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in-soft-grass, this au is for you

it's also for me and everyone else i know that likes vampires, but specifically for you bc you inspired it

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VAMPIRE AU

ok so basically, it's what i think would happen if kaisei was a vampire and like. how he became one and how he ends up meeting ciro (who is a vampire hunter), and like. all that good stuff.

i did watch interview with a vampire (2023?) on recommendation of a friend and i Liked certain parts of it, so if some elements sound familiar, well. you know why lol.

OK LETS GET INTO THIS

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it starts out during the turn of the century. kaisei is an odd-job worker who picks up work to help take care of his mom (whom took care of him his whole life by herself and is now older and declining in health).

one evening he decides to stop by a tavern. normally he avoids places like this because they do nothing but suck the money and time out of you, but he's so tired and just wants to see some of the few friends he knows frequent this particular establishment.

it's here that he meets a man named yakumo 👀

and yeah this is the whole "i was inspired" bit where they spend time together and they start to fall in love. kaisei definitely feels like what they have is special, and yakumo does too...

but he rushes into things a bit too much.

he divulges his identity as a vampire, and begs kaisei to become one too so they can spend eternity together.

really romantic, right?

yeah, well. as touched as kaisei is by this, he is 1) a little freaked out by having fallen in love with a bloodthirsty monster, and 2) even if he gets over that, he has friends! he has a mom he's taking care of, he can't abandon her!

but things change when he can't seem to find work anymore, nobody is willing to take him on. his friends drift away faster than ever as he no longer has a connection with them through mutual jobs.

and then the worst of all, his mom dies.

it's the last straw, and surrounded by abandonment and grief, kaisei agrees to be turned so he can spend the rest of forever with at least one person who won't leave him.

(oh kaisei, i'm so sorry, yakumo is not any better in this au. in fact, did you ever wonder, kaisei, why you stopped getting jobs and your buddies abandoned you? how your mom, even though her health wasn't stellar, sharply declined? huh. interesting.)

still thinking about the reasoning, but yeah. yakumo is okay for a few years and tries to love him as best he can, but eventually feels suffocated having to take of kaisei, and is overwhelmed by the prospect of eternity. he can't seem to understand that this (kaisei being dependent on him to traverse being an undead bloodsucker) will not last forever, though the years that fly by so quickly make him feel otherwise. he starts doing things in an attempt to push kaisei away, but the fact of the matter is that he is all kaisei has left. there isn't anything he wouldn't do or put up with that would keep him from following yakumo to the ends of the earth.

he is all he has left in this world.

and yet, one day, kaisei wakes up to an empty house.

nothing in the stillness but a single note with his name, inside of it an "I'm sorry" and a pitiful amount of money.

nothing is left in kaisei but a shattered heart.

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kaisei attempts to make ends meet on his own, but it's difficult finding work when you can only meet with people at night, even if the prospected job is performed in the wee hours. he resorts to feeding on small animals, beings that won't be missed, in order to avoid attracting attention from humans.

he can afford some kind of roof over his head, but in all honesty, kaisei is fucking miserable.

his stability in life, his mother, is dead and buried. the people he once called friends have all grown old and died, never even knowing what happened to him. and the man he threw his humanity away for ended up abandoning him when he was needed most.

it's decades later, i'm thinking 70's, and one night when kaisei is wandering the streets before dawn on his way 'home',

he's stopped by a man with a gun pointing to his head.

...yeah, it's ciro 😔

while not his target, ciro is not one to pass an opportunity to rid the world of one more monster if he can. this monster however, straightens up to press the gun barrel against his head and, accepts? the fate of death?

ciro is baffled by this response.

he's used to these monsters pleading for him to spare their life, not asking him to end it without even saying a word.

ciro figures if this vampire isn't going to fight him, he might as well try to get some info out of him, if possible. he asks if he knows a vampire named yakumo, and he can sense he's onto something when he watches kaisei bristle and the hands at his sides clench into fists.

