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why are time loops always only like 1 day long?

the real horror is a months or years long time loop. no speedrunning your torture here. you have to sit with the consequences of your actions for a loooong time before the release of knowing the consequences and actions have been erased.

but oh, all the actions and consequences are gone. those relationships you built? empty. you can never build them again without the constant guilt of knowing that it's not as real the second, third, thirtieth time when you already know all their secrets and they none of yours.

but you can't hide. you can't isolate yourself because what if this is the time the loop breaks and then what? years gone by of missed chances with people who have changed you a thousand times and now circumstances have changed. you can never build back what was washed away by your own inaction. they'll never be able to meet you like they did the first time if you don't choose to meet them the first time every time

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U guys ever think about how Medic and Heavy share initials... (Herbert and Mischa, Heavy and Medic...)

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REMEMBER, YOU ARE ONE.

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My The Substance inspired TF2 fic is up!

Never thought i'd say that sentence, huh.

If Spy having an identity crisis, all sprinkled with a massive heaping dose of body horror and dark humor sound appealing to you, then check it out! The first chapter is up for the moment and we'll get to more interesting stuff next week. Happy readings :) all content warnings are within the fic

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How would you guys feel if i made a the substance style body horror fic starring Spy.........

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You guys will never guess who i saw

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do you guys remember this. this was crazy

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Am i the only one who imagined the first meet like this?? *swooon*

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Fave sniper hc i have is that his full name is michael richard mundy aka mick rick mun-dee mundy

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Tf2 freaky friday au where scout and spy are lindsay lohan and jamie lee curtis and sniper is the guy that has a crush on both of them

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i thought the ending i wrote to let the light in was corny as hell but the real tf2 ending was also corny as hell!! We won!!!

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Thanks Valve, I’m crying

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Holy shit

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— THE HUNTER & JACQUES MURNAU

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Damn right that circus show is horrifying it dealt with the scariest shit

Being a cashier in a store where people are stupid

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I need this dumbass.

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Erm. Uhhhmmm (*´_ゝ｀) hi

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And I guess I'll just miss her

Even though she isn't even really gone

But things are just different

Ever since she cut her blue hair off