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painfully obsessed over the michael! murderer au
#ft. willry bc why not#i want to explore so much#the grief of fatherhood‚ both in having lost and loved#allowing yourself to be loved by someone#the 2nd chance w mari and will#and like. knowing that no matter how hard you tried sometimes it just wasn't meant to be#+ willry & marimike#like. a good chunk of the beginning is just henry realizing will is Not Fine#and ofc he wouldn't be but he realizes that something's really‚ REALLY wrong#when will drops a TON of weight & smiles and placidly declines his favorite foods when asked#as for the marimike. its gonna be a little faster than cgha do to fic format lol#but its still the same friends-to-lovers mechanic#fic: planet of love#hcs and aus#ghiabrainrot
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I finally published the project for my dice roll scarf that went viral last month. If you love dice games, you'll enjoy knitting this pattern.
The color work in this project is determined by an algorithm, a set of rules that determine the final outcome. There isn't an exact set of instructions for this project. Instead, the knitter uses four 10-sided dice or a random number generator to pick the length of the colorwork in each row.
The result is a staggered stripe sequence along the edge of the shawl. There are trillions of unique outcomes, so no two projects turn out exactly alike. The pattern uses about 500 yards of yarn in total, but the amount of each color that you'll need is randomly determined. Before publishing, I wanted to find out the minimum and maximum amount of each color required to make the project and the probability of each outcome.
The knowledge needed to calculate the yardage was a bit beyond my skill level, but my friend Mary W. Martin helped me gather this info. I used an online probability calculator to find out the probability of each unique stitch count. The results are slightly different depending on whether you use four 10-sided dice (blue) or pick a random number (yellow), but 99% of all possible results fall within a very small range.
It was an interesting little tangent, but not hugely important to the actual knitting pattern. I can, however, confidently say there is a >99.9% chance that you'll need a 2nd skein of the main color. If you want to know more about the math, you should check out my project notes on Ravelry.
The thick and thin striped colorwork is created with a super simple "long stitch" technique. The pattern looks great in fluffy mohair or contrasting colors of basic wool and the instructions include some basic tips for substituting yarns or changing the gauge.
Finished Size: 18 x 68” (46 x 172 cm) rectangular wrap.
Yarn: Approx. 315 yards (288 m) of MC and approx. 264 yards (241 m) of CC. Yardage may vary, see notes on yardage below and yardage chart in photos.
• Main Color (2 skeins) - JMR Studio Worsted Weight Mohair, 245 yards (225 m) per 4 oz; 78% Mohair, 13% Wool, 9% Nylon.
• Contrast Color (1 skein each, both yarns held together) - JMR Studio Fingering Weight Mohair, 320 yards (293 m) per 100g; 63% Silk, 23% Kid Mohair, 11% Nylon, 3% Polyester Held with Lavender Lune Yarn Co. Suri Alpaca, 328 yards (300 m) per 50g; 74% Suri Alpaca, 26% Silk.
Yardage: The amount of each color used for this pattern fluctuates based on the random numbers used to determine the stitch pattern. MC uses approx. 233 to 315 yards (213 to 288m) and CC uses approx. 182 to 264 yards (166 to 241m). 99% of possible results fall within a much smaller range. The Yardage Chart shows the distribution of all potential yardage outcomes.
Needles: Size 8 (5 mm) straight needles, or size needed to obtain gauge. NOTE: Straight needles work best with long stitches. Circular needles with a thin cord allow the long stitches to tighten and stretch, making them harder to manipulate.
Gauge: 12 sts x 14 rows = 4 x 4” (10 x 10 cm) square in pattern.
Other Materials: 10 sided die or random number generator, stitch marker, scale, tapestry needle.
Generating numbers: In my sample, I used four ten-sided dice (D10) to choose a number between 4 and 40 sts. If you don't have dice, you can use an online app like RANDOM.org to generate your numbers. If you follow this link, you'll get a list of 63 integers between 4 and 40. NOTE: Each time you visit the link or refresh the page, the list changes. You can also just choose numbers as you knit.
Pattern is available on my website and on Ravelry.
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Where to find the JATP Cast as of December 12, 2024
happy four years to this account! you know the drill. let's get silly with it and check up on where everyone is nowadays:
Madison Reyes- Julie Molina (@themadisonreyes on Instagram)
Julie and the Phantoms
The Bad Seed Returns
All Kinds of Love (available on all music streaming platforms)
Allie Mitchell Must Win (in preproduction)
Charlie Gillespie- Luke Patterson (@charles_gillespie on Instagram)
Julie and the Phantoms
The Class
Love You Anyway
Chevel Shepard: Good Boy (music video)
The Rest of Us
Madison Park: better w/o you (music video)
Conséquences (six episodes)
I Am the Night (pilot episode)
Speed Kills
Charmed 2018 (Pilot and Episode 2)
Naomi Sequeira: Pastries (music video)
2nd Generation (episodes 1-6)
The Next Step (season 5, episode 17)
Degrassi: Next Class (season 4, episodes 8 and 10)
The Outlaw League
Totally Killer
The Get Back Girl (postproduction)
Suze
Deltopia
Debbie Gibson: Love Don't Care (music video)
Shattered Ice (postproduction)
Soul's Road
Splitsville
Owen Patrick Joyner- Alex Mercer (@owenjoyner on Instagram and Twitter)
Julie and the Phantoms
Acapulco (season 2, episode 3)
Knight Squad
Henry Danger (season 5, episode 9)
Slime Cup (season 3, episodes 1-6)
The Thundermans (season 4, episode 15)
The Veil
It’s On
100 Things to Do Before High School
Nickelodeon’s Ho Ho Holiday Special
Something Here (postproduction)
Final Destination: Bloodlines (postproduction)
Jeremy Shada- Reggie Peters (@jeremyshada on Instagram)
Julie and the Phantoms
Interrupting Chicken (season 1, episode 3)
Dragons: The Nine Realms
Multiversus
Adventure Time: Distant Lands
Cookie Run Kingdom (English version)
Scars
Denton’s Death Date
Adventure Time: Pirates of the Enchiridion
Voltron: Legendary Defender
Adventure Time
Mr. Student Body President
Spiderman 2018 (season 2, episode 1)
Cheerleader Nightmare
Blooms Adventure Time TD
When Jeff Tried to Save the World
DreamWorks Voltron VR Chronicles
Guardians of the Galaxy: The Telltale Series
Gloria Talks Funny
Cartoon Network Live
Surfs Up 2: WaveMania
Adventure Time: Finn & Jake Investigations
Lego Dimensions
Badly Drawn Animals
Adventure Time: All’s Well That Rats Swell
Code Name: S.T.E.A.M
Adventure Time: Game Wizard
Adventure Time: The Secret of the Nameless Kingdom
Adventure Time: Card Wars
Aliens in the House
Adventure Time: Ski Safari
Adventure Time: Explore the Dungeon Because I Don’t Know!
See Dad Run (season 2, episode 8)
Incredible Crew (season 1, episodes 1-18)
Adventure Time: Hey Ice King! Why’d You Steal Our Garbage?!!
Paranorman
Adventure Time: The Wand
F.3.A.R.
That’s What I Am
Batman: The Brave and the Bold (season 1, episode 18; season 2, episodes 6, 18, 19; season 3 episodes 1, 3)
Quantum Quest: A Cassini Space Odyssey
Parenthood (season 1, episodes 4-5)
Healing Hands
Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs
Chowder (season 2, episode 24)
FusionFall
Cold Case (season 5, episode 1)
The Loop (season 2, episode 4)
Lost (season 2, episode 12; season 3, episode 21)
Ghost Whisperer (season 2, episodes 21-22)
Shark (season 1, episode 16)
Southern Comfort
Nip/Tuck (season 4, episode 13)
Bambi 2: The Great Prince of the Forest
No Rules
ER (season 11, episode 6)
The Incredibles: When Danger Calls
Team America: World Police
Miracle Run
Good Girls Don’t… (season 1, episode 4)
My Neighbors the Yamadas
Adventure Time: Fionna and Cake (season 1 episodes 2,3,5,7,10)
Battle For A Free Video Game (Season 1, episode 6)
Cookie Run: Witch's Castle
Vintage (available on all music streaming platforms)
Ballerina (available on all music streaming platforms)
Mad Love (available on all music streaming platforms)
Midnight Promises (available on all music streaming platforms)
Jadah Marie- Flynn Taylor (@thejadahmarie on Instagram)
Julie and the Phantoms
Family Reunion (season 4, episodes 4-5)
Home Invasion (season 1, episodes 1-6)
Sarah Jeffery and Jadah Marie: Audrey’s Christmas Rewind
Descendants 3
Descendants 3: Good to Be Bad (music video)
Ready Player One
Mann and Wife
Blue Bloods (season 7, episode 8)
9-1-1 (season 7, episode 2)
Sacha Carlson- Nick (@sacha_carlson on Instagram)
Julie and the Phantoms
9-1-1 l: Lone Star (season 3, episode 14)
American Housewife (season 3, episodes 6-7)
A Christmas Story Live!
Everything I Ever Wanted
Sacha Carlson & The Light (check out his band!)
Savannah Lee May- Carrie Wilson (@savannahleemay on Instagram)
Julie and the Phantoms
A Cowgirl’s Song
The Secret Lives of Cheerleaders
Knight Squad
Cousins for Life (season 1, episode 12)
Bizaardvark (season 2, episode 20)
School of Rock (season 3, episode 6)
Dance Rivals
Booboo Stewart- Willie (@booboostewart.art on Instagram)
(look, i adore booboo. i do. but this man has 114 acting credits on IMDB, and there is no way that i am typing all of them out and including exactly what episodes of shows he’s in. and that's not even mentioning things where he is credited as a stunt performer or listed on a soundtrack. love you all, but i do actually have a life outside of stanning the jatp cast, so im just linking his imdb page here. happy searching babes!)
Carlos Ponce- Ray Molina (@poncecarlos1 on Instagram)
(Carlos has 54 acting credits, and many are in Spanish, a language that i do not speak. check out his IMDb page here.)
Sonny Bustamante- Carlos Molina
Julie and the Phantoms
7th & Union
Law & Order True Crime (season 1, episodes 3-5)
New Shoes
Heaven’s Flume
That Girl Lay Lay (season 1, episode 1)
Cheyenne Jackson- Caleb Covington (@MrCheyenneJackson on Instagram)
(Cheyenne has 71 acting credits. I'm not typing all that out, because I doubt that you want to read all of that and also I have a full time job that isn't JATP related. Check him out here!)