Of course kaisei knows that mf'er. He's the whole reason kaisei is the monster he is now, doomed to live out eternity alone and miserable.

kaisei admits to knowing him, but doesn't know where he is. ciro decides the fact that kaisei has had some kind of contact with his target is useful, and lowers the gun.

at first i imagined this part being more dramatic, but knowing how defeated and tired kaisei probably is, he more likely turns around slowly and takes hold of the gun's barrel - Ciro wasn't quick with taking it away anyways - and points it back at himself.

"Please."

"Not while you can be useful to me."

Ciro pulls the gun away again, this time placing it in it's holster. He extends his hand back out, offering kaisei a deal.

"If you work with me, I'll keep you alive."

"What makes you think I want to live?"

"I think you want to know where that monster's at too."

kaisei stares resentfully at ciro, knowing he's right to some degree.

if he could see yakumo again, what would he say to him? would he ask why he abandoned him? would he apologize for something he doesn't even know he may have done? would he beg for him to bring him back into his life?

probably not those latter ones after so many years alone, but kaisei isn't sure of himself here.

He doesn't take the extended hand in his own, but nods and agrees to follow ciro anyways.

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they end up back at a dingy, shady motel where ciro was staying (places like this are handy for a guy that travels around at night and doesn't need to be asked unnecessary questions like "why are you checking in so late?" or "why is there blood on your clothes?")

ciro tosses aside his coat and turns to see kaisei standing awkwardly in the doorway. He walks over, jabs a thumb towards the bathroom door and mutters, "you can sleep in the tub."

He mostly does this because there's a lock on the outside of the bathroom door (i meant it when i said shady motels), and he can keep kaisei locked in there to be safe. No, kaisei wouldn't hurt him, but ciro doesn't know him yet, and he'd rather be safe than sorry.

they go to sleep and when they wake up, they kind of hash out where they are going from here. ciro proposes he won't kill kaisei if he will to help him find yakumo. he also says he'll take kaisei along with him when he moves around to different places, but of course, there's the obligatory "if you try anything funny, you'll regret it" line.

Ciro lays out that Kaisei must sleep in the bathroom until he feels that he can trust him. Kaisei is just grateful to have a decent roof over his head, so he doesn't mind. He explains that he goes around during the day to take jobs and get information on targets while leaving the hunting for specific nights, so when one's asleep, the other will probably be out. Ciro also questions kaisei's feeding habits, to which kaisei responds with the whole "i don't feed on humans, only animals" thing, which is acceptable enough for the blondie.

At first, I think ciro takes some pity on kaisei and decides to just kind of let him do his own thing until he thinks kaisei is a little more comfortable around him. At that point, he asks kaisei to accompany him on his hunting jobs at night, to which kaisei kind of shrugs and admits he doesn't have much else to do anyways.

Ciro asks this after coming back at dusk one evening to see kaisei snuggled up in the bed. He was exhausted and thought he might have a little bit of time to indulge in an actual mattress before ciro returned to kick him out. The sight of the sleeping man makes ciro's heart clench, and all of the sudden he feels bad for forcing him to continue sleeping in locked bathrooms like some wild animal. So yeah, when ciro asks kaisei to join him, he also throws in there that they can take turns sleeping in the tubs when they are both in the room. kaisei kind of looks at him, before raising an eyebrow and saying, "why cant we share the bed?" Ciro blinks back, unaware of how warm his face was, and simply states that as long as kaisei doesn't kick him in his sleep, it shouldn't be a problem.

Some time passes, and they move around to different places and different motels. Ciro's main target of yakumo doesn't change, but in the meantime he does take up a few investigative and "removal" jobs. Imagine a fellow vampire's surprise when he shows up with kaisei, a vampire, to help exterminate them.

Which by the way, he isn't half bad at doing. With all the weird jobs kaisei has had throughout his life, killing other vampires isn't even the worst thing. He ignores the vampires pleas to stop, that they are one and the same. Kaisei does not give a shit - he is the way he is because the only vampire he'd ever known had lied to and abandoned him. Why should he care about the life of another lying, despicable creature?

With time as well, their relationship also evolves. It's not clear who started feeling differently about who first - is it kaisei who inches closer to ciro on those days with the curtains drawn and they share the bed, him searching for the warmth that ciro's living body gives off? Is it ciro who starts to think about how handsome his undead companion is in the moonlight after carrying out a successful job? It's hard to say, but...

