#that's precisely why I LOVE it
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You know what?
I’m gonna say it.
I like Nureyev’s Nutcracker.
There.
#ballet#paris opera ballet#nutcracker#casse-noisette#rudolf nureyev#rudolf noureev#yes the choreography for grand pas de deux is quite shit#ie. Nureyev was nureyev-ing a bit too much even for my taste#but I just LOVE the dark unsettling downright creepy story#especially in the midst of all the fluff and candy canes and christmas' cheer#like give me a freudian nutcracker#and give it to me right about now!#is it weird the old one-eyed limping uncle turns Clara's prince in the act II?#you bet it is#it's creepy#it's disturbing#criminal even#it has no business being in a “christmas fairy story”#but guess what#that's precisely why I LOVE it#it is quite literally the only nutcracker I am willing to be interested in#because balletomane confession#I hate nutcracker#with a passion#it's stupid#it doesn't make sense#and on top of that there are kids everywhere#(no#so there is a nutcracker that leaves families with children horrified?#alarmed or upset?
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STAR WARS x CRIMINAL MINDS [2/?]
#and again I say - is this au at all reasonable? nope and that’s precisely why I love it#hotchniss#aaron hotchner#aaronhotchneredit#emily prentiss#emilyprentissedit#criminal minds moodboard#criminal minds#criminalmindsedit#cmedit#swedit#star wars edit#cassian andor#mon mothma#dedra meero#star wars andor#mine*cm#cm#swxcm
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“The things I do for love,” he said with loathing. He gave Bran a shove.
all this frothing insecurity is actually so funny if you consider that he is supposed to be the most beloved one by the rest. the bar is in hell with house lannister
#also when hes like um what am i worth to tywin now if i have no hand? nothing?#he is the one the other three doesnt want to actually murder ig#jaime dub!!!#its rough to be so popular#jaime lannister#lets not start discussing what ‘love’ even means among this family tho bc lmfaoooo#like im sorry but personally i can see why that twincest thing became a thing on his part too lol#im just so so obsessed with jc as a desperate means of achieving unconditional love from the self that u cant have otherwise#and that is precisely what makes it so so conditional
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This is slowly turning into a "every jc moment ever" thing and I have no regrets.
#star trek voyager#janeway x chakotay#i cant even begin to explain why theyre so perfect for each other#but probably the biggest reason why i love their relationship so much is precisely the fact that they arent a couple#they love each other. they love each other romantically as well and they WANT each other but they cant and they wont#but does that lead to more awkwardness or weirdness between them? no#theyre each others confidant theyre safe space their crutch#theyre there for each other in every way that matters#and its so beautiful
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one thing i really appreciate about jinshi's character is how he has NEVER once actually had any intention of succeeding the throne. every time the idea is brought up he immediately detests it. so hes giving maomao as much as he possibly can, even though maomao has many qualms about it due to their difference in social status, but jinshi DOESNT CARE because hes NEVER cared about or wanted the status of crown prince! its been nothing but a burden to him! from his perspective the ONLY thing keeping the two of them apart are outside influences. he has no doubt within himself-- hes horribly down bad, in fact. but unfortunately his stupid JOB is getting in the way of him skipping off into the sunset with his favourite little cat
#jinshi literally maiming himself infront of the emperor and empress: “can you please fire me so i can marry the girl of my dreams”#emperor: “no. now go to the west capital relatively unsupervised with the girl of your dreams andpromise REAL HARD u wont something stupid”#also not to mention i think maomaos problem isnt that she doesnt want to marry jinshi bc she doesnt care about him-- she cares abt him A LO#which is precisely why shes convinced herself she cant marry him. she wants whats best for him and#she wholeheartedly believes that marrying her is the EXACT OPPOSITE of whats best for him.#like she has. yknow. not the prettiest of backgrounds. growing up in a brothel might do that to you#shes mentioned before- shes basically a commoner. she has her biologicaldad but hes more of a wildcard selfmade man with no real connection#and she doesnt even like him.#but she just CANNOT comprehend that someone would sacrifice so much for her and ask for nothing in return but her company#i just love them a lot your honour.#the apothecary diaries#the apothecary diaries spoilers#for the anime/manga onlies#READ THE LIGHT NOVEL#kusuriya no hitorigoto#kusuriya no hitorigoto spoilers
