#the situationship that turned her emo

[this-is-out-of-hand]

So season 2 of Arcane… wow

SPOILERS FOR SEASON TWO INCOMING

My contribution to the insanity? Some quick Vi sketches

[tqlepatia]

hello, love!! so sorry for the disappearance, life has nawt let up for me but that’s okay!! little birdie told me you were struggling with art block, so i am here to do what i do best.

song based requests 💪.

the song of the day is no care by daughter. now, we all know vi has her emo phase after a one week situationship. during this time, vi stumbles across reader, or user, (depending on whether or not you’d like to turn this into a bot or a fic) at a bar, maybe outside a brawl, bumped into each other on the streets..the possibilities are endless!

of course the emo phase doesn’t last, caitlyn comes back and vi’s swooped off her feet with her back in piltover. this ofc leaves reader/user to have her own type of emo, rebellious phase. she could have been a recovering thief, recovering shimmer user who’s doing crazier shit since the production of it is being decreased due to the new council, or something like that. she reverts back to these habits during this phase and then it’s *you* who winds up at *vi’s* door, only thing is..she’s alone in a small apartment, maybe vi finds ‘em wandering around injured. user/reader is unsure of how she got there to begin with, but it’s now vi’s turn to take care of us in our time of need. it could have a happy or sad ending! with your writing style, i feel like you could have a little bit of fun with this, maybe will cause some creative liberty and get those juices flowing for you!!

thanks for reading, love! and as always

take care!! - 🧇

— NO CARE IN THE WORLD

౨��� - summary' : you fall on the same deep abyss you once helped her get out.

౨ৎ - content' :heavy angst, thoughts of death, emotions dependence, shimmer addiction, abandonment, self destruction, Psychological Pain, Harsh Language, death of reader ( :3 )

౨ৎ - notes' : Hey Angeel, so I know myself, and I love to write sad endings! And that's how gonna be! :3, tysmm for the idea, hope y'all like it .ᐟ

You met Vi at her lowest, yet somehow, it was also the best time—because for once, you got to see her raw, unfiltered, vulnerable. You two were childhood friends before she disappeared for years, leaving you with nothing but the ghost of her memory. When she came back, she wasn’t the same girl you knew. She was reckless, stuck in a cycle of waking up hungover, drinking, training, fighting, and doing it all over again the next day.

Then you showed up. Like a goddamn ray of sunshine cutting through the storm, too bright, too real. It hurt for her to look at you, to be reminded of the past she’d buried under bruised knuckles and cheap whiskey. But like anything with time, she got used to it. And eventually, she let you in.

Friends first, like before. Then something more. Something softer. Late-night cigarettes shared on rooftops, your fingers brushing against hers when you took the lighter from her calloused hands. You helped her cut back on the drinking and eased her out of the endless fights. And when she did fight, you were always there, patching her up with gentle hands and quiet reprimands, after 2 months you moved to live with her.

It was good. It was real.

Until Caitlyn came back.

You noticed it before she ever said a word. The way Vi’s hands twitched when you reached for her, the way she always found a reason to pull away before your fingers could truly brush against hers. She still smiled at you, still laughed with you, still leaned against you when the weight of the world got too heavy—but it wasn’t the same. The warmth was still there, but the heat was fading, dimming like a candle burning out.

At first, you thought it was in your head. That maybe she was just tired. That maybe the fights were weighing on her more than usual. That maybe she still wanted you the same way you wanted her.

Then one night, she finally said it.

"You should move out."

The words hit you like a punch to the gut, worse than any hit she had ever taken in the ring. Your mouth opened, but nothing came out. She sighed, running a hand through her hair, looking at you like this was supposed to be easy.

"I’m leaving," she continued, softer this time, like that would make it hurt any less. "With Caitlyn."

The name stung more than the words. Caitlyn. She had come back, and just like that, Vi was gone. You felt sick, but you nodded, because what else could you do? Beg? Hell, no. You wouldn’t do that.

You packed your bags in silence, not trusting yourself to speak. Vi watched from the doorway, shifting on her feet like she wanted to say something—maybe something to make you stay, or to make herself feel better about making you leave. But she didn’t. And neither did you.

And then, you left, by her fault

Your mind turned to ash in her absence.

But you tried,

God, You really tried

Everything you had built together, all the progress, all the healing, it crumbled. You fell back into old habits, the ones she had helped you break. The bottle became your best friend again, The need to feel something—anything—burned in your veins like a sickness. And when the shimmer came back into your life, you didn’t fight against it, she wans't there to help you not have an hangover again.

It was easy. The easiest thing in the world to just let go.

Until the war started, Piltover & Zaun against Noxus—the city burned, and you burned as much with it, You lost yourself in the chaos, in the violence, in the way the world fell apart like it had been waiting for the chance.

By the time it was over, you weren't even sure you were still a person. Just a body with a heartbeat, just a ghost walking through the wreckage, waiting for something anything to finally take you out.

Vi found you like that.

You weren't sure how long you'd been lying there, bleeding out in the dirt, shimmering out of your fucking mind. But suddenly, there she was.

She wasn’t looking for you. She hadn’t been looking for you. But there you were, half-conscious on the street, bloodied, bruised, and high off your fucking ass. And for the first time in weeks, Vi let her feel vulnerable with you again, salty tears falling on her face, her soft and strong hands taking the strand of hair falling your face, not much two seconds, she was already kissing your forehead and wiping the blood that insisted of getting out off the little and mediums cuts through your body.

"Shit—fuck, come on, stay with me," she muttered, hands shaky as they hovered over you, unsure where to touch, what to do. She kept talking, voice cracking, panicked, begging you to hold on, to just stay awake.

A uniformed man appears, out of breath, probably from exhaustion from the war and the race to where your body is melting at the touch of vi.

"Vi!"

Caitlyn’s name burned in your throat before he could even say it in loud and clear.

"Caitlyn—"

"She’s hurt," the enforcer said, frantic, out of breath. "She—she lost an eye. We have to go."

Everything in Vi froze. You saw it in her eyes—the war inside of her, the way she hesitated, torn between staying and running, torn between the past and the present.

And then she ran.

Left you there. Again, to rot this time.

Three months.

Three months of you recovering yourself alone, at this point you was starting to think that was better you have died there, at least was in vi arms.

Three months of drowning in everything you swore you’d never touch again, sinking deeper and deeper into the same abyss once you pulled her from. Shimmer eating away at you, day after day, numbing everything but the hollow ache in your chest where she used to be.

And now, without thinking, without any real reason—without anything left—you found yourself at her door.

You didn’t know what you expected.

Maybe you wanted her to slam the door in your face. Maybe you wanted her to pull you inside, to sit you down, to tell you she was sorry. That she still cared. Maybe you just wanted to see if she’d flinch at the ruin of you, at what was left after she walked away.

Maybe you just wanted her to look at you the way she used to.

The door swung open, and there she was.

Violet.

She didn’t say anything at first, just stared. And that was worse than if she’d screamed. Worse than if she’d hit you.

Because you could see it.

The way her gaze swept over you, the way her stomach twisted at the sight, the way her breath caught for just a fraction of a second before she forced herself to straighten. Like she was standing in front of a stranger. Like she barely recognized you.

Like she didn’t want to.

You forced a grin, felt it split across your face like a bad joke. "Miss me?"

Vi’s jaw tightened. Her fingers flexed at her sides, and you could tell she wanted to slam the door, wanted to shut this out, pretend it wasn’t happening.

"What the fuck are you doing here?"

You let out a breath, rocking back on your heels, feeling the exhaustion settle deeper into your bones. It was so heavy, so suffocating, curling around your ribs like smoke. "Dunno." You licked your lips, felt them crack. "Guess I was hoping you’d give a damn."

Her lips pressed into a thin, hard line.

She was looking at you now, but not really. Her gaze flicked over your arms, the hollow look in your eyes, the way your hands shook at your sides—like your body wasn’t even yours anymore. Like the shimmer had carved you out from the inside.

And then, the worst part.

The moment her gaze landed on the small vials tucked into your coat pocket, the ones you weren’t even trying to hide. Her face twisted—something sharp, something furious, something disgusted.

"You can do better than this."

The words were a punch to the qut. Your chest caved in around them, hollow and aching. You wanted to scream, to grab her by the collar and shake her until she felt even half of what you did.

"Guess I couldn’t."

Her exhale was sharp, almost pained. Her fingers twitched, and for half a second, you thought—

But she didn’t reach for you.