Ciro is in fact the first to act on those feelings.

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It's one evening that ciro returns to their room after gathering some information on their mutual silver-haired bastard, and he finds kaisei tinkering with some old kick knack he found in an alley (i would think after being alive for nearly a century, kaisei would be the type to pick up many little hobbies). In the blonde's hands is a paper bag, inside is a bottle of wine. He states that he acquired some promising intel, and wanted to celebrate.

"Can you drink wine? Or does it taste like shit to you now that you're dead?"

"It's been so long, I can't remember. Might as well see."

They each pour a glass, and in the dingy motel room, kaisei sits on a musty old couch while ciro sits in an armchair. With a few sips, Kaisei divulges that the wine in fact tastes like nothing - not good nor bad, but it might still be leaving its inebriating effects on him.

"Hm? How so?"

"I don't recall you looking quite so attractive."

Ciro tilts his head, letting his bangs fall over his eyes. He plays with one of the buttons on his already half undone shirt, pulling another through its little hole.

"I've got a question for you, vampire," he drawls, emerald eyes sliding down the purple haired man's body.

"If you're technically dead, can you still get it up?"

Kaisei fails to hide the way his breath hitches at that question.

"If I've had enough blood, I can."

The blonde sets his wine glass down on an end table, rises from the chair, and steps towards his companion on the couch. A few more pops of his buttons echo in the tiny room. In a few moments, he stands in front of kaisei and lifts his wrist over the vampire's wine glass.

"Go on. I want to make sure you have enough then."

Kaisei stares in awe up at him. Was Ciro really offering his own blood to him right now so they could fuck?

Before he can answer, the blonde pulls a pocket knife from his trousers. With one quick slide across his skin, blood drips from his arm into the wine glass in kaisei's hand. After he determines that should be enough, he pulls his wrist away, only for kaisei to catch it in his free hand and bring it to his lips. He licks the cut, and ciro is surprised not only by the action, but also that the wound stops bleeding after he pulls away from kaisei's mouth.

He momentarily forgot that vampire's saliva had congealing properties when used to heal a wound, a little distracted by the unbearable tension building between them.

"Well, try tasting it now. See if it's any better," he breathes out.

The vampire brings the glass to his mouth and drinks the remaining liquid in the cup. He pauses before answering, "It's sweet."

The lustful look in kaisei's half-lidded eyes looking up at him breaks ciro's self-control. He sits himself on kaisei's lap, taking his face in his hands and kissing him deeply. The wine glass is forgotten as kaisei grabs at ciro's waist, pulling him close and responding to the fervent kiss with his own desire. He pins him to the couch, laying on top of him and breaking the kiss only to whisper breathlessly,

"Are you sure?"

Ciro's eyes widen at what he believes to be an obvious question - what did he think the whole bloody wine trick was for?

"Of course I am."

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Future me here to write this out yeaaaaaa

The pair grows closer over time, hunting down vampires and finding comfort in each other when they need it. The comfort comes in many forms: from gentle, assuring touches to stress-relief via more lustful means. They spend a few years with this same routine, their ultimate goal remaining the same: find that bastard yakumo and take his ass out of this realm of existence.

However, things suddenly change when ciro finds himself caught up in a mistake of his own creation.

Given a reliable but time-sensitive tip, he decides to forego retrieving kaisei and decides to follow up on it alone. Turns out, the tip was a set up, not even by yakumo or anyone who knows him, but another vampire who caught wind that ciro and his deranged vampire partner were the ones killing off his friends. Like any smart vampire, he doesn't carry out the dirty work himself, oh no. He gets a human to trick ciro and get him alone in an alley, only for him to make a clean gunshot through his abdomen.

Thinking he's done his job, the man leaves ciro to bleed out in the alley, all while kaisei is back at the motel, completely unaware of what's transpired.

