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Awww thank you! The answer to drawing with so few lines is this: be impatient, be lazy, practice, and know your shapes!
And remember not to compare yourself to others too much, just steal their look! (DISCLAIMER before someone yells at me, by steal i mean that emulating art you admire is how you learn new styles and techniques)
#turn out so many simple little guys cause im full of ideas#it's when im not full of ideas we get those more complex and detailed things lol#if i dont get the ideas out i'll die#i learned to draw by going: oh man i wanna draw like that and failing lol#thats how u learn babey#chit chat#anyway i wanted to chit chat and ur tags got singled out#remember lads: i love attention pls talk to me
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i feel like ppl who don’t like the hidden world because all the dragons left have never experienced grief ever
#iduna.txt#like my brother in christ do u know how emotional and cathartic and healing it is to watch this movie#have u ever experienced loss of ANY kind in ur ENTIRE life??????#do u know how important it is to have stories esp for younger audiences where the lesson is about#learning to live after losing what u thought u couldn’t live without????#the point was that hiccup had to learn how to be his own person outside being the Dragon Guy and toothless needed to be free#well not that he had to learn to be his own person per se. more that he needed to learn that he had value just bc of who HE is not bc of his#dragon accomplishments and association with toothless and everything#and guess what!!!!! loss happens in life babey!!!!!#i know this is insignificant compared to like Real Person Loss but do u know it felt watching thw after my cat died????????#fuck anyone who’s too shallow to understand why hiccup and toothless had to be separated the way they were#it’s important to have a happy ending that addresses the cold hard reality of loss/grief#and shows how u can still have a happily ever after DESPITE experiencing a life altering heart shattering loss#sigh. i have such strong feeling abt this#i love thw and i specifically love its ending even though it makes me so sad#‘why did they have to be separated:(‘ THATS LIFE BABY! ITS SAD AND UNFAIR!!! BUT U CAN STILL FIND LOVE AND HOPE AND PEACE IN THE END!!!!!#LOSING WHAT WAS MOST IMPORTANT TO U DOESNT HAVE TO END UR LIFE AND SNUFF OUT UR FUTURE!!!!#TO BE HUMAN IS TO ENDURE AND BEGIN ANEW!!!!!!!!#ok. i’m done now#httyd thw#httyd the hidden world#the hidden world
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ok so as the anon who sent the ask/joke about sburb being the sims but fucked up:
yeah the whole "alternate selfs" thing is insane to me. theres like 300 aradias and theyre all interchangeable AND disposable. (aradia is my personal favorite and. yeah. (her chapter of pesterquest being her like ddlc'ing the fuck up is. idk how to describe it))
the timeline fuckery is insane. what do you mean that the first four humans were playing with the CREATORS OF THEIR WORLD. (have not finished base homestuck and to be fair to me its like, what, 10000 pages? trying to read homestuck when i have adhd is a curse)
didnt the trolls like. accidentally give earth cancer or something??? i remember reading something like that. imagine discovering someone your age made your planet, indirectly created you, and then you learn that they accidentally gave your planet/universe cancer. also, the game you've been playing is also the game they used to create your planet. (where the hell did egbert hear about the game for their birthday.)
wait no were all of the humans like. groomed into playing sburb??? i think i remember reading something like that but if so thats fucking insane. i think its said/implied thats why dave's Bro was like that(tm) but. holy shit thats fucked up. if thats the case, its not just the game that views them as resources, but it was their fate to become resources for sburb.
ive got a lot of thoughts about homestuck as well (as mentioned i have unfortunately never finished it) so don't worry about using my anon ask to infodump. i would have done the same ^u^
HIII WAVES !! god no worries at all, i . felt that so hard, it took me like 2 or three tries t read th damn thing myself JHSBDFJDH;; AND AGAIN I HAVENT TOUCHED IT IN YEARS so i dont remember nearly as much as i used to but. But. i felt very strongly abt the whole thing, to put it lightly jdfbdjfgv BUT YEA. GRISPS.
1) first of all fellow ara appreciator handshake second of all LITERALLYYYYYY. its like. the bit of canon info that drives me the most fucking batshit. what do you MEAN the john that died to go god tier is his own fucking person. the implication that hes just Left Behind while something else holding his memories and his visage continues on to um. experience more horrors KSBDGJHD.. time players got it ROUGH though.. dont even get me Started on davesprite.. 2) the time fuckery is something i refuse to touch with a 10ft pole and Yet. [motions w hands]. the thing abt sburb is th fact that its so off the wall batshit but in such a way that is wholly permissible within the realm of what the game allows. tentatively. it still super did kind of get exactly what it came there for yknow. something something virus/parasite metaphor. 1.5) ok but like for real can we stop and remember davesprites timeline again bc thats fucked. like.. just remember it ok. think abt it for me. ok? thanks 3) Yeah That Was Karkat. it was explained, but i no longer remember. something something sickle cells, cancer, zodiac, red blood. the thread. people smarter than me have dissected it. ok thumbsup. 4) kind of going with the thread here, but like. thats the whole thing abt the closed loop. it writes itself into the past, present, And future, in such a way that ignoring it guarantees your nonexistence should you allow it in. depending on how you even came to be, you might not even have that choice. you Must be because it Needs you to be because you Always Have and Always Will. again, the time fuckery i wont touch, but like. Like. ghghghgg. every game has a specific quest revolving around anchoring itself into its current timeline-- its presence being exactly what brings the players into existence, setting them off on their lives, and seeding the influence of sburb that lead them to that very place at that very time, recreating themselves. it was always meant to happen. grisping and shaking. which is to say, this happens to Everyone who plays the game, hs fuckery aside. thats Normal babey. thats fuckennnn sburb babey!!