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Also I am. Constantly forgetting how fucking funny Hunter is. We never give him enough credit for how funny he is because his life is so fucked up but I swear 90% of his lines are just bit after bit after bit. He's not even trying either. Anytime he actively tries to make a joke it falls flat but if you just put him in a Scenario he'll find a way to be so over invested and yet out of touch/at odds with whatever's going on. He's so autistic
#the owl house#ramblings of a lunatic#i forget hunters character voice A Lot#plus the most recent ep is always whats most clear in my mind (so rn that's ftf) and he's obvs much more angsty in that one#idk ppl credit thanks to them as the first time Hunter was like happy and silly#but i highkey think asias was the prelude to that. like i think the events of that day are so vivid and special to hunter#precisely bc it's the first time he's interacted with witches his age in a non hostile or strained way#it's the first time on screen we see him have fun doing something that isn't deranged#yeah whatever souls are made of his and willows are the same. but more importantly her gus and the rest make him laugh#that's important for the guy canonically having the worst day of his life Every Day#part of why huntlow appealed to me initially was that it was hunters first taste of like. normal teenagedom#not the romance with willow (cause that's barely an undercurrent in asias) but flyer derby and hexside in general#and that's part of why willow and later gus r like. his safe space#and thus why it's so significant that he goes out of his way to protect (keep them safe) too#anyway enough hunter thoughts for tonight. i love him but this isn't my Brand
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'he wasn't sorry but he didn't know how to live without kevin'
that's so fucking interesting you don't understand. kevin did not have a good time in his first few months at psu, or throughout the entire year actually, but he latched onto andrew and then neil so hard, even if the foxes weren't particularly nice to him they still probably helped keep him afloat mentally.
jean became riko's official partner after but he had a longer leash than kevin and he still slept in his own room. riko left kevin's side of the room untouched. riko slept alone the entire year. when was the last time he slept alone, woke up alone, did anything at all without kevin by his side. a decade ago?
but he wasn't sorry, because in that moment he saw kevin as a threat and this is what happens when you defy a moriyama. and the ravens turned on kevin instead, because of course they did. so he wasn't sorry but he still wanted kevin to come back, he wanted kevin to watch from the sidelines as riko lived out their dreams because he still couldn't imagine a future without kevin there in some capacity. he very nearly destroyed kevin to keep his status as 'number 1' (because who is he when he's not number 1) but at the same time he couldn't give up on kevin. and that ended up being his downfall, because between his obsession with riko and his need to be the best, kevin chose the latter, somehow.
#my posts#my aftg posts#aftg#kevin day#riko moriyama#the foxhole court#all for the game#kevriko#i wonder why bc based on their respective numbers and roles in the nest#you'd think riko would have been the one to make that choice#going out on a limb i'd say it's precisely bc they had different roles. but also because of support systems#riko maybe wasn't afraid for his life and he had the ravens on his side but kevin was unique and riko did not replace him#kevin also didn't quite replace riko. he couldn't have#but he did have other things to focus on. he did have people teaching him that life is more than what he saw in the nest#he was still someone even without riko and the ravens#does that make sense? idk#idk i just think they're endlessly fascinating and i love thinking about this
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Amphibia is proof that the best character writing tip is to make everyone at least a little bit problematic
#this is why all of my OCs are horrible people in one way or another#this goes for relationships too#lum1ty is cute and all but nothing about it ever destroyed me nearly as much as even the most tame scene between any members of#the calamity trio. and ik it's because the relationship between those 3 is what drives the story while lum1ty is a romantic subplot and all#but my objection is: that's precisely the problem#it's supposedly meant to be the fluff amongst the angst. a refuge from everything else that happens in the show#plus it's not the MAIN main relationship of the show - the main relationship is between Eda Luz and King#but... i genuinely believe divorcing lum1ty from the rest of the story does them a disservice. imagine how could it would have been if#they let amity be a little bit worse. deeper into the emperor's coven or something. with a more intense rivalry w luz#characters in toh just need more Drama imo especially luz's friends#hunter is great *because* he's Dramatic#this isn't toh bashing. i love toh. i just can't help but feel it's an example of characters being too... *nice*#cant remember who said that the only thing worth writing about was the human heart in conflict with itself and#im sorry but you can't convince me a character like gus or willow is just as much in conflict with themselves as like. idk. hop pop.
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Just a brief anecdote based on your most recent posted anon that I thought you might find amusing- one time I was talking with someone about protag/antag dynamics and how they're some of my favorites in media. They mentioned that they hadn't seen that dynamic very often and I was like "huh, weird! I've read so many, I see it all the time!" And then when I was thinking of examples I realized that. I was just remembering your whole catalog of work which I love dearly and have read all of (I'm a long time subscriber to your patreon as well). A slight spiders georg moment
oh my god
am I villain spiders georg
not exactly the same, but here are four books with good protag/antag vibes:
Summer sons by Lee Mandelo
Dark Rise/Dark Heir by C.S Pascat
The Invisible Life of Addie La Rue by V.E Schwab
The Last Tale of the Flower Bride by Roshani Chokshi
#i do find this amusing#be the change you want to see in the world#literally my not finding the protag/antag dynamics I wanted to read was precisely why I began writing it#so always happy for further recs#i just love it so much when it's done well#the variation#the complexity and the nuance#and i don't mean oh the villain is actually a poor misunderstood baby and the hero's side is secretly evil arc#as much as that also entertains me and has worth#i love a genuine villain (at least at the start) who is also so ambiguous and genuine in the connection they have with the hero of the stor
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I don't know much about Bart, but your art of him is always so cute I just have to love him 🥺 There's something so hilarious and chaotic about the way you draw him and his hair 🤭
Thank you so much! I love (drawing) Bart, he’s easily one of my all time favorite DC characters
I base my depiction of Bart mainly on his YJ and Solo-Run appearance, where he is indeed very chaotic and has very fluffy hair
Here are some comic panels serving as examples:
#asks#bart allen#my son.... <3 I love him so much#also yes Bart is very impulsive (ha!) and chaotic but he's also very introverted which is precisely why i love him so much#he just so desperately wants to do the right thing but he doesn't always go about it the right way#this of course is mainly due to him growing up in VR and thus not fully understanding that his actions actually have consequences#but he learns it along the way dw <3#okay that's enough of my Bart propaganda go about your day now
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you can poke your head behind the mountain peak, don't have to mean that you've gone into hiding
#you can't see it but you know alex is smiling like a fool#well probably both of them are really#I'm still feeling so emotional after yesterday#i don't mind us not getting more than this#i don't mind them hugging in the dark#it just shows that they don't have to put their love on display and brag about it to everyone else#they can just show each other and that's enough#that's what love is about no?#they're not hiding they're just not shoving it in everyone's faces#(they know we know anyways)#if you look up the definition of true love their name will pop up#“we've gone through a lot together” miles said in a recent interview and it could've made me sad because it includes the hard times too#but it's precisely because of the hard times and not letting those beat them and tear them apart is why they're still here#and still thriving and loving each other and being best friends#they really said “we're gonna fight everything that comes our way and we're still gonna hold each other's hands at the end of it”#aaaaaand I'm crying#don't ever doubt their love guys#miles kane#alex turner#milex#arctic monkeys#the car tour#tlsp#the last shadow puppets#505#body paint
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Alpha & Pebble my beautifully fucked up boys ! Here’s them fighting because they don’t know how to communicate. Angst, but with some tiny bit of comfort ? Maybe ? I’m not sure it really is comfort but well.
Alpha’s not sure what the Sibling of Sin said, he only caught the tail end of a mean laugh, but it must’ve been about Delta ; it’s the only thing that could get that reaction out of Pebble. Snarl peeling his lips so far back it looks borderline painful, eyes blazing, tail whipping the air, claws extended.
The earth ghoul is about to pounce on the stupid, stupid human, rip them to shreds and risk being sent back to the pit for the offense it represents. Alpha acts on instinct alone.
The fire ghoul barely manages to catch the back of Pebble’s uniform just as the earth ghoul leaps toward the Sibling. Pebble didn’t see Alpha coming, too blinded by rage, and is caught by surprise ; in a second, and despite his vigorous thrashing, Alpha has the earth ghoul in a chokehold, his arm digging into Pebble’s neck in an effort to keep him from committing first degree murder.
The Sibling blanches at the display, finally realizing their stupidity, the amount of danger they’ve subjected themselves to by sheer malice, and scurries away while they still can.
Alpha curses as he drags Pebble away, sharp kicks surely bruising his legs, claws raking along his arm in an attempt to make him let go. No chance. Alpha only tightens his hold, cutting Pebble’s airways even more off until the earth ghoul’s knees buckle under him and he let himself be thrown into the common room.
Alpha only grants him a few seconds to take deep, gasping breaths before taking two fistful of the front of Pebble’s uniform, hauling him up against the wall ; with the earth ghoul being a good head shorter than Alpha, and pretty light in comparison, it’s easy for the fire ghoul to pin Pebble there, his feet barely grazing the ground.
« Are you stupid ?! » Alpha growls inches from Pebble’s face.
