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A detail I very much enjoy writing in Teruki is his distrustful general perspective about adults. Grownups, at least in his previous point of view, were somewhere between the extremes of Background Character and Villain. That is, they could be ignorant and helpless at best (ex: his parents) and violent and threatening at worst (ex: Claw), because these were most of the experiences he had.
For the longest time, Teruki didn't have an adult he looked up for, or that he trusted, and that persisted even after he stopped believing that he was the Protagonist. In this case, the harmless ones weren't foolish commoners: they were people who just wouldn't help him. Being nice normal humans, there was nothing they could do to keep him safe, and they couldn't understand his situation. It would be useless to appeal to them, even more considering the amount that would try to stop his plans as soon as they heard about them. They simply don't understand. They aren't to be relied on. They would give him more trouble. They are condescending and don't believe he can actually take care of himself.
That's one of the reasons Teruki is different from the other children. Kids can rely on adults all they want. No one is going to help Teruki.
It only makes sense. Why should he expect anything of them? What can a powerless person do about an esper?
#this only makes his admiration of reigen more interesting#reigen was the first adult who stood up for him AND understood his troubles#and so teruki; despite being so intelligent; refuses to believe reigen doesn't have powers#if reigen is a normal person and helped him; why didn't anyone else do it before?#why didn't his parents protect him when he needed them?#it stops being a question of powerlessness and ignorance#and this idea scares him#that teruki deserved; NEEDED to be protected as much as any kid#and the adults around him were supposed to give him such safety#yet he didn't. yet they didn't#teruki prefers to trick himself into thinking he is an exception again and again#even without an element of arrogance#because otherwise its just terrifying and tragic#teruki would be the powerless one there#mp100#mob psycho 100#mp100 meta#teruki hanazawa#lalá rambling...
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controversial opinion but inej ghafa is literally terrifying and (obviously) such a queen.
like she literally held a stadwatch guard at knifepoint after creeping up on him and whispered (I don’t remember the exact quote) “I like it when men beg, but nows not the time” like??? Queen?????
And the end of the crooked kingdom where she cuts pekka rollins after threatening him, and switched alby’s toy lion with a crow?? Fucking terrifying?????
My love for inej knows no bounds and she is undeniably a powerful and scary woman
#idk if this has been said before#leigh bardugo#inej ghafa#she’s fucking terrifying#and I love it#it honestly makes her such a good character#i understand why my homeboy kazzle loves her so much#I love her your honor#pekka Rollins shat his pants so much tho it was fucking hilarious#“I like it when men beg’’???#queen#six of crows#grishaverse#also unrelated but her determination is so admirable#climbing a fucking incenirator isn’t for the weak#did I spell incenirator right probably not#inej ghafa appreciation post#she could stab me/murder me and I would say thank you#agskajshajah my queen
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#snowbaird#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#i get so weary of people saying 'he only wanted to control her' etc etc#their 'meet cute' is him terrified and relieved that she's there to act as a PARTNER in manipulating the media & handling people#she's someone who can actually advise him on this because she's damn good at it!#and he respects and admires that about her#side note: one change i like in the movie is that they have her actually grab his arm and make him focus on her - more fun than the book lo
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🔥🔥🔥🔥💀❤️🔥HU TAO RIZZ❤️🔥💀🔥🔥🔥🔥
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#THIS WOULD WORK ON ME 1000%#Hu Tao has too many terrifying superfans already so I'm whooping and cheering from the sidelines ok? im admiring from afar#genshin impact#hu tao#lantern rite#lantern rite 2025#snowgames#lan yan#but yeah I'll say it. Hu Tao can get it. from me. any day of the week#ok im done goodnight yall
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the new 15! chapter today was shorter than most but the yearning doesn’t stop!
#dazai admiring chuuya in his more terrifying moments will always hit so hard#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#dazai osamu#osamu dazai#chuuya nakahara#dazai chuuya age fifteen#dazai chuuya 15#dazai chuuya age fifteen manga#bsd dazai#bsd chuuya#skk#soukoku
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here.... Take this bwforei go..... (To bed)
#idv#arenblab#i love game 6.should i post mroe of them#luchino diruse#literally ignore this#demi bourbon#side note i think luchino should get the phoenix wright treatment#consider: he just has an easier time talking to them.#I think he andmelly would be great bioscience buds. they hoth care alot aboutwhat they do#ada and emily are very intellectual like him. I think they could be polite acquaintances atleast#lily and helena!#two teenags girls see this faggy old man and decide “we should hang arkund this guy”#luchino getting his ass beat and lily cheering him awn#luchini encouraging and admiring helena's pursuit of knowledge!#demi..... self explanatory#i think her boisterousness definitely surpriaed him at first#but theyre bestis.TRUST.#alice probabky scares him a little (very abruptly inquisitive) but admires her observance#i could go ON but it is late#emm whateva! 👅#theis is all just trashy midnight ramble btw do not take it too seriously#shitpost#stupid ytumblr wont let me move tags in chronoligical horder but what i meanr by phoenix wright treatment was.#surrounded by girls of various associations#of which he is strictly friendly or terrified of#anyway. night
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If I've taken away anything from the Quinton Reviews situation, it's to never reach out to people I admire because they'll publicly shame me for being weird and awkward
#it seems like Quinton's been through the fucking wringer#like there are a lot of creators online who I admire but it's really fucked seeing how people I looked up to treated Quinton#I'm sure they get a lot of harassing messages and just always have their guard up#but publicly shaming someone for being awkward when reaching out to people they admire??#idk as a neurodivergent trans person who is constantly scared about how people perceive me this whole situation makes me terrified#quinton reviews#drama#whatever idk how else to tag this#ask to tag#if you need content warnings for this kinda stuff in future
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#My 2025 b/sd calendar page was deleted??? Out of nowhere????#This is so annoying???? How did that happen????? I had last updated it not more than five hours ago. This is awful#I sure hope staff can bring it back???? I had just spent five minutes simply admiring it it's a project that brings me a lot of joy???#This is :(((#How did this happen????????????#:((((((#random rambles#The thought that a perfectly working and active blog can disappear just like that is so so scary...#Really gotta backup all my blogs as soon as possible. This is lowkey terrifying#I hope support can get back to me soon...
