#thefanaticscreamsback

[obeymefanatic]

I think since none of the brothers are actually blood related (they were just created by the same person) they thought the Lilith descendant thing wouldn’t be a big issue? Still kinda weirdo tho lol

Riiight. That was only clarified by askin the creators right? How convenient 👀

Kidding, kidding, of that's how it is, then I'm just glad it ain't the case and now I can set that aside again and enjoy the game! (￣▽￣) ☆

But now that just makes me all the more curious! They're aaaall so close now and they've already accepted that they're all brothers. But yeah.. how did it develop that way I wonder? Even though yes, they are brothers because they're created by one God, that also goes for a lotta angels that god has created. In such a community, cliques are still bound to be formed and I'm just curious--what is it that led all seven of them to meet and form such a tight bond?

I'm also really curious as to how things work in Heaven. How did they act? Was everyone strictly following rules and behaviors as they are Angels and they must practice or force themselves to roles typical of an Angel? How did they accept falling into depravity, becoming demons and assuming such forms?

Man, I need more of the demon bro's attitudes and personalities when they used to be Angels, and just what kind of world they had lived in prior to Devildom.

They just act so humanely in the present period, setting up schools, bothering with education, aiming for peace in the three worlds, including the mortal realm that have lived all their lives believing Angels and Demons to be mythical beings.

They even have advanced tech, and Levi's interests solely revolve around man-made stuff, and there are idols and stuff and!! Just!! If I really were to imagine myself as the MC, I'd be so dumbfounded with everything and I'd just be too curious to understand the how's and the what's of everything around me, and I'd ask a lotta dang questions, hahaha

Oof, that was long. I just want to get to know every side of them that exists! So far, we are only acquainted with their present selves. How were they when wars were waged, how much have they changed as they have lived such long lives? There's a lot of stories to tell, if they have lived long enough. I want to hear more! ☆

[obeymefanatic]

Depends if the next events have cards you're interested in or have a good amount of vouchers as rewards honestly. You could also try and get all the items to level up any cards you need to? -💙💚

Hshshs I take it that I can go for cards I like?? Because that's what I'd do, the excitement of playing the game and being rewarded with what I want is what I'm looking for ❤

[obeymefanatic]

A a h!!! Also to add to the MC's relation to the 7 bros, MC is at very least non-genetically related to the bros because Lilith was transformed into a human and thus her DNA became altered from that one when she was an angel! So not only was she not biologically related to the 7 bros in the first place, she also no longer had angel DNA when she birthed her child that would lead to MC!!! I wish Solmare wouldn't try to kick that under the rug, a LOT of people wanted that reassurance...

Mm, I see, I see. Yeah, totally. That makes sense. It's a comfort to know.

But it was still kinda eerie how, when MC was revealed to be somehow related to Lilith, they also brushed her death under the rug. Like everything was now okay!

It was at that moment, where they were fawning over MC in the living room, besides the fireplace, giggling about Lilith and how everything felt like it was alright, that I was really unsatisfied and uncomfy. Like. That's it?

Belphie's anger and utter distaste about humans and the exchange program itself was also magically resolved within him. Just 'cause MC was Lilith's descendant? Now that was unrealistic, I don't believe emotions like that just disperse so easily... I would've wanted for there to still be bad blood and uncertainty between Belphie and MC. But it just turned into Belphie tryna be chummy with MC so soon. Shoulda given him more time to sort out his own feelings---where? Where does his anger go now? Where does his grief go now?

I'm just so iffy about how quick the brothers were tp grow more fond of MC because of the revelation. They could've doubted them more. Could've compared how different they were to the Lilith they know, could've acknowledged the fact that MC and Lilith aren't the same person.

(In the end though, Belphie was the only one to say outright how they like MC for being MC, not because of Lilith, unless I somehow missed the other brothers' sentiments. That part was really touching btw.)

