#the reason I am so sure that Gokudera would be like that is bc I am convinced its how he bonds

[dreamieparadise]

I have it SO in my head that Gokudera LOVES talking about his s/o like crazy but it's hard to do that with his besties because Yamamoto is private and Tsuna is shy and so eventually he will turn to the women to gush about the love of his life. I'm talking real teehee. "Where did you have your first kiss?", "first time!?" Type of talk. I also think Hana and Haru EAT THAT UP with him, and he has a good time because they reciprocate. Kyoko is super shy, so she hangs back and listens. She feels like she'd get super embarrassed just talking about wanting to hold her s/o's hand so talking about kissing and sex is SO off the table!! Chrome is also listening and hanging back because she doesn't feel the need to comment but if asked she'd answer.

Anyway I wrote all this to say IMAGINE THESE ADULTS LOOKING LIKE THIS AND GIGGLING:

I need to draw the scene with them honestly...but less looking at the screen and more like that one Amano art.

Meanwhile Yamamoto and Tsuna are together like:

[queenharumiura]

☯ Is there a muse you've always wanted to play?♣ Is there an author(s) that you look up to with your writing skills?♥ What's your favorite ship with your muse?✿ Do you have a mun FC? If so why did you choose that as your FC, and if not who would you choose?回 Which muse was the worst to play? Why?

Taken from meme: [x] ||Accepting||

☯ Is there a muse you've always wanted to play?

Mmnn... I don't think so? If I always wanted to play someone, I probably went and did so. It may take a while to get there, but i'll do it. I'm loyal to my desires and if I really want to do something, i'll do it- tho I suppose there was a time I wanted to basically muse the entirety of the 'Trash of the Count's Family' series lol

Then the thing with licensing getting revoked happened and so the people who were translating the novel had to stop and that made me go 'oh- nvm then'. Apparently Korea does that sometimes, let you have licensing to get popularity up and then revoke it and ask someone else to do an 'official' translation. Bah. <- I'm Korean, so please no one take this as me just hating for no reason or smth.

♣ Is there an author(s) that you look up to with your writing skills?

No, the thing is, with me, I don't usually look up to people. I respect them, sure, but I don't look up to people in the way like idolizing them. That's just not how my personality works. I just appreciate the writing skills of everyone I interact with and that's that. I don't like find a person and go 'oh wow their writing style is so good! I look up to them!' nah, it's more like 'oh wow they're really good at writing! I wanna write with them'.

♥ What's your favorite ship with your muse?

Mmmm so in general, my favorite ship with Haru is Hibari and Haru (bc I'm the bitch who ships my favorites together AHAHAHAHA), and Gokudera and Haru (because of old cosplay nostalgia reasons).

My favorite ships currently with Haru would be Byakuran and Haru (bc it is in the works right now) and Gokudera and Haru (also basically a thing currently). Belphegor and Haru was also very big for me though that ship kinda died so- yeah. It still has a very strong place in my heart, don't get me wrong. It's just hibernating.

✿ Do you have a mun FC? If so why did you choose that as your FC, and if not who would you choose?

On this blog, it's Tsukuyo from Gintama. Many eons ago, I with a group of fans just made up a lil family of people and we kinda associated ourselves with a character from the series. So, as the founder of sorts of this group of people, I had the mother role and I liked Tsukuyo, so yeah. For nostalgia reasons, I kept her as a FC in RPC.

回 Which muse was the worst to play? Why?

This insufferable mother f*cker. He was such a pain in the ass with his 'PRAISE BE ME, I AM THE GREATEST. WORSHIP ME AND THIS BODY FOR I AM THE PEAK OF GREATNESS!' bs-- I LOVED HIM. KEK. Super narcissistic lol. Love him so much. Still do. I could consider playing him still, but mmmmm nah. The people I did write him with went bye bye and I brought him in for them- so since they're gone-- he sleeps.

[pwnyta]

Idk if you have ever watched Katekyo hitman Reborn, but I was part of the fandom even before the anime boomed (it’s like… 2010-11-ish, I think?I was a little younger than MCs, so around 11-12 yo and now I am 20+) and I remember out of all characters liking Tsuna (mc) the best, even tho he was a loser and wasn’t really all that cool… and I still remember how anime boomed bc the artstyle changed significantly in the later arcs and suddenly all characters started to look really hot.

