#the mood is that i love ibara saegusa

[seishun-emergency]

hoping with my entire heart and soul we get ibara valentines center

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Propaganda

Hiyori Tomoe

A narcissist who is not only a narcissist but also an idol who knows he's the best and awesomest who may or may not have a habit of caring for others too much? Definition of Nicest Princess Disorder (in a unit I hc to be the NPD unit but shh it's about him). His moods and whims are wack but he's actually quite mature. One of his goals as an idol is to be loved by as many as possible. Also he's silly, did you now he's easily influenced by detective medias? Etc etc I would be filling this entire thing with the entire wiki atp

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Ibara Saegusa

Peak ASPD+NPD To Me. Do not let his entire "businessman" schtick fool you, he's both silly and makes you want to bite on a wooden stick. Idol who ironically tries to not stand out because he saw idols on variety shows be humiliated while he was young, also there's the whole thing about A Certain Relative who revere idols but never thinks about his family. Also it's not like he doesn't like to be in the spotlight, there are instances where he shows he's a bit envious of another unitmate, Jun, who's supposedly like him in terms of supporting their seniors in the shadow find his own spotlight. Biggest example I can give: the recent main story 3 event where he goes scheming again the entire event because of... Jun forgetting to account for him as an opponent in a variety show (iirc) and didn't speak with him about quite an important matter because Jun only considered the other participating unitmate as an opponent he has to overcome. Oh yeah also silly stuff, Ibara got a scout story where he fumbles taking care of a dog. Also he may be a snake, but he's also a cat

[harucafelatte]

𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐝 𝐟𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐬, 𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐫𝐬 𝐟𝐚𝐝𝐞

synopsis: drabbles on why the relationship didn't work out and how it affects them

pairings: suou tsukasa, sakasaki natsume, sena izumi, saegusa ibara x gn!reader (separate)

genre: angst with absolutely no comfort (depends on how you want to interpret)

content warnings: lowercase intended, not proofread, really just relevant lyrics so people who know the song may go “what?”, wrote this at 2am and on my phone so don’t come after me, self-doubt (tsukasa), slight resentment towards reader (ibara), natsume and ibara are a bit mean to the reader, crying (izumi)

song: dried flower by yuuri

word count: 1,896 words

author's note: wrote this after listening to enhypen's jay covering 'dried flower' with the original artist, yuuri! (please listen to it!!) jay sounds so good singing in japanese?! also, special thanks to @venushotline for allowing me to use her format! do check out her works!

taglist: @kazemiya, @tomago (fill in the taglist form to be added)

you who now stand next to someone else / i wonder if it's going well for you

SUOU TSUKASA always self-doubted himself

"tsukasa? are you alright? you've been really quiet the entire time." your concerned voice snapped him out of his thoughts.

"o-oh? have i? sorry…" he replied, giving you an apologetic look, "and don't worry, i'm alright."

lies. he wasn't alright.

in fact, he found himself questioning your relationship with him for the past few months. am i treating them well? am i doing the right thing? they didn't seem too happy with the gift i got them, did they not like it? do i deserve them?

"if you say so…but please tell me if anything's bothering you, okay?" you smiled. you got up from your seat and walked out of the room, leaving tsukasa slightly flustered.

there it was. the smile that made tsukasa fall in love with you in the first place. he swears that you have the best smile in the world. i'm so lucky to have them as my partner.

wait…are they lucky to have me as their partner?

tsukasa grumbled. he knew he had to discuss this matter with you soon.

the next day, tsukasa sat you down on the couch and knelt in front of you, holding both of your hands. "i'm sorry, y/n…i just think that i'm not the one for you and that you deserve someone better. someone who treats you well. someone who can make you happy every day. sadly, i can't be that person."

you knew about tsukasa's lack of confidence but you never thought it would affect your relationship. no matter how much you tried to comfort him, he insisted he would never be enough for you.

"don't say that, tsukasa! i'm sure that-" you were cut off by tsukasa wrapping his arms around you burying his head into your neck.

"i think it's best if we went separate ways, for the benefit of us. i'm truly sorry, y/n." he mumbled. he stayed still for a while before he finally pulled away.

"it was an honour to be yours, y/n…" he whispered, placing one last kiss on your forehead.

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.

.

tsukasa thought his worries would go away but he was wrong.

ever since the two of you broke up, he couldn't stop thinking about how you were doing.

are they happier? did they find someone better? are they taking good care of them?

tsukasa knew letting go would be difficult. you were one of those who knew about his lack of confidence and always helped him with it. he would always be grateful for having you by his side.

and the thought of you standing next to someone else makes him sick.

such a sad break-up but / time makes you forget

SAKASAKI NATSUME’S harsh words hurt you

"what do you know about this indusTRY? what do you know about being an iDOL? it isn't as easy as you think it iS!" he snapped, glaring at you with annoyance reflected in his eyes.

you were taken aback. you were trying to comfort natsume who was upset about messing up the choreography for one of the performances. tsumugi warned you about natsume being in a bad mood and advised you to leave him alone but you couldn't stand to see him being so harsh on himself. all you did was try to cheer him up but it seemed to do the opposite.

"stop acting as if you understand because you clearly don'T. you're not helping me in any waY. useLESS..." he mumbled the last part under his breath, thinking you wouldn't hear it.

you did, and without saying another word, you left the room.

a million thoughts ran wild in your head as tears threatened to spill. does he not love me anymore? i was just trying to comfort him. did he ever love me?

that night, when natsume arrived home, he was shocked to see you packing your belongings. were going to leave him?

"are you…going to leave mE?"

you turned to look at him, "i think it's for the best."

"is it about what i saID? you know i didn't mean iT!" he was now getting desperate. he didn't want you to leave him.

