puff-mmd

[puff-mmd]

really proud of how this came out actually, kaisei looking cute as hell 💗🌸💗🌸💗

credits under the cut

Credits: Kaisei - puff [Outfit - RiaRiiRii] Couch - ツチネコ Pillows - Natsuka Drink - CabbagePot Cake - 一護牛乳 Shelf - MINAMI☆ Stage - H2CU阿相 Skydome - Norishio

Effects: sdPBR [サンドマン] [Post Effects: sdDiffusionSkin . sdFXAA] AutoLuminous4 [そぼろ] HardLightSB [ElleP] MultipleSB [ElleP] ikClut Dreamy Nights [ikeno . RaC] ikClut Cinema [ikeno . 梨原] ikBokeh v020 [ikeno]

[puff-mmd]

had a revelation about yakumo and kaisei hanging out and dammit i hate when yakumo does things that make me go "awww wait i like that"

like stop that. i'm supposed to dislike you.

anyways, i realized that yakumo, who still doesn't go out often, sometimes goes to underground raves or techno shows. while he doesn't have close friends really, he does know a lot of people. similar to ciro though, he isn't like besties with anyone (though ciro does have yoai), he still gets invited to things like that because of people he meets through work. and also being a photographer, he probably gets gigs to film or photograph the artists.

i was thinking, even if kaisei isn't into that type of music, yakumo might invite him to come with sometimes (he knows kaisei likes going out to social things, and it's like, the only time he and kaisei really go out together cause of that)

it occurred to me that if they were out together, if someone was creeping on kaisei, (and this is different from something i've said about yakumo before, a little), yakumo. actually stands up for him. like he never does the whole "pretends to be your boyfriend to scare creeps away" thing, but he is like. "back the fuck off, can you not see he's uncomfortable, you blind fuck?"

and if it's just someone flirting, he probably doesn't really step in. it's when they're trying to get kaisei to go somewhere or give him something he doesn't want that he would intervene.

but still, i then realized that's more than woo seok ever does. and it's funny, how kaisei ends up having felt safer and more protected at those places than any of the high end lounges or clubs that woo seok brought him to. ffs, woo seok was probably out here encouraging people to be creepy with kaisei, saying shit like "i'm okay with sharing, aren't you baby?" and kaisei is just like. um. not really. not when kaisei can see these other people are drunk off their asses or high on some kind of drug and he can't tell what people are intending on doing.

i think woo seok would eventually stop anyone from going too far, but the fact that he "teases" about that just makes my blood boil 💀

[puff-mmd]

when i get my own ass for not switching blogs, i swear it will be over for me.

thought about ciro wearing a big fluffy jacket with cute lingerie underneath it and a scenario in which he would wear that popped in my head.

for context, after ciro and kaisei's argument/break up, one of the things they decided on was making saturday's their date nights. they agreed to rotate what they do - going out or staying in, and taking turns who would choose what they would do (go to a lounge, watch a movie at home, read books together, visit a late night shopping alley; really just things one would be interested in doing with the other)

this time, it was ciro's turn to choose where they wanted to go for a night out, but he decided he would rather stay in instead. oh, what strategy will he use to convince kaisei to stay with him... :3c

--

A leather clad foot thumped impatiently against the ground as a sigh slipped past berry glossed lips. The purple haired oni leaned against the door, waiting for his partner to waltz out so they could leave already. It had been ten minutes since the blond had shouted that he was almost done - and yet, what was taking him so long?

Another sigh pushed his bangs forward before settling back to tickle his forehead, leaving Kaisei more annoyed than amused.

Finally, he heard the bedroom door creak open and shut, followed by familiar footsteps. His eyes rolled to the side to lay upon what combination of fancy clothes Ciro had settled on for this date - no doubt it would be something extravagant for the event they were attending.

Earlier in the week, Ciro had seen a poster for a play, re-imagining some old scary movie he adored as a stage show. Knowing it was his week to choose what they would do tonight, Kaisei had been anticipating going to the small theater the show would be performed at ever since.

