#the conundrum comes in how to utilize it

[littlemissmanga]

@ko-fanatic Hi! So fanfic is in a grey legal area and responses vary from house to house regarding it being available and how close it can be to your queried story. That's why having a good agent is a first step for anyone who really wants to get published through traditional means - they know the editors she'll be pitching to and can help tailor a query to that editor and House's specifications and help you through all legal aspects from contract negotiation to fanfic.

Personally, I would have loved to see a sustained and dedicated following no matter if they were on Twitter or AO3. I think if your wife focuses those facts as "Over X years, I was able to write X amount and have gained and sustained X number of loyal subscribers. This group is already invested in my writing and I believe will translate into book sales as I would market to them through my personal website" that would be a good route.

Fanfic audience doesn't always translate to sales because now you're asking them to pay, but I have seen it happen so your wife will have to present the argument that her followers are there for her writing, and not the property she's writing about.

I find it personally offensive how many bad writers can get published so easily.

[quietstormxr]

Only Mine

*A collective sigh of relief* FINALLY!

Part 3 of 'You'll Survive'

A/N: FW/IF and very minor OS spoilers, angst, fluff, swearing, and Garrick :)

Summary: Reckless must be your middle name, or at least that's what Garrick thinks. Until he's on the other side, then you realize something you've been putting off for too long. Continuation through the battle of Pavis.

Word Count: 19k

You'll Survive - Found You Again

“Do you think that masquerading yourself will save you?” The sickeningly sweet voice calls through your mind.

Running as fast as your feet will carry you, you look left and right but can’t seem to find the source. Panic and confusion clawing at your insides. Panting with exertion, sweat falling down your temples, you suddenly find your feet swept from underneath you and your arms tied to your side. Thrashing trying to pry yourself loose, but there aren’t any bindings to pull apart. 

“Tsk, tsk.” The voice continues from behind you. “I figured it would’ve been harder to catch you. Seems you haven’t been utilizing your signet as well as you should.”

Finally, the owner of the voice comes into view, and you are met with crimson eyes and veins spidering out in every direction. Taking in the robes and the color of the venin’s skin, the prominent tattoo on their forehead a striking contrast, you know this isn’t just another student. 

“You can recognize power better than other riders. Such an interesting conundrum. You can pretend to be us, yet you do not corrupt yourself as we do. Pity. A power like yours would be more than welcome in our ranks.” 

“Fuck. Off.” You spit while still trying to thrash out of the magical hold. 

“Ah-ah. Watch that pretty mouth of yours. I’ll be seeing you sooner than you realize, and you should never talk back to those more powerful than you.” Her words are purred in a voice in direct opposition to the threat behind them.

The hold she has on you drops and you begin sprinting as fast as the burning in your legs will allow. It isn’t until you are met with the ledge of a cliff that you turn back to the threat behind you. Your eyes blow wide watching the venin channeling behind you and the way the desiccation of the land is spreading quickly towards your feet. 

Your head snapping between the options, of jumping off the cliff or being drained, has your head spinning trying to make the best decision. Refusing to give this thing more power, you turn to the cliff face and jump, a scream of absolute terror ripping from your throat and a seizing feeling of panic as you freefall.

Hard stone greets your face and your eyes fly open, heart fluttering as fast as a hummingbird’s wings, your breathing ragged and gasping. Long moments pass before your brain begins to catch up to reality. Hands braced on the cold stone floor of your bedroom and as you look around you realize you are alone.

A nightmare.

‘You are safe Bold One.’ Diomat’s voice is warm and a feeling of comfort washes through the bond. 

Sitting on the floor, your knees to your chest, the silence creeps in as you try to process everything that just happened. Confusion filters through as you wonder if this is just something your mind has conjured up or a magic that is gripped tight as a vice on your thoughts. 

Shaking your head trying to clear the fog of the dream, you decide that it must be because of the day you have ahead and try to let the fear go. Though no matter how you try to persuade yourself, the terror never fully abates, sinking its sharp talons into your mind. A bush of thorns curled around you with every prick a pull to your fear.

Realizing that the possibility of sleep for the rest of the night is gone, you dress for the day and head outside. Dawn is barely breaking, but you relish the sharp bite in the air and the way it cuts through your leathers. The sharp sting of the cold breaking through your clouded thoughts. Taking in deep breaths of fresh air, you focus on the feeling to try and calm your senses. Anything to wipe the terror of your nightmare from your mind. To sheer through the thorns of your thoughts and get back a semblance of peace.

Finally walking towards battle brief, there’s no controlling the shake of your hands or the rate at which your heartbeat begins to speed. The beat feeling as though it may pound through your chest.

Wiping your palms on your leathers only seems to make them slicker, the clammy sweat sticking to every surface. A faint sheen of sweat covers you and every nerve in your body is jumping with an energy that you are incapable of displacing.

“Are you ready for today?” Violet strides up to your side as you continue pacing outside the door, wringing your hands in worry.

“Uh – yes?” The higher pitch of your voice and the return of a question showcasing your obvious trepidation at what you’re about to do. There is no way to placate the anxiety that has claimed you or steady your erratic breathing. 

She gives you a look as if she understands and squeezes your shoulder. You may not be overly friendly with her, but it’s at least a little bit of comfort from someone that’s already seen your capabilities. 

“Don’t worry. I’ll make sure that you’re covered.” A smooth male voice says from behind you, turning you find Bodhi striding towards the both of you.

Trying to give Bodhi a smile, but it comes out as more of a grimace, though he eyes you knowingly. Ever since you agreed you would do this, the moment in the Assembly room with the older Riorson cousin has been replaying repetitively in your mind.

“We can postpone until Garrick is back. You don’t have to feel pressured.” Bodhi tries to persuade, but you’re unsure if he’s doing it for you or himself. Knowing full well that Garrick is going to be angry when he finds out you did this without him, even though he was supposed to be back already from patrols.

“Postponing it isn’t going to make it any better.” You say trying to push a confidence you don’t feel, even though it’s the truth. “Even if Garrick was here, he can’t stop everything.”

“No.” Bodhi acknowledges with the signature Riorson smirk. “That’s my department.”

You roll your eyes at his confidence but give him back a thankful look when you realize he’s trying to calm you down. Uncertainty still courses through you as you’re hesitant how your fellow cadets are going to look at you once you do this. 

“Do you think anyone will think I’m just a venin in disguise after this?” The thought leaves your lips unbidden, and you bite your bottom lip trying to hold yourself together. 

Bodhi turns back towards you and his eyes soften with understanding. He puts his arm around your shoulders and begins to walk towards the battle brief room while squeezing you closer to him. 

“If anyone has any issues, we will take care of it. But, no, I don’t think so. At this point, I believe everyone is aware of your signet, so I wouldn’t worry too much.” He tries to assuage the doubt creeping in that everyone will now see you as the enemy. “Besides, I’m sure your scary guard dog can put anyone that may question you in their place.”

Turning your head to look at Bodhi with a raised eyebrow there’s no mistaking the mischief in his eyes. “Are you calling one of your best friends a guard dog?” You tease back and crack the first smile you’ve had all day. 

“Well, if the boot fits, he should probably wear it.” The smile you’re wearing deepens as amusement dances in your eyes.

Taking a deep breath, you move from Bodhi’s arm, giving him a thanks in response, a tight nod trying to loosen the anxiety. As you head into the room, there’s no mistaking the lurking you feel in your mind as Diomat comes to stand as a silent strength, an ever-watchful sentinel.

Taking inventory of the room that you’ve come accustomed to being a student in, you can’t help but notice the difference you feel looking back at your fellow riders. Staring at each of their faces, your mind can’t help but take in the looks they give you now versus what they will be looking like in just a few moments. The dread settling like stone in your stomach.

“Ah, there she is.” You hear a male voice call from the front and look to see Brennan waving you forward.

“Before we start our brief for today, I’ve requested that Cadet L/N come and give a demonstration. Now, before she does anything, I need all riders to remember that she is not an enemy and this is just a demonstration.” Murmurs begin to break out all over the room, but you do your best to zero in on the members of your squad that are giving you looks of encouragement. The warmth and steadiness coming from the bond with Diomat growing stronger. If your continued wringing of your hands and shifting of feet is any indication, the encouragement isn’t doing much to calm your nerves.

Brennan gives a look, and everyone begins to settle once again. “Now, to prove a point, Cadet L/N, can you give an example of your signet with someone in the front of this room?”

Turning around, you take stock of the others at the front of the room with you. Every single person gives you a nod in encouragement and an idea forms in your mind. As you turn back around, you let yourself feel Diomat’s power flood through your system. Your eyes are met with the approving looks of the cadre watching you as your features morph into your intended shapes and coloring. 

There’s no mistaking the ways the whispers behind you have again grown louder as you turn around to face everyone that is gathered into the space. Looking down, there isn’t much difference in what you wear, except for the rank you now don on your flight jacket and the purple hair that you can see in your peripheral vision. 

“Impossible.” Someone’s voice rings out over the crowd, causing you to smirk slightly. Without asking for permission, you drop the hold on your power and let yourself settle back into your own looks. 

Professor Devera steps up to your side and clasps you on the shoulder in acknowledgement before continuing. Pride shining in her eyes. “Alright, now that you’ve all seen what Cadet L/N’s signet entails, every single one of you will keep that in mind.”

“The sole purpose of this exercise is to give you an idea of the enemy you will be fighting. There are obviously good descriptions that have been given; however, that isn’t the same as encountering them during a fight.” Devera continues as her sharp gaze parses over the crowd of cadets and lieutenants. 

Observing the gathered crowd yourself, you look for a certain pair of hazel eyes but still come up empty. There is however a guard giving you a warm smile that you can’t help but return when you see Fabien has also joined everyone gathered.

A hushed voice next to you draws your attention and you turn to look at Brennan. “Whenever you’re ready. Hold this one a bit longer so everyone has the time to get over their initial surprise.” 

Swallowing thickly, you nod in confirmation and try to steady your heart and the frantic pace that you now find it beating. Taking a calming breath, you reach for your power again and let your mind wander back to the image of the venin from your nightmare. Every single detail burned into the back of your mind, along with the fear of the dream. Eyes staying directly in front of you, you watch as the faces around you begin to contort. Fear, hesitation, and confusion, all emotions seem to be floating across the faces of the people in front of you. 

It only takes seconds for the room to break out in chaos. Shouts of malice, gasps of horror, and the clink of metal being unsheathed all greeting your ears in a cacophony of sounds. 

Out of the corner of your eye, you notice Bodhi coming up closer to you, but you don’t miss the trepidation on his features as well. Clearly the raucousness of the crowd has him on edge. It’s that one look that proves to be the mistake. 

“No!” The word barely registers before an agonizing pain erupts in your abdomen and your body begins to crumple. Trying to break the illusion proves futile when your mind is caught up in trying to register what just happened. 

Sounds then erupt around you, but things keep floating in and out of focus. Your hearing starting to feel underwater, you try to register the shouting around you though everything seems too muffled.

“MOVE!” A booming male voice is the only thing that seems to break through the haze.  

A rush of air ruffles your hair as a pair of arms scoops you from the stage and begins to move. A loud whimper leaves your lips as the person jostles the blade still protruding from your side. Your vision blurring with the sudden stab of pain.

Trying to get a hold of yourself, trying to settle into your mind and break the contact with Diomat’s power, but the pain keeps pulling away your concentration. A heavy coldness beginning to bloom around your body.

‘You need to control your mind, Bold One.’ Diomat’s voice comes as a command, and you focus as best you can on completing the task.

With a grunt of effort, you finally close off the power flowing through your body and sag into the pain of your wound. 

“At this point I’m convinced that you’re trying to send me to Malek early.” A furious voice floats to your ears as a sharp jolt of pain rolls through you.

Feeling yourself being let down onto a hard surface, you try to curl into the wound that’s pouring blood. 

“Get the fuck in here and fix her Brennan before I run out of patience with you and give you a matching wound.” The voice is low and dangerous, there’s no way to miss the fury behind the words. A lethal tone promising to fulfill the words if the command is not met.

“Look Tavis, we had things handled until you had to rush in and play hero. Don’t you know it’s better not to move stab wounds if possible.” Brennan’s tone is clear with aggravation, but you don’t focus on the conversation long.

The silence drags on as you hear footsteps coming closer, finally opening your eyes, you’re met with blazing gold orbs that are pulsing with anger and something more. His eyes are focused on you and something in your eyes must break the control that he’s trying to keep, because the next thing you know Garrick’s forehead is against yours and his hand is entwined with yours.

“Why didn’t you wait for me?” He breathes, clearly fighting to keep himself together.

“You were supposed to be back before now. We couldn’t keep waiting.” Your words obviously do nothing to quell the storm, as he tightens his hold on your hand.

The next thing you know, you are letting out a sharp scream of pain as Brennan removes the dagger lodged in your abdomen. 

“Just keep breathing, Y/N. The mending will be over as soon as possible.” Brennan tries to say in a calming manner, but it does nothing to help the searing pain and the metallic smell of blood that has begun to pool on the table. 

A primal scream rips from your chest as the wound begins to knit itself back together, your hand tightening on Garrick’s. The pain consumes your every thought, though you can hear that he’s trying to whisper something to you. 

As the pain of mending finally begins to recede, you rasp. “I’m getting really tired of being your number one patient.” 

Brennan lets out a huff of a laugh, though he’s still concentrated on finalizing the mending.

“It’s not fucking funny.” Garrick is anything but amused at your quip and as you look up to him, there is no missing how ramrod straight his body is, showcasing his tension.

“I’m okay.” You say trying to quell the tempest burning in front of you.

“No, you’re not.” Garrick murmurs, his anger hasn’t left, but his words are soft. “Why do I always find you hurt and in need of mending?”

“I am a rider, you know? It’s not exactly an occupation known for its sense of safety.” You snark, while giving him a pointed look. 

Garrick returns the look obviously unimpressed with everything that has happened in the last few minutes. His gaze then drags itself to where the knife was imbedded in your side, and you feel as his hand slowly caresses the new scar that you know marks your body. 

Between the scars from the wyvern’s feathers, the ones from days of torture, and now all the times you’ve seemed to be the recipient of someone’s fear, the feeling of self-consciousness buries itself in you.  The ugly rot of inadequacy driving its knife further into the commanding bravado you try to portray. Trying to tug down your shirt and move away, you are met with a firm hand and Garrick still staring back at you. 

“What’s the matter?” Brows furrowing as he takes in the look on your face. 

“I-it’s nothing.” There’s no way he believes you with the way your voice wavers. 

“Obviously it’s something or you wouldn’t be trying to force your shirt down like there’s something else wrong.” Garrick responds while continuing to caress your skin. 

A sigh leaves your lips as you close your eyes and try to think of anything but the truth to say to him. Upon opening your eyes back up, you notice the way his worry has grown, and he looks at you with the need to understand.

“I just – I don’t want you to see the scars. There’s just so many of them and nothing about them is beautiful. It’s just a hideous reminder of my failings.” You drop your eyes as you sit up, a quick hiss leaving your lips from the residual pain. Beginning to sway, you can’t help but hope you can push forward until you get to the safety of your room.

Swinging your legs to hang over the table, you try to scoot to the end and make your way out of the room, a sense of defeat sinking into you. Before you can stand, Garrick’s frame is in between your legs keeping you in place. A calloused hand comes up to tilt your face and you’re met with a gaze that teems with understanding and something soft you refuse to name.

“You are absolutely insane if you don’t think you are the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen.” Garrick whispers as his mouth comes to the shell of your ear. “If anything, each and every scar you bear is a testament of how strong you are.” 

Pulling back to stare into your eyes, he continues to murmur for only you to hear. 

“All of the beauty and strength you have is more than any one man could hope to have and yet here you are. Sitting in front of me radiating strength and determination with a face more radiant than Amari.”

As he finishes his words, you can’t help but search his eyes. Of all the things you’ve heard from men before, none of them ever lauded you for your strength. Especially Garrick, as he was always a gentleman, but ever the tease.

“I don’t remember ever hearing about my supposed strength from you before.” You remark, still caught off guard by his admission.

The sardonic huff he gives in response reinforces the fact that he’d never deigned to tell you about such things before.

“I was a fool. Hell, I’m still a fool for never telling you how strong you are. How capable.” He pauses as if to collect his thoughts. “I always knew I loved you, but believing you were gone changed everything. Then seeing you after being tortured and now learning everything you’ve gone through; I’d continue to be a fool if I didn’t acknowledge how much stronger you are than I am.”

Shrinking back, you want to deflect the compliment. There was nothing strong about what you’ve done in your eyes. To you, every single thing was just a method of survival until your ultimate demise. Sensing your inability to believe his words, Garrick doesn’t press, but you know there’s more he wants to say. 

“Come on. Let me get you to your room and cleaned up.” Immediately you begin to push up on your hands in order to step away from the table, yet one second later your feet are dangling in the air again. 

A contented sigh leaves you lips as you let your head rest on Garrick’s chest the steady thump of his heart beginning to lull you to sleep. “I can still walk, you know.”

“I’m aware, but you were just mended and I’m here so I’m taking you to your room. Besides, you just almost bled out in front of me for the second time, I’m in need of some physical reassurance whether you like it or not.” Looking up through your lashes, you watch as Garrick’s eyes trail over your face, sure footfalls taking you straight back to your room. 

The usual sense of safety provided by Garrick’s presence letting you fall into a deep sleep before you even make it to your bed.

_______

“You’ve really got that man wrapped around your little finger, don’t you?” Violet’s voice filters through behind you as you turn to face her days later.

“Not nearly as much as you have Riorson wrapped around yours.” You quip back giving her a pointed look. She looks back at you and begins to flush sheepishly as you smirk. 

“Anyway…” She continues with a sliver of nervousness. “While those two are out on a patrol, I need to ask. Are you interested in doing something they would consider highly inadvisable?”

Cocking an eyebrow, you can’t help but be intrigued by her question. Of all people in this fortress, the last person you’d ever thought would ask for your help was Violet Sorrengail.

“Depends. Is it dangerous and will it piss them off?” You question a mischievous smirk painting your lips.

“Obviously. Would it be any fun if it didn’t?” Your eyes flash at her response before she continues. “Although this will require you to trust me and not tell anyone else.”

“Secrets, I can do. The trust, you’ll have to explain yourself a little more before I give that one up.” There’s no reason to mince words. You aren’t in the business of giving up your services easily, especially not if there is danger involved.

Violet goes on to explain her plan and you listen intently. There is no doubt in your mind that the minute Garrick hears anything about this he’s going to be furious, but as she finishes, you nod in agreement and both part ways going to pack for the next few days.

‘Are you always aiming to be in danger these days?’ Diomat’s amused voice floats to you.

‘Are you calling me reckless and saying you won’t take me?’ You retort, though a smile slides onto your face.

‘Of course I’m going to take you. And we both know you’ve always been reckless. Besides, when have I ever passed up the chance to create drama?’ You can’t help but throw your head back in laughter at your dragon’s response. 

Hours later, in the cover of night, you are perched atop Diomat’s back heading towards enemy territory, letting your mind wander. Night air calms your tumultuous thoughts, though they continuously float back to Garrick. Though you haven’t had an exorbitant amount of time with him since arriving in Aretia, it’s obvious the ways he’s constantly trying to be around you when not out on patrols.  

Every dinner he forcefully inserts himself in the space between your squad mates, whether or not he really fits in the small space. During sparring, he’s continually giving you critiques, even when he gets on your last nerve. His presence a constant even though he’s now a lieutenant. 

‘You’re contemplating on if he’s really regretful or not. Why?’ Diomat questions though there is no accusation in her tone, only curiousity.

‘I don’t know if I can trust that how he acts now is the truth.’ The answer is simple, but even you feel like there’s more behind it.