She didn’t touch you.

"You need help."

You tilted your head, blinking slow, looking at her like you were trying to understand the words.

"No shit."

Something flickered across her face, too fast for you to catch. Regret? Guilt? Pity? Maybe all of it. Maybe none of it.

"I mean it," she said, voice quieter now, rougher, like she was forcing herself to stay steady. "You have to get clean. You—you can’t keep doing this to yourself."

"Yeah? And what exactly am I supposed to do, Vi?" Your voice was a little sharper now, your nails digging into your palms. "Go back to pretending it didn’t happen? Pretend I didn’t fucking lose everything? That you didn’t leave?"

Her face twisted, like you’d hit her, but she didn’t deny it. She didn’t say you were wrong.

"I didn’t leave you—"

"You did." You took a step forward, close enough to see the way her throat worked, the way her fingers clenched into fists. "You did, Vi. You walked away. You let me drown."

Her lips parted, but nothing came out.

And it didn’t matter.

Because she was already pulling back.

Already shutting you out.

"You don’t—"

"Save it." You exhaled through your nose, suddenly too tired to keep even standing.

Vi swallowed.

She looked at you, and this time, there was no anger. No disgust, Just pity.

"You don’t have to be like this."

The laugh that left you was raw, broken.

"And you didn’t have to fucking leave."

For a moment, neither of you spoke, She stepped back, And she shut the door on your damn face,

And this time, you knew she wasn’t coming back.

The walk back felt like a fucking eternity, but maybe that was just the way your legs refused to work right, the way your head spun, the way your heart beat too fast, too hard, trying to break free from the cage of your ribs.

"Fucking bitch," you muttered, wiping at your face with trembling hands, even though you knew the tears had already dried. What was left was something uglier—hot, seething, burning through your veins like fire. "Fucking coward. You couldn’t even look at me for more than five fucking seconds—like I’m the piece of shit? Like I’m the fucking problem?"

The city blurred in the corner of your vision, neon signs bleeding into one another, the streets twisting like a funhouse mirror. The city had always been suffocating, but now it felt even worse like it was trying to crush you under its weight. Every step felt like trudging through quicksand, your body slow, heavy, sluggish.

It wasn’t fair.

It wasn’t fucking fair.

You gave her everything. You gave up everything for her. And she didn’t even hesitate to close that door. Not even a second of doubt.

Your hands clenched into fists. You wanted to hit something. You wanted to break something. You wanted to scream until your throat was raw, until the ache in your chest became something real, something physical that you could point at and say, Look, see? It fucking hurts.

But what was the point?

Vi was gone.

You were just a ghost of her past

The crash was a blur. One second, you were storming down the alleyway, muttering curses under your breath, hands shaking so hard you could barely keep them at your sides. The next, a blaring horn, tires screeching against the wet pavement, and then—

Pain.

Or maybe not pain, exactly. More like… impact. A violent, crushing force that sent you sprawling across the ground, lungs seizing, head snapping back against the cold stone.

The world tilted.

Your breath hitched.

There was a moment of stillness, the kind that came right before everything went black.

But you fought it.

You dug through your pockets with numb fingers, pulling out the last vial of shimmer you had left. You didn't even hesitate.

You popped the cap with your teeth, sucked down the glowing liquid, let it burn its way through your veins like liquid lightning.

And suddenly, everything felt fine, The pain melted away, replaced by warmth, a strange, weightless sensation, like floating. The ground beneath you didn’t feel real anymore. The blood pooling around you didn’t matter. The cold night air didn’t bite at your skin.

You start to hear footsteps and a familiar voice.

Not the Vi who looked at you like a stain on the bottom of her boot. Not the Vi who left you behind, who shut the door in your face.

No.

This Vi was the one you remembered—the one who used to grin at you like you hung the fucking moon. The one who let you patch her up after fights, who let you curl into her side when the nights got too cold. The one who—just for a little while—made you think maybe life wasn’t so goddamn unbearable.

You blinked slowly, trying to keep her in your vision, trying to hold onto this moment, this feeling.

"Hey, dumbass. You really gonna lay there all night?"

You blinked.

Vi stood above you, hands on her hips, looking down at you with that cocky little smirk—the one you hadn’t seen in months, the one that used to drive you crazy in the best way. She looked younger, lighter, like the weight of the world hadn’t crushed her yet. Like she was still yours.

A laugh bubbled up in your throat, weak and breathless.

"You came back."

She scoffed, crouching down beside you, brushing stray strands of hair from your face. "‘Course I did. Can’t leave you alone for five fucking minutes without you getting yourself into trouble, huh?"

You exhaled, leaning into her touch. She was warm. Solid. Real.

Or maybe not.

Because something wasn’t right, her touch didn’t feel like anything. There was no weight behind it. No heat, your smile faltered. Your fingers twitched, reaching for her wrist—only to pass right through.

Your breath hitched.

Vi’s smirk didn’t waver. She just tilted her head, watching you with something like fondness, something like regret.

"Yeah," she murmured. "Guess you figured it out, huh?"

The realization settled over you like a blanket, suffocating at first, then… oddly comforting.

The city noise faded, The cold didn’t touch you anymore, The pain had been gone for a while now.

Vi—hallucination or not—sighed, sitting cross-legged beside you. "Y’know, I really thought you were gonna make it."

You chuckled, breath shaky. "Me too."

Silence stretched between you, and then, softly you start to hear;

"Close your eyes."

You hesitated.

"You’re tired, aren’t you?" Vi’s voice was gentle, almost affectionate. "You can rest now, love."

You felt the urge to express that you were weary. That you simply needed to close your eyes for a while. That the pain was gone now, and for the first time in a very long while, you finally felt alright.

After a considerable amount of time, you allowed yourself to trust her. "You’ve earned it; you endure too much already, bunny."

You allow your eyelids to gently close.

And everything faded.

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[machrealgirl]

she's a medic. she's bisexual. she has super strength, and nobody really knows why, other than the fact that she got personal training from the president. she knifed her hair. she bit a guy and just kept biting for like ten minutes. she has a lesbian situationship with her childhood friend turned rival. they beat the shit out of each other so bad they both passed out while having a shared flashback full of flower metaphors. she let an old woman use her as a puppet during a fight. she's a teen girl and she has killed people and the biggest problem in her life is that fucking emo boy

[laurencem]

Happy Valentines Day, @daynascullys !

IT IS I, YOUR SECRET ADMIRER 😍 Many moons ago, you asked me to make you an MSR playlist, and this seems like the perfect moment to follow through on that promise. I can't guarantee that it's as spectacular (or artistic) as those you've already created, but these songs all hold a special place in my heart, so I hope you love them as much as I do.

(warning: squee-ing ahead)

🔷🔹Hummingbird (The Weepies)🔹🔷

I think I've shared this song with you before, but it was the FIRST thing that came to mind when you mentioned a playlist. It's the Mulder-iest thing that ever Muldered. He may wander and drift, but there's only one place he wants to be at the end of the day, and that's with her. ❤️

Hold out your hand Yours is the only one that I dare to land upon...

📺 Suggested Episode Pairing: The Unnatural

🔷🔹Mystery (Indigo Girls)🔹🔷

This was my squealing fangirl tune of choice back in the day. I want them to walk off into the sunset with this in the background. I want it to be the soundtrack for slow Saturday morning sex. I want it to play at the wedding reception that they don't have because they get married in a grove of trees with only an officiant present, but that's a headcanon for another day.

Maybe that's all that we need, is to meet in the middle of impossibility We're standing at opposite poles, equal partners in a mystery

📺 Suggested Episode Pairing: Amor Fati

🔷🔹Elsewhere (Sarah McLachlan)🔹🔷

It's the late 90's and wee baby Yeti is in her bedroom, headphones on, writing terrible fanfiction, playing this on repeat. It's an Emo!Scully anthem with impeccable OG run vibes. WHERE MY MAGGIES AT, YO 🙌

But I love the way you smile at me I love the way your hands reach out and hold me near I believe, I...

📺 Suggested Episode Pairing: all things

🔷🔹This Is Why I Need You (Jesse Ruben)🔹🔷

In my head this is just wedding vows. I won't quote the whole thing, just go listen, but THIS, your honor. THIS.