But now that it was the night to go, earlier that evening Ciro had lamented that he didn't feel like going anywhere now. Such was his desire, it could be fickle even with things he wanted to do.

Kaisei still remembered their conversation, not that it was any more than an hour ago, but still.

"It was your idea to go out - we already bought the tickets!"

"Well they'll be good next weekend too-"

A raised eyebrow from Kaisei was enough to communicate to Ciro that he just wanted to go and do something that he knew his boyfriend would enjoy - even if he didn't really want to go through getting there.

However at the present moment, both eyebrows raised in surprise as he observed Ciro standing in the doorway between the kitchen and the hallway. Draped over this body was the huge, fluffy, white fur coat that he indulged in buying some weeks ago, insisting that it would be perfect for the colder weather. Kaisei was never one to argue with a comfortable, warm coat, and besides, it was faux fur, extremely soft, and made Ciro much cuddlier when they went out together in the cold.

But now he stood here in the fur coat, all bundled up and yet, Kaisei knew the weather outside tonight was nowhere near frigid enough for such a thick layer. Besides, it would end up in his lap before the first act of the play was even over, he was sure of that much.

He looked his boyfriend up and down before interrogating him about his odd fashion choice,

"What on earth are you wearing?"

Ciro titled his head, his face becoming slightly obscured by the fluff around his neck. He pulled the coat tighter around himself before asking coyly,

"I just wanted something comfortable. Can you tell me if my outfit is too much, though?"

As the words slipped form his mouth, so too did the coat from around Ciro's shoulders, revealing the lacey black lingerie set that was in fact Kaisei's favorite on him - the way both top and bottom hugged his hips and chest, revealing just the right amount of skin through sheer fabric and intricate lace to drive him insane.

God, Kaisei's eyes might as well have joined the coat on the floor at this point.

The door he had slightly propped open when he heard Ciro coming down the hall was let go, and as he struggled to splutter some kind of response to his boyfriends "outfit", Ciro had sauntered over to him and put one hand on his chest.

"Well? Do you think I can go out like this?"

"Absolutely not."

Once again, Ciro proved that he knew how to get his way when he really wanted to.

[puff-mmd]

death to woo seok

[puff-mmd]

this has to be the funniest, most stupid thing i've ever made

anyways happy birthday kaisei i love you lots and lots and look forward to thinking about you for the rest of my life <3

[puff-mmd]

Hey guys!! I have another update on ciro and kaisei's story!!! I am just on a roll lately

It turns out, ciro actually realizes after "breaking up" with kaisei that he is in fact straight and breaks up with him for real! He gets back with his ex-gf and they are definitely happy together!

So kaisei is really sad and he ends up dating yakumo and is sooo miserable but it's okay because i love to see kaisei in pain :)

(April fool's, obviously)

[puff-mmd]

i was telling my friend about how i reworked the main conflict in model of love to be over a ruined dress rather than a ruined sketchbook, but i couldnt figure out what could be said in the argument between ciro and kaisei that would be so bad that kaisei would leave, that would cause ciro to be devastated when he comes back home after dealing with several stressful work situations and seeing he isn't there anymore, and that would be strong enough to make them both realize something has to change if they are going to keep being together afterwards.

I think ciro, in the heat of the moment, with all of the weight of the past few months of unbearable stress, the ruined dress that was supposed to help save his public image as a designer being ruined almost beyond repair days before it was due, and after kaisei lets some of the most hurtful comments he's ever uttered slip out (oh my god what if its about how even with the dress, ciro is going to fail anyways and what then if he's left to fade away with no one remembering him or his work - kaisei thats so fucking low 😭),

Guys.

I think he breaks up with kaisei.

He says he never wants to see him again and that he can't fathom spending his life with someone as dishonest and weak as him.

My friend said what low blow could ciro say that would really hurt kaisei; what would confirm his suspicions that ciro was falling out of love with him, and at this point in his life i think that would be just about the most devastating thing he could hear.