‘Truthfully? Or are you just afraid that he may hurt you again?’ Diomat cuts straight through your hesitance and pulls out what you’ve really been feeling. ‘Is it worth letting the hurt fester and not let him correct his mistakes?’

You huff at your suddenly philosophical dragon. ‘It’s not that easy to just let this go. He hurt me.’

‘Yes, he did, and I will bite off his hand if that would please you. But even I know that isn’t what you want.’ Diomat confirms blandly. 

‘I thought you were supposed to be on my side.’ You sass as you scrunch your nose in distaste.

‘I am always on your side, Bold One. But that also means I call you out when you’re in the way of your own happiness.’Diomat then goes quiet as you continue to mull over her words.

As you lay on your dragon’s back pondering over her words, the pull of sleep finally finds you as the sound of beating wings fill your ears, they rhythmic sound drowning out the tumult of your mind. For some reason, your dreams are filled with earnest hazel eyes and the warmth of broad arms wrapped around you. 

Hours later you are woken as the air begins to warm and the scent of salt wafts through the breeze.

‘Welcome to Cordyn, Bold One.’ Diomat confirms as you begin to question your coordinates. 

As your eyes adjust to the light, you squint into the distance at the shock of white that pours from the tall building in front of you. Not a building, but the most majestical palace that you’ve ever seen. Your eyes widen at the opulence that radiates from every pore. 

‘Seems they aren’t concerned about battle.’ You muse as you take in the gardens, pools, and extensively large columns. 

‘No, this is not a city concerned with the mundane colors of battle. Everything built here was strictly for appeasing the eyes.’ Diomat states, clear judgment in her tone.

‘We have an escort. Tairn has confirmed that Marbh will lead the riot, and his rider will handle the talking.’

You hum in an accepting response as gryphons begin to flank the riot that you are flying in the back of. It isn’t the first time in this trip that you feel slightly out of place between the Sorrengail siblings. 

As soon as Diomat touches down, you slide from her leg and give a thankful pat before she is airborne again. Walking up to the rest of the group, you scan the courtyard with sharp eyes before being stopped by a line of fliers. 

Commanding you to give a truth before gaining admittance and you quirk an eyebrow as you listen to the exchange, holding back a laugh at the older female Sorrengail’s response. As the flier’s gaze rests on you, you take a moment to consider before replying as well.

“I’m here at the behest of Cadet Sorrengail for my assistance.” A smirk painting your face as you stare back unflinchingly.

“Truth. Welcome to Cordyn.” The flier answers as he gestures towards the palace.

As the crowd parts, you let yourself take in the structure, eye immediately rising to the paned glass that spills out in all directions. For every ounce of fortress that is Riorson House, this is its absolute opposite in every way. It isn’t until you hear the siblings speaking in front of you that you bring your head down and your eyes meet none other than Xaden Riorson’s. 

You snicker as you come to stand next to Violet. “Good Luck Sorrengail.”

As you begin to walk forward, you feel a tug on your arm and turn to see an unamused face. “Oh no, you don’t. As it is I’m going to get my ass handed to me for you being here, so you may as well start sticking to Violet like glue from this point until we leave.”

“The wingleader voice isn’t going to work on me.” You sass back at Xaden, who is looking at you like you’re insane.

“I don’t care what works on you or not. You are going to follow my directions, because it’s now my job to keep my best friend’s girl safe and I’m not taking any chances.” He barks sternly; fury laden in every word. “With either of you.”

He finishes as he looks to both you and Violet. Violet has the good sense to give you a remorseful look before you find yourself being led by Xaden with Violet to his other side.

You tune out the conversation around you as your aggravation at the man next to you grows. It isn’t until he begins issuing the warning of your safety that you tune back in.

“Of all the reckless, idiotic things you could’ve brought her into, did you have to bring Y/N with you?” Xaden asks clearly annoyed with Violet. 

“Speaking of, aren’t you on the same squad as Garrick? Why exactly didn’t you just tell him to join you?” The questions slip past before you can think better of it.

Xaden turns to you giving you a pointed look. “Firstly, I was hoping Sgaeyl was wrong. Secondly, the last thing I need is Garrick making another scene if things go sideways with you.”

“Oh, because you are so well known for your own restraint when your precious Violence is in danger.” The quip lands as Xaden glares at you, clearly unamused.

Indignation fires through your veins as you begin to stomp away from the group. Though you are stopped in your tracks when a man dressed in a midnight blue tunic is standing in front of you like he’s a king surveying his subjects. 

“Ah, here are our guests.” He says, his tone silky and slightly disconcerting.

You let yourself melt into the back of the group, weighing your ability to make good choices once again. Eyes constantly scanning your surroundings as you walk, you can’t help but take in the beauty of the gardens, flowers and plant you’ve never seen before peppered in every corner of the manicured lawns. 

As soon as the obvious owner of the palace stops speaking, you begin to follow the group again. Your mind is stuck in a sense of wonder as you take in the white marble and richly appointed furnishings, opulence dripping from ceiling to floor. Before long, you feel Mira pulling you into a bedroom as Violet and Xaden continue to bicker behind you.

“Please tell me being with Tavis isn’t like that all the time.” Mira questions as she clearly is debating her sister’s relationship choices and you let yourself laugh at her clear disgust.

Giving her a thoughtful look, you let yourself reflect momentarily. “No, he’s just as protective, but less intense I suppose. Before war games, he never really challenged my abilities, but since leaving Basgiath, he’s been a little ridiculous in his protection goals.”

Turning back, she gives you a considering look. “Oh yes, you’re the one he thought was dead.”

At the comment, you can’t help but flinch a little even though she’s quick to correct herself. 

“I just meant I can understand getting more protective, considering he thought he lost you and then found you for you only to be unconscious and beaten.” Saying it so matter-of-factly makes it seem more like a slap to the face than you’d thought, but Mira turns before continuing. “If it were me, I’d probably do the same.”

The conversation is broken as Violet strides into the room and slams the door causing you both to turn. 

“Let’s get this fucking over with.” Violet says striding towards the dresses in the corner of the room. You turn to Mira and you both look at each other with raised eyebrows, obviously clocking the argument that just took place between the two lovebirds.

You pick a simple black satin gown, the material flowing like liquid down your form, but you don’t let yourself revel in the feeling. The only reason you’re here is to utilize your powers to help retrieve the luminary. Before the three of you step out of the door, both Mira and Violet stand in front of you, and you take in every single detail in their dresses. 

As you file out of the bedroom being led by a girl that you can’t remember the name of, you stay silent. Conversation drifts around you as you continually scan your surroundings and the people in it, taking in every detail you can. As you get closer, you pull on Diomat’s power and let it slowly trickle into your body and hope that the plan will work as seamlessly as Violet had proposed. 

Entering the formal patio, you watch as Xaden steps up to Violet and you stand slightly off to their side with Mira. When a wall of shadow is erected around the couple, you turn to Mira and snort at the appalled look on her face. Shadows finally falling back into place, Viscount Tecarus slides up to the couple and stands directly in front of them. Undoubtedly, they are the entertainment for the evening whether for good or evil on the part of the Poromish, you are unsure.  

As the viscount explains exactly what he is expecting of Violet, Xaden motions you to move forward as Tecarus continues to speak. Without looking at you, you hear his words float to your ears.

“I assume that there is some kind of plan you both had.” Xaden states as if he knows exactly why you’re here. 

“Of course, and now it should be even easier.” You whisper continuing to look forward. “When Violet heads down to the arena, cover her in shadow and she’s going to search the library. I’ll be headed down to the arena.”

“How are you going to replicate her signet.” He asks, clearly unsure of what is about to happen.

“That is where you get to watch and find out.” At that answer Xaden turns his head to you and you smirk back.

“I’ll be going with her.” You hear Mira confirm to Tecarus, before you walk up next to Violet’s side. 

“I’ll make sure she gets to the steps.” You say nonchalantly and begin pulling her arm along.

“Are you sure you can do this?” Violet whispers as you begin walking towards the pit. 

“I guess we’ll find out.” You comment before turning to look at the crowd behind you. From what you can tell, the only person looking at you is Xaden, so you take the time to change your appearance. Mira’s gaze jumps between you and Violet, giving a small shake to her head before grabbing your arm.

“Be quick Violet.” Mira says as you begin descending the steps with her. Violet disappearing into the crowd. “Tell me you have the same daggers as she had on her now.”

“Why? Are you afraid dear sister?” You chuckle, even though it’s all out of nerves. She gives you an unamused look as you both settle to the floor of the arena. 

As you scan the area, there is nothing but grassy earth all around the oval arena. The walls around stand as high as Diomat and are nothing but dull grey stone as if any variation in tone has been leached from the boulders. Continuing with your observations, grunts and heavy footfalls seem to be coming from a door that looks as if it was hewn from the wall itself. 

In the next few moments there’s a large chest being hauled by two guards and you can’t hide the confusion on your face. Your mind clicks as you realize this must be the target that Tecarus was referring to, though the intricate piece of furniture seems an odd thing to destroy. One guard comes forward some kind of mechanism twisting in his hands and when he raises it to a hole of the same shape in the doors of the chest, something clicks causing the doors to swing open. 

With a loud clang, a body falls to the ground, your eyes widen as realization comes slamming in. Your mind screaming danger and legs willing you to run as fast as you possibly can.

Venin.

‘DIOMAT!’ Screaming down your bond, you try to breathe and think through a semblance of a plan. Never once in the few times you discussed the plan with Violet did the possibility of a venin joining in cross either of your minds.

‘Focus, Bold One. You must focus. I’m on my way.’ Diomat tries to assure you as you watch the venin tear his body from the ground and lurch with unnatural speed to the nearest guard, unceremoniously draining the life from him in seconds.

“Shit!” You yell as you feel for the sheathes on your legs. Looking down, you’re thankful to find at least one alloyed dagger on Violet. Before you can even unsheathe it, you see a gleam of metal fly in your peripherals.

“Don’t!” You say as Mira throws one of her daggers towards the venin, a moment too late in your warning. He easily dodges it and picks it up turning the tip on both of you.

“My, My. My Sage will be more than happy for me to bring you back dear mirror.” The male rasps as his eyes focus on you. “You’ve just started to tap into your power. It will be astonishing to see where this power lies.”

“Over my dead body!” You retort as a noxious smile spreads on the venin’s face. Slowly, your feet begin to back away, your elbow prodding at Mira back towards the stairs.

“That can certainly be arranged.” He confirms as his hands fall to the arena floor. Your eyes fly wide, and you finally turn to Mira pushing her towards the stairs. 

“RUN! Get to the stairs now!” You yell as you try to run as fast as you can. Running as swiftly as your legs will carry you, you don’t let yourself look back. Legs begin to tangle in your skirts as you try to kick up your pace. Power beginning to crackle under your skin, the flood of Diomat’s influence coming as never before. 

Trying to calculate the best area to strike, you pull the alloyed dagger you have. Estimating the force and distance in your mind, you pinch the tip of the dagger and throw at the same time two additional ones hit the field of the arena. Turning you see that your aim was slightly off, and you caught the venin in the arm, not enough to kill him, but the alloy is obviously affecting his ability to channel from the ground.

Relief is minimal as the realization of the amount he was able to drain in such a small period of time. 

As you look up, you see Violet running around the side of the arena, clearly trying to find a place to wield without being caught. You continue pushing Mira, the steps finally coming into clear view. 

‘Tairn is following the Silver One’s plan. Be ready to be grabbed.’ Diomat’s words hit you at the same time as a large talon wraps around your waist and lifts. 

Not even a second later, the entire field lights up with bolts of lightning so bright the small hairs of your arms feel singed, and you must squeeze your eyes shut against the brightness. As you are flown away from the arena, you let your disguise drop and look up to realize that the talons you are in are not Diomat’s, but Tairn’s. 

Minutes later you are being lowered to the marble patio and let yourself crumple to the floor. Footsteps rushing towards you, looking up you are met with two sets of similar worried eyes.

“Are you alright?” Violet asks as she tries to help you stand from the floor. You look back to her and shake your head in confirmation, too shocked to form words. 

Brennan quickly follows as he steps up next to his sister. “She may be alright, but we have other problems.”

As he finishes speaking, you let Violet grab your arm and tug you to your feet. Stepping back towards the balcony, every one of you stops as you are brought face to face with another issue. Shadows pour from different areas of the palace and writhe only to converge in one place. As you examine their target, your eyes fly wide to find Viscount Tecarus hoisted by the shadows with a furious Xaden standing in front of him.

Violet immediately breaks from the group rushing to Xaden’s side. She doesn’t say anything to him out loud, but he turns in her direction as she touches his arm. Two seconds later, he turns to you, looking you up and down as if checking every inch of you for injuries. 

“I’m not sure which one of you is worse.” Mira says shaking her head looking between you and Violet. “I’m almost certain the two of you are trying to give Riorson and Tavis an aneurism.” 

You give her a deadpanned look before speaking. “This was all your sister’s idea, thank you very much. I’m not usually in the market to sign my own death warrant, contrary to all the recent events. And I certainly didn’t sign up for another round of hovering from Garrick.”

Mira huffs a laugh at your response before you both turn back to the situation unfolding in front of you. As Brennan and Violet finally calm Xaden and the decision is made to retire and change, you go to turn but are instantaneously stopped by a band of shadow.

“You aren’t going to keep this from Garrick.” Xaden sternly states as he walks up next to your side. You open your mouth to protest, but Xaden cuts you off. “You’re going to tell him all about your escapades and this is the last time the two of you make any more ridiculous plans.”

“This is the first time this has even been a decision I’ve made, dear Lieutenant Riorson.” Your fury at constantly being the reception of ire between him and Garrick snapping the thread on your nerves tight. “The last few times were at the directives of yourself, the Lieutenant Colonel, and an action that I wasn’t even a part of, so don’t lecture me on my decisions.”

The look on his face brooks no room for argument, though the last place you are going to get into a fight with him is in front of a room of gryphon fliers. With your foot put down, you turn and immediately head back to the room that you got dressed in, not interested in speaking to any of your companions at this point.

Choosing not to participate in the negotiations and having to deal with the shadow wielding asshole and his reckless partner any longer, you let yourself relax on the bed until all your companions have left the room. As soon as the voices begin to disappear in the hallway, you spring up and pull on Diomat’s power again.

Taking a moment to remember the details of one of the fliers that was close to Tecarus, you let the form settle over you before you step out of the room. Now disguised in a flowing red gown and long dark locks, you let yourself float through the hallways, pulling on memory to return to one of the gardens outside the fortress. As you descend the stairs, you let yourself breathe in the night air, aromas of roses and jasmine penetrating the saltiness of the sea air. 

Meandering slowly and absorbing the air, your fingers begin tracing the buds of the flowers that seem to spring out of every single space in the perfectly manicured garden. Trellises entangled with vines of night jasmine have every single one of your senses calming. It isn’t until you hear the crunch of gravel that you realize how much you’ve let your mind wander. 

Spinning around, you are met with a face you’ve never seen before, and your senses rise as you realize you are masquerading as a woman whose name you don’t even know. 

“I’m surprised to find you out here while Riorson is still inside.” You can’t help the uptick of your eyebrow at the statement. Whoever you are mimicking has apparently been entangled with the man you were trying to get away from. 

You shrug your shoulders and move to walk away. The minute any words leave your mouth there will be no way to mask the fact that you aren’t really the girl this man thinks you are. 

“Come on, Cat. Can’t you just give me a chance.” You glance back at the man still calling out, but let your strides lengthen before hiding behind a manicured hedge of a gryphon. Warily, you let Diomat’s power drop and let your form settle back on your own, relishing in the comfort of your flight leathers and move to the next garden. 

“I think your specialty must be doing things you aren’t supposed to.” Brennan’s voice floats to your ears as you study the wings of a butterfly that landed directly in your path.

“No one said I couldn’t walk the gardens.” You snap back, though there is no heat behind your words. “People just seem to enjoy dragging me into deathly predicaments and I have to get myself out somehow. I’m not usually the one getting myself into them.”

“No, but you should know better than to just go wandering in enemy territory.” You instinctively bristle at Brennan’s chiding tone.

“I would say I’m sorry, but I’m not. I needed a semblance of peace after that lovely performance that I was forced to participate in. Not to mention Riorson getting on my last nerve.” You snark though you don’t miss Brennan’s slight chuckle at your jab at Xaden. 

“Either way, I need to escort you back. We are leaving in just a little bit.” Brennan explains while motioning you to lead the way.

“I assume that you accomplished what you came here to do?” You question as you fall into stride with him. 

“Yes, thanks to both you and Violet, the luminary will be coming back with us – along with a hundred flier cadets.” Brennan confirms. As the words hit your ears, your steps falter as you look sideways at the older man.

“Did you just say flier cadets?” You ask in amazement, though its more from the audacity of the thought.

“Yes. That is part of the negotiations.” The tone he uses confirms that everything is finalized, but you’re anything but convinced. 

“You seriously think that an entire fortress of riders is going to welcome fliers with open arms? Were you dropped on your head as a child? Or was it the nearly dying that did your head in?” There is absolutely no way that Brennan thinks this could possibly be a good idea. You shake your head at the cheek of this ask.

“Both riders and fliers will just have to get over it. If we don’t work together, there is no way we are winning against the venin.” His tone is flat, one of command that seems to think there is no way this won’t work.

“Oh, I don’t doubt that, but I also think this is going to be more of an issue than you realize.” Without waiting for a response, you let yourself back into the room and grab your pack before walking back to Brennan.

No one speaks as you all begin your walk out of the palace and back to your dragons. The tension between the siblings and Riorson heavy enough to cut with a knife, so you let yourself relax on Diomat’s back and try to let your mind settle for whatever you are going to have to face when you arrive back in Aretia.

Hours later, you’re blearily blinking your eyes trying to hold off on sleeping until you can collapse into the warmth and security of your own bed. Before Diomat can even touch down, you are rising from your seat and grasping at the familiar scales, dismounting from her foreleg. Between the length of your flight and weariness, you don’t want to wait any longer than you must for the others.

It seems everyone is eager to be back at the fortress though, because not even a minute later, you hear the strides of your companions right behind you.

“Riorson!” A booming voice calls as you are walking back towards the fortress, a shiver of realization of who the voice belongs to hits you right before the strike. 

Of all the things you expected coming back to Aretia from Cordyn, the last thing you figured would be Garrick’s fist colliding directly with Xaden’s face. You finally get a good look at Garrick’s face and murderous intent is plastered plainly there, in the direction of his best friend. 

“What the fuck do you think you’re doing?” Garrick continues to challenge Xaden as the two have now turned to face each other. You can tell Xaden is trying not to react, but that doesn’t stop the irritation on his face and the way his fists clench.

“Garrick, it wasn’t Xaden. He only came after Sgaeyl alerted him.” Violet tries to placate the situation, but it’s obvious that Garrick is more than keyed up after the incidents you’ve had with Xaden recently.

“You don’t see me putting the woman you love in constant fucking danger, do you?” You watch as the vein in his jaw feathers, displaying how hard he is clenching his teeth to keep himself in check. 

Not waiting on what’s going to happen, you walk up to the rage-filled man and pull him down by the collar of his flight leathers. The sudden movement jerks his face to yours, but since he wasn’t expecting it, his fingers dig into your arms in defense as you bite back a whimper of pain. 

Realization hitting his golden eyes, Garrick immediately drops his hands and the malice that was shining there a moment before turns to sorrow. His eyes begin darting around your face looking for injuries and a moment later you are plastered against his chest.

“Why is it always you?” Garrick breathes into your hair.

“I think you’ve asked me that already.” You snicker back even though you’re more than aware the man whose chest your head rests on is not amused.

Unceremoniously, you find yourself being pulled by your arm away from the group and towards the small garden in the front of Riorson House. Garrick doesn’t speak, his body tight with tension, as he leads you to the bench and forcefully plops you down onto it. 

