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A detail I very much enjoy writing in Teruki is his distrustful general perspective about adults. Grownups, at least in his previous point of view, were somewhere between the extremes of Background Character and Villain. That is, they could be ignorant and helpless at best (ex: his parents) and violent and threatening at worst (ex: Claw), because these were most of the experiences he had.
For the longest time, Teruki didn't have an adult he looked up for, or that he trusted, and that persisted even after he stopped believing that he was the Protagonist. In this case, the harmless ones weren't foolish commoners: they were people who just wouldn't help him. Being nice normal humans, there was nothing they could do to keep him safe, and they couldn't understand his situation. It would be useless to appeal to them, even more considering the amount that would try to stop his plans as soon as they heard about them. They simply don't understand. They aren't to be relied on. They would give him more trouble. They are condescending and don't believe he can actually take care of himself.
That's one of the reasons Teruki is different from the other children. Kids can rely on adults all they want. No one is going to help Teruki.
It only makes sense. Why should he expect anything of them? What can a powerless person do about an esper?
#this only makes his admiration of reigen more interesting#reigen was the first adult who stood up for him AND understood his troubles#and so teruki; despite being so intelligent; refuses to believe reigen doesn't have powers#if reigen is a normal person and helped him; why didn't anyone else do it before?#why didn't his parents protect him when he needed them?#it stops being a question of powerlessness and ignorance#and this idea scares him#that teruki deserved; NEEDED to be protected as much as any kid#and the adults around him were supposed to give him such safety#yet he didn't. yet they didn't#teruki prefers to trick himself into thinking he is an exception again and again#even without an element of arrogance#because otherwise its just terrifying and tragic#teruki would be the powerless one there#mp100#mob psycho 100#mp100 meta#teruki hanazawa#lalá rambling...
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controversial opinion but inej ghafa is literally terrifying and (obviously) such a queen.
like she literally held a stadwatch guard at knifepoint after creeping up on him and whispered (I don’t remember the exact quote) “I like it when men beg, but nows not the time” like??? Queen?????
And the end of the crooked kingdom where she cuts pekka rollins after threatening him, and switched alby’s toy lion with a crow?? Fucking terrifying?????
My love for inej knows no bounds and she is undeniably a powerful and scary woman
#idk if this has been said before#leigh bardugo#inej ghafa#she’s fucking terrifying#and I love it#it honestly makes her such a good character#i understand why my homeboy kazzle loves her so much#I love her your honor#pekka Rollins shat his pants so much tho it was fucking hilarious#“I like it when men beg’’???#queen#six of crows#grishaverse#also unrelated but her determination is so admirable#climbing a fucking incenirator isn’t for the weak#did I spell incenirator right probably not#inej ghafa appreciation post#she could stab me/murder me and I would say thank you#agskajshajah my queen
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🔥🔥🔥🔥💀❤️🔥HU TAO RIZZ❤️🔥💀🔥🔥🔥🔥
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#THIS WOULD WORK ON ME 1000%#Hu Tao has too many terrifying superfans already so I'm whooping and cheering from the sidelines ok? im admiring from afar#genshin impact#hu tao#lantern rite#lantern rite 2025#snowgames#lan yan#but yeah I'll say it. Hu Tao can get it. from me. any day of the week#ok im done goodnight yall
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#snowbaird#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#i get so weary of people saying 'he only wanted to control her' etc etc#their 'meet cute' is him terrified and relieved that she's there to act as a PARTNER in manipulating the media & handling people#she's someone who can actually advise him on this because she's damn good at it!#and he respects and admires that about her#side note: one change i like in the movie is that they have her actually grab his arm and make him focus on her - more fun than the book lo
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were you ever there? either way, now you're gone
#are you ready for infodumping in the tags#the thing about grace is that even tho she is SO terrified of dying she never really cared about a legacy after death#she sees what happens when people still care about the dead with her mother and wouldnt wish that grief upon anyone#CHARLIE BOY ON THE OTHER HAND#ALL he wants is recognition and a legacy after death hes TERRIFIED he'll die a nobody so he does everything he can to make#some kind of impact in his field#if we dig deep down (mikage reference) hes really just trying to make up for the fact that he apparently wasnt good enough to live for#by his father's standards. so hes determined to do something that people would be proud of and admire#but of course! Grace is the one who is talked about and glorified after her death#and charles is left in the backyard with only beatrice to mourn him#so yeahg. they make me sick#buttersketch#art#oc#original character#oc art#buttersketch escapism#id in alt#described
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the new 15! chapter today was shorter than most but the yearning doesn’t stop!