"natsume, you should be careful with the words you use. not everyone in the world will take them lightly, even if you don't mean it." you say as you walk past him with your belongings. "i'll be staying at my apartment so don't worry about me. goodbye natsume."

as the front door closed, natsume felt a wave of guilt wash over him. he couldn't believe you were gone. and it was all his fault. . . . after you broke up with him, natsume couldn't stop thinking about you even after trying to convince himself that he had to let you go. it was as if you cast a spell on him.

he missed waking up you sleeping next to him every morning, adoring your peaceful form. he missed returning home to you greeting him with open arms and pulling him into a hug that never failed to make him immediately melt into your touch, allowing all his worries to leave his mind - you were more important. he missed all the times when the two of you fought, laughed and cried together.

why couldn't he stop thinking about the memories he made with you? ah, that was because he still loved you.

and all he could do was wait for the memories, which he held close to his heart, to fade away.

colors float in the darkness / red, yellow, blue in the depths of my heart / keep calling out your name / feelings of love still leave a scent

SENA IZUMI was always away

“you’re not.. you’re not leaving again, are you?”

izumi averted his eyes from his watch to you. you were leaning against the door frame, staring blankly at the cup of warm tea in your hands.

"look, y/n, you know how my job requires me to travel overseas." he sighed, running his fingers through his hair.

"i know…but you just came back…do you really have to go?" you asked, eyes still not meeting his.

silence filled the room. the two of you knew the answer to the question.

finally, you raised your head to look at him and spoke up.

"izumi, i don't think this working out." you smiled softly, trying to mask your sadness.

izumi's eyes widened upon hearing your words. he knew what you were talking about.

"it's just that…you've been so busy with work these days, we haven't been able to spend time together. i just want to be with you but it's almost impossible with you always away..."

the moment you finished, izumi hugged you.

"i'm sorry for not being able to be a good partner, y/n." he whispered. and with that, you allowed yourself to let all your emotions out. the once-silent room was filled with your cries.

none of you wanted this but nothing could be done. . . . after the two of you broke up. izumi tried to keep himself busy with his work but it didn't work.

walking through the streets of cities was no longer enjoyable for him knowing there was no need to find a gift for someone dear to him anymore. in the past, he spent hours in different stores to find a gift for you, knowing that it was the least he could do for you to make up for the time he couldn't spend with you.

whenever he was away, the two of you video-called each other regardless of the time difference. as long as one of you was heading to bed, the other made sure to pick up the call. izumi missed hearing your soothing voice and spent every night in his bed thinking about how you were doing.

"i'm sorry, y/n…i still love you…"

he wished his message could reach you.

your voice, your face, your awkwardness / all of it, all of it I hate

SAEGUSA IBARA always put his work before you

"all you do is work! did you forget that you have someone living with you? a partner?" you groaned, walking out of his study to try to calm down.

"y/n!" ibara called after you.

it was happening again. another one of your weekly arguments over ibara's tight schedule was happening again.

all your friends thought that you and ibara rarely argued due to his composed nature. yes, when the two of you first got together, arguments were rare. he was patient and loving, always finding time to spend time with you. all that changed one day, he began coming home late from idol training and shut himself in his study to work on business issues.

how you wished things could be the same as they were in the past.

ibara found you on the couch, with your arms crossed, and walked over to sit next to you. the moment he sat down, he saw you tense up. confused, he asked, "you okay?" "ah, i was just thinking about something…aren't you busy with work? " you replied, looking away.

"just wanted to spend time with my beloved." he smiled slightly, placing a hand on your head. usually, the gesture would instantly make you feel better so it came as a surprise when you brushed his hand off.

"oh so i have to remind you about having a love life for you to spend time with me?" you asked, slightly irritated.

"what are you trying to say?" ibara questioned, raising an eyebrow.

"you know what i'm trying to say! this place is always quiet! i'm always starting the conversations and checking up on you! have you ever thought about checking up on me? do you know how worried i am about your health? you haven't been getting enough sleep these days. you always push people away. i just thought you’d never do it to me." you snapped. " and you know why? apparently, to you, work is more important than anything, even your own health!"

"is that how you feel?" ibara hissed. "do you still not understand how important my work is? if you can't support me, then maybe we should break up."

surprisingly, you didn't feel sad when he said that.

"fine."

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after you broke up with him, ibara told himself he hated everything about you.

whenever he thinks about the memories you made with him, he hates your smile, your voice, your laugh, your touch, your flaws, and everything else about you.

but all the hate disappears when he sleeps - when he dreams about you.

he loves your smile, your voice, your laugh, your touch, your flaws, and everything else about you.

there was something different about the dreams from the memories. although the memories reminded him of the fun time you shared with him, they also reminded him of the arguments he often had with you. however, the dreams showed him the possible new memories he could have made with you if he had not broken up with you.

if he had just tried harder to show you how much he loved you.

flowers that have yet to wilt / i place with you / forever, forever, forever, forever / hold on to them

he couldn't bear it anymore.

he misses you so much.

no matter how hard he reminded himself that the relationship had ended, he couldn't stop thinking about you.

he wants to see you, hear your voice, feel your touch.

he wants to be with you.

all because he still loves you. . . . now, he is waiting at the meeting spot, holding a bouquet of fresh flowers.

he had texted you the day before, asking if you were free to meet him today.

he did not receive a reply but saw that the message was delivered and seen.

there was little hope that you would show up. still, he held onto that small hope.

suddenly, he heard footsteps approaching him.

he took a deep breath, clutching the bouquet tightly.

was it you?

[seangelfish]

could you do yellow tulips with Ibara and/or Nazuna 🫶🏻 flower prompts my beloved

Ibara Saegusa

🌼 yellow tulips: if their s/o is sad, what would they do to make them smile again?

"Why is the love of my life so gloomy today?" he asks, noticing your lack of enthusiasm when he recounted his day. "Are you alright? What's wrong?"

– Ibara knows exactly what to do whenever you're sad. He's very observant of what makes you happy, so he's going to do anything and everything to get you back to your bright self.

– Whether it be cuddles, kisses or any sort of affection you want from him, he'll easily do it.

– He'll probably cook you your favourite dish without you having to ask for it. He just likes doing these things for you whether you're happy or not.

