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I experience misogyny literally every day. I experience transphobia every day.
Somehow I have never experienced transmysogyny......

#youre actually the ONLY trans femme thats ever talked to me like this after i posted a thought#i didnt even mean to imply that both women would turn and scream just the blonde#but i guess i need a pr team now bc YOU search thought the tags to find ME then belittle me for being a transmasc#i dont even know you.#you dont even know me.#why are we acting like we have to fucking fight and kill each other bc some people have it worse than others?#anyways im gonna go hang out with my queer friends tomorrow#i hope you do the same.#otherwise its not worth it to keep talking yeah?#i already take enough psych meds
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i need a SCOTT/ SAM TWINS X READER ASAP
maybe smth like sam was seen with alyssa and scott was seen with shelby WHILE THEY SLEPT WITH READER (or dating reader) so y/n makes them PAYYYY UPPPPPPPPPP purrrr
or any other twin story cuz i realllyyy need them so badly rn


* GIRL YOU GOTTA SHOW ME į # šŖ»
sorry I put this off so long I wasn't sure how to write it but here it is scrumptious š
edit: so I um wrote the first paragraph on Saturday but after the cut, it gets STRAIGHT to the point because im too lazy to think of anything else to say + I feel like a lot of the stuff I write is the same exact thing + I feel bad not getting to this for a week.. IM SORRY
uh this is more about scott cause what I wrote.. WOAH. never written about that before. trying something new. anyway I feel like scott WOULDNT like this but sam would, so he's not the one really being punished yk? PLEASE COMMENT AND LMK WHAT U THINK OF THIS!
"Neither of us is even dating you." Scott scoffs. "I dunno about you," He looks at his brother. "But I'm not gonna let some chick I slept with once, tell me who I can and can't see." The blond rolls his eyes. He was wrong. He was definitely gonna let you boss him around, but you needed to show him that you actually could. Scott is so fucking stubborn all the time it's so annoying. He was even worse than his brother, and that says more than enough. Sam is such a little bitch too.
Scott whines as you slap his cock over and over again. "That hurts!" His voice was high pitched and his eyebrows were knitted together. "Should have thought about the consequences of acting like a brat." She rolls her eyes and slaps it once moreāharder than the other times. "I'm sorry I'm sorry," He whimpers. "I'll be good. Just stop slappin' it around like it's some sort of toy." He pants and makes eye contact with Sam.
Sam was holding back a smile. Seeing his brother being put in his place for once was awesome. He wasn't looking at his dick though, that would be really gay and sooo weird. "Should have kept your big louth shut, huh Scotty?" The pasty teen shakes his head. "What. A. Shame."
"Don't think you're not getting it either." She gazes over to Sam.
"What?!" Sam scoffs. "I didn't do anything!"
"You lied to Alyssa. You said you've never done anything with a girl. I'll let you know now.. Alyssa and I are friends."
Sam's heart drops. No way. No way you two are friends. You just.. let him go hook up with your friend? After doing the nastiest things with YOU?
"Thats kind of skankish." He mumbles and tongues his piercing. "What the hell am I getting in trouble for? I didn't know you were friends, you didn't tell me."
"You lied to her about being a virgin. I don't appreciate you lying to my friend."
Sam groaned. He pretended like getting his cock slapped was the worst thing that could ever happen to him because it doesn't feel good! But you both knew he was putting on an act. He's a little freak. He's probably dreamed of getting his dick smacked repeatedly.
While this whole conversation between you and the other twin was going on, you didn't stop torturing the blond. Unlike his brother, he hated this. It hurt so damn bad. Didn't feel good in the slightest way. "please stop. i-i'll stop giving you attitude."
"Liar." She rolls her eyes and smacks his cheek, causing him to whine at the sharp sting. "You're only saying that because you want it to stop. I want you to apologize to me, and you better make it good."
He whined and mouthed off about how this is so stupid and that he'd never apologize to you. He didn't owe you an apology. Does he know he could easily put an end to this? Duh.. but he's letting it happen. Why? He doesn't know. Its definitely not because he likes it. His cheeks were red and his eyes were pouring tears.
So what was the deal? Scott Monroe loves to get put in his place.
"I won't talk b-hhuuh.." He squeezes his eyes shut. "back.. I'll-mmh!!" Scott continues to whine as you hit him. "I won't be a brat anymore, fuck! Just stop. Please stop. You're hurting me." He manages to say without any other cries.
Now, it was Sam's turn.
Scott rested his cheek on your thigh, laying on his side on your bed. His left hand was caressing your knee. Your left hand was caressing his cheek meanwhile your right was slapping Sam's cock.
He hisses, laying back on his elbows, watching how you repeatedly beat him. "Fuck.. that feels great." Freak. He got way too into it.. he tried to take your wrist and fuck into your hand. Well, actually, he did do that.. you let him work himself up. Before he came, you removed your hand and he was pissed.
And unexpectedly, he was able to cum with one more hit to his cock.
"We should do this again sometime." Sam smirks. "Don't you think it's a good idea Scott? Wasn't that so much fun?"
Scott gazes at his brother. "Mm-mm." He hums like a child and hides his face back into your thigh. Honestly, you liked when he got like this. He was gonna be so sweet and touchy the rest of the night.
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I didn't wanna talk about it earlier but i just wanted to say something quick. This is going to be long so im sorry and pls scroll if its too much, I understand. I need to rant and idc how many ppl disagree with me.
Its weird to see how much he changed over the last few years. He used to be (or portray himself to be) a boyhood liverpool fan who wanted to captain the club and be here forever. He was humble and kind. Recently, he seems to be more egotistical and fame hungry. This is obviously from a outside perspective since I dont know personally and never will and will never be in a position to say what kind of person he is first hand. But the change in behaviour hes shown is sad to see.
I knew he was gonna leave because it was SOO obvious, but now that he's confirmed it himself, it just makes me more disappointed and frustrated at him. He talks about "wanting a new challenge" but is going to a team who constantly wins trophies and he knows that it wont be challenging for him to win them. There's no challenge in real madrid. The only thing is the bunch of egos and entitlement. Madrid is one of the best teams itw but it hurts to see how hes gone about the situation to join them
He says it was a hard decision but has been talking to them sneakily for 2 years (apparently). If that's true, why do interviews saying that you want to stay at the club forever and that "it means more" when you're planning to leave us on a free to win trophies that are meaningless at madrid? Like- it doesn't make sense.
Hes leaving on a free to join a team who doesn't even want him enough to pay for him but thats what madrid do. And yes, you can say they did the same to Mbappe but he was going through an unfortunate situation at psg and Trent could've easily gotten the club money if he really loves us as he says he does.
If after everything that we've been through as a club he wants to leave then by all means go and do what you want in madrid. It is what it is. We have Bradley and will sign another RB. We'll miss his creativity, his passes and his abilities but we were okay when better players have left, we'll be okay without Trent.
When the anger goes away, hopefully I'll be able to maybe understand the situation better from his perspective but idk- I don't get why he would leave his boyhood club that he dreamed of retiring at previously for the "challenge" of winning trophies every season at a club that doesn't even rate him like that. As I've said before in another post, madrid fans will never treat him the way we did considering the fact that we had a connection with him that madrid fans never will.
It's just sad to see really- but it is what it is ig
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I think the reason people thought sam x danny felt "Forced" wasn't because it "came out of nowhere", but more that the show talked about it so much throughout all three seasons that it was basically shoving your nose into the mess you made on the floor every chance it got.
