#the reason im into goth chicks
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1skittler1 · 10 months ago
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Melinda Clarke can sacrifice me any day (x)
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"why no women" good news! Five pebbles uses she/her pronouns, about as close we gonna get. Bad news. she's getting voted out lmao.
BUT to be entirely honest? I think its two reasons: 1. features in men that are unattractive can be twisted to be attractive in women, 2. there's a lot more 'bad' men in media than 'bad' women. Stereotypically, if a man is a villain, the media will have a lot of options- mastermind, persuasive, cunning, incel, horribly cruel, abusive, antihero, list goes on. Women villain? Welp sorry she uses the power of booba to win battles. Theres also the issue that some crimes committed by characters on this poll are seen as only commit-able by a man (and thus you will be hard pressed to find a woman doing them in media), but im not poking THAT hornets nest here.
Like lets give some examples. Grey Mann from tf2 is undebatably unsexy. The Adminsitrator is LITERALLY the same character but a woman (and maybe a little more unhinged), and yeah i know for a fact people would want her in some fashion. If the Onceler was a woman? She'd have a suit and do 'tch dawww look at those fuzzy animals losing their homes </3' and people would absolutely want her to step on them. She'd have those black heels that click evilly on the smooth tile on the ground and people would go nuts for her, what a girlboss. L as a woman? hot gamer goth chick, next. Harry? sexy women detective with drinking problems who gets suuuper drunk but looks flawless in her eyeliner. Im pretty sure theres like nine different shows hinging on that character's power of booba. Doof? That one chick from spiderverse but a little more wet rat flavored.
We could just stick a fucking tire inflator in some of these guys, pump it a few times to give them top surgery, and suddenly everyone would be going awooga at them despite 0 change. The only real unsexy woman i can think is Cruella, but im gonna be honest she is only restrained by the puppy murder. Pam from Stardew is pretty bad too from what ive heard though.
my two cents are that some fictional women are pretty but not hot / sexy. also some fictional women obviously just are none of the above like in this tourney. no i will not elaborate. yes i am right.
anyway win for 5p! i am not equipped to talk about genuine real sexism at 2 in the morning but these are all good points.
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sanriopinterest · 2 years ago
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(I did write this with a black reader in mind so ignore some descriptions if you want)
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The alarms sounded from outside, making it hard for me to go back to sleep. I grumbled and went back under my covers, (f/c) sheets now covering my vision. Just as I was drifting off to sleep the floor fell from under me. "Having a good mornin panty" Garterbelt asked.
"Y'know all I want out of life is to wake up next to some morning wood""Is there anything hard you won't refuse to jump on?" Stocking asked. "Oh stop it with the self righteous bullshit everyone's got a hobby" she answered. "Yeah thats true, I'll stick to my video games" I said waving my gameboy. "Don't you ever crave protein?""Don't you ever not?""Hey its good for you, ain't that right garter?" she asked." Shut up!" he yelled spreading spit everywhere.
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{Your outfit, if you want make it (f/c)}
"Hey girls"What is it Panty?" "You ready to roll?"
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"Bingo! Found him!" Panty yelled as she hit him with see through." And knock out" I said pointing to his now mangled body."A toilet and a plumber dude?" Stocking questioned standing next to sharing my face of unamusement. "Yeah that's him""Are you sure?" I asked. I mean the dude was K.O'ed on the floor. "That's the fucker we're looking for, isn't that right asshole?" she stated taking off her panties and turning it into a gun.
"Tell me, do you feel lucky punk? Well do ya? Do ya". "That might not be him" Stocking stated the obvious." This is kinda embarrassing.. " I mumbled. Panty shot him three times before finally realizing, "I don't think it's him". "Colour me shocked" Stocking replied. "Told ya hoe" I replied tired.
"Please stop hitting me ot really hurts, I haven't done anything" The man started complaining. "Fuck, your a hot piece of ass""You are preaching to the vag sister" the woman interupted. "When were you invited?" I asked."Hang on to these for me" Panty said handing her panties to me."Why is it soaked already?" I asked. While she was doing her 'hobby' me and stocking went back to the house and ate sweets.
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"Well he's feeling lucky now""He was literally a shitty plumber who hangs in dirty ass bathrooms everyday" I said tired of her rants. "So true, and my pipes are totally clean""But your underwear isn't" I said giving back her previous pair. "How long have you been waiting to use that joke?""Ugg it seems like forever. I couldn't not, know what I mean?". The next things that I heard were garterbelt yelling and panty talking about how good he was in bed. I played with my braids.They were my favorite color,(f/c). 'I am so ready to go to bed' I thought.
It needed some sleep but Panty was taking up the whole couch. Garterbelt soon gave up and let us eat dinner, curry. "Your curry is unreal garter" Stocking complimented after stuffing herself full. "That's cause its black baby, you won't ever go back" he laughed. "So what's up for dessert?! Im guessing chocolate! For no reason in particular". "Was that a racist joke I heard?" I asked her.
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" We got angels man! Panty, Stocking, and (y/n) your up!" Garterbelt boomed."Are you talking about that walking turdsicle over there?""That goth chick next to it who obviously has daddy issues""And the sluggish, braided, chocolate beauty next to them?" The officers asked." It's time for us to flush the toilet".
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{Your angel outfit, add hints of (f/c) somewhere}
{You know how this goes just add your self, you use your sleeves to make an bow and arrow).
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Panty shot a hole in the poo monsters head. Soon enough Stocking sliced the smelly thing and I delivered the final blow by shooting a heart shaped arrow into his skull. Everyone cheered for joy as poop fell down from above. "Gross~" I whined taking an umbrella from a nearby citzen. As poop rained down a single heaven coin fell from the sky. "Good angels you got a coin" Garterbelt said picking it up. "All that for just one" Panty stared. "Are you serious?" I asked looking at the coin covering stocking with the umbrella. "Yeah one closer so stop your bitch'n".
The giant bell wrung signalling its defeat. "Now keep your promise and go buy us those cakes, I need sweets stat""Yeah, yeah look I found a tasty treat for me to"panty said dragging along a boy. "It smells so bad" I gagged running to catch up. "You still have a punishment to face"Garterbelt said. "OOooh with bondage?""Now what would I get out of that?" he asked."Nasty" I mumbled.
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Yeah so wasn't much but we made it thx♡
- ℙ𝕒𝕟𝕚𝕔 🌊
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styxnbones · 1 year ago
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anyways who wants to hear abt the absolutely insane larp session i had last night where sev got offered scourge cause im still losing my mind over this
prepare for a wall of fucking text
copy pasted from discord bc im not typing this all out again so yall can live w the spelling mistakes its just spice to show how excited i was/am
night started like pretty normal- sev and some of their pseudo-coterie had a scene investigating what we thought was like some kind of shadow orb but which turned out to be just the worlds fattest black cormorant ghoul. like the thing was literally the size of a beachball and sev got some weird looks for saying they wanted to kick it or like stick it with a pin to see if it would fly around like a ballon bc thats the kind of out of pocket shit you say when you're at humanity 5. gangrel guy talked to it and found out it used to be a ghoul for the old nosferatu primogen that had been killed in an explosion that wiped out the whole council back in june, but it has since been re ghouled by another nosferatu. nothing else really interesting in the area so we all head back to elysium
when we get there all the primogen are consipculously absent along w the prince and they've been gone in some side room talking for like the whole first hour and a half of the game. very tense energy in the main area even though no one can really put a pin on a reason for it. sev talks w the resident giovanni, Ms King, finds out she's been having some problems hunting and is really low on blood. so he offers her the use of his herd over the next couple of weeks if she needs a top up and doesn't mind them being a bit dosed up since sev's herd is all junkies. she offers a major boon in return, but sev downgrades it to a minor bc they don't want people to think they're ripping her off and its only 1 dot anyways. its all off the books though, because the harpy had been given the Undesireable status by the keeper last game so he couldn't come to elysium.
a bit after that is when the shitstorm starts really brewing bc sev gets pulled aside by the scourge, marcus, who they're on pretty good terms with at this point, and told that shit is gonna hit the fan when the primogen come back and that they should keep their head down and if they catch any strays they should come to him. about ten minutes later the prince storms out of the meeting and sev catches him saying "well it's not my meeting anymore it's theirs."
they then go over to talk to lennox, the tremere elder they serve as a bodyguard to bc they owe their sire (and who is played by my friend who i got into this game w me), and they tell sev that they'd heard the malk and nos primogen talking about praxis before the meeting started, and also that they had used their influence w the media to see a draft of some of the news this week that indicated that, as sev had suspected, the ventrue who was bloodhunted and killed last week for breaking the masquerade by overfeeding a military base and spreading some sort of disease, was not in fact the guilty party because now the exact same thing is happening in a different area and one of the people who got sick remembers being attacked by a "goth chick" which is a pretty wide demographic but def does not match the ventrue who got got.
so sev goes back to his little pseudo-coterie (the like 6 other kindred in the city who aren't pillar clans) and shares the tea, everyone tries to joke around abt the situation and make bets on who's going to be the next prince. sev guesses it'll be either Mr Light, the malkavian primogen, since he's seemed like the most competent person on the council even if he's kind of in the dog house right now for the suspicious circumstances of "his" new childe's embrace and for bringing said childe around to elysium without them being released let along acknowledged, or it'll be Ambrose- one of the nosferatu elders (the oldest kindred in the city in fact) who was previously Seneschal and has been hoarding major boons from people (sev included, for being given a sizable chunk of nosferatu territory)
when the primogen council does finally emerge it turns out sev was partially right. Absinthe, the nosferatu primogen is the one to make the announcement that the council has made a vote of no confidence towards the prince, and with 5 out of 7 on board (the banu haquim abstained and the tremere was against it since the now-ex prince was tremere) they're able to expend their statuses as primogen and give them up to strip the prince of his authority as well, which subsequently immediately renders everyone who held a title in the court out of a job and everyone in the city unacknowledged so no one can use any innate status powers either.
literally not a second after the words leave absinthe's mouth ambrose stands up and declares praxis
unfortunately for him, ambrose is a bit of a black sheep and doesn't really have anyone who would actually back him up outside of being told to in order to fulfil a boon. absinthe points this out, and publically shames him for even trying to pull this shit since she's the only reason he's even been allowed to stay in the city. Absinthe then declares that actually She is going to be prince, and already has the support of all the other (now-ex) primogen who voted to remove the prince with her, and subsequently their clans. the previous prince, having known this was going to happen already, decides to make what their player would after the game call the "smart choice instead of the fun one" and speak up in support of absinthe as their successor.
