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domestique wikipedia / hard chase, charles jones / lowimpact.org sheepdogs / marcel ernzer rides ahead of charly gaul in the 1956 tour of luxembourg, archiv luxemburger wort / why become a domestique?, david bates / a sheep dog comforts a dog after protecting the herd from a wolf / andrea carrera and fausto coppi at the 1952 tour de france (can't find photo credits) / domen novak for rouleur / ian stannard carries bottles at the tour de france (can't find photo credits) / lyrics to nobody move nobody get hurt, we are scientists / darwin apatuma carries bottles (can't find photo credits) / a farmer herding sheep, joseph hardman / peloton of the 2014 tour de france, brendan king / welsh sheepdog, kyffin williams / peloton of the 1938 tour de france passes a herd of sheep
#the tip of the iceberg as to what i want to say about domestiques and domestiquing#that would be several much longer posts#cycling#web weaving#web weave
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Getting myself weirdly worked up about the common misconception that 'purpose' is a thing that exists with regards to evolution.
Like, I get it, niches can very well seem like some designed role, crafted to further along the Divine Machine of Nature. When confronted with an organism you don't like, the first question is "What purpose does it serve? Is it insignificant enough to be eradicated?"
But this very much isn't how the natural world works; evolution isn't a planned process. It's a bit more like.. y'know those videos of an algorithm being trained how to walk through trial and error? It's like that, but with a million more variables. And much like the algorithm, there is no forethought involved in evolution - it's only the immediate ''reaction'' to (aka whatever works to survive against) environment circumstances. There's not even the "goal" of survival, it's just that things which don't survive are unable to pass on whatever made them not survive, while things that did survive do.
Now imagine this process happening billions of times in parallel, all interacting with eachother, and all changing themselves in response.
The conditions a population experiences most, and the other populations it interacts with most, will inevitably affect its 'algorithm' for continuing to exist. This friction will pressure it to become more specific in how it functions, and it will come to rely upon how the things around it function. In turn, its environment starts to rely upon how it functions, however indirect that may be. It's all separate systems pressed against eachother, morphing so they align in a way that fits.
So, you can see how this can be so easily mistaken for a purpose. But the distinction is very important, because a species' entire *being* is the thing its ecosystem has molded to, not just one aspect of its lifestyle. Fleas and mosquitoes both take blood from larger animals, but they absolutely aren't interchangeable - their method of feeding, prey choices, life stages, and even movement are completely different, and something else in their respective ecosystems WILL rely on these traits for its own survival. Removing even that one thing will daisy-chain across the system, hindering the survival of everything involved.
That's why vying for killing entire species willy nilly is a bad thing, even if evolution is a morally neutral process with no true meaning behind it! And also why 'purpose' is a bogus concept to apply to this extremely complex system!
#Trying to condense what I remember of highschool biology into something readable#and still ending up with several paragraphs.... which just describe what an ecological niche is.#this leaves out a lot of other stuff. like other factors in selection and how mutation comes into play#but if I talked about those this would be so much longer#obligatory talk tag#biology#long post
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love how hua cheng is just like "I support xie lian rights and xie lian wrongs, except he can never do anything wrong ever even when he kills a bunch of people. Go off king" and Xie Lian is like “This is my beautiful husband, he has committed war crimes, but haven’t we all?”
And their relationship is somehow healthier than anything I've ever been in.
