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I think there is something that I didn't get to say openly, which is that I'm not opposed to pre-established relationships! This comes from a place where I know that sometimes it can get boring, maybe even draining to start from the beginning every single time with everyone.
So what do I understand by pre-established relationships? It doesn't have to be necessarily anything yet, meaning that say we want to skip past first introductions or to venture a tad further down the line of our muses' relationship and work from there, I'm down for it. These can always be discussed via IMs and be referenced in the interactions we have. Moreover, suffice to say that I'm not chronologically-locked, either. While yes, I do like to see how things go in order, I'm aware that time constraints and other matters won't always allow it. So long as we don't forget that we have pre-established something that has room for deepening via meme thingies / IC asks or even another thread running at the same time than another more in the "future", I'm cool with it.
#the last line is very important#because it happened in the past#and I also noticed this on the dash over the few years#I've been writing on this platform#that once you go past a point on the muses' relationship#the rest is kind of forgotten#and neither addressed nor one of the sides#doesn't seem interested in exploring it even via memes#even though it's crystal clear that there has been a jump#in the way two muses treat one another if that makes sense#I didn't have many cases myself like these#but I did observe a few and others I've been made aware of#by friends who told me about their experiences#that being said#if you'd like to discuss something like I described on this post#do let me know and I'll poke you via IMs if you don't want to do that first!
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a small moment of kindness that touched me today. speaking about our struggles as grad students in class with classmates. our small group is all BIPOC; another latine and two arabs, one who is palestinian. we are speaking very honestly about our fears and frustrations. feeling useless. feeling scared. upset at the world and its horrors. angry at other peoples' silence. but at the same time so so full of joy and hope. i talked about being scared of being forgotten, and we continued on with our group task of creating a liberation health triangle.
professor transitioned us back to the full class and while our professor began speaking again, my Palestinian classmate--so beautiful and with the most wonderful curls--leaned close to me and whispered "I'll never forgot you." I almost didn't hear her so i whispered back, "what?", and as sweetly as the first time she said, "I'll never forget you. And I'll never forget what you said last semester. You were the first person in this entire program who spoke of your frustrations. I felt less alone."
the walk home from class was very cold, but i could not help but let myself repeat the moment in my head over and over again.
#muerto talks#the way we are all forced to carry on because of the horrors of this world#and we can still choose to be kind to each other#what i took as a frustrating and vulnerable moment in my 10 am class last semester#was a moment where she could find some solidarity in someone else's words#and my small comment about being scared of being forgotten....#i just#man let me appreciate the small moments of joy and love please#we are so exposed to cruelty and i have been seeing war and murder and violence nonstop#i spent the rest of class giggling and joking with them as we did our class role plays#it had been a long time since i had laughed that freely#i need to remind myself of this joy#it is so so important to#getting emotional writing this but it was beautiful
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going crazy about this screencap. the way the background is all starry and beautiful but blurry. and they’re in focus and looking at each other, LOCKED on each other. there’s nothing in the their minds except each other. the world falls away and it’s only them only them only them.
#it’s like in p&p the ball scene when the rest of the party vanishes and it’s just darcy and elizabeth#like that kind of dancing scene makes me CRAZY#and i know these two were alone the whole time but you can tell they’ve just completely forgotten the rest of the universe here#it’s only them only them only them#adelle#batb 2017#beauty and the beast (2017)#beauty and the beast 2017#beauty and the beast#op
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#school rumble#i could write an essay on it#actually i have#one of the most powerful stories ever written gah it drives me crazy that it comes in such a strange package#the story so powerful the animation team rejected the manga's bs to give the characters the finale they deserved#even though they were forced to retcon it in the final 2 episodes to push for another season#literally they just end the story on episode 19 and hard pivot to movie parody skits/vacation specials for the rest of the episodes#it's magical#until the episode 25 does the ''ohhh nooo they forgot the whole thing and put us right back where we started uh oh whoops''#''awww looks like we're gonna have to have another season''#literally#anyway if i ever start feeling emotions im probably going to start school rumble posting and never stop#schoolrum's so stupid you can only appreciate it emotionally#it's not like nichijou where theres still all this artistry and richness you can still engage with if youre cut off heartwise#i didnt even have emotions when i first watched it but it was still powerful enough to make a visceral impact#but at this point im just too far gone i need a bit of heartspace before i can have any chance of actually registering any of it again#<- finally caved and posted a schoolrum rant after like 5 and a half years on here#its the kind of series that lurks forgotten for years at a time#until one day it jumps out and grabs you and refuses to let go until you rewatch it again#best dub in history btw you didnt know english localization and voice acting could be this good#knocks the original japanese out of the park and truly ties everything together#nichijou japanese and school rumble english are the two best animation dubs of all time
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People in the comments of the new splatfest song are kinda annoying ngl,,
Marina is very smart y’all. Even if she was sheltered by growing up in the Octarian domes, I’m preeetty sure everyone wasn’t super kind and genuine to each other all the time. There’s no way Marina doesn’t know what being passive aggressive looks like. She’s not too uwu pure to tell that Shiver was insulting her. She’s just a genuine fan of Deep Cut and she ain’t about that petty insults stuff.
