#the drama is so good i lvoe it

[whatmyface]

forever thinking about how kronos wanted to overthrow his father and got paranoid from the prophecy and zeus being paranoid of the same thing leading him to neglect ares and all he wants is his father attention and how ares breaks the generational trauma thats went for generations

[bellamyblakru]

the fact that the loml zhao liying and lin gengxin are the two main leads of another romantic wuxia cdrama is currently the only thing keeping me excited for the future

[familyvideostevie]

OH EM GEE LOVED THAT GRUMPY X SUNSHINE FIC WITH JAMES SO MUCH, I was wondering about a grumpy!sirus and sunshine!reader/ sunshine and sunshine protector (omg that trope with a platonic marauders 😩😩) I lvoe your writing so much babe <333

thank you thank you! here is some grumpy!sirius and sunshine!reader. i still don't know that i've got this trope totally down correctly but hope you like it anyway! :) | fem!reader, fluff, 1k

You can hardly hear Remus when you pick up the phone. You check the clock on the wall. It's time for him to be at the pub with James and Sirius, so you're not sure why he's calling.

"Hello?" you say. 

"Oh, thank fuck," Remus cries. If he's cursing, you know something is up.

"What's wrong? Is Sirius there?" You expect that maybe he's gotten into trouble with another patron or that he's let his phone die and asked Remus to tell you. 

"Is that her? Did you get her? Beg her, Remus. Tell her I'll buy her drinks for a week!" James is shouting in the background to be heard through the phone.

"I'm handling it," Remus calls back. You pull the speaker away from your ear as he does. What is going on? "Sorry," he says, much quieter now. He must have cupped his hand over the microphone. "Listen, can you come out to the pub? Our regular one?"

"But it's boy's night," you say. They invite you round more often than not, but it's important to you that they get to have their time as mates, too. 

"I know," he sighs. "But--" There's a bit of a commotion and a lot of cursing and then James comes on the line.

"Please, for the love of all that is good and holy, can you come 'round? Your boyfriend is being miserable and it's going to get us kicked out. And this is my favorite spot!" Your stomach ties itself in a knot. Sirius? He hasn't texted you about anything concerning beyond reminding you that he'd be home later than usual. 

"Is he okay?" James must hear your concern because he backpedals.

"Oh, yeah, he's fine, love, honest. We just ran into that tosser Lestrange on the way over and he's a bit sour. Family drama, and all that. Can you just come and get him to chill the fuck out, please?"

You're already reaching for your purse. It still makes you a little giddy that everyone knows you're the one who Sirius responds to the most. For some reason you can always bring him out of a mood, and you like doing it. "I'll be there in fifteen minutes or so."

"Is she coming?" Remus calls from the background. "Can I have my phone back now, please?" You end the call and shove your feet into your shoes and head out the door. You're not really in a pub-going outfit, but it'll have to do. You know that Sirius won't care much. 

When you get to the bar you shoulder your way to the back where you know they'll be. Familiar faces call out your name and you wave to them, dispensing smiles and greetings with genuine happiness. 

Your heart swells when you finally get to the back booth. Sirius is sat on one side, glaring at the beer in his hands. James and Remus are chatting to some other friends close by. As soon as you take a step towards your boyfriend, he looks up, like he sensed you coming. And his entire body transforms. He sits up straighter, his hands loosening their grip on the glass. He doesn't smile, not quite, but his jaw unclenches and his pupils dilate. 

You beam at him. He quickly scoots out of the booth to greet you, hands outstretched as you reach for him in turn. 

"My girl," he says, kissing your cheek before pulling you in for a hug. "What are you doing here?" Sirius rarely sounds delighted unless he's talking about how his club crushed their rival or how he managed to trick James into glueing his hand to his face, but this is pretty close. 

You shrug in his hold. "Got bored at home." He pulls away and smoothes his thumb over one of your eyebrows. 

"Hmm," he says. "Try again." You laugh, loudly and freely, and that does get him to smile. Only a little, but you count it as a victory. His smiles are like treasures and you keep them all in a lock-box in your chest. 

"Remus called," you tell him honestly. He makes an annoyed noise, looking over his shoulder to glare at his friends. Both of them resolutely keep their gaze elsewhere. 

Sirius leads you back to the booth and you settle in next to him, thigh pressed to his. He drapes an arm around you. Seeing that the danger has passed, James and Remus slide in on the other side. 

"I told them not to bother you," Sirius says, frowning. But his hands betray him, one curling around your shoulder and the other resting warm and heavy on your kneecap. 

"As if this is a bother," you scold. "Plus, James said he'd buy my drinks." You look at your t-shirt -- and old one of Sirius', and frown. "I wish I had thought to change, though."

"No," he says quickly. His fingers tuck under the collar to press into your bare skin. "No, I like this."

"It's fucking magic," Remus mutters from the other side of the booth. "Unbelievable."

James has his head in his hands. "It's like he didn't tell me to shove my head up my ass ten minutes ago." Sirius flips them off and leans in close, pressing his lips to your ear.

