#the teacher bullied me out of the class
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wdym I'm too young to know if I'm gay but I'm old enough to pick the classes that will define at least the next two years of my life and most likely what I go to uni for?
#my dad heard im taking legal studies and assumed i want to be a lawyer#i want to be an author#i take standard english#clearly#there is something wrong with me#“oh i get to pick whatever i want?” DO NOT GIVE THAT CHOICE TO DUMB 15YR OLDS#i picked hospitality#the teacher bullied me out of the class#i picked religion#the teacher only talks about Christianity and is also slightly racist#i picked ancient history#i try my hardest in this class and only manage to score a 13 out of 50#i picked legal#i am a criminal#i picked italian#i am now begging for mental health help#the only class i do not somewhat regret picking is the mandatory english class#if i can pass this year i may become a relgious person#i dont think ill pass tho#i have to write like 20 essays#and speak in another language#i do not know said language
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that poll reminding me. not so secret feli lore i'm sure i've talked about this before. but one time in school a guy confessed his love to me as a joke (i knew it was a joke because he was part of a clique that Could Not Stand my autism swag) and he did it in front of my friends, with his friends watching from a distance, and the scenario was so absurd i started laughing at him.
Like full on fucking ojou-sama hand to my face laugh. For several minutes. It was the funniest shit to ever happen to me I just did not know how to react.
Obviously this embarrassed him and he went back to his friends. Idk how they reacted to this but over the next few weeks he would try to confess several more times. I would still laugh at him but then it got annoying. So I'd just start kicking him. Every single time he got near me and opened his mouth I would kick him in the shins. Guy was a football player but I still did it. If it came to a fight he could've kicked my ass easy i am a twig but my sheer ferocious moxie scared him.
One math teacher fucking hated this guy for being the "class clown" (read: calling everything gay and autistic as the height of comedy) so she sat us next to each other on purpose and actually gave me permission to kick him if he was being annoying.
This all came to a head on the day my best friend whom I'd had a secret crush on got rejected by HER crush, and she was crying. So to stop people from badgering her I made a distraction. I challenged my nemesis to a duel in the hallway in front of the chemistry rooms. The entire class could hear. Everybody focused on me over my crush trying to wipe her eyes around the corner.
I kept calling him a coward as he ran away from me (presumably out of fear, or because he knew that if he did fight me, he would win, but i would 100% kick him in the balls first). When the chemistry teacher arrived she made us apologize to each other and I no longer had permission to kick him publicly but the damage was done. I had a Reputation. I was Feared. I was the quiet nerd teacher's pet until anybody fucking looked at me wrong.
At the end of that school year, that entire clique decided to graduate early (which you can do, since minimum school attendance is 10yrs, and we were in 10th grade). So many students left and/or changed schools that the principal personally asked the rest of us if everything was okay. This was probably because they all had shit grades and wanted to go to an easier school, but I hated them and choose to believe my warfare efforts were also a cause for this.
#feli speaks#teacher's pet is an undefeated defensive position#i didnt suck up to teachers mind you. i just was quiet in class and did my work#and actually participated. i didnt do any extra shit i was just That Good In Class#and because the teachers KNEW i was good in class they let me do so much shit#i could draw or read or doze off. for two years i would wear headphones in class. and only one teacher stopped me.#because they knew. they Knew i was still listening#and of course because i was quiet and demure in class they would not believe i was being a shithead to bullies. so#yeah it was 100% a double standard and i received preferrential treatment because of my grades.#yeah i abused the shit out of it.#i just stopped doing homework bcuz i raised my hand so often that the teacher would Never surprise pick me for homework#they just trusted i did it and didnt check#and i was just that good at improvising shit#still am. lmao.
