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"That's why I don't want you to treat it as a mere moneymaker. It's worth more than that."
#orb on the movements of the earth#chi chikyuu no undou ni tsuite#jolenta#oczy#badeni#draka#orbedit#mygif#myedit#jolenta has every right to be pissed#thats the book of her friends#the way she says Its worth more than that sounds so sad ngl#its a grief that is so quiet and personal#the feeling she has as a person instead of a rebel leader#orb spoilers
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you know, you know. no gods, no masters, no kings on pedestals. everyone is fallible. death of the author. you know! you are balanced about your intake of media - you allow the wiggle room, the grace, the gratitude, the skepticism. nobody above criticism.
but still. a weird gut-punch feeling, something akin to betrayal. you read the article. surprise! an author you love is actually: a serial fucking predator.
well, shit. what now. no, you knew he was a person (all people are), but now you're wondering - what have i overlooked by accident? what messages have i internalized that are strange and cruel? and also, like, what the fuck?
his actions lay a thick glaze on top of everything. like each place is now ruined, opaque in a new way. but okay, fine, you've done this before. you knew better, right? you've been betrayed by many a cherished childhood author.
still, this stickiness. fuck. can you pick up that book again. will you read it to your children. you've recommended it to others - will you ever do that again? and of course, of course, no parasocial relationships. you were theoretically above this kind of sentiment. but the artist informs the art, right.
so it's not something as clear-cut as feeling he owed you, specifically (a stranger) better behavior - just that you kind of, in a distant and odd way... sort of trusted him to do better. it's not like a real trust or something speakable, just the faint hope that the product (good books) was a thin representation of the soul. now it feels like the product (good? books?) was a mask. in some small or insignificant way, your previous support of this person lent them power. your money and your time and your laughter.
and the thing is - you have this terrible, echoing sensation. how many times will this happen? over and over. you find out that the singer you love is actually a predator. you learn over drinks that your favorite high school english teacher is in jail for what he did to her. you listen to the news idly and suddenly discover that a woman you used to idolize has been abusing her kids for an actual eon.
what can you touch without the static melting off. you can't even really complain about it too much (you were supposed to know better, and besides, you don't want the same re-split "it's not your fault, love what you love" basic advice), but now it's here. somehow, it feels like - you let him into your life.
it's not that things need to be pure or an artist has to be like, endlessly perfect, mindful. demure. it's more just this terrible truth that has been replayed through your veins so often it feels criminally vain. power corrupts, absolute power corrupts absolutely. did you want any one person to be worth that power?
it's just that he wrote books where he seemed to understand that. he seemed to know about hierarchies and unfair systems and bigotry and privilege. you thought they were books about what it means to struggle. you thought they were about having power and still using it for good rather than for control. he spooned you a narrative of being a good guy, a kind soul. you fucking bought what that fucking monster sold.
maybe that's why they were fantasies, after all.
#spilled ink#warm up#oh im .... sick to my stomach.#i talked to him. like ....... we talked. that man interacted with my poetry and writing.#that article.... gutwrenching. i am so sorry to everyone he's ever even been in the room with.#i feel.... like... unbearably. sick.#he acted like he was cool and friends with me!! we were cool internet writers together!!!!!#i feel sick for even having been polite to him.#i ...... am experiencing something so fucking complicated.#i wonder how many of u are feeling that too. like ''oh i sent him an ask and he was funny and sweet''#THATS HOW THEY GET U. ..... and YES I KNOW!!!#i am so fucking well-read about parasocial relationships. it would just be nice to like. trust that someone ISNT#hiding a huge fucking background of BEING A COMPLETE MONSTER. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK.#by the way i am not part of a fandom. this is “what the fuck i accidentally supported a rapist” not#“but my showww”. like i care far more about like. the human cost.#but also like... people are people. idk i saw a take on here about how nobody should mourn the books#and idk. people almost always reply to any scenario with their personal experience first -#''i knew him'' or ''wow i was just at that store'' or ''i grew up there'' or whatever. because that is how we establish connection &#emotional weight. that's just... a person thing. and there is a difference between 'oh this guy is a monster'' & the feeling of:#he's been a monster and i SUPPORTED THAT. i CELEBRATED him. i !!! a fucking victim myself!!!!!!!!! SUPPORTED . HIM.#i am sick. i feel so much pain for her and everyone he's ever hurt. saying ''the books are ruined'' is i think ... like how people say#they're shocked and disgusted by him. (obviously there's nuance here. im sure there's some creep doin it wrong. but u know. in general)#idk..... im an author. i understand my work is in your life in whatever small way. i understand that connection. it's real.
