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I think people have confused the fact that it's definitely possible to go "look this magical guy told me these are the rules so now you all have to obey" with believing that religion is intrinsically just that. and it's like they just discount the possibility that anyone has ever earnestly believed in a higher authority or genuinely had a mystical experience or whatever. the thing is if you actually observe how religious people behave, especially if you look outside of like evangelical megachurch pastors who are clearly just grifting, it immediately becomes pretty hard to ignore that.
for every example of religion maintaining inequality u have muslim charities successfully preventing FGM by informing muslim communities who perpetrate it that it's haram, sikhs opposing casteism, early christians fighting gender inequality etc etc etc + on an individual level literally countless people who have fought against poverty and oppression on the basis of religious belief. like... IS it really something specific about religion or is it the fact that hegemony will naturally pick up and spread whatever supports it and suppress whatever doesn't?because the same can also be said of like... music... so are u going to say music is just a tool of the elite or whatever? bc it definitely can be. but it's equally a tool for resisting oppression and also just a significant part of the human experience.
aren't we meant to be postmodernists now like i think maybe things sometimes do just happen sometimes. what Society does with it after the fact is another question, but if you look at the history of religion I'm surprised if you don't come away with some awareness that genuine belief in some sort of authority or mechanism which is outside of human control can be something very transformative. like the fundamental innovation of the torah was to say that every human life is equal to every other human life in opposition to the code of hammurabi which said that some people's life = other people's pocket change. only a power which comes from somewhere outside human society would be able to ensure that law was applied fairly and equally to all rather than manipulated on the whim of the human with the most power to enforce it. if the "abrahamic" religions can be said to have anything in common at all, it's probably a call to humbleness and the value of every human being. much to think about!!!!
#religion kind of just makes u more like whatever ur already like ngl#if anything can be said universally of religion it's probably just that#which is why I said what I said abt gay catholics#sorry everyone I needed to say this because I was trying to work out what was bothering me abt#the book I just read teehee#watched a documentary abt another gnostic gospel and it is just so like#yeah religion is transformative at the margins of society and oppressive at the centre#like so is everything in the world. what else is new#if you don't want to read this whole post then just go watch yentl. you'll understand#like it's easier to think about w music bc something I noticed w like victorian era popular music was literally like#the average guy just starts liking something because. it's exciting and interesting to him#and then there is some kind of move to retain control#like minstrel shows in the uk were partly a reaction to genuine enthusiasm for african american music because like. it's good and it's also#super different to anything people had heard before#so then there was this like. move to take control from black performers by having it be white performers doing caricatures at their expense#music hall was something people just started doing and then was ultimately turned into a whole panopticon of control#see also: every radical music genre that gets watered down and commercialised#anywayyyy hiii
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day 30: birthday!!!
happy birthday to this guy! thank u everyone for tagging along on this aprilluc journey <3 it's been fun
bonus version
#genshin impact#diluc ragnvindr#my art#aprilluc#at the start of the month i was like haha#ill just do a few#theres no way anyone could do all 30 prompts#haha.#if u excuse me im gonna go rest my wrist and read some books#but feel free to send asks/prompts/reqs about him... teehee
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Aether waking Rain up with a cup of tea, Rain all bleary eyed and his curls are just wild - sweet thing only ever communicates in little chirps when he's this out of it and Aether loves every sound - sits beside him and lets Rain lean into his side while he drinks
It's that lovely mint blend Mountain spent forever trying to perfect for the water ghoul's birthday, he drinks it sparingly even though he knows Mountain would replenish the stock in a heartbeat but because there's something special about those dried herbs in that tin. It's the thought behind them that makes them so important to cherish
When he's done, he passes the mug back and leans up to kiss Aether as a thank you but like most mornings (especially the ones where Rain's feeling a little extra sappy for one reason or another) it's never just one kiss, neither of them ever want it to be just one either