#devin speaks#splatoon#marina ida#this is very important to me and probably plenty of other people too#everyone in the comments being like awwww marina’s too pure to tell that shiver is insulting her#have yall forgotten how sarcastic she was to pearl during the news segments???#like yeah marina is genuine to just about everyone and she pretty much wears her heart on her sleeve#but she knows what sarcasm is. she does it with pearl in a playful manner all the time#she just wont do it with someone she doesnt have that kind of bond with#she said in the live performance that she knows the lyrics to every deep cut song so shes clearly a fan of them#she was being genuine with shiver even though shiver was being passive aggressive because she didnt want to insult them#people acting like marina is too sheltered to know certain things is kinda annoying#she didnt grow up in some noble family household separated from the rest of the world#she grew up in a society and went to school and met lots of other people#and sure they were sheltered from inkling society in a way that makes her naive of certain surface customs#but im sure she knows what an insult is lmao#plus even IF she didnt understand passive aggressive-ness shes been on the surface for like what. 7 years now?#im sure shes learned a lot by now
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Already having dreams about forgetting to answer a page, give fluids, etc.
#I assume this will continue for the rest of my lide#sometimes I’ll wake up with a vague sense of urgency and the feeling I’ve forgotten something#and then I remember I’m at home#residency#medblr#medicine#my content#my text posts#I’m kind of embarrassed by the my content tag#but unfortunately I started using it when I was a studyblr like 7 years ago#and there’s too much tagged this way for me to go back and redo it#so I’m going to continue tagging like an ✨influencer✨ lol
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while cap tends to banter with his villains and monologue about how he’ll defeat them with his “Wedgie Power!” kipper rarely talks during battle, if at all. if he does it’s usually incredibly stern and to the point, he has very little patience for most of the antagonists’ bullshit half the time and just wants to get it over with as soon as possible so he can go home and put some clothes on
#this’ll be important for part 2 but he isn’t a big fan of the way the news portrays him either#he’s called a “crazy naked guy” by the press and that bothers him a lot#‘that’s not even an accurate label!’#also apologies for the hiatus#I have at least 4 other important projects and endeavours I’ve been occupied with and TNCU kind of fell to the wayside as a result#rest assured I haven’t forgotten about it tho!! just busy#kipper krupp#the new captain underpants#captain underpants au#captain underpants
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Jeryk's specific type of trans-ness comes in the form of "tomboy who never 'grew out of it'"
#twine boys#his parents were like 'eh. it's not hurting anyone' and figured he'd grow out of it#didn't particularly mind when he didn't; they were used to having a son by that point#the rest of the town has genuinely just forgotten because he's been 'jeryk! a boy!' for damn near his whole life#magnus has absolutely forgotten by the time he comes back and probably hasn't remembered to this day#thaffe probably also routinely forgets despite a) living with him and b) seeing him in various states of undress#it kind of just all goes in the same box labeled 'jeryk' in thaffe's mind and doesn't even register anymore
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Contrary to most backstories where Roman carved his original mask from his father’s coffin, this Roman instead carved it from his mother’s. Mrs. Sionis despised him much more vehemently than her husband, who merely regarded their child with uninterested disdain at best and so Roman deliberately defiled her coffin out of spite, knowing she would have absolutely hated him using her wood for his face.
#💀 || headcanons#💀 || musings#Some comics say it was his father's coffin and other say it was his mother's#I liked the idea of Roman using his mother's coffin since he's petty like that#One of his ways of getting back at her from beyond the grave#Now he carries a piece of her wherever he goes kind of thing#Double shift went well today!#Tired af but I've got a couple of days off to rest up and finally knock out some drafts I've been saving up#Was going to save this post for Mother's Day but I would have forgotten by then#Me dumb#I just want to ramble about Roman being the bastard he is
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Sometimes you read a published book and you're like "Huh, I could write better than that, this is around my skill level, I could make this, I could make it better, in fact," and sometime you read a published book and you're like "I could never write this, I wasn't even aware people could write like this, I couldn't even tell you how much better this is than my own stuff because this level is clearly beyond what I can even comprehend, this story will stick with me for the rest of my life" and you won't know which book is which before you pick it up. How fun!