Your lips thin as you look up at him in clear aggravation, eyes tracking him as he takes large strides, pacing back and forth in front of you. Though the look morphs when suddenly he is letting out a laugh as he stops facing the cliffs in the distance, your brows drawing in at his reactions.

On a dime, he swivels, his face directly in front of your own as he crashes down to his knees. Taken aback, you startle as his eyes bore directly back into yours. 

“Are you insistent on sending me to meet Malek early? This is the second time I’ve come back to Aretia from a patrol and found you in some ludicrous situation.” His tone shifts as he continues, rising and going back to packing in front of you. 

“In all of our time at Basgiath, you were never this difficult.” As the words escape his mouth, you vision turns to red. Your eyes flash, gaze cutting directly up to the hazel ones that can’t seem to stay in one spot. 

“I didn’t ask for this!” You rise, along with the tone of your voice, indignation coating every word. “If I remember correctly, it was because of you! Your involvement in this rebellion, your involvement in stealing weapons that ended me up on the cadre’s bad side.”

This time it is Garrick’s turn to have his features turn, clearly displaying he didn’t dissect his words before letting them spill from his mouth. The regretful look he’s giving doing nothing to calm the ire that’s built after all these months. 

“Then, I get tortured as fucking bait, because of YOU!” The hold you’ve had on your temper has long since left and you let your words fly, not caring if they cut or how deeply. “I end up being almost choked to death, because the Aretian leadership wanted to see my signet, by your fucking best friend no less. Showed my signet because I was asked, and then I get sliced in the side because the riders in this semblance of a college are just scared children.”

“And finally, the girl that you all seem to trip over your two feet for, drags me into her plans and I almost get fucking drained by a venin. All because a sadistic Viscount wants revenge on your same best friend who almost killed me.” Anger coursing through your veins like a wildfire, you finally shut your mouth and look back at the insufferable man in front of you.

Garrick looks back at you, his muscles coiled so tight it looks like he’s vibrating. His eyes blaze with fury with your last statement, the normal soft color gone to give way to one that is hard and unyielding. You stand there, silent, breath coming in short pants, your body coiled and ready to fly at a moment's notice. Your voice becomes nearly silent as you continue.

“You’ve had every opportunity to confide in me. To include me in your plans, your life, the inner workings of this rebellion, but have you?” You let yourself quiet as you stare back into Garrick’s eyes. There’s no mistaking the plethora of emotions that he seems to be having trouble parsing through. 

“I know.” The admission is soft, a quiet breeze that barely floats to your ears. “I know that I’ve failed you. I know that I haven’t given you the knowledge you crave, the knowledge you deserve and for that I’m sorry.”

Garrick reaches out his hand and tugs on yours, fingers wrapping tightly around before clamping down tightly. A touch that grounds both of you, keeping you in the present. For a long moment, he stands there, a constant gaze staring right back into your eyes. There’s no waver, no hesitation in his eyes, but as you try to withdraw your hand, he holds on tightly, not willing to let go. 

“I never thought Zinhal or Loial would bless me with someone, especially not a woman like you.” As Garrick continues, you let yourself take a deep breath, willing the anger back to a manageable level. “At seventeen, I watched as my father was burned for his role as Fen Riorson’s right hand. Experiencing that was devastating enough to a teenage boy who saw his father as his own personal hero.”

Stopping his story, you hear the shaky breath that Garrick takes before bringing his gaze back to yours. “But what truly broke me, was when my mother be executed at our home not even a day later.”

The silence that followed his statement was deafening, not even the breeze dared to break it. You could only stare back at the man who you had always seen as unbreakable, a pinnacle of strength. 

“They had captured all the leaders, but for those not participating in an active role, they toyed with them, with us. Letting us all believe that we wouldn’t lose those people as well.” Garrick turns; his gaze set firmly on the mountain range in the distance. “Until noon the next day when an entire squad of infantry broke through the door of our home and dragged my mother to the courtyard. I was in the back of the house, trying to pull together firewood when I heard the screaming. I wasn’t fast enough. I didn’t even get to tell her goodbye, didn’t get to tell her how much I loved her.”

“Once I got to the front of the house, I was left with an image that will haunt me forever. My mother’s body laying in the courtyard, blood pooling around her, lifeless and still.” Searching Garrick’s face, you had never seen him look so tormented, as if the darkness was beginning to swallow him whole. “I can still feel her blood seep through the knees of my pants when I knelt next to her and cried, screaming for her not to leave me behind. I don’t know how long I stayed that way. By the time I came back to myself, the sun had set in the sky, and I was alone, cradling my mother’s dead body with no answers. No one to come and tell me things would get better, only the bitter realization that I was truly alone.”

You don’t know when it happened, but suddenly you realize there are two streaks of warm tears freely falling down your face. Grabbing onto Garrick’s hand, you try to coax him out of the trance that he’s fallen into, gently pulling him towards the bench that rests ten steps away. He follows blindly, eyes never leaving the hollow stare into the distance. 

Reaching the bench, you stand on top of it, dropping Garrick’s hand and moving your own to his face, slowly turning his towards you. With both hands gripping his face tightly, you look back at the man in front of you as agony so sharp winds around your heart and squeezes. His eyes are still vacant, the buried emotions trapped deeply inside, the only guaranteed protection in life and a childhood no one should have to experience.

Slowly he blinks and the expressive eyes that you’ve grown so fond of look back at you again, his head leaning into your touch. His hands come to your hips as he slowly steps closer, winding around you and pulling your body flush to his chest. 

“When I saw you at parapet, it was like a switch was flipped, the darkness that had reigned in my mind gave way to light. It made no sense. I didn’t know you; you were just another one of the hundreds of cadets I saw walk through the rider’s quadrant. But as the days and months wore on, my entire orbit seemed to revolve around you.”

As he continued, you let your thumbs stroke his cheeks, your fingers bringing him back from the darkness of his own memories. “Then when the alarms sounded for war games and our directive was to Athebyne, I couldn’t do it. Xaden offered me the option to take you, but I wouldn’t let him. I couldn’t. The minute I thought about it, instead of my mother’s blood being spilt on the ground, it was yours… and i – it terrified me.”

Time seemed to stop having any semblance of meaning. You both stared back at each other, your vision unwavering. Without pretense, you let your head drop, your forehead leaning on Garrick’s, though your thumbs didn’t stop their incessant stroking. You heard and felt the shuddering breath that left Garrick’s lungs, a force of emotions that had been trapped inside of him far too long. Moments after, the hot stain of tears started to flow between your fingers. 

“So, I took the coward’s way out, I told you a flippant lie that I figured I could apologize for after war games were over.” A sardonic huff left his mouth as his eyes closed, halting the stream of tears. “Flying back, I was so happy. I thought I made the right decision, until we landed, and it was as if a knife lodged in my throat, and nothing would pull it out.”

“All I could see was the picture of you as my mother. Bleeding to death on the field where I’d never be able to reach you. Where I would never make it to save you.” He closes his eyes once more, as if the weight of the words were too heavy.

“Do you know I went to Eltuval before reporting to Samara?” He questioned as you shook your head, still attached to him. “I made Chradh stay there for an entire day while I searched for you. I scoured every single ounce of perimeter and of course found nothing.”

“I will never be able to apologize enough for all the ways that I’ve hurt you, my family has hurt you, or the way you’ve had to be wrapped up in things you didn’t get to make the decision for. But I never once, want you to ever believe that I wouldn’t set every single thing to flame just to make sure that you are safe. That you are still breathing and happy.”

“My reasoning may not make up for everything you’ve gone through, but I need you to know that every single decision I’ve made regarding you is because I love you. I love you so fucking much that every time I think I’ve lost you, I think a little bit of my soul dies along with yours.” Your breath catches, every piece of you unsure of how to process all these new revelations. 

“I never meant to control your agency.” Garrick tries to pull himself away, but your hold on his face is unwavering. 

“Yes, you did.” You state back, matter-of-factly. “But now I know why you did. I just wish you would’ve trusted me with this information sooner, even if for no other reason than understanding.”

You finally pull yourself back and step off the bench, slowly depositing yourself onto it. You tap the bench next to you in direction for Garrick to sit. He wastes no time and sits down next to you, but before you can speak again, he pulls you effortlessly onto his lap. His arms slide around your waist and takes a shuddering breath before burying his face in your hair.

You let your head fall to his and his hold tightens pulling you impossibly closer. Settling into Garrick’s grasp, you let yourself melt into the arms of the man holding you, all while letting your mind race on how to move forward. Everyone knew of the horrific deaths of those involved in the Apostasy, but hearing about how Garrick lost his mother, your heart hurts for the man that has you plastered to him. 

Is there any lifetime in which he will be able to let go of the nightmare he’s lived? The nightmare that they all had to live with.

You let yourself turn in his grasp and let your arms drape over his shoulders in a crushing hug, your face moving to the crook of his neck. If nothing else ever blossoms between you both, that doesn’t mean you will let Garrick face his feelings alone. In the quiet of the garden around you, the promise to be his shelter from the storm of emotions and life solidifies in your mind. Never again will you let this man be left abandoned.

________

The next days bring their own challenges besides just your relationship with Garrick. You finally seem to find your place in Aretia. The members of your squad that defected from Navarre and Fabien keeping your mind occupied when the darkness threatens to pull you under. Between your own torture and then learning of Garrick’s experiences, your brain had been conjuring ideas that had kept you more than awake the last few days.

The weight of exhaustion pulls heavy on your limbs as you stand at the bottom of the Medaro Pass with the rest of the cadets. As much as you wanted to rail at the situation, the exhaustion pulling on you kept you silent.

‘This entire situation is ridiculous. You have no reason to be on that pass with the rest of the cadets that haven’t proven themselves like you have.’ There was no way to shield from the displeasure that Diomat voiced. In fact, she had been mumbling her discontent with the situation for the last few days.

‘Every single cadet is here. For some reason the great Aisereigh seems to think this will be a bonding exercise.’ You wanted to roll your eyes, but even your eyelids were tired.

Trudging forward, you did everything you could to keep your eyes forward and focused on the path laid out in front of you. Lightly stepping to the edge of the trail, you took a chance looking over the side and your eyes went wide at the sharp drop that you’d experience if you took one step to the right. Shaking your head and the thought of falling from the cliffs, you looked back forward trying to focus on the obstacle in front of you. 

At least you tried until a sharp screech rent the air. Blood running cold, there was no way to mistake the creature that was about to be flying above. The sound of the piercing screech branded into your memories.

‘Looks like there’s a guest we need to entertain.’ You purr to Diomat, your energy perking up, along with adrenaline.

‘I believe Tairn’s rider thinks she will handle the situation.’ Diomat relays, but you can tell by her tone that she won’t let your talent be assuaged.

Glancing further down the trail, your eyes fly wide as you see the ruckus that has broken out. You don’t miss the bloodied snow and the tears streaming from a few faces. 

‘Well, she may want to, but she looks a little busy currently. Let’s show her how it’s done without the light show.’ Diomat hums in agreement and out of the corner of your eye you see her unmistakable form coming towards you. 

Swinging your gaze left and right, you move as far back on the trail as you can and then sprint, jumping off the side of the pass. Letting the cacophony of screams and shouts drown out from your ears, you narrow your gaze and focus on the large wyvern circling the precarious position of your fellow riders.

‘Ready?’ You question Diomat as you begin to pull on the well of your power. 

‘Always.’ Diomat confirms as she begins to climb in altitude bringing you closer to the wyvern, wings tucked tight in a burst of power. 

Opening her maw, Diomat lets a warning stream of fire flame into the path of wyvern’s next sweep. Suddenly distracted by the movement, the grey beast changes course and begins its swift course of interception, straight at Diomat’s neck. Wasting no time, you let your appearance change swiftly disguising yourself, again masquerading as the venin you want the beast to believe you are.

‘On the next dip Bold One.’ Diomat orders and you rise to your feet and edge towards her foreleg.

In the next moment you are airborne, alloyed dagger gripped firmly in your hand, biting wind whipping your changed form with a ferocious bite. This time you don’t let your eyes close as you drop onto the unnaturally smooth back of the grey beast, a familiarity that causes you to shiver in rememberance. The wyvern must register your landing as it begins to thrash, sensing its intentions, you don’t let it buck you before slamming the dagger into its already scarred side. Learning from your previous mistake, you immediately begin to slide down the side of the wyvern’s body without hesitation. The rush of winter clouds begins to fly past you, the cold moisture settling into your bones as you are freefalling back towards the cliffside. 

Before you can even register the rocky terrain clearly, familiar scales are beneath your feet and you crouch to absorb the impact of landing in the middle of Diomat’s back. As soon as you are stable, you let yourself move to her seat and set yourself down firmly. Closing your eyes for a moment, you force out a heavy breath, rife with the sweetness of victory and bitter taste of memory. As the adrenaline begins to crash, you feel all your limbs turn limp, the rush of the attack still fresh in your mind.

‘You did well, Bold One. And without the dramatics of the lightning wielder.’ You don’t try to stop the laugh that bubbles out of you at Diomat’s slight of Violet. 

‘There’s not always a need for a flare of dramatics, but I’m unsure if Riorson and Sorrengail know that.’ You quip back between laughter, a knowing look lighting your eyes at their shared flare for drama.

Turning, you lock eyes with Brennan Sorrengail, and he gives you a nod in thanks for the assistance.

‘Marbh’s rider has confirmed he wants us to continue monitoring the skies. I hope you’re interested in some solo flight time.’ Diomat smirks with a sense of satisfaction pouring from her side of the bond. 

‘I’d love nothing more.’ You reply, though there is no way to keep the smirk off your face. 

The remainder of the trek is uneventful, in the air at least, but you take the time to enjoy the feeling of freedom and solitude. The days and nights of constant noise and other people having drained you in ways you never realized. As night begins to fall and the final cadets make their way inside of Riorson House, you breathe a sigh of relief, a thankful sense of safety settling in your bones as everyone is decisively past this hurdle. You know that things will only get more difficult with the fliers, but for the time you relish in the steady presence of your dragon and the fact that you will get the chance to fight another day.

____________

Settling into the rhythm of classes again proves to be harder than you thought. Every class you stepped into was a bubbling cauldron of tension, always one slip from boiling over. Riders and fliers constantly at each other’s throats proved less than ideal for a learning environment of any kind. The only thing you were thankful for is that you didn’t have to be involved in the mess that was Sorrengail’s squad as they seemed to bear the brunt of the fliers’ disdain.

At least that is what you thought until the professors decided that just having the fliers sitting in the same room wasn’t enough. A sour look crawled onto your face as you learned of the fliers that would soon be joining the ranks of your squad. It wasn’t that you had anything against these specific people, but you knew it wasn’t going to be an easy transition. 

Especially since they would be out for blood considering the news of the challenges that would take place the day before all the squads were merged. 

Waking up that day you didn’t think anything of the coming challenges. Hand to hand had ceased to be a major point of concern since you had started training with Garrick and then continued to challenge yourself with multiple opponents after he graduated. 

Entering the sparring gym, there was no way to miss the buzz in the air, a scent somewhere between fear and bloodlust permeating from every single person. Taking stock of everyone gathered there was no way to miss the nervous energy in the small space, people shifting back and forth, the sound of steel being sheathed and unsheathed in nervous habit, sweat soaked brows permanently etched with concentration and revulsion. 

“Y/N L/N versus Vanessa Nash.” Devera shouted from the front of the room. 

You turned and looked towards the mat and quirked an eyebrow as a female flier cadet stared at you. Confusion pulled on you again as you watched the girl that was obsessed with Riorson whisper something in her ear. Looking back at your squad, all you received were the same looks of confusion. 

“Go give her a run for her money. Show her who’s the real boss in this fortress.” You turned back to your best friend and gave him a huff of a laugh, the smirk pulling at your lips showing your confidence in his words. 

As you stepped up to the mat, there was no way to miss the way your opponent’s eyes flared with anger as if she was privy to some type of information you didn’t know. 

“That’s the best you’ve got? I would’ve thought Garrick would’ve gone for someone accomplished at hand to hand.” Your eyes flew wide as you continued to settle into your fighting stance, though you couldn’t help but fight the confusion. How did this girl know Garrick? His name drifting from her lips with a sense of intimacy that made you uncomfortable.

Before you even had a chance to register and dissect her words, she was lunging. It didn’t catch you off guard though, you knew better than to let words distract you in a fight. 

“I’m not sure Garrick’s preference in hand-to-hand skills has anything to do with who he decides to spend his time with.” You retort, though your mind can’t help but feel sluggish suddenly, a haze seeming to fall over your thoughts. Slipping past her lunge, you backed up a few steps letting her dictate the pace. 

“Don’t worry. I’m sure he’ll remember soon enough who he’d rather spend his down time with.” The flier continues to taunt, but you can’t help but scoff at her though feelings at the edge of you mind seem tamped down, as if everything isn’t as sharp as usual.

‘Reinforce your shields. Now.’ Diomat’s commanding voice cuts through your hazy thoughts and you shake your head trying to clear the fog.

Before you can rebalance yourself, your head swings to the side, pain blooming along your jaw as your opponent takes advantage of your distraction. Taking a few steps back, you take a breath and reinforce your shields, settling back into a fighting stance. 

“I’m not sure where your obsession comes from, but if you want to monopolize his time, be my guest. I’m not going to fight you over a man. We aren’t together and if that’s what he chooses, then fine.” As if your words were a taunt, Vanessa lets out a frustrated scream before she’s lunging for you again. 

Bringing your right arm up to block, you take the hit on your forearm, but don’t waste the opportunity and sweep her legs out from under her. As soon as she hits the mat, you drive your knee into her back and trap her arms, letting her squirm as you tighten your hold and bring your mouth close to her ear.

“Do not mistake me for someone easily cowed by others, if you are jealous, then take that up with Garrick. But know this, he is not something to be owned, he makes his own decisions, if you disrespect his choices, I will show you how good at hand-to-hand I can be.”  You challenge before bringing your face back up to look at the others gathered around you.

As soon as you hear Devera call the match in your favor, you release your opponent and step back, never giving her your back. Though apparently the control she exhibits is non-existent as she gets up and immediately charges towards you. Without missing a beat, you pull the dagger you had kept on you and bring it directly up to her neck. 

“I’ll give you one more chance to back the fuck off before I let your blood spill.” You purr, the threat heavy in your voice. “I’m not scared of you or any of your companions, but I can promise that if you try anything, I won’t hesitate to use every tool I have to make you miserable.”

Vanessa looks back at you, eyes flashing with fear and anger, clearly expecting you to be some meek opponent and surprised to be wrong. She lets out a frustrated huff before one of her squad mates tugs on her arm, pulling her in the direction of the other fliers.

Suddenly you notice the quiet that has seemed to take over the entirety of the mat around you. Turning to your squad, you can’t help but quirk an eyebrow in question.

“Gods, its good to have you back. We missed your brand of fire a little too much.” You can’t help the smile that cracks your features, though you wince as the bruise on your jaw pulls. 

As your squad leaves the rest of the challenges behind, you are caught in the sea of bodies trying to move between rooms in the fortress. A hand begins to tug you towards a door and thinking it’s a member of your squad; you follow the tug but are surprised when a familiar hulking frame finally comes into view.

“Did you need something Lieutenant Tavis?” Garrick turns and the warmth in his eyes is a welcome reprieve to the hostility that has seemed to be in them previously. 

“What happened?” He asks as he finally seems to clock the new bruise that you are sporting. 

“Hmm, maybe you can enlighten me.” You let your tone change to a challenge, interested to see exactly how Garrick will react to your next words. “Fliers and Riders were able to challenge each other today and I was challenged by a flier. You wouldn’t have anything going on with someone named Vanessa, now, would you?”

