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Me when I’m NOT writing: Ideas flowing like a waterfall. Me when I AM writing: [Dial-up tone noises]
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is anyone else horny af on main but then weird and quiet and incapable of sexual advances in person or is that just me?
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Me: absolutely no time to spare, crumbling under my to do list
Also me: why is there no cycling race I could watch from start to finish this month?
#the audacity of my brain#I cannot#I can finally catch a break and try to make a dent into all I have to do#and I’m missing stuff that takes hours in my day#I mean#I’m self aware enough to know that what I want is to avoid my responsibilities for hours on end#but I should really really take the opportunity to DO THINGS#especially with the biathlon season coming up#cycling#road cycling#come on! 💪
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I've gotten to the point with my mental health that I am mostly fine and dandy but then - like today - I experience sensory overload so bad that it takes all my self control to not have an anxiety attack in the middle of the store
#eva rambles#the audacity of my brain#I haven't had sensory overload THAT bad in so long#but there were so many people and so much noise and scents and my brain just kinda fried#I was very close to sobbing in the vegetable isle#anyway I might invest in some loop earplugs#I heard good things about them helping with sensory overload
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What sort of neurodivergent fuckery caused the cursed amalgamation that was a mash-up of 'Cheap Thrills' (Sia) and 'Into the Unknown' (Idina Menzel) to be stuck in my head most of the day today?
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HAYDEN CHRISTENSEN The Last Man (2019) | dir. Rodrigo H. Vila
#mine#gifs#hayden christensen#hchristensenedit#haydenchristensenedit#the last man#the last man (2019)#userthing#films#usersource#filmedit#tvfilmsource#tvfilmspot#dailyflicks#blackandwhiteedit#filmtvgifs#dilfgifs#fadenet#paletmblr#paleresource#giffingpale#tuserlarissa#usershale#tusermelissa#helpppppppp#i'm the gun btw#lads you don't understand how this movie has permanently altered my brain chemistry#because how DARE he#the audacity of this man istg
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I was NOT thinking straight
#breaking bad#skyler white#and walt had the audacity NOT to be happy with his life??#she did not deserve all those idiots around her#just her in this scene rent free in my brain#brba
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Releasing chapter 426 after the anime FINALLY adapted the Touya backstory feels like an attack against me specifically
Look at this and tell me this wasn't meant to hurt me?
#bnha#bnha spoilers#bnha leaks#bnha 426#and after I made a lovely amv for my beautiful touya#spent a whole day staring at his face only for Horikoshi to do this. absolutely unbelievable. the audacity of this man#reignite my brain rot only to kill him off#I am agog#i am aghast
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when a battle can't be solved with dark nova yakumo
#me at the sorceror's trials when i can't brute force it#there are probably better attackers out there since DN yaku got released a while ago#but i don't have them.#so every time there's a problem#i throw my nerdworm at the enemies to make them go away LOL#then the gimmick has the AUDACITY to be like#(. ❛ ᴗ ❛.) teehe.e. the enemies counter 300% every turn#or#(*/ω＼*) oh no ! your attacker in that slot can't do anything but guard!#[irritably starts shuffling my units around the roster like i'm a cup sliding scam artist]#STOP THAT. IF I CAN'T MELEE MY WAY OUT OF THIS I'LL HAVE TO uSE MY BRAIN#AND NO ONE WILL LIKE THAT#IF I CAN'T TAKE DOWN AT LEAST 40% OF THE ENEMY'S HP IN ONE HIT THEN THE DOPAMINE AINT GONNA CASCADE DOWN MY SYNAPSES LIKE TROPICAL RAIN#nu carnival yakumo
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A very drunk Zayne constantly referring to MC as "Pretty Lady"
#it was only two drinks boo 😭#i should be studying#but this man has the audacity to be living in my brain rent free atm#send help#zayne#zayne love and deepspace#love and deepspace#love & deepspace#l&ds#lads
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Lost You Forever 2 Trailer!
English subs by me. If there are egregious errors, please let me know. Thanks @dangermousie for sending me the link!