#julie and the phantoms#charlie gillespie#jeremy shada#julie and the fat ones#julie and the himbos#julie and the phat ones#owen joyner#owen patrick joyner#madi reyes#madison reyes
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the paddock’s lucky husband ! toto w. x ofc (hearth sister!ofc)
summary: toto wolff is a lucky man amongst other things. OR a series of tweets and clips in which tilly wolff discussed her husband and their three kids.
content warning: fictional wolff kids, tweets + video clips, use of explicit language, fluff, mentions of pregnancy, dad!Toto, established relationship, toto’s older kids being cool asf (idk their social media handles)
note: what is sleep? enjoy xx
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liked by lewishamilton, danielricciardo, loricciardo
danielricciardo i like how you didn’t post anything for a whole year since last year’s canadian gp and come back with a brand new toddler liked by tillywolff
tillywolff delmo’s grown too fast okay 🥲
danielricciardo he’s no longer allowed to 😭
user1 idk what i love the most: a year old adelmo being taught how to skate by toto or toto sleeping while adelmo’s awake
user2 you would think that tia and soren are twins just looking at the second last picture
user3 i’ve been promptly fed with toto’s back. thank you tilly 🫶
user4 girl 😅 that’s her husband
ben.wolff tia must have missed her brother ben 🥲 liked by tillywolff
tillywolff if by that you mean causing chaos in your dad’s office then yes 😂 they’re looking forward to seeing you and rosawolff 😉
rosawolff i would really prefer not to make a mess in papa’s office, thank you very much :)
rosawolff look at addie and ren :((( i miss those little stinkers liked by tillywolff
tillywolff ren’s been wondering where you’ve been so maybe this is a chance to spend some time with them!!!
lewishamilton ugh elmo’s so big now 😩 how’s lottie supposed to play with him? liked by tillywolff
tillywolff delmo doesn’t like to roughhouse don’t worry 😅
user5 tilly, baby, your child is tall like his dad 😀
TILLY WOLFF’S PREGNANCY GLOW MAKES A COME BACK AT THE 2022 MET GALA by vogue
[1st image: emma: you look like you came from a minimalist renaissance painting, might i add. tilly: thank you! you look amazing yourself. who're you wearing? e: i should be asking that question but louis vuitton and cartier. you? t: christian siriano. he did all of this on friday which i'm grateful for.]
[2nd: e: your husband, toto- he would normally attend the gala with you, right? t: yes. he actually couldn't right now because he's in miami with the kids in preparation for the grand prix. he was insisting that he should come along but i kept giving him the outline of his job roles that he can't skip out on.]
[3rd: e: he's just being a husband, if you think of it. t: yes but he's a husband who also happens to have a racing team that are hoping to contend for the world constructors championship. e: what did he say when you told him he couldn't go? t: he was rather cranky. he wasn't the typical toto who would radiate this intense energy. he was just upset i couldn't allow him to go.]
[4th: t: i'm a couple weeks away from surpassing my first trimester, and he doesn't seem to think i'd do perfectly fine on my own especially if he's away and we're not at home. he's still worried i would trip and everything as if i hadn't worn heels back when i was pregnant with soren and tia. e: you must be some sort of superwoman if you could do that while pregnant!]
[5th: t: i worked hard on it. sometimes mary janes wouldn't do my job outfit any justice and there'd be a pair of kitten heels calling for me. e: how did your poor feet feel? t: swollen. i cried after realizing i can't wear them unless i get a bigger size. but it's not anything that i couldn't get. it's mostly just toto that i have to deal with whenever he sees me slipping on some heels.]
[6th: e: who would have thought that the big bad wolff could feel the discomfort of a pregnant woman by simply looking at her? t: *laughs* he's an empath of some sort. i don't know. i've been with him for almost a decade and one of things that l've learned is that he's quite observant and wouldn't budge unless you admit that he was right about what he saw.]
Q&A WITH TILLY by tilly marie
[1st image: what smell brings back good memories?]
[2nd: what could be a scent that brings back good memories? this is quite hard... i think i would say baby powder? *laughs* it sounds quite peculiar but it's something that reminds me that l've got the best things that could have happened to me. which are my children.]
[3rd: it's not really that peculiar, if i come think of it. there are people that like the smell of gasoline still to this day. i have spent years in garages and l've had my fair share of smoking experiences- those scents were addicting but the baby powder? extremely addictive. you won't have any issue with your lungs too.]
ATTENDING THE DIOR HAUTE COUTURE SHOW by tilly marie
clip one — soren’s wake up call… literally
[1st image: the breakfast came it quite late today and my neighbour's playing the most awful songs in the morning. i absolutely thought that i was going to have the most horrendous day at the haute couture show then my husband just rang and it turned out it was soren who called me early in the morning to say hi. he stole his papa's phone from the bedside and somehow knew the passcode. or it's probably his face id that did it. who knows.]
[2nd: i was telling him about how hungry i was because my breakfast wasn't ready, so my sweet boy didn't even hesitate to run downstairs to "cook"- he began to grab pans and eggs to "cook." thankfully toto had gotten up by then otherwise soren would've gotten into some sort of accident just trying to make me an omelette from brackley. i'm in paris but my sweet boy thinks he could send the breakfast my way as soon as possible.]
clip two — tilly shows how adelmo moves
[1st image: tilly: do you wanna see how adelmo dances to aladdin's "friend like me?" cameraman: yes of course. why not? tilly: great, this is how his little 2 year old self dances with the genie]
[2nd: *hums in adelmo torger lewis wolff*]
clip three — tia is the spoiled cub of the cubs
[1st image: i think i should try to put tia in my purse and take her with me on a show next time because i- *laughs* i can't behave by myself anymore. tia would most likely be scolding me and she'd be so happy to see all of these clothes. then she'd probably ask it she could get a dress tailored for her from the haute couture collection.]
[2nd: now that i think of it, she's most likely to empty toto's wallet in one go. whenever she and toto goes out for some daddy-daughter time, tia would return with her papa carrying shitloads of shopping bags. the sad case is that they all came from harrods- but that's the only place we could go without being hounded by cameras. still... toto goes all out for her all the time.]
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My favorite quotes from civ VI
TECHNOLOGY
“No man ever wetted clay and then left it, as if there would be bricks by chance and fortune.” – Plutarch
“If there are no dogs in Heaven, then when I die I want to go where they went.” – Will Rogers
“I AM FOND OF PIGS. Dogs look up to us. Cats look down on us. Pigs treat us as equals.” – Winston S. Churchill
“Who deserves more credit than the wife of a coal miner?” – Merle Travis
“When you find yourself in a hole, quit digging.” – Will Rogers
“I don’t believe in astrology; I’m a Sagittarius and we’re skeptical.” – Arthur C. Clarke
“Thousands have lived without love, not one without water.” -W. H. Auden
“I shot an arrow into the air. It fell to earth, I knew not where.” – Henry Wadsworth Longfellow
“Writing is easy. All you have to do is cross out the wrong words.” -Mark Twain
“I’m also interested in creating a lasting legacy … because bronze will last for thousands of years.” – Richard MacDonald
“MONEA, if it does not bring you happiness, will at least help you be miserable in comfort.” – Helen Gurley Brown
“A man on a horse is spiritually as well as physically bigger than a man on foot.” – John Steinbeck
“The Lord made us all out of iron. Then he turns up the heat to forge some of us into steel.” – Marie Osmond
“I cannot imagine any condition which would cause a ship to founder … Modern shipbuilding has gone beyond that.” – Capt. E.J. Smith, RMS Titanic
“Create with the heart; build with the mind.” – Criss Jami
“One man’s ‘magic’ is another man’s engineering.” – Robert Heinlein
“There is no easy way to train an apprentice. My two tools are example and nagging.” – Lemony Snicket
The purpose of education is to replace an empty mind with an open one.” – Malcolm Forbes
“It is the mark of an educated mind to be able to entertain a thought without accepting it.” – Aristotle
“Rocks in my path? I keep them all. With them I shall build my castle.” – Nemo Nox
“Not all who wander are lost.” – J.R.R. Tolkien
“People can have the Model T in any color – so long as it’s black.” – Henry Ford
“The pen might not be mightier than the sword, but maybe the printing press is heavier than the siege weapon. Just a few words can change everything.” – Terry Pratchett
“Astronomy’s much more fun when you’re not an astronomer.” – Brian May
“If facts don’t fit the theory, change the facts.” – Albert Einstein
“No one starts a war – or rather, no one in his senses ought to do so – without first being clear in his mind what he intends to achieve by that war and how he intends to conduct it.” – Karl von Clausewitz
“Science owes more to the steam engine than the steam engine owes to science.” – Lawrence Henderson
“Bolt actions speak louder than words.” – Craig Roberts
“Never criticize a rifleman until you have walked a mile in his shoes. That way, he’ll be barefoot and you’ll be out of range.” – The 2nd Target Company
“For once you have tasted flight you will walk the earth with your eyes turned skywards, for there you have been and there you will long to return.” – Leonardo da Vinci
“If you can walk away from a landing, it’s a good landing. If you use the airplane the next day, it’s an outstanding landing.” – Chuck Yeager
“Benjamin Franklin may have discovered electricity, but it was the man who invented the meter who made the money.” – Earl Wilson
“Chemists do not usually stutter. It would be very awkward if they did, seeing that they have at times to get out such words as methylethylamylophenylium.” – Sir William Crookes
“If God had really intended men to fly, He’d make it easier to get to the airport.” – George Winters
“Untutored courage is useless in the face of educated bullets.” – George Patton
“There may be no forgiveness for polyester. On this one matter, Satan and the Lord are in agreement.” – Joe Hill
“I’m a big laser believer – I really think they are the wave of the future.” – Courteney Cox
"Even though the future seems far away, it is actually beginning right now.” – Mattie Stepanek
CIVICS
“Bravery is being the only one who knows you’re afraid.” — Colonel David Hackworth
“A strong economy begins with a strong, well-educated workforce.”– Bill Owens “Look back over the past, with its changing empires that rose and fell, and you can foresee the future, too.” – Marcus Aurelius
“It was luxuries like air conditioning that brought down the Roman Empire. With air conditioning their windows were shut; they couldn’t hear the barbarians coming.” – Garrison Keillor
Divide and rule, a sound motto. Unite and lead, a better one.” – Johann Wolfgang von Goethe
“All the world’s a stage, and all the men and women merely players.” – William Shakespeare
“Invincibility lies in the defense; the possibility of victory in the attack.” – Sun Tzu
“History is the version of past events that people have decided to agree upon.” – Napoleon Bonaparte
“A good navy is not a provocation to war. It is the surest guaranty of peace.” – Theodore Roosevelt
“In democracy it’s your vote that counts; in feudalism it’s your count that votes.” – Mogens Jallberg
“There are very honest people who do not think that they have had a bargain unless they have cheated a merchant.” – Anatole France
“You can’t go around arresting the Thieves’ Guild. I mean, we’d be at it all day!” – Terry Pratchett
“Listen, strange women lying in ponds distributing swords is no basis for a system of government … You can’t expect to wield supreme power just ‘cause some watery tart threw a sword at you!” – Monty Python
“In diplomacy there are two kinds of problems: small ones and large ones. The small ones will go away by themselves, and the large ones you will not be able to do anything about.” – Patrick McGuinness
“A diplomat is a man who always remembers a woman’s birthday but never remembers her age.” – Robert Frost
“New opinions are always suspected, and usually opposed, without any other reason but because they are not already common.” – John Locke
“A common mistake that people make when trying to design something completely foolproof is to underestimate the ingenuity of complete fools.” – Douglas Adams
“Destroying rainforest for economic gain is like burning a Renaissance painting to cook a meal.” – Edward Wilson
“If you don’t read the newspaper, you’re uninformed. If you read the newspaper, you’re mis-informed.” -Mark Twain
“Sports do not build character. They reveal it.” – Heywood Broun
“A good plan violently executed right now is far better than a perfect plan executed next week.” – George S. Patton
“We choose to go to the moon in this decade and do the other things, not because they are easy, but because they are hard.” – John F. Kennedy
“Which of all my important nothings shall I tell you first?” -Jane Austen
“I never think of the future. It comes soon enough.” –Albert Einstein
#civilization#civ#civilization 6#civilization VI#civ vi#civ 6#qoutes#list#text#english#text post#there are many people that are qouted here#that tumblr likes
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Played the ib remake heres some food 4 thot
Garry has transmasc swag. But i am open to other interpretations
I almost felt sorry for Mary but on my 2nd run i did all the endings and the together forever ending still makes me feel all the rage and discontempt as it made me feel 10 yrs ago
THE FACT THAT WHEN YOU FIRST MEET HER SHE SAYS THAT RED IS HER FAVORITE AND BLUE IS OKAY AND THEN SHE SUDDENLY HAS BLUE AS HER FAVORITE JUST TO GET GARRY'S ROSE GRRRRR
When i got to the true gallery it clicked that Garry vs Mary was supposed to be a difficult choice for the player so now im a bit dissappointed abt the fact that Mary is such a cunt in her ending and that garry is 100x more favoured by the narrative and i wish it could have gone further w the concept
In the 2012 game when something important happened or there was a cutscene the caracter party would separate to show their individual sprites and the remake doesnt do that??? Which is very weird honestly why wouldnt they do that
I still love u garry. My first anime crush....
