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hey so i wrote the first part out of 9 for the fic where the prisoners observe/experience some of my es hcs, fugue update idk later (maybe friday if i have time) but i'm not gonna write kazui for this one hence the nine.
under cut. It's in Haruka's perspective, so sorry if i wrote him wrong (never written him before ; ;)
also not edited ima do that later but a little preview here
Haruka had earliersubmitted his order forms. I mean, I don’t want to be a bother to the warden… but Mu said it was okay to ask for things, so I guess?
He really wanted cotton candy. It was his favorite, and was like childhood memories. Haruka remembered telling that to the guard in passing once.
Es had scoffed in response, insisting they had to leave. Were they mad at me?
Why had they been mad at me? Did I say something wrong?
I always do that, don’t I?
He shook his head. I want to visit Mu now. I feel… sad.
Haruka peered out of his room and lightly padded over to Mu’s cell. I hope she’s not mad at me for visiting.
He knocked, and a familiar, warm voice called out, “Come in!”
He lightly opened the door so she wouldn’t get scared. “Ah, Haruka!”
Mu was cross legged on her bed, lifting a fork of crepe to her mouth. She swallowed, and smiled at him, making him blush.
“This crepe is really good! Even if they’re a little bit of a meanie, this guard knows their stuff! Right, what did you request?” She set down the delicacy and walked towards
“C-cotton candy, but, uh, are the requests out?”
She giggled. “Of course they are, silly! How else would I get my crepe?” Oh, I’m stupid.
“Sorry…”
“It’s fine! I’ll walk with you to get your cotton candy!”
“Really?!” He lit up.
She nodded, taking his hand. “Of course, let’s go!”
The two walked through the halls, Mu chattering about drama with Haruka listening intently; the pair made their way to the place to pick up requests.
Sure enough, his treat was lying there, and he grabbed it excitedly. The warden got this… for me!
He had no problems with it, but Mu took a closer look at it. “Hey… Haruka, I think this is wrong.”
“Huh?” Did I do something?
“It looks like someone took a bite of it.”
He looked at it. Sure, it does look weird, but I think I’ll still eat it.
Haruka brought it up to his mouth, intending to eat it and Mu cringed. “Ew! Don’t eat that! Someone else already touched it!”
Oh… but I wanted to eat it… She grabbed it out of his hand, and threw it away. She sighed, ignoring his sadness. “Who would do that? Amane? Ah, but she doesn’t seem the type…”
She kept mumbling to herself as Haruka tried to console himself about his lost treat.
Mu smirked, going into a wild fit of laughter. Haruka looked down at her, and she collected herself. “I- it’s Es… oh my god, they would, that’s so pathetic; does Milgram not give them their own treats?”
Haruka tilted his head, sounding out the word. “Pa-the-tic?”
“Like you! Being pathetic is what makes you so endearing- sorry, funny. Don’t worry, you’re nicer than them, so it balances out.”
Haruka nodded, a note of uncertainty in his voice. “Ok!” I don’t like being compared.
No, Mu likes me, and I’m not going to be replaced.
#milgram#milgram es#es milgram#<mentioned#muu kusunoki#haruka sakurai#their really sane relationship
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padmé is as possesive and obssesive as anakin she just doesn't seem like it. send tweet.
