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The Crowds Follow Jesus
1 And He having come down from the mountain, large crowds followed Him.
Because Jesus Is Willing And Able To Heal, He Heals a Man With Leprosy
2 And beholdâ a leper having come to Him was prostrating-himself before Him, saying, âMaster, if You are willing, You are able to cleanse meâ. 3 And having stretched-out His hand, He touched him, saying, âI am willing. Be cleansedâ. And immediately his leprosy was cleansed. 4 And Jesus says to him, âSee that you tell no one. But go, show yourself to the priest, and offer the gift which Moses commanded, for a testimony to themâ.
Because of a Masterâs Faith, Jesus Heals a Paralyzed Servant Who Is Not Even Present
5 And He having entered into Capernaum, a centurion] came to Him, appealing-to Him 6 and saying, âMaster, my servant has been put in the house paralyzed, being terribly tormentedâ. 7 And He says to him, âHaving come, I will cure himâ. 8 And having responded, the centurion said, âMaster, I am not fit that You should come-in under my roof. But only speak it in a word and my servant will be healed. 9 For I also am a man under authority, having soldiers under myself. And I say to this one, âGo!â and he goes; and to another, âCome!â and he comes; and to my slave, âDo this!â and he does itâ. 10 Now having heard, Jesus marveled, and said to the ones following, âTruly I say to you, with no one in Israel did I find so-great a faith! 11 And I say to you that many will come from east and west, and will lie-back [to eat] with Abraham and Isaac and Jacob in the kingdom of the heavens. 12 But the sons of the kingdom will be thrown out into the outer darkness. In that place, there will be the weeping and the grinding of teethâ. 13 And Jesus said to the centurion, âGo. Let it be done for you as you believedâ. And his servant was healed at that hour.
The Healings Done By Jesus Fulfill What Was Predicted of Him In Isaiah
14 And Jesus, having come into the house of Peter, saw his mother-in-law having been put in bed, and being sick-with-fever. 15 And He touched her hand, and the fever left her. And she arose, and was serving Him. 16 And having become evening, they brought to Him many being demon-possessed. And He cast-out the spirits with a word and cured all the ones being ill, 17 so that the thing might be fulfilled having been spoken through Isaiah the prophet saying âHe took our weaknesses, and carried our diseasesâ [Isa 53:4].
Jesus Calls His Followers To Set Aside Earthly Goals And Limitations
18 Now Jesus, having seen a crowd around Him, gave-orders to depart to the other side. 19 And having come to Him, one scribe said to Him, âTeacher, I will follow You wherever You goâ. 20 And Jesus says to him, âThe foxes have holes and the birds of the heaven have nests, but the Son of Man does not have a place where He may lay His headâ. 21 And another of His disciples said to Him, âMaster, permit me first to go and bury my fatherâ. 22 But Jesus says to him, âBe following Me, and allow the dead to bury their own deadâ.
Even The Winds And Sea Obey Jesus
23 And He having gotten into the boat, His disciples followed Him. 24 And beholdâ a great shaking took place in the sea, so that the boat was being covered by the waves. But He was sleeping. 25 And having gone to Him, they woke Him, saying, âMaster, save us. We are perishingâ. 26 And He says to them, âWhy are you afraid, ones of-little-faith?â Then having arisen, He rebuked the winds and the sea. And there was a great calm. 27 And the men marveled, saying, âWhat kind of man is this One, that even the winds and the sea obey Him?â
Demons Recognize Jesus As The Son of God, And Submit To His Authority Over Them
28 And He having come to the other side, to the country of the Gadarenes, two men being demon-possessed met Him, coming out of the tombs. They were very violent, so that no one was strong-enough to pass through that way. 29 And beholdâ they cried-out, saying, âWhat do we have to do with You, Son of God? Did You come here to torment us before the time?â 30 Now there was a herd of many pigs feeding far away from them. 31 And the demons were begging Him, saying, âIf You are casting us out, send us out into the herd of pigsâ. 32 And He said to them, âGo!â And the ones, having come out, went into the pigs. And beholdâ the whole herd rushed down the steep-bank into the sea and died in the waters. 33 And the ones feeding them fled. And having gone into the city, they reported everythingâ even the things about the ones being demon-possessed. 34 And beholdâ the whole city came out to meet with Jesus. And having seen Him, they begged that He pass on from their districts. â Matthew 8 | Disciplesâ Literal New Testament (DLNT) Disciples' Literal New Testament: Serving Modern Disciples by More Fully Reflecting the Writing Style of the Ancient Disciples, Copyright Š 2011 Michael J. Magill. All Rights Reserved. Published by Reyma Publishing Cross References: Genesis 43:33; Exodus 4:7; Leviticus 13:49; Judges 11:12; 1 Samuel 2:9; 1 Kings 19:20; Psalm 65:7; Psalm 104;12; Psalm 107:20; Psalm 112:10; Isaiah 49:12; Isaiah 53:4; Isaiah 59:19; Daniel 7:13; Amos 7:12; Habakkuk 3:10; Malachi 1:11; Matthew 4:23-24; Matthew 7:6; Matthew 7:29; Matthew 9:9; Matthew 9:18; Matthew 9:22; Mark 1:27; Mark 1:29-30; Mark 1:32; Mark 2:14; Mark 4:35-36; Mark 4:38; Mark 5:1; Mark 5:13; Luke 4:38; Luke 9:57; Luke 4:40; Luke 7:1; Luke 7:3; Luke 7:9; Luke 8:22; Luke 8:34; Luke 9:1; John 4:50; Acts 2:7; 1 Corinthians 16:6; Revelation 22:15
Matthew 8 Bible Commentary - Matthew Henry (concise)
Key Events in Matthew 8
1. Jesus cleanses the leper; 5. heals the centurion's servant, 14. Peter's mother in law, 16. and many others; 18. shows the cost of following him; 23. stills the storm on the sea; 28. drives the demons out of two men possessed; 31. and tells them to go into the pigs.
#the Leper's prayer#the Centurian's faith#Jesus heals Peter's mother-in-law#the cost of following Jesus#Jesus stills the storm#demons cast into a herd of swine#Matthew 8#Gospel of Matthew#New Testament#DLNT#Disciples' Literal New Testament Bible#Reyma Publishing
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this is where i go to yap about my ocs fr... hi chat im back in the fucking building again
ok anywayyyy for awhile ive been working on how erin and quinn's magic affects them (in the nicest way possible they are not normal) so here are some of my coherent thoughts under the cut , as scs bc i am too lazy to turn it into a text post oops
#txt#oc: erin#oc: quinn#oc: althea#oc: eden#oc: amari#oc: koda#i wanna do ghis with others when my brain works#but I prioritized them since i did say 'uh oh oops theyre jesus reincarnated' and left it there#i also forgot to mention that their dragon forms cost a lot more on them depending on the size they choose to be#itty bitty is perfectly safe#yes i write full on essays about my ocs#even with all of the tgings these two can do they prefer to follow normal wizard standards because they do want to leave godhood behind#it wasnt fun </3#so being able to get a chance to live the average life makes them happy#is very excited to write about their dynamic with dasein and lalin because đź#guys who were born yesterday#guys who ask what 'that thing over there is' (lamp on the sidewalk)#devin is getting dragged everywhere by all of them#hopefuly i dont have to edit this later
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obsessed w the choice to have reinhard & hilda hook up for the first time in the context of. reinhard is having a breakdown over his guilt at the death of his boy best friend like. very heterosexual of him, I'm sure
#also like. it is so funny to me that people ship this as like. them being In Love and fluffy etc etc like. the vibes are extremely Not That#they fuck bc he's having a breakdown. she leaves before he wakes up and looks terrified when he comes to see her#he gave her a military position and wanted to make her prime minister and every time she correctly disagrees with him he hates her for it#she's the closest thing he has to a friend but he can't forgive her for not being kircheis so he marries her instead#he brings flowers bc it's what mittermeyer did bc he's following a script bc he doesn't know how to do any of this#(this being. heterosexuality. having any kind of normal relationships with people. functioning in society)#she canonically doesn't feel like she understands how to be a woman#oh my god are they the 'he's gay she's a lesbian their marriage will change your perception of love' couple#wait no also. his reason for proposing. jesus christ his entire concept of gender & relationships is So shaped by what happened to annerose#he feels obligated to marry her now but also. as if marrying her isn't just another way of trapping her into that kind of role#like she's can't be ur official military advisor or ur prime minister. she has to be Your Wife. and i cannot see her being happy w that#like it would get her what she wants (advancement for her family) but oh my god at what cost#sorry these tags are just. my running commentary of the ep now anyway losing it at reinhard saying âcan kircheis forgive me for marryingâ#ok i was gonna make fun of him being like âhe never got to marry before he died :/â like. i really don't think that was a priority for him#but i do also think given the opportunity he would've married annerose. mediated desire and all that#dreaming.txt#e watches logh
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The Link Between Discipleship and Discipline
The English words "disciple" and "discipline" are linguistically related terms, revealing an important connection between the two concepts. A disciple refers to one who is devoted to learning from another, with a commitment to practice their teachings and
The English words disciple and discipline are linguistically related terms, revealing an important connection between the two concepts.[1] A disciple refers to one who is devoted to learning from another, with a commitment to practice their teachings and example. On the other hand, discipline involves the process of mastering what has been learned, with the goal of internalizing the teachings toâŚ
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#Bible study#biblical correction#Biblical Teaching#biblical training#Christ-centered life#Christian character#Christian growth#Christian obedience#Christlike behavior#Christlikeness#commitment#conforming to Christ#correction#Cross of Christ#cross-bearing#Discipleship#discipleship cost#discipline#disciplined lifestyle#divine chastening#Divine discipline#divine guidance#eternal perspective#faith#faith in action#faithfulness#following Christ#following Jesus#fruit of the Spirit#Godâs will
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Alma 15:16-18 and Matthew 16:24-26: A Deeper Understanding of True Discipleship
When Jesus invites us to take up our cross and follow Him, He is not merely calling for symbolic gestures; He asks for genuine transformation and a life lived in pursuit of righteousness.