It wouldn't be as bad if, say, Danny and Sam has more genuine moments together. To their credit, there are a few- but when you're writing romance (esp if he was a boy, she was a girl- can I make it anymore obvious?) people WILL tell if you're only forcing them together because a show needs a romance subplot, and not because they actually complete each other.
What makes ships like GrayGhost (Valerie x Danny) interesting is that these two characters have a very complex and layered relationship with one another. Val starts off a bit standoffish to the trio when she was still a popular girl, but starts warming up to Danny after she's let go. THEN you have the whole other layer of huntress!Val vs Danny Phantom that makes it extra sticky.
Its GREAT because we as the audience were able to see their dynamic constantly growing and changing before the prospects of romance was even brought up a few episodes later.
With Sam and Danny, it was always "Ha ha these two like each other!!"
...Why? Why do they like each other? Because they're hormonal teenagers and Sam is the only girl Danny knows besides his own sister? Because when you put it like THAT, it doesn't sound as good now does it? Making two characters blush randomly isn't enough. We need to actually KNOW what qualities they value in one another.
Then you have the whole aspect of "Sam is more attracted to Danny PHANTOM than Danny FENTON contextually" -- which COULD have been interesting if they actually approached the idealization Sam had towards Phantom while completely disregarding Danny as a whole person. Like if thats the path they took with the ship, I'd be totally into it. But no, with them getting canned when they did, they kinda just brushed that aspect under the rug, never to be seen again.
This isn't me bashing Sam x Danny as a concept, I think it had a LOT of potential that was fumbled by the fact that Sam herself was barely allowed to even act like a real person. Butch wanted her to be goth Louis Lane and thats all he wrote!!
#long post#do I tag this as ship bashing if im exclusively talking about the canon version of these two?#But yeah I could go all day on force het ships and why they often do not work#mostly because one party or the other is reduced to a prize to be earned and not a full person in their own respects
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"We're just a polycule without the mutual romance, man! You can't just KICK ME OUT because I'm tired! That's mean bro :c"
And then the Traitor pleads his case with "I help your wife ALL the time! Like when you asked her to break your guillotine I helped her TORCH that thing! We destroyed your hard work together, man! That's how much I respect you and love you and would do for you!"
And the wife is like oh yeah he did help me a lot that's, true that's true while the husband remembers back to when she returned from the games and was like oh yeah don't worry. It's taken care of. I got help to ensure it's unusable.
The Loving Wife and Loving Husband try to care for the Traitor who is going through a crisis at being told "you could have said no" because he's the biggest yes-man in existence (to friends).
#my characters#and the wife is like YAY ! its true though he saved me a lot of energy by helping with the guillotine#why did you make your guillotine so well it was REALLY sturdy even after two slices!#and the traitor just keeps getting lil pats on the back from the husband who just#decides welp if he has a cat that he lets walk all over him may as well let a friend do the same#the poor husband and his guillotine is such a sore spot for him and everyone has to bring up the guillotine#cause who ACTUALLY learns how to make a guillotine to use on themself in another dimension like thats nuts#really tho the traitor values all his friends a lot and when hes invited to hang out he gets so happy and is excited to join#even if hes tired he will get the energy somehow to be with them#long post#forgot that tag again and i need to remember that tag when i add on to my art posts with more art im sorry#also since the husband dies before the wife most times and then the traitor outlives his best friend most times#the wife and the traitor hang out to mourn in the death dimension as like a#i miss my best friend . i miss him a lot.#way and its very genuine then they go their own ways to die and be reunited with their best friends#because the husband and the wife are in fact absolutely without a doubt best friends
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You, reader, is newbie of 141 team. Got recruited to 141 by Price him self after you and your team assisted them on mission. For you, its an honer to become part of the 141 task force.
You are prepared for anything. Ready with all the training and combat that you will face as 141 member. Tho, the only thing that you dont prepare before join 141 is... how much they have sex and how lound they can be.
At first its tame. You just heard Soap moaning mess from your room (the wall that separate your room and soap room is thin). You just needed to pretend like nothing happened when you bump into your lieutenant who just get out from soap room in the morning.
Second one is when you almost walk in when Gaz and Price busy with their make out session. You just do what your do best, pretend nothing happened, close the door slowly and turned around. So thats why theres no secretary around even though its not lunch yet. Well, just place the documents on Price secretary's dask and you can go enjoy your lunch after.
Next one is controversial for you. Gaz fuck Ghost at 141 lounge room when you walk in (again). Almost trip yourself when you saw them. You thinking that gaz and ghost is a cheater for full 4 hours before you saw Price kissing Soap right in front of Gaz and Ghost.
Poly. Got it. No problemo as long as they dont bother you... right? WRONG.
They not bother you directly but with how much they have sex in soap room, it really start to influence your sleep schedule. Oh, you want to sleep at 10 after all the training that you have to endure? HAH not gonna happen. You will wakeup with Soap whining and bagging Price, and Price will tell him to behave like Gaz if he want the same reward that Gaz currently enjoy aka Ghost dick (with how lound Gaz was, that dick must be a blessing).
Thats why you finally decided to buy a headphone with a nice noise cancelling. The one you got is pretty expensive but for your sanity the price is worth it. Now, you can sleep at peace... at least when you are not deploy.
Because... They still have sex when deploy and you learn it the hard way.
Its snowing, you stuck at "safehouse" with no bedroom (more like a shack than a house) and stuck hearing Ghost and Soap having sex with you RIGHT BESIDE THEM (trying and pretend to) sleep.
"Keep quite," He said. "Okey," He said. Bullshit.
Anw, since then you always bought a earplugs with you.
2 years after indure being a five wheel of 141. You meet someone who understand your misery. You meet her in Mexico, the 3rd in command of Los Vaqueros, a nice woman with a sharp tongue.
"Your task force looks like typical orgy task force"
Gaz choke on his drink.
"Not me. Only them. Also, its not like you in much better situation."
Now, rudy the one who choke on his drink.
"Indeed. Sometimes i really want to crush their dick so they stop having sex for eternity"
"Want to do the same but soap probably enjoy every second of it"
Soap looks at you like you just betrayed him and your nonexist child.
"Oh, they are the kinky type?"
"Have you looks at ghost? You think someone with balaclava 24/7 will have normal sex life"
"Fair enough. So... What type of headphone and earplugs you have?"
"Ah... Glad you ask." *place your headphone and earplugs collection on the table*
Soap: so they never hear? I make its extra loud for them to hear so they will come to us to protest and we finally could ask them to join but... They never hear???
...
Idk how Tumblr works, nor i know how English works.
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Going over the whole byler fight in S4 BUT, its not going to be serious AT ALL, BECAUSE IVE HAD IT WITH THOSE TWO, LIKE, HOW CANT THEY REALIZE THEYRE IN LOVE WITH EACHOTHER AAAA they're so stupid, I love them.
"Yeah, but you knew that she was having trouble for like a year! And you didnt tell me."
"I didnt know she was lying to you!"
MICHAEL, MY BOY, are you seriously acusing Will, of all people, after how you were with him in S2, ABOUT THE LIES, YOUR GIRLFRIEND TOLD YOU? The closet is starting to get a bit transparent
"Which is why you decided to be a douche to her all day?"
"I wasnt being a douche!"