There's a reason the two of them are always the last to the breakfast table after spending the night together
#also teehee that tea made rains mouth nice and warm and im sure he wanted to reeeaally thank aeth fr being so sweet-#im just sayin. lazy morning head that ends up being rain kinda just cockwarming him in his throat fr a bit while#aeth reads a short chapter of that book zeph let him borrow with those little glasses perched on his nose#rain goes fuckin wild for those glasses btw - its giving sexy teacher#void rambles#rain ghoul#aether ghoul#nameless ghouls#aether x rain#rain x aether#marking rhe post as mature bc i was weird in the tags
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I feel like I’ve just been divinely blessed with a great gravity falls fanfic idea but I’m not really a writer nor do I have tons of time but I think I’m going to at least write my idea down so I can have fun imagining it
#gravity falls#it’s so fun I think#it has#dipcifica#(could not figure how to spell that LOL)#trans dipper pines#bi awakening Mabel#Mabel falling for cute punk girl (bond over of love of creation I think!!!)#gnc/enby wendy I think#split pov (and separated twins teehee)#I’m thinking Mabel is at an all girls summer camp#where candy and grenda come along too!!!#gay awakening at summer camp for Mabel just feels so right to me#I’m thinking I might do some kind of fake dating /only people to hang out with in town thing for dipcifica#i just have so many thoughts#gravity falls fanfiction#just has so many fun possibilities#I’m still workshopping adding in gf weirdness and paranormal activity in#I haven’t really read the books and don’t know if I will#and ?bill?#but#i have concepts of a plan#…#yeah lol#I feel like they should have a fun time with low angst#Also#autism pines#because yes#but probably not explicitly
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people saying FR drow lore is 'teehee they're all sexy, sexy drow dominatrixes' and getting all their information from frwiki which actively blends every source together makes me want to lie down and explode. or they get their information from other people, who are usually also getting it from frwiki or primarily from like, random sourcebooks or whatever. and oops i now have the biggest headache on earth
#then again people who have actually read the books go “oh teehee they're all sexy sexy drow dominatrixes” so what if i just gave up instead#what's that? a story about religious abuse and indoctrination? no teehee it's sexy drow dommy mommy matriarchies all the way down#i'm not gonna kick down peoples doors for not researching it but#its just so........draining...........
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HII guess who's reading feline wizards (this is rhiow and she's my absolute fave)
#my art#feline wizards#rhiow#PLEEEAAAASE PLEASE READ THESE BOOKS fellow wc fans i am begging#im not very far into the first book but i cant stress enough how much im enjoying it#sootslash also has plans to draw these guys if im not wrong so if you guys arent already following her go check out her art!!#thru its recommendation i bought all of the books and im so glad i did#the worldbuilding is killer and theres not a character i dont like so far#i wanna draw rhiow saash and urruah together i just need to make time#ALSO SORRY FOR THE DROP IN ACTIVITY x_x done with college til fall!!! busy with work and wcrps teehee
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my giant ~1400 page leather-bound tome of the collected works of shakespeare gets here todayyyyy ^_^
#i got a really good deal on it too it was like. 12 dollars for a used copy.#I KNOW I CAN READ SHAKESPEARE ONLINE FOR FREE i just really wanted something i could physically highlight and write notes in. teehee#.txt#‘did you buy it because of—‘ yes. mind your business.#i also have like 4 graphic design books en route for similar reasons.#i like having physical copies of books… at least ones im planning on studying and analyzing#dont get me wrong i <3 PDFs but its nice to put sticky notes and shit in things. tactile.
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god. god. this book is off the fucking wall. listen to me rn.
book two of the original percy jackson series introduced one of annabeths most integral character traits: hubris, or in broader terms, pride. and while it was perfectly functional to observe how this affected her from outside, we get our first look into her point of view in the mark of athena. this is huge for several reasons; we've already seen percys point of view, the old main character, for 5.3 books. annabeth is the only other main character that carries over in importance to the plot and to us into heroes of olympus. we get to see the internal workings of the mind that has orchestrated at least 50% of the successful gambits pulled off in the entire percy jackson universe so far. the longer the book goes on the more we are drawn in by her skill and ingenuity. literally everyone in the goddamned world looks up to this kid, and we come to understand even better how right they are to do so.