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Do you think if the trolls all came back, like everything in the main comic did happen and they were alive again. Do you think Feferi would actually forgive Eridan? Or want to even be his friend after everything? I don't personally like the erisol and fefertasprite interaction…felt rushed…..so I just wanted to know your opinion if things were different! :)
Yeah, I think they would be! Feferi is one of the trolls who takes dying the least badly (relentless optimism) and Eridan does genuinely feel bad, which means a lot when it's Eridan. I think she really is genuine when she says she wants them to be friends and also that she's really not the type of person to hold a grudge, and like... death is SUPER cheap in Homestuck, it's really not the horrific, irredeemable, irreperable damage that it is IRL - and if you're talking about (Feferi) and (Eridan), then they're both dead (and irrelevent) now, so the score is kind of even.
In general, the fandom - I mean, people in general, really - tend to have difficulty divorcing themselves from other people. We tend to assume that the people and characters they like will hold similar opinions to themselves. This is how people who like Karkat and don't like Eridan can mentally gloss over or even block out their clear, close friendship, or how people who dislike Cronus can end up overlooking that Meenah actually takes his opinion seriously and unironically defends his wizard thing. Feferi really isn't mad at Eridan or upset about dying the way we probably would be, because she's friends with the horrorterrors, relentlessly cheerful, comfortable with death in general, and death is also just not really that big of a deal in this setting. "I'm really sorry about that, that was shitty of me" is honestly probably all the apology she needs, especially if they came back to life anyway.
#i dunno in general the fandom loves to blow stuff up#and make it all way way angstier than it needs to be or was even shown to be#by all accounts feferi takes dying really well#im sure shes still not STOKED to be eridan's friend again but out of all her faults#holding long unreasonable grudges isnt really one of them#(that's a kanaya thing actually)#eridan's always gonna be an annoying pest to her in large doses but i think she basically thinks of him as a friend#also eridan responds to problems overwhelmingly with Fight#so this idea that eridan will be forever mopey and angsty also doesnt ring true to his character#if anything i can see him becoming annoying again because now he won't stop fucking apologizing#like bro chill its fine already oh my god why is everyt)(ing suc)( a PRODUCTION wit)( you#because thats the last point too like#homestuck always returns to humor#hussie even says in the book commentary that homestuck is lighthearted and comedic at its core#that it keeps returning to that as a touchstone#even during its tensest moments like murderstuck theres just constant funnies and gags#so i just end up going kinda :/ when an interpretation is purely maudlin or cathartic#like its more homestuck when its funny and characters treating murder with the same gravitas as irl#not only doesnt make sense in universe where death is cheap - ESPECIALLY for trolls#but also just doesn't really feel very homestuck to me#but that is 100% personal taste so if you like that stuff by all means keep enjoying it lol#you just arent going to get uber angst from me u_u
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waiting for marvel to take you up as their comic artist so that we can have amazing art with cherik official storyline
marvel hire me to draw professor x and magneto making out sloppy style for forty issues straight you will get a BAJILLION dollars i promise
#fave#snap chats#'professor x' what are you a cop. moving on#vjeLKVJEALKV thank you much my friend one can only dream .....#you know whats so funny tho this just reminds me how like. My Number One Cheerleader was my highschool english teacher#she also ran the comic club in case thats relevant. because i was a part of that club OBVIOUSLY#i used to want to be a comic book artist but now i dont but anyway as a part of this club we'd have to draw comics sometimes#and alllll the time my teach would be so happy to get my stuff and she'd always be like#'[Snap] please promise me you'll never give up comics i want to read a comic from you one day' and stuff like that#i think id throw up laughing if i got to email her one day like 'omg hey teach 1.) im not a moody teenager anymore#2.) i got to work for marvel check it out <3' and i have to send her old man yaoi JLVKEJLKAEVJE#FUNNIEST TIMELINE IN THE WORLD I'D ACTUALLY DIE LIKE PLEAAAASSEE THATS ALL I COULD EVER WANT IN LIFE#on the realest note tho i didnt appreciate her enthusiasm enough. i wish i could tell her thank you someday#i think of her a lot whenever im in the dumps about my work she really is one of my biggest motivators#like i guess i COULD just shoot an email. maybe if i actually do something cool with comics or something#i dont even know if she remembers me so it'd just be bizarre wouldnt it#ANYWAYS. sappy story time's over theres a matcha crepe cake with my name on it BYYYYYEEEEE
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my new obsession of the month is original post-split/bfb 16

#its an interesting selection for both of the casts thats for sure#not positive nor negative#i can see a tiny bit of potential#book and taco having originally been on the same show makes me curious as to if they couldve had a potential arc to#become friends again#from the writers standpoint at least#a part of me feels like it was a good thing to seperate saw and gaty#saw needs to make new friends besides the 3 or so she already has (lollipop taco and gaty)#i can see her and leafy getting along#or flower#“hey flower youre pretty can i smell you” saws exact words taken from her mouth#with loser on twos side i feel like him and winner could get a few or a lot of interactions#for the better or for the worse#(this is me trusting that the writers can actually make a meaningful arc between the two after whatever happened to one of the last ones#(aka the tacobook one. which is a diffrent post all by itself#(i hate that stupid fucking “arc” theres so much to fix about it. using the least amount of words#possible it basically turned 8 names into one of those mean girls movie))#would they do the same “have cots have nots” with the selection of objects for bfb 17+? theres some gray objects in the mix so i wonder how#theyd do that#maybe have them choose their own team or something? idk#bfdi#bfb#tpot
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Some images of my Tsu plush from Creep Cat Toy Co. !!! I love her lots one of my fav plushes <3 !! Her glow spots are glow-in-the-dark fabric ,, its super neat !
