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Jayvik nation i wasn't aware of your game...

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Finally watched arcane crazy good show fuck that little ginger cop bitch

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Writing for tf2 is super funny bc you can make the most earth shattering introspective character study on the psyche of a mercenary post ww2 or it can just be the mercs stabbing eachother for fun

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Looking for....*whispers* mutuals....

After over 10 years on tumblr dot com and multiple 'stranger danger on the internet' warnings from my mother i finally caved in and decided that hey i'm a grown ass woman i deserve to have fandom buddies. Hi im rina im 21 i speak both spanish and english im a libra and if you voted trump or milei please dont speak to me mwak💋

So here's a list of stuff i like and would love to have people to talk with! If you like any of these things and think i'm cool then follow me and reach out or smth!! Mdni pls ���

tf2!! (Almost anything, haven't brainrotted this big in years. I even play the game, like for realsies. Im not just in it for the old man yaoi. Pls i need to play w some cool people and not with greasy home of phobes.)

Vocaloid/vsynth/cryptonloids!! (Not very into pjsk sorry but i've been on the fandom for over 10 yrs i'm basically dust)

Star wars (fav stuff is andor, tcw, anything prequel era or empire/rebel era related, but honestly i just like sw discussion in general) so hit me up.)

Ur argentinean/latin american and into fandom (anything, pls i'm starving i need someone to understand my very specific cultural refs

31 minutos hace una banda q no lo veo pero mi amor sigue intacto les juro q es verdad! If you speak english it's also ok!

Homestuck? Haven't caught up with it but it definitely has a spot in my heart and have been meaning to re read it. That being said the other day i was at work promoting our halloween event and i saw A BUNCH OF HOMESTUCKS?? LIKE FULL ON GAMZEE AND TEREZI COSPLAY?? IN 2024?? IN ARGENTINA?? Anyways i couldn't talk to them bc i couldn't leave the place i work at

Anyways si se disfrazaron de homestucks en halloween y se fueron al shopping y pasaron enfrente del neverland sepan q yo estaba adentro laburando mirandolos asi esperando q entraran asi los invitaba al evento y les pedia el ig de paso.

i'm also very into musical theatre and videogames in general so chances are we might find some stuff in common! But those are the fandoms i'm active in atm.

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puking out some mercs drawing hcs bc i have nowhere to put them mwak

Best artist to worst real quick: scout, medic, demo, spy, engie, sniper, pyro, heavy, and solly

Scout is self explanatory, he's loved drawing since he was very young and his love for comic books only served as fuel. Is the only one with a well developed, intentional style. That style obviously being 2004 cartoon network, sans the fact they live in the 70s

medic had to learn lots about drawing anatomy to make diagrams while he was in med school so he has an uncannily realistic style and is very good at portaits (skeleton portraits are also a specialty of his). He hasn't bothered to experiment with this skill surprisingly, he likes drawing things as he sees them

Demo and engie make their own schematics for their work so they got that down but engie doesn't have an artistic bone in his body sans playing guitar, he can draw a sentry and all its parts perfectly but still draws stick figures. Demo has dabbled in drawing and doodling on the corner of his schematics so he has a bit more range (more than he gives himself credit for)

Spy is crazy good at painting, his use of color is incredible and can capture light and moods perfectly. But he is absolutely fucking terrible at actually drawing things. His anatomy is all fucked up and he is REALLY bad at perspective. Insists that it's his artistic vision but on the inside he is fuming.

One time Scout gave him the idea to 'collab' and he begrudgingly accepted. But the end result of one of Scout's cartoons combined with his coloring made him a bit more emotional than he wanted to admit.

Sniper can only draw animals. He doesn't see the point in drawing but one time on a trip he saw a really cute dog and he hadn't bought a camera yet nor could he take it back home so he just drew it and showed it to his mom as soon as he got back. He got better over the years but doesn't know how to draw anything else

Pyro draws like a kid but they put the most passion and love to her drawings so they look particularly cute and colorful. He and scout have drawing sessions in the mess hall where whoever is in there w them chooses the theme and each of them draws their version, they surprisingly learn a lot from eachother.

Heavy is a man of words. Mostly because he loves them but also bc he finds drawing absurdly hard. Resorts to drawing stick figures all the time but he's very competent at making his point while using the bare minimum

Solly's drawing are just a mess of scribbles with the ocassional color, nobody knows if he's an abstract genius or just a terrible artist. Exclusively uses the american flag colors. One time Spy jokingly asked him why was he using the french flag colors and after choking the shit out of him Soldier stared at the wall for a good two hours in contemplation.