If she really is somehow still unrelated to Angel Lilith and the brothers, like you said, it really wasn't emphasized much 'cause the brothers totally gobbled that fact up and immediately associated MC with Lilith, almost as if they were really desperate for someone to have that little sister position they were missing, with her gone.

Got long again HSHWHSHD so like!! I get it, she really isn't related to them! But it just shows, ya know? In the main story at least, and in that moment I just mentioned, somehow, it felt like they really were projecting their long dead sister unto MC.

And it didn't help that the point didn't get across in the game! It's only cause the devs said so, and we're all clinging unto their word despite the game's main story not really emphasizing the fact that they ain't blood related 😂 (unless I also missed that, lmao)

Oh well, we needed it ∑d(°∀°d)

[obeymefanatic]

Just started following you (really love your art ❤️) and I feel the same way with how uncomfortable the way the boys are projecting onto MC as a replacement for Lilith. When the main story is updated again, I really want it to focus on them learning how to work through their trauma of losing their sister, realizing how obsessing over the past is unhealthy and recognize that MC is their own person. What do you think? What other content do you want to see in the main story?

Hehe, thank you very much! I appreciate it.

Right, right! I would've loved for something like that as well. But they've lived for so long and not all of them are as hung up on Lilith as Beelzebub and Belphegor, imo.

Out of all the brothers, the twins are the ones, actually---Beelzebub is the MOST affected by her death. While the others weren't happy about her death, I'm sure, they seemed to have moved on enough to at least not remember her every waking day of their life. Meanwhile, Beel kept having nightmares, and his regret really ate him up from the inside. It didn't help that Belphie was kept away from him for a long time as well. Out of the bro's, he was the one who's always thinking about it, always reminiscing so sadly.

Mammon and Levi are always occupied by their money and games respectively, it's all they talk about. Asmodeus is as cheerful as ever, we all know this one goes clubbing a lot. He has a lot of distractions. Satan on the other hand isn't even acquainted with her, she's practically a stranger, and the only memories of her that she knows is not even his. They're Lucifer's. When MC was brought up as Lilith's descendant, Satan said he felt happy, but he was confused. He doesn't know why he was happy and relieved--but it's because he was once part of Lucifer.

Lucifer can also be argued as the one affected most, but he hid it so damn well, I'm sure that even though he was also hung up over her as somebody who knew she lived on as a human, he had to suppress his desire to watch over her. And in suppressing so, he had to have numbed himself and told himself that she's living a happy life now, and there is no room for him---someone who is now simply just a part of her past---to interfere and intrude in her life.

Compared to Beel, whose sadness always seemed to show, Luci handled it a little too well, and was still able to go through his daily activities without looking down out of the blue. He was still Lucifer, working hard, scolding his brothers, keeping up with Diavolo's whims and getting along with Simeon and Barbatos.

Meanwhile, Beel's "arc" revolved around her. And he was actually the one who seemed to be overjoyed by the fact that MC is Lilith's descendant. I remember it all too well. But I'm not confident actually,??, but I just remember it by feeling! He's really the one who misses Lilith the most, and he's always the one who's bringing her up. I doubt Belphie's feelings because he got over her too quickly and was quick to apologize to MC, even though he could've been more confused about how he's supposed to feel. It was because she fell in love with a human that he started hating humans. It's a bummer that his hatred was looked over, and he quickly reverted back to being gentle.

Still, I'm sure they were all affected deeply. It's just a question of who showed it the most, and that was Beel and Belphie. (Beel, who couldn't forget about her even in his unconscious. And Belphie, who started hating humans because of her reason for dying.)

It would be nice if every brother was given a time to think about the revelation. They just accepted it straight! So questionable and mysterious. If we want them to get over their tendency to link MC with Lilith, especially Beel, this would have to be addressed and brought back to the story, which is a little too late, I think.