Garrick’s face pales instantly, all the blood draining from his coloring, and his lips pursing as if tasting something sour. 

Clocking the reaction, your eyes flash. “So, are you going to explain yourself or just going to sit there looking like you’ve seen a ghost?”

“Four fucking hells.” He says while running a hand through his curls, beginning to pace in front of you. He turns his face to you, and you cock your head to the side, giving him the invitation to explain.

A gruff, frustrated growl leaves his lips before he begins. “As I’m sure you’ve gathered by now, there’s a history between Catriona Cordella and Xaden.” You nod in acknowledgement; you never wanted the details, as the last thing you wanted to bother with was the spectacle that was Sorrengail and Riorson’s tumultuous relationship.

“When Xaden’s father arranged the betrothal with Catriona, I was brought with him to Cordyn. Fen thought it would be best that Xaden had someone of his own with him when all the arrangements were being decided.” Garrick continues as he begins pacing again, not really looking anywhere particular, as if unsure whether to meet your eyes. “We were teenage boys and there were pretty girls. Catriona was a piece of work, as I’m sure you’ve realized, but the others around her worked hard to show us the palace and welcome us as best as possible.”

“We started visiting more often, Tecarus and Fen hoping that Xaden and Catriona would naturally develop a relationship or at least foster respect from repetitive meetings.” A sardonic huff leaves his lips as he shakes his head as if reflecting on the memories. “They eventually figured out a way to be around each other, without being at each other’s throats but that left me roaming around the palace looking for something to do.”

“Or someone.” You couldn’t help but interject. Clearly you hit the true root of the problem as Garrick came to a complete stop in his pacing while having his back to you. There was no mistaking how tense he was, every muscle in his back was coiled tight as if expecting an attack at any moment. Turning slowly, you watched as a muscle in his jaw feathered as he clenched it hard enough to break. Hazel eyes met yours and you didn’t miss the way they were measuring, trying to predict what you were going to do next. 

Garrick’s eyebrows shot up as you just gave him a motion with your hand to continue. His eyes darted back and forth as if uncertain on what he was seeing. Raising your eyebrows and giving him a look, he shook his head as if forcing himself from a daze. 

“As you say, or someone. So, I got involved with Vanessa.” A heavy sigh leaves him, and he pinches the bridge of his nose, obviously annoyed with himself and the situation. 

“I – I never exactly broke it off with her.” He adds hesitantly. “Xaden visited Catriona himself once bonded, and I would accompany him, but I never let myself be alone with Vanessa again. I thought she would’ve gotten the hint, but evidently, I was mistaken.”

Garrick brings his hand to your face and strokes the blossoming bruise on your jaw. “If what I just had to deal with is anything to go by, I’m thinking she’s still waiting for her chance.”

There’s no missing the way Garrick’s eyes darkening, the grip on your face tightening slightly. “She surely didn’t hold back from utilizing her mind work during our mat-.”

Before you can finish your statement, Garrick is furiously striding out the door. Your eyes fly wide, and you rush to follow him. “Garrick. Stop.”

“No. I’m going to put that little girl in her fucking place. If she dares user her mind work against you again, I will bury her.” The menace in Garrick’s voice is something you’ve never heard before and makes your hackles rise in both fear and aggravation.

Picking up your pace, you run to finally catch up to your nuisance of a bodyguard. You finally cut off his strides and he doesn’t stop in time, bringing both of you tumbling to the floor. The air rushes from your lungs as Garrick’s full weight falls on you, along with his twin swords. 

“Don’t you think you two could keep it in the bedroom, please.” A smug voice says from the doorway you had just passed. 

Your nose crinkles at the words as Garrick quickly gets to his feet and is reaching to help you up. As you sit up, you sputter a few coughs trying to regain your breath. 

“Fuck off, Riorson. Don’t act like the entirety of Aretia doesn’t know when you and Violet are occupied.” Garrick snips at the voice, though he never looks back, his eyes still fussing over you.  

“True. But we aren’t exhibitionists.” Xaden continues with laughter in his tone, but Garrick scoffs as if he’s privy to some information that you’re more than okay with being excluded from. 

Finally catching your breath and tired of their bickering, you pull the arm of Garrick’s flight jacket and lead him to the large doors that are looming before you. As soon as you are through, you turn to him with an exasperated sigh.

“You can’t fight my battles for me.” You quip as your hands fall to your hips. “I don’t care about your relationship with Vanessa. I was never naïve to think that there weren’t dozens of conquests for you before I even entered the quadrant. Besides, I don’t need another target on my back because a previous fling thinks you’re trying to protect me. In case you haven’t noticed, the minute you try to be overprotective, I seem to get hurt worse than if you left it alone.”

Your words hit exactly as you were hoping they would, and Garrick immediately deflates. 

“I don’t know what to do with myself if I can’t try and protect you. At this point, I want to be anywhere you are, any time I can be, and the only way I seem to be able to do that is by trying to protect you.” Garrick grouses like a child that’s been denied their favorite candy. 

You can’t help the laugh that bubbles out as you shake your head. 

“How about you try helping me train? Or with runes?” You say as your laughter begins to die. “I haven’t had time to get back to my strength before being tortured.” 

You don’t miss the darkness that takes over Garrick’s eyes as you mentioned the torture you endured. Your body and mind had slowly been healing, but there was no way to evade it in the nightmares that still stole your sleep. 

“I’m behind others in runes from being out of class so often.” You admit, though you can’t help the next jab. 

“And someone didn’t leave me fabric and a book of knots so I would be ahead of everyone else.” You let the smirk blooming stain your lips as you knock into Garrick with your shoulder. His own huff of laughter leaves his mouth before he’s looking down at you again. 

There’s no mistaking the affection shining as he looks down at you, the flecks of blue in his eyes dancing at the playfulness you’ve given him. Taking two steps forward, he grabs your shoulder and pulls you forward, wrapping his arms around you as soon as you hit his chest.

“I’ll do both. You don’t need to convince me to spend any of my time with you.” He looks down at you, eyes still twinkling. “Honestly, if it were up to me, you’d be glued to my side every minute, of every day.”

“Oh, Lieutenant Tavis, I would be careful of what you wish for.” You can’t help the tease as it leaves your lips. Your head begins to bob against Garrick’s chest as he lets out a booming laugh, the sound bringing a smile to your face, that for once in a long time, reaches your eyes.

________________

As you stand in formation, you wrinkle your nose as the fliers joining your squad slot themselves into your ranks. As if Zinhal decided you’ve had enough luck, Vanessa stops right in front of you, a sneer slicing her face, disdain covering her eyes as she looks you up and down. You let one eyebrow rise, a clear challenge of her perusal. 

Devera begins giving directives, but her words are broken over the beat of wings as a riot moves past on their way to the valley. There’s no mistaking Sgaeyl and Chradh heading up the front of the line, though the real surprise is when you hear the gasps and conversation around you. 

Before you even have time to look, a shadow looms behind you and strong arms wrap around your waist. A gasp of shock escapes you and a shiver crawls down your spine as you turn your head slightly to see a windblown mop of brown curls, the only thing visible with Garrick’s cold face plastered into the crook of your neck.

“Uhm, we’re still in formation, Lieutenant.” You whisper for only Garrick to hear. 

“Mmhmm, I don’t give a flying fuck. I missed you.” Garrick whispers into your neck, his warm breath ghosting over your neck. 

“I believe the stares I’m getting might make you retract that statement.” You say, though there’s no way to hide the amusement in your voice while you stand looking back at Vanessa’s shocked expression.

“Nope, don’t fucking care.” Garrick returns while tightening his hold. His warm breath escaping as if he’s been holding it in for too long, the feeling ghosting across your neck.

You snicker as he continues to hold you all while meeting the faces of fliers and other members of your squad, a wide range of emotions playing across each and every one. A throat clearing finally brings Garrick out of his trance as he finally raises to his full height to meet the less than amused gaze of Professor Devera. 

“Lieutenant Tavis, I believe both you and Lieutenant Riorson are due to debrief the Assembly.” Devera states, although the glint in her eye says she’s more amused than agitated as her gaze swings between both men. “On top of that, their dragons are waiting for them to mount for their exercise.”

As she turns to walk towards the rest of the squads, you don’t miss the huff of sadness that leaves Garrick’s lips. Turning your head, you give him an unimpressed look, all while he just looks back with big, sad eyes. 

“You’ll be fine. I’ll take good care of you today, Honey Bear.” Xaden teases as he clasps his hand on Garrick’s shoulder.  

The pet name leaves Xaden’s lips so casually, you don’t try and stop the laugh that escapes you. If nothing else, its entertaining to see the tease of a man finally getting some back. But never one to be outdone, Garrick doesn’t miss a beat.

“Oh, thank you, Sunshine. I thought I’d be all alone. I’ll feel extra safe since I watched you take down that venin outside of Draithus.” Garrick chimes back, clearly trying to get under Xaden’s skin. 

“What?!” Violet quips while looking Xaden up and down, trying to assess for injuries. 

“Thanks for that, asshole!” Xaden’s eyes flash as he grouses at Garrick, before he’s smirking as well. “Maybe I should let your girl here know –“

Xaden’s train of thought is immediately cut off as Garrick swings his fist towards Xaden’s head, though clearly not meant to hurt. Xaden glares back at his best friend and you roll your eyes trying to draw the two men apart.

“You going to tell me what that was about? Or should I just worry that some other secret is going to come swinging for me?” You ask as soon as you get Garrick further away from Xaden. 

Garrick takes a deep breath, and you don’t miss the deadpanned look he gives you. “No, he was trying to out that I was a beat too close to getting drained by a venin in the same attack.” 

Now its your turn for your eyes to fly wide in surprise, darting left and right as if you’d be able to sense any injury to the man in front of you. 

“I’m fine.” He protests, though you’re uncertain when you see the mischievous glint in his eyes. “Are you trying to imply that you’re worried about little old me?”

Now it’s your turn to return the deadpanned look, lips thinning at his ribbing. “If you’re going to act like that, I’ll take my affections elsewhere.”

You turn sharply, intending to stomp away from the infuriating man, but before you can take two steps you find yourself wrapped in his embrace again. Turning in his hold, you wrap your arms around him and take a deep breath, relieved at knowing that he’s safe.

“I’d love to stay here, but if you don’t let go soon, I’m afraid Devera won’t be as nice about it.” You murmur into his chest. Garrick huffs a slight laugh before he begins to release you, though its slower than you would’ve expected, as if he’s afraid you’ll disappear if he lets go too fast. 

“Come find me when you get back. We can work on runes to get you caught up.” A small smile on his face as he begins walking backwards, away from you.

“Yes, sir, Lieutenant.” You sass with a mock salute, but you don’t miss the flare of fire in his eyes before you are turning and heading for Diomat and the rest of your squad. 

___________

“This is not what I expected when we were told we’d be searching for runes.” You grumble as you feel the snow of the mountain begin to sop into your boots. Scrunching your nose in distaste, you continue behind those that seemed to have mastered them. 

Your attitude isn’t helped as you must travel behind Vanessa, the girl constantly turning back to you with another sneer on her face. You try to breathe deeply and let the mountain air cool your rising aggravation, but at about the fifteenth time that she dares to turn, you’ve had enough.

“Can you please stare at something or someone else? I’m about fifteen seconds from throwing you off the nearest cliff.” Your tone is clipped, the annoyance floating through every word. 

“I don’t think I’ll ever be able to understand what exactly Garrick sees in you. Littered with scars and the personality to match, seems like more of a chore to deal with you than a privilege.” Your eyes flash with anger and it takes every ounce of restraint in your body not to lunge at the girl and fulfill your promise. 

However, there’s no way to hold in the growl of frustration and there’s your mistake. No matter the way her words seem to rot into your core, you should have remained silent. Realizing too late, you look up and monitor the snow, suddenly sure that you should’ve just kept your mouth shut and endured her stare. Eyes nervously darting back and forth, you hope beyond hope that the precariously coated mountaintops will keep their mounds of snow right where they are.

“Lets just get this exercise over with so we don’t have to be in each other’s company any longer.” The only words you can get out through your grit teeth, the level of your voice so low you know only Vanessa can hear you. 

“What? Is it too intimidating to be faced with the fact that you’ll never be good enough for Garrick? That you’ll always be beleaguered with scars and cracks that nothing will ever cover?” The words again stick in your gut, churning into an acidic sludge burning in their ferocity. Who is this girl to give voice to some of the things you’ve always thought about yourself? To correctly judge you in a way no one else seems to do, as if she can get into your mind and examine every single insecurity.

“Stop.” A male flier steps up to Vanessa and tugs lightly on her arm. “We’re standing precariously on a mountain beset in snow. Now is not the time to act petty.”

An eyebrow quirks at his words, but you have no time to dissect them when you hear a crack of ice. Eyes instantly shooting to the peak above, fear begins to tighten your insides as there’s no way to stop the avalanche of snow if its precarious position changes. 

“Get moving before we all end up off the side of the cliff.” You whisper harshly, hoping that they take the warning for what it is.  

They begin to step forward, but as you continually monitor the snow, you can’t help but worry about the shifting you see from smaller piles near the edges of the cliff. Before you can take a step into the safety of the cave, a loud roar comes from somewhere within the mountain. Eyes widening in shock, you try to push into the entrance of the cave, but the slightly falling snow has now turned into an avalanche, each flake misplaced by the commanding roar. You push the flier in front of you forward, but your foot catches on a rock that was previously covered in snow, and you fall to your knees. 

‘Bold One!’ Diomat’s worried voice breaks your panic as you wrap your arms around your head to shelter yourself from the falling snow. 

Suddenly a burst of heat flows from above and you do your best to curl in as tightly as you can. Finally understanding the reason for the fire above you, you’re suddenly being doused in drops of hot water. You try to turn your head and see a flash of familiar scales, but as helpful as Diomat is by eliminating the weight of the snow, it doesn’t stop the falling stones. 

A blinding pain suddenly knocks into you as a heavy thunk resounds in your skull. Trying to open your eyes, the only thing you see is stars and blurring figures. You body starts to feel like its rolling on the ocean instead of steady on the side of a mountain, shutting your eyes tightly again you try to stave off the wave of nausea that threatens to overtake you. 

Muffled shouts sound from around you, you’re not entirely sure from where, but the echoing pound in your head causes everything to be drowned out. You bring your hands to your head and are suddenly aware of a warm and sticky dripping from the side of your face. Taking your hands from your face, your stomach revolts at the metallic smell that meets your nose, only enhancing the battering pain in your head.

After what seems an eternity of emptying your stomach, you look up to see several sets of black and brown boots around you, though their voices are still muffled from the pulsing in your head. 

A gentle hand falls to your shoulder and through the stars in your eyes, you meet the blurry gaze of your best friend. He tries to hold up his hand and ask you about the fingers on his hand, but you can’t seem to differentiate anything. 

Taking your non-confirmation as a response, you feel gentle hands roll you towards another leather-clad body. The only thing you register is the unusual color of the leather, something about the brown color confusing you before the nausea and throbbing pain cause the blackness to settle in. 

_________________

“Sometimes I think Tavis is right, your one goal in life is to be in lethal situations.” Your best friend snarks at you as you sit in your room trying to focus your vision, unsure of exactly how much time has passed since you passed out.

“This was absolutely not my fault!” You pout. “I can’t control another dragon’s roar firstly. And secondly, I’m not the one who organized that ridiculous rune hunt either.”

As you finish talking, you close your eyes trying to keep the nausea from clawing up your throat again. Though your actions seem fruitless when your best friend gets up from the bed and rocks your body, causing your vision to swim again at the change. 

A groan leaves your lips as you hear footfalls and the grogginess fogging your head the only thing you can focus on.

“Stop moving or making any noise. If you don’t, I’m going to puke on you.” You moan as you try to right your stomach again after the bed tipping. 

The room finally goes quiet as you try to settle back into the bed as slowly as you can. Before you can even register how dark the room has gotten, the blissfulness of sleep finds you again. 

The veil of sleep finally begins to lift, and you take a deep breath, eyes still closed as you try to assess the pain in your head.

“Will there ever be one time when I come back, and you aren’t half dead?” Garrick’s voice cuts through the silence causing your eyes to shoot open. “Or is that just going to be your perpetual state now?”

Your lips thin at his comments as you let yourself slowly wake up, turning your head, there’s no way to miss his large form sitting in the chair propped next to your bed. Though you can’t fully make out the look on his face through the darkness of the room.

“I’ll see what I can do about my inability to let other’s fall, Lieutenant.” You mouth, though there’s no real bite behind it. 

Garrick takes a deep breath as he rises from the chair and sits on the side of your bed. You brace yourself, expecting the nausea to hit you again, but you finally let out your breath when you realize it seems to finally have abated. 

“I think I’m going to request that you be sent wherever Sorrengail is not. Maybe then I’ll be able to keep you out of mortal peril.” Your brows scrunch as you absorb his words, though he continues. “It seems Andarna killed Solas within the cave network you were in. Your squad, unfortunately, seems to be the one that was closest to them.”

“Ah.” You say, because there’s nothing more to be explained. “So, you’re saying that Varrish and his fire breathing companion are both now dead, correct?”

A dark look passes over Garrick’s features, before he lays down next to you and pulls you forward to rest your head on his chest.

“Yes, it seems as though that issue has now come to a close. Although, that doesn’t stop anyone from taking their place.” You hum in acknowledgment, but between the warmth of Garrick’s body and the lulling rhythm of his heart, your eyes begin to droop again.

“Sleep. I’m not going anywhere tonight.” Garrick whispers as his arm tightens around you. His body a fortress of safety, a shelter in the storm of the life you’ve found yourself in.

_____________

Finally having an afternoon to yourself, you take the time to stroll into Aretia. The bustle of the city seems to settle your nervous energy. The smell of sweets wafting from the cafés, the sounds of children playing near the small school, the bustle of conversation within the market stalls, all combine to a sense of normalcy that you haven’t experienced since crossing the parapet. 

You relish in the simple pleasures of the day to day. Watching the blacksmith take orders, the farmers bringing in carts lined with vegetables, woodworkers turning wood for furniture, every single person engrossed in their daily lives. 

You’d once thought you’d feel like an outsider watching others live their lives, but instead it has seemed to bring you a peace you didn’t know you missed. 

A smile graces your face as you swing open the familiar door to Fabien’s café, the warm scent of coffee assaulting every single sense. Walking up to the counter, you hit the small bell and smile again when you hear a voice call from the back.

“One second!” Fabien’s voice echoes from inside the kitchen.

As you wait, you let your fingers rove over the cups on the shelves, the smooth velvet of the chairs, the worn wood of the counter, committing every single detail to memory. 

Everything an effort to try and get the pit out of your stomach. A stone that seemed to settle there this morning that will not dislodge.  

You turn around again as you hear the familiar squeak of the door separating the kitchen and the front. 

“What can I get for you?” Fabien says without looking at you and you smile.

“O – Oh! Hello!” He now greets as he looks back at you for the first time. “How have you been? I haven’t seen you since that ruckus in battle brief.”

“I’m doing well, thank you. Just came for a cup of hot chocolate and some conversation.” You admit. “I have the afternoon off and needed a distraction outside of the fortress.”

“Yes, it can get a bit stuffy in there.” A quick chuckle escapes your lips at Fabien’s quip. “Go ahead and make yourself at home. I’ll get your drink ready, and we can chat.”

True to his word, minutes later, you are holding a steaming mug of rich chocolate. You inhale, letting the sweet scent of the chocolate melt into your nostrils, the warmth of the cup chasing away the chill of your hands. Tipping the cup, you soften into the pleasantness of the liquid hitting your tongue, the pleasure dampening the weight of the stone in your stomach. 

“I hear you’ve been having quite the adventures lately.” Fabien muses as he clutches his own cup of the molten chocolate. 