#silly posting#anidala#padmé amidala#anakin skywalker#i have a very specific way of thinking of them and it's that...their relationship isn't abusive but isn't normal nor very sane but it works#and it works because both of them are just so abnormal so their messed-up-ness works well like it balances each other#and it's as good as it can get for the both of them and it doesn't really hurt the other#but if they were hypothetically with another more normal person? oh hell bye#vaderdala is another can of worms though i think a more evil padme sees her husband as someone she owns and vader feels safe with that lmao
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Why is everyone here so obsessed with sex and romance why can't you appreciate the comedic genius of "rivals who fight about parenting to rile the other up to begrudging coparents who bicker like a divorced couple to actually maybe tolerating the other and the insults are now less spiteful and biting to hells first qpr (queerplatonic rivalry) to hells first qpr (queerplatonic relationship)"
#like. gah. there is so so so many interesting ways to take this dynamic and you chose kiss and fuck#i can excuse the aphobia but i draw the line at ooc dynamics (ITS A JOKE A REFERENCE A JOKE I DONT EXCUSE APHOBIA)#sigh#i can excuse all the smut to a point but like. you took the (ONLY) canonically sex repulsed character and made him fuck the dilf#and you didnt even make it an exploration of sexuality with the realisation sex isnt necessary for a relationship#or that its ok to actually hate sex#(when it involves yourself. so long as its safe sane and consensual its not really your business)#ughbkembaalgk ive lost my train of thought i think its late but yeah im just a lil pissy about the casual aphobia#dont even get me started on the blatant stuff ffs#radiostar#radioapple#appleradio#alastor#hazbin hotel#hazbin alastor#moss' madness
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My contribution this week is this dumb ship idea that I've been sitting on + Delta being a little silly. I was actually contemplating not posting this but decided "yk what? its my blog so fuck it".
I love the thought that Delta keeps a notebook full of total garbage and dirt on other people for the fun of it (and ofc all her adventures, too). You CANNOT contain her thoughts to her head she needs it on paper and I love that for her.
All of this for that stupid kissing meme that's been in my head for ages just for it to show up in a tiny panel.
Won't be putting proper loz tags in this, probs just my usual blog tags (and ig shipping ones?) coz its just my ko'jin brainrot and not really important ig.
Bonus Below! (Ballad's in trouble lol)
Catch Ballad never talking to anyone about anything, even if asked to. (He does this with Zelda too. He's a secretive gremlin.)
They're not mad just disappointed.
#this is so out of pocket im sorry for my total cringe LOL#Malon (Kheprriverse)#Ballad (Kheprriverse)#Ko'jin (Kheprriverse)#Delta (Kheprriverse)#kheprriart#actually tbh im not really sure how to tag this lol#my addition to this au is putting ballad and malon in a polyam relationship with kojin of all things#im gonna consider it a noncanon crack-ship for now to keep myself sane#Regarding the bonus doodle ->#Ko'jin 100% had a conversation with him ab needing to tell the group before they got any weird ideas and he just... didn't#Ballad's not good with that kinda stuff#if its anything within his personal life and feelings its probably gonna be kept to himself
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the thing about revisit of the fight in 1x5 is that Louis started it and Louis kept it going and Louis threatened to kill Lestat but it's kicked off because Lestat put his hands on Claudia. that's what tips Louis over the edge into physical violence.
and the other thing about that fight is that Louis was not going to leave Lestat. He's not focused on trying to get away or comfort Claudia, though he is enraged on her behalf. He is trying to hurt Lestat. He can't really hurt him but he doesn't know that yet. He wants to punish him for both what he did to Claudia and for Claudia leaving in the first place. honestly knowing Louis probably for some other stuff while he's at it. he's been punishing him for seven years. But I really don't think he was going to actually try and leave him. that's so fucked up. they're so fucked up.
