom. satoru doesnât think heâs ever had a more painful boner in his life, but it was all worth seeing you release all over his tongue and fingers.
right as he finishes untying the knot, pale fingers drifting up to the waistband, youâre smacking him away to make room for your own hands. he watches with an open mouth as you pull his boxers down along with his pants, leaky, hard cock springing free and nearly hitting you in the face.
shit, of course his dick is perfect too. with a bit of white hair at the base, bulging veins adorned the entirety of his massive length, and the tip â shit, the tip was even bigger than the rest, mushroom shaped and angry red. his balls looked equally agitated and full â the epitome of breeder balls, and you gulped at the thought of him filling you up with everything they had.
now his question from earlier made sense, and he seems to be enjoying the realization on your face from his spot kneeling on the bed. âlike whatâcha see?â he coos, one big hand lowering to relieve the aching in his balls.
âtoru, i donât know if youâll even fit. whyâ why do you have to be so big?â itâs annoying, you want to say â but the white-haired man has already laid back and manhandled you onto his chiseled stomach, a yelp escaping you at his suddenness.
heâs smiling so hard at your little dilemma that itâs almost sick, hands resting behind his head cockily. âtell me more while you ride me, baby.â
after processing that all youâve been doing is feeding his size kink and inflating his already massive ego, you frown. âiâm serious, toru!â
âwhat!? iâm serious too!â the man defends with fake innocence, blue eyes shining in glee. âyouâre the expert here, remember? âsupposed to be teaching me how itâs done.â
all you do is grumble whilst moving down to sit between the sorcererâs thighs, lightly prepping him with your fist and a dribble of spit from your mouth that has the white-haired male biting his lip. âfuck..â satoru canât recall how many times heâs masturbated to the mental image of this exact moment, but now that it was finally happening, he promised himself to savor it as much as possible.
when you move to finally straddle him, hole hovering just above his length, he begins bucking his hips up desperately. âhurryyyâŚâ
âare you in heat or something?â you snort, giving him a dirty glare as if you werenât about to let him inside you.
âfor you? yeah.â satoru offers you a cheesy wink and grin that dissipates the second your warmth encloses his aching tip. his hands slowly move up to grip your waist, jaw clenching in an attempt to not slam you down to his balls right then.
ângh⌠fuuuck, baby,â he groans as you ever so carefully move down another inch. âjesus.. youâre sooo damn tight. dunnoâ how youâre even taking me..â
you squeeze your eyes shut in attempt to bare the discomfort for him, a slight crease growing between your brows. âsatoru, fuckâ hurts..â he immediately reopens his eyes in worry, searching for a way to take your pain away.
yes, he could already tell that he enjoyed being meaner with you in bed â but itâs never fun if you donât feel good as well. though he luckily recalls your lesson from earlier, moving a soft thumb down to massage your clit in tight circles.
when you jolt and nearly faceplant into his neck, he only grins proudly, now using one veiny hand to help push you further onto him. âtheeere we go.. aw, feel better?â
âmhm, feels full..â you mumble back, looking down to see that you â unbelievably â still had a couple inches to go.
satoru feels like heâs about to burst on the other hand, thriving in pure ecstasy at the feeling of your walls massaging him just perfectly. he canât help but thrust up and force his last inches inside you, an echoing smack! of skin against skin singing through the room and eliciting a startled yelp from your throat.
âtoru!â despite your scolding, you canât deny the perfection in which his tip kissed your g-spot effortlessly. his hands felt ever so soothing, comfortingly running up and down as you sat impaled on his cock, wiggling around to get comfortable and ruining him in the process.
just as you start to adjust, you feel yourself being lifted up. âmâ sorry sweets..â gojo suddenly voices, âi canât..â
âhuh? what do you mâah!â youâre flipped onto your back before you know it, knees resting on the shoulders of your boyfriend who has a gleam in his pupils that youâve quite frankly never seen before; he looked feral.
satoru carefully pulls out until only his tip is encased in your warmth, and everything is calm for a moment. you both take a deep breath, and he smiles down at your already fucked-out face with pride. âsatoruââ
then heâs pushing back in with all the strength his massive hips can produce, and you think if it werenât for his hands wrapped around your thighs, you wouldâve got pushed off the bed entirely. you unintentionally let out the loudest sound of the night, and this sets him off.
now he was getting brutal, bullying your cunt with hit after hit against the spot that has drool dripping down your cheek and eyes crossing. you canât even stop the pathetic noises and symphonies of right there! that leave your lips, no matter how hot your cheeks flush in embarrassment. it felt as though every time his dick jabbed back in he was right up in your tummy, veins pulsing and ensuring your pussy is molded to the perfect sleeve for him.
âtoru, shitâ nghh, faster, please! feels sâgood!â
ânghh, toru, faster! ahaha..â he mocks you â of course he does, but picks up the pace nonetheless â now holding your lower body up so that your knees dangle higher over his shoulders and each stroke is angled exactly where you want him. âso cute when youâre gettinâ stuffed full, baby.â
he leers as you send him the harshest expression you can manage, reaching down for your clit and giggling as you start squirming in an attempt to escape the overwhelming pleasure. this bastard is having way too much fun, you realize, moans being forced out of you almost tauntingly.
tonight you discover that satoruâs way of fucking is rather animalistic, frantic, thrilling, and with the sole purpose of making you both feel as good as possible. if you want him to go slow or make love to you, youâd probably have to ask beforehand â or perhaps tie him up so you could have your fun in peace.
if your insides werenât being rearranged, youâd grin at the thought of your boyfriend restrained and at your mercy. another night, you promise yourself.
âtightest pussy ever fâmy first time baby.. haah.. canât believe iâve been missinâ out on this.â for once, something praising comes out of his big mouth, breathes getting cut short every time you involuntarily squeeze him harder. he swears thereâs no better feeling then what you were giving him right now, not even singlehandedly resurrecting himself using the reversed curse technique.
and while no injuries have ever left a scar on gojo satoru, he decides that the claw marks youâre ruthlessly digging into his back will stay as long as his body allows â why should he hide how good heâs made you feel despite being a virgin an hour prior?
maybe if heâs in the mood to brag, heâll show them to suguru later.