You harrumph, not wanting to receive another lecture about your reckless ways. “It isn’t like I plan on most of these things. The only thing I could possibly be blamed for it willingly going to Cordyn.”

You pause, a thoughtful look on your face. “Let’s just say I’ll probably think twice about agreeing to any more of Sorrengail’s ideas.”

Fabien laughs at your words. “I think that would probably be wise. From what I’ve seen between her and Riorson, they seem to attract the wrong kind of, well, everything really.”

There’s no way to control the unrestrained laughter that leaves you at Fabien’s statement. 

“I see I’m not the only one that’s noticed that the opposite of luck seems to follow them around.” You muse as you take another sip. 

Several hours go by as you catch up with Fabien, regaling him with your travels to Cordyn, the introduction of the fliers, and the other changes that seem to take place in your life day-to-day. He in turn tells you of all the families that have flocked to Aretia and the way they have seamlessly integrated themselves with those that remained. The smile that you entered with, seems to be a permanent fixture to your face here, though it drops as Diomat’s voice breaks through.

‘It would be prudent for you to return to the fortress.’ Diomat orders, though her voice is laced with concern.

‘Why? What is going on?’ You quip back, irritated at the elusive responses from dragons.

‘I’ll let the Lieutenant inform you.’ She says before seeming to close you off.

Huffing, you bid goodbye to Fabien and begin to walk back towards the fortress. The stone in your stomach seems to return, especially with the ominous way in which Diomat seems to be guarding her words.

Strong gusts of wind tousle your hair as you make your way from the café, every step tightening the dread that has coiled around you as a second skin. You try to take deep breaths, but your heart begins to beat faster as you begin to lay eyes on the cadets that seem to be milling around. 

There are no smiles, no teasing, only dour faces, every single person that you pass looks as if any fight has been leeched from their eyes. 

What the hell happened?

Every worst-case scenario seems to flit through your mind as you make your way up the curving pathway. Eyes searching each and every person, you try to find a familiar face from your squad, but you come up empty. 

At least you thought you did, until your eyes lock on Natasha. The look she gives you makes your steps falter, there’s no mistaking the fright and worry, the way she holds onto another flier next to her. Without ruminating on who you’re about to address, you march towards her, desperate to figure out what exactly is happening. 

“What the hell is going on? Why does everyone look like we just lost a major battle?” You ask, hoping that for once she will put your differences aside and be straight forward. 

“There was an attack.” Her voice falters as she starts. “On Pavis. They were outnumbered and outclassed. The venin moved in and even with reinforcements they took the city.”

Only one word seems to click in your mind. 

Pavis. 

Garrick was near Pavis. 

Garrick, the man that you hadn’t given your heart back to. 

The man that you had fallen asleep with just days ago.

The thought hit you suddenly and the next thing you registered was the pounding of your boots as you sprinted inside of Riorson House.

Legs burning while climbing the stairs two at a time. Breath tearing through your lungs as you try to push yourself harder. You hadn’t waited to hear if there was anyone injured or dead, because you couldn’t possibly stand the thought that it could possibly be true. 

Breaking out onto the floor of the family quarters, you came to an abrupt halt as you tried to breathe oxygen back into your lungs. 

A smattering of movement at the end of the hall grabs your attention and your eyes flare as they land on the person. He’s covered in soot, every inch of him battle-hardened. Blood and grime covering every possible surface, but that doesn’t matter, because he’s standing. He’s walking and breathing. 

And looking directly at you.

Your mind doesn’t need to direct your legs, because they are again pumping through the roaring burn. Sprinting, you refuse to slow down, refuse to be gentle. The minute you are in front of him, your arms swing out and you’re throwing yourself at the man in front of you. 

Your arms tighten around his neck, face buried into his neck. He grabs you back just as fiercely, grabbing your thighs as you swing your legs around his waist. You don’t know when the tears started, when the wave of relief finally crashed over you, but now that you’re in Garrick’s arms, none of it matters. 

Nothing else matters except the man you are tangled in. 

“You’re alright.” The words leave your mouth in an almost inaudible whisper, but you chant them again and again like a prayer. An offering to any god willing to listen. 

A small laugh leaves Garrick’s lips as he kisses you on your forehead, resting his head against yours and at that moment every single wall breaks. 

They all tumble down. Every single brick you had erected around the organ that beats for the man whose embrace you’re locked in. Every insurmountable wall gone in seconds. 

Pulling your face back, you stare into the hazel eyes that have held your heart for over the last year, even through your anger. The eyes that you hoped would never look at anyone else the way they looked back at you now. 

Throwing every single worry about your relationship out the window, you grab Garrick’s cheeks and search his eyes, unsure of what you’re looking for. 

It’s the crinkle at the ends that finally pushes everything else away. Tightening your hold, you surge forward and capture Garrick’s lips in a kiss you can only hope was worth the wait.

In answer to your question, Garrick’s grip on your thigh tightens as he brings his other arm to wrap around your waist. His grip strengthening so there is no space left between you. You don’t hear the click of the lock or the closing of the door, but the remaining breath leaves your lungs when he pins you to the door. Even breathless, you can’t bring yourself to stop kissing him. Every nerve in your body singing with the fire that you’ve only felt with him. 

It's Garrick that breaks the kiss first, pulling back to rest his forehead on yours. 

“Gods. I will fight for that for the rest of my gods damned life if I have to.” He pants, trying to regain his breath. “I can’t fucking lose you again.”

Your eyes lock on his and you’ve never seen the blue and gold flecks shine so brilliantly, each speck shining with a look of love so strong it would knock you down if you were standing. 

He walks backwards, but you stay wrapped around him while he sets himself down in the plush chair in his room, never breaking contact. Both arms now wrapped around your waist, pulling you as far into him as he possibly can. 

“I – I thought...” You trail off not able to give life to the thought of something happening to him, the words lodging in your throat. 

“I know. But I’m here.” He says placatingly, clearly knowing that you need the reassurance. His fingers absentmindedly tracing circles onto your waist. “I’m here and I’m not going anywhere, and neither are you.”

A small huff leaves your mouth at his words, but your heart swells at the thought.

“As much as I want to take this at your pace, I – I just can’t do that anymore.” Garrick murmurs, though you don’t miss the plea in his voice. “I need you here. To be wrapped in my arms at night. To be able to kiss you and remind myself that you’re still here. To cover you in every ounce of love I can possibly give. I refuse to give you up. For as little or as much time as we have left together.”

You let his words settle, bringing your hands to his face, fingers stroking his cheeks gently before replying.

“Okay.” Simple and straightforward. There’s no question left in your mind now. The fears of being hurt again, fading to the background, gone with the possibility of losing him. 

“Okay?” Garrick responds, clearly surprised by your easy agreement. 

“Okay.” You repeat as you place a soft kiss on his lips in confirmation. 

The movement causes a smile to break out on Garrick’s face as you back up slightly to take him in. A matching smile paints your face as you take everything in, which quickly turns into a giggle when Garrick picks you up and spins you around and burying his face into the crook of your neck. You continue to laugh, happiness overtaking all the concern and worry. 

“Ugh!” You exclaim, though its barely heard through your laughter. “You sir, need a bath!”

Turning his eyes to you, all you see is mischief and the smirk on his face before he’s manhandling you into the bathroom and turning on the tap with lesser magic. You shriek but that does nothing against his grip on you.

“You said I needed a bath, and I told you I need you here.” Garrick teases before you are suddenly doused in the cold water of the shower. 

“I hate you!” You shriek as you shiver under the cold water.

“No, you don’t.” Garrick murmurs in your ear, but every ounce of mischief has gone from his tone. “You love me, and I love you. And from this day on, you are only mine.” Each statement punctuated with a lingering kiss to your face.

As he finishes speaking, he looks back to you with a reverence that you’re unsure if you deserve, but you don’t have time to think before his warm lips draw every thought that isn’t him from your head. The cold water completely forgotten, you let yourself melt into the warm embrace that only Garrick can provide. The electricity of his kiss, his touch, confirming what you already knew. 

There is no way you’ll survive without this man.

Taglist: @ilovetomtailor@nevermoresworld@nastylicious@iambored24601@mysticalfuncollectorus@sadpieceofbread @thatonegameaddict @lagrandeourse @sleepisfortheweakpooh

[heroesrest64]

Haunting Heroes

Other parts: 1 2 3 4

Chapter 5: Better Than Digging Graves

Chapter summary: You find Twilight’s anchor, then have a very odd dream

You can read the chapter here on ao3

Chapter under the cut :)

“So am I looking at Jimmy or Twilight today?” You ask, squinting at the crow in front of you. After a quick lunch to tide you over and to consider who to help next, you ended up deciding to head into your backyard and start calling for Jimmy or Twilight interchangeably.

“Twi~” The crow garbles, along with some breathy clicking sounds.

“Good. I heard that you need help finding something. If you lead me to it, I’ll help you out.” You grin, holding out your hand as if to shake on a deal. Surprisingly, Twilight extends a wing and you lightly take his feathers before pulling your hand back into your side.

The first thing that Twilight does after he’s sure you’re going to help him is lead you to a little utility closet around the side of your house. He very loudly insists that you retrieve a shovel, and before you know it, you’re being led past your backyard and into a little forested area just beyond.

“How far is it?” You ask conversationally as Twilight flits from tree branch to tree branch.

“Not far.” He sings, flying ahead just a little more before coming to a stop. You look around, expecting to see something other than trees, bushes or a line of marching ants. Nothing.

“Below.” Twilight huffs, flitting down to stand in front of you. He hops up and down a couple times, and you look at the patch of dirt before glancing at the shovel in your hand.

“Ah,” So you’re free labor to these guys now. You’ve never felt so used in your life.

Regardless, you dig into the earth, one clump of dirt at a time until your shovel hits something that makes a loud clang, and you cast it aside, getting on your knees to see what you hit.

It’s… a rock. A very beautiful rock, mind you, with carved designs. It looks like it might be made out of onyx, its colors are so dark and rich, but it’s still a rock.

“This is what you wanted?” You ask, plucking the sharply carved stone from the dirt before gently dusting it off. It’s pretty, at least. But you’d like to point out that you passed out and bled all over your office for this request.

“Yessss,” Twilight clicks, hopping up and down excitedly. You smile at the crow, happy that he’s happy.

“Cool. Do you want it now, or..?” You trail off when Twilight leaps back at your suggestion, watching as he practically cowers away from you.

“No!! Can’t touch it!!” Twilight screeches, and you raise your hands in defeat.

“Okay! Got it. No touching.” You agree, deciding to just stuff it in your pocket for now. “Why do you want it if you can’t touch it?”

“If you… Take it home, I can go home, too.” He explains, hopping up onto your shoulder. You hazard to pat the top of his head with the tips of your fingers, gently scratching at his head.

“I see… This is your anchor. I guess it’s the same for Wilds tablet, and whatever I need to grab for Sky. You guys all want to be together, don’t you?” You ask, lowering your hand and looking back in the direction of your house. You’re kind of surprised how cooperative these ghosts all are. Not that you expect a daily brawl, but they all act like old friends.

“I wonder who you guys were before…” You mumble, beginning to walk back to the house. Twilight stays quiet, onyx black eyes staring you down until you make it back to your home.

~~

“How is Sky supposed to show me where to go for his anchor?” You ask aloud to your room. Silence answers you, and you gesture widely like that might summon some answers.

It does not, and the rest of your ghostly companions don’t seem keen on interacting, so it falls on you to puzzle out an answer to this conundrum.

Sky doesn’t seem to do a whole lot. You’re pretty sure he’s the source of your nightmares. Clanging metal and adrenaline rushing through your veins and the taste of ash on your tongue are the only things you can remember from the visions, but you wonder if he could show you something else.

“Okay Sky. I’m gonna take a nap. You can show me what to do from there, right?” You ask into your eerily quiet room. Still no response, not that you expected one. Regardless, you flop down on your bed and start to get comfortable, setting an alarm before casting your phone to the side.

You’ve done enough for one day that you actually fall asleep easily enough amongst the quiet ambience of your haunted house.

The creaking of loose floorboards, the slight buzzing of EMP affected electronics, a near mumble from down the hall. Nothing loud enough to rouse you. In fact, you doubt you’d be able to sleep peacefully without the white noise.

When you open your eyes again, it’s nearly pitch black, and you sit up in your bed. You grab your phone and turn on the flashlight, only to find a bottomless abyss under your bed.

You feel a thrill of anxiety shoot up your back as you throw your legs over the side of your bed, and it feels like you’re slipping off of it forever before your bare feet make contact with smooth cold nothingness.

Something in your brain tells you to start walking, and so you do, losing sight of your bed in the empty abyss surrounding you. You walk for a small eternity before something different catches your attention.

A door. It’s simple enough, but different from everything else around you, and you rush to reach it, only to feel your feet sinking into the abyss’ cold grip.

You grit your teeth, pulling yourself out one step at a time until the door is just in front of you. It’s so close, but the nothingness has reached up to your hips, and you don’t feel like you can pull yourself out anymore.

Still. You need to know what’s behind that door. You throw yourself forward, your entire front sticking to the goopy clawing cold, but your hand makes contact with the doorknob. The force of your body being sucked down makes the door drag open, and just behind it, you can see a flicker of blue, along with a whispered voice. You try to call out to it, but your mouth is covered by the void, and soon, your nose and eyes follow.

You wake up with a gasp, clawing at your throat, trying to drag the- the- What was it? What was in your throat? You don’t-

“Okay..?” A voice calls from down the hall. Your sister. No- Legend. That’s Legend.

“I-I’m okay. Just… a dream.” You pant, wiping your sweat soaked face roughly. Right. It was just a dream.

You look over the side of your bed and find rich brown hardwood. The feel of the cold wood under your feet makes you flinch, but you ignore it.

You need to start walking. Not far. Not an eternity away. It’s close, you can feel it.

You shuffle to your closet, flinging the door open and looking towards the ceiling. You knew when you got this place that it had an attic, but you didn’t bother checking it. You take a steadying breath before pulling the string attached to the trap door, then pulling down the ladder leading up into your attic.

You scurry up the rickety ladder, almost expecting something to start glowing as soon as you’re up in the stuffy room. No such luck. Instead, you find boxes and boxes filled with old medieval armor and weapons. Whoever used to live here must’ve been a huge history buff; you’ve seen similar decorations throughout the rest of the house that you just never bothered removing.

You sort through the dust coated boxes for a while, looking for something convenient and glowing and blue. Like Wilds tablet. What you wouldn’t give to go back to those simpler times. At least there aren’t as many spiders this time around.

You move a box that was shoved into a corner but the sound of metal and leather clattering against wood draws your attention. You push the box aside, leaning over a little to get a good look at what fell.

It’s a sword in a deep blue scabbard with golden accents, with a navy blue hilt wrapped in a fraying green ribbon. You pull the sword from its hiding place, your eyes roaming over the decorated hilt before falling back to the scabbard, which has a very familiar triangular symbol on it.

“The master sword..?” You whisper cautiously, dragging the sword to your chest before taking a cursory glance at the armor and weapons surrounding you.

“Theres no way all of this is real… right?”

[stillness-in-green]

in an ideal world, how would you have written mha's endgame?

That’s not a question with a short answer, I’m afraid.  There’s a lot I’d do differently, in ways it’s hard to even sum up all of because a lot of what I’ve thought about revolves around things I’d want to do differently with the Heroes (and dating back much farther than the second war, at that) with the changes to the Villain side of things being, I don’t doubt, equally drastic but currently much more vague.  I’ll cover my biggest contention in a general way above the cut, but if you want some of my more specific ideas for how I’d approach changing things, look below the cut!

The most pressing problem is that the story built so many of its themes on a framework of Saving People and then let the endgame dissolve that central idea into an incoherent, mushy slurry of saved and unsaved, alive and dead, smiling and unsmiling, free and imprisoned.  For the story to work under its own established parameters, the kids have to truly save the Villains—not just their souls, but also their lives, and not just the ones the kids personally care about, but all of them.  Nothing less will fulfill the twofold promise the story made to its readers with great specificity: that The Greatest Heroes are those who save everyone and that this is the story of Deku/Class 1-A becoming The Greatest Heroes.

That’s not possible in the Hero System as it currently exists, which is my other big target for the thing that needed to change with the endgame: addressing the problems with the status quo.  Class 1-A has to confront the reality of their failing system and realize it needs drastic change, if it can be salvaged at all.  The kids cannot be hailed in the narration as the group who became, collectively, The Greatest Heroes if they inherit and uphold that selfsame failing system.  Regardless of how positively the story tries to spin things in its epilogue, if society doesn’t treat or conceptualize Villains any differently than it ever did,[1] then none of that society’s long-term problems have been solved.

1: And it doesn’t; the vast majority of the epilogue’s focus is on how the kids’ actions have reduced/are reducing the number of people who become Villains, with little to no focus on how their new-and-improved society deals with Villains themselves—either the already existing ones left over from the war or the future ones who still arise despite society’s best efforts.  An ounce of prevention may be worth a pound of cure, but the pound of cure is still important to have—BNHA’s epilogue very pointedly lacks it.

Saving the Villains who are right in front of you, and making sure the people you can’t be there to help still get saved anyway are ideas that are inherently, inseparably connected.  You can’t do one without the other because each of them requires the other to stick. If individual Heroes don’t give a shit about helping those deemed Villains, then Hero Society will follow their lead, and if Hero Society doesn’t give a shit about helping those deemed Villains, then no help individual Heroes offer will be guaranteed once the Heroes have gone.

Toga is the clearest, sharpest example of the problem, in that no help Ochaco offers her means a thing if the larger system to which Toga is remanded doesn't support Ochaco in giving it. Horikoshi's inability to solve this conundrum is presumably why Toga had to die.  The short answer, then, to the question of how I would write the endgame is that whatever I’d come up with has to be a story in which Toga could be saved in the sense that Shimura Nana meant the word—a resolution that would see her both smiling and alive.

As to specifics?  Well, again, I don’t have the details ironed out because a lot of my ideas are unconnected “I didn’t like how canon utilized its set-up and characters; here’s an idea I like better” spitballing, but if you’re interested in what those ideas might be and how I’ve started lassoing them together, hit the jump.

So, I may have, on occasion, made reference to “the fix-it fic(s)” around here.  This is a pair of scenarios I call “Forward Different” and “Backward Different,” with the idea being that both would be canon divergent from the moment Heroes launch their attack in the first war, but the divergences would immediately go in very different directions based on changes to the underlying material.

Forward Different keeps everything established by canon up to that point as-is, but only what’s been explicitly established, so there could be some surprises with things like character motivations or secrets that had not yet been examined.  Backward Different, meanwhile, would have huge differences incorporated into the backstory, stuff that goes at least as far back as the training camp attack, that would not be made immediately apparent to the reader.[2]

2: The hypothetical reader, I should say, since I have no plans to ever write these out in full, my track record with longfic being as woeful as it is.  But I do want to hammer out the plotlines just to have them, share them, and maybe write some excerpts from them when the mood strikes.

I’m not going to share everything I’ve got in mind right now, but there are a few major points I can talk about, and some fun ideas here and there that I’m willing to share.

The single biggest difference between the two timelines is how they treat Deku, Shigaraki, and (to a lesser extent) AFO’s respective relationships to the One For All and All For One quirks.  Basically, I think it’s tremendously unfair that we see two almost totally incompatible versions of Vestige Fuckery in the story and it just so happens that the main character gets the version that makes everything easier for him while the Villain get stuck with the shitty version that make everything harder.[3]  The fix-it fic AU(s) are in large part about equalizing that balance.

3: And god knows I don’t buy that Deku gets the good version because he’s the good guy and he deserves it because Good Karma or whatever, while Shigaraki gets the bad version because he’s the bad guy and has Bad Karma.  You don’t give bad guys or good guys the fruit of the seeds they’ve sown two-thirds of the way into the story.  That stuff’s for the climax, goddamn.