#something about power in relationships and how you can't put it down even if you want to#louis can do whatever he wants to lestat and on some level it doesn't count#i mean it does count but there's nothing he can actually do to physically hurt him and his ability to emotionally wound is predicated on#lestat making an active choice to stay with him#whereas louis! might not even want to leave but does it matter?#it's still lestat's choice#to let him go or drop him two kilometers#lestat gets to choose if he's going to take it or walk out the door or be the monster#but what neither of them can actually choose to do is have a real fight#either lestat restrains himself or louis is paste#cw: abuse#womp womp#press says iwtv#genuinely curious about how the show is going to handle armandaniel if they get this far because like.#the show makes the point that dating a powerful vampire#if you are not yourself a powerful vampire#would be a tightrope even if they were very kind and sane and good at being in a relationship#the power disparity is just a lot#and also our exhibits a and b of powerful vampires are like#deranged traumatized in possession of questionable relationship ethics#really primed to be absolute nightmares#which is entertaining television#and i suppose that's my answer rip everyone the torments will be continuing as scheduled#all i ask is that ghost claudia gets to do bloody vengeance#interview with the vampire
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#saltburn#spoilers#jacob elordi#barry keoghan#emerald fennell#mitski#Since I heard this song it makes me think of them. I can't get it out of my head. Oliver is a loser#he loses everything#it's so tragic. “So when you leave me I should die” Oliver is dead#and he was in love! come on the moments where you see Felix's neck#such a pure memory of love and desire... why would you hug and kiss the tomb of your mate like this! I know the line between wanting to be#but I really don't believe he planned to kill him and his family. He is not a mastermind#he is a loser#never had real friends and only knows loneliness. He got the closest to a relationship with Felix and fcked everything#and cried because of course he regrets everything. And who does this and stay sane ?
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me rn:
#✨praise be✨ to nghy!!!!!! ✨nghy f o r e v e r✨#it’s really nice to see more nghy supporters on the horrific birdsite in these trying times~~~~~~~~#g. granted yesterday’s mv d i d make some nghy shippers jump ship to. uh. lhy. but.#eff tee four twt has (un)surprisingly(?) taken the side of their fellow sicks in this hiyoship naval battle which is n i c e#didn’t appreciate seeing that one thread that insinuated that the nghy plotline was canon divergence bc ‘lhy canon’#bc. man. bringing up koiiro in this day and age when it’s been said that yujiro and hiyo’s appearance at the end was only to indicate#the start of a new gen is. kinda detrimental to your argument?#but. hm. tbf it’s very easy to pick and choose what’s canon and not in this series lol#like. 3/4 of official content is found in supplementary material (novels; manga; staff interviews; etc) outside of the mvs#so i think sane people who have better things to do with their lives than obsess over a lil’ country girl and her complicated relationships…#both romantic-wise (with nagisa) and friendship-wise (with lxl in gen and that chizuconflict) could potentially miss the full picture#about the gen 3 relationship lore and such…#man. if only honeypre didn’t eos. it could’ve saved canon continuity. it adapted all the other media (sans lxl movie) really well…#a n d it even gave us ship developments for ariken that are still referenced today (their first kiss being arisa’s cheek kiss to ken)#either way. i’m now expecting them to address yesterday’s mv in an interview when they inevitably release their next charasong album lol#especially since they’re nagisa’s biggest cheerleaders!!!!!!! c’mon hw support your main man!!!!!!!#ok yup that’s enough interwebs for one day time to binge niji.gaku s2—
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Random Timbern headcanons!!
I came up with these out of nowhere so pls bear with me. Also, I haven't been able to read any full issues of Tim Drake: Robin so if there's something off, I am sorry. Anyways ENJOY!! Also, I call Bernard, Bernie.
They have stay-in date nights every month. Like a very specific day of the week or of the month. For example, every 7th of the month or every Friday, they stay in either watching movies, cooking, gaming or cuddling. or all of these together.
Bernard "I talk so f*cking much about my interests/conspiracy theories and never shut up" Dowd and Tim "I never get tired of my bf's rambling. I really like his voice" Drake.
no matter how cliche this might be after Bernie and Bruce met for the first time, Bruce pulled out pics of tiny Tim doing random things for Bernie to see. Bernard loves them. Tim only tolerates this because they make his bf happy.
Tim is Bernie's official taste tester. And despite Bernie requesting Tim to be very honest ( and he is!!! He understands that constructive criticism is very important for his bf) he can't bring himself to criticize something sometimes.
(FYI: It's a personal headcanon of mine that Tim is either half or a quarter Japanese. I have no reason for this but pure projection and self-indulgence) Tim and Bernie are on a trip to Japan and after seeing Bernard wearing a yukata for the first time, Tim was speechless. So he texts Dick saying he had no idea something so simple would make him so happy. Dick just said there is something really special about your S/O embracing your culture (he had experience with a certain redhead (interpret this as you see fit) embracing his culture so he's happy his baby bro got to experience that too.)