#every so often i think mayb i should reread it and then i regain my common sense JSHBGJD#but yeah. if i were to get annoying abt anything in this webcomic its the function of sburb as a concept solo from it in hs.#its. Its. ughghg. head in hands. thumbsup yay! ^_^#piktalk#hs
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oughh what if Diluc's mom is apart of the hexinzirkel(I am not spelling it ever again)
I know this is the if Diluc's mom was there they would have such a good relationship so think abt this as an au of sorts
SOME SPOILERS BEWARE!!
Oh god!!! And Remember the letters found in the Diluc skin event???? Of Alice asking in them that bc he takes good care of Klee that he wont mind that he is regarded as her own???
No im not saying Alice is his mom BUT WHAT IT SAYING IS!!! Diluc's mom (Calling her Umbra so i wont have to type it all out) is never mentioned even ONCE
And the lore vid of the hexinzirkel has like, a teacup and teapot that has the exact same design as the one in Dawn Winery!!!
And how does Alice KNOW HIM FROM A YOUNG AGE??? Bc she's never mentioned in Diluc's lines and that the letter implies she met him when he was young!!!
And ohhh god Diluc and Klee have interacted b4 and he takes good care of her... and he has a mischevious devious and trouble maker streak imagine if Klee got the idea of fish blasting from Kaeya recounting childhood stories of he and Diluc's shenanigans as bedtime stories for Klee...
Sure Klee calls him a weird grownup, but she sounds genuinely curious why Diluc is 'weird' compared to the other adults in Klee's life like the knights of Favonious who are supposed to be formal bc theyre well, also in charge of diplomacy
In Klee's eyes, Diluc is a weird grownup because his behavior is so so contradicting compared to everyone else. Kids are very perceptive afterall, so Klee could notice that Diluc is mischevious and a troublemaker behind the scenes but his face shows no sign that he is
Ouhh got off track but anyways--
Imagining Diluc calling Alice 'Aunt' but she butts in and tells him to call her 'Mom'
Maybe Umbra did something or got too absorbed in her circle of expertise with the Irminsul and thats why Diluc never mentions her
Also the delusion seems less of a fatui or abyss thing to me... instead more of an heirloom.
Like!! Why was Crepus looking like he was planning to give it to Diluc?? ON HIS EIGHTEENTH BDAY???
And it doesnt work like other delusions!!! The other delusions have an ELEMENT but this one has BLACK FLAMES AND CHAINS AND MAGIC CIRCLES
anyways thank u for coming to another one of...
-Leyline! Anon's Insane ramblings are back babey!!!!
So I am 100% on board with Diluc's mother being Hexinzirkel. Like there is a video. This one. Where they not only point out how the teapot is in the dawn winery, but the pattern on the teapot is not only on the dawn winery carpet but on Diluc's jacket.
Then there is the Diluc's star broach in the manga, which matches the Hexinzirkel star.
Especially considering the star and the teapot were things in the center frame.
So we are past the realm of coincidence in my book, even before Alice watches Diluc for a while and takes him in when Crepus dies. It would sort of raise the question of why she might not be more involved in his life if she's a sister of Diluc's mom. But I feel that could easily be explained by well safety reasons. You don't want to draw too much attention to it. Specially if she really wanted to settle down and live a normal life. Alice is just honoring her wishes.
This also makes me wonder if there is something biological in visions. Like Diluc being a possible Hexinzirkel child and probably got his vision around Klee's age. Do you see the line I'm making here? My theory is that there is a certain about of harmony you do have to have with elemental energy to get a vision and maybe having a powerful witch as a mother helped that?
As for the delusion, Diluc's delusion has always been different. So I got two ideas (Outside of Crepus getting it from the fatui in some way)
One. Diluc's mom stole it from the fatui, learning about their delusion research. Maybe figuring it would be best to delay their plans a little bit. So the Delusion is an early stage, one that His mom was playing around with, trying to figure out or "fix."
Two. Diluc's mom made it. And it's not a true delusion. At least not a Fatui one. This would sort of explain why Dottore, who should have known about delusions didn't recognize it at one of there's. And Crepus couldn't use it because well he simply couldn't handle the elemental energy in it. But Diluc could which is why it never backfired. And that works with your heirloom idea.