The Backward Different timeline (the one that’s somewhat better developed at this point) is also called Splintered Wills.  In it, Deku and Shigaraki are both dealing with multiple vestiges that have minds and desires of their own who can choose to be helpful or to cause problems.  In effect, it’s giving Shigaraki access to the same potential benefits Canon!Deku enjoys while making Deku deal with the same potential downsides that Canon!AFO (who’s basically working with Deku’s version of the vestige mechanics; his vestiges just all hate his ass) has to deal with.

In Shigaraki’s case, that’s a huge step up from his canon situation, where he gets devoured by one (1) uber-powerful vestige and spends the vast majority of the last two arcs totally out of action.  Instead, he finds that his head is now full of quirk ghosts and, while many of them want no more to do with him than they did AFO (especially the vestiges of civilians and Heroes), plenty of others have no great love for Heroes or their status quo and thus are much more open to helping him.  Maybe they’re willing to hold back more hostile vestiges like AFO's; maybe they have memories or experiences that could be useful.

Shigaraki also pulls away a chunk of OFA the first time he and Deku fight post-surgery.  Specifically, he picks off All Might’s “vestige,” and All Might’s vestige, unspeaking though it is, and technically powerless, has lots of opinions on who he’s more inclined to help when given the choice between his career-long archenemy and his master’s grandchild.

Meanwhile, on Deku’s side of things, Deku’s newfound desire to save Shigaraki Tomura combined with Shigaraki Tomura stealing one of the eight spirits in One For All sends his headspace into a tailspin.  He spends much of the post-war arc with his powers on the fritz, as the OFA vestiges clash and argue and have mixed feelings (or very strong negative ones) about what he and they should do going forward.  He no longer benefits, as his canon self did, from OFA behaving as basically a unified collective; Yoichi can’t win Kudou and Bruce over for him with a sweet line or two.  Indeed, Yoichi doesn’t even want to because Yoichi is inclined to agree with them, though he’s not without sympathy—he never did stop wanting his brother to change, after all.

The other big factor influencing Backward Different/Splintered Wills is that the class size steadily shrank over the course of the backstory.  Aoyama was revealed as the traitor all the way back at the training camp.  Momo’s parents pulled her out of UA after the attack and enrolled her at Shiketsu instead.  At least one student will turn out to have Liberation Army ties that pull them away from the group.[4]

4: Probably Iida, but I’m not firmly decided yet.  MLA!Iida is very near and dear to my heart, though, so he’s definitely going to be in one of these timelines.

Several students aren’t allowed to do active Hero work because, without Aoyama to rally around during the license exam, they failed the first round, not even making the cut for the remedial course.  One transferred out of the Hero course for less dangerous work.  Maybe one gets critically injured during the first war.  Maybe some aren’t willing to buck the system enough to follow where Deku is going.  And so on.

The smaller class size serves two purposes, one character-based and one meta. First, starting big and winnowing down allows the story to actually write the students as distinct people rather than having them melt into an undifferentiated blob of Unified Niceness.  We shouldn’t have had a story with twenty kids who all, ultimately, react the same way to the crises they face!  If modern heroics has a problem with people who are just in it for the fame and money, or people who expected it to be relatively easy work due to the peace All Might established, then we should have seen that reflected in the class, too!

(That’s not to say no one who leaves or fails can ever show up again!  I have specific scenes in mind already for how Aoyama and Momo return to the story as allies, for example, and Shishikura plainly shows in the canon that failing the license exam in the first round doesn’t mean you can’t still find yourself doing Hero work anyway.  But the students’ paths should be ongoing threads that diverge and reconverge throughout the story, not a solid monochrome stripe that runs across the entire story-cloth like someone fell asleep at the sewing machine.)

Secondly, the smaller class size facilitates one of the major changes I have in mind for this timeline, which is that when the class confronts Deku post-first-war, they do it not with the intention of dragging him back to U.A., but of joining him in staying outside.  I have a ton of stuff I want them to see and interact with and be forced to acknowledge and reflect on, and that doesn’t happen if they just go back to school and wait for their next assignment.  Navigating all of that as a group trying to feel their way to a better future against the efforts of both jaded authority figures and Villains who’ve been burned one too many times to trust so easily is just simpler with a smaller, more focused, more strongly characterized group.

So, the Splintered Wills timeline, in summary, goes all-in on OFA being a repository of different people who are allowed to have different opinions and reactions to things, paralleling the dissolving of Team Hero’s united front; Deku & Friends have to struggle and clash, learn when to compromise and when to stand their ground, in order to build their way back up to unity, while Shigaraki is allowed the chance to continue coalition-building and consolidating resources under his own banner mentally in the same way he spent the entire series doing physically.  As Team Hero’s collective grasp on society collapses, Shigaraki’s grows stronger, reversing their positions such that Deku and company have to come back from the actual underdog position they fall into compared to BNHA, where they never 100% fall from the seat of power the way readers are encouraged to believe.

The Forward Different timeline is also called, for now, Creepy OFA.  It goes in the opposite direction by making Deku deal with the same kinds of problems Canon!Shigaraki has to deal with vis a vis being possessed of/by a quirk with a single domineering will of its own.  While Splintered Wills portrays OFA and AFO alike as being full of people, each with their own unique motivations and desires, this story underlines and reunderlines that quirk vestiges are ultimately biological impulses, not people.

OFA is an originally simple force that’s been compounded in complexity and appearance of rationality every time it’s been passed down, but is still ultimately just a quirk, mindless, unreasoning, imprinting its bearer with its own dictates and not caring a bit if the bearer likes or agrees with those dictates.  “OFA must be passed on,” “AFO must be destroyed,” “The bearer must be the Symbol of Peace,” and so on.

Making Deku and Shigaraki have to struggle against this loss of autonomy due to an out-of-control quirk vestige puts them on a similar level of challenge, the better to give them some common ground for understanding.  Whether they have to fight or help each other in the end, they’ll do it as free agents, people who have both had to figure out a way to throw off the weight of the lineages trying to mold them into  a desired shape. The help of their respective friends and allies—and maybe even some of their enemies?—will, of course, be immeasurable with this.

Some ideas I want to incorporate (or have already so started) into one or the other of these timelines include:

I want the PLF to do better no matter what timeline we’re in.  Currently my idea is that in one timeline, they had a well-placed mole somewhere whom Hawks and the HPSC didn’t sniff out, so the PLF knows the raids are coming and have laid traps for the attacking Heroes.  This could still go haywire, of course, ‘cause Heroes are very good at what they do, but it definitely won’t be a total blowout as it was in canon.  Then in the other timeline, the PLF don’t see the attack coming, but are given more license to act like the organized, effective threat they were initially portrayed as—they have sentries and security cameras posted, so while they only get a minute or two’s warning, it’s still better than absolutely nothing, and the outcome is way more chaotic and fraught for both sides, such that the country ends up dotted with PLF holdouts in situations that are part-siege and part-extended hostage negotiation. That gives an opportunity to show at least a partial version of what a PLF takeover might look like in practice, though it remains compromised by the ongoing conflict.    

As part of treating the PLF better, both timelines will have characters revealed to have MLA ties.  As mentioned, MLA!Iida is for sure in one of them; my strongest concept for a second choice is Ochaco having to grapple with the government’s heavy-handedness getting her parents arrested when they barely know anything about what they got themselves into,[5] but really, it could be practically anyone, including parents or mentors.  All I require is that the kids have a reason, any reason, to care about the fates of the tens of thousands of people the government sent them out to mindlessly arrest. 5: This would be a scenario in which I just went with the makes-more-sense-as-canon-anyway idea that being a Hero is the only way to get a quirk-use license so Ochaco is pursuing Heroism because she can’t get permission to use her quirk to help with her parents’ construction business.  She doesn’t wind up MLA herself, but her parents—trying to be supportive but not thrilled that their daughter decided to pursue such a dangerous career for that reason—get handed some dodgy pamphlets, after Uraraka moves out to attend U.A., about a group trying to get the laws changed to be more in-step with the universality of quirks and the principles of bodily autonomy and economic self-determination.    

I think the time between the first war and the last confrontation should be longer, introducing more new characters and developing many characters BNHA showed only in passing.  I have ideas like new heroic types (students or pros) who are brought in from other parts of the country because they have useful quirks for the raids, a heteromorph ex-Hero student who bails on his school when he realizes that the people handling its shelter operations are turning away heteromorphs, someone who catches Nagant’s backstory confession on video and has to decide what to do with the bombshell about black ops extralegal Hero assassins, a support/protest group consisting of people who’ve become jaded about Heroes after things they see on the day of the initial attacks (people like Can’t-Ya-See-kun, the medical staff who tried to defend their beloved Doctor Garaki, people who lost family to the mass arrests and so on), people from branches of the government that aren't specifically associated with law enforcement, etc. Seriously, I want a story that acknowledges that there are people who could possibly be relevant and important to events that we haven’t already met circa the first war because something like The Total Collapse of Society will naturally stir up activity all across the country!  Maybe people who the 1-A kids have never met before could bring valuable input to the table!!  Gosh!!!    

Changes to the traitor plotline.  I mentioned Aoyama being outed circa the training camp for one; I’d like to run with Traitor!Hagakure in the other.  I’m thinking she goes missing during the first war and the students are worried sick about her because no one’s sure what even happened.  Did she run away?  Was she hurt?  Was she killed?  Would anyone even know, if she stayed invisible even as—as a—as a dead body, Bakugou is the only one willing to actually say out loud.  She is, of course, not dead, but the class won’t find that out for a while.    

Changes to how Hawks and Endeavor’s partnership plays out.  I want Endeavor to die during the first war in one story, allowing the rest of the family space to navigate that plot without him even as it pushes Hawks off the deep end, leading to him going rogue such that he gets what was in canon the Lady Nagant fight.[6]  In the other story, Endeavor survives but tries to make better decisions about how to handle Touya, leading his and Hawks’ stellar partnership into rough waters when it comes out that Hawks very much just wants Touya dead. 6: And freeing Lady N to show up elsewhere in some totally different capacity.  There may be ample evidence that her fight was originally intended to be for Hawks, and in that version of the story she probably never existed at all, but I love her potential far too much to erase her completely, even in a timeline that reverts her plot back to Hawks.    

Gran Torino living and having a change of heart about saving Shigaraki in Splintered Wills, but dying and becoming a loss Deku has to weigh against his desire to save Shigaraki in Creepy OFA.  More named and important losses in general, actually, and more time for the characters to react to those losses, be it with grief or with mounting rage.  Students who lose teachers and mentors, Heroes who lose peers and sidekicks, Shishikura losing his father, the League losing Twice, civilians who are allowed to be justly angry about their losses without being drawn like unreasonable screeching harpies for it, and so on.    

The Lady Nagant fight cuing up the way it did in canon only to abruptly end when Deku just straight-up agrees to go with her willingly because finding AFO and Shigaraki is what he wants, so why would he turn his nose up at the opportunity?  This leads to him getting a lot of exposure to Alternate Perspectives via Lady N’s history, Overhaul’s shattered state, and whatever’s going on with the League in this scenario before he eventually escapes or gets rescued with neither him nor AFO/Shigaraki able to make concrete progress on saving Shigaraki/stealing OFA.    

Playing more with All Might’s mental connection to OFA.  In Splintered Wills, Shigaraki gets his vestige, which means he loses the connection to Deku/OFA completely and instead starts having horrible nightmares of rage and death and Decay.  I’m still making up my mind about how things go in Creepy OFA, but I like the idea of All Might having his own mind back after 30+ years of being under OFA’s influence, and having a front row seat for what that influence is starting to do to the teenager he so unthinkingly gave that power to (or, more accurately, gave to that power?).    

Ditching the stupid mech suit in one timeline and letting Toshinori Yagi find ways to be relevant and meaningful without it; alternately, letting him keep the mech suit only to run it square into the rogue AI teeth of the lone free-willed survivor of the U.A. robot uprising, the R2D2-looking PLF advisor in Toga’s chain of command.    

Consequences for Deku’s fucking arms. He developed a kick-based fighting style; he can damn well use it. Also handle his problem with losing his temper by making him fuck up something that can’t get unfucked by having an ally nearby to save him from the consequences of flying off the handle.    

More, and different, interactions between Stain and All Might.  More extended ones, for a start; I want Stain to rescue a heavily injured All Might from the car attack and for them to then spend days together while Toshinori recuperates enough to be moved.    

Better material for Kurogiri and Gigantomachia.  And plenty of other Villains too, really, not just the PLF.  I’d like the Tartarus escapees to be human beings suffering a variety of ills from their extended solitary confinement; I’d like the Shie Hassaikai to make another appearance; I’d like Mustard to be relevant again. Et cetera.    

Let stuff like the quirk erase bullets and quirk singularity have more significant airtime.    

Spinarakiya.  AHEM. My willingness to be self-indulgent about ships I know good and well would never be canon has yet to be determined.

And that's some ideas! I have lots of others, but I don't want to completely turn this ask reply into a dumping ground for the many (many) ideas I have for that dyad of stories. If you read all of these, know that I appreciate you deeply. And thanks for the ask, @friedeggpajamas!

[roxyzwritez]

au writing shit idk

heres the Rough Plan for my first few eps:

ep1: the au branches off of canon in the final SU ep, Change Your Mind. renamed to Change Your World. when white yoinks the gem out of steven and pinksteven reforms and whiteasks W H E R E I S P I N K the response is something along the lines of "i am right here, but fuck you im not talking to you." (girlboss) and white gets the "im a child, what's your problem" and has the perfectionist meltdown, then steven's like "sorry but we gotta head out" and they're like "PINK WHAT THE FUCK?" steven goes "im not pink just leave earth alone" the gems agree and give steven The Legs™️.

pearl latches onto the idea that rose is still alive in there. (didn't write that tho just had it cut to this next bit oops) her and greg build a thing to connect to the gem that will essentially connect to pink/rose im just gonna call her rose damnit and allow her to communicate w everyone. shes like "...hey guys. uh. sorry for trying to kill myself i guess that didn't work but i have been minecraft spectating steven for the entirety of his existence with no ability to do anything but think and watch" pearl has a lesbian implosion, everyone's all happy n shit. steven eventually asks about the lying and she's like "yeag i done bad there. i just wanted to keep you guys together" (now that i think abt it there was no mention of bismuth here.. oops,) garnet gives her a Garnet Specil motivational speech and she's like "i missed you too garnet" (i forgot to mention, garnet violently explode-unfuses and ruby+sapphire are just bumbling with happy when rose spoke) amethyst has her own moment (she thought this was all bullshit and started playing fortnite upstairs but between games she heard rose and a p p e a r e d)

anyway rose then is thinking "oh man i gotta talk to so many ppl" and realizes eh guys nothing to worry abt just a HAPPY TO LISTEN, HAPPY TO STAY, HAPPILY WATCHING HER DR- but we should go there NOW" so they do, spinel is understandably distraught and breaks the gemspeaker in half but feels bad about it. she comes with the gang to earth, they show her around, a new gemspeaker is made and they reconcile. yippy! also spinel ate one of ALL. big donut flavors. sadie allowed this just for on e because steven is the LORD AND SAVIOR OF THE STEVEN UNIVERSE haha funny.

anyway she and bismuth talk. bis is kinda like "yeah i wasnt very gamer sorry about that herhee" again ignoring that SHE lied about the bubbling, conveniently forgot to explore that conversation for ease of writing and so i didn't need to go "how do i utilize my 2 iq points to channel these characters and get them to have a coherent, consistent to character conversation about this situation"

peri and lapis are called over by bismuth who doesn't say shit to them for the surprise. lapis is like "yeah ok hit me" peri is more curious. rose speaks, peridot fangirls and lapis is like "oh shit that's historically significant " peri is like "I NEED TO RESEARCH:)))" and runs off. spoiler: gem cloning

bis brings up the idea. rose is like "yeah that sounds legit" (the gem cloning conundrum took me way too long to understand. i drove my friend crazy. "hey can u explain every single quantum detail of this in the most verbose way i dont understand" but eventually i understood it JUUUUST enough to write it lmao i still don't get it)

rose n steven talk in roses room. all happy n shit. greg is told abt the plan and hes like oh shit i gotta clean up and steven is like "you know her standards. she don't give a shit" hes like "yeag"

peri makes progress! she made a little clump!! (explaining the gem cloning: theyre making essentially an empty gem with the powers but no consciousness inside. when its ready, white will take steven's gem out again, rose reforms, and the new gem gets ever so graciously stabbed into his belly where the old one was.)

peri tells steven its gonna take a year. he's like "well okay better than like hundreds of years" then he goes off to talk to the diamonds. he brings the speaker with. rose lets out the thousands of years of distrust and anger at the dismonds and they are humbled even more than when they got pinkd and rose is like "you WILL heal all the shattered ones i don't give a shit" and theyre like "whatever you say little one" (yes they do indeed heal the fallen. probably with regular shipments of steven fluid. that sounded wrong but im not a freak like that hes still 14)

also they go back home and steven talks to rose abt "you told the diamonds you literally wanted to die are you fr?" she explains and hes like YOU FATHERFUCKER, YOU ARE AMAZING AND YOU CAN'T DO THAT (crying)"

next episode is just year-long filler but i made it actually good by making it essentially a montage of lapis and peri in the barn becoming lesbian for eachother. finally, a controversial move on my part, they decide to overcome lapis's fear of fusion and fuse for stevens birthday. their fusion is turquoise (took way too long coming up with a fucking name) and can corrode (water + metal) and can morph/control metal (liquify n stuff. definitely not taken from a lapidot fusion concept i found on google images.) garnet is like "hey pearl look at these silly lesbians " pearls like "damn relatable" garnets like "yeag"

a week or a few after the bday, the gem is finally ready. everyone is excited until steven asks how this is gonna work. peri is like UHHHHH... 😊 and lapis is just "eh just take that one out, stick this one in!" peri goes NNNO- but after some damage control and telling everyone steven will be fine hes like "well i better get some good sleep then. big day!"

there's more but im done typing my fingers are about to go peridot and fuckin fly away let me know if you want the like 1other episode and the minisode after that

[rjzimmerman]

Excerpt from this story from Grist:

Solar panels and wind turbines give the world bountiful energy — but come with a conundrum. When it’s sunny and windy out, in many places these renewables produce more electricity than is actually needed at the time. Then when the sun isn’t shining and wind isn’t blowing, those renewables provide little to no electricity when it’s sorely needed.

So for the grid of tomorrow to go 100 percent renewable, it needs to store a lot more energy. You’ve probably heard about giant lithium-ion batteries stockpiling that energy for later use. But when providing backup power, even a big battery bank will usually drain in four hours. The need for an alternative has the United States government, researchers, and startups scrambling to develop more “long-duration energy storage” that can provide a minimum of 10 hours of backup power — often by using reservoirs, caverns, and other parts of the landscape as batteries.

A new study from several universities and national labs in the United States and Canada shows that large-scale deployment of long-duration energy storage isn’t just feasible but essential for renewables to reach their full potential, and would even cut utility bills. It looked specifically at the Western Interconnection, a chunk of the grid that includes the western U.S. and Canada, plus a bit of northern Mexico. The study found that building more long-duration energy storage there would reduce electricity prices by more than 70 percent in times of high demand. 

The technologies already exist to hold renewable energy for at least half a day, with more on the way. One technique is known as pumped storage hydropower: When the grid is humming with renewable power, a facility pumps water uphill into a reservoir. Then, when solar or wind power drops off, the facility lets the water loose to flow back down into another reservoir, turning turbines that produce electricity. It’s exploiting energy from the wind and the sun, along with the power of gravity. 

