#the mines dont sound to bad now lol
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kindred-spirit-93 · 2 months ago
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way down hadestown
listening to hadestown bc ofc i am lol. its not like i have significantly more important and career determining things to be focusing on.
and this is my first time so im really enjoying the litte bits and bobs i can make out before eventually venturing into commentary and further content made for and about the musical someday
a few things so far i reeeeeeeeeally liked lol
euridice has the voice of a freaking angel i love her (the note she hit at harbour me? omg. also flowers is my favourite song hehe)
speaking of flowers persephone is such a gremlin and i love that for her. funny fluid body language and at times cheeky. good soup
her voice reminds me a lot of zira lol. scratchy vocals at time but smoother than a petal! adore her performance. i also want her bag
hades' voice dropping 17 octaves when hes wearing his sunglasses is so funny to me for some reason lol. ugh he really has a grimey vulture-y vibe to him. very cool and demanding presence tho
also him calling the workers my children whereas seph refers to orpheus at some point as brother is very interesting to me
on todays episode of it probably wasnt that deep but i brought a shovel anyway: aside from being a funny concept (and new to me lol), i think its fascinating to have seph associated so with wine. it made me think of dionysus at first, which made me think of the myths where zagreus is dio, and zagreus is persephones son. idk i just thought it was neat
hermes is the shit man i love his sweet but sarcastic old man energy. snazzy suits too he slays so hard
the fates!!! awesome dresses i need them immediately
idk what the style/ genre is called (blues???) but the note at pennies on the drum is the best thing ive heard in a while. powerful vocals, very kickass
never realised how hard it must be to be belting notes and doing full choreo as well. and in heels? my god hats off to them i cant walk properly in them lol
the set is beautiful the floor rotates and the lights and everything! so much work was lovingly put into it all and im so here for it
will add as i go on lol but have this for now
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bnnuy-wabbit · 9 months ago
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this entire Music Taste debate thing re:rap is getting annoying really fast. Im not USian enough for this.
#tho like. ''ohhhh i dont like it its too violent'' this argument is lame as shit. youre weak lmao. coming from a funk enjoyer#its just annoying as fuck how are always supposed to care about the us and everything about us culture all the time#i listen to rap. i dont listen to us rap however.#i literally spent an entire week last month going thru historical archives of brazilian rap n shit#which is MY culture i guess#n im not even trying to tote my metaphorical horn or anything. i like music history. and the story of br hiphop ties to br funk n SAMBA!#and its really cool! i like a bunch of them. i know the history of rap in my country and how THAT ties to racism and shit#but noooooo if i dont listen to List of 15 artists whether you want to or not youre racist#if youre going to make recommendations at least make them appealing? lmao. not guilt trippy!!!!#i dont listen to rap in english very often because i cant process english that fast. skill issue time. the vibes from the songs are cool!#but its just not my go to music!!!! if i want to listen to hiphop ill just grab my trusty Brazilian oldies#i know dj marlboro got me.#i listen to a lot of genres. from us country to caipira raiz to japanese grindcore. i enjoy a buncha indian songs even. the scales FUCK#idk#i know this is the American Racism website but can't i just enjoy my countries shit in peace. if i don't listen to yours in racist now????#i dont even got anything against it. in fact i like it. but why do i have to listen to (insert large unfiltered list here) of yours Or Else#i know you wont listen to mine if i recommend it???? like none of it.#a lot of it feels like virtue signaling lol listen to this or youre racist watch this or youre racist#and you do not want to be a bad person do you?????#sometimes just understanding why things are the way they are is enough. you dont need to enjoy everything. thats ok. if hiphop isnt for you#then thats fine#just like. stfu. stay on your lane when people who know more about it than you are talking about it#it isn't that hard#one just needs to acknowledge things. hiphop and jazz and blues are extremely important to modern music and culture#but not everybody likes it. and thats fine. the same way a lot of people dont like white girl breakup song number 469. thats also fine#and like. i listen to hiphop! not my go to but i like it. blues is also nice vibes sometimes. but idk the artists that deep.#as a foreigner thats fine ig#but a lot if those posts sound guilt trippy as fuck for the a lot of us arent from your country 👍
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syncrovoid-presents · 1 year ago
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YOU CAN HIT A TAG LIMIT??? My ramblings in the tags have been conquered and squashed by the 30 tag limit. How silly!
#syncrovoid.txt#delete later#maybe??#ANYWAYS if i continue the story it wouldn't make much sense so i will wrap it up by saying#sleep deprivation isnt actually rhat bad and you really have to work to get bad symptoms#anyways on a totally unrelated note i have to take 2 to 4 times the amount of pain killers or sedatives for the to start impacting me#when my wisdom teeth were removed (rude! they are mine haha!) i was given 3 sedatives and full legal dose laughing gas and i was like.#just there. in the room chilling. they did local anesthetics and i remember that whole thing moreso than the average day!#even though the sedatives were supposedly supposed to make you forget or hazy?#anyways near the end of the surgery my dad is walking in the hallway and opens the door but before he fully came in i was like#“hey dad!!” and waved. but when you are supposed to lay still with your mouth held open by tools and filled with blood you are NOT#supposed to sit up and welcome people in. and because my face was covered it was by the sound of his shoes?#i dont reember that bit as much but my dad told me it after and when i went for the follow up the dentist said he'd never been#jumpscared in such a situation by someone who should've been conked out#after the surgery i got up and the dentist gave me my teeth in a small bag (i kept it as a test to see if my memory would get messed up#since how often does that happen?) and i just walked away. freaked out a bunch of people though and my parents lol#anyways it is a joke for some people i know that i am simply Built Different. i think i am just too silly to contain by mortal rules <-#i joke in a very silly way!! i am soso sleep deprived right now#dhould i be saying any of this? is my typing making sense? my fingers are numb and my brain feels three shades ourple from forest deep teal#time to sleowly pass out and time travel! farewell all ye who read this! i hope ye have wondrous days ahead of you and a lovely life!!!#@:P
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6rookie-writer0110 · 9 days ago
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Collide your heart with mine
Casey Novak x Female Reader
Request - Hii could I request a Casey Novak x fem reader angstty fluff please? I was thinking something like Olivia is ur mom and she finds out you’re with Casey and is not happy lol.
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Casey is feeling frustrated with Olivia and Elliot, they messed up her chances to win the case. Casey was at the police station and she yelled at Olivia and Elliot, and then Olivia yelled back but Elliot stood in the middle and told them to stop yelling.
“We didn't know he had a twin brother,” Elliot said
“Now both are out of New York. It was your job, to catch them and get the evidence so I can win the case” Casey said
“Winning the case is more important for your streak?” Olivia asked
Olivia and Casey started to glare at each other.