But unfortunately for the lackey, ciro isn't one to go down easily, and luckily for him, the man had shittier aim than he prided himself on. He is able to get himself to a nearby payphone and calls kaisei for help. Kaisei is of course shocked and frantic as he takes off as soon as ciro discloses where he's dragged himself to. By the time he reaches his partner, the blonde is slumped on the wall near the payphone, breathing still, but just barely.

Kaisei tries to scoop ciro into his arms, assuring him that he will be alright, they will get help, but he's been losing blood this whole time. Kaisei is fighting his own urges as he tries to help his partner up, but ciro can't even stand at this point. He looks at kaisei, and the vampire can't ignore the pain on his face - he knows his time is up.

"Can...can you turn me?"

Kaisei's eyes widen at the request. He had never tried to turn a human before, and he had never wanted to inflict his own fate onto anyone else. But now the only person in his life who had not abandoned him was asking for that lonely fate.

"I...I can't bear abandoning you. You don't deserve to go through that again."

With those kind words, who was he to deny the one person he truly loved and felt that love be returned a request to stay with him longer?

As much as he wants ciro to stay with him, the process scares kaisei. He has to drain ciro of blood until he is almost gone (which at this point is not a lot more), and then get him to drink from his own blood. There is no set time or amount of these things, and this is something he's never attempted nor has a clear memory of his own turning at this moment. He tilts ciro's head and takes a breath before biting into his flesh. He tastes the warm blood flowing into his mouth, and it takes every ounce of his control to not drain him completely.

Just as ciro begins to lose strength and lean into kaisei, he pulls away and the blonde slumps to the side with a groan. Kaisei quickly drags his nails across his wrist before placing it to his partner's lips and encouraging him to drink. He once again has to tilt ciro's head back to allow the blood to trickle down his throat.

Seconds feel like hours after he pulls his arm away, having given him a decent amount of blood. Kaisei's blue eyes watch closely as his partner's breathing slows to a halt. Fear creeps up the back of his neck that he did something wrong, he had failed, his companion and lover was dead-

Until ciro began to cough violently, to the point of retching. Kaisei put an arm around him, a feeble attempt to comfort the man as he experienced the worst pain imaginable, his insides dying and giving way to whatever demonic powers kept their undead bodies moving. Sitting up shakily, ciro leaned into his savior and groaned again. Shifting his arms, he uncovered the bullet wound and felt a mix of disgust and relief to see it slowly closing itself.

They sat in the alley with the distant sounds of the city bearing witness to the sins they committed in the name of love.

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After some time, kaisei helps ciro to his feet, and they slowly make their way back to the motel. They were lucky it was evening, but the dawn was fast approaching, and they were not about to be caught in the sun's rays.

They stumble into the motel room, kaisei doing his best to keep ciro up. He has regained some strength in his legs, and at this point insists that he can wash up on his own. The blonde fumbles with the handle to the bathroom, until it clicks open and he steps inside, closing the door behind himself.

Kaisei, however, is too wound up to do anything other than fret over his partner. He listens for anything suspicious, only hearing a few wet thumps of clothing being balled up and dropped into the tub. The silence that follows beckons the purple haired man to peek into the door, only to find ciro standing over the pile of bloody clothes, staring down despondently. He swings the door open slowly, and the blonde turns his empty gaze up at him. It's enough to break kaisei's heart, and he steps forward to embrace his lover.

Ciro is still as kaisei sobs apologies into his shoulder. He closes his eyes, wrapping his arms around him. He whispers that it wasn't his fault, he should have known better than to do something so stupid on his own.

"The only reason I'm still here is because of you."

Standing in the glow of the buzzing overhead lights, kaisei gives ciro one last squeeze, before asking him to rest - he will take care of the clothes and wash him up afterwards. Ciro does not argue, he hums a response and shuffles back into the darkness, shadowed by the heavy curtains on the single window, before collapsing onto the bed. His tired mind focuses on the muffled sounds from the bathroom, the thin lines of light escaping the cracks between door and frame - the only traces of light in the pitch darkness.

Water rushing, then lightly splashing, followed by thumps of wadded clothing being unfurled and scrubbed. The gentle noises, comforting darkness, and exhaustion were enough to close ciro's eyelids for the time being.

