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an extremely normal heart to heart between two very mentally stable fellas.
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#in stars and time#isat#poorly drawn isat#isat siffrin#isat king#isat spoilers#isat act 5 spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#thought of this comic a bit ago and then proceeded to put it off for like 3 days straight bc i didnt. want to draw the king.#me reminding myself this is a poorly drawn blog while i try to draw that old man legibly.#originally sif was gonna be smiling in the last panel but i decided them retaining the same exact expression was way funnier.#i think abt the counter thing all the time btw. hysterical. knocked me completely on my ass when it happened.
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Mental Health Tip! Don't skip meals lest you be fighting demons
#Big Hero 6#BH6#Hiro Hamada#au stuff#uhhhh#cw existential dread#I guess? Not really the exact emotion expressed in this specific instance but it is the overall issue#something something Hiro survivors guilt he keeps avoiding because that's a whole nastier can of worms than standard grief#āI'm moving on from Tadashi's death so I'm almost good!ā he says meanwhile the EVERYTHING ELSE is still waiting to be unpacked#Cus like fun fact about grief caused by loss bet money that grief is not going to be the only thing you gotta work on healing#humans brains are really funky about death especially when it happens spontaneously when you least expect it#Anyway reminder that self care and mental health is not linear there are days you think you're good and then you Find Out#but that's okay#so yeah this was supposed to be a quick warm up doodle for another drawing but I ended up messing around with it and now its a thing#I did find a new way of sketching I think I like so we'll see how it goes#been busting out the solid 3px pen I used to used back in 2018 when I started drawing art for the series that's been fun#god bless tags man great for yappers
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Padawan Toshirou!Obi and Qui-Gon? I begggg
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#actual first time drawing this old man#if u saw accidentally post the exact same but completely different thing about an hour ago. no. didnt happen. lmao.#i just thought it was kinda joyless#obi wan kenobi#qui gon jinn#star wars#star wars prequels#deckdraws
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- Thalassophobia -
#digital art#illustration#artists on tumblr#digital drawing#art#my art#original art#I wanted to see if i could capture the feeling of this creepy recurring dream i have#I think one of the spookiest things about this dream is that both my twin sister and my mum have exactly the same one#something we didn't realise until we happened to be discussing weird dreams one day and the giant fish were mentioned#and as we kept talking each of us took turns describing a part of the dream in perfect detail that lined up exactly with everyone else's#this dream takes place in a real location we all know but it doesn't look the way it does IRL#and all of our dreams share the same exact altered version of this place#we all see the giant fish and we all get the same feeling of bottomless dread when we look at them or approach them#I get chills any time i talk about this dream it creeps me out so bad#and i've been wanting to try to capture the feeling of it for a looong time#so here's an attempt
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Just a bit of lore relevant vent art (with terrible proportions bc apparently I mess that up horribly when I'm tired ugh. Watch me regret posting this tomorrow. The head size is already driving me mad bc it's too big, and I can feel myself wanting to abort this mission already) of Mourynn just, lying down on top of one of those large elevated Pale Tree roots far above the Grove (and far away from everyone else), and during the time between the early years and before the Personal story. Caithe is gone (Destiny's Edge), Wynne is gone (bc well, y'know...), even Faolain is gone (bc of Caithe in DE), and she's just feeling miserable, lost, and alone. (Her hair is in between her sapling hair and the Zhaitan hair, so it's grown out a bit bc she's depressed, and she's meant to be in the new outfit she designed, but I'm in the process of redesigning it a bit, so I've made a few tentative changes for now. Her collar is now just an extension of her clavicle leaves which can be put up like a collar, or can be draped down over her shoulders or back)
#gw2#sylvari#artgallery#mourynn#mourynn art#I've just been so tired lately bc of work#also just going a bit stir crazy with the silence (lonely; but alas I unfortunately suck at starting convos bc I have nothing interesting t#talk about and work has been draining my social energy; making it even harder :( (I'd rather burn the social energy with friends yknow?)#it's getting a wee bit better; but I haven't had much time or energy to even game while we're in the midst of our busiest season :(#I miss hanging out and chatting with my buds; but the universe insists on keeping us apart :(#just miss having something to look forward to throughout my day. Been trying to fill it with other things; but the depresso is overriding i#Mostly just been me with my thoughts and that is just bad bc I got so many horrors in there lmao.