You make my crazy feel normal every time

They're both so WEIRD but they're so PERFECT for each other I can't EVEN (bolts for the feelings cave)

📺 Suggested Episode Pairing: Je Souhaite

🔷🔹Skin (Chris Trapper)🔹🔷

I’ll be kissing you when you take your last gasp of air?  Mulder-coded.  If you break in two or turn into a skeleton, I’ll give you my skin?  Mulder-coded.  You were covered in tubes in a hospital bed, I said I will love you still?  Mulder-coded. Fuck me ALL the way up.

📺 Suggested Episode Pairing: Redux II

🔷🔹The First Taste (Fiona Apple)🔹🔷

Girl. You could have HAD IT. You could have HAD IT ALL if your dumbass situationship hadn't FUCKING. PANICKED. IN. DETOUR. IN THIS ESSAY I WILL (I am forcibly dragged away)

I do not struggle in your web because it was my aim to get caught But daddy long legs, I fear that I'm finally growing weary Of waiting to be consumed by you

📺 Suggested Episode Pairing: Detour

🔷🔹Why Can't I? (Liz Phair)🔹🔷

Here we go, we’re at the beginning We haven’t fucked yet but my head’s spinning

The way this song had a CHOKEHOLD on me as I devoured every bit of MSR fanfic I could find in the years following the OG finale. Yes, girl, you love him. Get yours.

📺 Suggested Episode Pairing: Tooms

🔷🔹When You Go Away (The Weepies)🔹🔷

I really didn't want to include any band/artist twice on this list... but every time I hear this song, I picture Mulder anxiously awaiting Scully's return from a weekend trip out of town. Or the office. Or the grocery store. Or the mailbox.

Take me with you this time, won't you, won't you? Don't make me miss you this time, don't you, don't you... We're so much better together, don't you think? I do...

📺 Suggested Episode Pairing: Chinga

🔷🔹You and Me on the Rock (Brandi Carlile)🔹🔷

Revival vibes for DAYS. They've done it all, they've seen it all, they don't need anything except each other. (Also: Brandi is a goddess, no notes.)

I'll build my house up on this rock, baby, every day with you There's nothin' in that town I need after everything we've been through Me out in my garden and you out on your walk is all the distance this poor girl can take without listening to you talk I don't need their money, baby, just you and me on the rock

📺 Suggested Episode Pairing: Babylon (HA. YEAH, THAT'S RIGHT, I SAID IT. TWO CAN PLAY AT THIS GAME, GIRL)

🔷🔹Turning (Sea Caves)🔹🔷

Another revival song.  While there is SO much about this one that captures middle-aged MSR (my beloved,) this particular line is deliciously hopeful:

In time we saw we′d drifted far enough Turned to let it go and start anew

📺 Suggested Episode Pairing: Plus One

This list was SO much fun to put together - I hope you enjoy it! Shout out to @calimanc for helping me make sure the vibes were just right 😘

[magical-girl-coral]

Good Guy Porter AU (AKA @wh1teegretorchid and I jokingly starting a prompt together at discord only for it to get wildly out of control.)

*Instead of being raised in the Cliffbreaker clan, Porter's father stole him away while he was still a baby to live in Bastion city where the stench of the city could cover their tracks. Thanks to the spy tongue curse, Porter's father couldn't tell his son why he ran away from home or why they can't connect with their family. All he could tell him was to stay in Bastion City no matter what.

*It stayed that way until Porter's father was diagnosed with lung cancer from the toxic air of the city. He joked in his last days that if he knew this is how he would die, he would picked up a pack to enjoy the ride. He died six months after starting his cancer treatment.

*Traumatized from his father's dead and pissed at the city for taking away his only family, Porter buried him as close to the Elmville as possible before moving their permanently. He bought a nice house in Tillering with what his father gave him in the will and became a health nut as a trauma response.

*This Porter is a redemption paladin in the honor of his father, who always believed in second chances, especially after escaping the Cliffbreaker cult.

*He starts working at Aguefort a week after settling down at his new home. He meets Jace Stardiamond at a teacher's night out during a weekend and they immediately entered a situationship.

*This Porter didn't meet Kipperlilly until near the end of her freshmen year. He found a day after the prompocalypse, punching a tree out of jealousy of Riz's success as a tragic rogue and frustration of doing everything by the book but getting no rewards for it. He suggests to her to multiclass into barbarian so she'd have a healthy outlet for her rage under watch of an adult. She reluctantly agreed when Jawbone said it was a good idea.

*While training with Porter after class, he starts suggesting her to go on adventures rather than killing pests in the school backyard behind the school's back, teaching her to break rules that hold her back. The High Five Heroes become actual accomplished adventurers on their own and Kipperlilly's need for validation from strangers weakens after bonding with her team and bonding with Porter.

*Shits goes sideways after the High Five Heroes return from their spring break. Lucy starts to get distant from everyone else, backing out of team bonding activities and failing her cleric classes. She gets more snippy and abrasive, causing concern about her friends and family. On the day her loved ones gathered for an intervention, Lucy goes missing.

*One the same day Lucy is declared dead from a scrying spell, the world delves into darkness for six months thanks to Riz. A voice in the back of Kipperlilly's head points out how convenient was for Lucy's killers that the Night Yorb was released on the day the town found out she was gone. Her hatred towards the Bad Kids come back with a vengeance.

More details under the cut.

*The party joins Porter's unofficial bootcamp to train so they could catch Lucy's killers. Oisin got buff, Ruben became emo, Ivy started dressing punk and they all maxed out their levels. They called it "the summer from hell."

*Porter and Jace were hit hard by Lucy's death too. Porter's developed a nasty temper and Jace was stressed out from trying to keep everyone in line. Porter's house became their HQ.

*Kipperlilly had already pretty much lived with Porter and Jace since her sophomore year thanks to a combo of found family and her parents being that neglectful. What was once a happy home turned into a horror movie where they're all trying to survive each other's grief.

*In the middle of summer when Gilear declared he plans on going on a trip with Hallerial, Jace is named the vice principal. He used his new found position to rewrite the party's achievements into just grinding rats in the Far Haven Woods so they'll be underestimated and whoever killed Lucy won't go after them. They renamed themselves the Rat Grinders to sell it, as much as it pained them.

*Ruben's song Get Mad in this world is a part of a five song demo album where he wrote a song for each stage of grief he suffered following Lucy's death. Get Mad was the anger stage and it became the song of the summer after a bunch of other teens related to it thanks to the lack of sun.

*Kipperlilly's campaign was written in Lucy's honor, calling out the school's irresponsibility with the students' livelihood and all the other injustices they've faced. In this timeline, Kristen does not call her four different dogs. Even she knows better here.

*Mary Ann joined the owl bears as a healthy outlet to the the stress caused Lucy's death and her teammates going fucking insane. She secretly burns through a rage every morning to stay stable.

*One of the plot ideas is that the bad kids get to be treated like NPCs for once, for better or for worse. Adaine's wizardry supplies get payed by Oisin along with the rest of the wizards to point out how insane it is that they have to buy it themselves. Kipperlilly hacks into the police data base to find possible suspects and releases Sklonda's final paycheck since she was already there. Gorgug and Fig aren't being personally groomed by Porter so they have an easier time with their classes. Kristen didn't lose Cassandra in this world and Fabian gets a new maid who's a "friend" of Cathilda's to look after him. He wonders what that speared sun tattoo on her shoulder means though.

*During the shrimp party at Fabian's, Oisin and Ivy's job was to drug up people at the party to loosen their tongues and gather more information was Kipperlilly was sneaking around at the police department. Oisin continued to hit his shots after meeting Adaine, but his aim was a lot shakier and he kept looking over his shoulder to see if someone is still there.

*When Fig disguised herself as Lucy and went away on her skateboard, the hair on Ivy's arms stood up. She iced out Fabian from the rest of his friends and once they were finally alone, she took out her knife form her boot and threatened to skewer him if he doesn't tell her what he knows about Lucy. Fabian confessed he thought they killed Lucy because their first quest involved a preppy girl selling out her blue skinned friend to get a position in the student body. A misunderstanding cleared but a mental breakdown on the horizon, Ivy and Oisin book it out of the party to relay all the information to the rest of their party.

*Buddy's introduction was planned by Porter with recommendations in the hopes of getting the party a cleric with a deity that's the exact opposite of Lucy's might make it easier on the Rat Grinders. Unfortunately, he has the same bright eyed and believing there's good in everyone attitude that Lucy had, so he only pours salt in the wound.

*Buddy is having the worst time. His new party was visibly on the brink and none of his words of advice are helping. Helio won't answer his prayers when he asks what's going on. His grandfather is breathing down on his neck and keeps insisting on converting the rest of the Rat Grinders even when Buddy respects their no. And why does everyone seems angrier lately?