Ib's dad is not hot anymore 💔
Honestly?? Beyond the direct support for the team + graphics overhaul, you're good playing the 2012 version honestly. If you want a diff experience with the puzzles and the chance for a whole lot more garry dialogue then play this one. But i have to say im a bit dissappointed
Not a lot bc the base game is still awesome and i love it but with the other remakes it felt very different??? Like witchs house is fun and i always love to replay it and adds a bit more lore from the ellen novels and the Sen games are the best remakes so far with better graphics, fun gameplay and completely new puzzles + the death counter for Misao so this one left me a bit empty
I hope more rpg maker remakes come soon!! I love replaying these and the more the merrier
Side note bc im never touching the topic again: the mermaid swamp remake is cool bc ooo shiny new graphics but im not a fan of the characters not having portraits (i feel like thats intentional for the atmosphere but i also really wanted some new art for rin and seitaro) and also??? The ending Cg???? Theyre better but they lack the grainyness of the og, except for the rin crying one that one was such a downgrade
ALSO URI WHY WOULD YOU POST THE SEITARO DEATH CG AND SAY YOU REGRET NOT PUTTING IT IN THE GAME BC YOU FORGOT AND THEN NOT PUT IT IN THE REMAKE AAAAA
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JINGLIU IM SO SORRY I EVER DOUBTED YOU 😭😭😭😭
still felt like ass to play against aventurines boss mechanics but like. Point made girl you still murder
Anyway holy FUCK that was a rollercoaster .
i literally had to put aventurine on def boots for extra shields and to speed tune him specifically so that his turns When accounting for RM speed buff would line up Exactly when jingliu was completely shieldless (given her self advance + bronya insta eating shield duration turns) so he could refresh it before enemy actions and the whole gang Still almost died .
And also fine tuning jinglius speed so the usual 135-134 jingliu bronya tuning gets-fucked-with-RM bc of bronyas higher base spd wouldnt mess things up like. this took Effort 💀
anyway worst MoC to date god i fucking hate it like wow hoyo im soooo sorry i didnt pull your dear mei meow meow devs favorite acheron so guess i deserve this bullshit? Jfc.
Though funnily enough despite it being the worse half by a big margin i cleared 2nd half with no resets once i had the team adjustments down but on 1st half i unironically Had to reset until the prowlers summons first two attacks do Not attack either sparkle or QQ bc if they do the speed debuff just fucks over my turn order permanently . And at that point i might as well also reset for a good initial turn on QQ with autarky and a crit lmao
qingque my beloved its been so long youre as funny as ever with your highs and lows and gamba antics . though despite having a decent time w her im actually pretty sad that they made 2nd half of this MoC so fucking terrible that i couldnt even run xueyi on 1st half in the end :( i remember when this lineup leaked i was so happy abt a full quantum stage for xueyi but with the amount of supports i Had to allocate to 2nd half to even have a chance it was very painfully obvious QQs raw numbers were just the better option this time around . Sigh
yes there were those 2nd half xueyi clear attempts i made based on that one showcase on YT but it got p obvious i Needed the exact same lineup (w march built specifically) to navigate the turbulence while proccing xueyis FUAs .
either way im SO happy with aventurine like dude definitely carried his weight multiple times over and is easily the most comfortable sustain for his own fucking bullshit as a boss (even w jinglius health drain basically making ur team be on a timer the entire run)
anyway . Rip my lvl 20 E1 yanqing guess you arent getting built as a what if hail mary solution to replace jinglius poor match against the mechanics of this MoC lmao . maybe next time
#im Not looking forward to my hoyolab statistics on how exactly many runs this shit took btw#like holy fuck#also miss acheron please dont take my untoward comments personally. youre great girl i love the void but meta wise uhhhhh#conflicted about the extent theyre shilling u at the expense of others xx#hsr#gaming tag#long post
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Hi all I wanna talk about the Star Wars Celebration 2023 so-
Warnings: Spoilers, long post, not a fic, idk what else
SPOILERS!!!! SPOILERS RELATED TO ANY/ALL NEW STAR WARS CONTENT!!!
So I wasn’t really aware of Star Wars Celebration this year cuz my b-day was Friday and this past Sunday was Easter so you can bet I was excited to see the live streamed videos on Youtube. After going through most videos available, I started going online and looking at different articles and whatnot (I also saw those vids of KK walking out on stage to quiet/shame applause lol).
I hate KK with a passion so I’ve been unsure about new Star Wars projects but from what little I’ve seen, I definitely feel a bit better about the future of Star Wars (and hope KK is on her way out).
I’d like to talk about Ahsoka (live action) first. I love the concept of continuing the Rebels story. I enjoy Rebels. Not as much as Clone Wars and is about tied with Tales of the Jedi, but I definitely enjoy Rebels more than Bad Batch (which I’ll get into later).
First off, the cast for Ahsoka. I think it’s great! We’ve seen Rosario Dawson as Ahsoka (and obviously Hayden Christensen as Anakin/Vader) so I was really only wanting to see the animated Rebels characters (Ezra, Sabine, Zeb, Chopper, Hera). While Zeb wasn’t shown in the Ahsoka trailer shown, we did get about 30secs from Mando when he talks to Paul Sun-Hyung Lee’s character (I forget his name). I thought Zeb looked great and loved they got Steve Blum (the original VA) to play him. The other Rebels that have been shown are Hera, Chopper, Sabine, Thrawn and a hologram image of Ezra. Natasha Liu Bordizzo as Sabine looks amazing and Mary Elizabeth Winstead looks great as Hera. Chopper, being a droid, obviously looks great as well. Eman Esfandi as Ezra looks amazing as well. For a while, like lots of fans, I thought Mena Massoud would be Ezra (he was coming off his Aladdin success) but when Eman Esfandi got the role, I saw Massoud’s response and was put off from the guy. Massoud didn’t seem happy/polite, to me at least. Plus Esfandi looks more like Ezra than Massoud does (especially w/ the nose, eyebrows and chin). I also think Esfandi looks a lot like Ezra’s father Ephraim Bridger. Idk if Eman Esfandi’s been in anything else but I’m not put off by new actors. I think new actors can be amazing (the only disney example I can think of is Neel Sethi as Mowgli from the live action Junglebook remake from 2016).
Now for the main man, Thrawn. I know he’s a comic/Legends character but for the purpose of this post, he is animated first then shown in live action. Because he was shown in animation first, I’m always on the side of getting the VA to be their character in live action (James Sie is doing this in AtLA as the cabbage man). When I found out that Lars Mikkelsen is Thrawn I was over the fucking moon.
Controversial opinion?? Thrawn was done dirty in Rebels. I was 16 when I first watched Rebels and I definitely think he was overhyped. I know Rebels is more kid-oriented, but I’d say going into the 2nd half of S1 had a more CW-esque feel to it and definitely by the end of S2, I thought Rebels was gonna be CW 2.0. I learned that Thrawn is supposed to be cold, calculating and patient so I re-evaluated my feelings on S3 and realized that Thrawn was building up to the S3 finale. By S4 and with the introduction of the Loth Wolves, I definitely thought Thrawn should’ve made some waves at this point. I’d say that the only real damage he’s done was in the S4 finale, forcing Ezra to sacrifice himself.
I think Ahsoka is the perfect chance to show just how dangerous and lethal Thrawn can be. I HAVEN’T READ THE THRAWN TRILOGY BOOKS so everything I know about it is from wookieepedia and google. I’m wondering if they’ll bring in any Legends characters related to Thrawn (ELI VANTO!!! He’s right there c’mon).
Lastly I wanna talk about Huang, the lightsaber construction droid. We first see Huang in Clone Wars S5 with the Ahsoka/Younglings/Hondo arc. Huang definitely reminds me of the wand guy in Harry Potter, but sassier lol. I’d heard from leaks online that Huang was going to be in Ahsoka, but to actually see him was amazing. I immediately questioned if the other Younglings are still alive at this point (they’d probably be mid 30s?) We get confirmation that Gungi is alive in Bad Batch S2 E6 Tribe, so I wouldn’t say it’s impossible that the others are alive.
I know that bringing back familiar Jedi is controversial among lots of fans (feeling it takes away from O66). But I actually like it because it shows that even though O66 was planned from the beginning (w/ Sifo Dias/Dooku/Palpy), the plan wasn’t perfect (and then of course the retconning of brainwashing from prequel trilogy to inhibitor chips). I’m sure Palps never expected the inhibitor chips to degrade or that the clones would be independent thinkers. I actually like when they bring back familiar Jedi.
So, overall, I’m definitely stoked for Ahsoka. We haven’t gotten confirmation but I definitely wanna see Lothwolves, the World between Worlds, and Jacen Syndulla (Hera/Kanan’s son). I didn’t particularly like his design in Rebels (he should’ve had lekku w/ his green hair imo) so I wouldn’t be upset if he didn’t look exactly the same. I’d also like to see more clones. I’d like to see Ahsoka reunite with Wolffe, Cody, Rex and Gregor. I’d even be fine with unnamed clones.
I’m assuming Ahsoka takes place during Mando S2/3, maybe S1 was well but I’m focusing on the 2nd and 3rd season. That means the Empire has been gone for about ~7yrs (10 at most I think) and Vader is dead. I’d like to see Obiwan show up as a force ghost to Ahsoka as well. He was there for Luke after his death in ANH, but I’d argue that Obiwan loves Ahsoka just as much as Luke. I’d like to see Ahsoka using to Force to feel when Obiwan died in ANH like how she did in hyperspace, sensing Anakin’s fall in CW S7 finale. Make it painful, I wanna sob lol.
I also wouldn’t mind Ahsoka meeting Boba Fett again. They met once in S2 I believe when Boba tried to kill Mace w/ Aurra Sing and her crew. Plo Koon took Ahsoka with him to go face them and while Ahsoka and Boba argued pretty much the whole time, I think her words really got to him so I can see them starting out tense then as they get to know each other, Ahsoka would see similarities between Boba and the clones she served with and he’d be annoyed lol.
So yeah, I think those are my thoughts on Ahsoka and I don’t want this post to get super long (even though it kind of is).