âfeels good toru, fuckinâ me so good,â you feel the way his whole body reacts to your praises, a deep growl melting from his lips as the sounds of skin slapping increasingly grows in volume.
âbabyyy,â he pants, legs being held higher while he digs deeper into your guts, âmâgonna cum.. need you to cum with me.â the twitching of his length inside you gave away the fact that gojo has practically been on the edge ever since he pushed into you â and while he knows itâs completely normal to cum prematurely on your first time, when has he ever not gone above expectations?
in a split second youâre flipped onto your hands and knees, veiny hands pushing you into a deep arch while your boyfriend gives his body a moment to relax, pinching his base (a rather perverted method heâs learned by edging himself while masturbating) between his thumb and pointer.
when you needily wiggle your hips in an attempt to find his cock again, he grins boyishly. âlookinâ for this?â he sings the words right before plunging his entire length back into you, abusing your g-spot while a lanky finger impressively finds the bud between your legs right away (a skill that most âexperiencedâ men youâve previously been with fail to achieve), circling and pinching in a frantic attempt to make your orgasms arrive in sync.
âfucking hell.." you whine, the new angle making his tip bump against spots that have never been rubbed before. âcan feel you so deep..â
âoh yeah?â his bicep pulls you up so your head rests on his broad shoulder, now victim to the filth being whispered directly into your ear. âmâ i doing good? fuckinâ this lilâ pussy nice and deep like she needs?â
when you nod, he beams like a maniac, seemingly encouraged to pound you even harder as his hips pick up the pace. âdamn, âthink iâm already a pro at this, huh?â
for the sake of your sanity, you ignore his bragging. âtoru, donât stop. iâmâ iâm gonna..â
âyouâre gonnaaa?â he derides, kissing the corner of your lip sweetly. âtell me, baby.â
âgonna cum for you, please.â satoru almost decides to fill you up at those words, but his self control is just a bit stronger. he feels the way your cunt is pulsing, body practically shaking as you get closer and closer to release, and heâs determined to help you reach it.
his thrusts get a bit sloppier, and youâre too busy basking in your own pleasure to see the eye-candy that is gojo biting his swollen lips, sweat dripping down his temples all the way to his solid abs, snowy bangs a tad bit moist against his forehead. he looked like the definition of temptation; straight out of a wet dream with stamina that seemingly never declined.
âme too, baby. câmon, cum on this dick. sâall yours to ruin.â
you moan as you allow yourself to let go, toes curling and nails digging into his toned forearms ecstatically. âthaaatâs it, good girl.. ahah.. such a good girl fâme.â he talks you through it as if heâs done so a million times, both of you looking down to watch your release coat his dick and the crumpled sheets below.
at his praise, you squeeze him just a bit tighter, making his lips curl up in interest. âmy girl likes being praised, huh? yeah.. doing so good makinâ a mess on me..â
he pulls out, carefully lowering you to the mattress before tugging on his dick in hopes of reaching his own peak. satoru forces himself to open his eyes just enough to admire the view of you fucked out below him, body shaking slightly as you recover from the intense waves of your orgasm.
ây/n,â he abruptly whines, patting your shoulder with a subtle urgency in his voice.
â..mhmm?â
âwhere can i cum? quick babyâ please, iâve been holding this for way too longââ this has your body moving, eyes popping open as you swiftly bend down so your mouth hovers directly in front of him.
you replace his fist with yours as soft lips move to suckle harsly on his leaking tip, and now itâs gojo who has his eyes rolling back; whimpers flying out of his throat every time your tongue massages the delicate underside, sending visible shocks through his body. âfuck!â he can only curse and run his fingers through your hair for support while you pump him dry. âjust like that, good.. haah.. good fuckinâ girl, shiiit.â
youâve never seen your boyfriend â the strongest â look so pathetic and desperate, but it only spurs you on further, enjoying the way he continues to blabber about how pretty you are and how heâs gonna fill your mouth like he would your pussy. in response, you greedily hum around him, licking through his slit as if you were pleading the little hole to give you what you deserved.
and only moments later, satoruâs words become reality; though he attempts to keep revelling in the feeling of your warm lips and hands, his body stills in place instinctively, one last warning tumbling out of his throat as your mouth is flooded with rope after rope of bitterly sweet fluid.
it seems like your accusations about his breeder balls were correct, because once it starts it seemingly never ends; cum now overflowing from the corners of your lips as you struggle to swallow frequently enough to not choke on how much he deposits.
meanwhile, gojo feels like he is quite literally ascending, everything becoming unimportant next to you and the feeling of pleasure being forced through him like an overwhelming earthquake, pulse after pulse as you suck him for all heâs worth.
âthasâ right.. take every damn drop, baby.â when satoru looks down and earns a glimpse of the white fluid trickling down your chin, his dick twitches in your mouth. âgod, youâre so sexy..â
once he was done, you both flop onto the bed in exhaustion, and while the vulnerable moment has utmost potential to become something cute and memorable, a certain blue-eyed bastard decides to open his mouth once again.
âwhatâre you huffinâ and puffinâ for?â he sasses, shamelessly eyeing the way your tits rose and fell with every breath you took. âall you did was lie there while i had a full body workout!â
you take a very deep breath. âi just let you put your dick inside me. shut the fuck up.â
at your reminder of whatâd just occurred, he grins like an idiot. âyouâre right, thank you.â theyâre soft, but he ensures his words are as audible and genuine as he can make them.
satoru isnât exactly the best with words, but he knows damn well that â despite all the bullshit he'd spouted at those parties â youâre the only person he wanted to have his first time with, and the fact that you allowed his wish to become reality is something heâll forever be grateful for.