#I wanna at the very least; draw more or game more to distract from it; but work is sapping all my time and energy from it.#but also it's very quiet on my end and it's kicking my overthinking into overdrive so I#Ive just been fighting with my mind lately lmao#hopefully this will all pass soon so I won't obsessively keep thinking about it loll#lol I'd post this in the servers but it's vent art so it feels a bit weird to do; so it's going straight to home video w/o a theater releas#hopefully once work calms down it'll help#(I have so many long shifts makes me so frustrated bc I hate them and I run out of steam half way through)#other than all that I'm doing fine lol. My brain's always been like this; But I usually only get like this during the winter season#(bc of the holidays making everything quiet and also the SAD) so it feels weird having this exact same feeling happen to me in July lol
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listening to wbn ep 13 and the mental image of the things happening at the same time omfg like, I can see eursulon being imprisoned in the trap and hurting, then ame in a little rowboat dropping a leaf in the sea, hair flowing eyes shining with fury, then naram rising from the water like a kaiju god, THEN SUVI WATCHING THIS FROM EURSULON'S WINDOW HDUDHDDYI FUCJIN CINEMATIC POETRY HAPPENING RN
#I wish I could draw so I could just show what is happening in my mind rn#me hoping someone already drew the exact thing that is going on in my mind rn š#wbn#worlds beyond number#wbn 13#eursulon#eursolon the wild one#ame#ame the witch#suvi#suvi the wizard#wbn animated series WHEN
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I miss him
#izzachan13#izzaa13#maison talo#house hunted game#fanart#my art#digital art#drawing#doodle#i don't even know what i'm fixating on anymore#all my interests change everyday for the exact same things i know#i keep going back to stuff hh#idk why my maison phase suddendly came back cuz there was nothing new it just#happened
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progressing through the myth of sisyphus again
#lobotomy corporation#lobcorp#netzach#netzach lobcorp#obligatory drawings. ive had the book since my freshman year in highschool but never ended up finishing it due to how its worded and the#structure of it.. i need to be in a very specific state to be able to focus. mostly for reading in general but even more so for this#i have done parts though. never in its entirety which is a shame its a very intriguing read. hopefully i can finish it and then reread to#fully process. it is just 138 pages after all. its just so Dense... enough of book shit though. LOBCORP!!!#living hurts but the body yearns for preservation and people want to Live. to live is such a crucial want even if the self doesn't recognize#it on its own. everything in the flesh is designed to try and keep you alive. pains to eat the signals to drink the fear of hurt and pain#the automatic jerk when pain is experinced. the signals to show pain. yet living hurts. to survive hurts. so to sleep#to numb the pain to go through escapism to shut your eyes. general ideas. to see such a thing addressed and spoken about and acknowledgement#of pain and how it gets to that point was very stunning to me. it felt so real. seriously its hard to Not consider such a thing and its#rather scary? moreso when one doesnt have the words to explain or able to see such a thing experinced. it felt amazing? to see such a thing#Wanting to Die yet not to Die and to live but living hurt so much and so to get by and for the pain to Stop one does anything to soothe it#suffering is tiring. suffering hurts. its empty yet its excruciating. the want for it to stop and to not be there and experince it anymore#be it through various means or to the extreme to force it so that Nothing Else could ever happen to you. even pain. ahh nuts not quite just#lobcorp its just ramblings in general somewhat related since i didnt reread the exact dialog lately.#anyway skethcy drawings yay... i am fine currently its not super bad as it was earlier just a fatal flaw of thinking a lot (rip)
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Hi rare bbygirl content never before seen
#Also I have a quick story becsuse i got embarrassed yet again#This happened like right now or a couple of mins ago#Okay so#i was minding my business#And rhrn my dad walks in and hes like whatcha up to#I said drawing becusde i was#And hoping he wasnt gonna ask what I was doodling#But he did#and I showed him this exact sketch (w/o the weed baby#And hes like is that a baby#I was gonna say yea .becssue my personality is 50% troll#But I said no#AND I THIUFTH IT WOULD END THERE#NONONO#ne said where are they from#I literally have never felt so sweaty and anxious and ready to š“ myself everššš /hj#So I said murder drones#And then he did that stupid thing he did last time:( like when I said it he repeated it slowly#AND THEN#ĀæWHATS TGAT#WHATSA MURDER DRONES#Rrplyed with it being a show on youtube#And hes like..okayā¦#AND THEN SWITCHES THE CONVERSATION TO MY BTHDAY HPNENG SOONšI FUCCCKCCKINGGGG WANT TO PULL MY HAIR OUT#sorryr i needed to let that oute butšššIM GOODKIND OF#ansyawayshope you like my Sam sketches n shit#Also the baby thing is what inspired me to make baby sam#I feel like a nervous wreck#Sketch#Oh yea also like no hate towards him Iām just crazy and feral and also a little insane and probably anxious every 1.5 seconds of my life
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Ep 6!!!