ambrose and absinthe then escalate into a like. seriously personal shouting match in front of literally every one making it very clear that they have some serious history and this isnt the first time they've gone over this. Absinthe tells him to leave elysium to spare himself further embarassment and they will deal with him privately back in the warrens. ambrose then decides to use FUCKING DOMINATE and tell HER to leave instead. he fails. and literally everyone with awareness, like over half the room, makes a mass skill test against the st to see if they detect the failed use of a discipline.
also at this point id like to note that ambrose has been standing up on like a little stage in the back of the church where we play and there's like a little table and some chairs up there where sev and their coterie usually hang out and i'm still sitting there and only just realize that everyone else has left so i like awkwardly sneak down into the pews while the awareness test is happening since sev doesnt have that skill
anyways. one of the people who succeeds the awareness test is this banu haqim neonate who apparently has balls of steel because he decides to put an end to this by using quietus to drop silence over ambrose and give his new prince a chance to address the crowd instead of dealing with her unruly clanmate
absinthe again tells ambrose to get lost, this time much less politely, and he vanishes with obfuscate and a merit that makes it so no amount of auspex can detect him. presumably he has left elysium, though in reality he lingers around for a while longer. Prince Absinthe, unchallenged by anyone else, brings everything back to order, and says that clans should gather to decide if they're going to change their primogen, and than anyone who isn't a tremere and was acknowledged by the previous prince can come see her to be reacknowledged.
sev and their gaggle of misfits end up at the back of the line, as is their lot in life, but everyone except the giovanni (who wasn't technically acknowledged in the first place but officially permitted to remain in the city, and has the relationship easily re-esablished) is reacknowledged relatively painlessly.
in an unconventional move, the previous prince had allowed the one remaining loyal brujah of the city to speak as primogen for the collective non-pillars. there's some doubt between us, as we stand in line, as to whether absinthe is going to let this arrangement stand since he had attacked her in a frenzy at the last game when the ex-prince had burnt the body of the bloodhunted ventrue and the fire set him off.
thankfully, the new prince says that he can remain in his position if we, his constituants, still want him to, but that if we don't want him we're not getting anyone (understandable since the only other elder among us is an ex-sabbat gangrel who is a confirmed-but-forgiven diablerist) and we decide if it ain't broke don't fix it
after that sev finds out that, though they're technically still unacknowledged bc absinthe won't talk to the tremere yet, lennox had almost won primogen for the tremere. obviously, no one was going to accept the previous prince as primogen, and aside from len the only other elder is the regent who thinks that camarilla status is a joke and doesn't want any part in it. in the last administration, on the reccomendation of the regent as a sort of fuck you the primogen had been a neonate, and len thinks that if they'd had just a couple more weeks to win people over they'd have snatched the job from her easily. but unfotunately, she's actually been doing pretty well and len's only real bid was that they were the only elder willing and able. len does still end up as whip though.
also, because ambrose in unacknowledged, sev had lost the Favoured status he had given them (which is honestly for the better, being seen as ambrose's protege was not great for his image but he hadn't really been in a position to refuse at the time), and lennox gives sev their Favour to replace it
and then, speak of the fucking devil, ambrose reappears. he comes in through the doors to elysium beelining for sev. i never get to find out what he wanted me for though, since hot on his tail is the ex-prince who snipes him in the back with a force bolt. the malk primogen swiftly steps in and hits them both with a mind whammy that put them into a catatonic state. the st presiding over this then states that because the doors were open, passing mortals outside definatly saw ambrose get like telekinetically blasted back and then both him and the ex-prince have what looks like some kind of mental break down, and that since blood has now been shed on elysium grounds it is immediately deconsecrated. (edited)
mr light then orders a bunch of his clanmates to go out and clean up the breach with dominate, and absinthe comes back into the main room like Motherfuckers I Looked Away For Ten Minutes, and demands that those responsible speak up. both of them are still in a fugue though, so the tremere primogen answers for it, saying that she will take full responsiblility for her clanmate's actions, and absinthe pulls her and the scourge (who is also nosferatu) into a side room.
when ambrose and magna recover the keeper takes custody of them, and wolfram (the aforementioned diablerist gangrel elder) gives the ex-prince a Warned status on top of the Disgraced he instantly got for ruining elysium.
when absinthe is done meeting w the tremere and the scourge, she comes out to pronounce ambrose Disgraced as well, but says magna is going to simply suffer that natural consequences of his actions since violence on elysium grounds automatically makes you Disgraced for a year. she also announces that the previous ventrue primogen is going to be her seneschal, and the new ventrue that the clan has named to replace her, as well as that the previous harpy is now no longer undesireable and in fact is the new keeper of elysium, with his sub-harpy replacing him. and then she says that the nosferatu are currently undecided on their primogen.
which makes sense because absinthe used to primogen, but can't anymore because she's prince, and the only other elder is Ambrose which. yeah. so the next best choice is marcus, the scourge, because he's a prodigal ancilla which means he's socially an elder even though he isn't one by blood or age.
but then. some one would need to step in to his role a scourge. and just before the sts call it for the night bc we're already and hour and a half over the usual end time, marcus comes to sev and explains this whole situation and asks them if they would take the job should he nominate them and have the prince grant them the Exempt status (which would overrule the restriction they have from being an Unreliable clan that prevents them from holding any rank in the sect) and obviously i fucking say yes
so yeah. WILD FUCKING GAME
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monokerous · 5 months ago
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The Eleventh Fatui Harbinger’s Handler
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Fawn . 23 . they/them can be found @babiedear
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Currently based in Mondstadt, school teacher. While Fawn loves to refer to themselves as my babysitter they're ... a handler of sorts. They keep me in line and assure that I don't do anything ... I shouldn't.
They also look over a few others, Im feeling gracious so I’ll link them here should you wish to contact them.
@httpseishiro ; from what i gather he’s some video game obsessed nerd but fawn thinks he’s cute
@kavehmia ; a talented architect from sumeru, gullible and sweet. very easy toy with.
@isagiiyo ; a soccer freak who demands too much attention ugh and won’t put his feet away.
@mikasbun ; some goth chick that fawn is enamoured with for whoever reason.
Now, onto me.
Code name’s Tartaglia but you can call my Childe. .. Huh? My real name? That’s for me to know sweetheart but maybe if you get to know me … you can know it too. Twenty five, cancer, Fatui Harbinger, and protector of childhood dreams. It’s a pleasure to meet you.
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puff-mmd · 2 years ago
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Virtual Crush # 1
07/24/22
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ciro just opened up a whole new part of the story he's from wow
so at the start, ciro and kaisei got into a huge fight, and kaisei decided to leave to the human world to cool off.
so kaisei is wandering around aimlessly, when he comes across seijin who is agonizing over what he's going to do (he's on his way home from work, thinking about something naoko said that afternoon about some vtuber she thinks is cool and he felt jealous about it)
kaisei is intrigued by this pathetic little guy, and follows him to his apartment, where seijin decides he's going to follow miyuri's advice and just make his own vtuber. as he's designing him, kaisei decides it looks adorable and possesses seijin to add his own flare to the avatar.
when hes finally out of it, seijin is a little confused ("did i... make him look like that?")
and when kaisei starts talking, that's when seijin realizes something is up here. kaisei explains how he ended up there, and seijin is a little embarrassed (a demon liked my art enough to possess it??)
seijin tells kaisei the reason he created the vtuber in the first place, and kaisei decides he wants to help him use this to get closer to naoko.
and so they agree together on naming this new persona, kaisei.
im starting to think the 'kai' part came from the demons name now. sei obviously from seijin.
a week or two passes before ciro shows up and wrings kaisei out about having left him for so long ("why didnt you tell me where you fucked off to, you stupid dumb idiot!!! i was worried sick about you for nothing!!!!!")
i have this scene in my head of ciro sitting on top of kaisei clutching his jacket collar and yelling at him, kaisei trying to calm him down, when seijin opens the door to his apartment and finds them
seijin is just like "what the fuck is going on"
it's after and explanation when seijin is now irritated with kaisei because HOW is he supposed to help him with naoko when he can't even communicate properly in his OWN relationship??
"these things take time you know! how quickly do you expect this kaisei persona of ours to get popular?"
ciro is also agitated, what good comes from helping a stupid human in matchmaking?
there's also this other scene of kaisei taking ciro to the store where seijin works at to show him naoko
at first, ciro thinks seijin is crushing on miyuri ("it's gotta be that cute goth chick right? she seems like his type", "no, the one he's talking to at the counter.", "seriously? little miss braids and plain clothes?")
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rosemaryandarsenic · 2 years ago
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Battle of the Bands (pt.1)
pairing| Gareth Emerson x female reader
readersynopsis| Gareth and Y/N are a part of competing bands, but circumstances arise that pull them together instead of apart.
warnings|Cursing, mentions divorce, name calling, drug use, relationship issues, scary upside down things.
AN: Gareth and Y/N are both 18 in this, events of S4 happened but everyone made it. Eddie is on house arrest, Max is in a wheelchair and the Byers moved back into town. Not sure how far Im going to take the whole plot with the upside down, this story will mainly focus on Gareth's and Y/Ns experiences. This part doesnt talk alot about the Battle of the Bands but its coming!!
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The crisp winter air is beginning to lose its sting, fading into the spring as the snow melted in puddles around Hawkins. It’s March, and everyone is beginning to buzz with anticipation as the school year comes to an end. Graduation is just around the corner, along with the battle of the bands - the first of its kind in the small town. There are several bands set to play, among them, Corroded Coffin. Gareth’s excitement has been escalating every day, to the point where he’s been drumming on everything. It’s lunch time and he’s tapping  on his plastic tray in the line like his life depends on it when he feels a tap on his shoulder. 
“Can you maybe shut your fingers up and move along?” A girl, barely above shoulder height is staring up at him with an annoyed look. 
“Earth to the freak, I asked you a question.” She says again, a strand of hair falling over her eyes. 
“Sorry.” He stutters, moving forward, not realizing he’d been holding up the line. 
She’s pretty, big eyes graced with black eyeliner. A black T-shirt and ripped black jeans, spiked bracelets and a silver chain around her neck with a little skull dangling from it. It looks almost identical to his, which makes him blush. He’s trying not to stare as he escapes the hustle and wanders to the table where the rest of hellfire is seated. 
“I’m telling you, it’s going to be legendary.” Andy says, as Gareth slides into his seat next to Jeff. 
“You don���t think that we’ll get kicked out for it? I mean come on dude, the fact they’re even letting us play is insane,” Jeff mumbles, shoving cubed potatoes in his mouth as he talks. “The only reason they allowed us to compete is because Eddie graduated and that other metal band is playing. We’re already in deep shit after subbing our front man.” 