The only hiccup with that idea is the webcomic. But I don't recall if they were saying where that piece of the journal came from or who it was from that told them Crepus had the delusion.
And well, now It's sort of got me wanting to write more Alice and Diluc or Diluc and his mom, to be honest
#Leyline!Anon#diluc ragnvindr#diluc#diluc headcanons#I am at midterm#so this is just#bad timing lolol#i have so many thoughts lol
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hi xy time for what is becoming my annual checkin! how are u! i feel like since its been abt a year i have to infodump abt all my character development hold on i'll speedrun it. my pronouns r it/its zhey/zhem or (less preferred) they/them. and i have settled on those. it/its is the only one thats ever given me gender euphoria, took 4 years but i got there. ummm realized i have autism (undiagnosed). love the stimming and the being insane abt fictional characters the rest isnt that great. got anxiety meds!!!!! oh my god xy!!!! life is so good now antidepressants r a girls best friend. also. hold on ur never gonna believe this. i have adhd meds now. the crowd goes wild. was like yea doc idk i just think the anxiety meds r not improving my ability to focus what was that u said abt adhd^__^ n she was like hmmmm ok i cant diagnose u but i can give u this adderall u dont need a diagnosis for n if its like glory hallelujah we'll just assume u have it and GLORY HALLELUJAH. ive cleaned my room like more times in the past few months than i have my entire life im WINNING. i cant rly feel if its working but i'll sit down to write or smth n i wont get distracted every 5 seconds n the mental block that keeps me from doing things is gone!!!!! life changing stuff just wish i had it before my grades fuckin woooo splat. um my gpa is 2.2 weighted im like. ok well now that i have adhd meds im working on it -H (i feel like. ok i think tumblr made it so ur asks can be longer but fuck all those liberals n their woke agenda (joke) i am all abt tradition babey i'll be back for a pt 2 rq)
ummm rly into books love books. "thats old news h everyone knows that" but like im being wonderfully unnormal abt them<3 there was this one series the ascendance trilogy n i was fucking OBSESSED w it when i was younger n i learned there was a 4th n 5th book recently so like. the trilogy thing was a fuckin lie. but i obviously had to reread the series so i could read the new books n im still so obsessed w the series its so banger for a middlegrade series. got so unnormal abt it i made a 7hr playlist for the main character bc everyone elses sucked so much ass i just had to. still in the process of rereading but yeah. also theres this OTHER series the raven cycle i read recently n im also obsessed w that these series r all like my ideal books they hit all my favorite tropes. yeah just being rly unnormal abt books thats my current obsession. also. drawing. im so good at it u wouldnt believe. next fuckin van gogh right here. n honestly i dont even care abt going off anon it just bothers me bc my ROUTINE. the TRADITION. its just not the same. but i'll go off it just for u to show u some of my banger art. at a stage where im pretty frustrated at my limitations but that doesnt mean i cant recognize that im fucking awesome ok hold on again -H but yea ok to finish up what have u been up to! tempted to just ask what shows/game/etc uve been into but also i am exerting a little of my brain power to realize some ppls lives dont revolve around those. so just liek what have u been spending a lot of time doing. how is writing going! wait what r ur drawing skills just out of curiosity draw smth for me (if ur comfy ofc n dw i completely understand if it fuckin sucks taht was me just over a year ago) -H (when i was younger i used to think that ppl couldnt be good at writing n drawing they had to choose one. exerted my baby brain power to be like. it takes too long to get good at them u can only do one. then saw a book w the cover art credited to the author n i was like woahhh this is fuckin crazy living my younger selfs pipe dream)
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The way I have had a reminder on my phone to answer these asks for MONTHS but my executive function has been GARBAGE i am so sorry my friend it was not intentional to leave this sitting for so long i am so sorry!!! (also between the two of us this got Long so i am putting a read more so i don't take up a big block of people's dash in my return from the dead lol)
thank you for pronouns update! congrats on meds!! i gotta get me some of those so i can Detroit: Become Functional lol. I am rooting for you with your GPA!!! Also lol, love that we are following tradition of multiple asks still even with the tumblr updates letting asks be way longer now lol, it is just Familiar To Us
I will have to look into the ascendance trilogy!! My sibling is also obsessed with the raven cycle, but i have not read it yet (still debating if i want to or not, have been for YEARS lol, because i keep hearing "author problematic" and then never remember Why because i have Goldfish Memory). I will not post your off-anon ask with the artwork unless you want me to (want you to feel comfy on the blog and sending asks and I know you prefer anon!), but i will say that your art is AWESOME, my friend!! you are SO good and you're only going to keep getting better! I am glad you enjoy it!
