#sakasaki natsume x reader

[seangelfish]

What they do for White Day (pt.1)

❥ Featured characters: Chiaki Morisawa, HiMERU, Subaru Akehoshi, Natsume Sakasaki, Wataru Hibiki

❥ Tags: Fluff, established relationships/mutual crushes, stories are based on the !! era, no mention of pronouns

❥ A/N: Happy White Day, everyone! (≧◡≦) ♡ Since I wrote this concept for a request for Mayoi (which can be found here), I decided to write for a few more characters through a randomizer (also trying to write for characters I haven't written for yet)!

🤍 CHIAKI MORISAWA

Chiaki was thrilled when he received homemade chocolates from you, his lovely partner, for Valentine's Day. It was a dream come true for him! He had always wanted a partner to give him homemade bento boxes for lunch, but this was something entirely new, something even more special!

"Thank you so much, (Y/N)!" he beamed. "I love you!"

He had promised he would repay your love back on White Day, but the time between those days made Chiaki a nervous wreck. He was worried that whatever he did for you wouldn't live up to your expectations, but simultaneously, he was really excited to profess his love to you that day too.

You were going to love whatever he did anyway.

On White Day, Chiaki decided to make you chocolates too. He planned to make white chocolate and decorate it with blue sprinkles along with icing that said, 'Happy White Day!'

With determination and perseverance, Chiaki managed to do it! However, he also got you backup gifts if it tasted bad…

"Happy White Day, (Y/N)! I love you a lot," he said. "Thank you for sticking with me!"

🤍 HiMERU

He didn't expect you to gift him anything for Valentine's Day because your relationship was purely professional. However, when you sought him out, pulling out a beautiful box of chocolates addressed to him, he was completely stunned. Despite how calculating his character was, he didn't calculate this at all.

Yet when he thought about it, piecing two and two together, it made sense that you had feelings for him. He had accepted your feelings on the day, but he also wanted to return the gesture on White Day as he believed you deserved it.

But also because he realised that he did love you too.

HiMERU is one to plan out the perfect date and the perfect gift. He took you out to dinner in a botanical garden restaurant and then surprised you with a glistening white necklace.

As he helped you clip the necklace around your neck, he wished for the newfound relationship to go well.

"Thank you for loving me, (Y/N). I will do my best to treat you in the way you deserve because I have fallen for you too. Happy White Day."

🤍 SUBARU AKEHOSHI

It has been a year since you have established a relationship with Subaru, one of your closest friends. But despite being friends for so long, he treats you like you mean the world to him even more than before. So when you gifted him your homemade chocolates on Valentine's Day, he was over the moon, jumping up and down in excitement that his lovely partner had gifted him something so special.

"Uwa~ Thank you so much, (Y/N)!" he exclaimed joyfully. "I love it and I love you! Be prepared for White Day, okay~? ☆"

Subaru went all out. After school, he grabbed you by the hand and made you run with him to the park where he swiftly prepared a White Day-themed picnic. In addition to that, he presented you with a gift basket containing all your favourite chocolate and sweets.

"Sorry, I didn't know what to get you, so I got you everything! I hope you like it as much as I like you! Happy White Day, (Y/N)!"

🤍 NATSUME SAKASAKI

It was probably the worst time to give him chocolates, but the school day was ending, and you hadn't seen him around until the very end. You had asked Sora for his whereabouts, and he had to guide you to their secret room where Natsume was burning chemicals that smelt like roses.

And that's because he was burning roses.

He was clearly in a bad mood which made you want to chicken out, but you also didn't want to waste your chances. You called out his name, tapping him on the shoulder. When he turned around with a shocked expression on his face, you took his hands and gave him the bag of chocolates.

"Happy Valentine's Day, Natsume."

His face was as red as his hair that day.

He had wanted to accept your feelings right there and then, but he withheld it for White Day. He wanted to prepare you something in return, so when the day finally arrived, he sought out you this time.

When he found you in the gardens, he accepted your love by gifting you a bouquet of white roses that sparkled with the help of his magic, and some heart-shaped candy he had bought.

But what he really wanted to do was confess that he had loved you for the longest time. It was the reason why he was mad that day because he had thought you didn't share the same feelings as you didn't come to see him earlier.

"I was stupid," he admitted. "But I'm not stupid for loving you. Happy White Day, (Y/N)."

🤍 WATARU HIBIKI

Despite being in a long-time relationship with Wataru, he was really hard to come by when the two of you were at work even when you were a producer at Star Pro. He liked popping in and out of places, so you never knew where he was until he appeared in front of you.

You never tried hunting him down because regardless of that characteristic, he always had time to meet you. So on Valentine's Day, you waited for him to show up to give him your homemade chocolates. He was absolutely delighted, twirling you around and kissing you on the cheek.

Therefore, on White Day, he already had everything planned out. He had Yuzuru give you an invitation to one of his shows which had you confused at first, but you went anyway. What you didn't expect was that the show was specifically for you only.

"My darling, the love of my life, welcome to your White Day show!" he chorused. "Now, let's get started with the first segment! ☆"

The show contained a lot of entertaining magic tricks, doves, and sparkles. When it came to a close, he declared his love for you and out popped a bouquet of white and blue flowers. He jumped off the stage and presented them to you, cupping your cheek affectionately.

"Happy White Day, (Y/N). I hope you enjoyed the show."

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[chiffaust]

Hi! Can I request a dabble or a oneshot (whatever you're more comfortable with) with a reader playing with Natsume's hair while pampering him? Like braiding his hair while kissing his hair and being all sweet disgusting /affectionate

Have a great day!

𝗟𝗜𝗞𝗘 𝗜𝗧'𝗦 𝗠𝗔𝗚𝗡𝗘𝗧𝗜𝗖 !

𝘀. 𝗻𝗮𝘁𝘀𝘂𝗺𝗲 𝘅 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱𝗲𝗿 ... pampering him with affection.

×××. fluff , gender neutral / no pronouns used except for 'you' , pathetic loser natsume , written in bulleted list , mentions of him getting jealous nd then he gets mad at tsumugi

𝗻𝗼𝘁𝗲. i aem actually a firm believer that natsume is a loser towards his s/o when they show him affection. my requests are open too but i wont guarantee i will write all of the requests i get but i'll try my best :3

Disgustingly one of the whiniest guy ever when it comes to your affection /affectionately

While he still tries to play his part as a charming and considerate boyfriend for you, he's too emotionally immature to handle the fact that sometimes your attention isn't going to be solely directed towards him at all times.

You would absolutely know though when he's mad about it because both Sora and Tsumugi would snitch on him to you but for completely different reasons; Sora is worried about Natsume and his emotional state but Tsumugi is telling you because he's being bullied by him harder than usually and wants you to stop him since you're the only one who can!

But, by that time he's already too grumpy to talk to you. He is like a cat who would scratch and hiss at you whenever you try and pet him but never would he try to move further away from you. Just because he's mad that doesn't mean he doesn't love you anymore; he wants you to see that he's still mad while also being close to you.

It's all an act though — he's all bark, but no bite because when you start spoiling him with your affection, he would instantly melt into it without any complaints. It's almost pathetic how quickly he can change from being mad and distant to being clingy and demanding of your affection.

He really likes it when you'll let him rest his head on your shoulder while your arms are wrapped around his own with your fingers running through his hair. Or when you braid his hair and talk about your day. Even if he's supposed to be grumpy and pretend he doesn't care; he cares. He's deeply interested in everything you do, from the normal eccentricity or from the kindest of your heart — he adores them all.

During moments like this was when he can really let his guard down and just rest. Meaning that if you put any silly hair clips on him or braid his hair in a funny way he usually doesn't approve, he wouldn't stop you. He's too busy whining while clinging onto you to care about how silly he looks.

But, he's still mad! Pouting, Natsume would glare at you and give you a gentle flick on the forehead for making him these things, so you should at least take some responsibility for being the cause of his emotions!

He still looks a bit funny when mad though, with the hair clips pushing up his bangs and his hair braided in a funny way it would remind you of how he looks as a child. If you laugh, he would only get grumpier.

Nothing a kiss on the lips can't solve, though. He's so embarrassingly soft and in love with you — even when you pull a stunt like this, he can't help but kiss you back and bask in your affection while it lasts because who knows — this might be the last time in a while before he's able to act like actual lovers with you due to his busy schedule.

If you ask him, he might apologize to Tsumugi for letting his anger out on the poor guy. Begrudgingly might I add and even so; it might only happen if you're there to supervise him.