And that's all for now because this post is getting heavy and my computer is gonna break soon. I have enough for a part two but only god knows when that will be written down.

[psychoticallyadorbz]

introduction

Hello! This is a RP acc for my oc, Reina. you can find more abt on her on my yt.

my main acc is : @v4lluvsst0n3 (same user on a bunch of socials)

rules:

~no nsfw.

~no discrimination towards anyone of different race, gender, sexuality, etc.

~ DNI: xenophobia, transphobia, homophobia, xenogenderphobia/neopronounphobia (I’m not that educated in them so sorry if I’m accidentally rude. But I’ll call you by them if you go by them :3), p3dophile, maps, inc3st, discriminatory of other religions, etc. I think you get the gist

~safe space for all ~this is a oc x canon acc (Reina’s love interest is stone cuz uh uh uh uh YUH. //update, I made them break up so now they’re exes hehehe//) but oc x oc can and will sometimes be allowed (ex: our ocs platonically/not platonically flirting. But it won’t be the og ship)

Lore:

Reina WAS part of a lootbag family. She was very como se diceeee..STUPID. Very stupid. And her parents had high expectations on her and her sister, Nebula. Whilst Nebula read books like “Psychology: The basics” or whatever, Reina was over here reading “Dracula”. Yes, the girl is a vampire fanatic, along with a fantasy fanatic. All in general, DUMB, according to her parents. They would tell her she’s dumb and whatnot to her face, the girl was a CHILD dude. So yes, abused. Yada yadaaa. Anyways, one day, Reina had an argument with her parents. Let’s just say, 3yr Reina had lots to say. So, her parents came into her room while she was sulking, and told her they were gonna take a stroll around town, yay!! WOOP WOOP!! After a while of that, they tell her to wait by a bench so they can get ice cream. DAWG THEY ABANDONED HER. So she became a scrap, got SH’ed by some rando when she was 6 (totally not saying that out of experience hahaha), the got ADOPTED?? WOAAAHHHH NO WAAAYYYYY! Yeah so, she became a ‘lootbag’ again, but she’s actually nice yippie!

Then when she turned 14 she was like “…damn..I’m broke af.. and I need a job since my parents are in business trips most of the time, and I don’t have a maid or butler! I need to be independent and get a job and-“ she got a job as an assassin guys. An underground assassin corps that’s disguised as a casino, when it was a casino, she was bartending. #childlabor <\3. Anyways, then her assassin corps forced her to eat a human body, and she kindddaaa became a cannibal after that. Luckily she knows how to maintain herself.

And how she met the trio, she met them bc she was hoping from roof to roof to practice her assassin shit, then she came across the pageant but it was while the trio was fighting the zombie lootbag ppl. She was just watching. And silently judging since she thought they were doing amateur moves. They spot her, she runs away. The next day she takes a walk outside then comes across them again. They confront her, it goes kinda like: “Were you watching us yesterday?” “Nooo..” “……….” “Can I hang out with you guys, I have like zero friends” “You’re literally a lootbag” “idgaf” “Alright then.” cough cough. Then Reina with her emo vampire obsessed self realizes stone looks kinda like a vampire! Pale skin, dark aesthetic, blah blah blah, the girls head over heels!! But in the universe I set her in, skippingstone is canon, but in a situationship way. So then she’s like “bummer….I HATE THAT GINGER BITCH SM AAAAAHHHHHHH” so she hates Skipp. I don’t hate Skipp btw guys. My oc is just a Yandere cannibal girl. No, she doesn’t kill Skipp. So skipp and stone are like “guyssss we’re not d8ingg we just act like this cuz we’re homiesss” and it’s kinda the same with Reina and stone, but stone is more secretive abt it and Reina runs her mouth and calls him her bf.

Then Reina meets some other friends who are my friends oc. Then one of them mysteriously leaves (cough cough @pxrfaitgirlz/ @ghostlyspiderlily cough cough) then Reina turns EMO and ANGSTY. Then she breaks up w stone and turns more dry and rude and whatnot.

Then the friend who left, Bea, comes back! Yayyy!! No, Reina doesn’t get back w stone, she actually hates him. But that’s to keep him away so she doesn’t fall in love again.

that’s where it’s @ rn hahaha

(1st photo is when she was w stone, 2nd is after/when she broke up w him)

sorry that is was lengthy, I barely get to yap abt my oc, uhhhh yeah. baiii :33

ALSO BANNER IS MADE BY @capy-123rs AND PFP BY @pxrfaitgirlz

LALALLALALALALALLAALAL

[juniperhillpatient]

(watching the newer episodes of cbs ghosts but not fully caught up)

Yknow this just now occurred to me but it’s kinda shocking that Flower & Trevor have never hooked up. Or that it’s never come up if they have. I guess it wouldn’t surprise me if it eventually came out they had an on & off situationship at some point over the years before Flower got with Thor.

Or maybe rich frat boy finance bro that he is Trevor is put off my a hippie like flower? Or she’s put off cause he’s a “capitalist” or something? Idk I don’t exactly see these being dealbreakers consider 1. They’re both more nuanced than they’re tropes & 2. Cmon they’re ghosts trapped in an old mansion their options are limited lol!

I don’t even necessarily ship it I just started thinking it’s shocking they dont have more of a dynamic considering they’re both always looking to score lmao

I only say this because I just noticed that for the 2 horniest characters who are pretty much constantly trying to have sex with everyone (or in Flowers case initiate a threesome for her & Thor at all times lol) they really don’t interact much which is funny & perhaps ironic 😂

I do love how this season is exploring all the different dynamics. The revisit to Thor visiting Hetty when she was a child & could see ghosts & being her childhood imaginary friend was fun with him still looking out for her now even though they’re both adults who have now been dead for centuries. And I especially loved the episode focusing on Thor & Sass’s centuries long bestieship. Who would’ve thought a Viking & a Native American being best friends would make me so emo? Like Thor learning Lenape for Sassapis??? 🥺😭 Bye.

Anyway I love Ghosts so much every single dynamic is so fun.

The original point of this post was me wanting to know if it had occurred to anyone else how weird the lack of Flower/Trevor interactions was considering they’re both horn balls but I think it just turned into me loving Ghosts 😂

Anyway need to be mutuals with more fans of this show because it’s becoming an all time fave for me 👻

[nogenderonlychair]

Vi turned into a more emo version of Rhea ripley after her lesbian situationship breakup.

[ao3feed-piltovers-finest]

Every Song I Sing (I Sing for You)

by Oddball_Apollo

Caitlyn Kiramann is an immensely popular classical composer, her fame and popularity is widely known in Piltover though her identity is not known to the public, going by the alias Cadenza. However, Cait secretly aspires to be a folk/indie singer, touring the world.

Violet Lane is in a rock/alt/punk band, Hounds of the Underground, and are Zauns rising star. Though despite their rising fame the band is having trouble scraping by as Piltover producers have often turned them away. Their only hope being to make pave their own path.

The twos lives become intertwined when they meet at a bar for its weekly show and are both asked to go on tour across the nation. This could boost their fame to levels previously unknown, but can they share the spotlight?

Words: 5668, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)

Rating: Not Rated

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: F/F, F/M, M/M

Characters: Caitlyn (League of Legends), Vi (League of Legends), Jinx (League of Legends), Ekko (League of Legends), Jayce (League of Legends), Viktor (League of Legends), Mel Medarda, Original Non-Binary Character, Sevika (Arcane: League of Legends), Silco (Arcane: League of Legends), Claggor (Arcane: League of Legends), Mylo (Arcane: League of Legends)

Relationships: Caitlyn/Vi (League of Legends), Ekko/Jinx (League of Legends), Jayce/Viktor (League of Legends), Mel Medarda/Original Character(s), Jinx & Vi (League of Legends), Caitlyn & Jayce (League of Legends), Caitlyn & Vi (League of Legends)

Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Rock Band, Alternate Universe - Bands, Touring the world with your enemy is totally not gay, (it is), Caitvi Focus, Useless Lesbians, Enemies to Friends to Lovers, Cait is a Folk/Indie artist, Vi is a Punk/Rock/Alt artist, The Gangs All Here, minus vander...sorry hes still dead, Jinx and Vi are still siblings, Angst and Fluff and Smut, Slow Burn, Eventual Smut, Original Character cause im cringe but im free, Mutual Pining, your honor they are lesbians, Caitlyn is famous, Emo Vi (League of Legends), jayce and viktor are engaged, we dont talk about s2 arcane the situationships never ended shhh, chaotic friendships lead to insane situations

Read on A03. from AO3 works tagged ‘Caitlyn/Vi (League of Legends)’

[daseiins]

hello, im sean :)

i’m 21, i use he/him prns and i post a bunch of whatever

suggestive stuff will be tagged with #suggestive or #nsft , and super common stuff like gore and blood will be tagged as tw gore/tw blood

below are a list of my wiz ocs :)

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Cowan Spiritwalker - 170 - he/him - death

-necromancer and aspiring mortician

-grown up emo kid turned demigod

-only a little bit murderous. he swears.