And god how much I’ve hated it! Bc suddenly there was shit ton of people who were actively thirsting for all of those characters but also there were A LOT of people who were hating on Tsuna, and I really, REALLY disliked it :)))) Idk maybe I’ve really related to the fact that he was a normal guy just thrown into the world of mafia and crazy people out of nowhere, in a way that I also experienced a lot of bullshit I didn’t want to be a part of back then(but no one asked my opinion obv).

For that reason I really disliked the fact that so many people have joined KHR bc characters were hot… it rubbed me the wrong way and I think I also didn’t really like majority of the cast all that much? Characters like Hibari seemed to be just hot and crazy without any personality outside of it. I wouldn’t say that my years in the fandom were miserable, but it sucked to constantly hear that your fav character is annoying and dumb…

………..

…And then I’ve decided to rewatch the show a lot of years later :’))))) AND GOD FUCKING DAMMIT I AM SO FUCKING PISSED.

I don’t even know how to say it… but after I’ve rewatched KHR I’ve realized that majority of the characters I’ve disliked are actually pretty cool and I love their personalities and little quirks, and as for Tsuna… holy fucking shit he takes the medal for literally not changing AT ALL. Like, at first everything was fine, but then I’ve realized that he legitimately practically didn’t change from the very first episode. Then again, I don’t know if you’ve watched it but anime have ended on the arc where Tsuna and his friends literally have saved SEVERAL WORLDS (it makes sense in the context I swear) and then in next arc (two last arc weren’t animated) he was beaten up by fucking SCHOOL BULLIES… bruh wtf… I mean, sure, he was beaten up while trying to help another person to get out of troubles (which he probably would have never done in the beginning of the story) but I still can’t get over the fact that so many chapters/arcs later he is unable to defend himself…

What I am trying to say is that is an extremely shitty feeling to return to the franchise you love just to find out that your fave sucks ass practically didn’t change from start to finish, while a lot of other characters get a lot of growth and actually CHANGE. I’m so salty about it you have no idea :))))))

Reborn was THE fandom for me back when it was pretty popular!

I dont remember Tsuna being hated all that much but as always I mostly stay on the fringe of fandom because I know how people can be. But yeah... I do know the KHR fandom was one that you just wanted to avoid due to its size which is usually true for most fandoms.

Hibari (who I actually liked), the guy who looked like he was from Black Butler, and Gokudera... as is typical of fandoms of kind of douchey characters... a lot of the fans were also douchey and probably insist that the characters who were nice were too boring because they werent assholes.

I disagree with you that Tsuna sucked, he did largely stay the same but he was fun and funny. I enjoyed his rapport with the most of the cast and even though he had his typical Shonen protag vibe... like I just didnt expect him to NOT be that. He filled the roll he was made for. Gokudera was the loud jag that bitched about everything, Yamamoto was the clueless powerhouse that just was cool with all the crazy shit happening around him, Hibari... had a deranged love for his school for some reason, Tsuna was the power of friendship good boy who did his best even though he was a fucking idiot...

You were not wrong or dumb for liking Tsuna he was a sweet, idiot boy with the power of frienship! Dont feel influenced by the shittiest parts of fandom just because Tsuna wasnt MEGA deep. He doesnt need to be, he was a fine protag in a shonen series that was largely there just for fun. There was mafia babies, there was a bitch who kept poisoning her brother, a guy who couldnt function unless he saw his boys, an infant who shot himself with a bazooka when he was upset, a little baby that didnt have ears and you think its just a stylistic choice until theres a story involving her bad eyesight in which they get her glasses but she cant wear them because she doesnt have ears! ...

It was never that deep.

Tsuna didnt have to be anything more than he was to carry the series. People need everything to be like top tier and mega nuanced and shit... and its so boring... Just have fun with a series...

Like you dont expect Hocus Pocus to be that deep... the characters have a pretty predictable not that EXTREME change throughout but no one cares because its a fun movie. Do I wanna watch Citizen Kane? Or do I wanna watch Hocus Pocus for the millionth time?

FUCKIN HOCUS POCUS. Citizen Kane is fucking boring.. I wanna have fun.

Thats all Im saying sometimes a series is Hocus Pocus... you know what I mean?

-Signed a mega fan of Yamamoto and Ryohei the two dumbest mother fuckers in the series.

