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Recently fully contenting with the fact that I have a big brother kink,,
I blame being stuck as the oldest child but with horrible anxiety, autism, and emotional neglect making the idea of being any kind of role model without one for myself Terrifying, combined with being transmasc and having that pretty much dismissed or at the very least constantly undermined literally all throughout my teenage years 💀
I was also just an obsessively horny kid for no discernable reason dhzjhx maybe it was the only clear form of affection from guys I was at all familiar with being romantic/sexually coded and not really knowing how someone was meant to bond with them otherwise idk. Add that to me literally making an imaginary friend that was just a caring older brother at first and you can imagine the progression of that had a hand in this also🧍
I'm just. I think enough Tough Love type kinda loser older brother that's also just super overprotective and will back you/help you through anything while simultaneously insisting you should "man up" fantasies could fix me--
Older brother that on the one hand has a rebellious dgaf overall bad influence reputation to uphold but on the other hand had to deal with the same parents I did and can't help but be protective of his cute little brother seeing him going through the same or similarly shitty situations, doing his best to mitigate the damage when he realizes how much more sensitive I am to it than he was.
Being the only person in the house I'm comfortable going to for anything, always making me feel safe even when trying to get me to push a boundary for my own good (whether it's Actually for my own good or not-). Insisting any and all unhealthy coping mechanisms I've turned to (or he's introduced me to) are done in his presence only, he's just concerned about my safety and doesn't want me doing them alone (again whether true or not I'm too trusting or dependant to notice a difference). Basically singlehandedly supporting my transition, making sure I get any and all hand-me-downs he still has lying around (and there are plenty, his closet is like a museum of old shit at this point, like he's never gotten rid of a thing in his life even though he definitely has. There are still character-print boxers in there that are pretty much my size), going over our parents' heads to talk with my school about it (having to "correct" all that would be too much effort for them anyways, they'll just leave it be at that point) and interacting with our parents in general for me unless it's absolutely necessary for me to be there.
Finding any excuse to brag and show off his adorable little brother to his equally delinquent friends, letting me join in on smoke sessions since he knows I can't go 10 minutes without following him around like a little puppy, always wanting to be in his lap (he tries to act like it's annoying but he thinks it's cute, not to mention convenient), and hey, with how high-strung i am already he decides maybe the weed would do me good anyways. Keeping the less respectful of his friends on a short leash around me, not hesitating to kick anyone out that can't heed a warning (full-stop, better not forget anything on your way out because you ain't gonna get another chance to get it back-). Getting quietly jealous over any of the others I end up getting sort of attached to, but rather than starting actual shit with them he'll just find ways to remind me that he's the most important to me, even if his friend is cool he's always cooler, right?
Idk this general underlying setup is a theme in a lot of my fantasies tbh, there's a lot that can vary between them (sometimes either brother is grosser or more genuine, really just depends on my mood lol) but the dynamic is always some flavor of this and it probably says a lot 💀
#ftm nsft#fauxcest#brocon#brocest#big bro/little bro#big bro x lil bro#he's got daddy issues. he's got mommy issues. BUT WAIT THERE'S MORE--#i might actually post more in this vein at some point but currently Im already at the point of word vomiting just to get the thoughts out so#that's for another time#intox cnc#weed intox#intox kink#tw sh implied#posting now before i can change my mind--
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omg your animations and art are so pretty! if you don't mind me asking how do you animate portraits, do you rig them? :,o they look sooo cool, do you have a commission price chart anywhere I could see (sorry if it's there, can't see it on mobile!)
Hi thank you! My commission prices can be found here (under prices). I use after effects to animate them. Pretty much after I get the art layers all separated, I put the psd in AE and I use the puppet tool and also rotation/position depending on what I need. Making do with what I know how to do sdfsa
Like this is how I animate the hair, the keyframes affect the specific puppet pin
#process#I'd like to learn how to actually rig things properly with like spine or live2d#that's for another time#I'll get to it eventually#after effects is just what I got right now#anonymous#ask
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Haven’t collabed with @renconner in a long while for a mini comic (minus our big one, Instinct). We were talking about one of Stan’s lowest moments involving being outside with that damn sign, so we decided to make a comic with Stan remembering it. I’ve also kinda of assumed Filbrick would lie to Ford about what’s going on with Stan (Stan probably did too to some extent).