« Let go you fucking-»
« No, » Alpha grunts, baring his own fangs, « I asked you a question. Are you fucking stupid ?! That what you earth ghouls do, smoke your brains away ?! You know what happens to dumb sons of bitches who harm members of the Church ?! Do you want to be sent back, away from you greenhouse, your home, your pack ?! »
Pebble blinks, momentarily stunned by the reason behind Alpha’s anger, before his face contorts once again and venom creeps back in the pale green of his eyes.
« So you’d let that piece of shit say whatever they want ? Insult Delta whenever they like ? »
So Alpha was right, it was indeed about Delta. The fire ghoul doesn’t get to say what he wants, Pebble is on a roll.
« Yes, of course you would. Pack only matters when it suits you, yeah ? When it’s convenient. But the second protecting it might cause troubles, you back off like the coward you are. Is there any of us you’d take actual risks for ? Is there anyone outside of Omega, oh so precious Omega, you would sacrifice things for ? »
Alpha sees red, Pebble’s word cutting deep, hitting a nerve dead on. How dare he. How dare Pebble question everything Alpha did for the pack ? The fire ghoul doesn’t know if he wants to rip the earth ghoul’s tongue out or curl into himself to sob.
Pebble opens his mouth to go on, and Alpha is absolutely sure he cannot take a drop more of the earth ghoul’s venom, that infamous venom of his that slithers into your veins, wraps around your heart, squeezes until it bursts.
Alpha throws Pebble to the ground, sits on his chest, raises a fist - aiming for his face, maybe his nose, anything that would make the earth ghoul shut up, shut up, shut up.
That’s when Alpha catches the glimmer of hope in Pebble���s eyes, realization dawning on him with the effect of a cold shower. Pebble itches for a fight. Wants to get hit, beaten up to a pulp, and who better to rile up for that than Alpha, short-tempered, sparring enthusiast Alpha ?
As always, Pebble is seeking what he cannot ask for, and seeking it from Alpha.
The fire ghoul stills, fist still raised. Pebble waits, tense as a bowstring, eyeing it almost voraciously. But there, under the anger and inexplicable need to be hurt, something fragile, vulnerable hides.
Whatever the Sibling said, Pebble took it to heart.
Alpha’s eyes slip closed, a shuddering sigh escaping him as he brings his hand down slowly, grabbing Pebble’s jaw firmly, but with unusual gentleness. The earth ghoul stiffens.
« You know damn well I take care of my pack. And, whether you like it or not, you are pack too. So the next time you want to be used as a fucking punching bag, you join me on the mat instead of running your fucking mouth and goading me into damn near killing you. »
Despite the simmering fury in Alpha’s voice, his hand doesn’t tightens, simply stays there, holding.
Pebble’s eyes flash with both desperation and rage.
« Don’t pretend to care- »
Alpha growls again, tail slapping against the floor harshly enough to sting.
« Stop telling me how I feel, Pebble. My feelings are mine, you don’t get to twist them into what’s more convenient for you. »
All the fight seems to rush out of the earth ghoul’s body at that. Pebble’s muscles all let go at once, his face growing weary, almost melancholic. He avoids Alpha’s eyes, nods curtly.
« Got it. »
Alpha can’t help the way his eyebrows skyrocket toward his hairline at that, but doesn’t comment. It’s as close an apology as he’ll get from Pebble.
The earth ghoul is staring at Alpha’s arm, jaw clenching hard. There’s a few rivulets of blood trickling from the claw marks Pebble left on it in his efforts to free himself.
For a moment, they stay frozen like this, something akin to « what now ? » floating in the heavy silence between them.
A door slamming in the distance snaps them out of it. Alpha let go of Pebble, stands up to let the earth ghoul do the same. Pebble runs a hand through his short, messy hair, strands spiking in every directions.
Sighing heavily, Alpha adjusts his shirt, glad that he wasn’t wearing his own uniform, or else he’d have a lot of explaining to do as to why his sleeve would be in tatters. Again.
From the corner of his eyes, the fire ghoul spies Pebble awkwardly straightening his collar, somehow seeming reluctant to leave. Alpha watches him, and yet, he’s caught completely off guard when the earth ghoul grabs his injured arm, careful to avoid the cuts, eyes glaring daggers at the consequences of his own anger.
The strangeness of the situation keeps Alpha frozen, eyes glued to Pebble’s face. The near permanent crease between the earth ghoul’s eyebrows, the scar cutting through the bridge of his nose, the smattering of freckles across his cheekbones, the scruff eating away at his cheeks, everything is thrown into sharp focus by their sudden stillness.