Photo by Casey Horner on Unsplash True discipleship is a profound journey of faith that calls for complete surrender and a deep commitment to Christâs teachings. In both Alma 15:16-18 and Matthew 16:24-26, we find striking examples of what it truly means to follow Jesus, emphasizing the need for self-denial, sacrifice, and unwavering devotion. When Jesus invites us to take up our cross andâŚ
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what if i just killed myself
#the entire fucking REASONNNNN i titrated through right to choose was bc they said GPs will accept shared care after!!!!!!#i CANNOT fucking afford private meds. i can afford a few weeks to finish titration but i dont have the income/savings for more#like the meds for this month alone cost ÂŁ150. and thats on top of 25 quid for the prescription n more for any communications#and yeah i wouldnt have to pay the monthly titration fee after that but its still 200 quid a month plus a mandatory 200 quid review yearly#plus extra every time i want any changes to meds itd work out at like 10-15% of my annual income before tax jesus fucking christ#they said someone would get in touch with more info and they havent and im uughghjgf. please dont do this to me#i dont even want to send a follow up message bc id get charged for that at their stupidly expensive rate per minute#man i just. i cant think about this right now its making me so anxious#lets just get to the end of the process and ill pay for discharge/referral and if my gp refuses then ill deal with it from there#i need to look into my workplaces healthcare coverage bc thats another option i could get private treatment covered through them#but i may still have to pay for my own scripts and i dont want to be tied to my work like that..i mean i can go back to being unmedicated#or switch gp until i find one that does accept. and maybe they will straight away so ahhhhhh. its okay its okay lets just see#one thing. at a time. im not going to panic about it#i haveto call friends now anyway so i need to stop spiralling abt this wah#.diaries#whats the fucking point of having public healthcare if u cant even get ur fucking treatment covered by it this country is DOGSHIT#AND MY PRESCRIBER SPELLED MY NAME WRONG THREE TIMES IM SO PISSED OFFFFFFF
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Romans 6:11 â Today's Verse for Tuesday, June 11, 2024
#God#Jesus#christianity#faith#die to self#hate all sin#put on the new self#baptism#serve God with your life#you belong to God#God is my master#God's servant#God's slave#you must repent#repentance#repent of your sins#you are a sinner#the cost of sin is death#forsake self#forsake flesh desires#forsake this life#become a follower of Christ#dedicated to God#bible verse#heartlight
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focus on me.
pairing: mattheo riddle x reader request: I NEED MATHEO OR THEODORE X FEM READER AND SHE JUST LOVES HIS HANDS AND ARM VIENS AND SHE WALKS INTO HIS DORM AND IS GOBSMAKED TO SEE HIS ABS AND SHE WANTS TO RIDE THEM AND SHES JUST SO OBSESSED AND THINKS HES THE HOTTEST MAN IN THE PLANET- AND SHE FOLDS LIKE A PRETZEL WHEN HE GIVES HER THOSE EYES- JESUS IM A CATHOLIC BUT THEO AND MATTHEO COULD BE MY NEW RELIGION- author's note: big thanks to @writingsbychlo for listening to me rant about this man in her inbox. posting this now so she can wake up to her mans. the way that i would fold for mattheo so fast (theo look away). anyways, enjoy this purely smutty fic đŽâđ¨
You were supposed to be studying.Â
When you came into his dorm, you specifically told Mattheo not to interrupt you under any circumstances. Usually, you preferred the library but some prat had accidentally set off a dung bomb, which meant closure until further notice.Â
You tried studying in your dorm, but your fellow housemates decided that there was no better time to throw a back to school bash in the common room than the night before your Ancient Runes exam. Harry and Ron, who shared the same class, appeared completely unbothered as they chugged firewhisky straight from the bottle.Â
Your roommate Hermione was long gone. Probably holed up somewhere in the dungeons with Draco. You followed your friendâs cue and snuck into your boyfriendâs dorm, narrowly avoiding Filch. It never seemed fair that the Slytherins got individual rooms, but tonight you had never been more thankful for it.Â
Mattheo had set up a whole battle station for you on his desk. There were fresh ink pots, newly sharpened quills, and blank parchment waiting for you when you arrived. After kissing your sweet and considerate boyfriend, you went straight to work.Â
By the time midnight struck, the parchment was filled with glowing runes, making your ink stained hands cramp from drawing out the symbols over and over again. To Mattheoâs credit, he kept to himself and read quietly on his bed while you studied.Â
You were so engrossed in the material that you barely registered him kissing you on the cheek before leaving to take a shower. That little mistake cost you because as soon as he walked back into his dorm with nothing but a towel on, you nearly spilled fresh ink all over yourself.Â
Water trickled down Mattheoâs chest, the little droplets snaking through his perfectly chiseled abs only to disappear beyond his v lines, which pointed like an arrow to what you knew was hiding underneath that towel.Â
The fabric hung dangerously low on his hips as he walked over to his dresser to pick out something to wear. You watched with rapt attention as he braced himself against the wood, those delicious, juicy veins protruding from his forearms and nearly making you dizzy with desire.Â
Finally, Mattheo turned. The silence had caught his attention and he smirked when he saw you ogling him.Â
âSee something you like, pretty girl?â
You flushed. âJust got a little distracted.â
Mattheoâs grin grew. He sauntered over to you, leaning over so that he had you caged against the desk.Â
âOh?â he asked, his voice low and husky and absolutely fucking sexy. âMaybe itâs time for a break then. Youâve been such a good girl studying so hard all night. I think you deserve a reward, my love.âÂ
Your breath hitched as Mattheoâs lips grazed yours. He tilted your chin up, giving you a perfect view of those brown eyes. Then he gave you the look and you knew you were done for.Â
It was a look that said he wanted to devour every inch of you until you couldnât even recall your own name. You gave in. Of course you gave in. How could you not?
âMaybe for a secondâŚâ
Mattheo took the opening. One arm snaked around your waist, bringing you up with him as he pressed you against the desk. His other arm crept up your back until he reached the nape of your neck, fisting your hair through his fingers as he kissed you roughly.Â
âDo you even know how fucking sexy you are, princess? My smart schoolgirl in her tiny little skirt.âÂ
Mattheo carefully moved your studying materials aside before picking you up and setting you down on the table. He gripped the top of your thighs and brought you to the edge while sliding his tongue against yours. You whimpered as he grinded against you, showing you exactly how hard he was underneath the towel.
âBeen thinking about bending you over this table all night,â Mattheo whispered in your ear. His hand climbed higher up your thigh and you felt your body instantly respond to his touch. âBet youâre soaking wet for me already, arenât you angel?â
You moaned as he toyed with the waistband of your panties. âMatty, please.âÂ
Your boyfriend smiled at your nickname for him, knowing that he had you right where he wanted you. âWhat is it that you want, darling?â
âTouch me. Please.âÂ
Mattheo smirked as he tugged your panties off. His lust filled gaze drank you in as he dragged two fingers through your slick folds.Â
âFuck. Youâre so wet. Is this all for me, princess?â
âMhm,â you mumbled, nipping at his neck. âItâs not fair. You play dirty, Matty. You canât just walk in here with nothing but a towel on.âÂ
âWhy not, angel?â
You sighed, tracing the hard planes of his chest. His muscles flexed under your fingertips as you gently raked your nails against his six pack. âBecause youâre sexy and I canât help myself.âÂ
Mattheo chuckled darkly, plunging two fingers in your pussy. You bucked against his hand, watching in stunned silence as he withdrew it only to stick his middle and pointer finger into his mouth. His eyes rolled to the back of his head as he tasted you on him.Â
âThis is exactly what I mean,â you whined. âFor Godricâs fucking sake, how am I supposed to concentrate after that?â
âMaybe we can compromise, angel.â He shuffled through your parchments and stuck one to the wall. âIâm going to trace the runes inside of you and if you get them all right, then Iâll give you your reward.â
You swallowed thickly and nodded. Mattheo grinned before giving you a quick peck. âPay attention, sweetheart.âÂ
His fingers dipped through your folds once more and you gripped his arm, fighting the moan from escaping your lips. Mattheo curled his fingers inside of you, drawing a familiar shape.Â
âUrus,â you said in a breathy voice. âIt means strength.â
âThatâs right, angel.â He shifted as you ran your hands down his arms. You could feel his veins throbbing underneath your palm as he fingered you. âDonât get distracted now. I know how much you love my hands. I promise theyâll be wrapped around your throat by the end of the night if you get all these right. Now focus.â
You nodded, eyes fluttering close as he traced another rune. âAlgiz,â you answered. âFor protection.âÂ
âHot and smart,â Mattheo announced proudly. âHowâd I get so lucky?â
His lips grazed yours and you willingly parted for him, fluttering around his fingers as his tongue slid into your mouth. He pumped his digits inside of you, teasing and taunting.Â
âLetâs try something harder, princess.âÂ
Mattheoâs skillful fingers prodded against your walls, sketching a complicated shape. You closed your eyes and focused. It was a tricky one, but you remembered the cris cross pattern.Â
âInguz,â you said decidedly. âFertility.âÂ
âThatâs right,â Mattheo said with a smile. âYou're doing so well, sweetheart. One more and you can have anything you want.âÂ
âAnything?â you asked with a small smile.
âWhatever that devious little mind of yours desires, my love.âÂ
âOkay,â you replied. âIâm ready, then.â
Your boyfriend nodded, staring right into your eyes as he marked the last and final rune. It was an effort not to get lost in those warm, brown eyes. But you steeled yourself, determined to claim your prize.