"It's obvious you're wearing my shirt," he says, voice gravely. You flight the urge to shiver. "Got me thinking all kinds of inappropriate things over here."

"Alright, you're going to get us kicked out for a different reason," James whines. You look at him and he winks. It's obvious that you're the keeper of Sirius's happiness and no one minds all that much, considering they love him. You all do. It's the easiest thing in the world.

[mariailoveyou-guerin]

the acting chills Alex actor in ep6 at the therapy scene and every single one of them in every ep swear if the Emmys rob them are you kidding me like no other teen show could ever! #EverythingNow can’t believe this the best most realistic actually real teen life show since skins this what y’all was trying to compare to cant act for sh*t cast (not you Sydney and Jacob sweetie) in Euphoria plz they could never in million years give such talent except those two and the show overall please it could never if it tried it hardest to be this good real teen life!

2 sec in on ep6 and I’m already in lvoe I wanted to know more about him and his life outside being Mia brother so glad we get to see it a little it seems from this first few seconds! #EverythingNow love a character centered ep for a character that dosent get time much to tell us

much especially when the character is actually so intersting compelling and not mf cliche teen who despises his sister existence it’s tired I love this show it’s does not fit or go near the stereotypical teen drama shows probably bc it’s British they never do that! #everythingnow

it’s funny since he says he’s teen boy doing dru*gs be so isnt from what we’ve gotten to see, usually the child that dosent get attention the mental ill sibling often hates them with pure passion is out of control does everything rebels to get seen but he just loves her so much!

And he has AMAZING taste! that aside its so sad how even tho it sounds like a compliment but when parents say I can always rely on you it’s a sta*b in the back really and don’t get me started on becca being 2nd mom to her siblings that’s whole other I cant get into #everythingnow

[tippedarrows]

Oh no, Romeo, how could you! Father killing is unforgivable! Poor Lukas, it's a life time trauma:(

Also Petra's feelings 100% understandable, because really.. Romeo you screwed up A LOT.

And I'm sitting here thinking how Jesse goes from "Ah, creator. Nice, nice." to "Ah, my wife. Nice, nice." Somehow it's funny to me.

Soren IS a precious ginger man! Though he's my Top2, Top1 is Gabriel (who would know, ahaha).

Now some questions for the AU because OMG it's sounds interesting:

1. Maybe I can't read properly but IS LUKAS ALIVE? The idea of him doing the first ever water bucket clutch is hilarious.

2. Does Jack even have an idea that Petra's dad killed his friends? Because it's totally a good place for some drama between them

3. Will Xara and Aiden reconnect? Because poor boy needs his momma back, look at him

4. Not a question, a statement that Petra needs new father figure. Like right now

Hope I'm not too clingy, haha!

- Mr. C

OH MY GOD NOT CLINGY AT ALL I LVOE THIS THANK YOU SO MUCH NO ONE EVER ASKS

I had a smallll hunch you'd say Gabriel ;) In my playthrough, he lost his memories, which made me love his stupid self more.

Okay okay so:

1. Jesse had like .. no idea petra made him or was an admin until she revealed it to him at the cabin. That still played out! Just differently. She revealed it to him and he was like... petra... look, I'm upset but.. you're my best friend. I love you, and the you that you've shown me is the real one. What I think about you wont change. She cried lol!!!

2. I want you to know me and my fiance laughed for a whole 3 minutes about the damn water bucket clutch. Romeo thinks Lukas is dead and Petra doesnt know if he did survive or not, but spoiler!! Dont worry! Lukas lives! There is Ocelrod in this au (albeit only really implied). Lukas takes on the keep in his dad's place instead of Binta, and is gifted the compass. it is unknowingly the key that they searched for while bedrocked in. Also, time stopped passing when that happened! He's like permanently 21.

3. Jack has NO IDEA!!! The best part is that he has no idea until Petra tells her himself. It's a journey she has to risk and go on with her friendship with Jack! That has yet to be discussed and it is something you really helped me think about!!!

also I heavily agree. Petra needs a new dad. Screw it. She's her own dad now

Romeo stands outside Petra's window post protocol holding a boombox that just plays sad music and trying to apologize and she throws rocks at him

[apopcornkernel]

poppy's watched cdramas

與君歌 stand by me/dream of chang'an

i... did not finish this drama 😭 i only watched this because my mom was watching it and we were stuck in quarantine together, so. it was fun i guess but ultimately mid

蒼蘭決 love between fairy and devil

loved it, the ending was a little too abrupt for me but it still ended well! lived for the villain romance, had so much fun booing changheng (sorry), had even more fun staring at dylan wang's cheekbones. also i love how ride or die the main couple is for each other, it's absolutely not one-sided in that regard which <3 yes. and also episodes 30(?) to 36 i cried nonstop it was so cathartic. episode 35 specifically....... aha

