#thatz how u make me

[phinjeet]

* no1 will ever take gay phineas hc from me no shez not bi she iz not capable of liking girlz she iz GAY BOY , GAY BOY MOMENT SHEZ A BOYLIKER THATZ WHAT SHE IZ (unless i’m leaning 2wardz tranzfem hc in which case hez a tranzhet girl , and he can only rlly b a lezbian in the penny/anjali au bc that au existz 4 the sake of phinjeet yuri so he haz 2 like girlz (anjali) but in no other context iz it canon 2 me) u get it or u dont

[cemeteryvalentine]

astro observations part 3 ^____^

i'm having fun doing these, so herez a part 3 🙏 a lot of these r just based off me and close friendz lol :3

(((o(*ﾟ▽ﾟ*)o)))♡

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i feel like people get on water signs (especially CANCER and pisces) for trauma dumping, and ngl a lot of us do (i used to b guilty of doing this 💀) but no one mentions how people do the same to us. like in my opinion, water signs are alwayz getting trauma dumped on. i think prominent pluto influence in ur chart also makes u prone 2 being trauma dumped on lol

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i feel like a way to make a cancer or leo frustrated with you is not returning the love they give you. i kno a lot of cancers and leo's (or natals having both in their chart) who get very frustrated when they pour their heart onto someone and not get the same amount of love in return :P. my mom and i have cancer and leo in our chart and shez alwayz complaining abt how much love she gives out to people but doesn't get the same love in return and i totallyy get her LOL

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if u have aquarius placements i'm gonna assume u have a god complex or sum 😹😹

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taurus placements looove things they don't need. like im alwayz broke from buying cutesy charms, trinkets, mini plushies, makeup, cute clothes, you name it. we also love receiving gifts :3 (or atleast i do).

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virgo placements care soooo much about appearance ^____^ and imo, we got the coolest style cuz of it 😼. nowadays, i'm alwayz getting compliments on my style :3 and pretty much all of my friendz with virgo in their chart.

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adding to that, i also feel like virgos feel uncomfortable if something's off. like growing up with a virgo rising, i would play a lot of dress up games, or games that required it or any form of decorating, and i would spend major chunks on time making sure everything is in perfect detail and matches my vision. and if it isn't, i get upset and feel itchy LOL. like even now, i spend so much time on my phones appearance, but i currently don't like how it looks cuz it feels like itz missing something and it's bothering me so bad LOL 😭

(^з^)-☆

air signs r soooo friendly. every air sign i know haz a fuck ton of friends 😭 earth signs too, cuz they're so chill.

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okay thatz it pookies :3 idk if i'll do this again soon cuz i still got a lot 2 learn abt astrology and more observing to do, but i'll sure asl do this again, even if it takes a while :3. drink water, eat food, n sleep well ^____^

[w1n3bunny]

chat can u infodump abt phinjeet im intreuged <- hasnt watched pnf but probably should

* UR GIVING ME A FREE PASS TO TALK ABOUT THOZE FREAKZ TOBY ?!??!! I OWE U MY LIFE (sorry this took a while to answer i need time to gather and properly express my thoughtz GAH (also excuze the poor quality of my screenshotz im on a budget))

* this iznt going to be coherent but HERE WE GO

* so a big part of what compelz me about their dynamic iz the fact that theyre essentially on the same level/wavelength , while ofc phineas iz more adventurous and baljeet iz more anxious , theyre equally intelligent (NEEEERRRRDDZZ) and can speak the same nerdy language and truly listen to each other (smth i cant alwayz say for their more popular pairingz with other characterz WGAT WHO SAID THAT WHO SAID THAT)

* i lov when theyre in sync !!!!! i lov when they get each other !!!!!!!! they sincerely care about each otherz interestz becauze they hav Shared interestz !!!!!!!!!!!!

* they hav a shared interest in sci-fi , theyre both big fanz of an in-universe show called space adventure n therez an episode where they go to a sci-fi convention in space adventure cozplay , tho baljeet iz shown to hav a more Persistent interest in it . in candace against the universe he repeatedly triez to uze thingz that happen in space adventure az solutionz to the gangz space related problemz , even against hiz own better judgement and understanding of science , somtimez veering into just straight up infodumping territory . this pretty much alwayz endz poorly lol , ig hyperfixation beatz logic . mood

* (HEZ LITERALLY ME)

* at the end phineas makez hiz own space adventure suggestion , and thatz the only one that actually workz out . SAD !

* they also both lov math n science specifically ! phineas channelz hiz passion into crazy projectz and inventionz while baljeet moreso lovez math itself , and therez an episode where phineas iz shown uploading blueprintz to hiz n ferbz website so baljeet can check the math , which he doez very quickly and then sendz over the updated verzion , and although we only see this once it impliez to me that this iz a regular occurrence to the point where theyve got it down like a routine I JUST THINK THATZ CUTE !!!!! lookit theze nerdz <3333

* i see them az stabilizing forcez to each other , when baljeet iz freaking the hell out about smth phineas can help him look on the brighter side n realize itz not that big of a deal , or assure him thingz will work out . when phineas iz bouncing off the wallz and not thinking very far ahead baljeet can bring him back down to earth and challenge hiz leadership in a way the otherz dont often do , or correct hiz mistakez if need be

* and becauze of the way phin needz jeet to check over hiz math , and the way he misspellz time machine az tie machine in “its about time” , i like to hc phineas like . iznt necessarily Bad at spelling or typing , but iz very prone to making obvious mistakez in hiz haste , so itz great that he haz a nerd friend whoz happy to review hiz work n catch thoze for him YAY

* a similar phin hc i hav iz that , cuz of how hard he hyperfocusez on building stuff , hez constantly getting bruizez n scrapez that he doeznt even notice cuz hez too In The Zone . he could be leaving a trail of blood and would hav no idea LOL till someone pullz him aside to point it out (just adhd thingz <3 hez literally me) . everyone else startz carrying bandaidz for hiz sake . baljeet uzez blue onez , which iz why i pretty much alwayz try to draw phin (at least younger phin) with a blue bandaid on hiz hand . im makin it gay , it symbolizez jeet being there for him when hez hurt ..... hand holding ........... hehehehehehe

* i also somtimez draw jeet with a yellow bandaid on hiz noze for similarly gay reazonz . muahahaha

* at the start of "cranius maximus" baljeet freakz out becauze he feelz like hez getting dumber the more he hangz out with phineas and ferb since he iznt studying 24/7 anymore , even tho id argue the experience he gainz through their adventurez iz just az valuable , but i think itz a fun point since itz kinda noticeable how much more actively baljeet seemz to engage in the backyard gangz activitiez az the show goez on

* it most likely waznt an intentional Story Decizion for jeet to start changing hiz mind about the importance of hiz studiez after s1 , but i wouldve liked if it waz actually treated az like . a change , an arc of sortz . like at the start of the summer hez super focused on school and not interested in pnfz projectz , but az he keepz incidentally landing in their orbit n finding thingz they hav in common he gradually becomez part of the gang

* that half-made-up early summer baljeet probably wouldve been completely content sitting around n studying for hiz summer school classez all day , but here he iz coming to phineas and ferb with hiz “boring” activity , not even directly Asking them to make it more fun , just hoping and trusting that they Will . smth about that getz me idk . he likez playing with spinning topz , but now maybe smth about hiz change in routine haz made them a bit dull , and he trustz that pnf will figure out smth more exciting (and dangerous lol) to make of them . also just . how much they clearly like each other and enjoy being in each otherz company THATZ CUUUUUTE

* and OFC phinjeet wouldnt be phinjeet without "the baljeatles" (I ALWAYZ WRITE IT AZ PHINJEATLEZ IM COOKED) , one of my favorite episodez , in which pnf try to teach baljeet how to rock tm since hez accidentally signed up for a rock n roll camp n iz terrified of getting a bad grade . SUCH A GOOD EPISODE which so many of my phinjeet hcz hinge on , becauze THEY WERE IN LLIKE ?!?!?!?!?!? A PUNK ROCK BAND TOGETHER ?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?! EMOZ ?!?!?!?!?!?!?! /J

* THERE WAZ NO REAZON TO PUT UR ARM AROUND HIM LIKE THAT DAWG I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE . i hc it waz at this very concert that phineas had a gay awakening LOOOL . for the entire episode up till the concert jeet haz been very anxious and uncertain becauze he just doeznt know how to Rock , he doeznt Want to stick it to the man , he doeznt want to break the rulez , but now suddenly he walkz out on stage az a completely different , angry and confident person . i can just vividly picture phin freezing up and forgetting hez suppozed to be doing backup vocalz n stuff n ferb haz to like nudge him and remind him hez on stage . dumbass

* and despite all their wholesomeness theyre not above picking on each other (lightheartedly), which iz also extremely important . somtimez itz one-sided since jeet tendz to be the more petty n snarky one , but yk

* i think therez just . so many little thingz like that that make them such a compelling dynamic to me , n not even necessarily in a ship way , theyre just cute wholesome friendz who like each other !!!! and i think theyre both aro anyway , alloz could never understand phinjeet . thatz a qpr🫵 .

* theyre two nerdz who like sci-fi and space and math . they are sun and moon coded . they are puppy and kitty coded . they are a team that cannot be beaten ("they were also referring to ferb there-" this aint about him/silly) they respect each other and help each other whenever they can . phineas haz a little device that receivez holographic messagez from baljeet whenever he needz help (in One episode but SHH SHHHH) . after candace getz abducted by alienz in candace against the universe baljeet iz the first person they turn to n hez immediately like “i assume you will need me to build another portal” like he just Knowz . and hez fully on board , no questionz asked

* theyre also super autistic !!!!!!! they both hav episodez where they freak out over a change of planz (in "bubble boys" baljeet triez to take phineas' advice to "seize the day" very literally , by planning out every single second of hiz day and then freakz out when hiz schedule iz disrupted . in "bully bromance breakup" jeet forbidz the use of technology az the gang climb a mountain and phin lozez hiz mind , desperately suggesting ideaz for inventionz n gadgetz to the point where he stopz climbing n iz being pulled along by everyone else while curled up into a ball) , they both hav som trouble understanding tone and social cuez , they both infodump and stim , etc

* imagine: they are stargazing together and infodumping to each other about space . they are huddled up on a couch watching a space adventure marathon and eating popcorn , talking to each other for hourz . phin iz hovering over jeetz shoulder az jeet checkz hiz math on a blueprint . they are doing each otherz emo ass make-up and singing together . they are talking about beez and spiderz . they are dyeing each otherz hair . they are drinking cappuccinoz . they are bickering lovingly .

* now lemme yap rq about the aro thing cuz im aro and itz super important to me:

* phineas iz the one whoz more obviously aro coded , most notably cuz of how he never pickz up on any of izabellaz advancez and remainz completely clueless about her feelingz for him , but smth specific that getz me iz the way he talkz about romance in “that sinking feeling” . baljeet freakz out about hiz childhood friend being Pretty now , he wordz it weird like “now she is … a girl !!!” but hez like ten and itz 2009 dw about it

* the point iz , phineas iz like “oh i think what girls really like is romance , we learned all about it in this movie we watched !” . the movie waz titanic , and phineas doeznt think of romance az a feeling or an experience , but az an arbitrary list of itemz from a movie . he thinkz classical muzic , roze petalz , a cruize ship . the ship startz FUCKING SINKING and everyonez panicking and hez like “wow ! is this romance or what !” little guy haz NOOOO idea what the hell romance iz and hez trying hiz best but LOL .

* meanwhile baljeet strikez me az an aro who (in contrast to phineas) iz hyperaware of the amatonormative society around him and feelz obligated to try and fit into it and be “Normal” . he feelz a lot of aesthetic attraction , and partly cuz of PHINEAS’ confuzion about romance , he equatez it to romantic attraction

* he haz like four “love interestz” if u wanna call them that , but theyre mostly pretty shallow or underdeveloped relationship-wize , which i interpret az jeet having Chozen to hav crushez on thoze ppl , misinterpreting platonic and aesthetic attraction , looking at a person like a checklist of dezirable traitz , or just being eazily influenced and pushed into romantic relationshipz becauze of everything else combined with hiz desperation to be “normal”

* how i see their relationship developing iz later in their teenz they get together thinking itz romantic , baljeet finally feelz “fixed” and phineas feelz like he finally Getz It , but the way the ppl around them perceive their relationship , the way they themselvez only want it to be like “super close friends who kiss sometimes” , and the expectationz that are put on them to do/be More etc , make them question whether their feelingz are genuine . then somwhere down the line they (separately) realize theyre aro and that their feelingz for each other are actually queerplatonic and kind of both loze their mindz over it (im projecting my own aro experience here , when i first realized i waz aro i had a sorta-gf n i waz terrified that i wouldnt be able to lov her the “right” way or that i waz leading her on , so thatz also what i imagine going through their headz) . till they try to confess this to each other n realize there waz nothing to worry about cuz they were actually already on the same page n then theyre happy silly qppz forever the end

* az much az i like to make shit up n torture theze two to make them more fucked up than they should be , theyre really just . sweet and inoffensive . theyre buddiez . theyre palz . theyre a team . theyre everything to me and they make me phyzically ill somtimez

* herez som drawingz ! az a gift <3

* this iz certainly not ALL i can say about phinjeet , BUT IM SO TIRED AND THIS POST CANT GO ON FOREVER . so thatz it for neow peace and love <3333

[thechaoticscenejester]

A SPARKLE DINO!1!1!1!!! <333

I drew Susie in scene style cuz itz amazing!!! :3

She's so sigma!!!! 😍

Susie Headcanons under cut::

Okay, more trauma dumping onto relatable characters at 2am cuz why not :P

- Susie tends to overthink, she can't control it and wants to but everything just seems to spiral

- Like Kris, she forgets to eat and honestly feels hungry but doesn't get food for some skibidi reason

- She has anxiety and doesn't know how to talk to people, she wants to have a conversation but ends up not knowing how to start it so she stares, making others terrified.

- Despite the reputation the town put on her, she's actually very nice. She's just shy.

- She started to play along with the scary act cuz she felt like that's all she'll ever be

- When she does eat, it's stupid shitz like Chalk or Moss

- She/They/it

- Bisexual (Bite me!!!!)

- Her hair gets messy af in the morning

- She 5'6

- Always tired

- Her aesthetic is Emo/scene/punk/grudge

- She relates to this song::

Anyways, thatz all!!! :3

LMK WHAT U THINKZ SPARKLE DOGZZ!!!!!! X3

[cowcat-with-a-hat]

parappa the rapper characterz that i think they would do drugz :3 (thiz iz a joke btw)

joe chin and my proof iz: that he sold me drugz outside of the 711 last thursday nite and they weren't even drugz they were hiz branded "joe chin super drugz" AND THEY WERE PIXIE STIX still very tasty tho highly reccomend

prince fleaswallow my proof iz: he mentionz in hiz song that hez "on the run" 4 sumthing 4 what exactly im not sure but im gonna guess drug dealing i mean like he runz a flea market that soundz like a front 4 a drug ring also he lookz like sum1 who dressed themselvez while constantly stoned (trust me i would know) i just know he would smoke weed he soundz high out of hiz mind and also singz about how hez been working in the "flea market" since "hiz mama waz a baby" soundz like sumthing i'd write while high out of my mind oh and also while im on about hiz song

parappa: maybe not nesaserally DO drugz but he unknowingly sold drugz (allegedly) with prince fleaswallow 2 fix hiz dadz car altho mayb he would do weed idk XP

lammy my proof iz: thiz image (thx 2 lil mrs matter on discord 4 the proof XD)

5. guru ant my proof iz: thiz iz just a hc i have that he and fleaswallow smoke weed 2gether and he smokez 2 calm hiz nervez now iz there a good reason that i have thiz hc nah not really am i what the kidz would say "delu lu" no and who the fuck sayz "delu lu" anywayz thatz stupid tiktok kidz r stupid 6. cathy piller, ma san and randum onion lady who waz in stage 2 in the 2nd parappa game my proof iz thiz image:

7. pj berri my proof iz: ok now thiz iz another purely hc thing (actually thiz whole list iz XD) but hear me out the reason why that hez constantly eating and sleeping iz bcuz hez smoking that marijamige that mary jane that grass y'know weed makez people have the munchiez real bad and also makez u real sleepy so it makez total sense i don't c it being anyother way and if u disagree with me then letz go toe 2 toe by the slide @ the preskool i'll beet u up >:( 8. crash bandicoot my proof iz: ik ik that crash izn't TECHNICALLY a parappa character but shut up look @ this image

c look they have met thiz countz anywayz crash iz def 1 of those flordia man typez who run around on bath saltz screaming no further comment

9. colonel noodlez my proof iz: what fucking moron would try 2 make noodlez the only food on earth a moron on drugz thatz who basically the whole plot of ptr2 iz that he goez on a drug binge and thinkz that all other foodz r evil and tryz 2 make everything noodlez but then parappa helpz him sober up and he realizez hez a fucking idiot and thatz why kidz u shouldn't do drugz (or do them i don't give a shit im not ur dad)

feel free 2 leave ur hcz in the commentz below <333 (btw if u didn't read the title thiz post iz satire so don't take offense 2 thiz or sumthing idk)

[ask-lighty-ii]

[ oooh thiz is really fun. I barely get to talk to anyone about the alternate world thing :D ]

Ok, lightbulb talkin.

I tried to copy the questionz but this zilly phone we have doezn't want to and zhut off whn I tried [ wonder why ]

Thiz iz gonna be long

Anywayz, you've got zome queztions :3

-- Fan'z queztionz --

1.) "WHATS GOING ON AND WHERE ARE U???"

I don't know!! We're kind of in thiz weird place where therez no objectz but me and zuitcaze.

Everyone elze iz.. y'know how we have armz and ztuff, well imagine the thingz our armz are made of but an entire body. Doez that make any zence?

2.) "CAN WE MEET UP???"

I don't think zo :[ I wanna though, i mizz you guyz

3.) "IS THERR ANOTHER ME WITH YOU?? OR A TEST TUBE?"

nope :[ thatz why we mizz you guyz. I've been here zince the ztart of the month [ zuitcaze hazel been here zince the ztart of lazt month ] [ December 2nd and November 4th to be exact -💼 ]

4.) "AND WHAT HAPPENED TO UR PAINTBRUSH?"

nothing happened, I think, they juzt didnt come with uz ;^;. However it iz we even got here

And hii fan :] hii to all of ya

-- Test tubes questions --

1.) "And, what exactly is your environment like?"