#Read a novel I was really excited for..... wasn't a big deal.#the pacing was too quick used too mush tell don't show and the phrasing was servisable. but standard#I also read a short story collection I picked at random cause I was bored#And my god. MY GOD. Every single story will stick with me for the rest of my life. the concepts. the descriptions. the emotions I felt!#That short story collection hooked its claws in my soul and molded it into something new. im not the same person I was before reading it#It was the kind of writing that makes you go 'Oh my god. I had forgotten reading could be this good'#The short story collection was Friday Black btw#And I won't tell you what the novel was because I don't like spreading hate
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Alright, I'm getting close to almost caught up. Gonna stop reading here, since this is the highest note we'll land on for... awhile
#I legit can't remember enough to be able to tell you the next break#This was when I binged the entire rest of the manga in like#A day or two#After reading for over a week before this#I was down BAD man#I remember feeling like it was kind of a slow build?#But upon rereading... NO. IT WASN'T.#IT'S CONSTANTLY PUNCHING YOU IN THE FACE#I HAD FORGOTTEN THE DETAILS IN ORDER TO PROTECT MYSELF#AND THEN I DO IT TO MYSELF AGAIN#SMH#Yadda yadda#Also it's WAY past my bedtime lmao
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An act of kindness I'll never forget - I was in elementary school, and both a classmate and I were reading the same book series. We were both bullied at recess, so we would stay inside and read in the library instead (with one or two other students). The elementary school librarian knew us both well, and she told us that she was buying a copy of the new book from the series for the library. She promised us both it would be ready for check out on release day.
My classmate and I talked for WEEKS about running to the library on lunch break (against the rules!) to get the book first. The day comes, we both tear out of the classroom and bolt for the library, and up to the desk.
Our librarian is there, waiting for us at the desk, smiling. We ask her who made it to the desk first (I think he did, honestly) - who gets to check out the book first, and who gets it second? We're out of breath, but she just laughs...
She pulls two copies of the book from underneath the desk.
#literally Ms. B you changed my life#no - saved my life#in so many different ways#I've done more than three years of grad school and I'm a working adult now#and your kindness and love have NEVER been forgotten#I know you're gone now... but hopefully the positive influence you made in my life and others lives on#in all of the ways you would have wanted it to#I hope other kids are still enjoying both copies of that book today <3#those few moments will be some of my most treasured memories for the rest of my life#realizing that someone KNEW me and LOVED me and CARED about me#invaluable
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Mom they're gentrifying disco elysium
#lmao#like everyone in the notes im like. how do you apply disco elysium’s narrative power to a story about… nothing?#disco elysium is a deeply political story set in an extremely allegorical world#every choice in the story/characters/worldbuilding/etc ultimately contributes to the depth of it. that’s WHY it has an impact#martinaise is not a generic grimy setting. it’s the forgotten ugly child in the corner of revachol#exploited for its commercial value in a city whose entire purpose for the rest of the world is to be exploited for its commercial value#if u dig for two seconds into the information you get to learn about revachol’s relationship with the rest of the world#and martinaise’s relationship with revachol#do you KNOW how much insane symbolic meaning you get out of that???#and that’s just one thing. the actual beauty of this game is that almost everything has something like that#there are symbols and parallels everywhere. the kinds of things that wouldn’t work if you took the politics out of it#it’s not a mistake that harry is white. it’s not a mistake that he can say racist & fascist things#it’s not a mistake that addiction is such a huge part of his story#if you replaced him with anything else the story would not be the same. it’s SUPPOSED to be uncomfortable#this goes for all of the other characters too. Joyce is a rich white woman on purpose. Kim is an Asian man on purpose. etc etc#this interconnectedness and intentionality is what makes disco elysium have the narrative power it does#you couldn’t make such an expansive story without first building a world w consistent internal logic#and with believable conflicts and forces fighting each other#you can’t make a game with this many choices without accepting that some people will want to make heinous choices#and accepting that giving them those options is a statement of itself in the game#a game about a young witch investigating the disappearance of a pet — not even a person. not even HER pet — isn’t the same#where is the emotional hook? where is the conflict? how many choices can you reasonably make over the course of that story?#and in a small village there’s so much less room for worldbuilding. disco elysium takes place in a small part of town but it’s for a reason#it’s bc martinaise is a microcosm for revachol and revachol is important. you need to understand it to understand the world#a small village in the alps sounds… disconnected. it isn’t the center of the world. it isn’t even a PIECE of the center of the world#unfortunately in order to write something as narratively interesting and strong as disco elysium you also need to understand what makes it#uh. good?#and we all know that what makes it good is the ick of it all
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Families in Gaza are starving because of Israel blocking resources from entering. The consequences of childhood starvation are severe and deadly, both immediately and long term. Malnutrition weakens your immune system and leaves you more vulnerable to infectious diseases, and makes it harder for your body to fight the illness, so the chance of severe illness from common illnesses is higher. Even completely treatable illnesses can kill you when you’re starving and don’t have access to medical care. This combined with lack of clean and safe drinking water is extremely dangerous, especially for the children. Malnutrition stunts your growth, affects your development and heightens risk of serious health problems for the rest of your life. Being underweight and suffering from malnutrition makes you cold more easily, and more vulnerable to hypothermia.