[poisonchoclate]

Evil Num+

for oomf that requested it

I cant lie my knowledge on the shuffles like theme IS SO VAGUE?? Like are they vampires after ur soul over the phone man idk anyways tried my best... i dont know much abt hinata, hokuto so i didnt write for them im sorry dont produce them or their units so my knowledge is sooo limited same w hajime but i tried... but i hope this is ok sorry 4 the long intro 🙁

Natsume

Hes literally insane did u see that face in the mv what a freak... (dont attack me i have a merch shrine of him)

Probably like normal Natsume? Like flirty and not sttaughtforward with what he says. But worse. He just gets more cryptic

I think the theme of the whole shuffle is to get u to give them your soul so he would do his best to get you to sign the contract

May possibly be cheeky and promise you lies to get your soul, hee after the bag

Ok so you know how hes pety w Hokuto. He might be extra pety and go for you if Hokuto is also trying too. And just be exrremely passive agressive about the whole thing

Ritsu

He might try to act charming, luring you into agreeing by saying to fullfill your wishes just for your soul.

Probably sugar coat it as well, hed be extremely sweet. He might be also flirty idk gang

But i wanna say hed probably also play tricks on you, like acting clueless about what happens after the agreement or just using charm to make you agree without thinking while he isnt honest about it

Hajime

A literal cutie

Probabky try to lure you to give him your soul by acting sweet or doing his best to be not cute so he can get it.

He would probably use his cuteness to convince you to the agreement, acting innocent about the bad things about giving up your soul but who gaf you probably wont.

Be honest if you read this youd give them your soul if they asked 🙁🙁 sorry if this sucks i just dont know much abt hajime at all so i struglled to write him and i gave up with Hokuto and Hinata because it was so over for me

Also, this is just what I think of the shuffle. Ive yet to read the full story so this will probably be wrong so ignore me im just a mad man.

@skimperish ur req :3

[poetryandfluffycats]

Hiii how are you? :D can I request Natsume teasing a soft dom reader who is usually very innocent and dense until they snap and punish him? Like they're all "I don't wanna hurt you are you okay with this are you sure? :(" so Natsume's just like "just rail me ffs" and purposely getting on their nerves so they act up afhgahfgaf I hope I made myself clear ^^"

A/N: I cant tell whether I hate this fic or love it

Pairing: Natsume Sakasaki x fem!reader

Warnings: NSFW, choking, teasing, degrading(natsume to reader), prasie(reader to natsume), marking/biting, hair pulling, oral over clothes, natsume is a head pusher, finger sucking, handjobs, fingering(reader to herself), rough sex, riding, soft dom reader turned mean, kitten used as petname, reader is mentioned to be taller than natsume

Content: Its been a long day, all you want to do is fall into your bed and rest. That's until your boyfriend shows up offering a... different way to relax.

Words: 2.8k

NSFW oneshot under cut!

Punish me~

Collapsing onto your bed, you let out a heavy sigh, the events of the day weighing on your mind. Its not like it had been a horrible day, per say, just one of those days where everything seemed so dull and exhausting. With idol work, school, and your after school job, you were so stressed and completely burnt out. There was nothing more you wanted to do than curl up in your plush sheets and drift off into a nice slumber-

"(name)? ArE yoU home?"

Ah. Right. Natsume was coming to the dorm tonight, wasn't he? How could you have forgotten? It was a plan you yourself had made! And he had been so excited about it too, talking about how he couldn't wait to have fun with you...

Yet here you were, already half asleep in your nightgown, having completely forgotten about your dear boyfriend. How selfish were you? You had cancelled your previous plans due to idol work so many times, and when you finally had time you couldn't be assed to remember you invited him!

"Y-yeah! In here!" You called out, forcing yourself to get out of bed. The least you could do for him was keep him company for the night, considering you forgot about him and all. Quickly, you made yourself presentable, straightening out your gown and rubbing the sleep out of your eyes.

You opened the door, allowing the red headed man to walk in and make himself at home. Compared to you, he looked immaculate. Hair brushed to perfection, not a single wrinkle on his school uniform, even the pendant around his neck looked shinier than usual. He scanned your figure, a small smirk tugging at his lips.

"AlreaDY in your nightwEAR? How scandalOUS" He teased, standing up on his tippy-toes to press a chaste kiss to your lips. You smiled, leaning down to make it a bit easier for him.

"Sorry Natsume... I'm really tired from training today" You admitted, giving him an apologetic smile and ruffling his hair.

He swatted your hand away with a small "Hpmh!" and smoothed out the mess you had created, returning his hair to its original form. The childish action earned a sheepish smile from you. He had always hated it when you did that, saying it only reminded him of how much shorter than you he was. It was adorable.

"Hmm, is thaT so?" He intertwined your fingers together as he led you over to the bed, settling the two of you down on the edge. "I suppoSE I don't minD a slEEpy girlfriEND"

Another small smile tugged at you lips as you scooted closer, resting your head on his shoulder. He was so warm, so comfy. his scent was a mix of salty sweat-most likely from his own idol training-and the tea leaves he commonly used in his spells. It was a smell solely unique to him, one you found comforting.

"YoU know, I might have a waY for yoU to reLAX, (name)" His voice was low, huskier than usual.

The hint of sultriness in his voice was undeniable, causing a warm blush to take over your cheeks. Was he really suggesting that? Right now? You couldn't help but feel impressed by his level of boldness, since you were usually the one to take initiative. It also warranted a bit of concern however. The last thing you wanted was to be taken advantage of because you were stressed out-

"YoU look scarED, kittEN. WhaT'S so scary aboUT a massAGE?"

Oh. That made more sense. Of course he wasn't trying to be suggestive, he was being sweat! You cursed your stupid mind for immediately going there, the embarrassment still lingering on your face.

"R-right, sorry, I guess I'm just a bit on edge today" You gave a nervous chuckle, moving your head back from his shoulder and shifting onto your stomach. "A massage would be lovely, Natsume"

The weight of the bed dipped beside you and you soon felt a pair of slender fingers tracing the bumps of your spine. He slowly moved up to your shoulders and neck, kneading the tensed flesh of your back between his digits like so. His movements were slow, calculated. Clearly he had some sort of experience with this. A pleasant hum left your lips as he worked on the muscles in your shoulders, easing the tension you didn't even know you had been feeling.

"Feels gooD, righT?" He cooed, leaning down to press a delicate kiss to the nape of your neck. You possibly would have noticed the hint of seduction in his tone if you hadn't been so blissed out by his touch.

You could only muster a hum in response, closing your eyes and feeling sleep creep up on you. Natsumes hands trailed down your back once again, removing all the knots and kinks he came into contact with. It made you feel like heaven, like you were the luckiest person in the world to have such a wonderful man with you. You could feel yourself drifting into unconsciousness...

"Natsume!"

The feeling of him lifting up your gown and giving a firm squeeze to your butt cheeks pulled you out of your massage induced trance. You crawled to your knees and whipped your head around, staring at him with wide eyes. Here you had been thinking he was simply trying to be kind, when he was just as pervy as you had originally thought!

"You're not being very good right now, you know..." Your futile attempt at scolding him fell on deaf ears as he crawled onto your lap.

"Am I noT? Hm, maybe you neeD to puniSH me"

He picked up your hands-which had previously been resting by your sides-and brought them to his neck, intimating being choked. Almost as quickly as he had brought them there you pulled them back, trying your hardest not to give into his advances.

"My love, that's dangerous. I could really hurt you doing that, and I'm too tired to take care of you if I do" You sent him a smile, hoping he'd back down from the idea.

Instead, he crawled further into your lap, wrapping his arms around your waist and settling himself right on your crotch. The thin layer of his pants did nothing to hide the throbbing tent poking against you, and the way he pressed himself down against you was not helping the matter.

"StuPID, I can handle iT. Or are you scarED?" A smug grin played at his lips as he continued to grind on you, the look in his eyes growing intenser by the second.

Shit. He knew you all too well. Knew your weaknesses, your turn-ons, and most importantly, how to press your buttons. There was no way you'd back down from a challenge-and you were fully aware he'd never let you forget it if you chickened out-even if this could have some negative consequences later...

It wouldn't hurt to try, right?

"You want it so bad, don't you?" Your voice dropped an octave as you grabbed his hips, swiftly flipping the two of you over so you could be on top. He looked up at you with half-lidded eyes, that painfully annoying smirk still plastered on his face.

"What a silly quesTION, kittEN. Why else would I asK for iT?" He mused, eyes glistening with mischief.

You brought a hand to his neck, testing the waters with a gentle squeeze to the sides. A small moan was torn from his throat, followed by a giggle as he placed his arms behind his head and closed his eyes.

"That all yoU goT? HurrY up alreaDY"

His voice was laced with annoyance and boredom, but the growing budge pressing into your thigh told another story. Clearly, he was enjoying himself, you didn't need to be a genius to figure that out. How much he was enjoying this... it almost made you want to stop out of spite. Make it a real punishment for him, one he'd never forget and have trouble walking because of...

"This is taking too loNG" Natsumes whiny voice broke your train of thought. "Just fuck me (name)-aH!"

Before he could finish you wrapped both hands around his pretty little neck, pressing down hard on his pulse points. The gasp that left him, the way his eyes widened, the way his hands flew up to meekly pull at your own, it made your head spin. His face turned a pale shade of red as you grinded your hips against his clothed erection, his chokes and moans only fuelling you on further.