“Battery storage on its own — or what people call short-duration energy storage — is very important,” said Martin Staadecker, an energy systems researcher at the Massachusetts Institute of Technology and lead author of the new study. “But you can’t just rely on lithium-ion batteries, because it would be very expensive to have enough to actually provide power for an entire week.”

As of 2022, the U.S. had 43 pumped storage hydropower facilities with a combined generation capacity of 22 gigawatts. (For perspective, the U.S. has around 150 gigawatts of wind power and 140 gigawatts of solar.) According to the Department of Energy, the U.S. has the potential to double its capacity for that kind of energy storage.

Companies are figuring out how to store energy underground, too. A company called Hydrostor, based in Toronto, Canada, uses excess renewable energy on the grid to pump compressed air into subterranean caverns filled with water. That forces the water aboveground into a reservoir. When the grid needs electricity, Hydrostor lets that water flow back into the chamber, pushing the air back to the surface to drive turbines. “We’re kind of creating a piston underground of water,” said Jon Norman, president of Hydrostor. “We’re actually building a cavity out using techniques that they use in the hydrocarbon storage industry to store propane and butane.”

[geeknik]

The Halting Problem & Quantum Computing

Hey there! So, you've probably heard about quantum computers and how they are these game-changing machines that could potentially solve some of the most complex problems in the blink of an eye. And while that may be true for many problems, there's one problem that even quantum computers can't crack - the infamous halting problem. In this article, we're going to dive into the details of why quantum computers are powerless against this conundrum.

But before we delve into why quantum computers can't solve the halting problem, let's first understand what the halting problem is. In computer science, the halting problem refers to the challenge of determining whether a given computer program will eventually halt (stop running) or loop indefinitely. It was famously proven to be undecidable by the legendary computer scientist Alan Turing back in the 1930s.

Now, let's talk about quantum computers and their unique abilities. Unlike classical computers that use bits to represent information as either a 0 or a 1, quantum computers utilize quantum bits or qubits. These qubits can exist in multiple states simultaneously, thanks to a property called superposition. Additionally, quantum computers harness another property known as entanglement, which allows the state of one qubit to be related to the state of another, no matter the distance between them.

With these extraordinary capabilities, one might think that quantum computers could crack any problem, including the halting problem. However, here's where the limitation lies - the halting problem is fundamentally undecidable, meaning there is no algorithm that can solve it for all possible inputs.

The proof that Turing provided for the halting problem holds true for both classical and quantum computers. It relies on the concept of a "universal Turing machine," which is a theoretical machine capable of simulating any other Turing machine. The proof shows that it is impossible to construct an algorithm that can determine whether an arbitrary program will halt or not.

When it comes to quantum computers, their power lies in their ability to efficiently process certain types of problems, mainly those involving optimization and simulation tasks. They can outperform classical computers in specific domains, such as factorizing large numbers or simulating quantum systems. However, the halting problem is not in the realm of problems well-suited for quantum computing.

The reason why quantum computers fail to tackle the halting problem lies in the undecidability of the problem itself. It transcends the power of both classical and quantum computation. No matter how advanced our technology becomes, we will never be able to develop a general algorithm that can predict the halting behavior of any computer program.

In conclusion, while quantum computers hold immense potential to transform various fields, they are not a magic bullet that can solve all problems, particularly the halting problem. The inherent undecidability of the problem sets a fundamental limitation that no amount of technological advancement can overcome. It's a fascinating reminder of the boundaries that even the most powerful computers face when dealing with the complexities of computation.

So, the next time you hear about the wonders of quantum computing, remember that there are still some puzzles in the computing world that will remain unsolvable, no matter how extraordinary the technology may be.

[mashitandsmashit]

AGT Season 19: Quarter-Finals 2

11: Brooke Bailey. Once again, Simon knows what he's talking about when it comes to singing...I was pretty much falling asleep during the first two thirds, and then when she finally hit those big notes near the end, I woke up! Shame most of it was so forgettable, because I can tell she's a solid vocalist...

10: Alex Sampson. I'll have to give this another watch, because I was talking to someone during this performance...But from what I could hear, the nerves were REALLY getting to him, and the song wasn't quite as memorable as the last one...Still, he's got a very unique style and one of the most perfect faces I've ever seen...Won't be too surprised if he makes the Top 5 tomorrow...

9: Biko's Manna. Very nice, very positive, they're adorable and have a nice harmony...Still, compared to most of the other acts tonight, I certainly wouldn't say this was a winning act...

8: Schumacher. Again, I can't help but wonder what Simon was expecting...As for me, they gave me EXACTLY what I expected and THEN some! Very inspirational! In fact, I think I'll go form a centaur with someone right now!

7: Legión. I guess I forgot about this act pretty quickly as the night went on, but I still think they deserve more credit than they got here...They're kinda like Malevo, but a bit more amateurish...Still, Malevo doesn't utilize this much fire! If nothing else, they'd make great backup dancers for Puss in Boots...

6: Ashlee Montague. Similar deal with her...I think the live aspect made this all the more intense over her audition, and she certainly followed the principle of “When in doubt, add fire!” Still, I suppose I can see Howie's point of repetition...The only question is, where was this point last year during half of the Ramadhani Brothers' performances...?

5: NiNi. Honestly, I think I could have used more in some parts, and less in others...It can kinda get all over the place...Still, her adorability is sure to draw in some votes...We'll just see how she fares tomorrow...

4: Sky Elements. This act does present a pretty big conundrum; When you can't perform live on the stage, there can be a real disconnect with the audience...This might prove to-

WE INTERRUPT THIS BLOG TO GIVE YOU A TWO-HOUR DEMOCRATIC NATIONAL CONVENTION!

-be a problem for them in the votes...Still, they have a good shot at making it tomorrow...But it's not a guarantee either...

3: Young-Min. Similar to Yu Hojin, he didn't quite impress Simon in the auditions, but turned it around in the lives! And I think he's quickly surpassing Yu as the best magician on the show since Shin Lim! I'd love to see him go bigger, but for now, he did his job!

2: Bboy Samuka. It's official: He's even better than Musa Motha! I guess it's appropriate that he was at the Olympics, because this was Olympic-standard!

1: AIRFOOTWORKS. Really, who cares who hit the GB first!? Isn't it enough that an amazing and deserving act has been sent into the Finals!? No...? We're just gonna keep going on about Simon ALMOST stealing Howie's GB for the second time...? I mean, at this point, NOTHING he does is gonna surprise me...As for this act, they followed the lead of their mentor by working in some slick video-mapping for the lives...Everything came together seamlessly, and I hereby declare this the best performance I've seen so far this season! I almost want to claim them as MY Golden Buzzer!

A lot of mixed opinions for most of these acts, but I guess it's a good sign when even the weakest of them has SOMETHING great in it...Overall, another solid night...I just hope the results will be more satisfying than last week...

Results Prediction:

10: Schumacher

9: Brooke Bailey

8: Legión

7: Biko's Manna

6: Ashlee Montague

5: Alex Sampson

4: NiNi

3: Sky Elements

2: Young-Min

1: Bboy Samuka

---

(After two hours of ANOTHER DNC...)

Well, I'm sad to see Ashlee, NiNi and Samuka go...Otherwise...pretty predictable results...It also looks like they're still trying to settle on a formula for these results shows...

Anyway, props to Mat Franco and his magic spinning wheel...(I hypothesize there was a magnet in it or something...? At least I don't KNOW the trick, which always helps!) And after that bit with Shin Lim, maybe we'll see HIM back at some point this season...?

Onto next week! Here's my most educated guess at the running-order...

1: Sabrina

2: Journeyy

3: Sam Huang

4: Menudo

5: Kelsey Jane

6: Learnmore Jonasi

7: The Reklaws

8: Maya Neelakantan

9: Dee Dee Simon

10: Jelly Boy the Clown

11: Reid Wilson

...My closest approximation of their odds...

11: Jelly Boy the Clown

10: Sabrina

9: Menudo

8: Sam Huang

7: Kelsey Jane

6: Journeyy

5: Dee Dee Simon

4: Maya Neelakantan

3: Learnmore Jonasi

2: Reid Wilson

1: The Reklaws

...And my ranking based on how much I'll be rooting for them...

11: Dee Dee Simon

10: Sam Huang

9: Menudo

8: Kelsey Jane

7: Journeyy

6: Sabrina

5: The Reklaws

4: Jelly Boy the Clown

3: Reid Wilson

2: Learnmore Jonasi

1: Maya Neelakantan

Nobody I'm straight-up rooting AGAINST...But only one act I'm THAT eager to see again...

[topcozumelnews]

Does Embracing Technology Disrupt Emotional Satisfaction In Cozumel? In a world buzzing with notifications and alerts, it’s easy to lose track of the laughter shared with loved ones or the sweet sound of waves crashing against the shore. But let’s take a step back. Acknowledge the emotional satisfaction that comes from being fully engaged in our surroundings. The thrill of diving into crystal-clear waters or the warmth of a local’s smile — these are the moments that nourish our souls. When did we start prioritizing likes over life? This isn’t to dismiss the benefits that technology brings. It can enhance our travel experience, providing us with tools to discover hidden gems, navigate the island, or even connect with locals. Yet, therein lies the conundrum: how do we strike a balance that allows us to embrace the utility of technology without letting it rob us of genuine emotional connections? Trust me, it’s not about completely disconnecting. Instead, it’s about creating boundaries that allow us to engage with both worlds. Maybe it means designating certain 'tech-free' hours where we can dive deeper into the Cozumel experience — savoring the local cuisine or embarking on a sunset cruise where the only screen that matters is the one painted by the setting sun. In a world of screens, let’s not forget the simple pleasure that comes from being truly present. Choose to savor those moments in Cozumel; after all, you’ve traveled far to experience life’s richness. By intentionally fostering a sense of connection — with people, culture, and nature — you can revel in the emotional satisfaction that awaits when you embrace the beauty of balance. Trust yourself to make it happen. It’s time to dive in. https://topcozumelnews.com/does-embracing-technology-disrupt-emotional-satisfaction-in-cozumel/?feed_id=23919&_unique_id=67ea76087a2ee

[katatheironthorn]

Empowering Fantasy Stories: Magic, Morality, and the Power of Imagination

Within the realm of fantasy fiction, tales have the amazing capacity to empower and change readers. Empowering fantasy novels carry deeper lessons of self-discovery, resiliency, and the power of the human spirit, in addition to magical worlds and legendary animals. Characters in these stories frequently face difficult obstacles and then come out stronger, wiser, and more self-assured in their ability. These tales are meaningful and motivating to people from various backgrounds since they mirror universal challenges and successes, therefore reflecting their own.

The Role of Empowering Fantasy in Shaping Characters

At the heart of empowering fantasy stories is the development of characters who grow through their struggles. Whether they are negotiating difficult relationships, overcoming personal constraints, or fighting malevolent forces, these heroes are frequently thrown into worlds of hardship. The fantasy genre lets one deeply investigate character arcs—where a once weak or flawed person becomes a hero. Knowing that, like their favorite characters, they, too, can change and grow for the better, these tales inspire readers to meet their obstacles. Such tales demonstrate how everyone can relate to the universal topic of personal development.

How Empowering Fantasy Stories Inspire Real-World Change

Apart from entertainment value, empowering fantasy stories act as stimulants for actual transformation. Readers are inspired to embrace bravery, compassion, and justice—among other ideals—in their own lives by the topics these stories examine. Readers who witness a figure that transcends their situation are motivated to confront their doubts and worries with fresh resolve. These stories not only entertain but also motivate people to act, pursue their objectives, and promote compassion and empathy in their surroundings by reflecting these good values.

Magic and Morality in Fiction: A Complex Relationship

Many works of fantasy center on the interaction of magic and morality. Often entwined are magic and morality in fiction; magical powers reflect both the possibility for good and evil. Magic in these tales is often the cause of moral conundrums rather than only a tool for personal ability. Characters have to choose whether to use their magical abilities for destruction, personal benefit, or the benefit of others. This relationship begs serious issues of responsibility, the results of one's activities, and the moral decisions people have to make when endowed with great authority.

Navigating the Moral Compass of Magic

Many writers, in examining magic and morality in fiction, create complex stories in which magic reflects the moral decisions of a character. One can consider the employment of magic as a metaphor for the choices people have to make in daily life. While some characters might utilize their abilities for self-serving or harmful ends, others might use magic to guard others and advance good. This dynamic generates interesting suspense in the story as the line between right and wrong gets hazy and forces the spectator, as well as the characters, to consider their own opinions on justice, fairness, and responsible use of authority.

The Impact of Magic and Morality on Readers

Beyond only moral teachings, the idea of magic and morality in fiction challenges readers to consider their ethical standards. Readers are invited to consider what they might do in the same circumstances by witnessing characters battle challenging decisions. By demonstrating how diverse points of view might affect the use of authority, this investigation of moral conflict helps develop empathy and understanding. These tales ultimately show that, like any weapon, magic may be used for both good and evil; it is, therefore, the decisions people make that define their actual nature.

Conclusion

Ultimately, enabling fantasy stories and magic and morality in fiction go hand in hand to produce narratives that not only delight but also push readers to consider their actions and ideals critically. The intricate link between magic and morality provides insightful teachings on morality, fairness, and personal responsibility, as well as on human ability for development. See katatheironthorn.com to delve further into these subjects and lose yourself in wonderful fantasy worlds. These tales remind readers that the decisions taken have actual effects, even in fanciful worlds.

[gzvictoriajusticenudepicsw8]

The manner in which Replica Timepiece Watches Challenge the Concept of Elegance

Luxury is commonly tethered to exclusivity, artisanry, and a hefty price point. Yet, the emergence of replica timepiece watches presents a intriguing challenge to this age-old idea. As these replicas achieve acclaim for their startling accuracy and cost-effectiveness, they prompt us to reevaluate what opulence truly signifies in a modern environment.

The Appeal of the Attainable

Timepiece watches have long been a icon of status and success, but their high expense puts them out of reach for many. Along comes the replica Rolex—a trend that makes accessible the elegance of donning a Rolex. Designed to closely mimic the renowned design and meticulous detail of genuine models, these replicas offer the look and essence of elegance without the traditional price.

Accuracy Meets Deception

With developments in engineering and design, the standard of Rolex replicas has substantially improved. The term "superclone Rolex" describes replicas that are so carefully produced that they often deceive even the knowledgeable eye. These imitations not only mirror the aesthetics but also include high-grade materials and mechanisms that improve their sturdiness and functionality.

Ethical Conundrums and Market Impact While mock Rolexes deliver an affordable substitute, they also stir moral controversies. Owning a imitation Rolex elicits doubts about the significance we attribute on originality and the measures to which people will venture to convey a certain reputation. Furthermore, these imitations persist in a ambiguous market zone, potentially impacting the brand view and prestige of real items.

Cultural Shifts and Consumer Perception Replicas also reflect changing social patterns where the outward image of high-end style is progressively prized over authentic lineage and visit website. In a society ruled by graphic posting through digital platforms, the artistic allure of merchandise can frequently outshine their genuine origins. This movement confronts established exclusive labels to evolve and rethink how they engage with newer demographics of customers who might view themselves as left out by exorbitant financial thresholds.

As much as real Rolex watches are revered for their quality, the abundance of Rolex counterfeits shows a evolving era in consumer actions and economic assumptions. It illustrates a expansive shift towards affordable premium goods—a approach that is more welcoming but challenging.

Assessing the True Expense of Replicas

Regardless of their charm, it's essential to assess what is forfeited when selecting a imitation over an genuine item and rolex fake. Apart from the lack of authentic artistry legacy and warranty, endorsing fake industries can damage honest commercial standards and financial honesty. The option between purchasing a authentic Rolex or accepting a fake often is based on personal beliefs about excellence, originality, and the wider consequences of selecting fakes.

As society contends with these subtleties, the discussion around exclusive merchandise is evolving deeper and more wide-ranging. The popularity of copy Rolex watches compels us to ponder whether authentic luxury is rooted in the logo and expense, or if there is opportunity to appreciate structure and utility on their own merits. While some loyalists will forever choose the authentic piece, for others, imitations deliver a tangible connection to a way of living once considered unattainable.

By blurring divisions between the fake and authentic, fakes do not just replicate—they reinvent the matrix within which we measure worth and desire in current trends. While certainly polarizing, imitation Rolex watches indisputably add to changing conversations about luxury, ownership, and self-perception in current times.

[citynewsglobe]

[ad_1] As somebody deeply concerned within the tech world, I’ve discovered that one of the best concepts don’t all the time come from high-stakes conferences or detailed undertaking plans. A few of the most game-changing improvements start in essentially the most sudden locations. Give it some thought: the place do you are feeling most artistic? For many people, it’s not in a sterile workplace cubicle. As a substitute, it is likely to be whereas we’re sipping a cup of espresso, having fun with a second of calm, or having an offhand dialog with a good friend or colleague. And that’s precisely how one of the stunning tech revolutions started—an informal dialog over espresso.This text will discover how a easy chat in a comfortable espresso store led to a wave of innovation in cloud optimization and digital infrastructure. By way of humor, technical perception, and a few storytelling, we’ll unravel the layers behind this espresso store encounter whereas highlighting the ups and downs of contemporary applied sciences, particularly within the cloud house. Spoiler: not the whole lot is so simple as AWS would have you ever consider.So, let’s dive in and see how an odd dialog remodeled into one thing extraordinary.The Café That Launched a Thousand Strains of CodeIt began as a typical morning. A gaggle of software program builders and tech lovers gathered at their native espresso store, a small however charming place with a number of wobbly tables, recent pastries within the air, and the comforting hum of espresso machines. Glued to their laptop computer, every individual was busy tackling their respective tasks. You could possibly inform by their furrowed brows that these weren’t simply informal tech customers—they have been the type of people that lived and breathed code.As their caffeine ranges reached new heights, one developer voiced a criticism that was all too acquainted: “We’re paying for cloud providers like we’re renting a complete mansion, however we’re solely utilizing one room!” This informal frustration resonated with the others, sparking a deeper dialogue about cloud platforms—particularly, how costly and sophisticated they'd grow to be.Cloud providers like AWS, Azure, and Google Cloud have revolutionized how firms function, however they have been additionally infamous for his or her complexity. The builders started to brainstorm. What if there was a technique to optimize cloud utilization with out the overwhelming value? What if firms didn’t must lease that complete mansion however might as a substitute simply pay for the rooms they used? As they sipped their coffees, this idle dialog snowballed right into a fully-fledged enterprise thought—an optimization platform to streamline cloud providers and scale back prices.The Cloud Conundrum: Blessing or Curse?Let’s pause for a second and talk about the truth of cloud providers. Positive, everyone knows the advantages: scalability, flexibility, and entry to a world community of servers on the click on of a button. AWS alone controls round 32% of the cloud market share, with Azure following at 22% and Google Cloud holding a gradual 10%. This trio has made cloud computing extra accessible than ever. However with nice energy comes nice complexity.Typical cloud infrastructure is an intricate beast. When AWS launched in 2006, it was designed to supply firms flexibility and a technique to deal with unpredictable computing calls for. Want extra servers throughout a vacation gross sales rush? No downside; AWS has your again. However that flexibility comes at a value—actually. When you don’t know what you’re doing, you possibly can pay for unused providers, extra storage, or pointless computing energy.A current report revealed that 30% of cloud spending is wasted. That’s $17.6 billion in misplaced prices globally yearly. Giant and small firms are hemorrhaging cash on providers they don’t want and even understand they’re utilizing. For instance, an e-commerce enterprise could arrange a