BUT OF COURSE YOU WERENT WILL, MIKE KNOWS HE IS A DOUCHE, uh kinda, ITS MIKE QUEELER PROYECTING HIMSELF ONTO YOU. Its like in that rain breakup scene, I mean, like in the completly heterosexual discusion you had with Will in S3
"You were! You were, you were rolling your eyes, you were moping, you were barely talking. You basically sabotaged the whole day"
OKAY uh, this already is to much, like, the closet didnt become completly clear but it simply faded. I just, oh my god- OKAY, first of all you were being kind off a creep, like bro didnt stop staring at Will at any moment. Mike could describe perfectly every face Will has done through the day, he literally exposed himself. Milevens be tripping thinking that this mf is straight. AND THEN the fact that Mike's day is ruined because Will was feeling down is yet again another proof that he might like him more than a friend, like, no duh. AND LASTLY, of course Mike would only care for Will, blaming him or not, he doesnt gaf about how El might feel or about how she was bullied the entire time in Cališ Its just Will whats in his head.
"Well, she was lying to you Mike! Straight (i beg to differ) to your face ever since you got here! And Ive been a total third wheel all day, its been miserable. So sorry if I wasnt smiling."
"Yeah whatever man..."
WHATEVER MAN?? WHAT- MADRE MIA MIKE QUE OSTIA TIENES ME CAGO EN TODO. ITS NOT WILL'S FAULT YOU CANT ACCEPT YOUR HOMOSEXUALITY.
"What about us?"
"What?"
Oh its about to go down.
"You're mad that I didnt talk to you?"
YES HE IS
"Seems that you made it super clear that you're not interested in anything I have to say"
NO CAUSE BRO WAS LITERALLY PAYING ATTENTION TO YOU THE WHOLE DAY, HOW CAN HE NOT CARE ABOUT WHAT YOU SAY? THE FACT THAT WILL DIDNT TRY TO TALK MUCH TO MIKE IS THE THING THAT MADE HIM SUPER PISSED OFF IN THE FIRST PLACE.
"Thats just not true"
I mean, at least he is being honest about some things.
"You called maybe a couple times! Its been a year Mike. Meanwhile El has like a book of letters from you."
"Thats because she is my girlfriend Will!"
Yeah fr Will, he is trying to be undecover leave him byš
"And us?"
Now we getting into the good part.
"We're friends. We're friends" Repeating it twice not only to convince himself but also in case if it also becomes true. Double or nothing.
"Well we used to be best friends."
'In the closet' starts playing
...
That last part was simply to much, and enough Byler proof for me. WHY DID MIKE PANIC WHEN WILL ASKED HIM ABOUT "THEM"? WHY DID MIKE HAD TO REAFFIRM THEY'RE FRIENDS WHEN ITS CLEAR THAT THEY ARE? AND WHY IS MIKE (Jesus Christ its only Mikeš) IN A DEFENSIVE TONE?? what is the justification for all of that if he wasnt a queer kid unable to face being gay in the 80's? Its either that or terrible writting and we know that the Duffers dont dissapoint with the scripts.
And also, bruh, the song, THE GOD DAMN SONG. PLEASE I truly do NEED a mileven trying to justify why is the song called "In the closet". Where Mike and Will are fighting and they bring up their feelings. Please Milevens come up to me and explain it.
Thats basically all lmao, ty if you actually red this whole silly thing. šļæ½ļæ½ļæ½ļæ½
#gay#byler#mike wheeler i know what you are#stranger things#byler endgame#mike wheeler#byler analysis#will byers
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This is the last thing I will say, because this will end now with me. Here and now. I blocked everyone, I don't look at them anymore, its the last offer I will make these people and if the don't want, I will go on with my way. https://www.tumblr.com/nin3kyuu/782685378069053440?source=share Who ever sended this Anon hate to these people is NOT my friend, no my supporter. This is not helping anyone, this just hurts people! Stop this imediently. I am disgusted by the racism and threats in them.
I could not react faster, coz I am blocked and I blocked them. I want this to stop. This situation needs to stop.
Also I adress nin3kyuu directly: pls take this post down. This is dragging the name of many nice poeple into dirt and calling us racist and KKK out of nowhere is the worst. We have nothing to do with this.
I reported this post and hope Nin3kyuu you will delete it.
The person who said he was my friend, idk who that person is, but I promise you he is not, my friends would not do this. Maybe its a hater using the situation we are in right now, to say evil thing. I would suggest Nin3 to report these ask and keep their anon Close, the same I do. Its better for their health. We should not give other the possibility to ask anons hate, as long as this sitation is so fresh. I also got more hate, thats why I keep my anons close as well.
If you people want to talk the sitauation out. Come to me and we will find a solution how to restore peace. I mean it. Or at least how to let each other go in peace. Its the only offer I can make you. This is my last offer. I unblocked you now, so yu have the chance to reach me. I am open for a talk.
I will not talk about this any more. If you don't want to talk to me personally, then let us just go on with our lives. Because only sad stuff is resulting from this.
Thank you
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im getting into a groove working at the toy factory today marks exactly 1 month there. its so sectioned off 2 x 4 hours each day.. i dont have to talk much and its about very routine stock responses. i know what im doing each day and daily surprises are what toy am i printing on today what logo... i always judge the logos some companies can afford £500 in getting some stress balls printed but cant afford a tasteful logo... so overdesigned, take your hand off the gradient tool. how do you expect thin light grey text to come out on white well on an area the size of my thumb? .... anyway my day is very structured .. i wish i wasnt so full-time i have become inspired again with art but now its more through music/video/3d modelling. i have become more invested in being aware of what 'scenes' i am in and consciously trying to place myself where i want to be. ive stopped believing much in some kind of creativity essentialism where there is a source of it inside you waiting to be freed i think its much down to other people more than most like to admit and i think thats partly why i want to take a break for now from the more solitary feeling of illustration and move towards more 'social'/performancey art again... ive been having fun planning mixes/dj sets for me and my furry friends on second life. i say this but its funny cos at the toycon i went with my friend whos an animator and she was like ive been hanging out with musicians more and so many of them are way too vibes based and i think i really just need to sit down alone at my desk and work to make what i want to make... so i guess we will see what the happy medium is haha. this is my first 9-5 feels mad i really do think about letting it all out at the weekend thank god im close to london ive just been scrolling instagram for a suggestion or my friends will find some usually rave event to invite me to and if its there and its on the weekend... well yes i will go why not.....
youtube
#seeing andy stott among others this weekend and i was at a toy convention last weekend#i just wish i had a couple days more a week to do stuff on my computer as usual
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Stanley snyder x oc - Chapter 1

English it's not my first language so please be indulgent !
This chapter content smut !!!!
When class finishes, a young woman quickly leaves the university, taking a few narrow alleys. She hurries home, knowing that once the day begins, everything becomes a matter of timing. She wakes up at 6 AM, and her day doesnāt end until 2 or 3 AM the next morning.
She quickly enters in her 160 squares foot studio appartement ,she changes her clothers and flops onto her bed. She open a video on YouTube about a well-known forensic pathologist. She fall asleep et wake up around 8 pm. Slowly, she emerge of her sleep, she grabs a red bull in her fridge, she open it avoiding to break her nail and start to sip, knowing she needs it to keep going.
She heads to the bathroom, get dressed, puts on makeup, and one half an hour later and go to her bartendin job.
- How are you Kayla ? Exclaimes his boss, giving her a thumbs-up.