Also bestie. This is a neurodivergent space lol, my life also revolves around shows/games/books/etc. they are the only thing that make the monotony of life and job-having under a neurotypical capitalistic society bearable lol. I actually have been getting back into reading ACTUAL BOOKS lately which feels GREAT (because reading Actual Books when i am so tired and Non-Functioning all the time is Hard lol), i am finally going through my seemingly-endless TBR and also have reread some old faves this year. Games-wise, the only thing i ever think about is still the Dragon Age games, Alistair is the love and light of my life lol. Show-wise.... i am in Limbo because of the Exhaustion, tragically, and also just waiting on new seasons (OFMD). Witcher has a new season out, but i have not watched it yet because Energy and also i have no motivation to because the last season they put out was so bad (even if i hear this one is good, i have lost trust lol)
Writing is. Not quite going lol. I have not finished a fanfic in ages, and also have made little to no progress on any of my original work attempts either, tragically. Hopefully things look up for me soon cuz I wanna get stuff DONE again lol, this blog has become so quiet and near obsolete because i cannot FINISH anything and it is TRAGIC.
Also, I have little-to-no drawing skills, but I also unfortunately do not have much energy to apply to drawing you a picture atm :(( maybe someday. Sometimes I can draw something that makes me go "omg i am not Awful, maybe I could actually put thoughts and energy into learning this as a skill" and other times it is like "i will never put pencil to paper (or stylus to screen) ever again" lol. Maybe someday when i am doing Better again i will hopefully have the energy to draw you something!!
#ask#anon#H anon#oh also fun fact i am teaching myself like. how do you say it in a way that makes sense lol. like how to make resin crafts n such
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ok hi hughnation . my harry du bois system rant . if this post breaches containment let me preface w we Are a system and no one's experience is universal love and pease on earth.
also im gonna use two things here: Harry* (to refer to how the system presents itself to singlets as one cohesive unit) and harry (the alter/cohost)
SO LIKE. stares at harry and the skills. i do not think they have 1 singular clear host. theres harry and then a few cohosts (this changes depending on what u pick as the signature skill) and it's usually a good 2 people in front and 3 ish more shoulder surfing at any given time (idk the medical term for when ur not in front but u are observing weve just always called it shoulder surfing)
i shouldn't even need to elaborate on this but Half-Light is a trauma holder. a good portion of the passive half light checks are fight-or-flight responses to situations that. Do not need them. thats a trauma response babey, probably stemming from the 15th Indotribe days.
(skip this paragraph to avoid s/a mention) also, depending on the route you play, the dolores dei dream Heavily implies that Harry* had severe intimacy problems even before they got together. and the way everyone in the system talks about intimacy and sex is. Not healthy beyond the point of "bi guy so deep in the closet". esp on the intimacy front. when talking to Lilienne, there is a passive Suggestion check that says "You dont have to be guarded right now." implying the Entire Rest Of The Game he is guarded as hell. with everyone, except maybe a few small moments with Kim. make of that what u will.
it is also VERY evident that Harry* has childhood trauma. he grew up in a wartime hospital (almost guaranteed to see some fucked up shit there) and had polio as a kid. (being deathly sick is traumatic. obviously). id also like to point out how instead of being one subject, pain threshold and endurance are two separate alters. implying a need to be able to separate those things to function and survive (ie being a child in a wartime hospital with polio. based on the triage system the soldiers were probably the first priority, and Harry* proves in martinaise he has a lot of experience having to keep going while sick, putting Pain Threshold and Endurance and symptom holders, probably)
and there's also a very unique situation with Electrochemistry. they probably formed to deal with addiction. but no one in the system ever learned the proper way to deal with it, making it knowledge no one has, and making Electrochemistry massively self destructive to themselves and the system as a whole. if u do a sober playthrough tho, they start to chill out.
and then theres shivers. who is weird as hell. i didn't exactly understand what her place in the system was until i read a post interpreting Harry* as a figure directly tied to the Pale (which is controlled by faith). take the church raid for instance. Harry* destroyed those peoples faith and in response, a swallow formed. joyce also, in contrast, describes Harry* as a reflection of the city. if Harry* is in fact directly tied to the Pale, then Shivers makes complete sense. she's there to act as a filter between Palefuckery and the human brain. having that kind of premonition unfiltered would make anyone crazy suicidal and a little unhinged. ESPECIALLY if all he was getting was doom saying shit for so long (which is what is implied based off the convo with Idiot Doom Spiral)
so yea. harrier du bois is a system
im not gonna go thru ever single alter but if u have questions abt what we think of specific ones PLS send us an ask
someone remind me to give my harry du bois system rant tomorrow
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realising that all these years where i’d hear a word and i’d constantly trace it over and over with my finger on whatever surface near was just the echolalia in my brain
#ITS ALL ABOUT THE AUTISM!!!!!!!!!!#fuck#every time i learn something new about autism im constantly flawed about how well it suits me and myself#like WOW#anyways. thank u mk fandom for helping me so much with this#it’s so funny that THATS how i find out im nd but yknow what#it is what it is babey
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the last six months have been really interesting bc all this old really messed up stuff is coming back and im reaching for it but then i get to look at it and go wow. thats like. super messed up. i cant believe i survived off this all these years haha yikes
#i say this like im not inventing new terrible coping mechanisms for myself#but there is something interesting about Actually looking back at my middle school self and going oh you werent even rabid for the meme#you were just feral babey yikes#and then looking at other stuff that i didnt get rid of consciously/has snuck out recently#like how i have passive aggressive bitchiness down to a science:#words tone angle of my head what i do with my hands where i look cadence everything. its a science i have a phd in#or weird evasive social triangulation. that one is not down to a science that one is all instinct and anxiety and i. oof#anyway. theres a lot of stuff coming up thats just like oh so basically my life is structured on toxic garbage? oh worm#anywayyyyyy i have a crush on another boy and im relieved this one has nothing to do with my coping or deep emotional cravings#he's just good vibes and he has a car#lai is out here#also im learning japanese again#also im on another 90 day fic hiatus ;-;#hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#lai.hhhhh#if u read all the way down these tags 1) ily and 2) sorry abt the whiplash sjkdhfksjhfd its just that kind of night#i have so much homework due but all these mental health problems keep getting in the way its so rude :///
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y’all,,,,,,,these past few days,,,,,,,,have just really reinforced my yearning to live alone in the mountains and just,,,,,,idk fish and grow veggies and stuff idk
#i just need to#1) lear how actually fucking grow fruit and veggies and learn how to fish#2) grow my library and buy the liturgy of the hours so i can not be bored at night#idk my friend’s cabin is the perfect size#it has running water and electricity#i mean the water isnt safe for drinking#u have to drive 5 mins to a natural spring to get clean water#its right up against a creek#and has plenty of land to grow food#like thats what i want!!#thats the life babey!!!