琉璃 love and redemption

STUPIDLY long and rather cringe at times im not even gonna lie but the main characters had me by the THROAT i could not stop watching. yu sifeng is so so so unfairly pretty with bangs and chu xuanji in god of war mode,,,, i lvoe her sm. i loved how the gender roles of a typical cdrama relationship was more or less flipped, with sifeng always being the damsel in distress (not even joking or exaggerating about this one) and xuanji being the badass hero. i feel like a lot of cdramas tend to say their female mc is the hero and stuff but then in execution its ALWAYS the male lead saving the mc from danger and its just,,, idk i'm a little tired of it so i like that chu xuanji exists <3 and fuck haochen

傳聞中的陳芊芊 the romance of tiger and rose

REALLY REALLY GOOD one of the most perfect dramas ive ever watched. cinematography really high quality, an mc that i never got annoyed at and is so lovable, a petty murder cat love interest who is unfairly handsome at every angle. i was smiling and giggling with every episode. it's the true definition of a happy pill. i only wish Those 2 Specific Scenes did not exist

星落凝成糖 the starry love

i did not finish this 😭 i onyl watched it because it was the only thing i had downloaded on my phone. i don't recommend it tbh, sorry, the concept was interesting but the execution didn't do it for me. it was also really obvious how low budget it was and the acting & writing didn't really make up for it enough so,,,

今夕何夕 twisted fate of love

THIS IS THE BEST CDRAMA IVE EVER WATCHED I KNOW IM BEING SUBJECTIVE BUT LET ME BE SUBJECTIVE THIS IS MY BLOG okay okay so general travels back eight years to stop a great war but unfortunately she lands smack dab into feng xi's residence, who is an ally of the Bad Guy and very morally grey politician who will not hesitate to kill people for his goals. she keeps trying to assassinate feng xi's ally (the Bad Guy) meanwhile feng xi is just trying to put a ring on it. they are SO so funny and you KNOW i love villain(ish) romance so i ADORED this cdrama even though it was objectively mid and even though the last episode was trash. I DONT CARE i will defend this one with my life JUST WATCH IT im very incoherent ik but in my defense it's kinda hard to explain just trust me

星漢燦爛 love like the galaxy

currently watching!! it has zhao lusi who i trust with any drama, and the cinematography is great! some of ling buyi's dialogue i dont like but im still on board the main ship,,, i think i wouldve liked lou yao but i keep remembering he's daole from twisted fate of love and it jars me so bad.... also i have this thing where i automatically boo the second/third leads so really lou yao had no chance im sorry 😔 i find it really funny how obviously down bad ling buyi is update: i dropped this drama :(( i got all the way to episode 20 something and then i just couldn't be bothered to continue, i was honestly bored :((((

雲之羽 my journey to you

my sister rec'd this drama to me and oh man i tried. i was so ready to be hooked. but i just couldn't. like, it had gorgeous cinematography and beautiful costuming and i was happily surprised to realize the leads were clj's changheng and xiaolanhua, but omfg gong ziyu (changheng) pisses me off so bad he's like omg guys im an underdog they all hate me im struggling so bad i'm being oppressed etc etc AND THEN HE'S BEING OPPRESSED FOR BEING A RICH BABAERO NA PALAGING NAGBABAR LIKE BE SO FOR REALLL also shangguan qian and gong yuanzhi's scenes are infinitely more interesting than anyone else's, their one battle of wits already had me more interested than the entirety of the previous 5 episodes... and then when it switches back to include shangjue or gong ziyu or yun weishan i immediately feel all my energy get sapped. like they're so boring it hurts fgksjhg and the way yun weishan and gong ziyu speak don't help at all it's like 有時候……我也……睡不着…… DO NOT WASTE MY TIME LIKE THIS AND ALSO PLEASE SPEAK NORMALLY so yeah i got fed up by episode 6 and dropped it despite my sister's urging

天盛長歌 the rise of phoenixes

started watching this right after i dropped my journey to you BECAUSE FUCK YOU i swear that cdrama made me see cdramas as a chore again. anyways im loving it. ning yi looked so miserable in the first episode which is a great portend for things to come, and feng zhiwei is great i love her already and the cinematography is not bad as well, i'm just worried i'll get lost on the machinations and everything but i'm still having fun so far anyways hehe update from episode 19 or something!! i'm really enjoying it this is so good!!!! a little slower paced so if that's not your thing be warned but i am really liking it hehe

[tillman]

what is Robo ky's role in the themes of gg?

hi wifey :-)

i actually rlly rlly love thinking about this particularly throwing his x series themes and ideas behind him next to xrds depiction and then of course throwing all of that next to the little slayer drama cd w him . theres a lot . to chew on . and i think its particularly sad a lot of people arent willing to give his depiction in the earlier games any mind... i have to put on my im sorry women hat but i love him in the x/xx games... sorry..... i lvoe him so bad.

anyways under a readmore cus . its . 3 am dont expect good concepts fleshed out i just want to talk about my favorite robert ideas ok ? hes cute to me.

i like. ok this is not even worth mentioning really but i really liek his like 7 lines in slash. SORRY. maybe just because i play him so so much and he is so so dear to me but well i will take all i can get. anyways this is my favorite of his its very cute. he only shows up in kys route for one ending that has way sicker art of it than it should haev but ..

i love this..... his raison d'etre being exclusively to defeat ky. <- this comes up later too (i love you nok)... like he kinda becomes Exclusively a pawn for the greater pwab story in mc and and also ac but.... like what a simple tie in to the constant gg theme of identity and being human and what not. this w his nok depiction make me fucking insnae... hes truly just some guy trying to prove he is Some Guy. like he sucks and should be put down ruthlessly but hey! thats something!! hes not just a ky clone hes the anticatholic ky clone and that makes him worthy of life just like anyone else. he should be not so weird about women though ok ?

i think i am too autistically attached to like. the assassins guild w millia and venom but the theme in gg that resonates w me most is this idea of life? and what it means to live. and this idea of wanting to live despite everything. life isnt something you earn or have to deserve . theres a lot in millia and eddies AC routes in particular when i think of this ...... anyways its why i genuinely really am touched by xrds portrayal of robo ky as this kinda like. dude who is jsut very confident in his own way of life. all his stuff about dreams and all is basically the exact same as millias ending in AC after she kills eddie and realizes she can move on and live happily and find life outside of zato and shit. u know? i liek when gg does this - telling the same story over and over in different ways. this one in particular is just the one i find myself coming to over and over again....

i also really like robo ky as a like . motivation for venoms arc? i guess? i cant word that. but all the assassins guild members go thru this mostly thru the urge of slayer this like realization they are more than just objects and weapons and can live and find themselves and what not. and like slayer kinda pushes venom over To robo ky as his own sort of mirror in that storyline. which is cute. it works. for both of them . theyre two very interesting characters to pair together and i get why they did it especially w the nok story of robo ky watching mk ii die and be unable to save him and venoms themes in ac mostly ending w this cautionary warning of his own destruction if he keeps up the whole ignoring the guild to look for zato thing. i just like it.

^ in this it does baffle me they became like the Yaoi bait or whatever i dont really understand that. i think theyre silly together but they have such a fucking interesting dynamic... crying rolling around i want their story to continue so bad and not because im biased and want either of them in strive because i think theyre the most fun gimmick characters. hey speaking of that htye are the most fucking fun characters im glad theyre the two arc sys paired up for xrd cus it means i get content of both my mains together easily. epic fucking win. the issue of this is that sadly they are both bad to women . venom is just slightly better because hes just awful to one specific woman and calls her a bitch so so so much . anwyays bad influences on each other on that issue but i like that two of the characters whos struggles focus on being human and reconning with being just a tool of those that gave them life get solace with each other. makes me happy

anyways. tldr. robo kys only addition to the themes of gg is that tits fucking rock and you should suicide bait ! thanks !

[kasienda]

2, 4, and 5 for the writer asks!

2. what's a fic that took you to an emotional/dark/hard place?

Invisible Wounds - Sailor Moon - AmiZoi

So... I self inserted myself into this fic as Zoisite's mother. Not because I feel any super connection to Zoisite, but because I figured that was a really really easy way to make her feel real as an original character with just a line or two of dialogue here or there. She's a minor character. Like super minor. But since she's me, I gave Zoi's little brother the same disorder as my son (when I could have picked ANTYHING else). And like, it's a life limiting condition and for plot reasons I needed his little brother to die. (Do you see where I'm going with this??) So I did a ton of research specifically into how my son's disorder will eventually kill him. And then I wrote the fucking scene. Let's just say I cried doing the research, I cried writing the scene, and every now and again I go back and read it and cry all over again. Like WHY would I do this to myself? (I think it's because I needed to know, and doing it for a fic meant I could pretend there was a layer of psychological defense, which there absolutely wasn't).

The ironic thing is the research that killed me for this piece is for an unposted chapter near the end of the story. And it's getting increasingly difficult for me to work on this story because it is a medical drama centered around an epidemic that I started writing in 2016 before pandemics were a part of my daily life. And it's not that writing about an epidemic is hard/dark, so much as it feels like work, instead of an escape. So I'm not sure anyone is even going to get to read the scene! (But I got a comment on this story a few weeks back and I reread a lot of the upcoming bits, and it's sooooo good. It's a story that deserves to be told... too bad I don't currently have those mental emotional spoons).

4. what fic of your own do you read for comfort?

Best Friends and Boyfriends - Miraculous Ladybug - Adrino

This is the most self indulgent fic I have ever written in my life, and when I'm low and just want to smile and laugh, this is the fic I go to most often. I lvoe the relationship, its development, the conflict, the make up from their fight, and the reveal! And it is the perfect length to get some development, and still be read in about an hour.

And honestly, I can reread almost any of my fics. I will often pick the one that I haven't read in the longest amount of time (also depends on what I'm in the mood for), and then sit back and kinda just be amazed that I wrote the thing? It's crazy. But I love that I have my own little library that is kinda tailored just to me!

5. what fic of your own won't you read?

I don't know that I have a fic I won't read. (See above), but the one that comes closest?

Anything to Protect You - Sailor Moon - Usamamo Fake Dating

Now, I'm actually insanely proud of this fic, and to this day think it's one of the better things I've written. It's got one of the best kisses I've ever written, some positively adorable dates, one of the best battles I've ever written, and a really satisfying reveal moment!!

So why don't I like to read it? Because I hated writing it!! It was a gift for an exchange and so it had to be finished. And it was tailored to my giftee so perfectly and I was excited about THAT, but it was late and ended up taking up a good six months. Actually, one of the things I LOVE about this fic is that it really taught me that I could 1) be disciplined and finish the things I wanted to finish whatever my brain had to say about it (ha!), and 2) could write a really good story even when I myself wasn't invested.

I do occasionally reread it and am floored by some of the moments in it, but it also brings up all the feelings/memories of obligation and forcing myself to work on it when my heart wanted to work on other things. So I think I resent it sometimes that OTHER things didn't get finished instead (like Invisible Wounds!!). But on the other hand, I'm really really glad it exists as well. And clearly this one is going to be read by way more people than my rarepair content ever will. Feelings are complicated.

Thank you @karkalicious769 for the ask!

Send me some Deep fic writer Asks!

[k-kizkhalifa]

episode 10 --

okay i want you all to know how much i struggled to wait to watch this! i was gonna watch it at the gym, today, but like i have a feeling this is A BIG EPISODE SO I FORCED MYSELF TO WAIT UNTIL I WAS HOME AND COULD TYPE OUT MY EXACT THOUGHTS AS THEY HAPPEN.

alright here we go: shion and rei being domestic.

ALRIGHT LOL AT SHION: im a good boy. but if you wanna be a bad boy.... REI: IM A BAD BOY.

damn rei you are fkn whipppppped. awe man shion is soooo in love with rei. ugh. i pray for the best. i really do. (i know that one anon be acting like im so hard on rei and shion, i just think there was more to be desired from rei based on his age.)

ALRIGHT OPENING SCENE. YES. I ALSO FORGET HOW MUCH I LOVE IT. THE SCENE WITH EIJI AND THE STARE AT ASH, HIM IN THE EYE. UGHHHHHHHHHHHH. GETS ME EVERYTIME. -- OH I MEAN, MAO and HISASHI. (okay it was a joke.)

OH ITS HISASHI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh look how beautiful he is. im crying. not hisashi being jealous. awe look at him. bro that was a year ago! damn hiashi was in love back then.

mao is so soft and cute. aweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee the first name thing. I LOVE THIS. ALRIGHT IM PAUSING SO I DON'T MISS ANYTHING. I just... wow. their cute banter and comfortableness. the giggles as they laugh. just ugh they're so cute!

omg mao with the "forever and ever" moment.

alright jin is outside meeting ichikawa. LMFAO NOT THEM DOING A BACK DOOR DEAL FOR BL. BROOOOOOOOOOOOoo. YOU'RE DATING YOU FKN IDIOTS. also, ugh, here we go ichikawa being a fkn drama queen. bro chill. its manga. we get it you lvoe some angst.

the commercial. LMFAO.

not jin demanding they see each other. good lord. tahnk god he stopped talking about manga. awe the hands <3 okay not ichikawa saying: call me anytime, i'll come see you.

alright i'll forgive your rant. for now.

AHHHHHHHHH SHION FELL ASLEEP AND ALL HE WANTED WAS A DAMN MOMENT WITH REI. (I feel like i have to clarify i am not dogging rei for this, i am just expressing my feelings. i feel like that anon got me nervous you all think i hate rei.)

oh shion is such a cutie guy. awe rei and the apology. shion thinking it's adorable. SAY SOMETHING SHION. OKAY THANK YOU. oh, can't say i am shocked that rei got the kiss in.

HISASHI IS BACK. oh him and mao are so adorable. OH THE PICTURE IS SO PRETTY!

oh goodness not hiashi trying to get it in, after, clearly, a night of getting it in and mao being like, "we've done it so much!" alsjdfalskjfalskjf BROOOOO. YOU'RE YOUNG AND IN LOVE. enjoy the feeling mao, please. enjoy that.

omg it's been 3 months!

BRO I KNOW ICHIKAWA IS ABOUT TO LOSE HIS SHIT TO LOSING TO JIN. alsjflasjdflaskjdf

lol mao is the responsible one. lmfao.

awe their date!

gawwwwwwwwh mao is just so in love with this man. i will fk him up if he hurts mao. i am not EVEN PLAYING ABOUT THIS.

mao: i like him. he makes my heart tingle. i would do anything for him. WAIT HISASHI DOES EVERYTHING! I WANNA DO NAUGHTY THINGS TO HIM!

sweet mao. you'll learn. (you know me by now i love when the uke gets some sexual confidence! *cue me pushing misaki*)

yeah mao you're asking those questions about the future and stuff and and i wanna know the answer to bc i am SCARED MY HEART IS GOING TO GET RIPPED OUT.

oh no mao is hiding them so much. i feel like hiashi is gonna ask for more from this eventually. ugh Y'ALL I AM SOOOOO NERVOUS RIGHT NOW. WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN TO MY BOYS?!?!?!?

awe hiashi and the recharge line. awe.