âi love you..â you soften. âeven if youâre a pillow princess.â you stiffen again.
nothing could stay lovey-dovey with him for too long.
a fake cry is pulled from his lips as you rudely smack his shoulder. âi tried to ride you but you flipped me over after ten seconds!â
âitâs not my fault you're as slow as a fuckin' snail!â
somehow, you both make it to the washroom despite all the banter. just as you bend over in hopes of starting the shower up, a mean spank is delivered to your ass.
when you turn to meet the culprit, he only narrows his eyes at you playfully. âround two, mâlady?â itâs almost like his voice lowers on purpose, dirty words rumbling in his throat, knowing what it did to your body.
you do your best to send him a disappointed glance anyway. âday one of not being a virgin and youâre already the horniest man i know.â
after following you inside, his fluffy hair flattens from the steamy water before nudging you back, encasing you between him and the solid wall.
âi might be willing to overlook the fact that you know other horny men if you agree to some very loving, extremely intimate making out,â he requests with a smirk, sleek nose poking yours in a much gentler way than expected.
you still send him a distrusting raise of your brow. âonly making out, huh?â
the dirty smirk he sends you is all you need to know, along with his hardened dick pressing against your thigh as he moves in to kiss you.
what have you gotten yourself into?
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slip up- o.piastri (no.81)
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summary: oscar slips up about your marriage.
pairing: oscar piastri (no.81) x fem! driver! reader
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âHow was your summer break Oscar?â Jack Doohan asked.Â
âYeah, it was good. Visited my wifeâs family in Ireland for two weeks. It was beautiful,â he smiled, remembering the happy memories.Â
Jack smirked, knowing what heâd just said and didnât realise. âFeeling ready and rested for today? Ready to beat Verstappen?â
He chuckled. âWeâll see, I guess.â
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âSo Y/n, how was your summer break?â Will Buxton asked, a smirk on his lips.Â
âYeah all good Osc and I went back to visit family, it was a great holiday. We spent some time in Dublin, in Galway, in Tipperary, in Kerry, yeah. It was gorgeous. We finally got some good weather for once,â you smiled.Â
âDo anything special?â He asked, an eyebrow raised.Â
âWe actually showed his family all around Ireland, and our extended families met for like, the first time which was cool,â you shrugged. âYeah, Nicole is an avid hiker so we went up Carrauntoohil, which if you donât know is the tallest mountain in Ireland. Hattie was not a fan,â you chuckled. âYeah, but it was great, we had a bunch of fun.âÂ
âWell, that sounds like a lovely break. How are you feeling about today? Worried about the weather and wind?â He asked.Â
âNo, not really. Obviously Zandvoort is always a very unpredictable circuit in terms of weather, but I kind of grew up with this being the standard for almost every karting race, or just training session. If Iâm not used to it by now, Iâd feel a bit foolish,â you chuckled.Â
âAnd Oscar, your husband, how do you think heâs feeling?â Will asked, a smirk on his face, knowing that Oscar exposed you two.Â
You raised an eyebrow. âMy boyfriend,â you corrected. âIs probably fine. He has the fastest car on the grid, and a bunch of talent. Iâm not worried.â
âDo you think the McLarenâs will beat you?â
âIâm a realist Will, and Iâm not stupid. Obviously theyâll beat us, are you mental?â
âOk,â he chuckled. âThank you for your time.â
âBye!â you smiled, walking away.Â
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Nicole called you as you stepped into the McLaren motorhome. Â
âHey Nicole,â you smiled. âHow are you?â
âIâd be better if my son wasnât stupid,â she deadpanned.Â
You chuckled. âHow is he stupid?âÂ
âAre you with anyone now?â
âNo, just in the McLaren motorhome trying to find your stupid son,â you shrugged. âWhatâs up?â
âHe said you were his wife in an interview,â she sighed and you face-palmed. âYeah.â
âFuckâs sake,â you sighed, picking up the pace to try and find him quicker. You went to his driverâs room, the canteen, even Zak Brownâs office as you chatted to Nicole, then ultimately hung up to try and call Oscar.Â
He picked up after two rings. âHey baby, everything alright? Iâm looking for you right now and I canât find you?â
âIâm in the McLaren motorhome,â you told him. âDid you tell someone that we were married?â
âUmmm⌠I donât think so? Iâm pretty sure Iâve been keeping it under wraps pretty tightly,â he chuckled. âWhy?â
âYour mum just called me and told me you said I was your âwifeâ in an interview, so⌠yeah,â you explained.Â
âShit,â he whispered. âIâm sorry love, I didnât mean to- it was a complete accident, I swear-â
âOsc, Iâm not mad. To be honest I thought you wouldâve been worse, I thought you wouldâve accidentally posted the wedding photos or something,â you chuckled. âWe should honestly just tell people. Anyways, come meet me, I want to see you.â
âI love you,â he was smiling, you could tell, happy you two didnât have to hide it anymore. It had been both your ideas to hide the wedding, just to keep it quiet for a while. You asked all the drivers (all of them came), and anyone else within the F1 sphere to not post about anything to do with Ireland. You even went as far as to shut down an entire Terminal in the Dublin Airport to get people in and out inconspicuously. You just wanted your wedding to be yours, no one else's.Â
It was gorgeous though, getting married in a manor house on the coast of Galway with all of your closest family and friends was definitely one of the best days of your life. Your âhoneymoonâ had consisted of showing both your extended families around Ireland, and spending nights watching films and reading books with Oscar by your side. It was relaxing, but not exactly what a honeymoon should be, so you two had a month-long trip to the Maldives planned for the winter.Â
Oscar wrapped his arms around you from behind and kissed your neck as he hummed a greeting.Â
âWell hello to you too,â you chuckled.Â
âI have such a gorgeous wife,â he smiled.Â
âI have such a gorgeous husband,â you smiled back. You turned around to him and kissed him quickly as a greeting, then you grabbed his hand and led him further into the motorhome. You two walked to his driverâs room, and you sat on the bed as Oscar pulled out his phone. You all sent texts out to various family and drivers, giving them permission to post pictures of your wedding, then shared your own.
"It's out," he turned to you.
You nodded, biting your lip to stop your smile. "It's out."
He smiled bashfully. :you're the best thing that's ever happened to me."
"Ditto," you chuckled and he laughed.
"Ditto?" he gawked. "Baby-"
"I'm kidding," you cupped his cheeks. "You're the best thing that's ever happened to me too. I couldn't imagine my life without you, I love you ."