#gravity falls#stanford pines#stanley pines#stan twins#comic#sea grunks#my art#sketches#stan pines#ford pines#thank you again fren for another amazing mini comic idea#they’re childhood quote makes me so damn emotional every time :’))#long post
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Anyways here is the official gofundme set up by sonya masseys surviving family if you have the ability to give her family real tangible support
#eureka moment#when i have the time i think i might set up another donation drive event for her#please let me know if this isnt a real gofundme but im pretty sure it is it was linked in multiple news stories about her passing
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i'll let phie-san say it:
#the vids i've seen on tiktok picking at her immediately get a block...#bitter otaku sitting in their socks in their mom's basement feeling threatened/enraged by a hot successful black woman outnerding them-core#also this kind of criticism is so demoralising and damaging to people who are trying to learn another language#also. accents are NORMAL and not a bad thing#i don't think that the end goal of picking up a new language necessarily has to be sounding native#and i know sometimes the way japanese people react like SUGOIII? *W* when a foreigner says like one (1) word in japanese is joked about#but like... genuinely... i always love when someone clearly has made an effort and took the time to learn some of the language#anyway she can step on those haters <3#also like. it’s just some lines in a song people need to relax…#megan thee stallion#autoplay warning#japan#japanese#language#mamushi
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AH Can we talk about the shift in colors here? Even in the human realm, Hunter's colors have always been yellows (gold, later brown). Even his human realm sweater and Halloween costume followed this trend.
The closest we get to a shift from this are is his clothes when he is in hiding at Hexside. Then, he is a mishmash of colors, still holding on to that random yellow bag that is clearly not his (stolen, as his Golden Guard identity was stolen by death from his predecessors?). He grips that bag just like part of him is still desperately gripping that old golden identity that now he understands is a lie, even though it is now ill fitting and no longer truly his. Same with his raggedy makeshift cloak (though perhaps the patches and color are a bit foreshadowing there...). He sports his green flyer Derby shirt, a scrap representing the one time he perhaps felt acceptance or belonging. His colors are all over the place, representing his confusion, disorientation, and loss in that phase of his character arch.
In OPs images though, in that second image set, we see his new character design. It's his costume peeled back, revealing the wolf shirt underneath. This has so many layers (pun intended).
At first, it is a heartbreaking representation of how Belos has robbed this poor kid of the closest thing he has had to safety and childhood. The first thing Belos does when he gets control of Hunter is pull off the costume and tie it around his waist. It's a subtly violent act, a stripping away of all that Hunter has painstakingly built over the summer in a single, thoughtless moment, just like Belos' act of possessing him. With that main block of yellow taken down, the black accents of his costume are really emphasized, and they remind me of the black streaks of Belos' curse as they took him over.
It doesn't end there though. I think the brilliant Owl House artists shift and redeem this design. It doesn't stay a symbol of Hunter's brokenness and what was taken from him. In this scene, we really get to see how his character colors are shifting because his surroundings mirror them. His undershirt is blue---opposite of gold/yellow on the color wheel. It's a cool color, more subtle/grounded than the brightness of his yellow color scheme before. It's a darker color, yes, but it's a color that he has picked for himself (he made the shirt after all), and it's the exact opposite of all that his colors were before.
What is more, now his wolf shirt is on full display. It's his new found family, worn right over his heart (an important location of redemption, life, and power for him right now). There are seven wolves, wolves who 'make great parents,' as Camila says, who make great, loyal, loving family members.
His pain still isn't gone (it's there, ties around his waist, carried with him), but neither is the work he did and the progress he made. He has his pack guarding his heart, and though he is nothing like what he was before, and the outlook is dark now, perhaps what he will become will be much better.
......WAIT I forgot to talk about his eye colo---
Hunter once again tearing up in the face of people telling him they care about him, and I’m making it everybody’s problem.
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jumping on the bandwagon with an ancient greek miku
#hatsune miku#I'm not even a big fan or anything but I've seen other art depicting her in various historical styles so ofc I had to do this one#think I'm gonna draw another ancient greek miku but this time in my normal style just in era appropriate fit#tagamemnon#pseudoart
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“Do you think seahorses write fpreg” and the many other riveting things my friend texts me right before I go to work
#snips of shit#pregnancy mention#suggestive#love Anna with all my heart but she makes me laugh at the worst times#edit: people mentioning this is an old tumblr post. I have not seen it before. my friend might’ve been referencing it#I didn’t find out there was another post until 10k notes in
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Everyone loves FNAF music man.. even Michael
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#fnaf movie#fnaf vanessa#fnaf vanny#michael afton#dj music man#security breach#fnaf pizzeria simulator#MICHEAL GETS another W in the pizzaplex!!#I love doing these comics where Vanessa shows Michael around#updates him on everything new in Freddy’s#usually it’s changes he’s not really into#BUT THIS ONE HE IS#Finally the unsung hero of MUSIC MAN is here#he got all the clout#Everyone understands what Michael liked about him now 💜#Think DJ remembers Michael too he knows#also this is so wild but first time seeing Michael’s bag dead on PFF#bag reveal ✨
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What's your take on Odysseus's trauma and recovery back in Ithaca?
*looks at all the comics I made*
Lol but really, I realistically expect it to be severely rocky. He’ll have good days, mostly bad days, but what keeps him grounded is of course his family, you know?
But imagine losing your entire fleet under your command...
...only to come back to an entire population of thousands of people, expecting that you will lead them.
What if he fails again?