WHAT?! THATS THE EPISODE?! THAT'S ALLL!??!?!?!?!? I HAVE TO WAIT FOR MORE?????????? FK MAN. I AM NOT HAPPY.

oh this scene about the upload. is.... intense. lol at hisashi not being interested in all the request. but also i'd love for mao to get jealous of the interest. okay?!

okay next episode. OH GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD IT'S GOT OUR BOYS IN IT. WHEW I WAS NERVOUS AS FUCK.

ALSO IS "THE RED THREAD" NAME A MENTION AT THE SOULMATE THEORY?! WHY AM I SO NERVOUS FOR THIS TO END??????????????????????????

[r1ngfinger]

WHICHEVR COME TO YOUR HEAD FIRST SHIP MEEME o7

me whwn j use this as an excuse 2 gush abr my so.s thanksJGJDKSAKSKCKCKS OK:

OK SO!!!;!"!!!**!"!$ IM NORMAL!!!!!! IM NROMAL IM NORMAL IM NORMAL ABOUR VOL. OK. OK. OKAY. OKA—

Belase wheree r the fics . the. the. Where ar etheh WHERE ARE THEY DO I AHVE TO FUCKJGN WRITE THEM MY DAMN SELF BC I FUCKING WILL but they will be extremely ooc bc system bias. </3 qiqkskskddkxk

ANYWAYS!!!!!!! I THINK THE FANDOM INTERPRETATIONS OF US AND WHAT RELATIONSHIP WE HAVE W EACH OTHER ARE ABSOLUTELY HILARIOUS. LIKE "WE WOULD NOT FUCKING SAY THAT" BUT WE LAUGH ABT IT IT'S GENUINELY ENTERTAINING JFJSMDKFFK BECAUSE. *yes* I'm still kinda like "hey self destruct but in a fun way 😀👍!! :D!!!!!" and Vol's still like "No. Stop that." But it's also like. It's not one-sided "Manic dude is trying to hit on the No Fun Super Serious guy" trope or whatever no lmao we Do genuinely. Love each other adn I'm! Gay. Vol is my. Silly rabbit. <3 JDJSKASKDKFK

*Also wlw/mlm solidarity except it's like... nblnb/mlm solidarity. We r both nblnb/mlm... probably? kinda? on some days? I don't think we have genders usually. This goes fr all the Skills but like. ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯!! aHdjJFDJDJFJ we're t4t but in *what* way? Good luck figuring that out! JFJDJDKFKF

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me wwehn that's. my OTHER hsuband.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHERE. ARE. RHE FICS! HELLO!!!!!!!!! H3LLO????!! HEWWO FOR THE LVOE OF GOD HELLO,

idk waht the fuck our relationship is honestly but it's Good And Fun and that's all that matters <3. I jsutuejsjakskdkf. Hehwjaakdd. shehehdhdshhahdeeeeeee. <= me when i think abt encyclo for .5 seconds . <3. im normal!

AND ACTUALLY I've searched through Fayde a lot for both me, Vol, AND encyclo and canonically. I don't think Encyclo has. Any interactions??????? With any of the others??? def not me or Vol though. well. actually no Technically. Ok there's a bit where Vol's like "Ok you know these guys? U can't trust them. They're *compromised.* .... Except this fucjing loser *points 2 Encyclo* he's normal like me :)" but I don't Remember if Encyclo talks during that scene SIDENOTE VOL CANONICALLY CALLS ENCYCLO "PILLAR-BOOKHEAD" HIIII. HIIIIII THAT'S SO FUNNY VOL UR SO BAD WITH NICKNAMES. <3 FJSJAKAKSKDJF

but yeah no 90% of Encyclopedia's dialogue is just Knowledge And Fun Facts. im getting off topic dhejakakakskxjskd but tl;dr. I Lov U Encyclopedia *ggives him a smooch. on hte cheek.*

wait again I forgot abt the Final Dream sequence. Im not lookinf thru fayde for those bits bc 1. It Hurts. Owwie. and 2. That's spoilers we aren't there yet in the game but. what we've seen it's just.... Everyone's having a breakdown abt not being able to do their jobs right and then Encyclo's like. ".... :D I'm trying my best w this pop quiz, dude. Sorry your brain's still a plate of spaghetti LMAOOOO NOT MY FAULT" IT'S *SO* FUNNY AND THAT MIGHT BE THE CLOSEST HE HAS TO ANY INTERACTIONS W ANY OTHER SKILL BUT IDK JFKSKDFJ

