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Hello, sorry to bother you! But is this blog still active? And are you taking requests for TØP?

Sorry, I’ve been away for so long, but I’m trying to get back into writing so yeah I’m taking requests 🙂

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“Strawberry Kisses” by Nikki Webster in Heartbreak High season 1 episode 8 (2022) dir. Gracie Otto

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One thing I will say about Spider's character in Netflix's 'Heartbreak High' is that his characterisation felt very, very real.

We are shown that Spider has had a crush on Amerie for a while; the way he looks at her at the festival and the denial attempt he makes when Harper calls him out for it is a very high school boy response. These are both evidence of that. From this, we see that he has feelings for the girl that's been in love with his best friend for years. To her, Spider is her crush's friend and nothing more.

This could make any young boy feel quite inferior, and we see Spider compensate for that insecurity through (very problematic, very misogynistic) humour. It is suggested that Spider is a virgin that compensates for that by lying about having loads of sex (Jay from the Inbetweeners, who?), for example.

When Spencer gets the opportunity to sleep with Amerie, we see he gets performance anxiety. This isn't uncommon. He gets nervous and struggles to get an erection, despite wanting to engage in sex.

Again, we go back to the fact that Spider already has insecurities when it comes to his crush on Amerie. From his perspective, he's messed up the opportunity to win over the girl he's been in love with for years. And, to make it worse, she's laughing at him. Amerie then adds further fuel to that insecurity when she says she doesn't want anyone to know about their connection - inferring she's embarrassed by him.

Because of this, Spider puts up a barrier. He pushes Amerie away in defence and he treats her horrifically to try to protect himself. He over-compensates for his insecurities by bullying Amerie. This is, again, not an uncommon response that men have to rejection/unrequited feelings.

We know he didn't treat Amerie badly before the bedroom incident, we see that he's collected and calming when he meets with her and she's panicking. We see him feel genuine concern about Harper being missing, and comforts her, telling her she can stay with him. We see him pining for her throughout the whole series, even getting jealous of the relationship she has established with Malakai.

(Malakai is another example of Spider's insecurities; in comes a brand new student that is just as good as him at basketball and is flirting with the girl he likes that rejected him).

Because of the rejection, we see that Spider becomes cold, unfeeling and avoident towards Amerie. It's something we see all too much as women. You never know how men are going to respond when you reject them. Spider was such a good representation of one response men may have.

Spider White is one of the most authentic portrayals of a teenage boy pretending not to be hurt by a girl rejecting them. If he does end up with Amerie (this is Netflix, the app that paired Eric with his literal school bully before giving Adam a redemption arc, so I wouldn't put it passed them), I really hope that he has a lot of redemption. And I mean a lot. Because, while she wasn't the best to him in some regards, she did not deserve the sh*t that he put her through.

Mr. "I'm a feminist" needs a reality check before he deserves our Amerie. And so many people on this app need to realise that his behaviour was not okay. I don't care how hurt you are, you don't get to slut-shame and bully the person that rejected you.

Anyway, there's potential for his character and he would be a really good example of this behaviour being held to account. I don't care about Dusty and his redemption arc, I want a Spider redemption because he would be such a perfect example of what healthy redemption looks like (if done right).

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Oh, What an Aroma

Word Count: 426

Requested: N/A

Y/N manages to admit to Hermione what (or who) she smelt in potions class but a certain someone else heard the confession as well

Pairing: Mattheo Riddle x Y/N

Warning: N/A

Prompt List: “You weren’t supposed to hear that.”

 A/N: This one was small but if you guys want, I can always write another part.

You were walking with Hermione through the halls to the great hall.

“I don’t know why Hermione but all I could smell was him. All I could smell was Mattheo. It’s like he took over my senses.”

“Y/N you know what that means. Maybe you should tell him.”

“No way! I can’t tell him that I smelt him. He definitely doesn’t feel the same.” You say and you hear a chuckle behind you.

Both Hermione and you turned your heads and saw Mattheo looking at pair of you.

Well shit…

“Mattheo..”

“Well I’m flattered you smelt my scent Y/N”

“Well, you weren’t supposed to hear that. And I’m sure now it’ll go to your head knowing another girl at Hogwarts has something for you.” You say while looking away from him.

Hermione starts to walk off to your seats and you watch her walk off.

“You really think that little of me, love?”

“I just know a lot of girls here have an infatuation with you.” You say with a huff.

“And that means I care about how many girls or that I gloat or I like any of them back?” Mattheo says with a half grin.

“Well, I guess I’ve never seen you with any of the girls but it doesn’t mean you don’t do anything with them. Like, you’re Mattheo Riddle for gods sake.”

“For you information hun, I haven’t done nothing with any of the girls for a while now.”

“There’s gotta be a reason for that, I’m sure of it.”