her challenge in the mark of athena is, by design, one she must ultimately pursue alone. it gets hyped up the entire story and we finally get to it when she separates from the last member of the group two thirds of the way through the book. she uses all the tools she's proven herself to be in command of to get all the way to the final obstacle, and then it cuts off terrifyingly and we leave her point of view for several chapters. when we come back, she keeps going and pulls off the greatest trick of her fucking LIFE by exploiting arachne's weakness: pride. then, when she's succeeded and she's home safe—she doesn't know it, but we even know that her friends are coming to pick her up—she pulls the most fucking CLASSIC blunder in mythology EVER. she rubs it in. it almost feels out of character until you remember that youve only been tricked into thinking annabeth is op as hell, and this is actually one of the most in-character moments she's ever had. arachne is stuck in her trap, subdued, and annabeth is so mad at her for fucking with her family for so many thousands of years that she spits acid about her clever trick and how athena will always triumph over arachne in every way, every time. arachne is so fucking mad she has a fit and manages to use her silk and her command over her children to try to kill both of them and bring annabeth down with her to stop her from winning athena's ultimate power back. it eventually leads to annabeth dragging her best friend in the entire world down with her into tartarus.
the themes previously developed throughout the book through characters like octavian and hercules about demigods not being immune to the vices of the gods that cause everyone so many problems all crop right up to bite you in the ass with incredible force. you finish the book, and they achieve their goal of recovering athena parthenos, and they fall into real, actual hell, and it is devastating, and it is exactly what the entire book spent so much time and care telling you was going to happen. when I started the mark of athena a few days ago I got the feeling that the two times I had read it previously, it was my heroes of olympus favorite, and it is proving its place so fucking successfully
#in unfathomable detail#like fr#this is what this tag is actually for i just use it for liveblogging when i read too bc i don't want to complicate it by having another#heroes of olympus#the mark of athena#i haven't tagged individual books yet in this series but i think this one deserves it#the mark of athena spoilers#heroes of olympus spoilers#rick riordan#was it hard?#GODDDDDD#teehee. autism
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the signs of a depressive episode coming back are soooo not it
#the only reason i actually got up today was to go to the doctors#otherwise id be lying in bed again and just doomscrolling like i have for the past. 2 weeks. teehee !!#anyway i got a new myth book at targie hope i can actually feel like reading again#i need to work on my tratie fic#not for me tho its cause ross begged me to write tratie so. i Will#ross insys btw. Teehee#post#maes tag
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Ough
#vent post#why can i not. look tbe way i wwnt#starts violently biting adn tearing at the fabrics arounf me#what the.freak!!!#ehy does everything always hurtall the time#tweaking out#gang the demons are getting my ass again#if i suddenly dropped dead that would fix me i think#i feel like such a fucking bitch for being unhappy with my weight because like. idk. is it fatphobic?? ive heard it be called that before#and also other ppl who have similar weights to mine are happy so. why should i not be#i giggle and i laugh and i joke but why am i actuayly like this browgat the freak#alsow hy am i soo fucked in the head#im like “teehee i just got silly as i grew!” HELL NAH. i was a lil fucked in the head as a KID😭😭😭😭😭#i remember going to bed one night and my mom was gonna read a chapter of a book to me and i specifically chose the torture chapter and it#caused a huge argument in the family#and i also drew SO MUCH GORE in elementary school#like girl😭🙏you have never been exposed to this. what is up with u#there are also a bunch of other instances but my vent art back then was also wild. as in more gore#now its just weirdly abstract with bright colors and a lota eyes#lots. lots of eyes.#whwre was i going with this#idk i hate my head. my little fucked up little brain#the way i think is crazy because emotions are usually depicted as scenes or images or feelings(its different than emotion trust)#and theres still blood. theres so much gory shit in my head. like girl get out of there!!! thats not where u belong!!!!!!#and then also the daydreams#ougghh the daydreams....#i hate the daydreams i wabt them to stop so bad but i physically cannot and also they r one of my few sources of comfort ESPECIALLY in#situations i cant get out of or distract myself in any other way#and sometimes its fine but also sometimes they fucking suck and its scary because im not here im THERE and so much shit happens there#lore drop
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whenever i see a fandom i have never heard of in my life on my dashboard i always know it’s something you reblogged
ahsgajdb yeahhh its an honor tho being that mutual lmaoo
also if you ever wanna learn more about anything i post pleasseeeee talk to me about them i have so many things i could talk about
#ask rose!#luv#the posting from last night reminds me ...#the fantasy ya books i read in middle school and high school made my taste i think#cus why are so many of them just. guy with black hair who is also the most pathetic wet cat ever once you get to know them#like cardan. maven. dorian. come on man#anyway teehee
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i hate the self infantilization of women but i sound so "not like other girls" if i talk about it.... "im literally just a girl".... mhm.... "girl math"... eye twitch...