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im heated
#i hate that its a trend to wear japanese schoolgirl outfits for sExY things#and to take creep shots of random asian ppl on the street like ots normal#i hate that its a big thing in the black community to want to ‚look asian‘ and to be obsessed with being blasian its WEIRD#i know that because of antiblackness we latch onto other cultures and shit but like THATS NOT KT SIS#fetishizing asian people should not be as common of a phase as it is#and vice versa for like everyone because ik that every nonblack has a nigger phase el oh el#but thats just gloabal antiblackness babey!#u cant go anywhere on youtube without some weaboo/koreaboo bitch being like ‚im a black girl who is dpecial because i like anime/kpop uwu‘#like.... if fetishizing asian ppl is ur entire personality/awsthetic kill urself#it also stems from antiblackness and leaving behind ur blackness and like sis stop being such a pick me it doesnt matter how many cultured#u latch on ur still a nigga#if i have to see black girls with circle lenses wearing kimonos they ordered off ebay wearing foundation 5 shades too light for them one#more time. imma snap!#esp the way ppl fetishize black/asian mixed ppl... ITS UGLY PERIODT#and they stilö try to be black by using aave and watching black ppl on youtube.. BUT THE GAG IS THEY LEARN THE AAVE FROM KPOP TWITTER#AND THE YOUTUBERS THEY WATCH ARE SELF HATING COONS#IM PRESSED#on one hand im angry at the fetishization and perperuated racism#BUT IM ALSO ANGRY ABPUT THE ANTIBLACKNESS THESE PPL SHOWCASE#‚i only listen to rap when its in kpop‘ ‚*insert group here* is is so better than all those angry black people who sing about sex :)‘#*insert group here*: *sings about sex*#‚black girls could never! black girls are ugly etc‘#bitch where is the self love?????? its not in that foundation that is 6 shades above urs because u bought it from yesstyle so where is it!??#and theyre gross about asian people who dont fit into their mold of pale and skinny so in the end everyone feels bad about themselves!#im angry
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Time to learn how to paint landscapes. done from photo ref. trying to get a sense of how color and light and texture work together -- AKA “i know i named this brush ‘foliage’ but i’m gonna use it for everything bc im too lazy to paint a bunch of varied textures ;)
#studies#landscape#scenery#paint fast n lazy call that speed painting babey#gotta clip thru the first 10 stages of learning how to paint scenery so i can make viddy game backgrounds#maybe i;ll just take photos of nature myself and then paint from them so i dont need to try and paint scenery from my brain bc holy shit#the way that color interacts in landscape is a trip#grey green grey green brown gray green grayish green brown#please sir i get all my color combinations by setting a new layer to mutiply and seeing what happens#u expect me to understand what color these leaves need to b to represent a serene atmospheric lighting#thats bonkers
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the only cishet allowed on earth is my best friend luz
#shes a darling and i love her#oh nothing happened i was just thinking abt how i hate cishets and realised shes (song voice) the only exception#on valentines she gave me a little jar of candy hearts she knows i love and the sweetest letter i have ever read#it's (platonic) love babey!!!!!!!!!!!#god im tearing up thinking of the letter again :'))))) i love her so much#shes the best person i have ever met like she legitimately deserves everything good the world has to offer#it makes me so sad that she has to experience bad things????? and so often?????? it's unfair#like id take my life being a miserable tragedy if only she could be happy. & the loveliest thing i know is that she would never allow that#i just 😭😭 love my best friend so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#sorry for ranting i just dont think ive ever said how much i love her and like. thats so Wrong#me n her r like that w/tnv bit i know 2 things. i love u. i love u too. whats the other thing? u just said it. except platonic#also im p sure shes aroace but i dont want to push. she only learned the term a short while ago#whats the types of love?????? my love for her is agape n all the pretty types of love#im sorry ill shut up now im just tired n i love my best friend so much :((((((((#honey talk#also ive known her since kindergarten and thats why my life is nice n happy
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howabout -- drift :^3
for those of u who dont know my nickname in our tf server is stage iv drift liker so im afraid uve just turned the key on pandora's box