#lost you forever#lost you forever 2#cdrama#seriously my Mandarin is beginner level#maybe beginner plus...#and I have the audacity to try to do translations#it took so long and so much brain power!#but maybe it's better than AI subs lol 🤞🏻#I can't fucking wait for this omg#thanks mousie for introducing me to it!#Deng wei#yang zi#zhang wanyi#tan jianci#god damn it I caught an error! oh well it's good enough lol#and I did nice slow Viki style subs#because Mr. highlynerdy says all the other sites subs are way too quick#长相思
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was spiralling for a bit again so am forcing myself to remember that it gets better and you get better and all the people i watch are over thirty years old and you will get better at your craft over the years and you will be excited to age and find out what the next year brings. you will be excited to grow old and grow plants and make shitty doodles and learn sculpting woodworking and you will be bad at it but you will get better. you will look back and thank yourself for trying so sincerely. the time will pass anyway. in the future it gets better.
#for reference. i graduated from uni and kinda going through it#i guess i am a nostalgic person bc i do treasure all the things i wrote… even the bad stuff i wrote when i was 9 lmao#i wish i had that audacity again#gods know what im doing one year from now. i hope ill write something ill like#ive been grilling myself to do more serious writing but my brain is like 🥺 that’s boring. where’s your whimsy!!!#i will be whimsy and write crackfics and spend too much time on tweetgen 🙏🙏#ria.txt#personal
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it’s you and me 🧡
#i’m soooo emotional over this photoooo#book’s audacity to causally post this like it’s not changing my brain chemistry#forcebook#force jiratchapong#book kasidet#mj talks
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#lil guy............#i woke up with so many kel thoughts today#brain full of redhead.#i have a vision for this post but idk. it might be out of my skill range to be honest#like i want the format to be kind of like a comic but. i literally do not know how to do that. that takes so much thinking.#so much planning.#also my pc blue screened bc i had the audacity to open my browser while rendering so#that sapped all of my motivation to work on anything ngl#i might give up for the day & do some writing instead.#or give the boys more outfits.#or draw maybe. hm.#idk. like i want to do *something* but literally all i can think about. is how kelly eats his sandwiches wrong.#n e way.#rainyrambles
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It’s so embarrassing and heartbreaking being in so much pain over losing someone while knowing they don’t give a fuck if you live or die. Your favorite person becoming a stranger is a special kind of hell.
#I fucking hate having bpd#while I’m at it I don’t understand the fuckin audacity some people have to say they love you and do horrible things to you#I feel so stupid#I feel so stupid for believing all the lies#but I was so in love and put him on such a pedestal that I just allowed it all.#thinking about someone constantly and grieving over them and knowing they’re perfectly fine and to them you don’t exist#I’m still in such a state of grief and I don’t understand why time hasn’t healed#it honestly feels like it’s gotten worse w time#I just torture myself but I can’t help it my brain wants me dead#it’s so painful I feel so fucking stupid#being abandoned with no closure by someone who’s your entire world#for someone they were unfaithful to you with multiple times (I don’t even know how many and dony want to know) immediately#like that was the plan all along#he took our cat hundreds of miles away and I don’t even know if he still has her or if she’s still alive and I miss her every day#I never loved someone like that and it feels like the heartbreak is actually physically killing me#i spent 1/5 of my entire life with him#I was my prettiest and had the best body at the time and I wasted it on someone who didn’t appreciate me#not wasted. it wasn’t wasted. we had some incredible times together#I’ll never be that beautiful again#and now idk what do so bc i can’t decide which is worse: being alone and isolating or loving deeply and ending up horribly hurt all over#it’s all just so upsetting.#and I feel so stupid for allowing it all#he knows more about me than anyone and he made me feel like he loved me so much sometimes and then did horrid things and it’s so fucked up#nobody read this I’m so embarrassed and horribly broken#it traumatized me so much there was so much abuse and pain idk if I’ll ever recover#I deserved it but it still hurts my heart#I was so mentally ill and sick I know it had to have been miserable to be around me#there are so many things only he understands and knows about me and I need to talk about them I j wanna b able to b there 4 each other#but that girl is so beyond insecure and controlling so. if I want to talk to who fuckin gets me I’m just fucked#why lead someone on like that for years knowing you’re going to abandon them the second it’s convenient
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hawks sticking his nose in the todoroki family’s business for the final time 😭
#i have a lot of thoughts ihhh my brain is switching between optimism and pessimism atp#but idk atleast that part made me laugh at the audacity#because wym todoroki family got wrapped up in a few chapters but here comes president hawks with a sword#lmfao????#this isn’t hawks hate btw i’m actually glad to see one of my favorite characters not on the brink of death#mha spoilers#mha 426#bnha spoilers#kl.txt
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