"You wanted this, take it" You hissed, leaning down to nibble softly at his mouth, scraping and grazing the sensitive skin. "Take it like a good boy"

You released your hands from him, only to pull him up and crash your lips against his. It was a sloppy and harsh kiss, more teeth than anything else. You bit down on his bottom lip, creating a sea of drool and blood to drip down his chin. Tangling your fingers in his hair you yanked him forward, deepening the kiss and giving yourself more area to explore.

He eagerly returned the kiss, grabbing onto your hips and fiddling with the hem of your panties, pulling them down to your ankles with ease. You shimmed out of them without breaking the kiss, throwing them somewhere on the floor. You could deal with that later, being too indulged with him to care now.

"Take this off" Tugging on his tie, you pulled away from the kiss, earning a whimper from Natsume and a whine of protest. "Now"

He didn't waste much time. His tie and shirt hit the ground before you could blink, and his pants came quickly afterwards, leaving him in just his boxers. Whilst keeping your eyes glued to his body you mimicked his actions, striping yourself of your nightgown and exposing yourself fully to him. His eyes trailed up and down your figure, taking in each curve and crevice. He simply adored your body, and clearly so did his cock. It stood up proud in his boxers, a wet patch of pre-cum already seeping through the fabric.

"So cute, so desperate" You cooed, tracing a finger over the wet spot and palming his throbbing member. "Aren't you a cute little boy? Getting so worked up for me"

You lowered your head, resting your chin on his thighs and blowing your hot breath on the cloth of his boxers, drawing out a straggled moan from the trembling man. Licking your lips, you inched closer to his covered length, giving it a few small kitten licks before mouthing at it and sucking out the moisture of his pre-cum. His hips bucked upwards, suffocating your nostrils with his musk.

"Stop teasING!" He spat, grabbing a handful of your hair and pulling downwards, forcing you to take his clothed cock further in your mouth. "Use that mouTH for something usefuL!"

Was he really trying to take control? You didn't like that.

With one swift movement you slapped his hand away, climbing on top of him to wrap your fingers around his throat. Using your free hand you hooked a finger under his boxers and pulled them off, finally freeing his swollen erection. The tip was a glowing pink colour, shiny with pre-cum and tiny droplets of your saliva.

"Don't fucking talk to me that way" You used all your strength to push him down hard against the pillows, tighten and loosening your grip on his neck. "Brat"

He opened his mouth to respond but his words were quickly replaced with a raspy moan was you gave his shaft a firm tug. You released his throat, opting to silence him by shoving two fingers down it instead.

"Suck"

The command was met with an eye roll from Natsume, which you put a stop to by shoving your fingers even further down his throat, causing him to gag and spit up on the tips. You gave his length a few lazy pumps as he hesitatingly compiled, a cocky grin appearing on your face.

"See, that wasn't so hard, was it?" You cooed.

The redhead whined in protest, swirling his tongue around the digits, successfully coating them in slick. Satisfied with his performance, you continued pumping his cock, starting out with a fast and harsh pace. He gasped at the sensation, moaning and whining around your fingers like a whore.

Once they were properly lubed up, you retracted your fingers from his mouth with a nice "pop!" sound. You brought the hand down in between your legs, pressing them up against your entrance. You eased them in slowly, making a sure to make a show of groaning in pleasure to work him up. The way his dick twitched in your hand at the sight was almost comical.

"Stupid bitCH. S-stoP playing with yourseLF! Hurry uP!" There was a primal lust in Natsumes gaze, one that showed just how much he wanted-no, needed-to-be fucked silly. You simply chuckled, pushing your fingers in deeper and increasing the pace of your hand on his cock.

"Oh? I can always stop, if you don't like it..." You taunted, teasingly releasing your grip. "It would be such a shame though, I feel so good right now. I could cum just by fucking myself. Agh~ Fuck!~ Yesss!~"

You threw your head back in mock ecstasy and arching your back, putting on the most erotic display you could muster. The sound that left Natsumes mouth was near animalistic, so desperate and needy. He almost sounded in pain. It was a beautiful view, and it only edged you on further.

"Just let mE stick it iN alreaDY! You'RE wasting your timE!" He wailed. His tone was on the verge of being borderline aggressive, as if he was trying to swap the roles by throwing a temper tantrum. It was adorable.

"Huh? Wasting my time? Darling, aren't you the one who wanted this?" You dragged your fingers out of your dripping hole, using them to jerk him off with both hands. "Didn't you want to be punished?"

Without giving him time to reply you climbed back on top of him, positioning yourself right above his needy tip. You rubbed it in between your folds, mixing his pre-cum with your juices. Natsume bucked his hips and grabbed onto yours, digging his nails in deep and pulling you down ever so slightly. His patience was wearing thin, too desperate to care about your little show.

You took one hand off his cock, using it to brush a strand of hair behind his ear. "I'll give it too you now, okay?"

"Fucking finaLLY"

You dropped down, taking him in inch by inch with ease, hissing as he stretched you out. He fit inside so smugly, like your cunt was moulded for his cock. A low growl left his lips when you took all of him in, your hips falling flush against his. That full feeling, it was one of your favourites.

You didn't spend much time getting adjusted to his length before you lifting your hips up and slamming them back down, creating a fast pace to ride him at. He clawed at your hips as you bounced up and down on him, using his dick as a toy to get off on. You gently wrapped both hands around his neck once again, using it as leverage as you rode him.

His head flew back onto the pillows as a loud, broken moan torn from his throat, hips snapping to meet your movements. His face was twisted with pleasure and pain, mouth wide open with a string of drool hanging out the side and tears forming in his eyes. It was pathetic, you loved it.

"Ngh~ so fucking good" You grunted, feeling your climax coming closer and closer each time his tip grazed over your cervix. "So prefect for me"

He couldn't even response, only letting out another lewd moan, this one even louder than the last. His whole body was trembling like crazy and the small gasps and grunts that left him were straight up sinful. It was clear he was getting close too.

It wasn't long until your walls were clamping down around him hard, the pleasure you were feeling coming to an explosive peak and your juices spraying all over his cock. You were so caught up in your own high that you didn't even notice when he came too, his hot seed filling you to the brim. It all felt so good, like you were in heaven.

Only when you had come down from your brain-numbing high and your brain had regain proper function you noticed just how tight you were squeezing Natsumes neck. The poor boy looked like he was about to pass out. You released your hold in an instant, adrenaline kicking in as you quickly hopped off him and began checking his neck for any damage.

"Shitshitshitshit! Natsume? Natsume! Are you okay?" You cursed yourself for being so careless with him. How could you let this happen?

Your concerns were met with a cough and a small giggle from the man, a small but genuine smile forming on his face. "I'm finE. Told yoU I could handLE iT"

[sakumz]

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a/n : happy new year!

「 s. natsume x gn reader 」

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" happy new year! " everyone in the roof of the school shouted as various colours of fireworks painted the starry sky.

eichi had entrusted you to plan this year's new year party and you did a wonderful job. bringing all of the idols together. everyone had smiles on their faces, happy to meet and interact with the other idols.

" yo! " rei greets you as he slings an arm around you, ignoring the close proximity and the other eyes watching you both.

" hey, enjoying the party? " you reply as he smiles, showing off his fangs in his smile.

" of course, I can see ritsu and my other dear friends. you even drag shu over to the party, wonder what you did to convince him to come? fufufu, well despite all that I'm glad to see everyone. natsume must be as happy as I am, hm? to be able to see all of his eccentric bros together. so thank you for doing that. " rei pats your head. he wasn't oblivious to your one-sided crush on the red magician. he was the first you told of and eichi being the second ( bcs that blonde gossips with ritsu and hajime and you're part of the tea club )

before you can reply, you feel someone pushing rei's hand away from your head to replace his with his own.

" thanks for the wonderful night, y/n! it was surely pleasant seeing everyone here. thank you for your hardwork, " it was eichi. rei couldn't help but glare at the blonde but shook it off quickly. its was supposed to be a joyous night.

" um, it was no problem at all! convincing shu wasn't much of a struggle. how can one say no to home-made croissants? hahaha... " you laugh awkwardly, remembering shu rejecting the offer before sighing and taking the baked goods from you, saying he'll be there for only two minutes but he stayed longer when other people started talking to him aka kuro and nazuna.

" hey got a minute? " someone spoke from behind you, eichi and rei. making the trio turn around to see natsume pouting lightly.

both eichi and rei gave each other the knowing nod before shoving you to natsume. you stumbled, but natsume was quick to grab you by the arm, helping you steady yourself.

you mumbled a " sorry " as you glared at the two and the two excused themselves and left the scene. leaving you and natsume alone.

" so... what is it, natsume? " you called out as he let's go of your arm and hugs you, squeezing you tightly before letting go.

" I love you, thank you for bringing everyone together. Happy New year, y/n. "

your head was spinning, heart beating so fast. he just said he loves you! what a way to start the new year.