favorite thing about them: drift is the kind of person who is constantly kicked down and beaten up by life and just refuses to stop living. and im not just talking about his early life in the dead end im talking about how drift joined the decepticons to help make cybertron a better place for people like him only to eventually realize that the decepticons had entirely abandoned that cause halfway through the war and he'd just missed the memo. and instead of giving up and defecting he stays with the decepticons and throws himself fully into the war to try and end it so that they Can start building that better cybertron that he was promised. and then that doesnt work and he ends up abandoned on theophany and he meets wing and ends up forging a better life for himself and learning to heal from all the shit thats happened to him. and then the decepticons show up and the one person he'd grown close to since megatron ends up dying because of them - because of him, because they'd shown up because of him. and instead of giving into the complete and utter despair of that reality, he goes on thru sheer force of will. he joins the autobots and becomes close to rodimus and they make this plan to just say fuck it to cybertron and go out to live their lives without having to deal with the likes of prowl breathing down their necks. and then he watches rodimus trip and fall into prowl's manipulations anyways, and still sticks with him, and works night and day to keep the crew from finding out, to the point that when the overlord thing inevitably blows up in their faces he takes the fall. and so again he finds himself losing the person he's closest to - both of them, since he's now being torn away from ratchet after finally getting to be around him after 4-something-million years. (oh, and also while he was going around on the lost light he ends up finding out that the rest of new crystal city ended up being destroyed and all its inhabitants have disappeared. just one more piece of his life that he's lost.) and still he forces himself to go on. he makes a living out of bounty hunting, even if it isnt much of one, and finds some kind of purpose to fulfill in saving the lives of those who cant save themselves. and then ratchet comes to get him and he agrees to go back to the lost light with him, and they survive through all the shit the universe tries to throw at them, and make it back to cybertron and makes a home together, and they get to live together and be happy for some indeterminate amount of time, and for once nothing is going wrong and he gets to live the life he set out to create all those years ago.
and then ratchet dies.
least favorite thing about them: idk !!! i really like him a lot. even the parts of him that would annoy me in any other character just endear him to me more.
favorite line: all his lines during the sparkeater arc in mtmte + ALL of his lines in eos are very special to me. i probably couldn't pick a favorite. but i will use this space to remind everyone that "be shoosh" is a real actual thing drift has said in canon.
brOTP: obviously we got the drift + rodimus friendship but i also really like the scraps we get to see of drift's friendship with pipes. if overlord never happened i like to imagine that pipes wouldve slowly integrated drift into the minibot friend group and they wouldve gotten along well together :]
OTP: dratchetrod all the way babey !!!!!!!!!! my all time fav
nOTP: hummmm..... i do enjoy wrift but not in the way most people like to portray them so i guess that counts. wrift while drift is still at crystal city and at an incredibly vulnerable point in his life is just kind of ehhh and feels a bit predatory on wing's end to me. but i love wing-lives-au wrift where they meet up after drift has figured his own shit out and is much more firmly on the route to recovery.
random headcanon: i think drift would listen to machine girl unironically. i think he would absolutely love love love machine girl he would go batshit to machine girl. also i think he would really love to garden, both organic plants and crystals. the act of nurturing new life and watching it grow and flourish because of him would help him a lot to work thru the hangups his time as deadlock wouldve given him.
unpopular opinion: oh god so many. a) the sex worker drift shit is weird and fetishistic as fuck, b) the way people talk about drift's past as an addict in a lot of fanwork is INSANE and really shows how many people view addicts as less-than human, c) direct quote from @sparkxii : "Test for transformers fans describe Drift and if you do an overly detailed description of his legs a car comes down from the ceiling and falls on you a la saw trap style"
song i associate with them: drift is one of the three characters i actually have a character playlist for so i have a bunch, but if i had to choose just one... Jig of Life by Kate Bush <3
favorite picture of them: i have so so so so so many but this one panel of him is really cute 2 me. the little "and they dont change into anything" is SO funny
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YO I'VE BEEN THINKING ABT AUTISRIC REKI N ADHD LANGA FOR W E E K S
like. like. i dont want to bash anyones HCs bcs you dont need a REASON 2 HC someone as adhd/autistic however: I am Very firm in my belief thay Reki! does not! show ADHD traits that aren't also autistic traits, while ALSO showing autistic-only traits!! Langa sort of has? both? hut in my mind I still lean towards inattentive ADHD Langa bcs. supported by canon babyyyy
n e way I'm SO glad theres someone else who Also thinks that. do u have any HCs abt them?
yea babey!! like at the end of the day reki and langa both have traits that can be read as autistic and/or adhd and i dont need to like, write a damn dissertation defending why i hc them the way it do, its all for fun and im not hurting anybody
ANYWAYS AS FOR HCS IM SO GLAD YOU ASKED:
Langa and Reki have no concept of volume control but in opposite directions, Reki will get up to full on yelling w/out realising it whilst Langa’s constantly being asked to repeat himself bc his natural register is like, barely above muttering.
