#the way aku acted in this whole chapter is perfect

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"AKUTAGAWA DOESN'T CARE"

Explain this panel then:

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Dino Watches Anime (Jan 13)

With the snow outside and cancellations everywhere, I have more time to kick back, relax, and not do anything. Seriously, playing out in the snow and being an absolute bum is my specialty.

Dropped

Darwin's Game 

It just seemed like Mirai Nikki but updated to smartphones instead of flip phones and with a new interface and system. Seriously, it’s like someone watched Mirai Nikki and went “I can remake this and rake in the money”. The animation wasn’t good (according to our local sakuga geek, there were less than 10 animators who worked on the 40 min premiere because of the inhumane conditions of the studio which adds to the yikes), the soundtrack was great (but I won’t watch a show just for the soundtrack/seiyuu cast), and overall, I felt like I didn’t want to put myself through a show like this.

Uta no Prince-sama

I couldn’t do it fam. I watched two episodes and nearly cried on the inside because it felt like Kiniro no Corda but with a new bland face with new bland characters. I never watched either of these fully. I tried to watch just for the seiyuu (*ahem* Miyuki Sawashiro), but imagine having your life hobbies made into an absolute joke by a character who can’t even read music and is in the composition department while her main song of choice is “Twinkle Twinkle Little Star” and the ikemen around her and swooning over it and writing their own songs for her. The guys all have the same faces too! They’re triangle heads that can only be differentiated by colour palette. I’m telling the difference based on voices at this point. I don’t want the ikemen, but I would like people to be into my music too ya know! You may think that I’m dropping this anime purely out of spite for the story and characters, and you’re damn right I am. 

Seasonal Stuff

Pet

This is this close to being dropped, and I don’t mean for the strong BL vibes. It’s a little cringy but not that bad (I’ve watched a lot of cringe straight romance and to me it’s all the same). It just feels so poorly constructed right now. The universe just hangs by a thread with characters I feel ABSOLUTELY NOTHING for. Everything in this anime feels so cheap. I’m giving this one more week before I give it the axe.

Rikei ga Koi ni Ochita no de Shoumei shitemita 

Okay, this anime is stupid, but we all went in knowing it was going to be very stupid. You’ve seen the screencaps. You’ve seen the cliches. Now get ready to have a pretentious science spin on it as if you haven’t seen these scenes a million times before elsewhere, and the characters (at least one of them) know it. The art... it’s present. I mean, character designs are giving the guys of Reddit what they want (especially with Sora Amamiya being really popular and singing the OP along with voicing the main character). Yuuma Uchida is also there. Nothing really worth noting here except “stay in school kids so you can become a pretentious science kid with no people skills!”

Dorohedoro

I might just watch this anime in place of “Pet” because this anime has a much brighter outlook and despite being CG genuinely looks better anyway. It’s the horror that I wanted to fill the void with (since Pet genuinely isn’t scary or innovative). Everything was pretty good with the first episode! I’m looking forward to seeing more!

From here on out, the rest of the seasonal list are the ones I look forward to the most! Get that head lizardman!

Runway de Waratte 

At first, this doesn’t seem like something that would come out of Shonen Weekly, but it inspires a good message about being who you want to be even with limitations if front of you. You have a girl too short to be considered a model and a guy who designs fashion without having the money to pursue it further. I know nothing about style, but I do know things about being short! Maybe that’s why I have such a soft spot for it...

ID:Invaded

This anime gets more interesting as we go along. I’m all into murder mysteries and things like that, and with the sci-fi mixed it, I checked to make sure I was up-to-date with this one. Each episode gives a new mystery with more details outline our jaded and imprisoned detective’s motives and backstory. I wasn’t sold on the character designs at first, but once you get over that hurdle, it’s all good. I like the psychological aspects of it too!

Kyokou Suiri 

Ever wish you had a female protagonist who was upfront about her romantic motives? Ever wanted to watch a show involving youkai? Here’s the show for you! Plus, her character design is so cute. Mamo sang the ED for this anime too. The animation is great, the story looks amazing (read ahead a few chapters in the manga), and this is one of my most highest anticipated anime for the season!