She replies imitating him a litlle smile on her face. The hour pass and she avoids drinking whats customers offer her. Had a attractive face and body, its not uncommon that some boring men thats would her compagny.
But today its different.
Tonight a handsome man approche the bar with charismatic way and take place on the high chair with a toothpick between his colored lips. Kayla remains hypnotized for a moment by this man. He's tall and slender but his tight black t-shirt betrays a well-honed muscular Il est grand et ƩlancƩ mais son t-shirt noir et moulant trahit une. The man seems to notice that the girl stare at him and smirk of.
At his smirk, Kayla understand that's she's not the first person who this man do somthing to her.
He don't do anything excepted looking Kayla and she comes naturally to him for his order.
- Can i get you something
The blond man take a moment to analyse the woman, then grabs his toothpick in one hand.
- An Amercian,Ā he demands.
Kayla does so n front of him and start with the ice cubes then the rest of the drink. When she puts the drink down, the man places a 50$ bill on the counter.
- Keep the change.
Hesitant at first, she thinks about paying her studies and takes the to drink without thinking more at. the man Sips his drink stare at kayla who feel his eyes on her. She dosen't confront him so she act like nothing until he start to speak.
- What's a pretty girl like you do in this kid of job?
This phrase... its always the same, and she's heard it a lot of time but from him its sounds different.
- I have to pay for my studies, sir.
Why did she call him sir ?? she curses herself
But this simple word seems to make him feel something cause of his smile growing.
- What kind of study ?
- Medecine.Ā Answer Kayla.
- Interesting. He finish his cocktail in one glups and take bakc his toothpick between his lips.
Kayla stare his purple lips. The man notice it.
- Get me an other one my love.
- Don't call me like that i have a name. she repply crossing her arms on her chest suddenly feeling confident in front of this man with a breathtaking charisma.
- Oh really ? And what's your name love ?Ā He asks making the toothpick rolling to the other side between his lips.
Kayla rolls her eyes.
- You don't need to know.
That's make him laugh.
- I don't see waht is funny, She say most for herself.
the blond man rests his elbow on the counter and he's rests his head in his hand and one leg over the other. He's looking at her durnat on eentire hour and that's was stange because that's dosen't bothering Kayla.
The women come back to the man with a question on her mind.
- And what do you plan to do with your evening ? She asks.
- Have fun. He replies taking a sip of his drink.
- Drinking alone at the bar ?
He laughs.
- You're keeping me compagny, right ?Ā Maybe until the end of the night. He smiles.
Kayla turns her back to him, hiding her face as she start to blush.
This isn't the first time she's been made to understand that someone wanted her body, but this time the desire was mutual. Kayla also coveted him, but in a much less direct way. Perhaps it was time to think, she thought, but feeling playful, she stopped herself.
- Oh wow, how original ! you're only the fifth today.
- I'll be the last one don't worry, He asserts taking an other si.
Her teeth sink gently into her lower lip as his confidence catches her off balance.
- Can i ask why ?
-Ā Because im better then 99% of the men that you meet.
- Better?Ā She asks.
- In bed, Stan closes his eyes, savoring his drink, before opening them to look at the young woman, completely red. And you will understand what i mean.
-I-I have to take care of the other customers, she says suddenly, much too muffled by his intimidating aura.
ke different drinks for customers. And then return to the man like the waves returning to the shore. Something about him desperately attracts her.
- I'll be done in 30 min. She tells him.
He smiles at her in a confident way.
When her shift is over, Kayla grabs her bag and quickly changes before joining this stranger. She tightens her bag in her hand and takes the first step towards him.
The blond man raises an eyebrow, eyeing her up and down. The tall man bites his lip predatorily.
In the end, maybe that was what was happening. Kayla felt like prey facing her predator, and yet it didn't bother her. She would let him do what he wanted with her.
-I live a thirty-minute walk from here, she warns.
-Give me your address, he asks, opening the GPS app on his phone with one hand and grabbing his car keys in the other.
Kayla gives it to him without flinching, far too absorbed by this man to be suspicious.
He gets into his car, watching Kayla follow him. Once seated, the man grabs a blue and white pack and pulls out a cylindrical stick that Kayla recognizes as a cigarette. He lights it in his car, not asking his passenger if it bothers her, Kayla hates the smell.
The man turns the key in his car, and the engine immediately roars, making a noise that sounds expensive. Kayla fixes her right hand on the steering wheel, her other hand resting on the edge of the window. Kayla bites her lower lip, her heart pounding, dreading what's about to happen.
Unfortunately, or fortunately, for her, the trip is quite short. The man quickly parks in a space on the street before turning off the engine.
-Well, that's a nice building, he says, taking his cigarette out of his mouth, his voice filled with irony.
Ashamed, Kayla sinks back into her seat, knowing she can't argue. She quickly opens the door as if to escape, hoping he'll follow her quickly. He doesn't need to be asked twice and gets out of the car as well, as charismatic as ever.
He falls into step with her, quickly climbing the stairs while following her. Kayla jams her keys into the lock, and as soon as the door opens, the blond man grabs her hips, pushing her inside the apartment. He slams the door shut with his foot and pins the young woman against the wall.
The man grabs her chin with his right hand, lifting her face upwards so he can gaze into her lust-filled eyes.
-Stan, he says.
Kayla frowns, not understanding.
-Call me Stan, he says in a whisper, a few centimeters from her lips.
The man named Stan lowers his face to her neck, letting Kayla's floral scent coat it. He pushes her sweater back over her shoulder, leaving the skin exposed. He sinks his teeth into it, eliciting a gasp from the young woman who hadn't expected it.
Kayla, not really knowing what to do, places her hand in Stan's hair, encouraging him in what he was doing.
Stan decides that his shoulder is no longer enough and slowly moves towards her lips. Before snatching a kiss from her, the young woman enters, opening her lips, giving him full access to her.
She lets him take possession of her mouth and places her trembling hands on his slender but sculpted chest. As their kiss took on a possessive and demanding tone, Stan grabbed her thighs so she could wrap them around his hips, to which she obediently obeyed.
-Your room, he asked between two kisses in the hallway.
-Here, she indicated, pointing to her living room, which doubled as her bedroom.
He let the young woman fall gently onto the bed. Feeling a sensation between her legs, she squeezed them together, her cheeks burning. At her reaction, the blond man frowned, a predatory smile plastered on his lips.
He spread her legs, settling between them.
-Are you sure? he asked softly, feeling resistance in his gesture.
Kayla nodded gently. With a slight hesitation, Stan finally grabbed the hem of Kayla's sweater to remove it. Stan kissed her jaw, slowly moving down to her skirt, exploring her body. He looks into her eyes, slowly pulling the zipper to reveal her underwear.
Before he can remove anything else, Kayla stops him in his tracks.
Under Stan's curious gaze, the young woman beneath him grabs him in another kiss, this time taking the lead, before grabbing Stan's black t-shirt to pull it off, revealing his toned body.
Once shirtless, the man smiles amusedly at Kayla, who looks a little more engaging.
Just as he was about to prepare the young woman, she stops him in his tracks again.
-I'm... I... Stan⦠I'm scared⦠she confesses.
-Do you want to stop ?
She shook her head from side to side, wanting to continue.
Stan's eyes widened, finally understanding what was bothering him about this woman.
-Are you a virgin ?
Kayla began to blush with shame, hiding her face from Stan. He grabbed her hands, moving them away from her face.
-Are you sure you're okay ? He asks don't want to stop there.