“What other metal band?” Gareth asks, looking confused.
“Are you serious man? I told you - its those chicks from marching band. The Screaming Minnies.” Andy sighs.
“The Screaming Meemies.” Jeff corrects him, shaking his head. “They signed up last week.”
Gareth tried to recall the name, unable to picture any girl in Hawkins starting a metal band, let alone a group of them. Except one - the girl in line, the new girl. 
“Wait - the one with that new girl, the goth looking one?” He raises an eyebrow. 
“That’s the one, its Y/N and two freshman I think.” Jeff finishes, sliding his plate to the side. Who would've fucking thought?
The day crawls on, Gareth watching the clock and losing himself to boredom as teachers went over assignments. He couldn't stop thinking about the band, or the face of the girl in line this afternoon. He’d seen her maybe twice when she’d started mid-term at Hawkins High, and he couldn't recall much about her. She seemed gloomy, always in darker clothes, which was unusual around here. He knew she was a senior like himself, but they didn’t have many classes together. Metal huh? In times like this, that was shocking. Since Eddie’s release from jail, and graduation, looking or acting remotely different put an enormous target on your back. The Satanic Panic, newspapers called it. Even the boys had stopped wearing their Hellfire shirts, opting for solid black clothes or grey hoodies. He hated it, with a burning passion. Gareth still refused to stop wearing his vest, opting instead for removing the buttons. In the privacy of his own home his walls were still plastered with band posters and D&D art, but it wasn’t the same. Expressing yourself shouldn’t be a crime, but they had to play it safe. After nearly losing Eddie, they all were scared of death themselves. It’s what had brought Dustin and Mike closer to Gareth this last year, especially Dustin. Gareth had spent all of summer wrapping his mind around the story Eddie had shared one night, the only time he’d ever opened up about his near death appearance. How Dustin had saved his life that night after he’d been attacked by bats - demo bats he’d called them. Jeff and Andy had never believed Eddie killed Chrissy, never asked questions, but they had stayed at home much longer before seeking Eddie out. No one blamed them. The whole thing was a mess. 
The bell brought Gareth back to reality, and he grabbed his books and pencil as he shuffled into the hall with the rest of the students, pulling his hood up as he shuffled to his locker. May could not come soon enough.
The beginning of April rolled in as the band practiced, doing homework together and sneaking to Eddie’s in the middle of the night. Mike was starting to get the hang on vocals, his voice a surprisingly good match for Eddie’s gravely tone. The two were a lot alike, which also helped, but Mike was distracted. His girlfriend, Jane (who he called El, despite being told to quit), proved to be a major hinderance to his ability to focus. They fought a lot, over god knows what, and Will (the newest addition to the group, who’d been welcomed with open arms) was constantly trying to repair the damage. Dustin spent most of his time on the phone with his girlfriend Suze, and Lucas was with Max, who was now happily harassing him from a wheelchair as he followed her around like a guard-dog. Jeff and Andy both had girlfriends as well, nice people who mostly avoided everyone. This left Eddie, Gareth and Will on their own at random hours, usually filled with slasher movies and bitching about Mike or the jocks at school. Will and Eddie were both excellent DM’s, so occasionally they’d loose themselves in campaign discussions. Tonight was one of those nights, and Gareth had excused himself early, driving back to his house with the windows down, Van Halen blaring. The country roads were nice this time of night, mostly undisturbed by the ravines that now tore through Hawkins. No one was ever out now, even though the curfew had lifted. It was peaceful, almost, only disturbed by the smokey haze that fell over the town even after months of clean up. 
He turned the music down as he drove into the city, and the suburbs, not wanting to disturb the quiet. Turning the corner, he nearly jumped out of his skin as he noticed a shadowy figure darting across the road. They were running, from something that he couldn't see, hood up with strands of hair flying. Only a moment after the figure had run past him, something large bounded after them on all fours. A dog maybe? It was huge, maybe the size of a person. The figure stumbled, clearly out of breath as the creature jolted towards them. Is that Y/N? Gareth honked, both the figure and the beast turning towards the sound. It was her, the girl from school. Her eyes widening at the car, she used the moment of distraction to run, this time towards his vehicle. He pulled to a stop as she practically flung herself through the open window on the passenger side. 
“DRIVE.” She screamed, as the creature swung towards them, now on its hind legs. Its head expanded into a flower shape, exposing rows of razor sharp teeth as it let out an unearthly howl. 
Gareth’s heart pounding, he slammed on the gas pedal, flying past whatever the fuck that thing was and down the road. It followed, bounding after them.
“WHAT IS THAT?” He screamed, careening around another corner too fast, sending a trash bin flying. 
“I DONT KNOW!” She screamed back, tears running down her face as she held on for dear life. The beast was beginning to fall behind as he sped towards the longest stretch of road he could find - a strip leading to the next town. They flew past street signs, thankfully no other cars in sight, towards the edge of Hawkins, the creature chasing them. He didn’t bother to look in the rear mirror until they flew past the Welcome to Hawkins sign, when Y/N yelled over the wind, “You lost him.”
He slowed to the speed limit, heart racing as he continued to drive, silence falling over them until the city lights started to surround them. They were thirty minutes out of Hawkins, in the neighboring city before he finally pulled over, panting still from the adrenaline. Y/N was also breathing heavy, her hood now down, exposing the smeared makeup on her face and the panic in her eyes. 
“What in the absolute fuck.” She kept mumbling under her breath, “WHAT THE FUCK.” 
Gareth was no better, hands still on the steering wheel, fingers white from clenching it so hard. He felt light headed, trying to rack his brain for a logical answer. There’s no fucking way - unless? He yanked the drivers door open and tumbled out, scanning the street for a payphone. He groaned, seeing nothing, and let himself lean on the car. His body felt like a rock underwater, groggy with shock. If that was one of the beasts that Dustin and Lucas had talked about, things were about to get nasty real quick. He gulped in air, trying to focus his thoughts as Y/N stumbled out of the car. 
“Gareth?” She walked around the back, coming towards him with her hands shaking. “Gareth, are you okay?” 
He nodded, still reaching for air. “We need to find a phone.”
She scanned the street, coming to the realization he had moments ago. “Maybe there’s one down the street?” She questioned, anxiously wringing her hands. When she’d moved here, she’d been resentful - Hawkins was boring. Nothing happened in small towns. But here she was, with the rival bands drummer in the middle of the night after being chased by something out of a nightmare. 
“I’m gonna check,” she said, walking hurriedly towards the next row of buildings. He followed her, pocketing his car keys as they both scanned the landscape for some indication of an open store or payphone. Barely a block away, a diner lit up the night, and they both ran towards it. Y/N swung the door open, florescent beams pooling out onto the pavement as she made her way to the counter.
“Can we use your phone?” She asked, the waitress on the other side of the counter looking disgruntled. She was about to refuse until she saw the tears on the girls face, and handed her the phone from behind the counter. Gareth stood next to her, waiting as she held the receiver, then turned to him. 
“W-who do we call?” She said. Neither of them had thought ahead. The police would laugh them away, ask why they were out so late anyways. 
He took the phone, dialing Eddie’s number. It rang a few times before he picked up, sounding sleepy. 
“Hello?”
“Eddie, listen -“
“Gareth? What the fuck man?”
“Eddie shut the fuck up and listen to me.”
Silence on the line. 
“Eddie?”
“Im fucking listening, why do you sound like you just saw a fucking ghost?”
“Long story, I…uh, I need a favor. I’m with someone in the next town-“
“What’re you-“
“We saw something man.”
“Something?” Eddie’s tone changed, serious now, wide awake. “Where exactly are you?”
“A diner. We lost it on the road out of town, dude, I’ve never seen-“
“Stop. Stay there.” Eddie sounded worried, scared even. “Someone will be there soon, just fucking stay there.” 
The line dropped, and Gareth felt his palms get sweaty. Shit. Y/N is staring at him, confused, as he puts the phone down. 
“We sit tight.” He says. She nods. She’s getting the feeling he knows something she doesn’t, and now is not the time to question it. 
They sat for what felt like hours, ordering coffee and not drinking it, both of them lost in thought about what they’d just seen. Eventually, Gareth took a sip of the now lukewarm drink in his hands and sighed, looking up at her. 
He cleared his throat, sticking out his hand. “Gareth Emerson.” He said, and she laughed a little, making him turn pink. 
“I know.” She smiled. “Y/N Y/L/N.” She said, taking his hand. His palms were still sweaty, as were hers, but the touch felt oddly calming. 
“I, uh, I’ve seen you at school.” She mutters, sipping her own coffee and grimacing at the bitter taste. “You're in Corroded Coffin, right?”
“Mhhm.” He hums, taking another drink. “Your in the Screaming Meemies?” 
She nods, shaking her head. “I hate that stupid name, but yeah. I’m the guitarist.”
He smiles, hands wrapped around his mug. “Drummer.”
Gareth is wracking his brain for something to say, but nothing comes. He’s never been the greatest with small talk, even in emergencies. It seemed silly to be talking about normal things after what they’d just seen. 
“So…you moved here mid-semester right?” He asks.
She nods, “From Nebraska actually.”
His eyebrows crinkled together, “Nebraska?”
“It’s not so bad,” she chuckled, “all my family is - was - there.”
He nods, seeming to note the way she corrected herself, but not saying anything. 
“My dad found a better job here in Hawkins,” she continues, “so we moved up during the holidays.”
“Seems like you're handling it okay,” he says, looking at his hands. “I’m sorry though. Moving sucks.”
“Have you moved a lot?”
“Not recently. Not since my parents got divorced.” He says, looking back at her face now. “They split when I was twelve.”
She nods. “You go with your mom or dad?”
“Mom.” He smiles. “My dads a piece of shit.”
She smiles back this time, laughing under her breath. “My mom is shitty too.” She nods, taking another sip of coffee. “At least we get one, right?”
He nods, understanding. “Yeah. At least we get one.”
They sit in silence for awhile longer, till the door of the diner swings open again. Will and his brother, Jonathan, stumble in - Nancy wheeler in tow. 
“Jesus Christ!” Nancy says as they walk towards you, taking in both of your frazzled appearances. Gareth doesn’t know Nancy well, hardly at all in fact, but he’s heard Eddie’s stories. She’s a powerhouse. Jonathan…well Jonathan’s awkward. He’s quiet, but he’s fun, especially when he smokes. Always carries his camera around with him. 