The next show I wanna talk about is Skeleton Crew. I’m excited about this show but I’m more curious than excited. I love Jude Law and the idea that it takes place in some uncharted region in space is great (new planets/locations/people). I love the whole premise that Jude Law’s character protects a group of Younglings since it matches my own HC of Hondo protecting the Younglings he met. Idk who else is in this show, but I’m definitely looking forward to it. I can see them bringing in Cal Kestis in live action (with Cameron Monaghan obviously) for this show (then perhaps have him crossover with other shows like Mando/Ahsoka). I don’t know much about it so I don’t really have a lot to talk about with this show.
Now I’d like to talk about Acolyte. I saw the leaked teaser uploaded to Youtube (idk if it was taken down but I can’t find it—it was phone footage and had no commentary). I believe this show is supposed to be set during the High Republic era (350-50yrs before the Skywalker Saga). Love that timeline setting. We hardly have any canon info on that era so this is perfect. Also Acolyte is about the rise of the Sith (in a time that was considered prosperous for the Jedi) so I think that’s super interesting. I had heard that it could also have Palpatine’s origin story??? YES PLEASE!!! Given that the High Republic Era ended 50yrs before TPM, it’s possible Palps was alive at least during the end of the High Republic Era. I’d like to see his master Darth Plaguis as well and that whole story Palps tells Anakin in RotS during the bubble opera.
I saw that martial arts is going to be a major part of this show and I’m super excited. Jedi have been shown to fight hand-to-hand before but I hope martial arts connects somehow to the Force (like how AtLA uses different martial arts for the bending types). Speaking of AtLA, I’m wondering if SW is utilizing martial arts BECAUSE of AtLA’s success (the Netflix live action show, Avatar Studios). Dave Filoni (Felony) also worked on AtLA so I wouldn’t be surprised if that turned out to be true. But anyways, I’m also super excited for Acolyte as well.
Alright now for the animated shows.
Tales of the Jedi is confirmed for a 2nd season and reportedly there are more writers. I’m hoping that means we get either more episodes or longer episodes. I don’t believe anything else, story wise, is confirmed, but I’d love to see Jedi we didn’t quite see enough of. What I’d like to see:
—Quinlan Vos training Aayla Secura
—Mace Windu training Depa Bilaba
—Yoda/Yaddle relationship confirmation (I HC they are baby Yoda’s parents cuz obviously).
—Luminara/Barriss Offee bonding (I’ve seen so many people hate on Luminara for her treatment of Barriss and I definitely think they all miss the point but that’s a whole other post).
—Caleb/Kanan bonding w/ Younglings like Ahsoka did w/ Gungi and the others.
—Yoda making Shaak Ti in charge of the clones (and her being a mom to every single one of them). She would definitely be the one to bring Younglings/Padawans in to train with the cadets so they learn to work together.
—Plo Koon being a dad to Wolffe/Ahsoka/the 104th (I wouldn’t mind seeing Plo’s backstory either).
—Kit Fisto’s story (being discovered, training, meeting Monnk, meeting Nadar).
—Anything about Saesee Tiin, Eeth Koth, Adi Gallia, Stass Ali or Ki Adi Mundi
—I could also see Cal Kestis making his animated debut (outside of video games) in this show as well.
—Ahsoka getting her 2nd lime green saber/Ahsoka getting her white sabers/purifying kyber crystals.
If the show did stories about other characters besides Jedi:
—Tales of the Clones (obviously unwhitewashed—I can dream can’t I?)
—Grievous’s backstory. Seriously this would be amazing.
—Huang’s backstory. When was he created? Was he a droid belonging to a Jedi (like R2/3PO and Anakin) or was he made specifically by the Jedi to be the lightsaber constructor. Maybe have a scene w/ a Youngling/Padawan Yoda??
—Shmi Skywalker being happily married to Lars. Bonus points for being a mother figure to Owen and her feeling like she failed Anakin (Obiwan parallel). Idk just more Shmi Skywalker. TPM didn’t have enough Shmi content.
All of these ideas could potentially tie in Jedis so it could still fit ‘Tales of the Jedi’.
As for Visions Season 2, I have absolutely no idea what to expect (just like S1) but all the animation shown looked 🔥 so I’m definitely excited for this. I believe in S1 we saw Boba Fett make a cameo in one episode. I didn’t recognize any cameo appearances from what was shown but please let me know if I missed anything (I’m not good with Legends/Extended Universe characters). Again, like Skeleton Crew, I can’t talk much about Visions simply because I don’t know enough/not enough has been shown. But definitely excited for this.
Now for Bad Batch Season 3.
Those that follow/have seen my posts regarding Bad Batch know that I don’t particularly like the show. I never have. In short, THE WHITEWASHING, the writing, the animation (regarding Omega’s emotional intensity), and Cid are all subpar. You can definitely tell this is a Disney Star Wars show (like the 1st half of S1 of Rebels—Rebels was the first disney animated SW show).
I will say that there are particular ideas that I liked but I just don’t think they were executed well. Dooku’s warchest/Serrano, Cody, Gungi, Echo leaving, the Zillobeast, Mayday/Crosshair duo, family vs soldiers trope, and even one of CF99 making a sacrifice are all great ideas I just don’t think it was done justice.
Season 3 is the final season and I can’t express how happy I am. I know that we are just going to get more of the same. The clone model/Omega’s design will not change (fuck Jennifer Corbett, Brad Rau and Dave Felony honestly), Cid is technically still in the picture, and the story has changed from saving Crosshair to saving Omega. I think it’s important to note that Hunter has no reason to believe Omega and Crosshair are together. Omega isn’t like the group. That’s the whole point of S1 w/ the bounty hunters. So having Tech sacrifice himself FOR CROSSHAIR, then having Hunter at the end say they are going to rescue Omega instead just undermines Tech’s sacrifice. Also the way Cid looked somewhat remorseful when accepting payment from Hemlock in the finale got me nervous. PLEASE NO REDEMPTION ARC FOR CID!!! GET RID OF HER!
I think the only thing I’m looking forward to for S3 is the music and the scenery animation. I don’t think I’ll watch Wednesdays. I was in no hurry for S2 and the disappointment I have for both S1 and S2 has made me not want a S3 but at least it’s almost over and they can do a new show. I love the CW-style animation, just make POC look like POC!!! It isn’t hard. I’m still hoping for a more adult/Andor-style CW-animated show completely disconnected from the Skywalker Saga (IN THE KOTOR ERA PREFERABLY!!) That’s my dream.
So yeah, I guess that’s all my thoughts on Bad Batch S3.
Lastly I wanna talk about that new animated Young Jedi Adventures. It’s set in the High Republic Era and features new characters (along w/ Yoda) but it’s aimed for preschoolers. Honestly I’m actually kind of excited for this show. I’m wondering if we’ll see any familiar faces or not (and if we do, will they be changed from Legends?). I don’t know anything else except the names of the characters have been released. I’m assuming it’ll be a kind of basic toddler show about learning the basics like what to do when you feel sad, how to share, bullying maybe, idk basic little kid lessons you know? I’m assuming these lessons are the ‘core’ foundation of who a Jedi is supposed to be—selfless people who do good and builds the Younglings up and maybe will end with the main group becoming Padawans/getting assigned a Jedi Master. Idk that’s just my guess, I could be totally wrong.
So out of the whole Star Wars Celebration, I’m mostly excited for the live action stuff (I didn’t talk about it, but that mando movie sounds pretty cool), but I am looking forward to Tales of the Jedi S2 and SW Visions S2. I didn’t talk about this either, but I’m a bit on the fence about the new Rey Skywalker/sequel movie. Apparently it’s 15yrs from Episode 9 Rise of Skywalker and Rey is a Jedi Master building the New Jedi Order or something like that. I LIKE Daisy Ridley. I DO NOT like Rey Skywalker (like many fans). I agree with pretty much all of Rey criticisms (being instantly good at Jedi stuff, overpowered, Kylo Ren x Rey pairing, etc).
Thanks for reading and I hope you also enjoyed the Star Wars Celebration💕
—Maisy
#star wars#Star Wars celebration#Star Wars celebration 2023#Star Wars spoilers#spoilers#Star Wars thoughts#Star Wars celebration thoughts#not really a review#more like a collection of opinions#I know BB heads Brad Rau and Jennifer Corbett addressed the whitewashing#and fuck their answers#fuck them#just cuz a woman’s in charge of a show doesn’t mean it’s automatically great#Cid is a racist stereotype#Echo and ableism#holy shit#and they pretty much dismiss whitewashing concerns#fuck Jennifer Corbett#fuck Brad Rau#fuck Dave Filoni#dave felony
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11 fe bru ar y 2023 Saturday 🪐 (sat urn ⚱️ Earn 💰??? 5:07 am pdt)5:06 am pdt
Incubus has been attacking bones 🦴 in my backside 😖😭😤🥵😤🥵. Woke up minutes ago. Forgot things hours ago coughing even though I took 18 minutes to prepare for it 😞 distracted. 5:09 am pdt woke up 🆙 then felt intestinal? Abdominal pain. 5:10 am pdt
revelation: god is incubus, pain right shoulder 😖😭😭😭😭 that is what he did to Virgin Mary. Bad father who didn’t want to pay 💰 child support. Didn’t want to support Mary himself. Forced her to marry an old man 👴 . She was probably 16 years old. Naïve? 5:14 am pdt incubus is womanizer? What is a womanizer? 5:15 am pdt
5:16 am pdt man 👨 who engages in numerous casual s*xual affairs. Casual = not waiting for marriage commitment? 5:17 am pdt
5:19 pmpdt if incubus tells you he is your husband & has been hurting you, idk 🤷🏻♀️ what’s best? Believe or not believe? I need proof. Things you think 🤔 can be proof can turn in to non proof if they are lying 🤥. Marriage becomes imprisonment incubus deleted imprisonment. (I don’t believe I improved incubus 😖😭😤🥵😖😭 5:24 am pdt) I watched stuff on tv 📺. Men sometimes pretending to love 💕 someone gets married after spending a lot of money 💰 to court the woman 👩🏻 then after the honeymoon 🍯 🌙 he disappeared 👻 leaving her a lot of debt 💸 bcz I guess he lied 🤥 about having a (divorce boyfriend relationship heart pain brain autocorrect stuff 2 sets 5:27 am pdt) high paying job? Or about having a lot of money 💰 5:29 am pdt. Similar to an incubus I guess? But not the same.