I hc that Reki carries around fidget cubes and stim toys w/ him because otherwise he’ll like pick at his nails or chew his lips (haha what no i defo don’t do that,,) whilst he’s doing schoolwork or designing skateboards and i like to imagine that he lends Langa one and it totally rocks Langa’s world lmao, he’s like ‘Reki I’m actually getting thru my homework in one sitting :00′ and Reki’s like ‘yeah bro why do you think I always have one with me?’
So obvi Reki has a BIG special interest in skateboarding and Langa loves to hear him infodump abt it, like he doesn’t always necessarily get everything Reki’s saying but he knows how happy it makes him to have somebody listen. Also I imagine Reki tries to return the favour like and at first Langa’s like ‘oh i don’t really have a topic I’m super invested in like you’ but after some prodding Reki gets him to go off about snowboarding and the differences between Canada and Japan, they’re just a positive feedback loop of infodumping.
Okay quickfire round: Langa is the king of forgetting where he puts his shit and Reki’s always keeping track of it for him. Reki’s hoodies are comfort items, kinda like wearing a weighted blanket all the time but less heavy. Langa is prone to shutdowns after beefs when all the adrenaline wears off and he realises how loud S actually is. Reki stims by flapping his hands up and down when he’s really happy (what no I’m not projecting) and he’s kinda embarrassed by it by it because he says it makes him look like a bird but Langa loves it because he loves seeing Reki happy. Langa is mostly inattentive type but he also has impulse control the size of a peanut, Reki also has No Impulse Control and tbh its only a matter of time before these idiots try skateboarding blindfolded I swear. Did you know being autistic can fuck with your perception of pain? anyways thats my justification for how Reki handled getting beat up by 3 guys, getting hit by a car, and beefing against Adam in the space of like, two days, blunt force trauma just doesn’t bother him that much. Langa has alexithymia and is just,, so bad at putting his thoughts and feelings in to words, I bet you he practiced that lil speech he gave Reki in the skatepark in episode 10 for HOURS in front of his mirror. Reki is hyper-empathetic and feels it when his boards get damaged, its hard not to get attached when he spends hours upon hours working on them. Langa is dyslexic because I am too and I say so, he’s already having a hard enough time with english and now he’s gotta learn hiragana and kanji too? please help him. And finally, Miya is autistic and adhd (hyperactive-impulsive type) and that’s why he vibes so hard w/ Reki and Langa, us neurodivergent homies have a 6th sense for each other sometimes and Miya immediately clocked Reki and Langa lmao
#leo answers#tumblr: raaindropps#sk8 the infinity#sk8 headcanons#autistic kyan reki#adhd hasegawa langa#og post //
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what its like to date...
Kenma and Tsukishima
Kenma
sob
ugh my babey
Being with Kenma is like having a pet cat.
you either don’t hear for him all day unless you call him
or he’s attached to your hip because he wants attention
the first time you sit on his lap, he kinda freaks out
“What the fuck is this” is what hes thinking, he’s blushing tho
but not in a bad way!!! He’s just really flustered because you're very pretty and you caught him off guard!! wow he needs more physical affection
Now, whenever he plays his games, he asks if you want to cuddle or sit on his lap for a while and listens to you if you talk about your day or other things while he plays
you better say yes.
If you game, you help him out by giving him tips and tricks you may have seen online, and if you don’t game but ask questions, his heart will m e l t.
like wow, his s/o is not bothered that he pays a bit more attention to his games AND wants to learn more about the things he’s passionate about? He really struck gold
SCRATCH.
HIS.
HEAD.
It's the law
baby boy may not say it, but he is a SIMP for head scratchies aw
It helps him calm down and its an easy way to make him fall asleep
Kenma isn’t really big on pda we been knew
BUT
He will hold you pinkie with your pinkie when yall are outside and hooks an arm over your shoulders when you enter a crowded place, just to make sure he doesn’t lose you
UGH MY HEART
expect dates ft. Kuroo!!
they’re mostly at home dates where you three play minecraft or smash bros while eating takeout and then watching a movie after and you and Kuroo talking about anything and everything while Kenma listens, head on your shoulder and playing a game on his phone, offering his two cents every so often
The team loves you, especially when they notice that kenma tries a little harder when you’re at practice and official games
“kenma-san is a simp!” “lev shut up!”
Kenma do be trying to impress you tho lowkey
Lets you wear his jacket at games, blushes whenever he looks over and sees you yelling his name while wearing it
Overall, being with Kenma is super calm and private, y’all don’t tell anybody your business and he appreciates that.