The drive back to Hawkins is stressful, Nancy following as Jonathan drove Gareth’s car back with everyone else in it. Will gave them the third degree, wanting every detail about the encounter. Gareth told his part in less than a minute, honestly embarrassed at the realization that he’d barely seen the creature and nearly shit his pants. Y/N’s part took longer, and she told it curled up in the backseat beside him.
“I was walking home from band practice, and decided to take this short cut through the woods.”
“The woods at night?” Jonathan piped up, and Will shushed him.
“Yeah. I grew up near something similar so I didn’t think about it,” she shrugs. “Anyways, I was almost to my part of town when I heard something behind me so I hid. I couldn't see anything behind me so I figured I was imagining it, yknow? But every time I started moving it felt like something was there. It freaked me out, and I was only a few blocks away at this point so I decided to run for it. My dad’s out of town, but we have a gun in the kitchen. I planned to get inside and call the cops, arm myself. The problem is when I start running for it I hear it again, and I feel something slippery. It’s like this vine appeared out of nowhere and gets all twisted around my foot. It knocks me off my feet and I….” She trails off. 
Will nods, giving her a reassuring look. 
“We’ve heard some weird shit, its okay.” Jonathan says. 
“It felt like it was pulling me,” she shivers, “like the vine was alive and slimy and….” She stops again. “It dragged me towards this tree, and I swear I saw the trunk open up, like this hole with ooze pouring out of it is ready to swallow me. So I start kicking and screaming. I must’ve gotten free because I felt it fall back, and I just start running again. I don’t know where I am or where I’m headed, I’m just trying to get the fuck away from whatever that is.” She pales as she talks, gripping at the sleeves of her hoodie. Gareth leans in, letting her scoot closer to him for comfort.
“I get out of the woods and the sound is back, like somethings behind me so I just keep running. I heard its feet on the pavement, they made squelching sounds.” She shivers. “That’s when I saw Gareth’s car.”
Jonathan and Will give each other a look, silently conversing as the car goes quiet. 
“How big was this thing?” Will asks quietly, shifting in his seat. 
“Probably twice the size of Great Dane.” She says, staring out the window. Gareth puts a hand on her leg, attempting to comfort her and hoping it's not too much. He can’t imagine how scared she must’ve been, seeing that. She has the same look that he see’s on Eddie and Lucas’s faces sometimes. When they think no one is looking and the shadow falls across their eyes. 
“Whatever it is, it's gone now.” Jonathan says, confidence in his voice as they pull into town. “I suggest we go home and re-convene in the morning to decide how to proceed.”
Y/N nods, her shoulders finally falling as she sighs. It had been a long night. She quietly gave him directions to her house, and they dropped her there, watching to make sure she made it inside. The kitchen lights were on, and Gareth let out his own sigh of relief as he saw her lock the front door and walk away, presumably to her own room. He’s not sure why he’s so attached to this girl, he barely knows her, but after tonight he feels responsible. 
Will turns in his seat, and gives him a look. “Demo-dogs function on a hive mind. It’s not gone but it’s probably moved on to hunt something else.” He says quietly. 
“You saved her life.” Jonathan says, not turning. “And yours. We’ll figure out the rest.”
—-
Gareth slept badly, which came as no surprise. Too much was happening, between school and the events of the evening. Two emotions settled over him, the first - dread. Every sound in the night made him jump. He couldn’t get out the image of the demo-dog rising on its hind legs. The second was…more complex. It felt like something had changed in him tonight. Next to the mental picture of the creature, there was the face of a girl. Y/N, to be exact. She’d been wild, terrified obviously, but she’d held her wits about her.  He couldn’t drop the memory of her leaning into his touch in the back seat. He chided himself, it was probably the shock of things. It had nothing to do with him. And yet, the thought stayed. He groaned, finally giving up on sleep entirely when the clock hit 4 am. Whatever the fuck had happened wouldn’t change the fact that he had one month left of classes before freedom. They’d deal with it. Until then, he had the band.
—-
Y/n lay in her bed, eyes blankly staring at the ceiling as she tried to rest. Her heart was still pounding, an anxious feeling in her stomach. Fear mixed with an unease, much more unsettling than fear alone. Closing her eyes she pictures Gareth's hand on her thigh again, the warmth radiating off of him, the gentle reassurance grounding her. She watched him from the moment she started at school, noticing his curly hair and dimples tucked away in some of her classes. At lunch, she’d sit opposite to him so she could watch him talk amongst his friends. He never seemed to say much, but his face showed every emotion like a book. It was captivating to her, and she kept it buried deep inside. Senior year was not the time to get attached, she’d be gone soon anyways, to start a real band and get the fuck out of this town. Except now her stomach only filled with dread at the thought of him being gone. He had seen it, most of it, he knew. It seemed like the Byers understood, but how many of them would truly be able to do anything? She climbed out of bed and shuffled to her closet, where her guitar sat leaning against the wall. It soothes her, the feeling of the strings against her fingers. The guitar hums with sound, vibrating against her chest like a hug. She thinks again of Gareth's face, his hazel eyes, the curls around his forehead and the chain around his neck. His hands. Come what may, he’d saved her life, and here she was. The rest could wait till the morning. 
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xthrowmeintrafficx · 4 years ago
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A few of my fav childhood tv shows w edgy or goth looking characters bc it seems its all i used to watch
Blaise le blasé (Fred’s Head for the englishers)
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One of my favourites EVER. It was a hilarious relatable show (for teen me bc child me didn’t always understand wtf was going on). Definitely recommend (if you speak french watch it in french its wayyy better).
Mona the Vampire
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Every now and then i have a sudden nostalgia crisis and i watch an episode of Mona or Ruby Gloom (coming up). I keep forgetting this show exists until i need it LMAO but its really good and i remember reading the books too.
Ruby Gloom
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My favourite cartoon show EVER since like forever. I cant remember much of my childhood but i remember watching Ruby Gloom regularly mostly alone, sometimes with my older sister. Misery is my favourite i love her so much, shes such a mess and i relate with her on a spiritual level.
Edgar & Ellen
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Okay, this show i didn’t remember until i saw a picture of it while looking up other shows and OMG IT WAS AMAZING HOW COULD I HAVE FORGOTTEN ABOUT IT
The Grim Adventures of Billy & Mandy
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Billy and Mandy, a classic, what else is there to say other than *chefs kiss*
Scooby Doo and the Ghoul School
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My favourite Scooby Doo movie, i watched it a million times. I use to do the “i’m her!!!!” thing with my sisters and i was the tall skinny legend ghost chick and i STILL want to be her
Code Lyoko
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Okay if you were a french or french canadian kid you FOR SURE know about this show. I started rewatching it recently and that shit is EPIC?!?! I truly never appreciated it enough but i can tell you the theme song was, is and always will be a BOP. Im not sure if it counts as an edgy looking show in general but my favourite character was Odd so i guess that counts for something (it also explains my neko love)
Emily the Strange (book series)
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I genuinely didnt know that so many people liked these books until like a week ago. When i was reading these books i didnt know anybody that even knew of them so i was my own fandom LMAO. I was OBSESSED with these books, i wanted to live like Emily (sleep the day, adventures at night) and i learned how to draw her and her cats
Ghostgirl (book series)
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I read those when i was in my first year of secondary school and i l o v e d it. But ever since then i have an actual fear of choking on small stuff (the main character died chocking on a gummy bear) and its probably the reason why i cant swallow pills, now that i think about it. Theyre amazing books but its probably for like 12-14 years olds so dont expect a horror book
Honourable mention: The Hex Girls
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I just could not n o t talk about the hex girls, even if they dont have their “own” show theyre still SO UUGHHH. Ive seen every movie/show where they made an appearance (no matter how small) and i know all of their songs and i just love them so much like omg please someone let me be an eco goth wicca vampire-wannabe rock band member with them!!!
Okay that’s all folks! I recommend watching/reading some of these if you’re interested because theyre really amazing and shaped me into the human i am today! (Not saying im a good human but i sure am interesting! XD)
Love yall, stay safe and enjoy!🖤
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pikaflute · 3 years ago
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tell me more about ur mtl oc pwease
i have three so prepare for hell
charles (#1124) : this is just me :( i'm charles' literally gay ass secretary who gets to follow him around. i think he teases me as a joke but i think its' flirting. it might be. he also hugs me and kisses me and he loves me the most so THERE. i selfship with charles in a wlw way you guys need to understand he's my meow meow. anyway this "oc" is just a self insert so i can have an excuse to touch charles' ass while playing solitaire (im supposed to be using excel). look at these images too thank you
dani: groupie for nathan <3 i think he deserves head from a goth chick who isn't trying to kill him <3 anyway dani is just crazy stupid, she likes to have fun and party a lot. she also is a huuuuge nathan explosion fan. who isn't really. i think she speaks in like lol random talk too. think XD lolz. that's here. she also likes ripping her clothes up. makes her seem more brutal. also she still has a myspace account. she refuses to come out of 2008 thank you very much!
#1022: my new guy. my manthing. may or may not look like a certain man. i'll never tell. he's in the department where they just kinda kill and assassinate people. look dethklok's got a lot of enemies and charles can't take care them all himself. he's a busy man! anyway #1022 does that, he also has to clean like a lot of blood and boy does that get messy. gets in his hair too :(. he also does not like anyone, dethklok or his boss, he literally only got this job because the dental plan was pretty sweet. for that reason: he's not much of a talker except when he's telling someone to jump off a bridge. he doesn't even like metal, hes more of a hard rock kinda guy. he also likes knives. also that scar on his eye wasn't from anything cool fighting for dethklok, he just busted ass onto a rock. it was very funny. anyway, i don't use him to ship, i use him to cause problems.
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dipplie · 4 years ago
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Temporary list of my stories and OC’s until one day I make a comprehensive and well made list:
Blinded:
Polli: My oldest OC and fun fact was my persona till she become edgy and I wasn’t 12 anymore. Everyone’s favorite yes yes I’m aware. Yellow, energetic, eats dirt and bugs, I can’t tell if she’s evil because of a wisp possession or just crazy. Breaks the 4th wall. Is she a Mary Sue???????? Who knows.
Melody: NOT Polli’s girlfriend despite Polli’s delousions. Has an abusive mom :(. Only has one eye and then no eyes and then robot eyes or smthn idk she becomes a badass when she gets older. But otherwise trembling in her shoes all the time.
Melodys Mom/Sharren: Bitch. Okay well all I’ll say is she’s old and grumpy and probably smells bad.
Louise: Total hotty, rich kid, FtM, got bullied as a kid for his weight. Had a squad of fans basically in high school. Lived with his mom after his parents got a divorce but his mom was semi abusive, projected her femininity onto him, and wouldn’t have been supportive of his transition, so between middle and high school he went to live with his dad and got his sex change and testosterone. His best friend in elementary and middle school stopped talking to him after his transition, and became his competition for the most attractive and sought after boy in school (except Louise is a sweetheart while his friend Tommy is a dick and really gross) His dad runs a company that specializes in technology, and after meeting and falling in love with Melody (even after all her abusive trauma and losing both her eyes) he has his dad and some of the developers create a way to get her vision back and I mean honestly I love him how could you not love him he’s so perfect.
Watching:
Fick: Big nerd boy with thick glasses. I feel like he’d use Reddit but don’t quote me on that. Big crush on Vivinya. Boy don’t wander into the woods- oh look dead body with a curse on it don’t touch it- aaaand now he has a wisp that makes him kill people, way to go kid. Panic attack central.
Vivinya: True crime girl, yucky yucky. Probably had a knife collection. “uwu I’m insane” except she actually is and starts using Fick to kill people for her and treats him like her “Yandere boyfriend” or something cringe and gross oh god. She deserves jail. JAIL. Needs to learn guys need to give consent too. Just overall sucks 1/10.
Tommy: I mentioned him early to be Louises ex best friend and rival. He used to have a crush on Louise actually but that don’t excuse being a BITCH!!!! Also needs to learn people gotta give consent he is just as gross as Vivinya. Cheats on all the girls he gets with because he’s again, a bitch. Idk if he deserved to get murdered though I mean he was still a teenager but it’s fine. Thinks of the song Seventeen from Heathers actually this story does feel a tad reminiscent of heathers with vivinya being a crazy and wanting to off a bunch of students. Huh.
Suzannie: Tommy’s older sister who’s a detective. What a coincidence. Monotone and depressed. Probably because her little brother got murdered. Gets real awkward when she’s talking about her brothers murder(s) to Fick and Vivinya like “when I find who did this to him they’ll regret being born”. Kind of really pretty actually.
Adolescents (there isn’t actually a story here yet but don’t worry about it shhhh):
Nelson: HIMBO HIMBO H- Jock stupid idiot big dork god he’s so awkward and his main personality trait is having a crush on Naomi and being a dork when talking to her. Probably could benchpress you.
Naomi: Gamer or something and a nerd geek. Her main personality trait is having a crush on Nelson and also being a dork when talking to him. Probably a weeb and fandom dweller. Can’t draw but she commissions artists to draw. She does write copious amounts of fanfiction though.
Andrés: Ohhh the school bad boy babyyyy. Baseball bat with nails in it or something. There’s like... A thing between him in Charlotte and he wants to be a thing but she’s being difficult and makes it hard to talk to her or about her and ugh.
Charlotte: Princess, high school princess. She’s actually pretty nice when you get to know her- but she’s a diva. Ballerina after school. Best friends with Naomi and doesn’t know what she’s talking about when she mentions ships or OTPs but she listens anyways because she’s a good friend. There’s like... A thing between her and Andrés but she doesn’t know if she’s super into him but geez he’s really hot but she gets such mixed responses when she asks her friends about it and what if it doesn’t work outttt.
Marlon: They/Them but they’re okay with either pronouns they aren’t sure yet, he or she is okay... Box boy box boy. Autism... He doesn’t want to admit He’s attracted to men but he’s totally attracted to men. He lives alone which is probably illegal for his age but somehow he manages. Everyone thinks he’s “the quiet kid” and he’s really sad about it no don’t make jokes like that please guys ahh-
Sing for Me:
Kat: The color pink, addahadda(adhd), angry and loud and short. For being only like 10 and being an adorable little lesbian dressing in sparkly pink dresses she actually likes screaming a lot and would totally sing heavy metal if her producers let her. Loud and mad but gets so soft around her girlfriend. “If anything happens to Brie I’m killing everyone in this room and then myself”.
Brie: French... Birds and stuff. Loves her girlfriend even though she is so loud. So fast. So much. Likes to write pretty things. Is only like an inch taller than Kat. Filled with so much love for everything.
Elliot: The girls manager. Lots of coffee. Stressed out of his MIND please help this man. Probably gay. Seems like a smug dick but he is just a tall and lanky dork that loves puppies and wants nothing more than for Kat and Brie to be happy. Accidentally brands them as sisters and then Kat kisses Brie and- oh fuck oh shit oh no what has he done. Hides the fan and non fan responses from them. Poor guy.
Horror Hosts:
Ichabod: Hot demon who’s the son of the current ruler of hell or something. I mean he’s hot, smart, and royalty, what more do you want. I very specifically hear the dub voice of Kyoya Ootori from OHHC as his voice don’t @ me. Goat legs????? Yeah??? Don’t be rude.
Barnabie: Ohhhhhhhhh big orc teddy bear I’m crying I love him????? He puts up a more confident ploy and the given stereotypical personality orcs supposedly have but he’s just a shy boy that wants to give girls flowers and call boys pretty. Help him.
Garrison: Gary Burger. Fat hairy gay man. I mean werewolf. Wouldn’t it be funny if I made the whole werewolf thing backwards and made him transform into a HUMAN only on the full moon??? Party animal, pun absolutely intended. LOUD AND FUNNY he’s a dork. Bites. Horny on main Garrison please you’re supposed pamper and flirt with the guests but not quite that much.
Vincenzo: Token Vampire but he’s Italian because I felt like it. Talk and lanky of course. Bitch face. Blood coffee? Yeah lots of coffee. Tired. Let him sleep in Ichabod. Steps on people. Can summon and reanimate corpses but has a bitter attitude towards them because they get annoyed with him as much as he gets annoyed with- everyone else. He does have a soft spot but idk where it is. When he’s talking to guests he’s more suave and sexy though.
Kai: Genderfluid haha get it because slime fluid-... I’ll stop. Probably objectively the hottest because they can look anyway they want and shift their vocals to sound like almost anything, also probably objectively the best in bed (if you’re okay with the texture of Jell-o) and honestly come on save some for the rest of us it’s not fair. This boy can SING oh my god seranade me and whisper in my ear baby. Spunky and sassy.
Hallvor: BABY OCTOPOD BOY OHHHHH I LOVE HIM HE’S SO SWEET AND IS AN ANGEL DARLING BOY SO EMBARRASSED SO SHY SOFTEST VOICE OHHH- ohhh nooo he’s got a knife ohhhhh Hallvor baby don’t be like that ohhhh... Used to work in hentai actually (I wonder why) but quit because of immoral practices and good for him we love that. Okay he’s not actually a yandere or whatever but he DEFINITELY wants to squeeze you a little too hard and has those crazy eyes.
Carla: Main character of this OHHC monster clone. She sucks I don’t like her because listen listen she kills monsters as a living and when she tries to kill our boys here, Ichabod catches her and goes “no” but then the rest (not knowing her murderous intent) fall in love with her and Ichabod is like: “shoot well I’ll keep you alive and around but I’m watching you” and blah blah romance and feelings and character development and wow she seems like she’s grown to care about them... So Ichabod removes a curse he put to prevent her from harming them or leaving... AND THEN SHE STABS THEM ALL IN THE BACK IM CRYING. I mean she might have an extra reason for needing to kill them but I haven’t decided if I want to actually put it in the story yet so.
Fingertips:
Maria/Marianna: Was this goth angry chick and the head of these losers but after a failed heist, fire, and being betrayed and dropped from a window on a 3rd or 4th story down into flames, and going to the hospital and changing her name, she changed totally and become a soft pretty girl... And then the next three boys went “HEY BOSS WE FOUND YOU” and she went “oh no” and now she’s just an anxious wreck like “no no no no no I don’t shoot people in the face anymore no no no no no” And has a fear of hands. Also was Diamontés best friend in primary school and yes all these characters went to the K-12 school all the other characters do/did. Pretty voice. The story is mostly about her being anxious around all the other characters because who was it that betrayed her and dropped her into the flames below? Find out next week on th-
Nikki: He’s that character that you see and immediately go “oh he’s gross and is angry and is a bitch” and you’re right he is and has a cockney accent and screams a lot and probably swings a knife around a lot, but he’s got a sweet interior (somewhere in there... somewhere) Screamo heavy metal. Him and the rest of these character briefly talked about having a band and then they didn’t and then at the end of the story they do and although he plays guitar mostly, if he does do lead vocals he screams a lot. Bitch.
Anthony: Pretty boy but like the “was in the army” pretty boy vibe. Probably played football in highschool. Pyromaniac. Punches Nikki a lot. Almost gives himbo vibes sometimes, almost. Kind of likes the old timey cozy aesthetic. Plays the piano sometimes but “oh I’m not very good at it” Plays extremely well
Diamonté: TALL. Purple goth boy aesthetic hellll yeahhhh. CRAZY EYES AND THEY SPEAK VOLUMES WATCH OUT. Drums. The scary kind of quiet because he just smiles at you. Crowbar. Okay but he’s actually really sweet though. Secretly loves watching Anthony and Nikki get into fights so that’s why he rarely puts a stop to it. I think he’s a sadist. Can be a gentle giant, but can also be a not so gentle giant. The only time he’s really talkative is after copious amounts of booze.
Unnamed/Undesigned 1: Literally a pimp and he’s pretty gross. Blonde hair and pink and white clothes.
Unnamed/Undesigned 2: Chick that likes to throw knives and be angry and threatens Marianna a lot but in a quiet and monotone way, Marianna is pretty scared and hopes that these are just shallow threats uhhhhh.
Unnamed/Undesigned 3: Sells guns (without a lisence of course) and wears a bandana over his face a lot. Tired. Grumpy.
Unnamed/Undesigned 4: Like Marianna, was cold hearted and cool but then got caught in the fire and got all soft. He only has one eyes but how sweet his eyepatch is a heart. Recoved along side Marianna and they are good friends good friends tha- wait Marianna are you going back with them oh god you can’t do that oh dear oh no oh-
(I don’t have a story or name for these two but they’re my comfort ship OC’s and my current hyper fixaction right now):
Rodriquéz: I literally designed him with almost all the traits I find attractive in a guy other than freckles so as you can imagine I find him super HOT. I also designed his personality on what I find attractive from a guy so as you can imagine I find him super GREAT. But anyways he’s grumpy and closed off and monotone and smug. I really could go on for hours about how I want him to step on me I’m so sorry guys. Both him and Samantha give the “21 and having immature fun” vibes. They’re a thing but they like going to bars together and splitting off and doing their own thing (or doing someone else’s thing if you get what I mean haHhahHhahGahGhaha-) But so help them if anyone doesn’t oblige by the “no” from one of these two, someone’s gonna get beat up.