5:32 am pdt he roasting me so much my skin is not smooth anymore all bumpy. Vag acid pain. I get it now. It’s a joke. Ha ha ha not funny 😄. 5:34 am pdt 5:35 am pdt
5:35 am pdt guy w/middle name David made the first move on me by touching my body he ran his fingers up 🆙 & down my back & massaged my shoulders & danced behind me & talked about how I didn’t shave 🪒 my legs 🦵 to other people physically behind me. He stood behind me in class for roll call ☎️ for this class. 7th grade. & I ran away from him all year. 5:39 am pdt
8th grade I tried to give him a chance. We played mancala in the library 📚 but we were both sorta quiet types. I did not know this immediately. Weird. I often found him on the computer & I put my hands over his eyes 👀 & said guess who many times. Once I accidentally pulled his head into my chest. Somehow I think bcz of the timing ⏱ of how he grabbed my hands 🙌 to uncover his eyes 👀 to which he turned to face me & smiled. 5:44 am pdt
5:45 am pdt the way he touched me 7th grade was probably inappropriate but we were still borderline kids I guess so that would be the last time he can get away with such an introduction. 5:46 am pdt
it seems I met a lot of guys who approached me for s*x w/o engaging in much communication or even trying to be friends first. Feels like a lot for some reason. 5:48 am pdt
I should try to recall who so I can count them out. Dua lipa I got new rules I count them. 5:49 5:50 am pdt
6:12 am pdt I guess incubus wants me to believe to my truest deepest core of the realest me that I am cruel heartless wicked 🕯. I am confessing here my baddest behaviors. A piece at a time. I think incubus is hinting what he wants me to confess. The 2nd guy. Bcz mayb I said some things I shouldn’t have to my sister. I don’t know it’s hard to remember exactly what I said now after all the brain 🧠 abuse. Some things I think about over and over again so it has a better chance of being (autocorrect “removed reminded” 6:17 am pdt) remembered. I do remember feeling that I was saying dishonest things in a way bcz I felt it was my fault 🤦♀️ but had difficulty owning up 🆙 & admitting. I wrote a little about 2nd guy in a post probably 10-15 posts ago. I wrote about a magnetic 🧲 feeling btwn our bodies. & how I tried to tell him I was not ready for physical intimacy but failed with my word choices. Told him I think: I’m not ready for a relationship. Didn’t want to kiss yet but he decided to kiss me & then it was hard to stop. 🛑 his mouth 👄 tasted like cigarettes 🚬. 6:21 am pdt but he was athletic & productive. He was sorta poor but he seemed busy. He drove an old car 🚗 & he bought his clothing second hand 🤚. I was attracted to him even though he wasn’t the handsomest of men. When I first saw him I was interested in getting to know him. He had a different kind of sense of humor I think 🤔 that I tried to adapt to. After things ended btwn us I somehow ended up complimenting him more. But I think I complimented him also before we had our first date? It’s too bad he deleted an account I complimented on. (Right arm muscle pain minutes ago 6:27 am pdt) I think I felt like it was my fault we got physically intimate too fast & that It was hard for me to admit to it, & probably complained out loud to my sister. I mentioned him to other people but I forget what I said to them. 6:28 am pdt after he stopped talking to me, which probably should have been ok bcz they were friends b4 he met me, they kept on hanging out/meeting up/ inviting her out. He wrote to her once that I saw 👀 “dearest (my sister’s name here).” He didn’t wait very long to kiss me. I still had difficulty being myself. & I appeared I guess “bubbly” b4 him in an effort to be pleasant to hang around with, even though I usually wasn’t bubbly? Usually I was shy & quiet. Sometimes I was critical. I would look at a person s drawing & pick it apart on what needed to change. 6:33 am pdt I usually didn’t know what to say. I had some practice with my first real boyfriend... but I feel bcz I didn’t feel like I was myself that it was all wrong & neede more time to date b4 getting intimate. Guys usually don’t wait. That’s the truth. It doesn’t matter what they say. If you don’t cave into your s*x desires they will pressure you/me. Or used to. 6:36 am pdt
in 2011 the second guy tried to come back into my life & invited me to see him play in a band. I typed to him I don’t think I can. ... I’m trying to do what’s right. I don’t remember if I wrote anything in between. It was hard for me to think of seeing him again. Now I remember.. I invited him to my bday party 🎈 but I think I already knew from the pattern of communication that the fling was at its end. He was trying to separate him self from me. I think I was glad but still wavering in & out bcz I was attracted & difficulty letting go even though It was hard for me to feel the connection I really needed for a relationship. Vag pain. Shamefully I asked him to be my boyfriend w/ anticipating that he would say “no,” which he did, I think he said “I m not ready for a relationship.” Did he... say my words back to me at the very end? Did he say those exact words? That was the last time we saw each other face to face. Thanks 🙏 for the honesty? Was he being honest???? Or was I not the right one???? & he didn’t have the guts to tell me 🥺???? Not long afterwards I forgot how long though I saw online he got a girlfriend. Sometimes you just bite the cookie. I don’t think he whore shamed me in public. I really wanted to hold off on s*x b4 marriage so I tried even harder w/ the next guy: Scott. I told him long winded no-typed answers on 2 different days. Whose first name is David. King 🤴 David ? (Spurt of 🩸 blood . Coughing difficulty breathing 6:54 am pdt). It wasn’t enough though. He whore shamed me publicly 2 times even though he essentially forced me to have intercourse with out condom. 6:56 am pdt
how is it some women can control them selves enough to not engage in s*x activities b4 marriage? Is it a myth? My aunt said she was a Virgin when she eloped @ age 40? Got pregnant 🤰 & had a daughter. My gma I heard got pregnant 14 times but only had 9 full pregnancies. Only. 😬 why is it I’m having problems now? Incubus. 7 am pdt
7:03 am pdt Merlin 🧙♂️. Magic 🪄 spells . Magic potions 🧪. Poison ☠️? 222 poison ☠️ control. 7:04 am pdt love 💕 spell. Love sick 🤒. 7:04 am pdt horny spell? Horny sick? Addiction? 7:05 am pdt
7:06 am pdt kings are best friends/bros w/ incubus.
7:07 am pdt my mom was still a s*xy babe at age 40. I ve met a s*xy Asian woman 👩🏻 who was turning 50. Only started having menopause symptoms. 7:08 am pdt (exhaling hot 🥵 air 7:09 am pdt)
7:15 am pdt 7:17 am pdt the 4th guy I don’t recall him paying for my food dinner 🍽 or any meal for some reason... maybe he bought me a hot dog 🌭? & a burrito 🌯 once ? He (teeth pain 7:19 am pdt 😖😭😤🥵😤🥵) alcoholic beverages? I think he was given tall sample energy drinks 🥤 & he gave me one named “bad mother.” Unfortunately the economy thrives off of bad parenting? An ode to bad mothers? Energy drink. 🥤 7:22 am pdt (left temple flesh digging tearing pain 7:22 am pdt 7:23 am pdt back stabbed tearing pain 7:23 am pdt)
7:29 am pdt at community college during my last year I was attracted to a classmate who asked me out on a date for Valentine’s Day, & bcz I was afraid 😱 that I would fall in to the hole 🕳 again in the sidewalk rinpoche poem I declined even though I was interested. I was trying to be disciplined. 7:31 am pdt when I took accounting 🧾 classes 2013-2014? I again tried to be disciplined and not get intimate with anyone. After graduation from community college I accepted an invitation from him to hang out, & coincidentally he could not on the first planned day & got a girlfriend. He rescheduled & then broke the news 📰 to me & we hung out platonically? Only friends sort of way. By the end of the date I had started to have a little bit of feelings for him & I felt awkward about it bcz he just got a girlfriend again. He reportedly from him got a girlfriend after I turned him down for Valentine’s Day & sounded like they had a whirlwind relationship? Moved in together moved out said she was the devil blah blah 😑. It almost sounds like fiction bcz who moved in with a woman they met not long ago to have a relationship? Watched tv 📺 shows that when a boyfriend gives you a drawer for your stuff was a big deal. 7:39 am pdt 7:40 am pdt he told me I should try not to be shy 🙈 when I am interested in someone I think 🤔 trying to remember. I borrowed a movie 🎥 from him and had intentions of returning it to him but it was awkward & I thought he texted me once early on but didn’t respond a second time. Bad excuse but I was retarded like that. Felt awkward being the first to text. Pain knot 🪢 in hair after acid abdominal pain 7:43 am pdt. I should have just mailed it. Anchorman burgundy Ron. 7:45 am pdt
8:03 8:04 am pdt I tried dating again one last time in 2011, after reluctantly dating Scott again in 2010. Autocorrect “king” b4 I typed “again”... I was not interested bcz I didn’t feel an immediate connection but my mom urged me to give this guy a chance. We texted but I canceled once, then rescheduled, then he stood me up 🆙 & that was the end of it. He texted me back late saying he was high (he told me had a med card for it) 8:09 right 👁 eyeball pain exhaling hot 🥵 air. 8:10 am pdt
8:15 am pdt I have a pattern w/men: resist resist resist, cave, resist resist resist (8:16 am pdt sharp stabbing pain right thigh).
8:41 am pdt I wonder 💭 how tummy aches 😖😭😫😤🥵😤 god would have been able to predict my personality b4 I was conceived? Is my younger sister not really my sister? 8:43 am pdt 😰
more am I being manipulated/controlled???? 8:44 am pdt
I started worrying again about the baby 👶 I threw a plastic or rubber ball at, it was inflatable I think? I was probably 7th grade. I think I threw it under hand from a distance? I only did it once. I typed about it in an earlier post. He seemed to get even smarter after I threw the ball at him & his personality didn’t change. I don’t think 🤔 he cried at (8:47 am pdt acid sand paper feeling in throat 8:48 am pdt) I regret throwing anything at him.