âRerth. For luck.â
âGood girl,â Mattheo said with a smirk. âFitting since youâre getting lucky tonight, angel. Where should we start?âÂ
You bit your lip, cocking your head at him. It was nearly an impossible choice. You wanted to kiss him. Bite him. Lick him. All of the above and more.Â
But there was one thing that stood out from all the other deliciously sinful choices. You pressed your palm against his abs and grinned.Â
âI want to ride your abs.â
Mattheoâs eyes widened. He hadnât expected it, but fuck he was so down. He wouldâve given you anything with the way you were looking at him right now.Â
âYou never fail to surprise me,â he said fondly. âWell come on then, letâs make your filthy little fantasy a reality.âÂ
In one smooth move, he lifted you off the table and deposited you on top of his bed. Mattheo reclined against the headboard and watched with hungry eyes as you straddled his stomach. He smiled as you slipped the tie off your neck and looped it around him.Â
It was a simple move, but so fucking sexy and possessive at the same time. You were claiming him. Mattheo was yours and you were his. You belonged to one anotherâmind, body, and soul.Â
Mattheo trailed kisses down your neck and throat, leaving marks on your skin as his deft fingers made quick work of the first few buttons on your blouse. He leaned back and admired his work, his hands gripping your hips while you grinded your soaking wet sex against his muscles.Â
He didnât think it would feel this good. There was something about you using his body to get yourself off that fucking turned him on like no other. Mattheo lifted your skirt up, fisting the fabric in his hands and watching as you coated him with your arousal.Â
The little whimpers you were making sounded like music to his ears. âMy good little slut,â he said, squeezing your tits as you rode him with reckless abandon. âYouâre so fucking filthy, baby. Using me to get yourself off. Iâm just your fuck toy arenât I princess?â
âSo good,â you murmured. âYou feel so good, Matty.â
The desperation in your voice set him off. He gripped your hips hard enough to bruise and bucked forward, smirking in satisfaction when you moaned. The ridges of his abs rubbed against your clit, providing the perfect amount of pressure to the sensitive area.Â
âKeep riding me,â he said in a low, rough voice. âJust like that, angel. Such a good girl for me.â
You closed your eyes, lost to the waves of pleasure coursing through your body. Mattheo gripped your chin, his voice rough around the edges as he spoke. âOpen your eyes, darling. I want to watch you cum.â
His rich brown eyes pinned you in place, drinking in every detail. That sexy smirk curved against his lips as he hooked his arms behind his head, admiring the view of his girl riding him.Â
âLook at you, baby. Youâre making such a fucking mess. Such an innocent face, but you turn into a filthy whore when youâre with me.âÂ
âOnly for you, Mattheo.âÂ
âDamn fucking right,â he said, sliding his hands under your skirt to rub at your clit.Â
You bucked against him, riding out the high. Heat exploded in your core and seeped into your veins. Mattheo kissed you roughly, staking his claim on you as he devoured your moans.Â
âThatâs it, princess. Cum for me, pretty girl.â
The orgasm felt like a lightning strike. It hit you all at once, making your walls spasm as you came all over Mattheoâs abs. He cursed when he felt you soaking him through, utterly turned on by the mess that youâve made. Mattheo had never been harder in his life.Â
Your boyfriend peppered kisses on your face, pulling you taut to him as you came down from the high. Mattheo brushed a lock of hair behind your ear, tilting your chin up so he could press his lips against yours. He groaned and held your hips down, grinding his boner against your ass.Â
âIâm not done making you cum, princess. Youâve got one more in you, donât you angel?âÂ
As sensitive as you were, your pussy throbbed at his words. When it came to Mattheo, you could never really get enough.Â
âI thought I only got one reward. Youâre spoiling me, Matty.âÂ
âThereâs no question about it. Youâre my spoiled rotten little princess. But this reward isnât for you, itâs for me.â He smacked your ass, gesturing for you to get up. âNow come on, angel. I was serious about that desk.âÂ
He smirked as he walked you back to his desk, his hands disappearing underneath your skirt as he massaged your ass. Mattheo kissed you roughly before he flipped you over, bending you on the desk so you were face down and ass up. He flipped your skirt up, hissing when he found you soaking wet again.
âYou just canât help yourself can you, princess?â He pumped himself in his hand before sliding the tip of his cock along your folds. âGods, youâre fucking wet. Are you ready, baby?âÂ
You whimpered, rocking your hips against him for more friction. Mattheo held you in place, fisting your hair in his hands.Â
âUse your words, darling. I want to hear you beg like the good little slut that you are.âÂ
âPlease, Matty,â you whined. âI need you so badly that it hurts.âÂ
He kissed the base of your spine, grinning as he eased his length inside of you. Still sensitive from your last orgasm, you gripped the edges of the table as Mattheo buried his cock within your walls. Your legs felt like they were going to give out any minute, but he kept you upright, cursing when he felt how wet and tight you were.Â
âFuck,â he grunted as he thrust into you slowly. Mattheo gripped you from behind, picking up the pace. Your pussy clenched around him like a vice. âGods, pussyâs so good baby. Youâre doing so well. Taking all of me like my perfect little whore.âÂ
Mattheo fucking adored the way you blushed at his filthy words. He leaned over, capturing your lips in a sloppy kiss as he fucked you into the table. He thought he was going to pass the fuck out when you grinded back into him, meeting his movements to take more and more of him. Mattheo leaned over and shielded your head from the wall, making sure you were protected as the table shook underneath you.Â
The sound of skin slapping against skin mixed with your breathy little moans was enough to send him over the edge, but he wanted to make good on his promise. Mattheo always put his girl first. The boys were right. He might be just a little bit pussy whipped.Â
Even without the sex, you couldâve asked Mattheo to kill for you and he wouldâve done so without question.Â
âI fucking love you, darling. Iâd kill for you. Iâd die for you,â he said, every word laced with conviction. âForever and always.âÂ
âI love you too, Matty. Forever and always.âÂ
He kissed your cheek, the action surprisingly soft compared to how rough the sex was. You felt like you couldâve melted onto the floor.Â
âCum with me, my love.âÂ
Mattheo wrapped his arms around you as that familiar heat spread burned in your core. He held you as the orgasm rocked through your body, sharing in the euphoric high while the two of you finished together. His grip around you only tightened, hugging you from behind while he slowly pulled out. You were barely keeping upright as it was, your legs threatening to give out under you.Â
Without a word, your boyfriend scooped you into his arms and brought you back to bed. He cradled you against him, whispering praises and encouragement while stroking your hair.Â
âYou did so well, baby. Iâm so proud of you for remembering all those runes. Youâre gonna ace your exam tomorrow.âÂ
âYou really think so, Matty?â You snuggled against him, burying your head in the crook of his neck. Mattheo stroked your back and placed a kiss on your temple.Â
âI know so, darling. You have no idea how proud I am for having such a smart girlfriend. I love bragging about you to our friends.âÂ
You flushed. âWell, I couldnât have done it all on my own. I had some help from my smart, sweet, and sexy study partner.
Mattheo grinned and kissed you gently. âGlad to be of service, my love.âÂ
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Heat Wave ~ E.M.
Neighbor!Eddie Munson x Fem!Reader
Summary: A heat wave coursing through Hawkins sends Eddie seeking out any form of relief. Even the cheap, little inflatable pool in your backyard will do, but he'll have to do something for you first. WC: 2.7k Warnings: MDNI 18+ SMUT. Unprotected p in v, oral (f receiving), singular use of the phrase 'good boy', no use of Y/N, outdoor semi-public sex. Inspired from laying in the pool during the heat wave that just hit my area, wanted to get this out before summer's over!
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In the dead of summer in Hawkins, Indiana, itâs another day in a seemingly endless heatwave cooking the midwest. In the Forest Hills Trailer Park, poor insulation does little to help keep the heat out of the metal sided homes, few in the neighborhood able to afford A/C costs, window units struggling to combat the high temperatures. Rather than sweltering in his room, Eddie finds relief walking under the trees in the park, leaves providing shade from the relentless sun.
Heâs beginning to think itâs the only relief heâll get from the rising temperatures this summer. Until he approaches a trailer, glimpsing through the passing trees into the backyard, yellow plastic catches his eye⌠and crystal clear water.
A pool.Â
A cheap, inflatable one only a couple feet wide, but a pool nonetheless. Filled with cool water. He can practically feel it engulfing his warm, sweaty body.Â
Next to it on a plastic lounge chair lays you, basking in the sun. Back home from college, he assumes.
âWell, well, well. Back to visit us peasants?â his voice booms, startling you out of your trance. He leans against your trailer, arms crossed with a grin plastered on his face.
âJesus Christ, Munson. Can you be any less subtle?â
âOh, Iâm sorry. Would you rather I have knocked?â
You roll your eyes, readjusting in the chair as you eye the metalhead.
âWhat do you want?â
âOh, you know. Just perusing the neighborhood, decided to stop by and say hi to an old friend.â He meanders closer to your position, hiding an ulterior motive clear as day. An arched brow peeks over your sunglasses.
âUh huh⌠friendâŚsureâ
âHey, you never spewed insults at me in the halls at school, I consider that a friend!â
You scoff out an amused chuckle as he throws a cheeky grin your way.
âOkay, sure. So, friend, what exactly is it that you wanted?â
âWell, I couldnât help but notice youâre keeping this sweet slice of heaven back here, all to yourself.â
âYeah, I bought it all by myself.â You state matter-of-factly.
âHmm. I guess maybe I just thought, being the generous person you are, youâd be willing to share with a friend. I mean, considering the conditions.â He gestures around him with open arms, putting on all the charm he can muster in those dimples.