[imagine-khr]

I’d like a tyl!matchup please! I say i’m more of a listener than a talker, but i also don’t like awkward silences, so i tend to just blabber about things that excite me a lot. sometimes even repeating stuff bc i’m not sure if i already told a certain fact to a person or not. despite that i have a great memory once i manage to concentrate on something. i am both touch starved and nervous about physical contact, so i need someone who is patient enough to initiate any kind of contact without being overwhelming. i love doing little things for my friends like buying them drinks or bake them treats and stuff like that. i am unquestionably supportive to my friends and forgiving to a fault, though i’m also prone to self doubts and thinking people hate me for no reason. people often come to me with their secrets because they know i would never betray their trust. i am very much an enabler and a hypeman when friends tell me their plans and ideas, even if they’re a bit outlandish. i have a hard time sitting still for too long so i’m almost always fidgeting or dancing, especially when i’m in a good mood. -blaumeise (i hope this is alright 😅😅)

It’s okay bby, you did just fine!

I ship you with Fran!

Though most of the time the words that come out of his mouth are sarcastic and rude, with you he actually tries having a conversation. He finds it cute when you ramble on about this and that, and he could honestly listen to the same story ten times in a row if it comes from you. He’ll often stay quiet just to watch you fumble for a conversational topic. He’s a little devil like that, but it’s just because he finds you adorable when you try to bridge the silence with discussion. 

Fran, being someone who seems so apathetic with anyone and everyone, is a very surprising comfort for you. Scared to initiate something? Don’t worry, he’ll plop down next to you on the couch, and tease your fingers with his own before he intertwines said fingers in your own. Always wants a welcome-back kiss and a goodbye kiss because he saw it on TV once. 

Will slowly snake his arms around you and whisper, “Want to know a secret. You’re the ugliest person in the world.” When you turn to glare at him or stare at him quizzically, you’ll see that small shit-eating smirk that lets you know he thinks you’re anything but ugly. 

The first time the two of you met was when you were dancing, and quite frankly minding your own business, and he appeared just to tell you that your dancing sucked. The rest was history. 

Your Bestie

Haru!

As everyone knows, Haru is not afraid to talk someone’s ear off but will also not mind taking a back seat in order to listen to your problems. The two of you are so comfortable together that you can both gab all night without a pause, and if there is one, you’re always the first one to fill it. Due to this habit, the turn in conversations seems natural. So much so that most of the time neither of you know how you ended up talking about absurd topics like how bridges are built.

Wasn’t too happy when you started dating Fran, mainly because of the organization he’s involved in. It’s one thing to be part of the mafia, it’s another to be part of the mafia with a group of trained killers. But, she has accepted your relationship when she took notice of how Fran treated you and how he made you happier than even she could at times.

The fondest memory the two of you share with one another was one drunken night when the two of you snuck into Gokudera’s apartment to shave his head. Between your giggles and very loud whispering, he woke up when only half of his head was done. It’s safe to say that the two of you ran for your lives. 

[emypony]

Every number, lol

ily lmfao

gdi lina

((now i gotta open my own goddamn tumblr to find it smh))

i’ll do edits throughout bcs i go on other questions and i legit like, answer them and go back and add stuff

1. first anime you ever watched

tbh i can’t freaking remember?? Though it might’ve been something on animax. I don’t count pokemon rly bcs i rarely watched it. I think watched thoroughly…???

Frick. Deltora Quest (??) ((god I just remembered I need to hype that too crap)) but I’ll be proud to say front to back as a really long anime is going to be Inazuma Eleven. God I was so trash for it. Saw a few eps on Disney and decided “i want to see this but without this crappy romanian dub thx”

I can’t remember any other anime I watched but amongst the first ones were: Shugo Chara, Princess Tutu (I NEED TO DRAW THIS AS WELL AUGH LINA WHAT’VE U DONE) uhhhhhhhh, Kaleido Star? Zero no Tsukaima (VERY BAD ANIME TO START WATCHING WHEN UR LIKE 13) and other trash stuff like Oran Highschool Host club, Toradora (I didn’t watch the last ep gg me), Brother’s Conflict (another harem AND I DIDN’T WATCH THE LAST EP EITHER GG OMG) and this is all I can remember great…

EDIT: UNDERRATED ELEMENTAL GELADE LIKE DID ANYBODY EVEN HEAR ABT IT like AAAA

look at me i can’t even do one question without rambling this is gonna be long asf

EDIT:::: Shaman King was the first. Used to air dubbed on some non cartoon channel over here and I got hooked.

