#the-insatiable-life

[quotelr]

Man cannot be content in his riches even if he has the whole world, there must be a frivolous extra desire.

Michael Bassey Johnson, The Power of Creative Thoughts

[suave1foru]

Feel it

[puppyeared]

I can teach you how to be just like me

crying all night, sleeping till three

[freakurodani]

wanting so desperately to reciprocate touch its painful

[liquidlightandrunningtrees]

Romantic obsession is my first language. I live in a world of fantasies, infatuation and love poems. Sometimes I wonder if the yearning I’ve felt for others was more of a yearning for yearning itself. I’ve pined insatiably and repeatedly: for strangers, new lovers, unrequited flames. While the subjects changed, that feeling always remained. Perhaps, then, I have not been so infatuated with the people themselves, but with the act of longing.

Melissa Broder, Life without Longing

[sapphorror]

Zim, Dib, Gaz, and Tak are actually all horribly vindictive spiteful people to more or less equal degrees, but the interesting thing is that Zim and Gaz both exact vengeance in very specific, premeditated ways, which are often wildly out of proportion but once they feel like they've evened the score they will pretty much immediately forget about whatever pissed them off in the first place—whereas Dib and Tak are both ostensibly above being ruled by petty grudges, but very obviously boiling over with a constant resentment that sends them pouncing like rabid dogs at even the slightest opportunity or excuse to make the object of their ire suffer (and if they're both working towards their own self-serving end game that just HAPPENS to involve every terrible thing imaginable befalling their enemies, well... that'll just be a happy by-product of their personal success).

I don't I have any point to make here, I just like it when these freaks are all an overwhelming danger to society (and each other)

[sidetongue]

this beautiful idiot went to live with someone else and honestly, both of our QOL are much better HAHA

[yameoto]

hello yam your blog reminds me of the chicken soup my grandma used to make me. she never gave anyone the recipe, so the instructions are lost to the sands of time, but i’ve been finding little tastes of it across the years in friends and sunsets and sometimes people on the internet like you and i think that’s quite nice.

this is so lovely and sweet and beautiful and i sincerely hope your grandmother did not cook dianna agron in her soup

[powersofdarkness]

compilation of "tactical-yorbie-equivalents" so far:

-> Ally's tactical yorbies is Fabian & Gorthalax's discussion of gender being a three-dimensional space

-> Emily's tactical yorbies is SHRIMP !!!

[skunkes]

drawing from your experiences and writing what you know

[suave1foru]

Find this

[kusuokisser]

do you think that saiki sometimes wishes his life was all a bad dream?

do you think at night he wishes for nothing more than to wake up with everything gone, to wake up as a normal boy? a normal boy with a normal older brother and normal parents and normal friends? how often do you think he has to tell himself that he'll "wake up soon" just to get through the day?

[eosofspades]

hozier was so real for releasing de selby2 days before part 1. like pt2 is so fun and sexy and i was expecting pt1 to be the same but it is so slow and gentle and mournful and lovely i can't stop thinking about it

[wetslug]

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[ladylooch]

Our Little Family [Miles Wood]- Chapter 18 Honeymoon

A/N from 👢 anon: Hey guys, here is another little family update. I hope you guys enjoy it. Still having time jumps, and you bet there is smut here. Also, the woods have some important conversations.

Enjoy.

Everything after the wedding was a little crazy, Miles went right back into hockey mode after you guys went to the courthouse to make it official. 

Now you're watching from home as his season comes to an end. He's not going to be thrilled once he gets home from the road. That's not how you wanted things to go for him. 

You wait for him. Lily's sleep schedule is getting better and better every day. You appreciate that very much. You are watching the news when you hear his keys at the door. 

You rush to the door, and as soon Miles open the door, you're holding him in your arms. Miles sighs, feeling your body against his. He hugs you tighter. You play with his hair as you say that you got him. 

Miles nods. That's what he needed. You push the door behind you two. You hate seeing him like this. You say that you'll prepare him a bath, and you peck his lips. 

Before lacing your fingers, you close the door and move his bag to the side. You lead him to your room. You ask him to sit while you prepare his bath.

“Do you want me to bring Lily ?” You ask him over your shoulder. 

“No, not yet.” Miles' voice comes out so low and defeated. 

You nod, get the water running in the tub, and grab all the salts and smells. The ones he enjoys. When the water is at a good temperature, you move to grab him.