Nicknames include: kitten, babe, and princess (only in private)
100/10 date and simp this man.
Tsukishima
ugh, this salty bitch
So many people question why you two are together
Well, more like people ask you why you are dating him
You know those scenes where the innocent character is talking to someone and the smug character is behind the innocent character, staring down the person they’re talking to
It's like that, you confronting the people who talk shit and him smirking in the background
‘yeah, that’s my girl’ he’ll never say it out loud tho
Tsuki may not show it, but the things people say bother him a little
“Y/n can do so much better” “I bet he doesn't even treat her right” “He treats her just like everyone else”
That last one really bugs him
o u c h
Because no, you are not like everyone else.
He gets two strawberry milks from the vending machine, one for you, and often times gets you a chocolate croissant in the mornings because he knows how much you love them and sweets in general plus he likes seeing you smile and the way your eyes light up
SIMP
he helps you study for upcoming exams and quizzes, and learns to be patient after seeing you hesitate to ask for help after he teases you a little too much in the beginning and he felt kinda bad
like ‘no bby, i’ll help you study, i’m sorry i’m a dick sometimes’
if anything, you are helping him be a little less blunt and be more patient with others
sometimes, he’ll try to really think about what he’s going to say, and if he thinks it’ll come out a bit to harsh, he’ll stay quiet until he can word it correctly as to not offend you or hurt your feelings
thats right, I said YOU, this man doesn't give a shit about what he says to others and if it’s harsh or not
he’s trying your honor
another person who isn't big on pda, but if you initiate hand holding, he won’t be against it
and a quick kiss on the cheek is okay too
just don’t try to make out with him in public, he rather save that for a private setting
will be behind you or next to you all the time when you’re in public, to steer away guys looking at you too long or trying to walk up to you
“Kei, are you trying to scare-” “be quiet and just hurry up and buy something”
Does get jealous often, but he won't admit it, just remind him that you love him and him only
You’re close to the team as well, and they really admire how tsuki lets his guard down around you
MUSEUM DATES. AQUARIUM DATES. CAFE DATES.
kiss his hands. do it. before a game too, don’t be shy
nicknames include: babe, shorty, baby, and princess (mostly in private)
100/10 will continue to simp for this man.
#haikyuu#kenma x reader#tsukishima x reader#kenma#kenma kozume#tsukishima#tsukishima kei#haikyuu!!#haikyuu x reader#haikyuu imagimes#haikyuu scenarios#headcanon#haikyuu headcanons#nekoma#karasuno#hq!!#kenma imagine#tsukishima imagine#simping for these men#haikyuu dating#dating kenma#dating tsukishima
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Give me the pkm center OC reviews plz 🥺🥺
PLEASE i am just. This is gonna be abt Tei primarily bc Dia is a Slight Sore Spot atm ill just talk abt her later at some point as well as my other non kh related ocs but yea im just. Just. Look at he
These are the only decent refs i have on hand so please bear with me (the second i just doodled like a sec ago after realizing i have No good art of him in his post-war state ffs. first one is pre-war) BUT some basic info since hes one of my keykids yknow: age 11-12, around 4'7" in height, transmasc n aromantic, part of the Anguis union until the keyblade war, primarily wields Sleeping Lion, left-handed.. i think thats it. Anyway,
He is just babey! Just a lil dude! Funky puppy boy. I want to pick him up and put him in my pocket. Kiss him forehead. Buy him candy and puppy. I would die and kill for him but he can do that himself also. Not the dying. Hes not allowed to die. He can kill whoever he wants tho if he kills someone they definitely deserve it. He wouldnt but like, he should. And he could
Little dude has many things to say!! But alas!! He cannot say anything!! At least not physically bc some bastard messed up his throat in the keyblade war. Also his eye. So he matches my now one eyed cat (opposite eyes, even. Wild). Still a talkative kiddo tho!! God help u if ur not totally fluent in Daybreak Town's sign language bc he signs SO fast and SO big he wants u to know everything on his mind Right Now. Hes not even fully fluent himself hes kinda just winging it most of the time. If that doesnt work for u get ready for him to submit college length essays about whatever he was up to on his last mission (spoiler: he learned how to make flower crowns and is explaining the entire process in depth. Hes giving u one also) or how cool his chirithy is (spoiler: Extremely cool, u Wish u were it) or even how cool Ephemer is (spoiler: basically similar to chirithy, but with a slightly sadder tone. Hmm). If phones existed in the ux era he wouldve Thrived. Multi texting Tei's beloved hed send like 20 messages per minute. Oh he is definitely not neurotypical im just now realizing this
Also heres a bunch of pkmn center reviews i found that sum up my train of thought whenever i think abt him and that i now quote daily
Yea
#local boy made purely out of happy chemicals concentrate 100% organic#if i had to say what characters influenced his creation it would just be a list of every comfort character ive had ever#and his hair is long as fuck for gender reasons#impractical? perhaps. but Gender#kh#oc tag#ask#tech
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