Tim doesn't really say "I love you" often. He does, however, show it VERY OFTEN.
Bernie, on the other hand, says it every time he gets the chance to. This is simply because he feels that he needs to make sure Tim heard him say it. His parents never really said "I love you" to him and due to the nature of their relationship, especially now with their actions, Bernie thinks it's important to vocalise this kind of thing and make sure the receiving side of the sentence knows.
The first time Bernie wore Robin merch in front of Tim, he kept looking at his bf to see if the black-haired boy would have any reaction. Timmy did, but he did it in the bathroom so that Bernie wouldn't see.
One time Tim was so sleep-deprived that while scrolling through Tiktok he said "wow my fyp is really calling me single in 17 different languages today." Bernie just looked at him and said "Wtf? You're not single. You're with me." Timmy just answered "Nah. You're way too pretty and smart for me." Bernie loves his stupid yet incredibly smart bf.
I may come up with more later. but yeah. hope y'all liked them!!
#timbern#tim drake#tim drake x bernard dowd#td:r#bernard dowd#batfam#batfamily#just really need the fluff#these two have been keeping me sane ngl#I love their relationship
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sorry but i’m actually just gonna start blocking people who put zhuiling hate in tags bc yall will ship every incest ship in the book then trash on the one ship where they’re genuinely NOT related and it’s getting so fucking old
#like holy fuck i am TIRED of the hypocrisy fr#idk what’s so hard to understand about martial relationships too#are yall misreading it as marital or something???#JC and WWX aren’t blood related#LSZ isn’t WWX and LWJs son#LSZ isn’t blood related to literally anyone who isn’t a wen#LSZ and JL didn’t even grow up together#and no one who’s sane would ever call them cousins just like WWX was never seen as a sibling to JC & JYL#which is why both LSZs ‘adoption’ & him being JLs cousin are both headcanons#not canon#like i’m really so confused why that’s so difficult for people to comprehend??#apple babble 🍎#delete later#not starting drama either so don’t waste my time with any anti bullshit#so not in the mood
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https://www.tumblr.com/asteriasfallingstarsandtears/749295133960323072?source=share sharing this gortash appreciation post cuz it reminded me of your flower field painting and it made it hurt even moreeeeeee
thank u for thinking abt it😔 I'll say though and I'm really sorry I'm not trying to sound ungrateful but I can't read it. I know what it's about anyways with the flowers and stuff but I can't get myself to read stuff about ingame Gortash nd whatever I'm just not really in the headspace right now so sorry💔
#blakemail#i cant get this to sound sane no matter how i spin it tbh but i just wanted to say this once since people do send me bg3 stuff sometimes#and I am grateful of anyone thinking of me I really am but my relationship to this game and fandom is so incredibly fucked#so every time I get something relating to it I just get a bit of a heart attack and can't get myself to actually look at it
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you know what? i'm gonna say it. i miss being seventeen. not for the "glory days," bc they weren't, by a country mile lol. if i had glory days i'd say they were in 2020. but i miss the electricity, the constant undercurrent of euphoria and deep plunging black. i miss the fight i had. i was literally known for being scrappy. i was self-destructive and coping poorly, but goddamn if i didn't burn bright and long. it took me until my twenties to finally start to fizzle out. does the candle with its wax melted down to the base of its glass cage miss when the wick was lit?
