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learning from my mistakes ; writing the first and second draft of my fics, leaving them for two to three months to stew and THEN coming back to them, after i've begun new projects and read a couple of a dozen more things in orden to refine then SPLENDIDLY before i begin posting them. it takes time, but i am more satisfied with myself that way <3
O GOOD FOR YOU BABY! there are a few fics I had to do this with too, courtesan gojo being one of them!!!! sometimes you just gotta step back and return with a new perspective. there’s nothing like feeling satisfied with your work <3 proud of u
#asks#most of the time I can’t do this though I’m so impatient akdjdkd I finish it edit once and press POST!#then close my eyes in fear#but I definitely wouldn’t have been able to write the white rabbit at the time I started#varies from wip to wip!
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my favorite sad little ouppy
#almost 5 years... thats crazy#for the sake of my sanity i have resolved never to reference the actual fe armor again i will simply close my eyes and pretend#as if it were correct#mhm#my art#dimitri alexandre blaiddyd#fe16#fe3h#fear not. i have a felix in the works for the ultimate kitty ouppy 5yr wedding anniversary
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hunger
#art#dungeon meshi#laios touden#closed my eyes and this spawned#tw blood#very fear and hunger vibes#(haven't played f&h)#delicious in dungeon#dunmeshi
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No one:
Logan's brain when Wade says some corny nasty joke in attempts to flirt:
Bros fear is just in a constant state of
#and yeah his happiness is in jail#if you're wondering who manages wades brain its anxiety and envy mainly#Happiness and sadness are a close second pair#hate to spoil the mood but uhm.. Wades fear is a child while his envy is a grown man with sparkly eyes and saying “Hes so cool!” when ever#they see another super hero because hes always been envious of them. not just the fame but he wants to be a good person too#inside out#inside out 2#inside out anxiety#deadpool and wolverine#poolverine#logan howlett#deadpool#wade wilson#deadpool 3#wolverine#deadclaws#loganade#wolverpool#the wolverine#my art#quick sketch
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last requests from vk
#wander over yonder#woy#the 7d#inside out#woy sylvia#commander peepers#woy black eye#jellyfish pi#hildy gloom#grim gloom#inside out fear#inside out disgust#disear#my art#requests#these are old requests. requests are closed
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Two whumpees who are scared of each other:
Neither of them want trouble
They are both so afraid of being near the other they avoid each other constantly
They flinch away at the slightest touch like one person and their mirror image
They are strangers, they do not trust each other, they have been burned too many times in the past and they will not be burned again
They stare at each other from a distance, not daring to actually interact
They want to avoid a fight so bad that they won't even say a word
Whumper loves seeing them together because it's amusing how similar they are
Their uneasiness around the other is promptly forgotten when Whumper arrives
Whumpee can't have friends; Whumper doesn't want them to, and we all know what happens when Whumper sees Whumpee doing something they don't like
If hungry enough, they can be bribed with food to spend time in the other's vicinity
Non-human whumpees?! Two puppy boys being very nervous with pulled back ears and big sad eyes hiding behind their owner's legs
One Whumpee lives here and in theory should be more confident than the other one, seeing as they aren't the one in a strange unknown place. That confidence flees as soon as the Other Whumpee takes even a single step in their direction. They do not want to fight, they just want to keep an eye on them at all times.
They flinch back and the other one flinches back too. They cannot stop doing this
Caretaker basically has to pretend with each of them that the other doesn't exist. If they mentioned that their counterpart is in the room right across from them, Whumpee would not be able to sleep.
They sleep as far away from each other as the room they are kept in allows, backs to the wall, staying awake until they can't anymore
I think Whumper should collar them and bind them together with a short length of chain. For enrichment purposes... For me
One of them starts to finally unwind and gently tries to connect with the other. The other does Not react well. They are both scared again
One Whumpee has a lot of scars — must be a fighter -> scary
The Other Whumpee has no scars — must be a Really Good fighter -> scary
Whumpee looks just like the Other — must be just as desperate and unpredictable/their whumper must be just as bad/they must be at a similar level of strength as them, no guarantee to win if fight breaks out -> scary
One whumpee is scared because they have been tortured into perpetual fearfulness — the other has never been tortured, but sees how bad Whumpee has it, and being the newest addition to Whumper's collection has them just as terrified
Whumper forces them to interact. The forceful, scary nature of their meetings sets back their otherwise slow natural warming up to each other by miles, having the worst kind of counter effect. Seeing the other reminds them of that time Whumper made them sit and hold hands for hours with the threat of punishment if they disobeyed
They both escape. They see each other across the street. They freeze and stare, thrust back in time, stuck in their old frightened and cautious headspace. Their caretakers are perplexed.