“My job is to put bad guys away. You messed up and lost the perp. Even if, we had him in jail I don't have the evidence to keep him there!” Casey yelled
“My fault!?” Olivia yelled
Everyone in the station is watching them argue. Elliot stands in the middle
“Stop! Olivia go take a walk now. Casey, you too when we get new evidence then I will call you” Elliot said
“Try not to screw up again, I don't want to do your job,” Casey said
“Watch it, Novak” Olivia angrily said.
“I’m not scared of your threat, Benson” Casey said
Casey walks away and Olivia is still glaring at her. Casey heads back to the office and starts to work on the case in her office. Then her girlfriend called and she could tell that Casey was feeling frustrated and overwhelmed. Casey does appreciate that her girlfriend is trying to cheer her up. She couldn't help to smile. They talked for a while then they hung up, Casey started to work and read the files.
It's very late and Casey is still in her office. She hasn't taken a break and Olivia and Elliot didn't get new evidence just yet. Casey sighed heavily and she put down the pen.
“I figured you would be here and you didn't eat anything” You smiled
“You know me so well” Casey smiled.
She stands up and she walk towards you.
“I got your favorite food and red velvet cupcakes. Dinner in your office?” You said
“How about my place and you stay the night?” Casey asked
She kissed you on the lips.
“Good idea, let's go,” You said
Casey put on her jacket and then grabbed her bag and the files, she left with you. You and Casey hold hands while leaving the building.
“What happened earlier? You sounded mad when I called you” You said
“I wasn't mad at you, babe. I thought I had strong evidence to put the bastard away but he had a twin, and they didn't know. And the judge threw out the evidence because it wasn't the perp. I got into an argument with the detectives” Casey said.
Once at her apartment, she helps you take out food from the bag. Then you sit across from her at the table and you start to eat your food while she drinks the wine.
“Wow, you had a rough day. I dont know how you keep working with them” You said
“I don't have a choice. This is a huge case and I don't want to mess up because of them” Casey said
“You won't mess up. You are smart and you always Think of something when it gets hard, you don't give up” You said
“Did you give your mom the necklace you bought for her?” Casey asked
“No. But tomorrow I will give it to her, I think she will like it” You said
You told Casey that your mom is a cop but never said her name. Casey didn't ask for her name, you and Casey are still getting to know each other.
After dinner, you and Casey cuddle in bed while watching a movie. While watching the movie, you and Casey fell asleep. She has her head on your chest and you have your arm around her.
——-
You went to visit your mom at her job, she was happy to see you.
“Hi, mom” You smiled
“Y/N, what you are doing here?” Olivia asked
“What, you are not happy to see me?” You pouted
“Of course, I'm happy to see you” Olivia smile
Your gives you a strong hug and kisses your head. Then She takes you out for lunch and you always spend time with your mom. Your mom leaves the station with you, then you take her to a restaurant.
“Sorry, I haven't been answering your calls this case got everyone arguing with each other. But I will make it up to you, I promise” Olivia said
“I get it, mom. some cases, you do hit close to your heart. I got this for you” You said
You give her a small gift bag, then she takes out the jewrly box. You watch your mom open the box and she is speechless.
“Oh, sweetie I love it,” Olivia said
You stood up then she stood up, then you hugged your mom. She turned around and picked up her hair and you put the necklace on her. Then you and your mom sit back down.
“My girlfriend helped me pick the necklace” You smiled
“Wow, it must be serious since she helped you pick the necklace. When am I going to meet her?” Olivia said
“I’m feeling nervous about you meeting her, it's my first serious relationship. And I don't want you to scare her away” You said
“I’m not going to scare her away. I just need to make sure she is the right woman for you, Y/N” Olivia said
“Okay. I will ask her because she has a very busy job. Please mom, I'm begging don't scare her away I think she might be the one” You said
“I won't scare her away. Does she truly make you happy?” Olivia said
“Yes, she makes me happy. I never felt like this before” You said
“I've never seen you like this before when you dated other people,” Olivia said
You can't stop smiling and she is happy that you found someone special.
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Casey has been having a rough day and she called you, she wanted to hear your voice. After the conversation, you went to surprise your girlfriend at her job. You semi-closed the door and you walked towards her desk, she stood up and walked towards you.
“Y/n, what are you doing here?” Casey asked
“I wanted to surprise you,” You said
You put her hair behind her ear and she wrapped her arms around your waist.
“These cops are idiots and they are always giving me a hard time. Since I’m new they think I don't have a backbone, I know how to do my job” Casey sighed
“Yeah, they can be idiots well some. But they shouldn't be giving you a hard time every day” You said
You kiss her on the lips and she starts to kiss you back. She pulls you closer and she doesn't let go, her lipstick starts to get on your lips. Then her hands go on your ass. The kiss is filled with passion then you start to kiss her neck and she starts to smile.
“You can't leave hickeys on my neck, babe I'm still on the clock,” Casey said
“Well, that sucks,” You pouted
She smiled then she started to kiss you again. You don't want to let go of her and you start to smile at her.
Olivia and Elliot just arrived at the law firm, they are heading to see Casey. They are talking about the case.
“You were hard on her,” Elliot said
“We told her, about the evidence but she didn't listen to us,” Olivia said
Before heading to her office, Elliot grabbed her arm.
“Just give her a break, Liv. Not everyone can be like Alex” Elliot said
She knows that he is right but she is being stubborn.
“Let’s just go see her,” Olivia said
They head to her office then Elliot opens the door. They catch you kissing Casey and you hear your name being called, and then you see your mom.
“Mom!?” You yelled
“Mom? Wait, Olivia Benson is your mother?” Casey asked
“Y/N, wait you have been dating her this whole time!?” Oliva yelled
“Yes! Casey is my girlfriend. I didn't know that you two knew each other, I didn't put the clues together” You said
“You would not be dating her anymore,” Olivia said
“Liv, calm down,” Elliot said
“Mom, you can't be serious. I'm not a teenager anymore” You angrily said
Casey was going to something but Olivia said something first.
“I will not support this relationship,” Olivia said
“Liv, don't say something that you will regret,” Elliot said
“You are my daughter and you won't be with her anymore, Y/N,” Olivia said
“No. I will not listen to you” You said
“Olivia, you need to stop. She isn't a child and -”
Olivia started to argue with Casey, they went back and forth. Elliot grabbed Olivia’s arm and dragged her out of the office. She tried to go back but he didn't let her, he just kept dragging her away from the office until he got out of the building with her. You are feeling angry and embarrassed
“Casey, I’m sorry,” You said
“Why you didn't tell me she was your mom?” Casey asked
“I didn't know you were talking about her and I didn't know she was talking about you. Maybe you and my mom can try to get along” You said
“Y/N, that won't happen,” Casey said
“At least try, please. I will talk to my mom tonight” You said
“I think you should go, Y/N. I have to get to work” Casey said
“Casey,” You said
“Please leave,” Casey said
“At least call me tonight,” You said
She watched you leave the office then she sat on her chair. Casey sighed and she couldn't believe what just happened with her girlfriend.
You went home and you are frustrated. Your mom did you but you ignored her call and text. You are hoping that Casey will call you so that you can fix the situation.