Despite his stance on the existence of your friendship, youâd never been more than neighbors and classmates. Your circles at Hawkins High never ran or meshed together, your friends falling into the norm of calling him a âfreakâ. A nickname, insult rather, that you never partook in berating him with. An insult that remained when he failed his senior year, meant to graduate with your class. Youâve heard from friends in passing that he failed this year too. You never thought less of him for it though, unlike everyone else in town.
To be honest, youâve always had a liking for him despite your minimal interactions. Eyes lingering over him when youâd see him in class or the halls, fighting a smirk from his theatrics at lunch. Youâd become an outcast like him if your friends knew, but youâd been hiding a crush on Eddie Munson for years. As you look over him now, it becomes strikingly clear that your crush hasnât faded in the year away at college.
âYou think flattery will work on me, hmm?â you remark with a grin.
âWell I only speak the truth, cross my heart.â His actions follow his words, hand over heart.
âHmmâ Your propped up leg fidgets side to side as you consider him.
âOkay, Iâll let you take a dip. But only if thereâs something in it for me.â You decide with a confident smile, reveling in the way it catches him off guard before his theatrics kick back in.
âWhy, of course. Itâs only fair. What would you have me do?â
You keep him a little on edge, taking your time in deciding as you look amongst the yard until a perfect idea pops into your mind at the bottle next to you.
âWell, it is time for me to reapply. Mind giving me a hand?â You throw your own charm his way, a bottle of sunscreen extended out to him.
He only falters for a split second before nodding like a bobble head.
âUh y-yeah, sure. Of course.â He answers almost too eagerly. âSkin care is important.âÂ
He worries the forced chuckle gives him away.
When you turn to lay on your stomach, heâs grateful you canât see the way his entire expression fumbles.
To be fair, heâs always had the hots for you. Given your differing social groupings, he never thought heâd stand a chance. Now, he wonders if his mind is playing tricks on him with your demand. Eying the way your bottoms have bunched up between your cheeks, full figure on display for him, barely covered by the cloth.
A deep sigh rises from your chest at the sensation of his calloused hands spreading the cool lotion along your warm skin. Working from your shoulders and down your arms, you feel the anticipation rising as his hands move down your back.Â
Lower and lower until.. his hands meet your calves. His tongue peeks from between his lips, watching as his hands move higher, from your calves to your thighs. An irresistible tug pulling his eyes and hands to move to your ass.Â
âDo you uh- want me to..?â he questions, eyeing your cheeks only half covered by your bottoms.
âIf you wouldnât mind⌠not trying to deal with sunburn on my ass.â You answer sweetly, ending with a lighthearted laugh.
The sensation shoots right between your legs, only inches away from where his calloused fingers knead the plush flesh of your ass. You have to bite your lip to muffle the moan threatening to rise up your throat.
Eddie almost swears he feels the slightest push of your ass against his hands. Heâs mesmerized by it, unable to stop himself from visualizing whatâs underneath the slither of cloth. He never thought heâd ever be this close to you, let alone touching you like this. He wants to lose himself in it, in you but stops himself before his lingering touch becomes suspicious.
âA-alright, youâre all good.â
You flip over onto your back with a smile.
âThanks, Eddie. You wouldnât mind doing this side too, right?â
His eyebrows shoot up with a bob of his adamâs apple, gulping at the proposition before forcing a chuckle.
âJust trying to get a free massage out of me, arenât ya?â
âWell you know, college is very stressful and I did say youâd have to make it worth my whileâ
He licks his lips before sinking his teeth into them, looking down at the sunscreen in his hands.
âYeah, alrightâ he agrees with a smirk.
His movements mimic his work on your backside. Shoulders, down your arms, slowing as they glide across your chest, forcing himself not to linger before moving down to your stomach. Working up your calves, to your thighs. Admiring the way his fingers dig into the doughy flesh, your covered pussy right in his face.
Youâre enjoying yourself far too much, watching how flustered youâre making him through the shade of your sunglasses. As his fingers glide up your legs, you spread them open ever so slowly. Biting your lip as his hands caress up to the inside of your thighs, eyeing the growing bulge in his shorts.
âEddieâŚâ
Wide eyes shoot up from your core to meet your eyes, now uncovered with your sunglasses moved atop your hair.
âDo you want a taste?â
He watches as your hand slides down your stomach, inching toward your pussy before they flash back up to meet yours.
âItâs a question, not an order.â You giggle at his silence, giving him an out.
âYouâre serious?â He asks in disbelief, mouth agape.Â
You nod softly, biting your bottom lip as your fingers ghost over your clit.
âWanted you for a long timeâ You mutter, breathing becoming heavier at the prospect of finally getting what youâve wanted for so long.
âShitâŚâ His gaze falls back down to where your hand is, rubbing your pussy through your bathing suit. âYou donât have to ask me twice, sweetheart.â
His hand replaces yours, gently sliding your bottoms to the side and groaning at the sight of your pussy. You gasp softly as his tongue dives between your folds, licking a long stripe from your already wet hole and up to your clit. Hands sliding up your body, pulling both sides of your top to the side to free your breasts. Rough hands engulfing them, massaging them between his fingers as he shoves his face in your pussy like a starving man. Tongue exploring every crevice, lapping up your juices as his nose nudges against your clit.
âOh fuckâ You moan, head falling back as your fingers tug at his curls.
His fingers pinch and roll your nipple between them as his tongue circles your clit, bringing his other hand down to tease your entrance with his fingers. Slowly sliding two ringed digits in, tongue flicking against your clit before sucking it into his mouth, your eyes rolling back at the overwhelming pleasure, moans freely falling from your lips.Â
You force your eyes open to watch. The sight of Eddie Munson between your legs, mouth worshiping your pussy, tongue working you in a way no guy ever has before, itâs sending you closer to the edge faster than you ever have before.Â
You bite your lip at the sight, fingers running through his hair. The metal of his rings digging into the flesh of your ass with each thrust of his fingers into you.
âMmm, good boy.â
A deep, rumbling moan rises from his chest, sending vibrations through your clit sucked between his lips as the pads of his finger rub against your g-spot.
âFuck, Eddie. Youâre gonna make me cum!â
Your admission only eggs him on more, sucking onto your clit harder, fingers moving faster in and out of your soaking walls that clench around them. His eyes flutter open to meet yours and thatâs all it takes, every muscle in your body tightening, thighs trembling around his head as you grip it.Â
Coming down from your orgasm, he replaces his soaked fingers with his tongue. Licking up every bit of your juice he can.
âTaste sâgood, babyâ he mumbles, face still buried in your pussy.
You whine at the praise and sensation, grabbing onto his hand and bringing his fingers to your mouth, sucking your cum off them. He pulls his attention back to you with a guttural moan, the action making his cock throb even harder in his shorts. Your other hand reaches out to rub him through the fabric, never breaking eye contact.
âNeed to feel you inside meâ you beg, rubbing the pads of his fingers along your bottom lip.
âChristâŚâ
His other hand eagerly reaches for the waistband of his shorts, pulling them down under his balls, throbbing cock springing free. Yanking his shirt off to relieve him from the heat of the sun and your sweating bodies.
He lines his cock up with your entrance, slowly sliding himself into your warm, wet walls until heâs fully sheathed inside you with a moan. His mouth latches onto one of your breasts, sucking and nibbling your nipple as he begins slowly thrusting into you.
âFuck, yes!â you gasp out in pleasure, one hand in his hair as the other grips onto the lounge chair beneath you.
His mouth moves from your breast to your mouth in a hot, wet kiss as he shoves his cock as deep as he can inside you.
âFeel so good. Always wanted to fuck you, sweetheart. Feel this tight pussy wrapped around me.â he mutters against your lips. Sweat makes his bangs stick to his forehead, lips moving to latch onto your neck.
More moans escape your lips from the power his words, mouth, cock, the power he has over you, giving you more pleasure than youâve ever felt by any other guy in Hawkins or college.
One of his arms hooks under your knee, giving him deeper access as his hips collide with yours, your hands attempting to grip onto his sweaty back. The sensation, his cock stretching you out with every thrust is overwhelming, consuming every bit of your attention, the fact of being in your backyard long forgotten.
âEddie!âÂ
Your whines of pleasure are met with a stifled chuckle.
âBetter quiet down, sweetheart. Donât want the whole neighborhood to hear you, do you?â his husky voice and breath fan over your ear, sending chills down your spine amid the relentless heat surrounding you.Â
His reminder, the reality that anyone passing along the same path he did, looking through just the right break in the trees at just the right time, would see Eddie âthe freakâ Munson balls deep in your pussy on the lounge chair in your backyard.
It only turns you on more, making your walls clench around him, delighting in the broken moans it pulls from him against your ear before he chuckles again.
âMmm youâd like that, wouldnât you? Dirty girlâ
His thrusts pick up in pace, your sweat aiding to the wet sounds of his skin slapping against yours.
âYou were so cocky earlier, whatâs wrong? Cat got your tongue?â He teases, out of breath. Sporting a smirk as his face moves into your vision, hovering above you.
You groan in a mix of pleasure and annoyance.
âJust- ohâŚshut up and fuck meâ
His tongue darts out to wet his bottom lip as he moves your legs to rest on his shoulders, allowing his cock to go even deeper inside you. His hands keep a harsh grip on your hips as he plows into you mercilessly. The new position and rough thrusts making the wet, slapping sounds of his skin on yours, his balls slapping your ass grow even louder along with your moans.
âOh god oh god, yes!â your desperate whimpers fumble from your lips, a white knuckle grip on the plastic holding your bodies up. Youâre sure itâll buckle beneath you at any moment from the power of his thrusts.
âMmm. What if your mother came home right now, fuck, to find her precious daughter getting fucked by the town freak, huh?âÂ
Even in his pleasure, the smug teasing still breaks through. Taking even more pleasure in watching you unravel beneath him, because of him, a girl once thought to be completely unattainable, now cockdrunk for him.