#emma posts#to be fair everything involving me didn’t have me aware that it was a thing#but I couldn’t compete anyway#tcgf#is it dating someone if they never told you they were dates and you misinterpreted them?#not asking for a friend#this is just straight up every situation I’ve been in#that’s as close as I’ve ever actually gotten to dating someone#I’ve witnessed plenty of other people’s relationships though#‘we’ve been dating for six months’ ‘those were dates?!’ ‘you asked me out first’ ‘and you rejected me!’ <- closest to dating I’ve been#all the other times I didn’t even ask the person out first. the just flat out never said it was a date and I thought we were just chilling#and all the other times I’ve asked someone out they rejected me and then DIDN’T ask me out without telling me they were asking me out#how was I supposed to know he changed his mind?#I’m still not over how I didn’t know we were dating until after we broke up#just the sheer comedy of my love life gets to me#comedy of errors ass love life#I’m getting really side tracked#Xie Liana’s friends were totally reasonable to think that someone stalking someone for several centuries is alarming#but somehow those two had it happen in the healthiest way possible???#I respect it tbh#only healthy relationship I’ve ever had that much sheer dedication in is me and my favorite cat which is a very maternal relationship#and i didn’t even actually kill the people who threatened him. they weren’t real threats but they knew they did psychological damage#to this day I wish I bit them until I tasted blood#but being in detention with them would have meant being around them longer than I had to be 😑#they have probably changed a lot since then but I still never want to see them again in my life#that might actually have played a slight role in how feral I get about protecting my cat 🐈⬛#I’m getting into personal issues again#our co-dependent parental dynamic. me and my cat. is perfectly healthy and I will not change it#said by someone who is not healthy but definitely will not change this specific thing#and the co-dependency is in fract mutual. that’s why it’s CO dependent
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Historia ver. Yachiyo transparent! A labor of love over several days, here she is in all her glory
#feel free to use! hopefully this spares someone else the several hours of pain this took#magia record#nanami yachiyo#i started working on this as soon as she was announced. thank you to whoever posted the banner free image on the wiki#that saved me SO much time. I would still be working on this for another three days otherwise#some small mistakes here and there#but hopefully no glaring errors!#noticed a mistake as soon as i went to upload it lol#i can no longer tell pixels apart from each other but worth it#is this a missed segment or just a blemish on my monitor? this question haunts me forever
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Thinks abt comic Siffrin. This could be a playground I think. If I felt like it. If I so chose.
#rat rambles#stars posting#I do also just enjoy the concept of other siffrins that existed before loop as well#either just the one extra or potentially even more if you wanna get funky with it#Im leaning more towards the one option but the many option is more funny#idk I just think it'd be a bit fucked up if there was another siffrin who made a desperate wish and just got completely whiped for it#bonus points if that sifs version of things was quite drastically different than loop and current sifs versions were#like a whole different party than the other two#thatd be fun#I do enjoy myself some timeline fuckery that leads to disturbing implications and several layers of tragedy#I already have three stories with that as a major element so it was only a matter of time before I look at isat through the same lense#the lace loop meetup would go crazy (theyd probably hate eachother)#speaking of lace I dont think Ive actually been like. posting abt her story huh.#well just know that Ive been working on that story a lot along with a billion other projects that have been keeping me busy#isat is actually the reason Ive been working on lace's story again since the two have a decently large amount in common#still very different stories like fundimentally but timeloop that takes place near the end of an rpg esc adventure is present in both#although the timeloop that lace is in is no longer the main focus of the entire story#well it hasnt been in a long time but Ive been actually fleshing out what the story is actually act more recently#and I keep going back to isat to get back into a creative mood anytime I feel like Im stagnating too much#which brings us back to the actual point of this post. yay.#anyways I need to go to bed even if Im half tempted to try to write smth with my current 3rd sif idea
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I liked doing this last week, but it will get kinda repetitive in the coming weeks. So I'm not sure if I'll do it often while I'm posting the modern/band AU, but oh well!
It's another Saturday morning in a blanket with new music. Truly all I could ever need to write.
Here's what I've been working on...
Modern/band AU is fit and ready to start posting this upcoming week. Chapter [redacted] is complete, and I'm now far enough ahead that even a few weeks of busy life won't stop a regular posting schedule. And if I keep up writing then I'll be able to post around Xmas without needing a break!
Chapter [redacted+1] has an opening sentence, which is often the hardest part.
The outline for the AU has been modified a little. Combined three chapters into one, split out another chapter into two. Probably lots of consolidation to be done otherwise. There's a weird bit in the outline that's kinda fuzzy, but I'm sure I'll knuckle my way through it since it's not thematically deep. Might even be another chapter consolidation. This fic is definitely going to be longer than the 40k I was hoping it would top out at...
Editing the previous chapters has been a fun exercise in trimming the fat! I still want there to be scenes that are just ~vibes~ but I axed 1k words and the whole thing is cleaner for it.