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He was just barely falling asleep when he felt a hand on his shoulder trace up to pat his head - kaisei's voice following the caring touch.

"Lets clean you up before you get too comfortable."

Ciro sits in the tub, allowing his partner to scrub the drying blood and other bodily fluids from his skin, being extra careful around the now barely visible wound. He relishes the warm water on his cooling skin - it's a strange sensation, one he guesses it must feel like for a person with hypothermia to be doused in warm water. The silence made him ever more aware that he could not hear blood rushing in his veins, only a barely audible trickle like water dripping into his ears. His heart, or whatever now inhabited the cavity in his chest, did not beat as it had hours ago. He breathed slowly, and was grateful for the rise and fall of his chest still feeling somewhat normal.

Kaisei noticed the far-off look on his partner's face, and cleared his throat to break the silence.

"I know it feels strange," he whispered softly as he held ciro's wrist in his hands, "to suddenly not hear the sounds your body made for so long without you ever noticing."

Ciro nodded.

"It was one of the first things i noticed too - it freaked me out," kaisei said with a dry chuckle.

"You'll eventually get used to it, just like how we must have gotten used to all the noise when we were alive."

The purple-haired man slid his fingers down ciro's wrist and held his hand in his own. He held it to his lips and mumbled, "i will miss that warmth of yours, though."

Ciro leaned forward and pressed a gentle kiss to his lover's forehead.

"We'll just have to find other means of keep warm then, won't we?"

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Not sure how much more i will add on to this, but i was thinking as an extension, writing about them finding yakumo at some point. Part of me was thinking maybe he should be alive, but more fittingly, i feel like yakumo would be dead. Whether by his own hand or someone else's, i just can't see him being alive when they track him down, because what would there be to say? In the end, it would never make sense to kaisei why he was abandoned, no matter what yakumo would use as an excuse or reason.

I also had ideas of branching out into ciro's family (all of or almost all of which are vampire hunters) and making the decision to confide in them his fate. On the fence about his family being accepting of how things have turned out, or being ashamed of him and turning him away.

Also also i had a scene of them intimately together, and kaisei voicing that he would like to find a more permanent living situation. He has been around a long time now, and feels like he has not had a stable home for most of it. Having found someone who won't leave him again, he wants to settle down and at least attempt to enjoy eternity - for real this time, and not another false promise from a man that likely never meant it in the first place.

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the riveting second installment of "bunny outfit twink oc dancing to a sexy song"

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i don't give yoai enough love, and that's a crime tbh 😔

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i cant believe this you all let ciro cry and not get picked up. what kind of heartless monsters are the followera of this blog/j

will you pick him up

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Kaisei - phone has a hot pink silicone case to protect it and screen protector that's definitely cracked in a couple places. he keeps his phone pretty up to date because of how he uses it sometimes for streaming and of course for work. his lockscreen is always a photo of him and ciro, and his wallpaper he sets with fanart that people make for him (both get rotated with new pictures, but he likes to keep the theme of couple photo and fanart) - he actually has a desktop computer (again for streaming). not sure if he actually has a laptop or anything. his desktop however is pretty nice, he needs it to be able to handle streaming and running video games. - he does not have a car of his own!! he has a license (per his mom wanting him to have it in case of emergencies), but he prefers to walk or take public transportation to get around (which is viable in his urban setting). after meeting ciro, he takes up both keeping his car neat and also adding little decorations here and there (with ciro's permission of course) - backpack is entirely a statement piece combined with functionality. hot pink with blue trim and lots of little trinkets, patches, and baubles all over it. inside is usually a change of clothes, snacks, and back up hygiene products (cologne/body spray, deodorant, spare tooth brush and toothpaste, facial wipes). he keeps these to freshen up during or after photo shoots. he is always prepared for Anything to happen.