#+ the blue duck was in the box w/ the plush when I got it :)#I just refer to her as tsunami but most folks call her Tide instead pfhb lots of my friends know Tide more then the canon wof charcaters its#real sweet <3#also unintentionally posed the first two like the post I just rbed apologies for that lmao#also pardon the beat-up state of my Lost Heir book .. its my v first wof book so its seen some things .. The Dragonet Prophesy is in worse#shape unfortunately </3#hopefully this isn’t an annoying post at all I really . like plushes!! and wanna share em !! so I hope thats okay !!!#also these guys are still for sale ! I got lucky & got a discount on her but I still had to save up for a while <//3 the company that sells#em made dragons similar to all the DoD!#either way v cool . plush moment ! yeah !#plush#my glow-in-the-dark picture was hell to get …. I took it while on a roadtrip in a tunnel lmao
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what did you guys buy for xmas (for ur family and friends)... i cant wait to open up gifts even though i had a wishlist and i think everything from it is under the tree LMFAO ana talking about gifts made me think of this... i am nosy well yes sure
#anyway i got my sister bunch of haircare face masks liquid blush makeup brushes leather notebook matching body lotion and scrub and a nike#hoodie. and for my mom i got her face serum from eucerin from the line she uses new mascara turtleneck and i will go with my sister#tomorrow and try to find pearl pendant and necklace (seperate...) thats it. i got dune in serbian for my sisters bf bc he is learning#serbian and my sis told me he wants some books in serbian. i still didnt get anything to my friends anything rn but i know what i Will#OHHH and i am going to give two drawings to my mom and sis (hopefully)#tt
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really fucking sick and tired of people who really fucking love the eddie book jumping on people who don't like or are even remotely critical of it's posts and like crusading their opinions around from the top of their high horses and shoving it down our throats.
if you like the book, great! that's awesome! love that for you! i am genuinely glad that you were able to find good in it and enjoy it!!
but not everyone did, and not everyone is going to agree with you. so, instead of going on some grand crusade where you find every single post that includes anything even remotely negative or negative adjacent or even neutrally critical and spending ALL this time and effort trying to provide unwanted rebuttals to every single thing, maybe you should just stay in your lane and find people who DO like the book and chat about it with them.
because i can PROMISE YOU, none of us appreciate it when you come onto our posts and start accusing us of "hating on" the author or "being rude" about her and her work and RIDICULOUS shit like that.
being critical of something and pointing out it's flaws is NOT inherently hating on it. i, frankly, do not know where people got that notion, but it's not fucking true so can we fucking quit assuming it is? and, critiquing something is also NOT the same as saying this is shit and it sucks and the author is a piece of garbage. again, where the fuck that came from is beyond me. you can be critical of something and still enjoy it. as soooo many of you love to point out, it's not perfect, why should it be perfect? so D U H. of course that means criticism can and should arise???
also. hot take (by which i mean ice fucking cold because it's NOT a fucking hot take), but going around toting FALSE facts as part of your "defense" does not make you or your argument look good. you, like the author, should maybe do a basic fact check first. 🙃
tldr, if you like the book, that's genuinely great, but stay in your fucking lane and stop seeking out posts from people who didn't like it to start shit in the notes.