More Minthara/Lae'zel is in the works, but it's mostly only the skeleton of an idea as I've had to rework it multiple times. I've a little under 1k actually written, and I'm not too convinced of what it is at the moment either. Quite frustrating.
Another seedling of an idea for non-smutty Asheera/Shadowheart fics. But it's really just "Shadowheart meets Asheera's parents" and boy I'm not ready for the mixed emotions Shadowheart's going to feel in that one. You know it's not just going to be fluff.
The Gauntlet/Nightsong segment for my core Shadowheart/Asheera series has a skeleton of an outline now. The POVs have been picked, the core beats are there, and I know it's going to hurt like a motherfucker to write some of this.
#random rambling about writing#anotheropti fanfiction mind soup#OK a lot of these tags are truly mind soup so I don't advise anyone to take them as anything but letting off steam#if I was smarter I would just type the shit in these tags into a word doc and delete it lol#in which I look at the modern/band AU and wonder what I've gotten myself into#the anxiety of feeling like it's a disaster already and mentally preparing myself for that#mixed with the panic of realizing I'll be locking myself into months of it#bc I *cannot* stand having unfinished works#if you've been wondering why I'm writing as much as I can before posting anything this is why!#if I get hit with a week of hating what I've put out in the world then I can recover and still have chapters out#which is...#it's the same feeling I get when I submit writing to literary agents#except agents will tell you bluntly that they don't want it whereas people in fandom just glide by#as is everyone's right don't get me wrong#but I have severe problems with imposter syndrome and it's always worst when I'm posting longer stuff#and translating these characters to a modern setting and struggling with their characterizations gave me -10 to Will saves#so it's like “who is this for? is this for me and only me? does anyone need this? why make myself upset?”#anyways that was a lot of venting so now I write
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After years of engaging in and witnessing mind numbing drama randomly spawned on the internet about labels and flags and such my brain has finally adapted and stops me from actually understanding what im reading so its easier to just scroll past & pretend i didnt see anything
#Seeing a post back in the day i would have not only blocked you but argued for a full week over it. Dont have the capacity to care now tho#Well its less so that i dont care. and more so that i refuse to waste my life over the internet any longer#There will always be strangers willing to argue with you over the course of several days and never seem tired of fighting#No hill too small to die on no point too petty to moralize#Like i dont know brother i dont know how people can continue to argue about stupid shit with everything else going on in the world#If people could dedicate this much time & energy into literally anything else we would all be much happier for it#emf
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IMPORTANT!!!
In light of recent (albeit poor) doxxing attempts made towards me by people who associate with the following user, along with other very absurd things I’ve been sent, I’m putting my foot down once again and letting all of you know that I want any of you to hardblock me if you support @sound-hz / @tentamissile-maestro, as this person has openly encouraged harassment towards me and obsessively namedrops me for their followers to go after me.
I’ve been in the process of writing something as this person has attempted to spread an overdramatized and inaccurate document full of negative assumptions towards me, however as my own document is not finished, I cannot send it here at the moment. I’m only writing this here because I’m getting annoyed with their followers telling me “I know your address :3” and such.
I do not want such toxic and drama-hungry people anywhere near me. Please, please do NOT interact with me at all whatsoever if you support sound-hz. Thank you, and I’m sorry any of you have to see this. I wish this never had to happen, but it was forced upon me after enduring so much harassment.