#dazai admiring chuuya in his more terrifying moments will always hit so hard#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#dazai osamu#osamu dazai#chuuya nakahara#dazai chuuya age fifteen#dazai chuuya 15#dazai chuuya age fifteen manga#bsd dazai#bsd chuuya#skk#soukoku
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here.... Take this bwforei go..... (To bed)
#idv#arenblab#i love game 6.should i post mroe of them#luchino diruse#literally ignore this#demi bourbon#side note i think luchino should get the phoenix wright treatment#consider: he just has an easier time talking to them.#I think he andmelly would be great bioscience buds. they hoth care alot aboutwhat they do#ada and emily are very intellectual like him. I think they could be polite acquaintances atleast#lily and helena!#two teenags girls see this faggy old man and decide “we should hang arkund this guy”#luchino getting his ass beat and lily cheering him awn#luchini encouraging and admiring helena's pursuit of knowledge!#demi..... self explanatory#i think her boisterousness definitely surpriaed him at first#but theyre bestis.TRUST.#alice probabky scares him a little (very abruptly inquisitive) but admires her observance#i could go ON but it is late#emm whateva! 👅#theis is all just trashy midnight ramble btw do not take it too seriously#shitpost#stupid ytumblr wont let me move tags in chronoligical horder but what i meanr by phoenix wright treatment was.#surrounded by girls of various associations#of which he is strictly friendly or terrified of#anyway. night
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If I've taken away anything from the Quinton Reviews situation, it's to never reach out to people I admire because they'll publicly shame me for being weird and awkward
#it seems like Quinton's been through the fucking wringer#like there are a lot of creators online who I admire but it's really fucked seeing how people I looked up to treated Quinton#I'm sure they get a lot of harassing messages and just always have their guard up#but publicly shaming someone for being awkward when reaching out to people they admire??#idk as a neurodivergent trans person who is constantly scared about how people perceive me this whole situation makes me terrified#quinton reviews#drama#whatever idk how else to tag this#ask to tag#if you need content warnings for this kinda stuff in future
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What if in first year au they were play fighting and tickling each other but then they broke something (I NEED THEM TO BE CHAOTIC FIRST YEARS PLS)
“Jamil, hey- stop it! Hey- it’s not funny-!” Azul wheezed out, laughs making his words far less effective at trying to actually get Jamil to stop tickling him, “please!- come onnnn- have mercy!”
He did decide to have mercy on him, ceasing his movements for a moment, which was a poor decision on Jamil’s part, because Azul took the opportunity to push him onto his side instead.
Both of them continued to play-fight, abusing Azul’s brand new housewarden room privileges for all it was worth.
Which includes the many, many sleepovers. Really, Azul would love to stay over at Scarabia, but as he had learned, Jamil’s roommates did not like him that much. Jamil had said it was because they seemed jealous of the fact that Jamil had gotten a boyfriend faster than anyone had ever expected, but Azul couldn’t believe that was the only reason. He’d seen how they’d watched him in class… he had his theories. (So did the twins, but they’d always been more wild with their ideas)
”I cant believe you- betrayal of the highest order.” Jamil deadpanned at him, not making much of an effort to sit back up, but gladly pulling Azul down on top of him.
“you’re the one who pulled out the tickling card. I can’t believe you. I didn’t even know that was a thing!”
“What, you don’t have tickling underwater?” Jamil questioned, turning his head towards the Oceanside window.
“No! You land-dwellers are so weird.” Azul finished, sitting up on the side of his bed, “I can’t believe half of the things you guys say.”
Jamil shoved him, playful and noncommittal. “Really? Like what?”
“Like gym! One of your whole class periods is taken up by torture??” He laughed out, exasperated.
“Gym is not ‘torture’, Azul.”
“Yes it is! You’re telling me it’s a requirement to go run around in sweaty clothes for an hour then go back inside, change, and just… go around school like that for the rest of the day?!” Azul’s hands came up to lightly slap him back.
”it’s only torture to you,” Jamil retorted, shoving him onto his back for effect, “not my fault you’re weak.”
Azul stays on his back for a moment, turning his head to look at Jamil for a moment. He’d always thought Jamil’s face was so pretty, full of sharp angles and ‘mean’ features that made his heart swirl. Too bad he had a fight to win.
He swung his other arm behind him, grabbing a pillow before smacking it right across Jamil’s face. Jamil’s face split into a wide grin as he lunged for the pillow in Azul’s hand. They stumbled around for a moment, fighting for control over a pillow as if their weren’t three others on his bed.
The kept fighting, with no real malice behind it, until a pouch crash echoed through the room. Azul’s bottle of ink was spilled across the floor, knocked over from Azul’s legs.
They both scrambled up, Azul blurting out a quick “I’ll get a towel-“ before running off to his bathroom.
“why was your ink pot on your nightstand??” Jamil let out, exasperated as he caught the towel Azul threw at him.
“I was working on a contract last night-“
“in bed?!?”