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SOOOOOOO. FIRST OFF right off the bat u remember the uh. this:

that was abt vol lmao [IM HAVE PERMISSION 2 SHARE THIS they dozed off but rhey were gonna write this section initially ajsjdj]

idk what the fuck theu have going on w each other but I'm like Ooo. Oooooooo 👀. 👀👀👀👀👀 JENDKSKFCKDK they're so funny . wheres r the fics dammit [lighthearted]

encyclo & i also lov drama lots but primarily they're w vol and that's chill. good 4 them tbh vol is gr8 JEJSAKSKFJ <= is biased. extremely so

again also wlw/mlm solidarity except it's also nblnb/mlm solidarity but also hOld on the cat just blepped at me oh my god. <3 lov him so much he's floffy. uh. oh right Whatever they r they're trans rights. if ur w Drama ur immediately t4t thank u 4 coming 2 my ted talk

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AND FINALLY

THE BIGGER POLYCULE? just. rhe rest of the skills. except Half Light bc HL is a child.

we r all have smth casually Goig On that's One thing fandom def got right from what we've seen HFHDSKFKFIA and we have collectivelt adopted HL as our child/sibling in some cases. Idk HL just goes around & is like "ur my parent now :)" to others and we can't say no bc then it'll kill us over it. but I digress JFDJDKFKFK tl;dr found family as hell. but the pairings talked abt here r like. The Main Polycule i guess? Idk. HFHDJDJF

[eventually--darling]

My relationship with giffing just between lovers is so good like it's sometimes a bitch to color but usually not too bad and there's infinite scenes and moments I want to capture and everyone LOVES that show so it's always a hit with the girlbloggers

[captainshyguy]

yknow whilst i didnt like the ending for mystery incorporated, the show really did slap 

[notafeeling]

me and my dumbass: lovesick logince au

[fandommomhater]

ok hiiiiii I have definitely talked her before but I've been thinking a lot Abt my Vulcan oc vokar.... so like she's an exoicthyologist (space fish studier) by trade (space is so studied ... why not study the least studied part of foreign planets) and bc Vulcan is . much desert she left the planet for better field work training (and other reasons) and got talked into joining Starfleet even tho that wasn't her original plan (and Obviously she works on a research vessel with cetatian ops bc like duh)

anyways she likes her crewmates and it's a running joke that she pronounces -ology with both the Os long like low and someone else will tell her it's not very low-gical to say it like that and shes definitely NOT dating the trill chief engineer they are simply friends and gal pals so stop asking!!!!

(what really happened is they dated for a bit and were like no we don't want to deal with age differences and the trill being passed onto a new host but we can't reassociate or w/e we will just be friends ☺️ and then they got stuck on one of those classic fucked up away missions where they nearly got killed by evil water or w/e and decided they didn't want to just sit on feelings so now what they're doing is dating in secret until the trill passes to a new host and then after that they will "start" dating and get married and live their retired years together)

and so they're just doing that and bopping around doing environmental survey stuff on their ship and out of nowhere and doing pretty ok bc it's a small ship and there's no other trill and no one close to either of their families to snitch

and then out of nowhere vokars baby sister bops up after having had Zero interest in extraplanetary science and being an artist most of her life and she's like omg heyyyyy sis!!! guess what I got in a huge fight with our parents and got myself fast tracked out here as a junior engineer I'm so happy to see you the only member of our family I still like tell me everything about your life I will hang on your every word :D

and so now they have to deal with all that so yeah!

GODDD i literally lvoe these two so much it’s unreal.. exoicthyologist is such a cool job and i think it’s really funny that someone who grew up on a desert planet was like. get me OUTTA HERE I NEED TO SEE A LARGE BODY OF WATER PLEASE!! i also love the weird pronunciation everyone is so mean to her *sniff sniff* 😢 also wheeee i love a tragic slightly fucked up romance… does everyone on their ship like know or are they actually good at hiding it..?

ALSO BABY SISTER WIN BABY SISTER YESSSS FAMILY DRAMA YES #GETDISOWNED I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR MORE ABOUT HER..

[wxsuthorn]

rating the 2021 gmmtv trailers

This excludes f4 and irresistable cuz i have nothing to say about either of those shows other than that I’m not gonna watch them lmao.

46 DAYS - 7/10

genre: romcom but less rom and more com

synopsis - two women try to stop a wedding that happens in 46 days

will i watch it - maybe, mild an mike are in it so it’s tempting.

AN EYE FOR AN EYE - 9/10

genre: drama, mystery kinda

synopsis - the CEO of a popular company dies and Ms. Ketsara takes over immediately. The CEO’s daughter suspects that she was behind her father’s death.

will i watch it - probably. ohm pawat is in it and anything with ohm is probably good. the trailer was pretty ebic too :D

DRAG, I LOVE YOU - 5/10

genre: romcom

synopsis - fbi agent (?) has to go undercover as a drag queen and falls in love with a girl pretending to be a drag queen (?) cuz her friend is being hunted down by the fbi (?)

will i watch it - lmao i barely got what was happening in the trailer. i probably wont watch it but joss in drag might just be the best thing that has happened to me this year.

