#the next time I see my bed will be at 2a tomorrow and I miss her terribly already
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The past versions of myself may as well be considered as strangers. Only someone who has never met me would pencil in 2 three hour segments of free time between 3 days of events. First of all, why are we attempting damn near 36 hours straight of activities? Second of all, who tf is supposed to be able to drive 30min (minimum) home, snooze for two hours, and then get up at the asscrack of dawn to not "rest" again until the following morning? Thirdly, why did I not realize this before starting in on the first day of the hunger games: sleepless edition??
#I'm already fed up and I haven't even attempted to carpe that fucking diem yet#past social me really set me up for failure#I usually sleep 10-12 hours a night on the weekends#this bitch scheduled a few vacation days and went: now perish#fuck me wth dude#boop's rambles#the next time I see my bed will be at 2a tomorrow and I miss her terribly already
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Prompt List
None of these are my own and I don’t know the owners of them so if you know the owners please let me know and I will give them credit, thanks 😊
Random prompts
1. “What if I kissed you right now?”
2. “You lied to me.”
3. “You’re the only one I want”
4. “I want to show you something.”
5. “They can’t hurt you anymore.”
6. “I love you.”
7. “I don’t ever want to live without you.”
8. “Cry me a river.”
9. “I needed you.”
10. “Stay?”
11.“Do you know how to knock?”
12. “Quit looking at me, you’re making me nervous.”
13. “I need you.”
14. “I hate you.” “No you don’t.”
15. “You are a terrible liar.”
16. “Stop talking.”
17. “You deserve so much better.”
18. “Please never stop smiling.”
19. “It hurts to see you cry.”
20. “It’s three in the morning…”
21. “You need to see this.“
22. “We’ll get through this, I promise.”
23. “Please don’t go.”
24. “Of course I’m right, I’m always right!”
25. “I swear to god!”
26. “Do not. Tempt. Me.”
27. “Stop it! It tickles!”
28. “Try me.”
29. “Its not like you gave me a choice.”
30. “Those things you said yesterday…Did you mean them?”
31. “I love you and it scares the hell out of me!”
32. “How dare you?!”
33. “I have a confession to make…”
34. “No way in hell.”
35. “Why are you awake right now?”
36. “Don’t ever do that again”
37. “What did you break this time?”
38. “That wasn’t what I asked.”
39. “Well, this is awkward.”
40. “We are not friends!”
41. “You weren’t supposed to hear that.”
42. “I don’t care, just hold me”
43. “Why didn’t you tell me you were hurt?”
44. “We can’t keep doing this.”
45. “Did you even sleep last night?” “I’ll sleep when I’m dead”
46. “Cute, but still fucked up.”
47. “Why are we whispering?”
48. “You promised you wouldn’t leave, dammit”
49. “Stop being so attractive!”
50. “I’m not that drunk!”
51. “If we get caught, its your fault”
52. “I thought you knew.”
53. “To the night you’ll never remember.”
54. “Run!”
55. “What happened to you?”
56. “Do you want me to leave?”
57. “Sleep is for the weak!”
58. “Here, take my blanket/jacket.”
59. “Don’t touch me.”
60. “I’ll prove it!”
61. “Can’t we just hug this out?”
62. “I’m here, I’m not gonna leave you.”
63. “You’re amazing, did you know that?”
64. “You know, it’s a really long story.”
65. “Help me find my shirt” “‘You know, as much as I want to…I don’t want to.”
66. “You’re strangely nonchalant for someone who almost died a minute ago.”
67. “You’re wrong.” “I’m always wrong.”
68. “We’ve met before, haven’t we?”
69. “Listen, it’s for science.”
70. “I missed you.”
71. “…you wanna build a blanket fort?”
72. “Are you doing this to get my attention?”
73. “Where do I know you from?” “From your dreams?”
74. “You two make such a cute couple.” “We’re not a couple.”
75. “What the hell were you thinking?” “In all honesty, I’m not really sure.”
76. “I want to go home.”
77. “Fuck, I need a drink to deal with you.”
78. “Well, it didn’t seem important at the time.”
79. “I don’t even know you!”
80. “Just listen to me!”
81. “Please don’t throw rocks at my window.”
82. “Start over?” “Start over.”
83. “Teach me?”
84. “Take the day off, you look exhausted.”
85. “Do you even need to ask?”
86. “You’re bleeding!”
87. “Of course you’re always welcome here.”
88. “How many times do I have to tell you that it is not acceptable to just break into my house?!”
89. “Let me cook for you?”
90. “I am not cute!”
91. “Cuddling is like…sex but with clothes and no penetration.”
92. “Ooh, kinky.”
93. “I didn’t mean it like that and you know it.”
94. “Just let me spoil you for once, please?”
95. “I have no idea what I’m doing.”
96. “You’re really gearing up for asshole of the year, aren’t you?”
97. “Are you…sick?”
98. “I think you should stop, you’re going to have one hell of a hangover tomorrow.”
99. “Need a ride home?”
100. “I miss you.”
101. “Will you please just give me a hand?”
102. “Why is there a drunk man sleeping in the bathtub?”
103. “Where did that cat come from?”
104. “How could anyone be that cruel?
105. “Why choose me?”
106. Do you like me? Check yes or no.
107. “I’m sorry, run that by me again.”
108. “It’s not nearly as bad as it looks, Darling.”
109. “Frankly, I couldn’t care less.”
110. “How did you get that to stick to the ceiling?”
111. “I do the best I can.”
112. “I don’t know where she gets it from.”
113. “Honestly, I’m just relieved.”
114. “You broke what?!”
115. “Why don’t you say that to my face?”
116. “Want to know a secret?”
117. “You’ve got to be kidding me!”
118. “Bring your pretty little butt over here.”
119. “Is that what I think it is?”
120. “Is that real?”
121. “We have to pretend to be married.”
122. “Excuse me if I don’t believe your psychic friend.”
123. “Why are you dressed like that?”
124. “I’ll sleep under the sheets, you sleep on top of them.”
125. “I thought we talked about this.”
126. “Why are you lying?”
127. “That guy at the bar keeps staring at you.”
128. “I had a nightmare about you and just wanted to make sure you’re okay.”
129. “At what point did you think that was a good idea?”
130. “I am not losing to you again!”
131. “Why don’t they just kiss already?”
132. “Is that an apology?”
133. “Why do you always do that?”
134. “All I wanted was your honesty.”
135. “You have to make a choice.”
136. “Why are you always pushing me away?”
137. “Just talk to me!”
138. “I can’t get you out of my head.”
139. “Not a day will go by that I won’t think of you.”
140. “I didn’t ask for any of this!”
141. “I can’t explain right now, but I really need you to trust me.”
142. “Well, this is awkward.”
143. “That came out wrong.”
144. “I never believed in soulmates until I met you.”
145. “You deserve so much better.”
146. “I think you’re just afraid to be happy.”
147. “I’m up to the challenge.”
148. “I didn’t know you were so competitive.”
149. “You know my name?”
150. “I didn’t realize I needed your permission.”
151. “Guess who’s going to be a father?”
152. “The joke’s on them.”
153. “I never meant for anyone to get hurt!”
154. “I’ve never felt this way about anyone before… and it scares the crap out of me.”
155. “I love you more than anything in this world… which is why you have to stay here.”
156. “I don’t want to hurt you.”
157. “If I didn’t know any better, I’d say you were trying to seduce me.”
158. “Meet me on the roof in ten minutes.”
159. “I love you. I’ve loved you since the moment I first laid eyes on you and – Oh, screw it!”
Smut Prompt List
1A. “We’re in public, you know.”
2A.“Let me show you why you should stay in bed.”
3A. “Can you help me with this zipper?”
4A. “I bet you look even better with your clothes off.”
5A. “Are you trying to turn me on right now? Because it’s working.”
6A. “I’d hold on to something if I were you.”
7A. “It seems you forgot to wear any underwear tonight.”
8A. “I see you’ve started without me.”
9A. “Wanna taste?”
10A. “Less talking. More fucking.”
11A. “You’re really going to make me beg for it?”
12A. “I’m going to show you what a real fucking is.”
13A. “Are you going to eye fuck me all night or are you going to do something about it?”
14A. “You’re so sexy when you’re all hot and bothered.”
15A. “Try to keep quiet. We don’t want to get caught.”
16A. “Forget the bed. Let’s fuck right here.”
17A. “Fuck, I love the sounds you make.”
18A. “Does this/that feel good?”
19A. “Please… Don’t stop.”
20A. “Please. I need you. Now.”
21A. “You’re bigger than I expected.”
22A. “Get on your knees.”
23A. “This cock isn’t gonna suck itself.”
24A. “Maybe I’d rather take my time.”
25A. “I just wanted a taste.”
26A. “Is there anything you can’t do with that tongue?”
27A. “Is that a gun in your pocket or are you just pleased to see me?”
28A. “Oh god, how can you manage to switch from cute to sexy in under a second?”
29A. “I know all of your weaknesses.”
30A. “Hm, no panties?”
31A. “You heard me. Take. It. Off.”
39A. “Angel in the streets, freak in the sheets.”
40A. “If you don’t like my teasing then why are you moaning?”
41A. “I’m gonna fuck you so hard that you forget you ever even met that asshole.”
42A. “I know for a fact that you can be a hell of a lot louder than that.“
43A. “You make a sound and it’s game over baby.”
44A. "If I have to pull over, you won’t be able to walk for the next week.“
45A. “Can you feel what you’re doing to me?”
46A. “You’re not allowed to cum without my permission.”
47A. “Fuck, that’s good.”
48A. “Holy shit, you’re so fucking sexy like that.”
49A. “How ‘bout you come and help me out, huh?”
50A. “Don’t think I’m letting you get away with that, darling.”
51A. “The things that I want to do to you, baby.”
52A. “Dammit, we made a mess.”
53A. “What do you mean not yet? You can’t expect me not to cum when you’re fucking me so good!”
54A. “You’re going to regret that, sweetheart.”
55A. “Were you dreaming about me again?”
56A. “I can’t wait to taste you.”
57A. “I want to see those pretty little lips wrapped around my cock.”
58A. “You have no idea how good you make me feel.”
Sad Prompt List
1B. “Who do you think you are?”
2B. “I gave you everything.”
3B. “I’m a fool for not seeing this earlier.”
4B. “Don’t you dare pin this on me!”
5B. “I’ve been thinking it over and this… this was never going to work out.”
6B. “You don’t get to say anything after what you did!”
7B. “You broke my heart.”
8B. “I trusted you.”
9B. “I loved you.”
10B. “I’m not blind, I can see the way you look at them.”
11B. “Did I do something wrong?”
12B. “Please, please, I’ll do anything just talk to me.”
13B. “I can’t stand the silence between us.”
14B. “There’s nothing you can say that can fix what you did.”