" I love you too, natsume. "

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after the new year party and back to normal school life. the tea club occasionally brings up natsume in the conversation, curious about what your love life is like and of course to tease you.

[harucafelatte]

𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐝 𝐟𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐬, 𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐫𝐬 𝐟𝐚𝐝𝐞

synopsis: drabbles on why the relationship didn't work out and how it affects them

pairings: suou tsukasa, sakasaki natsume, sena izumi, saegusa ibara x gn!reader (separate)

genre: angst with absolutely no comfort (depends on how you want to interpret)

content warnings: lowercase intended, not proofread, really just relevant lyrics so people who know the song may go “what?”, wrote this at 2am and on my phone so don’t come after me, self-doubt (tsukasa), slight resentment towards reader (ibara), natsume and ibara are a bit mean to the reader, crying (izumi)

song: dried flower by yuuri

word count: 1,896 words

author's note: wrote this after listening to enhypen's jay covering 'dried flower' with the original artist, yuuri! (please listen to it!!) jay sounds so good singing in japanese?! also, special thanks to @venushotline for allowing me to use her format! do check out her works!

taglist: @kazemiya, @tomago (fill in the taglist form to be added)

you who now stand next to someone else / i wonder if it's going well for you

SUOU TSUKASA always self-doubted himself

"tsukasa? are you alright? you've been really quiet the entire time." your concerned voice snapped him out of his thoughts.

"o-oh? have i? sorry…" he replied, giving you an apologetic look, "and don't worry, i'm alright."

lies. he wasn't alright.

in fact, he found himself questioning your relationship with him for the past few months. am i treating them well? am i doing the right thing? they didn't seem too happy with the gift i got them, did they not like it? do i deserve them?

"if you say so…but please tell me if anything's bothering you, okay?" you smiled. you got up from your seat and walked out of the room, leaving tsukasa slightly flustered.

there it was. the smile that made tsukasa fall in love with you in the first place. he swears that you have the best smile in the world. i'm so lucky to have them as my partner.

wait…are they lucky to have me as their partner?

tsukasa grumbled. he knew he had to discuss this matter with you soon.

the next day, tsukasa sat you down on the couch and knelt in front of you, holding both of your hands. "i'm sorry, y/n…i just think that i'm not the one for you and that you deserve someone better. someone who treats you well. someone who can make you happy every day. sadly, i can't be that person."

you knew about tsukasa's lack of confidence but you never thought it would affect your relationship. no matter how much you tried to comfort him, he insisted he would never be enough for you.

"don't say that, tsukasa! i'm sure that-" you were cut off by tsukasa wrapping his arms around you burying his head into your neck.

"i think it's best if we went separate ways, for the benefit of us. i'm truly sorry, y/n." he mumbled. he stayed still for a while before he finally pulled away.

"it was an honour to be yours, y/n…" he whispered, placing one last kiss on your forehead.

.

.

.

tsukasa thought his worries would go away but he was wrong.

ever since the two of you broke up, he couldn't stop thinking about how you were doing.

are they happier? did they find someone better? are they taking good care of them?

tsukasa knew letting go would be difficult. you were one of those who knew about his lack of confidence and always helped him with it. he would always be grateful for having you by his side.

and the thought of you standing next to someone else makes him sick.

such a sad break-up but / time makes you forget

SAKASAKI NATSUME’S harsh words hurt you

"what do you know about this indusTRY? what do you know about being an iDOL? it isn't as easy as you think it iS!" he snapped, glaring at you with annoyance reflected in his eyes.

you were taken aback. you were trying to comfort natsume who was upset about messing up the choreography for one of the performances. tsumugi warned you about natsume being in a bad mood and advised you to leave him alone but you couldn't stand to see him being so harsh on himself. all you did was try to cheer him up but it seemed to do the opposite.

"stop acting as if you understand because you clearly don'T. you're not helping me in any waY. useLESS..." he mumbled the last part under his breath, thinking you wouldn't hear it.

you did, and without saying another word, you left the room.

a million thoughts ran wild in your head as tears threatened to spill. does he not love me anymore? i was just trying to comfort him. did he ever love me?

that night, when natsume arrived home, he was shocked to see you packing your belongings. were going to leave him?

"are you…going to leave mE?"

you turned to look at him, "i think it's for the best."

"is it about what i saID? you know i didn't mean iT!" he was now getting desperate. he didn't want you to leave him.

"natsume, you should be careful with the words you use. not everyone in the world will take them lightly, even if you don't mean it." you say as you walk past him with your belongings. "i'll be staying at my apartment so don't worry about me. goodbye natsume."

as the front door closed, natsume felt a wave of guilt wash over him. he couldn't believe you were gone. and it was all his fault. . . . after you broke up with him, natsume couldn't stop thinking about you even after trying to convince himself that he had to let you go. it was as if you cast a spell on him.

he missed waking up you sleeping next to him every morning, adoring your peaceful form. he missed returning home to you greeting him with open arms and pulling him into a hug that never failed to make him immediately melt into your touch, allowing all his worries to leave his mind - you were more important. he missed all the times when the two of you fought, laughed and cried together.

why couldn't he stop thinking about the memories he made with you? ah, that was because he still loved you.

and all he could do was wait for the memories, which he held close to his heart, to fade away.

colors float in the darkness / red, yellow, blue in the depths of my heart / keep calling out your name / feelings of love still leave a scent

SENA IZUMI was always away

“you’re not.. you’re not leaving again, are you?”

izumi averted his eyes from his watch to you. you were leaning against the door frame, staring blankly at the cup of warm tea in your hands.

"look, y/n, you know how my job requires me to travel overseas." he sighed, running his fingers through his hair.

"i know…but you just came back…do you really have to go?" you asked, eyes still not meeting his.

silence filled the room. the two of you knew the answer to the question.

finally, you raised your head to look at him and spoke up.

"izumi, i don't think this working out." you smiled softly, trying to mask your sadness.

izumi's eyes widened upon hearing your words. he knew what you were talking about.

"it's just that…you've been so busy with work these days, we haven't been able to spend time together. i just want to be with you but it's almost impossible with you always away..."

the moment you finished, izumi hugged you.

"i'm sorry for not being able to be a good partner, y/n." he whispered. and with that, you allowed yourself to let all your emotions out. the once-silent room was filled with your cries.

none of you wanted this but nothing could be done. . . . after the two of you broke up. izumi tried to keep himself busy with his work but it didn't work.

walking through the streets of cities was no longer enjoyable for him knowing there was no need to find a gift for someone dear to him anymore. in the past, he spent hours in different stores to find a gift for you, knowing that it was the least he could do for you to make up for the time he couldn't spend with you.

whenever he was away, the two of you video-called each other regardless of the time difference. as long as one of you was heading to bed, the other made sure to pick up the call. izumi missed hearing your soothing voice and spent every night in his bed thinking about how you were doing.

"i'm sorry, y/n…i still love you…"

he wished his message could reach you.

your voice, your face, your awkwardness / all of it, all of it I hate

SAEGUSA IBARA always put his work before you

"all you do is work! did you forget that you have someone living with you? a partner?" you groaned, walking out of his study to try to calm down.

"y/n!" ibara called after you.

it was happening again. another one of your weekly arguments over ibara's tight schedule was happening again.

all your friends thought that you and ibara rarely argued due to his composed nature. yes, when the two of you first got together, arguments were rare. he was patient and loving, always finding time to spend time with you. all that changed one day, he began coming home late from idol training and shut himself in his study to work on business issues.

how you wished things could be the same as they were in the past.

ibara found you on the couch, with your arms crossed, and walked over to sit next to you. the moment he sat down, he saw you tense up. confused, he asked, "you okay?" "ah, i was just thinking about something…aren't you busy with work? " you replied, looking away.

"just wanted to spend time with my beloved." he smiled slightly, placing a hand on your head. usually, the gesture would instantly make you feel better so it came as a surprise when you brushed his hand off.

"oh so i have to remind you about having a love life for you to spend time with me?" you asked, slightly irritated.

"what are you trying to say?" ibara questioned, raising an eyebrow.

"you know what i'm trying to say! this place is always quiet! i'm always starting the conversations and checking up on you! have you ever thought about checking up on me? do you know how worried i am about your health? you haven't been getting enough sleep these days. you always push people away. i just thought you’d never do it to me." you snapped. " and you know why? apparently, to you, work is more important than anything, even your own health!"

"is that how you feel?" ibara hissed. "do you still not understand how important my work is? if you can't support me, then maybe we should break up."

surprisingly, you didn't feel sad when he said that.

"fine."

.

.