You strip Miles gently. You're pretty sure he's sore and has a lot of bruises. You watch him move inside the tub. It makes you smile hearing him sigh. 

You kiss his cheek, and you move to get up to separate his suit for the dry cleaning. But Miles stops you. He rests his hand on top of yours. You kneel beside the tub, you watch him. You hate seeing your husband like this. It sucks so much. Hopefully, he doesn't mope for too long. 

“I don't think I'm ever going to win the cup.” Miles says what he's really thinking. That hurts you more than it hurts him. 

“Babe, that's not true. It's going to happen, I know your name is going to be there. I promise you that. And I'm not going anywhere if it doesn't happen.” You show him your rings, which brings a soft smile to his lips. 

You peck his lips before letting him have his moment. You move to make sure the bed is comfy and you grab him some underwear. 

Miles stays in the tub until you're back. He's disappointed that he couldn't move forward in the playoffs. But seeing you doing everything for him, without asking or saying anything. Just being there for him, means the world to him. 

You move to help him get out of the tub. You wait until he dries himself before you give him the underwear. You empty the tub while Miles stares at his reflection in the mirror.

You hug him from behind, kissing his back. Miles rests his hand on top of yours, and you ask him to come to bed. You guys can deal with his beard in the morning. 

Miles nods, and you lead both of you to bed. Tonight, you're the big spoon. It's a little hard because he's a big man, but you guys make it work. 

Seeing your big, strong man like this breaks your heart, but Miles needs you, and he'll be okay soon. You know that. 

The next morning, you take Lily to cuddle her dad. Miles' appreciation for you only grows. Yeah, that's his wife. He stays mopey for a couple of days, and then he's back. He watched every move you made, everything you did for him. 

When he's better, he wakes up early. He prepares breakfast and a whole day just for you. Lily will help her daddy. She's having fun with him at home. So chatty, waddling around, keeping him on his toes. 

You wake up to Miles, boosting Lily into bed. She calls for you as she crawls to you. You smile seeing your two loves. Miles smiles, holding the tray of food. 

“What is this ?” You ask him as Lily settles beside you. You kiss her head after saying hi baby, while you wait for Miles' reply. 

“Breakfast for my girl.” Miles replies moving around the bed to place the tray in front of you. 

“You didn't have to do this.”

“I did. Now it's my time to take care of you.” 

You shake your head, pulling him into a kiss. 

Lily giggles seeing you guys kiss. It makes you so happy that she can see you both showing affection and love to each other. 

You motion for Miles to sit with you to have breakfast. You feed Lily more than eating yourself, but it's fine. 

Miles looks at you with his “I'm sorry” look, but you brush him off, it's fine. 

------

You're across the room, talking to Cheryl and Miles' sister during your wedding reception in Massachusettes. You keep feeling his gaze on you. 

Miles can't keep his eyes away from you, having you as his wife around the people that he loves, his family and friends makes his heart so happy. 

He crossed the room to meet you. Miles rests his hand on your lower back and kisses the side of your head. Your body leans against his touch, needing more. You chuckle, seeing Lily having a hockey player wrapped around her little finger.

Miles follows your gaze and groans a little. 

“I'm going to be in trouble when she grows up, aren't I ?” He asks you. 

“Yeah, probably. She's your daughter, after all.” You reply with a chuckle. 

Miles groans before saying that he needs to steal you, to introduce you to a few people. That's what happens the rest of the day, Miles shows you off. You guys have your first dance in front of everybody, and Lily has her daughter daddy moment too. It makes her so happy. 

You're so happy. Being married to a hockey player has its challenges, but so far, it's been the best thing. You and Miles have come a long way together. 

Later that night, you're getting ready for bed when Miles show up at the bathroom door, shirtless making you want to jump his bones. 

He crosses his arms, watching you go through your skincare routine. 

“We leave in the morning.” Miles says, locking eyes with you in the mirror. 

“But, I thought we were going to spend more time here.” You're so confused right now, that was the plan at least. 

“We are, but you and I, we have a honeymoon to attend to.” You blink a few times before turning to face him. 

“What do you mean ? What about Lily ?”

“We're going to the Bahamas for a couple days, mom will take care of her for us.” 

“But….” 

“Babe, we need a honeymoon. You need a honeymoon. You didn't ask. You were so understandable after our wedding, with the season starting to get harder...” Miles moves closer to you. He laces your fingers together, bringing your hand to kiss.