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i really have loved being in japan in general so far but most of my students are so fucking mean to me 😭😭 like they’re just so so sooo mean they parrot and mock me when i call someone’s name and laugh when i talk in general and it’s like how am i supposed to curry their favor or gain their respect when they are openly making fun of me from the second i walk into their classroom for the first time💀
#i think part of it is that 90% of the students are boys and they’re all super jocks so they don’t care abt english at all#also a lot of them are second semester seniors. and i was in their shoes not that long ago#which i understand. but like i wish they would at least be somewhat decent to me😭#like i wld fully be willing to say okay fuck the worksheet fuck the grammar let’s just shoot the shit. but none of them want to speak to me#also the ones who know i know japanese just speak japanese to me so i just stare at them blankly#at least in the us there were limits to the shit we cld say abt teachers in class because everyone was speaking english#to be fair i really struggle w conversational jpn & slang so most of the time i rlly don’t get the nuances#of what they’re saying to each other. and i can’t respond well at all. but i get the gist#its hard bc i’m new and also paired with new teachers for some classes so they don’t respect any ‘authority figure’ in the room#but like come on. don’t bully me.#i think part of the problem is there’s actually literally no consequences for anything. no detention or suspension or calls to parents#or getting benched for sports matches. which i think would actually get them to care#cuz there are things that technically i could try to do but there’s no way to actually enforce anything#idk. thinking out loud. the classes that have been decent & engaged have been super fun for me and energizing#but the others are rlly tough like so tough.#okay sorry i know no one cares
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I'm so tired and I want to sleep but I can't because my brain has decided to remind me of every single bad thing to happen in my life ever
#(dont read the tags if you dont wanna see some examples)#realizing my granma is verbally abusive by her telling me ill die alone and unloved simply bc i didnt want to talk to her?#check!#almost losing my best friend to suicise?#being bullied in 2 out of three schools ive been to where the teachers did fuck all to help?#being overstimulated to the point of crying & neglected by a 'special needs class' that completely failed me in every aspect?#check!!#my special aids teacher (or wtv its called) telling me to go back to math class after a meeting with the school and my FUCKING THERAPIST#SPECIFICALLY ABOUT HOW STRESSFUL AND BAD FOR ME SEVERAL OF THE CLASSES ARE#PARTICULARLY MATH#i didnt even know she was supposed to aid me with anything!#i only ever saw her in a few classes#ya know#THE ONES SHE TEACHES#ugh#listen my life is hardly the worst#im fortunate in many aspects and im not gonna claim i have some big traumas or anything like that#but my life really sucks sometimes#even right now my life is almost completely stagnant#i havent been able to attend school for two fucking years and i quite literally only have consistent social interactions with my family#ya know. the people i live with. and who i see everyday.#my best friend of like fucking#7 years or something#ended our friendship months ago (amicably but still)#leaving my completely alone#ugh. sorry my heads a mess and im so so so tired. of everything. i just want to sleep and have my brain shut tf up#vent#personal
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bc I think it's very funny, here are some little bits of trivia that non french people do not have access to when they name their characters using french names :
there was a smear campaign against the names Rémi and Kévin in the early 2000's to the 2010's
both became adjectives more than names like if you said "un Rémi" it meant a guy w no friends and when you said "un Kévin" it meant an uncultured/stupid/annoying guy
it's less the case nowadays but nobody has forgotten about it
however, in the past couple years, a video has gone viral, redeeming all Kévins' reputation since now it's all people think about when they hear the name (des paillettes dans ma vie Kévin)
#there was at least one kévin in each and every single class#and rémi comes from rémi sans famille the cartoon#nowadays 'matteo' and 'timeo' have replaced kévin#there's always a matteo or a timeo who is making a mess in every single class#source : I work with kids#there are trends in the names we always hear the teacher yell#babbles blabbles#THIS IS VERY FUCKING FUNNY TO ME#I JUST FOUND OUT HOW DRAMATIC THE KEVIN SITUATION WAS#15 000 kids to 77 kids in a year holy SHIT#kids would get bullied SO HARD for being called rémi or kévin#children are absolutely ruthless
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Just saw a Tumblr post that reminded of one of the teachers I most hated in high school.
There was this one class. We were learning how to differentiate two grammatical concepts that are very similar in Portuguese. I was struggling with it, my friends were struggling, the whole class was struggling, because it was really hard, actually.
So, okay, at some point ---I don’t remember why--- my teacher addresses me specifically. And she is pointing to the two sentences in the white board, telling me Sentence A is Concept 1, and Sentence B is Concept 2. Even as she is explaining this, I can tell very clearly that it’s the other way around. It’s supposed to be A2 and B1. But again, this is material I’m struggling with. I am deeply non-confrontational and I was feeling very awkward being put on the spot, so I just agreed with her, thinking I will figure this out later, in private.
Only she doesn’t stop.
I agree with her. And agree with her. And she keeps repeating the explanation, to me, more forcefully. By that point I am just begging God for her to stop talking, and I don’t know why she’s being so forceful; I just said I got it, why won’t she stop explaining??
So finally she stops.
And she admits she was saying baloney. It is meant to be A2 and B1. She was lying to my face to try to get me to disagree with her, because I was too timid, and she wanted to teach me to speak up.