.

after you broke up with him, ibara told himself he hated everything about you.

whenever he thinks about the memories you made with him, he hates your smile, your voice, your laugh, your touch, your flaws, and everything else about you.

but all the hate disappears when he sleeps - when he dreams about you.

he loves your smile, your voice, your laugh, your touch, your flaws, and everything else about you.

there was something different about the dreams from the memories. although the memories reminded him of the fun time you shared with him, they also reminded him of the arguments he often had with you. however, the dreams showed him the possible new memories he could have made with you if he had not broken up with you.

if he had just tried harder to show you how much he loved you.

flowers that have yet to wilt / i place with you / forever, forever, forever, forever / hold on to them

he couldn't bear it anymore.

he misses you so much.

no matter how hard he reminded himself that the relationship had ended, he couldn't stop thinking about you.

he wants to see you, hear your voice, feel your touch.

he wants to be with you.

all because he still loves you. . . . now, he is waiting at the meeting spot, holding a bouquet of fresh flowers.

he had texted you the day before, asking if you were free to meet him today.

he did not receive a reply but saw that the message was delivered and seen.

there was little hope that you would show up. still, he held onto that small hope.

suddenly, he heard footsteps approaching him.

he took a deep breath, clutching the bouquet tightly.

was it you?

[kunikame]

¡ ! ❝ REDAMANCY . . ❞

╰┈➤ ❝ [30] redamancy. ❞ | m. list | prev. 

natsume sakasaki x reader smau

warning(s) : tooth rotting fluff, cussing, sewerslide jokes

w/c : 230

natsume sakasaki then remembers he is, in fact, a man on a mission.

he stops himself (though very reluctantly) before he can kiss you again and pulls away abruptly.

“no, wait, not yet,” you are taken aback at that, understandably so. first he asks if he can do it then he says ‘not yet’?? what's that supposed to mean?

after noticing your confused gaze, he stops mumbling to himself, “sorry, almost made a mistake. this wasn’t how i planned it. i was supposed to ask first before i kissed you..”

now you’re even more confused, “but.. you did ask..?”

“no, no, not that, it’s.. ugh, hold on,” the redhead takes a deep, steadying breath and clears his throat, “alright, let’s do that again. uh, now that the deal is over, we are no longer dating. there is no faking, nothing. so i wanted to ask you if you would do me the honor of being my girlfriend? for real, this time?”

you can't help but let out a chuckle, along with a quick sigh in relief, “oh, stars, you scared the shit out of me. of course i would! i’d be delighted to be your girlfriend, for real, this time. now can you kiss me?”

“i think i can,” and he leans down to, with the gentle press of his lips against yours, seal the deal.

for real, this time.

╰┈➤ synopsis ❝after yumenosaki academy resident magician and eccentric sakasaki natsume asks you to “go out with him”, you immediately shut him down. so why is he dedicating a song to you at a switch concert? and why are people whispering about you being the cutest couple?

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[myfanfic-urfantrash]

Magician's Lesson

Natsume x GN!Reader

A/N: Did someone say more Natsume? Nope? Have it anyway! I’ve been watching those fancy cafe drink videos and got inspired.

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Perhaps they knew a bit of magic themselves. After all what else could have him so starstruck and tingly?

It certainly couldn’t be his drink, though it is sparkly, the edible glitter and swirls of milk mixed with syrup is dazzling. His metal straw clinks against the glass as he swirls the mixture changing the perfect image into an eye catching kaleidoscope.

Natsume tilts the brim of his dark cap lower when he spots a gaggle of girls with Switch Themed bags pass by the cafe. As much as he appreciates the support of his fans, he’d rather not deal with any on his rare day off. No he’d rather spend it in the company of his dear, even if he can only spend it with them for half of the day today.

He’s just glad it’s a rather slow day considering how popular the drinks are here. It just gives him just enough time to enjoy watching his partner work, creating masterpiece after masterpiece in plastic and glassware cups.

What could be better than this?

Their smile directed at him apparently.

His heart skips a beat and he flicks a hand at them in embarrassment. He thinks he hears a laugh and his ears burn. But his heart feels warmth when he spots them from the corner of his eye serve another customer their raspberry tea.

Natsume sips idly at his drink as he watches the street until the starry space in his glass is nothing but milk foam and dissolved sugar. A tap on his shoulder jolts him to the present and he’s taken aback once more. Even a little sweaty and unkempt from their shift they still look radiant to him.

He follows them outside the shop wordlessly allowing them to take his hand in theirs, the warmth spreading through his body and the surrounding area looking brighter despite the dim street lamps.

Perhaps they really did know a bit of magic.

[nazukisser]

YOU, ME, AND THE MOON

sleeping positions pt 2

akehoshi subaru, aoba tsumugi, aoi yuuta, mashiro tomoya, amagi hiiro, sakasaki natsume

gn!reader, fluff, established relationship

this one is the gift to the friends

AKEHOSHI SUBARU | the head burier

The outside world simply disappears for Subaru, when his face touches the texture of your shirt, snuggled against you oh so intimately. The world, so public, so cruel, becomes so private, so safe, when the moon shines bright, as your scent fills his mind and brings him peacefully into the land of dreams.

AOBA TSUMUGI | the one arm around

Even if he slips and falls, gets pushed over and stepped on, misunderstood and judged by the unrelenting world outside your home, he's "strangely" always reliable at home. Perhaps it was not out there, the cruel reality of society, but rather the peaceful home of yours and his that was his "domain"- where he excelled most. Now, he may still be a bit clumsy, a bit of a mess, and maybe messed up dinner more than once by mistake, but it is never that he fails to feel ever so reliable, ever so fitting when he brings you in closer, one of his arms around you, resting your head on his shoulder.

AOI YUUTA | knees up, one hand intertwined

To Yuuta, it's almost like a silent promise- that you'll be there the next morning when he sees you when he links hands with yours on that kiss which said "good night!". It's too cold for him, too stiff when he doesn't bring his legs up close to yours. It's too far, too far. He needs you, he needs you to stay with him. And if you get up before him, without him, always make sure he can kiss you back.

MASHIRO TOMOYA | head facing you

Like the clouds above, Tomoya's mind is filled with thoughts, a mix of you, life, and everyone and everything else. It is not that you make the clouds go away; no, they'll rarely ever clear, but it seems that the thundering has softened- stopped, even. His heart pumps love, and there is not one moment he can take his eyes off of you until his eyes grow too heavy and he smiles as he drifts off into sleep.

AMAGI HIIRO | stuck to you

It is never hard to tell if Hiiro has woken up yet. His legs intertwine with yours, his arms around you and yours around him, his breaths tickle your skin. He feels as if he was in the right place all along; that wasn't in the village or in the city- it was by your side, with you- and he feels that ever so strongly. So please, when he wakes up, allow him to kiss you good morning before getting up.

SAKASAKI NATSUME | takes one of your hands

The ancient legends say, the ancient legends being Natsume, that if one took his lover's hand while asleep, good dreams would befall the both of them. Your hand is a sort of assurance that you are there, that you are real, that you are by his side, and there is nothing that rests his heart. Perhaps, as he kisses you goodnight, his lips on your hand and his hand intertwining with yours, it's a good luck charm for the next day ahead for the both of you.

[dreamychuu]

hi hi !! may i request world is mine with natsume sakasaki for the vocal-stars event you are currently holding? Thank you!!

World is mine!

A/n : i'm back 😈😈 anws funfact! He became the only character that i showed the face for this event template thing (is that what it called?) + i apologize if im wrong at writing natsume dialouge i don't really know how to write it much 💔.

Warning : none

Info : gn!reader, reader being called "Knights-like", reader is a little oblivious.

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Isn't your self-proclaimed magician boyfriend the best?

He always get his way to you no matter what.

But based on your research you could survive if you follow all of these rules:

1. always pay attention to him

actually it's not that difficult, since you dearly love him no matter what. But, it's just that Natsume always get jealous when you talk or even just accidentally looks towards someone other than him (*cough* tsumugi)

2. Always act amazed if he succeeds in doing his magic experimentq

Natsume always confidently said that all of his spells will work, but most of the time it doesn't work at all.

Beacuse of that you tend to give him a compliment or applause so that he won't get more sad.

3. Always tolerate his teasing

Why? because he always get his way to teased you no matter what, even of the simplest thing like when you spend more time with sora - "so NOW you like Sora more than me?" , It worth more when you get embarrassed by his teasing.

As you can see..

Loving (Serving) natsume is not that difficult, isn't?

You always think that's all you have to do to survive but you forget there is one more.

that is about how much he wants you to open your heart and notice that he is very charming inside too.

He does noticed how you are just like a knight guarding in front of a his castle, who is there to protect him, the thought never failed to get him embarrassed.

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It was snowy in the afternoon as winter finally has came. the cold temperature on the air reminded him of your old attitude towards him, even though now he see you two as a happy couple.

he sometimes questioned whether all this time he had only been dreaming? after all you are an oblivious person, he felt like he will not be able to get his way right in your heart.

he shakes his head and convinces himself that he's not just a loser with high hopes.

You were standing in front of a shop, as someone catch your eyes.

It was natsume he was in the middle of the snowy road while looking down, is he okay? he looks pale.

You rush over to him and catch him in your arms before he fell into the ground.

" Eh?, "he mumble confused as someone just catch him.

" Are you okay , Natsume? " you asked him making sure if he's okay.