– Most importantly, whenever you're sad, he wants you to let it all out, willing to listen to all your rants. If you're not in the mood to talk to him, he'll leave you be, but he won't leave the room until you're better. He will always lend you a hand if you need it.

Nazuna Nito

🌼 yellow tulips: if their s/o is sad, what would they do to make them smile again?

– Nazuna will be quick to reassure you that everything will be okay. He's really good at comforting you since he's always taking care of his juniors in Ra*bits.

– He can sense whenever your mood shifts, so you'll already be in his arms as he rocks you side to side, stroking your hair softly.

"(Y/N), it's okay, it's okay~" he hums. "I'm here... let it all out~"

– He'll try to crack a joke even amidst the atmosphere, but you'll laugh due to how out of place it is. This makes him laugh, and now the two of you are laughing together.

"That was so random!" you giggle.

"Haha, but I successfully cheered you up, right?" he says with a grin.

– And because you cheered up so quickly, telling him the reasons why you were upset in the first place, he rewards you with a little peck on the cheek.

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Ibara Saegusa - Worms Within the Lion’s Body (1)

Writer: Kanata Haruka

Season: Winter

(Location: S TV (Central TV) )

Ibara: Thank you for your hard work again today! Even I am proud that you’re so competent in all areas ☆

Since today’s recording emphasised on ad-libbing that wasn’t in the script, I was a bit worried myself. But it’s great that my worry was unfounded.

Here is some ice cream as refreshments from the tv programme’s staff. Would chocolate flavoured ice cream be fine with you, Your Excellency?

Nagisa: …… It’s ice cream. Thank you, Ibara. This is today’s reward isn’t it? I’ll accept it, then.

(...... Hurk!?)

Ibara: By all means, I look forward to your continued success in work tomorrow as well, Your Excellency!

Nagisa: ……

Ibara: Is there something wrong, Your Excellency? For some reason, you’re making a difficult expresion. Was it my ineptitude?

If that is the case, I will aim for improvement immediately, so please do not hold back in telling me the problem. This Ibara Saegusa will show you that I can overcome any difficulty if it is Your Excellency’s wishes. Ahahaha ☆

Nagisa: …… You’re being loud. Shut up a little.

Ibara: Heh…….!?

Eh? Y-your Excellency? Why are you angry, so suddenly? Have I really offended you somewhere?

If there is something, I will rectify it right now!? Right this moment! So please talk to me peacefully!?

(Location: CosPro Office Conference Area)

Ibara: —And that was what happened.

Hiyori: Ahaha. That’s so funny. I guess Ibara was spooked by how intimidating Nagisa-kun was.

Ibara: This is no laughing matter. It’s been a few days since that incident, but His Excellency still hasn’t talked to me.

Hiyori: Hmm. So then, Ibara has come to me to ask the reason for Nagisa-kun’s anger?

Ibara: Exactly. As it is His Excellency’s day off today, I wanted to grab the opportunity to figure out the specifics.

Hiyori: I think there’s no need for you to be so nervous. It was just a ‘worm’ in a bad place. (2)

Ibara: Even so, I didn’t think that His Excellency would be so mad at me for that.

Hiyori: Fufu……

Ibara: Is there something wrong? This really is nothing to laugh about, Your Highness.

Hiyori: Nothing, I’m just thinking that this Ibara that’s panicking a lot more than I was expecting is really cute.

Ibara: No matter how much one knows, one has to be wary of landmines as one might not know where they might be buried.

Up till now, when I had angered His Excellency, I was able to figure out the cause to some extent. But this time, I could not even find a lead to the cause.

I can’t defuse the bomb properly, in this case.

Therefore, as Your Highness is the one who is the most knowledgeable about His Excellency, I implore for you to lend me your power!

Hiyori: ……Heh, Ibara is being unusually and admirably meek, aren’t you?

Ibara: If His Excellency’s mood continues to be bad, it might start to become a hindrance for our future activities as “Eden” and “Adam.

Thus, I have decided this incident should be resolved as swiftly as possible.

Hiyori: I see. Now I understand why you’re so desperate.

I do certainly know the reason for Nagisa-kun’s anger. So it would be absolutely correct for Ibara to seek me out.

Ibara: That’s quite fortunate! Well then, shall we—

Hiyori: However, it’s boring to just tell you so easily like that, right? Since you’re asking me for help, you have to show me your sincerity.

Ibara: Sincerity? How would Your Highness like me to demonstrate that? Would prostrating myself suffice? (3)

Hiyori: Fufun, I want Ibara to accompany me to go window shopping.

(Location: Shopping mall 1F)

Hiyori: Mmhm, I was able to get a variety of cute spring clothes. Lovely weather ♪

Ibara: It’s nice to hear that Your Highness is satisfied. However, this is such a luxurious way to spend your time.

Hiyori: You can only say it’s luxurious when you’ve managed to entertain me.

When I asked for preferences on clothes, you only gave me model answers. Even though you know the latest trends, in the end, you only talked about whether they will go out of style or get more trendy.

Talking with you isn’t exciting.

Since Ibara usually only works, I tried to teach you about noble games, but you can’t be taught at all.

Ibara: For me, work and producing results are like playing. Therefore, there is no need for Your Highness to worry about such things. Ahahaha☆

Putting that aside, isn’t it about time you tell me the reason for His Excellency’s anger?

Hiyori: Hm. Well, it’s fine. We’ve managed to kill some time, and you’ve even become something like a luggage carrier.

Well then, the reason for Nagisa-kun’s anger was it?

Fufu, the reason Nagisa-kun glared at Ibara is—

Ibara: That is……

Hiyori: Just a dental cavity. (4)

Ibara: ……Ha? Eh……Dental cavity?

Hiyori: To be specific, the reason was ‘a toothache’. It’s not confirmed to be a dental cavity just yet.

If I remember correctly, on the day he glared at Ibara, eating the ice cream refreshments he got from staff made him feel pain in his tooth.