Alright, Suitcase here, Lightbulb briefly explained it. And truly, it's really hard to explain. You think about the real world, I assume, and it seems a lot like that but.. bigger.. more real

Maybe I am not the best person to talk about being real but regardless, there's a lot more stuff we have to on a day to day basis

On ii we just really had the show and besides that, well, it was minor stuff. Nothing took nearly as much effort as what we're doing now.

School, I mean we technically have an unofficial job. Its kind of crazy to be here, everything is so starkly different from how it was before

2.) "Are you aware of... the extents of MeLife, and MePhone4's 'creative ability?' Of Steve Cobs' transgressions"

Unfortunately very much so

As much as I'd like to put everything behind me I still know about.. everything

Once i got comfortable here [ relatively ] I hoped the hallucinations would go away, that I wouldn't be tied to what i was before being transported here. But their not, and... ok, that's enough

3.) "Do you know if you are real?"

Both unfortunately and fortunately not out of context

And yes? Maybe?

Like Lightbulb said earlier we've been here a month [lb] and 2 months respectably

Which means Lightbulb is very much connected to your Lightbulb in an emotional sense [ everything you did in ii feels like she did it essentially. Even though she wasn't necessarily there ]

I, however, do not associate with many actions your Suitcase did in the finale. [ as much as I hate Cobs I couldn't do what your Suitcase did ]. I seemed to have formed here just before your Suitcase was able to overcome her fears and such. Meaning that didn't transfer over to the Suitcase here.

Kind of a side tangent there, but describing "real" isn't really something that comes naturally. Since the concept of "real" is incredibly abstract in and of itself

All this information comes from watching the show by the way, that is something we have access to here.

If I ever find out away to get in better contact with you guys I'll let you know. - 💼⚛️

Zide note, i REALLY want to zend you picturez of us/where we are. But Apricot zayz thatz dangerouz. [ Apricot iznt an apricot iznt that weird? ]

[ Atom verse works just fine for the both of us ]

I hope we answered your questions effectively and I look forward to talking with you again. Sorry about the incredibly long ask by the way.

-💡⚛️ & 💼⚛️

Fascinating. Fascinating! FASCINATING!

Your responses are greatly appreciated, I assure you! This is EXACTLY the kind of thing I hoped would come out of contact with the Internet of the real world!

and sharing cookie pizza recipes!! :D

Yyyes, that too. Anyhow! This information… information on a universe containing alternate versions of objects I know, from TWO PRIMARY SOURCES! This is scientifically revolutionary at the LEAST! I need to document this! And make copies!

Someone get me a portable photocopier and a ballpoint pen! No, two of each! And a slice of that cookie pizza! Be right back!

i think u’ve sent test tube into shock, in a good way :p

sooo taking over while shes documenting stuffs, hiiii!!1 fan here, thanx for answering!!!!!!! we hope ur school duties are going well and stuffs!! im trying 2 get our lightbulb and suitcase 2 come say hi…….

HI!!!!!!

Um, hi! This is the… the other Suitcase? Apparently there are more than two-ish, so I’ll go with Test Tube’s title for our… online presence. So, this is ALI!Suitcase! Hope you, uh, get better at overcoming your fears and all.

(I know it doesn’t come easy. Definitely didn’t for me, haha, and I’m still working on it. But just, um, talk to your friends whenever you’re feeling down. I know any version of Lightbulb would be happy to help. And family and whoever you trust. And work on some grounding methods, and get enough sleep, and take your meds, and… I don’t know, make some popcorn? You got this. Sorry, rambling.)

GOOD SPEECH, SUITCASE!!! to atom!suitcase, i am digitally wiring you TWO ENTIRE SLICES OF COOKIE PIZZA RIGHT NOW. BITE PHONE TO RECIEVE

I’m back! Don’t bite your phone, please. Lightbulb needs to quit doing that. No, Lightbulb, don’t you da

[empanadaenthusiazt]

i know we hate/dislike proshippers n all but. when did we 'normalize' sending death threats or celebrating they got trauma? thatz beyond insane to me

you can block the proshipper,, filter the tags that make you uncomfortable ('proship' - 'proship safe' - 'proship please interact' - whatever),, n dont interact with them in the first place??

i dislike proshippers too but im not sending tjem death threats or saying 'good u deserve that trauma'. i just keep going with my day. i keep scrolling. if a proshipper likes a ship i dont like then it'z fine. i'll leave them alone. it'z not that difficult

not to mention liking jimmy from mouthwashing. sure,, he'z an awful person. but you can still like how he was written n his development as long as u dont excuse his actions. people who harass or send death threats to people who like jimmy from mouthwashing are insane

harassing,, sending death threats,, whatever other harmful thing towards proshippers is a waste of time.