You watch him with teary eyes. You really thought that a honeymoon wasn't going to be in your plans. And it was okay with you. 

“You deserve this, and I promised you I'm going to do anything for you.” 

You nod as Miles brings his hand to clean your tears, and then he pulls you into a hug. You just can't believe he's taking time off his training to take you to the Bahamas for your honeymoon. 

“What about your training?” You ask against his neck. 

“Don't worry about it, I'll find a way.” You nod, hugging him tighter. 

“I love you.” you say softly. 

“I love you too, sweetheart.” 

Next morning, you dropped Lily at Cheryl's. It's hard for you to leave Lily, but you need time with Miles before the season starts. You don't want to get in his way. 

So your goodbyes with Lily take a little time, Miles keeps reminding you that Lily is going to be okay and you guys will be back soon, plus if you take too long you guys will miss the flight. 

You thank Cheryl again, she assure you that she'll update you guys. While you talk to Cheryl, Miles talks to Lily, saying that mommy and daddy will be back soon. She'll have lots of fun with grandma and grandpa, but they need to do this for Mommy. You ease your mind, and you let Miles lead you to the car.

You are resting your eyes when Miles squeeze your hand. You look at him, Miles says that you guys are there. You nod before looking around. 

You guys are at another part of the airport, the private one. You look at Miles a little shocked. 

“Are… we… going… private ?” You struggle a little bit to say the words. 

“Yep, everything for my wife.” 

You squeeze his hand, you don't know what to say right now, your brain is not working properly. This is so new for you. Not only the private jet, but the way Miles is taking care of you during this summer. 

Miles gets out of the car, he opens your door and helps you. You smile thanking him. You have a feeling Miles will treat you like a queen for the next few days. 

The flight is smooth, as soon as you land, Miles has everything planned. First, you will stop at the hotel for check-in and change clothes, then lunch. The first day is more to settle in. 

After lunch, Miles decides that he would like to take a nap with you. You join him but can't sleep, so you just stare at your husband sleeping. Still feels like a dream calling him your husband. 

Half an hour later, you decide to go to the pool and enjoy the sun. You leave a note telling him where you went. 

Sitting at the pool chair, it's time to relax. You lose yourself in your book, the peace and quiet, the distant waves sounds. It's so peaceful. Then there is a shade blocking your sun, looking up, you see your man in his shorts shirtless. What a view. 

Miles hands you a drink before pulling the chair beside you closer. You thank him for the drink with a kiss. That makes him very happy. 

“Thank you.” You say to him softly.

“You don't need to thank me for anything, babe.” 

You nod, taking a sip from your drink. You stare at him, not really knowing what to say. Life changed so much, and for the better. 

Miles smirks at you before leaning in to kiss you, and then he gets up to get into the pool. He knows what he's doing, and you know too. You're not going to complain about it. 

You watch Miles swim around. When he comes out of the pool, your panties turn into the pool. Those water drops dripping down his body, the ones in his V line that you want lick it. You squeeze your thighs, turning your gaze back to the book. 

“Do you like the view, babe ?” Miles asks as he runs his hands through his wet hair. 

You lick your lips before answering. 

“Yep, loving it.” Both of you chuckle with your reply. 

Miles makes you scotch for him to lay beside you. You rest your head on his chest resting your hand on his abs. Playing with his hair, running your thumb up and down his V line. Miles hums at your touch. 

This moment is so peaceful, even if you're turned on right now. 

“Babe ?” You bring Miles' attention to you. He looks down with those gorgeous eyes. 

“Yeah ?” 

“I would like to be fucked and lick that water from your V line.” 

Miles smirks as he gets up from the chair, bringing you with him. 

“I think we can do something about that.”

That's what you like to hear for sure. You guys rush the room. As soon you ] are inside, you're pushing Miles against the door. 

You kiss those lips, right now you just need him. You lick every inch of Miles chest and abs. When you get to his V line, you take your time. You can see that it's driving him insane. His little whines show you that he's going to make you pay later. 

Both V lines are taken care of. You lick his happy trail just to hear Miles hiss. And it gives you confidence, a lot of confidence. 

You pull his shorts down, smirking at the sound of his cock hitting his abs. Miles whines 'baby' seeing you lick his tip, gathering some pre-cum. You look at Miles as your hand plays with his balls. 