#important#negative#more information will be provided once i am finished with my own document#in the meantime i do not condone any harassment sound may receive from this post#however it’s no longer any of my business what people say to him after what his followers have tried to do to me#so please be civil if you must say something#absolutely absurd a 22 year old would spend months of his life obsessing over defaming random people#and i say this because he has several other docs on other folks too#which is a massive red flag that he gets himself into these situations so much in the first place#so like idk leave me and the *18 year old* you ALSO seem to condone the harassment of alone#almost 23 too like jfc
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a sentence can be a paragraph, if you believe in your heart and use enough commas, em dashes, semicolons, and parentheses, maybe even an ellipsis
#still editing I discovered several spots where I wrote ''insert explanation here'' or ''expand later''#also trying to break up the paragraphs a bit more consistently so there aren't too many walls of text#but some of the paragraphs are definitely just one (1) really long sentence#how much character analysis can I fit into a post about the specific mechanics of one single boss fight? way more than I realized!#and that's with cutting things that I realized would do better in their own post#somehow this just keeps getting longer anyhow though#but I'm almost(?) finished...I think...#oracle of lore
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Fu Xuan calls March "young girl", which is understandable. But she also calls Chengjie "young man from the Artisanship Commission" and like... ma'am how old are you
#I know she is way older than she looks and given the lore she definitely isn't very young even for Xianzhou standards#Chengjie has been in the Artisanship Commission for two hundred years before we met him so he must be considerably older than that#This post really has no point other than to point this out because it's kind of funny#And it's clear that Fu Xuan is an adult woman but it makes her look ancient xD#Which tbh also makes sense. She definitely gives that air. She gives that air even to Qingque to some extent#Fu Xuan refers to Chengjie the same way Master Gongshu did‚ basically#You see her there and she talks to Chengjie as if he were a very young man. He is well over two hundred years#It's so funny and so... strange also compared to the other long-life species in the Xianzhou#Yukong is a mature woman. If it weren't for her lifespan‚ Fu Xuan would consider her a 'young girl'#I wonder if this strains the relationships between species somewhat#It seems it does. We see glimpses of that several times I think‚ like in the Poetic Genius Ingenium quest#The vidyadhara's love is always fresh and passionate and new and really can go on forever even if under different faces#But the Xianzhou native gets tired and drained and old#I don't know. I find this very interesting tbh. I understand them not being able to dwell on it for longer in the game#(longer than they already did) but it's so interesting to think about and how it could shape society in all its forms#I talk too much#I should probably delete this later
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How much of The Locked Tomb series would you say one needs to read before one can determine whether the series is Not For One?
#questions for the tumblmind#i wrote a much longer post#but it got eaten#i can see many reasons some folks might love these books#but I'm like 1.2 books in#and was meh about the first book#and baffled by the second#(i was listening to book 2 at high speed while doing chores and suspect i need to start over if i decide to continue)#tumblr loves these books SO MUCH#that I'm more on the fence about continuing than i usually would be#but maybe i should just read a summary instead so I can unblock the tags and enjoy the posts#and go read something else#one of several issues i have is that i can't visualize well and the books are so heavy on description#I'm delighted for everyone who loves it#but i think it might not be my jam#op
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feeling a lot more stable about everything, i decided to forego keeping a bandaid on because my fucking skin cannot take the adhesives for that long omg itches so bad around them
I have a plan in place to replace the bandaids should i require not needing to see my elbow again about it, but i also wanted to see for myself how bad it was.
BOY HOWDY do I bruise purty. That shit is dark where it's not already going greenyellow. looks like I put a sharpie in a chokehold and barely managed to wrangle it into submission like damn.
#i am probably going to have us put on a replacement bandage over the bruising because it's honestly yeah a little distressing to see#but i no longer feel like it's going to explode open and spurt blood everywhere if i'm not careful and that's important#this would be easier if we were like one solid continuous consciousness but unfortunately we're not#and for anyone who wasn't there during the cause of the Visible Injury having a visible injury suddenly be a lot worse#than what you were anticipating based on what the last person who looked at it remembers (let alone was just expecting in general)#(because lets face it i've not bruised this badly after a poke before. i think the closest was the IV for sedation before i got my#wisdom teeth taken out) and if you're maybe significantly younger than most of the rest of the soup in the bowl at the time it can y'know#freak a guy out a little which is what happened yesterday/last night#i'm glad i'm not navigating this without the context of being several opossums in a trenchcoat because that would be i think even more#distressing than it already has been. it keeps embarrassment for uncharacteristic freakouts to a minimum at least#gonna try and let it breathe for a bit and just kind of chill out with the elbow exposed a little to hopefully help#both with like acclimation to the sight and also maybe the cool air will help it feel better.#but also like i just cannot do that much bandage adhesive on my skin for that long it is so itchy around where i was wearing them augh#doesn't help my upper arm where my vaccines went look like i got bit by the worlds largest skeeter like damn#miecz posting#garrett posting
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Anyway good morning.
