#the monster within

[com4rose]

Before, a few things:

I am part of a DID system.

This blog contains lots of mental fuck ups and toxic behaviour.

Minors DNI. Maps/P3dos, Zoophiles, Right Winged, Fakeclaimer, Endo "Systems", Homophobes, Transphobes and other scum DNI.

TW. For next to everything incl Trauma vents & hard kinks.

My name is Coma, I'm a genderqueer individual, pansexual, born in October '98.

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♡ on a journey to find myself, and become the perfect lil ditzy fuck doll ✨

♡ not supposed to fuck my cvnt ( anal slvt by ' choice ' ) ✨

♡ I love asks! ✨

♡ I'm a feminist. Equality for all. Everything that says else on this blog is a personal kink of mine. ✨

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Songs that describe me the best:

[mastermindwesker]

Hi, I really liked your story "Monster within" it was the first thing I read from the adult content category. The way you escalate the atmosphere in the first chapter, and especially in its first half, is simply amazing, all the time I had a feeling of constant tension, as if everything always weighs by a thread. And about the scene when parents find out about the grades, I can talk for hours. First of all, I want to praise you for not smoothing out the corners, domestic violence in this scene is described terrifyingly, I literally pressed myself into a chair and could not take my eyes off the screen. Secondly, the way you bring it to this deserves separate words of praise, then how small harbingers by the type of change of facial expression and tone of voice in the mother slowly bring us to the impending horror. But not only is your game good with an oppressive atmosphere, but also with bright moments and characters. Characters again, this is also a separate topic for conversation, each of them, whether he is at least a minor motel owner or one of our pack mates, each of them has a bright kind of archetypal character. Cassandra is an archetype of a leader or a protectionist, that is, she is ready to do anything to protect the main character and other people that are dear to her, or Tatiana is a sub-archetype of a loner, a person who distrusts anyone and tries to stay away from people, and Caleb is a tragic archetype of a person whose life changes coardenally against his will, as a result of which he is drawn into fighting with his brother. As a result, summing up this, I want to answer your statement that you are stuck on the second episode and cannot move on due to uncertainty in the plot and fear of plot holes, I want to tell you not to worry, we are your readers, fans of your work and we will always be glad to everything that you write and also happy to help with finding and eliminating these very plot holes. The most important thing is to create and enjoy it.

I really want to praise you for your feedback. I wish I could pin this without unpinning my wips list post cause I want to read this every time I wanna get ready to work on something. But I settled it by copy pasting it to a document. 😁.

I really want to thank you for this feedback. It's honestly one of the best I've gotten. I like detailed things like this that nail down every single thing in my work. Maybe has to do with me binge watching video essays and analysis on youtube about my favorite stuff, but this resonates with me a lot.

A lot of thanks for this. Really. It means a lot. Especially with the long time that has passed with both of my wips. I haven't given up on them yet though. And this is more encouragement for me to keep going regardless of time.

[witchplease-freakbitch]

I'll take you

Hold you captive

Use you as my personal punching bag

[unexceptionalpoetry]

Hard To Love

I will never be a mother, my womb is a terrible beast incapable of nurture. It eats my mother instinct and any child I produced would be bereft of any love.

I will never be a lover, my heart is a lusus naturae. A deformed abomination with claws and fangs it can only bite and growl.

I will never be a caregiver, my mind is a twisted mirror maze. Shards of glass strewn throughout reflecting my darkest thoughts into infinity.

I have a monster within, a creature beneath the skin. That lives inside my skull and digs into my bones. Travels through my blood and hides behind my ribcage. Makes me hard to love.

[followingprotocol]

Oh chase, the poor thing.

Magnus’s memories had been uploaded to the fire wraith’s consciousness and who would have thought, Chase had been the one on his mind before the change. Now he was seeking out the other, he had the mech’s scent, all he needed to do now was put on a good hunt and find Minimus’s little friend.

Chase had arrived on the Lost Light just half an hour ago, now he was evading some sort of monster that had taken over Magnus’s body.

He hadn’t had time to acquaint himself with the ship’s layout, but he knew that the bridge had to be at the head and where there was a bridge, there would be databases. Perhaps he could learn about this… this thing. Surely there was a way to expel it without causing Magnus undue harm?

[inlovewithquotes]

Remember what you must do when they undervalue you, when they think your softness is your weakness, when they treat your kindness like it is their advantage.

You awaken every dragon, every wolf, every monster that sleeps inside of you and you remind them what hell looks when it wears the skin of a gentle human.

-Wild Embers

[tymime]

Scary glitch music

[bluegiragi]

limitations (part 2)

early access + nsfw on patreon

[smilesrobotlover]

FD is just tryna make him breakfast 😭

[thechekhov]

Everyone, trying to warn me: Harrow the Ninth is so complicated and so hard to get through and you won't have any idea what the hell is happening!

Me: Harrow the Ninth is peak comedy if your sense of humor is fucked beyond all sense.

[feelo-fick]

i thought the reason was obvious..??

but you dont seem to get the implication so i guess ill just keep talking and you can listen if you want to

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that one meme but its them :] sort of a sequel to this

[com4rose]

When the self proclaimed " good guys " are behaving like assholes, what does that make the " bad guys "? Devils on earth?

[mastermindwesker]

Hi, I was wondering if you were still working on TMW ??

Apologies for taking so long to answer. Been hella busy with some movies.

I haven't sat down in a long time to write either of my wips but I still think about what to do with them and how to proceed. Not the answers many might want but that's what it is for the moment. You could say they're on a hiatus. But I never really stop thinking about them. I just don't know when I will finish them. My hope is if I can finish both chapters 2 of both wips eventually, i can get out of the rock I'm stuck in and continue since chapter 2 seems to always be what I struggle with the most in my works. Will let you all know when I finally update them.

Good day!

[witchplease-freakbitch]

If you want me, show me.

If not, fuck off.

[academyoftheheartandmind]

The Monster Within

By Alejandro Leopardi As Gabe lays there, the only thing on Laura’s mind is the doctors’ and nurses’ aversions to the presentation of a mirror. It’s a singular object that most people overlook daily, yet it receives such a negative reaction from the medical staff. Why? What could it possibly do to Gabe? He’s lifeless – well, not technically. Life rests within him, but there doesn’t seem to be…

[spookberry]

"We share a Moon"