Your faces are so close it makes him blush and red as if it was about to explode like a bomb.

He hurriedly get up from your arms and clean the snow on his clothes

" cough , i'm okaY..."

[natsuphoria]

hear me out: natsume sakasaki, angst or h/c. how would he deal with his feelings not being requited? how would it affect him?

you are so evil for requesting this >:( /lh

natsume + unrequited love

reader : gender neutral, no pronouns used type : headcanons warnings : ANGST NO COMFORT. unrequited love (you dont like natsume back) word count : 280

appearances are very important to natsume. he’s extremely aware of how he’s perceived, and he has a front on nearly all the time. he has an image to maintain both onstage and off – it’s only very rarely that anyone gets to see the boy underneath it all. 

he lets the facade slip with you, just a little. it’s an experiment to see how you’d react. would you accept him? would you think he’s… disappointing? he needs to know, if he’s going to place his heart in your hands. you’re so important to him after all. 

so when all’s said and done, and it’s clear that his feelings aren’t reciprocated, there’s a part of him that feels… betrayed. not by you, not by anyone else, but himself. 

he’s betrayed himself. he gets to feel both the guilt of the sinner and the anger of a boy who unfortunately fell in love – is that such a crime? – and it almost renders him paralysed. 

natsume’s emotional walls stretch to the clouds – he trusts his own judgement more than anything. he took a calculated gamble letting his walls down with you, but it turned out to be fruitless. useless.

yet he’ll try to act like he always does around you. shrug off every memory of a longing look or a fleeting touch he had given you. push away a daydream about holding your hand and feeling your warm cheek underneath the pads of his fingers. well, that’s just how things are, aren’t they? he can’t make you love him. 

so he tells himself that he can easily get over you. you were just a silly little crush, nothing more.

and yet he can’t help the pang in his heart when he sees your sweet smile.

taglist : @tokusaatsus @avigenshin @sleepypengwin

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[seangelfish]

“Let’s do something fun!”

Natsume Sakasaki x reader ♡ Tags: Smut (NSFW), established relationship, romance, fem!AFAB reader (she/her pronouns), dom!Natsume & sub!reader, unprotected sex, creampie, rough sex, riding, missionary, nearly getting caught. ♡ Word count: 1,394 ♡ Synopsis: During your break, you headed off to the secret room to visit your boyfriend who was busy experimenting. Since both of you had a free period, why not do something fun together? A/N: This is such an old draft (from last year) 😭 I'm not sure why I didn't finish it, but I did now just for my Natsume lovers out there. I also needed to clear out my drafts... Anyways, happy reading! (˵ ¬ᴗ¬˵)

MINORS DO NOT INTERACT! NSFW below the cut. Please proceed with caution.

Turning the doorknob ever so slightly, you peered into the room. There you saw Natsume equipped in his usual get-up of a lab coat over his school uniform, experimenting with all sorts of colourful liquids.

You smiled to yourself as you made your way towards him.

"Natsume!" you greeted, tiptoeing to his height to plant a kiss on his cheek.

His face flushed red.

"(Y-Y/N)?!" he exclaimed. "Don't you have class right now?"

"Nope, I have an hour free!" you giggled. "And I see you're skipping class again, so let's do something fun together!"

Natsume sighed but smiled. "Sorry, kitten, but I really want to finish this. We can do something together after school, okay?"

You couldn't hide your disappointed face, but you nodded. "Okay, then let me just watch you."

"Sure."

You sat down next to him. With your palms on your cheeks, you stared at how his hands handled the vials. They were slender and pale, his veins prominent, and the way they moved had you feeling some sort of way.

"I bet you find this boring," he suddenly said.

"N-No, I'm fine!" you replied. "What are you making this time?"

"Just a simple potion to make a person spill the first thing in their mind. Would you like to test it out?"

He was only teasing, but it had you excited. "Yes! Could I?" you asked eagerly.

"O-Oh, okay," he said. "I'm only going to give you a little. Chin up."

You obeyed, looking up at him from the chair you were sitting on. He stabilised your chin with his fingers, but before he could pour the liquid into your mouth, he hesitated.

"Natsume?"

Seeing you under him like that made him sweat a bit.

"I change my mind," he began, putting the vial down. "Let's do something together."

"Really?!"

You were thinking of going to the cafeteria to grab a snack and then walk around the gardens together. That would be fun! But before you could suggest anything, you heard a faint lock.

Behind you, Natsume removed his lab coat, tossing it to the side. He turned to you with a smirk, taking your chin again as he locked lips with you. You fell into the kiss almost immediately, but disappointment struck again when he quickly broke away.

"(Y/N), when do you have to get back by?" he asked.

"B-By 2pm," you replied, perplexed.

"That's enough time."

He led you over to the beanbags in the room and sat down. You were confused about where this was going. However, before you could ask, he tugged your arm harshly and you fell right on top of him.

"You're so pretty, my kitten~" he cooed. His hand rested on your back with your hands on his chest. He wouldn't let you get back up no matter how hard you tried to do so.

"Natsume, what are you doing?" you questioned, nervous chuckles escaping your lips.

"I thought you wanted to do something fun?"

"Yes, but–"

"Then let's do something fun."

He had you bounce on his cock, his slender hands holding you in place.

“You’re so pretty, my kitten~”

"N-Natsume, why am I... the only one... undressed?" you spluttered. He had stripped you naked, but he was still fully clothed. "T-This is so... ah... embarrassing...!"

"Well, it makes it more fun, don't you think?" he said teasingly. "And anyway, we're the only two here..."

You pouted, annoyed at his antics. He can't get away with this! You had to take revenge! You grabbed his chest and bounced on his cock even faster. As expected, his smirk was wiped off his face as he began to moan.

"Mmm... (Y/N)..." he groaned. "Ah... that feels good..."

You just couldn't believe he had this in mind when you said you wanted to do something fun with him. The actual nerve!

But at least it felt good...

It's not like you wanted to stop any time soon...

He smacked your ass whilst you made your way up and down his cock. With your nipples perked up, he sucked on them harshly, circling them with his tongue.

“Ah…! N-Natsume…!” you squeaked. “Ngh… ahhh~”

His eyes looked up at you, his mouth still sucking on your breasts. He loved the view you were giving him, all red and sweaty, beautiful and glistening. He wanted to break you, wanted to hear you beg for his dick.

And that's when an idea came to mind.

When you started slowing down your movements, Natsume started thrusting in and out of you.

You gasped loudly. "Natsume!" you cried, gripping onto his hair. "Ahh~ I'm going to come... I'm going to–"

But before you could, he had come to a sudden stop. Visibly confused and upset, you hit his chest lightly.

"W-Why did you stop?!" you whined. "N-Natsume, you're so mean...!"

Natsume tucked in a strand of your hair behind your ear.

"I'll make you come if you beg me for it," he taunted. "Beg me for my dick."

The tables were flipped again. He was playing with you, but worse than before! You guessed you didn't really need to get revenge, but you did want to reach your climax.

As you leaned forward, you kissed him aggressively. With every smack of your lips, you moaned out, "I want... y-your dick... please..."

Natsume grinned, but you continued. "P-Please... I want y-you... to c-cum inside... me..."

He blushed instantly at this even when his face was already so red to begin with. You, his beautiful girlfriend who was always so poised – so innocent – wanted him to cum inside you? The two of you never went that far, but if that's what his kitten wants, then that's what his kitten gets.

Natsume picked you up and slammed you down onto the beanbag, switching your positions so now he was on top. He teased your cunt as he rubbed his dick over it before plunging it in.

As he began to pound into you harder, you moaned loudly, arms wrapped around his neck, wanting more and more of him.

"Shhh," he said. "We may be in this room, but that doesn't guarantee nobody will hear us."

You obeyed like he knew you would and started whimpering instead.

"Mhm~ ngh~"

"(Y/N)... ah... ahhh," he moaned, his voice low. "Ugh... fuck... aren't you talking me well~?"

He fucked your cunt as fast as he could, plunging in and out of you that it felt so good you couldn't help but wail. You had to cover your mouth at this point to shut yourself up.

"Argh... (Y/N)..."

"N-Natsu–"

Suddenly, someone knocked on the door and a voice came out saying, "Natsume-kun, are you in there? Could you open the door?"

"T-Tsumugi-senpai?!" he hissed, coming to a halt. "Great timing..."

He was about to stand up, but you yanked him back down.

"Stop... d-disappointing me... today..." you panted. "Just ignore... Tsumugi-senpai... Please... just... f-fuck me..."

Your boyfriend looked at you in surprise. You were being so needy, so adorable. He couldn't help but give in to your word.

"Natsume-kun?" Tsumugi repeated.

"Alright, kitten. Just stay quiet, alright?"

You nodded impatiently as Natsume continued to please you. He left you kisses all over, a few hickeys here and there too. He groaned quietly as he felt your pussy tighten around him. He was so close. You were so close.

"I-I'm going to c-cum...!" you whispered.

