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A Discussion of Soulmagic
Verloren presented his research notes to his latest visitor as he described the process of pulling magic directly from a creature's soul instead of just the physical body, a concept that none had attempted before him. He had been explaining the exact same thing to several different people lately and more often than not he was met with disdain and skepticism. He was so tired of all these mages who seemingly couldn't embrace new ideas telling him that this was too complicated and irregular to be worth it. But he did not mind what they thought about his work and continued to discuss it with others when he had the chance, trying to find more folks who could have interesting ideas for his consideration. Verloren had heard about Hyden's impressive magic skills, and how he was particularly interested in darker magics. Would he be able to see the true potential of soulmagic?
Hyden belongs to @chocodile! Just borrowing him for a sec haha
Long stupid excessive ramblings below :'D
I was working on this for a long time. Kinda had it planned for a few years actually, before I even redesigned Verloren and got obsessed with him! They're both evil mages who caused chaotic historical events and then eventually faced The Consequences and lost their powers, so I felt like there was a lot of room for crossovers hehe. I started actually working on this in December and totally thought I'd finish in January but... oh well I guess that didn't happen xD
Unfortunately, all this time spent working on this pic has allowed me to come up with a fuckton of headcanon about it, and I could not rest without spilling all of it in an obnoxiously long wall of text.
So, if I were to steal Hyden and adapt him into my setting, I think he would be a Grand Augur of Necromagic from a kingdom neighbor to Houndsdagger. Augur is a word I stole because it looks cool, but in my setting it basically means a mage that works for the kingdom and does magic research. A Grand Augur is a higher rank than an augur, typically has earned the title through their experience, but also usually they're nobles or important people. They get a seat at the royal council of magic and stuff. So yeah I think that would fit him kinda. And necromagic because it allows for some of the most powerful crafts... and because it's typically the most potentially evil of the magics lol
This probably would take place when Verloren's work with soulmagic was starting to attract private clients looking for dark powerful magics, so Hyden might have heard the rumors about a mage in Houndsdagger who could make magic from souls (of animals but also of people obviously). At first, he might have thought it was nonsense like witchcraft (non-standard magic that a lot of people consider superstition) but maybe he might have grown a bit interested once he learned that this was apparently some extremely powerful form of magic. So on the next opportunity he had to visit Houndsdagger, Hyden decided to check it out and meet this Augur Verloren.
I think this interaction could go well, but it could also go really bad.
Verloren is known for being difficult to work with and straight up hostile at times. He's very quick to judge and will not work with you if he decides that he dislikes you for any reason, so the way that Hyden approaches him would matter a lot. Some things about Verloren that I think would influence Hyden's opinions of him:
- Verloren is just an augur, and augurs typically serve under Grand Augurs, so Hyden is technically above him, although he doesn't exactly have any authority over him since he's from a different kingdom. - Verloren is also not noble or anything like that, AND he's from Vykrest. The Vykrest are a bit more animal-like in some of their ways (like growling, biting, running on all fours at times), which makes people from outside think they're somewhat uncivilized or primitive. Doesn't help their image that they're typically wary of outsiders, with some of their cities restricted to their kind alone. - Verloren also usually appears kinda arrogant, like in a "I don't have time for you" sorta way, which pisses off a lot of people who think that he should bow down to them.
But I think if Hyden is interested in what he has to offer, he would be wise enough to treat him well no matter what he actually thinks of him. And unless the other person is being actually rude to him, Verloren enjoys talking about his work and showing what he's capable of even if he doesn't like them. (It's the part of working with/for someone he hates that he won't do.)
Verloren's work is very complex and his notes and diagrams might seem to make no sense, so Hyden might be skeptical at first, but he'd probably change his mind after some demonstrations of soulmagic's power. I think he would be especially interested when Verloren gets to the part about the Triangle Workyn of Ravenbone, a craft that could permanently increase one's magic ability.