She nodded.
-Fine, I'll just be more patient.
So that's what he did. Stan took his time introducing Kayla to his body. He went slowly, never rushing her at any point. He, who was used to being rough and wild, showed gentleness and understanding.
When their bodies met, Kayla felt a terrible pain, as she had expected. Stan had warned her that the first few seconds wouldn't be pleasant. Then, as the seconds ticked by, Kayla gave in to the pleasure that was beginning to build within her.
-Are you still okay ? he asks, ready to stop.
Kayla breathes a small yes, brimming with pleasure, raising her hips, encouraging him to continue. This delights Stan.
As the two reach their limits, Kayla digs her short nails into the man's broad back.
He moans softly at the sensation of giving in to the pleasure.
Exhausted, Kayla lets herself fall completely back onto the mattress, which seemed so inviting at that moment.
Stan, for his part, pulls out of the young woman before standing up.
-Are you leaving already?
-I'll be back, he assures her. And by the way, don't give out your address so easily again.
Kayla nods, not really heeding the advice, which sounded more like an order than anything else. Stan is back two minutes later with a glass of water for Kayla. He had no reason to take such good care of this woman, whose name he didn't even know, but something about her made him want to watch over her. Maybe he hadn't had a relationship for too long?
Kayla thanked him and downed the glass in one gulp before diving back into the covers, making way for Stan. He settled down next to her, and unlike his previous conquests, Kayla didn't come and cuddle up to him.
Surprised, he asked her again if she was okay, but Kayla seemed to have already fallen asleep. He sighed, feeling lonely despite the woman's presence. He was used to this feeling; it took over him after every sexual encounter.
-Take me in your arms, āāplease.. she told him.
This surprised the man even more. He put one arm under her breasts and the other around her hips to pull her closer.
Kayla fell asleep this time, completely naked, in the arms of this stranger. Stan stayed up for a few more hours, thinking about her day ahead. He fell asleep a few hours later.
When she woke up, Kayla stretched her entire body, still drowsy. She had had one of the best nights she'd ever had until her classes came flooding back to her. She rushed to her phone, lying on her coffee table. Yet, she hadn't taken it out of her bag, she remembered.
Then she remembered Stan, but she didn't see him anywhere. He must be gone, Kayla thought, disappointed. She grabbed her phone and landed directly on a contact card named Stan.
She smiled, happy to keep in touch with him, but decided to deal with it later; the emergency was her classes.
She got up, took a shower, poured a cup of coffee to which she would add soy milk, then brushed her teeth before leaving home for the university. Arriving in front of the lecture hall, she hesitated for a moment before going in; she couldn't miss a class, not with the kind of classmates she has in medical school.
Taking a seat, she took out her computer to type the lecture, but during the hour, her mind wandered here and there until she remembered last night. Had he enjoyed it too? She hadn't asked himā¦
She turned on her phone, tapping on Stan's profile, then on the messages, but no messages came to mind⦠What should she write? Kayla ignored the message and returned to the lecture.
In the next lecture, which was a tutorial, she received the grade for a test, a nice little 18/20. Satisfied, she put the paper in her bag. Unfortunately, she wouldn't have anyone to celebrate with except maybe her bossā¦
Once the day was over, she repeated the same routine as yesterday: sleep then work.
-How was your day, miss? her boss asked while he prepared the bar.
-I got an 18 out of 20 in Chemistry, she smiled.
-Very good ! he exclaimed.
Kayla thanked him. Indeed, Mr. Bob was her only point of reference in life. She didn't really have any friends, no boyfriend or girlfriend, and even fewer parents to visit from time to time. They were always there, though, they didn't even live particularly far from her, but Kayla was on very bad terms with them.
She spent her evening distributing drinks here and there to the customers, receiving some from time to time, occasionally glancing at the bar, not to check on new customers but more to see if the famous blond guy would return.
Unfortunately for her, he showed no sign of being there.
The week was going on as usual, and Kayla was feeling tired of this habit. Her life seemed terribly empty since that evening with Stan.
One day during class, Kayla decided that after two weeks without seeing him, it was time to send him a message.
-Hi, she said, forgetting to introduce herself.
She gave him time to respond, but after a few days without a reply, she finally got angry. Why had he given her his number if he wasn't planning on getting back in touch with her?
She looked at the message in the middle of Biology class and decided to send him another one.
-It's Kayla, the girl from the bar.
Still no answer.
On her way home, she cursed him. She really shouldn't have done what she did; that bastard didn't deserve the privilege of her first time!
He had warned her that he only wanted to have funā¦
The next day, when she woke up and her phone started ringing, telling her it was 6:00 a.m., she saw a message from him.
"I know."
That's all?
She waited a week and a half for two words?
She was going to poison him if she ever saw him again. "If ever," which she hoped would turn into "soon." However, she couldn't force things. If he didn't want to see her, then she couldn't force her presence on himā¦

Thank you so much for reading my story, don't hesitate to correct me or give me your opinion !!!
There is 7 chapter on my wattpad if you want but it's in french t the moment !
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The thing is, whenever i saw stupid people try to glorify uzumaki clan or name only for competing them or put them on silver plate to mock uchiha, i just burst out the biggest laugh ever.
Do these people realize both of these clans are so similar that using them as fanwars or worse to elevate one of the clans from konoha is disgusting? Because both of them were wronged by the same village too, konoha. They are the same genocide victims, even worse for uzumaki that nothing is left for them even if there are more survivor like naruto or karin, they knew nothing about their ancestor or culture, the only things remain are the vast chakra or the long span of lifetime which must be part of 5% of the uzumaki. Like why not making naruto and karin bonded as uzumaki? Why not making them as sealmaster/mistress? Uzumaki was so strong and threatening that those villages all agreed to wiped them off, even konoha did not help much, so much for BEING AN ALLY. They only need uzushio/uzumaki to give them the perfect vessels for their biggest weapon, mito, kushina, and naruto were all trapped there. Mito and kushina were completely forgotten there tho, even naruto was known and all credits went to minato instead.
People will say and deny all they want and say that naruto is happy and getting his dream as hokage and all, BUT DOES HE LOOK HAPPY TO YOU? His adulthood is consisted of miserable marriage and nuclear family, even his dream as hokage looked as empty as hell, nothing changed, its all meaningless, people with eyes can see and if you want to deny it, i wont bother with them, just go with those stupid ignorance.
Uzumaki in the end of manga and reinforced w that stupid sequel was truly extinct to me, in naruto's 17 birthday, it was reminder that 17 years ago uzumaki truly dead along with kushina. Uzumaki is left only as ordinary name without any meaning as konoha intended, where its survivor didnt know its truly legacy, it ended there.
Thats why its funnier when dumb people bring brt or hmwr or hell even worse hinata to glorify them as uzumaki, like there is nothing special with them ESPECIALLY AS UZUMAKI, because there had nothing left interesting in them about uzumaki, its just empty name. Like why do use hinata lol, idc she used uzumaki's name because of marriage she is a freaking hyuuga to all boot, the same person who especially get the benefit as a main branch from her slave owning clan, who did not have a thought that her clan is in the wrong, who did not nothing in her position to stop the insanity. Nh especially loved to associating her to uzumaki to make dumb point about how underrated uzumaki or hyuuga compared to Kishimoto's favoritism to uchiha. Like ew, don't ever do disservice to uzumaki by putting them in the same bar as that slave owner clan.