He blushed and leant in, pressing your lips together. "Now..." he smirked. "We can put our rings back on."
You smiled as you both pulled the necklaces that held you rings on them out from around your necks. You had Oscar's, and Oscar had yours. You took it off the chain and pushed it onto his finger, smiling as he did the same to you. Just like your wedding day.
"I'm so glad I married you," you smiled.
"I'm so glad you married me too."
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user5: WTAF
user569: i missed like 13000 chapters, they got married?????
user46: YAY Y/NOSCAR
user72: they're married????
y/npiastri: lando will cry, change the caption :(
-> alexalbon: ok MOM.
-> landonorris: I'm a grown man Y/n
-> y/npiastri: funny, because you don't act like it when you ask me to make you grilled cheese????
-> user37: she ate him up
-> user28: THE USERNAME CHANGE????!!!!!
user72: hey so this is insane.
kikagomez: I'm so normal about them (i cried 13 different times).
-> alexandrast.mleux: same (i didn't stop crying)
lilymhe: my OTP
-> alexalbon: I'll go fuck myself I guess???
-> oscarpiastri: off you go!
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logansargeant: diabolical caption
-> landonorris: THANK YOU
-> logansargeant: no ones talking about the bouquet we picked out mate, that's why.
-> landonorris: DOUBLE HOW DARE YOU
y/npiastri: Love you Alex â¤ď¸
oscarpiastri: Thanks Albono
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Simon swore he didn't want a relationship, but as soon as he met you â well there might be some changes in the plan.
He did want a relationship, fine, if it's with you, he's willing to give it a try but he's not really going for the trouble. No, thankyou.
Simon wouldn't really ask you if you haven't eaten yet or not, he's not your daddy, like that's a different thing, but he's not going to give you an earful for sleeping late and eating unhealthy.
He's going to be your boyfriend but... nonchalant boyfriend if it made any sense.
It never did.
Maybe changing his priorities was the first tick-tick for the bomb that came along his way because as soon as he found you, he was gobsmacked with a possessiveness that drived him insane.
He thought it would only bother him when you would be around because what sort of man he would be if he didn't melt at your sweetness.
But you lingered like a tattooed kiss, everything now connected with you, every thought started and ended with you.
He almost asked Soap to tie his hands so he could stop texting you random shit.
Like why should he bother with your meds and why it's making his heart burn if you haven't taken them.
Everything was jus' getting out of hand.
You were just so extreme, just out of your mind and he liked it, fuck he loved every bit of you. He just couldn't stop himself â
âYou look like... you're boutâ to cry.â Soap annouced from his side, Simon shaked his head, then thinking different, nodded.
âShe's having a bad day.â He said, âI am gonna kill this Nancy.â
âWho's..Nancy ?â
âYou know wot ?â Simon grumbled instead, âI am gonna call her and tell her.. it's gonna be okay.â
âRight.â Soap bounced, covering his face because what has happened to his mate.
âUntie my wrist.â He growled.âQuick.â he added dangerously.
âRight.â Soap shrugged, already getting on his feet.
And if staying away from you was proving to be bad on his nonchalance then being near was almost tripping.
âYou said you wouldn't come.â You gasped when he arrived, looking nervous and perhaps bit surprised himself.
âI...well...you look lovely.â He leaned to kiss your cheek, simple adorable gesture, âThankyou Si !â He blushed at the nickname.
He really didn't know what took him until he realised that giving in to care about you was probably for the best. And really, it wasn't so bad, to think about you, to put efforts for you, to fucking nick the moon for you, because the moment you smiled at him so fondly, like he was capable to deserve that warmth from you, he actually knew what the trouble was all about and he was very much gladly taking a fall for your sake.
So it really didn't matter if he was putting on his warmth clothes because he was one second away from wrapping you in warmth the moment you very much sniffed.
It didn't matter how hot your body got sometimes with heat, he's there soaking cloth in cold ice water and cooling you down.
He's hearing that french lady talk and talk because he needs that recipe you so very love.
He sleeps with an arm under your head and heart full of things he would do for you and himself, to built a home.
Because he fucking cares, he swore for that, to make you the happiest with him.
He doesn't want to be nonchalant, he doesn't want to pretend like he doesn't care because he does.
Really.
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In my opinion, the butt jokes are incredibly incredibly tired.
So here are several fun facts about Dick that you can use for comedic effects/running jokes instead:
His hatred of Capes. Listen we are talking about Dick wore a yellow cape for 9 to 10 years in universe Grayson. The moment he changed his costume, he straight refused to ever wear a cape again, the only time he had to wear one, it was as Batman and it was very very frustrating for him.
You know that when he watched the Incredibles with Lian and Roy or Damian and Edna Mode came on screen with her hatred of capes, this was his reaction:
Someone else finally understand him. She instantly became his favorite character.
His tendency to put unknown substances/evidence in his mouth and being able to identify it by taste and his knowledge of what Heroin taste like (yep still not over it).
It's both impressive (the fact that he can actually identify something by taste alone is impressive) and gross and even his closest friends don't understand why he is the way that he is, Do we think it's the Bat training or do we think it's just Dick (tm)... I feel like it has to be just Dick, right ? considering everything in Gotham is a toxin of some kind ? How many heart attack do we think he gave both Bruce and the Titans with that ?
Dick Grayson namer of superhero things: Listen, I just learned that Dick named the Arrowcave and now I just kinda love the idea of a running joke that every time a classic superhero in contact with Robin has a goofy name for something superhero related, it probably comes from the 9 year old superhero who thought it sounded cool.
The Titans are never letting that go and Dick doesn't want to talk about it (but he secretly still really like the names, they were cool when he was 9 and pretty practical when you think about it, thank you very much).
Everyone has a crush on him (tm): Honestly it is pretty funny that everyone and theirs entire family have a crush on Nightwing (and also pretty consistent canon since Raven in ntt). The reaction of the batfam is annoyed because that's gross, it's Dick, theirs brother/son, and the Titans are amused (Donna, Vic, Garth and maybe Wally) or maybe sorta part of the people who have had a crush on him (Kory obviously , Roy, Raven).