Miles is a mess, and you love it. He holds your hair with both of his hands. You lick his length, locking eyes with him. It brings the most primal moan from his throat, and it's the sexiest thing. You take him inside your mouth, and with the help of your hand, you jerk him. 

You take him as deep inside your mouth you can, gagging around him. Miles curses as you dig your nails into his thighs for support. You pull back to breathe, but you continue jerking him with your hand. 

“I want you to fuck my mouth.” You smirk asking him.

“Are you sure ?” 

“Yep.” 

Miles closed his eyes. He almost came with your request. He takes a deep breath, he puts his thumb in your mouth, you suck his finger with a pop. 

Miles puts his cock back in your mouth as you prepare yourself by holding his thighs. He slowly starts to thrust inside your mouth, with time he starts to speed up and you know he's seeking his high. 

You just hold his thighs, your eyes are getting teary, and you're gagging a little bit. Miles grunts that he's going to cum, you swallow as much cum possible. It dribbles a little on the corner of your mouth. 

When Miles stops his movements, you pull back to jerk him through his high. You look at him, heaving, breathing against the door all blissful. You smirk when he looks at you with soft eyes. 

He helps you get up, he leans to lick the cum from the corner of your mouth before kissing you deep and hard. Miles hums against your lips, your hands rest on his sides. 

Miles scoops you up without breaking the kiss. He carries you to bed, placing you gently in the middle of the bed. After placing you in the bed, he just stares with an awe look. 

“God, I'm so damn lucky.” He murmurs under his breath. 

Your cheeks burn a little bit; that man is really in love with you. Miles licks his lips before connecting them with yours again. Miles' hand wanders over your body. He unties the knot from your bikini top, making you sign into the kiss when his hand reaches for your boobs. 

You arch your back so he can take the top off. His weight is so welcomed on top of you. 

Miles attacks your neck as you run your fingers through his hair. 

“Babyyy” you whine a little. “I'm going to need you to rebound faster, I need to be fucked.” Miles nibble your skin before pulling to face you. 

“Angel, you need to be patient. Things don't work that fast.” 

You pout, looking at those gorgeous blue eyes. Miles winks as his hand moves to your bikini bottom. 

You wiggle trying to help him take your bikini off. Miles chuckles as you pull him for a kiss. Miles starts to explore your body again, he moves a finger to your pussy. 

He hums feeling how wet you're for him, he rubs his thumb over your clit and then slides a finger inside you. You moan, it feels so good even if you want his cock. 

He pumps that finger in and out. You're a mess under him. Miles makes you cum with his finger, instead of working you through your orgams as soon as he's ready. He's sliding that cock inside you. 

You curse, then you adjust, and it's heaven. Miles holds your hands above your head. His thrusts are deep and hard. 

“That's what you wanted, babe ?” He asks as he is deep inside you. 

You nod because you can't speak right now. 

“I need to hear you.” He states.

“OH fuck.” You say at another deep thrust. “Yeah… that's exactly what I wanted.” Miles smirks, slamming his hips against you. 

“Good girl.” 

That praise does things to you. Your eyes are rolling back inside your head. Miles knows what he's doing, and you knew you were going to pay. 

You want to touch him so badly, but he's not letting you touch him. Maybe later. Miles praises you as he goes deeper inside you. 

You call his name a few times when your orgasm starts to build up. As much he wants to make you wait, he's not going to. He moves his thumb to rub your clit. 

Your orgasm hits hard. You scream his name and get so tight around him that Miles struggles to keep moving. You tell him that you want his cum, that's the motivation he needs. Miles pumps for a couple more minutes before he's giving you all his seeds. You dig your heels on his thick ass to hold him there. 

He drops himself on top of you, trying to put most of his weight on the bed. You smile, running your hand through his hair. Miles smiles against your neck.

“That's the best way to start a honeymoon, being dicked down by my husband.” You say out loud. 

“Yeah, and we have five days to do that as many times as possible.”

You like that idea a lot. Miles pulls out of you before bringing you on top of him. You stay like that for a while before you need to pee. 

You decided to shower while you're in there. You call for him to join you, and that's exactly what Miles does. 

You guys have a soft shower together. You guys take turns cleaning each other, Miles lets you take care of his curls,and it makes you so happy. You're on a mission now, taking care of those curls. 

Miles dries you gently. You grab one of his big shirts and lay in bed. You and Miles go through the menu to order something to eat. 

