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"𝙳𝚘𝚌𝚝𝚘𝚛 𝚆𝚑𝚘" || 𝚃𝚎𝚗 𝚡 𝙳𝚘𝚗𝚗𝚊 𝚃𝚎𝚡𝚝𝚙𝚘𝚜𝚝𝚜 [pt. 1] [𝚙𝚝. 𝟸]
#dw#dr who#doctor who#ten x donna#the doctor x donna#the doctordonna#donna noble#the tenth doctor#the 10th doctor#tennant x tate#catherine tate#david tennant#tatennant#textposts#otp: partners in crime#otp: i think you'll find we're quite something#yeah it was meant to be one per ep but there's two doctors in journey's end and not a lot to work with in the end of time...#dw textpost meme
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Hi there! As a requestober request could you please draw something cute with Mob? I'm planning on rewatching Mob Psycho 100 and it would be great to see fanart of him in your style! :D
Day 17 - She loves me, she loves me not...
#My art#Requestober#MP100#Shigeo Kageyama#This uh. This was Intended to be cute it was Meant to be cute I swear I was Trying for this to be cute#It still could be???? Turned out way way moodier than I meant it to be lol it was just Such a strong image in my head#Like I haven't had literally Any MP100 images pop up since I last doodled them it has been dead silent#But as soon as they came into my inbox this image placed itself very very firmly and strongly in my mind and that like - never happens lol#So I followed it! For funsies! Please enjoy my unfiltered brain-to-hand lol#Mob really is just a boy - he has simple hopes and desires! For all the amazing things he's capable of he wants for such small things#So to be able to sit and Loves Me Not over his crush with a dandelion and find beauty and magic in that <3#Everyone is appreciating dandelions today yes? We're all caught up on our love of dandelions currently?#Glowing yellow center <3 Not quite a sunflower but he'll work his way up to it :)#It's a bit funny - I've been itching to rewatch a specific episode of MP100 myself despite it not having been all That long since#The Reigen episode specifically the one where he strikes out on his own and it's all ''fine'' - it's an interesting one#I wonder if I've watched enough anime in the meanwhile to appreciate any more subversions haha#I did take a crack at OPM but I ended up leaving partway through S2....#But MP100 kept my attention the whole way through!! Very good series <3 Very good boy ♥
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I kinda don't want anyone to ever see this but I'm also genuinely mad so I have to post about it obviously, in orthodox Coptic churches the entire week up until Easter is sacred and we have church every single morning. Emphasis on the word morning, because our ~lovely~ minister of education, correctly assuming school attendance would drop from ~11 students/per class a day to zero after Easter and Sham El-Neseem, decided that he had to make absolutely sure EVERYONE showed up for what little time was left before Easter. So, y'know, the week before Easter. In the MORNING. He went about this by making up the most pointless mandatory exams (he's testing us for EXTRACURRICULARS. I have to take a test on PE and Theatre!! Some of my friends take LIBRARY!) And, the exams being pointless, all our teachers are obviously not bothering to actually test us, they'll just tell us the answers or give us the full mark regardless of how we do bc it really isn't worth it, so we are. Literally. Required to miss morning church bc of a nothing exam the minister made up just to drag us to school. A task he has been spectacularly failing at for the entire school year, since as previously mentioned, only like 11 students per class. The exams begin almost with the sacred week btw it almost feels targeted too
#To rub salt in the wound#We got the whole week off for Eed El-Fitr#This is infuriating#I have an exam on SATURDAY#Y'know#The day right before Easter Sunday???#The day we stay up until midnight either at church or watching the قداس on TV to avoid the crowds?????#THAT Saturday?????????#I am willing to bet if it wasn't the Muslim day off too that man would have dragged us out to school on Good Friday#Which would have been unacceptable btw#I'm surprised he didn't manage to find an excuse not to have anything on Easter Sunday#Bc one of my friends' older sisters who's in college#LITERALLY DOES#she has an exam!!!#An actually important one!!!!!!#On EASTER MORNING#she's not gonna be able to watch the Holy Fire!!!!#And she's gonna be studying on Saturday#Which is when we're meant to break our fast (at midnight after church let's out)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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See the thing is. I know I'm good at writing. Like I have my weak areas or things I need to improve in, but it's not a skill I otherwise spend a lot of time feeling insecure about because a) if I don't believe in my writing literally who will b) if I want to publish my writing I ought to at least feel a resting level of good about it because editors and agents likely will not be cradling my face like a prize cat and telling me how talented I am while asking for their edits c) I've always had an audience for my writing even at its worst– I started sharing my original works online when I was around 16 & that really helped sell to me the idea of 'there will always be someone out there who likes what you do' d) untalented men never think this hard about the quality of their works and they always end up published anyway and e) I don't have many other thoroughly developed skills so why not have one I feel good about. Having said this. Awkward feeling to realize you're one of the authorial weak links in your postgraduate creative writing degree's social circle