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#I'm so happy Ezra is no longer lost#but fucking hell Sabine#AT WHAT COST BABES#and the fact that she's sweeping it under the rug because she doesnt want to deal with that shitshow to right away#what a mood#but also#WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK SABINE#meanwhile#Thrawn looks so terrifying#star wars#the clone wars#rebels#ahsoka#ahsoka series#ahsoka spoilers#ahdoka series spoilers#ezra bridger#thrawn#grand admiral thrawn#ahsoka tano
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What if in first year au they were play fighting and tickling each other but then they broke something (I NEED THEM TO BE CHAOTIC FIRST YEARS PLS)
“Jamil, hey- stop it! Hey- it’s not funny-!” Azul wheezed out, laughs making his words far less effective at trying to actually get Jamil to stop tickling him, “please!- come onnnn- have mercy!”
He did decide to have mercy on him, ceasing his movements for a moment, which was a poor decision on Jamil’s part, because Azul took the opportunity to push him onto his side instead.
Both of them continued to play-fight, abusing Azul’s brand new housewarden room privileges for all it was worth.
Which includes the many, many sleepovers. Really, Azul would love to stay over at Scarabia, but as he had learned, Jamil’s roommates did not like him that much. Jamil had said it was because they seemed jealous of the fact that Jamil had gotten a boyfriend faster than anyone had ever expected, but Azul couldn’t believe that was the only reason. He’d seen how they’d watched him in class… he had his theories. (So did the twins, but they’d always been more wild with their ideas)
”I cant believe you- betrayal of the highest order.” Jamil deadpanned at him, not making much of an effort to sit back up, but gladly pulling Azul down on top of him.
“you’re the one who pulled out the tickling card. I can’t believe you. I didn’t even know that was a thing!”
“What, you don’t have tickling underwater?” Jamil questioned, turning his head towards the Oceanside window.
“No! You land-dwellers are so weird.” Azul finished, sitting up on the side of his bed, “I can’t believe half of the things you guys say.”
Jamil shoved him, playful and noncommittal. “Really? Like what?”
“Like gym! One of your whole class periods is taken up by torture??” He laughed out, exasperated.
“Gym is not ‘torture’, Azul.”
“Yes it is! You’re telling me it’s a requirement to go run around in sweaty clothes for an hour then go back inside, change, and just… go around school like that for the rest of the day?!” Azul’s hands came up to lightly slap him back.
”it’s only torture to you,” Jamil retorted, shoving him onto his back for effect, “not my fault you’re weak.”
Azul stays on his back for a moment, turning his head to look at Jamil for a moment. He’d always thought Jamil’s face was so pretty, full of sharp angles and ‘mean’ features that made his heart swirl. Too bad he had a fight to win.
He swung his other arm behind him, grabbing a pillow before smacking it right across Jamil’s face. Jamil’s face split into a wide grin as he lunged for the pillow in Azul’s hand. They stumbled around for a moment, fighting for control over a pillow as if their weren’t three others on his bed.
The kept fighting, with no real malice behind it, until a pouch crash echoed through the room. Azul’s bottle of ink was spilled across the floor, knocked over from Azul’s legs.
They both scrambled up, Azul blurting out a quick “I’ll get a towel-“ before running off to his bathroom.
“why was your ink pot on your nightstand??” Jamil let out, exasperated as he caught the towel Azul threw at him.
“I was working on a contract last night-“
“in bed?!?”
“Don’t question my methods!”
“This was bound to happen!” He shoved the towel onto the spill.
Azul kneeled down next to him, pulling in Jamil for a quick kiss before sweeping up the glass, “there, do you forgive me now?”
“I’m not mad, ‘Zul, I just don’t think you need to be working so late you’re still writing in bed.”
“…okay,” Azul sighed. He had been working late lately, maybe he should relax a bit more.
He glanced up at the boy next to him. Yeah, maybe he should.