Uzumaki is indeed underrated, cant say the same to the latter. When you want to hype uzumaki, use the right person instead, use mito, the forgotten first hokage's wife who sacrificed herself to be the sole weapon of foreign country that did not have the same appreciation for her and her name. Use kushina, who was brought and trapped as foreigner and weapon where she was bullied for her gene, where she had to sacrifice her own son for a goddamn village that gave his life hell too. Use nagato, karin, and naruto, the survivors who had miserable childhood because they had no real home in their clan's name, separated which later met as strangers and enemies, wronged by a system that stopped their full potential as UZUMAKI, where at the end the meaning of their name lost in the wind.
Imagine if they explored more about uzumaki? The clan of the beloved main character? Where it focused on him and his forgotten clan that just as important and interesting as clan like uchiha or senju? Instead they end it with conformity and heteronormativity where they assasinated the main characters (naruto and sasuke) and left a big stain in the legacy.
I will forever be salty and mourn the uzumaki and uzushio.
#my thoughts#uzumaki clan#naruto#anti konoha#anti nh#anti naruhina#anti hyuga clan#uzumaki kushina#uzumaki mito#uzumaki karin#uzumaki naruto#uzumaki nagato#anti hinata#anti boruto
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hi pasta ! iāve been a long time fan of you and your work, your writing is by far my favorite so far for matt that youāve reignited me to write fanfics again ! i think youāre incredibly talented and so smart in your way of designing a story so vividly it just sparked my desire to to create again after my 30th reread of TRT. it is totally okay if you choose not to answer these but i have a couple of questions for writers? i have written fanfics before but they never came out to my liking (i never published themš
) so iām looking to improve it and better my understanding of creating content that i like and am proud of!
the questions !! :
what are some things and tricks to writing lively, real dialogue? i find when i write sometimes my characters seem dull and cardboard like. i want it to flow naturally god dammit !
how do you go about characterization and staying true to it as your character develop and evolve? and to riff off of this question what is some additional research you would do to get the nature of your chosen character (ex, matt) right?
what are ways to better your writing? for example highlighting a characters complex emotions, describing the scenery around, detailed fight scenes and car chases, etc, etc. and not just them but silly grammatical errors and simple vocab. (iām trilingual so it get a bit fuzzy remember all the rules of every language š) your foreshadowing game is just chefs kiss cuz you would sit on something and brush past it but itāll make its comeback 20 chaps later, HOW??
and lastly, what is your advice to planning a long story? what are some steps you take to je respect the timeline of a show or a movie and how do you fit your OC into it? as well as making the OCās backstory fit in. speaking of backstory and lore, i find it so hard to fit in believable, human lore to my OC and not make it super childish. i think you did such an interesting job with project beagle, the antagonist, the body swapping, the symbolism, etc, that it just feel so canon to me.
well thats all i have to ask, i hope itās not too much, you really are such an awesome artist and i admire your work as a writer so much! thank you for sharing your stories on here/ao3. ā¤ļø
Oh my gosh, this is so sweet! I'm absolutely gd honored you love TRT this much, I'm so, so happy it could help make you want to write fic again! ššš Seriously, one of the things that just makes me absolutely delighted is when something I've made could lead to more things being made in turn, cause I don't just love Matt and Daredevil and TRT, I love stories in general! The world needs more of them, so this is FUCKING AWESOME. And I'm happy to answer these questions as best I can!
I'm also going to put this behind a see-more tag cause it's long LOL.
Token Matt gif just for fun. LET'S GET STARTED.
Natural, lively dialogue: Ooooh this is a fun question I haven't gotten asked before I don't think. I won't lie, part of it absolutely the immersion with all the shows, movies, and books I take in. But there's another element I was taught in creative writing classes - the idea that sometimes you should read as a writer. That is: read while asking yourself, 'how did they do that? Why? How did they foreshadow this?' Etc. You can do the same thing with characters speaking and with people. Listen to how these characters speak, how similar people speak, and try to get a feel for how they talk. I'll use contractions as an example. Most people use contractions, for example (at least in the US), in natural flowing dialogue. It's shorter, it's more casual, whereas they might speak more formally (less contractions) in a professional setting like a courtroom or when they're really angry and speaking somewhat threateningly. They also might not use contractions for other reasons - in TRT Ciro tends to use fewer contractions when speaking English, both because he's a classy guy and because English isn't his native language (he learned it more formally). I also try to treat each character as having their own natural accent (which can also show a bit of their personality). Matt rambles when he's nervous, but his dialogue gets sharp and choppy when he's furious (Devil wants to act, not talk). Foggy loves metaphors and has a lot of swings up and down in tone for emphasis (Grew up a theatre kid). When Jane in TRT is feeling particularly cold, she starts dropping unnecessary words from her sentences so they're shorter (more efficient + trained to give immediate answers without flourish). Sometimes it can also help to listen to the dialogue you write or have it go through a text-to-speech program so you can hear if it sounds stilted, but I've found the ability to detect stilted dialogue is just something you have to practice!
Keeping true to the character while letting them evolve: this is ALSO A FUN QUESTION. Especially because something I was taught is that, generally speaking (always exceptions): a stagnant character is a boring character. They need to struggle with who they are, and grow or devolve as a person. They need to learn. I knew I wanted that to happen in TRT, so yeah, a big question was how I could show characters growing while also keeping them the characters we know and love. And for me it was about figuring out what the basic building blocks of those characters were, and making sure they were always present, because an apple pie should always, in theory, come out of the oven an apple pie, even if it's been changed some by baking. Things like Matt's struggle with his faith, the way he's sorta incapable of finding a middle ground between Devil and Matt Murdock, his refusal to ignore injustice, his trauma and fear of abandonment, his love of the Kitchen, his anger issues and the ensuing impulsivity, these are all building blocks for him. These do not change. What changes is how they manifest, and what he does with them. Matt learns he can trust Jane with his trauma and fear of abandonment. She helps calm his anger. The building blocks are all still there. Some of them just get arranged a little differently as he grows. Same with Jane and how she has grown. She's always going to have Hound Mode floating around in the back of her head. Security will always be her biggest concern, her motivator. She's always going to be the one who prefers to think and plan. She'll always feel a little weird about personal identity, and be able to flip through lies and false faces with the best of them. But she'll handle all of that differently as she grows alongside Matt. The plot is baking them, changing those pies in the oven, but their base ingredients are something I'm super careful to keep consistent. That I think is one of my secrets since this has been going on 8 years now!
Additional research for characterization: I am always, always, always going to recommend good psychology research (I loved this shit in college, especially developmental psychology, and fortunately there's a TON that's easily accessible online and doesn't require any classes). For Matt, that would be psychological things like... what does repeated abandonment do to a person when they're a kid? How does abandonment and parental loss shape their attachment styles and relationships later in life (hint: it's not great)? We know he has untreated depression, so what's going on in his brain considering he's pushing all that down? What would the day-to-day struggle being exposed to all that crime and pain do (research into things like the mental health of paramedics and social workers, etc)? Dissect these characters like little bugs, put them on your table, and try to figure out why someone would do what they do. Be curious, basically!