#part of the issue is definitely also like. i am good at what i do! its just that im the only one doing it#40 people in my fuckass degree and im the only one who writes fantasy fiction. we had one more girl but she did romance & dropped out#(to be an agent) (this isnt a sad story)#but yeah no im mostly surrounded by very talented poets and screenwriters. which makes my works seem a little. frivolous. in comparison#and my friends especially are so fucking talented it makes me ill. and they engage politely with me about my writing but its also#superficial and i cant blame them because its simply not what they write/what theyre interested in! i feel the same about poetry#but my friend actually seemed surprised a while ago when i mentioned a thing id been writing and i joked that it looked like she was#surprised i could have good ideas and she didnt answer. and like. man.#i am a good writer! i fucking know im a good writer but im a good FANTASY writer and these people are. different writers and theyre good an#im floundering in this environment next to them and theres something not as like.. artistic in what i do its so fucking embarrassing#and they also display just such a lack of curiosity as to others' writing like.. they wont check the moodle forum to read what the others i#our module have uploaded for each assignment?? like arent you even just CURIOUS? but now im also just wondering if theyre like 🤞 this#with each other in a way that excludes me and my stupid flop ass fiction. i dont know. its just so silly. everyone always talks about#finding community in writing groups & degrees & such and that is exactly the last and most isolating place ive ever been insofar as my#writing goes. like at least way back in high school no one cared in general. here people do care. just not about what i can bring to the#table. although again i really dont know if this is a larger scale lack of curiosity/involvement in others works so i digress.#notnow#tbd#sorry this is a very priveleged complaint to have i AM deeply enjoying my degree and ik im so lucky to get to go where i attend. i just#occasionally feel sad. and knowing i failed my last assignment (which WAS fiction) (one chance to prove myself! cute) isnt helping much#if the poetrypeople are better at me even in the thing im meant to be good at. baby we're about to enter the mental health meat grinder.#but we stay silly. i think i just need to find people online etc to talk to about writing again like i did at 17.#just full insanity paragraph analysis. that was fun. i enjoyed that.
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AHHHHHHH
#i'm so fucking sick of my head of department#we are three weeks out from a campaign launching and she's decided today - an hour before i finish work until monday#that we are changing the entire messaging and name of the campaign#even though she's had all the materials for the past four months#and we're sending out the first letters on MONDAY#i'm suddenly super glad i'm working from home so no one can see my massive breakdown#it's just unreasonable and the new name isn't even a name - it's two sentences#how am i meant to fucking find and replace all of it
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sometimes i remember the hunger games and how nobody actually paid attention to what was in those books
#americans close your eyes and ears right now#i'm well aware that my political takes are way too spicy for you all#and i really do wish my media diet didn't contain so much us-centric shit#but alas we're all suffering here#and i could say that 'oh actually it does matter who your president is for us in the world'#but it doesn't. it really fucking doesn't. that's kind of the point.#oh i'm sorry my spicy takes are already starting#anyway it is wild that you all can understand katniss assassinating coin at the end of mockingjay#but get super upsetty that chappell roan won't support your favorite presidential candidate with her full chest#like come on none of you actually thought that her using the phrase both sides meant that she was a republican or even a centrist#that's just copium#you all knew exactly what she meant#but i guess encouraging people to think critically and get involved with their local elections and politics as well is... bad now?#also... why do you all care so much about a random pop star's opinion and whether or not she dares to criticize a government#like... she's right but i'm sure 5 years from now if she survives in the limelight her edges will be completely chipped away#by all this insane reaction#and before anyone comes for me... no i'm not saying you shouldn't vote. please fucking do.#neither am i saying you shouldn't vote strategically or encourage other people to do so#but if all your energy is spent policing people who criticize your chosen party because of their own principles#then there's something seriously wrong with your politics#and all you're signalling is that you truly do not fucking care about the issues that they care about#if anything..... you RESENT them#and then the same people bring up the parable of the 'unjust man'#or how it's never the right time to talk about gun violence in your country#harm reduction is all good and based but attacking people who are leveraging their support to push your party left#is not. it's not even fucking helpful#anyway. don't base your lives and politics around pop stars.#even if they are more based than you 🤷#i think i'm done now thank you tumblr for letting me have insane rants in my tags that hopefully no one reads#idk i just find this all depressing. i wish you all cared more about the world outside of your bubble. i wish we all did - myself included.