#flight of icarus#stranger things#this has happened to me and to so many of my friends and im fucking SICK of it#i didn't even hate the book either!! i thought it was just okay#and yet i STILL get all these book lovers jumping down my throat about things i say about the book#things that - HONESTLY are not even like that scathing!!!!!#like god damn all im asking for is a little BASIC effort from the author and they all think thats me asking for her head on a platter#its NOT#i have no problem with the author#she's whatever to me honestly just a vessel through which the book was given to us#ALSO she is some nebulous blob way outside my orbit. AS IN any critiques i have of her and her work are NOT direct assaults on her???#like i dont fucking KNOW her#im not saying any of this to her face#she is a published writer she should KNOW the risks she is taking when she publishes her writing#not everyone is going to like it! there are going to be people who are critical of it! there are going to be people who hate it!#critiques and pointing out mistakes and wishing for things to have been different is not a fucking direct attack#those things are actually pretty fucking common responses to ANYTHING#and a lot of times theyre actually meant as useful helpful things geared towards improvement and not something to tear someone down with#some people on the internet need to go touch grass and learn how to CRITICALLY THINK again#the world is not as black and white as you think#n e ways. rant over. if you stuck around through all of that kudos to you. i am just. at the end of my rope with this bullshit.
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Please know that it's not anti feminist to say that a woman (*cough* Helen and Persephone*cough*) who was kidnapped WAS kidnapped and didn't go by choice ❤️
#like yes.. agency ig#but don't romanticise it#and dont erase it#when historically they were kidnapped/abducted long before society came around and said they had a choice#Helen didnt run away eith Paris she was ABDUCTED#She wasnt a bitch or petty or jealous or whatever#she was happy with menelaus#she loved her daughter and her brothers and ugh#she hated paris#like read book 3 of the iliad and tell me thats love#and Persephone#she was happy with her mother!!!#the same mother everyone demonises for SAVING her daughter???#if the mother??? is calling it kidnap?? then it is most likely probably kidnap like????#and not just demeter?? hecate???#like maybe persephone grew to love Hades but not in the beginning when he ABDUCTED her from her safe space of flowers and from her mother an#and friends#and her sisters in some versions#i could write an essay#the amount of people i see saying helen just wanted to cause a war and she hated menelaus and NO#And when they try to demonise Demeter 🧍♀️➡️🚪
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Frogs
#shitposts#tumblr shitposts#shitpost#stupid shit#my brain is so fucking fried im at my grndmas house and i ate so much fukinnn candyyyyyyyy#she has more christmas decorations up than thanksgiving decorations#okay so i have this one friend who loves frogs(unrelated)#and thats all#just a littlr buddy that lives frogs#also same friend has threatened to put a coklar with a bell on me multiple times because i keeo sneaking up behind her accidentally and#scaring her.#the worst part is i actually happen to have a collar with a bell on it because my furry friend accidentally sent it to me with a bunch of#books. i feel as though my ability to be silent is in danger#man i love putting the majority of my posts in the tags
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also speaking of farid - that movie did irreparable damage in terms of people drawing him as a fucking hunk. that is a CHILD and a skinny one at that. my brothers and sisters in Christ, he only starts growing facial hair in book 2. why has he a six-pack and is taller than dustfinger in like 60% of fanart. be serious!!
#not to be that friend thats too woke but i do feel confident in saying that a lot of it is just orientalism#why are you drawing him with long flowing hair a turban and a bare chest#even according to meggie he is 3 years older than her AT MOST in book 1#which would make him 15#and thats a stretch because like... look at the way he acts in that book and tell me that is not a 14 year old boy#it just bugs me because ive seen people call Farid a creep for being into meggie in book 2#because they have decided Farid is 17 for literally no reason so now its creepy that hes into a 12/13 year old#except he is NOT he is a CHILD#inkheart#farid
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I'm laying in bed sicky and sleepy so I'm jotting down my ISAT squeakel thoughts because I don't want it to stay on a Google doc forever. Gonna tag as "everything stays sequel", uhhh everything here as two hats spoilers whoopsies what can you do
The basic gist is that this mainly takes place from Loop's perspective where they live on and not sure what to do afterwards. "I'm back in the blinding building" kinda attitude.
Which Loop "makes" a third wish to know what the future holds for them. A light yanks them to the Change God where both of them have a very long talk about everything that has happened and what could. Change God kicks them out of their domain and Loop spends the next year learning to be a person again on their own away from Siffrin and friends.
And it is precisely a year that Loop meets everyone again, doing okay and cherry as can be while Loop looks on as a homeless alcoholic bard telling the same blinding saviour story again and again because it's popular. For a reason! And reuniting with friends and their copy slowly motivates them to curb some of their bad habits.