When the earth ghoul looks up at Alpha, the fire ghoul wonders what he sees. Yellow eyes Pebble’s dying to gouge out ? Already crooked nose the earth ghoul longs to break into an even more unsavory form ? Deep claw marks on his cheek he’d like to extend ? But the look in Pebble’s eyes doesn’t hold any murderous intent. It’s conflicted, confused, the abrupt change in their usual dynamic rendering him just as silent as Alpha.
For once, they are both out of words. A miracle, really.
Then, Pebble let go so suddenly you’d think Alpha lost control of his fire and inflicted him a third degree burn.
« You should get those checked out, » the earth ghoul mumbles, resolutely staring at his feet.
Alpha blinks, lost for a moment, before remembering his injuries.
« Those are just scratches. »
Pebble scoffs, but doesn’t add anything, fleeing the room without once meeting Alpha’s eyes again.
The fire ghoul heaves a sigh, scrubs his hand over his face. He feels weird, Pebble’s expression when he took stock of the damages he’d done lingering in his mind.
Alpha hopes Mist will let him share a smoke with her tonight, Satan knows he could use her blunt honesty to understand whatever the fuck just happened.
But first, he has a Sibling to scare the living daylight out of to ensure they won’t breath a word of Pebble’s near slip up.
#Oooooooh the girls are fighting#i don’t know for sure what the sibling said about delta but they better learn how to run really really fast#also ouch ouch pebble is very very good with his words and sometimes that’s not a good thing#funny how they both lose it at the mention of their special person#parallels#well sort of#pebble is pissed that alpha actually made good points#but he’s even more pissed by the fact that he knows he crossed a line with the omega mention#and he knows he was in the wrong#but he can’t help feeling pissed still#I’m not antagonizing any of them btw#I love them dearly and they’re flawed and that’s precisely why I love them#they are coping the best they can#And sure it’s far from healthy#but I have hope for them#they’ll figure it out eventually#pebble ghoul#alpha ghoul#nameless ghouls#the band ghost#btw by « join me on the mat » alpha means sparring if it wasn’t clear
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"Marvelous first spell." :')
#i've been listening to the children's adventure for the first time this week and i am so in love#it's so soft and gentle and lovely with such a beautifully built world and all of the characters are so charming and#god. little ame reaching out to protect suvi from her nightmares because even without being able to put a precise finger on why#she knows that this girl needs a friend#and in that moment of incredible kindness her magic makes itself known for the first time :')#worlds beyond number#i am a puddle of emotions
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Reading is hard.
How am I supposed to pay attention to someone else's characters and world when my own will not shut up.
And, should I manage that;
How am I supposed to analyze and talk about it afterwards when I have to shut off every part of my brain to focus on this story?
How do people do buddy reads. Is there a trick, do you have some secret techniques to pay attention while also getting lost in a book?
#this is not some random thought here#i am genuinely curious#i get lost when i read and will remember only what moved me#i cant analyze anything or tell you precisely what happened in the story#or why an author might have chosen those words or what they were saying#i just like it or don't#but i am trying to do this buddy read thing#and be involved because it's with my sister and i loves her#it is just so hard#my brain is mush
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can we ~please~ let this boy just go the fuck off
#dndads spoilers#dungeons and daddies spoilers#dndads fanart#dndads s2#normal oak#man normal is really going through it right now#he is fully at breaking point and i would fully understand his ultimate snap#he deserves an evil arc#hashtag yes my god#hashtag what if god was one of us#i mean all of this is jk bc he's too good a boy and that's precisely what makes him so compelling#he would never and that's why i love him
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You're telling me that Tamlin showed up and saved Feyre's raggedy traitor ass completely unprompted midway through ACOWAR and ppl still have the NERVE to say he is irredeemable???
#acotar#THE NERVE OF SOME PEOPLE#I was checking out briar's page on the acotar wiki and found THIS#bc tamlin is such a stellar dude that he'll swoop in and save the day#even for RATS like feyre and az#I think tamlin haters are so salty bc they KNOW all their faves would be dead if not for tamlin <3#you can whine and cry about how much he sucks but at the end of the day#feyre? az? rhys? DEAD WITHOUT TAMLIN#also what a fucking hero#throwing himself in the way of DOZENS OF BEASTS#to save 2 people who have treated him so terribly#I love him so much <3#tbh he should have let those bitches die#but he WOULDNT and that's precisely why I love him
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