Cant sleep so im thinking about ayhalo
I think its like. one sided. qaypierre WOULD smooch that demon and take him on dates. qbad would not recognize anything as a romantic gesture. aypierre could throw a bouquet of chocolate roses at him and bad would just be like ! thank you :}
like they love each other, absolutely. they TRUST each other, to the point where i’d even say it gets in the way of bad seeing aypierre as anything more than a good friend. that’s his guy. The dude always in his corner. Friend resource label: team mate (coparent) (down to help kidnap people). bad doesnt do classic romantic relationships- all of his relationships are INCREDIBLY queer, but the closest he usually gets to what others read as romance is a classic chewtoy4chewtoy dynamic. He LOVES to fuck with people and he loves to get fucked with and if there’s a nice jawline or pretty muscles included?? huge bonus !!
he’s got something- not kinder, with aypierre? not calmer, either, but stable, maybe. pierre has proven, over and over again, that he’s on bad’s side. Spying on tubbo, encouraging bad’s pranks, the kidnapping- i can’t call it a reliable dynamic, not with how paranoid bad is, even when he trusts, but there is still a feeling of understanding that, wherever pierre’s limits are for when he cant support bad (or genuinely turn against him), it hasnt been reached yet
aypierre, on the other hand, i dont know enough about to be absolutely sure but there are some Vibes. ironically, i think hes feeling like his relationships are unreliable. max was going to have their baby, and then he wasnt, and then he left him, then max fucking died. plus whatever is happening with him and ayrobot, which probably leaves him feeling like he cant rely on Himself. like he had, if not a little crush on bad, at least some Interest in him, before. as well as several islanders. i remember the days of the Bed Threat.
but thats part of it, too? because those flings didnt have that emotional connection, and i always got the sense that he started looking for that with maximus, to Love and Be Loved rather than pure lust. To care about someone, genuinely, and be cared about in return. but he didnt get that with the flings, and We know that max was using him, but i dont know if he did, but maybe he had a feeling about it and maybe he also had a feelinf about maximus’ feelings towards bad and maybe- there’s something about that? A little push of not-spite-not-projection onto bad.
because bad IS that reliability, right now. he’s a fucking gremlin. a bastard. a prankster silly guy. he trusts aypierre and aypierre trusts him and they dont share everything but so often, when it comes down to it, it is them against the world. them in the corner, caught, aypierre shouting about kissing as a cover for their crimes while bad runs giggling away from him.
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You know what's sad? Sukuna probably knows about Satoru's situationship with suguru, he was with kenjaku the whole time since gojo got unsealed, he must have asked Kenjaku how the fuck did he manage to seal Gojo.
Poor guy, he was dead for a thousand years and just got reincarnated a couple months ago, met his soulmate (gojo), promised to kill him (for love), found out gojo is in love with someone else and got sealed because of this love, had to fucking wait for him to get unsealed so he can kill him, and then had to wait again because gojo wanted it to happen on the same day he killed geto, like😭😭 and now Sukuna is probably gonna die and go back to hell...
What a sad life man...
He already had a terrible first life that turned him into a curse.
Like seriously, When Sukuna dies who is going to welcome him in the afterlife? Gojo is already with geto & the others.
Is Sukuna even going to the same place?
Is he going to die alone??? Is he gonna just.. rot in hell?? he really has nobody that's so sad
Stsg is tragic but Sukugo is even more so.
They're on complete opposite sides, They don't even get to meet in the afterlife!! they're literally star-crossed lovers.
Satoru what are you doing you're letting nostalgia blind you, WAKE UP your real soulmate is Sukuna.
you wanted someone to understand you for so long, now you're just gonna give up on him??? leave him all alone for eternity???
What happened to not wanting anyone to feel alone???
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Hey, question, what's up with your patreon rn, is it getting taken down or sth? :0
I just wanted to read some of the new posts, but I can't seem to access it at all :/
~ M
i am online during normal-person work hours to answer this <3
so, patreon doesn't like noncon, even fictional or with monsters that don't exist, and a LOT (a lot.) of the patreon content is noncon or dubcon. currently i'm in the process of either editing posts to have the "unambiguous consent" that patreon's TOS so rabidly desires, or just. deleting them if i can't do that. which unfortunately pulls a lot of the hotter posts because we're a bunch of freaks.
I'll put the deleted posts back online somewhere, AND the original dubious versions, don't worry! but for now i have to make even my queer teratophile erotica squeaky fucking clean so the payment processors don't get their panties in a goddamn twist. i just need to figure out WHERE to put them. but for now things may be offline for...maybe a week. (good news is that patrons don't get charged while a page is offline.)
needless to say, this ✨ sucks ✨. every goddamn website with an audience these days hates the horny weirdoes, and just so happens to disproportionately target the queer ones.
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it actually is insane how a change of environment can affect your mental health cause i’m staying at my moms this weekend and im making the most of it but i feel shitty! i can’t stop thinking about my f*ther and issues i have with my mother and how much rage and anger i have inside this little body. and when i am at my place i am waiting for the snow to melt so i can take up RUNNING.
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Day 5: Relationship (its 11 so it still counts lol) anyways. grimm is married to felicity and has been since she was 12 (political marriage, agate got sick of ppl asking to marry her so she made grimm pick someone so ppl would stop)
their relationship is kinda a disaster and they honestly should not be anywhere near each other, but theyre both possessive so thats not gonna happen :p
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Watch in 10 years someone's gonna make a announcement that the 2007 TMNT second movie will be in the works.
And that someone gonna be motherfucking ME. I WILL DO THE DAMN MOVIE MYSELF- well no- not- by MYSELF- BUT Y'ALL GET THE IDEA- when I get my restaurant and my life semi together best believe I'm coming for this damn movie- if nobody gets it before I do TRUST IT WILL BE DEALT WITH.
Y'all may be asking- Maya? Why 10 years? Well uh cuz im not really mentally mature yet? If that makes any sense. Hell the 10 year mark might not even happen I might do it early who knows 🤷🏾♀️.
But I will either make this movie myself or give the damn money to the people who needs it to make it- I WILL LITERALLY TAKE IT OUT OF NICKELODEON'S COLD DEAD HANDS.
Anyways. Remember me in 10 years y'all. 😘🙌🏾
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okay. to-do list, in order of most important to least important for tonight!
- reply to the post in my drafts. very important to me i've literally been thinking about it all day
- carrd. lord god almighty this one is going to take me forever i can feel it. but by god i am dedicated
- silly little lyric rewrite because blaze had an Idea and i am going to run with it
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I see your s3 Lilith looking super hot and raise you s3 Lilith looking super hot while god apologizes for abandoning her...
YESSSSS listen. hot lilith always n forever. but i need to emphasize: i need her to have as many soft, caring, growth moments as she possibly can. she deserves a lot of love after all the shit that's happened. rewatching s1 n seeing like. post tarask attack lilith, being so vulnerable n almost helpless, confused, but so trustful of her sisters and even ava, which was the first thing she said when she saw them all. she sounded almost relieved when she said that. i want her to be a girlboss but also just a girl. i want her to be a girl n have normal moments, i want her to cry, to be hugged. i want ppl to admit her mistakes but also all of the shit she's been through. i want ava to be there for her the most. i wanna see beatrice n camila have her back unquestionably. i want mother superion to be the mother lilith never had, like she is with ava. i want lilith loved next season. i need it. she needs it.
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