#the distance and the permanence of it
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I had a thought today about all that vampires lose in the twilight lore. Sure sure they’re fast and strong and invulnerable BUT they lose the chance to earn things because of that. The Cullens are rich but like…that just happens when you invest for three centuries. They can lift incredible amounts of weight…but just by nature and not because they’ve built up to it. They build projects and make paintings and learn…but they will always lack the satisfaction that comes from managing those accomplishments amidst the regular demands of life. Edward was seventeen…he never got the chance to earn anything by the sweat of his brow or the burning of the midnight oil.
Beyond just the bloodlust, they miss out on the regular daily challenges that make our time and pleasure meaningful. Something that is easily overlooked by teenagers reading a love story but honestly something heartbreaking to contemplate.
#twilight#the twilight saga#edward cullen#tts#tts discourse#to be clear I don’t think this robs them of all opportunity for meaningful work#but simply that our flow of time is dictated in some large degree#by the difficulty of the tasks we pursue and the effort made#also our brains are not wired to live without physical effort it makes you crazy#and it just seems like a form of torture to me now (as an adult)#to run great distances without ever getting tired#to read and study with perfect recall and no effort required to master the subject#to be removed from all the essential rhythms of daily life permanently…I do think in actuality all vampires would end up insane#it would break anyone
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I promise I care about this show beyond just mistynat but I was rewatching their adult timeline scenes and was struck by how they both constantly perform in completely opposite directions. Nat is often mean and cruel and her actions are almost entirely self-serving, but it all comes from an innate kindness and desire to do good. Meanwhile Misty is bubbly and cheerful and her actions are all intended to help others and really do nothing to bring her personal gain, but ultimately she is motivated by selfishness.
And this is completely different from their early teen timeline selves, too: Nat is kind to basically everyone and even when she's upset it's mostly directed at herself, and Misty barely even pretends to have anyone else's best interests at heart.
There’s just something so compelling about how they end up (probably unintentionally) trying to channel the other when putting up walls, almost as if they picture the other when they look for resilience.
#tidethought#yellowjackets meta#mistynat#And on a more melodramatic note. The way their story starts with Nat hallucinating Misty in the distance when they’re fully separate people#And their story ends with Misty holding Nat in her arms. Their souls permanently entwined.#Which is like the thesis statement of Yellowjackets really
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some people in this fandom are going to be really disappointed when winds of winter comes out.
you guys. you cannot treat the POV characters as stepping stones for other characters/other POV characters.
the POV characters must have a fitting end according to their character arcs, themes, foreshadowing, etc.
to clarify, the POV characters chapters are about THEM. their storylines are about THEIR journey. you cannot use their hundreds of pages of character development as a brick to build the castle your fav will live in.
this is especially true for the key 5 and for the other younger POV characters. their endings have everything to do with them, they do not revolve around your fav.
us readers out-of-universe reasons for wanting x or y characters deaths does not matter. what actually matters is if you can support your theories with textual evidence from the chapters of the POV character that you want dead.
#i dont think there’s anything in the books that supports a theory of a member of the key 5 dying permanently#i think you could make a case for dany temporarily dying like jon for her third death and rebirth. but that’s it.#maybe winds of winter will set up the permanent death of one of the younger POV characters.#but so far there’s really not enough evidence to be sure of x or y characters deaths#and if you want their deaths based on ‘feels’ or due to unobjective reasons then i’m afraid that you will be unhappy#wanting a marginalized characters death especially as they’re igniting hope/recovering from abuse/trying to make change is very gross#i want to say that i totally understand what it’s like to be put off from a character due to that characters fandom#(happened to me with the sansa stans on here. they’re real nasty)#but the best thing to do is to distance yourself from that portion of the fandom and to try to not let your hate color ur opinion#i’m acting kinda self righteous sorry guys 😞#just a bit sad cause i’m seeing a lot of jon hate today <\3#asoiaf fandom critical#asoiaf#a song of ice and fire
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One thing I find very interesting, as a learner of German, is Isolde's usage of du when speaking to Kakania. In German, there are three main second person pronouns: du, ihr and Sie. The first two are mainly used in informal and casual settings or when talking to people you're close with (with du being singular and ihr being plural sorta similar to english's y'all) while Sie is used in more formal situations (or situations which require some form of formality) such as talking to strangers, customer service or when you're talking to a doctor/patient. Kakania abides by this and uses Sie when talking to Isolde (such as in her speech at the end of chapter 6) but interestingly, Isolde doesn't reciprocate this and instead uses du when conversing with Kakania in German.