Kaisei, whose biggest fear is of ending up alone.

After d'avon had to leave for his own safety because kaisei's very exsitence put him in danger.

After yakumo could never commit to him and be motivated to change himself for the better.

After woo seok lied to him, used him for his own selfish pleasure and violated his boundaries to the point of nearly never trusting another man.

Having someone he really thought maybe could be the one coming to hate him and never want to see him again, wanting to leave him behind just like everyone else, would just...

It would just break him.

And even worse, what if instead of kaisei leaving without a trace, ciro comes home after a week (he possibly has a nightmare about something bad happening to kaisei after re-enacting their fight in the horrible way dreams twist things), and oh, he knows exactly what's happened - not where kaisei has gone, but...

The fact that he is gone.

There's missing belongings from the living and bedroom. A sticky note on a box of things saying "throw it out or whatever, i don't care", a framed picture of them on their bedside table thats been put on its face, pulled out and torn when ciro flips it upright again.

The thought of ciro falling to his knees and just sobbing is making my heart hurt so bad, him calling yoai (who he has spent this whole week from hell with) barely able to get out that kaisei's gone, that he fucked up and never meant for this to happen.

Y'all the way i just sobbed into my pillow, that's the most visceral i have ever felt over them 😭

He eventually calls kaisei, and it goes to voicemail. Ciro is so broken up he cant even leave a proper mesaage.

He texts him, begging for them to talk about this and that he never meant for any of this and he said things he regrets with all his heart and please please please can we just talk, i can't lose you, don't do this to us-

Kaisei doesn't even reply until the next day with just an address to a cafe.

They resolve things and "get back together" (did they really break up if it was son impulsive like that, idk)

I have to sleep but god i think this might be it folks. I think we hit the climax of the story. Yaaaay im fucki g sobbi g which is a good thing because i want this to be the emotion that this part of the story evokes!! YAAY FOR EMOTIONAL TURMOIL!!!

And the only way it can be fixed is with the two of them sitting down and making the conscious decision to change themselves so they can both be happier together.

Thinking about them both having to concede because they can both be a bit stubborn about change but valuing each other more than anything makes me feel better.

And i think that's a core theme of this story.

True love is worth the change it forces.

[puff-mmd]

places this here because it might the most coherent and up to date characterization i've done for these two idiots

credits for the render are listed in the post above as well

[puff-mmd]

i love posting to the wrong blog. thats why i do it all the time.

updating their models to look older and kaisei has stolen my heart yet again

how does he somehow get prettier

(also ciro looks cute too)

i'm going to have to change their canon heights now though, these two are not 5'4 and 5'6 anymore😔

............which also would make sense for kaisei to be taller than that, bro is a fashion model ffs 💀

hmmmmmmmmmm..........

also do y'all like kaisei's new tattoo inspired by the 'gummy bear' nickname he gave ciro~ ☺️

[puff-mmd]

looked up italian horror movie scores as a joke (because of that one arctic monkeys song lyric, i was like lol what if ciro would like those)

and uhhhhhh why is ciro kinda vibing with it.

especially the 80's synthy ones, kaisei would actually get into those. like imagine them snuggling up on the couch to watch old italian horror movies and kaisei only agrees because he likes the synth music. he insists on covering his eyes during the gore parts.

which i hear is most of those movies, so i guess he misses out on them a lot - it's fine though, ciro likes the way kaisei clings to him during the real scary parts lol

[puff-mmd]

damn wrong blogged it again, oh well

i've been cooking over there if anyone wants to see more >:3

to the tune of that one vine look at all those gay boys

anyways i decided on what d'avon and woo seok are

d'avon is some kind of snake creature (i will figure out specifically what later), and woo seok is a dragon

we already know ciro and kaisei are oni (which ciro. may change. idk yet.)

and yakumo is a spider spirit wheeeee

now that i have some idea of what they look like, im hyped to work on making d'avon and woo seok models so i can make more story renders!!!!