[pretty-sc3ne-g1rl-85]

W3LCOME 2 MY S1LLY BL0G!!! >.< Haiii my namez Tar, I made thiz blog for shitz and gigglez after my friend (her name is Lizzy btw she'z rlly cool!!) suggested it 2 me :D Anywayz you can send me askz and I'll try and answer them 4 u!! Plz no nsfw or mean stuff tho I'm a minor :(( ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Herez some cool stuff about me XD -I'm 18 -I'm a disassembly drone (dw I don't eat workerz anymore!!) -I got experimented on in a lab basement!! (Traumatizing :(() I look rlly cool now tho so itz all good :33 -I like drawing! I'm trying 2 learn how to draw in the scene art style rn, it'z a little tricky but I'm making progrezz :D -I have a bf >///< (he'z a little stupid sometimez but I still luv him<3) -I rlly like splatoon :3 Thatz it for rn, I'll prolly post more once I start getting askz, byeeee!! <3 _______________________________________________________ OOC PART FOR RULES!! -once again, be respectful. But silliness is allowed (we get up to a bit of tomfoolery here) -try not to make the topic too serious unless it's something serious that happens in MD/Tar's lore -you can ask about characters from the show as well, along with events within MD. -You can also ask about the fan episode, aka intermission. (I think that's a really sick episode tbh) -just try not to be too creepy, keep it silly and cool, and we're all chill! [OOC: I'M SO SORRY IF THIS IS BAD I'M NOT SCENE MYSELF SO THIS PROLLY SUCKS}

[xxbl00ds0akeds3raxx]

what would be your plan if you ever do get away from this damn town? I'm guessing you're bringing abel and robin with you but where are you guys going to stay? would you miss anyone from here?

WHEN abel, robin, & i leave this town. ^.^ not if!!

we will walk out on foot if we fkn have 2. robin hates the idea + he refuses 2 get in stranger’s carz. i get it coz hitchhiking is dangerous & i’d still B hesistant 2 do it w/ two men :/

but TBHHH if worst comes 2 worst, abel could pepper spray them :// and idk maybe take the car likeeeee im not going 2 post online & say my bf should commit grand theft auto but umm…… n e wayz ^.^

robin wld want nothing 2 do with any of that tho ^^’ its so frustrating sometimes. not everything can b safe. sometimez u need 2 make sacrifices . we kind of have 2 do awful shit to escape from it sometimez

when we get out, we cld rent a flat or hop hotels until we find someplace that ,,, is better, yk? not too sure how the surrounding towns r. i don’t wanna escape & get tied down to another place thatz just as corrupt :/

abel & i have money & we r still saving up. i’m confident everythin can b ok one day

there r definitely ppl that i’ll miss ofc! im sentimental so i bet i'll even miss tha shitty ppl. like i cant fkn stand bailey or briar but at tha same time they've done so much 4 me that i knoowww i'll think abt them.

sirris and sydney have nvr been anything but sweet 2 me <3 i'll miss whitney & charlie & sam & niki & plenty of other ppl!!! but ik that in the long run it'll b best for me 2 leave <3

[genderqueerdykes]

Being genderfucky makes my decision on whether to take HRT so fucking confusing like, sometimes I think it would be so cool if I had all the permanent changes that came with it but then other days it's like oh ough, hell no. I wish there was a way for me to shapeshift 😔 rip

i actually understand that a lot, i've always wanted to just be able to shape shift and have an appearance that can be changed to reflect how i/we feel. it'z a hard decision to make and i am glad you are considering your options, you have every right to go back n forth on it, and question if it'z really for u!

i've been questioning top surgery for 10 yearz now and only got put on a waitlist for it this year. it'z okay if you don't know, and ultimately, if you do decide to start it and need to stop thatz okay! no shame either way, regardless of what choice you make

take care! i hope you can figure out something that works for you, if you have any questions or anything feel free 2 ask! you are appreciated

[phinjeet]

* phinjeet domestic silliness hcz/thoughtz/scenarioz cuz i cannot get them out of my head:

* baljeet working at The Puter grading paperz n shit all day , phin walking in 2 bring him a coffee n see how hez doing . he noticez how exhausted hiz guy iz n suggestz a game of scrabble , thoze geekz looovvv scrabble cuz they know so many Wordz

* baljeet getting ready 2 leave 4 work in the winter n phineas fussing over him , zipping up hiz jacket n wrapping him up w a scarf cuz he doeznt want him 2 get sick , then giving him a big hug and a kiss on the cheek while jeet rollz hiz eyez but cant help grinning

