#the theonsa wedding is one here somewhere

[atopvisenyashill]

staying in the north because that’s home

we’re doing theon chapters next lads it’s about to get very sad in here. also theon has more chapters so this one is a little longer. tldr on theon’s adwd arc:

FIRSTLY I kept track of his reek rhymes it goes leek bleak meek leek squeak cheek leak weak freak sneak wreak peek freak shriek meek peek weak sneak

Secondly, just for reference, his chapter names are Reek I, Reek II, Reek III, The Prince of Winterfell, The Turncloack, A Ghost in Winterfell, and Theon. When I saw “Theon” I genuinely cheered out loud.

I like these chapters a lot because there’s a lot to analyze without (at least to me) being all that plot heavy. They just like, go to a wedding then hang out at Winterfell. Meanwhile Theon is losing his mind and also connecting spiritually with a nine year old.

I think it’s soooo funny that everyone is like “oh that Tully Temper” as if the northmen aren’t just as unpleasant as cat hoster lysa edmure and blackfish lol. like these are the bitchiest people in the world omg.

let’s goo

we are just opening with eating a alive rat let’s get into this shit.

kyra story is horrifying. the characterization for her is interesting as she introduces us to ramsay's little most dangerous game playground - ramsay truly sets her free to give her a headstart and she realizes she won't be able to find her way home on her own so she goes to the one person she knows is both skilled enough to help and likely willing to help, which is theon. but theon in that moment is still just steeped in his selfishness; he's almost more angry at kyra for not splitting up so he could get away than at ramsay for hunting them down and gruesomely murdering her.

Ramsay was clad in black and pink—black boots, black belt and scabbard, black leather jerkin over a pink velvet doublet slashed with dark red satin. In his right ear gleamed a garnet cut in the shape of a drop of blood.

the DRIP omg once again angry that the Northerners all wear the exact same ugly outfit when we could have gotten THIS

THEONSA QUOTE

but also his "she is only a girl" about arya marrying ramsay....that hurt me too

No. I never thought we would. They’re dead. Lord Wyman had them killed. That’s what I would have done if I was him.

first of all - i love this evil little kid lmao

second of all - i love that he very pragmatically is like "yeah those bitches should have realized they were gonna get got"

third of all - kinda love that he hangs around talking to theon. as i've been thinking about who will get the twins at the end, I think what's interesting here is that Little Walder, the "stupid" one, is the Frey that latches onto Ramsay while Big Walder, the "smart" one, seems to talk to everyone there, more intent on gathering information than purposefully currying favor with any one person, even from lowly, broken little Reek.

After the scratch the Young Wolf gave Lord Rickard, that may be somewhat less true than formerly. Be that as it may. Lord Stannis has taken Deepwood Motte from the ironmen and restored it to House Glover. Worse, the mountain clans have joined him, Wull and Norrey and Liddle and the rest. His strength is growing.

so we’re at Winterfell. This is how it shakes out-

WINTERFELL, STARK LOYALISTS: Manderly, Hornwood, Cerwyn, Tallhart, Locke, Hothor “Whoresbane” Umber WINTERFELL, BOLTON LOYALISTS: Bolton, Frey WINTERFELL, SHADY GROUPS: Ryswell, Dustin, FF Flints, Stout WITH STANNIS: Mors “Crowsfood” Umber, Mountain Clans (First Flints, Wulls, Liddles, Harclays, etc), Mormont, Glover, possibly WW Flints as well? IN THE WIND: Reed, Karstark, Skagosi

just listing that here so i have it somewhere.

"Has my bastard ever told you how I got him?” That he did know, to his relief. “Yes, my … m’lord. You met his mother whilst out riding and were smitten by her beauty.” “Smitten?” Bolton laughed. “Did he use that word? Why, the boy has a singer’s soul."

this one hurt my feelings. Especially in conjunction with Roose's "don't make me regret the day I raped your mother" and the way that's the comment that really gets under Ramsay's skin - I think he much prefers to tell himself that Roose was simply ~overcome with lust~ for his mother's beauty rather than Roose thinking she wasn't even worth the time it took to rape her

"You could be my man." "I'm no one's man."

screaming

interesting how both Barbrey and Wyman distrust Maesters

"And be quick about it. If she’s not wet by the time I’m done disrobing, I will cut off that tongue of yours and nail it to the wall.” Somewhere in the godswood, a raven screamed.

that's Bran btw

“Please,” he murmured through his broken teeth, “I never meant …” The words caught in his throat. “Save me,” he finally managed. “Give me …” What? Strength? Courage? Mercy? Snow fell around him, pale and silent, keeping its own counsel. The only sound was a faint soft sobbing. Jeyne, he thought. It is her, sobbing in her bridal bed. Who else could it be? Gods do not weep. Or do they? The sound was too painful to endure. Theon grabbed hold of a branch and pulled himself back to his feet, knocked the snow off his legs, and limped back toward the lights. There are ghosts in Winterfell, he thought, and I am one of them.

THAT'S BRAN TOO. GODS WEEP AND THEY WEEP FOR YOU AND JEYNE THEON!!!!

The girls were glad to see him. They knew him by his smell. Red Jeyne loped over to lick at his hand, and Helicent slipped under the table and curled up by his feet, gnawing at a bone. They were good dogs.

i'm curious if this will come up again - that Ramsay's dogs know Theon (because he sleeps with them) and they seem to like him, and they're fairly well behaved despite being raised by Ramsay.