2. first anime crush

Shun from Bakugan. I’m trash. (yes this was after I found out that it was originally japanese. I think i wanted to watch the jap dub but i couldn’t find it anywhere and i couldn’t take Dan having Naruto’s voice either thx)

Then i discovered Spectra (aka the Brother of that girl from the 2nd season) and i cried bcs how could I choose

3. favorite anime character

Tsurugi Kyousuke and you know it girl

TSUNA FROM KHR (in his more serious form)

ALSO GOKUDERA ^^^^

4. least favorite anime character

fricc. uHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH…(inazuma eleven makes everybody lovable I mean…)

5. list all anime you have ever watched (do non finished one count too thx)

NOTE: The ones with * means I didn’t finish them.

I DID THIS IN QUESTION 1 THANKS BUT LET ME ADD SOME

Mob Psycho 100

Shokugeki no Souma**  (in prcess of watching)

Oban Star Racers

Sword Art Online

SMILE PRECURE - it’s so clichee but I love it

Kaichou wa Maid-Sama

K-ON!*

Fruits Basket!!!

Sukitte Ii na yo

edit: Noucome

Dog Days!* (i can’t even what is this anime)

Kamisama Hajimemashita* (THERE’S LIKE A 2ND/3RD SEASON I NEVER KNEW ABUOT)

//screams

SHAMAN KIIIIIIING

DNANGEL AHHHHHHHHH

Beyblade (newer series tho)*

To Love-Ru* (wasn’t my thing but i saw a bit of it)

more Pretty Cure series which I can’t remember tbh

SUGAR SUGAR RUNE //CRYING

Gugure! Kokkuri-san*

6. popular anime you didn’t like

NOTE: I DIDN’T ACTUALLY WATCH MOST OF THESE BUT THE HYPE OVER THEM JUST KILLED IT FOR ME

Vampire…s-something with Vampire? With the Subaru and stuff. 

EDIT::: DIABOLIK LOVERS

LIKE ONLY 1 GUY WAS CUTE AND HAD REASONABLE REASONS BEHIND HIS AGGRESSIVE BEHAVIOR, THE REST WERE JUST F*CKED UP PSYCHOS THANKS

Naruto (I mean first seasons are nice and all but like, it becomes confusing)

One Piece, Fairy Tail, YURI ON ICE , HETALIA ((MISS ME WITH THAT SH*T THX)), Death Note, Attack on Titan, Tokyo Ghoul, Clannad, Boku no Hero Academia, Dragon Ball Z (and what have you), Kuroko no Basket, Haikyuu, Free!, Bleach, Inuyasha, YuGiOh (i’ve seen a bit but meh..), Mirai Nikki, 

//inhales Sailor Moon

idk just not for me, though maybe I should give it a chance??

7. anime you are currently watching

I guess Shokugeki no Souma since I’ve yet to finish s3

But I’m still in IEGO hell rn, rewatching it for the lolzies

8. anime character you are most like

Tenma, ofc. 

9. favorite anime child

uHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Tenma. ;;w;; he’s so precious and doubts himself and I think he’s great  ahhh 

Konoha. She loves animals and she’s kinda cute ouo

idk if there’s more i am really not recent anime trash sorry

10. favorite anime animal sidekick

Kili who’s Jasmine’s(?) -idk if that was her name in the jap version too- crow

I frkin love crows holy danm

Sasuke is such a cute dog save me

11. anime you didn’t expect to like but did

Inazuma Eleven (I don’t even like soccer) , Princess Tutu (I don’t like ballet and it was old af so I literally put it off for watching Shugo Chara), uhhhh idunno anymore

12. anime that should get more attention from others

PRINCESS TUTU I CAN’T STFU ABOUT THIS

Katekyo Hitman Reborn!

INAZUMA ELEVEN ALSO!!!

13. funniest anime you have watched

the one anime with the guy who had to make decisions or else

Noucome? (wikipedia: short for My Mental Choices are Completely Interfering with my School Romantic Comedy) Yeah that’s the one.

Shokugeki no Souma

14. saddest anime you have ever watched

PRINCESS TUTU (screw me, right?)

15. anime you never get sick of watching

INAZUMA ELEVEN THX

16. 10 best animes you have watched

oH COME ON

Inazuma Eleven

Katekyo Hitman Reborn

Princess Tutu

Bakugan

Deltora Quest

Sugar Sugar Rune

Noucome

Shokugeki No Souma

Shaman King

i don’t know another one save me

17. biggest anime crush

TSURUGI KYOUSUKE

18.10 worst anime you have watched

how can I even- 

19. favorite anime ships

kYOUTEN

YuuiChi ( ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) ;)))))) furiously winks)

RanMasa

Ibuki x Shindou ((idk the name of this together lmao))

i don’t have anything more tbh x’D

20. least favorite anime ships

ShinKyou (I’m sorry but how?)