#whump#whump writing#my writing#whump prompt#there is a neighborhood cat that has taken to visiting the outside pantry where our cat's food is stored#they had a bit of a meeting today but both of them were so fucking scared of confrontation that they each just stared quietly#with their big dumb eyes#not even meowing of hissing angrily just being very carefully out of reach and keeping an very close eye on the other#but if one of them came a single step closer they would just back away#mine is an old cat that actually lives here and he was so concerned but refused to even pretend to be interested in defending his territory#if the other cat wanted to he could have come right in no issue my cat would just back up and keep watch from a few steps further inside#they are both so stupid <3333#so i simply had to show you my vision in whump terms#whump ideas#whump scenario#fear#torture mention#multiple whumpees#whumpee#whumper#caretaker
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#this picture oh WOW 🤩#fairy ARTMS 🧚#my favorite it should be the cover!!#why didn’t they post it as a teaser ughh#anyways the highlight medley is on LOOP (by Yves out May 29th!!)#this is gonna be my kpop AOTY of 2024 for sure#no biggest Monotree fan than me I fear#Jaden Jeong has MANY flaws but he sure has a ear for good music#Je ne sais quoi by ODD EYE CIRCLE being one of the best songs in kpop these last few years (followed closely by Love me like)#between this and Yves solo debut which already sounds amazing#I haven’t been that excited about kpop in a moment we are SO back#Loona Island is thriving this summer#DALL#Virtual Angel#kpop#ggs#girl groups#ARTMS#Loona#photoshoot#concept#ethereal#magical#dreamy#may 2024#Haseul#jinsoul#Kim lip#Heejin#Choerry
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FINALLY...meet our last supervillain! plus a strange, extra syndicate member...technically...?
ace figuera, aka deadheat, used to be a hero who fought alongside miss morph and felix in their early years. rather than being born with his powers or gaining them by accident, he actively sought them out to become a superhero. granted the power to wield flame by a dangerous spirit, deadheat quickly gained a very controversial public image as a hero: was he too reckless and arrogant to deserve his title, without thinking of any consequence of his actions? can one simply bestow the title of hero onto themselves? his guns-blazing combat style certainly didn't help his case, but he didn't really care. he was part of a team! that is...until one fateful day six years ago, when he, miss morph, and felix finally took down the syndicate for good, and deadheat was one of the casualties, killed in the crossfire. but when the syndicate mysteriously popped back up three years later, he stepped out as none other than their new leader...he appears to think heroes are a threat now, and that the very concept of them must be eliminated at all costs. what is his vision? why have his loyalties changed? and does he miss his old life, his former friends...? regardless of the answer to that, he still seems hard at work reshaping the syndicate. and while he is deeply respected as a supervillain, something he never quite got as a hero, his decision to dust off and reactivate an old syndicate project is still of notable controversy.
formally known as experimental systems for threat eradication and recovery, or e.s.t.e.r. (or simply ester) for short, this strange little android girl is shrouded in considerable mystery, despite her energetic, nosy demeanor. created by the syndicate's founder back in the 1950s, she was supposedly meant to be the key to syndicate victory against the heroes...and yet, absolutely no one knows what her directives were, or what her abilities are. all her secrets died with her creator. and while deadheat is still determined to find an answer to all of this and finally find a way to carry out the syndicate's original goals, no matter how frustrated he gets along the way, he still can't help but feel concerned for ester. what is her deal...? handling a child alongside the overarching task of defeating our heroes certainly wasn't what he expected to be in the cards, but he also can't help but think the two are related, somehow...no matter how much the syndicate dismisses ester as a failed project.
and so concludes our introductions!!! how will solarflare and her allies face off against the syndicate? what bigger plans are in the works to take them down...? and will they succeed?! perhaps we'll find out in due time!
(need more context for this au? check out the other character sheets!
joy, sadness & anxiety // disgust & fear // ennui & embarrassment)
#OH MAN ALL THE SHEETS ARE. FINALLY DONE. crumples to the floor and closes eyes forever#<- more to come thoughhh i prommy. excited to actually get to non-sheet stuff for this au now!!!!!#i've had these two's roles in my head ever since the first sheets...wild to actually introduce them now wowieeee#inside out 2#inside out#inside out anger#inside out envy#inside out disgust#inside out fear#inside out ennui#inside out embarrassment#inside out fandom#inside out au#sketchbook#superhero au
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Asher kinnies that broke a bone 👍
#i fell off the fucking fence and broke my arm#idk how#i was too fucking short for my foot to touch the pavement#i was such a dramatic little fuck#closing my eyes and going to sleep#wake up#this is so Asher coded I fear#redacted audio#redactedverse#redacted asmr#redacted asher
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Toto: can you see me now?
#toto#fearing for the safety of my pupil#he already preened my open eye once#I couldn’t close it in time
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petey vs. buzzer game (0-17 head to head)
#elias pettersson#vancouver canucks#canucks#nhl#nhledit#hockey#meg.nucks#meg.gif#meg.all#when he closes his eyes in exasperation... his mouth shapes... when he drops the little hook in disgust....#it's crazy he's just nestled right into my heart......#do you think. do you think he went home and immediately ordered this game.#anyway. apologies if this set crashes your dash. every gif was important i fear. it was a labor of love.