“Yeah there is.” He says while smiling wide.

“Well, what is it?”

“It might have something to do with what I smelt today in class.” He said while walking to stand next to you.

“I’ll give you a hint, I’m talking to her right now.” He whispers in your ear and walks off to the Slytherin table.

You have to stand there a minute to compose your thoughts.

“Wait.. That means. Oh. My” You say to yourself as you start to blush.

As you walk to the Gryffindor table you hear Mattheo chuckle when you walk by him. You glare at him and make it to your seat.

“Y/N why are you blushing?” Ron asked.

“Well Ron, it’s not a why it’s a who.” Hermione giggled and turned as Professor Dumbledore stepped up to talk to the great hall.

You turn around to glance Mattheo’s way and he’s already looking your way. You smile slightly and turn back around to listen to Professor Dumbledore.

Man, what is this man doing to you.

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I was just writing whatever came to mind and this is what came from it. I’m not sure if it’s any good and I don’t know if I should keep going and actually write it for a specific person or not haha.

I am trying to get into writing again so start requesting some stuff :)

“How could you think that was okay?”

“It’s not like I meant to kiss them, I was drunk and I didn’t know what I was doing.”

“That’s honestly the lamest excuse I’ve ever heard. I’ve been drunk plenty of times and I have not once cheated on you.”

“I’m sorry Y/N, what do you want me to say? I can’t take it back. All I can do is make up for it.”

“What the fuck makes you think I would want to stay with you after you’ve betrayed my trust?”

You try to not let the tears fall. You try your hardest to stay strong and not show him how much this is killing you. But you let a tear slip down your cheek.

He went to wipe it off your cheek but you flinched back out of his reach.

“Don’t do this Y/N, you’ll regret this. You’ll come crawling back to me in no time.”

“Are you serious right now?” You shake with anger.

“I’m just saying. Please let me make it up to you. Let’s just forget it happened.”

“You broke my heart. I don’t think I could ever forgive you or forget that it happened. The thought of your lips.. on someone else’s” you say while choking up.

“Y/N come on.”

“No, get out. I can’t even look at you right now.”

“Whatever. I have to go anyway. Message me when you get out of your mood and actually want to talk.” He says while walking out of the room leaving you with your thoughts.

You sit on your bed with your legs curled up against you and sob to yourself. How could he do this. And not even care.

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❀send me requests (if open) or prompts from one of these lists! if u request pls be patient! good things take time!

❀i mostly write jj x reader bc i’m a slut for that boy, but!!!!! i will write WHATEVER pairing you ask for. regardless of gender. if you have specific pronouns you’d like me to use in your requested story, let me know.

❀i update my masterlist each time i post a new story.

❀a lot of my writings are angst. there are trigger warnings at the beginning of every story. PLEASE do not read ahead if any warnings listed on any story are going to upset you.

❀i do not write smut. i know, i’m sorry. i enjoy smut as much as the next gal, but i’m not comfortable writing it. thank u in advance for understanding.

<3-fluff

!-angst

*-requested

$-most popular

•-personal favorite

❀ JJ Maybank

You Know Where To Find Me $ <3 ! (reader x jj)

JJ puts on a front, but you see through it.

My Golden Boy * <3 ! (reader x jj)

JJ’s your golden boy, will that change when you’re forced to go full kook?

It’s Always Been You * <3 (jj x pope)

JJ & Pope have crushes. That’s it. Just cuteness.

My Girl * <3 ! $ • (jj x reader)

You get hurt and refuse to let anyone but JJ touch you.

All I Want * ! (jj x reader)

Based on the song All I Want by Olivia Rodrigo

Have You Lost Your Damn Mind? * <3 ! (jj x reader)

JJ just wants to protect you, but has he gone too far?

Watch Me * <3 $ (jj x reader)

You kiss JJ during truth or dare and he gets just a little too excited.

Get The Girl * <3 ! (jj x reader)

You’re sleeping with someone else, but will JJ end up with the girl?

That’s Enough For Tonight * <3 ! • (jj x reader)

You try to drown your feelings with alcohol, which leaves JJ to pick up the pieces.

Plastic Rings * <3 • (jj x reader)

JJ is your best friend, and he has some concerns for the future.

Anxious * <3 ! (jj x reader)

You have a panic attack but luckily JJ knows exactly what to do.

❀John B. Routledge

Under Our Roof? * <3 (john b x reader)

You and John B are obsessed with the idea of sneaking around, until the sneaking comes to a hault.

And Are You Having Fun? * <3 ! (john b x reader)

You try to drown your feelings with alcohol, which leaves John B to pick up the pieces.

❀Kiara Carrera

I’m With You * <3 • (kie x reader)

You struggle with social anxiety and Kiara wants to introduce you to the pogues.