-too busy serving cunt to help you

-not the stepdad but the dad who stepped up

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Miles Wyrmjaw - 170 - he/him - storm

-diviner and professional at stealing your old tech you’re not using anymore

-WILL tell you about whatever new device he’s making, whether you asked or not

-just a Little Bit unnerving

-makes bad storm puns when it’s been quiet for too long

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Scarlet Sunheart - 170 - she/they - fire

-pyromancer and the hottest girl who’s ever beaten you up

-tells the best campfire stories & can roast perfect marshmallows

-scion of bartleby but completely melts when pretty girls talk to her

-had a situationship with the old one that was so bad she swore off dating men forever

-will use her magic to light the bong

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Dakota Spiritweaver - 167 - he/she/they/it (any prns) - life

-Yeah That’s A Life Wizard I Guess

-nobody’s seen her face in years and plants grow wherever she walks

-he barely speaks but people always seem to understand what he wants

-more of a cryptid than a person

-led a cult for several months and refuses to talk about it

-really does not want to be the scion of bartleby

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Calamity Willow - 88 - she/her - balance

-sorcerer who has lived through The Horrors (her stomach hurts)

-maybe if i just look at my enemy with big sad wet eyes they’ll leave me alone

-i really wanted to go have some tea but sure i guess ill fight god instead

-will throw a shoe at you

-“hang on we can’t duel yet i have to pray” “the spiral could die??” “I HAVE TO DO FAJR PRAYER BE PATIENT.”

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Ellie Seahaven - 39 - she/her - ice

-briefly went insane once (she got better)

-would fight stallion quartermane for a penny

-will throw snowballs at people in class when they won’t shut up

-greyrose’s favorite (for throwing snowballs) even though she’d never admit it

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Dorian Nightburn - 29 - he/him - myth

-the most sopping wet cat of a conjurer you’ll ever meet

-full of anxiety and a boyliker. pick a struggle idiot

-covered in noisy trinkets and hates excess attention

-Having A Bad Time Overall

-born to be a librarian forced to be the scion

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Nikolai Webweaver - 29 - he/they - death

-Blue Hair and Pronouns

-weirdly nice for a 12 year old boy with a kill count

-offers you oranges when you’re sad

-the youngest, saddest Chosen One this side of the mississippi

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Ophelia Skyshade - 1 - she/they - myth

-prodigy conjurer but constantly confused for a death student (she’s just a tradgoth </3)

-valedictorian without even trying, she’s at every ravenwood rager you can name

-would tell you to kill your shitty cheating boyfriend

-youngest wizard to quad school (myth, balance, ice, death)

-incredibly good at convincing people to use an ouija board with her

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Kieran Hailbright - 1 - he/him - ice

-actually kind of an asshole

-deeply struggles with magic, prefers other kinds of combat

-from skull island initially, raised by pirates

-thinks he’s better than others because he can sword fight

[scarletlizzard]

Tw: Men

EMO FRIENDLY? I SHOULD'VE STAYED EMO. My first bf broke up with me because I didn't dress like the popular girls and also because I didn't want to kiss him in public 💀 (I was 16) and that's when I turned into a lesbian /hj. But tbh my first ever wlw situationship (because, yeaahh, we never got to the "let's date and move in together" part) left me "violently crying, screaming, shaking, throwing up, pulling out my hair, bashing my head into the wall and going apeshit crazy" (not in the good way) I met her the day after my birthday and I cut things off mid January. Now I dress like I want to without caring about being criticized. Sadly, my style is almost the same as the ones I said before, but now that I think about it, my make up and style do vary but most of the time it's inspired by Taylor Momsen.

🫦🫦

Thanks for the TW 🙏

That's so fucked up?? Men are kinda... the worst? Ahh I'm sorry that happened. I think everyone has to have a situationship at least once in their life 😅 Although FUCK that. Clear communication is so fucking hot. You wanna be in a relationship? Great. Just wanna hook up? Cool, thanks for letting me know ahead of time. Both are fine and valid, communication is key though. No one asked for my thoughts but there they are 🫶

Your style sounds cool! I just... don't have a style. Very loser core (not being mean just that's all I can explain lol) Y'all ever seen the movie Bottoms? 💀

[abrthephantomq]

:raises hand:

[tw: not a healthy relationship at ALL mentioned. our ex was the worst, basically, and divorce is why we're alive. and if we were to write a book about it and twist some details so we could claim that it was all fictional and that, y'know, any likeness to any real human being is "coincidental," well. This would be chapter one, probably.]

When we were 19, we got married to our high school sweetheart.

It wasn't the worst decision ever, but it was a pretty bad one. You see, our ex wasn't exactly.... the greatest.

We met freshman year at William Penn. Fourteen years old, 9th grade. We had Civics class together, first thing in the morning. Ex-husband sat behind us.

We noticed them right away. At that age, they were very deep in their emo-screamo stage. The swoopy hair. Jnco jeans. You know. That type of attire. We actually thought it was really cool but could "never find" anything in our size when we went to places like the Hot Topic at the mall.

[We weren't even big, back then. Like, a size 12-14? At 5'2-3 and always on the fairly muscled side of things? With wide hips? Tiny boobs? Like no, we were fucking adorable. We could've found clothes at the Hot Topic if we'd wanted to - we just couldn't afford to.

*snort* the hot topic... you're such an old man, uncle Jasper.

So our ex's actually fantastic taste in early 00 fashion sub-cultures aside, what exactly are you trying to imply here, Steven?]

Nothing, actually, damn. Chill out - I know that's how you would've dressed the body had we had the money at that age. When we were that size. Like, the size we were, not the size he --

(We understood, sweetheart <3)

Right.

Anyways, the point really was when we were in high school, the red flags were there. They were waived -

[You're spelling it with an "I" again, love.]

Yeah, sorry, I'm going to spell waive - wave - w a I v e like, until the end of time. that job broke the fingers, man. We talked about entering in waive fees so goddamned much that's the default way the brain goes to type it. -- but that's not the point.

Red flags. So many red flags. We had our future wife read our LJ entries from that time, years ago, at this point. She read them and was like damn, he was always terrible to you. Because he did shit like the silent treatment. My personal favorite is when he decided I hadn't come to his defense strong enough to his liking - and this was before we started dating - and he decided we were no longer friends and that he would never talk to me again.

And he did that the day before the day my mother went in to get a hysterectomy. Her uterus and ovaries were riddled with cancer. Stage 3 - now, I remember her saying it was ovarian. I've been saying ovarian since we were 15 years old.

Mom would later say it was uterine. Like a decade later, kind of later.

This man broke up with us at the beginning of senior year, too, by the way. Right around Christmas Break, actually. During Break we entered the Situationship Era - it was a whole thing. Before his 18th birthday, he shipped off to Parris Island.

A couple of months into bootcamp, he sends us a letter saying all sorts of things about how he prayed to God for an answer on what he should do etc, and apparently he wanted to get back together.

By the following Christmas, he asked us to marry him.

Not even 6 months later, in May of 2007, we got married. We were 19. He was 18.

He'd deploy for the first time less than a year later. When he got back, we bought a house and moved into it with our at-the-time best friend. He had plans to knock me up. He succeeded. We had to remain sober the day we turned 21, because we were positive we were pregnant, even if we couldn't prove that for like, another week. We just knew.

That child and I probably would not be alive today, if divorce weren't a thing. Because if we'd stayed together "for the sake of our kid," he would have for certain been responsible for my death, in one way shape or form, and who knows if he'd have been a safe parent for our kid without me being a lightning rod for his bullshit.

I don't mind being the fucking lightning rod. What I do mind is that even if all he ever does is hurt me, it still impacts my kid regardless. If I'm not doing well, that means I can't be the best parent I can be.

He doesn't understand that. Or should I say, he didn't understand that.

