#the hand behind this pen
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i wish there was a way to write fic laying down. with your eyes closed. dead asleep.
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Ponyboy and Johnny but they’re sitting in their math class. They’re in the back and Johnny is leaning against Pony’s shoulder and drifting in and out of sleep while their teacher goes on and on. Pony is shifting between filling out some problems and doodling on Johnny’s hand. Anyone who glances over at them would roll their eyes about how off in their own world they seem but neither of them care. Pony will just figure out the work later and Johnny gave up on trying to understand algebra a long time ago.
#when class is over pony will shove the paper in his bag and Johnny will groan as he has to get up#but he looks down at the little swirls and shapes on his hand and grin#and Johnny’s entire day gets better with the knowledge that he can look down and see pony’s drawings and understand the meaning behind them#and pony’s day gets better with the knowledge that Johnny took his pen and drew a smiley face on the inside of his wrist every day#it’s their little tradition#they’re just cute and adorable because I said so#is this realistic? probably not#do I care? not at all#the outsiders musical#the outsiders broadway#the outsiders#ponyboy curtis#johnny cade#pbj
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do you think when he stands on the grass it feels soft like feathers or would that be too fucked up (click on the image to see him in High Quality Goodness.)
#art#traditional art#slay the princess#stp#stp the long quiet#stp long quiet#the long quiet#too many tags for this boy...#pen#pencil#something something whole world trailing behind him. I Liked That Line and so does everybody else but dont tell me it isnt raw asf.#also this version is very compressed compared to the original scans i got of it. too bad tumblr doesnt let you upload 100 mb pngs.#i will still save it on my computer for archival purposes. wish i could upload it somewhere but tbqh not too knowledgable about image hosts#and not making my own shit to host this inky dumb bitch#also my hands hurted after making this real bad hashtag chicken scratch life#remind me to never make 5 million hatches using my wrists again owie#also ink all over my hands. and soul. but it was worth it. if you touch him your hands will be STAINED like any good traditional art ivemad#also yeah i know his mouth doesnt look like that. creative liberties. and too many wings but i dont caaaaare he will look cool TO ME
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rough sketch that wont leave me alone
this is @toppingjeffsatur fault
#i have literally not drawn anything in like 3 years and have forgotten how to hold a pen and also everything else related to drawing#his hands are tied behind his back for sexy reasons but also i could not be fucked figuring out how to position his hands#jeff satur#mine#fanart
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he smile :)
#i got possessed i was just going through adrasta's gameplay pics and suddenly photoshop was open idk what happened#me: he looks so good in blue :) / my stupid fucking emo rotted brain: 🫵 FALL OUT BOY REFERENCE#ill be your best kept secret and your biggest mistake hand behind this pen relives a failure everyday 🙄 or whatever#bg3#astarion#.myedits
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I’m WHEEZING @twicecut
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I'm gonna make v; Something That Cannot Die my main verse, which i guess technically makes Hannah my main muse here? For anyone who has newly followed me and hasnt gotten a chance to check out my carrd yet:
v; Something That Cannot Die -Canon divergence. Beth still dies in the fall, and Hannah still breaks her leg and her glasses, but Jack (who didn't kill the Makkapitew) heads down into the mines hoping for some miracle, even though miracles don't tend to happen on this mountain. However, he does manage to find Hannah and helps her through the mines back to the sanatorium. He sets her leg and nurses her to back to health. He tells Hannah the truth about the mountain, and the curse, leaving her with a choice once she's physically gotten better, she can go back to her old life or she can stay as his protégé and protect the mountain. She chooses the latter.
Could be cool, could allow the group to still grieve the loss of Hannah. A good part of the reason why she would choose to essentially fake her death and stay with Jack would be because of the prank and how pathetic and sad it made her feel, not to mention the guilt and grief of being the cause of her baby sister's death. Still allows for Josh's prank on the 1 year thanaversary of the twins, at which point perhaps someone could come across an alive Hannah while her and Jack are trying to hunt and corner the Makkapitew into a cage?