#she bork#it's not even that i'm tired of fighting necessarily. clearly. if i was i wouldn't miss it. i think i miss being ABLE to fight. now i just#don't feel like i have the grit i used to have. i'm not sure if it's bc i'm healthier mentally or bc my energy has just dissipated over time#but i miss taking hit after hit (metaphorically) and wiping the blood from my lip and standing again and raising my fists. i don't do that#anymore. and again even if it's bc i'm healthier i'm not sure it's a good thing that that stubbornness and grit is gone. is it automatically#better to seek the path of least resistance? i'm not sure.#maybe it's learned helplessness? idk i mean logically one person can only suffer so much before they learn it's better not to fight or that#fighting isn't even always possible. but i've always struggled. i've always gone head-first into these things and white-knuckled it and made#it through even if only w self-violence (which was often remarked upon as self-discipline). now i feel like i just flounder and flop and cry#like a fish w a wailing voice on the dock as it loses its breath. i really do think it's partially bc i'm sane now but somewhere inside me#that crazy flame still dances. and ik that bc from time to time i still feel the heat against the sides of the glass. maybe it's a lack of#confidence. maybe it's that ik now that it's impossible to hate yourself into a different better shape (both physically and mentally). but#it was so exciting to try. if i'm miserable regardless i'd at least rather be having fun.#furthermore it could also be that my chaos is no longer external. a lot of what i have going on is internal/physical and it's a daily thing.#fighting daily is a lot harder than fighting through my shitty relationship or that one season of volleyball that destroyed me mentally lol#(ik that sounds ridiculous but it was pretty fucking bad). i'm no longer fighting against other people or external circumstances that i feel#a need to prove myself against. i'm fighting my own body which has proven a tougher match than anticipated. bc how can i? i live here. i#cannot will my body to function. i can swim against the currents of my illness and often do. but that's less glamorous than punching walls#and running for miles like i used to. i want to break a hand. i want to run three miles in half an hour. i want to doll myself up for a#dance and spend the whole night driving w the windows down strung out on a cocktail of cortisol and dopamine. i want to live in the eye of#the hurricane again. and i never will. and it's good but i think it's made me soft.
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teenage boys target local ace woman as the perfect person to vent to and ask for advice on their girl problems and relationships
#pickle pontificates#it's happened twice now which i think is hilarious cause i'm like. hey dude. i am neither a teenager nor a boy nor in a relationship#the only one of those things i've ever been was a teenager. and that was just barely#conversations reveal they have good heads on their shoulders and sane mature approaches to dating so maybe they're right#it feels really nice though to know that must see me as someone capable of giving good advice#and someone who won't shut them down or tease them unbearably or narc on them or scold them
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𖦹 ׂ 𓈒 🐇 / ⋆ ۪
#i dont know there's just... smth within me that craves it. in a profound wat#way** -_-#like... i am just someone who is made to love and be loved. that is what i want in this world in this life#i dont have any dreams or aspirations. all i need and want is to love#and since i dont have that in my life i am so deeply unhappy#and like i dont give a fuck about the 'love yourself#be whole by yourself. live a full life on your own#dont be happy bc of other ppl' blah blah blah#i dont care. my world view is that we are all different. we are all made of various stuff and we all need different things#(in my opinion; as long as u dont hurt anyone.... depending on intent... like depending on who u hurt and why.. as long as u dont harm#random innocent ppl for no fkn reasonand without consent. it is all fine)#the truth about the world is that none of us got all the fkn answers and we have no fkn right to demand that everybody lives according to a#made up book of rules. that's like actual insanity to me.#maybe someone else's way of living is crazy TO YOU. but theyre doing what they can to get by and thats none of your business#maybe u dont get it. maybe u dont understand. but someone else's life isnt for u to understand. only to look away and move on#if u arent compatible. needing to beat everyone down into the little box u have created is like... unrealistic and unsustainable lol#and i think that what i need as a person is nothing but love. deep profound love. which is sad bc that isnt really...#easy having my personality disorder :// plus that is smth very very rare and only a lucky few can experience that#i think i could still be happy in a healthy relationship where mutual like exists. even if... i know now that feeling that love is possible#idc if someone else is like omg thats so unhealthy gurlll love ya self gurlll. thats not what i need#everyone lives differently and yeah for some ppl it is much much harder#to get by bc we arent 'normal' or 'sane' or whatever. but it isnt wrong or incorrect#i just think im so so unhappy bc this is the one thing i need#and now me and my heart are like a withering flower#all i can hope... is that one day it will bloom. maybe one day.#but yeah no matter the amounts of work i do on myself (which i am trying to do lmfao stfu) or therapy#as long as i lack the one thing my soul craves iwill be dim and dull and feel numb