If only he had tried to.

i love divorce i love when people realize that they aren't a good fit for each other and get divorced about it. more people should get divorced

[deertaz]

I'm Back

This account was something I made when I was 14 and in a very bleak time of my life. I have deleted most of my old posts, not only because I wish to forget that time, but also because as an adult, I now understand how venting towards a public space can validate and enable the self-harmful behaviours of other people.

Luckily this account got nothing more that a few notes, with a handful of people looking at what I posted. But, I would like to apologise to anybody who saw my posts and were triggered by it.

I never participated in any group chats or messages encouraging my or the EDs of others. Even then, I saw the danger of such things. However, through sharing my experiences and harmful thoughts in visceral detail, I may have contributed to the validation of others as mentally damaged as I was at the time. Again, I am lucky that next to nobody saw this account.

So, take this as a reintroduction of myself;

Hi, I'm 'Taz', I'm 19. I'm in Uni right now with a freelance job. I love dressing in alternative 'gothic' styles, listening to emo, metal, goth and alternative music. I've experienced a lot since I've been gone, and have been incredibly lucky over the past 3-4 years since my departure.

I have gained lifelong friends who truly value me for the person I am. I graduated high school at 16 and, since then, have found a confidence in myself that I never knew I had. I am capable, thriving and happy with myself and the things I have accomplished so far. I spoke in front of a crowd of 200 last year, and realised how the only thing holding me back is myself.

I no longer feel ashamed about my interests, nor my appearance. I don't hide my love for childish and nerdy things. I'm just a bit odd, but standing out both appearance-wise and personality-wise have turned out to be an asset. It has drawn the most remarkable and kind people to me. I met my platonic soulmate, who has been my best friend for 3 years.

And yes, I have not been friends with that girl I ranted about in 2019 for over 4 years (left the post up since I believe it isn't harmful). What she said and did to me wasn't okay, I'm proud of myself for finally being able to cut her out of my life. I was a very insecure lonely person, who didn't understand how friends should treat you. I never had friends as a child, since I was considered weird. So joining high school (I was 11, UK) made me try to change myself, I was quiet and agreeable. When she offered me friendship I was very happy, but did not have the self confidence nor the wisdom to realise that she was treating me horribly. I understand now, and am quite a lot better with setting boundaries.

I have had two partners, and one on and off situationship thing (lol). I'm not a lesbian, I'm Bi with a preference for women. My parents know. I have a 17 year old brother who I love to pieces, every day I am taken a-back by how much I get on with him. I value our closeness and am very grateful that he's in my life.

My relationship with my mother has been rocky at times, especially from 10-16. But I no longer live at home, so my interactions with her have improved a lot. I love her, she is a kind person, though very temperamental. She is also no longer bedridden!

I am now 19, I am older. I am much better at handling her outbursts. I stand up for myself without shouting back. I realised the best way to respond to her is either by removing myself, or by asking her questions, 'did you take your meds today?', 'why do you think you are angry?', 'Does this warrant shouting?'.

My favourite thing to say is, 'I love you mum, but I hate how you are acting right now.'

It shows to her that I love her, what I'm saying isn't an attack on her character, but on her current actions. It's a pretty good way of letting her know (I think).

Anyways, rant over (for now). For anybody still struggling with an ED, please seek comfort in others. Tell somebody. It's a slow recovery, and you might relapse a few times before it gets better. But it does get better. For anybody still in those awful teen years, it's a shitty waiting game but the end post is in sight, and it's a path to something far brighter.

-Taz

[sourstars]

personal favorites — ♫

→ updated: 1/6/22!

𝐂𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐒 𝟏-𝐀

bakugou katsuki

→  the aftermath of white noise with bakugou katsuki

pop +alt/indie + rock + contemporary + R&B!

→ duration: 1h + 21mins

→ summary: between the aches in his arms and the weight in your heart, you wonder if it’ll all get better, but the way he cries into you that night tells you it won’t.

→ shadow prodigy

genres here.

→ duration: 1hr + 13mins

→ summary: bakugou always lived up to expectations, always, but when he gets stranded at a small fishing village, he finds something about it makes him feel changed. he finds you, and in turn, you set him free.

iida tenya

→ going different ways in life with iida tenya

♫ alt/indie + folk + pop!

→ duration: 2hrs + 10mins

→ summary: say the journey is the most important part, so as you both build different universes, though it will hurt, you must trudge on.

…

→ celestial to me, he vows

genres here

→ duration: 1hr + 4mins

 → summary: iida’s always been a man of logic, but when he meets you he supposes he might be open to hearing about angels. after all, when nothing can beat the light of your smile, he has to believe there’s some divinity out there somewhere

…

kaminari denki

→ kaminari denki’s shortcut to reaching your heart

alt/indie + pop + rock, + electro pop + hip-hop/rap!

→ duration: 1hr + 58mins

→ summary: you vowed to never fall in love, but here he is doing he impossible; both miles and millimeters away — he’s giving your life a little bit more color.

…

sero hanta

→ sneak peeks: one

→ playlists:

→ seeing the big picture with sero hanta

pop + house + alt/indie!

→ duration: 1hr + 43mins

→ summary: some called it fate, you called it bad luck, and with the way he always seemed to show up at the right place at the right time, you couldn’t help but hate him. 

…

todoroki shouto

→ clever as a four leaf clover

genres here

→ duration: 1hr

→ summary: there’s something about growing up with someone that makes you fall in love. maybe it’s the way you can’t imagine a life without him, maybe it’s how you’re always extra lucky, but whatever it is, you never wanna run out.

… 

uraraka ochako

→ visiting the new bakery with uraraka ochako

pop!

→ duration: 1hr + 43mins

→ summary: someone’s always perfect for somebody, but as you watch her stare at him, you wonder if you should tell you you’re not fond of the sweets she makes you taste.

⇣

𝐂𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐒 𝟏-𝐁:

monoma neito

→ being archenemies with monoma neito

♫ pop + alternative indie + rock + teen pop!

→ duration: 1hr + 31mins

→ summary: he’s like every annoyance in one form; the ultimate pest - so why is it that he lives in your head rent free, with room service?

⇣

𝐂𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐒 𝟏-𝐇

hatsume mei

→ finishing gadget commissions with hatsume mei

♫ pop + alt/indie + hard rock + punk + emo!

→ duration: 1hr + 22mins

→ summary: with dirty hands and cheeks and your proejects scattered across the shop, she makes you feel more human than you’ve ever been, and what a gift it is.

⇣

𝐂𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐒 𝟑-𝐀

amajiki tamaki

→ sneak peeks: one

→ playlists:

→ right person, wrong time with amajiki tamaki

pop + alt/indie + new age!

→ duration: 1hr & 28mins

→ summary: in rough times, he’s the water to your petals. he hopes you two can build from the wreckage, to bloom, and because you love him, trust in him, you do.

⇣

𝐂𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐒 𝟑-𝐁

togata mirio

→ learning about love and life with togata mirio

♫ pop + r&b + soul + alt/indie + funk rock!

→ duration: 1hr & 32mins

→ summary: sometimes it’s hard to love being alive when everything seems dark, but god, does he show you the light. he’s the brightest thing you’ve ever seen.

⇣

𝐕𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒

DABI

→ bite sized playlists:

→ the situationship of you and dabi

♫ alt/indie + punk + pop + R&B + soul!

→ duration: 33mins

→ summary: every time you plan to leave, he gives you that stupid lazy smile. And like a moth to a flame, you come back, ‘cause like an idiot, you love him.

⇣

𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐎𝐄𝐒

aizawa shouta

→ sneak peeks: one

[cutebutstillsingle]

This one really stings to admit, but some of us women fall victim to narcissistic men without realizing the signs.  They seem so charismatic and charming at first.  They shower you with praise at first and really make it seem like they want to (and I’m going to quote my last narcissistic situations hip) worship you.  But then the narcissism starts to bleed through the facade. 

You have to be aware enough; which is the hard  part. And which is why I’m posting this.  A narcissist is going to let some fucked up comments drop; and/or they are going to behave in ways that just don’t line up.  It will make your mind do the double-take, cause you to internally assess even just for brief moments you may not even consciously perceive, that their response doesn’t fully make sense.  You might find him making weird excuses about why he can’t just behave like a normal dude, or you literally might even catch him in paradoxical behaviors if you have the wherewithal to assess the situation from a distance.  