This is super fascinating to me because it implies different levels of closeness within their relationship. Isolde's usage of du implies a level of closeness and intimacy to Kakania as Isolde herself saw Kakania as a close friend (most likely due to the fact that Kakania was once of the few people in Vienna who actually sympathized with her and saw her as a human being) but Kakania's siezen suggests a certain level of estrangement or distance between her and Isolde. Of course. this could just be her maintaining her professionalism as doctors normally use Sie when talking to patients but with how things turned out after chapters 6 and 7, I'd like to think this goes deeper than just formality standards.
#n talks about shit#reverse 1999#isolde#kakania#this is especially depressing when you consider the fact that kakania most likely can't work as a psychiatrist anymore#due to her severe trauma and somewhat outdated treatment methods#in a normal situation she most likely wouldn't have to use Sie with Isolde anymore#but ironically the very same events which lead to that were ones that grew the distance between her and isolde even further#estranging them permanently#leading them unable to interact with each other ever again out of a need for personal safety#the siezen will thus always remain a constant for kakania just like her estrangement with isolde#perhaps one day she'll be able to duzen isolde but fate (bluepoch) is a cruel mistress#if there are any other german r99 speakers then do correct me if i'm wrong because my german isn't that good#i also apologize for any mischaracterization i may have made in this post or the tags#so if there are any isokania brainrot havers out there then feel free to correct me because it's been a while since i've seen chapter 6#might delete idk
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im rlly sad bc my friend who ive know for a year lowkey stopped talking to me after she got a gf 🥀 what happened to bffs4life
#i hatw thks i know everyone will end up distancing away from me#i just want something to be permanent for once#ya know?#oh well its not that big of a deal but ugh
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’I do think it's really funny that this couple never achieves a normal power dynamic’ the way this is most mao fics 😭😭
hey LISTEN ......that's true LMAO but these two want nothing more than to be normal okay. all my other couples are freaks in some way but mydei is a vanilla guy doomed to have a batshit insane power differential with the love of his life for the rest of eternity 😰😰😰
#he ascends to godhood and actually feels sad like 'damn im never gonna have normal sex with my girl'#JK JKKK#he is sad for other reasons like the permanent long distance and doomed fate for example lol#yueshuo.asks#asks.anon
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I can't help but think of Coraline using the Megaflame Bullet to cook something now
#What's that one quote about the perfect distance from a nuclear explosion to perfectly cook a chicken#Spent the whole day building this skell so I'd have something to use Phoenix Wings#Can't swap it onto my normal skell anymore or I'll permanently lose my duped Zweihand#Ended up making a surprisingly powerful Thermal Mastema#Xenoblade#Xenoblade X#xenoblade chronicles x#xenoblade x de#xcx#xcxde#xenoblade x definitive edition#coraline Xenoblade
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Happy Monday, everyone!
Yesterday, I was going to get groceries for my mom and decided to try and take a few photos, now that the season has more noticeably changed!
Cherry Blossoms really are beautiful, if not fleeting. From how they flutter down, to how they truly show the change of season, it's understandable people would love them! Even if they're only in bloom for a few weeks, that's what makes them so amazing, you know? (o^▽^o)🌸
#it's important that they're hard to fully appreciate until they're gone i feel#after all‚ if they were permanent#how long would it take for people to grow bored of them?#they'd fade into the background of everyone's day to day#so it's important they stay uncommon! you can really only appreciate the beauty of something after missing it‚ after all!#it's like they say: distance makes the heart grow fonder!#angel wink photography#teruhashi ask blog#teruhashi rp blog#tdlosk rp#saiki k rp#pk academy au#((LISTEN SOME PLACES IN JAPAN HAVE CHERRY BLOSSOMS RN PROBABLY!!))#((not uh. not the area that i imagine Saiki K takes place in but SHHHHHH its fine dw about it))#((sorry i was gone so long btw!! i havent gotten many asks lately lol-))#((however im back in it so!! >:3))
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Been thinking of making a tierlist of my thoughts on all the teams for a while so here it is!! As you can see, I am indifferent to or hate most of the league... 😶🌫️🫣 which is why I generally say I'm more of a Canucks fan than a hockey fan lol