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you ever just see a post and just
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#Worst emoji combo ever but it’s gon be such big depression hours down here so scroll if you want im on the brink of throwing up#don’t you just bloody love it how over the past 3 years you’ve only seen people the large total of…. 4 times!!! An average of seeing someon#outside of school 1.3 times per year!! What a bloody fantastic way to spend your teenage years!#Don’t you also just love it when people talk right to you about how they all went out together over the weekend and like did some stupid#shit like your average high schooler would do and you’re just like “oh. I went to my 1 and a half hour long dance class and got ignored the#entire time and when you did try to talk they just spoke over you” oh my fucking god I hate that place so much even the teacher fucking#ignores me once we were going in a circle and she was asking everyone what they got for Christmas and I was in the middle of the circle so#thought hey maybe someone will actually acknowledge my existence but she fucking ignored me and went to next person like why the fuck#And now I’m debating staying in that shithole bc I was invited to a gc for that class and I stupidly thought that someone might want me#There. I wasn’t even invited I secretly scanned the qr code to join over someone else’s shoulder#everyone else there is the best of bloody friends and I’m just there talking to one friend who I don’t even think is my friend#“Hey man I’m really fucking sad rn can I talk to you” “womp womp have you heard stupid fact no.3848594 about my ocs while I ignore you when#you talk about anything else about me” oh my god shut up literally no one else sane would see someone like that their closest friend rn#At least someone wants to talk to me#Like what is it that makes people not want to see my please just tell me I’ll change I’m amazing at changing my personality to fit others#promise me on that I’ve done it my entire life#Even just messaging me more than once every year and I’d consider you my best friend this is how bad I’m getting#What is so bloody bad about me that no one else likes I don’t care how badly you fucking word it just something#It shouldn’t be normal to wish death on people you call your mates bc you heard about them all going out together without you#Oh dear did the gc’s without me in it there’s one for every friend group I’ve ever been in why isn’t there one for the main group I’m in rn#Idfc anymore just tell me what I’m doing wrong I keep asking people if they want to go out or how far away they live from some place#And it’s always met with ignoring me talking over me or immediately changing the subject#Please if you’re someone I know irl what the fuck am I doing fucking wrong I can’t fucking do this anymore be as mean as you like#Why the fuck does no one ever want to be around me why do I hear so much about stuff others are doing together but never me#It shouldn’t be normal to prefer being in a toxic relationship than what I’m in rn#I fucking hate everything
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i don’t think jaheira deserves to be mom-ified by fans more than she already has but i do think at some point ursula catches herself inexplicably trying to impress her or feeling weirdly pleased when she commends her for something and is just like
#i think at that point she hadn’t really….. spent such significant time in the company of women more mature than her??#ever since her m*ther she kind of. avoided them.#but here’s someone who respects her and views her as an equal and she’s like *tucks hair behind ear* oh me? ☺️#and then she’s like wtf. what is this shit. what is wrong with me. am i soft? the fuck.#she has a sane and normal relationship with the approval of older women (i’m projecting)#evre was probably the closest she'd come but that relationship was honestly quite subservient/deferential on her part#she wasn't desperate to please her but there was a power dynamic. and evre wasn't old enough to fall into a mother figure category#there was love care respect etc but ursula WAS her dog honestly. her enforcer. her butcher. her right hand.#so jaheira is the first older woman she's worked with so closely like. ever. and she's thrown for a fuckin loop because of it#anyways.txt#ch: ursula#bg3 posting
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tonight we finish lucas or die trying
#kuu.txt#i know he was going to have some insane trauma but wow#it's been 3? different bad endings so far#i mean maybe starting by scien made me expect people to be a bit more sane#but what could i really expect when he's cv hirarin#taking notes for oc purposes <3#i love (un)healthy sibling relationships!
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