 HINT: normal, emotionally healthy guys behave like your platonic guy friends, and like your best girl friends who you love spending time with, but aren’t sexually attracted to.  Your best friends would never make the kinds of comments and excuses a narcissistic guy is going to make.  Your best friends would never behave the way a narcissistic guy will behave.  Your best friends set the bar of how you expect your romantic partner to behave.   The narccisist’s comments and/or behaviors succeed in making you feel less and less confident about yourself, and less comfortable with the nature of the situationship.  

Another alarm bell of a narcissist is that he will push everything to move way the hell too fast.  So you will go from complete strangers to couple or complete strangers to sex way the hell too fast.  A lot of advice out there wants to brush off this idea that people can have sex too soon, and that having one night stands or having sex on the first date is socially acceptable.  As someone whose mind and emotions got momentarily totally fucked over thanks to unknowingly entertaining a narcissist, let me warn you that having sex way too soon is dangerous, ladies, not only because he could give you STDs even if you use condoms (ask me how I know-- there is a host of STDs that cannot be prevented by condoms, google it), but also because sex is one of the most powerful drugs there is, and it starts to cloud your rational judgement.  Your ability to rationally assess situations is what keeps you out of potentially dangerous situations.  Do you think women just magically and willingly stumble into abusive relationships?  No!  All abusers start off as narcissists, let me assure you.  

To quote an amazing sermon I heard on having sex too soon, “there is no condom for your heart”.  And that’s the thing about getting involved with a narcissist: he’s not going to fuck up your vagina.  He’s going to fuck up your mind, your heart, your sense of trust in men, your emotional wellbeing, and your sense of trust and confidence in yourself. And it’s not going to be easy to reverse this damage, even if you don’t stay with this person.  

As soon as a narcissist reveals his narcissistic true self, you have two options: 

A) Immediately call them on their bullshit at the very first sign of any self-obsessed, or negative comments about you or others; and make it abundantly crystalline clear that when people make those kinds of fucked up comments, or when he behaves in ways that make you feel uncomfortable are not people you want to associate with. And if he does it again, you remind him of the last comment he made, and then you say “I’m so sorry but this isn’t going to work out”. 

The narcissist doesn’t get three chances, he gets two; because you’re paying attention.  And because your mind, heart, and sanity are not worth a third shitty memory.  HINT: any time a guy says something that makes you do the double-take, turns on your fight or flight response, and/or you feel yourself starting to feel insecure, ashamed if any of your friends was to hear him say that kind of shit, or maybe you start to feel a sense of shame about yourself, oh no. And not “oh no!” like “this is crashing and burning”; or “oh no! run away from the boogie man”, I mean “oh no” like “oh h*ll naw, honey. This ain’t gonna work for me”.  Never are those kinds of comments or behaviors EVER going to work for you, if you are a high-quality, self-respecting, kind-hearted winner of a woman.  

Why is catching the signs and hints of narcissism so important?  Because they are going to be artfully and subtly wrapped up in his seduction, charm, and constant reassurance that you are his and he is yours; and he loves and adores you (prolly way the fuck too soon).  These shitty, toxic darts are going to be camouflaged in a forest of all the reasons why you guys are so compatible and all the reasons why he adores you, and all the reasons why you’re so attracted to him.  

The truth is, all people courting you should praise and adore you and remind you why you’re amazing.  They should all fully recognize why it is they want to be with you and why they’re choosing you, and they should not hesitate to share that with you. You should feel attracted to ALL the guys you want to possibly start dating.  But with healthy, normal partners, there are no blow darts laced with emo-toxins involved in the reality whatsoever.  But with a narcissist, these kinds of emotionally toxic “darts” will fully be there and your experience will be riddled with them if you know what to look for.  And please trust me when I warn you that it starts with these little comments, and then it grows from there. 

Option b) the very first time you ever hear a person make negative comments about anyone else our yourself, immediately check them on it and make it clear that won’t work for you.  Watch their reaction, and if their response is not shame-filled, humble, self-correcting, repentant, and abundantly apologetic on incident #1, rapidly GTFO assuming there will be more where that came from. You want to partner with someone loving and whose default nature feels sweet to be around.  

Fellas, females can be narcissists, too.  But it is way more common to meet narcissistic males.  One of my sisters is a hardcore narcissist and don’t even ask me how, but she constantly has boyfriends (which of course never stick around).  She even got one of them to impregnate her; and now that poor unfortunate soul is stuck in her life forever.  

Some of her characteristics are that she drinks way too much and has a history of drug use and drug addiction. <I’m not saying people in recovery  aren’t datable.  But the key is that they need to be 110% fully in recovery and sober of ALL intoxicants if you want to date anyone in recovery.  Trust me.  Been there>.  She’s controlling and always wanting to tell other people how to live their lives. Like literally down to how to train their dog or telling grown adults how to style their hair.  Not just, helpful advice. Controlling.   She’s super critical of nearly anyone she does not need to get something out of (she’s a bully, basically), and 

She speaks negatively about others.  She’s easily argumentative, and can transform what was supposed to be a pleasant family dinner into a personal attack on someone at the dinner table; or predictably create some other highly tense situation that makes you wish you never accepted a dinner invitation.  She may be able to inhibit her true nature for 48 hours, but on day three of being in her company full-time, she WILL transform into her usual narcissistic self. 

 During challenging situations, she loses her patience and temper--she can’t laugh through it and just roll with the reality.  She’s always going to start some sort of a debate and make people feel at odds in social situations.  She also has no filter and will unroll these absurd comments and behaviors in company and in public.  She’ll cut you out of her life, and then when you show up to a family event she’ll act like that never ever happened and never acknowledge it.  People who don’t know her on a deeper level are attracted to her charisma and will sing her praises.  

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warning this is gonna be a very long post. Get prepared.

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1)DOGDAY X CATNAP:

LITERALLY MY OTP

Sun x Moon duo>>>>>>>>

I love them so much!!

Their dynamic is so amazing, I love it, I wanna squeeze them, they make me mentally ill OH MY GOD

Introvert x extrovert

Energetic x Calm

Sunshine x emo

Unpopular opinion: Their relationship can work as friends, brothers, dating anything really.

I hate the fact that the fandom sexualizes them so much and makes their ship problematic like- GIVE ME SOMETHING CUTE COME ON!!!

They are literally a ship in every AU of mine lmao

Also an unpopular opinion: I feel like it's fine to ship their bigger bodies experiments, AS LONG AS! They are the same age/close to each other's age (whether that be that they are both kids or adults idk I cannot figure their ages out and if the toys can age), there is no problematic stuff going on and also that it's before the events of the game and also before the Hour Of Joy. In other words, they were like a couple way before everything went downhill. Maybe one of them or both had feelings for each other but never acted on them or they did in fact date. Maybe they had a situationship!? Or even better!! They knew each other when they were both humans and were childhood friends!!! Also just think about the angst potential man!!! Imagine you befriend someone and you then fall in love with them and you built years of trust and love only for your partner to throw it all away for a false god who manipulated it and turned it into a mindless slave. Like that is depressing. And I really wanna actually know if Catnap ever said anything to the Prototype about killing the Smiling Critters. While I believe it's hinted at that he didn't get along well with the other critters, let's go with the idea that they did and or Dogday was the only one to care and love him. Like- was there ANY hesitation?? Was Catnap horrified of the idea of killing his assigned friends, especially his best friend and possible lover like-!? OH MY GOD THE ANGST MAN-

Anyways uhhhh- their first date or even their first kiss is during a solar eclipse because I said so!!!

they are also so calling their child Eclipsa, Luna, Solar, Eclipsa or anything sun and or moon themed related. Or maybe even planets related since uhhhh- tehnically the moon and the sun are planets- Yes I'm aware the sun is a star don't come after me-

they groom each other lovingly

Dogday learned sign language just for Catnap and even when he is talking he used it because honestly to him it's fun.

Dogday wants Catnap to play and enjoy life. Meanwhile Catnap wants Doday to relax and rest every once in a while.

Don't kill me but Dogday is wearing the pants in this relationship.

They cuddle in bed together.

I hc Dogday can play the guitar so he writes songs that are dedicated for Catnap only.

They both actually dream of settling down, getting married and even possibly having kids. I headcannon they would absolutely love to have as many children as they can.

Nothing else to say other than infinity/10.

2)BUBBA X BOBBY:

It's actually kind of cute to a certain degree.

While not my most preffered ship, I can see it really.

I feel like Bubba would stay up late working meanwhile Bobby is awake the whole time and makes him coffee and or food while encouraging him to not work too hard and stress himself.