#Biggest take away from the episode: @fandom Dazai can't be Atsushi's father figure if he himself says Atsushi's father figure is theā#headmaster check your facts#Second biggest take away from the episode: the worst thing the headmaster transmitted Atsushi ought to be the terrible haircut choices#Mmmmhhh I could spend another whole tag rant to talk about how much I dislike the writing of Lucy in this episode ššš#But I worry I'll start being perceived as someone who hates women if I do so I won't.#(But let me just say. I really really *really* despite the āwhat women [alien and mysterious beings] want is hard to understand andā#impossible to decipher and more often than not they will say the exact opposite of what they meanā stereotype.#Like I hate it to an intimate extent.)#I quite like Kyouka's backstory!! I feel like she's the most fleshed out female character with a compelling character arc and personality.#I really like her. Lucy and Atsushi working as make-do parents (very largerly intended. More like siblings who are dating but that soundsā#even worse) was very cute. And I appreciate how the events seemed to set off Atsushi's own reflection on parenthood.#The same doesn't happen in the manga since the chapters are placed in a different order.#Overall this is just an episode that when I was reading the manga for the first time solidified my understanding that me and b/sd have#RADICALLY different views on the world. But now that after three years and having long come to terms with it.#I suppose it's just something that's there.#Ususal notes about the animation just for talks. The lack of budget really shows this episode and in the second half in particular.#It's especially noticeable in backgrounds that are just... Not the stunning backgrounds that usually make b/sd's anime strong point.#So in turn the lack of details comes off as twice as evident as it normally would :/#The whole Atsushi / Tanizaki exchange at the start of the chapter until the headmaster's identity is revealed is completely devoidā#of host which has me just?? What happened here??? A track slowly building up tension is an almost automatic choice I'm just like.#What happened. If it was a deliberate choice it was a very bad one in my humble opinion#On a more positive note I really like whoever drew the characters ābackground appearenceā this episode eheh#(you knowā the more stylized one when they're not on close up)#And the drawings at the end of the episode daz/atsu twilight scene were good. Kyouka's flashback was also good.#That's it :)#random rambles#Oh yeah rip chapter 39 ss/kk scene ig :///
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You ever finish a drawing that you really like and then you spend the next three days randomly looking at it for minutes at a time like that could make it possible for you to absorb its alluring and magnetic essence with your eyes
#this is me with my icon rn. also this is silly but yeah it really feels like that#i experienced the same thing but even more intensely back in february with the short comic i made then#and then also with some of the paintings i made during my painting course days#admiring the colors and lighting on this mundane green bottle. why not#honestly this might be the first time in my life when i'm making things and i sometimes end up actually liking them fully#no little extra gripes with it that could ruin it. i just like the thing as it is. love it even. it's exactly as it should be#this feeling is one of the top things that make drawing and overall at least attempting to make art worth it#i also wonder if anyone else experiences this thing where the image of a certain character stays in your sort of visual imagination sphere#like the thing becomes associated with everything that happens at that time. the music i listen to etc#it almost feels like i sort of AM this thing. like. spiritually#ok this is hard to explain without sounding kind of odd LMAO#it's just that i've never seen anyone express this exact sentiment. with seeing the character in your minds eye sorta#i mean hmmmm. ofc fursonas and all different types of sonas and such exist. re: the identification thing#i actually find the concept of an 'avatar' as something that represents you (in a digital setting mostly) really intriguing#it was actually one of the things i seriously considered as the subject of my bachelor's thesis#but yeah ok i'm just saying this so that you all know that i AM that little purple kitty holding a heart. btw#ok i'm going to go eat dinner now. don't mind me and my strange long-winded monologues#goosepost
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some ā§ * Āŗ ā¢ outfit vibes ā¢ Āŗ * ā§ bc i had an urge
#it's lacking in croptops and pink and glitter and too many accessories but the overall vibe is decent#maybe leans heavier punk than cute where they usually have a more even balance#but it's VERY HARD to find the exact right vibes for byan ok#i don't think i'll ever get images that are exactly perfectly what i envision#not unless i get way better at drawing and make it happen myself but lmaoooo#just know that these are some of the vibes but not ALL of the vibes ok thank u#āā Ė ā° ā° aesthetic ā® they're smirking at fresh blood.#āā Ė ā° ā° headcanon ā® danger in the fabric of this thing i made.#āā Ė ā° ā° wardrobe.
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I finally did it, I asked someone on reddit WHY they think Indara faked her own death in the first episode. Because I don't see any evidence of it and idk I just don't get the sense they'd throw out that much of a curve-ball without any foreshadowing? I feel like she'd definitely be coming up more. They almost never mention her except in the list of targets/the bit where Jecki is arresting Mae. But this theory keeps popping up and it's on my list of 'things that would tank the ending for me' if she turned out to have faked her death in some bizarre 5D chess match that hasn't been telegraphed in any way in the text. It's definitely way more foreshadowed that one or more of the witches is alive (see: 'my mother could do that' from last episode).