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i say im ok w other ppl having the same f/os as me but *loud buzzer noise*
#if we're moots this post does NOT apply to you obv#im sorry literally no one gets him like i do#Im in love w the version of him from my first playthru w no fandom influence whatsoever#the fandom ver of him is basically a different man altogether its so fucking EW cringe i hate it he would#NOT fucking say or do that but ok#we r just soul connected i meant that shit abt finding eachother in every universe#mine#f/o posting
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I did the meme thing with my most recent blorbos to form the most ridiculous set lol (Leonardo from TMNT and Jess Harper from Laramie (1959))
It's very funny to me because both of them have killed/willing to kill, but it's the 15 year old turtle who would probably be the one to admit first that they're gonna have to kill someone instead of the 26 year old ex-gunfighter
Bonus of the kinds of fics I've been reading lately
pissed off their red-coded brother/friend who wants them to stop their self-sacrificial bullshit
#what makes it even funnier (to me) is that raph and jess are more similar in attitude . and most likely to start brawls and fights#with leo and slim being the stern 'follow the rules' level headed 'calm' ones#but yeah leo and jess are the ones who would throw away their life or happiness if it meant the people they care about stayed safe#so they are my favs and get to be memed :)#larmaie obsession revived after finding out that my fav author on ffn was still writing i just hHADN'T BEEN GETTING ANY EMAIL NOTIFICATIONS#THANKS FOR THAT FF.NET >:(#anyway#to those who regularly follow me. if i've vagued about a character in the last month. i've probably been referring to jess#memes#meme redraw#what are we calling this meme?#steven universe meme#we're going to have to kill this guy meme#tmnt#tmnt 2003#03 leo#03 leonardo#03 raph#laramie#laramie (1959)#jess harper#slim sherman#famofpaladins draws#(i tagged 2003 tmnt. but really it's any tmnt honestly)
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Got any games on your phone?
#🥽.txt#tribetwelve fictive#Take two#Not as good as yesterday but I give up#Also it's colder so Beatles sweater#That belt isn't doing anything btw#It's just there for show#We're gonna trim our hair when we get the stuff to bleach and dye it#I have no idea how that's gonna go btw#flesh vessel#Last picture was meant to be silly that's why the captions there lmfao#Might find a different shirt because this one bunches up in our jacket
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me, the symptoms experiencer, experiencing symptoms: wow gee i wonder what the fuck is happening right now i have no context for why i could possibly feel bad, surely i'm not experiencing symptoms. me, when i figure out it's the symptoms:
#gif warning#medical stuff#man getting labled as a hypochondriac at a formative age (any) was a hell of a kick to the balls#i don't even have those#and yet#me when i've been told all my symptoms can't be real and that i was makign it up for attention so i started just not talking about them#even though in private without anyone around i was still experiencing the symptoms i decided i just Wasn't#because why would my parents be wrong about that - they loved me right?#so if something was concerning they'd be worried if it was a real thing - i wasn't making it up but maybe i was#no one should have taught my father the term psychosomatic#he's the reason it's had to go up on the shelf#mom flat out telling me it was impossible that [redacted] because i was quote ''too young'' for it to be happening#so now i'm old and it's a Real Big Fucking Deal I guess#i'm experiencing the flare/crash i was anticipating and - thank fuck - my brain isn't going down the tubes with it#which is a fucking miracle because this is the lead up to my period and *normally* that's when the PMDD hits real fucking bad#but in a stroke of luck (???) my body decided it was just going to smash itself into the ground Krillin-style#and as i lay here in the crater of my own body's making i'm just like. well at least i don't want to die#which is truly the most throwing thing of everything actually#anyway....#got hEDS put on my medical file for reals though so like#that's in there#that exists#also the look of HORROR on the nurse tech's face when i showed how much distance my hips spread *every month* for my period#i'm LITERALLY going into labor monthly and i've been doing that since i was 11#no fucking WONDER my body has collapsed out from under me if we even just go by that fucking metric like godDAMN#ugh anyway.... i'm. this was NOT the stuff i wanted to focus on this year for personal growth and healing but we're doing it now i guess!#fuck! goddamn! piss in a cup#i have also... failed to do the task i was meant to today and technically there's still time but it's uh. i. i'm gonna need to ask for help#and i HATE asking for help especiallywhen i need it most#another thing my parents have to answer for when they greet whatever judge they find at the end of their lives
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#i dont think i have anyone in my life that isnt there out of obligation#which is a really fun realization to have#like yeah i will always feel this terrible loneliness#i have “work friends” that are just forced to be near me#i have family that's just forced to check in#i have hookups that havent texted in me back in 5 days and go completely dark bc the only reason we're around each other is to get off#like there's just no one who actually chooses to be with me because they like me and i'm starting think#well maybe there's just nothing about me to like lol#like maybe i have to stop thinking well we just werent compatible or we just don't get along or whateger#and start realizing the problem is actually just me i just was not meant to be here with everyone else#you guys get to find love and friends and stuff and maybe im just taking up space
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Someone's tiny child drew a Something and they put it in their box saying the kid drew it for me. Which is cute, I guess. My mom did stuff like this when I was a small child who was obsessed with the arrival of mail. It's in the route's case to be immortalized forever.