âMmm donât care, feel too fucking goodâ you answer breathlessly, feeling yourself quickly barreling toward your climax again.
He canât decide where to look, watching your face twist in pleasure or watch his cock disappear in and out between your pussy lips. Despite his teasing, he can feel he doesnât have much longer, and if the way your walls are pulsing around his cock is any sign, he knows you donât either.
âGonna cum again for me, baby? Give it to me, wanna feel you soak my cock, pretty girlâ
He keeps up his relentless pace as much as he can and you feel like his cock is about to split you in two, making your toes curl in their position next to his head. You canât stop it even if you tried, waves of pleasure crashing through your whole body as you meet your end.
âFuck, Eddie!â you squeal in overwhelming pleasure, hands moving to grip onto his arms. Your head thrown back, mouth falling open, back arching off the chair as everything in you clenches.
The tight grip you have on his cock and the scream of his name as you cum is all it takes to drive him into his own climax, removing his cock from the warm confines of your pussy to cum all over your bare stomach with a deep moan of your name.
Your grips loosen, his head falling to rest on your chest as your legs fall to his sides. Heavy breaths and chests heaving as you recoup from your highs.
âShit. If this is what I have to do to use your pool⌠Iâll be here all summer.â
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The Cost of Discipleship
26 âIf anyone comes to me and does not hate his own father and mother and wife and children and brothers and sisters, yes, and even his own life, he cannot be my disciple. 27 Whoever does not bear his own cross and come after me cannot be my disciple.
33 So therefore, any one of you who does not renounce all that he has cannot be my disciple. â Luke 14:26-27 and 33 | English Standard Version (ESV) The Holy Bible, English Standard Version. ESVÂŽ Text Edition: 2016. Copyright Š 2001 by Crossway Bibles, a publishing ministry of Good News Publishers. Cross References: Matthew 10:37-38; Matthew 16:24; Mark 8:34; Luke 9:23; Luke 14:28; Luke 14:25; Luke 14:32; John 19:17; John 12:25; Philippians 3:7; Hebrews 11:26; Revelation 12:11
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It's that time of year again: Bread Jesus Masterpost
So A While Ago I wrote a Post:
The 1969 Easter Mass Incident (AKA "Bread Jesus")
...And it sort of launched my online career as a teller of strange and amusing tales.
The following year, I attempted to make my own Bread Jesus (With uh, Mixed Results)
And then it became a tradition, so I made another (much better) one.
And in a few minutes, I will be attempting to make another one.
This is how I make my living now, so if you want to my Ko-fi, Pre-order the Family Lore book of this tale and many more on Patreon (yes, it's still on and I will be shipping internationally), or donate to cover the costs of the Major Sewage Problem I had last month, I would extremely appreciate it.
This year I will be doing a Live Reading of the story at 7PM Mountain Daylight Time On this Discord Channel if you want to come listen or, like many comments have said, want to hear someone else read it because they stop from laughing about halfway through.
Thank you all for all your support over the years and I hope you have a Happy Easter.
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#pairing: virgin!dino x reader.
#genre: smut MINORS DNI | #w.c: ~2400
#synopsis:Â you knew that your entire rivalry with lee chan was solely sexual attraction, but you didn't expect him to invade the bathroom you were in, much less that he was a virgin.
#warnings:Â vaginal sex, unprotected sex, oral sex (m.), loss of virginity, spit. cute ending
#notes: i'm a little drunk (nd horny).... sorry guys
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you and lee chan are the fucked up clichĂŠ of students in the same course who can't stand each other for always competing with grades.
you've been at college for almost an year and you can't even count how many times you've argued with him, he's simply unbearable, of course, you sometimes tease him too, but none of that would be necessary if he wasn't so unbearable.
but everything changed tonight, mingyu's damn party, and now lee chan is in the bathroom with you, sucking your neck while grabbing your waist.
things just happened, one moment you were dancing on the dance floor and feeling his gaze burning into you every time your skirt lifted an inch, and the next minute, when you decided to go to the bathroom, he went after you, locking the door and trapping the two of you in the damn bathroom on the second floor of mingyu's house
"what the fuck are you doing?" you asked when you saw him lock the door.
"shut the fuck up for at least a second."
and he kissed you.
lee chan, or dino, as he is also called, was completely possessive in the way he kissed you, it was hard to differentiate anger and desire since they clearly went together. you didn't judge him, dino could be annoying, but he was hot as hell and you knew it, you just didn't expect him to think the same of you.
"you're so fucking hot, what the fuck is wrong with you wearing that mini skirt? everyone seeing your ass on the dance floor, is that what you wanted?"
"you got turned on because of a mini skirt?" you laugh, clearly teasing the man in front of you. "how much of a virgin are you, lee chan?"
that was funny, you liked to say that dino was a virgin and he only teased you so that at least he could get attention from a woman, you knew it was a lie, after all, he was fucking hot, he definitely had the attention of any woman he wanted.
"fuck, stop calling me a virgin, we're not in college and iâm sure this shitty situation got you as turned on as iâm."
you laughed again, because it was true, fuck, you wanted to die when you entered mingyu's house and saw dino wearing the black shirt and the silver chain around his neck, it was inhuman how hot he looked.
anyways, the first move was his, he followed you to the bathroom, he kissed you, and he tried to take off your skirt at all costs...
wait... what?
"jesus christ, stop acting like a virgin, my skirt doesn't even need to be taken off, lee chan!" you grumbled at him.
"fuck, stop calling me a virgin..." he said, a little more irritated and nervous than usual.
"god, why do you get so offended by that⌠do you know there's no problem you're a virgin, right?" you keep teasing.
he huffed, dropping his hand from her hip in an instant.
"shit, stop it."
dino's reaction was strange. you were used to teasing each other with much worse things than simply calling each other a virgin. why was he so offended by a simple word? that wouldn't even make sense.
unless...
"wait, are you really a virgin?" you asked, trying to understand the situation.
he didn't answer you, he just started to adjust his clothes, getting ready to leave the bathroom, visibly upset with the whole situation.
"wait. lee chan, are you REALLY a virgin?" you questioned, visibly surprised.
"please, don't tell anyone about it, it's so fucking embarrassing."
"what? no! i'm not gonna tell, i just... i'm just in shock... wait, why the hell are you leaving?" you questioned when he unlocked the door.
"shouldn't i go?"
"hm?" you asked.Â
"i'm a virgin..."
"yes, that was the big discovery of the night... and?"
dino looked at you visibly confused, trying to understand why you were stopping him from leaving in that situation.
damn, it was clear that you fought for the most idiotic reasons in the world, that academic rivalry was capable of making you kill each other one day, but lee chan was hot as hell, and you would never miss a night of sex with him JUST because he's a virgin... that's easily solved.
"y-you don't want me to go?"
you approached him, a little irritated, almost like when he bragged about a higher grade than yours.
"you broke into the fucking bathroom, kissed me, iâm completely wet, fuck your damn virginity, lee chan, we're gonna fuckâ.
the next few minutes were marked by a wide-eyed dino and you dragging him out of mingyu's house. you ordered an uber straight to your house and thanked god for living in the neighborhood. in less than five minutes, you were in your apartment.
dino sat on your couch, observing every detail of the decor while you were in the kitchen getting him a water. when you arrived, handing him the glass of water, he had enough time to drink it for you to take off your skirt, leaving your white panties with a wet stain on display for him, who gasped when he saw you. he seemed to freeze, and everything got worse when your shirt also fell to the floor and he realized that you weren't wearing a bra.
"you're a virgin but you're definitely not an idiot, take off that shirt and your pants, damn it!" you grumbled, making him take off his clothes immediately, still looking at you. and you couldn't help but notice that the red underwear he was wearing also had a stain, and that turned you on even more.
you climbed onto his lap, attacking him as if he were prey, taking control of the kiss and watching him melt with every inch of your body that he discovered with his fingertips.
you felt him whimper inside you as you slowly rolled on his hard cock, and the sensation made you even wetter. it was clear that he didn't really know what to do, but all the tension in the room was completely exciting.
you felt him move his kisses down to your neck, shy but still possessive, biting and sucking there in a way that would certainly leave marks.
you took one of his hands and placed it on your chest, making him moan...
"you can touch it however you want... with your hands or with your mou-â
and the next second, dino's mouth was on your nipple, in a somewhat desperate way while his tongue swirled around your nipple, his hips crashing against yours and his other hand playing with your free breast in a violent way.
he was a little rough, maybe because of his lack of experience, maybe because of the horniness he felt at the moment, but that wasn't bad, you wanted to be hurt by him.
"for someone who's a virgin, you don't seem nervous!"
"shut up." he said with his mouth still on your nipple. "you don't have to remind me all the time that i'm a virgin."
"but that's what you are... a poor virgin." you teased, laughing when he got angry.
"don't get on my nerves now, damn it, i can't control myself anymore if you keep annoying me..."
"what are you gonna do? you're the virgin here, lee chan. you're the one who needs me if you want your dick to touch some pussy."
he gave a sort of grunt before squeezing your neck. you laughed a little, he was gripping you the wrong way, so you just repositioned his thumb.
"squeeze with your fingers, not with your hand!"
he nodded, squeezing a little harder as he went back to kissing your lips in a voracious way.
the excitement in your body made you grind again, and you could feel his dick getting harder and harder⌠you patted his hand twice and he let go of your neck at the same time.
"is everything okay? did i hurt you? did i do something wrong?" he asked when you got off his lap.
you didn't answer.
you just knelt in front of him.