——
The next night… you went to see Casey at her apartment.
“We need to talk,” You said
“We do,” Casey said
“I will talk to my-”
“Y/N, let me talk first please,” Casey said
“Sure,” You said
“Y/N, I can't see anymore. I think we should break up and I don't think this will work” Casey said
“Why are you doing this? We can make it work, you are my first love. I know you and my mom don't like each other but I want you and her to try to get along with each other” You said
“It’s not going to work, Y/N. It’s too much on the line, and -”
“So, it's over just like that before we can try to fix it,” You said
You are trying to hold back your tears.
“You should go now,” Casey said
“Out of everyone, I didn't expect you to break my heart but you did it,” You said
You leave her apartment and she doesn't go after you. Casey starts to cry and she wipes the tears away. But she cried again and she thinks you won't forgive her for breaking your heart.
You went home and you couldn't stop crying. She was your everything and you thought you could fix the problem but that didn't happen. You don't call your mom and you just cry in your living room.
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You have been in your apartment for days, you have been ignoring your phone. You are feeling sad and hurt about the breakup, that you didn't tell your mom about it.
Your mom went to your apartment, she has the spare key. But first, she knocks on the door a few times
“Y/N, please open the door,” Olivia said
But you don't open the door. She takes out her phone and she started to call you, but it goes straight to voice mail. She knocked again but you still didn't open the door. Now, she uses the key to go inside your apartment. She looks around and everything is normal, then she heads to your bedroom. You are lying in bed and your back is facing the door.
“Y/N, I have been calling,” Olivia said
“I'm fine, mom just leave me alone,” You said
“What’s wrong?” Olivia asked
“Mom,” You said
“Talk to me, please. I have been worried about you for days” Olivia said
You sit up on the bed and she sits next to you.
“Casey broke up with me, she thinks we couldn't make it work because you and her have beef,” You said
You look down at your hands and you don't look at your mom.
“Oh, I'm sorry,” Olivia said
“Just forget it, mom. It's over and there's no point” You said sadly
“I know, I had had issues with Casey. But I didn't expect you to be dating her. And how I reacted was wrong and immature” Olivia said
“Why are you apologizing? Casey dumped me. You don't have to worry about anything” You said
“You are my daughter and I want you to be happy”
“Mom please leave me alone,” You said
“Okay. I will bring you dinner later. I’m sorry, Y/N” Olivia said
You don't say anything and she just leaves your apartment. Olivia feels bad because she feels she is the cause of the breakup. You lie back in bed and you don't bother checking your phone.
—-
Olivia is at her desk and she can't focus.
“What’s wrong?” Elliot asked
“Y/N is angry at me and Casey broke up with her,” Olivia said
“I get why she would be mad at you,” Elliot said and he drinks his coffee.
“I never seen her like this before. She told me that Casey was the one” Olivia said
“You have to fix it. I know you don't like Casey but you have to make it right, if you want your daughter to forgive you. Whatever you dislike about Casey get over it, because soon enough she will be over for Thanksgiving” Elliot said
“Cover for me, I have to see Casey” Olivia said
Olivia left and she rushed to the law firm. But Casey wasn't there then Olivia went to the court, and she found Casey putting her stuff away in the courtroom. No one else is there but the two.
“Casey, we need to talk,” Olivia said
“For what?” Casey asked
“I know we didn't get along from day one. And I wasn't happy that you were dating my daughter, but when i saw her distraught it broke my heart because I was the cause of you breaking up with her” Olivia said
“I don't want to come between you and Y/N, she values your opinion,” Casey said
Casey closed her briefcase and she started to walk away, but Olivia grabbed her arm.
“You have my blessing to date my daughter. I know you still care about and your feelings for her haven't changed. Whatever issue we have between us, let's fix it because I don't want her to pick between us” Olivia said
Olivia lets go of Casey’s arm.
“She does make me happy. I broke up with her because I didn't want her to pick between us. Breaking up with her was the hardest thing I had to do” Casey said
“I believe you. I will see you later, Novak” Olivia said
“See you later, Benson” Casey said
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Casey goes to your apartment and you are surprised to see her.
“Cas, what are you doing here?” You asked
You let her inside your apartment.
“I’m sorry I broke your heart, Y/N. I did it because I didn't want to put you in a situation where you would have to pick me or your mom. I know you hate me, but I didn't want your relationship with your mom to be ruined just because your mom and I don't get along,” Casey said
“It hurt that you hurt me because it felt like I didn't do enough,” You said
She put her hand on your cheek.
“Y/N, you mean so much to me. I hate that I hurt you, but if you let me I will make it right” Casey said
“How do I know you won't do it again?” You asked
“I won't do it again, I-”
You kiss her then she starts to kiss you back.
“This means we are back together?” Casey asked
“The kiss is the hint,” You said
“I think you should show me again” Casey smirked
She starts to kiss you and you start to smile. Casey’s arms are around your body then she starts to kiss your neck.
“Your mom came to see me,” Casey said
“Really? Wait, did you and my mom get into a fight?” You asked
“No, we didn't get into a fight. She wanted to make things right because your happiness is important. Your mom and I will work together and she gave me the blessing to date you” Casey said
“She didn't tell me,” You said
“She wanted me to talk to you first. But call her and tell her the good news” Casey said
You kiss her again then you call your mom, she is happy that you and Casey are back together. Olivia is happy that she fixed the problem then she tells Elliot about the good news.
Casey takes you out for dinner. She takes you to your favorite restaurant and she holds your hand.
“I think I have a feeling that your mom will invite me over for the holidays” Casey joked
“She will do that,” You giggled
You and Casey ordered food.
“Move in with me, Y/N,” Casey said
“What?” You asked
“I mean it, baby. Move in with me and I think we are ready for that step” Casey said
“Wow, I don't know what to say,” You said
“Are you ready for us to live together? You spend most of your time at my place” Casey said
“Okay, let's do it” You smiled
You and Casey can't stop smiling at each other. Casey picks up your hand and kisses it.
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delusionalwriter02 · 6 months ago
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hi hi ✨️
hope ur doing good n stuff (if not then i hope it gets better <3)
i feel bad asking you to do a part 4 for fyodor in the insta series like you've only poseted the third part a while ago but i love it smmmmm🥲🥲😭😭😭 and i feel even worse cuz the anon that asked for a part 3 to fyodors was also me 😭😭😭😭
also i love you even more now cuz of ur authors note on that post (platonically)
(now i feel EVEN worse cuz now i feel like I'm guilt tripping or smth... i should just stop thinking at night shouldn't i?)
erm... soooo if u wanna could u do a prt 4 for the disgustingly lovely rat man (who rn could be a cockroach for all we know) 👉👈
(why are my asks always so long?😭😭)
luv u pookie <33 (have some ice cream <oo)
Insta as Fyodor’GF p.4
a/n : HELLO LOVELY!! Don’t worry you absolutely did NOT guilt trip or anything, I love writing for Fyodor so it’s always a pleasure!! love you sweetie (I’m eating ice-cream rn lol) hope you’ll like it !