How To Improve In General: I LOVE THAT YOU BROUGHT UP MY FORESHADOWING FIRST OFF, I'LL ANSWER THAT IN THE NEXT BIT FOR PLANNING BUT. For me this is a couple things. The biggest one is reading, reading, reading. Read professional stuff in addition to fanfic. Read in your chosen genre. Read writers you want to write like! Read writers who are writing what you want to learn! And when you do, ask yourself how they did what you want to do. I have one book series that's my absolute favorite, I've read it over and over and over again. And it's very likely that someone who's read that book series and TRT would be able to spot the influence that book series has had on Jane's character voice, how I write action scenes, morally grey characters, etc. So that's where some of it comes from! For things like detailed emotions and sensations, my favorite book is The Emotion Thesaurus! I've found I don't need it as much now because I've gotten the hang of it, but it's still good to have there as a refresher. And for things like grammar and simple vocab, not only will reading help, but I'd also open the door to any fandom friends who might beta read for you! I've been writing fic since I was... hrrgh, quite young. And I'm super grateful for the betas over the years that would go over my fic and leave notes - notes not just on what they had changed but why: why they changed this punctuation, why they broke up this sentence, why they capitalized this or lower-cased that. That helped a ton! But yeah, when in doubt, grab an author you love and open it up and go, '...Ok, so how did you do this???' Also holy hell, you're triilingual so you already get a TON of kudos here on learning how multiple languages work, YOU GOT THIS.
Planning a long story: now's the part where I make people groan but the biggest advice is to outline, I know a ton of us heard it in school and ignored it because pfft but THE OUTLINE REALLY IS IMPORTANT. This is how I was able to foreshadow things ages in advance - I knew what was coming in the future so I was able to leave breadcrumbs earlier on. This also meant I was able to figure out how certain dominoes would tip (like when TRT's original plotlines would change something in canon) or when there were gaps in Daredevil's timeline that I could neatly settle into. Knowing the entirety of the story and having it all laid out also meant it was easier to change things or work to make sure TRT fit into the Daredevil/Marvel Universe like a puzzle piece. That was one of the steps for me both when it came to respecting the timeline (not that you need to! That was a personal choice for me) and with making sure the lore all fit in. I love the Marvel universe, have since I was a kid, so I was able to tap some of their fun recurring tropes and themes (Evil scientists, secret government projects, Mutants/Enhanced characters in hiding) and instead of trying to make it new, I tried to do my own spin on it instead because I know this sort of thing already exists there, and threw in some of the other general genre tropes I enjoy (love me some symbolic otherworlds and psychic connections). I think for an OC like this, that's sort of the key. Their backstories will fit because they're built on power structures and building blocks that already exist. It's just about finding a little section that hasn't been told yet. That's where this type of OC flourishes: in these little gaps between walls and load-bearing pillars, a story and character you wouldn't find all that unusual if they popped up as a side character in canon, all to explore some part of the world that hasn't really been fleshed out yet. AND if desired, I think there's something to be said for matching just how grounded/fantastical your show/movie is. Daredevil is very, very grounded. People get hurt. They die. These aren't Avengers-level Gods who can take a lightning strike. So I respected that with Jane, who gets hurt... fairly often, tbh. I also leaned into, yet again, a story gap in that while a lot of the people running around with the Devil (Frank, Elektra, Stick, Jess and Luke, etc) are GOOD at fighting, Jane's specialty is NOT fighting, generally, even if she's pretty damn good with a gun and quick with her knife. Her specialty is getting away, so it gives us new things to explore in terms of threats and fight scenes!
I hope all of this helps! Everyone gets better with practice, so don't be afraid to put your stuff out there! God knows I've got old fanfic floating around the internet, and a lot of my early stuff wasn't anywhere near what TRT is. But I also couldn't have gotten to TRT without writing it, posting it, and learning from it. <3
#writing tips#ask response#the red thread#fanfic tips#fanfic#writing#writing advice#OC tips#this is just stuff i've learned over the years between classes (free and not - IF YOU SEE A FREE ONE TAKE IT)#along with lots of reading and practice practice practice
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story of my life but i am not doing too hot yet again. verge of breaking point etc etc weve been here so many times i might as well pay rent
things that i actually had good strategies for are rearing their head and kicking my ass bc my strategies no longer work for some Fucking raisin
and rhis is on top of all the same old shit thats been kicking my ass for over a decade and i tried to get medicaid to get back in therapy but the process is being a pain in the ASS
and i just dont know how much longer i can upkeep my chill and silly guy persona before i jist shatter bc to keep myself from being the downer, the needy guy, āoh stray is going through it get again whats newā its all turned inside as self-punishment and self-rending bc i DONT know what else to do at this point because where im at i really need
an entire multi person demolition team to dig me out i am so serious i dont think i can do it myself but idk where to go bc everyone around me is in the same boat or bad Enough or even better but still struggling so i dont wanna be The Guy to drag them down when im inevitably hard to deal with
or it costs money i dont have
and this is all making it even more impossible to Make the money. it feels like ive fell into an impossible situation bc the bad keeps feeding the bad
i dont know
(heavy af sui shit sorry)
every day i get more and more understanding of why when ppl finally go through with it they dont say anything and nobody can tell its coming
(end heavy)
ive been trying to do this by myself for ten years and i just feel exactly the same the problems are just different or evolving or idk im sincerely at a loss
i thought it was just seasonal depression doing its thing more than its had a chance to bc the past two winters id been distracted by my retail job but no i think this is just. me being back in the fucking building again which the end of my job made WORSE so it could be even more bad but its still pretty fkn bad lmao
im fighting the isolation and bedrotting urges but thats abt all ive got in me rn
i manage to feed myself and i even made sweet tea? but those feel like herculean efforts these days and then thats like it. thats all i can do. too tired after
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not a coincidence or apolitical that she intentionally included this in her novel when shes very famous for being openly transphobic
A crime writer referencing legitimate behaviours of real criminals isn't somehow more of a statement than the reality of those behaviours. You're but presuming intent in this entire response.
youre not gonna convince me that an author who uses as much foreshadowing and puts as much thought as she does into her writing as she does wouldn't put that same thought into her pen name.
She explained the thought thoroughly. What you're not convinced of is that it isn't the malicious invention you prefer.
isnt your whole thing that trans women shouldnt be allowed into single sex shelters because women arent always comfortable if theres someone who was born a guy is in there? if i looked like a woman and was raped by a man why should it be my BEST option be in a mixed sex shelter? surprisingly trans women who need to go to rape or domestic violence shelters also might not wanna be in the same shelter with people who are the gender of their assaulter
Your premise was that Rowling financially supported legislation that "limits trans women from accessing rape and abuse centers for women", I corrected this with a direct citation from EHRC.
What you're responding now is an entirely different, albeit equally incorrect, premise, that is one, also already covered by my previous response, and two, emotionally manipulative, belittling the first scenario (the comfort of women) to bolster the latter (the comfort of a trans-identified man).
You evidently find this theoretical need of a trans-identified male to receive care in an environment free of non trans-identified males to be important, and yet the real, documented, expressively stated need of women to receive care in an environment free of males regardless of trans identification seems not only inconsequential to you, but an affront.
I reiterate there is no limitation as to what manner of resources trans people can request of their government or organize themselves, as women have done.
- read this by the mayo clinic, literally outright says they are generally safe and reversible if thats the unsourced part youre talking about.
An article by the Mayo clinic is hardly a robust retort to the medical research I provided.