Jibaku Shounen Hanako-kun

Here’s one of my favourite pilot episodes! This anime left such a strong impression on me that I went straight to my non-otaku friends going, “You’ve gotta see this guys”. The art style is consistent with the manga, and according to the not-so-quiet manga readers, we’re in for a really good anime. 

All the characters in this anime are also adorable and really simple-minded on the surface. Hanako-kun being a boy is a really funny twist on the local urban legend (I’m one of those kids who never dared to say “Bloody Mary” in the washroom so what can I say?)

Recently Completed

Hana to Alice: Satsujin Jiken

Remember Aku no Hana? This is what happens when rotoscoping has a bit more budget. This anime was slow, a little cringy, but it felt really real. The voices felt real, the characters felt real, and the story felt... mostly real. I don’t regret watching this movie art style and all because I think it captures a bit of the exaggerations of being a teenager (rumours blow up like balloons)

Sennen Joyuu

Satoshi Kon really has a certain way of telling stories. I’ve watched Perfect Blue, Paranoia Agent, and Tokyo Godfathers, and while this didn’t have as strong of a punch as the latter, this film was still strong. It shows a story of a young maiden’s resilience, perseverance, and undying love... all things I can’t relate to... but it was good!

Sakurasou no Pet na Kanojo

This show was a trip. You thought it was a fanservice anime until things got really heavy. This anime was funny, it made me feel things with the themes it took on, and it made me remember that the best girl doesn’t always have to win to be a good anime. The art was cute and sweet, the voice acting was so fricking funny (according to the cast, the improv wasn’t always included but the ones that were left along with the dialogue were pure gold), and the story was exceptional for an anime which seemed to have no base whatsoever. And plus, this had something a lot of anime don’t... A CONCLUSIVE ENDING. Give this anime a watch if you haven’t. It’s melodramatic comedic romantic teen drama at its finest.

Orange

Speaking of melodramatic romantic teen dramas, here’s another one that fits that bill! Minus the comedy, more suicide, and far less cohesive plot. Imagine throwing letters into the Bermuda Triangle and having your 16-year-old selves really reading those letters. I was wondering how they were going to explain sending their letters to the past, but they should’ve come up with better BS than that. Aside from really bad plot holes, this anime was alright. It was slow... really slow. I finished this whole 13 episodes plus the movie in about 2.5 hours after trimming the slow recaps. 

The art was alright. The story was slow, but near the end (excluding the last episode and the movie) it got really heavy. It hit close to home. I struggled with suicide for years, and I felt what this character felt. Certain lines of that dialogue just hit hard. It was depicted in a way that didn’t feel as romanticized. He wasn’t saved by just one person, his trauma didn’t go away just like that, it took a group of friends and planning to help him realize that there was more to life then just regrets.

Would I recommend this? I mean, it was recommended to me, but I’m not forcing this anime on anyone... not because of the themes but because it was darn boring and cliche 70% of the time.

Still Watching

Darker than Black: Kuro no Keiyakusha

Same things apply as previous entries

Hunter x Hunter (2011)

My brother expected me to finish this a while ago but I put it on the back-burner because the number of episodes seemed daunting. Everything else is good though.

Sousei no Onmyouji

I only watched the first episode.

Boku no Hero Academia Season Four

Same things apply as previous entries. It seems like the Overhaul arc will end in the next episode or two (depending on how much they milk this).

Re:Zero kara Hajimeru Isekai Seikatsu

Groundhog Day but isekai. Seriously, this is a pretty big staple in terms of big isekai. Everyone’s fighting over who’s the best girl meanwhile Subaru is trying his best not to die every five minutes. Seriously, Subaru is a champ and what I’d want out of a Mary Sue isekai protagonist. Get em Subaru. Prove to me you’re not a car.

This will be me for the next few days because it’s getting colder where I am so watch me slip on the ice and die!

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Sefruit Kumpulan Kata-Kata Bijakku

First off all, I just wanna save what I wrote on twitter since June to July 2020. Actually, it just something reflection, reminder and note to myself because I’ve been in this kind of situation in my life. I know it heard “too much” but I just do it because of me. When someday I might met again with this kind of situation, I know how to act better and handle everything gracefully. InshaAllah... Also because I’ve been lost some friends and again I met someone new that bringging new color in my life .. Then because today I decided to starting new life.