"what are you gonna d- OHâ he moaned when you touched the tip of your finger to his underwear.
the wet spot was bigger. and the moan he gave was enough to make you lose your sanity.
you distributed little kisses on the wet fabric, making dino moan and hold your hair while lifting his hips seeking more contact. and it was relieving when you actually pulled his underwear down, releasing his fat cock from the fabric.
his cock was hot, not big enough to hurt, but enough to fill you up completely, the swollen head and the bulging veins made you salivate
but he could barely breathe, the next second you were with your mouth on him, putting his whole fat cock in your mouth to suck as if you needed it to survive. the 'ploc' when you removed it for the first time could easily be heard from another room along with his moans, but damn, it was delicious.
lee chan saw stars when your nose touched his pelvis, a sensation he had never felt in his life, your throat vibrating on his thick cock.
and you continued, sucking every inch of his cock and letting your own saliva run down your mouth as you heard him scream that he was going to cum. it was a little early, of course, but you understood that it was his first time and he was sensitive to the new touch.
but you didn't want that.
not now.
"why why why" he questioned when he saw you stopping. "please, don't stop... don't do this to me... i almost..."
"I'll give you something better"
you said, pulling his underwear completely off his body, and then your panties too...
you didn't usually have sex without any preparation, fingering, oral sex, you usually demand at least one of the two, but seeing dino so vulnerable made you forget about anything. and that was why in the next second your pussy was going down on his cock.
it hurt a little, but the burning of being opened by a cock was extremely pleasurable, especially because the owner of the thick cock was completely crazy underneath you.
"fuck, iâm gonna go crazy, this- fuck-"
you raised your hips and lowered them once, watching him lose control.
his hand went back to squeezing your hips hard while the other played with your tits, all while he whimpered incoherent words.
"you're so beautiful" "your pussy is so tight." "so hot" "mine. fuck you're mine"
"i'm not yours!" you scolded him, going even faster on his cock.
at this point the shock of their bodies was audible, as were the eager moans of both of them, despite not being a virgin you hadn't had sex in a few months...
lee chan kissed you, the mess of the kiss making you go even harder on him, your tongues clashing and even the chattering of your teeth was extremely exciting.
you felt him pinch your nipple again, and that was the end for you.
you laid his head on the couch, and took advantage of his open mouth from his moans to spit there, ordering him to swallow it right after.
dino obeyed, he swallowed your spit and looked at you with a look that bordered on devotion. you were already whimpering on his cock, you knew you wouldn't be able to hold on to that position for much longer, your own orgasm was coming and you couldn't think...
"no no no, please don't stop," he begged, placing his big hand on your waist.
"i- i can't control it, fuck, it's too much."
the truth is that deep down he was a little bothered for not having 'done' much, after all, you were in control the whole time. and he was overcome by this, and by the overwhelming excitement he felt, that he grabbed the arm around your waist, forcing you to lay your body under his.
âle-lemme-â
he put his foot on your coffee table, and began to fuck you like an animal, desperately and roughly seeking his own orgasm. you couldn't even think, the rough movements taking you to his as you felt his cock open you up hard. the way he held your body as if he wanted to merge with you, adding to the way he moaned making your pussy pulsate more and more.
"fuck- so good-" you moaned, with your mouth glued to his, but without even being able to think about what was happening.
"mine. fuck, you're mine, this pussy is mine. i'm gonna fuck you forever, me, only me, but no one. fuck, so hot." he said between the eager moans he gave.
one of his hands from your waist went to your hair, and he kissed you, in a completely clumsy way but he kissed you, and that was how he came inside you.
you felt his hot liquid running inside you at the same time that his legs trembled. and that was enough for you to come too.
and he continued thrusting, slowly, enjoying his liquid that was now leaking out.
"mine. you're mine." he moaned softly.
"i'm not yo-"
"shhh... shut up. you're cumming on my dick after taking my virginity."
"that doesn't make me yours..."
"so you don't want it again?"
you didn't answer. it was clear you want it...
"mine..." he teased again.
deep down you knew that all your fighting had always been about pent-up fucking lust, and you were glad it was finally over.
his cock slipped out, and he laughed when your legs shook on top of his...
"something tells me you want more..."
"dude, shut up"
"shut up my mouth for me...put your pussy here, sweetheart!"
"what happened to the whole 'virgin thing'?"
"if you taught me how to use a dick you'll definitely teach me how to use my mouth"
"goodbye lee chan" you laughed.
you settled down on the couch, even though you both knew you wouldn't be sleeping there, but in your bed...and probably in a spoon...
"i'm not kidding... you really are mine now."
you remained silent.
"aren't you gonna say anything?"
"no, i think i agree with that."
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all of a sudden, jj suddenly felt severely underdressed in his black muscle tank and cargo shorts. itâs not that he hadnât been in a strip club before, heâd just never come to see pogue!bunny!reader at her place of work.
youâd left your shoes at the chateau after one of the many infamous pogue parties that youâd been invited to. if it were any other kind of cheap shoes, youâd probably just said forget about it. but for some bizarre reason, youâd worn some of your prettiest shoes that cost you an arm and a leg from the bills thrown your way at the club, so youâd been damned if you let those just get tossed in the trash because guys donât know the value of things.
jj had actually used it as an excuse to slide into your instagram dms. shooting you a super casual âhey, left your shoes at the chateau. want em back?â to which you responded âmy hero!!!! <3â and so on. anyway, the agreement was â heâd bring your shoes to you on your break.
itâs not as grimy on the inside as it is on the outside, but he doesnât have much time to look around before heâs hearing the slapping of bare feet through the hallway â and suddenly a scantily dressed figure is throwing itself into his arms in the dimly lit space.
âholyâ jesus christ.â he catches you anyway, though you can tell he doesnât know where to put his hands, settling on the fat just beneath your ass. he swore you were put on this earth to tempt him.
âyou came!â you smile in that melodic voice, unhardened by your surroundings. hell, he nearly did come.
âwell, you called.â he shrugs, trying to be all nonchalant about it. he swings the shiny pink heels around his fingers and you squeal, taking them from him. âyeahâ so, uhâ if thatâs all i could probably just see myself ouââ he juts a thumb towards the exit, going to stuff one hand in his pocket and missing all together as he backs away. he wasnât sure why he was being so awkward, aside from the fact you were just stood infront of him wearing a tiny little triangle bra and a g string.
âstay!â your brows furrow adorably and it physically pains his chest, infact â heâs pretty sure he had a physical reaction, face screwing up with a wince. how does one tell the girl heâs attracted to that if he stays any longer he will pop a hard on? âsâthe least i can do. come watch the show. i can hook you up with wings and some beers for free?â you bat your faux-lashes, the glitter on your cheekbone glowing in the low lighting as you tilt your head sweetly, putting on a show to convince him.
âwings, beer nâ boobs? youâre talkinâ my language young lady.â he smirks, unable to hide his usual ways and you wouldnât have it any other way.
âyay, follow me!â you grip his hand, long acrylics scratching against his wrist and he rolls his lips together, eyes practically following each jiggle of your ass cheek as you walk before he even realises heâs in the main section. you settle him in, a little booth that usually probably occupies pervy businessmenâ which really makes the blonde feel out of place. he came alone, and now he was sat here â occupying a booth. what kind of creep comes to watch strippers alone?
heâs about to jump up and make up an excuse to leave in pure embarrassment, but youâre smoothing your hands along his shoulders, batting your lashes and telling him you wish you could stay and chat but youâve gotta go dance, and that his wings and beer will be coming soon. he blinks at you, under a trance and settles into the worn and suspiciously sticky leather arm chair.
soon youâre up on that stage and he wants to sink into the fucking ground. youâre unbelievably hot, and now itâs like something out of a porno he made in his mind, watching you saunter around the pole, dropping down to the ground and arching your back, shaking the meat of your ass effortlessly as faceless men throw money your way. he had nothing to throw but some receipts and old nickels in his pockets and he didnât think youâd appreciate that â which didnât matter anyway, because he was somewhat stuck to his seat.
he lifts his hands to adjust his cap before realising heâs not wearing one, and just as he realises his dick is sitting hot, heavy and hard in his shortsâ youâre off stage, bounding over with everything jiggling. lord help him.
he thinks he might die when you clamber confidently onto his lap, straddling him front on.
âso how was it jayj did you like it? i know itâs a lilâ weird seeing me up there, iâm your friend nâall but was the song choice good atleast?â you tilt your head like a befuddled puppy dog before wriggling aroundâ crotch to cock. âoh, nevermind. i can feel that youâre like super hard so i take it that you liked the show!â you smile, like youâd just said the most innocent sentence in the world. jj blinks, lips agape.
âuhâ yâno, yeah it was⌠well, yâknow. the body doesnât lie.â he bucks his hips lightly in gesture before immediately internally questioning why heâd do something so creepy. luckily, you giggle â but heâs not sure if itâs because you liked it or because youâre well trained.
âwell, next time you get paid come get a lapdance iâll fix that problem jayj, even give you a discount.â you let that giggle slip through again, but thereâs a breathiness to your tone that feels all too real. his brows jump up, eyes flickering unashamedly to your tits as you lean forward to his ear. âor jusâ get me drunk again next weekend? will probably do it for free âcus i like you.â you admit, looking all nervous when you pull back. you just shook your ass on stage, yet jj maybank was making you flustered.
âfor sure. yeah uhâ can⌠can definitely do that. yep.â he plays it calm and collected, sees you out with another bone crushing hug against your tits before speed walking to his company truck that he drove over here. his shift was over, so he wasnât rushing to get back to work. moreso to beat off in the parking lot thinking about pulling that g-string of yours to the side.
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content: (p in v smut, car sex, fluff, angst, fem!reader)
you met toji on a weeknight during the short time you worked as a waiter in the city.
the restaurant was empty, save for him at a table in the corner. it was 30 mins before closing time, and the older man showed no signs of leaving. whether that was to your chagrin or your delight was still unclear.