Samantha: (She literally just my personality shhhhh don’t tell anyone it’s a secret) Bubbly, energetic, a little shy by extroverted, bombshell blonde or something? It took me way too much time and effort to design her but I’m really happy with how I finally designed her, I love her outfit. She could kick me in the face and I’d say thank you. Girly drinks at the bar. Got that trauma and anxiety™️ secretly though. Skips and jumps a lot. As I’m typing this I keep looking up at the drawing of her and more and more I would want her to also step on me.
(Space Story I don’t have a nice title for):
Unnamed/Undesigned 1: So... Funny story this story originally was with me and uh... My ex I guess... So I gotta replace the MC’s... Whoops ahaha... Awkward. But anyways the MC is a robot and a girl and is a slight tsundere or smthn.
Unamed/Undesigned 2: Has a space ship, works for this organization in space that protects the galaxy. Is cocky, lazy, sly, oblivious, and an idiot. The love interest- obviously. Probably accidentally committing space crimes. (Like space pirating hAHAHA-) Kind of cool when he wants to be.
Dandelion/Dandy: CAT. WITH A JET PACK. Kind of an asshole. Fun fact used to be Polli’s cat but then when the Second MC crash landed on earth she was like “fuck this noise I’m going with space boy laterz” (okay she can’t talk but she thought it).
Zizii: Lesbian alien? Yeah???? Okay but I mean her main character trait is being a dorky back alley doctor and engineer obsessed with the MC because they’re a sentient robot with emotions and a lazer arm and rocket boots WOW!!!!!!!!
Story I want to revive:
So I had a story I started writing a long time ago about this tech theatre kid that had a crush on this other theatre kid character, but in a play that other character has to kiss another person for the show, and as the story progresses the MC convinces themselves that it isn’t just a play and that their crush actually loves and is kissing that other kid. And in the play, that other character is supposed to die. Show night comes along and they die, but like actually, and by the hands of the MC (Idk maybe like a light falls on em or smthn). So it’s a grotesque scene the audience sees as just an act. (Mutters I dunno I think my idea’s cool...) So I’ve been wanting to design these characters and work more on the story but I’m busy being obsessed with Rodriquez and Samantha so. (And the Horror Host Club too I love them too still).
Other Characters that either don’t have a specific story or are kind of like background characters:
Jacqueiliquinne Merril: Sara Berry vibes from 35mm (go look up The Ballad of Sara Berry, maybe like an animatic idk the first one that comes up is nice) But otherwise rich, pretty, popular, bitch. Tries to like, steal Louise from his squad and it’s like bro that’s unnecessary who hurt you that’s so rude. She gives Nui from Kill La Kill Vibes too. Oh she knows her name is long and annoying but you have to say the whole thing.
Brianna: Jaqueiliquinne’s sister. Big titty goth gf??? She’s pretty popular too and kind of a bitch too but to a much lesser degree. Her and he sister throw hands a lot when no one is around, you know, “THEY GIRLS ARE FIGHTINNGGGG”.
The Louise Fan Club: 4 characters I haven’t named yet. One writes fanfiction of Louise and shares it with the others and with him sometimes and although he thinks it’s a bit weird he also finds it a tad endearing and supports her. One is an aspiring photographer and is constantly asking Louise to model for him. One is an artist and draws Louise all the time. And one is an aspiring musician who writes songs based of Louise’s relationships which again he finds a little weird but endearing and supports her.
The Jacquiliquinne Merril Fan Club: Genderbent-ish (I say ish because one of the characters is a little bit less defined gender wise) versions of the Louise Fan Club. Yes I’m lazy, and no they don’t get along with them, infact they hate each others club with a passion. 
Unnamed/Undesigned: I wanna make some hacker kid just because I wanna have one.
Unnamed/Undesigned: I also really wanna have a super cutesy magical girl and then a really super duper generic boring character probably like star vs the forces of evil idk I never watched that show but it looks cute.
Me: I exist in the universe fukc you I can do what I want it’s my story and I get to chose the who also if you wanna be in the mess of a universe go ahead draw yourself with my OC’s I allow and encourage and appreciate it. I literally made the Horror Host Club as a sort of Harem story and you are absolutely allowed to make out with them if you’re a monster fucker DO it GO ahead it’s canon.
and that is ALL I have FOR now Knowing me I’ll make like 12 more characters by July, and I mean I need more characters for the high school anyways so...
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azuwulastan · 4 years ago
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mai for the ask game?
Why I like them
she’s got a good sense of humour - so deadpan, and she’s almost dramatic in how dreary she finds everything. i like how mean she is like she’s a spoilt brat
she’s one of the bravest characters imo - how many times does she defy azula? and then is gonna fight to the death over it? i just wish we knew more about her. like is it arrogance? does she finally just wake up? is it love? i always want more from mai! not fair!
i also think she’s very miserable and depressed and i dont know what she needs but she’s not getting it at any point in the show
i like that she and ty lee seem to have a good relationship, but i get the feeling mai might feel like ty lee is azula’s and so she holds her at a distance. i also think its very funny how they take shots at each other during the beach- mai doesnt say it in a particularly cruel way but it obviously gets a reaction
also i had a big crush on her when bk 2 first came out! i think it was her husky voice...
Why I don’t
i guess bc she is so reserved it is hard to get into her head. so i don’t not like her, there is just less material to work with when engaging with her character. especially when in bk 3 her actions are centered around zuko, but i dont find their relationship particularly compelling. it fits into the story but it doesn’t make me feel very much (except that goth portrait of them)? like, she’s so repressed and he’s so angry and confused they make a very unsatisfied couple, even if it has nothhing to do with each other.
also.. she would treat workers like shit lol
Favorite episode (scene if movie)
boiling rock for sure
Favorite season/movie
bk 2 - we get to see her taunting enemies and the focus is more on her and the dangerous ladies rather than her man
Favorite line
when she laughs at the dai li guy peeing his pants in fear. also - i love him more than i fear you - way to twist the knife! brutal but justified
Favorite outfit
she is always the epitome of style and grace so ..
OTP
i dont think i have an otp for her. maiko fits easily w the fics i wanna write (for plot reasons), and i kind of love maizula in a messy kind of way. i would kind of love to see her get with some ember island frat boy but she only uses him for his body and disappears in the middle of the night never to be seen again. would love to see her w more female characters but i think she needs to open up a little more before that could happen (she’s repressed ). if anyone has bi/les mai recs pls hmu
also that mailee fic you recommended was really good! i could get down with that
Brotp
honestly? zuko. but also maybe sokka? i think they would be really funny together. can you imagine how awkward it would be? sokka would be so intimidated and mai would scare him so much. i would love to see that. he would probably find him funnier than she found him bc she’s used to all ty lees bizarreness. also ty lee (but see ty lee ask for a couple more thoughts)
Head Canon
mai dissociates on the regular.
mai had a secret notebook or diary in which she writes her innermost thoughts/draws zuko in love hearts and one time azula found it and showed it to ty lee and she hated her from that day . now she doesnt keep a diary or anything that anyone could find :(
au where she would eventually leave home and form an alt/postpunk synth duo . she really likes amping up the distortion and heaps of girls fall in love with her
she really takes to a lot of courtly activities but like toph she chooses not to engage in them
when she drinks she gets awful red blotches on her face. she’s more vain than she lets on so she doesnt say this is why she doesnt drink. 
in some ways she understands azula more than anyone - they did bond over hating their mothers and their mothers favoritism of their brothers - but they never spoke about it openly. it was just mutually understood.
she kind of loved torturing her parents by falling for the banished prince but they couldnt really say anything openly about it because it would be seen as treason
unlike ty lee (who really doesnt know who she is in many ways) mai knows exactly who she is, she just doesnt know how to be her in her current situation
Unpopular opinion
idk if i really have unpopular opinions on mai? guys, you tell me if you hate my opinions lol
A wish
more dangerous ladies content. i just want more. i wanna see her hang out w ty lee alone and bond and i wanna see her and azula clash horribly
let mai date a beefsteak frat boy and confuse the fuck out of all his dumbass friends, let mai hook up w a chick and realise what has been missing......... let mai live her goth gf life to the fullest - get a studio and start making some art or smth
An oh-god-please-dont-ever-happen
hmm ... im not sure? maybe don’t make her go swimming i feel like she would hate going swimming? although it would be funny  so maybe let it happen?
5 words to best describe them
repressed,  elegant, crude (a delightful paradox), blunt, dry
My nickname for them
i always pronounce her name mai (rhymes with high) not mai (rhymes with day) so mai
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wyoming-nightmare · 4 years ago
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I don’t get it. I am a liberal, bisexual woman who is weird. Like seriously fucking weird. My personality is an unholy barely-stitched-together combo of a white midwestern grandmother with hearing loss and mild dementia, a smelly 12 year old boy who thinks with a little bit of training and money he could be Batman, and a goth-grunge chick who sleeps with a hot pink baseball bat unironically named WAP. And for some UNGODLY FUCKING REASON the men who are attracted to me are like, “oh my god IM sO UniQUe!!! I snowboard😜🏂, I just LOVE Hawaiian culture 🌺🌊🏄🏼‍♂️(is white), I was in a frat but I drank to much 😓and I want to be a good person ❤️so I’m becoming a cop 👮🏼‍♂️😍🤡🐽🥾👅. I want to get this sUpER UniQUe tattoo!!! Look!” And then he shows me his phone and it looks like this:
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What am I supposed to say to this? “Wow that’s so interesting?” “Wow you are so cool I want to give you my vagina?” “That tattoo definitely doesn’t mean you’ll be a dad whose lives exclusively through his oldest sun until his sun is either a jerk like him or eventually comes out as gay?” I don’t know folks. I just don’t fucking know.
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ifjgh · 5 years ago
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owo PLEASE TELL ME ABT YOUR SELF INSERT’S BAND!!! im interested and also if u need a bass player or backup singer im in-
Ok, so I may have made my S/I years ago, when I was like 10, I just never really told anyone about it, tbh I didn’t even know that kinda of thing had a name. Anyways, they started as a DC Comics S/I, so the members of the band are some very underrated characters that I love. The band’s name is ‘The Nest’, yeah, 10 year old me was clever with that one. I”ll try my best to explain some of the members the best I can, but it’s a rotating crew, except for certain members, and they are always on the lookout for more members. They only play covers though, it makes it easier to daydream scenarios that way. I’ll keep this under a read more, cause there is a lot.