#it's scary to go back believing that the loss was equivalent (even worse) than your win#Odysseus probably couldn't even function well as a king early in his return (and this time the other politicians weren't as forgiving)#thankfully his son is there#which is another comic for another day :P#Odysseus#Penelope#Telemachus#Epic the Ithaca saga#EPIC the musical#EPIC#The Odyssey#InSomniphic's Art#InSomniphic's Asks
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✦ Picciriddu ✦
#own art#own characters#CanisAlbus#art#artists on tumblr#Machete#anthro#sighthound#dogs#canine#animals#chicken acquired#I tend to think Machete was a restless baby but a very well behaved shy and unobtrusive toddler#the overarching theme of his early childhood was being sick in a way or another for the majority of the time#he's originally from Sicily so I tried to depict a native Siciliana chicken but I think I might've made her a little too sturdy#his mom makes a cameo too#as well as a battalion of snails#he likes snails
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"so grunkle ford how do you know bill?"
"... that's not important."
#so they got heavily drunk and sung karaoke and 'one thing led to another' yeah mhm stanford pines i know what you are#they're so awful for each other i hate them so much#something about loving you like an alcohol addict idk#irls keep scrolling shh i'm okay dw#stanford pines#ford pines#bill cipher#<- i accidentally twinkified him in this angle i swear his full design is neat this is my first time coloring human him 🙏#whoops#billford#the book of bill#book of bill#gravity falls#gravity falls fanart#i'm so good at posting miscellaneous sketches and making them cohesive guys trust#s0up1tart
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I have some questions about karaoke night, Alex Hirsch. Very Important Questions. Which I will happily scream at a poor hapless baby triangle who can have no answers for me, and possibly also does not have object permanence yet.
Follow-up that is I guess suggestive, but let's be real here, Bill's a fucking triangle:
Dude slipped right into his birthday suit, lmao
this is so stupid :D
Anyway, I don't care what anyone says, this brilliant individual knows what's up - Bill is absolutely way more of a monsterfucker than Ford could or ever will be, full stop.
#fanart#billford#bill cipher#stanford pines#gravity falls#book of bill#i watched gravity falls because i was curious about all the Toxic Old Man Yaoi on my dash and wanted context#turns out most of the context was in the book of bill tho lmao#look they either banged or married or both while drunk and i will accept no other possibilities#you don't use the phrase 'and one thing led to another' in a PRIVATE JOURNAL if what happened wasn't salacious in some way#i mean - ford didn't exactly grow up in The Most Inclusive Time Period???#dude was probably like 'gotta use this wording for plausible deniability - NO ONE can know i boinked the talking triangle'#in other news - i must bully the baby billy#don't know how much more GF stuff i'll toss up here but i have a few other little scribbles in the works. probably won't color them tho lol#also don't ask me why bill's bowtie stays where it is despite his “pants” being under it. just. just fucking don't ok???#EDIT: oh and since i see this a lot in this fandom for some reason: DO NOT REPOST THIS PLZ K THX :D
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Scenario: you want to hang out with your friends. You shoot them a message and they all agree. You also offer to drive. Question is,
“I can’t drive!” Pretend you do for this one post. This is about the mindset, not the reality.
Plz reblog <3
#had another argument with my family and I’m actually curious how prevalent this mindset is#tumblr polls#random polls#poll time
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me and senshi: i've only had izutsumi for one day but if anything happened to her...
also.... she has nekojita (cat tongue) ;___;
#KITTY#catgirl of all time#i love how they animated all her little cat mannerisms...#also this is one of my fave senshi episodes and also another one that proves why he's the heart of this show#if i had a senshi in my life i'd be 250 per cent saner. i'd take better care of myself.#izutsumi#marcille donato#senshi of izganda#senshi#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#spoilers#dungeon meshi spoilers#anime#manga#cats#cats of tumblr#long post
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What are dead man walking tornadoes? :O
it’s a multi-vortex tornado. i dont remember the tribe it originates from (i think it was cherokee), but there’s a native american legend…? saying? that goes “if you see a man in a tornado, you are about to die.”
the most infamous shot of a dead man walking tornado hit jarrell, texas in 1997
it did so much damage to the town it caused the scale that tornados are measured by, the fijita scale, undergo revisions, and it made anchoring buildings in the tornado alley region pretty much mandatory. (it took the entire town off the map. only those who had taken shelter outside of the town or in underground bunkers survived.)
two more examples of dead man walking tornadoes looking like a person are a tornado from 2011 that hit cullman, alabama
and a tornado from 1975 that hit xenia, ohio
edit: it has been brought to my attention that the native american “legend” part of this post was a rumor spread by a documentary.
i have been asked to remove it, but i believe in letting my errors stand because i’m not perfect. i make mistakes
#ask#nature#tornado#sorry if this reply is late#hope the image of walking tornadoes chills you to the bone as much as they do for me#usually i find tornadoes strangely awe inspiring#what with the shear power and destruction they can cause in such a short amount of time#but walking tornadoes are another class all their own#also i made a typo in fujita scale and it’s too late to fix it now
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