This article's references are 2 of its own articles (self-referential), a review based on precisely the institutional standards criticised as insufficient in the systematic reviews I linked, and WPATH, whose clinical guidelines are also based on these standards, deemed insufficient by several systematic reviews, and also self-referential.
if the unsourced part youre saying is rowling talking about how hormone blockers harm trans kids:
No, it's the complete lack of sources for your statement claiming puberty blockers to be safe, effective and reversible, neither of which is supported by medical literature.
wow look at that! keep in mind she says theyre harming children but actually cis kids can get them over the counter and immediately if they start puberty a little early, just not trans kids
Yes, delaying abnormally precocious puberty it's the intended use of puberty blockers. The safety and effectiveness of this use has sufficient research support to have been approved by the FDA and similar governing bodies, which have not approved them for off-label uses such as for the treatment of dysphoria and/or other circumstances where precocious puberty isn't present, due to insufficient data on safety and effectiveness. I, again, provided ample evidence of this.
- your whole argument about the scotland thing can be boiled down to "well im an asshole yeah, but theres bigger assholes! so the fact im one shouldnt matter"
Actually, it was already boiled down to: "The public and financial support against independence was demonstrably larger regardless of Rowling's donation."
I gave two passing examples of celebrity endorsement to emphasise it wasn't exceptional of Rowling to be involved. You chose to fixate on that instead of my point.
where is that anywhere in here at all? they said the nazis burned books on trans healthcare and believed that there were only two sexes and she said that it was a fever dream and false.
She explains your first point in the very next prints you posted, we'll get to that. As to the "false and a fever dream" that is in relation to the second half of the accusation that she's "desperate to uphold nazi ideology".
heres MORE of that whole shitshow of an interaction on her part, notice the question marks by "first victims" and "all", thats because those weren't said anywhere.
Yes... exactly. What she said was that Nazis did not burn all of trans-related research, not that they did not burn it at all. Then she reiterated that she said "not all of" and expressed disbelief that this was spun into "at all". A disbelief I share right now.
and that random ass tweet? okay? good for rivkah ig?
That random tweet was a journalist retracting an accusation she could not substantiate, that of Rowling being a holocaust denier.
but what she DID do is say that nazis didnt burn books on trans healthcare
As you can see in her tweets you posted yourself, she didn't say that.
are you STILL not convinced? well fine i have one more for you!
No. "One more" of nothing is more nothing.
in said thread, they say trans people weren't a key target of nazi germany and that trans healthcare was invented by a champion of eugenics.
Both are correct.
lets start with the first one since it's easier. that's wrong. heres a wikipedia article on it
A Wikipedia article is not an acceptable direct source.
The entire introductory section is unsourced (it does not link to the table of references, therefore it's impossible to consult the sources of the claims).
Some of the claims are questionable at face value, such as constantly referring to Paragraphs 183 and 157 of Weimar legislation as being expressively related to trans individuals when they related to homosexual men. Transvestites and cross-dressers were not regarded as a discrete category; this is precisely what the thread Rowling links explains, and the article itself admits, albeit defensively:
In the terminology section scholars admit to retroactively, anachronistically apply modern terminology to their historical subjects based on presumptions, a crass breach of ethics and rigour in anthropological research.
second one, they are talking about magnus hirschfeld, who is widely credited for trans healthcare. they say he was a champion of eugenics and thats (kinda) false. not to say that he wasnt a believer in eugenics, he just wasnt a champion as he didnt believe in all of it. he was very anti racial eugenics and really only believed in it when it came to gay people.
Therefore, both statements are true (Hirschfeld was a pioneer of so called trans healthcare and was an eugenicist).
maybe she doesnt outright say that autistic people are trans because their friends are doing it,
No, she doesn't.
but it was an intentional choice to put those points together.
No, again, that's you presuming to know what she thinks and intends (by what she didn't say, this time).
this stuff isnt misinformation, easily and readily available online, and generally bad, so whats the point in defending her from it?
Yes, it is. You've offered nothing but hyperbolic misunderstandings and presumptions of (ill) intent. Therefore, the point in defending her from it.
one last thing though, why are you defending her after saying shes downplayed racism and been a nazi apologist?
I didn't say she's herself a Nazi apologist. Not only do you not seem to know what I'm referring to, you can't even seem to understand what I'm saying about it.
just those two things alone make her not a good person and speak volumes about her political beliefs so I genuinely dont get why youre being weird about just more criticism than those two things
It's one thing, that I mentioned. Everything else you provided is bollocks.
Does this one confirmed instance of racism make her not a good person? I wouldn't make this judgement on anybody's behalf but my own. If someone said this is sufficient for them to hate her I would understand, as in this case, it's true.
My reasoning, personally, is that I don't hold her nor anybody to such an idealised standard I don't expect to be profoundly disappointed on occasion.
Particularly in regards to racism, I temper my expectations accordingly, lest I be completely bereft of community, education and entertainment. Do you understand that? That if you scratch at the surface of nearly everybody in your general vicinity of interest there'll be racism, or sexism, or some sort of hideous expression of character?
It's just unrealistic and naĆÆve to expect this degree of propriety and 'purity' out of anyone; analysing the severity, consistency, frequency and context of the fault in relation to the sum of their character is a more reasonable approach. And in this approach I find this fault of Rowling's not denouncing of her overall character.
wanna remind the jk rowling defenders that she's a bad person! i will not deny that shes done good, 500 refugees on the talibans kill list got saved cus of her and shes donated around 160 million pounds to charity. that is astounding and incredible. she also (and not mentioning her transphobic and acephobic tweets)
- wrote a whole ass book thats basically about a man pretending to be a woman going into womens bathrooms and murdering women using the name of a man who used electric shock conversion therapy on gay people (edit: i think he actually invented conversion therapy after looking into it)
- lobbied a lot of money to appeal a decision made on the definition of woman (reason why its bad: limits trans women from accessing rape and abuse centers for women, excludes them from sports, etc etc, i could go on) also heavily supports and advocates for not giving hormone blockers to people under 18 (these are reversible, safe and very often life saving, i have talked to a lot of people who would have killed themselves due to their dysphoria if they hadnt gotten some form of hrt)
- scotland. everything she did to scotland. the tldr is she donated over a million pounds to keep scotland a part of the uk, and the uk drains a lot of scotlands natural resources
- said they didnt kill trans people during the holocaust???? or burn books on trans healthcare?????
- heavily implied autistic people are unable to figure out their own identity without outside sources influencing them
- even elon musk told her to tone it down on the transphobia btw, absolutely hilarious
theres more, of course, but im done listing them. i see a lot of people saying all her charitable actions mean this stuff is irrelevant, i just saw a take that said we have to consider her to be a good person because of the good shes done and just ignore the bad.
let me ask you this then, can we excuse elon musk? can we call him a great guy?
yeah hes a terrible person, an absent father, abusive, transphobic, racist, homophobic, sexist, and i could go on, but hes donated millions of liquidated money to charity, billions in stocks, pioneered both reusable rockets in space travel and electric vehicles, and is the reason why like half the people who live in remote areas have an internet connection.
do THESE charitable actions excuse him? im not saying musk is better, he's definitely worse, not only that but he's richer and a man, so he has more power than rowling to continue to do these terrible things, hes even a part of the american government now. he's also not smart enough to hide his bigotry behind implications and a pretending-to-be radically leftist ideology and theres a lot more damage you can do by being outwardly a bad person.
the comparison is obviously stupid, musk's charity work doesn't excuse helping to set queer rights back by decades or his weird autism stuff or him hanging out with nazis or him supporting Israel or him actively advocating for nazi ideology, but jk rowling is doing the same fucking thing and its okay because shes done charity work?
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