[puff-mmd]

theres a line from ashnikko's deal with it about putting a teddy bear in a blender and it spawned something in my brain

one of the few not creepy gifts that woo seok gave kaisei was a teddy bear. sweet, right? kaisei cherished that teddy bear for as long as they were together because it was something he could hug and love.

Turns out the teddy bear was an unwanted gift that woo seok got for his "girlfriend" (cousin), and she didnt like it. So instead of throwing it away and wasting the money, he tosses it to kaisei, not thinking much of it as anything special at all.

Needless to say, kaisei probably would put that thing in a blender after everything.

[puff-mmd]

having sudden and violent urge to redesign ciro and kaisei (more so ciro)

i want to make him more greek mythology based rather than oni, mostly to diversify the mythological creatures that are in the story (it's supposed to be a melting pot kinda thing of all different cultures myths and supernatural creatures) but also because his name is technically of greek origin

because the more i think about ciro, the more elegant and refined he becomes. like, think classic 1950's chanel fashion, jazz and swing music, simple gold jewelry paired with statement pieces, old horror movies and their scores, classic horror novels

he contrasts kaisei's online, poppy and playful style more and more when i think about him working or indulging in hobbies...

i think that's part of what attracts him to kaisei in the first place - he's different from what he's used to being inspired by. he wants to combine kaisei's fresh, modern style with classic elegance. and i think it's sweet that kaisei would make an effort to appreciate the old school things that ciro likes.

idk it's late and i'm just thinking about themmmmm

[puff-mmd]

decided today that yakumo's birthday is november 11th, making him a scorpio and im just like.

damn okay yeah that hit the nail on the head for some reason

[puff-mmd]

"Between the Spider Webs" credits: - model: @puff-mmd - stage: hiroK2 - spiders: 時の番人 - spider webs: 怪獣対若大将P - effects: カヤ, ビームマンP, 午前３時のおやつ, ikeno, 响弦, おたもん, 針金P, あかま

[puff-mmd]

.: My Love :.

Ciro's breath caught as sharp nails traced lightly up his neck, his body instinctively pressing closer to his lover. A whisper tickled his neck,

"You look beautiful tonight, sweet-tart..~"

"Aren't you a real prince charming?"

Kaisei nuzzled into his boyfriend's exposed shoulder, leaving butterfly kisses everywhere he could easily reach.

"I'd much rather be your Romeo," he sighed against the soft skin.

"Then love me as passionately as you promise, Romeo."

--

the other render was too lame for their valentine's picture, take this one instead 🙏

Credits: Ciro . Kaisei - puff [Kaisei: Shirt - fake-n-true . CLUMSYALIEN, Pants . Earrings . Belt . Shoes - Zepeto . Gummy-Frog, Choker - 3DCG . kreifish] Chair - Makigane_Tool Table - MIT$U@MMD Stage - にくきゅー Rose Petals - 那由他 Pillows . Bed - Natuska Wine .Glasses - ましまし Rose Vase - Itumonohon

Effects: sdPBR [サンドマン] sdUnsharpMask [サンドマン] sdCrossFilterTri [サンドマン] sdCrossFilterMono [サンドマン] sdSSR [サンドマン] AutoLuminous5 [そぼろ] ScreenTex Ghost5s [HariganeP . Norishio]| Diffusion7 [そぼろ] ikClut Dreamy Nights [ikeno . RaC] ikClut Cinema [ikeno . 梨原] ikDiffusion1 [ikeno] ikClut Peach Chocolate [ikeno . もこたろ]

[puff-mmd]

happy valentines day to my boys 🩷💚💖

Credits: Ciro . Kaisei - puff Flowers - Itumonohon

Effects: HAToon2 [mfakane . RaC] ExcellentShadow2 [そぼろ] ObjectLuminous [そぼろ] Dippen Natural [サンフラワーふじ] ikClut Cinema . Romance [ikeno . 梨原]