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Yn_theoneandonly : mine all mine
Fyofyo : Of course I’m yours my love
↳ Yosanurgirl : SO not to interrupt or anything BUT the wedding is in three weeks and you still haven’t found a place ????
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : WE DID GIRL
↳ Yosanurgirl : why wasn’t I informed ?
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : you all should received the invit soon
↳ Yosanurgirl : I AM your BESTFRIEND AND YOU DONT TELL ME FACE TO FACE ?
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : OKOK IM SORRY but wait the cards are SOOO pretty
↳ Yosanurgirl : fine 😔
Golgot : I still can’t believe you two are going to marry, still thought I had my chance
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : my bad, you want to be a flower girl ?
↳ Golgot : I CAN
↳ Fyofyo : No.
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : YES YOU CAN, I will send you your costume
↳ Golgot : LETS GO
↳ Fyofyo : Love ?
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : just trust me
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Yn_theoneandonly : my girls and I
Yosanurgirl : we look SO SO GOOD
↳ Gintonic : the best clearly was Nikolai as a flower girl, I had to FORCE the straight face
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : hehe thanks to my genius mind
↳ Daze_i : must admit, you had a GREAT idea
↳ Golgot : Are you making fun of me ?
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : not at all don't worry, did you enjoy being a flower girl ?
↳ Golgot : YES THANK YOU IT WAS SO COOL
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : my pleasure
↳ Fyofyo : Our wedding is starting to look like a joke
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : lovveeee don't be mad, it made Nikolai happy
↳Fyofyo : Thank god we only have one wedding to do
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : well I hope i'll only have to marry once
↳ Fyofyo : I love you way too much to let you go now
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : I love you too, husband
↳ Fyofyo : I do love the sound of that, wife
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Fyofyo : To the women who made me whole, I'll choose you in every lifetime
Yn_theoneandonly : I love you so damn much
↳ Yosanurgirl : my baby is growing, made me tear up
↳ Gintonic : correct me if I'm wrong but you DID catch the bouquet sooooooooooo
↳ Yosanurgirl : find me the right person, then we talk
↳ Gintonic : on it
Atsushiii : the photo is so beautiful
↳ Golgot : I KNOW I'M THE ONE WHO TOOK IT
↳ Daze_i : that's the first and last time I make a compliment to you but you did a good job
↳ Golgot : *a great job
↳ Daze_i : yeah whatever
Sig_ma : Congratulations, I hope it will be an happy marriage even thought I don't have much doubts about it
↳ Golgot : c'monnnnn make him sad, ruin him, I can fix him
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : thank you for your concern but I can assure you I don't plan on hurting my husband and he has no plan on hurting me
↳ Golgot : too bad
↳ Fyofyo : Say that again, I'll cut your tongue
↳ Golgot : I was JOKING
↳ Fyofyo : Better be
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Yn_theoneandonly : Thank you everybody for coming, it was perfect thanks to you
Gintonic : being a bridemaid was so exciting, can't wait to be at your wedding Yosano
↳ Yosanurgirl : then you'll be my bride
↳ Gintonic : don't tempt me
KunikiDA : It had to take a wedding for Dazai to finally start behaving
↳ Daze_i : I can be a real gentleman when I want
↳ KunikiDA : So you chose to drive me mad
↳ Daze_i : Exactly
↳ Daze_i : wait no that's not what I meant
↳ KunikiDA : COME BACK HERE
↳ Chu_uya : He'll never learn
↳ Gintonic : you too Chuuya, during the whole ass night trying to annoy Dazai
↳ Chu_uya : well in my defense, it felt strange not doing it
↳ Gintonic : ooh tell me more, strange in a "i miss him" way or "i love him" way
↳ Chu_uya : more in the "I won't allow him to have a peaceful night" way
↳ Gintonic : hmmm I see, so it's love then
↳ Chu_uya : NO ITS NOT
↳ Akutagawa : Drop it Gin, he won't listen
↳ Gintonic : oooh you're so not escaping Ryu, we need to have a talk too
↳ Akutagawa : About what ?
↳ Gintonic : Atsushi
↳ Akutagawa : I'm not interested
↳ Gintonic : liar
Ranthebestpo : where are you going for your honeymoon ?
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : world tour
↳ Yosanurgirl : TAKE ME WITH YOU I CAN BE IN THE SUITCASE YOU WON'T EVEN NOTICE ME I SWEAR
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : I would love to believe me but the thing with an honeymoon is that it's between husband and wife
↳ Yosanurgirl : fucking stupid rules
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Yn_theoneandonly : France i'm cominggg
Yosanurgirl : send me photoooooss
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : of course I will!!!
Gintonic : enjoy babe
↳ Golgot : @.FyoFyo so she's calling your wife babe and you don't even scream ??
↳ Fyofyo : She's my wife's friend, what can I do ?
↳ Golgot : oh my, you really fell in love
↳ Fyofyo : Just to be clear, during the wedding you still thought I wasn't in love ?
↳ Golgot : I'm never sure with you
↳ Fyofyo : You can be sure of two things, I'm in love and I'll still kill you if you annoy me too much
↳ Golgot : Always knew we were best friends, that's just our thing
↳ Fyofyo : Hating each other ?
↳ Golgot : we both want to kill the other without actually wanting to see them dead, just like Chuuya and Dazai or Atsushi and Akutagawa, if you die, with whom will I argue ? Can't lose my fight buddy
↳ Fyofyo : I can always fight with someone else
↳ Golgot : But no one can top me hehe
↳ Fyofyo : Notice how I'm not married to you ? So stop flirting
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : Love I think we just need to accept he'll forever be like that
↳ Fyofyo : I think you're right, darling wife
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Heyyy hope you liked it ? I am so so sorry for the time it took me to write the part 4 buuuut here it is! Thank you so much for your request and your kind words, I'll really try to take less time between request,
with love <3
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kozmicmizuu · 1 year ago
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Ok ok- something my brain just clicked for some reason when i spaced out BAD in class.
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Everyone knows that Giyuu is basically the big brother/caretaker for the kamaboko squad and co. So i literally just thought that since he was taken under Urokodakis wing because he didn’t have anyone else, that he did the same for them.
anywayyyys, he’s a fantastic brother for the kamaboko squad. that’s just fact at this point, he’s patient (like, so damn patient) and he seems pretty understanding and would 100% listen to whatever they have to say. he probably gives the most direct answers and criticism, it’s so honest that they all mistake for insults. he’s an honest man can you blame him???
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Giyuu: that was awful, try again.
Tanjiro: oh- ok!… was that an insult..?
Giyuu: what- no? it’s constructive criticism.
Tanjiro: oohhhhh- ok! sorry for assuming that!
Giyuu: it’s fine… i’m not very good with tone of voice.. if you couldn’t tell.