While you wait for your order, you both call Cheryl to know how your baby is doing. It makes you so soft seeing her face on the screen. She still doesn't understand the screen, so it's a little hard. 

Seeing her happy makes you happy. You thank Cheryl again. While Miles go grab the food, you guys talk a little more. Cheryl does everything she can to assure you that things are okay.

You let Miles talk to his mom for a while. After he hangs up, it's time to eat, and you enjoy that a lot. 

This is how you want to spend the rest of your life with him. Great sex, better communication, just being together. Miles smiles at you and occasionally steals some kisses. 

………

For the next couple of days, you guys have sex in the morning, have breakfast, go sightseeing, nap, pool or ocean, more sex and cuddles. That's life. 

By day 3, on your post sex cuddles at night, Miles decides that he needs to talk to you. 

You have your head on his chest as he brushes his fingers over your arm. 

“Babe…” He calls to you, and it sounds a little distant. 

“Yeah ?” You say as you lift your head to look at him. 

“I think we need to talk…” Hearing those words makes you hold your breath. You shift to sit.

“Okay.”

Miles can see that you're going through a million scenarios in your head. 

“Babe, everything is okay. You can relax.” He squeezes your hand, trying to assure you that things are okay. 

“Okay.” You take a deep breath and wait. 

“I know, both of us are loving this routine and having as much sex as possible without Lily here. But the last time we did that I used you basically as a cum dump. Lily happened…” 

You close your eyes because he's right, but you don't want to stop having sex with him. God knows how long it's going to take for your next time. 

“... and I really don't want you to feel bad because I know you're not ready for that. I was an asshole and I don't blame you for not being ready....” Miles lifts your chin to look at him. 

“....If and when we have our baby number 2, I want you to have the best pregnancy possible, with all the good moments. The ones that I took from you.” 

“Yeah, you're right. I’m not ready, and Lily is so perfect after everything. I want that, too, if it happens. But I don't want to stop having sex. I missed this so badly.” You drop your gaze. 

“Hey, we're not going to stop. Maybe just tone it down a little and not look like rabbits.’ You chuckle, bringing Miles in for a kiss. 

“I love you, and thanks for looking out for me.” You whisper against his lips. 

“I love you too, always, baby.” You both cuddle until you're asleep on his chest. 

The next day, you guys do tone it down. Miles takes you for a boat ride with the sunset view and after you guys have dinner at the beach. Having one more day at paradise, you're taking advantage of everything. 

On your last day there, you try to have morning sex with Miles. You guys start making out, but it is taking Miles more time than he normally does. 

“Babe, I think you broke my cock.” He says with a chuckle against your lips. You cup his cheeks to make him look at you.

“That's not possible, Woody.” You chuckle “Now, answer me this. Do you want to have sex ?”

“Yeah ?” His answer doesn't convince you. 

“Miles, for real, are you feeling it ? Are you turned on ? I'm not going to be mad or disappointed, but I need you to be honest with me.”

Miles sighs. “Not really, turned on yes, but I'm not in the mood.” 

“Okay, and that's more than okay. You can say no to me, babe.”

His gaze drops. “I don't want to disappoint you.” He mumbles. 

“You're not going to disappoint me. The only way you can do that, is by doing a half job just to make me cum. I want you…” you lift his chin to look at you. “... You're worth the wait, dude. I need you fully in and not just going because I want to. You can say no, baby.” 

“Thanks…” He kisses you “ And you know you can say no to me too, right ?” 

“Yeah, I do.” You kiss him before shifting so he can lay on your boobs. 

And that's how you guys spend most of the day. Cuddling, some time in the pool before getting everything ready to head home. You guys leave first thing in the morning. 

…..

The trip was amazing, but nothing beats getting home to your baby girl. Even if she wants her dad first, Miles sends his 'I'm sorry' look. But that's okay, you're used to it. You talk to Cheryl and catch up until Lily decides she wants her mama. She calls for you, and you take her with open arms. 

Her soft cuddles are the best. It makes you feel more loved than you're already feeling. You hold Miles hand. 

“Thank you for our life. Thank you for this amazing gift.” You look at Lily. Miles smiles

“ You don't have to thank me, sweetheart.” He kisses you with all his love. 

Things were rough for a while, but the last couple months are the best you ever lived. You can't thank him enough.

[towerartt]

Handsome Jack is Tantalus and Timothy is Sisyphus. you get it