#a lot of these rankings are emotionally charged and based off of the fight for the western conference wildcard spot right now...#apologies to any of my mutuals that are fans of teams in the lower tiers#to be clear there are still players on the teams in “actively praying for your downfall” and “oh you exist” that I like#bedsy on the h*wks#flower on the wild#sid on the p*ns#not a player but my queen jessica campbell!!#etc!!#also note that there is quite some distance between the top tier and the one following it#i do like those teams but nothing comes close to my canucks brainrot#i fear becoming attached to this team at the ripe age of like... 3 might've caused a permanent shift in my brain#the reason i'm somewhat attached to the leafs is so stupid#like it's largely because i like most of the current top players there and feel bad about (and relate) to their first round struggles#and i feel like the canucks and leafs are paralleled in so many ways. that's a whole other tangent.#but like. when i was a kid before i knew what the hell was going on#or how to read. i thought the leafs were just the canucks. because they both wore blue.#as you can guess i was a brilliant child.#one of my first memories is being posted up in front of our big bellied TV and watching a nucks away game against the leafs#and just not being able to tell who were our guys.#in my defense the canucks had a lot of alternate jerseys so it felt viable to me that that could just be another one#for the sharks it's mostly because i'm a sucker for an underdog story#(NOOO way REALLY??? a canucks fan??? obsessed with underdogs? never woulda guessed!)#and for the hurricanes it's. i don't know really. i think i liked that “bunch of jerks” marketing tactic from a couple seasons ago#anything mocking don cherry gets a thumbs up from me#and a player (i think his name was zach??) on the canes (at the time) liked my shitty canucks edit on instagram one time in like 2018#and my friend and I freaked out about it#i wonder where he is now.#anyway i've typed an essay in here but that's okay. I love dropping lore nobody asked for#if you're still here here's a kiss for you: mwah!#vancouver canucks
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Had a foot doc appointment today and got collected massive Ws. My foot doctor is the best.
#the bugz speak#got an ankle brace prescription… bc my old ones weren’t working properly anymore#got a wheelchair prescription for when times when I can’t walk the distance#and then he signed a little paperwork to get a disability car hanger thingamabob#These were all the things I went in for AND HE WAS JUST. READY TO DO IT#Of course. he knows my woes and did surgery on me so I didn’t expect him to go against anything#but after last dr I assumed he would at least ask questions or hesitate or something#went ‘oh. yeah I need a wheelchair prescription’#and hes already writing it down before he goes ‘yeah. of course’#i also found out that my disability is legally considered permanent. which was a grounding and sad moment
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so uh. atiny. how we feelin about the 2025 world tour they just announced.

#on god my wallet canNOT take this anymore#<- i say as i pull out my credit card and sign up for the presale#i kind of wish it had been an april fools joke like wdym itll only be 5 MONTHS between tours???#it wont even have been a full fucking year before they're back on my side of the US what the FUCK#JOONGIES FINGER IS STILL IN A SPLINT. ITS GOING TO BE THE MIDDLE OF SUMMER. TEMPS IN 100S EASILY#i know they're workaholics and dont like to rest for long but thats not nearly long enough for them#theyre going to be drilling choreo like mad and isnt that around the time theyre rumoured to be dropping an album??#boys i love you like crazy but im so afraid that if you keep on this way youll get permanently injured.#i see them work through the pain and all i can think of is coups and his acl tear that will never actually recover#i dont want to see any of them go through that either.#....that being said. i recognize that im part of the problem as i plan for tickets. they're going to be within driving distance.#ateez#shut up kugō
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sometimes a yaoi man who is drawn in a way that looks more like a spider than a human being can be so personal
#when michiru sonoo made mito a princess in a tower kept safe by everyone around him and therefore imprisoned in his own frailty I Felt That#extremely called out by the whole thing really#sometimes you read a manga and plunge immediately into comical levels of victorian-era romantic malaise. this was one of those times#and i cant even read the whole thing properly yet lmao. lmaoo#i wish she wrote f/f because her writing just reaches into my chest and Grisps and i think if a yuri made me feel seen the way her works do#it would rewire my brain permanently#delete later#momo talks#edit from a few days later i just found an old fanbox post of hers and i need to talk about it so here will do#she thinks of mito as strong.#oh my god he's STRONG.#iku says it a million times and i just never heard him because i was too busy woobifying mito and therefore myself. he's a tyrannosaur#in her own words. he is only ever angry quietly but he is a strong strong man.#it's true that the people who loved him could never help him because they were afraid they'd break him#because he didnt know how to ask for help and they never offered it#so they just left him there. in a tower.#in a trunk.#for twenty five years in the darkness.#they couldnt help him BECAUSE they loved him so much and that's why he needed iku. but i. augh#it bothers me. because what spoke to me most was his frailty because that's how i feel#and the idea of being rescued from my own frailty by someone who i could open my heart to and help heal in my own way. appealed.#but she doesnt think of him as frail.#she thinks he is strong.#it's like the camera shifted. i am strong too.#if she made him and put me in there somehow and thinks he is strong. then i must be too.#i have had my years of darkness too and i never stopped searching either. i am still searching. i never stop trying despite everything.#i am still in my trunk and nobody knows how to help me either because they love me.#they loved him too much to risk breaking him. and the distance that agonises me that i can't close because i fear breaking myself#is the same thing.#<- ironic use of delete later tag so i can find this later because i never do end up deleting any of these.