âso thatâs the foie gras and the bottle of La Grande Dame?â you ask sleepily, setting the meal down with a shaky hand.
âthatâs right.â the raven haired man tells you, pouring himself a glass of the ridiculously pricey wine. âthanks kid.â
to say that you were nervous would be an understatement, you were terrified. the man in front of you was gorgeous, broad with raven hair and a deep scar running the height of his lips. youâd be blushing if it werenât for the fatigue thatâd settled throughout the length of your body. 9 hour shifts were no joke.
toji glances over at you, taking in the tremble of your hands. youâre a sweet little thing, probably new to the college you attend, working past midnight to pay off whatever you still owe from last semester.
âhey.â he whispers, motioning to the table, âsit down for a little.â
you glance around the restaurant in horror, heâs not talking to you right? he canât be. you slowly let him lead you into the chair that lies opposite to his, sighing at the relief you feel in your thighs and shoulders.
âthank you.â you mumble, laying your head down on the cool wood of table. he chuckles at that, watching you rub the aches from your neck and shoulders. you donât care who sees, much less if this interaction costs you your job.
âtired?â he teases, pushing his plate towards you.
âhave some, pretty girls need to eat.â
âmm no thank you. i donât like duck.â you mumble, letting the deep bass of his laughter lull you right to sleep.
you were fired within minutes, that much is obvious. doomed to hand in your little name tag and apron while the raven haired man bickers with your manager at the door.
âyou call yourself a businessman? you work her like a fucking dog and you think that makes you a pimp or something? i told her to nap. she fucking needed the sleep!â
you tug on the sleeve of his suit jacket, urging him to follow you out the door. toji sighs, running hand through his hair.
âitâs ok.â you tell him, âi was gonna quit before spring break came anyways.â
sleeping on the job at a Michelin star restaurant probably wasnât the best course of action. though it wasnât all bad, you did end up receiving the best fuck of your life that same night.
âoh my godâfuck! oh my god.â you pant, digging your fingernails into the driverâs seat headrest. the raven haired man ruts into you from below, wrapping both hands around your waist to use as leverage.
âshit, youâre a nice piece of ass kid.â he mutters, reaching down to rub your little button with the pad of his thumb. you feel your stomach erupt in flames at the crude compliment. why hadnât you tried fucking customers before?
you hang onto the back of the seat for dear life, wailing as you drip all over his thighs.
âlook, thatâs all for me?â he asks, pulling your cheeks apart to see where the two of you connect. the older man leans forward to suck on your neck, voice shaky with the force of his impending climax.
âyouâre gonna make me fucking cum, you know that? fuck.â the way he holds you so sweetly deeply contrasts the filth he spews right into your skin. youâve never been this cock-drunk in your life, babbling nonsense in the back of a horrifyingly spacious bmw while a man you met an hour ago pummels your cunt open.
itâs quiet as the two of you drive back to your place. tojiâs suit jacket is draped around your shoulders, shielding you from the frigid night air. the windows are cracked to let the cold in, no doubt to try and get all the glass in the car to unfog.
jesus. you just want to go to bed.
âthis is me.â you tell him, gathering your bag from the floor to enter your apartment. the raven haired stranger slips you a card with a number on it. you pocket it and thank him, giddy at his implication of seeing you again.
âi had fun tonight.â you tell him shyly, leaning over to peck the scar on his mouth. he groans, pulling you towards him to kiss your forehead.
âyou take care of yourself ok? no more dead end jobs.â you nod, kissing him again.
âhere.â he says sternly, slipping a rubber-banded roll of cash through the opening in your purse.
you pause, stomach turning sour at the gesture.
âiâm not a hooker, you donât need to pay me just because we had sex.â you mutter, digging in your bag to give the money back.
âyou know thatâs not why i gave it to you.â he tells you plainly. tucking a loose strand of your behind your ear.
âdo what you need to do, pay off what you need to pay, and then call me so i can take you out on a real date.â
you pause, looking at the ground shyly.
âok?â he asks.
you nod, reaching to intertwine your fingers.
âok.â
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sunset anew | dick grayson
Summary: You're a little nervous to become the Mrs. Grayson. Luckily, your husband-to-be knows just what to say to soothe your worries.Â
Pairing: Dick Grayson x fem!readerÂ
Word count: 1.7k
Warnings/tags: wedding, anxious reader, the batfam actually gets along, fluff!! (dick is my wife.)
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Contrary to popular belief, Gotham isn't a complete eyesore.Â
Sure, it's no vacation spot, and it's probably not the ideal place to settle down. But there are beautiful parts within the grunge.Â
Your wedding planner had shown you multiple locations, from Napa to the Bahamas. Bruce had insisted cost was no problem.
But that wasn't what made you choose Gotham.Â
Your forearms rest on the polished stone-top railing that surrounds the rooftop of the nicest hotel in the city. Thirty-two floors, all rented out for you.Â
You look down at the tiny cars and people below. Your heart swoops.Â
Your heels are in one hand. The sun crests the horizon; soon, yellow will melt into buttery orange and pink. Itâs the first sunset you knew. The only sunset you know. And itâs the same one you saw the first time you met your almost-husband.
You'd come up here so you wouldn't miss it. Just this one time.
âFound her!â
You jump as the roof access door opens. Damian and Duke walk out. Duke gives you a warm smile.
"Jesus, you guys," you say, hand on your chest. âWay to scare a girl.â
âSorry. You look really nice,â Duke says, smoothing his bowtie.Â
Damian crosses his arms, clearly unimpressed.
âFrightening you is the least of our concerns. We thought youâd run. Which would be understandable, considering the family youâre marrying into, but Father spent a lot renting the hotel. Plus, Grayson wouldâve been inconsolable, and extremely annoying.â
âDude,â Duke says, elbowing Damian. âChill out. Itâs not like she was actually going to leave him at the altar.â He squints at you. âWere you?â
âNo! I wasnât going to leave him at the altar, oh my God.â
Damian nods. âGood." He taps his watch and speaks into it. "Grayson, our work is done. Come to the roof.â
Duke gives you a wave and they wordlessly leave the way they came. You sigh and start to slip your heels back on. Thereâs some whispering at the bottom of the stairs, and Damian shouts âno!â before itâs silent.Â
You have one heel on when Dick emerges.
Heâs unfairly handsome in his tux, hair somehow both neat and tousled. He also has what looks to be Damianâs tie wrapped around his eyes. You step out of your heel, unsure.
"Hey, sweetheart," he says, sounding genuinely apologetic. "Sorry about that. Didn't mean to scare you."
"Itâs okay, baby. Why are you blindfolded?"
"Bad luck to see the bride, duh."
You can't help your idiotic grin at that. "I think it'll be fine, Gray. You didnât have to take his tie.â
"Maybe you haven't met my family; we're not known for our good luck streaks.â
"I'm madly in love with you,â you say, feeling gooey.
Dick beams, and you nearly forget about the sunset altogether.Â
"I'm madly in love with you too."Â
You kiss him and he blindly returns it, following your lips even after you step back. You cluck your tongue and nudge him away. He obeys, though not without sliding his hand onto your waist and tugging you away from the roof. You follow because he's such a worrier.
Dick reaches for your hand and squeezes.Â
"You okay?" he asks.
"Yeah. Sorry I disappeared. I didnât know the calvary would be sent after me.â
âYeah, uhâŚâ Dick rubs the back of his neck. âSorry about that. Again. I got worried.â
The guilt sinks its claws deeper. You frown and touch his cheek.Â
âI would never leave you at the altar, Dick.â
âI know! I know that. Theyâre idiots; donât listen to âem, whatever they said."
You cup his face with both hands and kiss him again. He squeezes your wrists and you can feel the relief rolling off him in waves, as much as he tries to hide it.Â
âWas my absence noticeable?â you ask.
"Just to us. Donât worry about it. The Wayne family are professional crowd entertainers."
"I take it Bruce is doing card tricks?"
"Yep,â Dick says. âHeâs pretty good too. Might retire the suit."Â
You laugh. "Sorry I'm missing it."
"Trust me, you'll get your fill soon."
âWe can go down now,â you offer, even though youâre still waiting for that sunset.Â
He shakes his head. âThereâs no rush.â
You smile and rest your head on Dick's shoulder. He accepts you instantly and wraps his arm around your waist.
"You feel really beautiful," he says.Â
"Charmer."
"I'm serious!"
"I know. That's why I'm so damn sweet on you, Gray."
"I've got a shot with you, then?" he asks.Â
"Oh, big time."Â
He nuzzles your neck. You breathe in his scent: wine from earlier, detergent, the hair gel he uses to effortlessly capture the bed head look.Â
"We didn't have to do this today, you know,â he says, voice vibrating through you.Â
You pick your head up in alarm.Â
"What're you talking about?"Â
"If-if you're getting cold feet, I mean," he adds. "Second thoughts. We can always reschedule."
"Dick, no, I'm not getting second thoughts. I want to marry you today. I will marry you, okay? We've been together for almost four years."
"So? You know how long Batman and Catwoman have been skirting around each other? We've all got a wager going. Including Alfred!"
You snort. "Okay, well, excuse me if I don't want your family to bet on how long it's going to take us to marry."
"Afraid that ship's sailed."
"Of course it has."
You wrap your arms around his neck and pull him in. His arms drape over your hips. You trace the shape of his lips with your index, up his Cupid's bow and up the tip of his nose. Dick has such a lovely nose. You've always thought so.Â
âSo who bet that Iâd actually made a run for it?â
âThat feels like a trick question,â he says.Â
âJason?"