#everything stays sequel#nidboring#what if i am not an author and i just shared my thoughts and explained everything poorly#i say because i have no particular interest in writing fanfic nor the time to make whole comics for the stuff im thinking about#amyways loop is a bard bc i say so and need a new sick coping mechanism to torture this one with#theres also something to be said if Euphrasie and loop see each other and get to talking about wishcraft#and how much the public should know about wishcraft#loop (perceived holder of knowledge): dont think thats a good idea telling people its a real thing that can happen#euphrasie (researching wishcraft vigorously for months and planning ahead): recording information is kind of our thing and would be good fo-#loop: no#eventually loop holds off euphrasie by having her translate the rest of the forgotten books#while they book it to town and loudly exclaim how the savior journey went down to control the narrative#and to avoid second hand embarrassment of anyone repeating Siffrin's public meltdown#and they stuck with it for so long they just became the guy that tells the stories#anyways gotta sleep but imagine loop putting on the saviour tale one last time for the night and across the way they see siffrin and friends#and they lock eyes and for moment loop had deja vu that not even their copy recognized them
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watched the 2004 punisher movie yesterday with pixie and honestly i had fun 👍 some stuff was good some stuff was eh some completely irrelevant stuff made me mildly annoyed. but most of all it was funny and they had frank hang around with his tits out for multiple scenes so i mean how could i not have a great time tbh
#marvel#frank castle#the punisher#its also the movie that has the frame that i found like. on a wiki or something? and that pushed me down the punisher rabbithole#maybe im insane but i REALLY liked how frank looked in that movie. lost. confused. profoundly sad. bare chest glistening with sweat#whats not to like honestly. i also felt incredibly bad for thinking this the entire movie because im actually going. a little insane#like lately i just feel generally bad for liking frank in that way at all. as in both romantic and sexual. just. im sorry frank really#so the entire movie id hide my face in my hands every couple of minutes going 'oh god hes so hot im so sorry hes so hot im sorry'#what the fuck is this kid doing#anyway the thing i also liked on a more serious note was that the death of maria and his son was dragged out#because it like. like it kept going. and going. and with every second we both just felt this sense of like. dread and helplessness yk#like you KNOW theyre going to die anyway. and yet you watch them struggle and. its such a specific emotion#my least favorite horror story from a book i had invoked the same emotion in me but worse#and it was called sth like 'the torture of hope' so like. thats the best description i can give#also the thing that annoyed me for no reason was joan being blonde. why is she BLONDEEEEE#SHE JUST LOOKS LIKE MARIA LIGHT THIS IS SO. STUPID#also poor third neighbour but i assume in this movie he had the same role as in the comic (none) because its the 2004 one#i liked daves vibe. seemed like the type of guy my friend karol would have us smoke weed with on her birthday#and also he was just like me fr
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♪ I wasn't even ON fuck you. But you tryna make me look stupid, I'll slap the DOGSHIT outta you, stop playin' with me ONLY FRIENDS as SZA Lyrics 3/? -> LOW
#keep it on lowski I'm the lowest of the lowest#thats right babygirl they go low we go underground :))) thats my girlie my sis i would die for her#only friends the series#ofts#only friends#mew witsarut#only friends mew#topmew#raymew#gmmtv#book kasidet#jojo tichakorn#cgedits#mygifs#oftsXsza#overlay#blending#honorable mention for Mew was I Hate U (obviously) it was really a toss up#but Low is my fav song it was my no.1 song on spotify wrapped
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Utonium after my s/i encourages him to infodump about his science projects/special interests to her 💖🫶💖🫶💖
#jane journals#self insert talk#🔬 starkissed scientist 🔬#waaah i wanna draw a comic about it but im at WORK 😮💨😮💨😮💨#its ok tho i can still dream about it 😊#and ive been chatting with friends a little more about more details of it like her alien species and other cute things#like i think its adorable that she'd have all kinds of alien themed stuff#and would read books on theories about extraterrestrial life just to be like “pfft thats NOT how that works at all ive BEEN to mars 🙄”
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as someone whos the worlds worst gift giver WHAT THE FUCK DO I GET MY FRIEND FOR HER BIRTHDAY SOMEONE HELP ME PLEASE I BEG
#she got me the MOST AMAZINGEST THING#thats not a word#like one of those book stamp thingies#like it indents the page#and it says#“from the library of [my first and last name]”#ITS CUSTOM#ITS SO COOL#BUT IDK WHAT TO GET HER#AND ITS MY BEST FRIEND TOO#SINCE 3RD GRADE#HELPPP#eunoia annoys '♡'
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