So at this point, if the conversation was going well, they might try to make a deal. Verloren offered his soulmagic services for a cost, but he was very picky about what that cost would be. He was not interested in wealth and instead he would ask his potential client what they could offer that would be really worth his time. Hyden probably would have some interesting magic knowledge to share... or maybe he would offer Ambroys' blood. I have some thoughts about what this would mean in my setting but I guess I can spare you of those ramblings and leave for some other time since it's not directly related to this pic anyway.
Aside from that payment, there would be the materials required for the craft, and for the Triangle Workyn of Ravenbone that included three victims, with their souls bound to their skulls (the process that allows you to use a soul in magic), who should be made to kill each other in order. Verloren would provide the soul-bind spells but Hyden would have to find victims and handle the killings on his own (which I think he'd be pretty capable of doing.) So once Hyden had all the required materials, they'd meet again to do the Triangle Workyn of Ravenbone on him. If everything went right, congratulations! Hyden can now output a lot more magic at once, making all of his spells stronger. Also, his bones are black now (that's what the Ravenbone in the name is about), and possibly a bit stronger too.
Overall, I think they would get along ok, but not exactly amazingly. More of a "I guess I can deal with this guy" sort of thing despite obviously having some shared interests. They'd probably have pretty good conversations about magic, but that alone.
But what if their conversation actually didn't go so nice? If Verloren refused to work with Hyden, how would he react? How would he feel about this random lowly wild-dog of a person having some unbelievably powerful magic rivaling his own and not being able to get it for himself? During Verloren's time as an augur, he gathered several enemies who'd plot his demise and attempt to have him killed and steal his work, and I think maybe Hyden might have been one of those. Eventually, some of his most influential enemies end up convincing the king of Houndsdagger to have Verloren exiled, and maybe Hyden could have been involved. It turned out to be a terrible idea however.
Ahhhh there would be more, but I think it might already be enough and maybe I should shut up...
Sorry I guess I fanfic'd too hard about our evil mages coexisting :'D
#oc.Verloren#stt.Houndsdagger#why can't i ever write a normal amount#furry#furryart#sfw furry#furry sfw#the background was the hardest part that kept me not-working on this pic#I'd open the file and see the bg and be like NOPE i'll finish this some other time#And then there was me nitpicking about Verloren's face (as usual) and fixing it over and over even when the pic was nearly done#And this file is so heavy and it has 95 layers so it would lag sometimes#Anyway yeah that's why it took so long :'D
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Guess who finally kicked his depression's ass and started on the multigender data!
#this is. laughably late depression has been really bad for months so :3#anyway no promises it will actually be done soon but getting started is the hardest part sometimes#so i'm hopeful
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Actually, as long as I’m yammering about The Lamb Lies Down on Broadway, here is a by-no-means-comprehensive list of lyrical moments from that album that hit me like a truck whenever I listen to them:
“And I feel so secure that I know this can’t be real, but I feel good.”
“If I keep my self-control, I’ll be safe in my soul, and the childhood belief brings a moment’s relief. But my cynic soon returns, and the lifeboat burns. My spirit just never learns.”
“And I shout out ‘John, please help me!’ But he does not even want to try to speak. I’m helpless in my violent rage, and a silent tear of blood dribbles down his cheek. And I watch him turn again and leave the cage- my little runaway.”
“You’re sitting in your comfort. You don’t believe I’m real. You cannot buy protection from the way that I feel.”
“Who needs illusion of love and affection when you’re out walking on the streets with your mainline connection?”
“The crawlers cover the floor in the red ochre corridor. For my second sight of people, they’ve more lifeblood than before. They’re moving in time to a heavy wooden door, where the needle’s eye is winking, closing on the poor.”
“And the tickler takes his stickleback.” (no joke, this wordplay is so good it makes me want to scream)
“All the pumping’s nearly over for my sweet heart. This is the one for me- time to meet the Chef.”
“How wonderful to be so profound, when everything you are is dying underground.”
“With the first drop of my blood in their veins, their faces are convulsed in mortal pain. The fairest cries: ‘We all have loved you, Rael.’”