Ok, so the member’s go as follows:
Matt/Crow/Me: Created the band. Totes the lead vocals, has a sick red keytar and is pretty good at piano’s in general. Can play drums, but isn’t the drummer. It really depends on the song that they play, but they can play auxiliary instruments like a tambourine or an accordion. Since they band only plays covers, you might think that not a lot of people like them, but Matt uses his powers to really put on a show, which can draw a crowd pretty much out of nowhere. Also helps that he dated a band member’s brother who happens to work for a music channel, who becomes their manager, but we’ll get into that.
Jamm: Oh boy, this guy. He uh, is one of the DC characters that no one likes. I mean for good reason. He is a 90′s rad skater dude from San Fran, who has to super power that let’s him tell people what to do. God I wish I could of made him up first. He’s kinda stupid, but he is my lead guitarist and a pretty good backup singer (I like to think he sounds kinda Like Axl Rose when he sings). A couple of friends and I made him a family tree, the Jammily, which in turn gave him a the brother that works at a music channel. Jamm pretty much just showed up on Matt’s doorstep and became his roommate. ‘Hey can you rock?’ ‘Yeah.’ ‘Cool, You’re in.’ Also he looks like this:
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Lonnie/Anarky: Another DC comics character, but this one is a bit more popular, he doesn’t have powers, but he’s uber smart and is a pretty good hacker. I won’t get too much into him for reasons, but he’s the only member of the band with more than one brain cell. He rocks it on bass and backup vocals (I like to think he sounds something like Jim Morrison when he sings). Him and Matt grew up together and are pretty much like adopted brothers. He was also my first fave comic character, aka I have so may pics of him, but I limited myself to 2, the second one is his alter ego:
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Jane Doe: Ok, these next few characters I haven’t really talked about publicly, but I still have my love for them. A DC character that is known for using other people’s identities as their own. May include murder. She’s also the band’s drummer and may or may not of been Matt’s first gf, it ended after about a week, but they were still on good terms. She has a lot of different looks, but my version of Jane comes from a very specific comic, Arkham Asylum Living Hell, and that’s the version I like to stick with:
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Ok, now these next few are ones that come and go, and are usually replaced if I can find a better member.
Todd/Obsidian: A dude who is a Green Lantern’s (Alan Scott) son who has shadow powers. He’s also canonicly Gay. There’s more to him then that, but he doesn’t show up that much, like most of these other ones, he is a pretty good guitar player though. He’s the brunette, and I do like his alter ego costume too:
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Lori/Black Alice: A pretty goth chick who died and then got the super power to absorb other’s nearby power and use it as her own. She plays pretty much whatever the song needs that someone doesn’t already play. Other guitars mostly. I may or may not of put her in a relationship with the next person on this list btw. She’s cute:
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Death: Last but not least, the actual embodiment of Death. She’s here mostly thanks to some of Matt’s past, that will have to be a whole other post at some point, if you guys want it.... Anyways, she’s a total sweaty who also plays what ever the band is lacking for certain songs, but she focuses more on other piano and stuff Matt just doesn’t want to play. I may have set her up with Lori, mostly because I thought they’d be cute together when I was 10. She is also a cute goth chick:
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I guess I had a type... Anyways, I think that’s all my main members, makes no sense for canon, but I gave up caring long ago. I’m sure these jerks would love a new addition! Mostly considering like 3 of them don’t even want to be there. Sorry this was long, this was 10 years worth of story shortened for one post. Hope it kinda made sense. I forgot to mention that Matt also likes to summon them at random points, just because he felt like singing, and they all just have to play so they can be sent home faster. Jamm seems to be the only one who likes to be summoned...
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lovemesomesurveys · 5 years ago
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Do you feel bored with your life? I do feel that way, some days more so than others. Like some days even the few things I like to do, like Tumblr and surveys, just don’t cut it.  Who’s someone you miss that you haven’t talked to in years? Ty. Do you miss anyone who was mean to you in the past? No. How do you feel right now? Tired. Do you have severe withdrawals from medications? I imagine I would if I had to stop taking my pain medication. 
What’s the most weight you’ve ever gained from a medication? I’ve never had weight gain from a medication. Do you have a doctor you can trust? I just answered this in the previous survey. Wth is going with these surveys, man. So many will have the same questions, and not just the basic ones that like all surveys have, but ones that should be more random like this.  What’s the stupidest decision you ever made? Oh where to start. The health related ones definitely top the cake. There were things I could have and should have done, but didn’t for some stupid reason. I should have taken better care of myself.  What’s the best thing that ever happened to you? When my younger brother was born (cue the “awwwwww”). I was 9 and may not have been psyched about having a brother at first (sorry!), but he’s the best little bro ever. Turned out so much better than me. He should be the older one, honestly. I look up to him. And also of course all the doggos I’ve been fortunate to have in my life. How old were you the first time you encountered God? When I was a young kid, but I didn’t really understand it and then I got to be older and went through many years of being atheist and agnostic. I was led back to Him when Ty came back into my life in late 2015. Have you ever been filled with the Holy Spirit? I believe so. Have you ever had an encounter with the supernatural? No. How many tattoos do you have, and what are they of? I don’t have any. How do you get through hard times? * I dont rlly do anything all that different. Like, my overall routines dont rlly change, I still do mostly the same stuff on a day-to-day basis. I do try to find more comforting and distracting things to do, tho, and I try to be extra kind and patient toward myself when Im struggling or when life puts some bit of unwanted chaos in my path, ahah <<< Same for the first part about not doing anything different in regards to what I do and my overall routines staying the same, but also trying to distract myself more. I’ve been going through a really hard time for a long time, but here we are. That being said, I’m not doing anything to try and better it, and that’s where my issue is.  What’s the most physically painful thing you’ve ever experienced? The pain after surgical procedures.  What’s the worst level of emotional pain you’ve ever experienced? Losing loved ones and my depression, particularly these past few years. Have you ever been suicidal? Not actively. I can’t say I’ve never thought about it, but I’ve never seriously planned anything or tried anything. I’m too scared and I don’t want to hurt my loved ones. And truthfully, I don’t really want to die. I just want to start living. I want to not feel this way anymore and not have this battle with my mind and feeling as sad and miserable and crappy as I do. I want to live a live I’m passionate about and actually do something. Do you pray? If yes, to whom? Yes, to God. Do you ever feel lost and alone? “If you’re lost and alone, and sinking like a stone, carry onnnnn.” What do you miss about high school? I mean, I wouldn’t wanna go back, but there were some good parts. It had its ups and downs.  What do you miss the most about college? I’ve answered this recently. Did you like high school? Like I said, it had its ups and downs. What was the name of the first dorm you lived in? I never lived in a dorm. What was the last thing that made you angry? Blah. Have you ever been the victim of a crime? Yes. I’m a victim of a drive-by shooting. Is your life worse than you could have ever have imagined it to be? I mean, I didn’t imagine my life being how its been these past few years... …or is it better, or just what you expected? No. Are you married? No. Are you hurting in any way right now? Yes. Are you currently missing someone? There’s a few people I’ll always miss. What are you wearing? Black leggings and a gray Nirvana shirt. What was the last flavor of tea you drank? Peppermint.  Do you feel like youtube’s gotten boring lately? No. What would you change about your hair if you could? I just need to get it dyed and trimmed. Are you jealous of anyone? No. Do you have a secret? Maybe. If you could tell anyone a secret right now, who would it be? No one. Do you miss someone that you blew it with? Yes. I’ll always regret how things went with Ty.  Is there a guy (or girl) you wish you hadn’t screwed things up with? Yeah, Ty. What was the best date you’ve ever been on? Coffee shop and bookstore dates with Ty. What’s the last great song you discovered? Hmm. Do you prefer color or black and white? I like both, just depends. Do you own a thermometer? Yeah. Has facebook gotten boring lately? Yeah it kinda is.  Do you feel free to post how you feel on facebook? I don’t really post anything on there anymore, especially not anything personal or about my opinions on big topics.  Which stereotype do you fit the most? Don’t know, don’t care. What is your favorite fast food restaurant? Burger King, Taco Bell, Chick-Fil-A, McDonalds, and Jack in the Box. I haven’t been into fast food; though, the past couple months, which is very odd for me.  What is the most beautiful landscape you have ever seen? For my birthday we took a gondola ride up 9000ft and got the most beautiful view of the mountains, lake, and city. It was incredible.  What is one place you have always wanted to visit? Hawaii. What was your favorite vacation you went on as a child? Disneyland. Who were your favorite celebrities as a child? I was the 12/13/14 year old with tons of posters all over my wall from magazines.  What was the first CD you bought? I think the 1st one I bought myself was Ashlee Simpson’s CD, Autobiography. ha.  How old are you? 30. What year were you born? 1989. Did you go to prom? Yes. Are you jealous of people who are ten years younger? I’m kind of envious in some ways. For one, they’re 20 years old aka babies and not old like me haha. But second of all, they’re really just starting out. I’m envious of the ones who are living their best lives and having fun and the ones who are starting college and making the best of it while also having a good social life. People at 20 still have so much time ahead to figure things out, and that I’m very envious of. If you could rewind time ten years, would you? It would be tempting. There’s so much I’d like to do differently. The thought of going through college all over again isn’t appealing, though. But man. Some changes that I’d like to change might make it worth it, though.. they would make such a big difference for me. Some of the things I’m dealing with now I don’t think I would be if I did some things differently. What do you miss the most about your past? I miss my childhood the most. Do you like getting older? Not at all. What is the last song you played on repeat? Hm. I’m not one to really play songs on repeat, so I don’t recall. Do you own a CD player? Nope. What hard thing are you going through right now, if applicable? My health and life stuff. What do you need prayer for? Good health and strength.  Are you ok? “I’m not okay, I’m not o-fucking-kay.” What’s the best retreat you’ve ever been on? I haven’t been on a retreat.  Do you love free falling? “Now I’m freeeeeee. Free fallin’.” Do you prefer slow songs or fast songs? I like both. Have you made any progress toward going after your dreams? No. I don’t even have any dreams to work towards right now. Who encourages you to go after your dreams? My family definitely would. They always have. Do you have regrets? Do I ever. Does anyone really know you? I don’t even really know me. I’ve changed these past few years and became someone I don’t know and certainly don’t like. I’m struggling with whether this is who I really am now, or am I like this because of my depression and health stuff? I really don’t know. Are you close to anyone right now? My mom and brother. What color is your trash can? The one in my room is white. Do you know anyone who is stuck-up? Yes. What color is your dresser? Brown. Are you more boho, hipster, sporty, goth, or girly? I’m just casual. What were your favorite clothing stores in high school? Hot Topic, Macys, JCP... I don’t really remember where else I shopped in high school.  Do you drive a car? No. If not, do you wish you had a car? I don’t drive, so I have no use for a car. Do you own a computer? If yes, is it a desktop or laptop? I have a laptop. What color is your cell phone? Coral. How old were you when you first got a cell phone? 16. What is your favorite season? Fall. Do you wish you had a popsicle right now? No. I’m not a popsicle person. Or ice cream in general, really. I rarely have any. It’s been like 3 years since I’ve had any. Who was your favorite family pet when you were growing up? My dog, Scruffy. He was with us from the time I was 5 until I was 18. What’s your favorite color? Pastels, yellow, mint green, rose gold, and coral. Do you like pineapple on pizza? Nope. List five of your favorite youtubers. Nah. Who’s your best friend? My mom. If you don’t have one, who do you wish were your best friend? Is your heart hurting? Not physically, but yeah. What song are you listening to right now, if any? I’m not. At what time of day do you usually feel the most energetic? Never? What medication or drug has given you the worst withdrawals? I’m sure my pain med would. 