* conversely , baljeet alwayz adjusting phinz clothez , buttoning up hiz shirtz , tying hiz tiez (when/if he wearz them) , smoothing down creasez and moving hair away from hiz face . they also def paint each otherz nailz and assist w hair dyeing

* phin and jeet on the couch w a big bowl of popcorn , phin already having eaten like a third of it b4 the moviez even started n jeet snatching the bowl away 2 stop him (his greed sickens me/ref) . jeet throwing a piece of popcorn at phin in playful jest only 4 phin 2 effortlessly catch it in hiz mouth n eat it . jeet iz taken aback n throwz another while aiming higher so it goez over phinz head , phin keepz catching them every time , diving after them n def tumblez off the couch at som point n nearly takez baljeet w him , they only stop when jeetz arm iz sore from throwing at increasingly ridiculous anglez . they hav missed the start of the movie

* at any given moment 1 of them will burst in2 the room going “SPACE ADVENTURE !!!” n the other will alwayz respond “ITS AN ADVENTURE IN SPACE”

* phin just lovezzzz 2 b in baljeetz space . at any given moment he iz draping himself over jeetz lap , resting hiz chin on hiz shoulder while hugging him from behind , reaching 4 hiz hand , etc stop this fucking guyyyyy

* “do you just want attention right now” “whatz wrong w wanting attention” “you are like a cat” “youre the cat”

* phineas cooking breakfast even tho he doeznt like cooking just so baljeet can sleep in longer (“making breakfast 4 my beautiful wife” “who tf is burning down my kitchen”)

* baljeet lovz 2 play w phinz hair , phineas lovz 2 tangle hiz limbz w jeetz so theyre just a big cuddly pile , neither can get up if they need 2 cuz theyve basically tied themselvez up 2gether . yes they will try 2 get up and both go crashing 2 the ground they NEVER LEARN

* turning on the space projector phin made 4 jeet when they were little , laying down on the floor 2gether n just staring up at the starz , holding handz . ADVANCED FLOOR TIME

* phineas having an awful Seazonal Depression Time in the winter n jeet alwayz making time 2 cuddle w him , support him , let him cry hiz lil heart out , watch space adventure n stumbleberry finkbat 2gether 4 hourz on end . baljeet smiling 2 himself every time he getz phin 2 laugh , and noticing the change in phinz attitude az soon az the weather startz getting warmer , how he regainz hiz motivation and the spring in hiz step , proud of him beyond wordz

* jeet offering milkshakez n phin cheering like YEESSS I LOVE THE WAY U MAKE THEM and jeet blushing and waving him off like Oh You

* phin and jeet az xavier fred and amandaz weirdass unclez . baljeet becoming part of the flynn-fletcher family and phineas becoming part of the tjinder family in general

* “so whatz the dress code 4 this thing” “do not wear your faggot shirt”

* theyre alwayz making each other laugh idk thatz just an important thought 2 me . they make each other laugghhhhhh

[t-underneaththeradardancing]

tumblr surely gotten glitchy - wuz trynna actually rite sum poetry - thinking bout goin out -search for the moon later - thatz as fukken poetic as it get donchu think - witchy also and thinking murder - and yes some of them are ravens they intermingle more than u might think round here - and various types  - thick sturdy beaks v long thin crooked good for digging - and i beak -less -  not sure how many maybe a couple dozen regular and scattered others - used to b hundreds -  - some eat unseen itsa new regime cuz neighbors and it had gotten outta hand - 30 50 showing up at more or less same time - and so loud omg - it scared ppl - now - reduced to a couple square foot feeding area - and close v having the whole roof next door and throwing handful after handful - feeding more on the street tho they come to me sometimes silently - we make more eye contact and just being - oopsy daisy we digressin - and so tried onna fone but everything wuz weirdy - then again everything  iz getting jenky and so busy overthinking but doing almost nothing it seems - maybe not that bad - lots of kinda routine med tests cuz aging and past behavior - and its been hard to shake watever it wuz - imma better getting back some strength slowly - hope to b up to performing by the 2nd week of july and playing not too badly almost daily - so back to the moon and murder and poemy deep like adele - will know some more re results a week today - nice lady who sticks me w needles aint too worried and that is comfort - spent every day in 5 recently  -talking to call centers all around the world - a musical soon for real - been a little agoraphobic but tbh parts of sf can b a little scary  not jest lately but then again more so - might play wild cards but not stupid chances - well not so much so often and there r degrees  

anyyah we must be going - do something ( ez ) bout dinner - imma think pizza delivered lol - it duz mean a trip up and down 3 flights and while waiting maybe find the moon to watch 

[kitkatyaz]

THANK U FOR THE REQUEST! shez a little scary but thatz ok and if u want i can make a srs version of it lmao I drew this with a mouse and my drawing tablet upside down

(itz kinda obvious idk how tf to use tumblr!!! dont mind me)