“Each empty snakelike body floats, silent sorrow in empty boats. A sickly sourness fills the room, the bitter harvest of a dying bloom.”
“He says to me ‘Now can’t you see? Where the Raven flies, there’s jeopardy!’”
“The gate is fading now, but open wide. But John is drowning! I must decide between the freedom I had in the rat race, or to stay forever in this forsaken place… HEY JOHN!!”
“And when the waters slow down, the dark and the deep have no one, no one, no one, no one, no one left to keep. Hang on, John, we’re out of this at last…”
“It is real. It is Rael. ‘Cause it’s only knock-and-knowall, but I like it…”
#The Lamb Lies Down on Broadway#tbh the Carpet Crawlers one is literally just because the melody is so gorgeous#funny how the part that hits me the hardest every time without fail (the ‘HEY JOHN!!’ part in Light Dies Down)#is from the only song where Peter Gabriel had nothing to do with the lyrics#anyway I have multiple Lamb-related posts to make because I sure as hell ain’t done yammering#EDIT: also have to point out that the Slipperman one is solely because the tradeoff from Peter’s voice to Phil’s is so SEAMLESS
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guess who started writing pt. 4 of complicated!!!
#it's been 84 (3) years...#spideyflash identity reveal here we come#my goal is to have this done before the end of june#bc i posted my first peterflash fic (aka pt. 3 of complicated) in june 2021#and so it feels appropriate to post the final part in june as well#also pride bc peterflash are gay af#anyways#i have just barely started lmao but starting is the hardest part#my writing has changed a lot in three years but also?? sometimes feels like not at all#i'll probably post excerpts once i have more written#this fic actually alternates between peter's and flash's povs for... reasons...#my post
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the day i assign each strawhat a pokemon team (ft honorable mentions bc theres just So many different pokemon that fit them for many reasons. and like i'd see why others would assign them diff pokemon. but this is just in My Eyes) it'd be over for everyone
plus whenever i get a new interest, i immediately think about what pokemon my favs would have 😭
im noT finished with my list yet but the most common headcanon i've seen is luffy and aipom and monferno !! (both are monkey pokemon :3 and monferno is fire/fighting type...) so ofc he'd have them. BUT !! THERE ARE ALSO BUG POKEMON DO NOT FORGET !! HE'D ABSOLUTELY FREAK (POSITIVELY) SEEING THEM ESPECIALLY HERACROSS
also this is Just Me but i think it'd be really cute for nami to have swablu and wingull... like i cant really put it into words bc i dont have the words (though swablu should be self explanatory) (btw you will see a lot of me assign the strawhats pokemon purely based on vibes... but can u blame me theres over 1000 pokemon) AND SHE'D SOOOO HAVE A MEOWTH CMON !! cat burglar nami... meowth that likes to collect shiny coins and if it likes its trainer enough/in a good mood it'd show them its hosrd of treasure...
brook would absolutely have kricketune and you cant change my mind... (yohohoing and delelelewooping in the distance) also during that void of 50 years, he meets dhelmise (ghost/grass type)
obviously, zoro would have sword related pokemon like honedge(and its evolutions) and gallade and ceruledge and— YKNOW!! but (not so) fun fact about honedge. it is steel/ghost type and according to its pokedex, the pokemon is born when a spirit inhabits a sword... kuina and wado ichimonji... see where im going with this?
ANYWAY more thoughts eventually (it has been collecting dust in my notes app for months) but i love pokemon and combining them with my interests...
