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shibaraki · 1 year

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learning from my mistakes ; writing the first and second draft of my fics, leaving them for two to three months to stew and THEN coming back to them, after i've begun new projects and read a couple of a dozen more things in orden to refine then SPLENDIDLY before i begin posting them. it takes time, but i am more satisfied with myself that way <3

O GOOD FOR YOU BABY! there are a few fics I had to do this with too, courtesan gojo being one of them!!!! sometimes you just gotta step back and return with a new perspective. there’s nothing like feeling satisfied with your work <3 proud of u

#asks #most of the time I can’t do this though I’m so impatient akdjdkd I finish it edit once and press POST!#then close my eyes in fear #but I definitely wouldn’t have been able to write the white rabbit at the time I started #varies from wip to wip!

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yadntve · 2 months

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my favorite sad little ouppy

#almost 5 years... thats crazy #for the sake of my sanity i have resolved never to reference the actual fe armor again i will simply close my eyes and pretend #as if it were correct #mhm #my art #dimitri alexandre blaiddyd #fe16 #fe3h #fear not. i have a felix in the works for the ultimate kitty ouppy 5yr wedding anniversary

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yanigma · 1 month

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hunger

#art #dungeon meshi #laios touden #closed my eyes and this spawned #tw blood #very fear and hunger vibes #(haven't played f&h)#delicious in dungeon #dunmeshi

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kazachokolate · 2 months

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last requests from vk

#wander over yonder #woy #the 7d #inside out #woy sylvia #commander peepers #woy black eye #jellyfish pi #hildy gloom #grim gloom #inside out fear #inside out disgust #disear #my art #requests #these are old requests. requests are closed

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lilidawnonthemoon · 4 months

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flock-talk · 8 months

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Toto: can you see me now?

#toto #fearing for the safety of my pupil #he already preened my open eye once #I couldn’t close it in time

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larsnicklas · 8 months

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petey vs. buzzer game (0-17 head to head)

#elias pettersson #vancouver canucks #canucks #nhl #nhledit #hockey #meg.nucks #meg.gif #meg.all #when he closes his eyes in exasperation... his mouth shapes... when he drops the little hook in disgust....#it's crazy he's just nestled right into my heart......#do you think. do you think he went home and immediately ordered this game.#anyway. apologies if this set crashes your dash. every gif was important i fear. it was a labor of love.

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art-of-firefly · 2 months

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If there is one thing hotd did right it's making the dragons absolutely fucking terrifying

#they have the only dragons who managed to make me feel dread or fear #literaly have to close my eyes sometimes #hotd #house of the dragon #vermithor

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blemiish · 2 years

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If you need a friend, don’t look to a stranger

#Ted Lasso #Rebecca Welton #Jason Sudeikis #Tedbecca #Hannah Waddingham #Rebecca x Ted #I just see a million mistakes but I fear I have to close my eyes and like leave it be

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siren-of-agony · 7 months

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The Mouth: pleading, begging, screaming, cracked and bleeding lips, a shaky smile, a thin line or forced open, unwelcome tastes and textures

The Eyes: tears, red rimms, blindfolded, bloodshot and tired, dull, losing or gaining back their spark, furrowed brows, frenzied and panicked, closed to shut out terrible sights

The Nose: broken and bloody, horrible inescapable smells, drugged rags pressed against it, held close to deprave of oxygen

Ears: ringing, deaf, screams too loud to ignore, blood slowly trickling out, overstimulating sounds, a friendly voice or cruel snarls

The Hands: white knuckles, bloody knuckles, cut off fingers sent back home, clasped in prayer, scrambling, searching in darkness, hard hits and punches, holding onto the last thing they have

#whump #whump prompt #whumblr #whump poll #Pls share your opinions #And add on whatever experiences or vibes come to mind for you when it comes to the dif senses #It's currently 5 30 am and I had the idea when I closed my eyes to sleep and I knew my brain wouldn't let me sleep without doing this #So I just wrote down whatever thoughts were the first I had #Also my personal fave is eyes #Specifically partial to not quite crying yet with the primary emotion being fear

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faaun · 5 months

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procrastination is starting to have its consequences finally