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Sooooo I haven't moved on from the trolls world tour bounty hunters.
The reggaeton trolls and their really cool designs and music....
Hickory and Dickory's entire thing with playing the long haul in trying to get close to poppy to steal her string.......
THE KPOP TROLLS AND THEIR MISSED POTENTIAL AND AND THEIR DESIGNS AND THEY'RE REALLY CUTE AND LOVELY
And CHAZ THE FUCKING SMOOTH JAZZ TROLL!??!??!??!?! need I say more. I mean just look at him.
I am going to start. A fandom. Surrounding these guys. Just watch me.
They are so silly and I love them
#trolls#yes i have art of them that i am too embarrassing to show off but#trust that i am THINKING ABOUT THEM. ALL THE TIME. ITS RIDICULOUS#just..... THE QUESTIONS I HAVE SURROUNDING THEM. THEY HAVE NO LAND TO GO HOME TOO. BASICALLY MINORITIES.#and now that all the trolls are living in harmony they are much more accepted in places#but???? they still dont really have a place to go home too?? like. not a real permanent place#where did these guys come from? were they once part of a big troll music genre clan and then they left#or is there some sort of forgotten history at play here?#i like the latter#headcanon! all the bounty hunter subgenre trolls end up gravitating to one another so even before world tour they have already known each#other#aaaggghhhhhh these guys were so cool tbh. FAVORITE CHARACTERS FROM WORLD TOUR#GOD I MISS THEM#I NEED THEM BACK#they have a weird cautiously getting along with eachother (most of the time) keeping a safe distance but still wary of one another#especially before world tour cause they would be aware that the giant genre troll clans dont like and stay#from eachother#so where does that leave them?#maybe these little guys had a rare case in which they didn't have the same animosity a giant portion of troll society have#and maybe deep down#as minorities#they're curious of one another.#and that things would be better if they looked out for eachother.#hickory trolls#wani trolls#tresillo trolls#chaz trolls#oklo makes a post
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#long distance is hard#visa issues r hard#having weak passport is hard#beaurocracy is hard#i just wanna be with my husband permanently already#tears ;-;#i love him#for me#vent post#he works so hard for me tho even in the face of all this#literal tears#im so grateful
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Moonshine palest, moonlight dearest and on my skin this faintest light it covers all my scars and scabs and sores and I am freezing on my balcony with my chest bare and drowning in the cold and faintest light
though I have gotten so much better some days are purest pain and in my head dwell devils that I know cause now is depth of winter and Alex dearest I have missed you since November when I did leave a piece of my own heart inside your dorm room I don’t know how many stories high but in your bed in your fresh sheets as outside slept the city soundly I made some memories that I hope I shall always keep and when I left I left you all my heart though some of it came back to me
Oh moonshine palest, moonlight dearest my head a mental sieve and inside it no feeling of “you love me so” could stay for long and now is depth of winter and we hope that it will pass and that we’ll live and love together and I am dreaming of us by the riverside of many other visits and of the way your body feels when we are tangled sleeping like the forest cats we know and I hope one day I’ll have plugged all of this sieve inside my head so that I can remember how I’ve truly felt and so that I can trust that long as we are true and fair and honest-keen we’ll feel that way again when worldly stress lets go of us
#queer#sapphic#lesbian#poetry#queer poetry#love#lesbian poetry#aspected aromantic#i love you#longing#yearning#love poetry#aromantic love poetry#queer love#queer love poetry#aroace#arospec#aromantic#aro love#aro love poetry#love poem#original poetry#poems#emotional permanence#attachment issues#long distance relationship#long distance love#queerplatonic poetry#queerplatonic relationship#queerplatonic love
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Okay gotta be personal for a second in the tags because I am in shock
#both my dads lifelong best friend and one of my best friends both announced this week they have stage 4 cancer#and I am quite upset about my friend#like we have a 5 year snap streak and its really making me think about the permanence of life#someday thats just going to dissapear. not becayse of a falling out or a slow distancing. but because we literally were friends until death#and my dads best friend just adds some absurdity to it all that no one feels safe#anyways I have had a very rough time at work and then dealing with family stuff so this is making everything harder#tw death
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