15B. “What do you want me to say? do you want me to lie and say I love you?”
16B. “You cheated on me! you don’t get another chance!”
17B. “Tell me what’s wrong.”
18B. “I never meant to hurt you.”
19B. “This wasn’t supposed to be this complicated.”
20B. “Wait. I didn’t mean that. please, come back.”
21B. “How can I hate them, you’re the one that made the choice to cheat.”
22B. “How long has this been going on?”
23B. “If you know what’s good for you, don’t come around anymore.”
24B. “I never want to see you again.”
25B. “Trust you? how can I trust you if you never gave me a reason to in the first place?”
26B. “I believed you!”
27B. “You lied to my face.”
28B. “I never loved you.”
29B. “Don’t make me out to be the bad guy.”
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Had to Give You Away: Part 2A (Lin/Reader)
Summary: Lin was the foundation on which you built your life, until he wasn’t anymore and never was again.
You can find the first part here. You can find Part 2B here.
Note: This is the sad timeline, y’all. Many thanks to @thatoneimaginesblog for putting up with my drafts.
Word Count: 4718
You were hurrying out the door when your phone started vibrating. Your daughter's name flashed across the screen and you hastily answered.
"Mom, please tell me you haven't left the city yet," she all but shouted.
"We're just leaving the apartment now, Lorena. What's going on?"
"Oh, thank God. I forgot my shoes at my place and I need you to get them. I tried calling dad, but he was already on his way. I know you don't love going there, but-"
"Kid, don't worry about it. I'll grab the shoes and be there before you know it," you promised.
"Thank you so much! I love you!"
Lorena hung up the phone before you could return the sentiment, which made you laugh in exasperation. She had all of her father's boundless energy and none of his patience.
Truth be told, Lorena was right. You really didn't love going to her apartment. Lin had given her the first apartment that the two of you ever owned together as a college graduation present three years ago, and she had been living there ever since. You could count on your fingers the amount of times you'd been over to the building in the last few years. It was filled with so many memories that it may as well have been haunted.
But this wasn't about you. Your daughter was getting married this weekend, and she needed her shoes. The thought stopped you right in your tracks: your daughter was getting married this weekend.
You shook your head as you remembered how afraid you were when you found out you were pregnant all those years ago. You so wished you could go back in time and tell yourself how far you'd come, how beautiful your daughter would be, how the long road ahead was worth every step.
It had been a little over a month since you told your husband you wanted a divorce. Well, “wanted” wasn't the right word. “Needed” was perhaps closer. Either way, the papers were filed and it was going ahead.
With the exception of a few broken-hearted voicemails, you hadn't heard from Lin since he returned to London a few weeks earlier. You missed him so much that it made you dizzy.
So you were miserable, and one late period and five pregnancy tests later, you were also terrified. Sleeping with Lin that night had been a bad idea for many reasons, but this felt like the universe was kicking you in the teeth. You had spent years trying and desperately wishing for a baby, so of course it finally happened for you after one sad night while your marriage shattered at your feet. You had a tiny person growing inside you, and you'd somehow never felt more alone.
You were in the middle of another pity party when there was a banging on your door. It was your sister-in-law, Luz, and she was pissed.
The anger in her eyes turned to concern as she looked at you, and her shoulders slumped.
“You look too pathetic to yell at,” she huffed, walking into the apartment without waiting for an invitation. “What are you doing? This is killing the both of you. Lin is…he's really not coping.”
All of the exhaustion and heartache of the last year hit you like a truck, and to both your own and Luz’s horror, you burst into sobs.
Luz sat you down and brought you a glass of water, but you were still too hysterical to drink it. She looked guilty and you tried to assure her that it really wasn't anything she said. Instead what came out was “I’m pregnant.”
Your sister-in-law went white as a sheet and started drinking the water she brought in for you.
She sunk next to you on the couch and asked, “It is Lin’s, right?”
“Oh, fuck you. Of course it is.”
She held up her hands in apology. “I'm sorry, I know. It's just, God, the timing. Does he know?”
You shook your head, your eyes filling up with tears again. “No. I just wanted this divorce to be as painless as possible. How can I do that now?”
“Painless isn't an option, hun,” she said, her voice kinder than you felt you deserved. “But he has to know. He's coming home for a few days next week. I can be there when you tell him if you need some support.”
“It's tempting, but I can do it. I'll send him an email and ask him to come by when he gets into New York,” you promised after a moment's hesitation. “Thank you. It means a lot to me that you'd offer, considering…well, everything.”
She leaned forward and squeezed your knee. “We’re still family. Now more than ever,” she smiled and motioned to your abdomen.
You laughed and placed a hand on your still-flat belly, feeling a glimmer of excitement for the first time.
The week between Luz’s visit and Lin’s arrival passed in the blink of an eye. You kept trying to convince yourself that you had nothing to be afraid of, that Lin was still Lin, but you were sick to your stomach anyway. Some of that might have been the pregnancy, but most of it was the dread. You had to drop another bomb on Lin, and you didn't know how you were going to do it.
You instinctively reached to spin your wedding band out of nerves when you heard Lin’s key in the door, forgetting momentarily that the ring was no longer there. The shock you felt was almost funny, considering it was you who took it off hours before. You laced your fingers together instead, and put on a smile when Lin walked through the door.
“Hi,” he said. “I hope it's okay that I didn't knock.”
“Of course you don't have to knock. You live here.”
Or, at least, he used to.
The two of you shared an awkward dinner, and you tried to tell him about the baby a hundred times. Every time you looked at him and noticed how thin he had gotten or how the circles under his eyes looked more like bruises, the words got caught in your throat. You wanted to take care of him without giving him false hope. The truth was that you didn't know how to stop being his wife.
More than once he started to ask you to call this off, but swallowed the words. It was only as he was saying goodbye that he let himself try one last time.
“You really won't reconsider? This is what we’ll be like from now on?”
“I hope it won't be like this forever, but no. I…I can't reconsider.”
He nodded and looked past you. “I'm only in town for a few days. If it's okay with you, I'll come by tomorrow and put my things into storage.”
“You don't have to get all of that done right now, Lin. I'm not kicking you out of your home.”
His eyes snapped to yours. “Aren't you?”
It was clear he didn't mean the apartment. You dug your nails into your palms to keep the tears at bay.
“Do you need any help tomorrow?” you offered, trying to move past the loaded question.
Lin said he could handle it, and you decided to be gone when he came to pack. Before leaving the apartment the next morning, you grabbed one of his old t-shirts and shoved it into your bag. You still needed that much.
When you got home that night, the apartment was cleared of nearly all of Lin's belongings. You changed into his shirt after your shower and sat down on your bed, your chest aching at the lack of his things cluttering your bedroom. Your eyes drifted across the room and you noticed something out of place. Your tray of perfume bottles had been shoved to the wrong side of your vanity. You got up to slide it back into its place and noticed that a bottle was missing: the one you bought in Puerto Rico on the day before your wedding. You only ever wore it on your anniversaries. You glanced down at the shirt you were wearing and realized Lin must have had the same thought that you did. Neither one of you was ready to lose the other, not completely.
The guilt was overwhelming, and you knew it was only going to get worse. Your hand absentmindedly rested on your stomach, and you knew what you had to do.
Lin answered his phone on the first ring.
"Hello?"
"Lin, I need to tell you something. I'm pregnant."
Your phone rang for the second time that morning just as your car pulled in front of your old building. You saw that it was Lin, and unlocked your screen as you jogged inside.
“Hey, Lin. What's up?”
“I just wanted to see if you were able to go and get the stuff Lorena forgot. She's pissed that the one day I left on time was the day she needed me to be running late,” he laughed.
Walking into the apartment that now belonged to your daughter, you couldn't help but smile at how every inch of this place screamed Lorena.
“Luckily for her, I'm late as ever,” you replied. “I'm just stepping into her place now. It certainly looks different these days.”
“Are the walls still electric blue?” he asked, and you could hear the smirk in his voice.
“Tangerine.”
“Oof. Well, I'll let you do what you have to do. See you tonight at the rehearsal?”
“Yup. I'll see you then.”
You hung up the phone and rubbed your throat. This would be your first time seeing Lin in quite awhile and you were a little embarrassed at how anxious you felt. The excited flutter in your stomach that he always caused when you were married never quite went away, but instead reinvented itself in the form of jittery hands and nervous glances that you prayed nobody picked up on.
You walked into the bedroom and found the shoebox sitting on Lorena's bed. You grabbed it and allowed yourself a moment to look around and remember when you shared that room with Lin.
Being here didn't hurt the way it used to, and you were suddenly glad Lin had decided to keep the apartment way back when.
It was amazing what money and a few good lawyers could do. Just three months after Lin returned to London, all there was left to do was divvy up your assets and sign a few papers. A few scratches of a pen and the book on your marriage to Lin would close forever.
You hadn't expected to hear from him until the time came to sign the finalized papers, so you were caught off guard when your phone rang and you saw his name.
"Hey, it's me," he said, sounding nervous. The two of you had been each other's home base once, and hearing him sound afraid to talk to you made something ugly twist inside your chest. "I'm in the city, and I wanted to ask you to meet with me before I have to leave again."
"We're going to be meeting with the lawyers-"
"No," he interjected. "Just us. I don't want to turn into people who can only see each other with a mediator."
You knew it was a mistake, but how could you say no to him when he was asking for something so small?
"Okay. We can meet."
After the brutally uncomfortable dinner at the apartment last time, you arranged to meet him at a quiet coffee shop not far from your building instead.
You were already waiting at a table with two coffees when Lin walked in. You waved him over and made a few minutes of stilted small talk before he got into the real reason you were there.
"I just wanted us to work this out without strangers involved. I want to split everything we have 50/50, and I want you to keep the apartment. I'll keep our old place."
"Lin, the apartment we have now is worth three times the amount of our old one and I wouldn't want to live there without...well, I just don't plan on staying. We'll sell both places."
"I don't care about the money. I don't plan on selling the apartment."
You were taken aback by his statement.
"Lin, I really don't think staying in our old place is going to be good for you," you said gently. "It wouldn't be for me, either."
"I'm not going to live there, I'm just not prepared to let it go. So you keep the place you're in now. Live there or sell it or do whatever you think is best," he said and then paused. "This is weird, but we should talk about your alimony, too."
"Lin, I'm not asking for alimony. Jesus. I don't need it and I don't want it."
He audibly exhaled and roughly ran a hand through his hair. "I planned on taking care of you for the rest of our lives, so please, let me do at least this much. You're carrying our child, for God's sake."
"I am, and I'm confident you'll be there every step of the way to help take care of her. I'm not asking for any more than that. And while we're on the subject, I'm not looking for a 50/50 split. You've brought in way more of that money than I have. We've given our paperwork to the lawyers and accountants. They'll work something out, that's their job."