Fakir x Rue (Princess tutu. But like y these 2 srsly they hate each other)

21. anime that made you cry, when

Inazuma Eleven, not sure when but it did. I’m p sure it did

UHHHHHHHHHHHHH

fricc. Princess Tutu defs at the end

22. age you started watching anime/person who introduced you to it.

idk how the hecc I found it but i think i was like 11/12?

23. unpopular character you love

YUUICHI

I mean c’mon we only see him a few times like give the poor guy some love

SARU!!!

24. popular character you hate

Fudou

Idk just… :^) not ma’ thing

25. anime you would recommend to someone who hates anime

i can’t?? my anime choices are literally trash

26. manga you have read all the ways through

i…didn’t read mangas xD

((yes you’re free to kill me now :^))

(((TBH THERE IS ONE. And that’s Nana to Kaoru I think..but it’s nsfw sorta but it was nice as well? like you don’t see that often)))

27. anime you plan to watch in the future

uhhhh crap good question. I had some lists somewhere but idk

28. most upsetting moment in anime, why

WHEN KAZEMARU LEFT THE TEAM LIKE AAAAAAAA MY BOY

When Shun from bakugan cut his hair but damn he was still hot

THE CUTE BOY FROM DELTORA QUEST WHO WAS SUCH A CINNAMON BUN TURNED OUT TO BE SOME MONSTER FREAK LIKE HOW DARE YOU

29. anime that deserves another season

PRINCESS TUTU

DELTORA QUEST (THERE WERE 3 BOOKS BUT THEY ONLY MADE ONE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA)

OURAN HIGH SCHOOL HOST CLUB

FRUITS BASKET AAAAAAAAH

i can’t think of more

30. one anime conclusion you would change

((SPOILERS))

Princess Tutu: MAKE AHIRU GODDAMN HUMAN SERIOUSLY I WANT TO SEE MY SHIP SAIL AUGHHJKFGBG

I FREAKING HOPE I DIDN’T MISS ANY AHHHHHHHHHHHHH

[queenharumiura]

Kyoko Headcanon

@lalucedivongola this is the thing that I said I’d do. 

Here is a link if you’d rather just listen to me animatedly talk about my Kyoko HC: [X]

Length: 32:03 ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;

Warning: Obviously length, and also I guess... language? I tend to cuss more when I get agitated or excited... so if you don’t like that i’d... avoid this. Also at some times I get real passionate so perhaps my volume gets a bit loud... ahahahaha;;;;

Below is going to be me writing out my HC in word format. I am not following what I said in the audio post because that’s just too much work. I like working on the fly. So if the audio thing is too long for you, you can just read instead. 83

[readmore bc it’s me and we know why]

Kyoko and Haru used to get a lot of hate in the KHR fandom for ‘crying a lot’ being ‘useless,’ and for ‘getting in the way of YAOI SHIPS.’. The moment anyone say that to me is the day that I will probably flip someone’s life upside down. You don’t really see that now, which makes me happy. I used to see it a lot more often back then though and it gave me so much grief because Haru has been my favorite character for a very very VERY long time. 

I’m going off topic. Sorry about that. 

So anyways, going on with the whole crying bit. They are obviously talking about the future arc. If you go back to the manga, it was either within the same day or the next day when the girls resolve themselves to helping out by doing the chores and cooking. They can’t just stay upset and do nothing. They have to be productive. They have to help out and support the guys. 

THEY DID NOT CRY A LOT. I REPEAT, THEY DID NOT CRY THE WHOLE TIME. I WILL FIGHT YOU. THEY DIDN’T. If it were me, I would’ve cried and panicked for much longer. Honestly? We need to give those girls WAAYYYYY more credit than was given to them. I seriously will fight someone over this. 

Now, another reason Kyoko got a lot of hate is because she’s so perfect and always so happy-- like a robot. She doesn’t have a personality. She’s just... so unnatural. I so get that. I won’t lie, I used to really dislike her because I felt the same way. Though after a while I tried to really think on some things and analyze some things in the series and I came up with an idea and it made me respect her more as a character. 

To start things on, in one of the games, (was it the card game?) Kyoko was given the flame type of the MIST and NOT the SUN like her brother. I assert that your flame type isn’t necessarily genetic, but more so situational and personality related. Though that also ties into a bit of genetics because a lot of the times if you’re related you’ll have a similar personality. 