Tanjiro: i’m sure you’ll get better if you practice!
Giyuu: your optimism makes my head hurt.
Inosuke: FIGHT ME HALF AND HALF HAORI
Giyuu: no.
Inosuke: WHY NOT
Giyuu: im hungry so i dont feel like it.
Inosuke: …i’m hungry too
Giyuu: let’s go eat then, my treat.
Inosuke: HAHAHHAHAHA FOOD
Zenitsu: how do you stay so relaxed??? it seems so impossible to be relaxed in a world like this.
Giyuu: drugs.
Zenitsu: WHAT?!?!
Giyuu: i’m joking lol, just a lot of meditation and self discipline.
Zenitsu: is that all..? does that cure anxiety??
Giyuu: oh fuck no, i’m still a wreck
Zenitsu: i figured…wait.. YOU HAVE ANXIETY?!?!?!
Giyuu: i have a lot more than that…
Giyuu: excuse me, do you know where kocho is?
Kanao: …
Giyuu: um.. do you know where kocho is? like.. at all..?
Kanao: …
Giyuu: understandable, have a nice day and i’ll leave you alone now. thanks for your time.
Genya: do you know sanemi shinazugawa?
Giyuu: uhh- yeah. I work with him, why?
Genya: he’s my.. older brother..
Giyuu: woah… i didn’t know he had siblings.
Genya: he doesn’t talk about me..?
Giyuu: nope, not a lick of anything. sorry, that sounded mean.
Genya: wow, you sound really monotone..
Giyuu: a talent of mine.. is that a gun-?
Genya: oh! yeah, i can’t use breathing styles so i just use a gun lol
Giyuu: that’s cool, i haven’t shot a gun in a hot minute.
Genya: you know how to shot a gun? you think you can teach me some things?
Giyuu: uh- yeah. i could probably teach you a thing or two.
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malwaredykes · 8 months ago
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ok. finished honest hearts. most of my inventory is plants and mushroom and Soups And Potions And Elixirs made from said plants and mushrooms. which is excellent.
the salt-upon-wounds confrontation was Tchruly garbo like. first of all they lit up ole josh before anyone even had the chance to say anything LOL that wasnt like Bad necessarily just rly funny. like yeah we can negotiate before anything breaks out *the camera pans to Jotchua Grams lifeless body on the pavement* but um second of all what the hell was that dialogue. "grrrr im gonna kill you" "[speech 75] no thats stupid. dont" "umm okei :) but i'll be back >:(" *runs away* Like. man. listen. throughout the entire dlc i Did Not want to be fighting all those white legs lol. i didnt know those people. you know i generally hate the Hostile By Default Irredeemable Canon Fodder Raiders crap and in this case its just especially egregious to me, with them being a Tribe and with me being some random ass normie strolling into the area getting instructed by the local white saviors. like, okay, since i Was getting involved, then if anyone deserved to Feel The Judgment Of Mine fall upon them it was in fact salt-upon-wounds with his track record of being a horrible fucking person. so i had to fight my way through all those white legs only for the Problem Guy to be like "Hm Okay. Deal. You Leave Forever And I Get To Live. Sounds Good. Sucker" like. fuck no. youre dead. this is for waking clouds husband how DARE you make my bald queen SAD
which btw i did encourage cloud to get mad at daniel for hiding that from her. like yeah girl dont take this shit from him. youre allowed to feel angry. who does he think he is. making decisions for the sorrows like youre all children. be mad at him. chase him out. tell him to never show his stinky mug around these parts. If You Want. ahh but then the ending slides said she forgave him.... well i suppose i have to respect her choice... but... cloud honey if you ever wanna team up and chase daniels stinky mug far away just give me a call
i also encouraged follows-chalk to go out there and experience the world outside... i really hated how he felt obligated to ask joshua permission, and how joshua was like Well 🥺 I wont tell him what to do but 🥺 Is it wise... I just worry about my foolish little lamb 🥺... like. Shut Uuuupppp.... chalk is an adult. i think. either way what do You know. jotchua. last time you ventured into The Civilized Lands (lol) you were a fucked up genocide army general so forgive me for thinking you might not have the most objective and up to date outlook here. Anyway. chalk come hang out sometime. come to the lucky 38. youll meet my epic swag friends and family. LOL bit of an aside but (mostly so i dont become insane because of the dlcs writing) i like to imagine that most of the time chalk expresses incredulity about some Civilized World Concept like gambling (-_-) or big dams or big weapons, hes literally fucking with you. like hes joking around. he used to mess with daniel and jotchua like that and now hes doing it with you. like Wow... How Strange... You Say It Is Called A... "Window".... 😂😂😂...
loving how the ending slides barely mentioned joshua also. like wtf happened to him. who knows. damn maybe he did die and i didnt even notice. im sorry jotchua. may your soul quickly find its way to NOWHERE lol #owned
final verdict: waking-cloud and follows-chalk are great, joshua graham is an extremely funny character, daniel is nothing to me, the area is cool, the plot is dumb as hell, the whole thing is racist, the quests are boring. 3/10
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hi im rose!
just started this blog so i need to fix it up all nice and pretty but honestly idk when that might happen lol
Anons/asks and dms very welcome! i love talking and meeting new people!
just a reminder, bc sometimes people forget and treat me like im just one thing- I AM A SWITCH. that means i want to and enjoy BOTH domming and subbing, and i cant do just one all the time, it burns me out. that might be different for other people, but this is how it works for me. i need as close to 50/50 as i can get, 70/30 works too.
more about me under the cut!