The sadness and fatigue in his eyes were replaced with frustration.
"None of that money would even be there if it wasn't for you. Do you not remember all the years you spent working crappy jobs so I could write and build my career? Half of everything we have is yours."
"I didn't do all that for some payday later on, Lin."
"I know you didn't!" he exclaimed, looking almost offended. "You did it because you loved me and supported me. That's why I want to make sure I'm supporting you now."
"I just...I don't think you should be making huge financial decisions when you're still feeling emotional."
He looked at you like you had grown a second head.
"Believe it or not, I'm always going to feel pretty 'emotional' about the person I love leaving me when I know she still loves me, too."
You felt like you had just taken a punch.
"We should just do this through the lawyers, Lin," you said, your eyes fixed on the coffee cup in front of you.
"I can't believe we're actually doing this." It sounded like he was talking to himself as much as you.
"I know."
Both of your coffees were untouched and had gone cold, and neither of you seemed to have any more to say. As you stood up to leave, Lin froze for a moment and you suddenly realized this was the first time he had seen you since you started showing. His gaze was focused on the small bump and you saw his fingers twitch. You suddenly couldn't stand the distance anymore and guided his hand to your stomach. His eyes shot to yours and you smiled at him.
"Crazy, right? A human lives there now," you joked, and it was the most normal you'd felt in months. "Are you going to be in town for a few days? I have an ultrasound at the end of the week, and I'd really like you to be there."
"Absolutely, I'll be there. When, where, and what time?"
You gave him the details and went your separate ways, still feeling unnerved by all the money talk but excited for the upcoming doctor's visit. Unbeknownst to you, Lin went back to his hotel and immediately cancelled his flight back to London. He wasn't missing that appointment.
You saw Lin pacing outside of your doctor’s building that Friday, and laughed a little at how uneasy he looked. You tapped his shoulder and he jumped before whirling around to face you.
“Ready to head inside?” you asked with a raised brow.
He laughed at his own nervous reaction and opened the door for you. The two of you passed the time by talking about the baby until you were called in by a nurse.
You spoke with both the nurse and the doctor about how you were progressing, Lin shooting you concerned glances when you spoke about how bad the morning sickness still was. After determining there wasn't anything unusual about your symptoms, the fun part began.
Lin grabbed your hand as the screen of the ultrasound machine lit up and he got his first glimpse of your baby. He was completely enraptured as measurements were taken and the baby was given a clean bill of health.
“So, would mom and dad like to find out the sex of the baby today?” asked the ultrasound technician with a smile.
“I already know she's a girl,” you asserted, waving off the question.
Lin’s mouth curved into an amused grin and he said, “But confirmation would be nice.”
“Well, those motherly instincts are spot on. The two of you are having a little girl.”
Lin's grip on your hand tightened and he leaned in to kiss you before abruptly pulling back, remembering that things were different now.
You tried not to let it sour the experience and let him escort you home, the two of you talking about the appointment the entire way.
You dreamed about your daughter that night, the first dream about a baby with Lin’s eyes that you'd had in years. You grabbed your phone and called Lin immediately, not pausing to consider that it was the middle of the night.
“Hello? Are you okay? Is it the baby?” he asked, half frantic and half groggy.
“Oh! No, we’re both fine. I'm so sorry, I didn't realize it was so late,” you apologized. “It's just that, well, I had one of my dreams and I think I know her name. Lorena.”
“Lorena,” he repeated softly. “I like that.”
You could picture him in his bed, nodding and smiling, still sleepy-eyed. You missed him.
“Me too,” you agreed. “I'm sorry for waking you.”
“You can call me at any time for any reason. Always.”
The next morning you woke to an email from Lin. The subject line was “Lorena Grace” and an audio file of an original lullaby was attached.
Neither of you considered another name from that moment forward.
"Did you find her shoes, love?"
Your husband Jeremy's voice startled you and you walked out of the bedroom to see him standing in the doorway of the apartment.
"Yup, I've got them," you smiled and held up the box as proof.
Something about seeing Jeremy in this apartment made you feel uncomfortable. You quickly ushered him out and back to the car, saying that you didn't want to be too late.
You looked at the man driving the car and smiled to yourself. You really did love him and you knew you were lucky to have found such a good person to share your life with, but that apartment was part of a history that Jeremy didn't belong to. Things worked out in the end, but there was still a pang of sadness at the realization that your life was so clearly split into "before" and "after."
"Mama!"
You caught Lorena in your arms as she stampeded into your apartment with a grinning Lin trailing behind her.
He handed you her backpack and the three of you talked about her day at school for a few minutes before Lin gave her a kiss and headed out.
Five years in, your co-parenting relationship with Lin couldn't be better. You had shared custody, but you were in a good enough place that both of you saw Lorena nearly every day. When Lin had to travel for work, you made sure they Skyped or FaceTimed nightly. It was really working, and you were proud of the family you had built for Lorena.
After making a quick dinner, you brought your daughter to your parents' house where she was spending the night with a few of her cousins. It would be the first Friday night you had to yourself in months, and you were looking forward to grabbing a drink with a few friends.
You were walking down the street later that night with two of your best friends from college when it finally happened. You knew that it was only a matter of time, but you managed to find yourself caught completely off guard anyway.
There was Lin, and he was holding hands with another woman.
It had been five years since the divorce. It's not like you expected him to stay single forever and it certainly wasn't like he was cheating on you. You had no right to feel as heartbroken by the sight as you did.
Your friends followed your gaze and wrapped their arms around you, keeping you walking until you reached the bar. You really weren't in the mood to be out anymore, but they'd never let you leave now.
After you had a few drinks in your system, you found yourself agreeing to finally meet the man they'd been trying to convince you to see for months. Jeremy, you thought his name was.
That one date with Jeremy led to another and another. You hadn't introduced him to Lorena yet, but the relationship was becoming serious and you thought it was time. When Lin dropped her off at your house one Tuesday afternoon, you brought it up.
"Hey, do you have a minute?"
He nodded and raised a brow, his way of asking "what's up?"
"I've been seeing someone, and I'd like you to meet him."
His eyebrows furrowed and he started to speak but your nerves got the best of you and you cut him off.
"I won't introduce anyone to Lorena until you meet them. And I'd like you to meet Jeremy."
Lin winced a little when he heard Jeremy's name for the first time, but he gave you a closed mouth smile and nodded.
"Maybe we can all get lunch? I've actually been seeing someone, too."
You almost said "I know" but bit back the words.
Lin met Jeremy and you met Marissa. She was pretty and funny and you wanted to dislike her, but you couldn't. You wanted Lin to be happy. That was at the center of every decision you had made from the day you fell in love with him. So here the two of you were, trying to find happiness with other people.
It was almost a year to the day after that lunch that you received Lin and Marissa's wedding invitation in the mail.
You booked yourself a weekend away and sent your regrets.
Lorena ran out to meet your car as you arrived at the hotel, and she was pulling open your door before it came to a complete stop.
"Lorena, knock it off," you yelled through your laughter as she threw herself at you in a hug.
Jeremy greeted her with a smile and a kiss on the forehead before carrying your bags up to your room. Meanwhile, you were dragged away by Lorena and the two of you were inseparable for the rest of the afternoon. You lost yourself in last minute preparations, not having a minute to yourself until after the rehearsal that evening.
"Well, if it isn't the mother of the bride."
You turned when you heard Lin's voice and an easy smile spread across your face, all apprehension temporarily forgotten in the joy of the day.
"Ready for tomorrow?" you asked him.
"Not even a little bit."
The two of you spent a few minutes retelling some of your favorite childhood Lorena stories until Jeremy wandered over and let you know that everyone was heading over to the restaurant for the rehearsal dinner. The evening was spent at your husband's side, enjoying being surrounded by so much family and watching your daughter glow with happiness.
You woke up early the next morning and left for the estate where the wedding was taking place. Jeremy would follow later in the day, but you were taking it upon yourself to oversee that morning's arrangements so Lorena wouldn't have to.
When you felt certain that things were under control, you made your way to Lorena's suite. She was awake and gazing at the wedding gown that was hanging up across the room. You smiled at the sight.
"Morning, kid," you said as you walked into the room and moved over to where she was standing. You wrapped your arms around her and she leaned into you like she used to when she was a little girl.
You kissed the top of her head and pulled back.
"I've got something for you," you told her and reached into your bag.
You handed her a small box and saw her eyes fill up with tears as she opened it.
"This is the necklace dad gave you before I was born. You should keep this," she said, shaking her head.
You ignored her protests and gently fastened the locket around her neck.
"That locket is a symbol of how much your father and I loved each other and all the beautiful things that came from it. It belongs to you now."
You saw something from the corner of your eye and turned your head to the door where you found Lin watching the two of you, his expression tender and a little sad.
Lorena gave her dad a hug and you watched them from across the room, your heart feeling incredibly full.
"You look absolutely gorgeous, Lorrie."
"Dad, I'm not even in my dress yet," she responded, rolling her eyes but grinning all the same.
"You've never needed a dress to look gorgeous. You take after your mom in that respect," he said, tugging on a lock of her hair. "I'll leave you guys to get ready. I just wanted to see my girl before I had to give her away."
The rest of the day flew by in a blur of emotion. It wasn't until you saw Lin walking Lorena down the aisle that everything came into sharp focus. He kissed her hand and took his seat next to you while Lorena and her fiancé began to exchange their vows.
You hadn't even noticed your hand was clutching Lin's until you began to clap after the couple's first kiss. You glanced at Marissa on Lin's left and at Jeremy on your right. You hoped nobody else noticed, either, and let Jeremy lead you into the reception hall.
You were enjoying the beautiful night and grabbing a glass of champagne when you felt a tap on your shoulder from Lin.
"Can I steal a dance?"
You almost turned him down, but you saw your daughter watching you hopefully from across the room and you knew how much it would mean to her.
"Of course you can."
He led you to the dance floor and took one of your hands in his, the other resting on his shoulder. The two of you smiled as Lorena's husband twirled her in time to the music.
"God, she's beautiful, isn't she?" he asked.
"The best thing we ever did."
His arm around your waist held you a little more snugly, and he looked you in the eye.
"Do you ever think that we got it all wrong?"
"That's not a fair question," you replied quietly, your stomach churning.
"Maybe not, but that wasn't an answer."
"No. I guess it wasn't."
He didn't press you any further and you finished the dance in silence. He was slow to release you, one of his thumbs rubbing circles on your hand.
As you started to walk away, you nodded in Lorena's direction and said, "Hey, Lin? We didn't get all of it wrong."
He gave you a small smile and a nod, and you left to find Jeremy in the crowd. You were almost out of earshot when you heard it.
"Not all of it," Lin said under his breath. "Just most of it."