Can you imagine as a parent having to witness your child suffering like this? Fearing for your children’s lives from what would usually be a relatively minor illness? Hearing them cry from hunger because the occupation is starving them? This is every parents worst nightmare, but for Ahed this is reality.
Ahed has three beautiful young daughters under 10 years old. 9 year old Fatima “the closest to (Ahed’s) heart and my little one”, 6 year old Iman “the friendly, kind, and loving child who is loved by everyone” and little Nour, who is only one year old and has barely got to experience peace in her short life.
He campaigns every day to get attention for his campaign to feed them and keep them warm and hopefully evacuate when the border opens. We have the power to help Ahed and his little children survive this. Food prices in Gaza are extremely high and it’s difficult to even get water. Ahed and his family do not have adequate shelter from the cold. Donations can help him buy food and clothing and blankets for his children to keep them warm in the winter They’re already suffering so much from the sounds of bombs and repeated displacements, starvation and infectious diseases is another cruel consequence of the occupations genocide in Gaza.
I know he is scared and exhausted from asking for help for this, but he keeps going because his children are his whole world, and like any parent he would do anything to save them. This is his hope. I believe it’s our job, as the people who support and care about palestinians lives, to make sure the people who reach out for help know that the world hasn’t forgotten them. Please show Ahed that the compassionate people of the world will help him
they only have €7,153 raised out of the 40,000 goal. Anything you send will help a lot ❤️
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If we could we'd put this body in a time loop for a while. Weeks. Possibly months
The first couple days would probably be much needed rest. Followed by some hard thinking mixed with rest. So much has happened. I'm afraid of losing several people. I'm failing to give others attention. The rooms an absolute mess as is the kitchen. There's yet more people we'd love to get to know but life's a fuck and I'm generally avoiding trying to start new friendships while we desperately try to get ourselves sorted and muster whatever energy we can towards. ... too many things tbh.
We wish it wasn't too much to ask for just rest.
#vent#this antidepressant I'm on ain't great but it keeps me from wanting the kind of rest I'm trying to avoid wanting soooo#also realized we've actually forgotten HOW to rest so that's peachy..#capitalist hell is trying to medicate the symptoms so we can live long enough to not need to do that anymore#need a therapist
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not to be super morbid but like if you have family you're close to and they're older/sick get them to make a will of some sort. a physical and signed will. even if it's the most basic of things. if it's a subject you can broach ahead of time that's even better. i had to watch my mother sob uncontrollably yesterday bc we couldn't get my grandma's ashes. the man she was married to told us he just had to run to get them and then sent his brother as the fucking messenger to tell us he wouldn't give them to us. like we didn't even fucking want them all or anything aside from that. we got urns to split amongst my mom, him, my sister, and myself. 8 hours and 3 days. 8 hours of driving and three days of hoping we could finally be done with everything. for nothing. to leave empty handed. to be treated like my grandmother, her mother, was somehow less important to us. like her unexpected death didn't turn our world's upside down either. yeah we weren't there when she passed but we live 400 miles away and her heart literally fucking burst out of nowhere the morning before her birthday. shredded apart while she was on the operating table that same day. how the fuck are you supposed to predict that? like we wouldn't have wanted a chance to say a last goodbye and i love you? to be there for her final moments. i have never seethed with rage and sorrow like this before. the restraint i had to exercise yesterday was unbearable. i hope none of you ever experience this. like your relative is being held hostage from you. like your grief is treated less than or the relationship you had was.
#on top of that when i spoke to his mother she tried to tell both of us we didn't need to come down. for our FAMILY MEMBER'S death#she said she would pay for the cremation#not even offering in kindness#demanding and screaming like she was entitled to it#as if she had spent her whole life with her but on reality all she is was and will ever be is a manipulative and abusive piece of shit#bc the only thing either of them bring up and truly act with grief about#is the imaginary money they think she had#as if he wasn't there encouraging and contributing to her addiction problem#of which she had been clean of for some time#i have never wantes to see the light fade from a man's eyes more#and i will spend every day for the rest of his life hoping that all he gets to experience from now on is suffering#god fucking damnit#Falling Apart and Coming Together#the worst part is knowing my grandma would hate him for acting and behaving the way he did#he's dishonored her wishes and memory and i hope his next hit of whatever kills him in the most excruciating way#i hope his last moments are spent staring at the photos we collected and printed for him#knowing that she would be disgusted with who he is and what he's done#may his corpse lie unnoticed and rotting and forgotten#nothing but a pile of maggots and decay#and the only value he has is as fertilizer for the land
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