#hopefully i dont sound insane bc yes i know plenty of women who say things like this#and ik they obviously dont mean anything by it! i have nothing against them! but PLEASE what the fuck do you MEAN by girl math girl dinner..#i saw this tiktok of this woman saying “if you see girls constantly reading its not like fancy academia its fairy smut teehee” and like well#dont say that as if women are less likely to be academic and really theyre just being silly?? and i have nothing against smut romance books#but..... no maybe many women really are as smart as they seem. i get it that we're conditioned to be deferential but!!#nina.rambles#feminism
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Don't mind me. Just casually getting brand new spoilers for The Sun and The Star from stalking the "Rainbow Crate Books!!" social media page. Like ya do.
#''have you read percy jackson? neither have we! you should read this book anyway because it's got a GAY MALE MAIN CHARACTER and a BISEXUAL-#-MALE LOVE INTEREST and a NON BINARY SIDE CHARACTER. Teehee <3''#i just woke up like half an hour ago and im crying#will solace is bisexual sksllsodnfckockssmekfncmcodknedkckncodkendkfcncmodkemekdofkfnkfkdkdkf#the sun and the stars#nico book#solangelo
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louis met armand and immediately started sobbing about how much he wants to die, and armand was overcome with a desperate need to fuck him. he's just like us.
#🔪#iwtv#:] reading this book at work makes me feel crraazzzyyyy i read some shit that made me GAG inside#it's fucking. CRAZY that this book is so mainstream I JUST READ A [REDATED] SCENE !!! IN PUBLIC !!!#ps; GAG looks like a kaomoji face teehee#iwtv book liveposting
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No unfortunately I do have the travel bug now- I listened to the Outlander theme song a little to hard and now I have to go back to Scotland. I didn't do it right last time.
#I don't even watch Outlander#Never read the books#I don't even know what RIGHT would've been it's so fucking crazy#Plus if doing it right has anything to do with Outlander my hotel was literally right by a filming location#Like we walked past Jamie's print shop several times#I was already thinking “TeeHee what if I planned a silly little trip for my birthday every year?”#Wondering where I'd go.#(I was largely thinking UK again- maybe a different city)#I WAS thinking same person though which is kind of why the UK#But I think I might try saving up for Iceland for my next (big) trip#Go with my mom <3#Maybe even small trips for my birthday#nevermind#“small trips” to me means “in Canada” and my birthday is in January#Yeah I am NOT walking hours in British Columbia in January. Sorry#Snow would cover EVERYTHING#(I know coasts work different but like come on)#And you can't even go Whale watching in January!#IN Canada Montreal only. But not in January I want to go back to BC and to Halifax#Toronto but not for Toronto for my bestie#I'm gonna go look up flight prices brb#jamie shut the fuck up#personal blog#just vibing#rambling
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i super duper wish i could go back to when i was first learning html and css and asking my mom to take me to the library to get those html coding books that were from 2004 or something
#🐶#i fuckinggggg#it's like wanting to unlearn everything about a special interest just so you could learn it all over again#i love LEARNING#i will admit though there are a ton of stuff i'm still not good at with html and css lol.... the more advanced advanced stuff#BUT EVEN like.... media like shows or movies or games for the first time#like please#LIKE MY FAVORITE THING TO DO is like... find little basic simple teehee tutorials about css selectors and html tags etc. and just. read the#like i wanna collect html and css tutorial books and everything like resources#THIS is why my pinterest is an absolute treasure trove to me
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