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Gripping Telemachus by the shoulders like ohhh this is the guy I’m going to project ALL my found family feels onto
#I fear I relate to him a lot#might be a bit of a vent post but I am adopted and have never met my birth parents#they are dead and well I don’t feel anything for them bcs like yk I’ve never met them#Telemachus never knowing Odysseus/having no memory of him but everyone around him is telling him that he’s gone/is sad that Odysseus is gone#but like he doesn’t feel much of it#and he feels bad bcs of it bcs that’s his dad in everyone else’s eyes but not in his#deadbaguettesrambles#Telemachus I’m giving you found family bcs it is my sworn duty now#I’ll give you parental bonding time close non blood relations and healthy reconnections with estranged family#telemachus#the odyssey#this is also talking about my#diomedes goes to ithaca au
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If there is one thing hotd did right it's making the dragons absolutely fucking terrifying
#they have the only dragons who managed to make me feel dread or fear#literaly have to close my eyes sometimes#hotd#house of the dragon#vermithor
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If you need a friend, don’t look to a stranger
#Ted Lasso#Rebecca Welton#Jason Sudeikis#Tedbecca#Hannah Waddingham#Rebecca x Ted#I just see a million mistakes but I fear I have to close my eyes and like leave it be
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The Mouth: pleading, begging, screaming, cracked and bleeding lips, a shaky smile, a thin line or forced open, unwelcome tastes and textures
The Eyes: tears, red rimms, blindfolded, bloodshot and tired, dull, losing or gaining back their spark, furrowed brows, frenzied and panicked, closed to shut out terrible sights
The Nose: broken and bloody, horrible inescapable smells, drugged rags pressed against it, held close to deprave of oxygen
Ears: ringing, deaf, screams too loud to ignore, blood slowly trickling out, overstimulating sounds, a friendly voice or cruel snarls
The Hands: white knuckles, bloody knuckles, cut off fingers sent back home, clasped in prayer, scrambling, searching in darkness, hard hits and punches, holding onto the last thing they have
#whump#whump prompt#whumblr#whump poll#Pls share your opinions#And add on whatever experiences or vibes come to mind for you when it comes to the dif senses#It's currently 5 30 am and I had the idea when I closed my eyes to sleep and I knew my brain wouldn't let me sleep without doing this#So I just wrote down whatever thoughts were the first I had#Also my personal fave is eyes#Specifically partial to not quite crying yet with the primary emotion being fear
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procrastination is starting to have its consequences finally
#on my friends living room floor they love together but one of them has been london for weeks or maybe months#to be with her love. im on a foam mattress from one of their beds next to a glass bottle of water opened by one of them#in a mug given to me by another. the weather felt like my childhood today and it also felt like 2 years ago.#(put space in the heavens Einstein's idea and hes your friend too so nothing to fear) around the table they drank and laughed and i thought#i hope you keep growing so full with the love you receive . i hope your appetite becomes insatiable from how used to it you are#and i know youre all leaving soon but i hope one day you miss this and that youll be happy you miss it#its worth missing i think#i thought he didnt care but he said after exams hes going walk around this area over and over#(this is near where he lived and where we visited almost daily for a year)#(hed come across the bridge on a lake)#we went where she used to live and at the entrance a fox sat calmly. it just yawned and stared.#it felt important somehow. i think maybe their impressions of me will never be close to how i feel inside but i think#i love them enough for that not to matter. i dont think theyll ever know this. i dont think if they did it would change much.#and seeing them smile makes my heart glow anyway. today i tried their malaysian tea the ginger burned my throat#they warmed my heart. hes going to canada soon and hes going to the US soon and shes going everywhere soon ill never understand#how were supposed to live with memories and with seperation and with the past but we do it anyway so i think it doesnt matter much#i wanted to write a poem for the lab rats with the fibre optic wires lit with blue forcing them to turn around and around#something about how im sorry that the two photon arrays burned the inside of your brain. im sorry about the sharp points of multielectrode#arrayes. im sorry about everything we do to you. she asked to see me tomorrow. im trying to have self control but i miss her so awfully#last night my friend talked to me and i updated on everything that happened with love and the lack of it and she just started laughing#and she told me about the same thing from her side. and she told me about how she loved london because she would walk the streets#and she felt like the people were her. and her eyes would go over the people and the bag of bagels and the construction men they probably#have a kid at home maybe shes a daughter. this kid is crying for her mother and the building you just walked past caused#blisters and pain and people died in it and very likely people were born in it. we talked for hours and i felt like#i was holding her hand just like that time she held mine watching a horror film. i love her so much#my friend is a genius and i remember her picking up the charms of my phone and staring at the leaf hanging from them. shes side stepping to#music drinking dangerous cider and cocktails from a movie and chit chatting with billionaires and undergrads#i love her dearly. his head covered in electrodes. she tells me about a syrian guy shes in love with and she says#what you feel and what i feel is like cocaine. ive tried a lot of fucking cocaine.#she says ive reminded her of what living actually feels like and to never put energy into someone who doesnt see me this way.
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