I’ve posted it once before, but I really believe that situations in one’s life and one’s personality really impacts on what kind of flame type you may have. My headcanon that’s based on this idea can be found here: [x]

I dunno if you took the time to read that but if you did, thank you~ I hope that it sort of makes sense? I hope it doesn’t seem too far-fetched? I mean you don’t have to agree with me or anything like that. That’s just how I see it and I’ll stand by it. This HC is why I have the HC that I do for Kyoko. 

Now, for Kyoko, she apparently has the flame type of the mist. I really think this fits her because it deals with illusions and I personally believe it fits her SCHOOL IDOL status. 

Here’s the thing, when you idolize anyone, your perception of someone is really biased. You see this a LOT with people who are really into Kpop. Like you can look at someone and see everything they do and hate them. You can see them to be a super pretentious person. They’re rude, they’re ugly, etc. However, sometimes, they grow on you and the same things you saw that made you hate them-- you start liking it instead. That’s the power of bias. 

It’s also the same as how sometimes a really good looking guy can do something ‘sweet’ for a girl and it’s soooo romantic, but if a guy who isn’t so good looking does the same thing, it’s sooooo creepy. Similar concept. 

Idolization gives rise to use bias. Gokudera is prime example. No matter what Tsuna does, he’s just the amazing Juudaime that he looks up to and aspires to help. 

Now, the reason why I mention this is because she’s the school idol and you know people are always projecting their own ideals onto you. You know this to be true especially when Tsuna is involved. He’s just always fantasizing about Kyoko. She’s the best person. She’s so beautiful, she’s so cute, she’s so kind, she’s so perfect. She’s like an angel. He hardcore projects onto her, dude. 

With the mist, you know there is an attribute of illusions ans such. Mukuro in particular can make himself look like another person. To the point that sometimes you’re like ‘yoooo you have like a completely different personality. DUUUUUUUUUUUUUDE.

I use this idea when I think about Kyoko. As a school idol, people project an image onto her and that’s quite literally what they see, and that’s how she acts out. She will act out how people see her. How they want to see her. 

However, there are times when we see her break out of those projections. Like whenever she got shot by Reborn and she goes to Tsuna’s mom and demands she ‘apologize/take it back’. There’s also the time that when she finds out Mochida and Tsuna are about to fight for Kyoko as the prize. You see her about to go straight up there like ‘oh no bitch, I aint no prize. SQUARE UP. I’ll fight fo’ myself’. Though you know, her friends kinda hold her back. You can see in the manga (I forget if it’s in the anime as well) that she’s just really gunho about going in there and fighting herself. 

LIKE HOW DARE? I feel like sometimes she’ll just snap out of the projected images and she’ll be herself. The times when we can see Kyoko being a bit ‘weird’ is when she’s around some other people who don’t really have any misconceptions about her. 

Like when she first met Haru, she doesn’t know that Kyoko is a school idol. She doesn’t know anything about her. She won’t be able to judge Kyoko and be like ‘that’s so unlike you. That’s so weird.’ So it’s like you can see Kyoko just immediately open up to Haru and just be like ‘yoooo I also do appreciation days!!! FRIIIIIIEEENDD!!!!!’. They get along very easily right off the bat.

She also found Lal Mirch’s Gorilla decoration thing to be really cute. We even see Haru just look at her like ‘you find that cute? Weiiiird.’ We can see that Kyoko’s interests are not exactly ‘normal’. She has some odd interests in the way that we see that she even finds Haru’s costumes to be really cute and fun. She finds Haru’s ideas to be really fun. 

If you think about it, if she was a true school idol preppy girl, she probably would not have been caught dead wearing some of the things that Haru has made costumes of. This is a glimpse of what Kyoko is like. She has a personality. She has her own interests. She has her own hobbies and thoughts. SHE HAS A PERSONALITY-- but it often gets overwritten by projection, which I will get into now. 

So with the mist attribute, you think of illusions, which I assert kind of ties into the whole ‘bias’ thing I mentioned earlier. It’s like people have an idea they have of her as an idol and project this idea onto her and she either acts out this projection or just appears that way to the one projecting the image. 

She’ll be that perfect angel, the super sweet, and gentle idol of the school. To further assert this idea, Kyoko has from a young age had to act things out to make people happy. Namely, her brother. We know that the scar on his forehead is partly the fault of Kyoko. He sustained the injury because of her and she feels guilty about it. Ryohei feels responsible sort of because she feels guilty. Like he wasn’t strong enough to not get injured. 