[appreciatingtokrev]

OKAY SO during the like week or so while you were gone i got really really REALLY fucking deep into my emo punk bands/bandom hyperfixation and oh my god someone please save me

you don't really have to hear too much abt it if youre uninterested atm since ive infodumped abt this to nearly all my irls who'd listen but if u do thatz cool to :) but yeah uh my bandom hyperfixation got/is getting so bad to the point im referencing real events/theories in my band au fic 😭? esp cuz the two ppl surrounding it are in bands that i headcanon on the tokyorev dudes so yeah it worked way too fucking perfect and im here for it!

but lil spoiler its abt a lot of unrequited izakaku<3333 if you remember that one sanzu x mucho breakup fic i wrote before i kinda hinted the arrival of izana coming back into mucho's life so thatz where the angst comes from. its ur good ol 'i'd die for you but i don't really think you know how serious i am about it' dynamic (again, projecting)

but yes. going into the bandom rabbit hole unexpectedly and never being able to look back has been one of the best and the worst things to happen to me /affectionate. like my sleep schedule is at an all time low my grades arent getting any better and my bf is already having problems of his own with HIS boyfriend (who is also sadly my ex. fucked up i know) BUT. staying up all not consuming media and content from these lil fandoms make that lil whole in my heart rn full for just a few hours so- it means a lot to me yk <3

ANYWAYS i love my emo boys pls ask me abt my emo boys. (u dont have to btw im just insane abt them)

oh oh i am definitely listening!! this feels kinda embarassing to say tbh i know like. zero things abt music most of the time i’m just not interested in more than like three songs from a specific artist/band so yeah never hyperfixated or anything. which means taku dear i have no clue what i should even ask you 😭😭 but but but i am listening, feel free to infodump!! i love absorbing new information <3

also. unrequited izakaku :((( <33

[happystar-sz]

question! how do u make a stimboard/find the images?

me ?

perzonally for the middle character gifs , i either find them off gif websites ( for more popular characterz ) or make the gifs with ezgif ( video to gif webzite ) !!

for the outzide gifs i usually uze google , tumblr , etc ! i use the zearch terms (blank) stim gif / (blank) stimboard ^_^ if i get a request for a niche thing with barely any good gifz , i make some with ezgif !

uhhhhhjhjhjhjhhhhhhhh yeah thatz basicallly it for me :P im a silly little stealer

[cronaz-diary]

Hey, coming from someone who used to be just like you, I REALLY suggest you take a step back from posting on the internet until you’re 18 at least. I acted a lot like you, worse in my earlier years, and the thought that my old posts and comments could still exist as screenshots or in archives makes me extremely nauseous. You might view your behaviour as justified now, but down the line you’re seriously going to regret it even if you continue to hold the same beliefs— ESPECIALLY since you have pictures of your face on here and post personal information. You probably won’t listen to me, I know my 16 year old self wouldn’t, so all I can do is wish you good luck.

To the adults in this kid’s inbox; you need to leave them alone. One kid’s opinion isn’t the end of the world, but the way they’re reacting to what you’re saying could end their’s.

hii im finally back from my tumblr break !! the last part PLZ THE ADULTZ HARASSING ME, A 16 YR OLD, IZ WEIRD ESP THE ONEZ THREATENING ME AND CALLING ME SLURZ also it caused me to split rlly badly and a suicide attempt so can u all plz stop:(( and yea i took a break from here bc ppl here dont know how to act, dont listen and were just bad for me and now im kinda scared of anything on here and other sitez im on but im staying here and tryna get over it bc the internet iz my only escape i have nothing irl rrlly sadly</3 and yea sum old shit (mainly the stuff i made while splitting or any other bad shit like that) i feel embarrassed abt and more bc ppl wont leave me alone abt it like plz just let me forget half the thingz i do or say while im going through episodez or anything i dont actually mean

i try rlly hard not to post personal info and gonna try harder idk wut iz too much or not so if i post sumthing thatz too over sharing plz tell me and ill take it down !! only thingz (i think) i rlly share iz my outfitz/fashion, other social mediaz and who i am ig (. > .)

im gonna stay here and on the internet but def will take more breakz tho esp bc stuff iz kinda hard rn and i hadnt been doing the best even before getting harassed bc ppl misunderstood wut i said and cant handle not creating stupid ass drama cuz yea i still feel we shouldnt let men in a sexuality that waz made to not include men coming from a lesbian and from many many other lesbianz i hear say thiz even non lesbianz:/

anywayz hiii ill be posting more and thiz will be my last post abt thiz stupid drama thing (for now i think) cuz i wanna post abt other stuff i made thiz to talk abt shit going on (without too much detail), be myself and so ppl can see my outfitz