The gods could not kill Bran any more than I could. It was a strange thought and stranger still to remember that Bran might still be alive.

screaming

so there's the murdery mystery plot. what's interesting to me here is that once we get to the Prince of Winterfell, Theon stops referring to himself as Reek (until Ramsay rapes Theon & Jeyne on their wedding night). But in the Turncloak, he goes back to being his usual prickly self; he's picking up on what people aren't saying, he starts with his "jeyne jeyne rhymes with pain" as a substitute for the reek bit, and even when he's doing the reek bit he's not just using random words, he's using insults for himself - meek, weak, freak, etc. By the murder mystery, he's straight up snapping at people, interacting with people, actively lying for no real reason, and he seems to start really resenting the idea that he'll have to go back to being Reek. There's a level of barely concealed rage more an anything but it's not directed at the people around him, it's directed at Ramsay for the first time and it's directed at himself.

anyways, there’s this clear shift as Theon starts breaking out of the brainwashing effect the torture has on him but it's not a shift into being mentally well it's just a shift back into being Theon Greyjoy and that means prickly, and that means weird magic stuff too.

The poetry. of theon’s chapters starting with his thoughts on kyra, mad at her for needing his help, to theon lying to get jeyne out of there, and grabbing her before he jumps, without even a thought in his head about leaving her behind.

[motherofkittens94]

tagged by @staryjoy 

Rules : list the first lines of the last ten published stories. Look to see if there is only patterns that you notice yourself, and see if anyone else notices any! Tag up to 10 friends. 

ok so i haven't technically published any o my  fics yet but im getting an ao3 account so i will do soon so you can read them in full in a bit if you wanted  

here some starters anyway i didn't kno i it meant just first sentence or all the whole line so i did the line some are wip because i don't think i have ten that are finished im  still pretty new to writing my own fanfic and i tend to rite really long ones as well so

1) Sansa thought she had long since given up the idea marrying for love.  ( my theonsa wedding  i actually did post one on here was i going make it way longer and more extravagant but i   like how this turn out tbh)

2) “you know, I do believe I owe you an apology”    aaron / katelyn wedding 

3) “ I’m not sorry, why should I be? You never were sorry for what your family did to me . ( throbb - or it becomes throbb eventually - starts it just theon being angry  i wrote this  one after watching that ep it th e scene there theons says i deserved everything i was like oh hell no you did not - 

4)  There was a part of you that always knew it could not last. A part of you that knew he would not stay. ( throbb - you are robb - don't ask me y i wrote  is one in second person it as a experiment - a failed experiment  i you will)

5) they had a great many cats now and although he loved them all he did have  a particular favourite ( soft modern au throbb ft cats i devoted like a full page to just describing each cat they have in detail lmao )

6) Andrew liked cats more than people. people had not been kind to Andrew but cats had never once let him down.  (omg this is just me describing Andrews cats and literally like  noting else happens  theres not even any other characters in it just ya boy and a orange kitty living in harmony aha  i just like to write about cats give all my favs cats 

7)  Andrew’s ragtag collection of strays made me uneasy, he didn’t like them ,he didn’t trust them and he absolutely did not consider himself to be one of them. ( the infamous zombie fic of doom)

8)   I could still remember Andrew’s funeral and how Kate  had lied that day ( umm is this a aaron  based  fic because nobody writes about aaron  i have to do it myself and fuck you all for that )

8) Shireen loved to read her books were her greatest treasures for when she was  with the heroes from her stories she never felt alone ( queen shireen au one day i will finish this one - one day)

9)  theon greyjoy was no stranger to taunts but they no longer cut as deep as they once had. ( theon kills ramsay fic because we all know he should've - no offence  to sansa obvi sansa is it - and i guess teres a slight theonsa ) 

10 ) He had a rude sense of humour and she secretly  liked it she knew she shouldn’t but she did all the same  (theonsa this is  wip )

umm patterns ?? i like cats and weddings ..and side characters ?? that id mostly write theonsa or throbb  i like theon and  Andrew that i write mostly in 3rd person - anyone notice any pattern idk

tagging @lyledebeast @blueagia @lordhellebore @proskenion04 @mrs-storm-andrews   @goodqueenalys and my writing buddy if you see this @greyjoysexual  if you want to do it if you guys have done this already then you don't have to again if you dont wanna and if  anyone else wants to you can id love to see your ideas

[eamesandbellamyaremyheaven]

My Masterlist

Updates 🔔 Smut 🔥

Crossovers

Sons of Anarchy x Game of Thrones

Heart of Novocaine 4/?- Jax Teller x Sansa Stark  🔥 

A Very Summery Christmas - Jax Teller x Sansa Stark (One-Shot)

Drabbles

Teller’s Nanny 1/?   - Jax Teller x Sansa Stark 

King Arthur: Legend of the Sword x Game of Thrones

Somewhere, Now and Then 4/?- Arthur Pendragon x Sansa Stark

Vikings x Game of Thrones

Kissed by Fire 1/? - Ragnar Lothbrok x Sansa Stark  🔔

Fast and Furious x The 100

Drabbles

1/? - Owen Shaw x Raven Reyes  

The Spy Who Dumped Me x Four Weddings and a Funeral Hulu Series

Drabbles

1/? - Sebastian Henshaw x Maya Jones  

Marvel x The 100

Bloodreina: The New Avenger - Bucky Barnes x Octavia Blake

I don’t make the rules - Bucky Barnes x Octavia Blake (One-Shot)

The 100 x Nikita

The Russian Princess and the Rebel King - Bellamy Blake x Alex Udinov - On Hold

Game of Thrones

The Iron Heir and the Lady Wolf - Theonsa

Promise Me - Theonsa (One-Shot)

Hawaii Five-O

Family Comes First - Steve McGarrett x OC - On Hold

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So, I know I don’t have a lot of works, but I decided to make it easier to access them all through this post. I’d be honored if you could give me feedback, and check out my edits here.