#on my friends living room floor they love together but one of them has been london for weeks or maybe months #to be with her love. im on a foam mattress from one of their beds next to a glass bottle of water opened by one of them #in a mug given to me by another. the weather felt like my childhood today and it also felt like 2 years ago.#(put space in the heavens Einstein's idea and hes your friend too so nothing to fear) around the table they drank and laughed and i thought #i hope you keep growing so full with the love you receive . i hope your appetite becomes insatiable from how used to it you are #and i know youre all leaving soon but i hope one day you miss this and that youll be happy you miss it #its worth missing i think #i thought he didnt care but he said after exams hes going walk around this area over and over #(this is near where he lived and where we visited almost daily for a year)#(hed come across the bridge on a lake)#we went where she used to live and at the entrance a fox sat calmly. it just yawned and stared.#it felt important somehow. i think maybe their impressions of me will never be close to how i feel inside but i think #i love them enough for that not to matter. i dont think theyll ever know this. i dont think if they did it would change much.#and seeing them smile makes my heart glow anyway. today i tried their malaysian tea the ginger burned my throat #they warmed my heart. hes going to canada soon and hes going to the US soon and shes going everywhere soon ill never understand #how were supposed to live with memories and with seperation and with the past but we do it anyway so i think it doesnt matter much #i wanted to write a poem for the lab rats with the fibre optic wires lit with blue forcing them to turn around and around #something about how im sorry that the two photon arrays burned the inside of your brain. im sorry about the sharp points of multielectrode #arrayes. im sorry about everything we do to you. she asked to see me tomorrow. im trying to have self control but i miss her so awfully #last night my friend talked to me and i updated on everything that happened with love and the lack of it and she just started laughing #and she told me about the same thing from her side. and she told me about how she loved london because she would walk the streets #and she felt like the people were her. and her eyes would go over the people and the bag of bagels and the construction men they probably #have a kid at home maybe shes a daughter. this kid is crying for her mother and the building you just walked past caused #blisters and pain and people died in it and very likely people were born in it. we talked for hours and i felt like #i was holding her hand just like that time she held mine watching a horror film. i love her so much #my friend is a genius and i remember her picking up the charms of my phone and staring at the leaf hanging from them. shes side stepping to #music drinking dangerous cider and cocktails from a movie and chit chatting with billionaires and undergrads #i love her dearly. his head covered in electrodes. she tells me about a syrian guy shes in love with and she says #what you feel and what i feel is like cocaine. ive tried a lot of fucking cocaine.#she says ive reminded her of what living actually feels like and to never put energy into someone who doesnt see me this way.

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 1 year

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Wait, but what is it about wally in the human au that makes him so weird?? Is it just an ableism thing or does he have like strange habits/interests

mmmm it's a bit of both kinda? more so the latter honestly! i mean by social norms & standards he's already a quirky guy, and i think he'd have a plethora of 'odd' mannerisms & habits on top of that. so yes, he's genuinely strange, but it's up to others to view/treat that as a negative or a positive or a neutral yk yk

#personally im standing off to the side sighing wistfully #wishing i could live my life so unbothered by how the world views me. oh to live your most genuine self without fear or compromise....#like for example i gotta stick with the apple theme. he fucking Loves those things. he'll talk for hours about them #like in his & barn's kitchen there is an Apple Basket for him to gaze upon or pick out an apple to admire or paint #and he gets distressed whenever he views someone eating an apple or cutting one up cause to him they're Not Food & he loves them yk?#and of course there's the intense unbreaking eye contact with literally everyone #unless he's explicitly asked 'dont look me in the eye' he Will Stare Into Your Soul #and if asked he'll Remember & will literally never make eye contact with that person again. he'd rather close his eyes completely #& in this au he's still Constantly Smiling & honestly is very hard to ruffle to the point of it being slightly unnerving #he goes through a haunted house with his friends and has them all cowering behind him as he strolls through casual as anything #rambles from the bog #wh modern human au #i could go on! he's just... yk! he's Him! without compromise! he takes norms & expectations and crumples them up!#he looks at them and says 'wow! this is worthless!'#and keeps doing his own thing

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teddybeartoji · 9 months

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hear me out hear me out vampire!reader x gojo preferably a sweet dummy gojo who just stumbles into the castle and is a bit afraid but his curiosity just won't let him leave and the person who's living in this beautiful castle is just the nicest ever even though there are deep dark maroon stains on their collar and their fingertips are a little tainted and their eyes keep burning into him and they keep getting closer and closer to him almost purring in their ear cooing and comforting the lost man + i keep thinking about the "vampire" scene from saltburn too oh my god what am i doing to myself rn

#FUUUUUUUUUUUCK #the re8 vampire sisters #.....................#in my head #and so what if i just wanna use gojo in like every scenario he's so fun to write and i'm also in love with him but that's beside the point #the growing need to write more gnarly bloody stuff is eating me alive i fear #the people who are here for smut close ur eyes for a sec ok #this will be over soon (it won't)#angel boy #gojo satoru #mickey can't stop thinking

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skys-archive · 7 months

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My favorite moment in all of httyd rtte is in S3 E8 "Stryke Out" when Hiccup finally gets free from the holding area for the fighting dragons and says "This. Ends. Now!" And the music immediately crescendos as the wild dragons he's spent the episode befriending fly out from behind him to help Toothless and Sleuther