But he thought that if he reported the pain to Ibara, his ice cream would be taken away and that thought made him grimace.

Ibara: …… Then, you mean to say the reason I’ve been worried sick up till now is just a dental cavity?

Hiyori: Nagisa-kun took a day off today because he made up his mind to go see a dentist.

Look, the dentist’s is right over there. Nagisa-kun should be going there today. The treatment should almost be over soon……

Nagisa: …… Hiyori-kun, you’re here to pick me up.

…… Eh? Ibara is here too? Why?

Hiyori: Sorry, Nagisa-kun. Ibara was really worried that he had offended you, so I spilled to him about the dental cavity.

Nagisa: …… Is that so? Sorry, Hiyori-kun, for causing you trouble. You too, Ibara. My teeth are fine, so you can rest assured.

Ibara: Is that so…… Yes. That is good news. It’s good that Your Excellency’s teeth are doing fine.

Nagisa: …… Ibara, I’m sorry about the other day. I spoke to you a little too harshly.

Ibara: I do not mind. Since I know of the reason for Your Excellency’s anger now, I can relax.

But, Your Excellency, I must apologise for my rudeness.

For the time being, Your Excellency is banned from any sweets whatsoever!

Nagisa: …… There’s no need to ban them. After all, it’s not a dental cavity, it’s just sensitive teeth.

Ibara: It doesn’t matter! Whether it’s dental cavities or sensitive teeth, the fact that you felt the pain is all the same!

Nagisa: …… The dentist also taught me the correct way to brush my teeth. With this, there are no other problems right?

Ibara: No, this is a definite decision! No matter what Your Excellency says, this decision cannot be reversed!

For the time being, I will be personally overseeing your mealtimes and your teeth brushing times.

I’ll even brush Your Excellency’s teeth myself!

Nagisa: …… Don’t get carried away, Ibara. I’ve told you this before, but I think it should be repeated. I’m your superior, Ibara is my inferior—

Ibara: That sort of threat won’t work on me this time. That’s because this time, I was the one unable to properly manage Your Excellency, leading to your ruin!

Lately I’ve been giving Your Excellency too much freedom. That’s why this chink in my armor was able to be put on full display for you.

Nagisa: …… What should I do, Hiyori-kun? Ibara is scarier than usual.

Hiyori: Seems like Ibara and Nagisa-kun’s positions are flipped now, huh? Getting in the way of this particular Ibara is kind of a bother, so you should run away with me when this happens, Nagisa-kun.

Ibara: I’m not letting you. I will never let this farce happen again! Never again!

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TL NOTES

1. Not a Christian reference, yet still a religious one. The title is a direct reference to a Buddhist analogy; Worms within the lion’s body. (source) The saying bears the meaning that ‘followers of Buddhism destroys it’s teachings just as worms born from the carcass of the lion devour the lion’. The story’s title however is a pun, as the first character for the original phrase is read as ‘religious leader’ but the first character for this story title is read as ‘lion’. Both are pronounced the same way. In this context, the ‘lion’ is Nagisa and the ‘worm’ is his tooth cavity.

2. He literally said ‘bug/worm’ ( 虫 ) The reason for which will be explained further down the story.

3. Dogeza.

4. Cavity/tooth decay = 虫歯. Written with the kanji for ‘bug/worm’ ( 虫 ) and ‘tooth’ ( 歯 ).

[sakumasmut]

Ibara x Producer!F!Reader

tags/warnings: pregnancy, pregnant sex, vaginal sex, gentle sex, squirting

I was in the mood for writing pregnancy things so this is what I came out with. hope it’s not too ooc I was just also in an Ibara mood lol

ao3 link

You let out a small whine as you shifted in Ibara’s lap, his cock pressed deep inside of you. You were dripping wet despite how slowly he was thrusting into you, all your juices slowly staining his legs and the sheets below you. His smooth hands rubbed your pregnant belly, and he let out a pleased hum.

“My my producer, you’re getting larger.” He cooed, nipping at your earlobe. “That’s good. Our child will be healthy.”

Ibara placed his hands on your hips, which had grown wider to accommodate for the growing life inside you. You never thought that being assigned as a producer for Eden would lead to this, but you weren’t going to complain. Ibara was captivating the moment you saw him, and those late nights talking about contracts and other proposals quickly led to something much steamier.

Ibara was cunning, and took matters into his own hands the moment you told him you were pregnant with his offspring. He created an alias for a spouse that didn’t exist and forged a certificate of marriage, so your pregnancy wasn’t suspicious, along with an emerald wedding ring for you to wear around, gifted to you by himself, of course. To the public you were a producer who just so happened to be carrying around the firstborn from your new marriage. In reality though, you were carrying the child of one of the idols you worked for. It was scandalous, and though Ibara had taken all the necessary precautions to prevent the truth from coming out, it didn’t stop him from making love to you just like how he did the fateful night he knocked you up.

“S-Saegusa—” He shushed you, rocking his hips upwards as you stuttered.

“Mm, is that how you’ll refer to the father of your child?”

“I-Ibara…”

“That’s more like it.”

He was much gentler with you, touching you with care and moving slowly to not harm your growing child. Normally he’d treat you roughly to the point you’d scream his name, but he seemed to have abandoned those habits in favor of lavishing you with adoration and praise. After all, what better mark was there for him to leave on you than a growing belly?

“You’ll be such a good mother in a few months' time.” He cooed, moving a hand to stroke your belly again. He liked doing it often, as if reminding himself he had done this to you. Your body was changing because of him.

“I can picture it already. You breastfeeding them when I come by to visit, and them calling you mama as their first word. Won’t that be wonderful?”

“A-Ah, Ibara, I-I’m going to—”

“Let it out, /name/. Come for me.”

You came with a loud whine, your juices dripping all over his cock and squirting out onto the bed. You were exhausted after only one round, but Ibara didn’t mind.

“Good girl.” He murmured, pressing a kiss to your neck as you panted.