"Argh... so am I... fuck..."

And with the last few thrusts, you had finally reached your climax. Releasing all your fluids on Natsume's cock, he filled you up with his.

He pulled out gently, watching his cum slowly seep out of your hole. What a pretty sight, he thought.

"Let me get you cleaned up," he said. "You can rest for a bit."

You giggled in response, your eyelids drooping down. Smiling softly at you, he kissed your forehead.

"I hope that makes up for disappointing you."

By the time Natsume unlocked the door for Tsumugi, it was time for you to leave for your next class.

"Good afternoon, Tsumugi-senpai!" you greeted happily, skipping out the door.

"H-Huh? G-Good afternoon to you too, (Y/N)...?" he replied, confused.

He didn't expect you to be in the room with Natsume. What on earth were you two doing then? But he immediately shook the thought out of his head and did what he came here to do.

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[tokusaatsus]

LOVESICKNESS

ft. sakasaki natsume

© tokusaatsus 2022

warnings: love potions

Love in a bottle.

A fairly simple creation, Natsume thinks, all things considered. Especially for a magician of his calibre. The ingredients are straightforward enough to obtain, should you know where to look (as he does): the heart of a dove, an angel’s hair, a single speck of stardust, and the moon’s weeping tears.

Of course, it’s not all that easy as he makes it seem. Love is a hard enough emotion on its own, but to replicate it, fabricate it? It takes precision and finesse.

Still, Natsume has learnt under the tutelage of Wataru-niisan and his Mommy, two of the most knowledgeable magicians to walk the Earth. This little potion may be a little more time-consuming than he’d like it to be, yes, but it’s nothing compared to some of the other concoctions he’s had to create under Wataru-niisan’s watchful eyes.

As he waits for the potion to set, he finds himself thinking of you.

This has been happening rather a lot lately. He sees you every day in class and you always smile at him when you notice him. He doesn’t quite know what to do with these distracting feelings. Perhaps that is why he’s spent the past few hours holed up, attempting to take his mind off of you–though not as successfully as he would’ve hoped.

The potion begins to bubble up, distracting him from his thoughts as he attempts to salvage it before it tips over entirely out of the cauldron. Slowly, slowly, he transfers it into a little glass vial. It shimmers when the light hits it, a kaleidoscopic array of colours that signifies a job well-done.

He sets the bottle aside, taking a moment to stretch. His back lets out a satisfying pop and he hums to himself, pleased. His throat feels rather sore, though, so it might be best to get himself a drink of water. Kanata-niisan is always nagging at him about hydration…

By the time he gets back (he swears he was only gone for a minute!) he notices the door to the secret room is ajar. He peers in cautiously, and sees you standing there in the center of the room, something glittering clutched in your hands. Upon closer inspection, he realises it’s the bottle.

The bottle of love potion.

Oh, no.

“Natsume,” You say, slow and careful when you catch his gaze, setting the bottle down. Natsume braces himself for the inevitable confession. To watch you shape the syllables with your lips, to hear you lilt the words like birdsong, saying: I love you without truly meaning it, compelled by the whims of a false Eros. “Natsume, I’m sorry!”

What.

“WhAT.”

“I’m sorry, I swear I didn’t mean to…” You blink, moving closer so you can place your palm against his cheek. “Are you okay? You look…”

“Y-yes, I’m fiNE.” He assures, leaning away from your gentle hand. Why aren’t you throwing yourself at him? Why aren’t you blabbering meaningless poetry, miscellaneous lines about the hue of his eyes and the shade of his hair and the curve of his lips?

The potion is targeted. Its aim is to cause the recipient to fall in love with the first person they see which, in your case, would be him. He knows his potion works, he’s brewed it enough times for it to be so, and yet? You don’t seem affected?

“Natsume?” Your expression is soft, confused.

“It’s nothiNG.”

You reach out to touch him once more and he ducks, feeling your fingers lightly graze against the side of his face as he stumbles awkwardly backwards and makes his escape.

He can feel your eyes on his back, bewildered and maybe a little hurt at his brusque dismissal, but he refuses to turn around and look.

Natsume keeps a close eye on you for the duration of the next week. He’s certain that the first day must have been a fluke, an accident, a minor setback–now that it’s over, things will begin to work the way he expects them to. The love potion will run its course, he’ll spend a week fending off your desperate attempts and then things will go back to normal and you’ll remain a regular annoyance.

But no.

For some reason, you still treat him the same. As you always do, all gentle smiles in the hallways and casual waves and hey, Natsume-kun, how are you?

It irks him to no end.

Why isn’t it working? Did he make a mistake, add too much of one ingredient or too little of another? No, that can’t be right. He made sure to measure it out perfectly. So then, why won’t you fall in love with him? Well, it doesn’t have to be him, of course, but it seems like it’s the most likely option.

(Maybe it bothers him–that you might be giving your heart to someone else. But no one else has to know that.)

He itches to solve this mystery, but he’s not going to run to Wataru-niisan as soon as there’s a simple problem he can’t figure out.

On Monday, he tries tailing you around discreetly. Yet you show no difference in how you treat your other friends and how you treat him. (He won’t admit–he was hoping for some preferential treatment.) Maybe you’re a little nicer to him, more gentle, more…soft–around your friends you snap back, just as snarky and unwilling to pull punches.

Still, you do notice him in the end and invite him to sit with you at lunch. He’s not once to pass up the chance to ‘do more investigating’ (to spend more time with you) and he agrees.

It’s nice, he might admit if he were to be held at gunpoint. You’re more chatty, but you listen to him when he speaks and offer your own opinions thoughtfully.

He can tell that your friends (specifically Baru-kun) have something to say about your abrupt change in behaviour but are kept quite by the force of your glare and Hokke-kun’s neverending jabs at the orange-haired boy, distracting him.

Lunch speeds by, and he feels like he hasn’t gotten enough time to talk to you. You invite him to sit with you and your friends again tomorrow and he agrees readily. After all, he needs to get to the bottom of this mystery.

On Tuesday, you’re paired up with him and Oogami-kun for a project. He doesn’t expect it, but you and the silver-haired boy get on like a house on fire. The two of you spend half the lesson chatting excitedly to each other about his dog, and it’s starting to annoy him.

(So what if he threatens to turn Oogami-kun’s hair orange if he doesn’t stop blabbering and start working? He’ll just match his beloved dog.)

(And it got you to laugh, so Natsume takes it as a win in his book.)

On Wednesday, he’s starting to suspect you may be putting up a front. He thinks he needs to get you isolated, perhaps, away from other people so he can gauge your reactions. He asks if you’d like to spend time with him after school. You agree, albeit a little confusedly. And that’s it. He takes you out for a little shopping, waiting for you to slip up.

But you don’t?

Nothing really happens on that outing

He just takes you to a little cafe–him seeing how your eyes sparkle when you look at the Specials menu has nothing to do with it, he was just feeling rather hungry himself!–and he pays for your drink and he wipes off some crumbs on your cheek (you blush rather cutely when he licks it off his fingertips). After, he walks you back to the dorms and you tell him you had a lot of fun and he agrees because he did and perhaps you should do it again sometime.

You give him a grin.

(His heart beats a little faster.)

By Thursday, he’s slowly losing it. Every theory he’s had has been proven wrong, and he’s no more close to finding out the truth then he was at the beginning of the week. Maybe there was a mistake in the potion after all?

Natsume decides to confront you once and for all, knowing that it might be the only way he gets any answers. At the end of another one of your little outings–he’d taken you to a little park and the two of you had enjoyed a picnic–he takes you aside. “Y/N, I have something to ask yOU.”

He feels…nervous? Which is strange, because there’s really nothing he should feel anxious about. It’s just you. You, someone whom he considers a friend, of sorts. It’s just you.

(Perhaps that’s exactly why he’s nervous?)

His only consolation is that you, too, look nervous. You’re fidgeting in place, unable to meet his eyes. “I, um, sure. What is it, Natsume-kun?”

It’s now or never. “Why aren’t you in love with ME?”

“H. HUH?!”

“The love potion, you drank it, but you haven’t been acting much differeNT? And you aren’t in love with me and I can’t figure out wHY.”

“The, the love potion?” You blink, confused. Then realisation hits you. “Oh. Oh, it was a love potion?”

Natsume is flabbergasted. You didn’t know?

“Maybe the reason I haven’t been acting any different is because the love potion didn’t need to fabricate my emotions.” You shrug, playing with your hair awkwardly. “And I thought you felt the same, but I guess not. Um, is that all you needed from me, Natsume-kun?”

Natsume, who has just spent the past three minutes speedrunning every interaction he’s ever had from you trying to see where the emotions you’ve mentioned come into play, jerks his head up to stare at you wide-eyed. “You–you like ME?”

“I do.” You huff a laugh. “I thought you were aware. I mean, you took me out on a date. Two, actually, if you count this one.”

“I didn’t intend for it to be that wAY.”

“Yeah,” You nod. All of a sudden you seem a little…sadder? And it hurts, to know he made you feel that way.  “I know that now.”