It just makes me so happy

(More in depth about this episode is in the tags but silly lighthearted is what I wanted originally)

#this entire episode has always been one of my favorites #toothless like almost reverting to a wild dragon when hes scared and put in danger #only to have him stop when he sees the FEAR in sleuthers eyes as hes jumping for the killing blow #sleuther closing his eyes in acceptance #the parallels between toothless and hiccup as they prepare to kill something theyre so deathly terrified of #but ultimately is just as scared as they are and just as fucked up my the system #i have a lot of feelings #i love httyd #my perfect show in so many ways #httyd #how to train your dragon #httyd rtte #rtte #hiccup horrendous haddock iii #httyd toothless #triple stryke #sleuther

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my-gf-is-kazuichi-soda · 25 days

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Mikan and Catherine would be friends for the wrong reasons.

The malpractice sisters!

If you see them, run.

#my art #catherine ghs #gregory horror show #sdr2 #mikan tsumiki #danganronpa 2 goodbye despair #needles #shots #syringe #you can let me know if you want another tag on this. I totally understand the fear of needles I always close my eyes for it #I rewatched a ghs amv and I was like ''oh yeah. that show also had a nurse obsessed with syringes''#it's probably a trope but idc. drawing them together was funny

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seventh-district · 4 months

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not even gonna tag this properly bc i don't wanna get Involved but i do have some Thoughts i need to get out into the void so here we go

(aaa quick edit: CW for mention/discussion of Boothill leaks)

#today's gone Badly and i'm upset but instead of venting abt it i'm gonna channel that energy into doing a bit of tag rambling abt Boothill #well. less abt Him and more abt uh. self-analyzing my anxiety surrounding contributing to fandoms. he's just today's catalyst #like. i know it's mostly a me thing. i'm hypersensitive to criticism and very conflict avoidant + socially anxious + perfectionistic etc.#so I'm the one that keeps myself from posting more stuff out of fear of being criticized or called-out for what i've made #bc inevitably Someone's gonna see it and think its OOC or a problematic take or they'll misread my intent. etc etc what have you #but like. that's inevitable. there's no way to communicate every single thing with all of the nuance required to avoid misunderstandings #and other times it's not a misunderstanding it's just a difference of opinions and that's Fine!! there's no accounting for personal taste #there's no accounting for several things actually. taste‚ bias‚ lore-knowledge‚ differing levels of chronic-online-ness‚ etc #so this isn't me complaining abt the state of fandom culture (although i do think. sometimes. ppl take shit a bit too seriously)#but anyways all of this is mostly just anxiety-fueled. it's not like i very often actually even receive negative feedback or anything #if anything ppl tend to tell me that i'm overthinking it and killing my own fun and worried that my stuff is more OOC than it is #which like. yeah. Yeah u right :) but that's just the way that i am! always losing the idgaf war i suppose #anyways what's Boothill got to do w this ur wondering. well. i've been thinking abt the quickly emerging concept that he's illiterate.#and it just. has me feeling a lot of ways. and watching ppl disagree over it has me feeling some Bad ways. bc it's def a loaded topic!#if you'll pardon the pun there. and i don't rlly have anything new to add other than that i'm conflicted abt it.#like yeah i saw the leaks days ago. of him mentioning 'not hitting the books' much as a child when we ask him why he sends voice messages #or voice Transcriptions ig. ykwim. and like. *braces for impact* ...i liked it? like. it doesn't feel right to call it endearing #i'm not trying to infantilize him. ok that's not the right word either but ugh. you know? what i mean?? who am i kidding even i don't know #it's not quite right to say that it feels like Representation either. but it's something close i guess #as a southern person myself who didn't receive a 'complete' education due to factors that weren't to do with my intelligence #the concept of seeing him as a capable force to be reckoned with and respected who also happens to have not received much formal education #i like that. i do. but there's so many issues w it at the same time. like. as i said‚ being southern myself has me Wary of the way Hoyo is-#writing him. as well as of the way that the fandom is taking the bits of his lore and running away w them. and i'm Very aware of how ppl-#will see a southern character and be All Too Eager to agree that they're lacking intelligence based on our Redneck™ stereotype #sigh. and before we even go too far with this. it's not even confirmed that hes completely illiterate. which is a valid criticism i've seen #there's Multiple reasons that could make him prefer voice to text. but regardless. i'm just worried that ppl will misconstrue my intentions #like. example: that edit i made the other day of him saying 'no thanks i can't read'. wasn't me playing into the stereotype of-#'haha dumb country boy can't read!' it was. in my eyes. something he'd say as a joke to make light of a potential insecurity #like. i think there's far more depth to Boothill's character if ppl could look past the surface. and i dont wanna contribute to the problem #but sometimes ppl Will have stereotypical traits and i wish the same could apply to characters as long as it's done Thoughtfully.

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