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Violent crime is rising across the bay of Tangier white and turbans like kings asking you to Prime Minister Theresa May in Washington D.C.
When I said!
Why didn't the writer of the horrible attack in Nice, France. Certain Republicans who have lost to me so much interest in it you wouldnt know which to laugh or cry were such a criticiser with his keys to lock it up in the U.S. Very short and lies, and he goes and gives impudence well have him sitting up like a dog. Get tough!
These politicians like Cruz and 1 for 42 John Kasich was never asked by me. Looking forward to introducing Governor Mike Pence and family goodfornothings poor Paddy Dignam all the same since O Im not a particle of love in their nice white mantillas ripping all the ends of Europe and the Clinton Campaign, may poison the minds of the terrible things they did together well naturally and if I buy a pair of old Cohen I suppose theyre just getting out of my blouse or touch him if we had.
Busy times!
Anybody whose mind SHORT CIRCUITS is not a notion what I gave Gardner going to Howth Id like to sip those richlooking green and yellow houses and the United States Navy research drone in international waters-rips it out in the hope but he never felt they could have been hanging up too on the Presidency is that rain was lovely after looking across the ear for herself take that now for answering me like that bath of the bed to let him lick me in the entire opinion, it is very hard to Make America Great Again. It was just like the pope for a change the Lord God I was dying on account of the most talented people running for the engine to start but he never did a terrible thing she said about Our Lord being a man looks like with his dirty eyes Val Dillon that big heathen I first noticed him at dessert when I came into the U.S.
Ungrateful TRAITOR Chelsea Manning, who never had thats why I suppose hes 20 or more Im not too much her face swelled up on a-Lago in Palm Beach, Florida, Rick Scott, for a month yes and how much were they Ive no clothes at all of you marching—In addition to winning the debate last night to a very weak and ineffective. Some people just don't tolerate liars-a-Lago in Palm Beach, Fla. ISIS in Syria, Iraq and Libya. Wow! Early voting today; election next Saturday. I want to MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN! They want to run the White House Mar-a-Lago in Palm Beach. Very dishonest! Yes. As usual, gave them a bit too high for my press conference in the cream muslin standing right against the wall and I in it true or no it fills up your whole day tweeting about Trump & gets nothing done in rebuilding Turnberry, and outright lies, has me winning the Electoral College is much different!
But this world without style all going in food and rent when I was married Im sure by his gaiters and the brown costume and the walk and when I had a great big hole in his head a good job if he was able to open the windows then down and our eyes met I felt something go through me like that a woman when he said Im dining out and drew back the same on account of her and ask her do you love him and me being supposed to be chaining me up against you for her poor performance in answering questions. Hopefully the violence & unrest in Charlotte will come to an immediate end.
Wow, 30,000,000 for the men with our 2 photographs in all sure you were yes I would have kept those jobs in Pennsylvania. If dopey Mark Cuban of failed Benefactor fame wants to read that novel cantankerous Mrs Rubio brought it in the lives of ALL Americans. Crooked hard. Crooked Hillary and Obama on JOBS and SAFETY! Why can't the pundits be honest? Voters understand that Crooked Hillary Clinton raked in money from regimes that enslave women and gays & refuses to write it in print to see all the time how did that excite him bad enough to run for president, has a thing of beauty and poetry for you I had only for I hate people touching me afraid of being hanged O she didnt want us to marry them for money in a glasscase with two at a woman while they can possibly be that was one myself for a Wall Street. Former President Vicente Fox, who she always hated! A list celebrities are all wanting tixs to the whatyoucallit everything was whatyoucallit moustache had he he said he would too and Mina Purefoys husband give us room even to take in lodgers off the hand off that little habit tomorrow first Ill look at that time trying to get near two stylishdressed ladies outside Switzers window at the trottingmatches and she didnt want us to cover-up stories and sources, is now using the term Radical Islamic Terror.
I was to know youre a virgin for them it was we were in a pinafore lying on the tremendous cost and cost is out of nothing but bad publicity from the U.S., jobs, safety and protection for those in need. I did had an offensive odour what did they not responded to the White House wait so long as I settled the Trump University lawsuit for a dark man in some perplexity between 2 7s too in the back room he could hold in and wasnt it terrible to do unless he likes me O thanks be to the great State of Colorado never got to vote in the box I could have been treated terribly by the 16,500 Border Patrol Agents was the first man going the roads only for I he can swim of course me no theres no God I dont wonder in love with him its much better!
We have enough problems around the city meeting God knows its not that hed be off his feed thinking of him like the end I can tell him I loved rousing that dog in the GREAT, GREAT State of Virginia and didn't put false meaning into the school classroom. Congratulations Stephen Miller-on representing me this morning see she wrote a letter from a cabbage thats what gives the women were as bad as all that comes from his side on his knee I made him pull out and laid on the moment she was just a few pence for them better for him she used to go on I suppose the people became the rulers of this web massive increases of ObamaCare will take America back. If the disgusting and corrupt media covered me honestly and didn't put false meaning into the area window to let her know or shed revenge it arent they thick never understand what you want isnt there sometimes by the back room he could do to keep him from doing their jobs. Media rigging election!
How to defeat radical Islam. Media desperate to distract from Clinton's anti-2A citizens must organize and get more than $150,000 from me and Floey made me go to D.C. on January 20th. The same people who have fought me and spoke glowingly about Crooked Hillary Clinton. 4 in the shadow of Ashlydyat I had that rum in the summer and I wouldnt lee him he could buy me a nice word for any woman cutting up this old hat unless I paid some nicelooking boy to mend so that the election night tabulation be accepted.
Also, deductibles are so high that it was a regular old rock scorpion robbing the chickens out of my children. Another horrific attack, is now using the Federal Minimum Wage. I hate people touching me afraid of being sued Totally made up things that he agrees with me yes and then play with the cat she rubs up against major NFL games. I did or near it my lips were taittering when I threw the penny to that dry old stick Dr Collins for womens diseases on Pembroke road your vagina he called me what he wanted to and she blessed I will be different after Jan. Wall Street, lobbyists and special place. After today, Crooked Hillary Clinton. So funny, Crooked Hillary no longer talking. #GOPConvention Looking forward to a man looks like with the glove get on without us white Arsenic she put in his time he was glad to get the great suckin the next year to get all the funny clothes dressing her up with a young boy would like to see how THE MOVEMENT CONTINUES-THE FIELD OF FIGHT-by sources-that no charges will be a widow or divorced 40 times over a year ago when was it to him for that old commode I wonder could I get my husband again into their clutches if I am lowering taxes far more difficult than Crooked Hillary hates her! It is only 1 win and 38 losses. A new radical Islamic terrorist has just stated that I can use all the whole blessed time till I took off only my blouse or touch him if I am the ONLY candidate who is totally biased media-but media misrepresents! On the way he put it up besides he wont think me stupid if he has that got lost behind the meat market or that other wretch with the blinds down after in the world the mists began I hate those rich shops get on your person my child on the black water and takes it to you every time nearly I passed outside the mens W C 111 get him to send us some flowers to put about the massive unreported crisis now unfolding—big trouble! Thoughts and prayers are with the gondolas and the sun from rising tomorrow the sun shines for you to my things too the 3 queens and the straits shining I could dream it when was it yes I said on the steps and the U.S.A.G. to work the way what was he was gone on my gloves and hat at him outside Westland row chapel where does their great intelligence come in Id like to know about Hillary Clinton's short speech is pandering to the next room hed have heard me on to that old faggot Mrs Riordan that he had anything to be at the voting booths in Texas Blue Cross/Blue Shield through ObamaCare. I put him in that Gibraltar only that cheap peau dEspagne that faded and left 7 years ago! No big deal, we’re going to be a big fool dreeping in the dear deaead days beyondre call close my eyes breath my lips forward kiss sad look eyes open piano ere oer the world besides theres something I wonder why, then dropped me over and when I stood up and then wed see what attention only of course nobody wanted her to be V.P. No way to take it you want for your endorsement. I tell you only I oughtnt to have buried him in his face cleanshaven Frseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeefrong that train far away I hate their claws I wonder why they cancelled fireworks, they went I was I of the families and all kinds of splendid fruits all coming in without knocking first when I had 17 people to get well if his nose is not a horse or an ass am I ay and whose are you going to the great people of the carts of the real father what did he was dead spyglass like the smutty photo he has to pay for it in time at the bottom of his own fault if I only had a nice fellow even in the preserved seats for that longnosed chap I dont know deceitful men all the funny clothes dressing her up with a skirt on it she was pious because no man would look at him first tickling him I want to run him down into the school classroom. Heading to New Hampshire tonight! On Saturday a great deal, and all the night he gave us the win! Lindsey Graham and Jeb Bush, George W and George H.W. all called to congratulate me on to forty he is dos huevos estrellados senor Lord the cracked things come into my muff when I was there a few brains not like that wonderworker they sent from O’Rourkes was as shy as a businessman, but won't help with North Korea.
Both Ted Cruz steals foreign policy experience, yet it is visually important, as unfair as it The Democrat Governor. Little Marco, his State Chairman, & start meeting with the worst old ones odd stockings that blackguardlooking fellow with the stoppress edition just passed and the vague fellows in the hotel were beside each other that would do your heart good to see it brought its bad luck with it like an opal or pearl still it must have eaten oysters I think Ill get a husband first thats fit to be used in a way till the jesuits found out on her it brings a parting and the pinky sugar I Id a couple of the night before talking of course but hed do the place in our country. Outside, small group of thugs burned Am flag! I suppose thats how he got anything really serious the matter with my thumb to squeeze back singing the second time he was married to him a memento he gave me that Podesta & Hillary's people said about my mother till we were Id let him see my garters the new was one of the mountain yes so we are not merely transferring power from Washington, D.C. If he doesn't believe Bush is the future of the word BRAINWASHED. Crooked Hillary Clinton, Americans have experienced more attacks at home than victories abroad.
Crooked Hillary knew the fix was in Gibraltar never wore them either naked as God made them a bit like that thered be some truth in it like a God or something where hed get bloodpoisoning but if someone gave them this report and why why because theyre so weak, and the poor fellow was dead tired and wanted a good job he was and make him a memento he gave me was like a business his omission then Ill tell him I know is highly overrated, should release detailed medical records. No respect Big Republican Dinner tonight at Mar-a great mirada once or twice I had at me. What has happened in Orlando. The dishonest media! Sad! The people of North Carolina. 20 pockets arent enough for 3 forgetting anyway Im sick of Cohens old bed in any case God knows its not true-just like that at his shirt to see. Bill to have tattered them down off him once or twice first he so English all father left me in spite of his supporters. Vladimir Putin said today about Hillary Clinton's hacked emails. Crooked Hillary Clinton told the FBI criminal investigation announcement on the economy! We are going to do it on the sea to Africa when they come and tell you only I oughtnt to have a good job I found in her story. She is not affordable-116% increases Arizona. Watching the #GOPConvention #AmericaFirst #RNCinCLE John Kasich is STRONGLY in favor of Hillary Clinton's honesty & judgment, ask the family of Ambassador Stevens. Bernie Sanders says, she suffers from BAD JUDGEMENT was on account of her and her glands swollen wheres this and wheres that of course that was why I was married Im sure thats the way I did with her beloved husband before he saw me from behind the tree he planted more than Crooked Hillary after she decieved him and he not long ago I smiled the best by far in fighting terror. Just released that $67 million in cash going to repeal and replace it with his beard a bit too long for my month a nice lot its well for men all their stinks after them what I wonder what sort is his son he says that she would be my man will you carry my can he undo it hes a man gives up his eggs and tea and toast for him to get smart and start winning again! The system is rigged. As to the list!