i turned 19 aug 4th! she/her lesbian
men, terfs, bigots, any shitty people, and minors fuck off i will block u
im very switchy, will dom or sub whatever u need baby 😘
im more comfortable topping, and i loveeee bringing u pleasure, but it would be nice to have someone who desired me as much as i did them, even if im not yet comfortable receiving that attention lol
ive only been in 2 (long distance) relationships and never have even kissed anyone before, but ive been on nsfw tumblr for a while
i dont consider myself super femme but im definitely not masc/butch. and other people have told me im femme so 🤷‍♀️. i like jewelry and flowery clothes tho lol. i kinda just wear things and i dont think i have a super distinctive style. im mostly attracted to femmes but for me attraction usually comes from the face and personality, generally not style, if anyone cares lmao
im 5'7, i have brown hair and blue-green eyes, and im plus size, if any of that matters to yall
kinks:
praise praise praise. i love telling u how good ur doing for me and also i wanna be someones good girl
pretty girls telling me what to do hehe i love that
pet namessss ugh pet names. i use them SO much so if u dont like it let me know (but it will be so hard for me to stop ngl i fucking love pet names)
also call ME pet names and ill fall in love with u its so soft and sweettt ahhhh
anything that will bring you pleasure. when u tell me that turned u on/made u wet that turns me on sooo much
mommy kinkkkkk! call me mommy or let me call u mommy pretty girl
VOICESSS FUCKING VOICESS i have a hugeeee voice kink. make all ur pretty noises for me baby u sound so good
grindinggg i love grinding. yes bounce on my leg sweet thing
light pet play. like ill call u puppy/bunny/kitten, collars are hot, but not much more than that and im not a pet. no cages or anything more hardcore than that really
pulling my hairrr yes babygirl pull my hair while i eat u out
consensual somnophilia i love the idea of knowing someone trusts u enough to let u do whatever u want to them while theyre sleeping
MARKINGSSS ugh theyre so hot. ive veryyyy possessive i want u to be MINE if im into u. so yes marks are so hot. giving AND being given
also reciprocal possessiveness??? jesus christ sign me up. im urs and ur mine and now im in love
theres probably more but this is all i can think of right now
also even tho i dont personally enjoy something or dont have it in my likes, feel free to ask! im generally very open to trying things at least once. and some of the things i dont really care for/is not one of my kinks i dont mind doing if its something my partner wanted! communication is key <3
LIMITS
heavy degradation/humiliation and stuff like that. i dont like being really mean it makes me feel bad. i will however tease u until ur begging me to let u cum <3
also dont be mean at all in any way to me ill cry. light teasing is okay as long as im comfy with u and its done in a fond way, not a hateful way iykwim
rapeplay/kidnapping or anything nonconsensual like that it makes me feel bad
any terms like daddy/cock/dick. big turn off for me
anal/butt stuff
any bodily fluids other than cum gross me out sorry
feet. u can do whatever u want with mine ig but i dont like urs no thanks
send asks and dms!! i crave interaction
CLOSING REMARKS
idrk what else to say here. if u read all this u get a cookie ig lol
feel free to ask ANYTHING im an open book and will *probably* answer honestly lol
k love u bye! mwah!
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artistotel · 8 months ago
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tips for traditional artists (mostly painters)
so while i primarily post doodles and such on this blog, my true passion is traditional art. :) i see a lot of tips for digital artists but rarely for traditional ones, so this is just my own experience (before anyone goes like "oP tHaT iS nOt UnIvErSaL eXpErIenCe" (i know this site well enough lol) if the advice doesnt sit well with you feel free to ignore it because i am def not an end it know it all. and nobody is because art is so broad and there is no right way to do it.
EQUIPMENT
so, first of all, in my language we have a saying "the tools dont make a master", meaning a true master could create with anything. i mean, sure, to a point, tools wont replace your ability to conceptualize art, but cmon.
equipment matters, especially when painting. i mostly work with acryllics and markers. lets talk about acryllics.
paints
its important to get at least okay quality paints. the stuff i use is not insanely expensive - croatia has limited offers, and i am poor. however, i tried paints for like 1€ from tedi and they are far inferior to goya's paints i use (3-4€ cca per 100ml. and those 100ml are going to last you a very looong time if you work on small scale paintings, and i even managed to fit in large ones).
ESPECIALLY THE WHITE PAINT. i cannot stress this enough. if youre gonna buy cheaply, buy everything cheap except for the white. make sure the white is good. it will serve as a thickener for other colours and good white can even do a good job of covering up the black paint.
brushes: get good brushes. if you paint frequently with bad brushes (like the ones i get from muller; they seem fine but ehhh im constantly changing them) you will be spending more in longer run than you would if you invested in something better. im not talking about 100€ packs made of donkey tail strands or whatever, i mean normal brushes, but look at reviews a bit. i once ordered like 10€ pack of brushes from amazon and they performed muller ones by far (and were cheaper); they left thicker paint and didnt get ruined after five uses.
markers
now see, i dont have any advice here, but i wanted to contrast it with my previous talk about how i purposefully buy good paint. well, i purposefully buy bad markers. really bad ones. because equipment often depends on what style you are after. i use flomasters, and they do what i want: and thats a cheap and trashy look.
canvases and papers
if youre gonna invest into something, invest into paints rather than canvases. you can trick a bad canvas by putting on multiple colour layers, you cant trick bad paints. but there are differences to bad and good canvases, of course. however, if youre just starting out, just go get a bad one; i take most of mine from tedi, or order online. you dont gotta spend billion of euros on them.
paper is also important. i am a painter and i bought a Leuchtturm1917 though unfit one, and was annoyed as to why everyone thought it was great. then i bought the one with specific sketchbook paper and it works fantastic. if youre painting, you need appropriate paper.
learn colour theory and some art history
yes i know this sounds boring. but its not. draw inspiration from your predecessors. there are people making oil paintings of modern things. you heard "dont shade with black" (and thats my personal mantra too) but chiaroscuro was a valid art movement. if you take a look at my own art you will most likely say: oh, thats pop art! and you would be right. i am inspired by roy lichtenstein, andy warhol, and other pop artists. but thats just the surface. my use of colour is inspired by the impressionist takes on it; i dont shade with darker colours, i shade with different ones. i shade red with blue, yellow with purple or red, and so on. if you look at the topics and subjects of my art, you will find surrealism. if you look at my approach to art itself, you might find influences of croatian naive. learn about actual philosophies behind art movements you like; you might find something for you.
ok these are just some general thoughts i had, id probably have more lol but thats it for now
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ventismacchiato · 8 months ago
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DEFINITELY TOO EARLY TO TELL but what if what if scrmn broke up cus scara was obv into yn and mona saw that- also i dont rly picture them genuinely loving eo here (for some reason? even tho i actually like this ship or maybe they did IDK) so idk why mona would date a loser/lh like him. so what if scrmn just dated to date (does that even make sense?) anyway smth smth happen now theyre bitter exes.
wouldnt be opposed if they actually did love each other tho cause yumm more plot. IDK WHY IM SO INVESTED HERE I JUST LIKE THE TENSION IG (yn i hope u get so sad and so jealous, im quaking w excitement)
ofc this is just my speculation cus this smau has me running circles (*insert the guy w the murder board meme* me w the 5ish chapters we have like what have u done to me) and apparently i find stoners attractive now wtf- ur fault btw what was that last chapter im fawning over scara licking the roll or joint or whatever I DONT SMOKE
also ik im on anon but i hope u dont mind me sending so many asks LMAO. like whenever i get on tumblr i literally cant even remember which ones r mine LOL (assuming u can roughly tell which ones are from the same person cus of their texting styles) and mb this was probably hard to read
omg i wanna spoil so bad to talk to you about it but i’m gonna make you wait HAHA but one of the things u said is sorta true xx
(UR SO REAL FOR THIS I WANNA SEE THEM JEALOUS TOO)
I DONT EITHER BUT IT SOUNDS SO HOT SORRY LIKE SCARA LICK MY JOINT NEXT 🗣️
i don’t mind at all u guys can send me as many as u want even tho i suck at replying 🥹 not hard to read at all, and u can sign off w a nickname if u want!
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abracazabka · 11 months ago
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Good Mx... I am here to ask about your favorite trans Dutch headcanons and if there are any pics you recommend 🫣
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OH BOY A FAVORITE TOPIC OF MINE!!!