by the way sanji would have talonflame and i will elaborate later (i hope)
#tin talks#one piece#pokemon#pokemon au#i have an art piece to finish#i got the hardest part done (coloring)#now for the more challenging parts (RENDERING)#i'll... survive... i think#i miss pokemon so much#ive yet to complete both sv dlc but... 😭#one piece.......#plus im super biased towards the alola games#i miss alola#sanji would also have tsareena#usopp and nuzleaf bc nose#also usopp and carnivine bc of#green star devil ...#and would also have octillery-#also i think it'dbe cooler for robin to have runerigus than cofagrigus#maybe bc she is Purple but anyway#... more thoughts later
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She’s kind of serving cunt :)
#I’m actually so stupidly proud of this that it’s insane#like I have never done art before in my life why is she coming out fucking perfect#or at least perfect to what I know is realistic bc no way I could truly achieve perfection with no training or practice#I don’t even know how the app works I just press stuff until it works#but anyways this is the result of day 2 :)#yes I’m avoiding the parts I think will be hardest why do you ask#but her blush and contour…. I’m so proud rn#anetra#rpdr 15#drag race#drag race 15#rpdr#rupauls drag race#Anetra fanart#drag race fanart#my art
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i have. officially started the process to turn my side project, macha's justice, into a Proper Nonprofit so that i can finally offer proper state-recognized certification in domestic violence counseling specifically for pagans and polytheists.
aaaaaaaaaaaah
#it only took me like a YEAR to get it going but you know what#we're here now#hardest part done and that's the initial filing#(it wasn't even that hard to do SHHHHH it's the executive dysfunction and burnout)#anyway once i've finished my contract in a few years with my current job i'm hoping i can find a way#to fund MJ and turn it into a sustainable position so that i can focus on it full-time#slow baby steps but we're moving and it's in the right direction#hound barks
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might have some free time soon so i have to brain storm: how the fuck do u write grellerin
#my rant in tags#the hardest part is coming up with a good premise#cuz like if i dont like my own idea i cant really sell it#ok picture this and stop me if this has been done to death:#(takes place before madam red dies for context)#(so before/during the jack the ripper stuff)#mey rin is up one night and sees something she's not supposed to aka reaper!grelle just existing#and she has. no idea it's grelle she doesnt recognize her#so the next morning she goes up to her and is like#''it was the MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT and i saw the most BEAUTIFUL WOMAN ever but alas.... i may never see her again#'' sorry i forgot 2 finish the quote#and grelle is like ''OH HAHA NOO SHE WILL DEFINITELY SHOW UP AGAIN U SHOULD TALK TO HER BTW!!😅😅''#and she inadvertently becomes her own wingman.#drama and conflict ensues from all the confusion and misunderstandings and keeping secrets and whatnot#and grelle gets stuck in a mey rin love triangle with herself. lmfao#holy shit#what's wrong with me#anyways thoughts#grellerin
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I find it very funny that my system for powers doesn't just go to the obvious ones. Like, technically speaking, even the ones that appear super normal do have them; whether they know it or not, they could get as cracked as the big boys if they wanted.
It's really just a matter of ever nurturing the power, knowingly or not.
Aka yes I have, in fact, humored the idea of how each and every one of my muses would get power boosts/powersets entirely.
Because I'm batshit.
#my kingdom ;; ooc#be a trigger ;; whisper#whisper icon/tag semi-related because y'know#she's one such example...#aka good morning i love theorycrafting i love putting in too much work JLKBASDKLHVASHDJSAJHK#the hardest part of whisper's is that i don't want to rip off spiders' whisper...#despite that being the most obvious and doable upgrade to the powerset#man i miss spiders... i know i can talk to her whenever i want but i miss spiders' writing.........#anyways flora's powers might be wisp-related i'd just have to figure out how to naturally develop that in a way that isn't#using them naturally because that's just what she'd done... much to do
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#personal#so like ive been thinking about why i have this strange uncaring feeling about family during this vacation#i hate spending time with them i find them annoying and just not enjoyable to be around extended family is like having a customer talk to m#and bc of that i am the most insufferable person to be around. i dont have it in me to care about looking happy or being my best#i just exist i am here i am here with you and thats all it is to me. if i had a choice i would not be here.#they get mad with the way i am they dont like my indifference about everything we do but i am just LIKE that im honest about my feelings#it shows on my face and my voice. but i would never say anything bad outloud. so why does my body language matter anyways#i still think they should be happy im physically with them even if my heart is not so it should be enough...#i dont know when i stopped being happy around them#i think ive been this way for so long that i just have no room to really grow too much#and my friends and partners have a side of me that will never be shown to my family.#i feel two faced. but its not a bad thing#i wouldnt abandon them i respect what theyve done for me#but that doesnt erase the past.#... i understand it more. we have to live with our demons and the ghosts thay haunt us#but learning to not hold on to the hate and dread. not letting it kill you#thats. the hardest. part. because it comes back and it goes and its back and its gone#mmm#sometimes i do wish i could forget.#i would maybe be nicer.