"I've learned that people will forget what you said and what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel." - Maya Angelou

Dimulai dari tweet tentang kekecewaan di tanggal 13 Juni 2020

Juni 2 tahun berturut- turut ........ (sebuah kekecewaan yang dalam karena pemutusan kontrak sepihak.

.@Alhamdhulillaah·Jun 12 - Allah has a reason for allowing things to happen. We may never understand his reasoning, but we simply have to trust his perfect will.

Belinda Ameliyah@belindameliyah·Jun 16 aku tidak benar benar membencimu, tapi jika kamu terbakar dan aku memiliki air, aku akan meminum airnya

@nischah_·Jun 18Berhasil masuk dg selmat menjadi Freelancer dg gaji besar di beberapa perusahaan distribusi tidak menjamin akan membuat frelancer keluar dg selamat. #noted

@nischah_·Jun 20 Kamu berhak bahagia. Kmu berhak membuang orang-orang yang beracun dalam hidupmu. Kamu berhak membangun kembali kehidupan yang telah hancur. Kamu harus bahagia

@nischah_·Jun 28Let your story be yours.

@nischah_·Jun 28Bahkan sedikit saja cahaya yang jatuh adalah pertanda untuk tetap melangkah. Bahwa dunia kita tidak benar-benar gelap, hanya diberi jeda dan ruang untuk senyap dan menyepi sejenak. 

@nischah_·Jun 28Izinkan aku sampaikan salam rindu  pada mereka yang berjalan membersamaiku selama masa-masa itu. Riuh redam kami berlarian mengejar harapan ... Aku rindu kalian ... Sahabat, mentor, dan partner seperjuangan ... Nanti kita bertemu lagi .... 

@nischah_·Jun 29Orang baru datang yang lama dilupakan ... Mereka tergantikan. 

@nischah_·Jun 30Hal yang harus disyukuri hari ini : sudah tidak harus bangun pagi-pagi buat ngejar tagihan. Subahanallah banget rasanya. Ketika masih lihat temen yg harus antri jam 4 pagi demi kerjaan ... #akudiselamatkanlagi

@nischah_·Jul 1It's time for reshuffle ~ at the end,  less is better than having much but toxic!  I deserve to living better life it's not selfish,  it's called self-love 

@nischah_·Jul 1Dihari seperti ini, ada banyak syukur yang tercurahkan. Mungkin benar, musibah ini adalah pengingat .... 

@nischah_·Jul 1Kita semua butuh jeda. Anggap ini kesempatan. We need deep talk to ourself.....

@nischah_·Jul 2Then the magic happen! Let's make magic again tomorrow 

@nischah_·Jul 3Marah boleh, gila jangan! Bisa jadi semua emosi mu sudah berada di ujung ubun-ubun. Tapi tetap menjaga kewarasan adalah solusi terbaik untuk memecahkan masalah. 

@nischah_·Jul 5Be true with your self. #noted #me 

@nischah_·Jul 7Welcome to the new chapter of life journey.  Aku memilih menikmati dan tinggal ... Terimakasih 

@nischah_·Jul 7Silahkan berbuat sesukanya. Hidup ini bebas kok. Tinggal kau terima konsekuensinya aja. Hidup sesimpel itu kok 

@drlrst·Jul 7Fulfilling life. The life I choose, the consequences I bear. Doing things because I choose to do it, for me, for my own, not because others do it.

when bucin is back

@nischah_·Jul 14The eyes never lie ...  although your words can~

@nischah_·Jul 15Deep talk is easily way-that brings relationship go to the next level ... And I typically like it and hate it...

@nischah_·Jul 15Mari kita waras! 

@nischah_·Jul 16Semua akan hambar pada waktunya. 

Nurul Istichomah@nischah_·Jul 19Guyonan nek wes kadung tambeng pancen biasane ngono, berakhir karo sedih lan kecewa. Pada akhirnya, berhubungan karo uwong iku biasa - biasa ae luweh aman. Yen berlebihan biasane ancen cepet garai eneg. #tulisannuna 

@nischah_·Jul 29Kenyataan bahwa kita hanya ingin bicara tapi baik - baik saja bila tidak didengar adalah 'm u n a f i k' ... 