If I had a lot of money 💰 I would pay 💰 him too for medical 🏥 bills 💵 that I’m at fault for. If I was a billionaire/millionaire. 8:50 8:51 he seemed very normal & once he looked 👀 possessed by the demon lord, bcz I had 2 sit next to him sometime afterwards & he laughed maniacally? Crazily?? & reached towards me with little chubby hands covered in snot. It’s as if he was super smart & could already see that I didn’t like the snot on his hands 🙌. That was the only time I recalled him reaching out to touch me???? Was there another time before that???? 8:55 am pdt but that one time stuck in my mind bcz of how bizarre he looked & sounded = demonically possessed. 😖😭😤🥵😤🥵 arm muscles 💪 pain. 8:56 am pdt he also made humping movements towards a baby 👶 girl toddler & the daycare lady’s son cheered him on. 8:57 am pdt he was usually smiling & laughing. I think the only time I’ve seen him cry maybe 🤔 did she sit him on her lap , the daycare lady’s daughter, (burping 9 am pdt coughing) & she pointed her finger up 🆙 wards & said “no!” (Autocorrect steamy sternum Steve steak .... 😰 Steve-> Saint eve? Yup it’s warm cramps groin 😞😭😖😭 hip hot 🥵 9:03 am pdt) she did that to the baby 👶 girl toddler I remember that & she cried vag cut pain stung 9:04 am pdt. Few minutes this morning I felt I deserved to be punched in the head & head rammed into steel beams of bunk bed 🛌. B4 parents separated I had reading 📖 comprehension issues. The school 🏫 was already giving us big social studies/history text books 📖 to read. 9:07 am pdt
9:58 am pdt something to clarify: I had actually went a little crazy about my sister sneaking off to hang out with the 2nd guy. I secretly saw the message he wrote to her. I don’t remember what I said but I did say something out loud so she would hear 👂 me, that I was upset that she was going out to hang out (without me?) I might have hinted that I knew. I don’t remember if she canceled her plans. Once she tried to borrow my ID card bcz we look 👀 almost alike & she was under 21 years old. It was requested by the guy who stopped hanging out with me & started hanging out with her. I think I don’t remember, did she pressure me to let her borrow it? It’s like, you don’t think I need my own card? I don’t matter? I don’t have a life any way no one likes me so it don’t matter but yours does? Even though you’re already popular & every one likes you? (Brain head skull pain hot 🥵 head) she did somehow make me feel guilty? Did she? I feel like there was a possibility of it but I don’t remember. I remember being very upset & accidentally venting about it to mom, then mom got upset? Concerned? & forbaded her from borrowing my id card.10:07 am pdt
When I typed above that it was fine she hang out w/ him, the 2nd guy, it’s a retrospect feeling. & I am unsure if I have any rights to shame anyone again about it. Bcz maybe I should not have went crazy about it. I had asked her if she was attracted to him... she said he has a big (funny shaped?) head... I (rib left side pain 😖😭😤🥵😤🥵) guess not. 10:11 am pdt it feels weird when a guy decides to date your sister after having s*x w/ you, no? 10:11 am pdt keep accidentally typing 9:11..... 10:12 am pdt
She got mad I accidentally told mom, she thought I did it intentionally. Feels a little like pressured. 10:13 am pdt
10:16 10:17 am pdt I lost my I’d card 2020? Karma for getting upset about her wanting to borrow my id card? 10:19 am pdt I guess???? Right hip pain bone 🦴 sharp stabbing. 10:20 am pdt
10:28 am pdt did she ask nicely? Does it matter? 10:29 am pdt she was very angry �� I think I remember after mom for bad e her. 10:30 am pdt
I didn’t space out forbade.... 10:30 🕥 am pdt
10:49 am pdt the thought 💭 entered my mind bcz I didn’t pummel? A baby’s head to death ☠️ w/ my fists he decided to sacrifice my head & bones 🦴 & body? Feels like that’s possible. Feels & seems like that’s the mentality these days. Apocalypse whore of Babylon mentality. 10:52 am pdt
10:56 am pdt bcz I didn’t finish the job? Bcz I didn’t do it correctly? Bcz I didn’t rape? Bcz I didn’t premeditated murder? Bcz I didn’t beat up someone head to toe? 10:58 am pdt
11:19 am pdt I got personality problems. I m the problem. It’s me 😤🥵😤😥😤🥵😖😭😖😭😖😭😖😭😞 🎶🎼🎵????? Somehow I accidentally typed mud after mus 11:20 am pdt
11:56 am pdt in 2020? I lost all my passwords when I ran away. Treat the end of last year incubus stole my passwords paper. Yesterday my mom found the ring 💍 I thought 💭 the incubus stole. Still missing a box 📦 of other jewelry. Bcz my mom found the ring 💍 doesn’t mean that the incubus didn’t steal it. They often take & return things. They took a small heart ❤️ locket that was my sister’s but I don’t think she liked it. 11:59 am pdt
12 pmpdt I don’t trust incubus he’s trying to change my memories & feelings again. Very disturbing. 12 pmpdt
12:02 pmpdt they’ve been hurting my brain 🧠 for hours? This morning. A few minutes ago they squeezed it was it the whole brain 🧠?? I think it was but I’m having difficulty pelvis lower abdomen cramps 😞😖😭 nausea 12:02 pmpdt remembering. Having cravings now fears again of mad cow 🐮 disease 🦠. I once had a fear & stopped eating beef 🥩 for a while???? I remember I told a friend, she said she didn’t care & needed to eat the beef 🥩 she loved beeef 12:05 pmpdt
1:35 pmpdt b4 my next door 🚪 neighbor moved out, I had a crush 😻 on him. He was married & in the marines. He was short like josh, but reminded me a little of my first real boyfriend. 1:37 pmpdt there were days I woke up 🆙 wanting to do it w/ him (s*x) but I refused to let myself go down that path. I laid in bed 🛌 thinking don’t get up don’t get up don’t get up bcz I was h*rny. The last 6 months? He lived next to me he was alone - his wife moved to their new house 🏠 in another state & he was finishing his requirements for recruiting? I stopped talking to him after I started feeling something. 1:43 pmpdt something about a uniform 🥋....
going back to Nick, I thought 💭 he was s*xy. & when he wanted friends w/benefits I was already h*rny for years. I was already h*rny in middle school 🏫. But I remained a virgin until I was 19 years old. Nick wanted friends with benefits months b4 I turned 16 years old. 1:46 pmpdt
2:02 pmpdt left shoulder pain 😖😭😓 right side jaw pain. What I think 💭 I remember telling Scott was “I like josh. I think he’s cool” 😎 several minutes ago aat the (autocorrect sun devil first)(nihongo ichi nee San yon/shi go roku nana/shichi hachi kyu/ku ju. ...) 2:08 pmpdt
2:18 pmpdt josh made me laugh 😆 after Scott played foosball whipping/spinning the rods very fast so I didn’t have a chance to hit the ball ⚽️. 2:20 pmpdt b4 this? So many details... I will have to review if I already wrote it. My memory is going. The chronology is getting lost in my mind. Maybe that means I wrote it already pain 2:22 pm right eyeball 👁😖😭
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(It’s been so sweet to see how the adoption went, just wanna say thanks for making me smile the last 2 days with all this cute stuff Mod)
I bet the fishing buddies can’t wait to meet your new daughter Klaus, when do you think a fishing trip can be set up?
(Aw ;w; I’m glad that you’re liking my story that much)
“Haha, I’m sure those Knuckleheads are gonna spoil her rotten the moment they meet her!~ As for when I can possibly plan a fishing trip with them, we’ll probably have to wait until it’s nice weather outside so... perhaps sometime in the spring hopefully.”
“Ooh, Daddy, could we maybe try and go out on March 1st?”
“Oh! You wanna try and go for your birthday sweetheart? I don’t see why not.~ Del hon, you wanna come with?”
“Oh I’d love to, although I’d have to check what my schedule is like that day because since it’s after February, that would be after the start of the 2nd school semester.”
“If not, that’s alright hon.~ We’ll be sure to bring back some fish for dinner maybe and, if your lucky Mari honey, we might even get a chance to see Pisces!~”
“Pisces?? Like, the Zodiac?! There’s a chance we’ll actually see it in person??”
“Possibly, you’ll just have to keep your peepers peeled! Haha!”
#omori#omori game#omori: ethereal route#omori spoilers#omori mari#omori oc#omori klaus#omori wendell#ask response#text post#mod response#mod mack
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Ikemen Vampire walkthrough : William Shakespeare
1 end clear - Dramatic End
Note : this is my first time to do this and i'm actually going to update this since i can't binge that much 😂 but i hope it helps!! 🥰❤
I'd like to take this chance to provide a trigger warning, MC gets sexually assulted/nearly raped (not by any of the main characters in the game) in the first few chapters.
Chapter 1
1. Please, help me! ( +4 , +4)
2.
3.
Chapter 2
1.
2.
3. They're beautiful ( +4 , +4 )
Intimacy check reward : Eyes matching Shakespeare's
Chapter 3
1. I'd love to! ( +4 , + 4)
2.
3. Thank you ( +2, +4 )
*His POV story = unlock with 3 keys to his heart
Chapter 4
1.
2. I'm confident ( +4 , +4 )
3.
Avatar challenge :
Premium ~Lavender Blouse with Cravat 3☆ - 300 diamonds, beauty boost : 60
Normal ~ Lavender Chiffon Skirt 2☆ - 3,000 gold or 150 diamonds, beauty boost : 30
Chapter 5
1. Oh, Yes! ( +4, +4 )
2. ... Doesn't have to be now
3. If it's okay (+4 , +2)
*after ch 5 part 4 = 30 pts min. Req to get a letter from Will
Chapter 6
1. I wouldn't regret ( +4 , +4 )
2.
3.
Chapter 7
1. That's nice but ... ( +4 , +2 )
2. I'm not expecting anything ( +2 , +4 )
3. I don't want that. (+4 , +4)
Intimacy check reward : Classic Masquerade Mask ( beauty : 20 )
Chapter 8
1. You are an entertainer...
2. If my hand doth not profane ( +4, +4)
3. .... with any partner but me
*Unlock his story on 2nd run
Chapter 9
1. Give me an answer (+4, +2)
2. I won't believe it (+2, +4)
3. You wouldn't murder... ( +4, +4)
Chapter 10
1. You're the lowest of the low (+4, +4)
2. ( I feel betrayed.)
3. (I can't take it...)
Avatar challenge :
Premium ~ Long Blonde hair with Ringlets 3☆- 400diamonds
Beauty: 80
Normal ~ Soft black long Pixie cut hair 2☆ - 4500gold or 200 diamonds
Beauty : 40
Chapter 11
1. Yes... (+4 , +4)
2. ..My goodbyes (+2 , +4)
3.
Get a letter from Will = route pts required ~ 74pts.
Chapter 12
1.
2. .. only in front of them. (+4 , +4)
3.
Intimacy challenge reward : Glass bottle of Perfume
Chater 13
1
2
3. I got the faries wrong. (+4 , +4)
His POV ~ unlock with 3 keys to his heart
Chapter 14
1. ... That's not it... (+ 4, + 4)
2.
3.
Chapter 15
1.
2. You've got it! ( + 4, + 4 )
3.
Avatar challenge:
Premium : Mauve booties w/ matching headband ~ 500 diamonds
Normal : Burgundy Mary Janes with Hair ribbon ~ 250 diamonds or 6000 gold
Chapter 16
1.
2. I was only worried. ( + 4, + 4)
3.
Get a letter from Will = route pts required ~ 114pts.
Chapter 17
1. I don't need it. (+4 , + 4)
2.
3.
Chapter 18
Intimact check reward : Shakespeare's Pet Rabbit, Puck
1.
2.
3. Read my heart. ( +4, +4 )
Chapter 19
1.
2. Wait for me! (+ 4, + 4)
3.
Avatar challenge :
Premium : Mauve layered dress with frilly skirt 3☆
Beauty : 120 , diamond : 600
Normal : Burgundy pleated off-shoulder dress, 2☆
Beauty : 60, diamond : 300 / Gold : 8,500
Chapter 20
1. If you did this, Will... ( +4, +4)
2.
3.
His POV ~ unlock with 3 keys to his heart
Chapter 21
1.
2.
3. I'm not a dog. (+4 , +4)
Intimacy check reward : Music box theatre
Chapter 22
1.
2. I'm mad at him. (+4,+4)
3.
Get a letter from Will = route pts required ~ 158 pts
Chapter 23
1.
2. I want to be with him! (+4, +4)
3.
Chapter 24
1.
2.
3. Guess it's your fault (+ 4, + 4)
Avatar Challenge:
Premium: Royal Purple Ballgown Set 3☆
Beauty : 180, cost: 900 diamonds
Normal : Soft Lavendee Dress set woth Rubbies 2☆
Beauty: 90, Cost : 450 diamonds or 22,000 gold
Chapter 25
* Don't leave me again (+4, +4)
(sorry i forgot which spot it was 😂)
☆☆ Dramatic End
1.
2.
3. I had a feeling... (+4,+4)
~To be continued ~
Get a letter from Will = route pts required ~ 180pts
☆☆ Romantic end
1.
2.
3.
Get a letter from Will = route pts required ~ 180pts
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Where to find the JATP Cast as of December 12, 2023
happy three years to this account! Time to do my thing and update yall on where you can find the cast now! this will be under a read more for those of you who want to scroll past! Have a good one!