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writing rpf will have you scouring equipboard and youtube for useless information no one gives a shit about
#beating past me over the head with a hammer. why did you have to make patrick an audio tech/sound engineer in this au!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#kayce you dont know SHIT about music technology#you dont know shit about basic electricity........#anyway. im suffering for my art or whatever#(art.......girl this fic is going to be so so so bad please shut up)#the hand behind this pen#rpf shit
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ooc. when i was in undergrad i took a tolkien seminar and we had a totally open ended final project where i wrote six stories of the various women of middle earth and any way would you guys like to see them maybe i'm pretty proud of them.
#elderly woman behind the counter in a small town | { 𝔬𝔬𝔠 }#i also titled them in tengwar and wrote them all out in one of those fancy journals you can get at book stores by hand with an ink pen.#it was honestly the best class. two guys invented fuckin languages. one guy had songs.#and i got 4.0 on what amounted to fanfiction so seriously it was a great capstone lol.#but any way i'm going to post the one for eowyn at least but if anyone wants to see the other five i can totally post them too.#( they were for nienna ungoliant luthien nienor and galadrial )
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I'm a simple guy
fictional man stuck in my brain? I must assign him a fall out boy song
#this is about trent crimm#trent crimm#my beloved#fall out boy#currently he's nobody puts baby in the corner#if anyone is interested#purely for the line “the hand behind this pen relives a failure everyday”#taking opinions in the comments
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#KEEP QUIET#NOTHING COMES AS EASILY AS YOU- CAN I LAY IN YOUR BED ALL DAY??#ILL BE YOUR BEST KEPT SECRET AND YOUR BIGGEST MISTAKE#**HAND BEHIND THIS PEN RELIVES A FAILURE EVERYDAY**#souyo coded#Spotify
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ughhh kinda wish i had an ipad instead of a samsung tablet bc i really wanna try out procreate but i also dont really use my tablet to draw a lot... idk samsungs have a lot of lag with the spen it seems so idk how diff it is on ipad.
#plane text#idk ive tried screen tablets before and i could never get used to the pen lagging behind my hand compared to how it feels on#a nonscreen tablet
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sometimes i wake up in a cold sweat remembering that Chris's comic counterpart is apparently "just like... millions of dead flies."
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watching the first episode of High Potential, I'm loving this show.
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me at 15 reading about ocd on the internet: oh that sounds like a nightmare I don't think I could live like that, so glad I definitely don't have it
me getting diagnosed 7 years later:

#in my defence it feels nothing like the stereotypes portrayed on tv#like I had a school friend who was obsessed with the show monk#I've never actually seen it so idk if it does a good job portraying it or not but I know monk is the very stereotypical ocd character#and that friend would go on and on about the show and how relatable it felt to her#not sure if she also had undiagnosed ocd but she only used a certain type of pen#and would refuse to use any other to write#she even got me into it I bought them and we would share#they were nice pens#and she also had this little ritual where if you touched her neck you had to close your fingers#in a way that mimics that stereotype for Italian hand gestures#and then you had to huff on them#she literally would not let you do anything else after you touched her neck unless you finished that little ritual#and I never thought I had anything like that so that meant I didn't have ocd right?#but yeah now that I'm saying it it seems stupid#like just because I'm not a “neat person” and don't obsess over cleaning doesn't mean anything#I say I don't obsess over cleaning and then I proceed to disinfect everything I bring from outside into the house with rubbing alcohol#but that only happened after the pandemic so I'm often thinking if it really counts#do I really have ocd or am I just traumatised from the pandemic?#like if I know the when and how I started a specific behaviour then is it really part of a mental disorder?#I know the logic behind it so it's not really a problem#right?#can I tag this as ocd? am I allowed?#fuck it!#ocd#I'm sure people who know more about this than me can explain if it counts or not#maybe it doesn't#maybe it's just germophobia?#but then what would all the other stuff be?#checking to see if your relatives are still breathing in their sleep in the middle of the night isn't germophobia#but I know the cause of this too it's from losing my uncle does that mean it also doesn't count? is it considered traumatic? idk
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225 hours in hades and i only recently realized that hypnos has a wing in his hair
#i always thought it was like a feather pen he had tucked behind his ear but then i realized he's literally holding one in his hand 💀#my posts
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