So I'd like for them to have a one-on-one bonding time with MC, and actually give MC more options to be themselves! Which means more questions for them, and more options to choose. I want to see the brothers ponder, and just realize that MC is an entirely different person, and while they cannot replace the hole left in their hearts with Lilith's passing, I want them to realize how important the MC is to them, not to their family, but to them, as an individual.

And meanwhile, I want this kinda arc of bonding to be about moving on and letting go. But really, with how old they already are, how long are the lives they've lived, it shouldn't take much. I just also want to see a speck of immortality woes on the way they act. I want to feel that they're beings that have already lived this long! We don't feel that very often, actually.

And I'd also like to see a lot of action and plot conflicts in the future, instead of the dang family drama. Maybe if they focused on the present this time and the troubles that could befall their peaceful times, many things may be realized and could help them get over their past!

For example, MC's life might be threatened. Instead of how they glossed over that in favor of the joy the revelation brought in the last plot, this time, I want them to get scared, to actually think about it, and to act upon it.

The last plot concentrated too much on the brother's troubles. The MC was pre-occupied tryna fix their family instead of worrying about themselves. And with how the game's narrative ran, we were also only given chances to talk or "choose an option" whenever it's to move the scene forward (m not even sure about that) or when the brothers or the other people ask for our opinion. (I think the only time we get to do an action without it being a response is when we're tryna kiss or get in the brother's pants HSBSHSH--)

What I'm tryna say is, we really don't get to speak up or talk in the most crucial of moments where we want to have a say in! There are times when I wish I could've said something or said no in the game. When I could've DONE something instead of getting swept up with whatever the MC was getting into in the game!

That sneaking in in the past so that MC wouldn't be found out and accomplish their mission of tryna find out who let Belphie out! It was a little too forced how they were found out when we could've PREVENTED it from happening by being SMART and EXTREMELY CAUTIOUS about it!!!

But we weren't given an option to be like that. T'was like the odds were stacked against us so unfairly. I was so eager to accomplish that mission, because MC's pride was also riding on how well they'll be able to do it after challenging THE Lord Diavolo! It was the moment I was waiting for---MC's moment to shine!!! But no. We weren't given much of an option to succeed. We crashed and burned and witnessed our death, and because of that, the original timeline was erased. Like. Damn. But then everything quickly went back to normal and we didn't GET to give a DAMN!

....Anyway (god this is getting so long im so sorryHSHSHDBDVDG)

In the future stories, I want it to finally dawn upon the MC that the Devildom is a terrifying place full of demons with conflicting ideas, and not everything can and will be solved through the brothers and Diavolo alone.

In stepping unto Devildom and getting to know creatures from two other realms you didn't even know existed until you were dragged into their worlds, there are bound to be otherworldy things that can happen that would be far from the boring happenings in the daily life of a human. I want to feel that in the next stories to come!!

(So basically, I want them to focus on the MC's feelings more now!!! And show how important they are to the brothers---and I want more action! More magical battles and shows of power and all that stuff!! I want serious conflicts against the brothers and the MC--and how it will affect them and their peaceful lives!! I want to see how they will handle such troubles, and how their relationship with the MC will grow!! G I V E S E P A R A T E R O U T E S / E N D I N G S D E P E N D I N G O N O U R F I R S T C H O I C E S)

It's fun that we can go back and choose another option, but I'd like for the initial option to have an impact on where the story will lead us. That'll make it more interesting and fun!!

[obeymefanatic]

Ok but when Asmo's dance battle music came on and he moaned during his transformation, it threw me off and I raised my hand and covered my tablet screen to prepare myself for the lewds I thought would happen 😂.