I would have thrown the woman out the window if we had any.
#I hated that woman so much.#I don't know what she thought she was gonna achieve by making me so unconfortable in front of the whole class#and moreover; what is she doing playing therapist to me#when she has a class of thirty kids all struggling to absorb the content!!!#TEACH US THE PROPER CONTENT#IT IS HARD ENOUGH WITHOUT PSYCHOLOGICAL GAMES#and it IS true. I AM too timid. I am bad at confrontation and I was way worse in high school.#but also. like. she was my fucking teacher.#it's fucking rich she wants to bully me into not being bullied.#you know the ONE time I DID talk back at a teacher#in that same school#because I was going through a raging PMS storm#I got sent out of class.#so sure bitch. a teacher is ABSOLUTELY the most PERFECT person to help me get over my fear of confrontation.#for fuck's sake.
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im either about to kill my dance teacher or kill myself
#told my friend if our teacher says any fucking thing about how MY existing with adhd is distracting to HER then im just#going to walk out of class because i can't handle this anymore#i hate my teacher now and she's made me hate dance class and just hate dancing in general#and it feels really shitty when your biggest passion dies out because of one person#and it's ironic because i got really burnt out of dance and it was worsening my mental health in middle school#because i was being bullied by another student to the point where i got panic attacks just thinking of going to class#now im burnt out of dance and it's worsening my mental health to the point of panic attacks just thinking about going to class#because of my teacher#not to mention how she's (in the last months especially) made me extremely insecure and self conscious about my weight and#my appearance and whatnot to the point where i dont even dance around at home anymore#and im just. fucking sick of living like this!!!!#my recital is next month but even then im going to be working at my studio next year so im not gonna be free of this!#the amount of therapy sessions that have been spent just talking about issues i have from and at dance is insane#anyway. i have to go back for class tomorrow LOL#yriesodottumblrdotcom
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tyty!! the server seems fun i need to chat there now that im finished midterms! im alright, just been planning for my birthday, how about you? also good luck with finals! they sound rough :[
Your birthday?? When is it ? Also it's nice you finished midterms :) I still have uni applications to go through after the finals and honestly both things are just as stressful skdhsk
#90% of the schools I'm applying to are different versions of english studies...#there's also one psychology school and one art school but i kinda gave up on art as a job#i like art but making it my job would ruin all the fun of it i think... that's what happened with my art classes last year at least#at least after my finals i'll be allowed to skip my english classes (the teacher is really. awful)#(like. 'bullied my friend out of her class for having too many panic attacks during lessons' awful)#(and now since my friend stopped attending her classes she's putting it all on other students)#(so when i have to go to her class i get. unbelievably stressed.)#(last time she dropped her pencil in front of me and when she went to pick it up my heart started being so fast i had to go home)#sunny#fairyl0ck#i want to draw something for your birthday if it's not too soon sldhsk you tell me !!
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You know how do teachers get away with so much like. Blatant bullying? I was just thinking about my middle school experience and realizing that if another student would’ve behaved towards me as the teachers did, they would’ve been called to the principals office and punished.
#schooling#teachers#I remember I was absent due to allergy rhitinus chronic fatigue (my living situation was unhealthy for how allergic I am to everything)#(and how asthmatic I am)#and my 8th grade world geo teacher talked shit about me the entire class period#and I only found out because my friends were like hey bro I hate to ruin your day but like. here’s footage of this teacher#basically telling the class what an incompetent piece of shit you are and talking about your grades#Walt talks#I did end up reporting that teacher because not only did she bully me but she also used to single out my disabled and very out gay friend#a LOT#to be a shithead to him#and she did get written up but she faced no penalty which is fucked but yeah ?#that’s just one of many many situations where either I got hurt or I witnessed a peer being hurt and I don’t understand#how they basically abuse these kids and get away with it
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being an ed major is crazy because one class will be like "let's read middle school books and play scattergories!" and then the other class is like "Here. Is. Where. You. Learn. Lesson. Plan. Pay. Attention. Or. Die."