Bubba might feel guilty he doesn't show the same amount of affection to Bobby as she does to him. To that he feels guilty so whenever he gets the time, he spends time with her and does whatever she loves. Even maybe taking her out on fancy dates.

He genuinely loves her <3

Overall maybe a 5 or 6/10(?)

3)BOBBY X HOPPY:

Ahhhhhhh I love them so much!!!

Also my OTP!

Bobby is Hoppy's biggest fan and supports her all the time.

Bobby attends all of Hoppy's games and even will sometimes try to get in some of the sports she does. Even if she might not be that good at certain things.

Hoppy adores Bobby's affection and absolutely craves for her attention.

Hoppy will sometimes be whinny and demanding with Bobby. Pleading and begging her to give her her attention.

Lesbian jock x soft girl.

WAIT- BOBBY AS A CHEERLEADER THAT CHEERS FOR HOPPY YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

Bobby also might be the reason for Hoppy to cool down a little and relax.

When they are tired they simply cuddle in bed and Bobby plants several kisses all over Hoppy's face.

Bobby so plays with Hoppy's ears. Hoppy's ears are sensitive and she only trust Bobby to touch them.

Bobby keeps talking about how happy she would be for Hoppy to be her wife and marry her, have kids and live with her. They both actually want to do it as soon as possible. I mean they are both happy so why not get it over with am I right?

A solid 10/10.

4) CATNAP X HOPPY:

Not really too into it really.

Although- Calm x Loud and tired x energetic dynamic <3

I think it be cute to some level.

Although Catnap would get annoyed by Hoppy constantly trying to pull him out of bed just so they can go and play. And Hoppy hates it when he spends all his time being lazy and not doing anything.

Catnap would probably try to get into her interests but just can't really. Although despite that, he is still very supportive and wants to show his support for Hoppy.

If they did get in a relationship I feel like it be a bit more short lived as they don't really see fit for each other. They are still friends though of course.

I'd give this a 5/10 if I'm gonna be honest. I can maybe see it... I guess...

5)HOPPY X KICKENCHIKEN:

This was actually my OTP before Hoppy x Bobby.

Even though that has since changed, I still love this ship.

Rivals to lovers in my opinion.

They both respect each other despite their competitive attitudes.

They challenge each other left and right.

They still love one and other.

"Anything you could do I can do better than you" is all I hear with these two.

They would probably deny their feelings at first until they eventually come to the conclusion that they do actually wanna make out with each other.

Their favorites sports are football and basketball.

Hoppy attempted surfing for Kickin and she ended up loving it and now does it whenever it's summer time and warm.

Kickin teases her by touching her ears which she gets annoyed by.

They throws jabs at each other and tease each other a whole ton. In an affectionate way of course.

Dope ship, I love it, I know some might find their dynamic generic but I love it and they absolutely fit with each other. 10/10.

6) BUBBA X KICKENCHIKEN:

Jock x nerd

I love their name star student!

I feel like Kickin makes the worst pick up lines and yet somehow Bubba actually likes them.

Kickin keeps trying to convince and tell Bubba to relax every once in a while. As Kickin wants Bubba to enjoy life and not waste it by simply working and or studying. Not saying he should suddenly stop doing what he likes but to just make time for himself to relax and maybe even enjoy other things as well.

Bubba has no idea how he fell for this dude but he did.

Kickin fell hard for him, but Bubba fell harder.

Bubba tutors Kickin.

They both enjoy sunbathing and swimming in the water.

I forgot to mention but- dumbass x smartass lol

In my opinion 9/10!

7) BOBBY X CATNAP:

AHHHHHH I love them so much!!

They have a very cute and adorable dynamic in my opinion.

Sweet loving and extroverted girl x Calm quiet introverted boy!!

Catnap's original name was supposed to be Kuddle Kitty... they both cuddle in bed.

Bobby doesn't mind laying around in bed with Catnap all day. In fact, she enjoys it! Mostly because they can still cuddle and show each other affection.

Bobby would absolutely help Catnap express more emotions and show him correct ways of dealing with his feelings.

Bobby manages to learn "I love you" in sigb language first. It does take her a while but she manages to learn how to do sign language. She panics if she messes up or not and sometimes gets lost with her hand movements. Catnap reassures her it's alright and that she will learn and figure it all out. That it takes time.

Bobby sends several gifts to Catnap whenever she can.

While Catnap would love to settle down one day, he finds it funny how excited Bobby is and is also a little taken aback by her planning way ahead of herself on how their wedding would be like, how many children they will have, where they will live, what traditions they can have, how many grandchildren they will have, what pets they might wanna have, where they will retire, when and how they died and where they will be barried-

Overall 10/10 as well!

8) PICKYPIGGY X CATNAP:

I wasn't originally that big on the ship but honestly, it has a little bit of potential.

While not my most favorable ship, I do kind of ship it tbh-

I actually headcannon that Catnap loves baking. Baked food takes time to be actually baked so he can take a nap while he waits. He only wakes up when the timer goes off. And I headcannon Picky's favorite foods are baked foods. So I feel like they would both bake together.

Catnap actually has a massive sweet tooth so him and Picky together bake cakes, cupcakes, cookies, brownies, muffins, pies, literally anything.

Picky would definetelly tease him from time to time. It's affectionate banter don't worry.

I imagine they are both rather lazy so they often just chill in bed or on the couch. Watching movies, playing games, reading or anything really just to past the time.

Okay even though I just said I feel like they are both lazy, I feel like Picky is the most hardworking between the two. As she does a lot of the chores. Catnap makes sure to help out because he doesn't want her to stress herself and overwork.

Catnap will randomly get up at night to grab some water and just finds Picky making chocolate pudding at 4 o'clock in the morning. This is a habbit of hers which led him to believe she is some sort of insomniac.

Nice ship, pretty cute in my opinion, 6 or something/10.

9) PICKYPIGGY X BUBBA

ngl this was more of a random ship that came out of nowhere in my opinion xp

however, I could maybe see the appeal?

I love their ship name sparkle! <3

book lover x food lover

I like to think they are very hardworking. Bubba does the typical normal jobs while Picky does chores. Sometimes both will help each other out.

Similar to like I mentioned in the Bubba x Bobby section, Picky makes Bubba food and coffee while working. She often stays up late and waits for Bubba to finish.

Bubba always makes sure to show his appreciation towards Picky.

Don't harm me but... Bubba is malewife material idk why...

Situationship maybe??

When somebody asks them if they are married or not they actually ask each other "wait did we actually get married or-?". 'Cause they act like a stereotypical couple. This would sorta lead to them actually genuinely wanting to get married.

Kids is very debatable. Reason I say this is cause both are very busy people. Maybe by the time they are in their 30s or something they might try for a kid. I feel like they would only have one or possibly two. Depends on the circumstances really.

They enjoy simple things like going on a small city stroll, sitting in a park, going to a restaurant. They don't go for anything big. As long as they are enjoying themselves then it's all good and dandy.

Overall, 8/10 in my opinion.

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Being honest- I genuinely don't hate ANY smiling critters ship at all. Why do I say this? Because honestly there is nothing problematic with ANY of these ships. It's only problematic when it comes to how a fandom depicts a certain ship in their AU or something like that. But canonly, these ships are fine. I have my prefrences, I have my OTPs and ships I like and will indulge in but, there is not a single smiling critters ship I don't either dislike or hate. Even with ships I'm not too big on I don't hate. This is probably the first time ever because I always have at least one or two ships I hate from a certain fandom. But here, there is none. I will only dislike it depending on how a ship is depicted in maybe I don't know someones AU or whatever, that's it really. But talking about my personal opinion, I just don't man.

Well, I'm finally done. To @justmi1000 , you owe me money after the long ass paragraph essay I had just wrote. Have a good day/night.

Doesn't it happen to them that they want to give their opinion about a ship but they don't do it because no one asked them?

and since I want to waste my time..

here I ask you

WHAT IS YOUR OPINION (NEGATIVE OR GOOD)

OF THESE SHIPS:

1) DOGDAY X CATNAP

2) BUBBA X BOBBY

3) BOBBY X HOPPY

4) CATNAP X HOPPY

5) HOPPY X KICKENCHIKEN

6) BUBBA X KICKENCHIKEN

7) BOBBY X CATNAP

8) PICKYPIGGY X CATNAP

9) PICKYPIGGY X BUBBA

It doesn't matter if it's negative or positive.

shout how much you love a ship or how much you hate a ship!!