Madison Reyes- Julie Molina (@themadisonreyes on Instagram)
Julie and the Phantoms
The Bad Seed Returns
All Kinds of Love (available on all music streaming platforms)
Allie Mitchell Must Win (in preproduction)
Charlie Gillespie- Luke Patterson (@charles_gillespie on Instagram)
Julie and the Phantoms
The Class
Love You Anyway
Chevel Shepard: Good Boy (music video)
The Rest of Us
Madison Park: better w/o you (music video)
Conséquences (six episodes)
I Am the Night (pilot episode)
Speed Kills
Charmed 2018 (Pilot and Episode 2)
Naomi Sequeira: Pastries (music video)
2nd Generation (episodes 1-6)
The Next Step (season 5, episode 17)
Degrassi: Next Class (season 4, episodes 8 and 10)
The Outlaw League
Totally Killer
The Get Back Girl (postproduction)
Suze
Deltopia
Debbie Gibson: Love Don't Care (music video)
Owen Patrick Joyner- Alex Mercer (@owenjoyner on Instagram and Twitter)
Julie and the Phantoms
Acapulco (season 2, episode 3)
Knight Squad
Henry Danger (season 5, episode 9)
Slime Cup (season 3, episodes 1-6)
The Thundermans (season 4, episode 15)
The Veil
It’s On
100 Things to Do Before High School
Nickelodeon’s Ho Ho Holiday Special
Something Here (postproduction)
Jeremy Shada- Reggie Peters (@jeremyshada on Instagram)
Julie and the Phantoms
Interrupting Chicken (season 1, episode 3)
Dragons: The Nine Realms
Multiversus
Adventure Time: Distant Lands
Cookie Run Kingdom (English version)
Scars
Denton’s Death Date
Adventure Time: Pirates of the Enchiridion
Voltron: Legendary Defender
Adventure Time
Mr. Student Body President
Spiderman 2018 (season 2, episode 1)
Cheerleader Nightmare
Blooms Adventure Time TD
When Jeff Tried to Save the World
DreamWorks Voltron VR Chronicles
Guardians of the Galaxy: The Telltale Series
Gloria Talks Funny
Cartoon Network Live
Surfs Up 2: WaveMania
Adventure Time: Finn & Jake Investigations
Lego Dimensions
Badly Drawn Animals
Adventure Time: All’s Well That Rats Swell
Code Name: S.T.E.A.M
Adventure Time: Game Wizard
Adventure Time: The Secret of the Nameless Kingdom
Adventure Time: Card Wars
Aliens in the House
Adventure Time: Ski Safari
Adventure Time: Explore the Dungeon Because I Don’t Know!
See Dad Run (season 2, episode 8)
Incredible Crew (season 1, episodes 1-18)
Adventure Time: Hey Ice King! Why’d You Steal Our Garbage?!!
Paranorman
Adventure Time: The Wand
F.3.A.R.
That’s What I Am
Batman: The Brave and the Bold (season 1, episode 18; season 2, episodes 6, 18, 19; season 3 episodes 1, 3)
Quantum Quest: A Cassini Space Odyssey
Parenthood (season 1, episodes 4-5)
Healing Hands
Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs
Chowder (season 2, episode 24)
FusionFall
Cold Case (season 5, episode 1)
The Loop (season 2, episode 4)
Lost (season 2, episode 12; season 3, episode 21)
Ghost Whisperer (season 2, episodes 21-22)
Shark (season 1, episode 16)
Southern Comfort
Nip/Tuck (season 4, episode 13)
Bambi 2: The Great Prince of the Forest
No Rules
ER (season 11, episode 6)
The Incredibles: When Danger Calls
Team America: World Police
Miracle Run
Good Girls Don’t… (season 1, episode 4)
My Neighbors the Yamadas
Adventure Time: Fionna and Cake (season 1 episodes 2,3,5,7,10)
Vintage (available on all music streaming platforms)
Ballerina (available on all music streaming platforms)
Mad Love (available on all music streaming platforms)
Midnight Promises (available on all music streaming platforms)
Jadah Marie- Flynn Taylor (@thejadahmarie on Instagram)
Julie and the Phantoms
Family Reunion (season 4, episodes 4-5)
Home Invasion (season 1, episodes 1-6)
Sarah Jeffery and Jadah Marie: Audrey’s Christmas Rewind
Descendants 3
Descendants 3: Good to Be Bad (music video)
Ready Player One
Mann and Wife
Blue Bloods (season 7, episode 8)
No Safe Place (preproduction)
Sacha Carlson- Nick (@sacha_carlson on Instagram)
Julie and the Phantoms
9-1-1 l: Lone Star (season 3, episode 14)
American Housewife (season 3, episodes 6-7)
A Christmas Story Live!
Sacha Carlson & The Light (check out his band!)
Savannah Lee May- Carrie Wilson (@savannahleemay on Instagram)
Julie and the Phantoms
A Cowgirl’s Song
The Secret Lives of Cheerleaders
Knight Squad
Cousins for Life (season 1, episode 12)
Bizaardvark (season 2, episode 20)
School of Rock (season 3, episode 6)
Keep Moving (postproduction)
Booboo Stewart- Willie (@booboostewart.art on Instagram)
(look, i adore booboo. i do. but this man has 113 acting credits on IMDB, and there is no way that i am typing all of them out and including exactly what episodes of shows he’s in. love you all, but i do actually have a life outside of stanning the jatp cast, so im just linking his imdb page here. happy searching babes!)
Carlos Ponce- Ray Molina (@poncecarlos1 on Instagram)
(Carlos has 52 acting credits, and many are in Spanish, a language that i do not speak. check out his IMDb page here.)
Sonny Bustamante- Carlos Molina
Julie and the Phantoms
7th & Union
Law & Order True Crime (season 1, episodes 3-5)
New Shoes
Heaven’s Flume
Cheyenne Jackson- Caleb Covington (@MrCheyenneJackson on Instagram)
(Cheyenne has 66 acting credits. I'm not typing all that out, because I doubt that you want to read all of that. Check him out here!)
#julie and the phantoms#charlie gillespie#jeremy shada#julie and the fat ones#julie and the himbos#julie and the phat ones#madi reyes#madison reyes#owen joyner#owen patrick joyner
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hiii! 4, 24, 36, 40 for your books! <3
4. the last book you read this year?
i went through a terrible slump in december so the last book i finished was the first book in the heartstopper series. i read it in like an hour on dec 2nd and haven’t finished a book since lol. really excited to read the rest of the series tho, it was so cute!
24. book you already want to reread?
i would looove to reread the darkness outside us by eliot schrefer bc it was just that good. i’d also like to give beach read by emily henry another chance bc i don’t think i was in the right mindset for it the first time i read it. i do believe it’s a good book it just wasn’t for me at the time ya know. also song of achilles bc i really knew nothing ab greek mythology when i first read it but now i feel like i know more and could enjoy more of it now if that makes sense.
36. what books did you dnf?
quite a few lol😅 i categorize my dnfs by ones i will never go back to and ones that i would pick up again but just didn’t have the energy for it at the time i first started reading it. the only one i’ve given a hard no to is call me by your name by andre aciman, really didn’t vibe w it. others i hope to pick up again someday are: it by stephen king, the gravity of us by phil stamper, vanishing stair by maureen johnson, the wall by mary roberts rinehart, sea of monsters by rick riordan, defending jacob by william landay and the secret of crickley hall by james herbert.
40. what book had the best title?
i read a book called cattle stop lol (by kit oliver)
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Diaries in the Loony Bin
The Loony Bin is a group of individuals who could be called “friends”, but maybe that’s too suggestive. At any rate, this group has a diverse set of opinions on politics and sports, with voices across the political spectrum and through many sports. The intersection of politics and sports, in contemporary society, is met with disdain; however, the members of the Loony Bin seek to make it an acceptable space of discourse. Every week, when the asylum isn’t particularly chaotic (there can be no promises as to consistency of date), an entry will be posted, documenting the developments of thought and culture within these walls. Where many see lunacy as a vice, it is seen as a virtue here. The diary herein is will capture all of the voices of this group, but it will use only one narrator, striking many different chords and tones. Topics will change with rapidity, so be always on edge. Though, nothing will get too toxic, as most topics will be treated rather lightly, aiming at parody. We’re in the Loony Bin after all.
Entry #1:
Where saner minds prevail in the Loony Bin, there is the same old chatter about Brady; about how the Bucs will repeat; about the prospects of Tampa’s young roster. But, in the deeper corners of the Loony establishment, there are whispers of a new team in town — a team in the same conference which has been biding its time of late. The St. Louis R… Los Angeles Rams. This team has the defense of a Trump supporter pressed about another investigation; and they have Stafford now, who can be a completely average version of himself and still be better than Goff. They made the playoffs last year with the latter under the gun: by trusted and tried Loony bin logic, there is no world where they don’t fare better this year.
Alas, as we approach the eve of the NBA Finals, we would be remiss not to reflect on the curious outcomes of the playoffs we have just witnessed. The Suns are on the cusp of their first finals in 28 years, walking over a series of teams who were hobbled to their bones. 1st round against LAL, practically no AD. 2nd round against Denver, no Murray. 3rd round against LAC, no Kawhi.
Is anyone else seeing a curious trend here?
This is like the string of upsets that led to the election of Biden in 2020 — think Georgia, Michigan, and Arizona, among others. Speaking of Biden, nobody can say they’re overly happy with what he’s accomplished in his term so far, but then again many are still aboard the “anything is better than Trump” bandwagon. So that mass is just easy to please.
I have a story to relate. A guard patrolling the halls on a foggy evening last month overheard in a ward unit a patient on a delirious soliloquy. Ranting and raving was usual for this patient deep into the night, but this rave, this was different. “Trump’s rhetoric.. his mannerisms.. his behavior.. it is unfit for the Presidency. Nothing need be pinned on him from a legal standpoint for it to follow that he does not meet the standards of the Chief Representative of the United States. If you were to quantify the number of immoral exhibits he has demonstrated, however insignificant, they would add up to a hefty sum: a demeaning and vicious personality. A personality unfit for such a high position. If we have to pick political poison, let’s pick the lesser of the poisons.” The guard began to hear an uncorking of caps, a sloshing of potions, and a loud thump of a corpse, crashing to the floor.
There was a rampant disease going around the property, from hall to hall, greensward to greensward. Its many and various symptoms included: involuntary association with Big Tech, amnesia about mortgage loans and student debt; anxiety related to pressures of the labor and financial markets; headache and fever regarding quality of romantic life; and a strong preoccupation with taking selfies.
The Bin was in lockdown and every non-faculty member had to isolate in their respective wards. Hence, if the patients were to communicate to each other, a new way medium had to be contrived: they call it “Loonygram”.
As I understand it, though admittedly I understand it very little, one performs some kind of slippery action to facilitate the correspondence between users. From what I have gathered though, it has little chance of success without being a certified maniac. Many prefer the pleasure they derive from their own babbling monologues.
While a doctor was trying to rationalize his patient one day he got carried away on a sermon of his own: “Why the fuss over kneeling anyway? Just because some action affronts a symbol you respect, doesn’t mean the intention was to disrespect that symbol. Differentiating actions and their outcomes from intentions goes a long way out there. There was no intent to disrespect what that American symbolism; that was just a byproduct of an effort trying to gain respect for another symbol: social equality”
The patient, strapped to their chair looks helplessly up at the doctor and asks “So… that helps me in here how?”.
“Well, I suppose it doesn’t. Look, it aint all rational out there either, if you catch my drift”.
The patient scrunched his eyes circumspectly at the doctor before his attention was drawn to a fly buzzing on the adjacent wall.
These are curious times within these walls. An episode occurred on the Loony grounds one morning in which one patient wandered over to another, unprovoked, and yelled “my team is winning it all this year!”. The other patient, startled, replied “w..who is your team?” “w..what sport is this even?”
“I am at liberty to express myself; I have the first amendment behind me after all!” cried the provocative patient.
“Indeed, you do. But only where it doesn’t infringe on the freedoms of others” observed the second patient.
“And at what point is that?” jeered the first patient.
“Frankly, I’m not altogether sure. But let’s come to this decision mutually before you spam me with your raptures about the Yankees. Your favorite team is the Yankees, ya?