#Jamiazu#azujami#twst#twisted wonderland#jamil viper#azul ashengrotto#All of Azul’s theories abt Jamil’s roommates are wrong btw#Like two of them actually had a crush on him and are very peeved that Jamil got him that quickly#Listen Azul is very pretty you can’t tell me he doesn’t have some admirers#So does Jamil but Azul actually notices those#But AUGH they’re my sillies#Hopefully you don’t mind the full on Drabble response but I felt it’d give the best like response#They’re menaces together in class though#Jamil and Azul are already terrifying#But them with first year shenanigans? Amazing and horrifying
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you're asked at the dinner table what your favorite marine animal is and you say, "i don't know, dolphins maybe?" and levi just bolts out of his seat and leaves the room so quickly you need five seconds to process that, and by the time you do, he's back with an entire power point presentation which he projects onto the wall so that he can teach your uneducated, naive ass about WHY you should pick ANY animal in the ocean EXCEPT those damn fucking traitors. and you're gonna listen.
#levi is traumatized from that time back when he was still an admiral and he had a squadron or whatever of dolphins and it was Bad.#bc while they were terrifying forces in the water they also were terrifying towards their allies#levi: “dolphins are the SCUMBAGS of the ocean. they kill and rape FOR FUN. they can go without sleeping for FIVE CONSECUTIVE DAYS. they-”#and he keeps yapping and your dinner is ruined now bc you didn't need to know that dolphins can transmit STIs#but now you know. you ask him “do devildom dolphins look more terrifying then?”#and levi tells u: “there are no devildom dolphins. we just take them from the human world. they're the second scariest creature from there”#do we wanna know what the scariest is....... not at dinner thanks.#tw mention of rape#obey me#obey me leviathan#i am scared of dolphins. also JUSTICE FOR SHARKS 🗣🗣🗣
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i wonder if the cast ever found Flayed Billy to be absolutely terrifying to act with. I'm rewatching ST out of boredom and i'm at battle of starcourt now and Dacre is terrifying as Flayed Billy.
Like Dacre is super charming and clearly an absolute sweetheart but Flayed Billy is honestly terrifying.
His strength, the predatorial way he reacts to things, that one scene where El tries to push him back in the mall and he just slams her head back against the wall then throws her against the other wall, the efficiency with which he takes them all down one by one, like they're nothing to him. They're completely defenseless against him and his strength.
Facing that kind of ferocity even acting has got to be at least a little intimidating.
The Flayer picked one hell of a host when it came to Billy, Will was clearly taken through necessity, Will was the only one who could walk between the worlds, he was the only one accessible at that time.
but given the choice of host... it knows how to pick em.
#dont mind me just admiring the efficiency with which Billy just tears through Max Mike and El in that little corridor#like damn dude#you did not have to go that hard#i know billy is a sensitive subject but c'mon#y'all should be able to admire that efficiency#c'mon#it's beautiful#he is terrifying though
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#sadness is a condition of motherhood#i always admired Hayley's relationship with motherhood#going from an absolutely terrified and uncertain pregnant young woman who's only ever been abandoned and unloved#has never known her mother or what a mother's love is to being a fierce and loving mother to her daughter#a miracle and the ultimate love of her life#please#the originals#hayley marshall#hope mikaelson#tvd#klayley#motherhood
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sydney, in the middle of being terrified out of her mind in adrian's first spirit dream with her: wow his eyes are so green,,,,,
#meg speaks#GIRL. YOU'RE TERRIFIED RN AND UR STILL ADMIRING HIS EYES. U MAKE ME INSANE (positive)#bloodlines#sydrian
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Happy “panic attack at the thought of doing anything” season guys!!!🎉🎉🎉
#time change hits and BOOM everything is paralyzing and terrifying!!#it’s so fun!!#I’ll make sure I don’t push people away this year#that’ll make things worse#but UUUUUGH OMFG#Annoying#i feel very useless whenever I’m like this#and i constantly seek validation to prove to myself something i don’t know#I think I’m trying to prove that even like this I’m not completely useless#that people care even when im this pathetic#it’s annoying because I only started to feel better in like August?#getting broken up with definitely didn’t help but I hope this feeling doesn’t last that long again#bc it drives me crazy#yap yappity yap#I am so annoying!!! why do people like me!!! why can’t I just be normal!!! I wish I could be useful!!!#no one should look up to me or admire me like they do#I’m barely holding myself together why do people think highly of me#im pretty pathetic#but it’s fine I’ll be okay#there are people who love me a lot#even if I tell myself they shouldn’t they will love me anyway#things will be okay again. I don’t need to be strong I just need to push through#maybe there’s strength in that or maybe I’m just trying to make myself feel better#i just don’t know what to do with myself when doing anything brings that horrible weight on my chest#but I’ll persist. I always do and I will do so again
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been on the verge of tears all day and i dont know. why.
#having a great fucking time out here yall#hey that person you respect and admire doesnt like you at all!#hey you got in a fight with your dad!#hey your dog wouldnt let you kiss her!#hey youre terrified that you won't find an industry job and you have a year til your family kicks you out!#hey youve never been kissed or had a relationship and you're the ugly one in the family!#hey biphobia is alive and fucking well!#hey you're being ghosted left and right and you have no clue why!#vent
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