#whats the fucking point of having public healthcare if u cant even get ur fucking treatment covered by it this country is DOGSHIT
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what if i just killed myself
#the entire fucking REASONNNNN i titrated through right to choose was bc they said GPs will accept shared care after!!!!!!#i CANNOT fucking afford private meds. i can afford a few weeks to finish titration but i dont have the income/savings for more#like the meds for this month alone cost £150. and thats on top of 25 quid for the prescription n more for any communications#and yeah i wouldnt have to pay the monthly titration fee after that but its still 200 quid a month plus a mandatory 200 quid review yearly#plus extra every time i want any changes to meds itd work out at like 10-15% of my annual income before tax jesus fucking christ#they said someone would get in touch with more info and they havent and im uughghjgf. please dont do this to me#i dont even want to send a follow up message bc id get charged for that at their stupidly expensive rate per minute#man i just. i cant think about this right now its making me so anxious#lets just get to the end of the process and ill pay for discharge/referral and if my gp refuses then ill deal with it from there#i need to look into my workplaces healthcare coverage bc thats another option i could get private treatment covered through them#but i may still have to pay for my own scripts and i dont want to be tied to my work like that..i mean i can go back to being unmedicated#or switch gp until i find one that does accept. and maybe they will straight away so ahhhhhh. its okay its okay lets just see#one thing. at a time. im not going to panic about it#i haveto call friends now anyway so i need to stop spiralling abt this wah#.diaries#whats the fucking point of having public healthcare if u cant even get ur fucking treatment covered by it this country is DOGSHIT#AND MY PRESCRIBER SPELLED MY NAME WRONG THREE TIMES IM SO PISSED OFFFFFFF
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complaining about my shit brain below bc it got long lol
sooo genius that i need to get medication to do almost everything that i need to be doing. like. oh yknow. getting proper education. and that the process to get in touch with mental health professionals, which btw i dont even know if theyll be any good bc its public healthcare but thats beside the point, is incredibly stressful to the point where i avoided it for like my whole 1st year or being here and now i have to wait more for a phone call that id rather rip my hair out than go through with, and then more appointments and shit. and then ill have to hope what im prescribed helps rather than fuck my shit up like the last time i was put on meds and if it doesnt i have to just keep trying until i find something that does work. and in all that time we'll probably be moving to a different place and im suuure that wont fuck up anything nor lead to any more waiting times. smiles. oh and idk this country's main language bc again its hard to fucking learn something like that on ur own when u have unmedicated adhd. and other issues. so my options with who ill be able to see and talk to are greatly limited by that too.
this post was brought to you by me being upset that i cant look into dog related events or training classes or read books from the library on the topic or talk to most ppl that we come across on walks or literally anything. like im at a point where i Want education which is smth i wouldnt have really even said a couple years ago bc it was just. well i have to. but now i have a (specific interest fueled) motivation to do that but basically :
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