“How could you possibly.. know?”
“I saw you in the cafeteria last October, forking your pork chops like a feral animal; not long after Gleyber struck out for the 5th time that night either; I saw it in your eyes.”
How that altercation ended remains to be seen, since I merely borrowed it from the journal of another author, who has been missing ever since.
In other rumors, it is with great pain and sympathy that I report an exorcism which took place some time ago in the health dormitory on the fifth floor, all dust and eerie. The patient was being consumed by the demons of his loyalty to the Cowboys.
The pastor on hand, tending to his duties as exorcist, was on the verge of performing his most solemn task, when the possessed man said, as he foamed at the mouth “Elliot… Elliot”
“Excuse me? Elliot? What… Elliot’s going to be the most overrated running back in the league? I’m with you there” laughed the pastor, stuffing a hankerchief in the man’s mouth to muffle his screams.
“Dak. Dak. Dak. Back”
“Dak or not, there is a constant with the Cowboys. At the end of every regular season, they’re barely scratching playoffs.” applying the shock therapy he was taught in his vocational school.
“D..depth a..and.. youth.. a..at receiver” coughs the patient as he loses consciousness for the final time.
“Death and youth make a believer? That’s some sound philosophy my man. You’re impressionable when you’re young so that makes sense, and you live with more respect and appreciation for life as you get old and nearer to death. Truly well spoken”
“This one is one of the better cases, Mary” the doctor says as his assistant walks through the doors.
Tensions are up to a fever pitch these days. Just yesterday, two psychiatrists were shoving each other over whether the condition of the patients is binary or not.
“Their conditions are binary!? That is a very limiting way to view things. If the patient does not want to identify their condition as “sick”, and feels like they want to be labeled ‘sort of sick I suppose’, then the more power to them.”
“No, that is infeasible. If we do not have a clear threshold for their condition, then how can we administer their treatments? At what point? It would be arbitrary.”
“There is no essence of “sickness”; you can’t just define it in any terms you want, just so that it aids your goals; besides, they’re not really sick, sort of.” The insane man, lying on the bed for the entire course of the conversation, just looked blankly and confusedly at his doctors, thinking “so the stories you hear on the outside are true, these people really are Loony huh?”
Some disturbance is happening on the floor below me now, so I must close this entry and I will write another day…
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Sometimes I think about how Steve wasn't planning on leaving the Navy when he did. Transiting out of the military is difficult enough when planned & when unplanned it's even worse. Does Steve ever regret how this one hasty grief fueled decision upended his whole life overnight? If he hadn't met Danny how he did would he ever have given the governor's offer a 2nd thought? In the early seasons his struggles w/ to adapt get treated by the others as him being a super SEAL/crazy
That’s definitely an interesting thing to think about!
Honestly, I don’t think he regrets it. He probably claims he has regrets about leaving the Navy behind in arguments with Danny, but they also keep saying they hate each other and we all know how much truth there is to that. And right from the start Steve is very vocal about how Five-0 is a family, an ohana, and he seems really happy with the little group of people he collected around him and the way he still gets to help people. He definitely is a bit of a fish out of water in the first season(s), but to me it never particularly looked like he was bothered by that. It seemed like it was more like, Danny yelling at him for using a grenade pin to stir his coffee because who DOES that, you WEIRDO, and steve going [shrug] this is just how cool guys do it, Danny, get over it.
(And to be fair, with the way Five-0′s immunity works, Steve did kind of go from fighting oh-so-totally-justified wars on foreign soil to employing pretty much the same tactics to fight wars against all the Very Bad People Who Are Definitely Really Like That Because CBS Said So in his own country. He still got to throw grenades and shoot way too many people. I imagine the whiplash of the change to civilian life would be much, much bigger for most actual humans coming out of the military.)
He probably does feel some sense of nostalgia for his former life. It would seem odd if he didn’t, but oof, in all honesty? I will readily admit I’m biased because I Do Not Like the military in general and the American military and the mainstream American glorification of it very much in particular, but I kind of feel like meeting Danny, calling the Governor and radically changing career paths overnight pretty literally saved Steve’s life. I mean, he probably would’ve gotten shot and possibly killed during his first ever suspect chase on Oahu if Danny hadn’t been there as angry backup, so there’s that!
But I’d guess there’s also a big chance that if he hadn’t gotten an accidental ohana and a new job out of his dad’s murder case, he would have returned to active duty after that brief return to what used to be his home. And then what? He either would have gotten killed in action at some point or he would have continued on until his body literally couldn’t anymore (even as a cop and with Danny doing The Very Most to get him to see a sliver of sense, Steve had clear issues just taking a tiny step back from the way he used to do things when he was thirty and in peak phsyical condition) and then, I guess, he probably would have settled down somewhere, maybe teaching or with a desk job or retired, and I honestly wonder if he’d still be dating Cath. Maybe? Maybe they would have gotten married at some point while they were both still on active duty and only saw each other a few weeks out of every year max? And then they’d probably end up living together full time suddenly, and that kind of change in the status quo would be hard on any relationship but they’d never have spent that kind of time together and I like Cath, and I think she and Steve could have worked at some point, but I’d be surprised if their relationship made it in this timeline. So then we have Steve, living somewhere that isn’t necessarily Hawaii, with no Cath because that got complicated and no Danny because he never met him and no ohana because he never spent any extended period of time in one place as an adult, and all he has is maybe Mary, if they reconnected at all in this world (though I would hope they did), and his Navy buddies, who all have their own lives and probably aren’t going to be randomly moving in with him to sleep on his couch for a few months because they’re worried about his mental health. I mean, Freddie is still dead because that happened pre-canon and maybe Steve still found a new best friend at some point even if he never met Danny, but there’s no guarantee they would’ve even ended up living in the same part of the country in retirement.
There are probably happier ways to frame this, but to me, a Steve who didn’t decide to start a taskforce on a whim to show up the mouthy blond haole detective in his dad’s garage? A Steve who stayed in the Navy instead? Any way I turn it, that sounds like a much lonelier and ultimately less fulfilled Steve to me. (And also a Steve who is probably EVEN MORE messed up mentally because he never got the time or support network to allow him to start healing.)
#anon#ask#this message sounds a little like it was cut off so i hope that wasn't the case!#*#fjdkfd reading back over the ask i'm not even sure i addressed its main points but i'm going to stop word vomiting now#me: oh! interesting! i have some thoughts on this and can definitely answer it in one paragraph max#me thirty minutes later: [accidentally wrote a full buzzfeed article nobody asked for]
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Tuesday, 7 January 1834
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a little pressing and grubbling last night but I am not for more of it than I can help –
read prayers – breakfast at 9 1/2 – very fine sunny morning till about 10 – rain between 10 and 11 for some time then fine again – read the St. James’s Chronicle London 3 days a week paper –
out at about 11 1/2 walked with Miss W– (Walker) by Lower brea and along my walk to here – she paid her visit to my sister and was a little while in the drawing room with my aunt, and a longish while with me in my study – lent her (took back with me) volume 38 off the British Essayists – then walked back with her to Lidgate to leave the book, and then to Cliff hill where I left her at the gate at 2 40/..
then here and came to my study – wrote out yesterday and today – wonder how all this will end she makes sure of me if she chooses and talks as we both do as if all was fixed but still she says nothing positive I don't care much about it and perhaps I shall get off again without her and then be rid of her –
finished my letter to M– (Mariana) dated Sunday yesterday and today – tell her to cheer up –
‘things happen so oddly, – we are always so little about to calculate our fate; and there is generally so much good we never think of, that, trust me, it is a mauvais calcul to look too attentively on the darker side of anything – How can we say that even our mistakes shall cost us as dear as we fancy they must? In these matters, we pay only by instalments; and the remainder of our debt is often forgiven us when we least expect it – think not, Mary of ‘unstrung nerves’ – think only that with increased experience and improved discernment, you have added powers of setting right the wrong, and of bending circumstances more and more as you would have them – I remember what you allude to, about my aunt – it was rather an observance to me, than a message to you – you know my aunt’s regard for me, and should make much allowance for a feeling that might have been your own, had you been in her place – you say ‘my head and my words are very commonplace, but my heart has no affinity with either’– [Monday afternoon 6 January] This may indeed be more true than you ever before taught me to believe; but, remember, our most familiar friend must judge of us in some sort by our words; and we ourselves should watch these narrowly when we know that they are not in unison with, or do injustice to, our feelings – But cheer up my dearest Mary’ …..
wiser now than before can estimate persons and things more fairly – I believe her happiness will improve beyond her expectation – she richer in friends than most people – to call on Lady Eastnor, and if not at home send note to say sorry and was in Cheshire out the time or should have had the honour of waiting on her on the 6th – do not give the exact form of the note because know not the style she has written in before – Again bid her cheer up –
‘I never despaired, of you or myself – if I see you dispirited and unwell, it must make me uneasy and unhappy in the midst of all the blessings that may surround me – Pray what was the Gipsy’s prophecy? I am curious to know – Do pray tell me – But the fact is, you yourself are the gipsy, the fortune-teller and the fortune-maker – Providence leaves us free – tis we enthral ourselves and you twisted round the thread of my fate; for I had left it in no human power but yours –
Miss W…..’s (Walker’s) return is indeed odd – your surprise could not exceed my own – But do not let your conclusions run on too rapidly – now that I have taken my fate into my own hands, believe nothing till I tell it you myself – I know well enough what all the world will think; – but all the world may be wrong – you cannot be otherwise than interested about me; and I shall not leave you to hear my history 2nd hand – all I wish at present is a better account of yourself’ –
scarcely know what to think of my aunt – ‘She suffers a great deal; but still I cannot agree with Cordingley, that she may and will linger many months’ – Eugenie sleeps in my room – I here 3 or 4 hours in the day and then return to Lidgate – ‘if the house was my own, more pains could not be taken to make me comfortable’ – but back and forwards work not agreeable and no chance of its ending these 3 or 4 weeks –
‘by the way, Miss W (Walker) ….. says she remembers you, and I dare say, would count upon your good wishes – I have been at Copenhagen since last year; and my thoughts wander there at times’ – .. you know the only instance in which I have ever thought myself [Tuesday afternoon 7 January] hardly dealt ‘with’ – it is past – and God grant that, among the blessings I enjoy, I may always number your happiness – You have underrated my regard long enough – I only hope you will do it justice, by and by – Be my own fate what it may, I shall never cease to watch over yours with affectionate anxiety – I do not expect to tell me you are ‘quite happy’. it would content me, for the present, to know, that you were really comfortable –
merely mentioned Birmingham’s having forwarded the stays from Paris to Mrs Hawkins and that I should write about them but could not till tomorrow –
‘so long in writing on account of my unsettledness and frequent interruptions – God bless you, Mary! always especially yours AL– (Anne Lister)’
at 5 had just written the above and sealed my letter to ‘Mrs Lawton Claremont house Leamington Warwickshire’ and left it for the post tonight – and off at 5 20/.. and at Lidgate in 25 minutes – dinner at 6 – tea at 7 50/..
long talk she will employ Mr G(r)ey in York to make her will meant to leave me and Captain Sutherland executors and secure all to the children she seems quite decided to take me and leave me all for my life and I said then I would do ditto –
came upstairs at 10 35/.. and to my room at 10 55/.. fine day –
reference number: SH:7/ML/E/16/0156, SH:7/ML/E/16/0157
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