If your baby came out with magenta hair and blue eyes, there would certainly be rumors of all types swirling around. But that didn’t matter right now, all you cared about was being a good lover to him, as well as the future mother of his child.

[la-rougo]

*SFW*--

Headcanon: what it's like to be Eden's producer

No tw, fluffs ;)

Ran Nagisa

Doesn't really think much about you

Low-key doubts your ability but you showed him that you can handle producer's job very well!

Wanted to know more about you especially your interests and what you like and dislike

The more time he spend with you the more attached he got with you :)

Is willing to help you with your job but doesn't understand it much

If you explain your producer job he will listen to you carefully and starting to learn more :D

Definitely will lend you a hand when you're really tired

Cares deeply for you a lot

Hiyori teases him about it

But really, he admit that he loves you as much as he love his unitmate

Other than producer's job, he's willing to help you with any kind of problems you're facing if he can

As much as he want to. He wouldn't want to get into your personal problems unless you're fine with it

"It would be a pleasure for me to help you while you're taking a rest, and I demand you to not deny my request"

Hiyori Tomoe

Same as nagisa when he first met you

Doubts a bit but he still accept you anyway

But then Impressed by your responsibility like, how the hell are you able to stay on your schedule track with the amount of works increasing?

Immediately likes you and wanted to get more closer to you

Tries his best to be your best personal cheerleader!

Tired? Snacks and water! Sad? Sunlit smile saves the day! Pressured? All ears!

Understands your problems and will always willing to help

Always cheer you up whenever you're in a bad mood and will always be there for you

He loves you so so much

Will give you a nickname when you two are close enough

"let's enjoy summer!~ please show your sunlit smile!-- there's the smile I've been waiting for! Now put the works down and come with me☆"

Ibara Saegusa

Highly doubts your ability and doesn't really care much about you

You do you he do his

Though hiyori told(forces) him to strike a NORMAL conversation to you

Got along a bit but doesn't want to admit

Low-key impressed by you doing anything that he didn't expect you to can

Even more impressed that you have as much energy as his

Thinking that you're worth something and starts to befriend you

He's very fascinated by how well you can handle your job

Still doesn't want you to work through your limit

He is also overworking himself a bit and understand your pressure, but he wants to be the only one who gets to suffer by it

Legitimately forces you to stop working and get some rest

Really cares and love you so much

Nagisa asked him about it of course

The man is too stun to speak whenever the conversation is about what you two have been going on

But he wishes to cherish you the rest of his life, you're like a gift from god and he loves it

"Producer! Stand up and go take a rest, I'll handle the rest!"

Jun Sazanami

First one to give your existence a glance

Helps you with getting along with his unitmate 'cause they're troublesome

Quite curious about your duties but doesn't want to interfere

Once you got along with everyone he seems to get more closer to you

Wants to know more about you of course, something about you just pique his interest

Personal bodyguard ngl if anyone gonna hurt you he can just go "BARK BARK BARK"

I'm sorry

But really tho

Curious to see you wearing any Eden's outfit

Curious of everything *cough* *cough*

Doesn't really often sees you since somebody has been gatekeeping you *cough* ibara *cough*

But still wishes you the best when you're not with him

But if you're with him then prepare for any kind of affection

He'll ask you about it of course

A single cuddle is what he needed

You give him million tho

Shout out to Jun dawg he's a brave boi

Gets very comfortable with you now

"producer...maybe stop paying attention to that paper and come get a hugs instead"

I love Eden sm Jndndjsjnfkdndn

[s4egusas]

Hellooo!! Can i request Keito and Ibara with a s/o thats on their period? ･ᴗ･

a/n: hi nonnie ヽ(o^ ^o)ﾉ yes of course. here you go ! enjoy ! (❁´◡`❁)

# CR4MPS ?! AH, CRAP

keito hasumi x reader, ibara saegusa x reader

HASUMI KEITO.

keito is good at taking care of other people. though he doesn’t understand why having a period is painful. whenever you need him, whatever he is doing, he’ll start sprinting to your room !

he’s an absolute ball of confusion but dismisses the feeling inside him. his priority is to take care of you, who’s in constant pain.

due to his sharp memory, he already memorized your menstruation cycle. on when it will occur and when it will end. so expect a bunch of snacks and a whole ass stack of sanitary pads as well as pantyliners on your bathroom shelf. he gets shy when buying these so keito . . . expect that you will hear a handful teasing

will cook for you ! what do you want? just say the word and he’ll cook it for you ! he doesn’t cook every day but he’s confident in his cooking skills ! (>ω^)

listen, even if you’re the calmest person in the world, you’ll get hit by mood swings if you’re on your period. unfortunately, you can’t dodge.

in that case, he purchased an octopus plushie ! you know, the reversible plush. so that he knows if you’re angry or not.

asks anzu about menstruation and what happens if you have them because he loves you and wants to understand your pain. that’s one way to express his love, you know? (❁´◡`❁)

he’s not going to be on your side all the time. he’s a very busy person, he’s like a walking schedule. you’re his number one priority though, so he’ll send either souma or kuro to take care of you. even if you say that you’re fine, that’s not gonna work on him. he just wants you to be okay and safe. okay? (●'◡'●)

don’t worry, his unit mates are gentle and kind, so if you want to be alone and you need some space, they’ll give it to you. no hesitations !

keito bought so many snacks. he doesn’t know what mood you’re in for food, so he bought all different snacks with different flavors ! if you don’t want a certain snack, he’ll just eat it with you.

wraps you in your favorite blanket like a burrito. he makes sure you’re warm and comfy. asks you if it’s okay to hug and cuddle you because he’s the king of consent (❁´◡`❁)

SAEGUSA IBARA.

before you know it, he brought you sanitary pads, snacks, and whatever you need in advance.

reminds you that your period is in 2 days. he has a tracker in his phone so that he can see when will your period come

he doesn’t get shy when buying pads. he’s like ‘hmm, sure. I don’t mind at all. fufu~’

when you two are out and you have a stain, he gives his suit to cover that stain or buys you new pants.