#like please why am i reading vygotsky at the same time as a kids graphic novel about lesbianism#i know why#okay#before other educators come at me#i fully understand why#its actually so important that we play scattergories#other kids in my class dont get it#But I Do.#also. at least for my cohort. why are all these ed majors bullies and assholes who think caring isn't cool#like they were straight up making fun of a fellow classmate in a class gc. THAT HE IS IN.#how the fuck are u expecting to teach the youth with that attitude#if u aren't a being of whimsy and passion and committment i fear you will NOT survive teaching#and that is simply common sense#i fear there will be many washouts in my cohort#im so confused by why most of them are in that room#i think maybe a lot of them just don't have experience teaching so they haven't had that 'aha!' moment and the spark lit yet#but im just saying#if i met most of these kids in other class and they told me they wanted to be a middle school teacher#id side eye the fuck out of them#i could complain for days about these people
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i’m staying up late and turning my alarm off to try and make sure i can’t show up to school tomorrow because i legitimately cannot take it anymore
#vari posting#i lowk snapped in first period today and if anything it made everything harder to deal with#i keep lashing out#because everyone there hates me#but every time i tell someone else about it they think i’m just being paranoid#i can’t keep going in chat#it’s gonna stay bad no matter what#but if i go to school it just gets worse#tomorrow’s full of discussions anyways i wouldn’t gain anything but more hatred thrown my way#i just want to be done already#i can’t take another day let alone however many years i need to stay in school#but everyone is fucking blind#either that or they don’t care#probably the latter#if they cared they wouldn’t keep me in these classes#they would give me accommodations#they wouldn’t fucking threaten me#but of course it’s illegal for me to be happy#no teacher has ever tried to hear me out or listen#EVER#no student has ever made me feel like i can speak my mind#even my best friends are bullies by association#because ‘oh yeah he beat you up in the seventh grade and left your back damaged but he’s hot so idc’#just let me fucking exist without torturing me#i am so fucking done#i’m tired of this shit#i wanna drop out and drown myself in the lake#or something
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watching carrie with my mom has just had us going down memory lane of how shit my teachers were when i was in elementary/middle school…
#the special ed teacher didn’t even want to deal with me or listen to my moms concerns about me being neurodivergent because she didn’t like#my mom or me because my mom talked to the principal about her husband (the pe teacher) bullying me#and also her husband thought i was faking breaking bones to get out of his class#i was 8#30/40 year old teachers really will have grudges and bully 8 year olds#like bro get a hobby#rey actually speaks
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anyways i was speaking to a friend the other day (yesterday????) and have come to the realization that the year before graduation curse has struck me again
#i. in ALL my school years. have mever had a good hear before graduation#fourth grade? terrible. i got forcibly introduced to social situations i had to navigate that i didnt understand nor care abt#AND had the worst teacher in my life who genuienly hated me personally#seventh grade? crash course into bullying and also learning to Be A Person#would not recommend#eleventh grade? gun to my head i could not tell you anything meaningful that happened to me that year beyond having a breakdown in the girls#bathroom bc there was something incredibly wrong with me and school was no longer easy (adhd my beloved)#AND also new social situations AGAIN and being forcibly befriended with people that in hindsight i didnt actually like very much#AND the stress of college and sats and ap tests and acts and everything and trying to figure out what kind of future i envisioned for myself#when i had literally never thought abt my future beyond what classes i take next school year#this year? i dont know what the fuck is happening but it is perhaps a combination of the covid lockdowns and having like. zero friends. and#also again trying to figure out what future i envision myself that is Not working a retail job for the rest of my life bc i kind of#cant care less#now i am not naive enough to believe medicine would fix me#however i think adhd meds would in fact fix me#i dont think im experiencing shrimp emotions#i think im experiencing like. amoeba emotions#or like. the ant that for one brief second understood what it is like to be a human#and then is forever left with the haunting feeling of wrongness#otherwise known as cosmic horror. or like worm emotions idk#michi tag#anyways. its five am god help me
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Me in highschool: I’ll never want to repeat this
Me as an adult: i don’t ever want to repeat that… but I do miss seeing my friends everyday and my grandma being alive
#emma posts#I also enjoyed learning from teachers who were interesting but the structure of everything was horrible#I in no way peaked in highschool. but I do miss the people#except the people who bullied me#that was only about friends and family#‘you can still get into contact with them’ 1 they are busy 2 I’m a coward and 3 i don’t have Ouijaboard#not that i would need that last one for everyone#but i would need it for more than one person#my last two years of highschool i made friends and got more class choices and i would never want to go back omfg#but it was probably the least terrible years of school since third grade maybe#I dropped out of college for health reasons#I hated highschool but for the last two years I finally felt less alone#and then everything kept working against us keeping frequent or any contact#it was like a hollow spot inside me was filled for a brief moment#and now it’s coming back#but the pain of my experience in nearly every other way would not be worth it#also I was very cringe
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#last rant for tonight i promise#honestly the biggest sign that i got fucked up as a kid by adults was that#i only felt safe talking to my stuffed animals when i was upset about something#bc i knew that only they were going to respect my emotions#like i didn't felt safe talking to adults about things like that#can you imagine being in the first grade and getting bullied by your teacher#or your family laughing over what made you upset#and making fun of you when you opened up#my mother failed me when at age 7#i told her that i was hearing ghosts and she told me that i have a vivid imagination#and also when she told me to just try harder when i told her that i can't pay attention in class#i was showing obvious signs of distress#i tried telling them#idk what that has to do with the previous rants but it felt good taking it out of my chest
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ִ ♱ ₊ ࣪ ITS NOT HEALTHY FOR ME TO FELL THIS!