BHJSJASDA AHAHAHAH YO I WAS LOSIN IT WHEN HE M O A N E D 

LIKE ASMO PLS CALM THY TITS GDI HSHSHSHS

[obeymefanatic]

do my eyes deceive me or does levi have a defined v-line and abs in this event's outift

No, you're seeing it right (ᄑᴗᄑ)

Y'all can mock Levi all you want!!!! But his outfit kinda just outlines his figure sooo much it's just- *chef's kiss* 😔👌💕

[obeymefanatic]

im currently in emotional and economic shambles. ive done 2x10 pulls and they've given me 3 duplicate SSR's... mammon send gacha luck b l e a s e... ｡:ﾟ(;´∩`;)ﾟ:｡

That happened in my last pull too HSBSBSHBSHS the way this game plays us all instead of the other way around (*꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ)

[obeymefanatic]

i dont know abt everyone else but im perfectly fine with luci getting the ur's because then i know im not missing out on anything important!

Hfbtgnfbg but it's really cruel to Luci stans (me HSBSB) because we jus rly like Luci 😔

But yeah there's so much dissatisfaction circling around the fandom, especially on twitter. Tis like the atmosphere shifted to something gloomy. Even I'm beginning to question my involvement in this game. Is it still good for me? Does it still radiate positive energy for me to consume?

These days, it feels like it doesn't anymore. I'm also getting the familiar fandom anxiety 😖 my people pleaser side is still alive to this day it seems BHSHSHD goddamn can't a gal fangirl in peace without the crushing self-pressure of always putting out ~beautiful~ and ~pretty~ content even though I like to try out other things as well HSBSHHDHDS

But anyway, that's just me. But I am having second thoughts for the game because of this. I spat out a lot of positivity over here about the fandom and the game but these days it feels like people are beginning to become quiet HSBSHS

Anyways if it becomes stressful for y'all, leave this shithole. You gotta take care of your mental health in these quarantine times. 😊

[obeymefanatic]

please... stop making me fall in love with these boys even more.... im already in so deep....

(,,ᄑᴗᄑ,,)💕 nfufufu

well, since you asked so nicely though~ ☆ﾟ°˖* ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ toodles

Hshshs kiddin aside, I took a long time with that sleepy luci piece, and while it was good practice, it was a struggle! (My environment's not exactly suitable at all times TvT) But my desire to just give form to sleepy luci eventually lead me to finishin it.

It was worth it though! I'm always happy to serve y'all.

But your wish shall be heard! I'll be gone for a while to focus on an original piece anyway, just like what I've planned after the Beel one. My plan was supposed to be to alternate between fanart and original art. But ya know. I just had to stumble upon the Supreme Soft Lucifer content that was sleepy luci 🥺 i couldn't resist 😂

Thank you all again for the feedback. It means a lot! You give me confidence and motivation to always create thoughtful and fully rendered pieces.

My lack of confidence and faith in myself after not being able to put my all on my original pieces really used to put me down a lot. The disparity of likes between original artworks and fanarts, ya know? There's always the pressure of having to create something beautiful, but without anybody actually noticing, it made me doubt whether or not the things I made were even worth anything.

But again, the Obey me fandom is so nice, I cri

(*꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ) it's just that. The people I know over at twitter, the artists of the fandom, we're all facin the same struggles sometimes. Art block, disappearing for a while, and because of knowing that I'm not the only one, it was easier to not feel guilty whenever I don't constantly put out content.

Because art really is just hard that way. But by putting an effort, and slowly but surely polishing your pieces without worrying about it being ignored, you end up making something beautiful, and people will definitely notice!

It's only now that I realize that. I learn something new everytime I draw for this fandom 💖

[obeymefanatic]

i AM in love thank you SO MUCH i LOVE BEEL A LOT i... wow thamks...... for this wonderful blessing..... this masterpiece ...... youre also a masterpiece........... i would like to thank your parents for having you

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thank u,,, (*´▽`*) 💕

[obeymefanatic]

Thank you for feeding my goddamn Beel stan ass... Your art is fantastic and warms my emo heart. [0beyme|tumblr anon]

(*´▽`*) 💕 !!!! Thank you!

Happy to serve the sunshine demon just the way he is! Soft, big, and warm to your liking~