It so inspiring :

@felixsiauw·Jul 14Narasi iblis: "Aku lebih baik darinya, aku dari api, dia dari tanah". Narasi fanboy-nya iblis zaman now: "Kami lebih baik dari mereka, yang bener cuma kami, selain kami nggak nasionalis, nggak Indonesia, nggak Pancasila, nggak Islami, nggak ngerti Al-Qur'an". Kalah si iblis

@muftimenk·Jul 19Whatever happens in life, keep going. Quitting is NOT an option because quitting is permanent. Setbacks and disappointments are not. They should serve to challenge and motivate you to strive even harder. The rewards are sweeter. Once you give up, that’s the end of the story!

@muftimenk·Jul 19Are you carrying emotional baggage from your past? Remember, it can destroy you if you allow it. The state of your mind is important. If you fill it with hurt, anger, pain, revenge and regrets, it doesn’t augur  well for your future. Shift your focus. Make a fresh start today.

@muftimenk·Jul 18We can all learn to listen more. It sounds simple but listening is a skill, an art & a discipline. Pay attention to what people say. Listen to the words. It’s coming from the heart. The mouth will reveal what the heart feels. Listening can save you from a whole lot of trouble!

@Alhamdhulillaah·Jul 19Follow what your Lord reveals to you: God is well aware of all your actions. Put your trust in God: God is enough to trust. #Quran 33:2-3

@muftimenkThe best example of this is when Rasoolullah ﷺ went to Taa'if, the people and naughty children there stoned him and his companion Zaid bin Harith R.A but Rasoolullah ﷺ still prayed for them and then the same place became where muslims were in much population. This is Patience.

@muftimenk·Jul 27Are you this person? A mature one with a special heart who says that no matter how much someone hurts me, I'll still pray for him. It’s not easy. Most of us will actually do the reverse; start cursing & swearing the person when this happens. But such people do exist. Respect!

@muftimenk·Jul 29Do something pleasing to the Almighty today! Give up something for His sake. Experience the true meaning of sacrifice. Do it sincerely with full submission. It will strengthen our faith. May we achieve the benefits of these days.May He accept the sincere efforts of those on Hajj.

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@nischah_·Jul 15Tak pernah semales ini dan sebetah ini dirumah aja gak kerja gak ngapa - ngapain. Selama ini. 

@nischah_·Jul 19Coba apa, yang kita doa kita pengen tapi kalau kehilangan gpp ... ? 

@nischah_·Jul 19Semoga ada sesuatu di suatu tempat yang mampu mencakupi semua ingin dan butuhku juga menyelamatkanku 

@nischah_·Jul 19Wes wayah e ... Mergo umur ra melok nduwe ... Ora iso di enggo sak kenek e ... Wes wayah e nggelar sajadah seng temen. Mergo kepinginmu wes ra keukur. Ngoten wae Pripun? 

@nischah_·Jul 20kita adalah pejuang di medan tempur masing-masing. Setiap orang punya pertempurannya sendiri. Selamat berjuang! Mari kita menangkan! 

@nischah_·Jul 21There is a time that you have no time for yourself... And there is the time that all the time is yours. Like today. Be grateful...  Always.  Alhamdulillah 

@nischah_·Jul 23Benar bahwa kedewasaan itu ditentukan dari tingkatan iman yg dimiliki.

@nischah_·Jul 29some people haven't changed at all after 10 years ...

@nischah_·Jul 29Diantara semua moments, ini adalah momen paling mengharukan. Sebab meski begini aku merasa aku benar-benar sedang baik-baik saja.

@nischah_·Jul 29I'm feeling too old to having drama and fighting with people .. I like to live simply and warm.  It's okay to say sorry first... Tiredness from marathon Korean drama already spent much energy~  #nischah

@nischah_·Jul 31menatap nanar sebuah album biru , kusadari parenting tak semudah itu marimar. kuasai semua materi, kurikulum, trial and learn. pertahanan emosi, kesiapan mental, kuatnya iman. berat, semua berat. mengelola produk bernama "manusia" itu titipan berat... belajar lagi yuk!

@nischah_·Jul 31Teman sejati memang tak selalu dekat, tapi kebaikannya melekat.