#unpacking these four chapters of breakup that happened almost twenty years ago in several different formats#starving for madam red content especially ik she's been dead (as dead as anyone on black butler has ever been) forever but like.#i don't understand how so much of this comment section got out of this that madam red just wanted to be ~normal~#when a lot of her deal and ciel's is that she physically can't/wasn't ever going to be and i genuinely think ciel realized these things...#...about himself a long time before madam red did and that's why she struggles with a lot of it so much. bc she held onto the idea she...#....COULD be ~normal ~ a lot longer than ciel ever did for himself#i think that factors for a lot of grell's side of the breakup too#grell also realized that about herself early on AND she could tell that about madam red the minute she saw her#like everyone dying wasn't the cause madam red couldn't be normal it was just more evidence of it#and i think it might have hurt grell's feelings that madam red was still holding on to what was never going to be when for grell they...#...were perfect for each other in every way and madam red backing out of the killing meant she was backing out on her too#it says soooo much that grell found madam red at her worst and she liked that and everything that madam red thought people looked down on...#....her for grell just revels in#also i wish redacted would die again <3 hate his guts the whole situation is so sinister regardless of how doomed madam red is#kuroshitsuji#my kuro posts#redcliff#madam red#Youtube
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the niche struggle of having adhd and autism but also a history with an eating disorder so when u dont have any foods ur hyperfixating on and all of ur former safe foods are no longer an option, u just. dont eat. bc eating completely disinterests u and it becomes an immense struggle just to make sure ur fed enough to survive and dont accidentally slip back into a relapse
#tw eating disorder#the adhd rly makes it worse bc if it takes longer than 15 minutes to make then im not interested in making it#but that severely limits what i do eat#i truly wish my brain wasnt like this#and its why--as much as i would love to--if i was ever able to live without roommates i still wouldnt do it#bc i KNOW it would be 10x worse#if i know u irl and u saw this post: no u didnt#ALSO this is why im sad my sisters coworker is moving#cause her daughter does meal prepping and would give us all the leftovers after she planned out her week
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#yakuza#judgment#yagami takayuki#my screenshots#so not to get heavy on a screenshot post#but this is how the previous owner of both my horses was#i got both of them from the same guy several years apart#and he only saw their bloodlines#and so he collected the best bloodlines he knew#and treated them like trophies#he had no idea how much my gelding loves peppermints#or how much he dislikes carrots#he had no idea that my mare's favorite treat is watermelon#or that she loves to have her forehead scratched but would rather you didn't touch her nose#he never bothered to learn anything about who they actually are#and he treated them like shit because of it#my mare was skin and bones when i got her#my gelding hated being ridden because experience told him that a rider meant he no longer got to have an opinion#he either did what the rider demanded or he got whacked with a quirt#and then they'd run him#he had never been allowed to discover the right answer to a question for himself#they set him up to fail by asking him a question he didn't know the answer to#and punishing him when he answered it wrong#instead of helping him answer it right#and they wouldn't let him think about his answer#the first time he realized he had the agency to choose an answer i literally felt him relax under me#because i asked simple questions and rewarded the try#and i gave him time to think and make his decision#and gave him all the tools to get the answer right#and he has so much try
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I love thinking abt my time looper ocs interacting with Sif because they'd both be sooo pissy abt how """easy""" Sif had it even though both of them would get stuck way worse than Sif in their place. Brute is allergic to acknowledging their own needs and Lace would immediately latch onto every wrong lead you can possibly imagine and by the time she would learn abt wishcraft she would have long since forgotten she even made a wish
#rat rambles#oc posting#stars posting#as per usual brute only gets to be in the club because I like them its not rly as much of a timeloop when its conciously self imposed#but yeah brute would be miserable to watch in sifs place because itd take them so much longer to have their act 5#theyd probably take a comicsif approach at first and just go maybe itll just. work this time.#and theyd go at that for a good bit and probably return to that several times#honestly now that Im thinking abt the idea Im half tempted to make a stalien version of my normal isa t eg au#but like with butter as sif instead of brute because I see the vision
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