“Don’t question my methods!”
“This was bound to happen!” He shoved the towel onto the spill.
Azul kneeled down next to him, pulling in Jamil for a quick kiss before sweeping up the glass, “there, do you forgive me now?”
“I’m not mad, ‘Zul, I just don’t think you need to be working so late you’re still writing in bed.”
“…okay,” Azul sighed. He had been working late lately, maybe he should relax a bit more.
He glanced up at the boy next to him. Yeah, maybe he should.
#Jamiazu#azujami#twst#twisted wonderland#jamil viper#azul ashengrotto#All of Azul’s theories abt Jamil’s roommates are wrong btw#Like two of them actually had a crush on him and are very peeved that Jamil got him that quickly#Listen Azul is very pretty you can’t tell me he doesn’t have some admirers#So does Jamil but Azul actually notices those#But AUGH they’re my sillies#Hopefully you don’t mind the full on Drabble response but I felt it’d give the best like response#They’re menaces together in class though#Jamil and Azul are already terrifying#But them with first year shenanigans? Amazing and horrifying
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i wonder if the cast ever found Flayed Billy to be absolutely terrifying to act with. I'm rewatching ST out of boredom and i'm at battle of starcourt now and Dacre is terrifying as Flayed Billy.
Like Dacre is super charming and clearly an absolute sweetheart but Flayed Billy is honestly terrifying.
His strength, the predatorial way he reacts to things, that one scene where El tries to push him back in the mall and he just slams her head back against the wall then throws her against the other wall, the efficiency with which he takes them all down one by one, like they're nothing to him. They're completely defenseless against him and his strength.
Facing that kind of ferocity even acting has got to be at least a little intimidating.
The Flayer picked one hell of a host when it came to Billy, Will was clearly taken through necessity, Will was the only one who could walk between the worlds, he was the only one accessible at that time.
but given the choice of host... it knows how to pick em.
#dont mind me just admiring the efficiency with which Billy just tears through Max Mike and El in that little corridor#like damn dude#you did not have to go that hard#i know billy is a sensitive subject but c'mon#y'all should be able to admire that efficiency#c'mon#it's beautiful#he is terrifying though
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#sadness is a condition of motherhood#i always admired Hayley's relationship with motherhood#going from an absolutely terrified and uncertain pregnant young woman who's only ever been abandoned and unloved#has never known her mother or what a mother's love is to being a fierce and loving mother to her daughter#a miracle and the ultimate love of her life#please#the originals#hayley marshall#hope mikaelson#tvd#klayley#motherhood
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It's weird being an adult on the internet after being a teen on the internet. What do you mean this person is only one year older than me with their wisdom they must be decades ahead
#row speaks#looked at this particular user who's storytelling and art i admire#despite having notifs on for them i never noticed the age in their bio#absolutely terrifying finding out there are other internet people the same age as me who aren't just my friends
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sydney, in the middle of being terrified out of her mind in adrian's first spirit dream with her: wow his eyes are so green,,,,,
#meg speaks#GIRL. YOU'RE TERRIFIED RN AND UR STILL ADMIRING HIS EYES. U MAKE ME INSANE (positive)#bloodlines#sydrian
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me: shit why cant i tell people close to me that i love them when i havent been smoking
my brain: you dont trust yourself or anyone to say what they actually mean and also *** **** ***** *** *** **** ***** *** *********** ** **** *** ***** **** **, ***** ** * **** ***** *** ***** *** ********* ***** ** *** and when you smoke you typically only say it in a joking context so youre not worried about people taking you seriously anyway
me: ok real and true, pass that shit over here
#problems!#for context i am not actually smoking right now bc its late and ive been crying all day and i dont want to develop any habits#but erm epiphanies be like#genuinely feel fucked up abt this at times. because my sober brain does not like words of affection or admiration#or at least. doesnt take them well#im so used to backhandedness or apathy or ambivalence that like. the idea of someone saying they care about or love me#is very. perverted in a way. terrifying is a better word but honestly its like a switch turns on in my brain when ppl say that to me#that just Assumes The Worst or twists it into something terrible and awkward and then i just. dont say it back or i deflect#and then when im stoney baloney i say it more and im more affectionate and its like the switch isnt even part of the wall anymore yk?#and ONLY when i smoke sativa 😑 indica keeps me normal i fear#this just means that i have to be more careful when i smoke now i dont wanna give off the impression that im some sort of ooey gooey mf
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the only thing stopping me from sewing a little applique horse decal is the fact id never use it
#hey fun fact about me im actually incredibly terrified of horses irl and dont really like them#i just like drawing them cause theyre really pretty#but i do admire horses from far away and thats enough for me#a thousand pound animal next to me just lights up danger responses in my brain#not a horse
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