You do need to be careful with that, but I think if you do the opposite of what DC is usually doing, you'll be fine.
Also you can also includes the disastrous first date with supergirl in that. She also had a crush on him and they date was so horrible that he considered changing superhero identity because it was so embarrassing (truly one of the greatest plot-point on Superman/batman world finest honestly and this series is genuinely my favorite modern/current series)..
His petty side when he doesn't like someone: Listen, Dick has a petty side, ask Helena circa Outsiders (2003), Talia (always), Jason circa the late 2000s (Morrison era) and Azrael (also always). When he doesn't like people but has to work with them, he is going to be a little shit because they have to know he doesn't like them. it's important. and the comedic potential of Nightwing, one of the most competent, known and admired hero of the community being so petty is excellent. 10 out of 10, I need him to work with someone he hates again just for the fun of it.
The last one is just an headcanon and do not have basis in canon as far as I know:
Sometimes, as an adult, Nightwing says Holy shit in front of a classic superhero and that superhero does a double take because they are so used to him saying Holy goly batman (and that include Batman).
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Overheard
Azriel x Reader angst â smut
based on this request
warnings: smut below the cut, exhibitionism
âHave a good night,â you murmured to Feyre, pulling away from her hug as you gave one final wave to the other females in the room and turned in search of your mate.
Cassianâs deep laughter boomed from the drawing room, and you smiled as you followed the sounds of his and Rhysâs sounds of jest, sure that was where your mate would be as well.
âA threesome?â Azrielâs voice cut through the room, stopping you in your tracks. Heart pounding in your chest, your cheeks flushed with deep embarrassment as Azriel continued.Â
âYou think she would be interested in a threesome?â he asked again, incredulous at what seemed to be Rhysâs suggestion by his response.
âIâve offered the idea to Feyre before - itâs certainly an option to spice things up if youâre bored,â the High Lord purred.
Chest caving in on itself, you could feel the weight of your heart crumbling inward at everything youâd overheard. The thought that you werenât enough for your mate brought tears to your eyes, guilt and worry wracking through your body.Â
Azriel was the first and only person you had ever had sex with, but heâd never made you feel insecure about it until now. Biting your lip in an attempt to hold back the tears that threatened to fall, you made intentionally loud steps towards the drawing room and listened to the conversation stop.
Peering your head around the doorway, you forced pleasant smile as you tried to look at Azriel and failed, gaze falling to focus on the siphons at his shoulders instead.Â
Willing your most even voice, you managed to ask Azriel if he was ready to go home in what you hoped was convincing calm. With a subdued nod to Rhys and Cassian, you turned away from them without waiting and exited to the balcony.
The cool night air was a balm against your heated cheeks, damp lashes drying from the gentle breeze. âIs everything alright?â Azriel questioned softly, a scarred hand resting gently between your shoulder blades as he came to stand behind you.
âFine, Az,â you eked out, granting him a curt nod before turning to help him lift you into his arms. âIâm just tired,â you lied, and while Azriel sensed it, he said nothing before holding you to his chest and shooting into the sky towards home.
Days passed with the same tension, Azrielâs very touch reminding you of how unsatisfying yours was to him. You curled up on the far side of the mattress at night, cold sending shivers down your spine despite the heated hazel gaze at your back, silently begging for answers to your avoidance.Â
But each time those golden eyes found yours and you found yourself yearning for Azrielâs touch, you were quickly drawn back into yourself and your apparent inadequacy. If Azriel would not talk to you about his desires in the bedroom, then you wouldnât speak to him about what you had heard.
A week passed of the same routine - mumbled pleasantries and cold bedsheets - when you stood before the mirror, applying the finishing touches to your makeup before family dinner at the River House.
âYou look beautiful,â Az murmured shyly from where he stood in the doorway. For a spymaster, he was incredibly clueless as to what heâd done wrong to deserve your distance this week. âAre you alright to go to dinner? We could stay here and talk, just the two of us.â
Biting back the bitter laugh that threatened to bubble out, your eyes slid to his through the reflection of the mirror. âNo, Azriel, Iâm perfectly happy to go to dinner.â
Your shoulder barely brushed his arm as you twisted through the doorway, slipping outside without bothering to see if he followed. Stepping into the cool evening breeze, you found only a moment of relief before the realization hit you that Azriel would need to carry you to fly.
With a frown, you looked over your shoulder to see your mate watching you with amused interest, hands tucked into his pockets as he shifted his wings playfully.Â
âSince youâre so intent on avoiding me, do you intend to walk to dinner? It should only take you a few hours... I could save you a plate,â he teased, mirthful eyes glittering in the glow of the setting sun.Â
âOr, you could let me fly you there?â he asked, arms outstretched, a satisfied smile stretching across his face to match as you begrudgingly stomped toward him and looped your arms around his neck.
âThereâs my girl,â he murmured, warm breath fanning your neck in a way that reminded you just how untouched you felt. Warm hands wrapped around the back of your legs, and you were lifted effortlessly, cradled into the toned heat of Azâs chest.
Taking off into the sky, Azriel loosed a defeated sigh when you turned your head away from him once more and opted to focus on the burning embers of the sun sinking over the mountains.Â
With the River House in sight, the tension in your body only grew as you were forced to remember last week - the malesâ conversation that was the very reason for your current ire - unsure how you could put on a normal facade for this dinner.Â
Setting you down gently on the grass, Azriel tucked his wings in behind him, but as you turned to head into the house, his hand wrapped around yours in silent request. âPlease talk to me,â he pleaded, voice rough with unspoken emotion.
Turning over your shoulder, you felt his guilt - and furthermore, his need - through the bond, striking you dumb. Gaze focused on you, touch hot against your own, you nearly caved to your desire for Azriel right there when the front door swung open.
âCome on in, weâre waiting on you!â Cassian hollered from the entry, effectively shattering the building tension as you recoiled into yourself once more.
âCome on, Az,â you muttered, locking your fingers with his as you plastered on a fake smile and led him into the foyer where Rhys and Feyre stood smiling.