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Working with Leviathan be like
Leviathan: *completely both rewrites a severe trauma trigger back into something neutral and freeing, and further reconnects me to the Sky and myself off plane and pre-incarnation in the space of 24 hours* yeah nice, anyway we should play video games now I'm tired
#~abyssal murmurs#Emphasis on he works over the span of months but he really is a uh... A pool of water that doesn't drip into your mind until you open the#door. And you think you will be drowned when you do but he is so soothing. And he walks with you#And sometimes what he walks you through is really painful and it's like what the actual fuck am I doing but he stays there like#duh it's what I said would happen it's fine trust me#And you do and then it's like. Holy shit. Look what I walked through. Hope you're proud of me#leviathan //#ramblings //#Anyway. Friendship ended with Despise A Certain Game now Ending Of The Game Where She's Soothed And The Rain Fades is my friend#And. I didn't realise how much I'd become afraid to talk about me. I talk about Leviathan all the time as the sky but I don't.... Like#talking about myself as a part of the day sky and what that means. I have. Thanks to him. Had gateways opened to astral memories#that I was too scared to touch and.... I'm.... I think I'm ready to start recorroborating my info between brains in astral and physical#bodies..... I think..... I'm ready I'm... I am So fucking End Of Game Where Rain Fades right now and that makes me want to fucking bawl my#eyes out because a) I wasn't allowed in the cult I was in to go near that part of the game bc they told me the character there was alive and#she hated my guts and thought I was disgusting. And b) god the storyline involving her is just so so so so so relevant to my life post-cult#:( you know. Just :(#Diary //#The child returns to her mother the cycle is done the rain clears the ocean is infinite the workings of the cult I mean church are undone#And that doesn't scare me anymore? The cult was so.... Had me thinking that any time that game was brought up they were in control of it#and they would see me and it was their game and they made it alone and I could never just enjoy it as a video game.... It#Still hurts a little but leviathan walked me through allowing it to be neutral and admitting that I see myself in it. Because I tried my#hardest to not admit that thinking that if I did they'd be in my head but mo#No* it's... Its a communal thing. It's allowed to be relatable to a wide audience for neutral reasons. I don't have to break down when I see#it. And I'm allowed to talk about the Sky and I'm allowed to talk about where and when I met Leviathan and I'm allowed to not hide what I do#with him because others may take it as gross exaggerations for bragging rights - I'm allowed to be neutral. Just because at one point in my#life I thought astral projection was only for a select few does not mean now that I do it I have to hide it in case someone like me#takes their insecurity so far that they see my neutral declarations as an attack on them............. Anyway#The Day Sky. My beloved. You mean so much to me. I won't forget my purpose in this incarnation I will not hide it#Thanks Lev#I love that arguably calling him Lev is more controversial than calling him Tengri but it's Not just a nickname lmfao
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Chapters: 3/7 Fandom: Miraculous Ladybug Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Adrien Agreste | Chat Noir & Marinette Dupain-Cheng | Ladybug, Adrien Agreste | Chat Noir & Nino Lahiffe, Adrien Agreste | Chat Noir & Alya Césaire Characters: Adrien Agreste | Chat Noir, Marinette Dupain-Cheng | Ladybug, Nino Lahiffe, Alya Césaire Additional Tags: ML Secret Santa, Minor Alya Césaire/Nino Lahiffe, Miraculous Ladybug Season/Series 04, Post-Episode: s04 Larme Ultime | Rocketear, Friendship, Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, Sleepovers, Homelessness, Chat Noir is NOT actually homeless, Misunderstandings Summary:
When Marinette believes someone she cares about is in need, she asks for help from three of the people she trusts most: Alya Césaire, Nino Lahiffe, and Adrien Agreste. The person in need? Chat Noir. The need? Apparently, he’s secretly homeless.