carries you bridal style when you’re experiencing period pain. it also eases his stress. you’re like a baby when he cradles you in his arms. leaves a soft smile while staring at your sleeping face.

when he needs to go to work, he’ll drape his favorite suit with his scent so that you can still feel his presence even if he’s away. ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა

mood swings? no problem ! he doesn’t really mind that but if you feel like you want to punch something or someone he’s going to volunteer. he’s physically strong due to his military days and understands the fact that you feel this way is because of your period.

he’s kind of a curious being, and he’s curious about what period pain feels like. you showed him a picture of a painting of a woman with thorns on her abdomen and that made him flinch. he fully understands your pain now.

wraps you in soft sheets, keeping you safe and cozy. if you can’t sleep, he’ll brush your hair using his slender fingers while humming your favorite song. brushing your hair is one of his stress relievers !

plants you a kiss on the temple along with a soft whisper of ‘get well soon.’

[nemilemy]

Hello! I just read your hcs of akatsuki and undead when the reader braids/plays with their hair and I'm in love... Would you mind making some for Eden too? I know these are a lot of hcs for braiding/playing with their hair tho so please feel free to skip this if it's too much hsjdjf (btw your writing is adorable! Please remember to take care of yourself too 💕)

Thank you so much for the compliment and don't worry I take breaks time to time (beep beep lie detected). I don't mind if there's already some i just like writing so it's a chance i cannot skip. I'm taking so long to update because of classes T T

“Nagisa Ran”

💎. You playing or braiding his hair is very soothing and relaxing for him. Do it more! It helps alot with him~! He was at a lost for words the first time you did it. It was very unexpected but nonetheless he enjoyed it and more over enjoyed the fact you had fun! He loves to see that smile of yours having fun with him~!

💎. “...if you're having fun then don't stop...” he would mutter before you flash him a smile

💎. Please play with his hair when or if he stresses out it helps with SO much then you could ever think of! He would never complain if it's private or public as long as people don't stare you guys would be fine 💃

💎. For the first time when you started playing with his hair he felt startled but relaxed as he doesn't get physical touch by his partner or most people honestly. But you're lucky since you're the only one who can play with it Producer!

“Hiyori Tomoe”

🥧. I would say Hiyori is the same as Kaoru but he would also let you do it when he randomly live streams to let his fans see because why not? If you ask why would you do it , he would say "why not my dear? (｡•̀ᴗ-)✧" including the wink yes. Also you can also see him sneak some pictures when you play with his hair. You look so cute like that!

🥧. “Ahhhh you're so cute when you play with my hair you know that?? I'm so lucky to have a s/o like you!!” he would say before jumping onto you yeah goodluck with him. 🕺

🥧. Wether private or public he doesn't care! His greed is off the chart when it comes to you so go on Producer do watcha gotta do and tame that idol of yours. Also I would feel bad for the single people looking at you guys because of the way the both of you would be so lovey dovey like get a room!!

🥧. When you first started playing with his hair he really said “cut the cameras deadass” with his expression. He went from happy to shocked to serious. Wow Hiyori really going through the 3 stages of his s/o playin with his hair 🧚‍♀️✨. We obviously know he would complain if you stop so make an excuse to get away if your hand feels tired!

“Ibara Saegusa”

👓. I would just like to put out that he would throw a tantrum when you play with his hair and go into a tsundere mood when you stop playing with his hair. Like he would fr have change of personality QUICK when it comes to this and other things related to you.

👓. “I didn't give you permission to touch my hair!!....But since you enjoy it then don't stop.. it's not like I like it or anything!!” he would say such a tsundere toot toot

👓. Private he would be fine but in public he would NEVER allow it in his fricking yeezeys. He don't want people to know he has a soft spot now does he! He will literally chase you and i mean it , like if you start playing with his hair and such then he would be chasing you as if you're a wild animal who scratched him (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.)

👓. The first time you played with his hair he also went through the stages except it was the five stages of going through his s/o playing with his hair. He would first say he didn't give permission , then would say something like don't mess his hair , then would stay silent , after that complain if you stop playing with it and in the end he would say it's not like i have a soft spot on you or anything. 🙄

“Jun Sazanami”

🌿. Omg you playing with his hair? He's in Cloud 9 already when you touch one part of his hair! (Not clickbait totally true). He's like a cute pet dog except he doesn't have ears or tails like one but you get the point! His mood just suddenly changes when you start playing with his hair lol mood swings brr haha.

🌿. "Oi could you stop I'm trying to concentrate....wait actually nevermind that don't stop.”

🌿. Public or Private it doesn't matter as long as he likes it and there are no toxic fans out in the wild 🧚‍♀️✨. Yeah that's it very short because i have no idea here lol.

🌿. I have a conclusion that when you first started to play with his hair, he literally started blushed so hard that he put Natsume's hair in shame lmao. He would've been like staying silent like a smol puppy as it's owner patted his head in reward. Yeah he liked the way you played his hair 🕺💃

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I'm so sorry for not posting classes got the best of me 😭 I PROMISE I'LL UPDATE FREQUENTLY ON WEEKENDS AND STUFF

[hyenahunt]

Conquest: The Fool’s Fruit - 4

Writer: Akira

Season: Spring

Proofreading: royalquintet (JP & ENG)

Translation: hyenahunt & haranami

Nagisa: …Eden has no need for you. You no longer have the right to even sit by our side.

[Location: CosPro Office]

Ibara: Good morning, fellow members of CosPro! Your vice president, Ibara Saegusa, is reporting for duty! Salute~☆

Jun: Heya, 'sup. Thanks for all your hard work this morning.

Ibara: Ah, please don’t stop working on my account! I apologize for disturbing you!

All we young people are good for is having too much energy! We’re still at the age when everything excites us, I suppose you could say?

But more importantly, I’ve brought refreshments!