Giving them each warm hugs, you feigned a pleasant manner as best you could before wrapping an arm around Azrielâs bicep - the most eager you had been to touch him all week - and his eyes flickered with something like anger at the motion.
âExcuse us, we need to have a talk,â Azriel growled out, his attempt at remaining civil much weaker than yours as he pulled you back towards the same drawing room youâd overheard him in last week.Â
âGo ahead and start eating without us,â Azriel called over a shoulder, just before Cassian and Mor could voice their complaints.Â
Shadows swirled around you, pushing the door closed with a click as Azrielâs arms caged either side of your head. âYou can be angry with me all you want - I wonât stop you from processing whatever you need to feel in your own time - but we will not fake this relationship. I wonât pretend like everything is fine when it isnât, and touch you in front of my family when you havenât wanted to be near me all week.â
Your heart tumbled at his words, guilt weighing on you at the thought of showing your mate love that was anything less than the pure adoration you felt for him. But those feelings were quickly quelled as you remembered where you were, and your fierce gaze lifted to the shadowsingerâs.
âYou wonât be âfake,â is that it?â you taunted, chest heaving at the sheer anger you finally released after bottling it up for too long. âYou wonât touch me in front of your family, because cauldron forbid they know something is wrong, but you would talk to your brothers about our sex life?â
Confusion flashed across Azrielâs face before shifting to anger that matched yours, his hands flexing against the wood behind you in an attempt to leash his ire. âWhat are you talking about?â
With a disbelieving scoff, you gestured dramatically to the room where heâd sat last time you were here. âI heard you, Azriel. Last week at dinner, you asked Rhys and Cassian if they thought I would be interested in a threesome. You never mentioned that to me, never even hinted that you might be âboredâ like Rhys said. You couldnât talk to me, but you could talk to them?â
Your voice broke on the last words, too hurt to speak anymore. How could you trust your mate if he told others you werenât good enough, and wouldnât even tell you?
âHey,â Azriel murmured, his voice much gentler as scarred hands cupped your cheeks, thumb wiping at a stray tear that had escaped. With a deep sigh, Az bent to press a kiss to your forehead, resting there for a moment as he gathered his thoughts.
âMy brothers are idiots,â he growled. âRhys and Feyre like to bring others into the bedroom on occasion, and he was only teasing that theyâd be interested in joining us.âÂ
Pulling away, Azriel looked down at you with an intensity that made your legs feel weak, one hand tucking under your chin to tilt your face to his. âI have never, ever found sex with you to be boring.â He couldnât help the small laugh that escaped him at the thought.
âWe were made for each other,â he whispered, lips hovering against your own. He released your chin in favor of sliding his hands down your body, resting on your waist where his thumbs rubbed soft circles against the fabric of your dress.Â
âYou make me feel like nothing, no one, ever has before,â he breathed, the scent of your combined arousals dizzying. Your head fell back against the wood of the door, legs parting in silent plea for more of his touch that youâd been missing.
âIâm sorry, Az. I should have asked you before assuming,â you apologized, lips capturing his in a messy, quick kiss. âAnd now that youâve explained, Iâm not upset if bringing in Rhys is something youâd like to talk about.â
Shadows swirled erratically over Azrielâs shoulders, grip turning firm on your hips. âI am not interested in sharing you with Rhys, or any other male, for that matter,â he ground out, body pressing yours firmly against the door. âBut since Rhys is so interested in our sex life, Iâm happy to show him how not-boring it is.â
A knee pushed your legs open, scarred hands lifting your hips to settle your heat across Azrielâs thigh while shadows bunched your dress skirts up to your waist.Â
âI want you to be loud for me, love. Let them hear those pretty moans,â Az murmured against your neck. Onyx waves tickled your skin as warm lips tracked down your jaw, neck, chest. Pushing down the straps of your dress, he groaned at the sight of your breasts as they sprang free, skilled fingers teasing and twisting your nipples in tandem with your hips rolling needily against his quickly-dampening pant leg.
âPlease,â you whispered, hands struggling to find purchase in your mateâs hair. âI need you now.âÂ
âAs my mate wishes,â Azriel murmured, undoing the ties of his pants before lining himself up at your entrance.
Cock rubbing through your slick folds, you mewled at the feeling of his tip brushing your clit, breathless as your lips parted at the stretch of him slowly pushing inside of you. Azriel held you suspended against the wall, his length speared impossibly deep inside of you while shadows roamed your body, cool wisps of air teasing places only they and their master knew.
âYou are so beautiful,â Azriel whispered, chasing your lips with his own as he pulled out slowly, only to thrust sharply back inside of you.Â
A moan tore through your body, hand flying to your mouth instinctively to muffle the obscene sounds. Eyes gleaming with feral delight, Azriel tutted in disapproval.Â
âI told you, I want everyone to hear those pretty noises,â he teased as dark tendrils wound around your wrists and pulled them taut above your head.Â
âDonât hold back,â was his only warning before Azriel started pounding up into you, knocking the air from your lungs as you bounced limply on him, the pleasure too much to think of anything else.
You couldnât hear so much as feel moans and mewls leaving your throat, raw sounds of pleasure echoing through the space as you neared your climax. Back bowed against the wooden door, your eyes shuttered at the feeling of Azrielâs thumb on your clit, sending you spiraling into a blinding orgasm.Â
Legs shook, and you thanked the Mother for a strong mate who held you as the last of your high wracked through your body, leaving you weak and satiated. Azriel moaned, sweat lining his brow as your mateâs cock twitched inside of you, warmth flowing into you when he hit his own high.
Sweaty limbs tangled with each other, euphoric smiles plastered on both of your faces while you collapsed to the floor in Azrielâs arms.Â
âYouâre right,â you whispered softly against his chest. âI donât know how I believed that could be boring.â Azriel laughed loudly at that, his hand affectionately threading through your hair as he pressed his lips to your head.
âNo, I canât imagine ever getting tired of you,â he swore, voice soft as velvet. Slowly, you both stood and pulled on your clothes, giggling at your weak attempts to look presentable - everyone knew what you did, after all.