digital server for an advert marketing campaign and overlook to close it down, racking up prices over months. This was the precise problem our espresso store innovators wished to deal with.At Above Bits, we’ve encountered numerous purchasers who, just like the builders in that espresso store, have been pissed off with the hidden prices of cloud providers. We helped one among our purchasers, a mid-sized software program firm, save over $50,000 yearly by figuring out underutilized providers and optimizing their cloud infrastructure. They have been unknowingly paying for idle servers, redundant storage, and pointless digital machines. What’s extra, the cash they saved may very well be reinvested into progress initiatives, hiring expertise, and even—you guessed it—extra espresso!The Love-Hate Relationship with AWS, Azure, and Google CloudNow, let’s discover the cloud trifecta: AWS, Microsoft Azure, and Google Cloud. These platforms have grow to be family names within the tech trade, with everybody from startups to Fortune 500 firms counting on them to energy their operations. However every has its personal set of execs and cons.AWS: The Behemoth with a Studying CurveAWS is the pack's chief with a staggering 32% market share. It provides over 200 fully-featured providers starting from computing to storage, AI, machine studying, and extra. However navigating AWS can really feel like getting misplaced in a endless forest. The sheer variety of choices and configurations can overwhelm even seasoned builders.AWS's complexity is one among its largest drawbacks. Many customers complain that studying takes too lengthy and the pricing construction is opaque. “It’s like attempting to determine your cable invoice!” one among our purchasers joked. AWS prices for the whole lot—information transfers, storage, requests—and retaining observe of everything- and it may be a full-time job. That’s why firms are turning to cloud optimization platforms to assist them decode AWS and save on prices.Microsoft Azure: Highly effective however Unreliable?Azure has carved out a major piece of the cloud market with a 22% share, but it surely’s not with out its pitfalls. Azure is especially fashionable amongst companies which can be already utilizing Microsoft merchandise because of its seamless integration with Home windows and Workplace 365. Nevertheless, reliability has been a problem. In 2020, Azure suffered a world outage that left hundreds of companies stranded for hours, costing hundreds of thousands in downtime.Azure’s pricing mannequin may also be complicated, notably for companies that don’t absolutely perceive easy methods to scale their utilization successfully. A Gartner report confirmed that over 70% of Azure prospects have been overspending because of poor useful resource administration. When you’re utilizing Azure, it’s important to maintain an in depth eye in your utilization and make sure you’re not paying for providers you don’t want.Google Cloud: The Up-and-Coming ContenderGoogle Cloud has quickly gained traction whereas nonetheless trailing behind AWS and Azure. Recognized for its strong AI and machine studying capabilities, Google Cloud is the go-to alternative for firms trying to construct clever purposes. Nevertheless, Google Cloud’s complexity is commonly cited as a disadvantage. Like AWS, it has a steep studying curve, and its pricing construction might be tough to navigate.Moreover, Google Cloud has struggled with availability in comparison with its rivals. In 2019, a Google Cloud outage affected providers like Gmail, YouTube, and Google Drive, inflicting main disruptions. This can be a reminder that even essentially the most superior platforms should not proof against technical hiccups.The True Value of Vendor Lock-In: As soon as You’re In, You’re CaughtOne of many largest considerations with cloud platforms is vendor lock-in. This phenomenon is the place companies grow to be so entrenched in a selected cloud supplier’s ecosystem that it turns into almost inconceivable to change with out vital value and energy.

Think about you’ve spent years constructing your infrastructure on AWS, solely to appreciate that Google Cloud provides higher AI providers or that Azure is cheaper on your wants. You would possibly suppose, “No downside, I’ll simply swap!” Nevertheless it’s not that easy. Migrating from one cloud supplier to a different is like attempting to maneuver a complete metropolis—it’s time-consuming, costly, and fraught with potential points.A 2021 survey by Gartner revealed that 76% of companies that tried to change cloud suppliers confronted sudden prices and challenges. Many reported extended downtime, information loss, and exorbitant migration charges. Vendor lock-in is vital for companies trying to stay agile and adaptable within the digital age. [ad_2] Supply hyperlink

[theaccountingsavvy]

Top Strategies to Navigate Complex Business Accounting Challenges

Business accounting is a fundamental aspect of managing any enterprise, but when it comes to complex scenarios, it can become a formidable challenge. Whether you're a student grappling with intricate assignments or a professional dealing with advanced accounting issues, understanding how to tackle these complexities is crucial. In this blog, we’ll delve into the top strategies to effectively navigate these challenges, ensuring you’re well-equipped to handle any accounting conundrum that comes your way.

1. Understand the Fundamentals Thoroughly

The foundation of mastering complex business accounting challenges lies in having a solid understanding of the basics. Before delving into more advanced topics, ensure that you have a firm grasp on fundamental concepts such as financial statements, ledger accounts, and journal entries. This thorough comprehension will enable you to build on these basics when dealing with more complex scenarios. If you find yourself struggling with these fundamentals, seeking Business Accounting Assignment Help Online can be a wise decision. These resources provide tailored assistance to clarify foundational concepts and set the stage for more advanced studies.

2. Break Down Complex Problems into Manageable Parts

Complex accounting problems often seem overwhelming at first glance. To tackle these effectively, break them down into smaller, more manageable components. For instance, if you are dealing with a complex financial analysis, start by examining individual transactions or segments of the financial statements. By addressing each component separately, you can systematically solve the problem and piece together the overall solution.

3. Utilize Advanced Accounting Software

In today’s digital age, accounting software has become an indispensable tool for managing complex financial tasks. Software such as QuickBooks, Sage, or SAP offers features that streamline accounting processes, automate repetitive tasks, and reduce the likelihood of human error. Familiarize yourself with these tools and leverage their capabilities to handle intricate calculations and data analysis. For students, practical experience with such software can be immensely beneficial, and many online resources offer tutorials and guidance to help you get started.

4. Develop Strong Analytical Skills

Complex business accounting challenges often require a high level of analytical thinking. Enhancing your analytical skills involves not only understanding the numbers but also interpreting what they signify in a broader business context. Practice analyzing financial statements to uncover trends, anomalies, and insights that are not immediately obvious. This skill will help you provide more comprehensive and accurate solutions to complex accounting problems.

5. Stay Updated with Accounting Standards and Regulations

The world of business accounting is governed by a myriad of standards and regulations, which can frequently change. Staying updated with the latest Generally Accepted Accounting Principles (GAAP), International Financial Reporting Standards (IFRS), and other relevant regulations is crucial. Ensure that you are aware of any recent changes or updates in accounting standards that could impact your work. This knowledge will not only help in solving complex problems but also in ensuring compliance with regulatory requirements.

6. Collaborate with Peers and Seek Expert Guidance

Collaboration and seeking expert guidance can significantly ease the process of dealing with complex accounting issues. Engaging with peers, joining study groups, or consulting with experienced professionals can provide new perspectives and insights. If you find yourself stuck on a particular problem, don’t hesitate to reach out for expert advice. Many online platforms offer access to accounting professionals who can provide detailed explanations and solutions to challenging problems.

7. Implement Strategic Problem-Solving Techniques

Effective problem-solving in business accounting involves using strategic techniques to approach and resolve issues. Techniques such as root cause analysis, brainstorming, and scenario planning can be particularly useful. By employing these strategies, you can identify the underlying causes of complex accounting issues and develop targeted solutions. Additionally, practicing these techniques will enhance your ability to approach problems methodically and efficiently.

8. Leverage Educational Resources and Tools

Educational resources such as textbooks, online courses, and academic journals can be invaluable when dealing with complex business accounting challenges. These resources provide in-depth knowledge and detailed explanations of advanced topics. Utilize online platforms that offer Business Accounting Assignment Help Online, which can provide additional support and resources tailored to your specific needs. These tools can offer explanations, examples, and practice problems to help you better understand and address complex accounting tasks.

9. Develop Strong Organizational Skills

Organizational skills play a crucial role in managing complex business accounting tasks. Keep your financial records, documents, and data organized to ensure easy access and retrieval. Implementing a systematic approach to managing accounting information will help you efficiently handle complex scenarios and reduce the risk of errors. This organizational discipline is essential for maintaining accuracy and consistency in your accounting work.

10. Practice Continuous Learning and Improvement

Business accounting is a dynamic field that requires ongoing learning and improvement. Stay proactive in expanding your knowledge and skills by participating in professional development opportunities, attending workshops, and staying informed about industry trends. Continuous learning will help you stay ahead of evolving accounting practices and enhance your ability to tackle complex challenges effectively.

Conclusion

Navigating complex business accounting challenges requires a combination of foundational knowledge, strategic problem-solving, and effective use of resources. By understanding the basics thoroughly, breaking down problems into manageable parts, utilizing advanced software, and staying updated with regulations, you can tackle even the most intricate accounting issues with confidence. Additionally, seeking expert help through Accounting Assignment Help and leveraging educational resources can further enhance your ability to manage complex tasks. Embrace these strategies, and you’ll be well on your way to mastering complex business accounting challenges and excelling in your academic and professional endeavors.

Reference: https://www.domyaccountingassignment.com/blog/navigating-complex-business-accounting-strategies/

[corrieaspen]

On the Edge & In the Margins

In July, I'll be moving back to California. Housing costs are at a point where many places in the nation, especially California, are simply inaccessible for a vast majority of single income folks. When searching for housing, this leaves single income folks on the edge of sanity, the brink of exhaustion, and at an increased risk of becoming unhoused. Let's crunch some numbers and illustrate this on a personal level.

Where I'll be moving, the average cost to rent a home that is placed close to my job in an area of town that is quiet and mellow costs roughly $2300, not including utilities. Let's say that rent and utilities combined total to be roughly $2500/month. At this rate, $10,000 covers only 4 months. This also means that I would be spending $30,000 on housing costs per year. Is that building equity? No. Is that enabling me to save up for my dream of owning a small piece of land someday and having a modest yet spacious home built on the land? No. In only 3 years, I would spend $90,000 on rental housing costs. Yikes.

Many landlords are also requiring that applicants make roughly 3 times the amount of rent per month. This would need to be $6900/month, or $82,800/year. I have a vanilla/white market job in addition to sex work, but if most of your work is black market work that does not come with a legit paystub from a company or organization, how are you supposed to prove that you make that amount? You can't. Sex workers are highly marginalized since many are unable to produce pay stubs from their black market work. Privileged workers who have knowledge and experience in business and ways to work around this conundrum have an advantage here, but information on how to do this is not widespread and can be difficult to find. Tax returns are sometimes not an accepted proof of income, which poses an even greater issue for workers who file taxes, but whose primary income source is sex work.

Just thinking about the housing market leaves me overwhelmed, exhausted, and stressed. Every day I meditate and pray to find housing that will not leave me frayed and fried at the end of each month. However you pray, commune with spirit, or hope for good things, put in some thought in my direction please. You will be forever appreciated.

[neenasujith]

Decoding the Impact of Efficient Candidate Query Management on Enhancing Recruitment Success.

Starting the recruitment process is akin to entering a tempest, with interviews, managing hiring managers, and countless applications to contend with. However, within this chaotic environment, a growing challenge remains hidden: candidate queries.

An overwhelming number of emails, with countless variations, are cluttering your inbox, all desperately seeking clarity. Inquiries about interview stages, application statuses, or the next recruitment steps can overwhelm and exhaust you.

How can someone navigate this complex web of communication without becoming inefficient or jeopardizing candidate satisfaction? Join us as we explore the candidate query conundrum and discover effective strategies to regain control over the email domain.

Interpreting the “why” factor of the inquiries.

Before seeking solutions, let’s explore why candidates pose their queries.

The reasons that drive them are complex and diverse.

Anxiety and uncertainty are common emotions among candidates during the recruitment process. They find comfort in seeking clarity about what comes next, the uncertain timelines, or simply reassurance of their candidacy.

Without clear and consistent communication, candidates struggle to navigate their way. The uncertainty surrounding their application status or the limited feedback they receive after the interview often prompts them to send emails.

Technical malfunctions lie hidden in the digital realm, ready to trap unsuspecting candidates. Electronic communication channels provide a refuge for candidates overwhelmed by the intricacies of online application forms, unresponsive platforms, and unclear instructions.

Taking back control from the inbox: Effective strategies for managing queries.

Use these tips to navigate candidate inquiries and streamline your response process.

Utilizing Automation: Pre-built Templates: Create a collection of customizable templates for commonly asked questions. These templates provide a consistent and quick way to respond to individual queries regarding interviews, application statuses, and hiring timelines. These triggers eliminate the need for manual intervention, keeping candidates informed without overwhelming your inbox.

Establish transparency and proactive communication from the start of the recruitment process. Summarize the selection process, highlighting interview scheduling and how feedback is shared. By outlining the upcoming journey, you ease candidates’ concerns and reduce the overwhelming number of inquiries. Consistent updates, even small ones, keep candidates engaged and prevent them from feeling ignored.

Candidates can access self-service options by creating an information repository on the careers page. This is a place where candidates can quench their curiosity, without relying on electronic communication. Provide clarity on hiring timelines, company values, interview stages, and application details, empowering candidates to take charge of their own journey. These platforms grant candidates the power to determine their own fate, eliminating the need for last-minute inquiries to discover their status, from submitting applications to receiving interview invitations.

Navigating Automation while Prioritizing Personalization: Keep personalization alive and thriving. Within the sea of queries, there are a handful of complex issues that demand human interaction. Use personalization for these custom inquiries, creating empathetic and nuanced responses to build connections beyond automation.

The key to success is fostering internal synergy and harmony in your organization. Provide recruitment custodians with necessary tools and knowledge for handling candidate inquiries. Create a communication ecosystem that empowers hiring managers to provide clear feedback, eliminating the need for candidates to seek answers elsewhere.

Achieving a balance between efficiency and calmness is an art.

Remember, human connection is just as important as efficiency. The melody of engagement can be found amidst the queries and harmonious interplay between candidate and recruiter. Spend time creating stories that connect, shaping experiences that go beyond automation, as that is where the fabric of recruitment is woven with empathy and forged with connection.

How impress.ai Can Help!

impress.ai is a platform that demonstrates automated workflows. Our platform saves you time by handling interview confirmations and application acknowledgments, allowing you to focus on building connections.

Explore the world of smart chatbots with impress.ai.

Get a glimpse into data-driven insights through real-time analytics and reporting at impress.ai. Our platform provides you with the necessary knowledge to navigate recruitment smoothly, from understanding candidate behavior trends to unraveling communication dynamics.

Experience seamless collaboration with impress.ai. Within our platform, you can easily browse candidate profiles, provide clear feedback, and schedule interviews effortlessly.

Cultivate relationships with candidates, even when they are rejected. With impress.ai’s AI-powered recruitment automation platform, you can cultivate relationships with candidates, tagging their skills and experiences for future endeavors, thus weaving a tapestry of talent that transcends the constraints of the present.

Invest in the promise of a streamlined future, where candidate queries no longer loom large. Envision a realm where efficiency reigns supreme, where the channels of communication flow freely, unencumbered by the shackles of inefficiency.

Request a demo of impress.ai today and chart a course toward the shores of efficiency and equanimity!

[govindhtech]

MSI Stealth 18 AI Studio: The Powerhouse for Work and Play

MSI Stealth 18 AI Studio The Stealth 18 AI Studio A1V gaming laptop has a sleek design and incredible power. When it comes to gaming laptops, fans sometimes have to decide between an ultra-slim, fashionable 18-inch laptop and a powerful gaming machine with exceptional performance.

How can one choose between strength and beauty?

Introducing the MSI Stealth 18 AI Studio A14V, a strong competitor that aims to balance style and functionality and provide an answer to this conundrum. Let’s examine how this laptop meets the discriminating demands of gamers by embodying the perfect blend of performance and beauty.

Fashion with a Mission Upon first sight, the MSI Stealth 18 captivates with its refined appearance and magnesium-aluminium construction, turning it into a canvas for self-expression rather than merely a gaming gadget. Its sleek exterior conceals the powerful inside, achieving the ideal harmony between design and utility.

Peace in Authority The MSI Stealth 18 should not be taken lightly since it has a discrete GPU and the newest AI-ready CPU. It skill fully combines form and function, enabling players to defeat their preferred games with poise and accuracy. This combination of strength and grace guarantees a gaming experience that goes beyond simple functionality.

Including Perceptual Experience

Gaming is made much more enjoyable by the 4K/120Hz Mini LED display’s brightness. The exact lighting of every pixel creates richer highlights and darker shadows for a sensory-rich, immersive visual experience. The MSI Stealth 18 elevates game play to a level never seen before, enticing gamers into immersive virtual environments.

Unforced Bonding Smooth connection is essential in the connected world of today. With its extensive range of I/O choices and the most recent Wi-Fi 7 technology, the Stealth 18 does not let you down. This laptop is your reliable travel companion, providing a seamless and uninterrupted experience whether you’re streaming media or playing online games with pals. To sum up, the MSI Stealth 18 shines as a shining example of innovation, providing a resolution to the long-standing conflict between power and design in gaming laptops. It resonates with the enthusiasm and commitment of gamers with its powerful performance, immersive display, elegant design, and seamless connection. It meets the demands of a wide range of gamers. With the MSI Stealth 18, you may have both flair and power, so why pick between the two?

Performance hybrid next generation up to Intel Core Ultra 9 Processor 185H With Intel’s first integrated NPU for power-efficient AI acceleration and local inference on the laptop, the most recent Intel Core Ultra 9 processor 185H delivers a revolutionary leap in computing capability. Its large core count and state-of-the-art design provide unmatched performance for a variety of applications, including scientific computing and gaming.

Performance with relation to the gen-previous i7-1360P. Specifications vary per model. 6P-Cores 2Low Power 8E-Cores NPU e-cores inside NVIDIA STUDIO’s P-core Turbo Frequency up to 5.1 GHz. Full-on creativity. Powered by cutting-edge RTX GPUs that power the best creative applications, NVIDIA Studio is your creative advantage. Ray tracing produces incredibly lifelike visuals, and the Studio toolkit of AI-assisted tools accelerates the process of taking ideas from conception to execution. Studio Drivers provide optimal dependability, allowing you to concentrate on your next brilliant idea.

CURRENTLY AI Applications run on MSI laptops more quickly and effectively than before. They have proprietary MSI Intelligent Technology as standard, which raises the bar for automated tuning by offering brand-new AI functions.

An early 2024 upgrade will be available for MSI AI Engine & AI Artist. Version changes might result in differences in the functionality and interface.

MSI AI Engine In order to maximize performance, MSI AI Engine can recognize user situations and automatically modify hardware settings. With easy-to-use AI-tuned modes and resources, you can concentrate on the essentials, like creating, working, and having fun. Even in busy surroundings, you can still enjoy crystal-clear music thanks to the new AI Noise Cancellation Pro.

Certainly! Stealth 18 AI Studio A1V gaming laptop specs: Display: 15.6-inch or 17.3-inch Full HD, QHD, or 4K display (options vary). 144Hz, 240Hz, or higher, depending on arrangement. Up to 32GB DDR4 or DDR5 RAM, depending on setup. SSDs from 512GB to 2TB, with extendable slots. Advanced cooling system with heat pipes and fans for effective heat dissipation RGB Lighting: Chassis and keyboard configurable RGB lights, Wi-Fi 6, Bluetooth 5.0, USB 3.2, Thunderbolt 4, HDMI, DisplayPort, Ethernet. HD audio with built-in speakers and microphone array. OS: Windows 10/11 (release date) Battery life is 6 hours (depending on usage). Slim and lightweight, screen size determines proportions. Build Durable aluminum or magnesium alloy chassis Integration: AI-powered performance optimization and user customization The MSI Stealth 18 AI Studio A1V is a powerful gaming laptop for enthusiasts and pros with these specs. Created with the whole world in mind

Modern technologies and a distinctive design are used to precisely build the magnificent MSI Stealth 18 AI Studio. It is made to meet your wide range of demands in a variety of situations. The MSI Stealth 18 AI Studio guarantees a smooth experience, adjusting to every environment you find yourself in, from its unique look to its unique functions.

Read more on Govindhtech.com