Ciro - black and neon green trimmed phone case, also silicone and practical. his phone is probably not as up to date because he uses it for work first and foremost, and it doesn't need to be that fancy. his lock screen is also likely a photo of him and kaisei, or sometimes just a picture of kaisei, but his home screen is probably some default minimal design - he doesn't bother with customizing it much beyond wanting to see his bf's cute face. - he definitely has a macbook or some kind of laptop, as he brings it between home and the office often. he also has two pen tablets, one with a display at work and a regular pen tablet at home to save space. they aren't super high end, just enough to get the job done (are you understanding that ciro is a functionality over appearances kind of person when it comes to anything but his designs, which must prioritize looks and function equally) ((this is why his clothing is popular, it looks gorgeous and also works)) - idk much about cars, but he has something practical and sleek. you must know though that before meeting kaisei, he would keep the most random assortments of things in his car. sketchbooks that he's half worked in. bolts of fabric samples laying in the backseat. a spare sewing kit that somehow got opened and spilled thread all over the floor in the back. the mysterious mannequin in the trunk that ciro will take home with him when yoai kicks him out of the office but he needs to finish this mock up before the end of the week. after he meets kaisei, he has someone to keep him in check about all the random debris in the car. he also acquires several decorative stickers and mirror air fresheners. thank you, kaisei. - ciro has a plain black backpack, but similar to kaisei's, he's decked it out. there's patches from brands he's collabed with, metal decorations like safety pins and keychains, and inside he keeps a spare journal with a section for sketches and a section for design notes. there's several stray markers, pencils and pens in the pockets, and it's where he keeps a miniature digital tablet that connects to his phone that kaisei bought for him as a gift, but guiltily never really uses (he prefers pen and paper when it comes to sketching out spontaneous ideas)

i think we as a society need to use cell phones/laptops/cars/backpacks to flesh out characters

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love when a random secondary oc grips you by the neck for like three hours like Ok ive had three thoughts about you in my life but sure you can be developed now

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sometimes i look at kaisei and i'm like "damn i really made the cutest guy in the world"

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finally watched scream (1996) and of course i had ciro and kaisei (plushies) watch it with me

a thought i want to make into smth:

comic of ciro and kaisei in the office, kaisei is trying on a snazzed up version of tatums neon pants and cropped football jersey. he's flirting with ciro and saying it would look better on him (with an ass grab, hehe), he probably calls ciro the "hot blonde bitch" too because. yeah.

yoai's stepped out for a bit so ciro bites and lets kaisei put him on the table to make out

but then he opens his eyes and sees OH NO IT'S GHOSTFACE WITH A KNIFE!!-

jk its just yoai with the mask and a foam knife.

"Don't you two know that you can't have sex in a horror movie?"

she tosses the mask and fake knife on her desk and can't stop giggling about how shocked ciro looked, and poor kaisei is still ruffled because she did hit him with the knife, and just the light thump freaked him out.

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teehee

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will you pick him up

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dude shower thoughts brought seijin back into the story

so hear me out

i've always been bothered by trying to figure out where kaisei goes after he and ciro get into their fight, because it has to be a place that ciro could have no idea about. the whole point is he is worried that something bad has happened to kaisei, because no one he contacts knows where he is and kaisei isn't messaging him back (hard to do when his phone was left at home after being kicked out, but that's neither here nor there)

the thing is, by this point in the story, their friend groups overlap pretty concisely. kaisei's friends know ciro and vice versa.

so instead of kaisei holing up with someone either of them knows currently,

what if it's someone from kaisei's past that ciro never knew about?

aka remember way back when i said that in middle/high school, some guys would hit on kaisei as a means of exploration for themselves?

seijin was one of those guys. in fact, he was the guy that got so uncomfortable being intimate with a dude that he just up and left kaisei in a classroom or something, which definitely upsets him.

years later, after his fight with ciro and being kicked out (temporarily, unbeknownst to kaisei atm), he gets hungry and wanders into a convenience store.

"can't think on an empty stomach..."

to which kaisei realizes his phone and wallet were left at home and ah damn how am i going to pay for this snack, the cashier is looking at me like i'm crazy and maybe i am for wandering in so dazed like this, this is why my life is in shambles-

"you can have it. but first, can you help me out with some boxes of stock? they're really heavy and my next shift employee doesn't come in for another hour."

kaisei stares at the dark haired man behind the counter, processing the request, before he absentmindedly nods.