Walking back down the hall to the dining room, you turned the corner to find everyone at the table staring at you with varying levels of shock and amusement. Azrielâs hand found your lower back, your mate the picture of nonchalance as he guided you to your normal seats and began loading your plates with food.
You looked around to see they hadnât eaten much, eyes flicking to Mor who swirled her wine across the table. âYou havenât started eating?â you questioned softly, reaching for your own glass of water.
Red lips curved into a wry smile. âNo, I donât think many of us have the appetite anymore,â the blonde teased, arching a brow as honey eyes flicked between you and Azriel.
Cheeks flushed with embarrassment, you struggled for words when Azriel spoke up for you. âWell, we have worked up quite the appetite,â he drawled, sending you a wink that had the table laughing and silverware chiming as everyone continued with the meal.
Pulling apart a piece of bread from your plate, you felt a warm, familiar hand slide dangerously close along your inner thigh. The scent of cedar and mist invaded your senses as Azriel leaned in, lips brushing your ear.Â
âMake no mistake, I will be having dessert when we get home,â he teased, squeezing your skin softly before turning back to his food.
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Save a Horseđ
Summary: Wandering around in the apocalypse was hell until you came across a a ranch, finding a injured horse you helped it finding the owner and things getting a little heated with an older cowboy
Pairing: Cowboy Negan Smith x f!reader
Warning: Age gap, reader is in 20s Negan is mid 40s, p in v, praise, virginity lose
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The apocalypse hit and everything happened so fast, I was with my family at our farm for some time watching the news, listening to the horror stories on the radio, we thought that we could go unscathed since we hadnât been affected and that all the food and water we needed was on our land but all that changed one night when a hoard of walkers ran down our farm, my parents were first trying to fight of the walkers, quickly being ripped apart their screams still lingered in my head whenever I thought about them, then it was my two sisters trying to flee but got surrounded taking them down as well, I was lucky enough to get to my truck finding an opening in the walkers and driving away from my home, leaving me all alone on the road
Now itâs been 2 years going from place to place just trying to survive, to find a reason to keep living in this cruel world, Iâve been able to dodge as many walkers as I can, that wasnât the main problem anymore, the food shortage was what dwindled my hope
My truck had broke down a while back so now Iâve just been wandering on foot, walking through the trees trying to get some shade from Georgia summer heat when I hear a groan and thud, I follow the direction of the whines on a left of what have might caused it, walkers, people, god knows what now a days
Rounding a tree I see a horse laying down on the ground, I approached slowly not wanting to spook it having experience with horses back on the farm, kneeling in front of it petting its soft black mane
âHey girl, what are you doing out here all alone?â She didnât look injured she was laying down fine, maybe she just got hot it was one of the hottest days Iâve ever lived in even in Georgia
I took out one of the bottles of water I found poring some of it over her face to help cool her down then poring the rest in a bowl I had in my bag and she was quick to drink it
After some time I stood up taking her lead rope trying to get her to stand up, I couldnât leave her here all alone for some walkers to eat her alive maybe she came from somewhere near by
Walking through the trees she would occasionally change our course more like she was leading me than I was her until we got to a break in the trees, a ranch in perfect condition, a few horses grazing the field, little sheepâs hoping around, a chicken coop and a cozy little cabin like house right in the middle of the land, a brown bronco truck parked out front
Opening the gate, closing it behind me and the horse so the other animals wouldnât get out like she did somehow, when a deep voice stopped me in my tracks
âSee ya brought Missy back, been wondering where she went off toâ coming down the porch steps was a older man, cowboy hat, white shirt, blue jeans and boots, maybe it was the lack of human contact or even interactions but damn was he fine, I didnât realize he was right infront of me till he cleared his throat breaking me out of my oogling
âOh yeah, I found her out in the woods she must had heat exhaustion so I gave her some waterâ my stomach feels like itâs in knots, I havenât felt like this in so long, heâs said a few words and Iâm entranced by him
âA nice and pretty girl might just have to keep ya around darlingâ he smirked making my knees weak, but I still have my values Iâm not just going to jump his bones even though the urge is so strong
âOh I mean if youâre able to take me in Iâll earn my keep, help around the farm, anything I justâŚ..I canât stay out there alone any longerâ I said praying heâd give me a chance, some hope
âYa sure you know what youâre doing around a farm?â He asked as he looked me up and down, lingering on my chest
âI grew up on a farm, I know what Iâm doingâ
âHmmm well come on in, see where you can stayâ I let Missy go so she could run off with the others, following him inside, it was bigger on the inside than it looked on the outside, cute kitchen, wooden accents around the house, he kept walking down a hallways till he stopped at a room waiting for me to go in first, it was cozy, I donât care if this place was trashy as long as I can be stress free and have someone to keep me company
âYou like it?â He asked from the doorway
âI love it, thank youâ I said as I sit on the bed letting out a long awaited sigh
âHow long were you out there?â
âI donât know time is hard to keep track of out there, maybe 2 yearsâ
âDamn girl, 2 years did you atleast have someone out there?â
âMy farm fell early taking my family with it when the walkers came, so itâs just been me until nowâ
He gave me a pitiful look it made the blood rush to my cheeks
âCome on darlin, supper should be done, should get some food in youâ he said waving me out of the room and Im quick to follow him to the kitchen where I sit at the table as he dishes up some food, fresh food something I havenât had in well forever it feels like
He sits across from me at the table taking his hat of showing his dark brown hair streaked with some grey, biting my lip to stop myself from fantasizing about running my hands through his hair, pulling on it as I feel his beard scratch against my legs
âSo whatâs your name darlin, like to call you something other than sweet namesâ he smirks obviously realizing my constant leering but he didnât make it easy
âIâm fine with your little names but itâs y/nâ
âYou got a spark still considering how long youâve been out there, how old are you even?â
â20 you?â