If he does get hurt (whether or not because of her or not) he needs to heal quickly or else he’ll worry Kyoko. He has to heal fast and strong so he doesn’t worry her and get less scars that she can look at and feel saddened by. Viola we see him with the Sun flame. 

Kyoko has to be that little sister that is naive and someone who always listens to her brother, so she can pretend to be unaware of the truth. It helps Ryohei feel more safe, and it helps him feel less stressed about feeling responsible for her feeling guilty about his injuries. 

It’s a cycle of guilt. She feels guilty about his scar, and he feels responsible for her feeling such a way and then she feels guilty that he feels responsible for her feeling guilty. A train. A complex train of guilt. You feel? 

So to stop this, she simply has to nip it in the bud at the source. She should pretend as though it doesn’t bother her anymore. She has to be the small and cute younger sister he’s so protective of. She has to act out the way he wants her to in order to save him from feeling so responsible for her all the time. 

I feel as though this is one reason why he gets so scarily defensive the moment the idea of letting Kyoko know the truth in the TYL arc is raised. It goes against the image he has of her. He doesn’t want to think of her knowing the truth. To become less of a naive and innocent little girl he wants her to be. So when she does find out, he just flies off the handle kinda. 

I think that this makes sense with him projecting an innocent image of her makes sense. Like, do you really think she’s stupid enough to believe he REAAAAAALLY fell off a roof? No, you don’t fall off a roof, lose all those teeth, and you don’t get all the injuries that you did. You don’t. Hell, you even saw Tsuna’s reaction like, ‘YOU BELIEVE THAT?’. 

Dude i’m pretty sure she doesn’t. That’s the image he projects onto her. That’s what he wants from her, so she acts the part. Honestly? Do you reaaalllly think the doctor’s are going to be stupid enough to believe that he fell off a roof? I’m pretty sure there are bruises and such that can let them know that’s not the case. 

The Doc’s probably told the parents the truth and either Kyoko heard it there or she heard from her parents. She’s got allllllllllll the opportunities to learn the truth. Still, she acts the part of believing his lies, because it would calm him down. He doesn’t want her to worry. He doesn’t want her to ‘show that face again’. Since he feels that strongly, she has to act naive. 

Please, Sumo tournament? She sees those gloves you’re wearing. She knows a boxing ring when she sees one. Like all those injuries? LAMBO?????? REALLY? Sumo? You seriously think they’re that stupid to believe you? They know you guys are lying to them. They know you are lying to keep them safe, or to make you guys keep distance. It’s dangerous. They know that. 

So they have to pretend to believe you and move on. What a lot of women are told, no matter what, you have to support your men. You have to protect the family and support your man in the shadows. That’s what the girls have to do. If they have to pretend to be unaware of the truth to support them, they’ll do so. Kyoko cannot be that stupid, and Haru honestly would not be stupid enough to believe it. She’s from a private all girl’s school for pete’s sake. She’s supposed to be very smart. Don’t let her weird attitude fool you. 

She’s knowledgeable. Kyoko has common sense. They are not stupid. They are more aware than they let on. Why else did they finally have enough of it in the future arc and go on a strike? If they truly believed that everything was okay and it was just a ‘sumo tournament’ then they wouldn’t have had a strike. They would’ve just gone along with it. However, they just finally got enough of it. 

How can you basically bring them into this, have them see how injured you guys got AND LAMBO and expect them to not know the truth? 

REAAAAAALLLYYYYY THEEEYYYYY KNOOWWWWWWW MORREEEEEE THAAAAAAN PEEOOOPPLEEE GIVEEE THEEEEMMM CREEEDIIIIIT FOOOOR.

So she gets projected images and she acts the part. Thought with Haru, as I mentioned earlier, she didn’t have a projection to work off of and you can see her being more of her true self. She’s into eating lots of cakes. She can enjoy dressing up in weird costumes. She enjoys the weird ploys that Haru has planned to surprise their friends. She can be HERSELF. 

It’s really interesting to see the subtle differences in her actions when she’s around other characters and Tsuna. The projection really just shines through, I feel.

Now, this is my thought, Kyoko has very strong feelings about treating people right and judging people, or projecting ideals onto people. WHY? BECAUSE THAT IS HER LIFE. She knows how hard it is. She will fight this. 