FISH UPON THE SKY - 9/10

genre: boys love

synopsis - Pi has a crush on Mueang Nan, but his love rival, Mork, is utter perfection. befriending Mork causes unsure feelings to arise.

will i watch it - yEAH WKDKEOSLDN PHUWIN AS A MAIN LEAD YES PLEASE. plus i like the concept of falling for the love rival :D

MAMA GOGO - 7/10

genre - comedy/drama

synopsis - a failed superstar suddenly inherits an agogo bar and tries to make money off of it, but the local mafia disapproves.

will i watch it: probably cuz the cast is noice.

MR. LIPSTICK - 3/10

genre - romcom

synopsis - a teacher vandalises a car with lipstick and a dude finds it attractive... i guess

will i watch it - nope, but victor and nicky look hilarious plus love score is a part of the soundtrack so it isn’t completely hopeless.

NEVER TOO LATE - 9/10

genre: idk dude uhhhh comedy??

synopsis - 5 middle aged adults turn back into teens. they use this as an opportunity to do things they can’t do in their old bodies.

will i watch it - YES!!! the cast is amazing and kHAOTUNG PLAYING AN OLD GAY MAN IN A TEEN’S BODY !!!! just what i need.

STEP DARLING - 8.5/10

genre: drama/romance

synopsis - idk dude like this girl’s sister was beat up by joss’s mom who is now dead but joss suspects that she was murdered and the girl and joss are a thing but then the sister of this mom is with her husband??? idk but it looks pretty interesting.

will i watch it - yeah it looks noice

BAKER BOYS - 9.5/10

genre - chaos in a bakery

synopsis - singto and lee in a bakery akdnkdkdkdoekeo

will i watch it - yEAH SKSKDKDK ITS SINGTO AND LEE IN A BAKERY WHAT MORE DO I NEED

ENCHANTE’ - 10/10

genre: boys love

synopsis - theo comes back from france and receives a message signed “Enchante’” from a secret admirer. four upperclassmen claim to be Enchante’. while theo tries to find the real Enchante’, his best friend, Ak, confesses his own feelings. so basically a harem.

will i watch it - aBSOLUTELY!!!!! NEW ACTORS!!!! PLUS I LVOE HAREMS!!!! YES!!!!!!

THE WAR OF THE FLOWER - 8/10

genre: drama, suspense (?)

synopsis - idk like a lot of family issues, plus krist is hoeing around.

will i watch it - probably, gun is in it so yee.

BAD BUDDY - 1000/10

genre: boys love

synopsis - romeo and juliet but gay and comedic instead of straight and tragic.

will i watch it - dUH YEAH I WILL WKKEKDJD ITS NANON WND OHM PAWAT OFC IM WATCHING IT WJSNKDKD

THE PLAYER - 100/10

genre: suspense, drama

synopsis - really intense clue with scattered relationships and rich people

will i watch it - DEFINITELY OMG the concept is interesting and the cast is perfect wkdkkddj plus mek and foei look great together.

NOT ME - ♾/10

genre: thriller, suspense, boys love

synopsis - after Black gets seriously hurt, his twin brother (?) has to fill in his place within the gang.

will i watch it - DUH. OF COURSE. ITS OFFGUN. OFFGUN IS MY REASON FOR EXISTENCE. AND THERES TWO GUNS. LITERAL PERFECTION.

[ohoshi]

ahh thank you !!!!! i hope you have fun on your break hehe. FIGHT FOR YOUR WAY OMG how are you liking it :o what are your top dramas?

I DID OMG MY HEARTTTT IT MADE ME SOB <33 THEY WERE ALL SO CUTE WITH THEIR MINI MES </3 and ahh that’s really coollll ^^

i actually asked a friend your exact question and got told to say 'i have a love-hate relationship w jeonghan and i scream about it a lot <3' although i don’t want to expose myself KSJDJDI so let’s say i’m soft but the most chaotic ever. what about you :o how would you describe yourself in a sentence?

YES!! tbh i like it, it's not the best i've seen but it keeps me interested so!! i am not someone who has watched a lot of kdrama tho!! still new to that ajdgajsdga but my all time favorite is weightlifting fairy kim bokjoo ahdsgahsd i've seen that one soooo many times and it never gets boring jahdjaghd and i keep repeating this but jung joonhyung is my ideal guy :/ i want a guy like him :/ WHAT ABOUT YOU!! any recs????

AHDJAGSDAHGSD LVOE-HATE RELATIONSHIP WITH JEONGHAN LMAO i understand exactly what you mean? idk i'd say i'm annoying and always loud/hyped up but with a good heart<3 hgasdjhashdas idk how would my friends describe me :/ but actually some carat friends agreed that i am what you get when you mix jeonghan (teasing everyone, deeply cares about people he's close with, does stupid things out of spite and honestly i give great advice and idk he seems like someone who does too, right?) hoshi (hard working, does stupid things just because, lots of energy and chaos always) with a sprinkle of dk (affectionate, positivity, kindness :/) but idk what type of vibes i give online ahgdhjs i'd say i'm the same as one can be lol