âLetâs just say Iâm old enough to be your fatherâ
âNot a problem for meâ I said under my breath
A few weeks went by and I did what I said, working hard around the farm, waking up early to collect eggs from the chicken coop, feeding the horses and sheep, picking any ripe berries from the garden all before he was even up, no different from today, I laid berries on our plates and scrambled some eggs finishing right when he comes out of his room, scruffy hair, boxers and a black tank top showing off his tattoos, yes I earned my keep but the tension between us was growing stronger and stronger everyday, every touch, every long night of staying up talking I have to do something about it
âMorning Negan sleep well?â I asked as he sat across from me, our usual spots since that first day
âGreat darlin, wouldâve been better if you were next to me all nightâ he smirked, heâd do this tease me and act like it was nothing but it was something to me especially when Iâd stay up late at night touching myself thinking of the things heâd say
âNegan youâre driving me crazy you know thatâ I said chomping on a strawberry
âYou think I donât hear you?â
âWhat?â My face flushed, please god donât let it be what I think it is
âAt night, when you think Iâm fast asleep, I hear you moaning my name, whimpering when you canât make yourself finishâ he said his voice getting deeper as he leaned further across the table
âI donât know what youâre talking about, I gotta goâŚâŚ..go clean up the hayâ I said flustered and completely embarrassed standing up and leaving the house to the barn
OH MY GOD this is so embarrassing, heâs heard me touch my self to him what is wrong with me, itâs only been a week and I canât control myself, maybe because heâs everything I want, strong sexy makes my knees weak and panties wet, plus I have so much pent up sexual frustration, growing up on a farm and not being allowed to date led to me now, a horny 20 year old fantasizing about a man who generously gave me shelter and food, Iâm a mess, a horny mess that wants to ride this man all day long
I get to the barn pitchforking any loose straw back into the pile trying to figure out what Iâm suppose to do now, how do I face him again after heâs heard me moan his name
âI can hear your crazy thoughts from here darlingâ I look to the barn door seeing him dressed in blue jeans, cowboy boots, his cowboy hat and a brown plaid
âI canât take it anymore Negan, obviously you know that now, please justâŚâŚ..â
âJust what baby?â He asks his voice deeper again as he gets closer gripping my waist, his hands alone engulfing me
âJust touch meâ
He leans down grabbing the back of my thighs lifting me to straddle his hips, my arms wrapped around his shoulders now face to face
âYou sure you can handle this sweetheart?â
âI need it, I need you to fuck me please Iâve been so goodâ I say as he litters my neck with sloppy kisses
âYou have, such a good girl for me, guess you deserve a big reward for thatâ he smirks as he squeezes my ass, laying my down in the hay pile
âFuck you got me so hard, you know how hard it was to not bust into your room hearing your sweet moans just begging for me to plow this pussy?â He grips the bottom of my sundress hauling it off over my head leaving me in just my panties, my tits completely exposed
Hearing him groan as his hands roam my body, from my hips up my stomach to caress my tits rubbing his thumbs over them making my panties even more soaked
âThat feels so good, doesnât feel like this *fuck* when I tryâ I whimper my body feeling like itâs on fire
âNo one ever make you feel good darling?â He says as he leaves kitten licks against my nipples feeling like lighting shooting from them to my clit, trying to grind against his thigh between my legs
âNo, no oneâs everâŚ..â
âNo ones ever touched you, youâre a virgin?â He continues to suck hickeys down my stomach stopping at the hem of my panties
âOnly youâ I moan needing more
âDonât worry Iâll make you feel good babyâ he removed everything heâd wearing going to throw his hat in the pile of clothes but is top him
âStop!âŚâŚkeep it onâ
âYou like cowboys? Wanna take a ride?â He smirks as he pulls down my panties leaving us both naked
âI mean I did save your horse, itâs only right to ride the cowboyâ I say as I flip him over to straddle his hips, his dick standing big thick and prominent, heâs really gonna stretch me out good
âOh ya itâs only rightâ he laughs squeezing my hips hard as he helps me move them back and forth grinding on his dick getting it wet
âI need it pleaseâ
âTake your time darlingâ he says as he lifts me up so Iâm hovering right above him feeling his tip gently pushing against me
I slowly push down feeling the pressure and stretch, it hurt god it was way bigger than my two fingers
âFuck baby youâre so tightâ he grunts
âIs itâŚâŚ.is it all in, youâre so big I donât know if I can take much moreâ I moan uncontrollably, all this sexual frustration finally breaking free
âJust a little more, come on be a good girl and take itâ he helps push me down the rest of the way till I feel his skin flush against my clit
I sigh I relief that I got it all in but the sting isnât pleasant
âTake your time cowgirl, wanna get you nice and stretched before you try and ride your cowboyâ he laughs as he sits up kissing my neck again and rubbing my clit to help distract the pain
âGod I canât waitâ I say gripping his shoulders as I start moving up and down, slowly at first feeling him deeper and deeper each time
âFuck baby this pussy is gonna be the death of meâ I take his hat putting it on holding it with one hand just like I would when riding a mechanical bull, bouncing and gyrating fast and harder and deeper feeling him hit that spot where it makes me see stars and screaming his name over and over as I feel that tension build up in my lower stomach
âCome on cowgirl, cum on my dick, make yourself cum, let it outâ he says meeting my thrusts over and over driving even deeper
My hearing goes fuzzy feeling like my whole body is lit up with pleasure, itâs never felt this good before doing it by myself, soon feeling a warm liquid shoot up inside me, dripping down in between us making a sticky hot mess
Coming back down to earth from that mind blowing orgasm I feel his hands roaming up and down my back, his chest pressed against mine
âDid I do it rightâ I moan biting my lip slowly grinding on him
âDamn darling, that was the best fuck of my life, yeah you did it right, look great doing it to, could get us to thisâ he says laying back in the hay hands behind his head
I sat up feeling him slide out whining when he popped out his cum dripping onto the hay as I lean down against his chest
âI want moreâ
âDamn baby girl, they were right good girls really are the most frustratedâ
We spent the rest of the day in the barn, him taking me in every position imaginable, everyone better than the last until we were exhausted and my pussy ached so good
âGlad you found my horse that dayâ
âMe too Neganâ
I want this man desperately damn, Iâm newish to writing this kind of story so if you got any tips lmk
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