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iqwrestler · 7 years ago
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When was the last time you watched book of shadows: blair witch 2, im currently watching it on an hbo channel, the redheaded chick and the goth chick are the hot reasons to watch it, besides the little dvd easter egg thing where the extra tells you to watch for certain scenes to see certain shit in it "that the blair witch put into the movie herself"
Never seen it anonbro. I have seen Witches Of Breastwick 2 many many times though! Its got Major Gunns in it
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thehalfworld · 7 years ago
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Fanfic MST: Forbiden Fruit: The Tempation of Edward Cullen, a Twilight fanfic [part 4]
I’m on a roll.
There’s more rape in this one; it’s not really described in detail, though. There are also references to what occurred in the last chapter, and an instance of mostly consensual sexual activity (although it stops short of actual sex).
Recap: Last chapter, Tiaa’s foster parents Dave and Marie left on a trip, leaving her in the care of “Uncle Larry” (Dave’s brother), who promptly began beating and raping Tiaa. After one such incident, she ran off into the woods and encountered a strange man who claimed to be her father before blacking out.
Chapter 1
Previous chapter
AN = No flames pls, theres no point!if u dnt like my story dnt read it, its as simple as that!
I never got the whole “don’t like, don’t read” thing. How can you know if you like it if you haven’t read it?
btw atlantiana is NOT marisue be cause look she is NOT perfect and not everyone in the stiry likes her! she has problems and she has flaws and shes UNHAPPY would u like her life?i no i wouldnt, its totally tragic and horible.u flamers arent even makin sense1
Having bad things happen to your character doesn’t make her less of a Mary Sue. Loads of Sues have tragic backstories. Look at Batman.
Chapter 4 - la push
I sat quitely on the la push beech apart form the party that was going on beside me. Mike Nooton was following me round like a pulpy and he was so borin! None of the things he had to say were interesting but I was nice to him because he wasnt a bad guy.
That’s actually pretty in-character for the guy, if I remember the Twilight Saga correctly. He’s nice, but not very interesting. I think Bella even made the puppy comparison at one point.
My thoughts were elsewhere - i could'nt stop thinking about the events of last night, when uncle larry had raped me and I had had my scary vision in the forest and a tall p[ale guy in my mind had cale me his daughter. I didnt understand any of I felt so so awful that I had been rapped by that hideous pervy SICKO when I had bin saving myself for the right guy and for marriage and my virginity was torn from my grasp by that twisted guy, it was so crule and unfair, it made me want to cry
So uh… what happened after she blacked out in the woods? Was her dad gone when she woke up? Did Uncle Larry do anything else to her after she returned home? Did she return home?
"omg MIKE watt are you doing talkin to HER?" I turned round and saw four nasty faces learing at us. It was the chearleaders I had seen in the cafetearia, and one of them was the girl dateing Ewdard Cullen, the brown hare girl who was standing at the back looking moody but not saying anything
You know her name! You’ve called her by name before!
"Stop being mean Jessica" mike said angerly "tiaas' awesome and if you can't see that its just you bein blind and shallow and stupid like your all ways are"
Think this is the author calling out her flamers or what?
"yah I mean look at her clothes, she looks like a stupid goth biaach with her slutty top and short skirt and fithnet tights is she a RAT HOOKER or what?" Jessica screamed.
Man, I love this fic. “RAT HOOKER” is a great insult.
She was realy ugly when she shouted even though she was technology a hot chick and was dressed in skimpy pink clothes.
I don’t remember Jessica that well from the books, but I think she was described as short and a chatterbox. I don't think she was a cheerleader or had a particular fondness for pink. Also she was dating Mike at one point after Bella set them up with each other.
"you no what Jess, you and YOur frends are SO shallow and YOU are the real slut! you and bella and angela and laruen may were short skirts and low cut tops an stuff but that doesnt maek u beautiful! Its watt underneath that counts!" mike shouted
Wait, so are they sluts because they wear revealing clothes or because of their behavior? Because right here it seems like Mike is criticizing them based on how they dress, which is a bit weird when we remember Tiaa also wears revealing clothing (“fishnet top” ring a bell?).
"yah, speakin of witch" said a sly blond girl in the gang who was called lauren, pointing at me "watts with her breasts, they are huge, I bet they are fake!- she laughed and her friends all laughed too even bella and angela who had been quiet until then.
I don’t remember a damn thing about Lauren or Angela but I remember they both existed. One of them was definitely shy but I don’t remember which.
I got up and pushed past them and ran away into the darkness. I cold hear them all laughing at me and i felt so embarrased I was relay sensitive about the waste I looked I hated the fact that it made all girls hate me and all guys stare at me, I would have given anything to be ugly or just inviable. I wasnt stuck up and didnt think I was beta than anyone else because of how I looked I just wanted people to treat me like a normal person! I could'nt help being slim and blond with relay big boobs it wasnt my fault I hadnt done anything wrong!
Remember in chapter 1 when Tiaa talked about how she used to be self-conscious about her appearance but got over it and now doesn’t care what people say about her?
-are u ok?" said someone from beside me
If you don’t have that MCR song playing in your head right now I don’t know what’s wrong with you.
"who arr you?" i asked. 3 realy pretty goth girls were standing there smilin at me and I smiled back
Oh, of course, the Sue’s backup choir.
-we are tyffani, abigaille and rochelle" they said smiling "you seem cool, do you want to be our freinds?"
I like the idea that Tiaa could be multiple friends.
Judging from the names, these three are children of that white mom whose baby name photo went viral on the internet. The one who named her kid Lakynn or something.
"ya of course, i'm just a bit meloncolly cause those horrible chearleaders were bein mean jerks and saying my boobs were fake" i said
"omg, u mean jessica and bellas gang? They hate us too because we dont care what they think" said tyfanni "they are just jealous cause youre the prettiest girl in the school now and theyre all plain next to you but we dont care about stuff like that, we only care about peoples personalities “
“That’s why we made sure to talk about how pretty we think you are.”
"cool" I said, and we talked for hours
I talked to tyfanni, rochelle and abigail for hours and they were so cool.
How long was that again?
I'd never had proper freinds before who didnt care watt i looked like or where I came from they just liked me for me, and I liked them cause they were uber cool and we had loads of stuff in common! But after a while they all went home and I stayed on the beech.
Glad we skipped the scene where Tiaa has fun with her friends so that we can get back to the part where Uncle Larry assaults her again. Nice to see the author prioritizing.
It was getting late but I didnt want to go home to uncle larry in case he raped me on his car again.
Phrasing seems to imply that if he raped her in a different location it would be alright.
Soddenly I heard a voice from behind me.
I hope “soddenly” is an intentional double entendre.
"well tiaa, thou seem to be causing quite a stir at school" his voice was smooth and sexoy and from another time.
Who could this be?
Edward.
Never would have guessed!
"what do you mean!" I demanded
"basically every gay at school wants to have sex with thee, and every girl wants to eat thee alive for it, hows that for causing a stir my lady?" he smiled and kissed my neck.
Wait, every gay at school? Including the gay boys? This girl is powerful.
"shut up jerk! Btw I met youre girlfriend before, bella I think her name is! I dont like her or anything, but how the hell can u cheat on her like that and kiss me how u did? Its sick ur a cheatin bastard and i should tell everyone. Tyfanni told me you and bella are like the schools golden couple or something, watt would happen if I told ppl how you had acted in that corridoor with me?"
Uh… the fic would go in a direction I don’t expect it to and it might be redeemed somewhat by at least being less predictable?
"OMG SWEET LADY! THY MUST NOT TELL ANYONE! " he screamed "it was a moment of madness thats all! Im so so sorry for watt happened,i hope thine can forgive me, but ive promised myself to bella and thats just how it is, no matter how much thou intrests me"
Use of OMG may seem anachronistic, but that abbreviation has actually been in use since the early 1900s, so it’s totally reasonable that Edward might use it. Although probably not out loud.
"fine, then stay away from me " I shouted as I left to go home but he followed me and grabbed me and pushed me down on the grind.
I think he’s sending mixed signals.
I was burning with anger and fury but I wanted him so deafly i didnt even try to resist him.
So deafly?
He new how much i wanted him and it drove me mad. He put his hands inside my panties and i gasped. I was soddenly desperate to sex with him and i tore my clothes off and i was in my underwear.
Again, I hope that’s innuendo, but in this fic it’s actually possible the author thinks “suddenly” is spelled like that.
I took off my bra and showed him my naked heaving beasts.
Nothing turns a guy on like naked heaving beasts!
"have sex with me now edward " I whispered
" i cant " he said, although his body was on top of mine and his fingers touched my nipples
"please, i'm begging you" I said, hating myself for being such a dirty hore but unable to control my burning desire
No one in this fic has any self-control whatsoever, huh?
-NOOOO!" he shouted and ran away crying.
I put my clothes back on slowly feeling so ashamed and embarased i could hardly move. I could'nt beleive i had begged him to do sex on me and even worse he had said no!
Okay, I guess Edward has a tiny bit of self-control. Which is good, as he is a vampire and would probably be eating people left and right if he was totally unable to control himself.
I went home and uncle larry made me cook his dinner and suck his cock while he ate his food and then he raped me and hit me with a shoe all night and i didnt even complain cos i felt like i deserved it for being such a horrible slut even though it made me want to die inside.
Bread, eggs, milk, squick. Uncle Larry seems more interested in hitting Tiaa than raping her, incidentally.
Uncle larry finally left me alone and I thought about killing myself as i cryed and cryed as i fell slowly into a dreamless sleep.
Aw.
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