I'll start off this ask by recommending this fic, "Fight Like a Man" by my good friend @miyagi-hokarate , a mutual with whom I've discussed trans Dutch at length, and who has contributed to many of my headcanons about Dutch. Much of what I say here will be because of discussions with them. Now, on to it:
My idea of a trans Dutch is that, similar to a lot of trans folks (me cough cough) he has a pretty bad relationship with his parents, especially his dad. They don't like to acknowledge his identity or, really, their son. And at times neither does Dutch, for a while. He wants to prove his maleness through the only way he knows how, and sometimes that means hiding who he is. He has a lot of internalized misogyny and the militaristic rhetoric about masculinity Kreese spews has shaped who he is as a young man. (points very conspicuously to the aforementioned fic). However, post-TKK I do think he comes into his own as a proud trans guy and the Cobras are entirely supportive. Duh.
(I - we, I should say, as these are very joint heacanons - think Tommy knew first out of all the Cobras. Because I'm a Dutch/Tommy truther lol.)
Dutch canonically is a wild child and this would be the case with or without a trans identity. However, I think as a young kid he was a "problem child" because he knew basically most of his life he was a boy. (again, jerks my head in the direction of that fabulous fic). I think later in his life he is perfectly fine, however, referring to his childhood as "when he was a girl." This is a point of contention amongst trans folks, but as an older trans guy, and someone very blunt, Dutch would refer to his childhood that way.
Anyway I love trans Dutch because Dutch is soooo problematic. "Is that allowed, can you make a problematic character trans?" Yeah, sure, just did. He's my favorite terrible man in the world.
Now as far as photos, I dont really have any which mark Dutch as trans. Obviously the film does not present him this way, this is my personal headcanon for a good time.
But scenes I'd draw your attention to are at the tournament, when Dutch is waiting on the sidelines during the whole montage of fighting. He is bouncing up and down and cannot contain all this violent energy. This, in addition to the locker scene where he is very aggressive toward Daniel, is where my interest in his presentation of masculinity is most centered. He has an idea of a what a man is, and as we know from the whole damn plot of the movie, it's not the greatest. The Cobras have this toxic idea too, but it's so interesting for a trans guy. The scene with Daniel, miyagi-hokarate and I really obsess over, because Dutch has this intense aggression and hatred for how Daniel presents himself as a man. Daniel's masculinity is notably different than the Cobras, but Dutch feels he can't be the kind and earnest kind of young man Daniel is, because then he's not really a man. Because surely, Kreese is the best example of what it means to be a man...(incorrect buzzer sound)
I do suggest searching up trans Dutch on tumblr search, because I feel like there's at least 1 or 2 fanarts out there.
Sorry for rambling I truly could go on for an age but Uh, Nah Lol AJFJRJFJ but yes hehe. My fevered thoughts. Go follow @miyagi-hokarate if you dont already ❤️
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pilotduty · 7 months ago
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PILOT TALK TO ME ABOUT ZOMBIE SOULSUCKER PLS
HI LOVE OF MY LIFE i knew i could rely on u to be as Insane about this as me. putting it below the keep reading line because im about to unload the Directors Cut on you xo
SO a lot of people see soulsucker and starfucker to have a sort of angel/demon dynamic going on, and ive been eating that up because i looove the religious trauma angle this album is taking but then i was like What If st*r didn't align with typical religious imagery because... tbh that trope can get kind of bland.
him being brought back from the dead as a reference to clinging to the safety of the past and hesitance to accept/pursue change.. him being a character who is like the embodiment of everything awsten used to be and the parts of himself that havent changed even though the environment around him and the sound of his music have. st*r being dead makes him feel like he cant change no matter how badly he might want to. if he does something wrong, something that breaks the rules, he could literally physically fall apart. he doesnt know what's keeping him alive but he has to assume its some kind of godly power, because thats all he has as a frame of reference for life and death. but he's a creature that not even god can touch now. whether or not he realizes what that means for him, he knows that he can't go back to how he was, if he even knows what that would look like. he at the very least has the safety of already being dead- "if i'm already dead i can't be killed".
the important thing is that st*r is dead. or he should be. awsten can't figure out how to keep him dead, or re-kill him, or hide him away. no matter how badly he wants st*r gone, he doesn't seem to be going anywhere.
ok anyway heres design aspects that are Important To Me-
i gave him his scene-era haircut intentionally, i think it ads to his character representing his past self
upside down cross necklace because I Felt Like It
st*r's canon excessive layering is mostly to hide that he's dead and decaying
under his shirt his heart is exposed. im going to draw that next i think. theres a constant open wound over his heart- you can literally see directly into his heart :3
the places where his arms and fingers move a lot are the most prone to splitting- thats just a logistical design thing that i thought was cool it doesnt really Mean anything LOL
halo hair design. because of those rumors that he dyed his hair in a halo. unholy creature with holy traits etc etc
gave him that extremely hot and bad for me running/smudged eyeliner that has the little flecks of star glitter in them because It Looks Cool and theres Something there about having tiny stars under his eyes despite stars Not Being His Theme-Relevant Shape
the idea of him supergluing the edges of his gloves to his fingers to keep them from falling off while he performs popped into my head while i was drawing him and i thought you specifically would dig that concept. so.
soulsucker and st*r represent different ways awsten presents himself (i think- i kind of Dont Care about the lore that much ((i care So Much that was a lie)) and dont read other people's interpretations on it, but thats mine) so i think the idea of st*r trying desperately to hold himself together and fit the expectations/aesthetics of his job are kind of devastating from this angle, because he literally physically can't do it. whether its his own reluctance keeping him from doing it or some otherworldly/godly interference is up to interpretation methinks
more on its way i woke up like an hour ago and cant remember everything i wanted to say so sorry if none of this Matters or doesnt make any sense
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oneforthemunny · 26 days ago
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you wanted to chat- and maybe this is too invasive- but do you have any recs for like...ahem toys?
Mine is years old and won't hold a charge anymore so im buying a new one and my joints in my hand are hurting so much this winter I can't do it toy free and was wondering if there are any good toys or sites or anything. My friend sent me a link to one but its glass and again my joints are hurting so bad I dont think I can do it manually right now (maybe later though if this flare up goes down)
GLASS?
that sounds horrific i’m sorry. it would feel too medical for me and i would not like it.
honestly? the vibe that’s won my heart is actually from sephora lmao.
it’s from the brand smile makers. they’re a little more pricey (like $60) but when i tell you i’ve got my moneys worth- oh my god.
it’s soft and has different setting and speeds and also is chargeable.
the two i have are the billionaire which is for both in and out lol, and the french lover which resembles a tongue for clit play exclusively. feels like you’re being eaten out.
i blame those two on why i haven’t had sex in so long bc nothing is better. genuinely like i will cum every time in a matter of minutes.
huge fan of anything that’s clit focused tho more so than dildos. i like a dildo but it’s a lot more work to get the orgasm imo & i get annoyed. i just like to lay back and have an easy orgasm so i like those two.
but they’re super easy to use, & (if you live in a situation where you don’t want the people in your living space to know you’re ordering a vibe) it comes in a sephora package! so they’ll never know!