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SWANN ARLAUD as MAîTRE VINCENT RENZI in ANATOMIE D'UNE CHUTE (2023) dir. Justine Triet

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Oops

Started watching tbb with low ass expectations but we got to s2 and if something happens to those men (rex included) or that girl i am going to kill dave filoni

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Started watching tbb with low ass expectations but we got to s2 and if something happens to those men (rex included) or that girl i am going to kill dave filoni

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I feel like someone is standing next to me talking about how I'm dead

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I like self inserting in shit but i also love shipping!! Here r a few thoughts about sdv ships 💋 (mostly between bachelors)

First of all underrated as hell ship... haley x sebastian.... god the ineffable drip of the goth boy x bimbo ship... they would have the enemies to lovers fuel!! They would hate eachother bc stereotypes but also kind of be into eachother and if you get my gist...they would be ♤ in homestuck lingo... but there's also potential to them discovering a hidden depth in the other ☝🏻 we know haley is very open to trying out new stuff after her character development so she would very much love seb showing her a new side of life she hadn't considered before :)

No brainer but maru x penny feels so right, they're best friends and maru is like, the healthiest most sane person in the valley so penny would feel very safe in that relationship lol

Out of all the 'canon' het ships i think the one i like the most is shane and emily?? I dont like em romantically bc it feels very manic pixie dream girl fixes broken man's life type but it is an interesting dynamic that should be explored more in fics. Em in general is soo underrated i wish more ppl liked her bc she's my favorite bachelorette :(

The 'would-be-canon' ships just feel weird as hell all around bc at least half of them feel like friendships which is cool but the other half feel so forced 🤨 why would the LI have other love interests if at the end of the day nothing happens w em?? Its not like im actively competing with penny to get with sam the girl can barely stand up for herself. And its also not like they will ever get together either!!! Time does not develop for them unless I am there to control it.

My farmer and sebastian have a corny ass romcom plot together bc i started dating seb in order to piss off abigail because i dont like her but jokes on me bc seb became my favorite bachelor and i married him so. Yeah.

I rlly like leahxemily! I feel like they match eachothers vibe and its rlly sad that we never see them interact in canon :(

Maruxharvey is..... a ship for certain!!!! I virtually know of no one that ships them lmaooo but also it just feels like they paired them off bc they were the remaining bachelors and bc they work together at the clinic

Yknow what harvey should stop fucking around asking if maru has sunscreen on her shoulders and get with elliot. Romantic artist meets flustered nerd. They would be poor as hell bc elliott is a writer living on a rundown beach cabin and harvey is a doctor in a town with 30 people living in it but i would be willing to maintain them bc i know they WOULD be happy. Both are very passionate about their respective interests and would love to hear eachother ramble!! Omg i go soft over this ship but its sadly not really popular

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They hate eachother they're coworkers they're best friends they're rivals they would trust eachother with their lives one of them was presumed dead and came back for a crazy fucking bonding moment they were there for their lowest lows but they are back at eachothers throats over the dumbest shit one of them's a fashion icon the other is a rugged hippie am i talking about sniperspy or tudoque

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going through the worst writers block fucking ever so here's a ficlet/something headcanon something about my interpretation of the clone theory ft snipes bc he is my fav and also i love writing him

Cw: depression, depersonalization?, you can just skip to the end after the small lines to read my explanation on the theory.

He felt an emptiness in his chest.

The first day after getting logged into respawn, his head was killing him. A piercing pain through his right eye, extending itself to the rest of his body. The doc had morbidly joked about how that's what a lobotomy felt like, but with every passing day Sniper was thinking that he had actually gotten lobotomized.

Something felt wrong, life was colder, it felt like he had something ripped out from within him. He went through all his belongings, trying to recall what each of them meant to him, and he got all of them right. His memories were not missing, so what was wrong with him?

He wasn't a fan of going to the doctor, but inevitably had to take it up to Medic, who ran a few tests in him and told him everything was completely normal, that maybe he should try speaking to a psychiatrist or a trusted one. He didn't know how to feel about that one, his trusted ones were kilometers away from him, and he'd heard psychiatrists were for basket cases, and if there was something he'd tried to prove throught all his adult life, it was that he was Not Crazy.

He found himself growing quieter by the day, he was a man of few words, but he didn't even feel like saying hi to his coworkers, opting to shutting himself off from the world in his room. He slowly lost all enjoyment from the things he used to love, like hunting or camping. Nowadays his evenings were filled with music and his own thoughts.

He was getting better at his job, though, more strategic, maybe. He chalked it up to having extra time to meditate his next moves at night, laying on his bed. He'd become perceptive enough to catch the enemy Spy red handed enough times in one match that the frenchman had just stopped bothering him that day.