"can i eat this first though? you know oni's, we lose strength quickly, haha..."

"sure"

so kaisei eats his snack and helps this guy out. he doesn't mind the questions from this manager dude, he knows he looks like an oddball and even more so for agreeing to help this guy out at his job.

somewhere in the conversation, kaisei spills that he's been kicked out of the apartment he shares with his bf, and seijin is like, "that's rough buddy. you need a place to stay for a bit?"

kaisei is taken aback a bit by the offer, they just met, hadn't they? he appreciated the help, but he was a little wary of how sudden it was.

and that's when seijin admits the whole "we knew each other in school thing", and how it was really obvious to him who kaisei was. being popular in school and going on to become a famous face plastered all over on magazines and ads has made him quite recognizable.

kaisei remembers him, and then hesitates.

"are you really okay with me staying over like that? after all these years, and how things ended...?"

"yeah man, that was like, high school. i've gotten better about that stuff, and my roommate is like, your biggest fan, so i'm sure she won't mind you hanging around until you're ready to go back."

(his roommate isn't a girlfriend or anything, they are literally just friendly roommates. i get the vibe that seijin might actually be ace in this scenario.)

so kaisei ends up rooming with an old acquaintance and his roommate that does her best not to be weird but is also definitely obsessed with him.

maybe that roommate is miyuri actually, i always liked her design and i could probably morph both her and seijin into some kind of creatures to fit the supernatural world.

she is probably the one who is most helpful in convincing kaisei that he needs to go back and talk things out with ciro.

"even if the worst case scenario happens, at least it will be over and done with."

miyuri says to kaisei as she holds back tears because she was overjoyed when it leaked that kaisei had a steady boyfriend. she's loved his work for so long, and was so happy that kaisei had found someone truly special - he had been longing for it, and she felt that longing through being a fan.

(she is living her dream of piecing her otp back together rn too, idk)

i'm sure seijin also agrees with her that he needs to try again, if nothing else than to see that things are over and start moving on.

(but they both definitely hope they'll just work things out)

and then that fixes the whole "wait so why doesn't ciro just contact everyone they both mutually know to see where he's at" bc former roommate of kaisei's is probably on that list of people ciro would get in touch with.

but random acquaintance/friend(?) from school that kaisei hadn't spoken to in years and never told ciro about?

yeah he's not gonna know to contact seijin lol

closest thing i can get to removing kaisei from his world entirely, because ciro is the type that will turn the world upside looking for his lover, even if he is pissed off at him.

who knows, i might not even keep all of this, but for now, i like it and i think it works. i missed seijin and miyuri tbh, i scrapped them, but it was because they didn't serve a purpose in the story anymore, not because i didn't like them.

welcome back guys ig 💖

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ciro and kaisei take their bestie hatsune miku to the club for her birthday

credits:

Onitsune Kaiku - Tsumidango [Cami - Elliesimple, Jacket - Hololive, Rest is from Kaisei's model] Ciro . Kaisei - puff Stage - つねかわ

Effects: sdPBR [サンドマン] Dippen Natural [サンフラワーふじ] ikBokeh [ikeno] ikDiffusion1 [ikeno] AutoLuminous4 [そぼろ] ikClut Cinema + Fantasy [ikeno . 梨原] Dust Controller [Sovoro . NPie . Chestnustscoop]

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went to a glass animals concert and realized their new album can effectively describe most if not all of kaisei's relationships in some way

who knew an album titled "i love you so f***ing much" could be accurate to the most love-filled oc from a story titled "model of love"

(the concert was so fun btw i had never been to one before but now im thinking of all the bands i like and i want to see in person aahhhhh)

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kaisei squish :3

I just felt like drawing a little chibi today! Feel free to use her as meme format. :>

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thank you @napstachill for making the most kaisei energy filled drawing of kaisei i've ever gotten as commission <3

also ft. ciro's reaction to coming home and finding his bf drunk on the Cars™️ soda and beer cocktail he has concocted

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the realization that kaisei probably listens to bbno$ and loves him unironically

he would bop to this shit in the apartment while he cleans, ciro would sigh and begrudgingly admit that it is catchy