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okay i dont usually post my personal notes in full but i found my old notes from the first time i watched season 2 episode 2 (everybody loves a clown) (i take brief like three word notes as i watch an episode then fill in what i meant when its done so i wasnt like pausing the whole way through) and listen. they are so so embarrassing. the most embarrassing thing i will post on this blog. but im going through a depression right now worse than ive ever known so bad that im getting medicated and it means i go through long stretches often where im so numb and i dont care about anything which feels horrible and this amount of earnest and stupid joy is actually so incredible to me okay the notes are exactly as follows
I feel like the use of clowns is going to have something to do with how we learn to fear clowns cause we’re afraid of anything that looks too happy. Got Winchester trust issues written all over it hehe
(Re Dean protesting working on the car is the only thing he can do) Dean is not a man for destinations. Narry a fuck for destinations coming from this man and I. Find that extremely hot of him tbh
THE GUN SPIN WAS SO HOT HELP JOS PUNCH ALSO HOT CAN EVERYONE QUIT BEING HOT FOR A SECOND SOME MERCY PLEASE I know I’m supposed to laugh about the gun spin now but also I kind of feel like I’ll never be over it help?????
I DONT LIKE JO PT 2 OF ME HATING ALL OF DEANS LOVE INTERESTS NOT THAT IM POSSESSIVE BUT IF HES NOT CASTIELS HES MINE SORRY BUT THE SHADE AT ZEPPELIN 4 IS INEXCUSABLE I find these love interests genuinely distressing WHY CANT THEY GET IT RIGHT
((authors note i adore jo now i think i was just jealous LOL and also i watched the show cause i kept seeing cas online and loved him and thought destiel sounded so romantic so i hated every love interest HAHA))
EEEEEEE WE LOVE A COSTUME WE LOVE A COSTUME
I love this so much. This show has always been so kind to the quiet, antisocial kind of beauty, the kind that knows to protect itself from where people devour it out in the open and that has honestly always, always meant the world to me. The whole, Dean being silent and Sam constantly trying to ask "are you coping am I coping how do I cope" thing. It’s beautiful. The show understands what it’s like for some people to never feel at home, and never feel quite satisfied. Not everyone has that, you know. And where so often that gets called immaturity, a flaw you grow out of and correct, it’s one of the few things that will say to me, no, the way you learned how to survive, that’s beautiful. The storm in your heart, it isn’t your destruction, it is a strength as strong as anyone’s. The way that you are is beautiful without needing to be corrected. Idk I struggled to express this
(fucking insane that i actually wrote this with a straight face god bless this girl)
The intimacy of seeing them laugh at each other’s teasing seriously it’s like nothing else
Whyyy do Dean and Ash have like. Chemistry I hate it Better than Jo though actually I love it
SO ALICE AND I ALWAYS SAID THIS SHOW KNOWS HOW TO ABSOLUTELY SHRED YOUR HEART AND UHHHHH (re the last scene with him hitting the car LOL)
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privatelife · 3 months ago
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not to be too online this is gonna read so embarrassing but my sibling wasnt available so i cant talk to them abt it lol
but ive been in a terrible mood all day bc sometimes RARELY i try to interact with my moots on various websites just little comments here and there. i dont do it nearly enough im very isolated in life and online but if i feel the need, i like to just say a couple words, yknow, human interaction. like if we follow each other i figure it's cool to engage in small ways ? anyway a twitter mutual hornyposted abt d*vid h*ward thr*nton and i thought it was funny and agreeable so i replied "REAL" i didnt think anything of it. i wouldnt have even given it a second thought if she ignored it entirely i was literally just taking a break from work scrolling twitter whatever not serious. but she responded almost immediately "i dont share..." and that was it. so then ive felt all day like i did something stupid and wrong lmao I KNOW IT'S SO UNSERIOUS she couldve been joking for all i know. but we've interacted maybe once before so i cant even tell. i kinda dont think she was joking tho 😭
if i may psychoanalyze myself for a second i think this tiny interaction triggered my rejection sensitive dysphoria real bad cause it like reinforced my idea that there's just something inherently wrong and unlikable abt me and that i shouldnt even bother interacting with other ppl. im at a point where i dont really believe that so much anymore but i still would like to feel "accepted" by cool ppl with similar interests to mine someday lol. i have one (1) real friend now and that's positively effected my view of myself immensely BUT we don't share a lot of the same interests so it's like, i can talk all day long abt certain things that are important to me and they'll gladly listen, but they don't get it the way others might. and vice versa! i love them dearly and wouldnt trade them for the world but i do at the same time wish i had Other friends who are into idk. horror movies, b movies, the music i like etc. you know. i think that's a perfectly normal thing to long for 😭 it seems like every time i reach out for that it never ever works in my favor :( ive mostly accepted im a weirdo with weirdo interests nobody gets me im too cool whatever blah fart sound... but why cant we all be weirdos TOGETHER. wheres the CAMARADERIE
i suppose a therapist would say keep trying! you're doing great! but oof it just really left my brain in tatters for the day. over something so dumb !!!! stupid and dumb !!! anyway at the end of the day i still can, should, must, and will fuck the clown man.
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zy-murge · 2 years ago
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not really an ask and I never tell anyone this but the first madcom fanfic I have ever read was 2bhank ship and whenever I thought about 2bhank I always think back to this fanfic. too bad I cant remember the name of said fanfic (and I think its unfinished, it was one of the earliest 2bhank fanfics on ao3) but the story was focused on doc that had to work with hank and doc was extremely wary of hank in this fic (and a bit afraid) .Hank in this fic was very violence and indifferent towards everyone including doc at first. in this fanfic I love how it showed that hank had a way to show that he cared about doc in subtle way (theres a scene where someone insulted doc and hank stepping up prepared to beat the shit out of that person but doc stop him because he didn't wanna have trouble and hank let him). many 2bhank fanfics probably have this trope already these day and compare to MPN , doc's whole personality in this fanfic might sounds different from the game (fanfic was wrote in 2021 before MPN came out) but I still love this fanfic to this day (I dont really read madcom's ship fanfics since its not my main focus but this one is cute)
ok im done now lmao
i might actually know which youre talking about LOL i was there before they even had a ship tag. Dark days when i had to scrounge in the 5 fics in "2bdamned & Hank J Wimbleton" (YES IM OUTTING MYSELF BUT LETS BE GODDAMN REAL.)
is it Hell of A Weekend? while that one sounds similar it doesnt quite have the insult scene ur talking abt but instead sheriff teasing hank for having to have "his boyfriend" wrangle him ... that ones also a fav of mine, even if its not the one u mean i'd love to read the one youre talking about :))))
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