I get too wanting more Jedi Master Carrie-Anne Moss, but I think she's really just going to be in the second flashback episode and I'll take what I can get even if that ends up being a combined total of like 20 minutes of screentime XD
#the acolyte spoilers#the acolyte speculation#'her death was too easy' i get that but this is also disney yes i'd love for there to have been more blood but i get why it wasn't a ton#'carrie anne-moss is in a lot of the marketing' it was a redirect to not give away that she dies super early#also she draws a specific demographic in terms of marketability#i can't think of anything *in* the show text that would suggest she faked her own death#*lured Mae into faking her own death for...reasons??? it really doesn't make sense#but any theory thread SOMEONE is like 'idk I think Indara faked her own death and is the Sith Lord' like someone explain it's stressing me#from the tags earlier though: I'm fairly confident about my ability to predict star wars plots lol#so i'm stressing but i also remember when the exact same thing happened with OWK#where everyone was proposing that that one kid from tcw was secretly his son and comes back into it#and all other kids of things out of left field#and i ended up being pretty right in guessing where it was going#so i'm also just like....i think this one's a reach guys#star wars
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man. i have so many thoughts about malevolent itās so fucking interesting!!!! morality and death and identity and such themesā¦. when iām all caught up i need to immediately relisten and like take notes and analyze everything. cause i have so many thoughts. and all the characters are so fascinating and their interactions with each other.
#remy rambles#malevolent#like. aaargghh i promise iām having complex thoughts and ideas about this podcast iām just so into it right now that most of my voiced#and written ideas are just like OUGHHHH!!!! CHARACTER!!!! AAAA!!! THING THAT HAPPENED!!! WORDS THAT WERE SAID!!!#and then i try to talk to my mom about it and sheās just like oh! thatās weird! oh no donāt tell me about [sad thing]!#anyway that one image where itās like [complex analysis about a piece of media] ā> [drawings of feral little guys] thatās me now. hold on#iāll find the image iām talking about#never mind i canāt find the exact one iām envisioning. perhaps i imagined it#like. that brain to mouth meme. i found one kind of like what iām thinking of but itās not quite right
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my man justin (the lizard iāve been pet-sitting) goes home today and i am unreasonably paranoid that he got out of his terrarium somehow
there is feasibly no way he did and i know heās just hiding real well in his leaves, but after i saw one of his crickets on my desk last night after having not seen him for a few hours, i got scared that he somehow got out after i fed him
which is. probably not true, this isnāt the first time iāve gone a bit without seeing him but never THIS long. like i said, im 99.999% sure heās still in there and is just doing the Lizard Thing of camouflage but anxiety brain go brrrr
#personal#pet sitting#pet sitter#lizard#green anole#i turned his lamp on#hopefully that draws him out#the exact same thing happened to the people who own him#he belongs to my godmotherās daughter#and she freaked out#because she couldnāt find him#and my godmom said that after a while#she eventually found him in the leaves#so he can hide real well#but iām still nervous lmao#i donāt know#how he wouldāve gotten out#right in front of me#since the only way out is via the front panel#which swings open right in front of my face
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when im weak to the devil it whispers to tell me to do an entire strokes fanzine. ok
#we stay strokin#still GRAHHH i think i made an exact post abt this but ive somewhat decided the structure#it's just illustrations of songs that i love the most from each album#yay ^_^#iti will have hard to explain trying ur luck and is this it probably#rof wtv happened REPTILIA!! and idk one other ill pick out I KEEP FORGETTING ROF SONGS FAKE FAN!! (jk i just dont think theyre as memorable#FIOE beloved YES i will be very biased to this if no one holds me back itll b 6 fioe songs idgaf#like. cmon. juicebox yolo heartinacage ize r a DEF. but theres also electricityscape ... razorblade... OUGH ...#angles.. rubs hands tgt..#macchu picchu ON TOP ! under cover ... maybe. i dont actually like under cover that much but its Iconic#taken for a fool does under cover better. i think. the vibe. but wtv debate is debate#if i dont draw smth for life is simple ill kms#cmd.... cof is iconic. my personal fav is one way trigger n happy ending tho :)#fpp threat of joy DONT PLAY LAD its so srs threat of joy is probs my fav mv ever ever frm them#tna ... honest to god i could do an entire long piece with all the songs its beautiful#tna is just peak man the whole thing's peak. it's peak#if theres a gun adults at the door n ode#kish soup#long post OVER! ok bai
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