#the secret in our hearts

[ysphcpb]

ความลับในใจ (LOL ver): Song titles in rap verse The secret in our hearts - Ost. SOTUS the series Stumbling in destitution - Ost. SOTUS the series Struggle along - Ost. SOTUS S the series You make me lucky - Krist-Singto Million Thanks The answer in our hearts - Ost. SOTUS S the series

[kagoutiss]

pelican town, ‘72

[redpapercraness]

bring me brightness

[inkskinned]

one of the things about the trends and the body image and all of it is that. you can't unsee it. and it doesn't matter that you know logically it's stupid and that logically any person who has a problem with your body can fuck off and die, but it's almost like gore. you flinch even knowing the blood onscreen is fake. you sense a pain that was invented. your body creates the phantom sensation - this thing should be avoided. so okay.

it's not that you won't wear the skinny jeans or the choker or whatever isn't "in style" anymore. and sometimes the demands are so buckwild that you can just ignore them, plain and simple.

but you do think twice sometimes. you do notice things about yourself you hadn't even considered. you notice the hip dips and the shape of your cheekbone and the skin over your eyes. it's been pointed out to you - so you notice. and sometimes it's like fuck you i look fucking amazing and sometimes it's like nobody even remembers that being a thing probably and sometimes - it's fucking devastating. like someone drew a bright red circle around each insecurity. on those days, you wonder - does anyone else see?

because the blame is on you either way. you have a terrible catch-22. if you want to fit in, it's on you to be sure that you look good, that your makeup isn't the "heinous" 2016 style (even if that's the style that flatters you), that your bodyfat settles in the appropriate landmap. and at the same time: it is also on you to ignore the programming. it is on you to get over your decades of social exposure to a trillion-dollar industry and just not care! about these things.

in the comments of course there are people who would advise you nothing with nuance. just ignore it! sure. nobody actually cares about these things. absolutely. this isn't how normal people look. of course not, you know that. you weren't born yesterday. you know about the photoshop and the pricetag and the brand manager.

but like. the media still exists. there are videos on how to manage your hip dips (your skeleton. you know it's your skeleton, and it doesn't matter, does it, because it has a name now, doesn't it?) and how to finally correctly wear the clean-girl-trend and how to have enough money to wear the latest "casual outfit". there are videos critiquing your entire generation for how you dress. how "cringe" it is to wear a certain style of necklace. an influencer says - let's be honest! nobody cares if you just have confidence!

but people do care. you've seen it. you know they care. you've been made fun of enough. it's not, like, a horrible sin to just want to fit in. it's not saying anything new to say i just don't want to be made fun of.

somewhere along here, you learn - your body is more like an accessory. not a home, not a sensation. it is an object like mom jeans or opera gloves. something to manipulate, not something to love.

[rainmidnight]

being in a small fandom means there aren't that many active accounts posting, and the ones that are active regularly reblog each other's stuff to the point that it's normal to see their urls on my dashboard only to find out under the suggested profiles section that i was never actually following them in the first place

[no-1-rosalind-lang-apologist]

So Chloe just posted this. Katherina has a sister named Betty. Betty Montagova. Bianca Minola. Like Taming of the shrew. I am clawing at the walls.

[theskeletonsinourclosets]

telling someone the plots of books is so funny cause what do i mean my favourite book is a romeo and juliet retelling with a headlice epidemic

[marsneedstherapy]

Teacher: Your child was in a fight.

Roma: Oh no, that’s terrible!

Juliette: Did they win?

[writergracethepanda]

Marshall: Don't joke about murder. I was murdered once and it offends me.

[romajuliettemai]

These Violent Delights Exclusive (Letters Only)

let me know if you also want me to post the Romajuliette Christmas story! @argikiya is this good?

Art by the lovely @artbysmashley!!

[caterina-celestia]

Did any of you guys notice this little funny and sweet moment? 😂❤️

Dmitry came to Lane to give her dinner. He was feeling bad about scolding her and worried about her not having dinner like the others. But when he found Anna there, he didn't know what to do to explain his sudden appearance and he didn't want to admit that he was worried about Lane. So he stood awkwardly at the door thinking about escaping but when they caught him, he covered it up by overreacting even more and scolding Lane again! 😭😂❤️ Ahhh! My heart... 😭❤️

Anna was so confused... 😂❤️

[thebenediktmontagov]

juliette

benedikt after the 18384838 fake deaths

juliette and marshall

fhh spoilers

silas

[lurkingsomewhereinsecretshanghai]

*play the song

[nqds]

for you forgetful sss fans [ me ]

[lunarharp]

i wanted to put these four together chatting, cooking, dancing, and trust

[skepticalcatfrog]

I've noticed a pattern here