Now to figure out how to read the drawing so I can find what I assume is treasure beyond my wildest imagination.
#girl if this isn't a treasure map i don't know what is#Lucas knows something i don't know. but he's three so he can't tell me in words.#i just have to interpret the drawing. somehow. at least it's color coded. that helps.#the back of the page says something about how he asks where the mail is every day#she wrote that he watches for my truck but they're in the woods so i know they can't see me approach#maybe she meant he listens for the truck. it's definitely loud enough to hear from a ways away.#whatever the case. little guy tried.#i always keep drawings from kids. even though i don't like kids. there's just something raw about what they draw.#no talent. no knowledge of fundamentals. but also no fear of being cringe or failing. just vibes.#i have so many things my brother and sister drew as little littles in a drawer with my art stuff and my sister wants me to toss it all#like. no dude. you drew a 'flower' when you were 4 and I'll have it until that paper crumbles to dust.#it's from a time before you could do anything to show you appreciate the people in your life in the same way you can now#a time when a shitty drawing was the best way to say 'hey. we're cool. i appreciate your presence'#i have one from my brother from when i broke up with my hogh school boyfriend that's a transformer (i think?)#and it says - in kid spelling - i hope you aren't so sad soon#like. he was 5 or 6 when he made that. guy didn't know what i was going through. he just wanted me to feel better.#something something humans find a way to communicate with one another despite language barriers and shit
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#i'll probs delete this later but sometimes people in the fandom go so mask off with the microagressions it's wild#no one i follow but seeing some of the asks and the discourse around carlos specifically#like you're going out of your way to make one of the 3 men of color on this show the “bad guy” when he's just as complex as everyone else#“he doesn't talk about things” yes this is considered a flaw; something all humans are allowed to have??#maybe it's because i took screenwriting classes; but carlos is a fictional character; they're all supposed to have flaws#because they represent humans and none of us are without fault.#characters supposed to have flaws because we're meant to explore them; and at the end of the day; if it's done well...root for them!#we're supposed to look at carlos; someone who's avoidant and reserved and think wow!#we've watched this queer brown man explore his paternal issues; his reserved nature; his avoidant personality & find someone who loves him#in spite of it all#because he loved tk so much that he finally started to love himself
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I fucking love video games that are buggy as fuck
Fucking around in Vault 3, helping those guys escape- I come back with the key and two of them are outside the cage and one of the Fiends is inside it instead. I'm like "wow okay," move on, unlock the cage.
And then I just. Get to watch them all crouch and "sneak" out of the cage, pushing up against and stopping in front of Fiends the whole way.
I genuinely don't know if they're supposed to just be fine once you open the cage? So like maybe that last bit is par for the course. But coming back to two of them just wandering that room, chillin with the captors? Incredible. 10/10 I recommend this game to everyone.
#queued#jay.txt#fallout new vegas#can i like. comment on a thing btw. here in the comfort and safety of my tags?#does anyone else find getting good karma exclusively from (at least so far as I've seen) killing Fiends a little. Not Fucking Great?#like. idk. when i first heard about them in game it was from betsy and she has that one line abt them and like. it kinda set a tone for me#+maybe. 'cause barring the fiends we're given specified crimes for (and thus I DO enjoy my good karma from) they're just. addicts?#idk it just rubs me wrong. especially walking around this vault without having aggro'd them. like they don't even get upset with you for +#+taking their chems??? which i expected to be a problem 100%. but no. they just let you do whatever. they're just Fiending as it were#i do recognize that like. They've Fucking Done Shit. like killing the original vault dwellers who apparently just invited them in. that's +#+horrible yeah I agree. but how am i meant to know/believe they were all 100% complicit in that? how recent was that also? there's possibly#+people in this faction who DIDN'T do that yk? idk. idk. I'm overthinking it but it just rubs me wrong. like you're not gonna give me good#+karma for killing the slaver faction but I can get it for killing addicts? sure. okay. definitely not fucking weird behavior#Rant Over it's just been on the mind. until I get a mission that makes me be aggressive w them in there I'm gonna leave them be I think#like rogues that just attack me? sure. self defense. but if they've not attacking me we're just gonna chill#(queued june 9th)#future/present me here with an update! Finally encountered something else that gave me good karma for killing it! it was a feral ghoul +#+trooper. not sure how I feel about that 100%? i think i lean mostly towards ''yeah fair enough.'' it does make me feel a little less Hm +#+about the Fiend good karma though. just a little. but seriously why am I not getting it from Legion troops-#(additional tags added june 13th)
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