He'd picked up on a new hobby recently. He'd climb to the highest point on the base, perch himself with his rifle and some coffee, and just, watch through his scope. He felt like a creep the first few times, but the more he did it the more it felt like he filled up whatever hole was on his chest. He sometimes watched his own team, it was a quiet affair. But most times his scope was drawn over to the RED territory, the ruckus, explosions and screams being so loud they involuntarily called to him like a siren.

He watched people that looked exactly like his coworkers, but felt and acted so different from them that his brain could barely process them being the same people. He was mostly fixated on his counterpart, the RED Sniper. Living in a van outside the base, he watched as his clone retreated for the day, sometimes crawling up to his roof to watch the stars, and he felt a nasty envy crawl up to him.

It didn't even make sense, sleeping in the base was the smarter option, it was warmer during the cold desert nights, he had easy access to whatever he could need, and he didn't have to walk like an idiot every single morning to the battlefield, and still, the other Sniper chose to sleep in solitude, his only company being the nature that surrounded him. It didn't make any sense, and yet Sniper wished he was him, covered in a mantle of stars, enjoying coffee at 2 am without even thinking that it would make his insomnia worse and arriving 5 minutes before battle the next day for the prior reasons.

Nothing about the other man made sense, and he missed when life felt that way.

One night, he removed his hat and his glasses and he poked his head out of his outpost, he stared at the stars and stayed like that for a bit, imagining he was the other guy. He closed his eyes and felt the breeze hit his skin, and just for a second, the ache in his bones dissapeared, making him feel whole again. But his eyes snapped open and he found himself staring at the ground, a few meters below him. He remembered he had to get up at six the next morning.

And he felt a bit silly then.

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Anyways my clone theory is that the mercs got split into right brain (red) and left brain (blu)

Like all of the red team is wayy more impulsive, creative, and just, loud and passionate. While the blus are more analytical and logical. (This theory also makes it so that emesis blu could completely theoretically happen within the canon timeline while the red team is teleporting bread so haha funny)

Naturally the two sides of the brain work in tandem so to them it DOES feel like something's missing they just aren't sure what it is. And by the time 1971 rolls around their two halves merge and they go back to being whoever they were before everything (which isnt very different they r still the same guys just more complete like a side a or b of a cassette). This last thing is scientifically not true but i like to think that some mercs just are more in tune with a certain part of the brain ergo some ppl like spy medic or engie choosing to wear blue in stuff like the comics or the official mvm cinematic. It's not scientifically viable but like, this is fucking team fortress 2 does anyone really care abt that??? anyways!!!! This was garbage mama but i just wanted to get smth out of my system im still on brainrot mode im sorry to my followers!

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"cannibalism as a metaphor for love," and it's Logan feeding Wade his thigh to prevent him from starving when they were stuck in Russian winter

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Rip oshimir u had a sexy ass 4 episode run 💔

Omg oshimir is kinda like reylo if it was written by a competent adult woman instead of a gross man and millenial disney adults *twirls hair in finger*

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Final thoughts about writing my (recently finished) bloody suit fic ltli under the cut!! (You can read it here! If you've read it and you're feeling curious then keep reading)

So!!!!! Let the light in was my first published fic, although i've been writing for some years. And in english!!! Holy shit. The idea for the fic came from a very intense tf2 hyperfixation and also inspired by Lana del Rey's song of the same name and my own hcs for the characters.

Overall i think there's room for improvement. I have mixed feelings about the second chapter, i like the framing and i'm a sucker for characters working together and finally seeing eye to eye. But i think i got too caught up in the plot and it ended up having a *very* diff vibe than the other two chapters. It's a good chapter, but it doesn't fit in this story, i feel like.

I had a hard time writing chapter 3 because i wasn't happy with what i was writing so i took longer than usual because i kept restarting until i got something i'm satisfied with, but i feel like ch1 was my favorite bc it's just real fun to write them hating eachother lmaooo. I tried to keep the snarky vibe going but i'm a sappy bastard lol.

On a personal note, next month i'm turning 21 and i always felt like it was too late for me to start contributing to fandom spaces, but it's never late! If something makes you happy and helps you to hone in a skill, please pursue it. At least a person will care about it and that's enough i feel.

I learned a lot from this experience and i'll keep writing in the future, please look forward to it!!

Also there's a falsettos reference somewhere in ch 3 bc they're lowkey whizzvin coded (not really but i'm delusional!)

Thx 4 reading 💋

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FORD & MABEL BONDING LOVERS WE'RE WINNING

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