✎ᝰ mean bully!megumi x reader
bully!megumi who started picking at you for no reason, you didn’t know what you did wrong or what you had said. At first he did it for fun just to pick on you but then he started seeing the faces you would make when he would slap your ass,small or big, he loved the sound it would make as you slightly jump up.
bully!megumi who tried to flirt with you while you put your books away in your locker but you kindly told him you had to go. You were just super uncomfortable and wanted to go to class already, honestly.
bully!megumi who noticed that and slapped you against the locker, hands against them as he traps you. You try and see if anyone will help but they just avoid him, knowing who his dad was and just knowing he would treat them same way he was treating you. They knew you were getting bullied but didn’t report it.
bully!megumi who brushes his hand against your upper thighs during classes as you slap it away when the teacher asks what’s going on, calling you pet names behind your ear, teasing you by taking away something you were just randomly holding, he would put it over your head watching you jump and down, and reached to grab it, the visible height difference between you two causing troubles. You take it away from him, seeing your clothed breasts bounce, feeling his pants suddenly tighten.
bully!megumi who would drag you to any empty classroom and lift your uniform skirt up and pulling down your panties, slapping your ass as it turns a darker shade of red by the minute. He would have you laid down and on his lap, sometimes rubbing his thumb to your clit, feeling your squirm under him as you try and get off, just making things worse.
bully!megumi who threatens you and blackmails you with clips of you having him deep in your mouth, gagging sounds as the background coming from the video, swiping to the left, the next clip showing you bouncing on his cock at the dean’s office. He had a whole album of you two and just for personal reasons. You look back at him with doe eyes, tears slipping out of you.
bully!megumi who gaslights you, “I don’t want to have to show the dean but if you report me, I’ll have to, sweetheart..” he coos while holding on your hips as you sit on his lap as he rocks your hips making you rub against his bulge as you cry into his shoulder. You just nod, hugging him tight by his torso— mascara being ruined and smearing on his dress shirt.
bully!megumi who hates seeing you talk to other guys that aren’t him. He would take that anger out on you the next time you would meet up again, you being so confused why he was so mad all of a sudden when just yesterday he was praising you, telling you how good you were to him.
bully!megumi who likes to go raw all the time, never having a condom in hand. He didn’t have sex with other girls anymore since he was always with you now. He would invite you over to his house, you never really having a choice either way. When you would ask him, “Can we use a condom, please? I don’t wanna end up pregnant, megumi.” You whine as you roll your eyes back gripping onto the bed sheets.
bully!megumi who would be mad at your response, slapping your pussy then grabbing you by the back of your hair with the other hand, humiliating you by having his phone on the nightstand as the video records every second. Of course he wouldn’t post it or show it to anyone, he liked having the power of knowing he was the only one that made you feel good, the only one who saw you for what you really were, a slut.
bully!megumi who likes to have you in missionary half of the time because he loved watching you pant, losing your breath as he would ram himself inside you— ignoring your pleads.
bully!megumi who makes you swallow all his cum after you suck him off, if one drop fell down your mouth he would make you get on your knees again, shoving his cock back in your mouth and ramming your head back and fourth to create fiction on his cock.
bully!megumi who eventually stops going so hard on you, leaving you alone and no longer picking on you but later later realizing how much you loved getting treated like a rag doll. You would pull him into the staff bathroom going into a stall and lifting up your skirt, hinting him to put his cock inside you.
“Fuck me, ‘gumi…couldn’t stop think about you all last period.” You pout your lips as you look back at him having a big grin spread across his face. “Thought you didn’t like when I would fuck you?” He teases, pulling down his zipper, briefs joining them.
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