❀Pope Heyward

It’s Always Been You * <3 (pope x jj)

JJ & Pope have crushes. That’s it. Just cuteness.

❀Sarah Cameron

works in progress! send in requests!

MY THOUGHTS

My thoughts on John B

My thoughts on JJ and Kie

Rafe Cameron

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RUDY PANKOW as JJ in NETFLIX’S OUTER BANKS (2020) aka. local redneck boy makes us fall in love.

“i got a hot tub… for my friends. i got a hot tub for my friends. you know what, no, you know what, screw friends. i got a hot tub for my family.”

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“The cigarettes have the filter cut off by the prop department and the paper sticks to my lips unless I moisten them. Then it just became a Tommy tic.” -Cillian Murphy answering fans question regarding the cigarette rubbing thing that Tommy does.

For Anonymous

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This is honestly one of the best imagines I’ve ever read ❤️ pls go red it and show some love ❤️❤️

Uncertainty I.

 A/N: So I’m writing this because I can’t find any Scott Reed imagines up here and I feel like the show should have developed his character more. Since we all had to give up for Monty (that little piece of shit) I hope that this new one will get more screen time in season 3. 

In this imagine he will be the one to send the Polaroids to Clay because I thought it was him at first and it just seems to fit better. 

Scott Reed x Reader, and a bit of bestfriend!Justin Foley because I can’t resist.

Words: 4k+

III IV V VI VII

Warning: Language. Mentions of abuse, nothing graphic, just mentions.

Warning: Language. Mentions of abuse, nothing graphic, just mentions. 

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Hey I just wanted to say I think this I my favorite blog you literally write for every thing I love well nearly but I love it and do u take requests have a good day

Hello I’ve been very inactive lately but I’m going to try and get back on here and write some requests 💕

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I CANT GET OVER HOW MUCH I LOVE THIS KID

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UPDATED MASTERLIST

ALL WE HAVE IS NOW -TOM HOLLAND X READER [COMPLETED]

PART1 PART2 PART3 PART4 PART5 PART6 PART7 PART8 EPILOGUE

WISEGUY - MOB!TOM HOLLAND X READER [COMPLETED]  

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Epilogue

DANCING WITH OUR HANDS TIED - TOM HOLLAND X READER [ IN-PROGRESS ]

Prologue  Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7

BIG BROTHER - HARRISON OSTERFIELD X READER  -HIATUS-

PROLOGUE  PART I PART II

DON’T MAKE ME CHOOSE - MOB!TOM X MOB!HAZ X READER [ IN PROGRESS ]

Prologue Chapter 1 Chapter 2  Chapter 3 Chapter 4

ONE SHOT(S)

Halloween - Tom Holland x Reader x Harrison Osterfield x Zendaya

Innocence Slips Away - Tom Holland x Reader

Crazy About Your Calvins - Tom Holland x Reader 

Rumours - Tom Holland x Reader

Domesticated - Tom Holland x Harrison Osterfield x Reader 

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All.

Arthur.

Tommy.

John.

Michael.

Alfie.

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All.

Arthur.

Tommy.

John.

Finn.

Michael.

Alfie.

Ada.

Gina.

Isaiah.

Bonnie.

J Cody (Animal Kingdom).

Eddie Brock (Venom).

Not sure if you want Gina or Michael? Have both.

Male or Gender Neutral Reader

Full Fics:

Michael Gray:

Sharing Part One - Michael tries to share with Isaiah.

The Grays - An insight into Michael, Gina and their girl.

Money - Michael and his ‘friend’ face complications.

Sundays (smut) - Michael knows his future.

Overtime (smut) - Michael works too hard and his wife has something to say about it.

Alfie Solomons:

Knots (smut) - Alfie is a switch.

John Shelby:

Corrupt - When John Shelby comes back into your life the boundaries of the law are tested as well as your marriage. Series on Wattpad.

Girl (smut) - John punishes her for talking back.

Young (smut) - John meets a younger woman.

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MASTERLIST

If you can’t find what you requested here, don’t panic and please check my to do list  ♡

THOMAS   SHELBY:

Imagines:

Disturbing

The Death of Me

Series: 

 ⤠ Contāgĭo:

Contāgĭo preview

Contāgĭo trailer

Contāgĭo prologue

JOHN   SHELBY:

ARTHUR   SHELBY:

Imagines:

Dēlīrĭum

FINN   SHELBY:

ADA   SHELBY:

Imagines:

Of Forbidden Kisses And Wrenching Promises

MICHAEL   GRAY: Imagines:

Răbĭēs

Delight

Innocence Lost  

POLLY   GRAY:

ALFIE   SOLOMONS:

Imagines:

Insānĭa | part one | part two

ISAIAH   JESUS: