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lost media experts working tirelessly to find the tko rules secret good ending
#ok ko#ok ko let's be heroes#tko#carol kincaid#ok ko tko#ok ko carol#starts tearing up a little bit#thats her aby#trans tko#<= she/her tko u know the drill#procreate#ibispaint#digital art#digital artist#cartoon network#kennedy art#in my heart of hearts tko takes after carol while ko takes after venomous mostly#<= would elaborate more but i have less than ten minutes on break
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I have a better camera :]
#my art#abigail hobbs#hannibal nbc#ethel cain lyrics#i found an older rendition of abi/antlers#i messed up on her eye#thats why theres flowers
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For #AbigailBellweatherWeek organized by @badwolfkaily
Day 5: Friends (Gerit is childhood friends with Abigail, is he not?)
close up crops + flyer:
please? 🪙
#what if gerit and bells were exes and thats why she was simply like “theres no way hes that big” about her friend's dick#m#nf#fanart#motherland fort salem#abigail bellweather#illustration#art#gerit buttonwood#abigail bellweather week#abi bell week#comic
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LETS FUCKING GO!!!!
#abigail thorn#philosphy tube#sw acolyte#sw the high republic#i knew abi was saying stuff about star wars and acting in a connected universe thats a bit more than her standard#'need to be nice to potential employers'#the high republic serving us the queer rep as always
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john in rdr1 is so special to me i feel crazuyzuzyszy
#z.gen#rdr1 john is just . so .#like hes like the best of himself embodied and hes so unbelievably duty bound to abi#he loves her so much. and he goes against everything for her and jack. the progression of stupid deadbeat#to worlds most loving and dedicated husband makes me sick#and it makes me feel so unwell that john in rdr1 isnt like arthur.#arthur is a good man. to me it makes sense that he is canonically intended to be moral and upright#mary linton even says so#but i dont think thats true for john. i dont think john is 'moral' as much as he is dutiful#nothing is his concern other than his wife and son and i loveeee that about him so much#i know a lot of people find this to be a fault and surely if you like more heroic characters arthur is much closer to it#but john is so. he is so.#theres something about the way he does anything to protect them that makes me weak#its not self serving like dutch nor is it moral like arthur#everything is for them. everything. every single thing.#he embodies in such a way that it makes me unwell. hes so morally gray but for them? he'd do anything and he does#i just . love how john is bound by duty and not morality#hes not particularly remorseful or good or upright#but he is painfully dutifully. to me because i think thats what he took from the sort of life arthur lead#even though i think arthurs goodness was truer. i think john realized that he isnt arthur#but he became the sort of man he could be and became someone who always paid his debts#and did whatever it took protect what he believes is family. whats important to him#when i think about how deeply his love is tied with loyalty and duty i just get sooo insane. like you dont even get it#and rdr1 john is soooo protective and kind to women and sooo hateful to men which helps#i think rdr2 john is so hateable but rdr1 john is like the most perfect man to ever exist and appeals to me#on a personal level more than arthur. like i just cant stop thinking about him#hes so like. attractive hngfmgkjdf#i can hardly play the game its sooo distracting to listen to him
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Very sick now unfortunately
#idk what i got in assuming it's a fever or a cold not sure#the other day i was at the food bank and spent like 3 hours gettiny rained on in th freezing cold and im assuming thats what caused it#but bleh#ive had a weird week#thinking so hard about toon though < -- home made medicine fr#recebtly got a package in yhe mail from my mom and its just an entire bible with 5 billion notes from her with a lot of negativity but#got to have fun and skim around for certain verses that tall about gab#i recently hinted over crushing on toon to my brother and hia reaction was pretty funny and i barely got to explain aby of it but its always#fun to freak out my shitty family#personal
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i mean, if my friend's older sister asked me out i wouldn't say no...
#not that she would EVER ask me out cause i'm so not her type but thats fine#she IS bi tho#but anyways like she calls ppl pookie just to be silly but today she texted me and called me pookie and i was deadass blushing a little#like bro--#(btw shes only a year older then me and part of my friend group is also friends with her)#(so i should have just said my friend and not my friends older sister lmao but whateverrr)#abi rambles
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#death mention tw*#( so . . . my moms aunt is in the hospital rn ; she's got c*ncer thats spreading FAST & is too weak for treatment . . . )#( my mom is in shambles trying to find a way to get there to see her before she goes . . . )#( she has nearly enough to make it there . . . )#( if anyone could maybe help me out im trying desperately to scrape anything i can together to help her . . . )#( i feel so awful she's so destroyed . . . im holding together for her sake but ofc im also pretty heartbroken . . . )#̗̀ ♡⃗ 𝔬𝔲𝔱 𝔬𝔣 𝔠𝔥𝔞𝔯𝔞𝔠𝔱𝔢𝔯 | abi speaks ♡⃗.˳⁺⁎
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@forlorn-kumquat replied to your post “Writing a Phoebe/Coop fic and like. Can I mention...”:
Did she like him, or did she just like what he represented in her life: safety, stability, normalcy? Cause I think Phoebe's time with Cole has her so messed up that she would have latched onto any reasonably normal guy who wasn't trying to kill her and her family
Okay, so the context (and sneak peak, I guess) is Phoebe and Coop are discussing how she wasn't willing to be with Coop until she finds out about the future. Phoebe brings up how everytime she pursued the love she wasn't "suppose to," aka Cole and Miles, it goes poorly and her family is hurt in the crossfire. It's not- Okay, well, it wasn't intended to be a very in-depth thing bc it's just a oneshot that's gotten out of control on me again, but I realized that parallel between Phoebe's relationships with Cole and Miles and am kinda liking the idea of third time the charm-ing it, tbh. (I also bring up Dex, bc like I said! This is getting out of control on me again!)
She doesn't really delve deep into that relationship, so it's kinda your mileage may vary on that but here's the lines about it:
" I thought that it was just because it was Cole. But then I fell for someone I wasn’t supposed to be with, Miles, and I thought that I could change his fate. I thought I was supposed to change his fate, and instead I hurt my family again."
Idk, did that make sense? Any input is greatly appreciated!!
#forlorn-kumquat#abi speaks#charmed#i left like right after finishing that paragraph and coming back to it i think it's decent?#but there's also a nonzero chance that ppl reading this will go wait who tf is miles but like#im bringing up dex too and they might have that reaction to him as well#(im ppl on dex. do you know how long it took me to remember that he existed? literal YEARS#i've had a charmed hyperfixation for over a decade! i run a charmed blog! i write so much (unposted) fanfiction!#i was scrolling through phoebehalliwell (sidenote#she is such a fucking good blog i check it like everyday and i love her stuff she was in fact my inspo#if you could not tell by the blatant url rip off im sorry i dont know how to name things)#when i saw someone ask her about dex and she was like he's a loser with no personality from arizona#and i literally went wait who the fuck#WAITAMINUTE#like. not a single thought to be had. like man he was just boring and idk if he was really in any#not even good but like decent episodes yknow?#especially bc i never really vibed with the homeland plot and thats the part of the season he was in but anyways im off topic (as usual))#the hilarious thing is that this fic is actually like five or six years old now and the intent was just editing it#admittedly strong editing bc teenage!abi had specific headcanons shoehorned in that ya!abi doesn't#shoutout chris being a telepath headcanon we'll never forget you baby#(the focus is on the chris & coop platonic ship and coop/phoebe romantic ship)#the og draft was 2.5 words#the one i am currently editing is almost 4k and im just now getting to the halfway point#the coop/phoebe conversation is substantially longer now#and so is coop being lovesick over phoebe like sir. sir pls shut the fuck up i am running out of things that arent cringey af#i know im the one writing it but im still sitting here like coop baby shut the fuck up PLEASE#i actually really do like this better but i gotta read it over again for proofreading later and im kinda try to add a thousand words#bc me going oh i'll just proofread and clean it up a little is what STARTED this mess#i'm having a great time /gen
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fucking hate being bi cause even the bi girls i talk to end up hooking up with my male friends not me :)))
#okay yeah i cant blame them for me not shooting my shot but like#fuck ita so hard shooting my shot#i dont have any practice#bc everytime i fear i might get hatecrimed#so i dont try#so bow this bi girl comes along with my best friend#and she talks to me about being bi#and all i can do is talk to her like aby straight girl would bc im afraid#fuck this shit mab#qorst thing is none of my firends will understand#bc none of them go through the same#all my boy friends get rejected and thats that#but not me you never know w me#its so frustrating but also scary#and im so jelous bc my mest friend is going home today w the girl i wanted to kiss#meegs rambles#personal
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anything exciting going on today guys. ive been playing sdv all day due to the devil resides within me
#got to winter so im doing ginger island stuff#its. sigh. yk...#my mod t fix it is like. the dialogue + portrait changes are in place but not. the spritez? which annoys ne ...#also my one mod t make ermm. winter star less christmassy seems t be messing up.. bc the sprite to replace the christmas trees is like#its there but. Behind the christmas tree? like it loaded both at once.#i havent xhabged the settjngs for that Or my map mod so idk..bc it wa working fine in year 1... mgght just hsve t dig in deeper and check..#i also umm disabled my sprites + portraits mod for the ginger island charactsrs so HOPEFULLY that helps. i havent reloaded le game yrt so#mabye tmrw itll be all fixed... grins#BUT. not 2 brag i got both of the winter fish i was looking for in 1 day... first day of winter zlets go gamers. and thats all j rly hsd#for winter. the rest is umm. my last 2 spring thangs (apricot and legend) and then the aby season stuff which i think atp is. liteeally#just the ginger island stuff... so i should have that done by spring !! very exciting 4 me..#anorher issue abt the umm diverse ginger island mod is. i HAVE the addon t make the portraits look nicer but. Ohh i dont mean to be hateful#rheyre still so insanely ugly 2 me the portrsits 😭😭 they just are not up to par#also ngl i think a lot of the changes are like. idk. some of them feel entirely just. lame.#like idk how 2 say this withiut sounding like a bigot whos like LESS GAY PPL but like. the problem with ginger island wasnt. that birdie#was mourning her husband instead of her wife. yk#i also think its just kinda WEIRD t like. age leo up sm. and to make him have a gay thing with sam like idk. i think it was possible t just#have an islander kid. and not be weird abt it.. but idk..#IDK. thats like. hateful. and i do rly appreciate the likee. yk. i appreciate rhe goal of the mod and i find it t be. better than canon#Not that thats hard lord. im just like idk..#i just dk. im rly conflicted on it#i wish there were more like. options t choose from irt to ginger island rewrites yk.#i saw like one other whej i was sesrching but iirc it was like#I LOVE GINGER ISLAND AND HOW IT WAS HANDLED! i just wanted to add MORE <3 and its like. ok man
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the power of emma + abi (it’s their song)
#the quarry#spotify wrapped#they make me so. gosh …..#this song perfectly sums up how i feel abi views their relationship#like. of COURSE abi loves her but she also cant help but feel. a bit jealous at how ‘easily’ things come to emma?#for context i obv bc abi as autistic#hc*#and biracial#and OBVIOUSLY strawberry blond is abt living in a white dominated society as an asian woman#makes my blood boil seeing ppl turn this song into smth for 2 white ppl i wont lie#BUT THATS FOR ANOTHER DAY#abi sees emma as everything she’s not and that affects how she interacts w/ emma i think#abi’s ‘i’ve just wasted so much time trying to figure out how to be like you’? yeah#maybe one day i’ll officially write smth out but. i genuinely believe both emma nd abi are putting up a persona simply to satisfy the other#2 me their relationship is just so good and messy and interesting and sad and auugh#mine#my thoughts#my TQ tag#my emma tag#my abi tag#TQ
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i was so nervous that i hadnt actually moved on from my ex, that i was moving too fast etc. anyway my friend broke up w her bf YESTERDAY and TODAY has a date lined up. girl...
#like GIRL HOW?#he cheated on her lmfao#never liked him#so worried for her#like i know exactly what is going to happen#shes gonna find some guy that makes a good amount of cash#move in w him#and try to work as little as possible and leech off of him#thats what her mum does its what she did w her ex its what she wants to do w her future partners#shes like his money is our money and my money is my money#girl in this day and age?#no wonder youre in an awful pisition w ur ex you refuse to support yourself and expect everyone to take care of u#the more i think abt her behaviour and perspective on shit the more i grt the feeling that she'll be in a group home when shes carer#which isnt exactly a bad thing i mean more that itll be out of her control and not a choice#and i know she wouldnt want that#idk my heart hurts for her but you cant help ppl who dont want to be helped or who dont want to do aby work#like im sorry youre an adult unfortunately you do have to do some shit for yourself yk#i can only support you from where i am so much#me and my bf r tryna support her to hopefully get her to break the cycle but i dont think she will#like shes already got a date like cmon#damn
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sighs i have to clean the kitchen & help my mom around the house but i swear i will be here tonight 🙃
#[ shoot me pls i also have to force my brother to do HIS shit & clean out the fridge . ]#[ ughhhh . ]#[ oh & ofc by help her i mean she wants me to clean her room for her essentially but shes got me FUUUUCKED UP#if she thinks thats gonna happen when ive got other shit she's dictated onto me to do . ]#˚₊·—̳͟͞♡ i. 𐙚 ooc. ᝰ .ᐟ . . . abi speaks ౨ৎ ˖ ࣪⊹ .#˚₊·—̳͟͞♡ i. 𐙚 ooc. ᝰ .ᐟ . . . mobile post ౨ৎ ˖ ࣪⊹ .
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“oh, please… i know just how special these kisses are. i cherish them deeply.” alex’s quick to reassure, a hint of playfulness lacing his voice but his icy hues are serious. gentle but serious. he has a good idea of what the capitol, president snow, had made abilene do. after the games, everyone wanted a piece of her — she was beautiful and young. a victor. and it’s nothing new, really… this world is especially cruel to women. it’s a known fact. and it’s also part of the reason why he’s so angry on the inside, why he craves revenge. he wants justice for her, too. “i love you. i want to give you the world,” he coos, tapping the tip of her nose with his fingertip. her trust means a lot him, and he’ll never take it for granted or betray it. his heart belongs to her, so do his body and soul.
“yeah, exactly. and bookish nerds from district twelve are no troublemakers.” laughing as he plays along, the grin that appears on her lips has his heart skipping a beat. she’s his personal sun, shining brighter than any light in this bunker. “well, you’ve grown on me, too. though, now that i’m thinking about it… have i ever officially asked you to be my girlfriend?” face flushing a bright shade of red. he doesn’t recall ever popping that question. it seems incredibly awkward for some reason, childish. the lines between friendship and love have just blurred on their own at some point, and now here they are. “oh! grand babies? don’t we need to have actual, you know, babies first? bold of you to speak of children when you’re not even my official girlfriend,” he teases, biting the inside of his bottom lip and stifling a laugh. “what do i think? about berries or grandchildren?”
❛ you better , ❜ she teased , planting a quick peck to his lips again before she settled back against his side . ❛ i don't just give those away to just anyone , y'know . ❜ perhaps alex had rubbed off on her , she thought . though she teased , she did not take any touch for granted .
abilene had been sure that the kiss they'd shared before she left was going to be their last . she had been a slave to the capitol for so long , she wanted to know and remember what real love felt like . she'd even told herself that her last thought would be of the sound of his heartbeat , or his laugh , or the feeling of his hands on her skin . she didn't remember if that was what she thought of when one of the mutts had pulled her under the water . she didn't want to think on it , and squeezed her eyes shut .
they'd drink sweet tea and strawberry wine and rock on the porch . abilene tried to shift her thoughts again back to the thought of their future in ten . she hummed softly , and thought of alex on the porch in a rocking chair . she thought of him spinning her around on the dance floor like he had when they'd celebrated david's birthday in the bunkers , and her heart swelled at the thought until she was again grinning .
❛ cowboys are more trouble than they're worth . ❜ abilene joked . ❛ they wouldn't knit me sweaters , or share any secret recipes with me . besides , you've grown on me . ❜ her eyes opened , a glint of mischief sparkling through them before she laughed quietly again . her cheeks always seemed to ache when alex was around . she pressed a quick kiss to his cheek .
❛ we'll look like raisins out on the porch , with a garden full of strawberries and grandbabies . ❜ she laughed , a bit louder this time , and rested her head back on his shoulder . ❛ we'll plant other berries too , i think . black berries and blue berries . . . every color of berries . ❜ she rested her hand on his chest . ❛ what do you think , alex ? ❜
#qverdia#verse; the hunger games.#pls i love this verse and i love them <3#LMAO yes thats abi *emotional about a baby bird*#and her supportive husband alex lol#this is how he introduces her to his friends lol 'she sometimes gets emotional over baby animals and pretty flowers and sunsets isnt she#wonderful?' *heart eyes*
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(Spins in chair dramatically) Tee-hee, beginning of my Johnny thingy because when I think of happiness I do think of family and idk thats just me and ya know-sorry, anyway-
(Jus a lil introduction to...whatever I will be calling the Johnny version of a pre-k verse type universe. :ppp)
“AND NEXT YOU WANT TO FUCKING GROPE A GIRL HOW BOUT YOU TAKE OUT ONE OUT OF THE FUCKIN BIBLE AND GOUGE YOUR EYES OUT-hi, sorry about that, what’s goin on?” You give a small smile to the costumer now standing before you, reasonably his eyes were wide and he looked as if he had been caught in headlights.
Johnny, who woke up this morning relatively easily, got his cup of tea, downed an energy drink, went on his run and only got into the car to realize it wouldn’t bloody start, and oddly enough that was enough for his mood to be completely ruined. So when he walked into the garage, only to see a kind looking woman he may have expected for the day to get better- he was…wrong?
You tusk and then look out to the car he came from, looked good- almost as good as the dumbfounded man in front of you, “Cat got your tongue, pretty boy?”
and the rest was quite literally history.
So currently you were trying to pry him and your very adventurous seven-year-old inside, and you thought it would be an easy task. After all, they had been outside all day, playing every sport and game that the human mind could comprehend. They had drank enough hose water each that you were sure that the problem had some sort of toxic heavy metal within their systems and they both consumed enough sugar via gummies and fruit it would put a person into cardiac arrest- either way as you tried to get them to come inside you were met with:
"But mom 'm winninggg!"
"Aye, I'm bout to beat her!"
You stand on the porch with your arms crossed, having given up at your attempt at a garden last season so you didn't quite mind entirely on how the bed looked like a mud wrestling ground and taking that was the intended purpose...you stared for a long while. "A...best out of what exactly?"
To that your husband stands up, holding the girl by her ankles, "Outta ten, mum."
"Annnd you're on number?"
"I've won five!!" Abigail, or rather Gail as what she had taken to as a nickname, had happily chirped from her upside-down position. A beaming smile across her mud-covered face and her eyes almost closed from how her smile squinted them. 'Here comes Abi trippin over her smile' as Johnny would say.
A nod with a hum is what you gave in reply and you slowly move to turn around, "Shower before you come eat."
(As always, comments and feedback truly make my day and encourage me deeply. Toodles!)
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