It appears that we’ll be at the mercy of the midsummer heat today, so I’ve brought along some samples from the ice cream shop I manage—

Jun: Ibara, Ibara—

Ibara: Yes? This isn’t like you, Jun; you’ve repressed practically all your individuality aside from your strange level of politeness. Could you kindly refrain from interrupting my business greeting?

Jun: Business greeting? You literally just dissed me outta nowhere.

...More importantly, take a look at that.

Ibara: Hm? What do you mean by “that”?

W-What?!

Nagisa: ......

Hiyori: ......

Ibara: (whispering) H-Huh? That’s rather odd. His Excellency aside, why is His Highness here?

Jun: (whispering) Don't ask me. I'm not Ohii-san's manager or anything.

Ibara: (whispering) Hmm… I felt that the most effective way to deal with this Conquest issue was to take down His Highness Hiyori.

(whispering) And thus, I had planned on having a strategy meeting with the rest of Eden, excluding him—

So I certainly didn’t expect him to be here! What should we do? Jun! I’ll court-martial you for leaking confidential information!

Jun: (whispering) Goddamn, why're you making it sound like I'm the one who leaked it to him~?

Nagisa: …What have the two of you been whispering about? You’re getting along well, I see?

Ibara: Indeed, Your Excellency! We’re simply two peas in a pod! Why, from the moment I laid my eyes on Jun, I was certain that we’d be the closest of friends—

(whispering in Nagisa’s ear) …Why is His Highness here, pray tell? Did you bring him with you, Your Excellency? You’re throwing a wrench in my plans.

Nagisa: …Yes. It’d seem like we were leaving Hiyori-kun out otherwise, and that’s not very nice.

Ibara: As expected of His Excellency! In contrast to the solemnity he exudes, he’s as benevolent as a cherubic young child!

But at the moment, he’s something of a pain in the ass! Indeed, I wish I could pull his tongue out before he makes any more sound arguments!

Jun: Wouldja please chill out a little, Ibara? You're practically spitting venom right now, y'know~

...We can't do anything 'bout the fact that Ohii-san's here, and it's not like we can just kick his ass out, yeah?

Hiyori: ......

Jun: (Well, Ohii-san looks like he's in an awful mood as always. He didn't even say hi or look this way...)

(What're we supposed to do about this? Just knowing we were gonna have a meeting behind his back would probably piss him off even more, wouldn't it?)

Nagisa: …Hm. Well, it’s fine. Just sit.

Ibara: Er, but... What am I to do?

Nagisa: …Sit. Must I order you to?

Ibara: ... (They both silently sit down)

Nagisa: …Good boys. Now, then, it appears that all the members of Eden have gathered; shall we begin?

Hiyori: Yes. Well, I don't know about Eden, but all members of both Eve and Adam are certainly present.

Jun: (That's how he's gonna start things off!? Savage!)

(Ohii-san, are you so upset about Eden forcing you to do Conquest — something you don't like — that you don't even wanna be in it?!)

Nagisa: …Right, then. Usually, Ibara is the one who facilitates our meetings. But he appears to be in poor shape today, so I’ll take his place.

…I am Eden’s leader both in name and in fact, after all.

Jun: (Woah, and now Nagi-senpai's calmly carrying on without even noticing he totally set him off!? Thanks to him, the mood's gotten tense as shit...!)

(Honestly, I wanna get outta here already~ Is this seriously any time to be talking strategies!?)

Hiyori: Hmm? So you've finally remembered for once that you're the leader of this Eden thing?

You're normally the very model of a convenient little doll, puppeted about by that venomous snake over there, so I'd been wondering if you'd forgotten or just didn't even know, you know?

Nagisa: …I haven’t. I’m quite good at remembering things. Actually, I’m unable to forget anything unless I try my hardest to.

…And, as far as I remember, this is the first time anything like this has ever happened.

Hiyori: Ah, yes. That's right, isn't it? How pointless all this is!

Things are finally going smoothly, with all of us getting along and having fun, and you dare to try and force a wedge between us all — even if it's all just a game of make-believe!

Nagisa: …Who gave you permission to speak, Hiyori Tomoe?

Hiyori: ...!? Nagisa-kun, you'd address me in such a way!?

Nagisa: …Unlike me, it appears that the rest of you aren’t aware of your positions. It’s rather tiresome, but allow me to remind you once more.

…I’ve said this many times, but I — Nagisa Ran — am the leader of Eden. In other words, within the confines of Eden…

…I am God.

Hiyori: ......

Nagisa: …And no one is allowed to speak without God’s permission.

Jun: (whispering) Ibara, Ibara—? Why's Nagi-senpai acting like this? Is he only just now going through his cringe phase?

Ibara: (whispering) How should I know!? It’s true that His Excellency’s sense of self has been developing lately, though; this may actually be the perfect timing for him to go through such a phase…!

(whispering) But it’s also possible that some type of bug infiltrated the cheese we ate yesterday and is now consuming his brain cells, I suppose?!

Nagisa: …Fufu. It’s only natural that you’re feeling perplexed. Up until this moment, I’ve more or less followed your instructions without complaint.

…I believed in you. And I loved you. I had faith that there was no need for me to say anything, as you would guide me well.

…However, it appears that I was wrong.

…Therefore, I — the one who acts as God — must now use the authority I possess to make you move according to my wishes.

…I will reveal the path that we must take in order to overcome this calamity known as Conquest, which has shaken Eden to its core.

…I lament the fact that it must come to this. Could you not even give me the shortest moment of peace and tranquility?

…I’ve truly lost all hope in you.

Ibara: ......

Nagisa: …And that applies to you in particular, Hiyori Tomoe. I’m not merely disappointed in you — you’ve incurred my wrath, as well.

Hiyori: Like I said, don't address me that way—

Nagisa: …With your own two hands, you cast away the honor that is serving God, abandoned your post, and caused our mighty rule to stagnate with your selfish actions.

…You have dishonored us, scorned our worth. And you have greatly displeased me.