#miraculous ladybug#ml fanfic#my writing#chat noir#marinette dupain cheng#this chapter took FOREVER to finish#and there are still a few bits that i'm not 100% happy with#but i got the hardest part done#(i.e. figured out how to combine a bunch of random interactions into a coherent scene)#so i'm calling it good enough#and trying not to overthink any more than i already have#anyway enjoy?
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trying to write a short film and maybe i’m 5 seconds away from stabbing my brain
#i’ve literally done nothing for a month but attempting to write#and tomorrow i have another screenwriting workshop#where i have to give a presentation about my wip#TOMORROW#and i’m considering changing major stuff from the plot#because there’s not enough conflict apparently#i really thought signing up for this would be a good call even tho i haven’t had and original idea since 2021#in my defense i needed something to force to stop daydreaming and actually put words into paper#like i for once actually named the characters which has always been the hardest part#also i’m nervous af because me being me i had to make it gay#and what if everyone there is homophobic#it was too late to start something new from the scratch when i started over thinking it#if someone says anything about my girls(it’s about angsty girlfriends and trauma!!) i’ll cry they’re very dear to me#anyways :)#al rants
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a little advice before the year ends/begins
don't worry about what you did in the past (or more precisely what you didn't do). don't think about how trying harder would've changed the outcome.
sincerely, someone that tried really fucking hard and still ended up in the same place
#like reflecting and yeah#i remember feeling so defeated about the internship that i got accepted into and didn't get to do#but now im thinking about the volunteer programs i applied to that were part of the field i wanted to pursue and basically ghosted me ...#(technically theres still one other place i can contact and ill try in 2025)#i also didn't apply for a masters bc i was too traumatized from my undergrad and i wanted to have a moment in my life that wasn't defined by#academia#also got scared to follow the field bc again i think its rlly complicated to get a job there#but honestly thats every field :/#so like... decided not to study and got unemployed anyway#idk sometimes i feel like i try my hardest and still don't get the things i tried to get#so don't feel bad if you look back and you think you could've done better#it wouldn't have changed things#on a brighter note who knows what 2025 will being#will i apply for the store where i saw a cute worker and get into a messy work relationship (ooc)#will i apply for the masters#will i finally accept that i just want to be a baker and manage to get a job doing that#last one is defined by me seeing two ads one for office job other for baker snd getting much more joy when applying for the baker job#don't get me wrong i know its a job that takes a lot from you but yeah i genuinely don't know what i want to do at this point#bc last year i felt so motivated by the idea of the specific field i wanted to follow and then i got a bunch of nos and then i was a#afraid and gave up soooo#now onto my resolution of over sharing less on tumblr™
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the newt joined a game jam. she's gonna be making a simple side scroller beat em up game where the goal is to reach Santa Claus before Christmas but also he's been kidnapped by evil snowmen. she doesn't think she'll be able to finish it but she wants to try
#sometimes i like to refer to myself in third person and idk why so i just let it ride#anyway rn I'm just settling on an artstyle#something simple and forgiving so i can have 4 frame animations and its fine#the hardest part will be coding enemies since I've never done that before#I've done so much movement that that part'll be a breeze lol#the theme is “momentum” and the necessary object is “candy cane” so I'm thinking magic candy cane used to hit enemies and dash forward#It would be a really short game cuz i want it to be on a timer#yknow like you have a minute or so to save Santa or Christmas is ruined!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#if i have time (probably not) i could make like a coin system that gives you the secret good ending#idk what that would be
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When life gets you down, thrust your sona into your favorite game as a shop keeper.
#the hardest part of this thing was finding the stupid font#it took… so long#anyway I’m proud of this considering this is solely done on ibis on my phone#I have so so many ideas about where this would be and what I would sell#so so many ideas#undertale#undertale fanart#my art#sona#someone ask me about this because I will TALK
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