“But,” He hesitates, because this is a pretty big step for him to take but he hurt you and he wants to make it up to you, somehow. And he doesn’t know if he loves you or not but maybe he could, with enough time. After all, all it took was a week spent with you and that was enough to get him all giddy at the sight of you. It isn’t a stretch to assume a month could make him fall in love with you. “If you’re okay with it, maybe the next one will be a real daTE?”

You grin, just a little. “Yeah, I’d like that.”

notes!

WC: 1.7k words

reze txt natsumeP’s stay winning wtf i think this mmight be the longest thing i’ve written so far???!?!? kinda surprised i wrote a natsume fic where he didn’t call y/n kitten once but. eye dee kay bro. actually this was gonna be angst but. i decided to be a lil nicer to u guys :) only for now tho so stay prepared and uh. enjoy ig <33

[poisonchoclate]

Natsume Sakasaki HCs ♡

Little tiny hcs i just thought abt overtime... i love him so much i cant go on. Anyways first post tumblr dont eat me alive i dont know how this app works lol

Theyre implied romantic but they can also be platonic its up to you which way you want to take a few of them ( ＾ω＾ )

Hair dying

He dyes his hair, i think... i thought abt it alot and like he doesnt have the white in his hair when he was little so maybe he does dye it.

And its so cute. So this makes me think that if you dye your hair hed help you dye it, and even if he doesnt. He would help you anyways bcos hes a sweetie. Hed just be happy to help you with anything

Sleeping

He would not like you staying up late at all. Who cares if he does it he wouldnt want his partner too (hypocrite).

So hed probably give you herbs to help you sleep and maybe even cast a spell to give you a sweet dream.

Dates (in general)

He would love to hold your hand or even make any sort of psyshical contact with you during dates at any chance he can get. Not paying attention or your just walking? Hes already holding it as you walk.

He just wants you to know he loves you dearly, and even if hes stopped by fans hed still struggle to let go of your hand having to eventually let you to avoid the possibility of a scandal.

Anyways thank you for reading this if you did, feel free to request me to write anything and anyone this was my first tumblr post so im worried but praying. Hope u enjoyed :3

[poetryandfluffycats]

HI- um, can I request a one shot with sub Natsume with praising kink and dacryphilia? Like with a dom reader praising his tears while he's overwhelmed or something like that <:

A/N: natsume is fun to write for, enjoy pookie

Pairing: Natsume Sakasaki x gn!(no pronouns mentioned)reader

Content: Its a lovely day, but what you're putting your boyfriend through is well, not all that lovely.

Warnings: NSFW, bondage, brief nipple play, handjobs, mentions of sex toys(dildo), praise(reader to natsume), slight degrading(natsume to reader he calls u stupid a few times), dacryphilia, mentions of murder(?), lots of petnames

Words: 712

NSFW oneshot under cut!

Pretty when you cry~

Heat was rising outside, the sun beaming in through the open windows. It was a warm day outside, the perfect images of the summer dream. Birds chirping and cicadas buzzing a tune, the smell of freshly cut grass and the blooming roses. Peaceful. It was almost poetic, really, because what you were currently putting your lover through?

Not peaceful. Not at all.

"I'm going to kill yoU. I'm going to kill you, and no one will ever find the bodY" Natsume spat, his hands wiggling around in the rope that tied him down. You were sure that if he wasn't restrained he would really carry out that threat of murder, but maybe you deserved that for all your teasing.

You giggled, bringing a hand down his chest and gently squeezing his nipple in between your fingers, the tiny pink bud quickly turning red from irritation. He let out a whimper at the mix of pain and pleasure shooting throughout his veins, head lolling to the side as if to hide himself from your gaze. He was so easy to break, just like the magic he loved so much it was like one flick of your finger and boom! You had yourself a whimpering mess of a man.

"I don't think you're in any place to threaten me, love" You let out a hum, running the tip of your fingernail down the red hairs of his happy trail. "Not with this cute little cock of yours, its not a good look"

"Don't call it littLE! StuPID, I'll-Ah!" His sentence was cut short by another whimper leaving his lips, a result of you finally touching his leaking length.

It was pitiful, how his cock practically jumped into your hand, tiny beads of pre-cum already spurting out of the silt. It was so red, and so swollen, and so hot, and oh so pretty. He looked so tiny in your hold, like a desperate puppy in heat. You'd been neglecting him for hours, forcing him to watch you fuck yourself dumb on a dildo much bigger than him whilst he was tied up and unable to do anything.

It was hard not to feel guilty, really. But Natsume had always been so good for you, taking everything that you laid out for him no matter how much he complained, so it was only fair you give him all the attention he had lost now. Just this once.

You leaned down, pressing a chaste kiss to his hickey-covered shoulder blade, smiling as you felt him shudder beneath you. "Oh, my dear, you're such a good boy. So well behaved for me, hm? Maybe a reward is in order, would you like that?"

Natsumes bottom lip quivered as he nodded, tears bubbling in the corners of those pretty purple eyes of his. "PleaSE! I can't takE it anymore!" His hips buckled upwards in desperation, whole body wiggling and shaking in its confinements. "Wanna cuM!"

So cute, just adorable. This Natsume was nothing like the one you would see on the stage, no, this was all just for you. And you loved that, loved this side of him, loved making him break and turn into a dumb slut for your pleasure.

You leaned your head down to meet his lips, slipping your tongue inside his mouth and collecting his saliva to mix with your own. You swallowed each moan he let out, savouring the sweet vibration of each of them on your throat. Something wet hit your cheeks, his tears no doubt.

God, he really was pathetic. Crying like a spoilt child just because you wouldn't touch him, he had no dignity left. Just how you liked him.

"Shhh, its okay baby" You cooed as you pulled away, wrapping a hand around his length. Pumping up and down, you created a rapid pace that had him throwing his head back and his eyes rolling into the very back of his head.

"You're pretty when you cry, you know? Gorgeous. I love ruining you, its all I ever want to do. Just fuck you day in and day out until all you can remember is me, my name and all the pleasure I give you"

"Ngh~ (name)! FucK"

"Go on, cum. Show me how good you are"

[hoshi-tachimiya]

✧･ﾟ: * Switch x Reader Headcanons

Prompt: Seeing their unit mate hugging and cuddling with reader. Characters: Natsume Sakasaki. Tsumugi Aoba. Sora Harukawa. Word Count: 497. Warnings: N/A. Notes: SFW. Gender-neutral reader. Prompt is kind of ambiguous. Can be read as scenarios.

❧ Natsume is somewhat troubled, you see. Somehow, both of you and Sora's energies attract each other like strong magnets. Most of the time, a mere sight of each other will lead to a crash into a hug in high speed. The excited call of each other's name is enough of a signal that you and Sora already dashed for another huge bear hug.

❧ Natsume is quick to recognize the pattern. He readies himself every time that happens, so he can prevent the two of you from crashing to the floor. Sometimes, he'd remind you to be careful, but he can't help it when seeing you and Sora giggling so happily. It feels like looking after two high-spirited kids who like to frolic around like kittens from time to time.

❧ Knowing that you're just another pure, innocent soul, Natsume gained a peace of mind of having you accompany Sora. In fact, he watches over you too, ready to fling a curse to anyone who hurts either you or Sora. He will make sure no one dares to disturb both of your happiness, ever.

❧ Tsumugi found Natsume playing games with you quite often. Most of the time, you're seated in between Natsume's crossed-legs on the floor, leaning back comfortably against his chest with controller in hand. Both of you were focused on the screen while enjoying each other's presence.

❧ Tsumugi sees Natsume as somewhat protective when it comes to you. While that's not entirely wrong, Natsume is just not so keen of letting you be near Tsumugi specifically. It's not because Natsume doesn't trust Tsumugi, it's entirely because of his sentiment.

❧ Apparently, Natsume isn't quite fond of showing affection as much when Tsumugi is around. That doesn't mean Tsumugi didn't notice the subtle gestures of wrapping his arms around you and kissing the crown of your head. One time he chirped a flowery comment about it, Natsume quickly threw an empty can to his head. Repeating the said act will probably risk his head getting hit by a brick.

❧ Sora ever saw you and Tsumugi huddled up together on the couch, draped in a blanket that Tsumugi often carries around. A closed book laid on top of a coffee table, along with Tsumugi's glasses. It seemed that you had fallen asleep when reading together, and Tsumugi decided to join you in having a nap.

❧ Sora can't help but smile at the sight of you and Tsumugi radiating a soft, joyful colour, even while asleep. The state of tranquillity gives off such a warm colour, and Sora can see how much you hold each other dearly. It makes him feel all warm and fuzzy inside.

❧ Having almost forgotten the reason he entered the room, he tip-toed quickly to retrieve his lab coat, as discreet as he can to not disturb your nap. Sora took a final glance of Tsumugi, having you safely tucked under his wings before closing the door quietly, leaving the two of you in your own whole world.