âJason adores you, actually. He didnât doubt your loyalty once.â
âDamian had his doubts."Â
âDamian's thirteen, he doesnât know shit.â
You snort and kiss his cheek. âWell, I forgive him. He was protecting you, thatâs all.â
"If it helps, everyone else was certain of your loyalty," Dick says, letting you paw at his face. âMyself included.â
"That does help, actually.â
Dick stops your hand in its journey and rests your palm on his cheek.Â
"What were you thinking about?" he asks quietly.Â
You stiffen a little. "Nothing. Just needed some air."
"You sure?"Â
You know what he's doing: feeling your pulse to see if it changes, listening to your breathing, watching if your shoulders tense. He's a detective first, and a damn good one.Â
You slump in defeat.Â
"What if I'm not⌠good at this? At being⌠us?â
"What?" Dick asks in disbelief. "What are you talking about? Of course youâll be good at it. The real worry is me, babe. I mean, you're incredible. I'm the one who runs around in spandex at night."Â
"Gray, I'm serious," you say, resting your head on his heart. "All those people whoâve been watching us, waiting for the future Mrs. Grayson to slip up. I justâI can't help but wonder if it's prophetic. I wonder if maybe you deserve more."Â
"Hey. Now I can't predict the future. But even if I could, I don't believe there is a timeline out there where I could ever want or need anyone but you. And you're not alone in this, you know? I'm scared too. I'm terrified I'm putting you in danger. Of fucking up completely. But I also know that sometimes⌠we get good things, you know? It's not all doom and gloom. I mean, you being in my life is proof of that."Â
God, he always knows how to make your heart ache just right.Â
"I really want us to work," you whisper, clutching his suit coat. "I just don't wanna let you down, Gray."Â
"Baby," Dick says, curling around you. "Sweetheart, where did this come from? What makes you think that? You've never let me down, not once. I love you. It's okay if you feel like you don't know what you're doing, 'cause I don't know either."Â
You reach to untie the tie. Dick lightly grabs your hand, but you continue to tug anyway.Â
"Wait, babeâ"
"Dick, it's okay. I want to see your eyes. Please?"Â
He lets you pull it off. He squints at the light, adjusting. Then his gaze drops to you and his lips part.
"Wow," Dick says, hands sliding up your arms.Â
You smile. "Like it? Selina helped me pick the dress, so it's all thanks to her."
"Fuck, baby. I wanna marry you right now. Screw everyone down there. Let's elope."
You laugh, combing back his hair with your fingertips and tucking loose strands behind his ears.Â
"Gray, you know we can't do that. What about Bruce? He'd be devastated and more than rightfully pissed."
He shrugs. "So what? I'm the favorite, I can get away with it."
"Well, what about Alfred? You'd break his heart."
Dick pauses, mulling that over. You kiss his chin.Â
"Damn it," he says. "You're right. I couldn't do that to him. He's arguably more excited about our wedding than we are."Â
"Mmhm. But I appreciate your attempt to be spontaneously romantic," you say, smiling.Â
Dick tugs you closer still, rubbing your back.Â
"I would elope," he says. "If you really wanted to. You could convince me to do just about anything. Even if it unleashed Alfie's wrath."
"Don't tell me that," you chide playfully. "You'll give a girl all sorts of notions."Â
"Oh, I'm counting on it."
Dick starts to kiss up your neck and you happily let him, eyes slipping closed. It's good, untilâ
THUMP!
You jump. Dick immediately pushes you behind him.Â
The roof access door swings out so hard it slams against the wall. Jason glares, bowtie already loosened.Â
"Are you fucking kidding me? You're gonna miss your own wedding, dumbass!" He nods at you. "Hey, future sis. Looking good."Â
"Thanks, Todd."Â
"Mm. Everything okay?"Â
You smile. "Everything's wonderful."
"Yeah, I'm okay too, thanks," Dick says, scowling.Â
"I know you're fine, idiot. Now come put a ring on it before Alfred hunts you down himself."Â
Jason turns on his heel, shaking his head. "Responsible one, my assâŚ"
You look at Dick, grinning.Â
"Seems like we should go do the marriage thing," you say.
"Seems like." He squeezes your hip. "Do you feel better?"
"Yeah, Gray. I do. Thanks. I love you."
"Love you too, baby. Let's go marry the hell out of each other."Â
The sunset has morphed into a violet night. But you don't mind that you missed it; you know there will be countless sunsets to come.Â
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Right again ⢠Tom Riddle x f!reader
Requested: No
Pairing: Tom Riddle x f!reader (+ SPOILER x f!reader)
Summary: Tom, who always thought relationships were meaningless, changed his mind when he met y/n. He plans on telling her how he feels, however, it doesn't go as planned, and he finds himself to be right - again.
Word count: 1.1K
Warnings: Fluff; angst; English is not my first language.
A/N: It wasn't supposed to be this long lmao. I will write the same plot with Mattheo, Lorenzo and Theo in the future - hopefully with a better title lol. PLEASE PLEASE DON'T LET THIS FLOP OR YOU WON'T SEE ME ON HERE AGAIN LOL. Comments and feedback are always appreciated. Sorry for the typos. Hope you enjoy it! xx
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Tom Riddle was in his dorm, one of the only places in Hogwarts where he could be by himself, and where he could be doing the things he enjoyed the most - studying and reading, both in silence. But, despite being currently sitting on his desk - always perfectly arranged -, he was not currently reading a book or studying. Instead, he was doing something he never thought he would do and was feeling something he never thought he would feel: thinking about a girl, and being nervous about a girl.Â
Contrary to Mattheo and his friends, Tom has never cared for relationships - he could barely bear being around Mattheoâs friends if serious, meaningful discussions or activities werenât involved. Sure, he cared for Mattheo, more than he cared to admit, because they were of the same blood. And for Tom, blood was one of the things that mattered the most, alongside loyalty, knowledge and influence.Â
And y/n.Â
Tom had always thought Mattheo was the only person he could ever care for - after all, they needed to have some sort of loyalty towards each other if they wanted to have a chance to fight their father - but, just like he was surprised to learn he did not want to follow his father in his quest for tyranny, Tom was surprised to find himself caring for y/n.Â
Just like he had never cared for friendship, Tom had never cared for love. He did not think it was a weakness as his father did, but he did think it was not as important as people made it out to be. And, also, why care for love when something terrible, something that would likely cost lives was being prepared?Â
But then again, y/n challenged that idea. Despite being in the same house and the same year, it took Tom several years to properly notice her. He knew she was one of Mattheoâs close friends outside of his usual group, and that gave them occasions to spend time together. Strangely, Tom had first found her company more tolerable than the others - she seemed to understand his will for silence, deep conversations and his interests, seemed to have the same thirst for knowledge. She was kind as well, having what people called âa heart of goldâ, always ready to help anybody in need. She was also warm and funny, two things she shared with Mattheo, and it usually didnât take people enough to want to be her friend. Tom had considered y/n the closest thing he had to a friend, and he thought he would stay that way until, one day, he saw her and Mattheo sitting closer to each other than usual, and he felt something strange, something he didnât expect to feel, and something he struggled to understand - jealousy. He didnât think it was that at first, but it became obvious it indeed was jealousy when he found himself wishing that he was the one sitting next to her, and not Mattheo.Â
From that moment, he kept thinking about y/n in ways he had never done before - how beautiful she was, how he loved her smile, how he wanted to hold her hand, to smell her addictive perfume, to be the person who mattered most to her⌠how he wanted to hold and kiss her. He had considered those thoughts as foolish at first and tried to not have them, but everytime he was with y/n, they came back running, and he sometimes had to restrain himself from sitting closer to her just to smell her perfume when they were in class, or to hold her hand when they were studying in the library. He didnât have anybody to ask questions to - Mattheo would laugh at him - so, like he always did, Tom gave himself the answer: it was love. At first, he thought it was only temporary and it didnât even cross his mind to tell her about it, but he was forced to admit that, instead of disappearing, those feelings became stronger with each day passing. The idea displeased him, and he tried to avoid y/n so these feelings would go away, but it was in vain, and only made him miss y/n - and made him love her more. But one day, as he was sitting on his desk busy thinking about her instead of studying, the idea of just telling her how he felt seemed right. Of course, the idea of rejection secretly terrified him, but he would accept simply being her friend. y/n deserved a loyal, sincere friend and that is what Tom was. All she had to do was give him a chance he could be the boyfriend - the word seemed so meaningless compared to what he felt - she deserved, a boyfriend who would be loyal, caring, sincere, and who would put her and her needs and safety first. Â
Thus, he got her favorite flowers, and, having thought about what to say to her for hours, decided to go and ask her to have a moment of her time. And now the time had come. He grabbed the bouquet, and, trying to pull himself together, left his dorm. At that hour, y/n should be in the common room. With a bit of luck, she would be alone. Tom headed for the common room, which was nearly empty except for two first years laughing. He started looking for y/n, and his heart, which had started to beat faster with nervosity and hope, almost broke.Â
y/n was indeed here, standing in a corner of the room - kissing Mattheo, who had a hand on her waist and the other in her hair. He broke the kiss, looked at her in a way Tom had never seen him and y/n had a smile before Mattheo pressed his lips on hers like he couldnât help it.Â
Tom took a step back, and the only thing that stopped him from dropping the bouquet was the noise he knew it would make. He turned around and quickly yet silently went back to his dorm - where the flowers finally met the ground. His back against the door, he almost wanted to laugh now. How could he have been so foolish? It should have been obvious to him from the start that y/n, warm and kind y/n, would prefere Mattheo, Mattheo would everybody loved or at least fond of, who had no problems making friends and be with people, Mattheo who had never been anything like their father. Mattheo, who people didnât intimidate or rightfully found cold and strange.Â
Youâve won, brother.Â
As always, Tom Riddle found he had been right. Love was meaningless, and he should never have cared for it - should have never cared for her - in the first place.Â
He was right, but for the first time in his life, he wished he wasnât.
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