Can’t do anything because I’m depressed —> need to take my adhd meds to get some work done —> need to eat so i could take my adhd meds —> can’t eat because I’m depressed —> can’t do anything because I’m depressed
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went through my nani’s public personal diary tags and y’all should block me not just for the terrible gmm discourse but also for the rancid vibes akasjfjfjdkdks i need to touch grass but i also need to become grass
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>I talk with someone
> I change my speech pattern and topics of conversation so that I get their attention
> thus I am not happy or satisfied with contacting them as I force myself to fit only to get their attention
>I stop talking at all because I realize a relationship based on them liking my fake self is worthless and they won't like the real me
>we hardly ever talk again
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man i really want to read!! (opens tumblr) (opens instagram) (opens video game)
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the amazing devil had no right writing the lines "i wish i'd done things different, i wish that i'd been brave" and singing them with their angelic voices while the soft music is playing because they make me sob every fucking time
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Has the lamb yet brought back- you know- the worm?
the lamb likes to pretend nobody notices the ichor stains in his wool, tainted by the venom of a snake.
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when assigning fob albums to seasons/weather patterns, almost everyone (myself included) assigns ab/ap to summer - oppressive heat, oppressive expectations, oppressive relationships. but i love that the album was released in january, because at its heart it is a dead of winter album. it’s remembering the summer you had, once. it’s about remembering summer’s heat that has long since given way to frost but the memory of it remains and you long for its warmth even as you know that, when summer eventually comes, it will just disappoint you.
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me when the video game confronts you with the despairing indifference of the universe and its temptation of nihilism and that you know this story will end with your tragedy no matter what because it's happened over and over so many lifetimes and universes without fail but because of your connections to your world and its inhabitants, you still need to look after one another and try despite because you are not in this alone
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opening my roman history book sighing: whose turn is it to perpetuate the cycle of violence today?
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