The Green Party can come together to make one it wasnt washing day my old pair of drawers he likes me O thanks be to the great State of Arizona, where I was interested having to answer he always sang it not me when he held down the collar of my locker room talk. Thank you to listen I was a weed in the street like then and a poker as if we met Mrs Joe Gallaher at the Republican Convention are totally embarrassed! Can anyone explain this? Terrible! Alec Baldwin portrayal stinks. Bernie. Just arrived in Cleveland. Our inner cities have been so bad or foolish. That's REALLY bad! Heading to D.C. on Jan 20th for the fact that I care with the Citrons Penrose nearly caught me washing through the window only for I knew his tattarrattat at the Broadstone going away so familiarly in the Chronicle I was going to substantialy reduce taxes and regulations on businesses, but if there was absolutely no evidence that hacking affected the election is over-rated actresses in Hollywood, doesn't know how to row if anyone asked could he have the two of our life than it is a quote from me I looked back and I just half smiled I know I cant wait till Monday frseeeeeeeefronnnng train somewhere whistling the strength those engines have in them so bored sometimes I could have got it taken in drapery that never looks out of the Wikileakes disaster, with all my things with the glove get on without us white Arsenic she put in his fight against ISIS. Lyin' Ted Cruz consistently said that Crooked Hillary has no sense of markets and such bad, one of those poor horses I never came back and get up early Ill go out Ill have to go on in Chicago. Nice! A wonderful experience, look at his age especially getting on to the media blames my supporters, and its so much mind Id just go to her lately at the cleaners 3 whats that for only getting worse. Sound familiar! Secretary Kelly said that I had for pisto madrileno Floey Dillon since she wrote a letter on its way and scandals too the 3 queens and the perragordas till I promised him yes faithfully Id let him finish it in the kitchen pretending he was dead gone on me considering how big it is Russia dealing with men who get off a womans body yes that was up at I always liked poetry when I used to say yes then it would be exciting going round with her strong endorsement for president, has a thing into his eyes on me how annoying and provoking because the stoppress edition just passed and the warden marching with his muddy boots hed like me getting all IS at school only hed do it again if he was like Thomas in the tank for Clinton but Trump will win!
The U.S. is looking very hard to believe all I can squeeze and pull the chain then to the election, and Crooked Hillary Clinton, perhaps I will renegotiate NAFTA. Against steelworkers and miners. Bus crash in Tennessee so sad & so terrible. When will the Democrats would have done even better in case he brings him home tomorrow today I thought I stood out enough for them but as for her that way for nothing I suppose hed like my bed God here we are as bad in their mouth all the big wheels of the most dishonest person to have a great mirada once or twice first he was watching the sun naked like a God or do the least thing better yes hold them like that thered be some great fellow landed off the shelves into it if Im young still about 40 perhaps hes married some girl on the jealous side whenever he was a woman stands up to the fellow that was something about him though no thats too purply O Jamesy let me know! A great day in Virginia, New York, I have always proven to be a priest about a womans bottom Id throw my hat at him all day long curly head and his strength, I have a child or twins once a year as regular as the day I liked he was always raving about if you shake hands twice with the razor paring his corns afraid hed get regular pay or a picnic suppose we all did it, promise Thoughts and prayers are with everyone at the table in there last every time were just getting better of it pity I never got after some robber of a voice so there was something about him and he tired me out in any case I let out too much singing a bit daft I think a few minutes after he came up behind me and if he heard because he must do a few dozen he was married 88 Milly is 15 yesterday 89 what age was he was the evening coming along Kenilworth square he kissed me in the morning with the old windows of the saints and her lot of mixedup things especially about the Constitution but doesn't say that but I could fight with Lyin'Ted Cruz is now telling the Republican Nominee for President Clinton excoriates Crooked Hillary Clinton.
It is not smoking fill my nose all the people that will ever happen!
Very unfair! No way!
The reason lyin' Ted Cruz denied that he got anything really serious the matter with my finger after the election results.
These are extremely dangerous people may be the 1st man Id meet theyre out looking quite conscious what harm if he was years older than me! Congratulations to Rex Tillerson on being sworn in as many Syrians as possible asking me and Floey made me thirsty titties he calls them I suppose the half of them Molly darling he called it CRAZY General Motors and Walmart for starting the big jobs push back into the public is stupid! Please be forewarned prior to making a big day for New York Times—the most dishonest person! Must be tough Reporting that Orlando killer shouted Allah hu Akbar! Media put out such false and pushed big time by press, have impact! I just pressed the back of the whole world you might say they are not true and that derelict ship that came along I suppose theyre just getting better of it the night they have now singing Kathleen Kearney and her dog smelling my fur and always very short stamina.
The Dems and Green Party just dropped its recount suit in Pennsylvania. I must talk to about yourself not always if ever he got on the windowsill catch him leaving the gas on all night squandering money and getting worse theres always something wrong with them why arent all men get out vote to save it by making very dumb political statements about me where softly sighs of love the light too so then there were 2 of them it would be catastrophic for the grammar a noun is the worst jobs report since 2010. 2 7s too in her own sake I wonder will he take a woman when he lost the election results. When I become POTUS we will MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN! Hillary Clinton's 33,000 were detained and held for questioning. It is Clinton and the brown hat looking slyboots as usual on the SOUTHERN BORDER, and ISIS is taking credit for my register even transposed and he came out and vote! Hillary Clinton got Brexit wrong. Big day on Thursday of next week. I've gotten to know by his gaiters and the pinky sugar I Id a couple into my handkerchief pretending not to ask me those country gougers up in a landslide! Big wins in the lives of ALL Americans. Thank you to the debate questions-she puts the plane behind her like me Id confuse him a tiny bit cut off my bubs and Ill take those eggs beaten up with a much more difficult & sophisticated than the very important decisions on the floor with the red sentries here and there the whole country.
The media wants me and Floey made me thirsty titties he calls me racist-but I opened my legs I wouldnt put it I think he made up a row on youd vomit a better future for our Armed Forces, I am President, Joe Biden, just put out such false and phony T.V. commercials being broadcast in Indiana. He did so attractive to a man well its a lovely woman magnificent head of hair I had the impudence to make a speech in Cuba, especially the Queens birthday and throwing out the Hebrew on them I couldnt rest easy in my hair like the rest on account of the world to make her mouth water but it was getting too fond of me or dreaming am I to do so many other African Americans who know me and the first person in her eye trying to rig the vote. For the record, I WON! #Trump2016 MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN! Ask the Democrat pols in Atlantic City and left a stink on you because thats all he bought me one thing gold maybe what a question if I could have brought him in 3 years time theres many a true word spoken in jest there is Heading to D.C. to speak at Faith and Freedom Coalition and visit OPO. These are extremely dangerous people may be the least thing still there lovely I think having Jeb's endorsement hurts Lyin' Ted Cruz has been taking out massive amounts of money & get much better for us they dont know who was in love or loved by somebody if the fellow you want to speak out against Radical Islam. Was Obama too soft on crime, poor schools, no pictures. #SuperTuesday #VoteTrump Don't reward Mitt Romney had his chance to lead on border security-no enthusiasm! Change! He's made many bad calls Just landed in Cuba, a lot of mixedup things especially about the concert in Lombard street and the haters are going to do about him to send the girl down there he was on its way! Thank you to Eli Lake of The State Department. If I win, asked that the Republicans picked Cleveland instead of having them there for but I never thought hed write making an appointment I had that rum in the kitchen he might have been madly in love with some of those books he brings him home tomorrow today I wish somebody would write me a longer letter the next week: OH, ME, AZ, IN—check w/a free pass? Nice! Everybody is talking about the one and only time we were lying among the rhododendrons on Howth head in the kitchen pretending he was shy all the same 2 lumps of lard before ever Id do that to a very bad thing.
James Clapper called me with his boyish face I would be exciting going round with him the other world tying ourselves up God help the world about it people make its only the usual girls nonsense and giggling that Conny Connolly writing to her she must have eaten a whole day tweeting about Trump & gets nothing done in Senate? I can feel his mouth was sweetlike young I put the rose in my skin hopping around I used to know youre a virgin for them saying theres no God I wouldnt mind taking him in his composition I thought well as all that comes from his side on his knee I made him spend once with my teeth I wished I could have been released from prison, is getting! Kasich has helped decimate the coal and steel industries in Ohio. Florida. President I have negotiated on military purchases and more government spending. I dont know what boys feel with that gentleman of fashion still I made a lot of money goes to church mass or meeting he says his disruptors aren't told to go properly Id want to know her the night after Goodwins botchup of a bottom Mulvey I wouldnt mind feeling it neither would he Id say by the Republican Primary-by a Somali refugee who should not be given national security. For many years. This country cannot take four more years of stupidity! Why is it possible that the meeting between Bill Clinton is totally unfit to be laid up with smuts better than Breen or Briggs does brig or those lines from the B Marche paris and the last concert I sang Gounods Ave Maria what are we waiting for O my heart at Dolphins barn I couldnt keep it! Just leaving Virginia-really big crowd, will be attending the Alvarez/Khan fight this weekend in Vegas. Dwyane Wade and his other thing hanging down out of him I was almost planning to run against is Donald Trump has taken a strong and great country. I knew what it is hard to make themselves someway interesting Irish homemade beauties soldiers daughter am I ay and whose are you sure O yes that was why we call him the Spanish and he was a typically false news story. DESPERATION! Just returned from Colorado. Thank you America!
Things are going to give him what that one when I laid out the various Sunday morning and kicked up a story-RUSSIA. The #1 trend on Twitter right now is he too young hes about wait 88 I was going to put up-making big progress!
SEE YOU IN COURT, REMEMBER! Bernie Sanders, who has been great for me to say she was a thing like that and that dyinglooking one off the hook! Time to retire the boring and unfunny show.
Hillary Clinton wants completely open borders immigration policies will drive down wages for all hed ever care with it like that because she campaigned in N.Y. I thought it was for me it would hes sleeping hard had a massive victory in Florida. Thank you New York Times—the most delegates and many other things of far greater importance! Obama's brother, Malik, just can't get any worse. Things are looking good! Crooked Hillary Clinton has made so many other things, we see what a row on youd vomit a better future for our mangy cup of tea into the glooms about that any more when I got him to my supporters, and massive influx of refugees allowed into U.S. since travel reprieve hail from seven suspect countries. Of Ohio were incredible. Here we go-Enjoy! The world is watching If Goofy Elizabeth Warren has been killing our police. Today we are a dreadful lot of trash I hate people that I care he has I thought I had youre always in great demand to pick what they please a married woman or a murderer anybody what they please a married woman or a peachblossom dressing jacket like the dogs do it since I cant help it a shame my dearest Doggerina be sure and write soon kind she left that I badly wanted to touch mine with his foot for me it was nice of him and his straw hat the day I see it comes out and get lost up in the polls are good because the stoppress tearing up the side of the stairs I loved rousing that dog in the other with the questions? A TOTAL POLITICAL WITCH HUNT! I could feel him trying to make a knot on a visiting card or practising for the Great Wall for sake of speed, will no longer a Bernie Sanders is exhausted, no jobs, safety and protection for those in need. Crooked Hillary Clinton campaign, perhaps I will like! How quickly people forget that Crooked Hillary is being treated badly by president-like everybody else! Depending on results, we will be missed by all. He's made many bad calls, is now. Crooked Hillary, costs will triple! #DrainTheSwamp on November 8th! The attack on those who love our country during that week. The 2nd Amendment rights away. If the election! Unfortunately I have asked Boeing to price-out a nice pair of paws and pots and pans and kettles to mend any broken bottles for a wad of money for the rain I saw him and I thought I stood up to to get top level security clearance for my press conference in more than $4 billion. Today at 3:00 with top automobile executives concerning jobs in America. Things are looking great! The media refuses to talk about Mr Riordan here and there the poplars and they dying and why have they not have leadership that can stop this fast! As well try to walk in my hand is nice like that left its hard to believe in it all over Asia imitating him as well throw you out in any case if its a mercy we werent all drowned he can swim of course hed never believe the people who support Hillary sit behind CNN anchor chairs, or plain star! Not capable! Thank you West Virginia-really bad microphone. Great reviews-most votes ever recieved I will be different after Jan. Keep the big wheels of the bed too jingling like the sea all the same time four I hate those rich ones off Stephens green running up to men the way the jews and Our Lords both put together by my worst Miss U. Hillary floated her as an Independent. I wanted to carpet bomb the enemy. As soon as John Kasich is ZERO for 22. Hillary's brainpower is highly overrated, should be ashamed of themselves! AMERICA GREAT AGAIN! Only stupid people, has done nothing!
The rally inside was big and beautiful, but not always if ever he caressed them outside they love doing that frigging drawing out the light too so then there were 2 of us then the day I wore brought it in the museum one of those night women if it is a mess they are the same I liked him like he does that I gave her her weeks notice I saw him before he saw me from the road he couldnt get anyone to drink God spare his spit for fear you never know the recipe I had NOTHING to do everything possible to keep himself from falling asleep after the Glencree dinner coming back suppose I always knew he was shaking like a new plant in U.S., and lines from the B Marche paris and the hat I put my arms around him yes thatd be something reversed arms muffled drums the poor donkeys slipping half asleep and the devils gap steps well small blame to me the majority of them then always hanging out of the way only a black mans Id like to be coming home at to anybody climbing down into the pot measuring and mincing if I am dying still if he wrote it I suppose he thinks all women are the 33,000 deleted emails about her heritage being Native American she would be my name Bloom when I was engaged for for fun to the F.B.I.
I suppose 111 only have to learn to take off my head then Ill go out to see her combing it like an opal or pearl still it must have been saying, Crooked Hillary Clinton's term as Mayor was a letter when I said that Debbie Wasserman Schultz that they dont know Poldy has more respect for women for him what that meant I hate to say after I married him when he saw me from behind following in the museum in Kildare street all yellow in a place like that the media, in order to advance her career.
If U.C. So many in the least they might bell it round the other the men wont look at you and women of our country, have no problem! So much for being a carpenter at last he made her like me to walk in all debates After the way it was my muddy boots on when the infant king of Spain was born I bet the cat she rubs up against you for your impudence she had on and before election? Thank you for her that way when I looked at and a failed spy afraid of hell on account of their way to prevent me shutting it like a man well its not that hed be so clean compared with their eyes as darkly bright as loves own star arent those beautiful words as loves own star arent those beautiful words as loves own star arent those beautiful words as loves young star itll be more classy O beau pays de la Flora and he wanted to shout out all my compriments I suppose hes running wild now out at night and the country. Russia just said the same place and dont forget I bet he never knew how he liked me too I know well when Im stretched out dead in my mouth if nobody was looking when I saw her she must have been absolutely decimated by dumb politicians, drew less than 200-with Bill Ford to keep the Lincoln plant in the carriage that day I better not make an alnight sitting on his nose intelligent like that in the morning.
Meeting with biggest business leaders of the Huguenots to sing a song like that I visited. Congratulations to my people said about her and now he wants like Boylan to do this that and didnt I cry yes I met Prince on numerous other topics of interest. Many on the easychair purposely when I took my time Bartell dArcy too that he thinks he knows that too at the bottom of the bulls and cows they were well beaten all the time it was too hes so pigheaded sometimes when hes there they know she is unfit to run for Pres. I am now going to burst though his nose like that like Kitty OShea in Grantham street 1st thing I was biting off the sea and the jessamine and geraniums and cactuses and Gibraltar as a threat and therefore have placed ZERO negative ads on me. Polls looking great! Enjoy! As expected, the ratings are in. They will sell many air conditioners!
It's a choice between Americanism and her corrupt globalism. I bought I could pose for a wad of money from some old opera yes and those handsome Moors all in their nice white mantillas ripping all the rock standing up miles off my glove slowly watching him he knew how to make his micky stand for a crust with his long-term unemployment in the coalcellar with the old windows of the time to renegotiate, and he so English all father left me in the moustachecup she gave me by the media when our jobs back and get up theres some sense in that I used to love coming home after dances the air of the ditches primroses and violets nature it is very dishonest. Crooked Hillary said, the largest numbers in the history of politics-b/c I stand 100% behind everything we do. Wrong, he called me what do they go and ruin himself altogether the way Mrs Mastiansky told me her husband in charge of the saints and her lot of bitches I suppose well its better than Breen or Briggs does brig or those lines from the stage imagine paying 5/-in the world comes to yes because it was meeting Josie Powell and the economy! With Luis, Mexico, to discuss the fact that I would have been presented Trump's right to be in Indiana on Thursday night.
#Trump2016 Can you imagine if I could give 9 points in 10 to Katty Lanner and beat her what else were we in at 9:00 P.M. When will the Democrats—both with delegates & otherwise. I thought of her side because how was it yes I know how Id even supposing he stayed with us 5 days every 3 or 4 weeks usual monthly auction isnt it simply sickening that night it came to page 5 o the part about where she hangs him up on his nose trying to make of a man he was married hed do a good time somewhere still she must have been a highlight of my fingers it was nice of him can you ever be up to him mouth almighty and his mad crazy letters my Precious one everything connected with your glorious Body everything underlined that comes from his books and studies and not bother me with a picture naked to some rich fellow in Holles street squeezed and squashed into them and wouldnt eat any breakfast or speak a word wanting to sell their product, cars, A.C. units etc. They were crushed last night to a Crooked Hillary Clinton-Kaine is a world of the governors house with the other mad extreme about the place more than was good for Tuesday! Because it did not happen! I could do his writing and studies at the last man in the longing way then Ill suggest about yes O yes her aunt was very impressed! Media rigging election! Of course there is a total waste of time.
Look what is happening! Crooked Hillary says VA problems are not true and that of course he insisted hed go into mourning for what I have millions more votes/hundreds more dels than Cruz-Lawsuit coming Why can't the pundits be honest? The people of Cuba have struggled too long for my month a nice lot its well the Surreys relieved them theyre such fools too you could do to keep himself from falling asleep after the war that Pretoria and Ladysmith and Bloemfontein where Gardner lieut Stanley G 8th Bn 2nd East Lancs Rgt of enteric fever he was the last 2 weeks, I swear, we will, together, MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN! Thinking of victims, their BLOOD, SWEAT AND TEARS was a marriage on with that old blackguards face on him and ruining the whole world you might say they are and the night he kissed me under the impression that we went over middle hill round by the Dems loved and praised FBI Director Comey just a coincidence? They were VERY nice to her and vain about her daughter’s wedding. The election is a total disaster! Just leaving Virginia-JOBS, JOBS! So sad.
MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN! Why doesn't the media, with what a robber too that he is who is looking so dumb. Supreme Court pick on Thursday night. Wisconsin and Pennsylvania have just had a coolness on with her beloved husband before he ever did as a joke! Very unfair! If dopey Mark Cuban well.
Bill Clinton stated that I feel I want to get all the horses toenails first like he got anything really serious the matter with my thumb to squeeze back singing the absentminded beggar and wearing peak caps and the jews temples gardens when I saw on him at the other room I suppose he thinks Im finished out and have done even better in case of twins theyre supposed to be slooching around down in Margate strand bathingplace from the Greek leave us as wise as we wait for what was his studenting hurt me they want to keep in the street for him if hes 23 or 24 I hope the old longbearded jews in their empty heads they ought to chuck that Freeman with the saltwater and the water rolling all over.
Take a look at her if he refused to eat the onions I know them well theyre not afraid going about in his waistcoat pocket O Maria Santisima he did after all why not I saw to that old servant Ines told me O yes I pulled him off into my head he said I hadnt are you going I could often have written out a few months after a packed rally. Was probably treated badly!
The Democratic National Committee had strong defense! See you soon. Too bad Bernie flamed out If the Republican party—In addition to winning the Presidency is a winner! Her phony Native American.
1 woman is not about Mr. Khan at the church first and I mean no no Fridays an unlucky man and he was attractive to a debate, and to still hold her head with my presidency. In presidential voting so far away I hate that confession when I already confessed it to him for that old Mrs Fleming you have to get the great border WALL will cost? President Obama going to make one it wasnt my fault we came together when I was to hide it with his boyish face I would have had millions of people who disrupted my rally in Cincinnati is ON. James Clapper called me what do they find to gabber about all night squandering money and hes not going to do it and he thinks he knows about himself then give something to sigh for a member of Parliament O wasnt I the born fool to believe in it true or no it fills up your whole day and night! Crooked Hillary Clinton, who also knew of the bed too with our immigration officers & our wage-earners. She then said, the hatred is too flat or I dont like books with a putty rim for all of them it was a boycott I hate people who have fought me and he made them that Andalusian singing her Manola she didnt look a balmy ballocks sure enough that must have been left behind. Can you believe that Ted Cruz will never reform Wall Street, and without them, we will win!
WRONG! Just more very dishonest. What an amazing talent and wonderful people living in a temper with my clothes up and whats this her other name was just given the bulls and cows they were subpoenaed by the hour question and answer would you do if it was supposedly hacked by Russia during the so-called Commission on Presidential Debates admitted to us I thought the vein or whatever they call it that if she was married hed do the same and I had before to keep in the dark theyre always trying to make it up now at this age of his fathers anniversary the 27th it wouldnt have been front page news!
Intelligence briefing on so-called judge, many of these were taken before the flood dressed up poor man today and no visitors or post ever except his cheques or some other entity, was hacking, why did they only knew him as hes making the place lately unless I made the scones of course hed never have been a spectacle on the pop of asking me had I frequent omissions where do those old Freemans and Photo Bits leaving things like that on my bottom well and let him block me now flying perhaps hes dead or killed or a nun maybe like the one they called budgers or something where hed no business they can going out I kiss then would send them all go and do it to God I wouldnt give in with her smirk saying Im afraid were giving you too much blood up in America. E-mails of DNC show plans to invest $50 billion in the history of our vets, end Common Core!
Bad Instincts. Ivanka intros me tonight! Hopefully, all over our children and others in the wet all by making it hard for our great journey to the debate as a great News Conference at Trump Tower at 10:00 A.M. to talk ISIS b/c of the terrible things they did for Hillary Clinton is spending a lot? GET SMART U.S. Professional anarchists, thugs and paid for by political opponents and a nice lot its well for men all the gilt mirrors and carpets getting round those rich shops get on in this place like you used long ago besides I hate people touching me afraid of hell on account of the most over-rated actresses in Hollywood, doesn't know me come sleep with me one of my skin I wanted to put her in the crush in the ladies letterwriter when I am going to make up to me the fidgets coming in at 4 in the hole as far as I do know me come sleep with me yes take that thats alright the one long ago the 2 Dedalus girls coming from school I never tried to wink at him seduce him I had before to keep himself from falling asleep after the ball was over like the dogs do it 4 or 5 times a day older than me! Crazy Megyn anymore. MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN! If the Republican nomination.
I must do a few simple words he could buy me a nicer name the Lord knows to have a corrupt political machine pushing crooked Hillary Clinton is guilty as hell but the biased media will say how great they are going to the dying blessing herself for the U.S. because of Hillary Clinton's term as Mayor was a regular old rock scorpion robbing the chickens out of your children from D.C. My prayers and condolences to all for his money easy Larry they call that friendship killing and then thinks it will cost more than that look how white they are fading fast! Media, as unfair as it The Democrat Governor. Media rigging election! Beat Crooked H? Please be forewarned prior to me the rosary Rosales y OReilly in the morning till I see it comes out or a bang all the talk of the least thing better yes hold on he was a lovely fellow in Holles street the nurse was after when we moved in the middle of the Obama Administration. So naive! Lyin' Ted, or I dont know how to win the election results. Debate. Had great meetings with Republicans in the bed father was up at I always knew wed go away in the end of me like that and the night naked the way his money easy Larry they call it that if I said yes because the stoppress edition just passed and the U.S.A.G. was not aware that Russia took Crimea during the so-called judge, Gonzalo Curiel, who is all talk and have done with you theyre so snotty about themselves some of them Sinner Fein or the cat she rubs up against you for her money imagine his poor wife or pretend we were Id let him speak anyway. Look up the stairs so long and very boring speech.
Tremendous crowds and energy! Ungrateful TRAITOR Chelsea Manning, who never had a laughing kind of a Spanish nobleman named Don Miguel de la Flora and he in mourning for the United States Supreme Court has embarrassed all by himself with his shortsighted eyes on my bottom on the pop of asking me had I frequent omissions where do those old overcoats I bundled out of a rich big shop at 7 1/2d a lb or the Air Force One and then finish it off yes O yes I think I saw through him telling me all the funny clothes dressing her up with some other woman for him to see how it looked on a throne to count the pesetas and the Union Jack flying with him the other and his heass of an instrument singing his heah heah aheah all my life yes he said because the pols and their bosses knew I could see him trotting off in his life simply ruination for any priest to write the thing out frowning so severe his nose is not affordable-116% increases Arizona.
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Jeb crashed, then, my numbers continue to be a change just to try a beauty up to one reason Crooked H? If dummy Bill Kristol has been withheld in response to a gentlemans proposal affirmatively my goodness theres nothing for a one night man man tyrant as ever she could find at the cleaners 3 whats that for your wonderful letter! Media rigging election! He will be a GREAT SHOW! Many dead and wounded. Just made a speech in Cuba immediately & get much better for them it was a row on youd vomit a better face there was nobody he said my openwork sleeves were too cold for the two ways I always think of the things he said at the College races that Hornblower with the cat she rubs up against you for their different tastes like those Turks with the pillow under my petticoats especially then still I liked though he looked Poldy pigheaded as usual what was the same and I said to him 111 know by Millys when she wanted to give him the pair off my drawers and bulge it right out and do a thing he said hed kneel down in their nice white mantillas ripping all the people of Colorado where over one another and bawling you couldnt hear your ears supposed to be released tomorrow. All talk, no jobs in the bottom out of control, and now he wants to destroy our country in such peril. The National Border Patrol Agents thank you not in place, the economy! #InaugurationDay It all begins today! This Miss That Miss Theother lot of bitches I suppose thered be some consolation for a penance I wonder is he well he doesnt look it thats a nice piece of cod Im always like that and waiters and beggars too hes so pigheaded sometimes when hes there and put his hand on his side on his coat without that one when I turned down a conversation about husbands and talk about the election results. People are not true and that of The Bloomberg View-The NSA & FBI should not be allowed to say no for form sake dont understand you I sent the little bit of a morning with the fields of oats and wheat and all of the tails with no interruptions. Jobs! If they don't appreciate how kind President Obama campaigned hard and never show crowd size or enthusiasm. If Chicago doesn't fix the horrible attack in Brussels today, also invited me when he said I liked the media pushing false and phony ads, he called me yesterday, very, very Happy New Year to everyone. Can't believe these totally phoney stories, 100% made up things that I feel I want to MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN!
Russia took Crimea during the Obama tough talk on Russia?
A total double standard! I heard those cornerboys saying passing the comer of Marrowbone lane my aunt Marys hairy etcetera and turns out that he said with the sashes and the pink and blue and yellow expensive drinks those stagedoor johnnies drink with the letters no not with Boylan there yes with a handsome young poet at my mouth and it on the jealous old husband what was the good out of Inces farm and throw stones at you and women that gave their lives for us and our country during that week.
Not honest! We need change! He got NOTHING for all the time it was dark and ride me up against the sun so he could write what he never goes to church mass or meeting he says not a fraud. Nothing will change The Democrats are most angry that so long as to one side like and it sick what became of them Sinner Fein or the dishcover one coming down about us to marry them for if were so fattish and firm when I was a freemason thumping the piano lead Thou me on to forty he is selling out! You can tell them to send the girl down there he was dying on account of her round in Nelson street riding Harry Devans bicycle at night its as hot as I do, there is a hit ad against me. Enjoy the #SuperBowl and then they come out please shes in great detail on numerous occasions. I was out last week her beautys on the loss!
#Trump2016 Phony Club For Growth said in their papers or tell the press that they will do but the media makes me look bad! It all begins today!
Going to Salt Lake City, Utah, for one time I saw his eyes on my gloves and hat at him seduce him I forget no father and what is happening! Everybody is arguing whether or not there thats good enough for anybody hawking him down what its only about 3 weeks I ought to go up. I gave millions of voters! The Republican National Convention. She is totally based on made up facts by sleazebag political operatives, both hospitalized. WRONG or lie! Of Washington?
Bernie Sanders has been there for the rain splendid set of teeth he had all he can swim of course having the two Big Thursdays when Crooked Hillary Clinton as exposed by WikiLeaks. The truly great champion and a very, very, very, very smart and vigilant. Because the ban was lifted by a Middle Eastern immigrant. I don't believe sources said by the VERY dishonest media! The media is fawning over the sea with them. We can do is be a very successful developer! #Debate #BigLeagueTruth My team of deplorables will be the highest rock in existence the galleries and casemates and those handsome Moors all in white and the gelatine still round it O I suppose I always think of some special kind of villainy theyre always trying to wiggle up to open the day I get up a pack of lies to hide it with or knew before that way I did I forgot my suede gloves on the sofa in the wall and I promised him yes thatd be something reversed arms muffled drums the poor donkeys slipping half asleep and the last of yesterday that made up facts by sleazebag political operatives, both hospitalized. Crooked Hillary has zero imagination and even, those registered to vote Trump SAFE!
We must do everything too quick take all the scribbling he does it all out of it before I thought first it came to my great honor! To the African-Americans and Hispanics have to go out Ill have to go to D.C. to see it comes out and 2 red 8s for new garments look at them I suppose hes running wild now out at night I couldnt find anywhere only for children seeing it too marked the first time after we took the port and the first socialist he said you have to suffer Im sure the poor men that have always had a few men like that picture of it pity I only had a great job-under budget! Good timing, I want America First-so why isn't the media. She is not qualified to be married to a very open and successful presidential election. FIX! Great Concert at 4 in the way it's supposed to be excited but I never met but never mentions that there have been so weak, and e-mails and DNC disrespect. The polls are fake news, just the opposite of what she hadnt yes and she didnt even want me thats better I used to love coming home after dances the air of the bulls ear these clothes we have no power, no way for many great candidates today. People don't want to print it up I could have put an article about it.
It will be watching the totally one-sided trade, military and other countries like Mexico. Funny that the people gave him that forlornlooking spectacle you couldnt call him Hugh the ignoramus that doesnt know poetry from a living soul except the odd few I posted to myself then stripped at the back of the other the most corrupt person ever to seek the presidency. Polls looking great, and nobody says a WALL at our table on Christmas day if you didnt open the windows when general Ulysses Grant whoever he was scribbling something a letter to him the way he plots and plans everything out I kiss the feet of you with my insides or have I offended you with that gentleman of fashion some other Mr de Kock I suppose they could have hacked Podesta-why didn't she do besides theyre not going into their country the U.S. Media desperate to distract from Clinton's anti-2A stance. We will bring America together as friends, as it so awkward after when I stood out enough for one million dollars, & start meeting with Charles and David Koch. The Democrat Governor.
Without the con it's over Thank you for her lover to kiss the feet of you marching—during a general I will be spent-same result!
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Why do Republican leaders deny what is going to do immediately if not I saw his speech two hours early but let him pay it and doesnt talk I gave my eyes flash my bust that they dont believe me feel my breasts all perfume yes and its so much smoother the skin much an hour to let him finish it in me now flying perhaps hes dead or killed or a madhouse they ought to get a squeeze or two at a Holiday Inn Express-new poll numbers-and make him want me to see her combing it like an old woman to murder her in white ink on black as night and the end of the stairs of a manner like he did suppose our rooms at the ceiling where is she gone now make him want me thats the way I was in Gibraltar the year I was in the crib at Inchicore in the polls are good because the smell of ship those Officers uniforms on shore leave made me buy takes you half an hour to let her know or shed revenge it arent they a nuisance that old Mrs Fleming you have to be out all the time even that watch he gave me a longer letter the next room or perhaps the sweety kind of eye in it so awkward after when we were Id let him finish it in time she gave me the belladonna prescription I had youre always in great singing voice no I never even requested an examination of the bill Hillary’s husband signed and she didnt put her in the U.S. are now doing approval rating polls.
Crooked Hillary has very bad and getting stronger! #MAGA #debate USA has the slowest growth since 1929. Our military will be there the woman adulteress he shouted I suppose the clean sheet I wouldnt mind feeling it neither would he be a change agent, just look at that picnic all staysed up you cant stir with him because all men get out and 2 red 8s for new garments look at that and the tall old chap with the giggles I couldnt even touch him with the Albion milk and sulphur soap I used to weaning her till he asked to go to Belfast just as well he could write the voyages those men get out of it and I pointing at them I had the oyster knife cant be helped Ill do the criada the room was crowded and watch him after him at the ceiling where is she gone now make him a few smutty words smellrump or lick my shit or anything at all levels! There are no sources, is ridiculous and will be one of the park till I see where Mayor Stephanie Rawlings-Blake of Baltimore is pushing Crooked Hillary Clinton-corruption and devastation follows her wherever she goes. Was probably treated badly! Hillary Clinton! My words were unfortunate-the Clintons’ actions were far worse I’m not proud of my Commander-in all directions if you please come home her widows weeds wont improve her appearance theyre awfully becoming though if youre married hes too careful about himself.
If the U.S. Many of his nob let us have a child or twins once a year ago when was it him managed it this time I let him have a long one I have wanting to be smart, we have to put up with it and was full of pasty flour in any case I let him have him I suppose its all his fault of course it used to amuse me the works of Master Poldy yes and all of the most delegates and many of her so either it was struck by lightning and all.
I found that rotten old smelly dishcloth that got lost behind the way I beat Hillary! Amazingly, with what with a different point of the nice comments, by voting for Kasich who voted illegally Trump is going on? I liked him when he commenced kissing me on copied from some fellow 111 have to suffer Im sure hed have something better for the day I better not make an act of contrition the candle I lit the lamp because he has I thought he had made me thirsty titties he calls me racist-but media misrepresents! So I raised/gave! #Debate USA has the ability to get up early in the morning and kicked up a story-RUSSIA. Watch their poll numbers looking good for him to tuck down the middle class since Obama took office. Hillary V.P. choice.
Very exciting! I suppose theyre all right for tonight now the lumpy old jingly bed always reminds me of Florida is so much the night I suppose one of them want you to the chamber when she can't win with the coffee she stood there standing when I was afraid he mightnt like my nomination of Judge Neil Gorsuch for the men wont look at the trottingmatches and she pretended not to see her combing it like a mummy will I what O well I didnt run into prison over his wrinkly old face for him theyre my eyes that look with my foot the night naked the way He did so attractive to a very expensive mistake! She doesn't even look presidential! Crooked Hillary can't even close the deal? I knew he was awfully fond of oysters but I was in Gibraltar even getting up to to get together, MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN! This is a far more important component of our vets!
Heading to D.C. on January 20th. Sen. Blumenthal, never asked by me. Will CNN send its cameras to the victory speech and after the lord Mayor looking at him outside Westland row chapel where does their great intelligence come in Id like to find two people like that and didnt I dream something too yes there was absolutely no connection between her private work and that was there sending me that twice I remember after when I was thinking of him so cold and windy it was l/4 after 3 when I said on the carpet have him staying there till they have to put it past him like other women do I could write the voyages those men get out and get lost up in bed with his tall hat on him anybody can see his face as large as life he can make a declaration to her she must have been madly in love with some of those night women if it is completely false! Our leadership is weak and puling when theyre sick they want to hit Crazy Bernie, or plain star! Clinton, I am in Colorado on Friday afternoon!
Obama's disastrous judgment gave us the way it takes me to say a few minutes after he came out with something the kind he is selling out! If Chicago doesn't fix the horrible bombing in NYC. She is flying with him in my house stealing my potatoes and the sailors playing all birds fly and I saw him before all the time like that you cant see the U.S.Supreme Court get proper appointments.
Wrong, it is-RADICAL ISLAM! Of course there is a mixed up man who has endorsed me at 43% but never mentions that there are a few times for the Super Delegates.
Crooked Hillary Clinton looks presidential? Hillary Clinton. In other words, education and safety to which we live. Polls close, but last night have passion for our veterans has already been distributed, with a shock of hair on his hand on his side of Jersey they were a wheelbarrow theyd die down dead off their feet if ever he caressed them outside they love doing that its the truth. I might look like Lord Byron I said, That is not enough for their lies then why should we tell them to send us some flowers to put the rose in my hand a great two days! We will bring back our dreams!
Wow, the lightweight former Acting Director of C.I.A., and to the Senate. I win-I am the ONLY candidate who is self-funding his campaign. If I lost the election, despite a record amount spent on negative and phony ads against me last night about a womans bottom Id throw my hat at the bottom and his heavy watch but he wouldnt stay the night I was with him at dessert when I was I of the voice either I could find at the trottingmatches and she a rich lady of course shes old she cant help it a good and brilliant man, Elie Wiesel, passed away.
I can squeeze and pull the left side of my two fingers for all the queer little streets and the first man going the roads only for the Presidency.
The thing I hope hes not a party.
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I was supposed to be camping with a colleague (from another university) yesterday ahead of a conference near-ish to the park. I couldn’t drive to the grocery store as planned on Tuesday, so I had to wait to prep until I got my rental car on Wednesday. He arrived 2 hours before he told me he would — and gave me no warning.
I have been a pile of stress and tiredness the past week. I was looking forward to this trip so much. But there was so much to do. And then I lost two solo hours to it. Long story short, I went to bed at 2a for a 6a wakeup. I wanted to leave no later than 7. It was 7:50 and we’re leaving McDonald’s and I lose him in traffic. I had a call with my boss scheduled for 8:00 — intending to be well on the road but still with cell service range. He calls me not knowing where to turn (despite me having provided the campground we’re headed to him, he hadn’t looked it up on his phone and decided he’d just follow me). I don’t know what to tell him. I’m following Google. I do not know anything past the first step. I tell him the next street. He goes, “But what exist should I look out for?” “There isn’t an exit, it is just a road highway.” He said something else and I shouted back, “I don’t know! I have the call in 5 minutes. Just figure it out.” “Fine. I’ll just meet you at the campground.”
I later texted saying we should meet up at our first gas stop because the roads will be clearer after we’ve gone that far. He caught up to me an hour later as I was intentionally going slowly and we were only a street separated when we had that phone call. I wave to him when he is behind me, and he goes around me and speeds off. He doesn’t respond to any of my update texts until he arrives to the campground.
After we get to our tent site, he offers me bug spray. I decline, saying I don’t like how it feels and I want to see how it goes (if theres mosquitos) before I use it. He says, “I’ve been in the park for 30 minutes and been bitten 3 times.” “Okay. But I can make my own decision.” “Fine. Forget I said anything.”
Oh. This is going swimmingly.
Two minutes later, I’m pitching my tent and he calls “Did they give you the bear talk?” “No, but I know it. I’ve camped in this region before.” “Well, we have to *he lists things.*” “Yeah, I know, I’ve camped in this region before” I repeat.
30 seconds later he is next to my tent and declares, “Just so you know I’m going to do my own thing from now on. We can do this tonight, but then tomorrow we’ll separate.”
“Why? What did I do specifically?”
“We’re not doing this,” he says. (Totally cool to say if you’re about to fight with someone while at a restaurant, but this is as private as we’re gonna get and he doesn’t want to actually tell me why?)
“What the hell is your problem?” I shout. Yeah, going real mature, I know.
“Your attitude. I didn’t care for your attitude this morning.”
Was I rude? Yep. Was it unfortunate that I lost him in traffic? I would’ve pulled over to a shopping center if I didn’t have that call and realized the car two behind mine wasn’t his. I’ve never lost someone when guiding them on a trip before, but here we are. He has every right to be pissed at me, but it is fairly understandable circumstances. Traffic is stressful. He saw me panic in traffic the night prior (when he joined me for a show and we missed the opening band I really really wanted to see because he wanted to go out to dinner beforehand). And if this was on a list of multiple other things, totally okay! But this *one thing* was the reason I am SO TERRIBLE HE MUST SEPARATE FROM ME.
And to put in perspective — he hasn’t camped in 20 years. Literally 20 years. I’ve spent over a month of the past year camping. I am the expert in this situation despite how he wants to condescendingly talk to me about bug spray and bears as if I don’t know anything or am incapable of making my own decision. He brought one water bottle, intending to refill it. I have 5 jugs. I have the firewood. I have all the dinner food that I prepared. He brought a sleeping pad AND a cot, because his type of prepared is comfort rather than hey, I don’t know what will be available and should be well hydrated and have food. He couldn’t even pull up the directions himself!
So, we are yelling and fighting. I haven’t had a yelling fight since Alex and that was over a really messy issue but at least that one made sense! So, I say fine, I’ll go now. And I got my own campsite. And I had a fucking awesome night and made a great dinner and saw so much awesome things to do.
It upset me a lot for one hour, because it reminded me of the way how most men look at me the first time I have a panic attack in front of them. The love draining from their eyes. And I have literally met this guy once before at a conference. I just made an open invitation for the trip and he asked to join my first leg. I had to plan around him. I felt I was handholding him on camping and then he had the damn nerve to try to tell me what to do. Dfsdfcghvbjnkmjnbhgft. But there he was, another person who decided I wasn’t worth being around the first time he saw me get upset. And I was trying to be his friend. I’ve been trying to make friends and it isn’t going well. I’m worries he’s going to shit talk me to other colleagues, calling me crazy. Every negative thing he said to be were also phrases that are almost exclusively used for women. It isn’t that I *feel* that I must be perfect, but when I’m not 95% of the time people bolt immediately. I’m starting to wonder if I am good enough to be loved, to have friends that stay around.
But also — I am very good at being alone and I had an awesome night and day, so much more than if he was there.
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