Why else did she only when she got shot by Reborn she goes after Tsuna’s mom demanding she take back what she said about Tsuna? You shouldn’t call yourself worthless or whatever. Not in front of him and NOT in front of a friend of his. You don’t do that. (though I also HC that Nana does that to see who Tsuna’s true friends are bc anyone who would defend him are his true friends. Those who let it go are either fake friends or are using him. She must get rid of them) You can’t say things like that, as though you were projecting the idea that he’s a no good person. She got upset by that, but Tsuna super hardcore projects all these ideals onto her. 

Calling out his mom on her BS is not one of them. So she’s stuck with wanting to say something but also being stuck with having to act out his projection. There is a lot of inner battling there and that’s why, I assert, is why she immediately goes to find his mom after being shot, because it bothered her THAT MUCH. 

Now in terms of Haru. Let’s be real here, Kyoko knows full well how Haru feels about Tsuna. She’s always all over him and they’ve canonically had sleepovers. Do you really think she hasn’t said that she loved ‘Tsuna-san’ at LEAST 20 times in a single night? Really? She so has. This is no secret to Kyoko. However it’s very obvious who he has feelings for. 

Given the fact that he’s always pushing Haru away or speaking/acting in favor of Kyoko. I’m very much positive that Kyoko is just very loyal and she sticks to her girls. You want to treat Haru like that and push her away? Then i’m going to pretend I don’t see how you feel about me. Don’t you think you can just ignore and push someone away and think that I’ll look at you. ESPECIALLY NOT if it’s my FRIEND you are treating like that. 

Sure, Haru is very passionate and it’s just really really stifling. She gets that, but you can’t treat a girl like that in front of someone you are crushing on. However, we can’t blame Tsuna. He’s young and it’s like given his life, it’s not his fault he doesn’t exactly know how to deal with things. I mean, if I had a girl like Haru on my tail all the time, I would be a bit overwhelmed too. 

Still, doesn’t mean that Kyoko has to overlook that. She has to support her friend. I feel as though that is definitely why every time he gives Haru a hard time, Kyoko chimes in like ‘Oh but I was involved too? I thought it was a cute idea.’ It’s basically a ‘if you gotta throw hate on Haru, then you should throw it at me too’. 

HOWEVER we see that Tsuna changes his tune. The moment he realizes that Kyoko was in on it and thought it was a fun idea, he’ll be shocked at first but then say how it made him happy. Thank you. Like really? Come on now, why to have such a fast change of heart. Not even Haru is oblivious or positive enough to ignore that. That probably hurts her. 

Kyoko is supporting her friend, but also in a weird way training Tsuna to stop judging people so much. Stop projecting your ideals onto people. Just learn to accept people for who they are. She probably just respects Haru for how true she is to herself. She doesn’t care about wearing a costume out in public. She can showcase her work to the world. She doesn’t really care how people think of her. She’s herself and she’s not gonna change. 

No amount of Tsuna just making comments on her thoughts/actions is going to stop her. Kyoko, I feel really likes that about her and she wants to do that herself. 

Now, if you’ve noticed, Tsuna pushed Haru away a lot at the start of the manga, but towards the end, he’s accepting her more. He doesn’t really push her away as much. He starts to accept the weird things that not only she, but everyone else does. You can see that as he’s growing more accepting of things, Kyoko opens up more to him. She starts to become more ‘aware’ of his feelings for her. Very subtle but it’s there. 

The very last thing that I want to leave things off on: I feel like this is why she could immediately tell the problem that Tsuna was having with Natsu. Tsuna was projecting his emotions onto his box animal. How else can she know this so easily than if she’s always being projected on? She knows how that is. That is her life. She’s a projected person. People don’t really know what she’s really like until they start accepting her for who she is and stop projecting their ideals on her. 

Due to the fact that she’s always projected upon, she can tell when others are being projected on like with Natsu. He can feel the anxieties Tsuna feels. He’s scared too. He’s just in his box like ‘OH SHIT! NO NO DON’T LET ME OUT. I’m SCARED!’. Kyoko can tell because she’s so used to it. She can see the signs. 

For the fact it’s so terrifying and tiring, she doesn’t like it when others project onto others in a harmful way. Thus he wants to talk back when people say bad things about Tsuna. Don’t put a bad image onto him. He’s trying. Words are powerful. Stop putting that image on him. Especially if you are his mother. Don’t do it. 

So yeah. That’s my thought on Kyoko being the way she’s designed and why the mist fits her so well. 

Honestly you don’t have to agree with me. You can say that my idea is absolute bull. I just wanted to write out a thing and share it. 

TLDR: Kyoko has a personality. She has a soul, but it’s just that with her mist attribute her true personality gets hidden.