…And, thus, you are not fit to be a member of Eden. There is no merit in allowing you to remain within this eternal kingdom overflowing with joy that I — God — govern.

Hiyori: ......

Nagisa: …I’ll put it simply. You’re all fools; it appears that you are unable to understand the words of God as they are.

Hiyori Tomoe. Eden’s Second-in-Command. O one-winged angel who presides over Eve.

…Should you continue to oppose the fate known as Conquest that awaits us, rejecting the commandment that you must follow…

…Eden has no need for you. You no longer have the right to even sit by our side.

Hiyori: ......

Nagisa: …If you do not cease in your hubris — if you choose to continue abandoning your professional duties and acting however you’d please…

…As God, I shall expel you from Eden for all eternity.

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[hyenahunt]

Conquest: The Fool’s Fruit - 3

Writer: Akira

Season: Spring

Proofreading: royalquintet (JP & ENG)

Translation: hyenahunt & haranami

Ibara: Agh!? Now Anzu-san is attempting to headbutt me! I can’t let down my guard for even a single second! Life is truly a battleground!

[Location: Inside ES Elevator]

Jun: Hmm~ So you cook for Nagi-senpai every day, huh~ What's got you so dedicated? Could it be love?

Ibara: Ahaha☆ How very absurd! Is it not simply common sense to take good care of your weapons so that they function optimally?

And, in the first place, don’t you do the same, Jun? I’ve noticed that you tend to make His Highness Hiyori’s favorite foods — aren’t you devoting yourself to him with all your heart?

Jun: Nah~ Elites like you guys probably have no idea about this...

But when it comes to the CosPro-affiliated schools, it was usually the duty of underlings to do such servile work, while Special Students were spared from it.

So I guess I do it out of habit, kinda like something I just go along with... After all, doing as the missus says puts him in a good mood.

Ibara: That’s perfectly fine with me ♪ Please continue keeping His Highness in a good mood, just like that. If something isn’t done about his condition, we may be affected detrimentally later o— oh?

What a coincidence! I see that you’re hard at work from this early hour, Producer-dono! Salute~☆

Jun: Mm. I was wondering who you were calling "Producer" — so it's Anzu-san, huh?

There's a whole bunch of folks with that title in the ES Building, especially the Producer Association... It feels like it'd be kinda easy to mix 'em up that way, no?

Ibara: Ahaha, that’s correct. I, too, have the title of Producer!

It can get quite confusing when Producer-do— Anzu-san and I are present at the same meeting!

Jun: Then why not just call her by her name?

It doesn't feel that great being referred to by just your title, don'tcha think~? It's like someone yelling to us like "Hey! You there, idol!", isn't it?

Ibara: Who knows? I wasn’t the one who proclaimed that we should refer to Anzu-san as “Producer”.

I cannot say that I’m well-versed in the inner workings of His Eminence Eichi’s mind. Perhaps he wanted us to refrain from being overly-familiar with each other lest we damage our reputations.

Jun: Hm? Why're you laughing, Anzu-san?

— Wait, sorry, I totally forgot to greet you! Good morning! All the best with your work today, Anzu-san!

Ibara: Agh!? Good grief, it’s wonderful to see that you’re minding your manners, but we’re currently inside a rather cramped elevator! Please refrain from flailing about so wildly — you were a hair’s breadth away from headbutting me, I’ll have you know!

Jun: Ahaha. Yeah, but it's no sweat for you to dodge stuff like that, right?

Mm? Ahh, I noticed you've been in a pretty good mood this morning, Anzu-san...

But maybe it's 'cause you're finding it a fun change to see us have an ordinary convo like this for once~?

Well, we were your enemies previously, as Eden~

So it makes sense you wouldn't be used to seeing us casually chatting, even if it's just something normal to us.

All the same, even if you didn't mean anything by it and it's not something for you to worry about, it's pretty rude to suddenly laugh in someone's face, yeah~?

If you ever did that to a Special Student in Reimei Academy, you'd get taken to the back of the school and beaten up, y'know?

Ibara: Now hold on a second, I’m quite certain that it wasn’t the type of lawless, delinquent-ridden school that one only sees in manga—

Agh!? Now Anzu-san is attempting to headbutt me! I can’t let down my guard for even a single second! Life is truly a battleground!

Jun: Ahaha, you don't gotta apologise that much.

But since you're a professional now, Anzu-san, there's no harm in learning some business manners, right~?

Ibara: Oho? An opportunity has presented itself before me! In that case, allow me to recommend the Ibara Lecture’s business course, managed by yours truly!

Jun: The heck's an Ibara Lecture?

Ibara: It was decreed that we needed to create small-scale Circles amongst ourselves, correct?

But if I truly must spend my free time in such a manner, I’d at least like to utilize it effectively. Thus, I created a venue wherein like-minded people would be able to exchange and discuss useful business tips.

Jun: What a workaholic. ...You'll be fine since you're trained up and all, Ibara, but please have some consideration for Anzu-san's health, alright~ Both physically and mentally — it's almost the season for the May blues, after all.

...Hm? Same goes for Eden, you say?

Ahh— you're quick to catch wind of things, as always~ So you've heard about the chaos we've been thrown into thanks to Conquest, huh?

Ibara: Fufu. None of Eden would be affected by phenomena like the May blues in the slightest.

But, well, it is the season of great change; it brings with it an endless amount of problems.

What was that? You’d like to know if there’s anything you can help with?

Fret not, your feelings are more than enough!

I, Ibara Saegusa, am truly moved by your kindness and consideration, Anzu-san! Why, I can hardly hold back my tears!

Anyways. I more or less pay no mind to what other idols choose to do, but…

Eden is the sole unit that I toiled over, that I raised from the ground up. And as such, I am somewhat attached to it; I wouldn’t allow even you to meddle in our affairs.

But please be at ease. I have immersed myself in the world of management and producing for far longer than you have — I am nothing short of an experienced businessman.

I will ensure that we turn this issue into a source of profit. I will resolve it magnificently, without fail.

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